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I’ll eat my own shirt if the update isn’t out tonight, tomorrow, or the 16-17th.
#not really but I just got a good feeling about this one#steam update days often happened on Tuesday so I��m guessing 17th is also possible#I did eat through some of my own shirts as a kid though on the uhhhhh the collar area#undiagnosed anxiety gang#not a confession#warframe#warframe 1999
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Darry Curtis hc because I love him
-Absolutely 100% has undiagnosed anxiety (it’s the 60s so no mental health awareness but I know it when I see it)
-Is actually as strict with Soda as he is with Pony, Pony just doesn’t see it
-Has crazy nightmares like Ponyboy, just wakes up in a cold sweat instead of yelling
-Has a high pitched scream and has been RELENTLESSLY teased about it by the gang
-Of everyone in the gang he clashes with two-bit the most, because two is almost the same age as him and refuses to ever take responsibility for anything
-Hates driving to work with Sodapop because Soda is a reckless driver, even after what happened to their parents
-Loves fried chicken
-Worked overtime for three weekends to save up to get Ponyboy a really nice birthday gift when he turned fifteen and didn’t say a word about it.
-Before his parents died he actually got into a lot of fights, usually defending his little brothers, but sometimes just for fun. Obviously, that ended as soon as he became Pony and Soda’s guardian (except when someone hurts his brothers- then he’ll flatten them)
-Knows Ponyboy is tough but forgets sometimes because Ponyboy is SO much smaller than him, and always has been, and it was already Darry’s job to protect him before their parents passed and before Ponyboy started growing up. To Darry, Ponyboy will forever the wide eyed kid who used to look at him like he was a superhero
-Him and Soda got a lot closer after their parents died and he clings to that fact, because it’s the only sort of good thing that came out of losing them
-Never goes to the hospital, even when he’s literally dying, but if Soda or Pony get anything worse than a sniffle he forced them to go
-Sometimes when he tells the gang he’s going to the gym he just drives around for a while so he can get a few minutes of peace and quiet to himself (bonus: sometimes he finds somewhere to park and just cries for a while because no one can see him and he’s TWENTY and this is too much)
-His first girlfriend told him he smelled nice once and it stuck with him. He likes fancy(ish) colognes and Soda and Pony pool their spending money to get him a new one every holiday
-Actually loves helping Ponyboy with his math homework
-Was the original Curtis heartthrob. Girls used to chase him a ton in school, and he was proud of Soda when girls started liking him too
-On the topic of relationships, Ponyboy went to him instead of Soda the first time he had a crush and Darry was secretly really pleased (until he found out WHO Ponyboy was interested in and then he was HORRIFIED)
-On an unrelated note, he once had to physically restrain Soda from straight up murdering Curly Shepard (but he let Soda get a few good hits in first)
-Loves baking, but rarely has the energy when he gets home from work and Pony and Soda only ever want cake so that’s usually all he makes
-Eats chocolate chips out of the bag
-Checks on Soda and Ponyboy at least three times a night because anxiety is a bitch and he’s TERRIFIED of something happening to them so he needs to make sure they’re ok
-Has tried everything under the sun to try and get Pony to quit smoking and never succeeded
-Visits his parents graves once a month, and just talks to the headstones as if they can hear them because he misses them so much but feels like he has to be strong for his brothers
-Has a scar on his palm from burning himself pulling a pan out of the oven
#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#two bit mathews#curly shepard#purly#headcanon#the outsiders#Darry adores Ponyboy and I will die on that hill#He’s so important to me
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Some realizations/observations gained from reading The Outsiders after seeing the movie first:
Ponyboy doesn't actually like Dallas very much. Funnily enough, my feelings about Dally mirrored Pony's as the story progressed, and he started to grow on both of us around the same time.
Steve has more of a presence (and thus, more personality) in the book, and isn't just there as extra padding for the cast. Also, his and Soda's friendship is one of the best things about the post-fire portion of the book. I'd kill to see them embroiled in a game of Monopoly or Pit with the rest of the gang.
Dally and Johnny both give Ponyboy the opposite advice the day they die because they both want to protect him, but in different ways. Dally tells him to get tough and hardened so he won't end up dying because he helped someone, like Johnny; Johnny tells him not to change, because helping people and getting excited about things like sunsets makes life more worthwhile (and he wants him to rub off on Dally so Dally can have some joy in his life).
"I hate fights" was partially the truth, but I am convinced that the reason Cherry so quickly switched gears and agreed to leave with Bob was because she was thinking about what Ponyboy had just told her, and she was trying to protect Johnny, because she already knew that Bob was the one who had attacked him and given him his scar.
Johnny was held back a year in school and Ponyboy was bumped ahead, which puts them in the same grade.
I've already mentioned this before, but I'm still not over Ponyboy being a Pepsi addict and Sodapop being horse crazy. Boys, you had one job.
Sodapop is middle child syndrome and undiagnosed ADHD personified.
Johnny was jumped in the spring, four months before the story begins. At some point Ponyboy mentions that it's fall when the story is taking place, and this is also evidenced in the fact that it's cool out and school is in session, placing the events of the story in September. And Mr. and Mrs. Curtis died eight months prior, which would be in January, so Ponyboy's just straight up having the worst year of his life.
I could not, for the life of me, figure out why Johnny "the most law-abiding of us" Cade idolized Dally so much when so much of Dally's personality and behavior is in direct contradiction to Johnny's personal values—and of all fucking things, this post is the thing that made me finally understand it.
The newspaper article's existence makes so much more sense when you know the boys were talking to a bunch of reporters in the hospital.
The gang's dynamic makes so much more sense, too, partially because they get more actual scenes together, and partially because of Ponyboy's narration explaining stuff.
Ponyboy hates to watch movies with other people because he likes to get sucked into the plots without any distractions, and having anyone else with him feels like having someone read over his shoulder. AND YET he went to see Gone With the Wind with Johnny AND later read the book aloud to him.
Some scenes in the movie make Johnny more relaxed than he was in the book, and some make him even more of a nervous wreck, and it's interesting how he reacts to the same scenarios differently without ever seeming out of character. In the movie when Two-Bit sneaks up on him at the drive-in, he does jump out of his skin initially, but he quickly recovers and goes right to sassing him, but in the book he has a full blown anxiety attack that it takes him several minutes to recover from, because he legitimately thought he was getting jumped again. When the Socs approach him in the park in the book, Ponyboy can see that he's panicking on the inside, but to anyone who doesn't know him well, he appears calm and tough on the outside. He also stays steady after killing Bob, even while Ponyboy's screaming his head off. While in the movie, he's outwardly jumpy when the Socs show up, and he's in clear shock after killing Bob, with a lot of shaking and stammering. There are quite a few more switch-ups like this, but book!Johnny and movie!Johnny both still feel like the exact same person regardless.
#The Outsiders#Johnny Cade#Ponyboy Curtis#some clarification for why the post in the link made me finally get Johnny and Dally's dynamic:#I work in customer service too and my work ethic and general personal standards for how to conduct myself#would never ever ever ever allow me to do anything like that#I'd be way too anxious about getting fired plus I would feel bad even if I didn't get caught and even though the guy was a massive jerk#but GOD the “I want to be you so bad” feelings toward the op are so strong#it's that sense of “I could never personally do this but I admire your guts and gosh I bet that felt great”#and also “he had it coming thank you for your service”#long post
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For the other anon ppl are probably using the word ableist for how Fern is being currently to Beetle because he's belittling his mental facilities saying he's "stupid" and saying he "doesn't even have the capability to look where he is going" which is in fact rather cruel, even if his resentment is justified. Insulting someones intelligence can easy be rather ableist due to the fact that some people do have disorders that make them that way. Not saying he is or isn't but if anon wanted to know why I thought I could explain oops.
Yup
See . I find things much easier to portray if I've been through something similar and I went through being called stupid and belittled due to my Autism + ADHD + Anxiety + the undiagnosed learning disability I got going on that sounds suspiciously like Dyscalculia
The Arc 3 gang (Brindle, Serpent, Fern, Beetle, Sorrel, Bug, Yew + Hyacinth) all have some partial inspiration (not 1:1) from irl experiences which is what gives me the confidence to write it
Such as Sorrelpaw’s learning difficulties are based off my own, as well as Hyacinthpaw's tendency to hyperfocus and not eat/drink, Yewpaw's monotone voice + expressionless face, Bugpaw's anxiety disorder (which we haven't seen much of Yet, but trust me we will get into that)
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Ok. You know what? Thats enough.
ITS ANGST TIME
And since inazuma japan is in my top 3 teams ever in ie.
Here are 20 headcanons about what each Inazuma Japan player struggles with!
1. Endou Mamoru:
He struggles with overworking himself, often pushing his body beyond its limits during training and games. This results in minor injuries that he hides from the team.
2. Gouenji Shuuya:
Gouenji deals with chronic knee pain from years of high-intensity training, which he manages, but he hides it from everyone even if the pain is very strong
3. Kidou Yuuto:
Kidou struggles with insomnia due to his perfectionism and overthinking strategies, often staying awake late into the night worrying about the team. He takes pills but he sometimes forgets and he just ends up tired as fuck.
4. Kazemaru Ichirouta:
Kazemaru has exercise-induced asthma, which he carefully manages during matches but occasionally flares up when he overexerts himself.
5. Kabeyama Heigorou:
Kabeyama has low self-esteem, stemming from being underestimated by others, despite his strong defensive skills. He often questions his value to the team.
6. Kurimatsu Teppei:
He has anxiety in high-pressure situations, which sometimes causes him to second-guess himself on the field. This led to many panic attacks before matches
7. Tachimukai Yuuki:
Tachimukai struggles with imposter syndrome, feeling like he can never live up to Endou's legacy as a goalkeeper. He feels terrible when he cant help everyone around him.
8. Fudou Akio and Someoka Ryuugo.
Fudou and Someoka deal with anger management issues. For Fundou it stem from unresolved family trauma and tor Someoka abandonment issues. Both of them channel much of this frustration into their gameplay because of this they are often aggressive for no reason.
9. Tsunami Jousuke:
Tsunami has seasonal affective disorder (SAD) and becomes noticeably less energetic during colder months, longing for the ocean and sunlight.
10. Fubuki Shirou:
He struggles with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) from his past, especially regarding his family. Certain triggers (like loud noises or screaming) can leave him momentarily withdrawn.
11. Sakuma Jirou:
Sakuma has migraines, which are sometimes brought on by stress or overexposure to noise during games.
12. Domon Asuka:
Domon struggles with guilt over his past actions, particularly the betrayal of his friends at Teikoku. He occasionally isolates himself when those feelings resurface.
13. Ichinose Kazuya:
Ichinose deals with chronic pain in his legs because of his accident, which still acts up on particularly strenuous days. But un like Gouenji he isnt realy ashamed of that and calls himself grandpa.
14. Kogure Yuuya:
Kogure has undiagnosed ADHD, which makes it hard for him to focus during long strategy meetings, though his impulsivity makes him quick to act in-game.
15. Hiroto Kiyama:
Hiroto struggles with survivor’s guilt after the destruction of the orphanage, leading him to feel like he always has to prove his worth.
16. Rika Urabe:
Rika has body image issues, often comparing herself to others and feeling self-conscious, despite her outgoing personality.
17. Hijikata Raiden:
Hijikata struggles with joint pain, particularly in his shoulders, from his aggressive defensive playing style.
18. Afuro Terumi:
Afuro deals with perfectionism, feeling immense pressure to always be composed and flawless, which sometimes takes a toll on his mental health.
19. Tobitaka Seiya:
Tobitaka has lingering trust issues from his time in a gang, making it difficult for him to fully open up to his team mates.
There will be more cause i love angst ;3;
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now presenting; the most feared gang in the Splatlands: Red Fang
they are definitely a normal group of pals
totally
Isaac definitely doesn’t have undiagnosed anxiety
definitely not
#my art#nintendo#splatoon#splatoon 2#art#my drawing#inkling#splatoon 3#splatlands#inkopolis square#friends
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Alright y'all, I'm going do something I don't normally do and get political for a minute. I mean, I reblog things that are political sometimes, but I don't make my own posts about them.
So, I was on Kamala Harris' wikipedia page. Bc she's running for president. And I'm gonna vote for her bc she's not Trump. But I wanna see what she stands for or whatever. For what that's worth in American politics these days. (btw how fucked up is it that everyone refers to Biden and Trump by their last name, but Kamala by her first? like with Hillary there was the excuse of her last name being tied to a former president aka her husband. but with Kamala Harris there is no reason to justify it? it's just plain old sexism)
And I found this:
That's a screenshot from her wikipedia page. Oh shit, screen readers won't be able to pic up what that says. Let me copy and paste it here:
In February 1998, San Francisco district attorneyTerence Hallinan recruited Harris as an assistant district attorney.[55] There she became the chief of the Career Criminal Division, supervising five other attorneys, where she prosecuted homicide, burglary, robbery, and sexual assault cases ��� particularly three-strikes cases. In 2000, Harris reportedly clashed with Hallinan's assistant, Darrell Salomon,[56] over Proposition 21, which granted prosecutors the option of trying juvenile defendants in Superior Court rather than juvenile courts.[57] Harris campaigned against the measure, which passed. Salomon opposed directing media inquiries about Prop 21 to Harris and reassigned her, a de facto demotion. Harris filed a complaint against Salomon and quit
For those of you who don't know what Prop 21 is, here is a summary from the wikipedia page:
California Proposition 21, known also as Prop 21, was a proposition proposed and passed in 2000 that increased a variety of criminal penalties for crimes committed by youth and incorporated many youth offenders into the adult criminal justice system. Major provisions of the proposition, as summarized by Attorney General of California are:
Increased punishment for gang-related felonies; death penalty for gang-related murder; indeterminate life sentences for home-invasion robbery, carjacking, witness intimidation and drive-by shootings; and a new crime of recruiting for gang activities; and authorizes wiretapping for gang activities.
Requires adult trial for juveniles 14 or older charged with murder or specified sex offenses.
Elimination of informal probation for juveniles committing felonies.
Required registration for gang related offenses.
Designation of additional crimes as violent and serious felonies, thereby making offenders subject to longer sentences.
As someone who works with kids, let me just say that charging a literal teenager as an adult is absolutely horrendous. Because they are not adults. Studies have, in fact, shown that the adolescent brain is only about 80 percent developed.
I have worked with teenagers. They are not children, but they aren't adults. Like Britney Spears said "Not a girl, not yet a woman" Except you know, replace girl and woman with whatever your gender is.
And it's tough for these kids. I think a lot of adults forget how hard it is. Puberty. Hormones. The social hell that is high school. And there are so many of these kids walking around undiagnosed. Bc a lot of mental illnesses can trigger in your teenage years, most commonly depression and anxiety. Which is like, just a natural fear response to the American education system, tbh. Not only for mental illness, but also for disorders and disabilities. There are parents who refuse to get their kids help. I'm not talking about the 'I don't want to medicate my child' people, though they are annoying af too. Like, there are parents who will be told somehow by the school system that their child is showing delays, etc. And they just...refuse to process that. They can't accept it, so their kid goes their whole life until adulthood without getting the help they need. Some of them get help as adults. Some of them don't. And that's not even to mention the dozens of kids who fall through the cracks.
So I personally think it's a good thing that our possible future president was opposed to it. Like, she's got that going for her. And in today's political hellscape I take my wins where I can.
#politics#long post#kamala harris#us politics#i'm trying to add enough tags y'all can filter this shit if you don't want to see it
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Sorry I haven't been posting, gang.
This is my first post in almost 2 months and like 2 weeks ago or whatever I got smacked in the face with mild depression. Yes, I got diagnosed for it. Yes, I've been living with it undiagnosed for a while (more like 2 years).
Because of overall stress factors, almost no motivation, and my crippling social anxiety, I haven't been writing smut, which is why my most (not-so recent) one was posted way back in November.
I'll see what I can do right now, but now I gotta see about the cost of antidepressants and other shit that's gonna help me feel better.
My hair's been falling out, I'm having really bad insomnia (the point where I get the sleep but I still feel like shit), I've lost maybe 3 pounds because of my appetite loss, and of course I've been having one Monster (or some other form of caffeine) a day Mondays to Fridays so I can fight my depression and survive another day.
Sorry for the MASSIVE rant, I'm just letting y'all know what's been happening and giving an update. I know that ranting's not my thing.
#tokyo chainsaw dragon#tokyo dragon shitposts#personal rant#mental health#depressing shit#tw depressing stuff#i'll get better i promise
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Hmmg I wrote somethig
My top 8 favorite almost naked animals episodes:
8. S1E35 “Candid Camaraderie” - Although I don’t really like certain aspects of the episode, I do have to admit, it really does show further into Octo’s social anxiety, and it would really dishonor it not to mention it here. I almost have a love-hate relationship with this episode, where some parts story-wise fill the Octo-shaped gap in my heart, while others make me want to cringe out of existence. Not bad.
7. S1E3 “There are no small parts” - This episode marks the start of the Howie and Octo friendship arc you all are so acquainted with. When Octo accidentally gets casted into a movie, Howie becomes jealous, but then realizes a further issue that isn’t of himself: Octo absolutely does not want to be in it. As a plan, he takes Octo’s place in the movie, benefiting both parties involved. An amazing start to an arc, establishing the true care that Howie has for his bud.
6. S1E47 “Howieween” - La cretura. In all seriousness though, I really enjoy this episode. It shows Octo exploring a side to him he never thought he’d see: scaring people for fun. Alas, this uncharacteristic behavior alerts the rest of the gang, causing a witch-hunt and yadda yadda yadda. Octo’s costume is also super cute. I digress, this was a pretty good episode.
5. S3E21 “Sun Scream” - Multiple things to say. The main thing is that it really does establish the whole ‘misfit crew’ theme here. As weird stuff happens to the gang, as usual, the character of Cali-o-Mari straight up disrespects the different-ness of everyone there. In the end, Octo steps up to essentially tell Mari to shut the fuck up, and that she’s wrong for being an asshole to literally anyone who strikes her as “weird”. Also, the concept of Octo trying to maintain the hotel all on his own is literally the best. Also we get to see Octo actually painting this time around so YEAH!!!
4. S2E7 “Octo vs. Batty” - I just LOVE the dynamic between the two characters. Both characters have a similar motive with the same root: Ratty, and thus band together to get rid of the problem. Another thing is their characters, which click together in some ways, and hardly mesh in others. It also shows that even someone as peaceful as Octo can become chaotic under certain circumstances, but not without borders, of course.
3. S2E18 “Narwhal’s birthday” - The establishment of the fact that Octo and Narwhal being cousins really deepens their dynamic in such an interesting way. It does make one wonder why Narwhal seems so… ashamed of what is now established to be his own cousin. Perhaps just knowing he’s related to what he most likely perceives as a ‘spineless coward’ makes him feel a sort of guilt, or perhaps it’s sort of an internalized bias against octopuses. Either way, it eventually does get resolved in the end as Narwhal eventually accepts the fact Octo is his cousin, and hell, even embraces it. Great episode that deepens an already established dynamic.
2. S1E32 “Imaginary fiend” - I love this episode solely for the scene where Howie and Octo meet, and also for the chimpaloon scene. But primarily the scene where Howie and Octo meet for the first time. Not only is it adorable, but it also brings up some implications, when considering chimpaloon. Perhaps delving into my theory that the main characters are autistic, and being an undiagnosed autistic child can be an isolating experience, which leads me to believe that is why the two of them have imaginary friends. Most likely not canon, but fun to think about.
1. S1E33 “Who inked the bed?” - My all time favorite episode. Of course, it is about Octo, and exploring his more specific fears. It also shows Howie’s relationship with him; although it may seem that the two are incompatible at first, they actually connect in ways that are more hidden. And then there’s the jokes, but I won’t elaborate. For reasons.
This was gonna be a script for a potential video but I got lazy
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intro post !!
(formerly eggo-owl)
》 you can call me bee, i'm also a minor so don't be weird <3
》 i've got really bad anxiety as well as many undiagnosed mental health issues so um. if i'm a bit awkward then that's why
》 please feel free to hit up my inbox. mutuals, feel free to message me or ask for my discord (i'm okay with messaging people over 18 if i have been mutuals with them for a while, but the second things make me uncomfortable i will NOT hesitate to block.)
》 on the other hand, blocking/unfollowing is almost never personal, just me curating my space. do your thing idc.
》 i write stuff! here is my ao3
》 my sideblog is @tawoggers .
tagging system:
stranger things posting -> #st.txt
personal -> #bee.txt
writing tag -> #📝
asks -> #💌
anons -> #📬
mutuals -> #mutuals 💫
favorite posts -> #faves
i also tend to use mutual specific tags (ie. finnie !!! , and noah !!!) which you will see a lot on here as i love interacting with my wonderful friends 🫶
proud member of the silly squad with haz @hazmatazz and finnie @bylerluminescence
in the doopel dopple gang with the lovely wayli @wayward-sherlock mwah mwah 💃
#st.txt#bee.txt#📝#💌#📬#mutuals 💫#faves#intro post#no u didnt see this on ur dash shhhh. shhhhhhhhhhhh
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"unmedicated undiagnosed ADHD gang" bitch our ADHD ain't even unmedicated despite being undiagnosed, it's not Adderall or anything but technically our anxiety meds get prescribed for ADHD as well..... Would be so cool if I remember to take it more than every few days
#we r doing so poorly internally but well otherwise?????#hard to explain lmao GETTING BETTER FOR SURE THO#having some pretty depressing thoughts and frustrated w irl stuff#but pushing thruuuuu#gonna nail that routine when we implement that shit#also have discovered accepting our systemhood=/=accepting not being a singlet for like the 50th time#if that makes sense#like there's no denying these fucking symptoms anymore but our brain keeps pushing it out of our mind#and so it's tough to communicate or remember switching#and we're sick of masking but uncomfortable not masking#and some things we literally can't physically talk about or they'll get worse#the balance is delicate rn lmaoooooo chugging thru tho#j bitching in the tags hours#also chez#we been tag teaming it today the body is exhausted djfjjsjd
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Cloud Nine Contrails: Main Protagonist; Limbo Adkins
Context for Cloud Nine Contrails
Limbo Adkins
(リンボ・アドキンス Rinbo Adokinsu) ✈ 17 years old ☮ female, she/her ☮ ~ 160.02 cm (5'3") ☮ Metro Popper ✈
Modified transcription of above profile:
Could be a distant relative of the Joestars, but there's really no evidence to suggest it, so who knows? She's never been shown with the star birthmark, but she's never been shown without it, either.
Though her father is Japanese and her mother an Englishwoman, Limbo was technically born American, even if she doesn't consider herself as one. Due to her parentage and upbringing, she speaks Japanese and English as a native bilingual.
Similarly to her brother, Limbo's Stand potential and face birthmark were apparently inherited maternally; their father is the only non-Stand User in the immediate family although he's well aware of what Stands are.
Her parents are separated; she lives in Detroit with her Standless father while her older brother and mother live somewhere in Europe, supposedly Eastern France, near the Italian border.
A rising indie musician, but works under a pseudonym online and only ever performs behind the anonymity of a full-face mask, so nobody really knows it's her.
Diagnosed with and medicated for ADHD-C. Has undiagnosed anxiety. Goes to therapy but what the fuck am I supposed to tell my therapist about stand-related issues??? Fuckin'... guess I'll take it to the grave!
Vastly knowledgeable about aviation and aerodynamics. Has a long-standing hyperfixation on aircraft.
Never wanted to end up in a gang, but it's not like she can just leave…
Still in high school. It's hard juggling crime, classwork and Stand conflict, even harder when you're trying to keep your dad out of it.
Limbo lives with her now-single father Tategoto and their puppy Kumori. Her mother, Aurelie-Adele, and her brother, Josh, live in Europe.
Coloured and uncoloured full body references, back and front; profile and 3/4ths view headshots!
Abbreviated personality description from my wiki page for her:
"Limbo is a typically soft-spoken and well-meaning individual. She has a gentle demeanour but chaotic sense of humour ... typically abstract ... [and] borderline Dadaistic. ... [When] put under large amounts of stress, she tries to twist the situation into some form of comedy.
She's incredibly insecure, but rarely speaks about it ... [A] large part [of her insecurity] can be attributed to ... rejection-sensitive dysphoria. ...
She is incredibly modest and polite, sometimes to a fault. ... She is overly apologetic ... be the wrongdoing minor or major, real or perceived, or not her fault at all ... [as] a result of her anxiety ...
She generally likes her privacy ... [to] the point of [wearing a] mask ... to keep her "work" and "personal life" separate. ... [She] doesn't want to be associated with the Metro Poppers any more than she has to.
Though capable of ... and having enacted it on multiple occasions, she greatly dislikes [violence] ... only [harming] others in retaliation and under extreme distress. She seems ... [like] a pushover and ... [as] she's settled into the position, putting her foot down isn't an easy task ...".
why yes, i did just discover the joy of ... and [ ] in quotations!
Design notes for Limbo to help me stay on model! dont mind the gap at the bottom i overestimated how much blank space i needed and also I ran out of things to write. same applies to all of these pictures
「Cloud Nine」
Cloud Nine - Stand of Limbo Adkins
Modified transcription of above profile:
Cloud Nine's ability is to detect, disrupt and disconnect signals. A signal can be defined as an intangible and invisible connection (generally) between two or more things. Cloud Nine's ability applies to anything that is considered a signal or can be defined as a signal by that criteria, be it mechanical, organic, or anything else. It takes the form of a small plane, reminiscent of a drone in size, resembling a commercial jet liner with a few minor elements of a fighter jet. It's not combat oriented, nor is it really suitable for combat, as it's not armed with much beyond a single rotary turret hidden by the central landing gear, which can only wound superficially. It cannot--or at least generally does not--create new signals other than communication signals by radio wave.
Power - C
Speed - S
Potential - A
Range - A
Durability - D
Precision - C
not that stand stats mean anything-
Modified transcript:
Cloud Nine combines elements of a fighter jet and a commercial jet liner. Specifically, the Airbus A320 and the F-18 Super Hornet.
Cloud Nine is similar in concept to Aerosmith, it is a small, roughly toy-sized plane. Beyond that, there are few similarities.
It's a jet, so it uses turbines to fly, meaning propellers would be obsolete and, given its sleeker design, would only get in the way of any artillery. However, it's very lacking in armaments, possessing only one small rotary turret underneath it by the landing gear. Because of this lack of firepower, it possesses a set of propellers to function specifically as a weapon, doing more significant damage than the turrets can.
It does not appear to have propellers, because the propellers typically retract into the nose, and only emerge when they're needed as a weapon.
...It does disrupt its ability to fly if any "viscera" gets caught in its blades, however, so there's a good chance it needs to be cleaned off sometimes. It's a bit gross.
There's a little shadow visible through either windscreen, and it does seem to move sometimes, but it's not clear if this is just a visual effect or an actual entity.
It has two cockpits, one as intended for commercial aircraft and the other as intended for military aircraft. It also features a false canopy on the bottom, which only mirrors the upper cockpit.
For reference, Cloud Nine is a bit smaller than Aerosmith, up to around half of Aerosmith's size, but it may just look that way largely because it's a lot sleeker.
It has antennae-like protrusions underwing on the ends of both wings. These have an indicator light attached to the tips. The antennae are by default retracted and unlit, but when its ability is in use, the antennae extend and the lights switch on. The lights display green when detecting or restoring signals, and red when disrupting or disconnecting them.
Cloud Nine has a headset. Whenever the Stand is summoned, this headset typically appears already over Limbo's ears, or around her neck. It's a fair-quality over-ear aviation headset with good noise reduction as well as a movable boom mic, facilitating two-way communication. When giving orders to her Stand, Limbo speaks to it through the mic.
Interestingly, Cloud Nine actually shows a degree of sentience and is also capable of actually speaking, which is pretty rare for Stands (presumably all Stands can telepathically communicate (or facilitate their Users to do so) but only a few are able to speak non-telepathically, like Spice Girl, Sex Pistols, and Whitesnake); however, it can only speak through the headset. Anyone who can put the headset on can hear and communicate with the Stand, not just Limbo.
It's very rude, though, especially to Limbo herself, and it always sounds like it's yelling. The starts and ends of transmissions are usually marked by a sound like a walkie-talkie.
It relays signal information to Limbo through the headset as dynamic auditory indicators and coordinate info, which Limbo is able to visualise as a sort of "radar grid" to easily determine where and what signals are. It's an effective system Limbo has acclimated to and mastered over time. So, to anyone else, the report is nigh indecipherable.
Another defence mechanism is the ability to spread thick clouds from its contrails, creating areas of low visibility and dense air that's hard to breathe. How it pulls this off isn't made explicitly clear, but in theory, it manipulates some kind of chemical-environmental signals that are meant to dissipate clouds as would normally happen, causing the vapour to condense. Limbo jokingly refers to it as 'making a cloud nine'.
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whatree your HCs for Satan and the Gang
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gary :
bisexual. worlds most cisgender man ( he/him )
canon PTSD but I also KNOW he's got that autism adhd on him too
I think he was ABSOLUTELY a stoner before he died. Also he died in THE most cartoonish way possible. like piano falling on his head shit.
he's got a limp canonically too so I feel like he uses a leg brace when he's outside of hell ( satan won't know !! )
claude :
he/it/they butch lesbian I Will Not believe anything different
I think his behaviour in Conceal and Gary could possibly hint at his death being gun related. Honestly he's probably the only main guy I don't have solid death hcs on.
autistic girl swag.
He was probably about 31 at MOST when he died I think ( my personal age hc is about 29 though ).
They're on HellRT, no top surgery cus it just doesn't want it ( nor does he trust the doctors in Hell for. obvious reasons ).
troy :
pansexual. worlds first cisgender transsexual man ( he/him )
death via drunk driving in the mid 90s. he was a lawyer for tobacco companies AND an alcoholic, just makes sense to me.
My reason for why he wasn't in season 1 - 2 is that he was simply in a lower level of Hell and got a promotion come season 3.
Top and bottom surgery, prefers living stealth for his own comfort.
Absolutely has some undiagnosed anxiety disorder idk I can smell it on him.
Satan :
any pronouns genderfluid CANON BI I'LL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THAT
suffers with delusions but yk that's BASICALLY canon. finally some good fucking delusional rep
autistic as fuck too, btw
she was probably human once but has forced herself to forget it all, her "real name" is the last reminder of it all.
soft spot for "ugly" animals :) d'awww
7 feet tall❤️ cus I'm normal
their horn dysphoria is a transgender allegory. to me personally
just SUCH a little nerd ( specifically about schlocky horror movies, sitcoms, musical theatre, fanfiction and other things like that )
#magnus' mailbox#now do i infect the main tag#yeah i think i will#your pretty face is going to hell#oh and theyre all in worlds best worst polycule❤️
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uhm gang i was just chatting with my friends and i was yapping right about my everyday life and all and i said smth that sounded lowk very bad so i like clarified i wasn’t trying to self diagnose myself with depression, my only diagnoses are social anxiety, anxiety, and adhd, then my friend straight up told i probably have depression
like yeah there’s been signs and it makes sense but being told so bluntly was so humbling and like eye opening
like the medication i’m on is a form of straterra that is an anti depressant that also focuses on the same brain crap as adhd and anxiety, and it isn’t primarily used to treat depression but it has the benefits (which lowk explains why everytime i get off schedule and forget to take my meds i relapse)
and like, literally my entire middle school experience (before i was medicated) only proved this more
however, i’m still undiagnosed and it could also just be anxiety based issues which lead to overthinking. like i’ve kinda suspected ive atleast had depression like episodes for a while, but having the disorder entirely makes sense but is also wild
idk if i’ll ever get diagnosed, and i don’t wanna sound like im trying to gain pity or anything, just needed to yap
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About the Diamines
The Diamine family is what I like to think of as a very tall house of cards. They are an authoritative family of Zion Diamine the father and his three sons from oldest to youngest, Solaire, Lucius, and Brighton. The family extends to the eldest two’s children as well. Zion and sons are CEOs of Diamine Industries and its major daughter companies.
Zion Diamine oversees Pharmagene corporate, the pharmaceutical giant of Anterica. He is indescribably dedicated to his work and throws himself to it for hours and days and weeks. He excels at what he does, or perhaps he is never satisfied with calling it quits when the job is never over. He is very critical, with five Virgo placements in his birth chart. He is sharp and always pointing out things to be revised and revisited. This nature has earned him the title of being the Cutthroat Boss. He struggles most with his own mistakes and snags in the system, however. When defeated and unable to work out a solution, he will bring in one of his sons to ramble at until one is found. Over the years, all of the sons have filled this role, but Brighton is the most available one now that he works in the same building as his father for him. The other two have gone on to work for other daughter companies of Diamine Industries.
Solaire oversees Fascion Label, the textile and fashion giant of Anterica. His daughter, Trish, also works in a corporate position. She works in the actual fashion side of the business while her father works on the executive side. Solaire relishes his high standing position and power. He’s fearsome in stature and in speech. While he has a good sense of humor, he should not be joked with when a smile is nowhere to be found. He is known to make quick decisions, and for many, those involve livelihoods. He has earned the title Shark Boss for making many feel like they are in the tank, or perhaps the chopping block with him. Many will say he’s not easily impressed. In reality, what he is looking for is a job well done and done right without frills, ifs, ands, or buts. Unlike his father, he relies more on his team rather than doing all the work himself. To the dismay of his team.
Lucius oversees Kewel Mines, you guessed it, the mining giant of Anterica. The Kewel family married with a Diamine years ago, merging the companies under Diamine while the Kewel name remained. Lucius is a very reluctant CEO. If he had a choice in being a nepotism dropout like Helly and Molly, he would. He operates with much hesitation and fear, easily swayed by the slightest move in the wrong direction, earning him the title as The Coward. Strangely enough, this causes him to make changes in the more progressive direction when it is pressing him. As progressive as the indentured nature of the mining industry of Anterica can be, that is. Lucius suffers from severe anxiety, depression, and a reproductive medical condition that all compound together to make work and life all the more difficult for him.
Brighton works a corporate position under his father at Pharmagene and does mostly legal work. He is studying law while working at the same time, as he is college aged. Brighton has undiagnosed ADHD and struggles with momentum and inertia. To put it simply, he has trouble starting and stopping his work. Either being frozen, unable to do a task without the help of coffee and the pressure of time, or unable to stop working, riding on the high of being in the zone and forgetting time altogether. He works odd hours due to this fact. His father takes notice whenever he’s not too busy grinding his own non-existent nose to his paperwork.
When we fast forward to 1988, the gang is discovered by the Corporal Unity Police Department, or COPD. This earns much publicity in not only Calitonia state, but across the nation of Anterica and across the globe. All of Dearth knows it. This worldwide attention is what finally causes our very tall house of cards to lose structure.
Zion becomes overworked and overwhelmed, unable to keep up with the constant barrage of action. His selfish decisions in pricing the sun deficiency drug against his late COO, Amanda Mandrake’s wishes, have made way for her bereft daughter, Molly Mandrake, to lead a group of who knows how many others to fabricate the drug with a farther reach under the table. The injustice is seen in favor of Molly with a resounding majority of the people on her side, which means that majority is also against Zion. Between the poor self care and his weak heart and age and the stress of it all, Zion just cannot handle it and experiences heart failure, passing away in his own home with Brighton present. This can be found in the text Running An Heir’s End.
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Here's some more detailed designs of the stand users I generated with my JoJo stand generator. I might have done some minor changes in their designs to make them more "JoJo-esque". I don't have a name for a fan part (if I'm even gonna make it into one) yet, but I know that it will take place very near some alternate history version of WWII (late 30s), and could potentially span a couple of years instead of weeks or months like other parts. The plot is basically Europe fighting to get a hold on Ghates, a rock human whose chemical composition is made from the same material as the stand meteorite and so has special properties. Bizarre shenanigans happen while the protagonists have to scort them to a safe place.


More info:
- I renamed Ghates' [Maneater] to [Man-Erg], since I already have a robot animal character from an original project named after the song "Maneater". Also, Ghates story and personality are reminiscent of many songs from the "Pawn Hearts" album, like "A Plague of Lighthouse Keepers" and of course, the titular "Man-Erg"
- John probably has some type of undiagnosed general anxiety.
- John is a Joestar but uses the surnames of his mother and uncle since he's mad that his father abandoned him when he was 11.
- Anna might be a Zeppeli descendant, but I'm not sure.
- Rock humans aren't social creatures as we all know, but due to theur "special" body chemistry, other rock humans considered Ghates an abomination and tried to kill them by collectively getting together to drown them in the Ganges River. They thought they were dead, but they were saved shortly before dying by a village who found his body and clothings so beautiful that they put him as a statue in a temple, where they stayed still in a comatose state until the English raided the temple and took them to the history musem where Rowan works.
- Rowan and John fall in love, but maybe later, after gaining a global interest on them, the latter gets into a lavender marriage with Anna to hide his sexuality (and Anna's). You know, the 30s.
- Due to their trauma, Ghates doesn't talk a lot, and at the start they only speak to Rowan and Rowan only. Also, they have an irregular sleep cycle, sometimes they sleep for like 3 minutes, and other times they do so for 3 months or something. On top of that, they don't seem to have control about when to sleep, sometimes they're in the middle of a conversation and just... turn into a rock, fall to the ground and start eeping.
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