#urgh. rambling in the tags.
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Everytime i open instagram it makes me unreasonably angry to like some art then realize its reposted with the TINIEST effort to credit the og artist. Even if the artist is on the SAME PLATFORM theyd just put Cr: artist or dont say anything at all. It makes me angry how easy AND ENCOURAGED it is there to take someone elses work and noone would bat an eye
#id like art#then realize its reposted#and id take my like back#bruh the artist is in the same platform facking tag them or something pussy#urgh sorry idk i just woke up#lyssten to my rambles
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birth moment
i am. not ready
haha
anyway
just wanted to thank all of the wonderful people that ive met on this platform the last 7 months. i never really thought much would become of me posting my art on here but WOW was i wrong.
the unfiltered kindness/support and lovely people i’ve met on here is something i’m truly grateful for being able to experience. to be able to be apart of such an incredible community really made me feel seen, even if it was only for a little under a year.
with how inconsistent i am, i can only hope that i’ll return with the same passion as i did when i first posted! the interests i have now are.. vastly different (and i have some plans for this year that might get in the way of consistent posts, but we try regardless!)
not sure if i’ll be around for the holidays, so i hope they treat you well. <3
see ya
#scheduled post#urgh cant orchestrate my thoughts properly but#to the people who tag me in funny posts#to the people who listened to my stupid ramblings over stuff that wouldn’t matter in a weeks time#to the people who had fun conversations about their interests and music with me#i thank you for letting me enter your life . even if for just a moment <3#remember to take care of yourselves#mels art
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ezra's relationship with castiel and dean is basically 100k words slow burn strangers to friends to lovers to soul mates only. looking back. ezra knew that it was all destined to happen no matter what
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This post will contain discussion of rape and sexual assault
i'm writing a whole essay on this but. I don't know how many people know the opera Don Giovanni who aren't musicians or musical scholars. But I have Many Thoughts and need to share them.
Number one: HOW in the HELL do people think Donna Anna is in love with Don Giovanni? She explicitly states how terrified she was when he broke into her room and assaulted her. Her driving force through the opera is rage and a need for revenge for both her attempted rape and the murder of her father. She is actively invested in ensuring that no one else is a victim of his crimes, and is pleased at his death. Donna Anna is a victim, and an incredibly strong character.
Number two: How in the WORLD have we gotten to a point where Don Giovanni is idolized as a heroic character? People forget or aren't told that the full title of the opera is (roughly translated) "The Dissolute Man Punished, or Don Giovanni". The Point of the Opera is that he is a terrible man who has commited Literally thousands of sexual crimes, as well as murder, and he gets what he deserves. He gets dragged down into hell for it, and he refuses to repent.
I am starting to understand how it came to be that the public perception of this opera is so far from the text (i am reading some INCREDIBLY interesting papers about this) but the main thing I am seeing is that scholars, when writing papers and textbooks, are either jumping to wild conclusions from the text or being incredibly picky when it comes to the evidence for their claims and straight up ignoring contradicting scenes. Also, many of them view Donna Anna, Donna Elvira and Zerlina as crude stereotypes. Some go as far as claiming that (I genuinely hate this) Donna Anna was better off for being assaulted. Talk about rape culture and victim-blaming!
And that's the real problem with the perception of opera. So much of the literature surrounding it has been written by scholars (predominantly male) who have been influenced by a culture of misogyny and rape that they refuse to see the complexity of any of the three female characters, and turn a blind eye to anything that paints Don Giovanni for what he truly is: a rapist. Every interpretation of anything is influenced by the culture from which it comes, and that is So Incredibly Clear in the literature surrounding Don Giovanni. It pisses me off.
Anyways, if this post manages to reach the dashes of people who have heard of or studied Don Giovanni, I want to know - how was it taught to you? Was Don Giovanni portrayed as a dashing, rascally hero? Did you study the female characters, and if so, in what light? What stood out to you about the opera? I'd love to know!
Also, if anyone would like to read the papers I've been studying, lmk and I'd be happy to post them!
#rose rambles#classical music#mozart#wolfgang amadeus mozart#don giovanni#opera#feminist literature#tagging anything that i think will get this post to the people who get it#music#music school#music history#donna anna#urgh i get so mad about this which is why i need to write a bomb-ass paper#history
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Today is a day to not pick one wip to work on but to jump between all of them to see what brings the most seratonin. Wish me luck 😔
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My toxic relationship with my drafts 😔😔😔😔
#ITS CUZ I DUG MYSELF A HOLE HAVING LIKE 500 NAVIGATION TAGS#ESPECIALLY SINCE TUMBLR ATOPPED FUCKING SAVING UR USED TAGS SO THEY DONT POP UP WHEN YOU START TYPING THEM!!!!!#THAT IS SO ANNOYING WHY DID THEY GET RID OF THAT#urgh i gotta spend an afternoon emptying them out again but i just have art id rather be working on 😭😭😭😭#ruby rambles
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I just spent like 20 minutes thinking about soup
#i need to move out!!!!#i love my parents to be clear they're great#i just want to be in charge of my own meals again#it's not that they're bad at feeding me stuff i want to eat it's just we like different things#when it's just me i can make my soup however i want and no one's gonna say anything#Because It's My Soup#i can eat japanese chicken curry for a week straight! no one cares!#i just need to get better at eating vegetables#i want my own kitchen soooo baaad.....#my mom's sensitive to garlic. do you know how much recipes fuck if you add garlic? severely. and i can't if she's gonna eat it#i need my own kitchen so bad so so bad pleeaase#really hoping that i get my degree within like two months#and then i have to. urgh. find a job. but then i find a job and i go there#and i get Paid! money!#and once i have some money in the bank and a long term job i can try and get a flat#and once i have a flat i have my own kitchen i can order stuff online if i want and i can adopt a cat#i can have friends over i can decorate#and if i can swing it i'll be a civil servant#and if i'm lucky enough i can perhaps. give up the next 30 years of my life to a bank so i can own my own flat#god i hope. i fucking hope. i really really want to own#like not for landlord bullshit. just so i don't have to worry about where to go in a year two years five years#i want a civil servant job because that's for life and i would love to do the same thing forever#and i want to own a flat because i could make the space fit my needs and wants perfectly#and i wouldn't have to worry about where to live or old age or whatever#good luck to me finding a well situated 2 bedroom flat in one of the if not the worst city of france in terms of housing :)#but hey i've been lucky in life. maybe it'll keep going#i know what i want early! that's good#i shouldn't have a realisation that i want kids at 30yo or whatever. I Shall Not Become My Mom#ANYWAY i need my own kitchen!!!!!#wow i have a ramble tag now
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Wondering why I havent made this or that varigo au and then remembering its because if it continues I'll just be making varigo content out of all my other ships
#but what about drawing the other ships ??? oh no my brain wont like that poor little meow meow brain#whats next uh??#jay vik varigo??#walle and eve varigo ???#bubb line varigo ??????#SPIDEY POOL VARIGO#urgh I need to calm down my already existing aus are dying#coraline Vat7k au...#no no I must resist#im already so close to make aus for every musical I listen to as well...#a guardian of the galaxy Vat7k au... shhhh shh no I musn't#somebody stop me#eryanbles#and then I go fuck it up for others by adding Aiden :)#yeah putting spaces in the ship names as an attempt to not have my rambling showing in tags fkfkdkdkd hi
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thinking about how way to dawn really was like the most iconic keyblade ever that so neatly summarized riku's journey and ideals and had so much meaning and history and so uniquely his and kh3 really threw it away for a fucking car key
#katie rambles#ITS BEEN YEARS I CAN SAY IT RIKU'S NEW KEYBLADE IS DUMB#kh3 did riku incredibly dirty actually on a number of levels#i dont care if there was more s@r!ku evidence they really had no idea what to do with him#they had no idea what to do with anyone who wasn't sora#but with riku especially having such a strong character arc only to pitter out to like.#a touching but ultimately meaningless sacrifice that sora tears up spacetime to undo moments later#and exposition dumps ig#like i can't get behind his new keyblade because it really EXEMPLIFIES all the god damn issues with his handling in 3#idk i was thinking about character design and aesthetics and man. MAN! way to dawn beloved.#way to go kh writers for taking complex and well developed character and making him cardboard#his va also sounded really tired and i cannot blame him riku was so filed down from literally anything that made him interesting#he couldnt even get to wrestle with or flex his cool mentor status as a keyblade master that arc was right there#'katie why are you so upset you just said it's been years' listen.#listen kh was formative media for me (points @ username)#i would not be griping so much more in the tags if i did not invest so much of my love and care into the series#perhaps too much in hindsight#agh. urgh. ough.
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the true being mutuals with me experience is just [tag ramble] [tag ramble] [tag ramble]
#i sure hope you guys like my tag rambles because i am incapable of shutting up#i do it even on my own posts! the tags r a place to chat :)#fr tho i wont stop#i hope you see my tags n smile :)#nyxtalks#also: goes through your entire blog reblogging things#urgh i need to go to sleep but i am far too wired for that#sorry for posting so much i am aware it is probably annoying#i got the wiggles. the worms in my brain
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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I should actually figure out a tag system like a normal person or something. Instead of winging it.
Something to consider in the future.
#personal rambles#including changing this tag to something less random#the potential overlap issues are no joke#I really need to get some sleep urgh#I've been with headaches for 3 days now
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Good morning besties! 💖 have a lovely day!
#i would rather still be asleep but alas I have things to do!#urgh i had a dream about Douma last night the second one this week 😭#cannot escape him no matter WHAT#gonna have a complete me day today! i'm in dire need of a self care day#decided i'm gonna go on a walk after my call and spend some time in the woods#then when i come home i'll do a workout and make a gifset#play a game and have some peach slices#then take my nephew the park#sounds like fun!#ily#sky rambles#dl#need to wash my face and make brekkie first#gonna have some strawberry porridge with chia seeds and banana#ooooo it's Inosuke's birthday tomorow i should make his set today!!! i was working on a colouring one#but i won't finish it in time so a gifset it shall be#was gonna post another douma one but he can wait#the fact the only things i did for ep1 was douma and then I dipped omg#i am neglecting everyone 😭#i'm really just rambling in the tags now but yeah i hope i have a nice day and weekend#my mental health needs is so damn badly i am a MESS
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Ugh i always think im good with sharing and im always ok with ppl i know but i see strangers who use main tags to talk about their selfship and im like
#KINDA UPSETTY SPAGHETTI NOW.... URG.#like thats not illegal of course but like. i follow them main tags man i dont wanna see that >:[#then again i use main tags in some of my ship stuff so. hm#WHATEVER THE POINT IS SEEING PPL I DONT KNOW SAY THAT C.ORTEX IS THEIRS IS UPSETTING CUZ IM SENSITIVE#like i said im chill with my ceash mutuals but like!! these ppl i dont KNOW!!! IDK I GET JELLY EASILY#urgh im just gonna go like. wash a pot angrily about it >:T#ruby rambles#negative
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you can't hate anyone into a version of something you con love
self-flagellation and self-bullying are all bad motivators for change BTW. it can be hard to escape from a spiral but genuinely u have to be nice to urself or nothing will change
#you must treat others and yourself with the same kindness#and it must be kindness#and kindness does not mean being a doormat to assholes (even yourself)#sometimes kindness towards people is difficult and complicated and i do not have perfect answers for difficult scenarios#so if anyone reads these tags and thinks “ooohhh we have to be kind to everyone? what about such and such awful person?”#well i do think you should try to be kind to them yes#and leave their presence asap if you can#but like that does not mean hurt yourself for them#this concept (be kind to yourself and others) can get a bit fractal#sorry for rambling in your tags at 2a#m#i just#there are is a lot of unkindness on the internet in general#and a lot on tumblr in particular#and it is distressing#many people just want to do a sick dunk and whether their dunk is even true is not as important it seems#but you know this is not a comedy roast???#like you can do waht you want forever of course#but ffs please think of other people#urgh i hope you like reading tags op and i hope you at least get a laugh from these#or else that you just ignore 'em#i'm not trying to lecture you or anyone
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people are being mean about the splatfest already ☹️ i wanna join team present because oth is my fav but now i have guilt
#still gonna do it. i’m trying not to care that they’re the most popular i just like#normally i pick based on theme but i literally don’t have an opinion on the theme. brother it’s time idk#so like why wouldn’t i pick my fav idols if idc about the theme…#but it’s like. everyone’s picking it because everyone loves off the hook idkkkkkkk#i love the others too it’s just#urgh#this was on instagram btw i haven’t looked at the splatoon tag here in a while im not like .. accusing anyone it might not be happening her#gg rambles
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