#unstable relationships marked by dependence and manipulation

[deermook]

House is bpd coded i will not be elaborating v

[xjulixred45x]

Can I request a like one shot of yandere evil invincible with gn younger sibling reader

YEEEEES THANKS ANON

Yandere! Evil! Mark Grayson/Invincible x Little Sibiling! Reader

Genre: Headcanons

Reader: gender neutral

Warnings: PLATONIC YANDERE, GENERAL YANDERE BEHAVIOR, OBSESIVE BEHAVIOR, OVERPROTECTION, MASS MURDER, MANIPULATION, SPOILERS FROM THE SERIES AND FROM THE ARC "INVINCIBLE WAR"!!

OKEY, Taking as a reference what we saw of the majority of evil Marks in the Invincible War arc, it is most likely that sibiling reader does not have much age difference with Mark.

maybe 5 years or 6 at most.

If we go for a more similar evil Mark to the normal/Mohak Mark, then probably the relationship between these two wouldn't be so bad...at first.

let me explain myself.

It is left to be understood that for the alternate Marks to become evil they must have had a more unstable childhood than the main Mark had. which made them more perverse.

that would probably also affect his relationship with his little sibiling.

Let's say the Evil Mark we use in this situation is the Sinister Mark.

He not only grew up with an Omni Man who did not care for humanity, but also murdered his and sibiling reader mother.

causing quite severe trauma on him and to sibiling reader. It's just that they brought it out in different ways.

Sinister Mark probably even if he was considerably more evil than his other counterparts, this trauma was probably what generated his protective instinct towards his younger sibiling, being in a way his only source of sincere affection(whatever if he wants to admit it or not).

and we could say that he justified these thoughts with the fact that since they were both Viltrumites, his sibiling was the only one who deserved his protection, his love.

and at the same time he has a certain sense of entitlement to his sibiling's love, because after all he only wants "the best for them" when conquering the earth, the fact that they doesn't understand it is something else.

Sinister Mark learned to see his Sibiling as a small, weak being who doesn't know what they doing and needs his guidance. so to speak.

And so they both grew, they are the trauma that made one crazy and the other could have been turned into someone considerably more reserved.

since of course, sibiling reader was smaller, weaker, easier to defeat when fighting against their father.

Although I think that sibiling reader definitely awakened their powers before Mark, to the astonishment and even displeasure of the aforementioned.

Yes, it has its positive side. Now that they has powers so young they could be stronger and they could even be on the same level, they could rule the earth together without problems.

but it would also mean that sibiling reader wouldn't be as dependent on Mark as he would have been before he had his powers. Before that, reader would ask Mark for help with various things, whether it be giving them a ride, lifting something heavy, getting rid of someone, etc.

or even they will no longer need his protections, his angle rock in their relationship.

Now Sibiling reader has a new independence that Mark doesn't like.

but at the same time he can use the situation to his advantage so that brother reader has the same way of thinking as him.

We could say that it is from here that the obsession begins.

Of course, Sinister Mark is a horrible person from the beginning, but as I said, he and the reader had, as far as possible, a "good" relationship where although there was a HUGE power imbalance, Mark acted as their "protector" when he felt that It was his "duty"

as if it were an imitation of a normal relationship between siblings.

but most importantly, we could say that before the reader got their powers, Mark let them have more independence (somehow).

since the reader really couldn't do anything against Mark or his father at that moment after all.

but with reader having powers, it changes everything.

Sinister Mark, despite everything, is willing to teach the reader the bases of their powers, but he also never misses the opportunity to scare them with all the enemies they will have to face if they decides to use them.

I don't think this Mark is above orchestrating incidents in which the reader ends up in a bad situation (get the shit kicked out of them) and he comes to the "rescue."

It's like something similar to Mother Gothel but without magical hair, just obsession.

Also this Mark is great at making reader think that they are less capable than they really are, just because he has the advantage of being stronger and older.

If the reader wants to go somewhere on their own, Mark will be frantically telling them about all the villains in that area, about how they have no training, about how naive they are, that the world will beat them up and spit them out alive, etc.

He infantilizes/idiotizes them, basically.

This way it makes 1- reader see him in a positive light (no, he's not a good influence honey, stay away from him--) and 2- reader becomes afraid of going out or interacting with the outside world.

In that case Mark showers them with love and can even be nice, it's like being normal human sibilings to a certain point when he's not, well, conquering the earth.

Probably he and the reader have the same taste for comics, so he lends them his to entertain themself. Not to mention the ancestral custom of siblings giving them his old toys.

He's also VERY prankster, the kind of prankster who appears out of nowhere to scare you and then laugh in your face. That's Sinister Mark.

It makes him more funny if the reader throws something at him or even hits him. He says it's like hitting him with a pillow.

but it's definitely not a good idea to make him angry. in the least.

This is a completely deranged Mark, so if the reader tries, for example, to go with the other side (e.g. Anstrong), Mark would not only go after the people the reader ran away with, but reader would also have repercussions.

Using the above as a reference, if Mark found the reader with Anstrong and his son, he would kill them both in front of the reader, forcing them to watch, letting them know that THEY caused this.

I think he could also physically incapacitate the reader so that he does not escape if he is not cooperative, either by chaining them, putting a crawler on them (although he has probably already done this), or even breaking an arm or a leg, at least he has the decency to take care of them, but it will definitely be rough if they act rudely.

He becomes a bully, in a nutshell.

I think that the only way in which the reader can have all kinds of freedoms is if they wanted to be Invincible's sidekick, that changes the game a lot.

since of course! They would do it because 1- they have a similar ideology and 2- they would spend a lot of time with Mark

Mark would take it as a compliment, a bust to his ego, so he would happily accept his little sibilings as his sidekick.

I think that in this case the reader would be more similar to The Collector from TOH, that is, a super powerful child who would not really understand the concept of mortality since they are super invulmerable.

Maybe even if this reader doesn't really kill as much as their brother, they does like to keep humans under their "command" as servants or to do their things.

even "playmates" that if they break, they'll simply replace them.

This reader would definitely be a spoiled child, not only because he is practically a Mark 2.0, but because even if he is sadistic and brutal, he still acts like a little child.

You can bribe them with comics or food.

calls you silly names when they doesn't like you.

plays with toys.

They hides behind their older brother when things scare them or get out of control.

but all in a corrupted and dark version.

and Mark couldn't be happier in this case, his little sibiling came to their senses! They finally understand their purpose and duty to Viltrum, Mark would be overjoyed.

is probably the biggest cause of this reader's spoiled personality, precisely because by already having the mentality that this Mark wanted, he gives him everything they wants, and it really doesn't bother him that the reader is rude or homicidal to others, it amuses him. .

It makes his Yandere tendencies go unnoticed most of the time, if Mark finds out that someone from the empire is plotting against him using his sibiling, it's an insta kill (this in all cases).

We could even say that his yandere side is considerably reduced in this scenario, after all his little sibiling can kill anyone who gets into their relationship or if he asks them to.

They end up having a similar dynamic to Android 17 and Android 18, but with the ages reversed, Mark is the much more chaotic and homicidal older brother and Reader is the more calculating brother who worries about more superficial things.

and they would love to create bonds by destroying entire cities :)

They could even be at the same power level, which would give Mark a bittersweet feeling because on the one hand his sibiling is super happy to be able to be around him (which is even cute) but he misses the old days of when they was the little one-weakling who expected him to take care of them.

They still have some codependency.

God forbid the reader dies or successfully escapes, Mark would go CRAZY with sadness and rage for allowing this to happen.

Perhaps even, during the events of Invincible War, he was willing to take the reader from another dimension, some other Evil Mark, or the good Mark himself, just to replace the original he lost.

Either way, he's screwed without a reader.

Overall, I would say that depending on the scenario you choose and the advantages you have, having this type of brother and YANDERE can be a bloody walk in the park or your worst nightmare. you choose.

Shares, reblogs and comments are very welcome!

Publishing slowly, but in My way!

The Evil Marks are SUPER interesting, maybe i will do a Drabble about one of the Invincible War.

[nprescott]

𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓

General:

Muse Name: Nathan Prescott Age: 18-19 Race: human Weapon/skills: Nathan has a gun that he doesn't even know how to use safely lol. Faceclaim: Bill Skarsgård

Personality:

Positive Traits: Artistic, creative, uhhhhhhhhhhh Negative traits: Vindictive, pessimistic, easy to manipulate, self-centered, addict, unstable, angry, mean. Skills: Photography, rich. Likes: Getting high, art, photography, acting, attention. Dislikes: Almost every person he has ever met, his father, his family in general, arcadia bay. Summary: Nathan is incredibly mentally ill. He is a victim of abuse that has grown into an abuser. He is unstable and apathetic to most people and their struggles. He is very far into his own head and does whatever he can to protect himself regardless of if it hurts other people. He self-medicates which leads him to being even more unstable. He is mean and aggressive like a beaten dog.

History:

Relationship: Verse dependent Family: He has his parents (neither of which he cares for) and his sister. Biography: The Prescott family comes from old money. Nathan was lucky enough to be the only son of Sean Prescott. His father was a ruthless man. Owning almost all of Arcadia Bay required a stern hand. That extended to his children as well. Nathan was not like other kids. He was sensitive and emotional. His father tried to force him to "be a man" and due to that, Nathan changed. He got meaner. His own emotions hidden behind a fiery temper. He spent most of his time ignored by his parents, and the rest of his time with them was spent with his father berating or hitting him. He dreaded his attention but craved his love.  When Nathan entered his teens, his mental health worsened. He was self-destructive and acted out in class.  Teachers pleaded with his family to get him help, but they wanted to avoid the embarrassment of a Prescott being "defective". They took him to the family doctor and got him on medications. Anti-psychotics and antidepressants. Nathan took to self-medicating with weed, booze, and xanax. Nathan had tried pretty much every kind of drug he could get his hands on. Once he was sent to Blackwell and lived on campus and away from his family, he spiraled even more into substance abuse.  All of this hit a peak when he met Mark Jefferson, a famous photographer. Nathan quickly began to confide in him. Jefferson seemed to see through the bullshit and understand what he was REALLY like. This led to him admiring him more and more and seeing him as a father-figure. A relationship that was quickly taken advantage of by Jefferson. He had Nathan use his money for him, commit crimes.

Jefferson eventually took the life of a girl Nathan liked. He had trusted Jefferson so he was afraid of the other turning his back on him. He did whatever he asked, including drugging the girl he liked. All that he had from that night was a picture of the two of them. Rachel was dead and Jefferson told him it was his fault. The photo was evidence and Nathan's feelings of love and trust turned into betrayal, anger, and fear. He knew Jefferson had killed her, but he couldn't go against him.

IMPORTANT NOTES:

Nathan did not kill Rachel. Here are screenshots of the theory from my old blog. It was flagged and so it was not viewable. Here are screenshots from the edit screen.

Mental health hcs from my old blog.

[anandrajivbakshi]

Mental health tips

Understanding the Symptoms of Personality DisordersBy Dr. Gorav Gupta, Psychiatrist in DelhiPersonality disorders are mental health conditions characterized by persistent, rigid patterns of thinking, feeling, and behaving that deviate from cultural norms and cause significant distress or impairment in daily life. These disorders affect how individuals perceive themselves and others, impacting their relationships, self-image, and emotional regulation. Dr. Gorav Gupta, an esteemed psychiatrist in Delhi, highlights the key symptoms of various types of personality disorders and the importance of early recognition and intervention.Common Symptoms of Personality Disorders1. Intense and Unstable EmotionsMany personality disorders are marked by volatile emotions, where individuals may experience intense joy, anger, or sadness. Mood swings can be frequent and unpredictable, often triggered by small or misunderstood situations.2. Distorted Self-ImagePeople with personality disorders may have an unstable sense of identity. They may struggle with understanding who they are, often feeling inadequate, worthless, or overly self-critical. This lack of stable self-image can affect their goals, values, and relationships.3. Difficulty in RelationshipsThose with personality disorders may face challenges in forming and maintaining relationships. They may be overly dependent, suspicious, or distant, often struggling with trust issues, fear of abandonment, or feeling misunderstood by others.4. ImpulsivityImpulsive behavior is common in many personality disorders. This may manifest as reckless spending, substance use, unsafe sexual practices, or binge eating. Individuals may act on sudden urges without considering the consequences, leading to self-destructive actions.5. Fear of AbandonmentA pervasive fear of being left alone or abandoned is seen in disorders like borderline personality disorder (BPD). This fear may drive individuals to act in ways that sabotage their relationships, such as by becoming overly clingy or pushing people away to avoid anticipated rejection.6. Paranoia and MistrustSome personality disorders, such as paranoid personality disorder, are characterized by pervasive mistrust and suspicion. These individuals may believe that others have hidden motives or are out to harm them, leading to isolation and defensiveness.7. Excessive Perfectionism and ControlIn obsessive-compulsive personality disorder, individuals are often preoccupied with orderliness, rules, and perfectionism. They may have rigid standards for themselves and others, and may struggle to delegate or be flexible, leading to strained relationships and heightened stress.8. Lack of EmpathyPeople with certain personality disorders, such as antisocial or narcissistic personality disorder, may exhibit a reduced ability to empathize with others. This can lead to exploitative, manipulative, or self-centered behaviors that impact their personal and professional relationships.Why Early Recognition MattersAccording to Dr. Gorav Gupta, recognizing the symptoms of personality disorders early on can lead to effective intervention and treatment. Therapy, particularly dialectical behavior therapy (DBT) and cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT), has been shown to improve symptoms and coping mechanisms. With the right support, individuals with personality disorders can learn to manage their symptoms, improve their relationships, and lead fulfilling lives.ConclusionPersonality disorders affect not only the individual but also their loved ones. Dr. Gorav Gupta emphasizes the need for greater awareness, understanding, and empathy toward those dealing with these conditions. If you or someone you know exhibits these symptoms, seeking help from a qualified mental health professional can make a significant difference.

https://www.goravgupta.com/psychiatrist-in-delhi/

[yuko-samui]

Presentation of my Alternative Sans (I plan to modify it slightly later)

Name: Skitz!Sans

Universe: Skitztale

Creators: yuko_samui

Role: Chaotic Artist

Alignment: Chaotic Neutral

Species: Monster (Skeleton)

Date of Birth: December 7

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Appearance

Skitz!Sans has a distinctive look, mixing artistic and chaotic elements that reflect his unpredictable mind. Every detail of his appearance contributes to his relaxed yet chaotic image, imbued with anarchic creativity.

Head and Face

His skull is marked with colored cracks that lightly run across his face and bones. These marks, irregular and fractured, resemble lightning bolts or frozen paint chips, one might think that they are in relief but in reality they are an integral part of his skeleton, which means that they cannot be felt to the touch.

His left eye is a colorful spiral that changes color depending on his emotions and it glows when he is inspired or uses his magic.

His right eye is round and black, it is sober but gives a mysterious aspect as if it absorbs what it observes

Clothing

Jacket: Skitz wears a long worn jacket that falls to the thighs. It is equipped with an oversized hood and is covered in stains of colored paint. A phosphorescent gray broken circle symbol adorns the back of the jacket, adding an enigmatic aspect to its appearance. The sleeves are slightly frayed, giving a casual and worn look.

Cargo Pants: His cargo pants are baggy, with several side pockets that can be filled with paint bottles when he doesn't forget to put them on (which happens quite often)

Artistic Belt

Around his waist is a work belt full of paint bottles that are arranged randomly, some caps are strangely shaped or replaced by an object to close them because the cap was lost.

Barefoot and Gaiters

Skitz is barefoot, but his feet are partially wrapped in bandages stained with paint.

Chaotic Brush

His brush is a fundamental tool for him, it is worn and disordered. The handle is wrapped in ribbons and colored threads, evidence of improvised repairs, while the brush hairs are scattered in all directions, as if they had been mistreated by time and intensive use.

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Personality

Skitz!Sans is a creator of chaos. He sees art as an expression of disorder, and he uses his paintbrush to disrupt the laws of reality and create unpredictable works. His chaotic nature drives him to explore the universe, injecting unpredictability wherever he goes. However, his art is sometimes out of control, and some of his creations can backfire or cause unexpected havoc.

Skitz is playful, sarcastic, and detached from social conventions. Although he prefers to avoid direct conflict, he can be extremely cunning and dangerous when provoked. His worldview is tinged with irony, and he enjoys defying expectations.

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Powers and Abilities

Chaotic Creation: Skitz can create objects and alter the reality around him, but his creations are unpredictable and can take uncontrollable forms. The objects he creates can quickly dissipate or become unstable, sometimes generating unexpected consequences.

Reality Manipulation: He can alter the laws of physics and magic in a given universe, but these alterations are always chaotic and can be out of his control.

Dimensional Travel: Skitz can move through dimensions, leaving a trail of chaos and instability in his wake.

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Relationships

Friends:

Jokey!Sans:

A close companion of Skitz!Sans, Jokey!Sans shares his love of unpredictability and chaos, but in a more comedic vein. Jokey!Sans loves to surprise his opponents with unpredictable pranks and disturbing jokes. Their bond is based on their ability to wreak havoc together, though their motivations differ: Jokey!Sans acts for fun, while Skitz!Sans seeks art in destruction .

Split!Papyrus:

Split!Papyrus is a variant of Papyrus with a split personality. One side of him is gentle and kind, while the other is darker and more pragmatic. He acts as a balance to Skitz, sometimes helping him channel his chaos into something more constructive. Split! papyrus and Skitz!sans share a complex friendship, where each learns from the other's strengths.

Enemies:

Guardians of Destiny:

The Guardians of Destiny are the entities tasked with maintaining the balance and stability of timelines and universes. Their mission is to ensure that chaos does not invade the timelines, and Skitz!sans is their primary target due to his power to disrupt reality. They constantly pursue him to prevent him from destabilize the established order.

Error!Sans :

Although Skitz!sans and Error!Sans share a desire to destroy the established order, their motivations are radically different. Where Error!sans seeks to eliminate AUs, Skitz!sans sees each universe as a canvas on which he can express his creative chaos. This difference often puts them in conflict. Error!sans sees Skitz!sans as a threat to his own agenda of destruction.

Conflicting Neutrality :

Ink!Sans :

Ink!Sans and Skitz!sans have an ambivalent relationship. Ink!sans is the protector of the AUs, while Skitz!sans disrupts them with his creative chaos. Despite their differences, Ink!sans seems intrigued by Skitz!sans, whom he sees as an anarchic artist. They are not direct enemies, but Ink!sans must sometimes step in to correct the disruptions caused by Skitz!sans. Additionally, their connection to art unites them, despite their opposing approaches.

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Trivia

Birthdate: December 7th, making him an Ophiuchus.

Physical Marks: The cracks on his body change color depending on his emotions, making his appearance even more unpredictable.

Unpredictable Creations: He sometimes loses control of his creations, making them dangerous to himself and his surroundings.

Skitz!Sans identifies as non-binary, meaning he is not limited to traditional gender categories of male or female.

Given his uniqueness and approach to creativity, Skitz!Sans is asexual, meaning he does not experience sexual attraction. He is also aromantic, meaning he does not experience romantic attraction.

Skitz!sans comes from Skitztale, an alternative universe to undertale where the only difference is that rare chosen ones can use magic to create living works, skitz!sans is part of these chosen ones

The Guardians of Destiny are a kind of alternative to the royal guard of Undertale

[styxisms]

General:

Muse Name: Nathan Prescott Age: 18-19 Race: human Weapon/skills: Nathan has a gun that he doesn't even know how to use safely lol. Faceclaim: Bill Skarsgård

Personality:

Positive Traits: Artistic, creative, uhhhhhhhhhhh Negative traits: Vindictive, pessimistic, easy to manipulate, self-centered, addict, unstable, angry, mean. Skills: Photography, rich. Likes: Getting high, art, photography, acting, attention. Dislikes: Almost every person he has ever met, his father, his family in general, arcadia bay. Summary: Nathan is incredibly mentally ill. He is a victim of abuse that has grown into an abuser. He is unstable and apathetic to most people and their struggles. He is very far into his own head and does whatever he can to protect himself regardless of if it hurts other people. He self-medicates which leads him to being even more unstable. He is mean and aggressive like a beaten dog.

History:

Relationship: Verse dependent Family: He has his parents (neither of which he cares for) and his sister. Biography: The Prescott family comes from old money. Nathan was lucky enough to be the only son of Sean Prescott. His father was a ruthless man. Owning almost all of Arcadia Bay required a stern hand. That extended to his children as well. Nathan was not like other kids. He was sensitive and emotional. His father tried to force him to "be a man" and due to that, Nathan changed. He got meaner. His own emotions hidden behind a fiery temper. He spent most of his time ignored by his parents, and the rest of his time with them was spent with his father berating or hitting him. He dreaded his attention but craved his love.  When Nathan entered his teens, his mental health worsened. He was self-destructive and acted out in class.  Teachers pleaded with his family to get him help, but they wanted to avoid the embarrassment of a Prescott being "defective". They took him to the family doctor and got him on medications. Anti-psychotics and antidepressants. Nathan took to self-medicating with weed, booze, and xanax. Nathan had tried pretty much every kind of drug he could get his hands on. Once he was sent to Blackwell and lived on campus and away from his family, he spiraled even more into substance abuse.  All of this hit a peak when he met Mark Jefferson, a famous photographer. Nathan quickly began to confide in him. Jefferson seemed to see through the bullshit and understand what he was REALLY like. This led to him admiring him more and more and seeing him as a father-figure. A relationship that was quickly taken advantage of by Jefferson. He had Nathan use his money for him, commit crimes.

Jefferson eventually took the life of a girl Nathan liked. He had trusted Jefferson so he was afraid of the other turning his back on him. He did whatever he asked, including drugging the girl he liked. All that he had from that night was a picture of the two of them. Rachel was dead and Jefferson told him it was his fault. The photo was evidence and Nathan's feelings of love and trust turned into betrayal, anger, and fear. He knew Jefferson had killed her, but he couldn't go against him.

IMPORTANT NOTES:

Nathan did not kill Rachel. He isn't sure if he killed her since Jefferson swears he did. I used to have an entire essay on my old nathan blog about this but i cannot fucking find it.

Mental health hcs from my old blog.

Verses:

main verse: help me i'm in hell / page | tag

pre-game: lost my soul in the spring time / page | tag

post game: absolution / page | tag

Other fandoms he could work in: any modern verse

[ofcloudsandstars]

May Magical Forecast

This month is going to be an incredible spiritual ride. There are a lot of aspects encouraging our spiritual growth and that actively want us to pursue deep emotional healing in order to align us to a better path. The Taurus New Moon is all about inner healing and nurturing to achieve growth. That Lunar cycle will bring us two retrogrades (Saturn and Mercury) along with the climax of the Lunar Eclipse at the end of the month. It's time to heal, shed old beliefs and welcome in new opportunities that can open doors!

1 - ☾♑   Spring Crossquarter | Beltane Disseminating Moon | Moon Trine Sun

Today will feel celebratory with the moon trining the sun! This beneficial aspect gives a day of abundance and generosity as the sun and moon are aligned in a harmonious aspect. It will feel extra lovely with it being the pinnacle of Spring! This crossquarter marks the day where we are halfway through Spring at it's height before it blurs into the summertime. It's a lovely day to connect with nature, drink floral tea, appreciate all that is blooming in your life and take advantage of this fertile time to set some intentions!

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Week 1 

2 - ☾♒ Mercury in Taurus trines Pluto rx in Capricorn Venus in Taurus sextiles Neptune in Pisces Moon enters Aquarius

A wonderful day for deep introspection, creativity and shadow work. With Mercury in a beneficial trine with Pluto retrograde we can tap into a deeper layer of our consciousness, uncover truths and come to face with some powerful underlying emotions. Our mind and inner power are aligned and we can accomplish a lot if we set our minds to it. With Venus in a lovely sextile with Neptune our sense of beauty, values and pleasures want to work together with our creativity and spirituality. It's a lovely day for art, exploring sensual pleasures and applying that spiritually perhaps through aesthetic rituals or making art that reflects and or explores our beliefs and inner world. With the moon in Aquarius we may feel some minor shifts in our inner world. With the Pluto rx and mercury trine we may feel like changing deep seated habits or changing our physical intimate spaces such as our bedrooms to suit this shift. With the venus and neptune sextile we may feel like expanding our perspective and trying new sensual pursuits that takes us deeper into our spirituality or helps us to escape in wonderlands.

3 - ☾♒ Last Quarter Moon Mercury in Taurus squares Jupiter in Aquarius Sun in Taurus squares Saturn in Aquarius

The Last Quarter moon is a wonderful time for self reflection and meditation. This is a time to review what intentions we've set on the Aries New Moon and what we've released or ended on the Scorpio supermoon. Have our efforts been worth it this cycle? What have we learned? What can we improve on? What can we wrap up before the next cycle begins? With the last quarter moon in Aquarius the themes can be about our freedom, expressing our individuality and making progress with our goals. Are our Aries new moon intentions realized yet? How can we help them progress? The Sun will square Saturn making the day feel slow, repressive and heavy. Our responsibilities can feel like burdens and we can feel restricted by them no matter how hard we work towards them. Though squares build up tension that make us crave action, it is best to process them through reflection. With the Sun and Saturn square we must reflect on what work we have to do and how to best strategize our time to tackle these goals. This can tie into the last quarter moon with reflection and wrapping up any work that needs to be done. With the last quarter moon in Aquarius symbolizing our freedom we can dream up strategies to free ourselves from the burdens of unneeded responsibilities and see what habits or stressful obligations we must cut off if we want to move forward.

4 - ☾♒ Mercury enters Gemini

Mercury enters it's home sign in Gemini!! Mercury the planet of communication, our minds and ideas is naturally at ease in sociable Gemini. For this cycle we will feel our mental energy heighten as we get more curious and chatty. We may find more people socializing and see it in harmony with the lovely spring hastening into Summer. We may also come across a lot more information, both sparking our curious interest but also overwhelming and potentially confusing us. Mercury is a trickster energy so beware of all the information you consume. There may be more gossip at this time, more fake news, more deceit and double sides to everything. However if you are aware of this and have good discernment then this transit will bring a lot of fun conversations and mingling for the next three weeks!

5 - ☾♓ Balsamic Moon | Moon Sextile Sun Moon enters Pisces

The energy will feel great today with the moon sextiling the sun. The two energies will want to work together in order to help wrap up any pressing tasks on our mind or to focus on our home or inner life and apply our energies there. When the Moon sextiles the sun it's a good time to clean your intimate space, cleanse it from the energies built up before and banish anything unwanted from your life. With the moon in Pisces it's a lovely day for bath magic and to take a cleansing shower purifying yourself of energies you no longer want to take with you into the next cycle.

6 - ☾♓ Venus in Taurus trines Pluto rx in Capricorn

We may feel deep and powerful emotions surrounding our values, possessions, relationships and sense of love and validation with Venus in a trine with Pluto in retrograde. Venus and Pluto trines are intense transits which can bring the thing your soul desires the most towards you if only you are aware of this energy and work with it. However with Pluto in retrograde it may bring up past memories of the things/people/situations you desired and your emotions surrounding that along with potential feelings of obsession or depression depending on how those situations went. It's a good day to either journal or set intentions through writing and visualizing what you want. However before you dive into the intentions it's good for self reflection and shadow work to help clear any emotions that may be clouding deep subconscious feelings surrounding certain desires. Do you really feel that you need that in your life or do you obsess over it to have a sense of control or power? Do you really need that control or power in that area of your life or is it stemming from insecurity? Pluto's energy loves to empower but if you try to use that power for manipulation and let your hunger for control cloud your judgement then Pluto easily takes it all away in it's game of sudden death.

7 - ☾♈ Moon enters Aries

The day will feel more energetic as the moon shifts into Aries. When the moon is in Aries it's a good day to go after what you want, channel mars, do fire based magic and practice various exercises that help you connect to your body from dance to martial arts or even yoga.

8 - ☾♈ Venus in Taurus squares Jupiter in Aquarius

Today will feel fun yet gluttonous with Venus in a square with Jupiter. Once again Squares are an aspect that causes tension kind of like if we have a desirable or impulsive thought that is enticing us to take action over and over we can feel restless and frustrated if we cannot get those needs met. When we do take action because this aspect causes tension we can often be met with opposition if we just act on impulse without thinking. Therefore this aspect is great for reflection and strategizing before action. Pay attention to what Venus squares Jupiter makes you crave. Do you want to socialize more? Indulge more? Play more? You can definitely fulfill these desires today and today will feel incredible if you let yourself loose however with this unstable aspect it can easily put a strain on your finances as you may indulge too deeply. However if this aspect is stressing you out to the point of FOMO and you feel like compensating with retail therapy this is when it's time to stop yourself and apply that reflection/strategy. Is there another way you can fulfill these needs of socializing or enjoying pleasures without impulsive reactions like buying a bunch of shit online for a quick dose of serotonin only to realize you wasted your money and don't really need any of those things?? Is there another outlet you can enjoy yourself instead??

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Week 2

9 - ☾♉ Venus enters Gemini Moon enters Taurus

Today will feel fun and flirty with the moon entering sensual Taurus and Venus starting a new transit in Gemini. With Venus in Gemini we may feel more flirtatious in this period as our curiosity motivates us on romantic and social levels. We will feel more inclined to want to go out, spend time socializing and trying things out on a superficial level. This can be a fun time to experiment (not just in dating but any fun experiences you always wanted to try) and mingle but not do anything too serious. We may find beauty more in words and attraction in flirtatious messages as we tend to bond more readily on a mental level while Venus is in this air sign. The shadowy part of this aspect is it may tend to bring out people's flakey sides as you may notice more ghosting if people's curiosity fails to be satiated.

10 - ☾♉

There are no notable transits today other than the moon in Taurus. When the moon is in Taurus it's a good time for exploring your sensualities, green magic and taking time to rest and indulge.

11 - ☾♉ New Moon in Taurus Mercury in Gemini sextiles Chiron in Aries Mercury conjunct North Node in Gemini

It's a powerful day today with a new lunar cycle starting in Taurus. As the Aries lunar cycle has come to it's end we've set intentions revolving around our sense of courage to maintain our freedom and fight for what we want. Now this lunar cycle asks us to stay on course, commit to our goals, yet not in an arduous grind kind of way. This cycle wants us to tend to our goals gently to allow them space to bud and grow. The themes of this new moon will be highlighted by some powerful aspects hosted by Mercury the planet of our mind and communication. Mercury will be in a beneficial sextile with Chiron in Aries which will make our minds want to focus on our healing. It will be a nurturing time where we will feel inclined to make space to focus on anything not working in our life or past painful experiences and try to remedy them or create better habits moving forward. Mercury will also be conjunct the North Node in Gemini which is aligning our minds towards the collective karmic growth. This day may make us review how we have been nurturing ourselves and how we heal and if we can align ourselves to be in harmony with our current paths. (Additionally Chiron will also be sextiling the North Node as well so this energy is adding to it). On this New Moon some good questions to ask yourself for this new cycle is how you can commit to nurturing yourself, valuing yourself and healing bad habits/mindsets moving forward? With Uranus in Taurus there will be some aid to help break up the stubborn signs energy and help change old habits. (At one point the moon will conjunct Uranus too so the energy of change will be in the air). You can set intentions to aim to change old unhelpful habits and tend to yourself, your healing and your goals more.

12 - ☾♊ Mars in Cancer squares Chiron in Aries Mars in Cancer sextiles Uranus in Taurus Mercury in Gemini trines Saturn in Aquarius Moon enters Gemini

Today's energy is great if you are aware of how to use it. Otherwise it can cause a lot of pain. Immediately I must warn of the Mars and Chiron square as that is a dangerous combination that can warrant a health hazard or cause physical pain and even traumatic fights. Be aware of your space, your body, your boundaries and how others could be processing the energy. Please be careful.

However on a good note, though the energy today may feel initially stressful it can be the gun powder to help shift some good change in your life. Mars is in a sextile with Uranus in Taurus which fuels our drive to want to create a change or work towards freedom no matter the challenge or obstacle. The thing is with the Mars and Chiron square that motivation may come from us trying to heal issues or run away from pain or the past in order to find freedom of it. However like all squares they really need reflection instead of impulsive reaction (which Mars is too good at). Instead of acting on impulse without awareness of this energy- which could potentially cause accidents- it would be best to reflect on what the source of pain is that you would want to change and strategize on how to change it before immediately taking action. Then you can make wiser decisions. Two planets that are willing to help with this are Mercury and Saturn in a beneficial trine. The planet of our mind and responsibility are in a harmonious aspect which will allow us to review our tasks with maturity and process information/exercise decision making with wisdom and patience. Together this energy can help us make the best decisions and take on any hard tasks mentally which can guide us to make positive change in the future and help heal. With the moon in Gemini we can pick apart our emotions with details and help have a more objective understanding of our inner world, however this energy can create distractibility so it's best to organize your day with a list or do whatever is best to tackle problems in an organized way that suits you.

13 - ☾♊ Jupiter enters Pisces Sun conjunct Lilith in Taurus Sun in Taurus sextiles Neptune in Pisces

Today we ascend into the spiritual realm!! We will feel a powerful yet dreamy energy shift today with some incredible ingresses and aspects guiding us into the more magical side of things. First Jupiter is entering Pisces!!! This encourages us to expand our spirituality, expand and explore our magic!! Adventure upon our spiritual and magical paths, expand upon our creativity and really explore our compassion and empathy for the collective. Jupiter will have a retrograde this year returning it to Aquarius and then go back into Pisces for a longer while but this transit will last through the summertime making Summer 2021 a dreamy magical time to spiritually explore ourselves. Today's shift will be amplified by the Sun sextiling Neptune which means the themes of the day want us to focus on our spirituality, creativity and compassion. We will feel inclined to tap into our magical side and do something about it!! The Sun will also be conjunct Lilith in Taurus (also making Neptune sextile that point as well). This will be an interesting combination to add as Lilith is a bit like the dark side of the moon as this point represents our repressed emotions and shadow side. With Lilith in the mix it's like the imps are out the play in the fairyworld we are about to enter. The themes wants us to focus on our shadow side and work with our shadow in order to understand our repressed sides and potential unmet needs. With Neptune in it's sextile it may encourage unhealthy escapism which could lead to substance abuse. This is a great day for shadow work and being aware of anything you could have buried in order to heal it. There are many transits aligned with your healing to help you address these issues in order to have inner harmony and evolve. Also being aware of this make sure to protect your space from others that may not be aware of their shadow side so that you are protected. Neptunal energy loves to dissolve boundaries and now with Jupiter the expansive planet in Neptune we may have more boundaries breeched than ever before. It's good to protect your energy and your space.

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There are no notable transits today other than the moon completing it's transit in Gemini. When the moon is in Gemini it's a good day to explore topics that pique your interest, try new things, read articles and books, practice air based magic, sound based magic (such as meditating to binural beats or sound bowls), practice bibliomancy and journal new ideas.

15 - ☾♋ Moon enters Cancer

The moon enters it's home sign of Cancer today. It's a lovely day to take a moment to focus on your personal space, your emotional state, tidy your space and nurture yourself. --------------- 16 - ☾♋

There are no notable transits today other than the moon in Cancer. When the moon is in cancer it's a good time to practice any form of cottage magic such as kitchen magic, bath magic, self care, reflecting on your emotions and practicing shadow work and taking personal time to rest and recoup.

17 - ☾♋ Waxing Crescent | Sun Sextile Moon Sun in Taurus trines Pluto rx in Capricorn

Today is a good day to act upon any plans or work towards any goals and intentions set during the Taurus new moon. When the Sun sextiles the Moon the two energies want to work together and gives us a boost of energy to get things done. The Sun will also be in a lucky trine today with Pluto retrograde giving us a deeper sense of power if we are aware of how to tap into it. Some themes we can encounter today would highlight our power or how we can empower ourselves. Alternatively it can help us untangle our subconscious fears (which can surround around lack of power) and help with healing. Either way this day wants us to work towards our goals and explore new paths and areas of interests which can help us on our journey.

18 - ☾♌ Venus in Gemini sextiles Chiron in Aries Moon enters Leo

This lunar cycle is really about healing as we have back to back aspects forcing us to do shadow work and heal within. Another aspect we will be influenced by will be Venus sextiling Chiron in Aries which is a beneficial aspect that makes us want to heal our relationships, reassess our values and address any trauma in areas of romance or partnerships. It will feel less moody and contemplative and more proactive as the sextile will push us to make action in order to heal. We may feel more inclined to mend the relationships in our lives. With the moon in Leo the flavor of the day may feel a bit more dramatic with everything going on but this placement will make us aware of our needs and urge us towards self love.

19 - ☾♌ First Quarter Moon

This first quarter moon is a good time to reflect on your New Moon in Taurus intentions and what you have learned and worked towards so far during the waxing crescent lunar phase. Is there anything not working? Any challenges you could be facing in your journey? This first quarter moon is a rest stop to examine your previous choices and strategize for the future. It's not good to take action now or else you may come face to face with resistance. It's good to reflect. The first quarter moon was highlighted by the Venus x Chiron sextile the day before. In the journey of this Taurean lunar phase asking us to commit to our self love and growth we may find under this Leo moon how we have been honoring and loving ourselves and our projects during this cycle so far. If you do not feel like you have been making progress with your growth in certain areas it's time to reassess and find out how. This is a good day to plan barrier breaking and road opening magic to break down obstacles in your way or bring new opportunities towards you when the moon turns into it's waxing gibbous phase.

20 - ☾♍ Sun enters Gemini Venus in Gemini trines Saturn in Aquarius Moon enters Virgo

Gemini season begins!! This is the last chapter of Spring when the air gets noticably warmer, the eve of Summer is on our doorsteps and we are feeling more social and mingling than ever. This is a great time to explore interests, make new acquaintances and share/explore ideas. This time is also very flighty and full of confusion with a pinch of (fun) chaos. As long as you manage to have fun during this season it's always a good time. Today we may feel inclined to work on our relationships and finances with a more mature approach as Venus forms a lucky trine with Saturn. This is a great time to organize your finances, put aside savings and also address any self love/self worth or issues with partnerships in a mature way. It's a good grounding start to a typically messy season. What will add to this is the moon in Virgo helping us to organize and solve any issues we are facing in our daily lives.

21 - ☾♍ Sun in Gemini squares Jupiter in Pisces

Today is all about expanding into the deep! With the Sun in a square with Jupiter there is built up energy ready to explode into fireworks!! Jupiter wants us to follow this enticing nudge to dive into our creativity, explore our spirituality and consume all that piques our curiosity in these areas. However it's good to have some discernment when exploring your spiritual interests and to have some moderation if you feel that this pull is making you interested in escapism instead. It will feel like an intensely magical day and a great day to do magic! If you are feeling like you are in a spiritual or magical slump it's a good day to mark to do something fun or discover something new.

22 - ☾♎ Waxing Gibbous | Sun Trine Moon

Today is the lucky transit between the Sun and the Moon which adds a boost of luck to our day if we are aware and tap into it. It's a good day to review what you've strategized on the first quarter moon in Leo and go for it. If you still feel blocked it's a great day for road opening and barrier breaking spells. It's a fantastic day for attraction magic and bringing opportunities your way. As the moon is in Libra spells that would get a boost would be for love, any partnerships, harmony (diffusing conflict) and justice.

--------------- 23 - ☾♎ Saturn enters Retrograde -until Oct 11th! Mercury in Gemini squares Neptune in Pisces

Saturn enters Retrograde today until the 11th of October! When this planet moves in reverse it's a karmic time fusing our past and present. If we have been slacking or avoiding issues this retrograde will dish out a lesson or encounter which will cause us to face the consequences. If we have been dutiful and responsible then this retrograde will bring great luck and alignment. Saturn retrograde energy is very much like the big bad wolf coming to blow down your house and your house is your past efforts. If you took time to build a brick house you have little to be concerned for now, in fact you can take a break. If your house isn't sturdy, well.. brace yourself. Saturn just wants us to work hard and be the best we can be so take this retrograde as a time of reflection and making time to address your obligations and sorting things out. If you have a few tasks you have to take care of and are feeling frozen in place, make a to do list and make a smaller bullet point list of what to do for each step so you can have a clearer idea of your path.

Another transit today is Mercury and Neptune in a square. This tension can make us a bit cloudy and confused and very prone to daydreaming or escapism. The combination with Saturn retrograde could make the day feel uneasy, however that may really depend on how you've handled past responsibilities. This square can let you take it easy and daydream or can make you feel more confused than ever. It's still a good idea to protect your boundaries and make sure you set time aside to get what you need done then enjoy the rest of the transit fulfilling your creativity or escapist needs.

24 - ☾♏ Moon enters Scorpio

There are no other notable transits today other than the moon entering Scorpio. When the moon enters scorpio it's a good time to dive deep, banish and do some shadow work.

25 - ☾♏

The moon is wrapping up it's transit in Scorpio today.

26 - ☾♐ Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Sagittarius

The Eclipse chapter begins! The Sagittarius Full Moon asks us to see the bigger picture in the day to day details and align ourselves with our truths and authenticity instead of getting distracted by any interesting piece of information or ideas that don't entirely serve us. It's nature is because the Sagittarius moon is opposite the Gemini sun so it's merging two sides of the same coin to get a grander perspective on the lesson that this zodiac season is trying to guide us through. However Eclipses are all about endings and transformation. Lunar Eclipses are best for undoing obstacles and banishment (where as Solar is best for inner death/transformation/rebirth.) This Eclipse chapter will take us from this Full Moon Sagittarius eclipse into the Gemini New Moon Eclipse. From Full to New Moon Eclipse the journey can be about overcoming tests and challenges, doors closing while new ones opens and obstacles finally getting out of your way as you enter the new karmic chapter in your life. Eclipses activate the lunar Nodes which is why they feel so karmic and help align you to your destiny.

The theme of this eclipse may be felt on a more mental and spiritual level. Sagittarius is pushing for us to find the truth, knowledge, enlightenment and elevate us from just focusing on the details or irrelevant information. What will add to this is Neptune squaring the eclipse that can help dissolve all the boundaries as well as limiting beliefs we've put on our minds to help us push towards freedom and higher truths. (Neptune squares can cause delusion though but they can also bring divine messages.)

It's a good day to review what mindsets and fears you want to break free from and shed what is no longer serving you.

Charging items on an eclipse or making moon water can be tricky business. This is not the same energy of a Super Moon (when the moons orbit is closest to the earth as it becomes a full moon therefore making it huge)- where the lunar energy feels doubled. Eclipse energy is undoing type of magic which is fantastic in a lot of spells especially barrier breaking/road opening and hexing but if you want to charge crystals or magical tools that help promote energy you may be asking your tools to absorb energy that seeks to undo. As long as you are aware of how this energy acts out you should be fine in deciding what you'd like to charge or not, but just keep in mind that eclipses are a different energy.  

27 - ☾♐ Venus in Gemini squares Neptune in Pisces

Today we may really feel the unstable eclipse energy with the Venus and Neptune square exacerbating things. It may be best to take some time to yourself and protect your boundaries. With Venus and Neptune in a square there can be paranoia with our relationships, feelings of emotional fog, desires for sensual escapism, a lack of motivation to work, deception from other people and confusion in our spiritual values. It is a good time for reflection but even so the reflection can be met with inner confusion. It's a good time to understand that the world (and possibly yourself) is going through a lot of changes and not act rashly. It's also a good day to process emotions through art or journaling. Also taking time to nurture yourself and take plenty of naps.

28 - ☾♑ Moon enters Capricorn

There are no other notable transits today other than the moon entering Capricorn. When the moon is in Capricorn it's a great day to tackle tasks and focus on responsibilities, practice boundary setting, mineral and earth based magic, ancestral magic and working on something you've been putting off.

29 - ☾♑ Mercury enters Retrograde -until the 22nd June Mercury conjunct Venus in Gemini

Today our minds and hearts are fused as one with Mercury and Venus aligned in Gemini. We may feel very reflective on our friendships and possible relationships with our siblings or close ones as Mercury will enter retrograde today. Following the themes of the eclipse we may wonder if the people we currently surround ourselves with share our like minds and ideas or if they turn out to be not so great for us and steer us away from who we are supposed to be.

This Mercury retrograde wants us to reflect in our areas of close friendships, our mentality and how we communicate our ideas. It is a very reflective mental journey following the eclipse that may want us to align with our authenticity by getting rid of beliefs that are not good for us and instead focusing on ideas that help us grow.  

--------------- 30 - ☾♒ Moon enters Aquarius

There are no notable transits today other than the moon entering Aquarius. When the moon is in Aquarius it's a great day for meditation, learning something new, weather magic, techno magic and making personal changes to your space.

31 - ☾♒ Disseminating Moon | Moon Trine Sun Mars in Cancer trines Neptune in Pisces

We end the month with the Moon trining the sun. This beneficial aspect makes the day feel lucky and brings an extra boost of harmony to our lives. We may feel more generous and sociable under this transit. Another beneficial aspect is Mars trining Neptune which is lucky energy if we remember to tap into it. Trines can be so harmonious we hardly realize them passing by. However if we want to apply energy or work towards our creativity, spirituality and arts we will find a lot of success today due to the Mars and Neptune trine. It's a lovely day for creativity, art and practicing magic.

[hauntedselves]

Millon Personality Group on...

Borderline Personality Disorder

One of the three structurally comprised personality patters, the [BPD] pattern is often reflective of other prototypes, most frequently Dependent, Histrionic, Negativistic, or Masochistic patterns, but also evidencing pronounced conflicts across each motivation polarity. As such, preferred evolutionary strategies become split off from each other, leading to compensatory behaviors such as dichotomous thinking. Common complications from this include emotional dysregulation and severe boundary difficulties in interpersonal relationships. These individuals tend to display the following array of personologic domains:

Expressively Spasmodic (e.g., displays a desultory energy level with sudden, unexpected and impulsive outbursts; abrupt, endogenous shifts in drive state and inhibitory controls; not only places activation and emotional equilibrium in constant jeopardy, but engages in recurrent suicidal or self-mutilating behaviors).

Interpersonally Paradoxical (e.g., although needing attention and affection, is unpredictably contrary, manipulative and volatile, frequently eliciting rejection rather than support; frantically reacts to fears of abandonment and isolation, but often in angry, mercurial, and self-damaging ways).

Cognitively Capricious (e.g., experiences rapidly changing, fluctuating and antithetical perceptions or thoughts concerning passing events, as well as contrasting emotions and conflicting thoughts toward self and others, notably love, rage, and guilt; vacillating and contradictory reactions are evoked in others by virtue of one's behaviors, creating, in turn, conflicting and confusing social feedback).

Uncertain Self-Image (e.g., experiences the confusions of an immature, nebulous or wavering sense of identity, often with underlying feelings of emptiness; seeks to redeem precipitate actions and changing self-presentations with expressions of contrition and self-punitive behaviors).

Incompatible Contents ( e.g., internalized representations comprise rudimentary and extemporaneously devised, but repetitively aborted learnings, resulting in conflicting memories, discordant attitudes, contradictory needs, antithetical emotions, erratic impulses, and clashing strategies for conflict reduction).

Regression Dynamics (e.g., retreats under stress to developmentally earlier levels of anxiety tolerance, impulse control and social adaptation; among adolescents, is unable to cope with adult demands and conflicts, as evident in immature, if not increasingly infantile behaviors).

Split Architecture (e.g., inner structures exist in a sharply segmented and conflictful configuration in which a marked lack of consistency and congruency is seen among elements, levels of consciousness often shift and result in rapid movements across boundaries that usually separate contrasting percepts, memories, and affects, all of which leads to periodic schisms in what limited psychic order and cohesion may otherwise be present, often resulting in transient, stress-related psychotic episodes).

Labile Mood (e.g., fails to accord unstable mood level with external reality; has either marked shifts from normality to depression to excitement, or has periods of dejection and apathy, interspersed with episodes of inappropriate and intense anger, as well as brief spells of anxiety or euphoria).

- From The Millon Personality Group

[fortuna-della-vedova]

rules.

I. this is a blog for an alternate version of the district attorney from who killed markiplier?, created by mark fischbach. i am not affiliated with markiplier in any way, shape, or form. what you see here is my own personal rendition of what is, fundamentally, a blank slate. nothing more. other egos may be referenced on occasion -- wilford, primarily, as rose is one of his two assistants -- but the primary focus of this blog will highlight the district attorney, and them only.

II. this blog is strictly sfw, no exceptions. suggestive content and jokes are fine, but that is the furthest extent i will allow. should i find you attempting to initiate anything beyond my boundaries, you will be blocked accordingly.

III. you may send in asks of all types, including those not necessarily directed at rose herself -- theories, headcanons, drabbles, prompts, and the like are all welcome, if not encouraged. all ooc commentary will be punctuated with open-ended parenthesis, " (( like this " . please note that all responses to anonymous asks without a sign off or indication otherwise will default to second person, using gender-neutral language and pronouns.

IV. due to the nature of this specific version of rose, this blog is single-ship only. moreover, a queerplatonic relationship between rose, wilford warfstache, and z (my friend's district attorney) has already been preestablished in private and will be present throughout. as such, romantic asks will be promptly ignored, with one exception: i will only answer asks of a romantic nature if they concern damien.

V. rose has trauma relating to actor mark in particular. the details of which you are free to theorize about, but let this serve as your only warning: actor marks are free to interact, but i cannot guarantee that rose will react kindly. whatever she may say or do, please do not take it personally.

VI. i will tag triggering content to the best of my ability, but if i happen to miss something by mistake, please do let me know! however, as rose is a victim of emotional trauma, themes of psychological manipulation, gaslighting, self-depreciation, and PTSD will be present throughout. additionally, a universal trigger warning for body horror of varying types is in order, due to the fact that while she's been freed from the mirror, she is still without a body -- so in moments of distress, they'll lose control of their form and become horrifically unstable.

VII. if your ask has made me uncomfortable for any reason, i am well within my rights to delete it without explanation. depending on the severity of my discomfort, i may bar you from interacting with me by blocking you entirely, and such content will be added to a 'do not ask' list to prevent it from happening again in the future. however, tumblr is still rather finicky -- so if you believe your ask has not violated any of the rules stated here and yet has been ignored by me, you're more than free to reach out to me directly or send in something else!

VIII. anons who wish to be known may sign-off their asks with any emoji of their choosing, and in turn i will create a tag to match. if you want to know which sign-offs are taken, please refer to the anon tag list. all taken tags will be listed there.

IX. due to my inconsistency, the primary form of interaction for this blog will be asks, as they are easier to manage. reblog threads will be scarce and must be discussed with me beforehand.

so far, my tag list is as follows:

` ✧ ࿐ the pleasure’s all mine ; asks.

` ✧ ࿐ a secret admirer ; anons.

` ✧ ࿐ do you hear its whispers? ; ooc.

` ✧ ࿐ unsaid vows ; the mun’s work.

` ✧ ࿐ eternal reprieve ; prompts.

` ✧ ࿐ our galleria rebuilt ; unrelated work.

` ✧ ࿐ the ties that poison ; the actor.

` ✧ ࿐ forget me not ; damien / darkiplier.

` ✧ ࿐ a very special guest ; any other egos.

` ✧ ࿐ your soul is yet to be lost ; wilford.

` ✧ ࿐ there is light after all ; z.

[yandere-toons]

This is an ask.)) Who actually is most likely to become a yandere in the ducktales universe?

I more or less gave a psychological profile of Mark Beaks, and it was fun. I could just rave about some of these characters' psychology for hours.

1. Doofus Drake

"You are home, friend present." - Doofus Drake to Louie Duck in "Day of the Only Child!"

Enslaved his parents, is shameless, and his house is littered with booby traps.

The heads of various stuffed animals and piñatas are mounted on pikes in his living room.

Has no concept of restraint and is prone to fits of rage.

Views others as objects and enjoys inflicting pain on them.

The penalty for upsetting him is either death or bizarre torture.

Trapped Goldie in a glass box because he wanted her to be his new grandmother.

2. Jim Starling

He assaulted two security guards to sneak onto the movie set, attempted to murder Drake Mallard out of jealousy, and manipulated Launchpad into trying to lock Drake inside his trailer.

"I'll film this finale if it kills me and everyone on this roof!" - Jim Starling in "The Duck Knight Returns!"

Shows no remorse for endangering the lives of others and views his crimes as merely a show of his superiority.

Has a high capacity for violence and craves praise. This combination would spell death for many a soul if he were to ever focus such a desire on one person.

His copious ego and refusal to share the spotlight was part of the reason why his show was cancelled, a fact he declines to acknowledge.

3. Mark Beaks

His mother was preoccupied with maintaining her prestige and never recognized any of Mark's achievements. As a result, his sense of self is perpetually unstable, and he depends on social media sites for gratification.

His father criticized him for not being athletic and lambasted his interests in technology and electronics. Mark admires those who possess the traits his dad claimed he lacked (ex. Falcon Graves & Gizmoduck).

Mark's tech empire is partly a slap in the face to his parents, but it's also a plea for their respect.

He clings to any scrap of positive reinforcement he can get from strangers on the internet and devotes his life to reaping as much attention as possible.

Mark is prone to obsessing over people he admires. He idolized Gizmoduck for saving him and desired complete control of the hero, manipulating him into sacrificing his integrity and working for him. After Gizmoduck ends their agreement, Mark becomes vengeful and later tries to kill him in Gyro's lab.

"You belong to me, so don't be ungrateful." - Mark Beaks to Gizmoduck in "Who is Gizmoduck?!"

Several other characters would have obsessive or possessive tendencies in a relationship, but nothing as severe as these three.

[cypher-of-the-night]

Biography: Yuuichi Kuroi

“Between going to hell for killing leeches, or to heaven at the cost of innocent lives... I’d rather stay a sinful man for the rest of my life.”

~

Full name: Kuroi, Yuuichi

Kanji: 黒佑一

Age: 19

Meaning:  Yuuichi - To help one; Kuroi - Black, Dark

Nickname(s):

Sensei (by Yui),

Yuuichi Jiang (Alias)

Yòu-Yī  Jiang (Chinese Name)

Age: 19 (Looks around early 20′s)

Birthday: April 1st

Zodiac Sign: Aries

Ethnicity: Chinese/Japanese

Nationality: Japanese

Hobbies: Hunting, Practicing Martial Arts

Favorite Food: Cream Stew

Dislikes: Days-Off, Vampires, and Ignorance

Race: Vampire, Human (Formerly)

Gender: Male

Height: 178 cm (5’10")

Weight: 67 kg (147 lbs)

Hair color: Black

Eye color: Blue

Blood Type: O

Occupation: High School Teacher-in-Training, Vampire Hunter

Relatives:

Ying-Yue Jiang (ancestral foremother)

Naoki Enjo (Distant Relative)

Hisoka Kuroi (First-Cousin, Arranged fiancée)

Tsurara Kuroi (Parental Grandmother)

Favorite Food: Cream Stew

Hobbies: Hunting, Practicing Martial Arts

Seiyuu: Satoshi Hino (Ao from Hakkenden (Talking /Singing)

English Voice: Greg Cote (Eita Izumi from Just Because) (Talking)

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Personality:

To the public eye, Yuuichi is a cool, collected young genius. At the age of 13, He graduates from college and is mentioned to be friendless, as he distances himself from others ever since childhood; Only having his cousin as his only other companion growing up. As he was always quiet, people found Yuuichi intimidating as he would be the only one brave enough to stare down and talk back at the Sakamaki’s, the Mukami’s, and even the Tsukinami’s; Something not even the Principal could do. Yuuichi is also observant and strict, even catching Ayato cheating but never calls him out on it; This leads to him and Ayato having a rather antagonistic relationship.

However, Yuuichi’s cool front is actually a mask, revealing himself to be passionate, but broken young man, desperately looking for love, affection, acceptance, and acknowledgment. Having grown up in a family of Vampire Hunters, Yuuichi has learned to kill vampires since he was young; While he was exceptional in this field, Yuuichi always had to live up to high expectations and was forced to distance himself from others to protect them from getting involved with his life as a Vampire hunter. He cares dearly about innocent people, but felt he must put them at a distance to keep them safe from harm. Always feeling that he must carry the burden on his own, Yuuichi bottles up his emotions in order to continue his role as a protector to innocent humans. He also has a soft spot for children, especially orphans, as he himself is an orphan.

While it was never reciprocated, Yuuichi did hold romantic feelings for his cousin, Hisoka, ever since they were children; Even before their arranged engagement. However, while he has tried to win her heart, it was apparent that She never loved him anymore than a brother. This is due to growing up believing he was a mistake by their grandmother, as he was born as an illegitimate child to the Kuroi family, and that Hisoka was the first person that has treated him as if his existence wasn’t a mistake and that he felt validated by her. This is also why he was not the family heir, despite being the oldest. He also developed a self-hatred and a case of PTSD from having to undergo harsh training as a Vampire hunter, losing his family members, to the abusive treatment from his grandmother.

Due to the way he grew up in the organization and his own hatred towards vampires, Yuuichi feels no remorse in killing the blood-sucking creatures and strongly believes that they are beasts in human form that deserve nothing more than to be extinct. While he genuinely feels that way, it only adds in his self-hatred and disgust for allowing himself become a vampire just to survive when he would rather die. As a vampire hunter, he also knows tactics to torture someone and do what ever means necessary to get the job done; Even it meant resorting to manipulation.

While appearing rational, Yuuichi also holds a sadistic side from the influence of being a vampire and would have the tendencies to succumb to vamperic urges along with his own desires; Depending on which route he’s in, He can either succumb to insanity, forcibly take what he wants as a desperate attempt to find his own happiness, and die as a tragic man, or He can be taught that he can love and be loved healthily, that he must pick up the broken pieces in order to find happiness, and to live as the avenging survivor.

~

Strengths:

Highly intelligent, respectful to elders, goal-oriented, protective, observant, a realist, serious, mysterious, cool, calm, fast-learner, outspoken when needed to, Caring to children, does show gratitude, strong-willed, kind, athletic, knowledgeable, passionate, experienced, and faithful.

Flaws: Secretly sadistic (from Vampiric urges), cold, stoic, vengeful, stubborn, persistent, easily lonely, hot-tempered, hostile, emotionally scarred, secretive, mentally scarred, self-hatred, has a hard time trusting people, hard, mentally unstable, anxious, paranoid, can’t cook, fearful of losing loved ones, socially awkward, shy, secretly masochistic (heavily embarrassed of this fact about himself) and secretly soft-hearted (can’t show it due to his upbringing as a hunter).

Skills: Shooting with guns (specifically pistols), Fluent in different languages (Chinese, Japanese, English), her intelligence (has even gotten a higher score than Reiji on tests), has high patience, high stamina, a fast runner, enhanced sense of smell, slightly stronger than normal humans, good listening skills, reading people and their emotions, skilled at playing on the flute, singing, has good flexibility, is Ambidextrous (both left-handed and right-handed), charisma, negotiation and interrogation skills, pain endurance, has slow but steady healing, a quick thinker, surprisingly observant, excellent swordsmanship, and an expert martial artist.

~

History:

Born as an illegitimate child to the Kuroi family, Yuuichi has always been deemed as a “mistake” all of his life by his own grandmother, Tsurara Kuroi. At a young age, His father was disappeared after being reported as MIA during a mission while his mother was kidnapped by a vampire. He was placed under the care of his aunt and uncle for a short time, meeting his first-cousin, Hisoka Kuroi; Falling in love with her and her innocence, Yuuichi swore to protect her and to work hard to become her husband when they are older. Such a thing even became the reason why he would eventually become a exceptional vampire hunter as he grew older.

When he was placed under Tsurara’s care, Yuuichi was immediately taken to start the harsh vampire-hunter training for Kuroi family members; The training sessions caused him to experience horrors and force him to kill in order to save himself, resulting nightmares and eventual numbness in order to get through every training session. Becoming a professional at the age of 8, Yuuichi’s first mission was to kill the same vampire that kidnapped his mother; But once he did and comes across his mother, who was imprisoned the entire time and showed signs of abuse and bite marks, She tearfully begs him to kill her so that she doesn’t turn into a vampire, fearing she would end up hurting others the way her captive has hurt her. Heartbroken that their reunion would end up as it did, Yuuichi complies before telling his mother he loved her, in which his mother replies that she (along with his father) will always love him. From having to kill his own mother as well, this lead to the start of his burning hatred for vampires, vowing to eradicate every single one of them so that humans won’t have to suffer the same way his mother did.

After hearing about the deaths of his aunt and uncle, the memories of his father’s disappearance, and the kidnapping and death of his mother comes back to haunt him and fuel the burning hatred of vampires more; Whether or not Hisoka herself survived or not, Yuuichi will still remain guilty for not being able to be there to protect her or her innocence as he swore to.

If Hisoka did survive, whichi is Hisoka’s Route: Due to the fear of almost losing her, Yuuichi becomes heavily emotionally invested in her to a point he gets jealous of anyone that Hisoka interacts with, especially Yui Komori, who he envied and hated for being the one that helped Hisoka open up when she needed someone the most. Yuuichi would do anything for Hisoka just to make her happy and to win her love, in a similar way Richter loves Cordelia; However, when a mission to rescue Yui was changed to killing her, Yuuichi was the first to take the task to do so. Due to Hisoka’s love and devotion to Ruki Mukami, Yuuichi’s mentality breaks, becoming insane and unpredictable, and resorts to making his happiness happen by force (the happiness being promised by Tsurara herself if Yuuichi kills Yui successfully). This ends up failing and leads to his death by Hisoka’s hands.

If Hisoka didn’t survive, which is Naoki’s Route, Yuuichi becomes the only Kuroi member left in the new generation, making him the only other candidate to become heir to the Kuroi family. But Tsurara does not allow it as she still labels him a ‘mistake’, despite his adroit skills as a hunter. From this, Yuuichi comes to the belief that Tsurara had something to do with the death of the rest of his family members, especially after learning about the wiping out of the clan from his mother’s side. As such, He has decided to investigate deeper into the mystery, which lead to taking on the task to assassinate Yui Komori, only to use her to figure out a lead to Tsurara’s crimes that ended up massacring the rest of his family.

Sometime in between the Haunted Dark Bridal Saga and the MORE BLOOD Saga, Yuuichi was almost near death from a mission he was sent to by Tsurara, only to be saved by and turned by Richter on a certain condition:

Hisoka Route: Richter agrees to make Yuuichi strong enough to kill the Mukami’s, especially Ruki Mukami, who was working with Karlheinz, the Vampire King, but in exchange, Yuuichi will help him dethrone Karlheinz and kill the Sakamaki’s. Due to Yuuichi’s mentality breaking from Hisoka loving Ruki, He agrees to help Richter overthrow Karlheinz and kill the vampires. This is also because they share a mutual understanding of loving a woman that loves someone else, and will do anything just to make them happy/their own, to a point not having them in their arms makes them lose their own sanity.

Naoki Route: Richter agrees to help provide Yuuichi the information he needs to prove Tsurara was guilty, if Yuuichi agrees to keep Yui safe from the Sakamaki’s and the Mukami’s. While Yuuichi didn’t understand why Richter would give him this opportunity, seeing that they both have a common enemy in Tsurara, Yuuichi accepts this despite his own hatred for vampires as long as it would be beneficial to what he is looking for in order to get evidence of Tsurara’s crimes. He eventually does kidnap Yui, using Naoki as a distraction, but while he had her in his custody, they do eventually fall in love and Yuuichi realizes his own inhumane actions and decides to learn to love himself, as well as to move forward with his life.

Eventually, He goes undercover in the guise of a Teacher-in-Training at Ryoutei Academy.

(SPOILERS)

In Naoki’s route, in the DARK FATE Saga, It is revealed that Yuuichi is also a bloodline member of the Chinese clan of human vampire hunters with the first-blood blood in their veins, due to their foremother ancestor, Ying-Yue Jiang; Ying-Yue was the original host of a first-blood’s heart (whom was also her lover in her former life as a human), and was a human before turning into a vampire after she gave birth to a human son that carried the blood of a First-blood, Asher. Due to herself staying hidden for many centuries to hide from Karlheinz under her first-blood lover’s instructions, Ying-Yue was given the nickname “Lilith”, who was known to be the first wife of Adam but leaves him after she refuses to become subservient to him (in a similar sense where Ying-Yue refuses to let herself become experimented as an Eve to Karlheinz’s plan); However, their secret was revealed when one of their clan’s members was kidnapped by a vampire who found out about the truth of their blood. That kidnapped member was Yuuichi’s mother herself. And after the Clan was targeted and massacred, Yuuichi became one of the two only clan members left alive; The other revealing to be Naoki Enjo, the current host of Asher’s heart. The one that plotted the massacre of the clan was Tsurara herself; However, due to Karlheinz’s decision to kill off the entire family of Hisoka, including Hisoka herself, to allow one member from the Jiang clan escape from the massacre, this lead to Tsurara to hold a grudge as she had plans to use Hisoka as her perfect successor as Head of the VH Organization.

It is also revealed that, the real reason Tsurara called Yuuichi a mistake, is because she became aware of the first-blood blood in his veins, and deemed him as one with filthy blood; This is the reason why she refused to make him heir to the family, as all of his abilities were only enhanced from the blood of a first-blood, and that she only sent him on the mission where he was almost killed is to ensure that he does get killed and never returns. In Hisoka’s Route in the DARK FATE saga, where Yuuichi has already been killed, Tsurara explains that she was responsible in organizing the massacre of the Jiang clan and that she did arrange killing of Yuuichi in order to give Hisoka the push she needed to attempt rising up against her, and turn her into the perfect successor after Hisoka herself realizes the truth of her existence and the reason for the death of her family was all because she existed.

Once everything comes to light, in Naoki’s Route in the DARK FATE saga, Asher reveals to Yuuichi that his father was the one informed the clan about the kidnapping as a warning and took Naoki to the orphanage, but as a result from receiving word he gave warning of the VH Organization hunters coming to massacre them, Tsurara had him, one of her own sons, executed for “betraying the organization”.

~

Trivia:

• Yuuichi is unable to cook; Legend tells he tried to cook something himself, but he ends up burning everything he cooks into flames. Even cereal. Even in

Hisoka’s Route

in the

MORE BLOOD

saga, It is mentioned that Yuuichi himself almost burned down the organization from trying to cook; The one of the very few things he can do is brew coffee.

• While only describes as his hobbies, Yuuichi actually hunts and practices Martial arts as said hobbies is mainly because it helps him keep his figure and to ensure he does not slack off from lack of training.

This is why He doesn’t like day off’s, as he feels uncomfortable doing nothing and that he would rather much do something than doing nothing.

• In his own Manservant ending in the MORE BLOOD saga with Yui, He ends up becoming just like Richter and becomes a submissive slave to Yui, who would end up inheriting dominant, sadistic traits from Cordelia; He even ends up killing Richter to ensure Yui remains his, in fear that Richter will take her away from him.

In the DARK FATE route of Naoki’s Route, Yuuichi confronts Richter as he tries to make a move on Yui in the delusion that she’s Cordelia and denies being like him; This is ironic, considering the fact that he is very much like him in Hisoka’s Route, as his own mentality breaks and would do whatever means necessary to keep Hisoka at his side, even if it meant killing those in his way.

•  He inherited his blue eyes from his father, while his mother holds the same pink eyes as Naoki; It is implied that the bloodline family members of the Jiang clan have the same colored eyes, but the reason why Yuuichi has blue eyes is because the Kuroi family genes has been known to be arguably stronger.

• Yuuichi was originally made to be a character for Hisoka Kuroi’s universe; However, regretting such great potential to go to waste, Yuki (The creator of this blog and @star-crossedfidelity​) brought him back for Naoki Enjo’s story in an alternative universe and gives him a happy ending where he is the love interest of Yui Komori.

• Yuuichi’s real name is Yòu-Yī Jiang (Jiang Yòu-Yī; 江佑一), which respectively mean “To protect all” and “River”.

• Upon his appearance in the MORE BLOOD Saga in Naoki’s route,  

• By the DARK FATE saga in Naoki’s Route, Yuuichi is revealed to be spiritually-Endowed Human-First Blood Hybrid; This is due to Ying-Yue Jiang, his foremother and Asher’s lover, became the first carrier of the first-blood’s heart before she had sexual intercourse with another human in an arranged marriage, which lead to conceiving a human child that would later start a family line of human with first-blood ancestry from Ying-Yue carrying Asher’s heart before the child was conceived; Thus, Yuuichi is a human with first-blood ancestry.

Asher reveals that because the child was born from two humans, despite his blood running through its veins, they can not possess magic, transform, or summon familiars like a first-blood; Instead, because of his blood, The child was stronger, quicker, and healed faster than an average human, along with inheriting the ability to sense vampires and invisible familiars. This is why the clan were phenomenal vampire hunters as, while they can’t see them, they can sense their presence, using those abilities to their advantages.

Asher also reveals that Yuuichi’s enhanced abilities were due to the blood that ran through the family bloodline for generations, and if Yuuichi was the host for his heart, Asher admits that Yuuichi would’ve unlock even more power due to his upbringing as a vampire hunter.

• Due to never having a normal childhood or having a chance to relax, Yuuichi has no knowledge or recollection on what’s it’s like to be a child; For example, He has never been to an amusement park, nor has he ever been to a festival before.

• While he is good with swordsmanship, He prefers to use guns instead; The reason for this is because, when he went on his first mission, He used a sword; Which meant he had to kill his own mother with the sword, and began to use guns after that. In Hisoka’s Route, It is confirmed that Yuuichi would only use swords if he is being sent on a more difficult mission.

• Yuuichi uses the alias “Yuuichi Jiang”, a mixture of his Japanese name and his mother’s maiden name; However, in Naoki’s Route in the MORE BLOOD saga, this is how Asher began to suspect Yuuichi as another living survivor of the massacre, due to his Chinese decent, his own enhanced abilities, and his familiar scent of those from the Jiang clan.

• In Hisoka’s Route, Yuuichi is in love with Hisoka, and not Yui, who he bitterly hated and envied; However, in Naoki’s Route, Yuuichi becomes Yui’s keeper by the MORE BLOOD Saga and they end up falling in love. ~

Credits: Character sheet image, art provided by @seven-re​.

[anandrajivbakshi]

Symptoms of Personality Disorders

Understanding the Symptoms of Personality DisordersBy Dr. Gorav GuptaPersonality disorders are complex mental health conditions characterized by enduring patterns of behavior, cognition, and inner experience that differ significantly from societal expectations. Dr. Gorav Gupta, an esteemed psychiatrist in Delhi, sheds light on understanding these disorders, focusing on early symptom identification, as timely intervention can greatly benefit those affected.What Are Personality Disorders?Personality disorders are classified into three clusters (A, B, and C), each representing a group of disorders with similar traits. These disorders affect how individuals perceive themselves, relate to others, and navigate their environments. Here, Dr. Gupta outlines common symptoms associated with these clusters:---Cluster A: Odd or Eccentric DisordersPeople in this cluster often exhibit unusual thinking or behaviors, which can be difficult for others to relate to or understand.1. Paranoid Personality DisorderSymptoms: Persistent distrust and suspicion, assuming others have hidden agendas, reluctance to confide, and perceiving harmless remarks as threatening.Dr. Gupta explains that these individuals may struggle to form close relationships due to their intense distrust.2. Schizoid Personality DisorderSymptoms: Detachment from social relationships, preference for solitary activities, limited emotional expression, and little interest in interpersonal connections.Often, individuals may be seen as “loners,” showing little to no desire to engage in social interactions.3. Schizotypal Personality DisorderSymptoms: Eccentric beliefs, unusual thinking, difficulty forming close relationships, and odd speech patterns.Individuals might display magical thinking, and Dr. Gupta emphasizes how these symptoms can often cause misunderstandings.---Cluster B: Dramatic, Emotional, or Erratic DisordersCluster B personality disorders often result in intense emotions, impulsive actions, and a tendency to seek attention.1. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)Symptoms: Extreme mood swings, unstable self-image, fear of abandonment, impulsive behavior, and self-harm tendencies.Dr. Gupta notes that BPD is often characterized by black-and-white thinking, which can lead to turbulent relationships.2. Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD)Symptoms: Disregard for societal rules, manipulative behavior, lack of empathy, impulsive actions, and frequent conflicts with the law.Individuals with ASPD often exhibit a lack of remorse, which may lead to antisocial or harmful behavior toward others.3. Histrionic Personality DisorderSymptoms: Excessive emotionality, constant need for attention, provocative behavior, and rapidly shifting emotions.According to Dr. Gupta, individuals may appear highly dramatic, often seeking reassurance and admiration from others.4. Narcissistic Personality DisorderSymptoms: Grandiose sense of self-importance, need for excessive admiration, lack of empathy, and sensitivity to criticism.People with this disorder often struggle with close relationships due to their self-centered behavior.---Cluster C: Anxious or Fearful DisordersCluster C disorders are marked by anxiety and fearfulness, often resulting in avoidance and extreme self-restraint.1. Avoidant Personality DisorderSymptoms: Intense fear of rejection, feeling inadequate, social withdrawal, and hypersensitivity to criticism.Dr. Gupta highlights that these individuals avoid social interactions despite craving close relationships, often fearing judgment.2. Dependent Personality DisorderSymptoms: Excessive need for care, clingy behavior, difficulty making decisions independently, and a strong fear of abandonment.Individuals may struggle with self-confidence and frequently rely on others for guidance.3. Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder (OCPD)Symptoms: Preoccupation with order, perfectionism, rigid adherence to rules, and a need for control.OCPD differs from obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) as it centers on perfectionistic behaviors.

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[perish-the-creator]

001 Kevin + Rodan

When I started shipping it if I did:

Just like everyone else. They fought and Mark just has to say “They can for food, fight, or f-...something more intimate” As far as why San/Kevin specifically is mostly because I wanted to divide the heads up with someone. It was also because Kevin was characterized as the more curious and likes to explore compared to the other two heads. It would make sense that he would be the one to stir a relationship with someone considered lesser than himself.

My thoughts:

I like the ship when it isn’t masked with this paint of being wholesome. It isn’t. It never was and never will be. There will always be an unstable power dynamic and that’s the fun of it. I have Kevin be a sociopath and Rodan being someone/kaiju who isn’t completely monogamous (none of them really are). It’s a ship that should be allowed to explore the more dark nature. But it is also fun because we do know that in certain ways Rodan has to teach this idiot about earthlings and how to not act like a crazy person/kaiju all the time. It’s interesting because they don’t balance each other out. 

What makes me happy about them:

I guess it’s the idea that they do fill some type of thrill within each other. They are both aware that deep down there is this desire to kill. And they are both kinda holding back and replacing that tension with sex. Their entire relationship is based on built of tension!

What makes me sad about them:

The saddest thing is also the thing that makes their relationship what it is. It’s a relationship based on tension and lust. San/Kevin can only hold back so much before he breaks. And Rodan can only handle so much before he leaves. There is love, don’t get me wrong, but the love is just a blanket over the pile of potential issues that will come up. 

Things done in fanfic that annoys me:

If you’ve followed me for a long time then you know my main pet peeve is how others write San/Kevin. I strongly dislike it when he is portrayed as this sweet boy or innocent cinnamon roll. No, he isn’t.  And while everyone is entitled to their own characterizations (I mean I have made Goji into a himbo that could be considered somewhat soft and naive) Kevin hits different. It’s like he isn’t allowed to be bad. And while the numbers of fics with him write like that are slowly going away considering smut usually makes everyone an asshole or the mere fact Rodorah is angsty by nature, it still drives me up the wall. And with Rodan, you can’t really mess him up. He’s one of those characters who’s characterization is very lax and I can handle different versions of. 

Things I look for in fanfic:

I would like to see a bit more tension. I want to see that Rodan is on the fence about being in love and whether or not he’s just a phase to them. And maybe...just maybe...have San feel the most entitled. Again, I dig having San as an unhinged jerk. 

Who’d I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: 

Rodan is a chaotic bisexual who meshes well with a lot of other people/kaiju. It really just depends on how the relationship is portrayed and how Rodan is written. San, however, is a tricky question. He’s very...manipulative and unhinged by all means. If he knew he’d get sex out of it he’d take it. Though really only two others I see him with; Goji or Ni. NOW BEFORE YOU TRY TO KILL ME HEAR ME OUT. I’m one of the few people in this fandom who do not see the heads as biological brothers. King Ghidorah wasn’t born King Ghidorah he was made. Each head is a different offspring that was fused together to make him. But yeah, San would gladly wreck Ni or Goji. 

My happily ever after for them:

What I consider a happily ever after for most of my ships is them having children and the children reaching adulthood. Very basic. 

Who is the big spoon/little spoon:

Rodan little spoon looking ass. 

What is their favorite non-sexual activity:

World watching. Oddly enough, they are both interested in humans and like to have conversations on what they think humans use certain things for. Though San will go on a tangent about how he craves human meat.  

[surviiived]

Joseph Desaulniers

=BASIC INFO= FULL NAME: Joseph Desaulniers NICKNAME(S)/ALIAS(ES): The Photographer, Count Desaulniers, Hunter PRONUNCIATION(S): Jo-seh-ff AGE: Over a century actually, appears to be mid to late twenties  GENDER: Male SPECIES: Human (formerly), spirit (currently) BIRTH DATE: November 23rd SEXUALITY: Bisexual =PERSONALITY= PERSONALITY: Charming, indifferent, artistic, manipulative, calm, possessive (on the inside:) quiet, introverted EMBODYING QUALITY/IDEA: A photographer as beautiful as his photos, but with a certain evil and darkness hidden inside  LIKES: Painting, photography, dancing, fencing, drawing, music, autumn, silverware, beautiful things DISLIKES: Summer, wet things, when people don’t appreciate their siblings FEARS: Allowing anything else he loves to slip through his fingers, like his brother did. WEAKNESSES: Is so fake that he doesn’t even know which parts of him is Joseph and which is ‘Count Desaulniers’ STRENGTHS: Excellent liar, knows how to manipulate people to trust him SPECIAL/SIGNIFICANT BELONGINGS: His favorite camera that he keeps in his room, a photograph of himself when he was alive that allows his soul to be bound to this world after death =PHYSICAL AND HEALTH INFO= HEIGHT: 5′7″ (alive), 6′7″ (hunter) WEIGHT: 148 lbs (alive & hunter, hasn’t changed) BODY TYPE: Lean, muscular without seeming to be JEWELRY: N/A PIERCINGS/TATTOOS: N/A SCARS/DISTINGUISHING MARKS: N/A =RELATIONSHIP INFO= RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Verse dependent  PARENTS: Count and Countess Desaulniers (deceased) SIBLING(S): Claude Desaulniers (deceased) – BEST FRIEND(S): N/A FRIENDS: Mary, Michiko (can be verse dependent) ACQUAINTANCES: The other hunters ASSISTANTS: N/A GUARDS: N/A ALLIES: The hunters PETS/SPECIAL ANIMALS: N/A – ENEMIES: Survivors MAIN ENEMY(IES): N/A MOST HATED: N/A =STORY INFO= STATUS: Deceased BACKSTORY: Joseph and his twin brother Claude were born towards the end of the French Revolution. France was in shambles due to the uprising of the lower class, and so the couple fled to the much safer Great Britain to raise their two sons. Joseph grew up with his twin within London, and the two brothers had a bond that was inseparable. Joseph was the younger and quieter child, while Claude was the elder son who was always dragging his twin into trouble. They would paint and create music together, as well as play and enjoy their youth by each other’s side. Claude was the heir of his family, but that title was unstable at best. He was an ill child and was always getting sick, and his asthma only made it worse. Joseph kept him company always when the elder twin was ill, but even with all of his love Joseph couldn’t cure his brother of his sickly body. One winter, when the two had just turned thirteen, Claude grew terribly sick and grew weaker every day. Joseph spent all of his time with his brother so he wouldn’t feel lonely. All throughout the winter Claude battled his illness, always saying that spring will soon come... and that March, once the cold slowly began to give away and flowers started to bloom once more, Claude passed away.  Without his dear brother, Joseph began to grow cold. He would lock himself inside of his room or the library and never leave. The servants had to bring him food as he wouldn’t eat otherwise. He spent all of his time drawing and painting in solitude. It wasn’t until he was nineteen that his parents forced him out of his room to give him a gift; his very first camera.  Joseph fell in love with how this insignificant box could somehow capture someone in a way art just couldn’t possibly imagine to do. He adored taking photos of everything he could find. When his parents passed away as well, he took his photography to a borderline obsessive level as he became the Count Desaulniers.  Even though Joseph was quiet and shy at heart, he would throw extravagant parties and invited nobles from all over to attend. He would impress them with his skills and charm, and once they adored this young count, he would offer to take their pictures. After the photo shoot, they would never be heard from again... Joseph continued to trap people in his photographs until he grew old and people began to realize that the missing disappeared after visiting the Count Desaulniers. When he realized people were after him and were going to kill him, he took one last photograph—one of himself that he still keeps safe. He stayed in his created Camera World ever since, until he was pulled out to participate in this game at Oletus Manor.  – PLACE OF BIRTH: Paris, France PAST LIVING QUARTERS: Paris, London CURRENT AND FUTURE HOMES: Oletus Manor – NATIVE LANGUAGE(S): French LANGUAGES SPOKEN: French, English, bits of German, Russian, and Italian =TALENTS/OCCUPATION/EDUCATION= OCCUPATION/JOB: N/A BOSS: N/A TALENTS: Photography, painting/drawing, piano and violin playing, pleasing people, fencing YEARS OF EDUCATION: Homeschooled LEVEL OF EDUCATION: Well-educated =GAMEPLAY= WEAPON/ITEM: Sword/Camera EXTERNAL TRAIT: Camera World: After Joseph takes a photo with his camera, he can replicate the survivors and environment from that moment and create a static Camera World. After the Camera World collapses, half of the changes made within it will be projected onto the real world, and there will be a cooldown during which the camera cannot be used. Joseph can enter the Camera World at will to find the person from the photo and place them upon a rocket chair. While in the static Camera World, survivors cannot escape to the manor or be sent back there from rocket chairs; similarly, survivors in the real world can enter the Camera World through recorded images. Survivors who do this can decode cipher machines for progress but cannot decode them completely. Those in the Camera World will not apply team buffs or debuffs to survivors Spacetime: Grants the power of two spacetimes. Regular attacks deal 1.5x the damage ABILITY:   Peeper: There are eyes everywhere. Place a peeper that lasts for 60 seconds and survivors nearby will be highlighted. Their movement speed and interaction speed with the rest of the map will be greatly decreased. Peepers can be dismantled.  Recorded Moment (1000): A recorded moment which can be used while the Camera World is active. Joseph may use this to enter and exit the Camera World freely.  Time Jump (2500): Joseph records the last 15 seconds in time as he moves.  PERSONA: Detention; Confined Space =VERSES= ~ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵐʸ ʰᵃⁿᵈ ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵉᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶦᵈᵉⁿᵗᶦᵗʸ~ |COA Verse|: The Auctioneer of the Abyss deals in the trading of all kinds of items, from curious appliances to parts for machines—or bodies—, and even creatures of the Abyss. He is a fan of the Pickman and his creations, and thus is heavily loyal to the Netherwalker. A frightening character indeed... and one you should never trust. And never make a deal with him. ~ʷʰᵒ ᵃᵐ ᶦˀ ᵃ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᵒʳ ˡᶦᵉˀ~ |Atropos’ Ropes Verse|: The Client, or DM as some call him, is a noble who enjoys the theatre—and the beautiful people within it. Some may call him a player with how easily he moves from beautiful woman to beautiful woman. His signature gift is the strange and enchanting Quivering Flower, which he gives to all that he dots on. Other than that, he seems like a normal aristocrat... ~ᶜᵃⁿ ᵃⁿʸᵇᵒᵈʸ ʰᵉᵃʳ ᵐᵉˀ ᵃᵐ ᶦ ᵗᵃˡᵏᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠˀ~ |Survivor Verse|: Alias: The Photographer Past: Not much is known about the young aristocrat, as Joseph never seems to talk about himself. His past is the same in this verse except he never grows old and dies—instead, he comes to the manor at the age of twenty-four. Only recently did his parents die and make him the count, and only recently did he begin to trap souls within his photographs. He is a distant young man and a cold one not by choice—but if he believes you to be useful to him, he’ll use his charm to make you do as he wishes. Abilities: Joseph is a containment type. He carries a camera around in his hands. With his camera, he can take a photo and with the flash temporarily stun the hunter in order to get away. He has a fast vaulting speed due to years of learning fencing. He can also use his camera to go back ten seconds to where he was a few seconds ago, but the cool down for that is much longer than stunning the hunter with the flash of his camera. ~ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵃʳᵏ~ |Out of the Manor Verse|: This is a verse that all of my muses have. This ‘verse’ contains all AU threads, crossovers, and just any interaction that doesn’t take place within Oletus Manor.

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[tabletopmonsteroftheweek]

Monster of the Week custom playbook: The Furry

This was spawned back near the end of my winter term, where i had sleepless nights studying for finals and finishing up projects

I'm so sorry

Under the Read Me has the playbook details.

The Furry

You are fully committed to your fursona to where you own a fursuit and believe you are them. No one really knows who you really are under it, and sometimes that is usually for the best.

Look from within the suit, pick one from each list

-masculine, feminin, androgynous, muscular, _______

-tired face, perky face, clean face, dirty face,  rugged face, young face, ______

-rumpled clothes, casual clothes, dirty clothes, practical clothes, outdoor clothes, ________

Ratings, pick one line

Charm +1, Cool +1, Sharp -1, Tough 0, Weird +2

Charm 0, Cool+1, Sharp +1, Tough -1, Weird +2

Charm +1, Cool -1, Sharp 0, Tough +1, Weird +2

Charm -1, Cool 0, Sharp +1, Tough +1, Weird +2

The fursuit

You are always in your fursuit, no matter what. You either do not want anyone to know who you are inside it, or you just like how hot and stuffy it is inside.

Which kind of suit do you have?

Full suit

Partial suit

Morph suit

What kind of animal is your fursona?

Mammal _________

Avian _________

Reptilian _________

Amphibian ___________

Exotic ___________

What color are they?

Striking/bright colors

Neutral colors

Dark colors

Clashing colors

Rainbow

Color vomit

Does it have any extra features, such as horns, wings, belts, markings, ect? __________

Moves

You get all the basic moves and 3 furry moves.

You get this one

Standing out: no matter where you go, you stand out in the crowd. When you enter a new location where there are people, roll +weird. On a 10+, no one pays you any attention or don’t really mind. On a 7-9, you draw attention and some folks might be wary of you. On a miss, you draw unwanted attention.

Then pick two of these

I'm one of you guys! Depending on the type of animal your fursona is, you can use the Manipulate Monsters on specific monsters.

Mammal: werewolves and mammal-istic creatures (must pertain to the type of mammal you are)

Bird- harpy, gryphons, bird-like monsters (must pertain to what kind of bird you are)

Reptile: dragons, wyrms, lizardfolk, other reptilian monsters (must pertain to what kind of reptile you are)

Amphibian: loveland frogs, salamanders, other amphibious monsters (must pertain to what kind of amphibian you are)

Exotic: insectoids, aliens, other animalistic monsters (must pertain to the kind of exotic creature you are)

On a 10+, the monster believes you

On a 7-9, they want proof and imitate one of their powers

On a miss, they are insulted and you are now their prime target

Comfort pal! If someone you are talking to is distressed, you can comfort them using your fuzzy-wuzzy charms. Roll +charm. 

On a 10+, you successfully calm them down and you are able to get some info.

On a 7-9, pick one: you calm them down or you get some info, but it may just be a word or phrase or a short description

On a miss, you distress them even more.

I really am my sona. Your fursuit is actually enchanted. Pick one power that can relate to your fursona:

Speed- you run faster than a normal person.

Super strength- roll +weird instead of tough when you roll to kick ass

Stretchy- your limbs are like rubber. You take -1 harm when you are attacked by electricity or crushed.

Flight- you can fly. When you attempt to fly while holding someone, roll +weird. On a 10+, you fly them away effortlessly. On a 7-9, you lift them, but your speed is slowed down and you take -1 ongoing. On a miss, you drop them and they suffer +1 harm.

Animal speak: you can speak to and understand animals. When investigating a mystery and/or manipulating someone when its an animal, roll +weird instead of sharp or charm. However, when you do this around a public area, people will see and will not interact with you no matter the outcome.

Water breathing: you can breath underwater and can swiftly swim. However, your suit is going to be soggy and will slow you down on land afterwards for up to three hours.

I’ve seen some freaky shit on this. When investigating a mystery, you can choose to roll +weird instead of sharp if you can justify how you know about this from weird art or stories you might have seen on furry sites.

I’ll be a distraction! With your fursuit such a distracting color, you can chose to run out and distract the monster and put yourself in immediate danger. When you do so, mark experience.

Careful, I have claws. Your paw-gloves have sharp claws on them. You know, for authenticity. You can use them when you kick ass. Claw (1-harm, hand)

Its made from durable material! Your fursuit is counted as +1 armor. This does stack if you manage to get a flack vest over you.

Gear

You get two weapons that you can somehow hide within your fursuit.

Switchblade/butterfly knife/folding knife (1-harm hand)

Golf club, baseball bat, cricket bat, or hockey stick (2-harm hand

innocuous messy)

.22 revolver (1-harm close reload small)

Big knife (1-harm hand)

Hunting rifle (2-harm far loud)

Introductions

When you get here, wait for everyone to catch up so you can do your introductions together. Go around the group. On your turn, introduce your Furry by name and look, and tell the group what they know about you.

History

Go around the group again. On your turn, pick one of these for each hunter:

You met each other at a convention. Decide on which convention.

You are related to each other. Decide if you are siblings, cousins, parent-child, etc.

They mistook you for a monster and almost killed you. What did you do to tip them off that you’re actually a person in a costume?

You are romantically involved with them. Decide what your relationship is with them.

The two of you are close best friends. You trust them with your life and secrets.

They are also a furry. Let them decide what their fursona is.

They saved your life and you owe them a big debt.

You saved their life, somehow.

Luck

You can mark off a Luck box to either change a roll you just made to a 12, as if you had rolled that; or change a wound you have just taken to count as 0-harm, no matter how bad it was. If your Luck boxes all get filled, you’ve run out of good luck. Okay 🗵🗵🗵🗵🗵🗵🗵Doomed.

The Furry Special: When you use a luck point, something with your fursuit will happen. The keeper will pick one-

The fursuit rips and tears and you’ll have to get it mended

You lose your fursuit head, leaving your head exposed

Someone will recognize who you are in the fursuit, and it may or may not be a good thing.

Harm

When you suffer harm, mark off the number of boxes equal to harm  suffered. When you reach four harm, tick “Unstable.” Okay 🗵🗵🗵|🗵🗵🗵🗵 Dying Unstable: 🗵 (Unstable injuries will worsen as time passes)

Leveling Up

Experience:🗵🗵🗵🗵🗵

Whenever you roll and get a total of 6 or less, or when a move tells you to, mark an experience box. When you have filled all five experience boxes, you level up. Erase the marks and pick an improvement from the following list:

Get +1 weird (max 3)

Get +1 charm (max 2)

Get +1 cool (max 2)

Get +1 sharp (max 2)

Get +1 tough (max 2)

Take another Furry move

Take another Furry move

Take a move from another playbook

Take a move from another playbook

Advanced Improvements

After you have leveled up five times, you qualify for advanced improvements in addition to these. They’re below:

Get +1 to any rating, max +3

Change this hunter to a new type

Create a second hunter to play as well as this one

Gain another fursuit. When you wear the new suit, change your look and, if you want, change your furry moves. You can only change your suit at the beginning of a new mystery.

Mark two of the basic moves as advanced

Mark another two basic moves as advanced

Retire this hunter to safety

[thatslayer]

𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑹𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑬𝑹 𝑺𝑯𝑬𝑬𝑻.

repost,  don’t reblog

basics !

FULL NAME.   Faith Lehane PRONUNCIATION.  Just like it looks. NICKNAME.   Slayer, mostly. Tony’s still trying to come up with the perfect jab. (crossed worlds), Baby/Honey (Sam, bunkerverse), Baby (Alaric, Wartown) GENDER.   cis female HEIGHT.   5′4″ AGE.   Verse-dependent, but generally late-30s. ZODIAC.   Sagittarius SPOKEN LANGUAGES. English, broken Japanese

physical characteristics !

HAIR COLOR.  Brunette EYE COLOR.   Brown SKIN TONE.    White as snow BODY TYPE.  Athletic ACCENT.   Slight Bostonian VOICE.    Growly DOMINANT HAND.  Right POSTURE.   Usually pretty straight and tall. SCARS.   Faith’s scar tissue heals crazy well, even for a Slayer, the amount of scarring she should have that she doesn’t is crazy. She does have an ax mark on the back of her left shoulder that she’s had a hell of a time with and a faint, white stab wound on her abdomen. TATTOOS.   Tribal vines in the middle of her upper right arm and, though not a tattoo, she’s got a small anti-possession symbol heat-branded into her left hip. BIRTHMARKS.   Nothing too noticeable. MOST NOTICEABLE FEATURE(S).  Boobs. Lips. Eyes. Hair.

childhood !

PLACE OF BIRTH.   Boston, Massachusetts HOMETOWN.    Boston BIRTH WEIGHT.   6lb 7oz BIRTH HEIGHT.    18 inches MANNER OF BIRTH.   SVD FIRST WORDS.  Bam! SIBLINGS.   Only child. PARENTS.   Father: Pat Lehane, Mother: Unnamed PARENTAL INVOLVEMENT.    Faith’s parents were abusive, unstable alcoholics. Her mother’s dead, her father tried to reunite with her post-series to get her to bump off a mob boss to which he owed a substantial amount of money. There’s not much more to it than that. Her unhappy childhood has left her with a need for family and friends so strong it’s often used against her, easily.

adult life !

OCCUPATION.  Vampire Slayer, Trains Slayers at the Salvatore School ( faithandthesaltzmen ), Hunter ( bunkerverse ), Avenger ( crossed worlds ) CURRENT RESIDENCE.   Verse-dependent, Men of Letters Bunker ( bunkerverse ), Mystic Falls ( faithandthesaltzmen ), Los Angeles ( wartown ), Vaguely NYC ( crossed worlds ) CLOSE FRIENDS.  Sam Winchester, Elektra Natchios, Rupert Giles, Alec Lightwood-Bane, Cassandra Cillian, Alaric Saltzman. Bonnie Bennett, Damon Salvatore, Steve Rogers, Jessica Jones, Luke Cage, Jeremy Gilbert RELATIONSHIP STATUS.   Verse-dependent but usually single. Sam Winchester ( husband, bunkerverse ), Alaric Saltzman ( boyfriend/watcher in Wartown, husband in Faith and the Saltzmen ), Johnny Lawrence ( estranged husband, peace in the valley ) FINANCIAL STATUS.  Poor as the day is long. DRIVER’S LICENSE.   None, usually. In #bunkerverse, Sam and Dean have her outfitted with fake ID’s, badges, even a new birth certificate and social. CRIMINAL RECORD.   :D Not to be all West Collins about this but SO many. Murder in the second degree, breaking and entering, violence, beating the snot out of police, escaping from prison and so on and so forth. VICES.   She smokes, although there are a few verses where she’s keen to quit. Her drinking was never serious. Is sex a vice? Because...

sex and romance !

SEXUAL ORIENTATION.   Heterosexual ROMANTIC ORIENTATION.   Demiromantic PREFERRED EMOTIONAL ROLE.    submissive  |  dominant  |  switch   PREFERRED SEXUAL ROLE.    submissive  |  DOMINANT  |  switch LIBIDO.   Ridiculous. TURN ON’S.    Kindness, intelligence, gentle nature and if that could all be a thin layer over an actual monster, that would be great. Also, violence and adrenaline because of course. TURN OFF’S.    Cowardice, gruff or unkind nature. LOVE LANGUAGE.  Kindness, sympathy, skin. RELATIONSHIP TENDENCIES.   She’s a tough one to crack, but when she finally trusts you she’ll get too close. When she falls, she falls hard. She’ll be as kind and adoring as you let her. Hurt her, though, and that’s your only shot. She’s too insecure for that, she won’t come back for seconds.

miscellaneous !

CHARACTER’S THEME SONG.   ‘Bent’ by Matchbox 20, ‘Grey Street’ by Dave Matthews Band and ‘Another Suitcase in Another Hall’ from Evita! HOBBIES TO PASS TIME.   The three Ss: Slaying, Sex and Sandwiches. Not in that order. MENTAL ILLNESSES.  Severe depression, intrusive thoughts, compulsive thoughts, feelings of inferiority, feelings of superiority, slight paranoia, trust issues. PHYSICAL ILLNESSES.  She bounces back pretty fast. LEFT OR RIGHT BRAINED.  That’s not a real thing. FEARS.  She used to be terrified of being alone, but after actually being a lone for so long she’s just ‘this is fine’ about it. She’s more afraid of herself, of what she’s capable of and of backsliding than she is of anything else. SELF CONFIDENCE LEVEL.   Zero, but there are the odd moments when she can fake it. VULNERABILITIES.  Faith comes to the party pre-negged, so she’s pretty easy to manipulate.

TAGGED BY: I stole it, lol. From @decdbutstillprxtty