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Heyyy could you write a bill x fem! Reader where the reader stalks him??? Tyyyy preferribly epilogue bill
FIRST REQUEST LET'S GOOO!!!
Anyways req down here ↓↓↓
Tw: some swearing and a lot of stalking
It was late. Probably around 2am or so. That didn't matter to you. It never mattered to you.
You waited for Bill to fall asleep for hours, but it was worth it. It was so worth it.
You watched him through his window, perched on a beach nearby like some weird cat, observing how his chest rose with each breath.
You watched as he turned and kicked the blanket off his bed. You watched as his hair fell into his face. Oh man. This was good. It was like watching cartoons on Sundays as a little kid with a bowl of cereal. Expect, it wasn't that, it was watching some ugly asshole who still lived with his mom through his window with a camera and trying not to get caught.
You watched for a while more before pulling out your camera.
You pressed the lens against the window, and snapped a few pictures. Man you wish his window wasn't locked. Otherwise you'd probably open it and kidnap him.
You decided to take a few more pictures, the camera making a soft shutter sound as you snapped a few more.
You kept doing this, before he started waking up. Shit.
You quickly ducked, praying you wouldn't get caught.
He sat up, rubbed his eyes and looked around the room. When he saw nothing, he just grumbled something under his breath and laid back down.
Oh thank God, you thought as you perked you head up to look back at the window.
You looked back at Bill, letting out a dreamy sigh. A few more photos couldn't hurt... Right?
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HII! Srry if it's a little sloppy, I'm a bit rusty. Hope you enjoy it none the less tho 💞
#bill dickey#the eltingville club x reader#bill dickey x reader#the eltingville club#eltingville#welcome to eltingville#request#Blair writes
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Sobbing /pos
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Malleus' bday is coming up, thoughts on what his sleepwear might be?
anticipating that reveal any time now, so gotta get my predictions in real quick (aka extremely fast drawings) (I'm sorry)
#art#twisted wonderland#kutsurogi my room#i have never drawn a good malleus in my life and i'm not about to start now#i do want him to have his tail out though#for no reason except to make me happy :)#man. i gave up on pulling for lilia to save for you mal#you better make this worth it#just kidding the idea of malleus in sleepwear is so inherently hilarious it could by anything and it would be worth it#what if it's just malleus in his regular school uniform#he doesn't sleep. he has no sense of time. he shows up to the library at 2am and is like 'am i late for the housewarden meeting'#yuu gets up in the middle of the night for a snack and malleus is just there. sitting in the rafters.#'the cracks in your ceiling plaster are particularly nice tonight human child'#'yeah okay cool tsunotarou. you want a hot chocolate or something'#'...yes please'
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God, I'm (yet again) exhausted. What a show. I will say, flaws and all, it's still one of the best animated series I've watched. Ever. No, I don't think it deserves the vitriol it's getting on social media.
I have a LOT of emotions right now. I don't think I'm even thinking straight after watching through everything once. It definitely needs to be re-watched multiple times. No, I'm not offering any kind of insights or anything like that. I think I'm just too emotional seeing my favorite show end.
I really wanna thank the writers, directors, artists, animators, producers, and everyone else who worked on this show for this work of art. It was beautiful, and it's why I love making gifs of this show.
And just because this show has ended, doesn't mean I'll stop making things. There's two whole seasons to work with now. I hope I can have enough free time to post regularly. I still need to make some 8k wallpapers and a ton of gifs haha.
I'll take a break and sleep for now. I'll see what I can make when I wake up tomorrow. I have so many things I want to do, but I also feel like crap and I too, have a life LMAO.
Oh, and I'm still looking forward to the next stories that they tell us! Runeterra truly has amazing lore. Excited to see what's next!
Thank you for all the likes, reblogs, and support you guys give to my lil sideblog! I appreciate you guys so much <3
#personal tag#its arcane.... not everything will be happy fr but gah my heart hurts#ive also allowed replies for now in all gifsets and posts but piss me off and i will block you and close it again#i havent rlly processed everything bc ive been making gifs#but yeah im in fuckin shambles idk what to feel honestly#it rlly hurts to see ppl totally shit on the show you love but i suppose its a sign not to look at social media in general#criticisms are fine but some of them take it a bit too far#the first season was so good (and most ppl watched it with 0 expectations in mind) that the second season had too much to live up to#for what it's worth i still very much enjoyed it even with a few gripes#my grade is like 9.5/10 for s2 while s1 gets like a 11/10 haha#i have a feeling that when i rewatch the show i’ll appreciate it more since im less emotional haha the score will prolly go higher#thank you to everyone who was a part of this show <3#anyways its 2am goodnight my goal for the next coming days is a gifset or two a day#thank you everyone ily <3
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im gonna drop from pure exhaustion at a moment’s notice but at least i get to make stuff like this for a grade now!! that’s pretty cool!
we had an assignment in my photoshop class to make a movie poster of either an existing movie or a made up movie so i decided to make a sequel and adapt my favorite sonic game <33
rendering the hogs lineless was a mistake i hope to never repeat oh my god it destroyed me. /hj
let it be known that like not a single part of this was done in photoshop but i DID use things i learned in photoshop so the spirit was there so my professor let it slide 💪💪💪💪
progress pictures under the cut lol
#sonic#sonic the werehog#sonic the hedgehog#movie sonic#sonic fanart#i love sonic unleashed so much yall you don’t get it#but oh my GOD this was rough#i only slept for 3 hours today in order to turn this in on time#between 8am and 11am#I DIDNT EVEN PROCRASTINATE???#and i still have to stay up until 2am#college is ruining me#but it’s worth it i guess <3
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Happy first anniversary to the Fell Xenologue!
#fire emblem#fire emblem fanart#fire emblem engage#fe17#fe engage#fe fanart#alear#rafal#nel#sommie#HAPPY ONE YEAR TO THE BEST LACK OF SLEEP I HAD IN MY LIFE#so worth waking up at 2am i swear#it's been one year and i'm still so in love with it
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Do you wanna see pure brainrot?
Do you wanna bear witness to just how mentally ill I am for this silly mouse galpal group? Do you wanna see just how many hours I put into researching this franchise?
Well look no further :D
Behold, a catalogue of all the Thea Sisters books Italian and English, in the entire franchise :D
In Italian publishing order, with accurate dates when possible :D
Dating all the way back to the franchise's genesis in 2005 :DD
Yes this was a nightmare and a half to research :DDD
Enjoy the brainrot
#thea stilton#thea sisters#it's 100% not done btw#i was torn on whether or not to list down the books involving the humanoid characters but i decided on it in the end#but it was a very last-minute decision#so it's like 2AM i have to wake up at 9 and i haven't finished the catalogue for the Princesses of Fantasia#i'll get to it in the morning haha#just know this took many many hours of my life#the most time i spent on this list technically was the mouseford books#which took an entire afternoon and night of crossreferencing and scavenging multiple websites to cobble together a list#in chronological order#was it worth it? yes#anyway i'ma o<-<
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nobody hates the x men characters as much as fox does like that was straight up self sabotage what were they thinkinggg
they were thinking about how much of a mistake it was to let mcavoy and fassbender tour about the movies because all they did was talk about cherik and thus this was their punishment vjeaLVjeaVKLj
#snap chats#thts not even an exagerration that may as well have happened jjveLKVAJ#it was worth tho ...... ill take the Ls......#also hi. Aside. why are you guys so active rn jERLKEJJ MUCH LOVE BUT ITS 2AM#i feel like whenever im about to sleep my inbox lights up the most ... very rude ...... oh well!!!!!!
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Hi! I have a question if you would like to answer: what made you want for Arlow and Lucanis to be best friends prior to the events of the game? Like what was the moment where you went „that would be a great idea“ and why?
Ahh yes, thank you for asking!! I am always happy to talk about them (:
Short answer: I'm a sucker for friends-to-lovers, especially with some kind of mess or drama in between.
Long answer:
Before Veilguard dropped, I was being so careful to not let myself get out of hand building a Rook, because even though I like to bend canon, I also like to know what the canon sandbox is before I do that. I wanted to know the backstories, the faction vibes, and the relationship/quest beats before I got my heart set on an OC. At the same time, I was battling the overwhelming urge to immerse myself in character building because I was so hyped. So, as a compromise (and this is the "moment" I would say), I let myself pick exactly one (1) thing about my Rook: she knows how Lucanis takes his coffee and he trusts her to make it for him.
(which became infinitely funnier once it dropped that crow!Rook was a de Riva, because of the poison angle. serendipity, lol)
Having read the short story The Wake, I knew that there would be some fuckery regarding Lucanis being "dead" (and I was already planning to romance him after reading Tevinter Nights). I wanted to give him and Arlow enough of a relationship history that his death would mean more to her than just "ah shit, the First Talon's grandson got got", but I didn't want that history to be romantic, because I wanted to watch the romance arc play out in game.
So, best friends. And with how intense Lucanis is about his platonic relationships with all of the Veilguard, I'm really glad for that choice - I think it suits both of them, and the stories I want to tell for them (:
Thank you again for asking!! Kicking my feet and twirling my hair whenever I get to talk about them 💜💜
#this was such a fun thing to wake up to#thank you!!#bonus answer: at the time I was lowkey hoping for a lucanis-faked-his-death scenario#which would have pitted his choice to leave against Arlow's loyalty to the Crows#and definitely have been cronchy#but honestly with where they took Illario in Veilguard (separate topic lol) I'm satisfied with how it went down#and it means that arlow's backstory is a lot more about grief than the anger that would have been there if he dipped on purpose#oc: arlow de riva#lucanis dellamorte#da4#veilguard spoilers#arlow x lucanis#the way I was holding myself BACK from thinking too hard about a Rook concept#I literally didn't even pick her name until 2am the night before release#and I am glad I did that! but it was fucking hard 😂😂#but doing it that way meant that I got to lean into her relationship with Viago more than I would have pre-game and that is everything to m#so. worth it lol#mer speaks
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pieta
#YES i ended up giving this piece to mads and hugh at nycc. it was wonderful#it was so stressful i finished it at 2am day of the signing and had to sprint like 7 blocks to staples to get it printed but#IT WAS SO WORTH IT.#god i am so glad it all worked out.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ok time to return to my post-con post-art-crunch hibernation xoxo#my art#hannibal#hannibal nbc#hannigram#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannibal fanart#artists on tumblr#queer art
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twink dancy for those who celebrate
#hugh dancy#this twink could destroy my life and id thank him (he has)#he took my sanity when he walked into my life and idek if i want it back#i really love this art style ive been doing lately btw#i think its here to stay!!#this art really tested my endurance i wanted to give up so much trying to get the likeness but now i have this angel so it was worth it#also i painted this at 2am and when i woke up new hugh dancy pics had dropped so i count that as manifestation#will graham#hannibal#illustration#artists on tumblr#twink
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Obsessed with Meatbun's choice to write intercrural sex for Ranwan's first time because Mo Ran is scared of hurting Chu Wanning with his absolute unit and also hinting at past use of lube.
#ive stayed up till 2am for this#it was so worth it#meatbun is my queen#after this im hitting yuwu#erha he ta de bai mao shizun#erha#2ha spoilers#erha spoilers#the husky and his white cat shizun#dumb husky and his white cat shizun#meatbun doesn't eat meat#meatbun#ranwan
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should i attend a risqué event
#31st january. in london. the week after my exams#event is free but i'd have to stay at a hostel#i could take the coach nice and early then enjoy the day there#make it a little trip#so even if i chicken out at the last minute it wouldn't have been a complete waste of time#maybe if i can bring alcohol it'll be alright#OUGHHHHHHHHHH#if it's in london nobody will know me#and if i mess up then i'll never have to see these people again#if i make just one acquaintance it would be worth it#and it's 18-25 so ... yay#need to get myself out there more#maybe this is just me at 11pm having crazy ideas but ive been known to decide to do things at worse hours and they've turned out okay#joined a muay thai class at 2am. that went great. i put myself down as 'interested' for redacted event at 11pm#that's fine#this is fine#all is well my life is going great#not feeling unstable at all#😬😬😬
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my sibling is starting to write fic and it's so. like they've been drawing for forever and never seem insecure about art. but writing is still new to them! so the fic isn't working how they want it to. i got to point at their pile of like, 20 something filled full size sketchbooks and go, look, you've made all this art, practiced all this time to be good. and how many things have you written? 3? you keep going! you keep doing it and it will be countless one day!
#ramble tag#my siblings... i get mushy when it comes to them#truly nothing in life is more important than my babies. who are not babies but beside the point#(THEYLL BE ADULTS SOON. SOB.)#feels so inappropriate to post about them on this blog but as i have said before. they follow my main#i just need to talk about them sometimes or I'll just lie in bed and cry lmao#sibling i started this post talking about is so smart and creative and fucking /organized/ as all hell#honestly both my siblings are scary driven#it would make me cripplingly insecure if i didnt just love them so damn much. if i wasnt so fucking proud of them#i hate that i couldnt be someone more worth looking up to but i am beyond overjoyed to see them grow into their own regardless#these two are possibly up there as the smartest people ive ever met even if theyre still just teenagers#i can't wait to see who they turn into. who they'll grow up be#(always be my babies in addition tho)#i see the world in them#im immeasurably happy to have the siblings i do#really starting to realize that yknow what? im not missing anything by being aro#by not having much (if any) sexual/romantic shit in my life#those two are my pride and joy and make me happier than any of that ever could#anyways this is a secret dont tell them i said that#psa dont talk to me about my siblings i can keep going until i pass out#god took everything that is Good and put into these precious tiny humans and im just lucky enough to be here !!!#ok i need to stop. its 2am hi
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brief lil fic i wrote bc i was having too many thoughts about landduo hurt/comfort
obvious warnings for mentions of missing eggs and general angst
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foolish walks out of his tower, having just finished organizing his loot from the dungeons he did today, and pointedly not dwelling for too long on anything other than the chests in that room. he still has a bit of time left today, and he's certainly not looking forward to trying to go to sleep and being left alone with his thoughts, so maybe he can finally squeeze some work in on the titan, or he'll go to spawn and run into someone else to goof around with and distract himself.
foolish gets halfway across the path to his warpstone when he finally notices bad on the shore. he's sitting on the ground outside his and dapper's first house, with his arms wrapped around his legs, knees tucked up to his chin, staring off blankly into the water as it waves and ripples against the land.
foolish pauses for a brief moment, and then turns to walk along the shore over to him.
"hey," foolish greets softly. bad turns his head to look up at foolish, but doesn't say a word. foolish notices the bags under his eyes. bad turns back to staring out at the water.
it's not an outright 'go away,' so foolish takes that as invitation enough to sit down next to him on the ground, curled up similarly to bad with his hands resting on his knees. for what feels like the first time all day, foolish lets out a deep breath, the full weight of his thoughts washing over him like the sound of the waves.
he thinks of leo. he thinks about how in the days leading up to the eggs' disappearance he didn't even get to see her, missing her by mere minutes. he thinks of the note she left in the chest in her room, he thinks about the totems left there and how wherever she is now, she doesn't have them. he thinks of vegetta, how he's probably going to come back and find out their daughter is missing. he thinks of all the other eggs. surely they'll all come back, right? the last time they went missing they came back. they have to come back, it's not fair for them to just be taken without any warning, without any explanation, without any closure.
foolish feels tears start to prick at the corners of his eyes, and tries to push the feeling away. bad is still sitting next to him, after all, and foolish can only think however he's feeling, bad must be feeling it worse, he practically took care of all the eggs. he doesn't need to add foolish having a breakdown in front of him on top of all of that.
foolish takes another few deep breaths, listening to the sound of the waves, letting his thoughts wash away with them, and he thinks he might be somewhere close to feeling normal again. and then he feels bad lean his head against his shoulder.
he looks down to find bad already looking up at him, and they share a brief glance before foolish wraps an arm around bad's back, pulling him in closer, and bad moves to fully wrap his arms around foolish's chest, and then foolish moves his other arm and they're hugging each other so tight foolish worries he might crush him.
and then foolish notices bad is crying- shaking, silent sobs with cold tears landing where bad has tucked his head near foolish's shoulder- and then foolish's carefully put up wall cracks, every last thought and emotion foolish had been bottling in rushing out in the form of tears that trail down his cheeks and fall against bad's back.
they stay hugging even after they've both stopped crying, until finally foolish feels bad push back against his hold and he releases him. bad pulls away, wiping at his face with one hand, still saying nothing. foolish has the impulse to poke fun at him just to regain a sense of normalcy, but quickly pushes it down. he has the feeling bad needed that just as much as he did.
they sit in silence again for a little while longer, staring out at the water and the now mostly set sun just barely dipping below the horizon, before bad stands up.
"uh, i should go… i have stuff i need to work on."
foolish stands up with him, feeling that whatever moment they were having before has now passed.
"yeah, yeah. me too," foolish says. bad turns to leave, and foolish puts out a hand to stop him. "uh. thanks, though."
it's doesn't feel exactly like what foolish really means, but it's close enough.
"oh. thank you too," bad says.
they go their separate ways, and they don't mention it again, aside from the knowing glance they share when they see each other the next morning.
#idk if this is worth putting on ao3 and either way i cant b bothered to fix it up enough for that rn so its just a post#qsmp#qsmp fanfiction#qsmp fanfic#foolish gamers#qsmp foolish#badboyhalo#qsmp badboyhalo#landduo#land duo#foolhalo#vaguely. you can interpret it however u want#i just have many thoughts about them being constants in each others lives and relying on each other for stability#but also never really actually saying or addressing it or even really thinking about it#also i am posting this at 2am if its shit thats my excuse lmao
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#hey like. not to be really annoying i shouldn't be doing this aged 32 but i'm really struggling#every time the weather gets cold i feel like i am entering winter with more and more despair#i am really struggling this time#every day is a struggle to get through#i'm losing my hair#i'm losing my reasons to live#i keep putting on a full face of makeup and clothes in my room at like 2am just to desperately try to feel human#i keep saying i don't know if I'll survive the winter and people keep laughing but I don't mean it as a joke#i'm sadder than i've ever been and everything feels like it's falling apart#whenever i get the chance to confide this in people i get told that i'm strong and i'm a survivor#and that i should do some shit to make me happy#and yea i can stave it all off for a few minutes with like a trip out or some makeup or something but it all feels like bandaids#for a serious wound that's going to go septic soon#like this isn't a way to live a life#i don't want to 'be strong' or a 'survivor' anymore i want to be fucking happy#i'm tired and promises of brief happiness between ever worsening pain feel almost patronizing at this point#i woke up the other day in the middle of the night and as soon as conscious thoughts hit my brain i almost doubled over#if i had been not on the first floor i think i might have jumped then and there#i want to be loved and feel like my love is worth something#i want a clean apartment of my own and a career that doesn't feel like it's designed to kill me#i'm 32 and still essentially feel like i'm living my life like a teenager#i want sun and suncatchers and healthy plants and a wardrobe that fits my clothes#and i want the will to actually get up in the morning#i endured all of this for so long on a delusional belief that things were going to magically get better#but i realize now they won't#i became aware of the bounds of my cage with no means of escaping them#i'm sick of living each day oscillating between numbness and grief i can barely eat i can barely work i can barely laugh#and no one's coming to save me#i'm agonized by the idea that this is maybe what life always is for everybody#is this how it's supposed to be
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