#uhhhhh idk what other tags to put oops

[yeojaa]

catch up tag game!

taking a page out of the lovely @latetaektalk​‘s book because i am shameless yeehaw 🤡 ty for the tag, darling linh! other people have also tagged me but uh, uhhhhh... i lose track of notifications

tagging:  @underthejoon​ @snackhobi​ @cutechim​ @flytomyjoon​ @taeken-my-heart​ @bangtanfancamp​ @xjoonchildx​ @ttttaehyungie​ @jinpanman​ @coepiteamare​ @1kook​ @jungkxook​ though idk who has been tagged and who hasn’t so oops if this is a duplicate. if anyone would like to be tagged in this though, just lmk and i’ll add you 👁👄👁 

tag game one: fic writers ask game

which new trope would you like to try writing?

fake relationship! i’m actually surprised i’ve never written it before...

which trope do you want to write again?

idiots to lovers bc that’s lidorally all i write anyway!

which draft are you most excited to post?

nine to five hahahdsahdahdsadasjdklasldjkl 

is there any new genre you want to explore?

i want to try my hand at something sci-fi/fantasy but my imagination is legitimate garbage 😅

do you have a favorite line in any of your drafts up to now?

You’d been unable to keep your amusement at bay, laughter spilling between your teeth.  Something about Taehyung had reminded you of a freshman in college, soft and not yet made cynical by the hell of school.  (It was an apt enough comparison.  He was a baby-faced junior associate, soul still intact.)  “I know.”

For whatever reason, he’d been surprised, brows sliding higher into his curls, eyes widening.  “You do?”  

“I know everything about you, Kim Taehyung.”  

It’d been a joke then - something you’d said in the moment.  How funny how true it’d become.

have you decided on any creative goals for 2021?

write more. write better. finish more wips that i start lmao

describe your journey on this blog last year in three words! and three more words for what you hope for 2021!

2020:  totally life-changing (ik this is technically two but idc)

2021:  somehow even better

tag game two: 10 songs, 10 people

rules: you can tell a lot about a person from the type of music they listen to. put your favorite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs. then tag ten people. no skipping!

go go - bts

what about you - ravi, ailee

serendipity - bts

never ever - the rubens, sarah

you are the one - epik high, horan

then - gaho, villain 

crying out - d.o.

holding on - dabin, lowell

broken glass - sabai, merseh

action! - dpr live, gray

tag game three: this or that

indoor plants or gardens // cloud-watching or star-gazing // water or fire // paperback or hardcover // running or hiking // sleeping with socks or without socks // fruit or vegetables // hanging plants or succulents // dark wood or light wood // handwritten or typed // instagram or pinterest // braids or pigtails // dc or marvel // books or movies // oceans or meadows // forests or fields // sweet or salty // ice cream or chocolate // hoodies or sweaters // long hair or short hair // piercings or tattoos // summer or winter // boots or sneakers // cars or motorcycles // curls or straight hair // castles or cottages // sunny days or storms // reptiles or birds // disney or nickelodeon // strawberries or watermelon // essays or posters // phones or laptops // glass or stone // dark or light // photos or paintings // circuses or theatres // reading or writing // dogs or cats // poetry or novels // monsters or ghosts // thrift shops or libraries // fiction or non-fiction

tag game four: ten biases tag

rules: write down your top 10 biases and answer the following questions

jeon jungkook

kim taehyung

christian yu

lee gahyeon

park jimin

hwang hyunjin

min yoongi

kim seokjin

kim namjoon

jung hoseok

1. between 1 and 4 who would you rather kiss?

jaykay. is that even a question?

2. between 2 and 7 who would be your best friend?

probably yoongi. i think we’d understand each other a bit better, even as much as i love tae

3. between 5 and 10 who has the better voice?

chim. sorry, hoseokie

4. between 1 and 8 who is the funniest?

oh god. this is hard. jin is a true comedian tho lol

5. between 6 and 9 who would you date?

joonie. we could hike 🤠

6. between 9 and 10, who would you do a collaboration with?

probably joon?

7. between 4 and 8 who is the best dancer?

... both... this is hard

8. between 3 and 5 who would you most likely marry?

jimin. double libra goodness duh

9. between 1 and 7 who would you nurse when they are sick?

... jk. i feel like yoongi could take care of himself lmao

10. between 2 and 3 who has the better smile?

taeeeee. sry

11. between 6 and 8 who would you vacation with?

jin ez

[the-rogue-mockingjay]

Catch Up Meme

Tagged by @timeforelfnonsense thank you friend!! 🥰

THREE SHIPS: Brynja Ryder x Jaal Ama Darav (aka Brynjaal), Rose Harper x Nick Valentine (never shipped an mc with a character you can't romance in-game before so I'm real nervous, but that ain't stopping me yet!!), and uhhhhh hm. So many choices here. I'm gonna break the rules and put more than three: Korinna (MC) x Hadrian from The Golden Rose, Theia Kurinová (MC) x Nicolás María from Smoke & Velvet, Laura Lee x Nate Sewell from Wayhaven Chronicles. I am LIVING FOR ALL THIS INTERACTIVE FICTION Y'ALL.

LAST SONGS LISTENED TO:

Achilles, Come Down by Gang of Youths,

the version of the Wellerman sea shanty that had Mia Asano adding violin,

Sharm's cover of Daughter of the Sea,

The Lion's Roar by First Aid Kit (this, Daughter of the Sea, and Achilles are on the official playlist for The Northern Passage, another IF I am stupid in love with)

Also been listening to a lot of the Diamond City Radio songs, I love this genre of music so much but don't ask me what it's called bc I don't know 😂😂😂

Trøllabundin by Eivør Pálsdóttir (the vid on YouTube and floating around here on Tumbles where she's performing it by some body of water and there's a statue behind her. Listened to it a million times and I'm just as enchanted as I was when I first found it)

Presence by Joseph is stuck in my head atm and it's motivating me to get back to my ME:A fic since I associate it strongly with Brynja's older sister, Nadja yes I have 3 Ryder kids instead of the canon 2, fight me 😂

DESPERADO BY CELTIC THUNDER. ALSO A TON OF OTHER CELTIC THUNDER AND CELTIC WOMAN SONGS, THEY WERE MY CHILDHOOD 😭😭

CURRENTLY WATCHING: Honestly, I am SO terrible with TV shows, I'm not watching any atm but I am planning on a Star Wars Rebels rewatch with my best friend! Also had a movie night with another friend for my birthday last week and we watched Howl's Moving Castle, half of Scott Pilgrim vs the World, and half of Into the Spiderverse. Time was not our friend there, hence the halves 😂 It was the first time I watched a Ghibli movie tho and I LOVED IT SO MUCH.

CURRENTLY READING: No actual books atm bc I am also terrible with that, but I am keeping up with the aforementioned IFs, as well as Wayfarer by idrellegames, Greenwarden, aaaaand some others I don't remember off the top of my head.

HOW'S IT GOING? It's going I suppose 😂 Things are good but I accidentally trashed my sleep schedule and now am constantly staying up until 2-4 a.m.. Oops. I was supposed to start editing my fic this month but got hit with an ADD week from hell right out of the gate, and I'm only now coming to a place where I can pick it up again. Either my anxiety meds aren't working as well as they used to, or my constant forgetting of a different med and my trashed sleep schedule is screwing it all up. Idk. All in all tho, I'm doing pretty good!!!

My memory is FLAMING hot garbage so I'm not sure who has and hasn't done this, gonna go out on a limb and tag @asaara-writes, @pikapeppa, @theherocomplex, @lethendralis-paints, @schoute, @solas-disapproves 😊

[mono-chrono]

Oop I’ve been tagged! Thanks!

I do not like chipotle, but I will eat a chicken burrito if I must. No beans, yes rice and cheese

Veganism exists.

I adore the color green but certain yellowish shades make me question why a certain sports team uses them

bigfoot is real and we’re besties (nah, but ghosts are pretty cool. And aliens. I fully believe aliens exist, just not on earth)

potato… spud…. Idaho potatoes a good and fresh ig, the yellows not the reds

haha no I wear it on my dominant hand and they get in the way to writing

uhhhhh I can’t remember the last time I went to an aquarium, but if they have mantis shrimp imma wanna see those

only if I’m wearing something uncomfy out which is rare.

nope. I’ll wash my face in the shower, or put acne cream on if it gets bad, but otherwise nope.

apple juice, orange juice tastes bad to me

a lot of stuff. I keep way to much stuff at home, so a lot of my stuffed animals, jewelry, video games, and doodles from when I was a kid still exist

I’m not super into that kind of stuff but I just kinda use suave clarifying shampoo (I got greasy hair)

Lying on government forms, like taxes. After that I’m stealing myself something nice and then locking myself in my house so I don’t get killed.

I’m not dehydrated, my mouth is just dry. I know this for a fact. I am a marching band kid.

drowning, freezing, burning

mint chocolate chip is a godly flavor and no one can tell me otherwise

i fiddle with my fingers a lot. When things get too loud or overwhelming, my head kinda jerks to the side for a second. I don’t think that anxiety tho, idk what that is or when it started

i do not like boba because bad texture, but for tea, give me chai, the spicier the better

m us hro o m

Beauty and the Beast!!! Mulan is up there too but I don’t really count that as a princess movie

-7

Nope! I do have an emotional support mug tho because hot water calms me down!

not often. I got an ear piercing before summer started, and I used to have a necklace I’d always wear (it broke :( ), but that’s about it

american. Heavily. I sound like the most typical of typical west coast people. We say y’all a lot. Not many people realize that it’s more than just the south. We also use ever way to say soda imaginable, including sodypop. I am not kidding.

my taste in music is abysmal I am the type of person who inspired the “don’t give your gay friend the aux cord” meme. It consists of the splatoon music, lemon demon, other weird music, 80s rock, cavetown, gorillaz, and game soundtracks. Listening to my playlist is like willingly giving yourself whiplash.

not terrible. I like spicy stuff, but nothing super crazy

I HAVE A MOTHMAN T-SHIRT AND IT MAKES ME VERY HAPPY

Spætzle, specifically Käsespætzle. It is my comfort food, my childhood, and just plain delicious. That or a deli sandwich. One of the two.

Bowtie

@yes---but---no do you collect bottles and trinkets like a crow too or is that just me

@error-kittrn @glamourooze @mothpatch-01

@tealime9

sorry if I didn’t tag you! My mind is doing the default dance on my memory

weirdly specific and unrelated asks to know someone well:

chipotle order?

thoughts on veganism?

a specific color that gives you the ick?

mythical creature you think/believe is real?

favorite form of potato?

do you use a watch?

what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?

do you change into specific clothes for the house when you get home?

do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?

on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice?

anything from your childhood you’ve held on to?

brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?

first thing you’re doing in the purge?

do you think you’re dehydrated?

rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning

thoughts on mint chocolate chip?

an anxious compulsion you do everyday?

your boba/tea order?

the veggie you dislike the most?

favorite disney princess movie?

a number that weirds you out?

do you have an emotional support water bottle?

do you wear jewelry?

which do you find yourself using, american or british english?

would you say you have good taste in music?

how’s your spice tolerance?

what’s your favorite or go-to outfit?

last meal on earth?

preferred pasta noodle?

ask me anything !

leave an ask for the person you reblog it from!

[linos-teeth]

i got tagged

in the 50 questions and the about me tag by @chngbok ty browse!! these are a lot of questions and idk who i want to bother with them (unless you wanna be bothered then consider yourself tagged) but in case you wanna know some random stuff abt me there’s a lot of that under the cut!

what takes too much of your time?

currently, fic writing for sure

what makes your day better?

uhhh ideas, music, skz (except lino bc he literally just makes me cry)

what is the best thing that happened to you today?

lino in the victory song dance practice? (wow there's a theme already)

what fictional place would you like to go to?

hmmmmm the arbor wilds, the crossroads, the forge, h-047c, watford

are you good at giving advice?

nah

do you have any mental illness?

uhhhh not theoretically (as in not diagnosed oops)

have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

luckily not

what musician inspired you the most?

boy i rly can't say, usually it's writers or games that inspire me and music not so much?

have you fallen in love?

most likely yeah

what’s your dream date?

idk man surprise me like...going out exploring and doing things i haven't done before that don't include any drugs or stuff also movies are good

what do others notice about you?

my hair (it's long)

what is an annoying habit that you have?

biting my uh...the skin next to my nails? and my lips? i guess?

do you still talk to your first love?

ha nah

how many ex’s do you have?

zero

how many songs are in your playlist?

i have 685 deezer faves

what instruments do you play?

piano, idk if recorder counts, used to play the oboe but...not any more

who do you have the most pictures of?

myself XD, my da/me chars, also random idol pictures for reaction memes

where would you like to go before you die?

uhhhhh a lot of places like...there's a lot of cities in europe i still wanna see and i wanna go back to paris and london and i also would love to visit like 294503 national parks in the us also maybe a desert (bc stars) and somewhere far north (for northern lights)

what’s your zodiac?

scorpio

do you relate to it?

nope

what is happiness to you?

just like...a content feeling? like...idk words for it but when you just stop and go like fuck this is rly good i'm rly comfy rn and not sad??? like just being good in your own skin?

are you going through anything right now?

not more than usual

what’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

i made a few sucky time management decision throughout my uni time and still am so i guess that

what’s your favorite store?

what's a store

what’s your opinion on abortion?

i don't rly think i get to say much abt it while i'm not in a position where i can talk yknow? you should be allowed to but i imagine it's tough as shit too

do you keep a bucket list?

nah

do you have a favorite album?

A FEW there's wildness by snow patrol and mania by fob and wild world by bastille and miroh (that's currently tho that shit changes a lot)

what do you want for your birthday?

my birthday isn't happening for a while and what i want i kinda need before so xD for my birthday i wish i could be with my family but i won't be able to :/

what are most people’s first impression of you?

uhhhhh awk i guess which is right, also rly smart and like...organised which is wrong

what age to you seem according to most people?

apparently like 16, i always get asked when i finish school

where do you keep your phone while sleeping?

on my bed next to my pillow, stuffed under some plushies

what word do you say the most?

idk honestly i don't talk much probably some expletive

what’s the oldest age would you date?

idk man i'm not rly attracted to ppl much older than me never have been if it ever happened they'd prolly be like 2 years younger oops that's like the norm with crushes

what’s the youngest age would you date?

oh uh see above i guess like...currently i'm 23 so like? not younger than 20?

what job/career do most people say sould suit you?

they don't rly say anything abt that xD

what’s your favorite music genre?

uhhh rock? alt stuff? i love some folk and some pop too and i'm a slut for lofi

if you would live in any country in the world, where would it be?

here tbh

what’s your current favorite song?

u h h probably still chronosaurus! doesn't look like it's leaving that spot any time soon oops

how long have you have this blog for?

a bit over a month now?

what are you excited for?

how pathetic is it if i say my summer course? idk just...smth new i guess i'm looking forward to it (not to being away from games and photoshop)

are you a better talker or a listener?

listener

what is the last productive thing you did?

i finished vacuuming the house today

what do you want for Christmas?

s h r u g

what classes do you get the best grades in?

language stuff, music

on a scale of 1-10 how are you feeling right now?

a 4? maybe?

what can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

idk man i wanna go into speech therapy so?? that? or research even? but i gotta get into the masters first rip

when did you first get your heartbreak?

oh dear. probably like...in kindergarten when my crush was an absolute ass (so far, 80% of them have been there's a theme) i was pathetic

at what age do you want to get married?

idk man i guess in like 100 years when someone finally decides they rly want to put up with this mess

what career did you want to have as a child?

florist, author, actress

what do you crave right now?

hugs? and drawing skill

1. How tall are you?

i'm jisung-sized

2. What color are your eyes?

hazel

3. What color and style is your hair?

uhhhh dark blonde would be the accurate desc prolly? it's like...blondebrowngoldish and too long and i usually braid it and i have a super messy fringe

4. Do you wear glasses?

no

5. Do you have braces?

luckily not!

6. What’s your fashion sense?

casual and basic with a dash of experimental and sometimes a bit cutesy

7. Full name?

8. When were you born?

long, long ago, too long ago

9. Where are you from and where do you live

germany!

10. What school(s) do you go to?

no more school for me, i'm going to university

11. What kind of student are you?

the one that kinda gets by far too well for procrastinating so badly (all i have to say in my defense is that i'm anxious as shit abt everything)

12. Do you like school?

i used to!! like...the last 3 and first 3 years were chill

13. Fav subject?

music, history, english, latin

14. Fav TV shows?

i rly only watch b99 but i would be careful calling it my favorite since like...3 eps ago

15. Fav books?

my current fave is less by andrew sean greer (aka it was my fave last autumn and i've read like 3 since and they weren't super great)

16. Fav pastimes?

uhhh writing gaming music and lately, giffing too!

17. Do you have any regrets?

a couple

18. Dream job?

i mean i do still wish i could just like...do smth artsy like be an author or an illustrator but i'm bad at writing and literally cannot draw at all so

19. Would you ever like to be married?

yes absolutely

20. Would you like to have children?

kinda yeah?

21. If so, how many?

2

22. Do you like shopping?

only for a limited amount of time

23. What countries have you visited?

denmark, norway, france, the uk, spain, italy, austria, slovakia, we also drove through switzerland like twice

24. Scariest nightmare you’ve ever had?

uhhhhhh basically all of the end of the world/war scenario dreams i've had?

25. Any enemies?

does myself count

26. Do you have a significant other?

nah

27. Do you get along with your family?

yeah? we're not super close but we don't hate each other

28. Do you believe in miracles?

I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES WHERE YA FROM YOU SEXY THING no but rly i do

29. How are you?

not terrible

[saint0rpheus]

ABOUT TIME I GOT AROUND TO THIS

Tagged by @justyouraveragefangiri

Rules: Answer the fifteen questions, and tag fifteen people.

1. Are you named after someone? Yes actually! My mom and dad had a good friend named Frank who would always treat them nicely and helped them when starting the business my family owned! His actual name was Francisco but my dad liked the name Frank. There was a whole vote on my name, but that’s another short story for another time 2. When was the last time you cried? I guess that depends. If it’s crying because of like all the crap im putting up with and that fact that my emotions get the best of me? Then probably a few months. I’m fairly confident it’s my best record yet. But if it’s just in general? Then I think it’s going to have to be the new Smash Ultimate Trailer. I have a soft spot for outstanding music, amazing characters, and high expectations for story line and game-play 3. Do you have kids?

Nope! I’m sure as hell not ready to take care of kids, or even myself. But I do want to have kids eventually. I’ll name one of my kids Eleanor and one Luna. 

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Not often I think. Only when i’m trying to emphasize an obvious point. 

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Okay so the normal human thing to say is their eyes and their hair, but immediately the next thing would be their butt. Sorry, but not at all, but very, very sorry.

6. What’s your eye color?

Fairly confident it’s dark brown. Maybe it’s lighter in the sun? idk man

7. Scary movies or happy endings?

Happy endings! I do not like scary movies or horror movies or anything of the like it’s wrong and bad and creepy and no thanks k love you bye

8. Any special talents?

Sure! I can play the violin pretty good and bit of piano (trying) and I’m currently learning the ukelele! Also I sing a bit but not like god tier sing but like you can tell some attempt and practice is going in. Also I’ve been told I’m very wholesome and that I spread positivity wherever I go so, i got that going.

9. Where were you born?

The wee old town of Chicago, Illinois.

10. What are your hobbies?

Uhhhhh, I got a few. Playing music, watching lots of YT videos, loving my friends unconditionally and daily to the point where I’m even surprised how much I love them, getting dumb ideas for personal projects and never doing anything. I got a few more but i don’t remember oops

11. Do you have any pets?

Yes! I have one turtle which has been in my life for as long as i can remember, which isn’t completely accurate bc i can’t remember shit. I also had a few birds when I was younger!

12. How tall are you?

uhhh, ummmm, huh, duhhh... Like, 5′5″ish? Maybe? I’m taller than @pandaxen434, that’s for sure.

13. What sports do you play/have you played?

I used to play baseball when I was young, then I played Soccer for a few years. Then I called it quits on sports lmao. I really do enjoy Hockey though!

14. Favorite subject in school?

Music and Math reign supreme, nothing is as good as those two. End of that.

15. Dream job?

idk. Something that feels fulfilling I guess. Something that keeps others happy or that helps others. Or I can use an excuse I used in 8th grade and say i want to be a stay at home dad. That sounds like the life.

Cool! That clears that out! Time to tag!

@creativecreepie, @ludicrouslylorebound, @marinebanquet, @pandaxen434, @laughing-to-the-end, @booger206, @pink-rosie-posie,  @theskedaddling! 

[beepbeep-losers]

Idk if you’ve done this yet but can you make a hc of reddie getting like a dog or cat or bird or something like that 😂

uh no but I will now because! yes!! 

richie and eddie start dating toward the end of high school and they go to college together bc all the losers go to college together bc they love each other fuck you stephen king

in sophomore year they get an apartment together

they’ve been living there for months, and it’s late fall and it’s starting to get pretty cold out

and eddie is cozied up on the couch watching TV one evening while waiting for Richie to get home from work

when he finally hears the door open, he perks up immediately (he’d been half asleep because it’s like midnight now)

anyway

so he sits up on the couch and he can hear richie taking his boots off and wait - 

was that a whine?

a very not human whine?

eddie furrows his brow and then richie is walking inside and

oh god that is the cutest goddamn puppy eddie has ever seen but why is it here

“rich what the fuck is that”

“it’s a dog, eds!” 

and richie has the dopiest smile on his face okay how can eddie be mad when his cute boyfriend is holding this cute puppy and being so CUTE

richie immediately starts rambling

“please don’t be mad eds but can we please keep it?? I was walking to my truck and I just heard this whimper and I looked around everywhere and I couldn’t find a mom or an owner or anything we can even put up posters for a bit and see if anyone calls for it if you want but c’mon eddie look at him he’s so fucking cute look at his tiny little paws -”

eddie puts up a hand

“that is a female puppy, richie”

“fine look at her tiny little paws then EDDIE PLEASE”

eddie looks from the big brown eyes of this little dog (he can’t tell the breed) (it might just be a mutt but it was really damn cute) and the big brown eyes of richie, whose cheeks and nose are still flushed red from the cold and who’s holding this little ball of fluff to his chest and - 

oh fuck it

“yes”

“YES”

“we have to put posters up first! and we have to make sure it’s had its shots and we’ll have to research the best brands of dog food and what will hurt it and what’s okay for it to have and-”

and richie wraps eddie in the tightest hug and eddie is pretty sure he’s going to crush him, and there’s squirming little puppy between them and he pushes richie off 

“BE CAREFUL YOU’RE GONNA SQUISH HER”

“OH FUCK I FORGOT”

“JESUS, RICHIE”

“I’M SORRY”

and eddie grabs the puppy from him and cuddles it and okay wow he’s instantly in love because it licks his chin? what the fuck that is……..so cute? he would be disgusted but it has the cutest eyes and it’s soft and warm and adorable

it’s just a little thing with pale brown fur and scruffy ears - and o hhhh god one of the ears stands a little lopsided eddie could actually cry at how cute she is 

“richie?”

“yeah, eds?” and richie is fiddling with the fabric of the gloves he’s just taken off because he’s nervous that eddie doesn’t like her and he knows how particular eddie can be about this sort of thing

“I love her”

“you do?”

“she needs a name and a bed and we need puppy pads because if she shits on this carpet and we have to pay for it, I’m blaming you entirely”

“yep yep of course you’re right uhhhhh should we go to wal-mart” 

“we can’t leaVE HER ALONE”

“okay shit you’re right uh I’ll go to wal-mart - uh - you stay here I’ll be right back”

~ long story short ~ 

richie and eddie put up posters and wait a few weeks but nobody ever calls

they name the puppy “Lady” from lady and the tramp

partially because she definitely is prissy as she gets older and partially because richie associates the movie with spaghetti and love, both of which remind him of eddie (which is such a pure reason that eddie can’t say no)

the losers all love Lady and they may or may not buy her holiday presents along with the rest of the losers whenever the holiday comes around

she’s the most spoiled dog to ever exist

eddie tried to protest richie feeding her table food but let’s be real, eddie is pretty mushy and he can’t resist puppy dog eyes any more than richie can

they’re happy little dog dads and they love it

oops this is so long uhhhhhh hope you like them!!!!!

permanent tag list: 

@gingerbreddie @secretblog1212 @reddietofall @eddierichietozier @lonewolfhard @turtleneckrichie @satinkors

[raccooncityaliens]

Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

i was tagged by @annamarcellie it’s been ages I’m sorry

i tag:  ..... seriously 20?? I cannooooot

the last …


1. drink: just got my morning coffee

2. phone call: my therapist tried to call but I didn’t notice, before that mom

3. text message: mom, sib in whatsapp which is more recent

4. song you listened to: Sam Tsui & Kurt Hugo Schneider - Clarity 

5. time you cried: I don’t remember if I cried yesterday, probably... If not then the previous day.

6. dated someone twice: well technically yes but not officially

7. kissed someone and regretted it: hoooo boy

8. been cheated on: yeahhh kinda. just, yes.

9. lost someone special: not to death.

10. been depressed: I have recurring depression! so yea

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: I still do that alarmingly much......

favorite colors

12. dark red purple thing what is that called

13. dusty lavender

14. some strange blue teal colors

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes !

16. fallen out of love: no

17. laughed until you cried: yeah. i just remembered i did this in the winter or something, OH WELL

18. found out someone was talking about you: nnnnoooo more than like, what’s normal

19. met someone who changed you: yes

20. found out who your friends are: hnnghng kinda

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yup

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: quite a bit of them. or not really know know but

23. do you have any pets: Ye Olde Rane still kicking

24. do you want to change your name: actually the surname change is on the way, should happen soon. first names whenever the hell I manage to clear the trans process.

25. what did you do for your last birthday: uhhhh. uhhh. i think sis was here.

26. what time did you wake up:  around 11?

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: just fast asleep.

28. name something you can’t wait for: my wife to get new lungs.

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: ummm around a week ago

31. what are you listening to right now: no music, the new oxygen machine doing its thing

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: nah. I’ve talked to a guy named Thor tho

33. something that is getting on your nerves: my stomach being evil. my neverending sweating. my neverending panicking.

34. most visited website: tumblr really, fb, google taking me to various places.

35. hair colour: I don’t know, kinda like.... dark blond? Very light brown?

36. long or short hair: short short short

37. do you have a crush on someone: I think crush is a very wrong word

38. what do you like about yourself: uhhhhh. you know the best things are also those which cause most pain for me. caring so deeply, strong sense of justice, empathy, putting others before me. physically tho my mysteriously growing biceps

39. piercings: ears, one stretched, navel, tongue, labret.

40. blood type: B+

41. nickname: trash panda. wait

42. relationship status: married!

43. zodiac: taurus sun, aquarius moon, scorpio rising. And boy does it rise

44. pronouns: he/him or they/them, the first preferred.

45. favourite tv show: currently uuuuuhh. uhhh. nnghn. just taking the easy route and saying Hannibal.

46. tattoos: kenaz on my finger

47. right or left handed: right

48. surgery: none

49. piercing: :/

50. sports: uhh I like playing basketball actually. want to go back to pole dancing.

51. vacation: idk I want to go back to Japannnn I haven’t been abroad in years

more general

53. eating: currently nothing, had some focaccia earlier for breakfast

54. drinking: water, soon more coffee

55. i’m about to: die from anxiety? idk, just hang around and see when mom calls

56. waiting for: change

57. want: to have valium but I’m already running out so hnghnerhn

58. get married: I am ! want to have a proper seremony when H gets better

59. career: I’m going towards the researching field (ethnology and anthropology) so maybe that someday. might end up teaching as well. and I want to go PhD.

60. hugs or kisses: hugs feel better to me

61. lips or eyes: I like examining people’s eye colors. H has WOLF EYES they’re so beautiful aaa

62. shorter or taller: I want to be taller......... my wife is a bit shorter than me

63. older or younger: H’s a bit younger

64. nice arms or nice stomach: arms are nice because they’re more easily seen

65. hook up or relationship: relationship

66. troublemaker or hesitant: I’m the troublemaker usually DON’t encourage me

67. kissed a stranger: yup

68. drank hard liquor: yup. I need to stay away from whsikey tho. but.

69. lost glasses/contact lenses: I always lose the colored contacts I have, I also stepped on H’s glasses and broke them hahahahah

70. turned someone down: yeah

71. sex on the first date: it’s not a definite no but then again I’ve never really done the dating thing much. H was the first and we ended up together super soon.

72. broken someone’s heart: yeah I guess

73. had your heart broken: yeeeeep

74. been arrested: no......t yet

75. cried when someone died: mmm

76. fallen for a friend: yeh

do you believe in …

77. yourself: oh dear I’m not even sure I exist

78. miracles: seeing is believing

79. love at first sight: oops might have happened

80. santa claus: neh

81. kiss on the first date: sure ! i mean if you want to

82. angels: nngh not in that way, it’s complicated

other

83. current best friend’s name: i don’t know if i really have best friends anymore

84. eye colour: uhhh like... amber? green? brown?

85. favourite movie: I DON’T KNOW I love tons of movies

[adoredykelano]

tagged by: @katyaapetrovna

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

tagging: @diggs4life @imaginebeinghamiltrash @patron-saintof-sluts @pantonebaby @butlinislin

the last

1. drink: lemonade 2. phone call: @diggs4life 3. text message: @diggs4life (oops) 4. song you listened to: fake happy by paramore 5. time you cried: fosdjkesudfij today in therapy lmao 6. dated someone twice: have not 7. kissed someone and regretted it: uhhhhh in like august 2016 8. been cheated on: in march of 2016  9. lost someone special: ????? 10. been depressed: buddy i have depression there is no “last time” i was depressed 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: end of july 2016 (ya girl hates throwing up)

3 favorite colors 12. light pink 13. maroon 14. light blue

in the last year have you 15. made new friends: yes 16. fallen out of love: nope 17. laughed until you cried: yes 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: yeah i guess? 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

general 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all but like 2 or 3 23. do you have any pets: no because the universe is homophobic 24. do you want to change your name: kind of but idk what i would change it to 25. what did you do for your last birthday: i spent the day talking to jena and then went out for dinner and drinks with my best friend kyra and got wasted in tgi friday’s and then walked across a mall parking lot in a snowstorm and sat in a barnes and noble drunk 26. what time did you wake up: 6AM 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: hummmmmm idk i don’t remember anything ever. probably watching a youtube video?? i think the billboard pride series playlist 28. name something you can’t wait for: my ed sheeran concert in 10 days and also i can’t wait for august 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: like an hour ago

31. what are you listening to right now: “la belle fleur sauvage” by lord huron 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: LMAO LMAO LMAO BYEEEE 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my inability to focus on anything and also bugs 34. most visited website: tumblr or google docs probably 35. hair colour: light brown 36. long or short hair: long 37. do you have a crush on someone: m...y girlfriend? 38. what do you like about yourself: i...like my hair and i’m a nice person 39. piercings: one in each ear (had two but one set closed) and right nostril 40. blood type: idk 41. nickname: no thank you :)))) 42. relationship status: in a relationship 43. zodiac: scorpio

44. pronouns: she/her 45. favourite tv show: psych 46. tattoos: have none 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: one on my foot and one on each ear 49. piercing: why is this on here twice 50. sport: GET AWAY FROM ME 51. vacation: uh i went to chicago for the weekend a couple of weeks ago. before that i went to new hampshire for a little under a week in may of last year 52. pair of trainers: floral print canvas sneakers i bought because they were on sale at target if we’re being honest

more general 53. eating: i went out to dinner w my parents and i got ziti 54. drinking: lemonade 55. i’m about to: do another thing i was tagged in and then watch documentaries about the adult film industry

56. waiting for: ed sheeran concert and august 57. want: my girlfriend and also some frozen yogurt. to go get frozen yogurt with my girlfriend. 58. get married: i mean hopefully 59. career: bridal or theatre makeup artist

which is better 60. hugs or kisses: hugs from everyone kisses only from jena pls 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: i do not give a hoot 63. older or younger: older (sorry jena) 64. nice arms or nice stomach: nice person 65. hook up or relationship: relationship i have commitment issues (as in i love commitment too much) 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant i have two different anxiety disorders don’t make me do things that could get me in trouble

have you ever 67. kissed a stranger:  ye 68. drank hard liquor: yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: i was putting my contacts in one time and i sneezed and my contact was just gone 70. turned someone down: yes 71. sex on the first date: uhhhhh define date also define sex. does sex without a date count. 72. broken someone’s heart: not as far as i know? 73. had your heart broken: yes i am a dramatic and sensitive bitch we all know 74. been arrested: nope 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: yeah lmao

do you believe in 77. yourself: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 78. miracles: yeah 79. love at first sight: not really 80. santa claus: nope 81. kiss on the first date: do whatever you want with your own body bye 82. angels: yeah

other 83. current best friend’s name: kyra and abbey (and jena) 84. eye colour: hazel 85. favourite movie: hhhhhhhhhhhhogjdfkgdfiog hurricane bianca or princess diaries 2 or moana probably?

[boyholeincorporated]

tagged by the awesome @ahjiminie !!! ty :D

1. ULTIMATE BIAS/BIASES?

dudes - nam2seok overall but rn it’s hobi ^^

gals - wheein (my fuckign gf)

2. WHO ARE YOUR TOP 3 GROUPS?

in general it’s monsta x, bts, and mamamoo (it’s hard to leave off shinee so imma put them here too ouo)

3. WHAT ARE YOUR 3 FAVORITE SONGS?

this hurts me. these are in no order but i particularly like symptoms by shinee, our house by misterwives, and boy by exid!!

4. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO IN YOUR FREE TIME?

spend obscene amounts of time on the internet writing fic nowadays, but also drawing and producing music (which i never do now lol!!!)

5. ARE THERE ANY PLACES YOU WOULD LIKE TO VISIT THAT YOU HAVEN’T ALREADY VISITED?

the galapagos!!! and greece :0 (also not 2 b gay but all the places where my internet friends live)

6. DO YOU HAVE A DREAM JOB?

research in the social sciences, but people just throw money at me instead of me having to apply for grants /shrugs

7. IF YOU COULD MEET ANY KOREAN CELEBRITY (INCLUDES ACTORS, MODELS, K-MUSIC ARTISTS, ECT., WHO WOULD IT BE?

Namjoon!!! I’d love love love to go to a coffee shop with him and then spend a long time holding his hand and probably crying bc i’d be so overwhelmed but like??? wow i love this dude, what a guy

8. WHAT DO YOU LOVE THE MOST ABOUT YOUR BIAS GROUP/GROUPS?

monsta x - every song is a bop, a mess tm

mamamoo - CUTE AND DORKY AS HELL, amazing vocalists

bts - my actual babies i lov them

shinee - THE OG BIAS GROUP, amazing all around, just real great dudes, every song also really good?? ye

9. WHO ARE YOUR ULTIMATE BIAS WRECKERS?

(((jeongguk)))) seokjin used to be a real big bias wrecker for me hehe minhyuk from monsta x too!!!! my son i love him so much also everyone in mamamoo?? yep

10. WHAT DO YOU WISH FOR THE MOST TO HAPPEN?

to be in a good enough state mentally/emotionally to go to college /clenches fists in determination/

11. WHEN DID YOU GET INTO KPOP AND HOW?

summer of 2015: amber liu happened. i think i watched shake that brass and i was p damn gay (but i watched the rest of fx’s mvs and i was like ye this is Nice)

shinee was my first group i stanned, i’d say and i’d watched a couple of big bang vids and i was like “meh” and i remember liking some of block b’s music but never really checking them out?? idk i think i watched dream girl and then i spiraled into watching all of their mvs and i just loved the music and i started listening to more stuff and oops i’m a shawol now??

i got into bts all because of @minjoongf tbh, we haven’t talked in forever tho but they reblogged a ton of bts stuff and i was like /eye emojis/ who dis so boy in luv/dope was the first of them i watched and i was like “omg this is Good” and this is how i became full fledged trash

12. WHAT MADE YOU DECIDE TO HAVE A TUMBLR BLOG?

alllll the way in 2013 a percy jackson fanartist that i really liked on deviantart started getting into homestuck/atla and said she was posting on tumblr more so i just followed her onto there....

13. FAVORITE COLOR?

orange-red! sunset colors

14. FAVORITE ANIMAL?

*looks at url* *looks at u* *looks at url* ...........dogs

15. WHAT ARE YOUR INTERESTS? (OR FAVOURITES)

uhhhhh birds, kpop, puns, meta posts concerning my other interests, discussing fanfic ideas with friends, mes amis, memes, music theory, social sciences, being super fuckign gay, myers briggs and other dubiously accurate personality tests

16. WOULD YOU PREFER MUSIC OR MOVIES?

hmmm movie with a good soundtrack!!

17. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO ACHIEVE (OR EXPERIENCE) BEFORE THE AGE OF 60?

this is a deep question and my brain is not doing the think thing today so idk have a good time in life and stuff i guess; i always want to keep on learning always but???? idk graduate college, have a job i like, keep on livin and stuff, maybe move in with someone/several someones whom i lov into a nice apartment and have a couple of dogs, do activism related things......uh yeah cool

tagging anyone who wants to do this!! i’m lazy