#vaguely vent art

[firestarting]

it's not the same anymore

[blockcat17]

What a strange feeling, nostalgia. Happiness and sadness in the same breath, joy and loss and yearning all at once. Sometimes you wish even for the painful times, the miserable, awful days because they’re in the past now and the past is knowable, but the future is always hidden.

You can’t even remember what you’re nostalgic for, can you? And yet the feeling remains, low and haunting like a heartbeat in the walls.

I hope you never remember.

[angelophelias]

FATHER'S DAUGHTER

[purplepixel]

[sad-leon]

TW!! Suicide Attempt, Self Harm, Implied Eating Disorder

i forgor the colour behind the dialogue but im too tired to add it now

im so tired and theres no resolution because nothing i can make will make me feel better. i Know my friends love me and think my life is worth living, but when it gets bad it gets Bad and theres nothing to do but pick up the peices

[dinoserious]

um

[helioxed]

If you ever die, what will your memory start looking like?

[sunriseindigo]

drdttober day 20: vessel

a vessel for a craft you have no control over, one that eats away at your heart with guilt.

[snowflake-sage]

Vague vent bc I'm tired of these feelings

[hel7l7]

As if I haven’t spent nights crying your name

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Yea im straight up not having a good time over here

[siphonomy]

I feel like maybe I don’t say this a lot on this account but I desperately need to hold Ik. He’s been through a lot and my heart aches every time I remember. How much do I have to pay someone to draw him hanging out with his friends

[hollowsart]

The (Mis)Adventures of some weird ghost thing

[sad-leon]

i dont have a clever caption for this one

[foxypheonix]

I am trying. But what is the point if I'm not given a chance?

As soon as someone hears something bad about someone else, they leave. They never ask for the other side. They never try to understand what really happened. They would rather join the crowd than be with the one labelled as "problematic." But even when the other tries to speak, if they have been declared the villain, there is no talking back. Everything you say will be put against you, misconstrued, never allowed to clarify--oh but that clarification is just you protecting yourself, not the truth! You should remain silent lest you be forced into it, not allowed to talk things out because the accusers blocked you--or y'know, their slew of friends and fans gang up on you until you can no longer defend yourself. I want to die a lot lately. Not entirely because of what happened to me, but it is still a factor. It is still among my daily intrusive thoughts. I am being affected and effected by the incident as recently as March, at least that I can see. I notice people leaving. I try not to think it's related, I know I have been inactive, but there are some that without a doubt are leaving because of that.

I am not trying to state I am innocent, but I certainly have become a victim. Remember that the world is grey. Communicate, talk things out. Be open minded and strive for understanding.

[mari-lair]

If I had a penny for everytime someone on TikTok wrote an analysis "heavily influenced" by the ones I made here with zero credit I would have 4 whole pennies.