#unicorn dysphoria

[eggoatt]

euphoria ❤️‍🔥

this is the last full spread illus from my zine "Unicorn Dysphoria". i have some nice prints of it, as well as the zine itself, available here

[hqg1c]

my unavoidable instinct to have a wolf fursona is so boring and tired of course you’re a wolf i bet you put a moon marking on your forehead or something biiitch. well i cant help it

[socalspacecadet]

feeling really mournful over the files i lost when my computer died. all the stuff from the past year-- some of the best and coolest and most important art i've ever made-- is gone. a lot of them are on the internet but it's not the same

[smallghostcorner]

i love transmasc regressors, i love transmasc regressors who play with "girls toys" cuz its nostalgic, i love transmasc regressors who want a "boy childhood", i love transmasc regressors who bind in littlespace, i love transmasc regressors who dont bind in littlespace, i love transmasc regressors who climb trees and catch bugs, i love transmasc regressors who paint their nails and play with makeup, i love transmasc regressors who feel more connected to boyhood when regressed, i love transmasc regressors who feel more connected to girlhood when regressed, i love transmasc regressors who dont have any gender when regressed, i love transmasc regressors who want all their gear to be blue/green/black with cars and truck and dinos, i love transmasc regressors who want all their gear to be pink/purple with princesses and unicorns, i love transmasc regressors who like skirts/dresses, i love trans masc regressors who like pants/shorts, i love transmasc regressors who regress to escape dysphoria, i love transmasc regressors who dont feel any dysphoria in littlespace, i love transmasc regressors who regress to an age before they came out, i love transmasc regressors who arent out, i love transmasc regressors who are older and play "boy" video games, i love transmasc regressos who are younger and play with stuffies, i love transmasc regressors whos voice pitches higher in littlespace, i love regressors who havent medically transitioned, i love transmasc regressors who have medically transitioned, i love transmasc regressors who have facial hair.

i love transmasc regressors!

[verm1c1de]

ok hiiii wander over yonder fans i have a post for you

Why I Really Like a Transfem Lord Hater Reading:

((in no particular order))

#1: Self Imposed Gender Roles/Suffering from Masculinity

Hater, of all the main characters, is the one Most obsessed with strict gender roles. Girls have to like this, boys have to be like that, yada yada. This is the opposite of Wander, the happiest character in the series, who doesn't give a fuck. Hater suffers from her own self-imposed role. She has to be "cool." She can't do "girly" things like being nice or whatever- And god forbid she likes playing with dolls. All of these things make Hater Pretty Stressed out and Miserable. She isn't happy with these things she calls masculine. Pretty interesting how in The Bad Hatter she's the one who likes the unicorn and the flowers, "girl things," and in the final episode, she receives flowers, too.

#2: The Funk + The Breakfast

She's not feeling it anymore. Doing all of this. Being "evil" and "manly" and "cool." There's a disconnect, and she holes herself up in her bedroom and wraps up in a blanket. That period of funk, that misery... It's the dissociative miasma of dysphoria. To Me. And the fact that Hater is almost always wearing a cloak that covers herself up, despite supposedly being proud of her "rockin bod?" Miserable in the morning especially in the shower? Yeah.... Plus, opening Space Tumblr first thing in the morning is transgender behavior.

#3: That One Scene in The Enemies

Why did she do that. Nobody asked her to do that. She just took the opportunity when she could.

#4: Dominator

Dominator is everything Hater is but Better. Everything Hater Wishes she could be. And isn't it interesting that she also happens to be a woman? The coolest person Hater could imagine, the "Greater Hater," is a girl. Hater's obsession with her, it's not just a crush, it Screams Gender Envy. She likes Dominator so much because that's her Ideal Person. That's fucking crazy guys.

#5: I Fucking Love Women!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not only does this even out the gender disparity with the main four, making it a nice even half n half, but I just like pathetic women. Like, I like Hater already, but isn't a childish egotistical loser incel Woman so much more interesting???? That's just my opinion, but it's a pretty good opinion.

feel free to add more points!!!! i just want people to see my vision and also maybe incorporate it into their worldview

[tea-blankets-andstars]

GENDERFLUID BARTY GENDERFLUID BARTY GENDERFLUID BARTY GENDERFLUID BARTY GENDERFLUID BARTY

in this essay i will-

no seriously in this essay i will

in the form of ✨✨bullet points✨✨

•first off he/she/it pronouns

•originally started wearing skirts to piss of her dad but everntally relised they actually made him feel good

•didnt fully accept it until he was 16

•has really big gender/genderless spikes where it feel really strongly abt her gender

•had like 6 panic attacks over telling Evan (even though evan is nb) Because he thought they would be disgusted with her

•has really bad dysphoria spikes and will literally leave class to change

•like to brag to his friends (mainly reg & evan) about sometimes being able to pet the unicorns

•is literaly 6'5 so no one messes with her because it lokey terrifies most of the students

•fishnets✨regardless of gender

•changes its hair color for pronouns

•green for he/him, blond for she/her, pink for it/its, and split for when its a mix

•made Dorcas teach her how to wear really high heals

•loves doing fun colorful makeup & bold eyeliner

•somehow know all the gender identities of all the hogwarts students

•will hex anyone who says something about her

•will use a gender-bending charm on homophobic students who say something about him

•this has given so many students a identity crisis

•he and sirius like to argue over who had the best realization of gender (siri is agender)

•its argue is that siris was probibly boring (it kinda was just an "ohhhh" moment)

•like to have fashon shows for Evan & Regulus

[busket]

putting this post underwater not because I disagree with it but because I wanted to talk about my own comic and it felt self centered to go off in a reblog, and I couldn't fit it all into the tags lol

my comic Unicorn Hunted is about haelan being hunted and persecuted for being transgender. that's what it's about. BUT it's under the allegory of him being under a unicorn curse. he exists between two worlds, half man half unicorn, but he insists he is still human, he's still a man. some characters hate him because he's a man who killed a unicorn, (sorry but Gwendolyn is meant to represent a radfem) and some characters just fully see him as a unicorn and want to use him (misgendering and/or fetishizing). some characters are so intensely jealous of him that they lash out in violence. these are things I've experienced as a trans man. but I didn't want to make a fantasy story about a man experiencing run of the mill transphobia because I love magic and fantasy

I feel like for people to understand the hurt and the absurdity of transphobia, you might need to reframe it sometimes. readers might read about Gwen being enamored and worshipping of women to the point of violence against haelan and think "hell yeah girl power" but if i reframe it as her worshipping unicorns to the point of violence against haelan, readers instead correctly thought "oh my god, she's fucking crazy!"

I can more accurately portray how dysphoria feels to cis people when haelan is not dysphoric about his chest, his hips, but instead he has to worry about hiding a horn, a tail, long animal ears. these things make him stand out, they go against his very identity as a human, and he never knows who's able to see them and recognize what they mean.

and also I don't think fantasy stories need to have the same real world bigotries, because they're so arbitrary. there's no reason why a society needs to be transphobic, because it's all made up. I think transphobia does exist in unicorn hunted but to a lesser extent. haelan and sybil do hide the fact that they're both trans but its more because they just want to be recognized for who they are, not because they fear backlash. and transphobia is so easy to mark a villain. you make any character say "ugh, you're really a woman?!" and you instantly know that character is a jackass

ok thanks for listening to me yap about my comic hehe

[eggoatt]

I was looking through my copy of unicorn dysphoria again today and I didn’t really think about it when I first read it because I was just gushing about species dys/euphoria feelings but are all the pieces in that zine made with traditional media and then like… scanned? I know sometimes programs can mimic the look of paint/ink/other physical media but it didn’t seem like that to me? As someone who loves physical mediums that observation immediately got me PUMPED to make my own project

short answer: yes

long answer:

unicorn dysphoria was made in a fervor while trying to meet a deadline (my partner was tabling at a local zine fest, she said if i made a zine it could be on her table), my computer was shitting itself, and i was in the middle of moving 1000 miles away.

so i did all of the work traditionally in my sketchbook(s), took the best photos i could, and then did a crazy amount of color/lighting correction to make it look like i scanned it. as for specific materials/media, it's a mixed bag: copics, colored pencil, sharpies, graphite, assorted other pens/markers, basically anything i had easy access to.

i would def recommend getting your paws on a scanner to make your life easier, but otherwise i would totally say you should do this. the looseness of traditional media gives sequential work like zines and comics a really unique feel and its also really fun to have the original artwork to look through. usually when i do a big creative project there's no evidence of it by the end, but doing it on paper makes me going insane over a cartoon horse very tangible, like when you walk into a room and see some kind of destruction and you just know Something Happened Here

[nezzypezzy]

i been thinkimg of trans pony concepts like unicorn to earth pony, earth pony to pegasus and so on so i made a little graphic of how i think trans ponies will be like ?

in nezzypezzy's equestria, the term trans refers to gender AND pony type.. and describes an umbrella of ponies who identify as something their body does not reflect! obviously ..

i imagine custom made muzzle shapes that make a fem muzzle into a masc one- and maybe a voice change spell from a special unicorn thatll grant a permanent voice change ! also spells that hide horns, disabling magic temporarily, fake wings and horns color matched to an individual, and all kinds of little magic-less ways of alleviating dysphoria <3 (i like the pegasus using baskets to hide wings one its cute )

i wish the show explored these concepts <333

[magicdragonz]

Introduction Post

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

✧.* Call me Skye or Magic

✧.* He/it

✧.* Bodily 24 y/o gay trans man

✧.* Dragon therian

✧.* I'm new to the therian community and would love to make some friends here and learn more about it! (18+ only preferably)

What I post

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

✧.* Therian/otherkin/nonhuman

✧.* Dragons

✧.* Some fandom content that includes dragons (HTTYD, spyro, flight rising)

✧.* Basically anything that has to do with dragons! I'm an artist and might post my dragon art occasionally too

✧.* My lesser theriotypes (info about them below)

✧.* Whimsical, magical, pastel aesthetic

DNI

My blog is drama free but I'd prefer if you didn't interact if you are:

✧.* racist, ableist, homophobic, transphobic, fatphobic, conservative

✧.* zoo, pedo, or pro (HARMFUL) paraphilia without recovery

✧.* anti kin or therian, against mogai or neopronouns

✧.* minors can interact but I likely won't follow back, I personally don't want to be friends with anyone under 18

More about me under the cut!

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I'm new to the therian community! I'm still learning all the terms, but I have basically always known that I am a dragon. I do experience species dysphoria (as well as gender dysphoria). I personally know that my physical body is a human. I am still not quite sure where my identity as a dragon fits in, I'm still learning! My other, lesser theriotypes:

✧.* Unicorn

✧.* Griffon

✧.* Cat

✧.* Sheep/lamb

I like anime and videogames. I am a trans man but I express my gender in a very soft and cute way, not entirely "masculine". I'm not the stereotypical dragon either, I am full of whimsy and magic. If I were to describe my dragon self, I am small, fluffy, and have feathered wings! I hoard plushies and toys from my human childhood!

I also kin several fictional characters, but I don't really mention them here as they relate more to my outward identity as a human. Some nonhuman kins I have are:

✧.* Sylveon (pokemon)

✧.* Cinnamoroll

✧.* Axolotls

✧.* Starlight glimmer (MLP)

✧.* And of course, this iconic beanie baby

I also have BPD and anxiety, so please be nice to me. I might have a hard time interacting with others

Thank you if you read all of this! I can't wait to meet you all <3

[eiswolfzero]

More G1 infection lore

GeluAteKurama over on DA had some questions and I figured I'd post the answers here too:

what will happen to ponies like Pinkie that G1 counterparts had wings or horns??

I'm still undecided on what will happen to pinkie but for now I imagine phantom pain. Her brain tells her there should be wings and there aren't wings = pain. It will be like chronic pain. I'm not sure if I should move a little bit into body horror in that case but I'd rather not. Maybe more feathers are triggered in her coat.

If the pony is a unicorn but their G1 self is a pegasus would they lose their magic and grow wings or just lose magic and be confused as to why they can't fly??

In case of someone being an Unicorn but G1 being a Pegasus, yes, the magic would at least dim to a certain way. The g1 pony wouldn't know how to use the Unicorn magic and might actually have body dysphoria along the way too.

And what about the ponys that don't have a G1 counterparts but do maybe have a G2 or G3, would they turn on one of those ones??

A very good question. I'm not very well versed on anyone outside of the main 6 and the princesses so I'd be curious to know who got inspired by who. The possibilities it would open up!

And the ponys who are completely original to G4, would those be immune to the infection or get some different symptoms??

And yes, those original to G4 are immune to it. They are completely safe and sound. What would be interesting thought, about ponies with similar inspiration. Like Twilights mom who has a coat inspired by G1 Twilight. Mhhhh

[mantra-repeated]

Dissounicorn

Pt: Dissounicorn :end pt

A Dissospecies term describing a involuntary disconnect one has with their species, caused them to feel they are, or should be, a unicorn. This is for non-harmful transition and dysphoria relief.

Coined for day 5 of @page-of-void-mogai's coin war event! With the Apollo prompt of mythological creatures!

Mentions / Tags: @radiomogai, @dissodic-archive, @kiruliom, @smilepilled

Banner transcript: This term was made by an Endogenic. Anyone can use it however (So don't repost or recoin, ask before adding to wikis) :End Transcript

Written flag ids under the cut (Same as alt text) + more pastel alt flags (That might be eyestraining)

Main flag id: An 11 stripe flag. The stripes are, from the center out are, a blue stripe, a purple stripe with both edges being scalloped, a pink stripe, a orange stripe with zig-zaging edge, a yellow stripe with a fur texture, and a dark yellow stripe with a fur texture. In the center of the flag is a red dissomei symbol, which appears as a stylized brain. it is outlined twice, the first outline being orange, and then again in yellowish orange. On the symbol is a simple drawing of a white unicorn with a pink mane. :end id

Alt flag id: An 11 stripe flag. The stripes are, from the center out are, a blue stripe, a purple stripe with both edges being scalloped, a pink stripe, a orange stripe with zig-zaging edge, a yellow stripe with a fur texture, and a dark yellow stripe with a fur texture. In the center of the flag is a red dissomei symbol, which appears as a stylized brain. it is outlined twice, the first outline being orange, and then again in yellowish orange. :end id

Plain flag id: An 11 stripe flag. The stripes are, from the center out are, a blue stripe, a purple stripe with both edges being scalloped, a pink stripe, a orange stripe with zig-zaging edge, a yellow stripe with a fur texture, and a dark yellow stripe with a fur texture. :End id

Pastel alts

Alternative main flag id: An 11 stripe flag. The stripes are, from the center out are, a blue stripe, a purple stripe with both edges being scalloped, a pink stripe, a orange stripe with zig-zaging edge, a yellow stripe with a fur texture, and a dark yellow stripe with a fur texture. All the colors are pastel. In the center of the flag is a red dissomei symbol, which appears as a stylized brain. it is outlined twice, the first outline being orange, and then again in yellowish orange. On the symbol is a simple drawing of a white unicorn with a pink mane. :end id

Alternative alt flag id: An 11 stripe flag. The stripes are, from the center out are, a blue stripe, a purple stripe with both edges being scalloped, a pink stripe, a orange stripe with zig-zaging edge, a yellow stripe with a fur texture, and a dark yellow stripe with a fur texture. All the colors are pastel. In the center of the flag is a red dissomei symbol, which appears as a stylized brain. it is outlined twice, the first outline being orange, and then again in yellowish orange. :end id

Alternative plain flag id: An 11 stripe flag. The stripes are, from the center out are, a blue stripe, a purple stripe with both edges being scalloped, a pink stripe, a orange stripe with zig-zaging edge, a yellow stripe with a fur texture, and a dark yellow stripe with a fur texture. All the colors are pastel.

[liongoatsnake]

Us, Forever Biting Off More Than We Can Chew

There are a LOT of alterhuman related projects we have laying around either our house or in our computer that we keep trying to work on, but... there are so many of them! And none of them are 'small' projects either. These projects include:

An interactive list/archive of all the alterhuman related media out there (and most of which we have archived copies of). It includes academic books, dissertations, academic journal articles, survey results, books, documentaries, recordings of interviews, recordings of convention panels, magazine articles, newspaper articles, recordings of radio broadcasts, links to websites, novels, comics, movies, and more.  But we're just one person system with one body. Its a monster of a project because every entry has a summary, a list of relevant pages if the entity of the thing isn't about alterhumanity, tags, and the like. Its taking forever to do and do right.

Our own online comic. We already have several comics complete with outlines for more. We just need to complete the WIP comics and actually make a place to share comics made.

Earth Listener's book. Yes, book. Earth Listener started work on her own personal essay, but when she passed 20,000 words with still more to go she was like "why not?" and has been working on a whole ass book focusing around her personal alterhumanity. She's already passed 30,000 words actually written and she's still not done. She's made art, diagrams, and figures for it. If/when she completes it, its gonna be a monster, and the rest of us are in a terrified state of awe at it.

Complete the writing of all these essay/document projects:

The A-Z of Alterhumanity

An Introduction on Fictionkinity

An Introduction on Otherheartedness

An Overview of Being Transspecies

An Overview of Clinical Lycanthropy

The Shifting Dictionary & Guide

A Timeline of Mentions of Those Who Are More-Than-One Who Do Not Attribute Their Existence to Trauma and/or Do Not Attribute Their Existence to DID, OSDD, DDNOS, or MPD

A Timeline of the Tulpamancy Community

What Is Species Dysphoria?

Fix and update all of these complete projects we feel could be so much better now that we have more experience:

A Timeline of People with Nonhuman Experiences & Related Subjects

A Timeline of the Alterhuman Community

A Timeline of the Fictionkin Community

A Timeline of the Therianthrope Community

A Timeline of the Unicorn Community

... We love working on these projects but we feel bad they aren't done, available, and useful in the present, and we feel very bad and guilty about that. We feel bad for being so slow at making things. ~ Sky Singer (he/him)

[dragonlordazuroth]

Had an idea for an oc for @captainzigo's Equestrian Civil War au. Ended up making 3, lol. Patch'O'Clover (he/him) was a unicorn that was kidnapped and experimented on by the North Wind. His brother, Bright Star (he/him), and their best friend Gabriel (he/they) tracked Patch down and broke him out from the facility. (It's a miracle that they all made it out mostly unscathed (aside from Gabriel losing his right wing).

Patch had a really hard time at first dealing with his body being so drastically changed against his will (especially since he already struggles with gender dysphoria), but the love and support from his brother and his best friend has really helped him be able to handle it.

Also I tried to make Patch'O'Clover vaguely look like a triceratops I really hope people can tell that lol

[eggoatt]

❤️‍🔥🐾 something on dysphoria

edit: hi i ended up expanding this little exploration into a whole zine!! if a whole artbook about this interests you you can check it out here :3 i have digital and physical versions

[im-diseased-but-cool]

The dysphoria I feel is the same as Amalthea from The Last Unicorn when Schmendrick changes her.