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#*approaches walkthrutheword's cage holding this like a shield* nice---nice dragon---#bruce wayne#brucie wayne#batman#ugh i suppose i have to tag#dc universe#dc comics#dc batman#people look at me and go “that bitch has never shaded realistically in her life” and they are right#i dunno what this is *shrugs*#was going to add transitions but i got. impatient#as far as it goes 34 frames is not that impressive but iT IS FOR ME. OKAY.#an animator i am not. which you can tell#oopie's art#um. there we go 👍
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im really normal about them <- lie
#ace attorney#mia fey#diego armando#miego#lorillee.png#THATS RIGHT BABY. AFTER -um . hold on. *checks notes* - SIX MONTHS. LORILLEE IS BACK WITH PHOTOSHOP ART 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#every now and again i like to put effort into something just to remind everybody that i can actually draw#well i say that but to be honest i put a lot of effort into those ms paint ''diego fey REAL'' doodles#but half of that is just because humans are a . something. to draw. and urban backgrounds are my worst nemesis#and also trying to work with ms paint to like slightly transform things is an incredible pain in the behind#anyways. yeagh 😎👍 behold the power of miego. getting me to actually finish something in photoshop for the first time in months#anyways. ive discovered the secret to getting me to draw stuff on photoshop. prepare yourselves accordingly#what i need to do is sketch & line something in ms paint. and then directly trace it over into photoshop#and then i can go ham#see because the reason i never did this before was because i would sketch things in ms paint#and try to line them in photoshop and it simply Wouldnt Work.#so i had assumed that if i wanted to draw in photoshop id have to sketch in it first. yknow. which i cannot do for some reason#something about the way the pen feels and the . its like the smoothing setting is on even when its on 0 percent. you know. anyways#but with this one i drew mia in ms paint as per usual . and i wanted to mess around with color & light#and i triedddd to do it in ms paint but unfortunately as you can probably imagine. doing stuff like this without layer filters#can get a little difficult. if you know what youre doing its obviously going to be easier but that being said i do not#when i pick colors i am literlaly just wildly guessing 😭🙏 which is fine for more straightforward coloring/shading#but not quite here. which is why i wanted to take a stab at it in the first place#so anyways i was like FINE WHATEVER and tried tracing the lineart in photoshop so i could take a stab at coloring in there#and i was . enlightened. (no pun intended). it WORKS#so anyways . you may actually be able to expect. some photoshop art from me#well ok thats a lie never expect art from me. but we can all dream together#anyways they really are the star-crossed doomed by the narrative romance ever. everything to me
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Was gonna draw this as a cute "oh he's on a date with his boyfriend and he looks all pretty with the sunlight shining through the leaves" but then I got a bit ahead of myself
#my art#digital art#my oc#dimmet#minecraft oc#um yeah I changed the time of day completely because..#Idk.. god of death.. He's not the biggest fan of sunlight tbh#anyway !! lighting practice 👍#did I mention I did this all in one go w/o any breaks#yeah so I'm still a bit iffy about how it looks but fuck it we ball
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SORRY for still posting about them. as if it’s my fault no one’s writing girlbestfriends like seth
#me and my bestie when we both think the hottest thing a woman can be is good at empire#it’s really. jesus 😬#i think it is a really um. effective. way of showing how successful the imperial project is at incorporating people/dynamics into it#how bad these two cycle on each other esp when they’re young 👍#DAZZLED!!!…..#anyways real worried about her for book four. if she has to find out she’s gay it’s gonna be so brutal#baru cormorant#aminata isisegu#they really make me. waaa. they’ve got such a horrible dynamics going but also they do just Love each other :( they r literally Friends….#id in alt text
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it’s a little frustrating sometimes to watch people try to “debunk” gay mike evidence by quibbling over things that are. kind of beside the point? like arguing that mike’s consistently negative (or even neutral, if you want the benefit of the doubt) reactions to girls aren’t “disgust” therefore they don’t mean anything. but like 1. yeah i agree, cates gate isn’t about mike being “disgusted.” mike’s face when el kisses him isn’t “disgusted.” mike’s reaction to el, to max, to girls in general doesn’t really read to me as “disgust” either. so 2. what DOES it read to you as? incredulity? confusion? discomfort? those…. still aren’t positive reactions.
the point is that mike actively and blatantly Does Not react positively toward el kissing him. and he also Doesn’t react positively to dustin’s description of a girl being “hotter than phoebe cates.” he asks “is she cute?” with maybe preemptive incredulity (in line with will's question "girls go to science camp?") over a girl who goes to science camp being cute, or perhaps just a neutrally curious state over dustin's new girlfriend, but then dustin doesn’t say “she’s hotter than phoebe cates.” he says, “think phoebe cates. only hotter.” that’s a prescriptive statement. you want to know if she’s cute, mike? think about phoebe cates, and then imagine someone hotter than that. and mike’s expression doesn’t improve in the slightest. think about someone hotter than phoebe cates, dustin tells mike. and mike? remains confused and entirely unintrigued. no, he’s not disgusted, but the point is not his negative reaction, it’s a complete lack of any sort of positive reaction. if he’s listening to dustin, he should have, in that moment, thought of phoebe cates. and his reaction?
nothing.
(but. this is also just to say... i don’t even think it's fair to call most of mike’s facial reactions “proof” of his sexuality in any argument… i think they’re fun little easter eggs that add an extra visual element to his gay characterization. but. it’s not WHY people think he’s gay. it's funny to point out BECAUSE he's gay)
[edit: AND this is not even to mention the direct line drawn to this in season four via stobin's discussion of fast times, linking phoebe cates to 'people who like boobies.' #notmikewheeler]
#y’all want gay to mean nothing less than ‘disgusted by women’ and pretend that’s not homophobic#‘he’s kissed a girl without throwing up so he can’t be gay check mate’ maybe check your homophobia 👍#this was inspired by a bylr confession anon that i shouldn’t have seen bc i have that blog blocked but it showed up anyway. this is why#(i know i called this proof uh. two years ago but it's not 'proof' i recognize that. also not going on another tangent but. there is no One#irrefutable gay mike proof and that's also the entire point. you can point out specific things out of context and say hey i think this#points in this direction. but if you pull EVERYTHNG together and analyze IN FULL then the entire narrative only makes sense from a gay mike#perspective. imo. 'well i think this one is a reach' ok fine but if you see it all together and your only argument is 'idk it's just not#that deep' i mean. fine i guess but the burden of proof is on you then. the issue is then that no one who is against gay mike is willing#(or. um. able.) to put together a COMPREHENSIVE analysis that supports bi mke as a Full narrative without brushing a bunch of stuff aside#as 'eh idk i don't think that means anything' and instead fall back to 'it's just a headcanon i don't have to prove anything to you'#but refuse to recognize that gay mike is not actually a headcanon it's a theory. backed by analysis. we are not the same.)#idk. got annoyed might delete later 😗✌️#beets posts
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it's me and all the women in literature described in despondent unhappiness in a marriage that they don't hate but don't enjoy as they should and who feel as if they're not the way a woman should be and who yearn to be free of their husband and children not because they despise them but because they're not for a husband and children and who can't say that they're miserable but who feel a numb kind of despair in all that disconnectedness and disconnectedness and disconnectedness. they are just like me for real
#we have the same kind of depression 👍 but also. i can see so clearly that that's the way i would be if i still thought i was a girl.#and i had grown up to get married to someone and tried to be a woman and a mother like that. god...#edna pontellier hold on. i'm going out into the sea with you. we'll drown together.#laura brown from the hours on my kin list 👍#need to reread the hours so bad. opened up my copy of it to check if laura had killed herself at the end or not for this post#and just skimming the last few chapters made me tear up. god. but there are still the hours aren't there? one and then another...#and then you get through that one and then my god there's another...#um. books that make you go 'okay so maybe i have wanted to kill myself a little bit all these years. but maybe i'm going to be okay'#the book ever honestly it is Everything to me#and kate chopin's the awakening is good as well. much to be said about the depiction of people of color in that novel#but the depiction of edna pontellier's mental state is so. ough.#glances at the ratings on goodreads nd stuff have made me so irritated.#god forbid a woman commit the ultimate selfish sin of leaving her children behind because she's so miserable by killing herself.#because far worse than the thought that she could be losing all her personhood moment by moment#and wasting her life away feeling like a shell of a person#pales. in comparison to the thought that she could POSSIBLY abandon the children she didn't really want to have.#of course it's a bad situation for the kids. sorry to raoul and etienne. but they will survive.#condemning the main character for having the audacity to go off and die... sickening. i hate people#valentine notes
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Hi im back . For some time
#.mimiming ❜#um . hi im gonna slee soon but i missed you all so much#umm first of all im trying to ccut down in screentime because my therapist told me to#second. after two or three months of convincing myself that i literally do not care im only going to school for just a few more days (onl#y today and wednesday) i literally do not care#i almost keep crying . because well um#idk. i was originally planning on cutting off contact with everyone#because of stuff thats happened before#but my friends. my current friends dont just treat me as a therapist or something so#also one of my wives would probably hunt me down and kill me if i tried to cut off contact#but ill still miss this stupid class and this stupid school and all the stupid teachers and students#and the horrible tasting canteen food#and the playground ive played in eight times total despite being here for 12 years#idk man#also because of my periods my mood swings were so much worse#and i just ..idk i needed a break ig#anyways im back for sometime then ill start looking for a job#me friend said maybe we can do something together#idk#you can always send me asks and dms tho 👍👍#im not really sure . like about anything right now#ill try to get the drawing requests done soon maybe#wild how time passes huh#god i need to stop acting like such a grownup im literally three years old
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he's so special to me actually.
#myevilposts#hammer#frankenstein#the revenge of frankenstein#< that's me :^)#men will literally make a creature and try to be immortal instead of going to grief counseling.#(well of course i know him. he's me.)#wait have i told ya'll about how i gaslight gatekept girlboss'd my way through counseling bc the counselor#had family connections to me and i didn't have full patient confidentiality 😭😭😭#back then i decided to make it all about grieving my great grandmother. which wasn't a lie per se but#was basically a way to divert from my more major problems (debilitating social anxiety that was preventing me from#talking about having social anxiety.)#we would literally spend long blocks of time sitting in silence because i would just. not be able to physically bring myself to answer#the questions 😭 but it was a good exercise in introspection ig. it inspired me to further psychoanalyze myself.#so it wasn't a total waste of time 👍 i fucking guess!#fundamental me lore tag#loveee reposting my profile pic like hi girl !#like um who invited handsome to the party???
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fuck offfff poor audio processing makes ppl flirting with me so stupid they'll be like hey you're pretty and I'll go ah 👍😐. or omg yeah! 🤘 or i just laugh bashfully without even knowing what they said until like a minute later. help help my default responses are making people confused and unsettled. and those are the same responses i give when ppl talk shit about me too it's not good
#ah 👍😐ahaha☺️yeah🙂#met a girl in my childrens lit and bio class who called me beautiful (n) and love (n) and like we have said 2 sentences to each other#i dont thiiiiiiiink it was flirting? but my response was still the 'ok 🙂'#come ON man get it together#the other day the cafeteria guy. oh god the poor cafeteria guy. im so glad he thought i was cute bc i was failing that interaction so so bad#it's actually sickening. just blank staring and hm-whuh?? huh? oh sorry um. [doesnt answer question]#agonizing experience only to get the worst saddest chicken nachos of my life. yhey were so bad#like just staring at him trying to figure out how to ask for food and form sentences for like 40 secs per thing#yk like 4 little tub things. with food and sauces and stuff. head in my hands ughhh embarrassing#not his fault i dont think but somewhere in the middle of that he told me i have a pretty face and i think i just said like#'oh yeah' [actively mid-turn to my friend] [kind of half process it after] 'ahahha aww. thanks! (delayed)'#anyway if i was not mentally tapped out all the live long day a girl telling me 'move over beautiful' woulda like. destroyed me goodstyle#but again it doesnt sink in so like. it didnt. anyway if you're that girl ummm sorry lol not your fault#also your makeup is cool go crazy. if we become friends you will experience this more so. prepare#just. dying. tbf i'd been wandering underprotected in like 12°F weather for 20 minutes so my brain was like. reeling#wuhh-uhbuwhah? wh- ... OH oh yeah uh um like x and y are the (so true) um the. yeah 👍👍#<- average you telling me things irl moment
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we rewatched gomens s2 again........... man
#my neighbours probably thought we were being murdered. whatever#but that means I've seen s1 four times (once in 2019 thrice before s2 came out)#and s2 four times so now i can finally rewatch the entire thing as a whole (it'd bother me if i saw one more times than the other)#I haven't seen s1 since before s2 dropped ummmm um um um 👍 i am going to die#barking
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happy to be back home but the sheer stress and dread I have to endure every time I go through a TSA line could power a nation for years 👍
yes I got humiliated and pulled to the side again #girlthings
#ewbie.txt#tsa agents when a hijabi carrying a bright pink backpack with cinnamon roll character keychains walks through the metal detector with#no issues and a green light: um actually we need you to step to the side and stand miserably for 10 minutes while we find ten gadgets t#to scan you with and then touch your entire body up and down for 30 seconds while people stare 👍#and then they have the audacity to go oh your scarf is a pretty color- GO TO HELL.#I think my worst experience was in canadas TSA line but . this last trip was awful too 👍#oh can’t forget the time they made me cry too!
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i need to start getting off tumblr more and going outside (not right now though it's raining) this shit is starting to flare up my anxiety
#um. tw for discussing my undiagnosed mental health issues in the tags ?#but anyway it is to the point where i am sent into spirals over every little thing#and i think every thought i have is evidence of me being a horrible person and so then all of my thoughts start contradicting each other ?#it's really weird.#and then i panic and think i'm going to end up hurting someone by accident. or someone will see my thoughts and call me out#and yes i am aware these are all symptoms of ocd and that i need a therapist we just can't find one atm 👍#but. anyway. i really kind of need a break from here because it's really warping my perception of reality#even blocking people who trigger these thoughts hasn't helped because then i feel guilty and scroll through their blogs again so i can#make sure i'm being morally sound. or. something i don't know but it sends me into spirals even MORE and i can't stop#anyway. idk if i will actually leave ? but just a general psa ig.#bee.txt
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that last post bringing up the big texas freeze brought me the fuck back oh my god. fun fact it gets so cold out here sometimes we have to put up literal tents indoors and huddle together to stay warm because of how chilly it gets
#the captain's rambles#yeah um . we went nearly 72 hours with no electricity or water#and it took a month for us to actually get Hot water back#so whenever it's february i get scared because the last thing i need is for the power to go out again and 4 us to be stuck in the dark#for us texans feb is the COLDEST month in the year and we are Not built for snow . much less SEVERE snow that STICKS#every northerner on twt who was like “lol those guys deserve it” should be hit with hammers btw#bc I REMEMBER seeing that and it was Very unpleasant as someone who was an innocent teenager freezing my ass off#and concerned for my family as well as Very scared of the dark#those who had no compassion for the innocent while we were freezing and could barely cook our food are going to hell 👍 amen
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the bird is the craziest one here and it's not even a contest tbh
"what if it was curly" - humans
(selkirk rex cat, angora goat, astrex rabbit, curly coated retriever, mangalitsa pig, texel mouse, american curly horse, texel guinea pig, frillback pigeon)
#lil guy's Skin Stuff™ is different from the others on a literally molecular level. & its still pulling this kinda trick#upon cursory research the curl is (probably?) due to uneven feather growth. apparently in mammals- or at least humans#but id imagine its rougly the same#textural differences are due to which part of the keratin helices ''attach'' to one another which influences changes in the total shape?#idk about genetics. it seems like various mutations could produce curled fur in animals- i.e. its not One Thing in common#so much as maybe inherent to how stuff is formed that there's a possibilty it could go 1 way or the other#idk. googling this shit kinda sucked ass ngl#hopefully i did an ok job communicating that i dont think one follicle pattern or another on. any given species. has inherent 'superiority'#even a mutation where u Just Die is literally random chance + evolutionary ''fitness'' is contextual#it doesnt matter bro... we can take care of each other 👍#to say less: humans are the most well-studied species. no surprise. ''hair'' v. ''fur'' is mostly nomenclature but the former gets results#some of which are just thinly-veiled racism. shut the fuck up#to be clear: i AM humans. the 3rd-person shit is probably from writing in academia.#idk how accurate any of this even is . but! the pidge IS the only reptile here. which is neat#tjank u animals i love u animals.#upon further research it seems like its... maybe not clear? how much of the pigeon's Thing is micro v macroscopic#although they did (probably) id (some of) the causatory genes#& for macroscopic- the feathers would be ''uneven'' in like. lengths per piece rather than growth (i.e. completion) rate. maybe#birds r on some cocmelon shit.#& its actually awrsome????#but yeah um. they have a different type of keratin AND that shit's gotta grow branches in a tube#so there are many reason why feathers are different from fur 👍
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in my "it is rotten work" era actually. especially to me. especially if it's you.
#punching and kicking the wall#this is separate and devoid from the fact that life and relationships are about being a burden on other people.#we all have hands for a reason and that's to help each other back up#but like. sometimes that shit is ROTTEN work. and i have to put my hands to better use elsewhere.#it's ok to be a burden but being an asshole is not the same thing 👍#anyway bracken life pointers. if you think of a specific person with the rotten work quote (in that they are rotten work and aware of it)#and fantasize/romanticize about being the person who reaches out and says not to me not if it's you#and then in your mind's eye the other person realizes how much you care and how deeply and is forever in love with you#but like. that's not actually what's happening and you are not actually in a greek tragedy with grand themes and motifs#um. babe we need to reroute that#you're not even having an 'i can fix him' fantasy you're having an 'i can tolerate him' fantasy#WHICH. HELLO??????#all that to say. yeah it is rotten work actually. and i'm not going to be the one doing it.#do some of that rotten fucking work yourself.#DONE doing rotten work. i've done enough of it.#valentine notes
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need to go to the seaside for my healthhhhhhhh
#um. having a cough. while it's smoky is actually the worst thing in the entire world. and we don't even have a smoke advisory today#so tomorrow is going to be bad! 👍#coughing like every minute. and it hurts#isabel.txt
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