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If I could have the power to hug anyone through the internet I would hug @another-delta-lover bc there are times that I feel like they rlly deserve and need it (especially with the progress lost on the latest chapt of MBPC) and bc I just rlly like giving hugs :3
(and btw, I would only hug with consent)
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Radioapple slow dancing brainrot hours *airhorn*
#I don’t see why luci can’t be a dance partner 👀#this art pairs best with ur fav slow dance song#I like thinking they’re dancing to ‘alone together’ by Chet baker#radioapple#appleradio#piano man and tiny dancer#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin hotel fanart#my doods
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forever thinking about royal’s bad ending. my thing with it is that maruki doesn’t necessarily give anyone what they want most, he gives them what’s most appropriate for them to want within a maruki-approved framework. iirc there’s a really interesting text sequence in the game where he just straight up changes someone’s career because they’re not “good” at it, regardless of whether that’s what they actually want. why struggle at all? ever? right?
and so ultimately i don’t think goro akechi’s greatest wish is necessarily ren. i think it’s a wish for sure, but his greatest wish is his own agency. despite any regrets he has and the fact that shido and yaldabaoth treated him like a pawn, he's generally pretty adamant about owning his choices and their consequences. he doesn't want that erased. and instead, you end up with pleasant boy™ if you take maruki’s deal. maybe maruki (incorrectly) thinks sanding off all of akechi’s rough edges will make him easier for ren to love. but the crux of it is really that maruki has to essentially lobotomize him to preserve the illusion of his perfect reality, because their ideologies are so diametrically opposed that akechi would spend every waking moment fighting back.
this isn’t to undermine ren’s importance to akechi btw — he explicitly acknowledges that he wishes they had met earlier, and there are countless moments throughout their confidant that underscore how much it means to him that they mirror each other so well. he absolutely does want more time with ren, just not under these circumstances.
and that’s also what makes ren’s choice on 2/2 doubly devastating. he knows that either way he loses akechi. and if he takes maruki’s deal, he loses him knowing that his last moments with the real akechi involved the two of them being unforgivably out of sync.
#shuake#ren amamiya#goro akechi#takuto maruki#persona 5#DOES THIS MAKE SENSE#this has been on my mind for ages#siri play ideal and the real dot mp3#like the two of them happily playing chess together hits hard bc in another life they could’ve had that#but the thing is#neither of them want another life! they just want each other as is!#me for the millionth time: takuto maruki most interesting antagonist of all time#tired of all the one dimensional evil villains#give me the pathetic wet cat man who projects his issues w his ex gf onto u and turns ur bf into a stepford wife ❤️#will the real goro akechi please stand up#*#wishing i had the time to replay this game for 3rd sem alone but alas. capitalism strikes again. adulthood is a scam#so instead i am rotating these guys endlessly in my mind and throwing my thoughts out into the void#eta: have really been enjoying seeing ppl's tags on this!!!#thank u for rotating them in ur mind as well
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I'm sorry to hear your friend thinks that way, but know you're definitely not alone in feeling like this. It can take a while to fully figure out who you are and that's okay, and it's sounding like you've taken a lotta good steps! If you ever have questions, don't be afraid to reach out to folks like you have here
Hi, I need help.
Someone important to me told me that romantic attraction is a spectrum, and you can’t simply feel none of it, so you can’t identify as aromantic. Like, they said that’s just not a thing, and I shouldn’t put myself in ‘a box’. I am a baby aro, and I’m kind of still questioning (not how I feel but whether or not it is permanent). This made me way sadder than I thought it would, and I just want to know if it’s okay to identify as aromantic. I don’t want to be alone, but I don’t want a relationship, the idea really makes me want to scream. I’m tired of feeling confused and isolated, and I’m tired of trying to figure this out. Thanks
#that being said i'm probably not the best source#also my response sounds a little preachy...#i'm not tryin'a white knight or grand stand#i just saw this post and was like ''yeah i'll help a baby aro cuz it's important for us to support each other''#idk but uh yeah#ur not alone man#*awkwardly offers fistbump*
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this PSA is brought to u, by first year farmer ・゚ *✧
#fsds just kidding i love how welcoming robin was too; even offering table with her family during the stardew valley eve#but no red carpet can be more welcoming than local grandma who smells like flowers and cookies and take u as her grandchild from day 1#i thought linus was sketchy at first but then i almost cry because he is the only one drag me back home when i am dying in mine alone#with no one knowing or care where am i#sdv#stardew valley#sdv evelyn#sdv farmer#stardew evelyn#stardew farmer#stardew valley evelyn#stardew valley farmer#fanart#surely it was sketchy at first the way ur money and things are gone#but after knowing linus u get to trust him that he was sincere helping u#it really was like this homeless man cares for me more than anyone in this village#*tho reasonable bcs he's the only one actively foraging for things to live & coincidentally u are one of the thing he found#but i can imagine by the way i was playing; first few months arriving at the valley farmer just keep spending time sitting beside linus#contemplating about life#like second homeless person in the valley#if there's a popularity poll for stardew villagers; evelyn should be top number 1 no discussion#for someone who started stardew valley without any interest of the bachelor/rettes this is how i feel
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bro wants him so bad it’s getting embarrassing
#why do you as a MAN want another MAN to be your other half#he doesn’t want ur ass get over it#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd chap 119#finally had time to process the chap#I’m gonna need that hideous freak to leave my boy tf alone
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Eugene/Merriell
"We have lingered in the chambers of the sea By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown Till human voices wake us, and we drown."
#now that i have all the footage from the pacific logged im gonna go crazy with these edits just so youre all aware#eugene sledge#the yearning its all about the yearning#snafu shelton#merriell shelton#oh my god i cant remember how to spell his first name...t he french are insane#the pacific#sledgefu#song is of course sufjan stevens alone wiht you#i was gonna use an adrienne lenker song but i caved!! gotta give it to the classics#snafu im gonna get ur ass..... im gonna get u....... for breaking my babys heart...... i wont forget this not ever.....#eugene “never known a man who loved me” sledge we need to get u to the club baby#video edit#amv
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my new OC: cempaka!
she is based on the story/universe that my friend @haydardotjpg's OCs indra and yuwei exist in! pls go checkout haydar's art he is amazing!! his ocs can be found more easily on his ig but if you're lazy this is his oc indra (cempaka's one-sided love interest) and yuwei (indra's fated lover)
also, cempaka means "magnolia" in malay!! (she gets a flower name bc my name is lilly which is also flower c:)
bonus first iteration under the cut!
i accidentally had "poinsettia" flower in mind when i did this iteration instead of an actual magnolia, hence the color scheme. but yeah, this is as self-insert as it gets LOL like she's literally MEEEEEE but still very different and i love her as she is <3
#my art#original character#oc#oc art#art#im in love with her actually#she has 4 brothers all named after flowers#mawar kekwa orkid and melati#not me using google translate literally on the fly i hope im not being culturally insensitive 😭#but anyway they lost their parents at a young age so she was raised by her brothers#shes the youngest by far tho by like 9 years from her next closest brother#mawar is the oldest hes like 40 a very important Leader Of People so he is not very present in her life#kekwa is a doctor and 38 and he travels often for work so he is also not very present but he visits sometimes#orkid and melati are twins theyre both 30#orkid is a scholar and on track to being a professor at a prestigious uni#melati is traveling the world doing soul searching#cempaka is 21 she is literally a baby and her brothers send her back money but shes mostly alone#so she joins a traveling dance troupe and she gets really good at dancing#she meets indra while on the road dancing and performing and she is SMITTEN#like shes just head over heels in love with this man because hes so warm and inviting and he fills a void in her life#he makes her feel so incredibly seen and not alone and the feeling is addicting she cant get enough#ok idk most of the details bc i havent read haydars full story BUT#basically to my understanding yuwei and indra are separated for a while#and cempaka knows up front that indra is in love with yuwei like hes very honest with her about this and she appreciates it#but she still wants a chance because indras the only person in the world that has ever made her feel truly seen and loved#so she tries to be with him to ease her loneliness but it breaks her heart whenever he misses yuwei openly#also AGAIN listen im trying to basically write fanfic for a story that doesnt exist LOLL#HAYDAR IF YOURE READING THIS PLS WRITE UR STORY LMFAO
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This Is Fyodor’s Tenth Anniversary Letter And I’m Crying:
im ill.
so choked up I can’t even call him gay for this
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#fyodor dostoevsky#bungou stray dogs#bsd#fyozai#obviously#HE HAS NO ONE TO CELEBRATE WIGH SOMEONE KILL ME NOW#DO YOU CELEBRATE EVERYTHING ALONE FYODOR?? DO U GET CAKES ON UR BIRTHDAY???#WHAT THE FUCJFJFB HES ALWAYS MENTIONING DAZAI THIS MAN DRIVES ME INSANE#WHATTEHFHUUCJWHATETFUFKFIMGOINGTOEATHIM#im going to be using this for my upcoming analysis#it perfectly supports the arguement im making with the added context from his comments in 119#strap in. it’s going to be a long one#I didn’t take literature for nothing
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love thinking kipperlilly spends her afterlife looking for lucy in a familiar forest
#not art#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#like. does she have a mean of knowing lucy and yolanda got sent to cassandra's domain to hang out for a bit#kipperlilly's isolation means so much to me. she is punished for everything she's done she just doesn't pick up on it#until the moment she dies! one more funky thing that mirrors riz in which he's actively tried to cultivate a community and denied it#until the bad kids. while kipperlilly does not want or care about a community she just wants someone who validates her#but she does Need a community so she latches onto the person she lets closer to her to fulfill her emotional needs#she took the ritual willingly so this might genuinely be her first death. probably terrifying#probably not even enough bandwidth to feel mortified. maybe immediately seeking something comforting out of instinct alone#lmao honestly thinking too much abt fantasy high afterlifes gives me a headache And a visceral fear#Im not religious but I grew up in a culture with a dominantly buddhist/taoist cosmology its Scary that u just go to A Place after u die!!#and then ur still urself!!! thats scary to me what do u mean u stay like that forever. thats fucked#but yeah I think this influences how I see kipperlilly turn out a little bit. in a sense I think of her as being a ghost now#yknow. trying to solve something from life so she can move on and. stop living this life etc#man the reveal that lucy took being killed pretty seriously and is like yeah the others are decent and even sweet#and probably was just trying to hold her party together and do what she thinks is moral by hearing kipperlilly out#lol lmao etc. gods I gotta wonder how kipperlilly's mindset handled jawbones' help#it really is damn tragic tho. I stand by what I said folks like this will complain and be nasty to be around#but they dont have enough desire to inconvenience themselves to off the bat do something abt what they find unfair or whatever#its when theyre handed the seemingly very easy means to be right that they'll start being dangerous#its horribly tragic that the supposed metaplayer and the self-perceived mastermind turned out to ultimately be just an useful idiot#yknow what. I think personally in my heart kipperlilly moves on from her afterlife the moment she says sorry#doesnt even have to be to lucy but that's probably gonna be who received it#ah.... teenage rebellion. teenage gamejacking
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this feels like ive been shot in the arm the fact that hyunjin wanted to cover the moonlight which usually has soft, comforting connotations, like even the gentle light was too much for him at the time and he wanted someone warm to be there with him please hold me
#im wounded im laying on my bed staring at the ceiling#i cant#my baby#like i dont think ive ever read about someone wanting to cover the moonlight#usually it’s wanting it to filter in like a flicker of hope in the darkest night#im not talking specifically about hyunjin here but this concept is so fascinating to me#like are the shadows too strong that the moon pales in comparison to them#or is it because u are too deep in ur despair that u dont want to see the light and be reminded of what u wish for yet cannot grasp#so instead he’s asking for a person to be there in the darkness with him#not telling him it’d be better just sitting there and existing with him#HYUNJIN’S MIND IS SO FASCINATING TO ME I NEED TO KNOW#i need a 5 hours long convo with this man about his songs alone 😭😭😭
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im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.
do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.
and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...
i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.
...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--
#lots of expansion on this in tags beware#this is a draft from 2:40AM the day before i just felt something within me and i needed to write about fallen angel q!bbh angst NOW#this post is brought to you by q!bbh in purgatory and post-purgatory i will never forgive you purgatory 1#no one can bear to have a healthy conversation about q!bbh's behaviors let alone TO q!bbh. BUT IF Q!BAGHERA WASN'T STUCK ON THE ISLAND...#i miss u bbh + baghera interactions let me see u soon pls#he isn't impossible to communicate with ur just not jiving with his autism right u can get through to him i swear BUT TOO LATE he DIED#now he doesn't remember!!! (unless that part of the library is recovered) u lost ur shot!!! (ur issues with him will rise again)#now every time bagi goes “'cause he's a demon” with bbh i go OH MAN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S MORE... it hurts how flippant it is sometimes#because WE KNOW OH MAN WE KNOW IT'S MORE and this concept of him being fallen adds SO MUCH CONNOTATION to EVERYTHING he does#it isn't just DEMON THINGS it's GOD MADE ME THIS THINGS and i just can't wait to know WHY what did you DO!!!#your instincts are to be nice though cautiously detached when your life restarts so WHAT DID YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT INHERENTLY BAD???#goopert talks qsmp#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo
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I HATE MEN !! 🎀
#i hate men#girlblogger#girlblog#men stink#if you’re a man but ur not him then u stink#leave me alone#this is a girlblog#lana del rey#this is what makes us girls#coquette#just girly things#tumblr girls#female hysteria#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#wtf#hell is a teenage girl#female rage#femcel#i love andrew lincoln#misandry#happy misandrist
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Does anyone else feel like Aylinluna was horribly out of character this episode?? I've heard that apparently some things were cut, so that might be the reason but it still felt weird. Like ur telling me Luna, who has literally been so respectful of Aylin's boundaries literally even last episode, is suddenly forcing her to go out of her comfort zone?? Okay, fine, I understand the concept of wanting ur gf to get along with ur friends, but ur telling me Luna wouldn't stand up for Aylin when someone is clearly getting in her face and making her uncomfortable?? That she would call her an ALIEN??!!!
#look how they massacred my boy#everyone clap that i even spelled that word#god idk today's ep just felt off in general#ongsasun the only saving grace#also let me tell u#u can rlly tell they r lesbians#the only other gmmtv show I've watched was bad buddy#and each step for those boys was like pulling teeth#these two r like doing a speedrun compared to that#they went confess ✅ start dating ✅ kiss ✅ have sex ✅#am i allowed to say sex on tumblr???#also that's what happened right dhsh#imagine if the towel just fell#next ep starts and its ongsa like OH FUCK SORRY#anyway back to aylinluna#the fuck is up with ton#i have such mixed feelings abt that man#sometimes he's a himbo and slay and all#but sometimes he acts like he has the brain of a toddler#earlier episodes luna would've slapped him !!#like what do u mean everyone is like U OKAY after he just accosted not one but two girls#ugh idk#i just dont like how they seem to be going the route of: im ur gf so im gonna baby u#come psppss come socialize silly#LEAVE LUNA ALONE SHE WOULDN'T#also am i crazy but like Aylin's interacted with those ppl before#maybe not ton and mawin but everyone is acting as if she hadn't been making strides in social interaction already#23.5#23.5 the series#aylinluna
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happy birthday to the birthday boy!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^ ok now ready your aim we're going to duel to the death @percexe
#yeah im still obsessed with dee LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!#superior character in all forms#i already sent this to simon but im sharing it idc YOU WILL ALL LOOK AT DEE AND YOU WILL LIKE HIM#*holds a photo of dee to your face* HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN??? WELL NOW YOU HAVE. *waves the photo in ur face* NOW YOU HAVE.#dnd#cnd#bob the artist
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i’m probably nonbinary but i have a fruitless and ultimately self-destructing revenge plot to carry out so idc about that rn
#icarus speaks#thinking about cpurpled again can u tell#i think it’d be really funny if like for 90% of the smp he was just ur average cishet man#but then somewhere in the months he spent alone in the las nevadas arc#he was like. what if i used she/her pronouns#and then NEVER thought about it again bc he had a duck to roast#it goes against every cpurp identity headcanon i have however it’s such a funny image#him hunkered in his fuckass cave with only a corpse and his dog#and going ‘hm. i wonder about this neopronouns stuff’#then going back to fantasizing about wringing quackity’s neck
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