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For the sake of clarity, when I say “pages” I mean like this is two pages
#im considering the possibility of updating ride or die every week but with only a couple pages at a time#something more consistent… i update twice a month (13th and 27th) rn#polls
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YOU FINISHED THE NOTES BUT YOURE WITHHOLDING IT??? AND IT’S ENTERTAINING??? AND IT FEATURES MADDIE???????????
yeah okay i'm posting it soon. expect it within the hour. and yes to all three :)
#anon#asks#never change#you know i think this is why i should never be a fanfic writer. i'd be such a terribly inconsistent poster#“updates every sunday” “expect an update at least twice a month”#me as a fanfic writer would be all like i update for the first time in four months and then i update every day for a week then i go on a---#---year-long hiatus after which i consistently post weekly. then i drop off the face of the planet and return months later. i never finish#real life stria lore#<- sorta?#keefe would not like me and i don't like him
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I miss my old coworkers!!! I miss having friends at work instead of passive aggressive assholes who don’t want to train me and then get annoyed when I don’t know things and act like my very existence irks them!!!!
#if this was part time I’d be able to handle it#but 9 hours a days day after day is genuinely putting me in the worst mindset I’ve had in months#like I go to my car during my break and sit there pushing tears back bc I feel alone and shunned!!!#and these are GROWN ASS WOMEN??#one of my old coworkers came in to pick up a medication the other day and when I saw her my entire body literally slumped with relief#like omg someone I know who doesn’t hate me!!!!#and we had a quick convo bc she was updating me on work tea and I was like wow I haven’t felt this happy since i started this job#almost 2 weeks ago and that was such a sad reality check lmfao#and like the only reason I got this job is bc I’m bilingual and they desperately needed that#and it’s like okay do you realize you need me?? bc I’m there most of the week the other bilingual girl is only there twice a week#and 99% of your clients don’t speak English so what’s gonna happen if I leave??#you’re going to have to find someone else and train THEM from the bottom just like me#you’re gonna be in the same position all over again!!!#this is all so infuriating
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spent too much time looking at the logistics of webcomic publishing this evening and now I feel. something.
#many things in fact#overwhelmed primarily. I was kind of trying to find some webcomics akin to the kind I want to do like artistically and also genre wise#and couldn't find anything like remotely similar. which I guess is cool bc mine is unique!#but it also means there's not rly existing models/examples of work to look to for guidance ig#especially art style wise waow a lot of these are uhhhhh homogenous. visually. which like stick with what works i guess!#not everything obviously I found some stuff with very lovely unique visuals#but also when I looked around at like webcomic rings and publishing options they were like please update 1-2 times a week. A WEEK?#I think maybe I'm startled by it bc I'm thinking in terms of print publishing like they want a page or 2 a week not full chapters.#but I'm operating on like comic clerk brain where we'd get a new issue of smth in once or twice a month#and those comics had whole teams behind them!! I'm one guy!!!#well. I've learned a lot tonight and I have time. not gonna panic no sir#it speaks
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i would write more if it weren’t for my health issues
#personal.txt#i just got over a month long infection that put me in the hospital twice#once for the night and once for multiple days#then i’m just really tired because of everything else that’s wrong with me unrelated to the infection i just recovered from#i want to update my fics and post new ones#but i can’t#maybe soon#but probably not tomorrow or even next week#not unless i’m lucky
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is atwmd updating soon?
hopefully before january ends
#ask#wfrau#tbf it’s only been like a month since the last ch….#ik i kinda shot myself in the foot by updating more regularly when i was first posting etc but. well i will reiterate#there is no longer a posting schedule my goal is just 2 get one ch out per month if possible#(<- guys who’s annoyed at the amt of comments they’ve been getting asking when the fic is gonna update)#(not ur fault anon just. there r a lot of people who seem 2 think it is normal 2 expect a ch every week etc)#(which again. perhaps shot myself in the foot by updating my other fics faster but i do try 2 communicate when i don’t have the time etc)#anyway that being said. i’m actually almost done w the next ch it’s just ~twice as long as normal#gonna try 2 finish the last scene tomorrow then send along 2 my beta reader <3
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Do you have an ao3 author that you really hate? A fic you wish would just disappear?
Fear not, with our "Allie's bad luck" service your dreams can now become reality!! 💖✨
We only need a title! Allie will take a look at the unfinished fic, think "oh wow, sounds amazing!", bookmark it.. and the fic will never be updated again.
Not. Even. Once.
#C'MON MAN#i've literally bookmarked fics that have been updated regularly twice a week for MONTHS and are like 2 chapters away from being completed#and as soon as i bookmark them#oops 🤭 the author decided to just ditch modern technology!! they'll never write again!#it's a curse i swear#it makes me cry a lot#some of the best summaries i've ever read and now i'll never read those stories 😭#I DON'T READ UNFINISHED FICS OKAY? I CAN'T HANDLE IT#and it wouldn't be the same anyway#fanfic#fic#ao3 update#ao3 author#archive of our own#ao3#bnha#mha#steddie#steve harrington#spn#destiel#merthur#hannigram#nbc hannigram#stranger things#kinnporsche the series#malec#bookmark#mdzs#wangxian
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I'm officially six months to 30 time to start trying to bike a 30mile solo ride!
#Status Update#that's my fucking goal I've only ever gotten to like 25 miles#but that was when I was riding twice a week and was like 20lbs lighter so WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES#but that's the Before 30 goal at least because I can't think of anything else#I don't think I'm reading 28 more books in the next six months at least#WISH ME LUCK Y'ALL
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*taps mic* this thing on?
#r.txt#hi hi hi i miss being active sm i hate school :|#i still need a new computer too cause rn i cant run sims with anything installed it sucks ass#im excited for infants tho!!!! and the new pack im foaming at the mouth why do they make us pay for basic game things its so lame but wtvr!!#im just popping in for a min im on spring break but i still have hw :'((#just a few more months and maybe i can get a job and save enough for a new pc lets hope#im taking a photoshop/illustrator class and i rly hate my prof i havent learned anything i didnt already know#and we have to use MACS :| actually wanna fight its me vs apple products till i di#e#ive been playing vanilla for a bit and its not as fun but its alright#ive uploaded some houses to the gallery if anyone is interested ig i could post those to be semi active#i have literally sm to do in my life i hate being old (19) im basically dead#i say it every time but im going to make my return one day i swear it i love this community despite its many many flaws i miss everything#unfortunatly i have to deal w an 8-5 school schedule twice a week the rise and grind mindset is not for me#if i get time i might try to post more silly updates ive been doing but for now au revoir (adios) (im into tfb now smile)#ok bye aggain 4 nowsies
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day 49 / #otasuneweek23 day 5 - supernatural! not the biggest au guy so I opted for some costumes (otacon is vampire hatsune miku)
#im not gonna bother taking the twitter tag out of the caption#bc see i post on mobile; but I haven’t updated the app in months#so I can’t see what I type in the caption#it’s just black#this is all in the workings of a true otasunehead#otasune every day#otasune week 2023#otasune#snotacon#hatsune miku#autocorrected to ‘hatsune Mikey’ twice lol#halloween
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yes im going to shameless self promo i have more followers here than i have kudos on ITNL and i think that's a damn shame
ITNL is much more put together than i ever am on here lmao
#speculation nation#not to say i dont want ppl following me here. obviously i do#but i am going to do what i can to siphon my influence here to the project i ACTUALLY care about#like any self-respecting fanfic writer would#ykno i really should start doing official update posts#blehhhhhhh it's so hard tho.#im not used to getting more attention here than on ao3 :p#discacc has so many hits... 65k... and not a lick of self-promo...#but ITNL has a measly 5k hits... with plenty of self-promo...#yea yea discacc is the 2 and a half year old fanfic with nearly 500k words while ITNL has only been around for 3 months & 63k words#BUT SENTIDO HAS OVER TWICE THE KUDOS OF ITNL STILL... i want That to be fixed at the very least#come onnnn give my darling child the attention it deserves. pay no attention to its scrappy older sibling.#Sighhhhhh yes ok Sentido deserves some attention too i guess. still wish ITNL had more than it tho. minor injustices in the world...#ITNL has more comments than Sentido tho by a Long shot hehe#i do hope ITNL readers are looking forward to my comeback. im planning on it being this week. if i can. i hope.#I'm Gonna Try. i think i can. i will. im manifesting.
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Hello, I have problem, I can't read your story, demon on your shoulder, after chapter 13, it won't let me read the others, the update of chapter 14 and 15 doesn't appear, why? I love the story
Hey, there! I appreciate that you love the story, but I'm afraid unless you got yourself a working time machine, you are going to have a problem with that!
The story has currently only 13 chapters and neither chapter 14 or 15 have been written or posted yet. You can't read what doesn't exist. ^^°
I'm afraid you'll have to be patient and wait for them. ;)
#Fic: Demon on Your Shoulder#Shadowhunters#Malace#Reader Appreciation#though chapter 14 _was_ supposed to come out today#but well. I have been dealing with being sick#for essentially the whole past month. so updates#have been pushed back twice already last month#and I'm still kinda behind sooo this one will be too#gotta admit I'm peeved that I HAVE pushed back twice already#so I worked on it today and I wanna work on it tomorrow#and if I have a good day tomorrow I may break the Saturday rule#and update on a Sunday instead. but if I don't get it done#it will be pushed back to Saturday next week I'm afraid
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hey any updates on when the new wafwaf chapter is coming out? :) it’s so good 😊
within the next couple of days! im trying to get into the habit of posting once a week, so even though chapter 13 has been done for a few days now, im holding off until it's been 6-7 days since the last update. as of now, it's only been 4 days! :-)
#asks answered#we are fleeting we are feeling#wafwaf#wafwaf update#fanfiction#sorry im slowing down updates so much! it's really not feasible for me to upload twice a week anymore :(#im having some bad mental health stuff going on after losing two pets in the span of a month so i havent had much motivation at all#im okay! just. coping LOL
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my tags got out of hand
i keep thinking about hobbies and how i often spill over myself to pick up new ones. i have adhd, i end up trying something for like a month and then just getting far enough in it that i move on, satisfied.
and that should be fine; but it's never fine.
i am a pretty decent artist; but i can't just make art for my dnd campaign, i should be selling dnd maps and character designs and scene setting pieces. i can't just make my friends matching earrings, i need to get an etsy and ship them internationally and take bulk orders. i make pretty good props and decorations and use them to throw my friends parties - but i should be running a party planning business and start taking paying clients and networking and putting my skills to actual use.
for some reason, i never figured out the specifics of pottery. it was a fun class and i enjoyed myself - and still, i'm embarrassed, years later, that i put in all that useless effort. everything i make has to be stunning. stellar. i should have applied myself more. maybe i'm too lazy. maybe i'm broken and selfish and needy. actually creative people would have kept going; they would be bettering themselves at every possible opportunity.
we find ourselves in this trap, even accidentally: we need to commodify our time, because it is a commodity. if we spend our efforts and our time not earning, isn't that the same thing as burning free money? and god forbid you ever take up a hobby that ends up being more expensive than you thought. you sit in your car and you look at the receipt and in your head you hear a conversation that isn't even happening - your mom or your friend or your partner all saying oh great. not this shit again. it's always something with you, and it never actually means anything.
i have realized this horrible thing, recently - i'll get excited to start a project, pick up a new hobby. and then i just... stop myself. i start thinking about the amount of time it will take, and how it'll look in my monthly budget. what if i can't even produce a good enough final product. sure, it's exciting to think about how i could make my friend her own custom dice. but i'm just polluting the earth if i don't get it right. better not bother. better not try.
restless, i get caught in the negative space. the feeling that oh god, i want to create. and that horrible sense - yeah, but i don't have the time to just put to waste.
#oh my god i’m not the only person in the whole world who has Struggles and Difficulties#i am in pharmacy school which means i have no money no time etc and so every single thing that would bring an iota of joy or escape#must be cut for time because you haven’t studied for your exam next month so no you cannot start watching that the show.#and because you missed the deadline two weeks ago for that group project that the others did for you there will be no sitting at the piano#also you made a c and not a b on the exam yesterday so maybe instead of ordering takeout like you said you were going to#(because you know that you don’t buy real food on the rare occasion you go to the grocery store)#instead you’re gonna have to pick through your bare cabinets and empty fridge freezer for something. or just not eat#like you sometimes do#this is not a problem bc you’ve saved your money which you can’t afford to waste#that’s what they told you when you started: tell your friends you can’t see them much because a doctoral program is a time commitment#they said: you need to quit your side hustles and get an internship#they said: you need to ask for cleaning supplies for your birthday—and clothes and shoes bc tuition is very expensive#this isn’t some deficiency on your part. everyone else lives in isolation with no hobbies or entertainment too.#the only difference is that THEY spend all that time studying and reviewing and working and preparing—#while YOU are laying in bed all day because the thought of writing that paragraph is nauseating and tomorrows exam is slowly enveloping you#and you can tell because you had to retake those 2 classes and you have to retake another one this summer.#never mind that you still don’t know anything. just keep playing the part. stay afloat until this week’s exam is over#then you can worry about next week’s exams#(you WILL worry about next week’s exams)#learning the ukulele isn’t going to ease your stress it’s just gonna make you feel guilty#what do you mean you already feel guilty because you’ve pulled the ukelele out exactly twice since mom gave it to you for christmas?#that webseries updates 4 times a week. can you honestly tell me that you have 4 hours a week where you don’t feel shame#about not exceeding expectations anymore?#i thought not. close your compute— you didn’t even take it out of your bag.#do you ever take it out of your bag at home?#you don’t.#well i can see why you’re such a fucking failure#it’s 3:27 am but i won’t bother telling you to shower or brush your teeth- i know you don’t do that.#you went to bed three and a half hours ago now it’s time to sleep#maybe we’ll see what tomorrow has for us
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I’ve been told to make this caption from one of my photos (yes this is me in the photo). I have no control over any of this, I’ve been told what tags to use and how long the post is to be pinned to the top of my page. 😥
The post is up for three months (until June 8) and I am scared about how long I’ll get!!
P-p-please be nice. I d-d-don’t want my life ruined!! 😭😭😭
Update. If this post hits 100 REBLOGS I have to get a larger plug and dildo.
Update 2. You are all mean (specially @count-alta with your 20-odd reblogs)😤😭😭 I now have to get a larger plug and dildo. If it gets to 300 REBLOGS then I have to make a Discord server to show that I am in fact wearing the cage and plug 😭😭😭😭 this is getting both out of control and expensive
Update 3. It hasn’t even been a week. 😢😢 I’ve been instructed to add note milestones. I’ve only been given a couple for now but more will be added if any of you suggest something my dominant likes.
Update 4. I’m back from a brief hiatus from Tumblr while I settled into a new job, and I discovered that this post really took off. I now have to make discord (coming soon) and I’ve been given a new Reblog MILESTONE. If this post reaches 500 Reblogs I will have to start HRT. If it hits 1000 Reblogs then I have to find a man to fuck me on camera 😭😭😭😭. Please be nice.
Update 5: whelp it’s done. My Discord server is live
1500 notes: I have to keep myself hairless from the nose down.
1700 notes: Make an Amazon Wishlist and add 100 toys and clothes for anyone to buy. Anyone who buys them will get a free show with what they bought
1800 notes: my hair must be grown out
2000 notes: I have to resume my BambiSleeps regimen
2500 notes: Practice deepthroating the current sized dildo twice a week
2750 notes: I now have listen to Bambi sleeps every morning, afternoon and night on my days off
3000 notes: Sit on a 7-inch dildo 2 times a week for 30 min
3250 notes: I have to start using she/her pronouns
3500 notes: I have start wearing a bra everyday
3750 notes: Use a large plug now
4000 notes: I have to start an OF (ManyVids and webcamming as well once I find a better living arrangement)
4250: I have to film myself suck cock
4500 notes: i can only ever cum from anal
5000 notes: I can only wear androgynous clothing. Nothing overtly masculine
5100 notes: Sit on an 8-inch dildo 3 times a week for 30 min
5400 notes: Listen to Bambisleep hypno every time I do anal
6000 notes: edge with a Hitachi magic wand for 30 once a week
6500 notes: start using a ball gag whenever I do anal
7100 notes: Once a week I have to film myself anal training and share it to the discord channel
8000 notes: Sit on a 9-inch dildo 4 times a week for 30 min
8500 notes: I must listen to ALL hypno that is sent to me
9000 notes: The Hitachi edging session becomes twice a week
12300 notes: Clicker train myself to get horny to the thought of cock
13200 notes: Use an XL plug now
13500 notes: Only use 10-inch toys from now on sit on it 6 times a week for 30 min, once a week use a 12+ inch toy
15000 notes: I have to get either bottom surgery or an orchiectomy
20000 notes: I have to be spit roasted
25000 notes: I have to be the center of a Blow Bang
32500 notes: I have to be the center of a Gangbang 😳😳😳
#feminine sissy#submisive sissy#beta sissy#sissy tasks#sissifyme#humiliation sissy#permanent feminization#ruin me pls. so fkn hot#ruin my life#forced feminized#naughty sissy#beta sub#feminization hypnosis#feminizationtraining#humiliated sissy#caged chastity#locked in caged#sissy caged#cage slave#sissy and slave#reblog#bambi sleep#bambification#bambisleep#bambi subliminals#bimbo toy#bimbo in training#trans bimbo#trans nsft#trans ns/fw
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#shut up arejayelle#ok so like life update thing#I started hooking up with a guy like a month ago and it's been the best fucking thing in so long#I know I'm still in the honeymoon phase but it's fun and its soft and it's silly#I go over to cook like once a week and we've been trying recipes#His cat fell asleep on me the other day and leans in when I give him skritches#we play games in parallel and watch shows and stuff#it's literally so soft and wonderful#I honestly didn't think this would happen. he was THE straight cis guy of the friendgroup#I was flirting cause it was just stuff to say#idk it's been wild but my confidence has never been higher#He's literally so obsessed with me#but also has been so good about all the gender stuff#and oh my god the fucking affection has been so nice#I love casual affection#I love sneaking kisses and holding hands#I love the way he looks at me#like he's so pretty and I just???? Get to look at him???#I get to see him come undone by my hands??#and the cuddling???#bro it's been a month and i've slept over like twice a week the whole time#it's been... amazing???#after felix who wouldn't kiss me in the morning cause of morning breath and like never fucking wanted anything in the morning#to like... bro the other day we did TWO rounds in the morning#TWO!!!!#Like on average we go 3 rounds every time i'm over#it's... it's so fun#he texts me pictures of his food#and reminds me to like eat#i just
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