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It was sweet that Astarion was under the belief that no one would figure out he was a vampire before his big reveal. Most of us took one look at him and said "yep, that sure is a vampire right there." Most, however, doesn't include the party members. Some of these characters are supposed to be perceptive and intelligent, and I'm still convinced that if you press your ear against theirs you'd hear elevator music.
Over at Patreon, society6, and redbubble we don't let intellect devourers starve.
#champions and heroes#Baldur's Gate#Baldur's Gate 3#Gale of Waterdeep#Shadowheart#Astarion#Tav#intellect devourer#your secret is safe with me Astarion#mainly because the game won't let me say anything#but I recommend that you bring him to meet the Gur hunter in act 1 before he has his reveal#that nervous energy he brings to the conversation is *chef's kiss*#adding the redbubble link again#because society6 is being a butt and has decided that you only get to have 10 designs going forward#unless you pay for the account#so uh... yeah
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thursday quest - no physical therapy today - make and eat lunch sooooo early but i can do it!!!!! - get ready for wedding - attend wedding! yay! (: - decompress well when i get home <3
#its thursday quest#god i'm so anxious about it autism style. so many uncertainties that i simply cannot account for alone. but i'm being sooo 'brave' about it#(keeping it to myself. except for posting about it)#taxi company hasn't texted me the drivers' details yet and i emailed them to be like ummmm your policy is to pay before the day#would you like to email me the payment details so i can do that? and they were like 'we'll send the driver details soon' ummmm#there isn't much soon left!!!!!!! it's happening tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they're probably just not Organisedā¢ in the way i prefer to be. which is objectively fine it's just challenging for me personally.#i do not think it's Bad but!!!!! i've never taken a taxi before <- guy who Is Scared Of Taxis Specifically but has to face#their fears because they're disabled and have no other choice.#worst case i am down the money and no-one arrives to take me home i guess :P but it'll be afternoon AND my family are there so#in theory i could just get a lift home even though that would mess up other people's plans sooooo bad. UNLESS they have already drunk uhhhh#in which case i guess i'd just ask for help calling a taxi to the place. plany of people who can do such things easily (unlike me)#it'll be fine!!! i can ask my siblings if need be bc they are so niceys and will not get mad at me for being autistic o7#My other worry is being too hot and being in a rush getting ready bc i have to eat a proper meal due to the symptoms syndromes#and we are leaving when my lunch usually is so that's a whole thing. which ALSO doesn't matter and I can do! it's just hard!#where is that post that's like 'managed mental illness can look like absence of mental illness š
'. NOT saying being autistic is mental#illness i am saying that the specific extreme anxiety i have is for me linked to autistic issues with 'the unknown' and boy. does this#social situation also have a lot of unknown.#BUT I CAN DO IT! and dare i say even have a nice time!!!!! it's just i get so so scared beforehand but i will not express it in a way that#impacts or inconveniences anyone else!!! i can handle it by myself at my house and it'll be fine
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I need to make rent and rent is every month. Consider commissioning me? āØReblog to support a disabled autistic artistāØ
#ur not a horrible person if you don't reblog of course and ngl i dont expect it much from the site that only interacts with my fanart posts#original content on this site kinda just fades to obscurity unless ur already a popular account#need proof? just check any non fanart post i made lmao#i just need to pay rent so i figured i'd throw my info here too#small artist#commission#commissions open#furry community#furry#furry art#art#artwork#oc#artist
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Hey chat I would really appreciate if one of the supposed 28,000 people paying $70 a year for TUMBLR PREMIUM could talk to me cuz I donāt think youāre real
My DMs are open I just want proof of your existenceš
#ājoin over 28000 other supportersā see I donāt believe you#this hellsite has always thrived on being insane I canāt believe anyone is paying for PREMIUM#unless tumblr account pizza herself follows you for it I donāt see the point#tumblr premium
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my one lunch break is my one break and this is the coworker that was "helping" me in my class yesterday. And by help I mean she sat and a chair and left me to do everything by myself
#on the plus side my director said my classroom management skills were getting better#which is true but because I have to do everything alone#yes I'm using my one lunch break to bitch but I love bitching#I live to bitch and bitch to live#introverts y'all have spent the last 30 years or so bragging about how you don't like to socialize#WE GET IT! MESSAGE RECIEVED! NO ONE ASKS YOU TO DO ANYTHING WITH THEM BECAUSE YOU MADE A PERSONALITY OUT OF NOT WANTING TO DO THINGS!#today's not my day to begin with#I got my paycheck and got my money orders to pay my rent come to find out my landlord won't take my money unless I pay him a $75 late fee#girl I have $16 left in my bank account and that $16 is supposed to somehow feed me for two weeks#this can't be the same paycheck my coworkers is raising multiple kids with#are their partners secretly doctors or oilmen and they don't want flex in my face#what is going on#now I got to text my sister and ask her for $75 and hope she have it#and imma have to pay June's rent late but at least I'll have my teacher supplement payment on that check so I'll be alright#but times are hard and I hate asking for money on here in general#but I really hate asking when I'm whining about my bullshit and people are trying to escape a literal genocide
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I dont have an account on the website you're hosting Time and Time again on, but I just wanted to say that I finally delve into it and binge read it in two days because it was just SO GOOD! You're really good at just. conveying so much with so little (the ''little'' being the frame of a webcomic its self and not like say, an animation) and your writing is really inspiring. I originally followed you for the midwestern church art you drew (At least thats what i remember that drawing was? I'm so sorry if not skjl;afjkld) and just. through and through your art is so inspirational.
Thank you so much <3
And no worries, I understand what you mean by "little" in this context. comics are an incredibly beautiful medium, but the framework of my story definitely would be best suited for something like TV, and trying to fit as many intricacies and nuances as possible into an "episode" is extremely hard haha
In a moving medium you just get to fit "more"... subleties of emotion and conveyed with music, you get controlled timing, minor expressions, quick shots, the actors themselves bring infinitely real layers to a performance - all things that simply can't be conveyed the same through single images all controlled by one person. Plus, you can just fit a lot more story/events into a 22/42 minute episode than you can into a 130 page comic, even though they end up taking about the same time to get through!
Of course I love comics and I want to keep making them as long as I can <3 This isn't to knock the medium at all, cause it definitely comes with unique perks over TV as well!!! It's like working in watercolor versus digitally. But I do appreciate you noticing the limitations of the medium and showing my work love regardless!
And yes, that was me! I'm really glad my art can reach you and that you're here.
#asks#musical-medic#to save#nice words#this is extremely sweet thank you#and thank you for reading my comic#and honestly yeah no need to get a webtoon account#the only reason to do so would be to leave comments or to pay to read ahead#but I dont even make any money from that HAHAHA so I say wait unless you truly just wanna read ahead
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When it comes to gacha there's a couple games that are good except for their gacha
Like if Genshin was a game I could actually buy and play and didn't have shitty dailies and let me buy DLC instead of wanting me to drain the GDP of a small nation... I think it's a pretty good game if you strip all that bullshit away (there's a reason when I found out you can run private servers of it I was interested... when they actually have all the quests and stuff working I'll probably download it and play through the story stuff)
Then there's pretty much exactly one gacha game I kinda respect that my friend plays, and it's actually a kinda sad story to me cause the company used to just make normal ass games, but they made this most recent one gacha just cause... they couldn't afford to keep going with the old model and this lets them keep funding development while releasing the story more episodically
I'd never call any gacha good, but they at least seem less bad and like they try to tune the rates to be fairer... but again, it's mostly sad that it feels less like a company going for a cash grab and more like them needing to be amoral to stay afloat
Anyway fuck the very concept of gacha, the people who let shit like lootboxes make money should be bludgeoned cause... saying that accepting gambling mechanics in games lead us here isn't some slippery slope fallacy... it's just recounting history
#you should pirate every game you can unless you actively like the devs/studio... the people the money will go to that is#which basically just means pay for indie stuff but either pirate or just don't play big name junk#that's my stance#I'd say you should pirate minecraft too if it weren't a pain#despite owning a copy at some point I intend to figure out how to pirate a copy and run a pirate server just like... on principle#the fact they have so much control over me logging in isn't acceptable when I bought and own the game#when nothing's running on their server's but my account verification... fuck mircosoft#I actually got into minecraft because the devs back then explicitly said 'please pirate our game... we think you'll like it enough to buy'#anyway fuck companies... honestly even charging money; know it sounds crazy but their bad practices have lead us here#I'd be happy enough if every AAA went out of business
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. Itās not too bad home. Iām over dramatic. Itās not bad and it wonāt be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldnāt have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldnāt have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents arenāt in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. Iām sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didnāt go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents werenāt both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldnāt wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I donāt know if my scholarship would have held I donāt know if my financial aid would have held. I couldnāt have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I werenāt able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldnāt survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They arenāt going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents wonāt feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my fatherās gas eater truck. We couldnāt be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didnāt get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I donāt regret it. But a kid shouldnāt have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning āhomeā for the breaks. I donāt know what Iām going to do.#If I canāt work all of the breaks then I either wonāt be able to pay next semester#Or Iāll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Canāt buy gas. Canāt do anything. Canāt buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff Iām doing pulls through. But Iām willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldnāt that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldnāt you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But youāre leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You donāt want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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so many fun lines from my OCs are the ones that look like utter nothingburger out of context so you can't like, put it in a web weave or smth. when jingwei says "you are not dismissed" / "where were you?" / "I have the situation well in hand" or jin ji says "not you, sweetness. I meant him" or when yi shun says "her" or when yu fen says "I did pay you to hurt me?" / "with you?" like none of these are poetic none of these are lyrical. but I believe humans being direct and simple has a certain appeal don't u think
#hewwo#OCs too fun i might end up writing a novel#ppl will be like ''omg you filed the serials off a fic and published it'' and i'll have to be like#no i made up some OCs for this fic and they hijacked my ride. i cannot make OCs and care about them unless they're for fics first#actually yu fen had a LOT more fun lines than everyone else. the people's favorite neurotic gay accountant#one of them is like ''fuck you pay us more!!!'' and another is ''im not telling the palace shit!!!''#literally 20 seconds away from cracking under interrogation by his type (fx)
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shouldnāt have checked my bank account as expected my mother has taken thousands more dollars from my savings and has almost run me dry more or less. Cool!
#Iām going to fucking call the bank and ask about a second checking account because sheās never going to make her own fucking account#itās been like a year since she said she would and itās just not gonna happen#she owes me thousands of dollars via me paying her fucking overdraft fees and she always says āwhat you think I wonāt pay you back?ā no!!!!!#no I donāt!!!!!!! because you literally never have!!!!!!!!!!!#and where the fuck are you going to get like 8000 dollars anyway. because thatās what she owes me at the very least#even if you want to factor in like. paying her monthly for the groceries she buys and cat food and whatever thatās still. thousands of#dollars. and the worst part about it is I just have no safety net anymore#because my savings is basically nothing at this point. like nothing that can help in a dire situation anymore.#I keep thinking about whatever im going to have to end up paying for top surgery and I WOULD have a significant amount saved up to#contribute to that but haha! no I donāt! itās fucking gone!#and Iāve been getting paid basically fucking nothing lately because of how few hours theyāre scheduling me so that does not fucking help#my last paycheck was literally like half of what I should be getting. I made like 1K in the past two paychecks. thatās fucking depressing#anyway Iāve given myself a headache#Iāve been avoiding looking at my bank account because I knew it would be bad and itād stress me the fuck out but I also have been anxious#not knowing and my mother making a few vague comments that implied she must have fucked me over. so I checked today and yeah she sure did#if I donāt make a new checking account that she canāt access i am actually going to be broke within the nenxt few months at this rate#my head hurts and I am so upset I am so upset I work so fucking hard and it doesnāt even matter i just lose money constantly#I get nothing I just pay her fucking fees and pay for my tuition and pay for everything else of any significance#and I am not exaggerating I work my ass off. I am the only person I know at my job who begs to work holidays and extra days and stay as late#as possible and it . doesnāt even matter#im going to kill myself I swear to god. thereās shit I need to buy. what am I supposed to do.#kibumblabs#vent#like shit I need to buy for WORK. my manager is getting on me about not having proper shoes for example and yeah I can get a discount#through shoes for crews but I still dont have the fucking money for anything anymore#not unless I want to run myself into the fucking ground#I need a new binder badly. I need new black pants also for work since mine are so faded at this point.#I only have one fitted sheet that doesnāt have giant holes in it#I canāt stop thinking about my last paycheck it was literally the worst Iāve seen since starting this job a year ago. fucking infuriating
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šøļ½”*ļ¾+. Kinda mad I'm deciding on this (but I'm always changing my mind on things dfhfg), but I think I'm gonna remake my rules/muse list doc, and instead, make them into a carrd. Then I can have muse bios/headcanons/relationships be docs.
Maybe I'll make a Mains/Exclusives carrd as a special treat.
#MUN SPEAKING šø į“¬ Ź·įµįµįµįµŹ³ įµį¶ įµįµĖ”įµĖ¢; į“¾įµā±āæįµįµŹ³ įµį¶ Ė¢įµįµŹ³Ė¢#Carrd is just so incredibly limited... can be more trouble than it's worth unless you pay for it and I ain't willing to lol#But I can at least cheat my way into using a couple of my old accounts and linking them to each other to look like one.#If I run out of space. I don't think I will in just using them for rules and muse list though ; ; I don't think I will at least.#Ugh... Maybe getting myself to work on these sorts of things will spur me on to work on getting to writing and art.#Kinda like a āfresh startā sorta kinda. Except not really c': That's my plan so let's hope it works!
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shit like 'level 1 customer service rep for local utility' REQUIRING a degree is what will eventually make me become a terrorist
#you answer phones and look up ppl's accounts when they give you their adress and help them pay their bill#you can train on the job for that#I should not need and associate's or bachelor's for that suck my whole dick and die#EVERY JOB with the city REQUIRES at least an associate's degree. even to answer phones#UNLESS you want to volunteer then fucko come on down#I hate the fuckin city leaders so much makes me wanna drive through the fuckin city building#I am not trying to ACTUALLY work with the actual utilities I am not qualified to like do electrical#but answer phones ans field customer service queries all day. use a computer and software and emails. yes. I am qualified for that.#erin explains it all
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Man, today was absolutely mental. I donāt think Iāve ever come so close to losing it with a customer
#āwhich customerā you ask. well first there was rude ice cream man#he came inā¦ i want to say before noon? i think it was before we became absolutely inundated#and he was MAD rude for what#he was buying like 4 ice creams so he def had kids with him and was a frustrated father or uncle or grandpa or hired babysitter or whatever#but DUUUUUUDE. thereās no need to give me the blank ā¹ļø face and ignore all of my questions and exchange zero pleasantries#then there was the lady whose phone died and she couldnāt pay and she was so nice but why. why#like of course i canāt just let you have this stuff. it could be theft. my manager put her stuff in a fridge and then she came back for it#later and i had to go find it and it was so much#she was so nice though i hope sheās well#THEN there was the motherfucker who was buyingā¦ i canāt remember what but his total was Ā£5.35#and i remember this because he was trying to insist on paying for it with exactly three (3) Ā£1 (Ā£1) coins. like sir. that doesnāt work.#thatās not enough. i Could Not get it through his head that i couldnāt take cash unless he gave me at least Ā£2.35 more#eventually i managed to get a contactless card payment out of him and he grumbled about how he was going to have to carry these three pound#coins around with him (ohhhh my god what a hardship š) and about how money was leaving his bank account#like idk how to tell you this but we serve overpriced food here sir. if Ā£5.35 leaving your bank account is a big problem for you you picked#the wrong place to come. also like. you couldāve just. spent only Ā£3 lmao. you had two items#the retail section def sells stuff thatās Ā£3ā¦ you didnāt have to do this. like at all. and iād be happier if you hadnāt#THEN my coworker decided to let two fucking customers in after we closed and they both wanted machine coffees and they took SO long#the one guy had admittedly been queuing just before we closed but the woman just rocked up solidly five minutes too late and was like āiāve#come so far :( itās been such a long journey :( i just need any coffee :(ā#i REALLY wanted to say āfuck your journey and fuck your coffee. plan betterā but instead i had to make an americano#i donāt think i even tried to hide how mad i was#like hiiiii i know you donāt care but this is my life. this is taking time away from me being able to clean down for the closing shift#which is going to take time out of my life because iām only paid until five#i know you donāt care that iāll have to do unpaid work but like. hereās your fucking coffee. lol#there was also this other guy and i canāt remember what he did or said but i remember i was passive-aggressively sugary sweet with him#because it was the only way i could let my annoyance out. i love being sarcastically nice in this job because they canāt call you on it#or they look crazy#in summary i had a fucking day. thanks for asking#personal
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Hey, things have been pretty rough for you lately. I know you need new glasses. Do you know how much it would cost? Do you know your prescription, if you do then Zenni is a cheap option? Do you have a Kofi or Paypal or something? I'm not in the USA so my money isn't worth as much, and we don't use the money apps that the US does, but right now I'm in a position where I can offer a small amount of financial help. Sending this on anon only because I'm awkward about asking this sort of thing and don't want to potentially cause offence.
hey thanks a ton like seriously but cause this is anonymous I can only respond publicly which kinda makes this more awkward for both of us lol
#i do desperately need help tho so yea pls#my paypal username is the same as my blogs if you wanna lend a hand it would do me well#and frankly as much as I would love to afford glasses I need to get my bank account out of overdraft first which is like $35 in itself#not to mention the $40 student loan payment I have coming up#also I owe my sister $25 but thatās unrelated#well not really#Iām working on the glasses thing. i might have something lined up that wonāt cost a ton#like I would looove glasses but you gotta pay for your own life too and if you give me money it will go to the bank not my vision Iām afraid#so unless you feel like feeding capitalism to offer a stranger on the internet some peace of mind I probably recommend helping yourself#cause this is a shitshow#i am. not helping my case but I donāt wanna give misconceptions here I literally canāt afford the things I need/want until I pay the bank
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What the heck twitter
Why are you copying tumblr in thing you were better at :(
#i thought answer would be for money but...when i clicked on that thing it didn't redirect me to something to pay for#so i understand even less#if anyone is wondering it says that now people who you blocked will see your tweets#unless you make your account private#frankly it's less that i'm annoyed people who i blocked will see my tweets i'm more annoyed at idea that i will see tweets of people who#blocked me#especially if it would be art please at least not reccomed it to me twitter#edit:ah no they did hide it behind paywall#no it's making sense#...and i realized it still wouldn't even help me with my main problem do they also hide option 'do not see tweets from people who blocked#you' on there
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To younger broke adults getting into sex work hereās some common scams:
āIāll pay you $ every week for feet/genital/fetish picsā they start a long conversation about this. Then they convince you to send some sample pics. They will try to get you to enact their fetishes with promise of later payment. Then they cut and run. They will be kind, promise large things, but become aggressive when you refuse. Lesson: never give things for free unless youāre specifically doing it for marketing. Personalized fetish content should require payment upfront.
āI want to be your sugar mommy/daddyā These are insanely common and will use a variety of tactics. They prey on vulnerable broke people who are desperate for stable cash. They may try to use a BDSM dynamic to make you feel sexy and submissive. Theyāll start a long flirty conversation that makes you feel good and desired and confident. Then they might send a linkā¦. Donāt click it! Or they might ask you to āprove your loyaltyā as their sub/babygirl/whatever. Proving your loyalty will probably involve sending them money in some way. The most common way is to buy a gift card and tell them the code. If a stranger ever asks you to buy them a gift card thatās pretty much always an instant block.
The same thing goes for āpay pigsā. There are very few people out there actually into financial domination. Chances are people promising you access to their bank accounts are liars trying to get dommed by a stranger, or scammers trying to get money from you.
Thereās essentially two main categories of scams in sex work: 1. Traditional scams (trying to get money, personal info, account access) and 2. Freebie scams (trying to get your SW content for free)
Freebie scams can involve someone trying to piss you off so you curse them out and they can go jerk it to being rejected by someone hot. You can just block people being weird.
As a new or established SWer you literally donāt owe anyone anything unless theyāve specifically paid for a service you offer.
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