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Nobody asked for more but I delivered. You're welcome
Anyway. Lore-wise the book can transform into a twink when he wants to. He's also a God but for death-related knowledge (I imagine there's other book gods) and somebody sealed Shinigami inside his pages. Now you may be asking. Alfie doesn't this mean Shinigami wasn't alone for all those years? Please consider that this guy doesn't give a shit and wouldn't really care to interact with her. Just completely unbothered. He dgaf. Wait how would it feel to have some random lady sealed inside of you. Is this mpreg. Or like. Vore. I should stop typing
#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#raincode#mdarc#yeah we're maintagging. fuck you#mdarc spoilers#raincode spoilers#book of death#yuma kokohead#number one#help me come up with a ship name for them#art#fanart#my art#digital art#sketches#uhhh ig i can tag this as#suggestive
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Made this for the Solarpunk Aesthetic Week server in a sudden creative fever, so I guess I'll post it here too hh
A relative of mine knows someone who teaches kids, so I'm gonna suggest this as an art project for them! The idea is that students could each make/decorate their own shelf, then put them together to form a hive, which could function as mini lockers in their classrooms. Then, by the end of the school year or something, they could either take their own little shelf home (or exchange them with their peers?), or recycle them into materials for the next class! Hopefully it'll teach them about pollinators too 🐝
Idk how doable this project is really, and its scary to imagine one of my silly designs could actually become something tangible irl. But even so, I'm still excited to try 🥰 (And if anyone else attempts this too, please let me know!!!)
#art#artists on tumblr#solarpunk#earth day#ani if u see this thank u for the inspiration <3#and uhhh idk if art can be considered action but.......#solarpunk action week#SPAW#roobiedoodle#not many people responded in the server so idk if its any good really ;;;; just leaving it here to archive ig#so far ive only shared solarpunky ideas within my tiny social circle so. its scary to think about reaching out to strangers with all this#ik like community is a big part of the movement but liiiike. OOOGH. WAAAGH IDK IDK WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES#ok. random extra idea: i think the nest design would also look vv cool as a ceiling lamp 💡 thats how it hangs irl anyway!#bugs#wasp#insects#<-SORRY I FORGOT TO TAG WARNINGS
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So uhh.... I really dislike the Traffic light trio kid designs in the show because to me they look like the old art that just made babies look like shrunken adult men because literally nothing changes about the characters besides the height. Which lead me to decide I wanted to show how I would design the traffic light kids.
For Mei, Because her family seems rather strict i decided to make her look a bit more cleaned up. She explained in "Coming home" how she wasn't very proper when she played, which her parents looked down upon. So I imagine they would've liked for her to usually be more refined in how she looked - which means when things get out of place or messed up from her playing it's seen as a bigger deal. I also gave her some scales by her eyes because mei having dragon features gives me life and i think they look cute.
For MK i just made his hair shorter but also it's not exactly sticking up because he doesn't have his headband yet. He's got pretty simple clothes for the most part, with the coolest thing being that he has light up shoes (i like to think that's what drew Mei to him when they first met. she's not allowed to have light up shoes haha). He still is predominantly orange in color palette and I gave him some shorts because he's a pretty active kid so he likes to move around a lot. (Also headcanon that he didn't like pants all that much as a kid because they felt bad)
And then finally we have Red Boy. Which ohh boy i did the most research on this kid haha. I looked at other iterations of Red boy in different jttw media and kinda took inspiration from those! I took the most inspiration from his outfit in the 1986 series iirc (I cannot find my references I had collected...) I also got rid of his glasses because YES it might be petty but glasses hadn't exactly been invented yet in the era that jttw takes place in (Yes i researched glasses for this. Yes it was all done through spite). Anyways I decided to keep his hair long and I decided to put it up into two small buns - mostly becuz to me it would be cute to have them burst into little balls of flames hehe. I also gave him little bull horn ornaments to tie back to his family and also gave him back his spear. There's a version of him with and without a cape because some iterations have him with one and i thought it was cute :)
Annnnd thats all i have to say really.
#monkie kid#lego monkie kid#lmk#lego monkie kid MK#monkie kid mk#monkie kid mei#lego monkie kid mei#monkie kid red son#lego monkie kid red son#lmk red son#lmk mk#lmk mei#traffic light trio#lmk traffic light trio#monkie kiddos#added that last tag because i wanted to say it so badly but couldn't fit it into the post#anyways i made these designs forever ago and fought myself on sharing them#uhhh ig these can be my rewrite designs for the kids tbh#lmk!RW#redy set draw
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NEW BIG OL’ ETSY POST HEY HELLO
It’s been awhile so here’s a new post for this stuff. I make a bunch of stuff! I mostly make patches for battle vests and jackets and chokers for various flavors of alt people (primary other plus size folks!). I also dabble in earrings, stickers, prints, buttons, etc.
If any of this sounds cool to you, or if you’re just looking to support an afro-indigenous trans artist, you should definitely check out my shop! Everything you see above is currently available to buy.
ETSY SHOP || KO-FI
(If you’re buying chokers, they’re usually one of a kind items, so check the description for measurements. If you don’t see anything that fits that you like, but you’ve liked other stuff I’ve made, I’ve got commissions open right now. Feel free to message me about those here or on twitter.)
#dazed n confused#thats my new art tag ig#id appreciate promos/reblogs if yall can#shop tag#gonna use that in case i wanna go back n find these#moreso to archive the choker pics than anything yk#ok now to tag shit uhhh#etsy#etsy shop#goth#diy#choker#goth accessory#trans#lovecore#pronoun buttons#plus size#alt fashion#pastel goth#vamp goth#??? sure#handmade#i know this shit doesnt work like it does on insta but ive been out the loop a bit for what tags ppl r usin for stuff idfk
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witch Eclipse doing some research...
#crappy doodles#witch au#tsams au#witch eclipse#tsams eclipse#uhhh#how else do i tag this uhhh#I'm still not too happy with his color scheme but#it is what it is ig?#as you can see his house is very plain#he doesn't exactly see a need to furnish it any more#all of that stuff is basically kc's#he never bothered to replace it#he's an avid coffee drinker as you can see#one of the doors in the hallway is closed btw 👀#also sorry this is so grainy#tumblr always ends up destroying the details
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AVA shitposts. lol. lol. (CRIES)
bonus ? humanoid designs lol
#chodark#?#chodark yuri returns sorry everywan#animator vs animation#ava the chosen one#ava the dark lord#art stuff#ava the second coming#the pokemon one basically came about bcs i thoguht itd be funny if they communicated purely in memes from 2006#TSC having white hair only for the showdown bcs theyre in their anime power creep era and then it goes back to orange when theyre done#uhhh idk if i should tag them but i will ig#TSC is just all the kung fu hustle insps i can pump into one chara#theyre like landlady and sing all at once#ava The second coming#* looks at my chodark * bruh this is just bayo n jeanne 💀💀💀💀💀
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ughh this guy stole my heart bruh
#literally#💀💀#happy valentine's day#ig#i’m dating hannibal now btw obviously#sorry will#nbc hannibal#hannibal fanart#hannibal lecter#hannibal lecter fanart#uhhh#yeahg#my art#erieart#i need to figure out a new My Art tag#ryartstiel#???#idk lmfao#lowkey don’t really love this but whatever#i’ve had the worst art block bruh absolutely no motivation so i’ll take what i can get here
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Shauna's drunk. When she's drunk, she starts thinking (more than usual, that is).
Also, something's wrong.
Jackie dances in the middle of the floor. With Jeff.
Shauna is watching her from outside the mass of writhing bodies and feels horrible.
It's not that they're dancing now, as if nothing's ever happened, as if Jackie didn't cry just last night in Shauna's bed (only in the dark, silently, when she thought Shauna was sleeping. She wasn't.)
It's not even that Jackie is back together with him, even though he doesn't make her happy and Jackie knows that just as well as Shauna. Even though she keeps saying the opposite.
It's that Shauna cant stop thinking about it; that even if she forces her eyes to wander they still come back to Jackie every time, fixate on her like there's nothing else in the room.
It's that Shauna can't look anywhere but her, and that the music fades ever so slightly when she does (only for her. only ever for her.)
It's that she's dancing so closely with Jeff that they might as well be one, a single body. And it feels... wrong, just deeply, plainly wrong. It shouldn't be him.
It's that Shauna can't be happy for Jackie. It's that she's the worst best friend to ever exist.
She downs the rest of her drink, barely even tasting it.
Jackie, unaware, turns her face towards the ceiling, eyes closed. The light illuminating it turns blue.
It gives Jackie's skin an almost ethereal glow; she doesn't look real anymore, like her soul has left and all that's moving is just her body, a lifeless shell. She stills, for a second or forever - Shauna can't tell. But she's not moving anymore, and her skin turns lighter, white-ish.
Snow starts to fall. It's terribly cold.
Shauna flinches; the red solo cup crumbles beneath her grip. She feels bile rise in her throat.
It's not snow, of course it isnt; it's summer and they're inside. The spotlights are just throwing white flecks everywhere, like the ones behind Shauna's eyes when she closes them and tries to think of nothing (it never works). Jackie's moving again, blue again, with Jeff's hands all over her again.
It hits her, as sudden as a punch to the face: an overwhelming pain, something that can't be described as just 'sadness'. Something that runs so deep that not even death could expel her from feeling it.
It's still cold, impossibly so; goosebumps are covering her entire body and suddenly it's too light and too loud and too cramped and just too much and if she doesn't get out of here right the fuck now she's going to die.
The warm summer air outside and light breeze do make her feel better. There are less people out here, too; or at least Shauna can't see them. Doesn't care for them.
Everything is blurry. She's lost her cup somewhere on the way, but it doesn't matter; it was empty anyways.
Somebody - Nat? there's a shimmer of yellow, but to be honest Shauna would just like to close her eyes and lay on the ground until the earth consumes her, (out of protest against anyone who hinders her she refuses to open her eyes more than absolutely necessary) so she can't be sure - is tapping her shoulder and handing her a piece of bread, saying "for fuck sake, how much did you drink? Did you eat nothing all day or are that much of a lightweight?"
She did eat. Enough, even though she gave Jackie half of it. Well, 'gave' is relative; but she doesn't like to say she forced Jackie to eat. Doesn't think she could do that, force Jackie to do anything. Doesn't think anyone could. Not really.
But she really isn't feeling that great, and food does help more often than not, so she accepts it and watches the shimmer of blonde float away again.
She bites into the bread. It feels hard and cold and tastes salty and not at all like bread.
Shauna turns and throws up.
Somebody gathers her hair and holds it up, holds her up until she's slowly calming down. "Are you alright?" a voice asks.
Shauna looks up. It's Van, Van with her fiery red hair and a scar on her face. She blurs.
"Something's wrong." Shauna says.
"Yeah, obviously. You've had way too much, what the fuck is going on?"
"No, it's..." Shauna doesn't know how to explain. Can't explain, because how do you explain something you don't even know yourself? How do you say something you can't even think, that you don't know is true?
So she doesn't. Instead, she holds her hand out and traces Van's scar, red against white.
Blood on snow.
The skin is smooth.
Her fingertips are crawling. She feels like she did seconds (hours? How long did she lay here?) ago, when she was inside; too light and too loud and cramped. Only this time, it's not because of other people; this time, it's just herself, her own body who she wants (needs) to get rid of. There are feelings inside of her, feelings she can't contain nor express and they're building up (They've always been building up. They've always come close to being more than what she can handle. But today it feels inevitable.); there's an ocean inside of her, and it's gathering up into a wave so big it's impossible to perceive and it's gonna crash, it's gonna crash and crush her and she's gonna go down, go under and drown. She's tearing at the seams.
Van's looking at her, she realises, eyes wide and filled with an badly hidden emotion that Shauna knows intimately, can match to what's inside her, infesting her like a parasite. That sometimes overcomes her, makes her unable to move and makes her always keep Jackie halfway out (because she doesn't know what, but something's wrong with her. And if Jackie ever finds out it's going to be the end of them - the end of the only good thing Shauna has.
And she knows it's futile, knows she'll destroy it either way; by keeping Jackie out and by letting her in, but this way she can at least pretend.
She can pretend until it's too late, and then keep pretending; because deep down she knows Jackie won't ever leave her. She's imprinted in her skin, behind her eyelids, her brain; she's haunting her already, so why should that be different when she's dead?)
What she doesn't know is why Van is feeling that, why Van is even familiar with it, the bone-deep fear that infests everything she knows like a toxic gas - unable to keep out and killing everything around her.
But she's still looking at her, with the same wide eyes as minutes (seconds?) ago, her mouth slightly open.
She doesn't move, doesn't even blink - just like Shauna, who then becomes aware that she has a body too, that she is more than just a thousand thoughts and prayers and emotions, insecurity and rage, mixed up and dumped into a pocket of air. She becomes aware that her throat hurts, that there's a twig digging into her thigh, that her hand is still on Van's face, unmoving.
"Van?" a voice calls. Van flinches, and so does Shauna. She drops her hand (it lands on her lap, limp and unfeeling), and Van blinks rapidly as if to make up for all the time she didn't, and time starts moving again.
Being normal again.
Except that nothing is.
A hand lands on Van's shoulder, and this time only Shauna flinches. "Damn." Tai says. "Is she alright?"
YES, Shauna wants to say. She is alright. She is the alrightest she's ever been, so could everyone please just leave her alone? Thank you.
"I don't think so." Van says.
She's still looking at her, this time tinged with something like an understanding. A connection. Shauna doesn't want it.
"Do we have to get Jackie? I know where she is, I just saw her-"
"No."
Tai sighs. "Van, please, I'm not dealing with this tonight. First... "
She wishes she could throw up again, get out every thought and memory and watch it disappear into the ground. If it won't claim her body then maybe it'll be enough for it to claim everything that makes her her. Maybe she'll be the ground afterwards; after all, swallowing her thoughts is all she ever does. ("Just talk to someone. It'll be good for you.", her mother had said. Shauna had taken up journaling instead.)
Somebody's pulling her up to her feet.
"Shauna? Shauna, hey..."
Shauna sways, held up only by Van's arm around her waist. Her eyes land on an exceptionally blurry Tai, who's watching her with a concerned look (which is her own fault, Shauna thinks. If they just would've let the earth consume her in peace she'd be long gone already and everything would be alright.)
"Something's obviously going on." Van says. "I'm not leaving her alone, not in that state."
Both Tais glare at Van.
Shauna blinks.
Both of them are still there.
One of the Tais, the one with the longer hair, says something.
Her teeth are dark.
Maybe her bread fell into the dirt too, Shauna thinks miserably.
They're still arguing, still about her. She doesn't want them to, doesn't want them to care for her. Caring for her is not going to end well; she's a knife, a violent paper doll, hurting and destroying and incredibly fragile all the while. Waiting to be discarded.
She turns into Van and starts to cry.
"That's it." Tai (Shauna can't see which one) says. "I'm getting Lottie. Her party, her responsibility. "
Van just sighs and rubs Shauna's back.
Some time later (Shauna is confident that this is a correct estimate about how much time has passed) she's sitting on the steps to the balcony; at least, that's what she thinks based on the noises around her and the smell of weed in the air. The party is obstructed by the impossibly huge plants on the balcony, and it's too dark to make anything out except for a stream of light in front of her. She's grateful for it.
She still feels Van's touch on her back, a ghost handprint.
They're talking about her, Shauna knows, and about her. They (Van and Lottie; Tai pretended to leave but Shauna can feel her eyes from somewhere behind her) are standing a bit apart and the only thing she can hear are whispers. It's not hard though, to know what they're talking about; it's always the same thing. As if they’re entwined, as if Shauna doesn't even exist without her.
Don't get Jackie. At least theyre honoring that wish; they might pass her around like she's a particularly fucked up plant that everybody wants to get rid of as soon as possible, but god forbid anyone would want to pry Jackie from her second body.
Let's get Lottie instead.
She didn't want them to, and told them as much (which didn't do anything at all). Almost like she isn’t her own human with her own agenda; somehow, everybody keeps insisting that she can't possibly make her own decisions, that she doesn't know what she wants. Misplaced. A puppy hanging around outside, waiting to be let back in.
There's something to be said (thought) here, something that she can't grasp right now; it feels just out of reach, dancing behind closed glass doors, but it's interrupted by Lottie's shadow appearing right in front of her, cutting into the yellow light.
She isn't wearing a hat or anything, Shauna notes; which is weird considering it sort of looks that way on her shadow - as if there's a very weird tree growing from her head. Briefly, Shauna wonders if she's high - if she's simply inhaled enough smoke on her time on the balcony to make up for actually smoking.
Lottie, who's holding a joint, doesn't make that theory seem too absurd.
The smoke curls up and obstructs part of her face. Together with the dim light Lottie looks like she's hidden behind a veil.
It's cold again.
The smoke lifts, and Shauna can see Lottie's frown. She doesn't want to, doesn't want anything to make Lottie frown. Especially not to be the reason.
" -you alright? Van said you said something's wrong."
Shauna can't talk, can't get any words out. She feels too weak, suddenly, like she could just collapse right here in the steps and sleep forever. She wants to.
"Did you eat enough?" Shauna nods, hastily. She won't eat anything else tonight. Can't.
Lottie grouches. Her shadow convulses, almost following the movements of Lottie's body and forms into something else, something smaller. The branches have grown. They're almost at the border of the lightstream now. It feels like they're reaching for it. Shauna's hand finds hold on her arm, nails biting into skin.
"You know, " Lottie says, gently.
Shauna's eyes are ripped away from the... thing cowering in the light, to Lottie's eyes.
The smoke-veil has lifted completely now. There's a softness in Lottie's eyes Shauna almost never sees; and if, it's never directed at her. Only ever at Laura Lee. Nat, sometimes.
It feels like an ocean. Calm and harmless; but at the bottom, Shauna knows she'll be crushed. And she's sinking, faster than she ever did before. Her heart is a hand-grenade, beating with anger and fear, but there's something else there, too.
"There- Sometimes you don't know what's going on, and that's ok. Sometimes you're feeling things that don't make sense, or that you don't want to feel, or that make you want to rip your heart out every time you do feel them. Because you have to. And because they're so great you can't just feel them alone, because one person's just not enough but you cant talk to anyone about it because they'd kill you. Not literally. But metaphorically.
But I- I guess I just want you to know that you can talk to me about it, alright? About everything. About her. "
Lottie looks away briefly, her eyes releasing Shauna.
The joint dangles between her pointer- and ring finger, burning into her clothes or maybe not. It doesn't catch on fire.
If it would, Shauna asks herself, would her shadow be exterminated too, destroyed by the light? Or would it simply be freed?
"Shauna?" Lottie starts moving towards her.
"No." Shauna says. "Stay in the light. Please."
As long as Lottie stays right there, in the light of the half-open balcony door, the shadow will stay there too. Has to. If she lets it into the dark Shauna can't keep track of it anymore, will lose sight of it, and it's gonna envelop her, burrow itself inside her and never let her go.
"Do you still think you're a killer?" Lottie's shadow asks. "You could be. If you tried."
"I know. " Shauna's shadow says.
Lottie stills and looks at her. There's surprise in her eyes now, along with that overwhelming softness.
Shauna realises that she's sitting behind one of the plants, in the dark; there's no light. So there's no shadow. She lets her head drop to her knees.
Lottie sighs. There's a rush of air and rustling of clothes and Lottie's hand, gentle on her head.
" Oh, honey."
Shauna wishes that she could drown in her honey voice, could let herself fall and sink and go under and never come back up again. Live as her reflection. It'd be alright then; she's nothing more than fragments of a person who might've existed once anyways.
She doesn't dare look up now, now that she knows Lottie's shadow isnt contained anymore.
She doesn't dare feel anything else than her hand.
"Lottie? Uh, I think they need you inside. There's a. Well, I wouldn't call it a fight, but Tai and J-. Oh, I'm sorry, am I interrupting?"
Lottie breathes out.
"You could never, Laura Lee."
She stands up.
"Could you stay with Shauna till I'm back? She's not feeling well."
"Of course." Laura Lee says.
Shauna can only imagine the look they share, but she's seen them a thousand times so she can imagine it pretty well. It hollows her out, pulls something inside of her out piece by piece until there's nothing left. Until she's but a shell. In some way, she supposes, she's never been more.
Laura Lee sits down beside her. Shauna can feel her eyes; not concerned like Van's or inquiring like Tai's or whatever the hell Lottie was, but simply looking.
Waiting.
She always does this; sitting beside someone and simply being there until they start talking. Even if it takes forever. It always works.
She's the best of all of them. Of the team, of the world; she tries and tries and never gives up. She's never once thought about being a bad person; she's never once thought about anyone being a bad person, because she believes in the irrevocable good in anyone.
Shauna doesn't realise she's crying until she feels Laura Lee in front of her, gently trying to pry her hands from her head. They fail.
"Shauna. Shauna, please look at me."
Shauna shakes Laura Lee off.
"I can't." she says, muffled. "If I do, something bad's gonna happen."
"To me?"
Shauna doesn't know. Van's scars weren't ever there. Of the two Tai's that went to get Lottie only one came back, and none remained. And Jackie's still dancing.
"Something weird is happening, Laura Lee. Something bad, and I don't know what to do against it, how to stop it, what to-"
Laura Lee stops her struggles against Shauna's arms.
"You know. Some things you can't stop. Some things are just bound to happen, and you can't avoid them. They're going to find you anyway. But, once you're through, you're a stronger person."
"I don't think this is supposed to happen." Shauna says. And, then: "Wait, you mean like a test? from God?"
Shauna can't hear it, can't feel it, and yet she knows the expression Laura Lee makes. When she starts talking again, though, her voice is just as gentle as before.
"I don't like calling it a test."
"Why?"
"Because it implies that you can fail."
Shauna sniffles.
"What, you don't think you can fail?"
You don't think I'm set up for failing, for being the worst possible person with every step I take.
"I don't think he'd do that. He didn't create us to fail, he created us to be good."
"Is that in the bible?"
"I'm not bound to the bible, Shauna." She hears the smile in Laura Lee's voice. "Look at me? Please?"
It was stupid to believe she'd get through with this. Laura Lee listens, and talks, and keeps company until it works. And it always works.
Slowly, Shauna looks up.
The night sky is much darker here, with Lottie's house being out of town and less polluted by the street lights.
Shauna knows, though right now it's being largely obscured by Laura Lee's face, painted blue by the moonlight. There's a light breeze, and warmth, and the giggles of random boys who probably went outside with a stolen joint or something.
It doesn't matter, though. All that matters is Laura Lee.
There's so much love, so much certainty in her eyes that Shauna feels herself simultaneously recoil and wanting to come closer; to submerge herself in the belief Laura Lee holds, that spans her world, endless like the sky.
How one person can have so much faith, Shauna doesn't know. Can't imagine. Wishes she could.
If Lottie is the dark, all shadow and hidden half-smiles, then Laura Lee is light incarnate.
"It's going to be alright." she says, and for once, Shauna believes her (because it's said with such conviction, such immense knowledge that Shauna can't not believe her.)
The sky starts to burn. There are snakes of fire, a place of smoke, rising around Laura Lee's head like a halo.
A second later, there's a boom. It shatters the earth and Shauna's heart, vibrating deep in her bones.
"What the fuck?" Lottie shouts from somewhere behind Laura Lee, who's still towering over Shauna, hair still reflecting the light.
"Who the fuck brought fireworks? I swear to God and everything that's holy, I will get your asses, and you will never show your godforsaken face here again."
Fireworks. Of course.
Shauna exhales, shakily.
It rains blue and purple fire around Laura Lee's head.
In the moonlight, it looks like snow.
Is she right back where she started?
"Did you see? Nothing happened." Laura Lee smiles, tentatively. "I'm alright."
#LONG POST#Im serious guys#~3.5 k words#mine art tag#shauna shipman#yellowjackets#yj#lot of implied stuff here.#have i mention ed that i hate tumblr paragraph breaks why is there so much soaceee argh#uhhh#mitos incredible life#flower face posting#like. a bit#first time im posting writing omg#anyways. u can ask me quadtions abt everything rlly (dunno of i know the answer thiugh) if it sounds weird it's probably a lyric.#well Idk what else to write here. but I wont tag the whole team bc thazs so many ppl guys#hope u like it!! ig#if u hate it dont tell me alr#yellowjackets fic
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Renatus x Agito Headcanons Part 1
HAHA SURPRISE SHIP HEADCANONS BET YOU TOTALLY DIDN’T SEE THIS COMING. Unless you did.
Semi-suggestive content warning! Nothing too explicit or spicy(this is Agito and Renatus we’re talking about here after all), but keep it in mind!
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Height Difference: 4 inches/8cm
Age Difference: 4 years
Sign Compatibility: Sign Compatible!
Big Spoon: Renatus
Little Spoon: Agito
Most Likely to Use Petnames: Renatus
Most Protective: Renatus
Most Clingy: Agito(this man is so touch starved pls help him-)
Most Likely to Get Jealous: Renatus and Agito
Most Responsible With Money: Agito
Who Cooks: Agito
Who Cleans: Agito
Who Does The Talking: Renatus
First to Start an Argument: Renatus
First to Apologize: Renatus
Most Willing to Compromise: Agito
Who Confessed First: Renatus by technicality
• The two aren’t exactly sure when the feeling first surfaced. They worked closely together for a while, having a natural synergy whenever on cases together. With Agito able to pick up on Renatus’ signals and Renatus able to understand Agito’s next move and intentions.
• Renatus doesn’t remember who made the first move. The lingering gazes, brushing of hands, the small talk, how he started being able to actually understand Agito’s mumbling. It’s just been a thing that’s been happening for all Renatus’ can recall. He’s become a little more organized as of late too, he wonders if Agito had something to do with it.
• Agito meanwhile is feeling all sorts of new emotions and contradictions. He admired Renatus’ perspective and philosophy on death, how his immortality changed his perception to something that just happens. Comparatively to how the dragon cane remembers every life that was claimed and mourns them every day, Agito wanted to understand more, try and wrap his head around the idea of inevitability rather than predetermined consequence. Yet there was a part of him that was scared and angry. Regardless of what his lingering feelings told him, he persisted. Wanting to explore further, dig deeper, feel the discomfort of it all.
• Renatus knows of Agito’s masochism, and he doesn’t judge him for it. He’s not exactly one to talk since he’s a bit of a sadist, something something two sides same coin or however the quote went. Agito is taken aback by this, usually he’s met with scorn or disgust. Renatus left him feeling… Odd, at that time.
• A key point that happened in their… Relationship. Both leaning against a tree, resting after having dealt with a case of some idiot aspiring necromancer that ended up screwing with the local beetle population. Renatus felt something brush against his hand, momentarily recoiling thinking it was another freaky bug only to realize it was Agito reaching out to touch his pinky with his own. Renatus sighs, though he meets the touch. Pulling their hands away when they hear others approaching. Despite it just being the faintest of contact, the loss ached so painfully. Renatus grimaced while Agito fisted his hand in the grass and dirt. ‘How annoying’, they both thought in that moment.
• They wanted to pursue this relationship further, but the expectations, pressures and posturing of the public left them with this awful tension. Renatus found it tiring and Agito discovered a new pain, one he couldn’t derive pleasure from.
• When rumors eventually started circulating, both were met with the uncomfortable tension of attempting to keep this hidden and private. Neither wanted to put the other in this sort of ugly position. Renatus didn’t want to add more pressure onto whatever was going on inside Agito’s head, he already had enough emotional issues to deal with and like hell he was gonna add more to that. And Agito was frightened at the idea of divine consequence, how if he were to pursue this truly he would be punished and Renatus hurt. Agito didn’t mind if he suffered, but the thought of it happening to someone else? He feared he’d truly die.
• Sophina suspects something is up with the two, as well as the idle chatter going around the bureau. She’s the first to figure it out, but remains quiet out of respect for the two wanting to keep the matter private.
Don’t want this to be Too Long™️, expect a part 2 coming eventually soon _(:3 」∠)_
#mashle#mashle magic and muscles#mashle headcanons#the more I wrote the more I realized this isn’t really headcanons but ramblings#eh what can ya do#what ship tag name do I even invent for these two#uhhh#renatus/agito#ig this’ll do for now#also sorry no fancy gif or edits ya boi don’t got the proper skills for that 😩#enjoy dried roses I found on printrest 😔#sophina biblia
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hiii tumbler!! what if i told you i was obsessed with her <3
#she got that t girl swag what can i say#i wanna kiss her so bad#i should also put fandom tags ig uhhh#across the spiderverse#gwen stacy#spider gwen#gwen stacy is trans#mostly bc i said so
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Helloo, I still exist did anyone even notice I was mostly gone lol
Anyone interested in ehhh...slightly unhinged work-related talk?
No?
Well. Too bad
Anyone that knows me irl please ignore the tags – I'm embarrassed ✨🥰
#I said ignore the tags#please ignore them#I'm serious#alright soooo...i started this new job about 1 1/2 months ago... It's not great or anything neither is the payment but it's alright#also I can walk there from home bc it's so close by which is nice I guess#anywayyy it's a grocery store owned and run by a family (my boss and his wife + their 2 (3??) adult children)#now my boss is kinda hard to figure out I always think he's annoyed which makes me insecure but I think that's just how he is idk lol#but he isn't rude or anything (at least I never noticed??)#his wife seems nice and so does (one of) their daughter(s(?))#his son – who is idk probably in his early 30s?? could also be late 20s but I can't guess people's age – is the manager#he's nice as well I think and he even jokes around with (some of) the employees from time to time#either way...this is all rather irrelevant. Point is some part of me has decided to be uhhh weird about him in the past week ig#and I don't think that feeling was there before?? Idk I don't consider him attractive or anything (at least I don't think I do??) + he's#married (?? He's definitely taken) and has two children I think judging from his profile picture in our work-app at least and like I said#he could also be quite a bit older (I mean...yk)#anywayyy i am being weird about him and something within me turned into teenager mode or whatever and iiiiiiii don't know what to do lol#not that it's really a big deal I suppose it's just that he's my boss' son and my supervisor/manager/superior/?? which makes thoughts#outside of work weird (:#no i will not elaborate#alright tag rant over I'm not sure I really wanna post this this feels awkward to post publicly hah :')#will probably delete later#someone send help#((:
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I think it’s kinda fun how I started the Apothecary Diaries bc I wanted to scratch the romance anime itch but ended up loving how aroace MaoMao is like yes girly you get it too fjdjsksks
(I’m also kinda tired of the male lead forcing himself onto the female lead at times like that scene with the honey was so fucking annoying and Jinshi didn’t even properly apologize and don’t even get me started on that scene where he rubs some of her lipstick on his own lips LIKE AM I SUPPOSED TO THINK THATS ROMANTIC HELLO SHE AINT INTO YOU LEAVE HER ALONEE)
#not saying jinshi and maomao don’t have a good dynamic tho#when jinshi isn’t uhhh being weird#but honestly the only scene that made me go yay romance was when he was wondering about her after she drank the poisoned soup#*worried (dont wanna type all that out again lol)#like sure I’ve got ships where the male lead can be way too much#I’ll use ladynoir as an example ig#but there’s enough banter and romantic tension to not make it feel so damn off putting#also most of chat noir’s antics didn’t make me uncomfy#at least from what I’m remembering#gosh this is getting long why am I analyzing this anime in the tags#still got 10 eps left so let’s see how I feel about this ship after#meme talks too much
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[edit: I was under the IMPRESSION I was playing Yakuza 0, but apparently, I don’t read TITLES. BC I ACTUALLY DOWNLOADED AND HAVE BEEN PLAYING YAKUZA KIWAMI. SMH. I’m still having fun tho. Thank you Anon who told me this, I’ll actually respond to your Ask soon <3]
Playing the Yakuza series blind! Starting with the remake of the first game, Yakuza 0???? …I play what I can get on the Xbox One gamepass…
Chapter 1 thoughts and opinions! Below the cut!
so. Kiryu. Is…Is he always gonna look like…a sad puppy or-
Oh Majima is gonna be like this the whole time isn’t he? Oh boy. Well. Looking forward to it.
are we dating Yumi? Are…Are we a thing or are we yearning?
So Shinji…is my best friend now, right? We’re gonna be friends forever and ever?
AWW Nishikiyama and Reina and Kiryu and Yumi
OHH were we orphans together? NOOOO HOW DID I NOT SEE YUMI GETTING KIDNAPPED COMING
Oh he’s dead. Oh, gang. Oh no. Oh…i…I hope y’all stay okay. Idk if we’re coming back from this one thoOH. Nvm. I’m not coming back from this one. For the better.
OH NO, YUMIIIIIIIIII
why is everyone so ready for this jail fight
I thought I was doing good but it’s actually getting hard to remember names. Woe. I’m somehow doing good all things considered though
#I’m enjoying this for someone who hates fighting games :]#yakuza#kiryu kazuma#Can I add the rest of the tags later? The chapter cutscenes will not stop I need to pay attention#Yakuza Kiwami#akira nishikiyama#yumi sawamura#Reina#no last name ig?#Yakuza reina#Uhhh#majima goro#shinji tanaka#or is it like#Tanaka shinji#I think that question is beyond me for now. Maybe when I have less plot to spoil for myself I can look it up
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doodles n things feat. fantrolls and the only fanart ive done in two years
#uhhh ig i can tag this even if its a weird combo#bloodborne#laurence the first vicar#homestuck#fantroll
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wip of my favorite small angry magic goblin child
#wip#uhhh should i put an art tag#maybe#i still need to upload my splat3 clash blaster thing i did i still like how that turned out#what even would i do for an art tag#lapis draws? lapis art? idk#i will figure it out Someday but not today#anyways the csp model poser thing is in fact Fucking Huge and i attribute 70% of this wip's quality to it#bc god i need assistance with understanding perspective lmao#ig i can at least put media tags#lysithea von ordelia#fire emblem 3 houses#fire emblem#lysithea
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The new Knowledge Fight has Alex Jones's dumb ass discussing the FSK bridge collapse, saying that the mayor said not to spread the clip (for reasons related to trauma!!) and then being like "ofc we have it haha" what an asshole
But it's got me thinking again abt how ppl were characterizing the ship as having "bonked" the bridge and were questioning the collapse and its like
Goddamn... y'all know fucking NOTHING about how big and heavy cargo ships are huh....
Also I feel REALLY bad for the cargo ship captain because he really did everything he could to try and prevent this terrible tragedy..... they sent out a proper mayday to stop traffic, they dropped anchor, they tried to change the rudder direction, ANYTHING to try to slow down or stop the ship....but even with their backup generator kicking into gear, the steering didn't come back on. It sounds truly and genuinely horrifying to have to deal with as a captain and he did literally everything he could have and still basically had to stand there as this monstrous ship that was meant to be under HIS control took out a whole bridge. Fuck, man.
#tomi talks#ask to tag ig?#it's just a really terrible tragedy and accident#i got really pissed when Jones was trying to say all ships need backup generators and that this was suspicious cuz i was like#uhhh?? your backup generator? can ALSO fail??#and then the hosts Dan and Jordan basically followed it up saying EXACTLY that so i was pissed#like they DID have a back up generator on the ship! but this was a catastrophic failure! which usually means YOUR BACKUPS FAILED TOO
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