#ummmmmm idk if there are any other tags

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bonus:

[matryx7728]

Thoughts about Gabriel ultrakill and the heavenly council

okay okay okay okay okay so

i’m assuming this is referring to the tags i rbed that one post with so. youngings avert your eyes maybe idk how deranged i’ll get while typing this

gabriel ultrakill has such an impossible appeal to me and i’m going to attempt to put it into words

first of all. look at him. he’s so fucking pretty it’s insane have you seen that guy he’s beautiful in a way i can’t wrap my head around

he acts the way he acts he gets beat for the first time ever literalky ever by a machine and falls in love with it but mistakes that love for hatred and then when he reports back to the council they blame him for getting his ass handed to him like hello ???? you can’t just do that to him this is not what this post is supposed to be about im getting off topic

the way he acts his character his flow hsi jehevrnrgehrgrgrhuuuuuggaggggggggghh he triggers such a primal carnal desire within me that i’ve not felt my entire life until i witnessed him do you fucking grasp how much just how much i need to just be Near him do you understand how much i want to just hold his hand or to grab his stupid tiny little waist i want to place my hands on him in any kind of way okease oh my god please i need to cling to him i NEED to watch him do common normal things like twisting a doorknob or tie a knot oh my god i need to see him tie a knot you know how you have to pull the strings taut i need ti see him di that i need to see him lift something slightly heavy i need to watch him throw something into the air and catch it or alternatively i need to see him almost not catch it and do that jolt thing people do when they almost drop something to catch it i need to see him do that i need ti see him grip something i need to watch him stand up from a sitting position i need to watch him forget the direction he’s supposed to be going in and then do that weird pause and glance around before turning around and speed walking in the opposite direction i need to see him pick up a spherical object and watch the way his hands wrap around it i need to watch him reach around to try and grab something slightly out of reach

i need to jump on him i need to cling to him i need to climb all over that guy i need to feel the ridge of his spine i need to watch his adam’s apple shift as he swallows or speaks i need to watch his throat do that when it’s like you know when you lean your head back and the skin over your neck is pulled taut and the movement of yiur throat is much more significant i need to see him do that i need to watch him preen his wings i would collect his shed feathers and keep them in a little box or put them on a necklace and he’d be like Why Do You Have Those and i’d be like 😊😊😊😊😊😊 i think his wings are so fucking pretty i also think they’d be warm like they change temp depending on his mood notmally they’d be relatively warm like a heated blanket enraged they’d be like the temp of the surface of the sun and ecstasy they’d be even hotter donyou get me

there are so many things i think about him i have no words for them i just think he’s so catastrophically attractive ok in every way possible my view on him varies all the time sometimes i’m like Wow I’d Really Like To Be Friends With That Guy and other times i’m like I NEED HIM IN ME ummmmmm thats

okay getting only slightly more unhinged i’ll cut it here just in case cause we’re enterying hornypost territory

do you understand the amount of lust my body contains for gabriel ultrakill i would love to be pinned down by that guy by the shoulders or to have his hand run along the length of my spine or against my jaw i need to press my body up against his i don’t care how i just need to Touch him i NEED to hear that archangel whimper (<- listened to the gabriel whimpering audio clips 67 times) i need that guy down my throat uhhhhmmmmmm yeah i’m cutting that one short it seems my rational mind has finally kicked in

have fun reading my category 7 autism event

[nancys-braids]

7, 8, 12 and 15 please Rachel

hi thank you d!

7. answered here!

8. Fandom you're a part of that's the most obscure?

ummmmmm. idk if i’m active in any that are super obscure. i occasionally post and read some fics in the bottoms fandom.

12. Craziest thing you've ever done as part of a fandom?

i can’t really say the craziest thing because uhhh it’s a little personal… but i did finally start writing and posting my stories for the first time ever in the lone star fandom so that’s pretty crazy i guess

15. Fandom you find annoying?

oh this is messyyyyyy. people active in the harry potter fandom in the year 2024 amazes me (derogatory) and are ruining fandom for others so i’ll go with that.

also ****. bless u mutuals who love that. i have that tag blocked and if we’re mutuals you’re obviously sensible enough but some people are just… oh no i’ve already said too much.

[max--phillips]

The Game of Ask

Tagged by @thelittlest-lynx !!!

1. Are you named after anyone?

Great question. Technically, yes. Here’s the necessary information. 1) I was SUPER not planned. 2) My mom is an English major (technical writing) and was really into British literature when I was born. Therefore, my legal first and middle names are Victoria Elizabeth. That said, they have no real significant meaning otherwise.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Great question... last week sometime probably

3. Do you have kids?

ABSOLUTELY not. I have Chucky and Donut and that’s plenty

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

It depends entirely on who I’m with, but yeah lmao though I try to make it pretty clear when I’m on a text based platform

5. What sports do you play/have you played?

I did competitive swimming when I was a kid, marching band when I was in high school (YES that is a sport. Eat my ass). Now though I am blissfully sport-free.

6. What’s the first thing you notice about other people?

Vibes. Gotta pass the vibe check

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

Ummmmmm... why not both? For real though, happy endings, I’m a weenie and can’t really do horror

8. Any special talents?

Idk, I’m a good cook and I make a pretty decent handyman. I tend to fit into the jack of all trades category pretty well because my adhd has made me pick up a trillion hobbies, so I can sew, do leatherwork, cross stitch, weave, all sorts of little things. (I’m also pretty good at soldering electronics?)

9. Where were you born?

Lafayette, Indiana, at a hospital that no longer exists!

10. What are your hobbies?

LEGO, video games (which I am bad at), writing, cooking, and most recently, teaching myself HTML and CSS!

11. NA

12. Do you have any pets?

Yes! Chucky and Donut as mentioned, my two cats. I also consider my parents’ pets “mine,” too, and that includes Mama, Gravy, Frito, and Chewie (all cats) and Coco (their dog)!

13. How tall are you?

5′10″! But I wear Docs all the time so I hover in that 6′ zone

14. Favorite subject in school?

Man I don’t even know, high school was such a nightmare for me I don’t really remember it all that well. I loved band, though; I still enjoy playing flute if and when I find the time. I did enjoy my language classes I guess; my senior year i was in Spanish 4, German 2, and French 1 all at the same time lmao

15. Your dream job?

My dream job is not having to work lmfao

(Honestly though I’ve always kinda wanted to own an adult store???)

16. Eye color?

Green!!

I’m not gonna tag anyone bc that’s just who I am as a person but if you see this and you wanna, consider yourself tagged!

[freakosupreme]

15 questions, 15 mutuals

thank u @riddlercore for tagging me :)

are you named after anyone? — my given name yes and my chosen name kind of. mostly i just liked it because it was cowboy esque but also maybe perhaps a breaking bad character just slightly

when was the last time you cried? — ummmmmm i think when i watched portrait of a lady on fire lmao

do you have kids? — no and i Never Will uinless you count my current and future pets. 3 cats chica calvin and daisy and my weird crusty dog lucy :)

what sports do you play/have you played? — none ever !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you use sarcasm? — not really>?? sometimes its like "oh i have to u-turn thats so cool and awesome" and its like half a joke and half me trying to find a gentler way to say fuck i fucking hate u turns raarghgrhgrh

what’s the first thing you notice about people? — hair or outfit unless they are wearing a cool shirt then i will notice their cool shirt because i love cool shirt

what’s your eye color? — greygreenblue??? never been able to tell tbh i am going to look in the mirror right now. theyre like blue on trhe outside and green on the inside idfk

scary movies or happy endings? — i do love a scary movie but im very picky about scary movies so happy endings i suppose

any talents? — drawing (i think i am pretty good at color and also drawing weird animals and drawing in many different styles) and being cool and smart about science

where were you born? — southern california born n raised :)

what are your hobbies? — making art and reading and viddy games and lately ive been making a lot of t shirt designs

any pets? — calvin chica daisy and lucy :) i love my weird ratpigdog

how tall are you? — 5'6 or 5'7? idk

favorite subject in school? — stem stuff in general but obv i love anthropology and biology.. and anthropology and biology do like a steven universew fusion dance to make beautoful biological anthropology . i love art but i always hated taking art classes (Its The ADHD) also am taking geology currently and its like so hard but also very cool and awesome and overlaps with so many other subjects i like and were talking about volcanoes rn. whats better than that

dream job? — i loooooooooove the idea of both being a researcher or being a teacher, i would especially love to get to do primate cognition studies or any reasearch on the areas where bioanthro, cultural anthro, and neuroscience overlap but like when i tell someone about the science that im excited about and then THEY get excited about it too from what i told them about it?? like the most rewarding thing ever so i think i would like being a teacher and i think i would be good at it/.... also not necessarily a dream job but i do think it would be cool to work on anthropology documentaries bc i have so many pet peeves about anthro and nature documentaries that im always like i could do this so much better let me be the art director and trhe script writer and the consultant and let me make the documentrary.

i dont have 15 mutuals ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm @wingsmachina @saladthiefsimmy hi

[sardonic-sprite]

Took me way too long to realize I had been tagged to play and not just for mention lol

As of right now 121 ... ... no I don't have a problem aha what are you saying

547,193 (damn Q you've outwritten me go you 😂)

Like 90% batfam but I have a few Marvel and then like, 1 or 2 representatives for a few other scattered fandoms

Safe and Warm, Adopt a Rescue!, Wayne Men... Which Robin..., Blood and Water, Hot Mess (no, with the exception of #3 this list will never ever make sense to me)

Yes! I do respond to everything but there's usually big delays now as opposed to my early writing days.

In MY opinion it's And Lead Me Homeward, but most readers would justifiably argue for "bane"

Ummmmmm... happiEST? Maybe 20th Annual Easter Egg Hunt? Idk, fr, readers, drop your opinions on this, I don't know how to rank this 😂

It hasn't happened much but it's happened. Sorry I'm pretty past giving a shit

God no

Ummm occasionally but they're often small. My one big one is pretty abandoned.

Not to my knowledge???

Actually I have! I think a celeb batwaynes into Chinese perhaps, and maybe one other translated work

Yes! Working on one with Q, and Batchelor with SK

Idk my comfort ships are usually DickBabs and TimSteph but I'm not wild over them or any couple really.

At this point in time and headspace... 😅 any/all of them

Dialogue. Hands down. I've also had compliments on my descriptions, but those feel like an area of insecurity to me so. Grain of salt I guess

Adhd lol. I rarely stick with big projects long enough to make them truly good

I enjoy it, but I wish I were able to translate myself lol

Batman

OOF um. I have different favorites for different categories. Wayne Men Which Robin tho is so chaotic it always has a place in my heart

Open tag!

20 questions for writers

(I'M GONNA CRY, I'M GONNA SCREAM, I'M GONNA LAY ON THE FLOOR AND STAB MYSELF WITH A STRAW, I GOT TAGGED BY THE AUTHOR OF THE FICS OF ALL TIME, I'M GONNA CRY-)

I got tagged by @wesslan for this writer tag game!! (I'M GONNA SCREME, LET ME JUST SAY HOW MUCH I LOVE YOUR CARDS ON THE TABLE FIC AND THE GOTHAM WATER TAP ONE AND-)

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

62! I'm still in awe of the number. But then I look at the wips and unposted fics in my folders and then die

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

Hmmm, I have-

oh.

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Batfam! On the majority. I've written quite a few BBC Merlin ones as well, and there's a Gravity Falls one roaming around somewhere. I'm hoping to write for the Ninjago fandom too and I already have a Danny Phantom wip too

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

My School’s Local Mafia Boss (expected, i'm still so proud of this one) Sometimes You Have To Find Your Own Genes (also expected, because of the multiple chapters thing, it appears more and more and its also one of my very first ones on here!) Phone Alarms (I love how it makes everyone laugh ^^) The Client (I was not expecting this one lol, dunno why, but it's a cute thing) Greet Me With Open Arms (makes sense because it's a composition of everyone's prompts in one fic!)

5. Do you respond to comments?

Yeah!! I used to reply to every single one, but as time went on, I got more burnt out and more and more busy cuz school became more and more harder. So I'm taking A While to get to comments cuz I don't have the energy and time, and though I read and love and snuggle the short comments too, I don't answer them nowadays unless I have the energy to at the time

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

*CACKLES*

Let Me Die, Let Me Drown, Lay My Bones In The Ground

*CACKLES HARD* >:D

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I write so many sweet endings, I'm not entirely sure. In my opinion, true happy endings in stories are the result of what has gone down in the plot. So based on the plot and the results it has given in the end, I'd say it's either Loving In And Against A Storm or Let Them Be Family. Because the characters really deserved the ending.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

'Course

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Nope.

10. Do you write crossovers?

Depends on the crossover. My very very first fic (not on ao3, on wattpad ugh) was a crossover between DC and Marvel lol. I haven't written any crossovers right now, but I have a Danny PhantomxDC one where Danny meets Tim while he's searching for Bruce.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Yeah, actually. It was my wattpad one. Idrc about that, but I haven't found any of my ao3 ones stolen (thank God), and if I do, I'm going to be tearing someone apart with my teeth.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No, I'm afraid. I've had people leave comments in other languages on my fics, so I suppose there are people who have been translating the page to read it which makes me very honored ^^ and it makes me want to translate a fic myself too if not for the fact that I'm bullshit at my other languages just as I am with English lol

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Plenty! I love co-writing with people! Let's see...

At The Drop Of A Hat I did with @tristicorde

I feel so broke up, I wanna go home I did with @wakkoroni

Chapters Capture and Grok along with 4 Times Jason Hid His Trauma + 1 Time Tim Helped Him I did with @cygnusdoesthings

And @sardonic-sprite and I have a fic in progress.

Broken But Not Beyond Repair is something Sprite, Vibey @foursixtwonineoh-pieces-of-lego and I scribbled around on tumblr reblogs then Evie graciously made it into an actual fic and posted it on ao3, praise be.

Vibey and I also have a batfam DEH AU collecting dust in our foldes. I also employed Tristi's help and @tireddruid in a 60 fucking chapters of a Merlin fic which isn't going to be written in a LONG ASS WHILE. @mispeltnostalgia is supposed to be looking at a de-aged Tim fic with me, but her role has become a beta/alpha reader role and I'm attending to other wips rn.

So yeah! I know for some people writing together isn't their cup of tea, and that's understandable lmao. I personally I love writing fics with people. It's... it's kind of a love language for me? It's much fun seeing how our writing styles meld together but are also distinct enough that you can still spot it. I also love the clash that explodes into a google doc with pages and pages of us ranting about ideas and plots in different colors texts. It's so cool.

14. What’s your all-time favourite ship?

I don't ship publicly

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?

Ahhh. Idk tbh. Any WIPs i have, I am hell-bent on finishing them until I have. And if I can't I just toss them in the scrap pile and never look at again. So idk if I have a wip I want to finish but won't.

Although the 60 fucking chapters of Merlin looks very appealing to abandon. But no. I've done too much work on it to just forget about it, unfortunately. I've worked too hard.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Right now, I'm feeling very down and flat and not finding any strengths at all 😭

It's been months since I've written an actual fic cuz I went on a break recently and I'm like... how do i- how do I write. how do I. words? where words?

In all seriousness though, I believe I can come up with Plots. I'm a mystery fan, so any fics I write, I make sure to have character motivations, purpose, plot, drive, foreshadowing, characterization, reasoning, etc. in it. Even in a oneshot. Even if all the literary devices are used in a shallow way, I use them. I like my stories having a purpose or a lesson to them. I can't write something which doesn't have one or both. I've also been called out /pos on my attention to detail. Sure, yes, some things do slip by. I am human after all. But yeah, on the most part, I like tightening all loose threads ^^

And I think dialogue's one as well. Because when I write, I actually picture everything I type in my head. So my writing is pure grains of imagination on paper :D, it's the only way I know how to write tbh. Which is why I struggle so much with reading or writing analytical stuff which sucks bc, school.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

EVERYTHING 😭

Well, right now anyway. I'm still recovering from burnout and mental breakdowns.

But there are weaknesses in my strengths. My dialogue can get lost sometimes and soon you'll be staring at just half a page of just dialogue. Or sometimes, I read back and realize that the dialogue I've written has no context and only makes sense to me.

I lack description in my settings and appearances. I struggle to describe things which are plainly obvious but aren't as obvious to the reader. Because of the whole imagination thing, the things that need description are all in the background, so when I write, I mostly assume that the backgrounds have already been established, so readers are left with faceless feelings most of the time. I'm practicing though! I'm practicing and I think I'm getting better at it!

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?

LOVE LOVE LOVE!!

I love adding representation of my culture and identity everywhere I go. My fics have Muslim characters and poc characters who speak Arabic, mostly. I'm also working on adding bits of Mandarin (thanks to lovely @birdybat who's helping me with that) in my current wip and hopefully in future wips as well. I know I've added Urdu and Hindi to previous fics which are not on ao3. But yeah! I love adding bits of cultural representation everywhere!

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Marvel and DC lol. The crossover.

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY TF WOULD YOU ASK ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN MY BABIES?

The most work I've put into a fic is Let Me Die, Let Me Drown, Lay My Bones In The Ground. I put tons and tons of work in it and reread after reread after rereads. I had Sprite, Tristi and Joan look over some parts and reread it too so it would be perfect. Every little detail is present in it and as you read for a second or even third time, you'll find more and more hidden details and symbolism present in it, like-

Literally. There are so many tiny details which all lead up to the final conclusion at the end and it all connects with the overarching theme and the purpose and the moral and lesson and comes together for the conclusion and I just-

I put a lot of work into it. only to get a couple hate comments on it Soooo, yeah :)

~

Thanks for the tag wesslan, I appreciate it very much (AND AM SO HONORED I LOVE YOUR FICS I'M GOING TO STAB A WINDOW-)

Gonna tagged everyone who I've already tagged in this post already if you write fics lmao + anyone else who wants to have a go!!

[thholyghsst]

1. What’s your sexual orientation?

2. What are you obsessed with right now?

3. Ever done any drugs?

4. What piercings do you want?

5. How many people have you kissed?

6. Describe your dream home.

7. Who are you jealous of?

8. What’s your favorite show to binge?

9. Do you watch porn?

10. Do you have a secret sideblog?

11. If you could teleport anywhere in the world right now, where would you go?

12. What’s one of your fantasies?

13. Do you have/would you get your nipples pierced?

14. How would you spend a million dollars?

15. Are you in a relationship?

16. Do you follow porn blogs?

17. Are you angry with anyone right now?

18. What tattoos do you want?

19. If you could change your name, would you? What would you change it to?

20. What is something you’re obsessed with?

21. Describe your best friend.

22. Tag someone you think is hot.

23. Who are five of your favorite bands/musical artists?

24. What are three places you want to travel?

25. Describe your perfect Friday night.

26. What’s your favorite season?

27. What’s your pet peeve?

28. Who is the funniest person you know?

29. What’s the most overrated movie?

30. Tag someone you want to talk to but have been too shy to message.

31. Do you like paper books or ebooks better?

32. If you could live in a fictional world, what world would you pick?

33. If money was no object, what would your wardrobe be like?

34. What’s your coffee order?

35. Do you have a crush on anyone?

36. Do you still have feelings for any of your exes?

37. Have any tattoos?

38. Do you drink?

39. Are you a virgin?

40. Do you have a crush on any of your mutuals?

41. How many followers do you have?

42. Describe the hottest person you know.

43. What’s your guilty pleasure?

44. Do you read erotica?

45. What’s the worst date you’ve ever been on?

46. How many people do you follow?

47. If you could marry any celebrity, who would you pick?

48. Describe your ideal partner.

49. Who do you text the most?

50. What’s your favorite kind of weather?

I hope this counts as some interesting questions! Don’t want to see the titty pics disappear ):

These are beautiful!!!!!! Thank you anon!

1) Bisexual (more specifically pan) but I tend to use bisexual as an umbrella term.

2) Drinking tea and fantasizing about shit I shouldn’t be

3) That I have. I experimented with shit in high school but I don’t do anything now.

4) I have pretty much pierced everything I wanted to pierce tbh

5) Ummmmmm too many people probably.

6) Think of the setting of the Twilight house (Cullens, specially) and put in maybe a little more Victorian old-age type house or leave it as is. I would be happy with either! I just want to live in the woods.

7) People that are happy in the moment. I really struggle with that.

8) None. I hate tv shows hahahaha

9) We all do, Nancy.

10) 2! One is old that I used to write about being terribly heart broken in and then I used it to collect photos that I had taken over the years but I then made a second one and just vent mostly about being heartbroken again

11) I would give anything to be in Portland at my favorite coffee shop tbh

12) Oh boy.

13) Yep!

14) I would buy a bunch of TSLA stock first (and a few others) and then I might buy a house and help out family members that need it

15) Yuuuup

16) Hahaha absolutely. It’s like the porn prohibition here now so anything I can find to stick it to the system, I will. Plus I want to see girls butts

17) Yeah, a few people.

18) A lot. I want another Brand New related tattoo because duh and I want a few as an ode to my hometown and botanical themed tattoos

19) Something other than “Ashley”

Everyone has this preconceived notion about Ashley’s and I wanna stop being in that boat

20) My dog and my lemon tree and music lmfao revolutionary stuff here

21) He’s basically me but loves anime

22) No I can’t

23) Brand New, Modest Mouse, Polyphia, Shakey Graves, Deftones

24) I want to see more of the USA given I was born there, and really haven’t seen much of it. I would also love to visit New Zealand and the Whitsundays. Bits of Europe too!

25) Depends. I like going out but I’m a huge sucker for late walks at night

26) Fall!

27) I have a lot of them actually but mainly lack of communication, deception, chewing with your mouth open

28) Jim Jefferies or John Mulaney

29) LoTR / Starwars (do these count idk)

30) AHHHH no

31) Paper books :))

32) Twlight (please leave me alone, do not judge)

33) Way too much YSL, Prada, and Burberry and underground brands tbh

34) Vanilla or Hazelnut latte all day baby

35) I’m literally in love with anyone that’s nice to me

36) hahahhhahahahahahahh ... ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm yeah I think I always will.

37) Yes!

38) I do but not frequently.

39) Yes I am a virgin

40) Umm I don’t think so but I am not familiar with my moots so much anymore

41) 1,000 I think

42) Tall, pretty eyes, curly hair, pretty lips :’)))

43) Fuck idk I listen to Ariana Grande sometimes which is just embarrassing and ruins my brand

44) I did when I was younger.

45) I haven’t been on a ton of dates tbh

46) Maybe 500 something but I would estimate they’re mostly inactive at this point because who still uses tumblr

47) This is cringe but I want David Dobrik to fuck the life out of me and I want his hand in marriage but if not him maybe Dakota Johnson

48) One that values time/affection, we have things in common, is tolerable to be around, helps with things, supportive

49) Ummm probably someone I shouldn’t

50) I fucking love foggy creepy wet weather

ILY ANON THANK YOU

[quantumarvel]

@oh-snap-bucky and I like to scream fic concepts at each other a lot. I, somehow, convinced her to let me share them with yall. Here’s a recent one. 

It all started with this post (please read the tags)

Courtney: can we talk about this cause wow 

Sam: you thought up an entire fic 

Sam: we stan 

Sam: sitting under a tree and rEADING 

Courtney: Sammy help me out here cause I may just roll with this

Courtney: how do they meet? 

Sam: Park? Library? Cafe?

Courtney: library 

Courtney: he looks vaguely homeless and he’s BRILLIANT and studying something to do with poetry 

Sam: English major? I think yes 

Courtney: and she’s studying at the library and has to keep pushing her glasses back up her nose and she’s tapping her pencil on her chin 

Courtney: and he can’t help but SAY SOMETHING cause she’s pretty ya know but also cause she’s currently reading the only copy of the book he needs 

Courtney: and she’s like ha good luck cause this poet guy doesn’t make any sense 

Courtney: and of course Bucky understands it 

Courtney: but poetry isn’t her major, she just has to read it for like this one class she has to take so she can get her teaching degree 

Courtney: he’s all knowledgeable in poetry and junk and she just… doesn’t get it. Like at all. And he thinks its adorable. And she’s all “I’m gonna be a history teacher idk why i even need this.”

Courtney: and being the flirt he is, he offers to tutor her 

Courtney: and she knows EXACTLY what he’s doing 

Courtney: says yes anyway  

Courtney: so they start meeting up on Thursdays at the library 

Sam: I support her saying yes anyway 

Sam: bc we get that

Sam: take your chance girl 

Courtney: they spend a couple of hours talking about how this poet dude was annoying and pretentious and a douche and he’s like, “just imagine all this being said but the whitest, richest, most uptight dude you can think of” and she starts to Get It but also thinking of it like that makes it SO FUNNY 

Sam: “oh so he’s just being a spoiled brat?” 

Sam: okay so for how long do they meet at the library? 

Courtney: oh this lasts the rest of their first semester. They met in like September and they get together every Thursday and she invited him to a Halloween party some of her friends are throwing and they accidentally show up in complimenting costumes (probably different Breakfast Club characters cause I’m dumb) and he complains about having to go home for Thanksgiving (she still doesn’t know what kind of a family she comes from) and they text the whole break and when they get back they hang out so much more than just on Thursdays and by the time Christmas rolls around, they get each other the sweetest gifts right before they leave for break and standing in the train station (they’re both taking trains home but going different directions), he realizes how long he’s gonna be without her and they’re both getting kinda choked up, more than you would if you had to leave a friend for a nearly month and they’re making all these promises to call and text and “maybe I’ll write you?” and after like the nineteenth hug, 

Courtney: he realizes that the girl he’s been halfway in love with since the fall maybe likes him back? the girl he’s been opening his jacket to tucking her against him to shield her from the “stupidly cold” wind. the girl that shares her candy corn and bring him hot chocolate when the temperature drops below 40. the girl who reads poetry books that he recommends cause he just KNOWS that if he finds the right style, she’ll fall in love with it. the girl that he spends so much time with that he knows which colors mean what on her color coded notes. the girl that he helped bandage up when she was too busy staring at a dog to notice the raised pavement and when she tripped, he felt it in his chest. the girl that tells him that she knows he deserves better than the hurt he carries in his eyes. the girl that doesn’t know anything about his past, but knows him. the girl he feels so lucky to be around. that girl. she’s looking at him right now like it hurts her like it does him to part ways. and maybe he realizes then that he has a chance? so he musters up just enough courage to press a kiss to her forehead and walk her to her train. as he watches her disappear down the tracks, he decided that when he sees her again after the new year, he’ll take her to a museum or a planetarium or a park or something, and he’ll ask her to take a chance on him.

Courtney: (he doesn’t get the chance because when she asks for his address to send him a Christmas card, she really drives up to Brooklyn from Boston just to give him a New Years kiss. his parents aren’t home (to his relief) but Becca absolutely adores her)

Sam: ummmmmm

Sam: that’s gorgeous 

Sam: and so so so heart wrenching 

Sam: but SHE DRIVES TO BOSTON 

Courtney: it’s only like 200 miles yeah 

Sam: only 

Sam: for a kiss 

Sam: that’s a lot 

Sam: for a FIRST kiss at that 

Courtney: okay I should clarify 

Sam: yes please do 

Courtney: she get there at like 7:30pm and he answers the door and he’s so happy to see her but he’s like “?? why are you here?” and she’s blushing and “well I wanted to talk to you... in private...” which makes Bucky look over at Becca who’s 15 and standing at the other end of the foyer. “It’s my house too.” And he just rolls his eyes and takes his girl outside cause that’s not the fight he wants to have rn. anyway so they go walk through the garden and it’s all so pretty cause the Christmas lights are still up and the stars are out. “what do you have to talk to me about that’s so urgent that you couldn’t wait until next week and had to drive 200 miles instead of just calling me?” he’s all smiles. “I, um... I wanted to tell you that I uh... I think I like you? Like a lot? No, I know I do. And I have, for a while. And I can’t it out of my head, when you kissed my forehead at the station, and I KNOW that sounds ridiculous and childish but I can’t stop thinking about it and how maybe you like me too and yeah sure that could’ve waited but I needed to KNOW cause to be perfectly honest, I’d really like to be your New Years kiss this year, which again, dumb and childish but I do and so I didn’t really think, I just decided to take a chance. I’m sure I’m making a complete fool of myself right now too, like that idiot poet we read about in September but you told me something once about stepping out of your comfort zone and taking chances and so that’s what I’m doing, I’m taking your advice, so you really have no one else to blame here but yourself and-“ he finally just puts a hand over her mouth cause he can tell she’s working herself up into a frenzy. When she finally looks up at him, he’s smiling. He takes his hand away, “you came a few hours early for a New Years kiss” And for some reason that embarrasses her more than anything else has. “Ugh I know I just, I just couldn’t wait any more. I paced around my parents house for three hours and spent another two in this diner once I got to town. Think I would’ve gone mad if I waited any longer.” He laughs and tells her “well it’s...” a quick glance at his watch “7:59pm right now. It’s midnight somewhere.” And even though he takes his time, and she knows what he’s about to do, the kiss still surprises her.

Sam: I’m screaming 

Sam: “It’s midnight somewhere” 

Sam: I can imagine Becca totally seeing all this happen from the window

Sam: keeping quiet bc “that was kinda sweet I guess” 

Sam: okay okay okay even if you don’t write this part i gotta know 

Sam: what happens after New Years? 

Courtney: Oh after New Years, they’re disgusting. STUPIDLY in love and constant heart eyes and “darling/baby/doll/sweetheart/honey” and they’re ALWAYS TOUCHING. like, hugging all the time and holding hands and tucking hair behind her ear and linking pinkies and he always has an arm around her shoulder and it’s all adorable and innocent and TOOTH ACHINGLY SWEET. she reads to him and plays with his hair (braids it when it gets long enough) and laughs at all his jokes and just adores him. he cooks her dinner a lot and carries her books and takes pictures of her and gives so many sweet kisses on her forehead, temple, nose, chin and (finally) mouth and just adores her.

Courtney: he picks her flowers in the spring when they have a picnic by a pond and she ties them together into a crown and puts it on him. that night, he takes one and presses it into the back of the book she gave him for his birthday

Sam: I love this so much 

Sam: he wears the flower crown 

Sam: and rocks it 

Courtney: she meets his parents at his birthday party. they insist on throwing this big party every year and this is the first year since he was like 10 that he actually enjoys it. she wears this pretty floral dress and curls her hair and just about knocks the breath out of him when he opens the door. she’s nervous and he squeezes her hand as they walk up to them. all she really remembers is Bucky introducing them and the way her mom smiles and says “so you’re the one that got him to finally shave that hobo scruff” and thing is, she wanted him to keep it cause she loved the expression on his face when he saw how it turned her skin red but he insisted on shaving it for a job interview (that his parents didn’t know about) but Bucky saves her from clarifying by saying that he’s going to take her to get something to drink. they drink punch that turns their mouths red and stay huddled together giggling in the corner (Bucky was doing his best impression of Mr. Harris from his dads company) until his mother comes and insists that he comes and mingles with company people cause in her mind, Bucky will be joining his father soon. Bucky tells his girl to meet him at the pond behind the house in half an hour before being dragged off

Sam: the look of “help me” as he’s walking away but like his ma is talking so much and his gal tells him to pay attention and he just winks before giving her this ridiculously gorgeous grin 

Sam: her and becca chat a little more and she introuced her to their grandmother bc grandma Barnes couldn’t wait another second more 

Courtney: I love Grandma Barnes 

Sam: boo me too 

Sam: literally her and his gal get on like a hose on fire and she completely forgets to meet him and he appears after waiting five minutes 

Sam: his hands rest on her shoulders and he looks between them “see you two seem to be having a ball”  

“oh we are” 

“I was just telling this sweetheart about your 11th birthday party, do you remember that one James?” 

Courtney: “There was a petting zoo incident.” 

[serenity-ren-bliss]

I don't know all of these...

who is/are your comfort character(s)? - Venti, Klee, Eri, Kira (my oc), Kazuha

lighter or matches? - Neither-

do you have the window open at night? - No, cause people can see me through it.

which cryptid being do you believe in? - God, Jesus Christ, and The holy spirit

what color are your eyes? - my avatar has pink and purple eyes

why did you do that? - do what?

hair-ties or scrunchies? - both. Mostly hair ties cause I share with my mom

how many water bottles are in your room right now? - none. I use glasses

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee? - Iced. With cream, caramel, and chocolate.

would you slaughter the rich? - No... unless they're bad people.

favorite extracurricular activity? - I'm part of my school's newspaper club and adore writing poems and stories! I also like musical theatre.

what kind of day is it? - ehhhhh

when was the last time you ate? - last night. I'm about to eat again rn.

do you love the smell of earth after it rains? - ...

are you a parent? (all answers qualify) - my avatar has a daughter.

can you drive? - No

are you farsighted or nearsighted? - near

what hair products do you use? - ummmmmm...

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails? - Yes! But don't expect it to be good.

do you say soda or pop? - soda

something you’ve kept since childhood? - my doll, Susie

what type of person are you? - Luz from TOH

how do you feel about chilly weather? - Not bad, as long as it doesn't freeze me. Kinda nice once in a while since I live near the equator

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing? - looking at a view and talking

perfume/body spray or lotion? - both. But I live with someone with a perfume allergy, so I guess lotion.

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times? - Writing an AITA story

about how many hours of sleep did you get? - 8 at most

do you wear a mask? - Yes. And I hate it.

how do you like your shower water? - warm.

is there dishes in your room? Yes, I'm eating.

what type of music keeps you grounded? - Somber, calm, sometimes sad, songs.

do you have a favorite towel? - No

the last adventure you’ve been on? - idk...

is there a song you know every word to by heart? - A few.

what’s your timezone? - What timezone is the Philippines?

how many times have you changed your url? - 0

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years? - my neighbor. We don't talk alot anymore, tho.

a soap bar that smells good? - anything lemon.

do you use lip balm? - no, I use Blistex

did you have any snacks today? - not yet

how do you take your coffee? - like how do I like it..? So sweet you can't taste the coffee.

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site? - Youtube, Ibis paint, Gacha club

what’s your take on spicy foods? - Love 'em

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it? - Puttin

can you remember what happened yesterday? - Kinda..?

favorite holiday film? - Christmas chronicles

what was the last message you sent? - idk

when did you first try an alcohol beverage? - took a sip from my mom's wine as a kid

can you skip rocks? - never tried.

can i tag you in random stuff? - sure, if you think I'll like it. Please don't spam me, though

here’s weirder asks

who is/are your comfort character(s)?

lighter or matches?

do you leave the window open at night?

which cryptyd being do you believe in?

what color are your eyes?

why did you do that?

hair-ties or scrunchies?

how many water bottles are in your room right now?

which do you prefer, hot coffee or cold coffee?

would you slaughter the rich?

favorite extracurricular activity?

what kind of day is it?

when was the last time you ate?

do you love the smell of earth after it rains?

are you a parent? (all answers qualify)

can you drive?

are you farsighted or nearsighted?

what hair products do you use?

imagine we’re at a sleepover, would you paint my nails?

do you say soda or pop?

something you’ve kept since childhood?

what type of person are you?

how do you feel about chilly weather?

if we were together on a rooftop, what would we be doing?

perfume/body spray or lotion?

a scenario that you’ve replayed multiple times?

about how many hours of sleep did you get?

do you wear a mask?

how do you like your shower water?

is there dishes in your room?

what type of music keeps you grounded?

do you have a favorite towel?

the last adventure you’ve been on?

is there a song you know every word to by heart?

what’s your timezone?

how many times have you changed your url?

someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?

a soap bar that smells good?

do you use lip balm?

did you have any snacks today?

how do you take your coffee?

an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?

what’s your take on spicy foods?

you get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it?

can you remember what happened yesterday?

favorite holiday film?

what was the last message you sent?

when did you first try an alcohol beverage?

can you skip rocks?

can i tag you in random stuff?

[incorrect-popular-musical-quotes]

Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to get to know better.

Nickname:Don’t have one :00

Zodiac: Cancer FTW!!

Height: 5′4 *Shades*

Last Movie I saw: Les Misérables It’s SNAZZY AS FUCK 42/10 Would recommend!!

Last Thing I Googled: “Help” Idk man, I just was needing help with Math XD

Favorite Musician: Uhhdhsgdf Lin Manuel Miranda cuz I’m hamtrash

Song Stuck In My Head: “Seasons of Love” From RENT, I LOVEEEEE ITT

Other Blogs: N/A

Do I Get Asks: Not really RIP.

Followers: 95 Exactly XD I LOVE YOU ALLL

Following: 35

Amount of Sleep: What’s sleep?

Lucky Number: 42 OR 2

What Are you wearing: My DEH hoodie that says, “All that it takes is a little RE-IN-VEN-TION, and black leggings

Dream Job: Part-time B’way actor Part-time Drama teacher (Or Full time B’way actor)

Dream trip: ICELAND, IT’S SO PRETTY

Favorite Food: Ummmmmm Idk anything that doesn’t have meat, I’m a vegetarian

Play Any Instruments: I sing! I’m in choir!! I love choir, if you’re pasinet about singing I recommend it!!

Favorite song: Everything at Once by Lenka AND Anson Seabra’s  Welcome to Wonderland AND Teenage Mind by Tate McRae AND Sick Boy by The Chainsmokers (LOOK ALL THE SONGS UP, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

Random Fact: I once yelled “YEET” And threw a MASSIVE apple at my older Sister, she ducked, and it hit the Kroger Employee behind her, and he picked it up and said, “This bitch empty” And It was the best day of my life

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: What type of question is this???? Uhhhh  Winter fire places, grey and blue things, icicles reflecting light , And Hell.

@Who ever wants to do this shit

[whichwitchami]

21 Questions Tag

I was tagged by @danielleybelly 

Rules: Answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people you want to get to know better.

Nickname: Emmy or Primrose 

Zodiac: Scorpio sun, Cancer rising

Height: 5′4″

Last Movie I Saw: The Black Panther 

Last Thing I Googled: ummmmmm stones that can be used to promote fertility for a client at the shop last night

Favorite Musician: My Chemical Romance 

Song Stuck In My Head: Happier by Bastille/ Marshmallow 

Other Blogs: I have a fandom blog and 3 side blogs that are all abandoned 

Do I Get Asks: Occasionally. I’d love to get more 

Blogs Following: l’m horrible and I don’t follow many blogs. I like to keep my dash clean and related to what I enjoy/ who I get along with. I do keep track of a lot of blogs though even if I don’t follow them. 

Amount Of Sleep: around 6 hours

Lucky Number:  IDK

What I’m Wearing: galaxy leggings and a green long sleeved t-shirt. Aka my pajamas. 

Dream Job: Child therapist 

Dream Trip: Iceland, Ireland, Wales, Scotland, literally the entire UK, All over Europe. I wanna go back to Italy someday but I think there are other places I wanna go first. 

Favorite Food: Fried rice 

Play Any Instruments: I used to play Viola 

Languages: English, I could fake French and ASL though 

Favorite Songs: The Haunting by Anberlin, Defying Gravity from Wicked, literally anything from the Harry Potter soundtracks 

Random Fact: sometimes I count my steps as I walk, but it /has/ to be in French and in counts of 8. Some weird tick that stuck with me after years of dance classes. 

Describe Yourself As Asthetic Things: I’m bad at aesthetics but I’ll give it a try

soft fuzzy blankets fresh out of the drier, scented candles and fairy lights, the quite drone of a fan in the background or the soft tinkle of wind-chimes in a slight breeze, crystals everywhere. Rain pattering against the window, the smell of a spring morning, laughter amongst friends. 

IDK I’m bad at this, somebody tell me if I did good or add your thoughts about my aesthetic! 

I’m tagging.... 

@amethyst-butterflies @boundlessbruja @extramidwestwitch @fireturtlepagan (mostly so she can confirm aesthetic but also if she wants to do this) @hearthashescollection @kiwitchingaway @mrs-k-cottage-witch @red-moon-witch @sugarandspells @thewitchofthenorseispissed @thatonevikingchickxx @witch-vyra

me tagging you is by no means an obligation to do this. Also anyone not tagged is welcome to participate! Please tag me if you do! 

[soulsmuses]

Get to Know MEme~

//swiping this from @skesgo . Been wanting to fill this out for a while now kasjdfkljash

Tagging: @underswap-rial-ity @mischief-rei @lastfallen @determinationxdamaged @bxdtimes @whotookmygrapes and anyone else that wants to!

Nicknames: Soul, Silver, Cheez-it Ninja, Turtle Girl, Hood Mom ( @underswap-rial-ity )

Zodiac Sign: Leo

Height: 5′7″ (173.7cm)

Last thing I Googled: feet to cm 

Favourite Musicians: John Powell, John Williams, Jonathan Young, (wth is with all these Johns?!), Jason Walker, Andrew Lloyd Webber, Yiruma, Coldplay, (idk music that sparks my emotions I guess? too many to choose)

Following: TOO MANY (most are art blogs)

Followers: 99

Do you get asks?: Every other day usually I’ll get one :) Usually they are rp meme related or sweet things sent to delight my characters day.

Amount of sleep: 5 - 13 hrs (I crash my first day off after working otl)

Lucky Number: 27

Dream Job: OOF that’s hard right now ;;; I guess continue working with marine animals? Free lance artist and author on the side.

Dream Trip: Abroad trip with parents, Alaska, Ireland, Italy (the country side and not the touristy things), New Zealand, west coast of the US

 Languages: English, a little German (took the language 3 years), sparse Japanese (took that 3 years too but didn’t stick OTL)

Favourite Songs: (this is like asking which doggo is the best doggo when you know THEY ARE ALL BEST DOGGOS!). Phantom of the Opera, Chasing the Sun by The Wanted, Carry On by Fun., Shut Up and Dance by Walk the Moon, Cough Syrup by Young the Giant, ALL THE COLDPLAY SONGS. 

Random Fact: I guess I’m hypermobile (double jointed) in my elbows and did not realize this until I was in high school. My friends thought I had broken my arms and I was hella confused. “What do you mean your arms don’t naturally bow out like this?!”

Aesthetic: Ummmmmm anything ocean related I guess? Sea Shells? Stars? Fireflies? Any shade of the color B L U E. Beluga whales (according to my best friend and I they are my spirit animal PFFT)

Put your playlist on shuffle and write down the first 10 songs that play:

1. Cry by Jason Walker

2. Unconditionally by Katy Perry

3. High Hopes by Panic! At the Disco

4. Work This Body by Walk the Moon

5. Between by Courrier 

6. All of Me by The Piano Guys

7. Sea of Lovers Christina Perri

8. Out There from Disney’s Hunchback of Notre Dame

9. Try Everything cover by Jonathan Young (feat. Jordan Sweeto)

10. This is Gospel by Panic! At the Disco

[childofsquidward]

Tag Game!

Rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people (bold of you to assume I know more than two people on this hellsite) who you want to get to know better.

I was tagged by @temmie-loony who is awesome, like thank you, I don’t know why I feel so flattered right now, but I do

Nickname(s): Diyu (everyone on my mom’s side of the family maybe), Diyumuni (grandma, mom’s side), Diyappa (my mom’s youngest sister), Gubbu/Gubbi (my mom’s other younger sister; the two names are kind of interchangeable), Diyapochua (my mom’s younger brother), probably others thanks to my mom's side of the family who come up with 135% of my nicknames as mentioned above

Zodiac: Sagittarius!

Height: 5ft. - 5ft.2 (maybe 3? hopefully?)

Last movie I saw: Ready (I've watched it 500 times over, no joke, just check my Netflix account)

Last thing I googled: statistics a tool for social research 4th edition (if anyone wants to hit me up with a pdf, I will be forever grateful; I hate this class, it’s 8am, I’m there right now, I’m a language student what the fuck is this?!)

Favourite musician: ummmmmm idk it changes this is hard wtf

Okay, so right off the top of my head - Shawn Mendes (I love every single one of his songs, I didn’t think I would, but I did), P!nk (all-time fave), The Pretty Reckless (Taylor Momsen’s voice you guys!), Big Time Rush, Kurt Hugo Schneider (okay, technically he’s a cover artist, but this man is magical like he plays a ridiculous number of instruments, his production quality is so unique and wonderful and his VOICE - listen, he does not sing as often as he should, and he shouuuuuld), and just like any song that was composed by A. R. Rahman, written by Javed Akhtar and sung by either Arijit Singh, Atif Aslam and/or Shreya Ghoshal you really can’t go wrong with

Song stuck in my head: A constant is Oi Dur Paharer Dhare (I still haven't heard the original) but as of recent Naa Tum Jaano Naa Hum from a movie called Kaho Naa Pyaar Hai (which defined my entire childhood solely) because I didn't realize that it was on my phone and I've been using Spotify the entire time but now I'm obsessed and I can't stop and basically I'm my own worst enemy; also, sometimes L’oiseau et l’enfant by Marie Myriam makes an appearance and it tends to make me like 4000x more dramatic than I usually am, which is saying a lot and I Like Me Better by Lauv (the KillerVibe theme, fight me)

Other blogs: I wish I was fabulous enough to have more than one blog (maybe one day... *wistful sigh*)

Do I get asks: once in a blue moon, yes, but I love and cherish every single one of them

Following: I’m assuming you mean how many people I’m following and not how many followers I have, so 554, I’m following 554 people

Amount of sleep: it depends... in high school, it used to be that I just wouldn’t sleep during the months of January and June, but now in uni it’s changed to October-December and February-April; honestly, I could go to sleep at like 3AM, and still wake up at 7AM and be fine as long as I finish classes by like 6PM - I don’t need more than 3-4h of sleep  

Lucky number: 13, 7, 4

What I’m wearing: my favourite... what colour is this maroon? like a plum, reddish-purpley (burgundy? I don’t know colours) thing (matches my hair) sweater that says ‘hello’ the bottom in white, the one pair of jeans I wear even though I have like 10 others, and my gray snow boots which are pretty cute considering that snow boots are ugly as fuuuuck (and probably pizza socks... am I wearing socks today? I don’t think I remembered to put on socks, nvm)

Dream job: to work with the UN, that's what I'm striving towards anyway, and maybe get a book published (my main goal in life is to be a functioning adult, and honestly, the UN thing seems infinitely more realistic)

Dream trip: a road trip to I don’t know where yet, but it’s gonna be a road trip

Favorite food: does food in general count? the first thing that comes to mind is chotpoti (it’s basically the filling you have inside a pani puri, but better cuz phuchkas over pani puri every time - but it’s literally these tiny lentils, chickpeas if you wanna be lazy, cooked with potatoes and every spice known to the world and then you add the tamarind sauce which is so hard to make and that’s why there’s always a limited amount but every asshole that comes to our place on Eid literally drinks it like some animal but whatever you literally have to soak the dry tamarind in water and get all the gross stuff out while keeping the good stuff and figure out a good balance of chilli powder, salt and sugar and it’s never as good as when mom does it)

Idk why I just ranted like it’s my job, but I’m leaving it there. I also like thin-crust mushroom pizza (the brand is Ristorante and it is the best), my dad’s shrimp and potato curry (idk what else to call it, I don’t even eat it with rice, I turn that shit into a taco, I’m not even sorry), naan and bihari kebab w/ that really spicy green chutney/raita/whatever it is, piyaju and aloo chop (it’s fried and it’s so bad for you, and I hate onions but for some reason I don’t give a fuck when it comes to piyaju even though it’s just lentils and onions - it’s frieeeeeed), and apple pie (apple anything dessert tbh)

Play any instruments: I've played piano kinda on and off (I could probably follow a song), I learned flute in middle school but I never continued it and ooooooo I'm trying to teach myself guitar; I also sing

Languages: Bangla (I need to re-learn how to read and write though, which is so sad), Hindi, Urdu, English, French, I’m slowly becoming fluent in Spanish and I’m trying to teach myself Arabic (listen, I might not be the doctor cousin, but look grandma I can read the Quran - I know my strengths! also, Arabic is a really pretty language)

Favourite song(s): Crazy Little Thing Called Love (Queen), Cheer Up (A Great Big World), Can’t Help Falling In Love (Elvis Presley), Raabta from Agent Vinod (the Shreya Ghoshal version!!!), Tujhko Jo Paya from Crook and Jo Pyaar Ho Gaya from Ishaan

Random fact: I am deathly afraid of birds. I always thought that birds just kinda freaked me out, but then I ran into oncoming traffic because there was a pigeon nearby so there’s that.  

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: black with splashes of pink and yellow because I have no sense of anything, snow, plaid shirts, sweaters, leather jackets, boots, coffee, cute stationery, studying (y’all know what I’m talking about right? like those images on Pinterest of ‘messy’ notes and pens and crap, usually with glasses there), pizza socks, fuzzy animal socks that probably have the little 3D whatever ears and nose (do they use pom-poms for those? idk), any variation of the ‘world’s okayest sister’ quote, BOOKS, candles, white lilies (the only flower I acknowledge as a flower)

Tagging: @maniq1 @darwinquark @ciscoscaitlin @dibs4ever @winxy-writing @thatkillervibe @sunshineoptimismandangels @lightninginmyeyes @headoverhiddles @hope-dyne @nordarhk @kendrasaunders @jwmelmoth @daftydraw  @taakoshell  @lewispanda @jalonii @cheleonrage712 @deathly-smirk @purpleyin  @crelliefan4life

[eyesfullofstarrs]

Rules: Answer 21 questions and tag 21 people you want to get to know better

tagged by!!! @chainroundmyneck13

Nickname: hevs!!! some people call me hev though

Zodiac: TUARUS

Height: like 5 and a half feet tall ish

Last Movie I Saw: rep tour movie 

Fav Musician: Taylor Swift

Song Stuck in my head: mr. clean by yung gravy

Do I get asks: no and it upsets me

Other Blogs: dont have any

Following: ummmmmm idk theres like over 300 though

Amount of sleep: about 6 1/2 hours

Lucky Numbers: 3 and 17 i guess

What I’m wearing: An under armor black hood, black sweatpants aaaannnddd santa socks!!! 

Dream Job: fashion designer

Dream Trip: honestly EVERYWHEREEEE

Fav Food: coookkkkiiieeessss!!!!!.

Play any instruments: i can do a bit on piano

Fav song: You Are In Love by Taylor Swift

Random Fact: i skipped 7th grade

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: city skyline, fuzzy blankets, messy buns when concentrating, chipped nail polish, the color yellow, holding hands with everybody, big hugs, a campfire, but somehow also the ocean

I tag: @annalisa-loves-taylor @couldbtrusted @onnewyearsday @taylorswiftdebut @ikywts @feaarless @re-pu-ta-ti-on @swiftchill @bisexualreadyforit @kingofsmyheart @youareeinlove @andreaswift@screamingiminlovewithyou @ofrunningfoxes @dressisaqualitysong @tennesseevalues @xcleanx @iwishyouwoulds @jessicaswiftie1989 @foundherselfs @upbottleswithyou

[headassdobrik]

TAG! You’re it!

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Rules: answer 30 questions

I was tagged by literally everyone and their mom and I love y’all so much wow

1. Nickname: I’ve never had a set in stone nickname that people call me. I’m down for whatever though. Jill, Jilly, bitch, etc

2. Gender: female

3. Star sign: cancer UwU

4. Height: 5’4

5. Time: 7:54pm

6. Birthday: july 17th

7. Fave bands: One Direction, A Day To Remember, The Story So Far, The Wonder Years, Saosin, Circa Survive, Emarosa, The Eagles, Alkaline Trio, Anberlin, Brand New (but fuck Jesse), Bring Me The Horizon, Dance Gavin Dance, Every Time I Die, Fleetwood Mac, Rancid, REO Speedwagon, Def Leppard, The Maine, Mayday Parade, Pearl Jam, Neck Deep, Of Mice & Men, Paramore, Parkway Drive, The Smashing Pumpkins, State Champs, Thrice, The Wallflowers, You Me At Six and probably more lol

8. Fave solo artist: Sufjan Stevens, Anthony Green, Jon Bellion, Niall Horan, Harry Styles, Madison Beer, Khalid, James Bay, Jaden Smith, Ed Sheeran, Childish Gambino, Kendrick Lamar, Chance the Rapper, Sam Smith, Post Malone, and probably more lol

9. Song stuck in my head: Better by Khalid or Wow by Post Malone or G Shit by TMG lol

10. Last movie i watched: Yikes ummmmmm maybe Blindspotting

11. Last show i watched: I’m watching American Dad rn. It’s on in the background

12. When did i create this blog: Literally back in September 

13. What do i mainly post: David and the Vlog Squad. But I guess mainly David and Corinna and Natalie

14. Last thing i googled: social blade earlier so I could live watch Cody Ko hit 2 million

15. Do you have any other blogs? Yupp! I have a main and another side blog. The other side blog just turned 7 and my main is about to be 9 I think.....idk

16. Do you get asks? So so many. I love y’all for wanting to talk to me!

17. Why did you choose your URL: I got drunk one night and was watching vlogs like usual and thought man Dobrik is such a headass piece of shit and then bOOM. A blog

18. Following blogs: 338 I think

19. Followers: 1,615

20. Favourite colour: blue or black

21. Average hours of sleep: 6-8 hours

22. Piercings: just one in each year but I want to impulse get more since idk when my next tattoo will happen.  I gotta design it and just ugh

23. Instruments: none cause I’m a pussy

24. What am i wearing: Sweater and underwear...

25. How many blankets do you sleep with: none. Just my sheet and comforter. I get hot easily

26. Fave food: Mexican

27. Dream job: I’m doing it rn (Psychometrist)

28. Dream vacation: back to Germany, I’d love to go to Austria, Australia, and New Zealand

29. Nationality: American ? 

30. Current fave song: Medicine by BMTH or Don’t Cry by Emarosa (New drops by both bands and I’m LIVING)

I’m not gonna tag anyone but if you haven’t done this and want to then do it!

[bride-and-bride]

Let’s Get Personal! (OOC)

I was a bit surprised to be tagged in this sort of thing but I did my best to fill it out right! Just please don’t judge my music tastes, god, please, I’m a terrible weeb

Star sign: Cancer Sun, Aquarius Moon, Gemini Rising, like, if you want to do my full ass horoscope for some reason

Put your playlist on shuffle and list the first four songs that pop up:

Guilty Night, Guilty Kiss - Aqours, Guilty Kiss sub-unit

Your Eyes - Jin ft. Soraru

Love-Colored Girl - TaNaBaTa

Therefore, You and Me - TadanoCo

Grab the nearest book to you and turn to page 23, what line is 17?

“I think we were, er, getting on with it,” said Mr. Young. -Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman

Ever had a poem written about you?

Oh god, I don’t THINK so?

When was the last time you played the air guitar?

Never, actually... IDK why, I’ll drum to things but I have no Guitar Instinct.

One sound you hate and one you love:

Hate: The sound of loose flour on a cutting board being moved around. It makes my skin crawl and keeps me from doing anything with bread or pastries, I just hate it so much ;-; Love: My cat purring. Stormy has the loudest, most rumbly purr, and he does it constantly whenever he’s near someone he loves...!

Do you believe in ghosts?

Perhaps real but no where near as common as people assume, I think.

Do you believe in aliens?

In theory... like! The universe is huge beyond comprehension, so my feeling is we’re not in a vacuum in terms of intelligent life... just maybe alone in the Milky Way.

Do you drive and if so have you gotten in a crash?

I drive! I’ve never gotten into a serious crash but I’ve had some rough accidents... once when I was young, I was in the car with my mom, sister, and a friend when the engine suddenly started smoking. We had to pull over to the side of the road and all get out a few minutes before it began to catch fire... another time I had been driving on very little sleep, having been working SUPER early morning shifts that I wasn’t used to. I fell asleep at the wheel, on a busy road, while it was raining... I was seriously lucky that when I spun out I didn’t hit anyone or anything. Though apparently I’d been swerving all over the road and the police arrived shortly after bc someone had called me in as a drunk driver.

Don’t ever drive while you’re too tired.

Do you like the smell of gasoline?

Just a little bit.

Last movie you’ve seen?

Um! I’m not sure... I think the last thing I saw in THEATERS was the My Hero Academia movie?

Worst injury you’ve ever had?

I’ve been pretty lucky... the worst accident I’ve gotten in was probably just the time I cut the webbing between my thumb and fore finger on a can. I’m a sickly bug, not an accident-prone one.

Do you have any obsessions right now?

I can’t stop watching slime videos... They hit the perfect point of satisfaction for my dumb lil brain, and I’m dying to just bite the bullet and make some.

Do you hold grudges?

Rarely. I try my best to practice forgiveness... to give people the benefit of the doubt, to believe others will change, to let things go! (My memory is also bad to the point where I often forget people who’ve hurt me, like, entirely.) I’m far more likely to hold a grudge for a friend... If someone mistreats someone I care about, then they better go above and beyond and apologize 1000% or else I’ll never forget >:I

In a relationship?

With a pretty great partner, for quite some time now! I’m currently semi-kinda sort of looking at dating someone new, but I’m pretty shy and a bit bad at relationships... he’s cheerin me on, tho! I gotta try~!

Tagged by: @lukelxiv​ (thank you! I put it on my rp blog since it made more sense~)

Tagging: UMMMMMM I-IDK OFF HAND, IF U THINK THIS LOOKS COOL please go ahead and tag me