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brelione · 4 years ago

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Trying To Help (The Best Boys)

Series Masterlist

Warnings:Mentions of death, not super sad kind of just conflicting I think (figured id give you guys an emotional break), mentions of blood.Not proof read because im a lazy bitch.

“Hey pretty boy.”You whispered, trying not to cry.Topper frowned, not understanding where he was or why everything felt so weird. “Im sorry I drove off a bridge.”He replied, his voice sounding funny as if he had been talking with food in his mouth.

“Dont be bubs, you didnt mean to….”You replied, hoping your voice wasnt hurting his head.His eyes closed again, too lazy to keep them open. “Rafe should be here soon.”You bit the inside of your cheek anxiously.

His nose scrunched up, a look of disapproval on his face. “Why does everything always gotta be about Rafe?”He asked, his eyes opening wide when he realised there was a cast on his arm.He moved the fingers on his right hand, making sure that one wasnt broken too.Needles and IVs had been stabbed into his arm and hand, an air tube across his face and at his nostrils.

He noticed your hand on the bed, reaching for it with his good hand.You let him hold it, glad he wasnt mad at you.The room was quiet and dark but not so much that it was awkward, the two of you just trying to keep eachother calm. “Hey,guys.”The door opened to reveal Rafe.

He was wearing a backwards hat, a light blue polo shirt and black pants.He looked just as much of a mess as you, a guilty expression on his face.His eyes flicked over to you and Toppers hands as he sat in the chair next to you.

“Is that Rafe?”Topper asked, too tired to open his eyes again. “Yeah, dude.You really fucked up this time.”Rafe smiled but his face quickly fell into a frown when you didnt do the same.You began to drag your fingertips along Toppers arm, feeling a bit better when he grinned at the feeling.

“So how was the movie?”He asked, feeling his eyes water up. “Um...yeah, we didnt end up finishing it.Guess it wasnt the same without you there.”You muttered, your fingers trailing back down to his palm.

He hummed, taking in a deep breath when he realised you could hear his heartbeat increasing from the monitor. “I knew you wouldnt finish it.Between you and Kelce screaming and….and Rafe being an impatient slut.”Topper smiled, opening his eyes ever so slightly to catch a glimpse of Rafe’s reaction.

“Hmm...you’re lucky your arms already broken, pussy.”Rafe smiled, becoming less tense when you rolled your eyes. “DOnt be fucking rude.”You whispered with a small smile. “You know what...its the quoting the Kardashians daily for me.”Topper bit his lip as he waited for you to respond. “Its...the breaking my flower pot for me.”You replied, tapping your fingers against his palm.You grinned,recalling the memory.

You and Kelce had spent the morning together after a sleepover.You had scrolled through your pinterest feed as usual, coming across a ton of diy plant pots and decided to just go for it.You told Kelce about your idea as you two sat down for breakfast, both of you half asleep as you drank coffee. “Yeah, okay.”he agreed, putting on his shoes once he had finished his eggs.

“So how many pots should we get?”He asked as you buckled your seatbelt.You shrugged, not really having a proper answer as he began to drive to Walmart, cursing when he couldnt find a parking spot.Once he did he waited for you to go back to your pinterest boards and figure out exactly what type of paint you would need for the project.

It was far too early for the store to be busy, holding on to Kelce’s back as he grabbed a cart. “What isle?”He asked, stopping to grab a bag of cheetos. “Uhhh….I dont know.Hold on.”You pulled out your phone, holding onto him with one arm and resting the phone on top of his head.

“Thirteen.”You replied, squealing and holding on for dear life as he began running through the store, coming to a halt when he reached the isle.You hopped off of his back, grabbing some small pots and some medium pots and putting them into the cart carefully.

“Can I paint spongebob on mine?”He asked, his eyes glancing through the paint colors on the hunt for a bright yellow. “I dont care, paint whatever you want.”You replied, grabbing the primary colors and tossing them into the cart.Kelce being Kelce had freaked when he saw the variety of stickers, buying at least thirty dollars worth of puppy stickers, marvel stickers, car stickers and shiny spikes.

“No weeds are gonna mess with this plant when im done with it.”He said proudly as he grabbed every single strip of spike stickers.You had rolled your eyes, picking out some pearl like stickers and tossing them in the cart.Kelce smiled, getting an idea.

He moved all of the items to the opposite side of the cart to leave an empty space, picking you up quickly and putting you inside. “Kelce-seriously?”You sighed, holding on to the side as he pushed the cart quickly, swerving it against the tile on his way to the plant isle.

“Yep, its easier this way.”He replied, stopping the cart once you guys got to the other side of the store. “Ooh….can we grow sunflowers?”He asked, tossing the bag of seeds into the cart before you could answer. “Get lavender too.”You replied, taking out your phone to play subway surfers.

Kelce huffed, arms wrapping around your shoulders and placing a kiss on the top of your head as he watched you play. “Whats your high score?”He asked, playing with the baby hairs that had fallen out of your braids.

“I dunno, higher than yours.”You grinned, hearing him gasp. “Fucking rude.”He muttered, flicking your temple. “Fuck you.”You replied, avoiding a train. “Fuck you!”He exclaimed driving the cart to check out.He grabbed a few packs of gum as well, scanning the items at the self checkout.

You two then spent the whole afternoon painting pots and covering them in an obnoxious amount of stickers.The small one that Kelce had done all by himself was covered with spike stickers that kept falling off. “It wont stay stuck!”He exclaimed, becoming frustrated.

“Kelce, babe, its cause you’ve got paint on the sticky part.”You sighed, grabbing a paper towel and putting it under the water to wipe off the yellow paint from the pot.He was a pouting mess for the rest of the afternoon but was happy with the outcome of the pot, taking a photo of it to post on his snapchat story. “How did you do that?”He asked, pointing to the pastel rainbow pot you had painted.You shrugged, just going off of what you saw in the video.You two had decided to just go sit on the couch and watch some cartoons while you waited for Rafe and Topper, leaving the pots to dry on the table.

Once Topper had gotten there he had given you a quick greeting and went into the kitchen to get something to drink, accidentally elbowing one of the pots in the process and sending it to the floor, the clay colliding with your tile floor. “TOPPER!WHAT THE FUCK?!”You exclaimed, rushing into the kitchen.

“Its the stealing my hoodies from me and then pretending you didnt for me.”He replied.Your heart dropped as you realized you were wearing his hoodie right now, beginning to freak out when you realised you werent even wearing pants.

“Shut up.”You replied, squeezing his hand lightly.Kelce came through the door a few seconds later, sighing loudly. “These people are ridiculous-I had to convince them that I was Top’s adopted brother.Did you have to do that?”He asked Rafe, going to stand at the end of the bed.

“Nope.”Rafe replied.Kelce bit the inside of his cheek, staring at Topper. “Concussion?”He asked, noticing the bandage that was peaking out from Topper’s forehead.You nodded, looking between the two boys. “How you feeling?”Kelce asked.Topper grinned, peaking one eye open.

“Like shit.”Topper replied, a small smile on his face. “How long am I gonna be stuck here?”Topper asked, finally acknowledging the fact that he was in a hospital.Rafe shook his head, looking over to Kelce as if he knew anything about the situation that you and Rafe didnt.

Kelce shrugged, not knowing either. “I mean, with that kind of injury one could only assume a good two weeks or so.You wont be able to drive- (Y/N)- how did you get here?”Kelce asked, realising.You had texted them from the hospital which meant that Rafe hadnt driven you.

You went quiet, feeling their eyes on you. “Uhhh….I drove.”You replied, hoping they wouldnt push further.Topper opened both of his eyes this time, wanting to make sure he had understood properly. “What?”Topper asked, cringing at the lisp he now had.

He shouldve known his voice would sound different.He had literally bit off part of his tongue. “I drove.”You repeated, feeling a bit insecure.Rafe just looked confused, Kelce was shocked and Topper just couldnt believe it.

“How’d it go?”Topper asked, wanting to sit up when he realised that he couldnt really move that much.You shrugged, trying to figure out why the attention was on you when Topper had literally almost died.

“I dont really know, kinda just did it.I dont really remember it either.”You replied, feeling Rafe’s hand drift onto your knee, tapping your knee cap.He had been doing it for years.He was awkward most of the time and didnt know what to do if his hand was empty, usually going to hold yours or just touch you in some way to feel more grounded.

“Why dont you remember it?”Topper asked, unable to grasp the whole situation.Thank god he didnt know that the nurse had told you about his ‘last words’.He wouldve had a heart attack on spot. “I was in shock, dum dum.I was just-just trying to make breakfast and then the fucking hospital calls me and tells me that you drove into a river.”You laughed, a few tears rolling down your face.

Toppers heart beat quickened,squeezing your hand tight. “I said I was sorry...did you at least drink water this morning?”He asked, wishing he could hug you.You laughed, wiping your face. “No, no I didnt cause I thought you were gonna die!”You replied, sniffling.

“For the love of life, Topper.Keep up.”You let out a shaky breath. “Im trying my best, sunshine.”He answered, not paying attention to Rafe or Kelce.It felt like you were the only one who was actually in the room with him.

“I mean, I guess its just karma.Have any of us ever left during a movie night?All im saying is I think its like a curse or something.”Topper answered, trying his best to get you to stop crying.Kelce couldnt even think of something to say, the situation was overpowering him.

You just sighed,leaning your forehead against the mattress, staring down at the floor. “Why’d you leave?”You asked, still not understanding the full situation that lead to Topper leaving your house.Rafe shifted in his seat, squeezing your knee, almost trying to tell you not to bring it up again.

“Just...wanted to go home.”He mumbled, knowing better than to bring up the argument that he no longer cared about.He couldve laughed at it.As jealous as he was as Rafe even he could admit that the son of a bitch cared about you more than anyone and to accuse him of not caring about you was the stupidest thing he had ever said.And that was saying a lot.

SOmetimes he was close to positive that Rafe didnt care about him or Kelce but there was never a single doubt in his mind that Rafe didnt love you.Now he kind of wish that he had died since it would leave you with Rafe and Kelce.

They were both better friends than he could ever be no matter how hard he tried.It wouldve been better for the whole friend group if he had stayed dead. “You have a concussion, bubs.Nothing you say is relevant for the next two weeks.”You joked, feeling the tears roll down your face and onto your collarbones, not even bothering to wipe them away anymore.

“You have a single brain cell, (Y/N).Nothing you say is relevant.”He replied, laughing a bit.It didnt do much but hurt his head and make his tongue sting. “See?That’s not relevant.”You replied, lifting your head up from the mattress and kissing the back of his hand lightly.

Rafe smiled slightly, glad to see that you were a bit better and that Topper hadnt yelled at him to get out. “You know what?I just think I should say something really important.”Topper announced, thinking that he sounded louder than he actually did.Rafe squeezed your knee tightly, worried that Topper would tell you what he knew and that Kelce would freak out about it.

“I dont think im allowed to watch tv with a concussion-fuck.”Topper grumbled, hearing Rafe let out a sigh of relief.He noticed Kelce still standing, getting up and asking you quietly if you two could share your seat.

You huffed, standing up and allowing him to sit in your chair, sitting on his lap, feeling self conscious when Toppers hoodie lifted to reveal half your thigh. “I mean, you could always do other things to pass the time.”Kelce replied, sitting down in the chair.

“Hmm...like what?”Topper asked.Thank god Kelce was an optimist, the rest of you would be absolutely fucked without him. “Like….coloring, reading or….I dont know, thinking.”Kelce suggested, going quiet soon after. “Read what?”Topper asked.

He had never liked reading.Back when you guys were still in school he would refuse to read anything, tossing his homework down as you and Kelce tried to do yours.You usually had to harass Rafe for hours to do his work when all he could focus on was you.He would purposely annoy you just so you’d talk more and get all mad.

Between him and Topper you never got your work done, having to read to Topper so he would get some of his work done. “I could read you the Harry Potter books, ive got them downloaded to my phone.”You replied, a small grin on your face.

Toppers face became red, wanting to protest but deciding that he’d rather have you read to him than continue with the upsetting conversations. “Yeah, okay.”He answered, closing his eyes as you began to read.Kelce was smiling as you read, making comments every once in a while.

“Wow, what a bitch.”He muttered about Vernon.Rafe squeezed your waist, resting his head against your back.It was some time in the afternoon when the nurse came in to check Toppers IV and give him some more medication. “Theres food available in the cafeteria, a warm soup or something soft would be best for your friend here.”She gestured towards Topper before leaving.

She had given you all a weird look, trying to figure out why a patient’s girlfriend was sitting on the lap of his assumed brother.Kelce bit the inside of his cheek, hearing his stomach rumbling. “Alright, well im going to the cafeteria. (Y/N), can you come with me please?”He asked.

You sighed, shaking your head. “Im not wearing pants.”You answered. “Can you stand up for a minute?”Rafe asked.You huffed, getting off of his lap, eyes widening when he pulled off his shorts and handed them right over to you.

Kelce wasnt even surprised, just hungry.You awkwardly pulled up the shorts, tying them tight around your waist and following Kelce into the elevator.Everything was going smoothly until it came to a stop. “What the hell?”Kelce asked, hitting a ton of buttons at once. “Kelce!Stop that!”You smacked his wrist, screaming when the elevator moved slightly, coming to a stop again.

“What should I do?Im pressing the red button!”He exclaimed as he pressed it again. “I dont know!Press it again!”You exclaimed, clinging onto his arm. “Oh my fuck-shit dammit!Now we’re gonna die!”You exclaimed.

“We’re already in a hospital, we’ll be fine.”He answered, pressing the button again. “Kelce!It’s gonna fall!”You exclaimed, holding onto him so tight you were starting to shake. “No its not, its fine.Just wait for someone to come fix it.”He spoke, pulling you onto the floor so you were sitting against him. “It’ll be fine, just wait.”He repeated.

“Im sorry, man.”Topper sighed, looking over to Rafe.THe brunette simply shrugged, not really bothered by it anymore. “Apology accepted.”Rafe replied.Topper let out a sigh of relief, glad that the tension wasnt as strong.

“But like, can you be honest real quick?”Topper asked, waiting for Rafe to answer. “Yeah, yeah okay.”Rafe replied, dreading what Topper would ask. “Did you guys do anything?”He asked.Rafe frowned, not knowing what to say.

He didnt want to tell Topper something that you werent okay with him knowing but at the same time didnt want to lie. “Yeah, yeah we did.”Rafe replied, holding his breath.Topper simply hummed, letting out a breath through his nose.

“Were you careful?You know she doesnt….hasnt done those types of things.You didnt hurt her though, right?”Topper asked.Rafe was a bit confused, thinking that Topper would get all jealous and grumpy. “Yeah, yeah I was….she was fine, like she said she was fine and I told her she could….ya know, stop me.She didnt though, I was careful.”Rafe’s cheeks were red, trying not to go into too much depth.

Topper nodded a bit, sighing. “Thats good...so like, are you guys dating now or whatever?”Topper asked, trying to ignore the pit in his stomach.Rafe gulped, not really knowing the answer himself. “I dont know….its all complicated I guess.”He replied, feeling guilty now that he was actually talking about it.

“Okay...hey, do you think she knows?”Topper asked, hoping you wouldnt walk in at the wrong time.Rafe laughed at the comment. “Damn, man.I dont even know.Like, she obviously knows I do.Ive made it pretty obvious but like...you’ve made it pretty obvious too at this point I think.I feel like she doesnt think anyone would like her like that no matter how obvious we make it.I dont know, I feel like right now wouldnt be a good time to talk to her about this though, lets just not say anything to her.”Rafe muttered, realising he had promised you that he wouldnt tell anyone what you two had done last night

. “Hmm...you know whats fucked?”Topper asked, blinking slowly.Rafe hummed, waiting for him to continue. “I lost my two year streak with her.And you.”The blonde smiled, wiggling his toes carefully.Rafe laughed, pinching his nostrils. “Yeah, thats fucked.”He agreed.

“Nobody’s coming.”You huffed, holding on to Kelce’s hand as you leaned against the elevator wall. “You dont know that.”He replied, not sounding genuine at all. “I dont know….do you wanna talk about something?”You asked, thinking of ways to pass time while you guys were trapped.

He sighed, nodding. “What do you wanna talk about?”He asked, flicking at your fingertips. “I dont know...how are your cousins?”You asked, realising that that’s where he had come from.He chuckled, shaking his head.

“Alec would not stop complaining about sushi, I guess her favorite restaurant closed and now shes all pissy about it.Shes really fucking tall now.”He sighed, kind of glad that he was able to leave the house.You nodded, trying to think of something else to say.

Alec was his 17 year old cousin, she was nice sometimes but she could also be a lot to handle from what you had heard.She was pretty cool though, always commenting on your instagram posts and hyping you up.It kind of gave Rafe a little competition since she always commented before him.

“What about Jax?Is he still an ass?”You asked.You had met Jax a total of two times, both times he had called you hot and stared at you.He was 17 so it was kind of weird of him but you hadnt had to deal with him in a good six months.

Kelce shrugged, not having much to say. “Yeah, I dont think hes ever gonna change.He tried to download porn to my phone.”Kelce replied, biting the inside of his cheek. “Hey, is it true that Rafe kissed you?I mean, he told me but I figured he probably just dreamt it.”fuck.

Now everything was coming unraveled and you’d have to figure out how you wouldnt hurt anyone. “Uh...yeah, he did.”You answered, biting your bottom lip.He was silent.That was scary if something was so shocking that Kelce had nothing to say.

“Alright...so how do you feel about it?”He asked, keeping his voice calm and steady.He was tired of not knowing what was going on, not understanding the new tension between you and Rafe.There had always been something there but recently it seemed to get a lot more serious.

But then again he had noticed the way you held Topper, how you’d sigh whenever the blonde kissed your forehead or when he’d hug you.He didnt really want to say anything, figuring that when you wanted to date one of them you would.

Now he sounded exactly like Topper, you were pretty sure those were the exact words that he had said to you. “Um….yeah, I dont really know.I guess that like im not mad about it but I just...I dont know how to feel.”You answered, knowing that it sounded stupid.

Kelce nodded, understanding. “So do you like Rafe?LIke, you know.”He asked, pulling at the sleeve of the hoodie out of boredom.You shrugged, not knowing the answer. “(Y/N), come on now.I see the way you look at him...its a little bit of something.”He pushed.

You knew he was right but you’d rather die than admit it. “I dont know, Kelce.Its just weird, I guess.Like we’ve been friends for like...eight years and now all this shit is happening.”You answered.

He nodded, trying to think of the best advice to give you. “Alright, well life is too short for shit.If you like Rafe then I think you should go for it.All that matters is that you’re happy and if he makes you happy then you should be with him.”Kelce squeezed your hand, waiting for you to speak.

Of course Kelce would say that.That was the most Kelce thing you had ever heard him say. “Yeah, but I dont think I want to be with him.”You muttered, not knowing how to explain what you were feeling.Kelce was confused, trying his best not to show it.

“Okay….but why?Do you like someone else at the same time?”He asked, trying to piece everything together.The elevator began to move again, scaring you both. “Shit.”You sighed, holding on to his arm as he helped you up.

“We’ll talk about this later.”It sounded like more of a question.He had never been great at being assertive.A few staff members apologized, explaining that a patient had went roaming around and they had to stop the elevators to prevent them from leaving the hospital.

Kelce held onto your hand tight as you made your way to the cafeteria.None of the food looked particularly appetizing, eventually deciding on a small container of mac and cheese for yourself, a turkey sandwich for Rafe and finding a sealed bowl of potato soup for Topper.

Kelce had grabbed a few sodas and a gatorade for Topper, reuniting with you as you both went to the line, paying for the food.You two had decided on just taking the elevator again, figuring it would be difficult to walk up the stairs with so much to carry.

Luckily it didnt come to a stop this time, the two of you completing the trip successfully and walking back into the hospital room.Rafe and Topper were laughing about something, Rafe sitting in his boxers.It was quite funny.You all ate in a pretty much silence, having to help Topper elevate the upper half of his bed so he could eat properly.

“I hate hospital food.”Rafe sighed, biting into his sandwich while keeping you balanced on his left thigh.He tried to ignore all of the thoughts he was getting, figuring that the lack of caffeine in his system was making him horny.

That first night in the hospital had been the hardest.You were the only one who was allowed to stay while Kelce and Rafe had to go home.You had given Rafe his sweatpants back.

He decided that he needed to talk to you, taking your hand and getting far away from the room where the trauma patients were seperated from the elderly. “How are you?”He asked.You kind of wanted to punch him.What the hell kind of question was that?

“I just...im fine.”You forced yourself to grin, not wanting to be rude.He licked his lips, looking around. “Thats...not what I meant.”His face flushed a bit, his ears pink. “oh-oh....um, yeah im fine.”You repeated.He hummed, hands ending up in the pockets of your hoodie.

“Thats good....im sorry that I went so fast, I know you wanted me to be gentle.”He apologized, kissing your forehead. “Its fine, Rafe.”You answered, hugging him.He huffed, accepting the hug.

“I’ll see you tomorrow, I can stop by your house and grab you some clothes.”He offered, staring down at you.You nodded, accepting the offer.He leaned down, kissing you gently, feeling himself get weak.

You pulled away after a moment, kissing the tip of his nose before standing on your tiptoes to kiss his forehead. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”You grinned, kissing him gently. “Alright, text me the clothes that you want...do you want one of my shirts?”he asked, smiling when you nodded. “Alright....okay, tomorrow.”He repeated, finally letting go of you.

You ended up staying up for a majority of the night, holding Topper’s hand as you read to him, switching from Harry Potter to short stories.He had moved over in his bed ever so slightly, groaning in pain, staring at the small empty space he had made.

You took the message, hesitantly laying next to him, becoming stiff when he wrapped his good arm around you and let you rest your head on his shoulder. “You’re cold.”He mumbled, holding you tighter.

The nurse came in to wake him up every hour and a half since sleep was bad for concussions.You barely got any sleep, more focused on listening to make sure his heartbeat was steady.

Rafe and Kelce came at seven in the morning with coffee and donuts, a container of chocolate flavored yogurt for Topper.Rafe had stuffed one of your backpacks full of clothes, grabbing whatever he thought would bring you comfort.

He had grabbed you a new shirt from his closet, a mint blue and purple striped polo that was pretty long on him which meant it would fit you like a baggy dress, spraying it with his cologne.

He grabbed your facewash for you, a hairbrush, some hair ties, some socks, soft pants and some loose fitting shirts.He felt a little guilty for looking through your bras and underwear but he knew he couldnt just not bring you some, grabbing a few random ones and stuffing them in the bag.

He grabbed your polaroid camera and a few of your photos, thinking that you might show them to Topper.You were glad to be able to change into some pants, thanking him quietly and slipping in the bathroom to change, sighing when you noticed how wattery and irritated your eyes looked, changing into the shirt that you had seen Rafe wear a couple of times, sniffing it and feeling a calm sensation run through your body.

You sat at the foot of the bed, pulling your knees to your chest as you drank your coffee, taking long, slow blinks.That had been your first day without sleep.It wasnt until the third day that Kelce and Rafe were becoming really concerned.

It had began to rain outside, Kelce and Rafe were trying to convince you to leave and go home. “No.”You answered, sitting in one of the chairs.Topper was asleep.“No-no, you.We’re going home- dont give me that look.You can come back tomorrow but tonight you’re going to sleep in your bed, okay?”Kelce asked, not really giving you any options, picking up your bag.

“No.”You repeated, wanting to scream when he grabbed your arm, bringing you outside the room. “(Y/N), you havent slept in days.Just come home.”Rafe tried to convince you, going on to explain that you could ride with him or Kelce and then tomorrow the three of you would go into Rafe’s truck and Kelce could drive your car back to your house so you didnt have to worry about it.

You agreed eventually, going back into the room to say bye to Topper, kissing his cheek. “Hey, dont worry about me.Got it?If I find out you were worrying about me im gonna break all your flower pots.”He threatened, a small grin on his face.

You had decided to drive with Kelce, holding his hand as he drove on the wet roads.He was careful to drive slowly so he wouldnt freak you out, informing you that Rafe was going to go stop at a Papa Ginos to grab you guys dinner.

Your house felt foreign to you, the couch not comfy anymore.Kelce frowned, noticing your discomfort. The anxiety felt like it was eating away at your brain.Kelce tried to think of a way to help, the thoughts not coming so easy to him anymore.

The stress was building up inside of him, the stress from dealing with everyone elses problems combining with his own. “Come on.”He grabbed your hand, bringing you upstairs.

Your legs were tired from being held to your chest or bent at uncomfortable angles so you could lay in the hospital bed.He opened the door to your bedroom. “Lay down.”He told you, hoping his voice hadnt come across as creepy.

You raised your eyebrows, not understanding why he was telling you to do this but going along with it anyways.He got onto the bed next to you, wrapping an arm around your toso, one of his legs resting across your thighs with his head directly under your chin.

“What are you doing?”You asked.You couldnt deny it, it was quite a comfortable position. “Im trying to help.I saw this thing on Tik Tok the other day that if you lay on someone its like a weighted blanket and helps with stress.”He explained, pulling your comforter up over your bodies.

It only took you a matter of seconds to fall asleep, Kelce grinning.The feeling of cuddling someone helped him too, a small sigh escaping his lips as he closed his eyes as well, falling asleep before Rafe pulled into your driveway with a pizza in the backseat.

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bittybattybunny · 4 years ago

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☕that one silly ay were ru is a monster under the bed? If no then wave breaker? or any other :3

I think I posted all i had for that au and I don't have wave breaker typed up, its actually in a notebook I need to transcribe over eve;; *has been writing in their notebooks at work and being lazy about typing*

*looks around* uhhh hrm. Enjoy this one of “Lost Nightingale” it’s all I have typed for it so far (as a treat since I didn't have what you actually wanted). Basically it’s a non magic based one where Eclipse is an ex-idol who had an injury to her neck and Ru is a fan who’s younger sister is in the hospital!

“No no no!!” he panicked as the cd fell from the case and began to roll down the street. He chased after it as he saw someone bending to grab it, “Ah! That---” he gasped when he tripped on his shoelace and went toppling into her.

“Ow…” he winced as he moved to get up. He looked down at the poor girl he’d accidentally tackled as she stared up at him with large black and blue eyes. He gulped as she pushed up on his chest. People began to gather and murmur.

“Y-You’re causing a scene.” her voice was raspy and quiet. If he hadn’t been so close he may not have heard her.

He blinked and gasped, scrambling to stand up, “S-Sorry!” he held a hand to help her up. She dusted her violet scarf off and smoothed her skirt. She looked at the cd with a frown.

“It’s all scratched. Sorry.” she held it to him as he looked at it with a big sigh.

“Damnit… It was so hard to even find this…” he hung his head sadly, he bit his knuckles he stared at the unreadable disc. He furrowed his brow as he grumbled.

“Was it important?” she asked seeing his face. “I know an old record store. May have it. What CD is it?” she coughed and pulled a bottle of water out, “sorry talking is rough on my throat.” she apologized.

“It’s a Nightingale ---” she spurt the water and coughed making him gasp, “A-Are you okay?”

She wiped the water from her chin, “F-Fine. Caught off guard. You don’t hear that name often.”

“Oh well..” he turned red, “I really liked her when she came out and I listened to her a lot but I wore out my CD and my sister wanted to listen to her but it’s hard to find them.” he scratched his cheek sheepishly, “like all her music is offline and her music is hard to find in store.” he sighed, “that CD took me forever to locate. I just wanted something that could help harriet in the hospital...”

She sighed, “I know where you can get one. If it’s that important.” she took his hand and began to walk, “Nightingale pulled her music because it’s painful.” her hand pulled on her scarf as she led him down the street towards the subway, “you’re lucky I was heading to Dead Bird already.”

‘Oh um!!” he blinekd confused as she shoved him onto the train and swiped her trian pass. He held his bag confused as she stood by the door and fumbled with hsi scarf.

“They should have a box of them. What album was it?” she asked as the train went along the tracks. She chewed her nail.

“It’s the live album from her last concert.”

“They have those for sure. A box.” she sighed as she pulled him off the next stop and lead him towards the back allies and down some steps. He stared at the very much not looking like it was a shop or even open store as she pushed the door open.

“DJ-- Conrad!” she coughed as she raised her voice, “I’m here!”

“Ah, Ammy!” A tall man grinned as he heard her, “how’s your throat?” He apused as he noticed the young man and raised a brow.

“We still have ‘nighitngale’ cds in back right?” she asked using air quotes.

“We do, I don’t really wanna get rid of them. I thought---”

“His got scratched. He wants it for a sick kid.” she sighed and waved him after her.

“You work here?” Arulius asked as he followed her.

“Oh. no. he’s just my dad.” she explained with a dry laugh. She pushed the back door open, “Conrad.” she nodded to the short man who was moving some crates around.

“Hey lassie… who’s this?”

“Rando, he scratched his CD so I’m replacing it, where are the nightingale boxes?” she did the thing with air quotes again as she said nightingale. Arulius tilted his head confused.

“Do you not like Nighitngale?” he asked.

She turned and looked at him with a small pout, “Far from it. I just find it depressing she can never sing again.” her hand went to her scarf and she scowled, “Never ever will the caged bird sing.”

“W-what i thought she was just on a temporary leave?” he gasped as she grabbed a box to rummage through.

“N-o-p-e. Do you not keep up? Her agent put it out. No more singing for her. Ever.” she held up a cd case, “here.”

“Lassie she can still sing, it just won’t be the same.” Conrad frowned.

“And that’s why i say she won’t sing again.” she sighed.

Arulius took the cd with a frown, “should you just be giving this to me?”

“It’s her box to do as she wants with.” Conrad shrugged and shook his head side to side.

“Oh.” Arulius looked at the cd with a big grin, “this is going to make hattie smile a lot.” he grinned.

She smiled as she looked at him, “then that’s good enough. I hope she enjoys it!” She paused in thought and held her hand out, “actually. I have a signed on upstairs, let me swap that.”

“W-what?! Really?!” he gasped, “no way?! You’d give that to a stranger?!”

“Mmhm.” she took the cd back and headed up stairs leaving him with conrad. He pulled his phone out to text his parents as he grinned.

“Ya like Nighitngale?” Conrad leaned on the boxes.

“Love her! I went to her last concert actually. I wish I had paid the extra for the meet and greet but I didn’t know it was her last.” he sighed in regret.

“No one knew.” Conrad huffed, “Car accidents do that.”

Arulius’s eyes went wide, “I-Is that what happened?”

“Aye. Semi. took out the lassie’s father, mother and injured her and her brother.”

“Here.” she hopped back down with the signed cd, “Enjoy.”

He looked at it with a girn, “thank you!!!! Ah do you um mind if I took a picture so my sister can know who gave her this?”

She blinekd confused, “i’m just a random girl?” she alughed but sighed, “Sure.”

“Great! Well Hattie would give me lots of questions if I didn’t is all. She does it everytime I bring something from someone.” he explained and pulled his phone out. He leaned back as she stuck her tongue out and gave a peace sign as he took the selfie. He chuckled. “Thanks so much! Oh! I’m Arulius Law!”

“Amaris Grooves.” she shook his hand as he grinned and carefully put the cd in his bag. He checked the time and gasped, “I-I gotta run! Visitor hours at the children hospital are weird! Thank you so much!”

He ran from the shop as DJ headed back with a huff.

“Seems like a weirdo.” He noted as the door slammed shut. He looked at the teen as she took her scarf off and the scar around her neck showed, “you really fine with giving out one of your cds?”

“It’s for a sick kid. I don’t mind. It’s gonna collect dust and and I doubt he’s gonna black market it.” she shrugged. She coughed and rubbed her neck, “if I can make a kid happy with that caged song so be it. Do you want help in the shop?”

“Why don’t you go make some tea first. Then we’ll work.” Conrad laughed.

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fotiathymos · 4 years ago

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do you have trans hcs for any other characters in promare? :0

I do! under cut cause im a TALKER whoops.

uhhh trigger warning that i do talk a bit about transphobia and unsupportive family.

I realize in my last post I didn’t mention it but Gueira and Meis aren’t cis!

Gueira was born intersex and doesn’t agree to calling himself cis or trans. He is proud to be intersex. (do know this is a fictional character and not all real life people who are intersex agree or disagree with calling themselves cis or trans.)

Gueira uses he/him pronouns but doesn’t strictly dress masculine. Really just a comfy clothes wearer.

Meis is trans genderfluid. Mostly uses they/them pronouns and has girl days or boy days sometimes where they can be more okay with she/her or he/him. Just leans into a mix usually. Actually doesn’t like being called Gueira’s boyfriend and rather ‘partner’. Gueira says it like a cowboy usually to make Meis giggle.

I do enjoy Ignis being an trans elder. (He is like 55 in my mind not 40 as i think canon states?) Ignis knew Galo was trans upon entering the job but of course did not out Galo to everyone. Galo isn’t secretive about being trans though. When Galo finds out Ignis is trans he cries happy tears and hugs him, making Ignis just a lil uncomfortable but not rejecting the hug.. hes got a reputation Galo.

I always had it in my head that Galo joined Burning Rescue and challenged all their thoughts on gender and etc. Considering they all grew up in a strict propaganda filled city some of them mightve just heard of terms but not thought about it too hard for..reasons. But then Galo comes into the work place being the ‘queer kid’ and wouldn’t take any bullshit. He grew up mostly by themself, discovered things on his own and does still feel that outward pressure to conform (esp with Kray, Galo is the most ‘passing as cis’ as he can be around Kray most times). So I thought mostly about everyone in BR were cis, not all of them straight but cis...bbuuutttt

Galo makes everyone question their thoughts on gender cause Galo is so open about his own and loves helping others. Galo does ‘mask’ themself sometimes and at first joining didn’t go full blown open. But one day Lucia needs a tampon and Galo had one in his bag and Lucia is like ‘um what?’ Galo goes casual and just ‘oh yeah.. i don’t need them anymore but its become habit to carry it around yaknow and you never know when it could come in handy!’

Lucia is the first to question if its okay to be non-binary lesbian, like maybe shes not entirely strictly ‘girl’. She’s loud and proud about being gay, lesbian flag above her desk, talks bout going to lesbian bars and wanting to just hold a girls hand. So she’s the first to feel okay enough to question herself gender wise.

Varys is that guy you might know in life who is just chill about everything. Galo comes out to Varys casually one day and Varys doesn’t linger on it at all. “Trans? Hell yeah! We still going out for bbq? Double hell yeah!” But he’s also a guy you never know whats going on in their head. He just remembers weirdly specific things you say sometimes and comes back at you with them later. Galo mentioned briefly that sunflowers remind him of his mother. Varys mails Galo sunflowers when Galo takes the day off on his mothers bday. Varys also randomly texts Galo ‘hey you know how youre trans, can i be like not always a man?’

Remi............................reMI UH. Remi is weird in my head. I feel hes that guy who just makes everything into a TMI or sex joke or just awkwardly flirts with everyone he becomes friendly with. Like just pushes the boundaries cause he thinks were friends now i can do this, without realizing hes over stepped them. That guy who thinks just cause your his friend now we can talk about sex casually. Hes quick to apologize when told off but still. I’m horrible I feel like Remi is that guy who’d consider him getting pegged by his girlfriend means he’s in with the lgbt crowd. He’s cis and comfortable with that and is confused by non-binary identities but won’t insult his coworkers and respect them. Eventually he’ll learn that just cause you are over 18 now, not everything in the world is related to sex. Idk if that made sense or if I threw him under the die-cis-scum buss too hard.

AND THEN THERE IS AINA.

Who... I adore. And even my head canons for her contrast and complement Galo like her story/character in the movie. So....shes trans.

We don’t get info about her family life but I’m assuming her sister raised her by herself and the parents weren’t in the picture. Aina came out to her sister right out of high school. Heris was starting college and working to provide for her and Aina. She flipped out on her and her words were ‘i dont care if youre a girl or a boy but those hormones can be pricey we dont have insurance you cant get surgery your too young, etc etc’ Unsupported in misreading the situation as an inconvenience to money and life and not the actuality of Aina just being herself and wanting to be honest about it.

Aina gets ignored as her sisters career and life revolves around a sudden job with the Foundation. But Heris has money now. And is “supportive” in giving Aina money. Pays for her HRT, doctor visits, therapy, and then eventually training to be in Burning Rescue. And Heris is adamant that Aina never, EVER tells anyone she’s trans. Sweeps up any possible info about that under the rug. Doesn’t want to be looked at with a bad eye from Foresight. What Heris feels is a safety measure for her family is what Aina sees as shame. Kinda reflecting how Heris in the movie sees that shes doing ‘all this for you, Aina’ only for it to be cruel and harmful directly to Aina.

Aina doesn’t know what drew her to Galo. He’s cute and nice and friendly. Maybe it’s a crush? He understands me and no one ever did. He respects me for me. “Youre you Aina and theres nothing wrong with that.” (I forget the exact quote) The words play in her head for the longest time. She never came out to Burning Rescue for fear, cause Heris said not to, cause its ‘inconvenient’. And suddenly Galo is loud and proud about being trans??? Should she be too??

Eventually she confides in Galo. Probably after the Parnassus events. She realizes she doesn’t have a crush and was just not use to someone being nice to her and accepting her. She eventually tells the rest of Burning Rescue. Finds out Ignis knew all along due to paperwork but just once again, Captain isn’t gonna out his team member.

And then finally during a late night movie sleepover. Galo’s like ‘you know we should hang the trans and non binary flag on the front of the station.’ Lucia goes ‘YEAH a big FUCK YOU to the Foundations normies!!!!’ Aina says ‘we should really run that past Captain first...’ Finally Ignis walks in, tilts down his sunglasses and says ‘I planned for this’ and unveils a flag that just says ‘fight the cis-tem’ and Galo and Lucia SCREAM. Only Galo knew Ignis was trans til that point..

I made a STORY damn.

I hope that wasn’t... too much... thank for reading.... ;u;/

#boop answers #boops hcs #WORDS #i gotta not look at a screen for a while im shakinG #Anonymous #boop merps

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purplesurveys · 4 years ago

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survey by voicedance16

Name A...

Name yourself: I said this like, seven surveys ago. To make things different, I share my name with a bird and Rihanna’s first name.

Name (one of) your best friend(s): Angela. Sister for life.

Name 3 things in your fridge/freezer: We have a loaf of white bread, a near-empty bottle of Japanese mayonnaise, and a tub of liver.

Name a color you're wearing currently: Pink and orange. I ended up going to the virtual Halloween party at work - went as Dora - and it was a blast. I’m SO glad impersonating our characters didn’t turn out to be mandatory; I just sat there and was happy to be there, lmao.

Name the last thing you ate: A ham sandwich.

Name the last store you went to: Does the vet count? They sell pet food over there, so it’s kind of like a store I guess. I went last weekend because Cooper needed a heartworm test and a couple of shots.

Name the song you're listening to: Nada.

Name the artist of that song: See above.

Name your favorite animal: Dogs! Elephants are a close second.

Name what pets you have, if any: I have two dogs, an aspin and a beagle.

Name the town/state you live in: I won’t give away the city, but I will say Metro Manila is a literal stone’s throw away. I live right at the border.

Name something commonly ordered at Starbucks: Like...in general? I’m not aware of the most common food/drink ordered by other people but if I had to pick a guess, I know frappes are popular among my age group and the age group before us and that java chip is a popular flavor. But if you’re just referring to my usual, I like getting an iced caramel macchiato.

Name the last person you talked to in person: My dad. They gave us a box of Halloween donuts AND cake pops at work today :’) so I just asked my dad if he wanted a donut.

Name the last person you talked to on the phone: Mom. But my last call in general was a Zoom call with the entire company just a few minutes ago for the Halloween party.

Name the current day of the week: Today issss Wednesday.

Name the current month: October.

Name the current time: 6:55 PM.

Name the last movie you watched: I’m Thinking of Ending Things, blech. Need a happier movie to mention.

Name the last book you read: I’ve mentioned it too many times on a lot of recent surveys.

Name a place you've been on vacation: Bali.

Name a place you'd like to go on vacation: I desperately need to go back to Sagada, or at least Tagaytay. I think visitors are already allowed to go to the latter so I’m really eyeing a solo, soul-searching trip soon. As for places I’ve never been to before but would make for interesting vacations, I’d go with Chicago and Marrakesh.

Name 3 things you can see from where you're sitting: I can see an empty mug that used to contain coffee, a box of cake pops, and a purple pen.

Name your favorite musical: Miss Saigon.

Name an animal (any): The first animal that came to mind was dragonfly.

Name a fruit: Avocado, the only bitch in the house that I ever respected.

Name a vegetable: Broccoli, my favorite.

Name a common breakfast food: Where I live, beef tapa.

Name a color: Dandelion.

Name a type of flower: ...Dandelion!

Name a type of tree: Pine. Not that we have any here lol, but it’s the first kind I thought of.

Name a city: Uhh, idk. Let’s go with Seattle.

Name a state: I first thought of Wisconsin because I have a lot of family living there.

Name a country: Let’s go outside of the States and go with Sweden.

Name a continent: Asia.

Name a planet: Mars.

Name a girl's name: Clara. Such a pretty-sounding name.

Name the last person to comment you on Facebook: I haven’t had Facebook in weeks and I genuinely can’t remember from whom I received my last comment before I deactivated.

Name a clothing store/brand: Mango.

Name the last book you got at the library: It’s called History of the Filipino People, written by one of my great-uncles.

Name a restaurant: Max’s, even though their food sucks.

Name a grocery store: SM.

Name an iPhone app: Like, an Apple-exclusive app? I think Keynote is one of them.

Name an actor: Eddie Redmayne! One of my favorites.

Name an actress: Kate Winslet, my biggest crush through and through.

Name a music group: Destiny’s Child.

Name your favorite/lucky number: I don’t have a lucky number, but 4 is my favorite. I don’t have a solid reason for it to be my favorite; it just is.

Name something you've accomplished: Graduating college from my dream school in my (then-)dream degree/course.

Name something you'd like to accomplish: Travel, and travel a lot.

Name someone who makes you laugh: Andi made me smile and chuckle a bit today, so let’s name them.

Name something exciting coming up soon: Nothing too specific, really. But I’m supposed to be receiving my internship cut any day now and it’s gonna be my first salary ever, so that’s pretty exciting :)

Name a song that makes you emotional: 26 by Paramore.

Name one of your pet peeves: People who call without texting or notifying beforehand. Holy fucking shit. A hiring manager did this exact thing to me yesterday and I rejected her call because she did not text first. I honestly have no regrets, and I wouldn’t have been bitter if she stopped pursuing me then.

Name someone you know who is an amazing singer: Hannah, without a doubt.

Name someone who is the same religion as you: JM.

Name a holiday you celebrate: Christmas. I can hardly believe another one is coming up soon.

Name the last 4 digits of your phone number: Uh, no thanks.

Name one of your cousins: Sam.

Name a book you loved when you were younger: I used to really love the Septimus Heap series by Angie Sage and I reread the first book, Magyk, more times than I could ever count.

Name a song you loved when you were younger: Big Girls Don’t Cry - Fergie.

Name your favorite movie: Two for the Road.

Name a popular book series: The Hunger Games, even though I never actually read it.

Name a musical instrument: A song played on a solo saxophone...

Name a language: German.

Name what other tabs you have open: On this window, just Bzoink. I just closed a YouTube tab.

Name 3 things on the walls of the room you're in: Audrey Hepburn wall decors, a painting that I’m trying to cover up with post-its to turn it into something positive, and uhhh my aircon is mounted to the wall if that counts lol

Name your house number: I’m not sharing that.

Name your high school: It’s an all-girls Catholic school in my city. I’ve shared the name before but I don’t feel like doing so tonight.

Name your college, if applicable: My college was in mass communication, but I went to university in UP.

Name your middle school: See high school.

name your elementary school Again, see high school.

Name the college you wish you went to/hope to go to: UP.

Name your favorite teacher: My music teacher throughout high school. I don’t like her subject, but I love her.

Name the color of your backpack: I haven’t had to use a backpack in a while but my main one is pink.

Name a dessert: Creme brulee. I don’t memorize which letters have those accent marks and I don’t feel like looking that up right now.

Name a famous landmark: Because I can clearly read the next question, the Statue of Liberty.

Name a place you might go in NYC: I’d go straight to my uncle’s so that he can show me the good spots. He has a lot of cool friends who run their own bars/restaurants in the city so if anyone knows how to have a good time in NYC without having to go to all the big tourist places, it’s him. GOD I can’t wait to go to New York.

Name an inventor: Hedy Lamarr.

Name an article of clothing: Scarves.

Name an ice cream flavor: Mint chocolate chip, yum.

Name a religion: Buddhism.

Name an emotion: Resentment.

Name a room in your house: My bedroom, because that’s where I’m staying in at the moment.

Name a website: Wikipedia.

Name a car: This is pretty vague. A kind of car? Hatchback. Are you looking for a make? Toyota. Or maybe a specific model? Honda Civic. I gotchu.

Name something you need to do today: SLEEP. I should not be awake at 11 PM.

Name someone you admire: Andi.

Name someone you miss: At the moment, nobody.

Name a part of the body: Elbow.

Name the last youtube video you watched: I bawled my eyes out to a video playing the audio to Ben&Ben’s Kathang Isip because that song makes so much goddamn sense and is relatable now. Can’t I just go back to a simpler time when that song was just fun to listen to and wasn’t actually relevant to my life? I hate music sometimes.

Name a quote you love: I don’t have one.

#survey #surveys #this was a challenge to make entertaining bleh

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queer-starling · 5 years ago

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Flower ask: also all of them. you get to suffer with me >:3€

oh darlin’ we’re in it now huh

Alisons: Sexuality?

homogay

Amaranth: Pronouns/Gender?

she/they | all gender will be shot on sight

Amaryllis: Birthday?

sept 23rd

Anemone: Favorite flower?

monkshood

Angelonia: Favorite t.v. show?

stranger things or ghost adventures

Arum-Lily: What’s the farthest you’d go for a stranger?

like? distance? a couple miles probably

Aster: What’s one of your favorite quotes?

“We are such stuff as dreams are made on, and our little lifeIs rounded with a sleep.” William Shakespeare, The Tempest

Aubrieta: Favorite drink?

wild cherry capri sun

Baby’s Breath: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

ima change that to ‘kiss the last person u thought abt kissing’ bc YES

Balsam Fir: Have you ever been in love?

*jenna marbles voice* hell yeah!!

Baneberries: Favorite song?

waiting for the end - linkin park

Basket of Gold: Describe your family.

chaos

Beebalm: Do you have a best friend? Who is it?

i have too many to list !!! brandi, kasey, you, liz, ivy, nick , just to name a few!!

Begonia: Favorite color?

blue uwu

Bellflower: Favorite animal?

foxes !! and opossums

Bergenia: Are you a morning or night person?

night time babey

Black-Eyed Susan: If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be?

either a fox or an opossum or a raven, i think

Bloodroots: When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

i wanted to be a vet !!!

Bluemink: What are your thoughts on children?

theyre ok as long as theyre not screaming and/or mine

Blazing Stars: What are you afraid of? Is there a reason why?

i don’t liike vomit bc. nastey (trauma i think) and i don’t like old ppl well. i dunno why? they’re just so old and fragile and helpless and sometimes they’re really mean and idk i think it’s like something to do w death or something LMAO idk. also i just hate the idea of becoming old and having to rely on other people ?? hhh

Borage: Give a random fact about your childhood.

i was bullied a lot

Bugleherb: How would you spend your last day on Earth?

realistically? probably playing dead by daylight with my girlfriend ADFSGRHYUTR

Buttercup: Relationship Status?

happily taken

Camelia: If you could visit anywhere, where would you want to go?

ireland, scotland, alaska, greece

Candytufts: When do you feel most loved?

whenever my friends or family tells me they love me but esp when u text me goodmorning or when we say our goodnights sorry im gay haha

Canna: Do you have any tattoos?

i have. uuuuhh 6

Canterbury Bells: Do you have any piercings?

no!!! i want some tho :(

California Poppy: Height?

i think im like. 5′5 or something? give or take an inch ?

Cardinal Flower: Do you believe in ghosts?

oh absolutely. my house is haunted as we speak

Carnation: What are you currently wearing?

bmth hoodie and pajama pants w foxes all over them. i just woke up lol

Catnip: Have you ever slept with a nightlight?

yeah i always keep one on in the bathroom

Chives: Who was the last person you hugged?

my sister bc she came home from college yesterday

Chrysanthemum: Who’s the last person you kissed?

ask me in like. a little over a month from now ;)

Cock’s Comb: Favorite font?

FONT??? the animal crossing font

Columbine: Are you tired?

oh absolutely

Common Boneset: What are you looking forward to?

thanksgiving, christmas, seeing my gf, magfest

Coneflower: Dream job?

idk if it’s a job but i just wanna own like. a ranch that takes in all sorts of animals and takes care of them

Crane’s-Bill: Introvert or extrovert?

introvert

Crocus: Have you ever been in love?

ooooh yeah

Crown Imperial: What’s the farthest you would go for someone you care about?

i mean. depends on what they want/need. distance wise? i’d travel the known universe for u

Cyclamen: Did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a child? What was it?

he was a plaid teddy bear his name was Stanley!!!! i miss him :( but now i have Little Moon God as my favourite stuffed animal

Daffodil: What’s your zodiac sign?

Libro

Dahlia: Have you done anything worth remembering?

Working in Yellowstone is something I’ll never forget

Daisy: What do you feel is your greatest accomplishment?

well. hmm. i was gonna say flying to yellowstone but maybe driving to north carolina by myself bc driving long distances alone to places i haven’t been before gives me hella anxiety (i’m better now)

Daylily: What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner(s)?

i don’t pay rent in this house to listen to their opinions lmao.

Dendrobium: Who is the last person that you said “I love you” to?

you, i think, when we said goodnight last night!!! EDIT: you this morning!!

False Goat’s Beard: What is something you are good at?

being bad at dead by daylight

Foxgloves: What’s something you’re bad at?

dead by daylight

Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month?

(little over a month now but uhhh) GOT A UH ......GIRL.....FRIEND ...... GOT TO VISIT GIRLFRIEND ........ and got the windshield finally replaced in my car

Garden Cosmos: How was your day today?

i dont know! so far ive laid in bed now im at my computer answering this. not too bad. my shift is only 4 hours today.

Gardenia: Are you happy with where you’re at in your life?

for the most part, i’m pretty content, yeah

Gladiolus: What is something you hope to do in the next year or two?

MOVE OUT

Glory-of-the-Snow: What are ten things that make you happy/you’re grateful to have in your life?

my friends, my mom, my sisters, my girlfriend, my bastard dog

Heliotropium: What helps you calm down when you feel stressed?

metal

Hellebore: How do you show affection?

what does this mean. physically, i’m very affectionate, i just. don’t show it alot bc anxiety/i overthink. that and i constantly tell ppl i love them and what they mean to me

Hoary Stock: What are you proudest of?

whoever is reading this

Hollyhock: Describe your ideal day.

wake up next 2 a cute girl. take way too long to get up. go climb mountain w cute girl. vibe on mountain w cute girl. go to waffle house 2gether. gome home and vibe. play video games or watch a movies/tv w cute girl.

Hyacinth: What do you like to do in your free time?

i like to make art or play bideo jame

Hydrangea: How long have you known your best friend? How did you meet them?

oh gosh i dunno. the ones i’ve known the longest are kasey and brandi, and i’ve known them both around/over a decade i think. we met in middle/highschool!

Irises: Who can you talk to about (almost) everything?

you, ivy, liz

Laceleaf: How many friends do you have?

so many

Lantanas: What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received?

idk man but i remember when you said u had a crush on me and then i posted a selfie and u were like ‘OH NO SHE’S CUTE” and like ??? idk i think that was definitely the first compliment to ever shock me LMAO

Larkspur: What do you think of yourself?

6.9/10

Lavender: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

my tattoos

Leather Flower: What’s your least favorite thing about yourself?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGGViLwHEUk

Lilac: What’s something you liked to do as a child?

i liked to play zombies ate my neighbors on the sega genesis !!!!

Lily: Who was your best friend when you were a kid?

eliza !!!! we lost touch a few years after i moved away :(

Lily of the Incas: What is something you still feel guilty for?

ima be real everything makes me feel guilty

Lily of the Nile: What is something you feel guilty for that you shouldn’t feel guilty about?

aaaaaa the whole abi/moon incident

Lupine: What does your name mean? Why is that your name?

my name is fox. it means i like foxes

Marigold: Where did you grow up? Tell us about it.

northern virginia babey !!!! that place fucking sucks!!! but everyone who lives up there thinks they’re hot shit.

Morning Glory: What was your bedroom like growing up?

i had a bunkbed and i think the walls were pink

Mugworts: What was it like for you as a teenager? Did you enjoy your teenage years?

😬 i’m just gonna say i’m much happier now and i’m coping with life and shit a lot better

Norwegian Angelica: Tell us about your mom.

she’s sweet and funny and i love her so much!! she always does the Most for everyone, sometimes to the point where she isn’t concerned abt herself and i see where i get it from. but yeah my mom is great, my dad doesn’t deserve her

Onions: Tell about your dad.

source of a lot of trauma and why i have so many issues regarding men. i don’t wanna talk about him anymore LOL he doesn’t deserve the attention

Orchid: Tell about your grandparents.

my dad’s mom is becoming senile and i think she’s racist and queerphobic. my mom’s parents disowned her a few years ago so we don’t talk to them anymore

Pansy: What was your most memorable birthday? What made it be so memorable?

i dunno. i don’t try to remember my birthdays. whenever i can go to busch gardens for my birthday i usually have a lot of fun there.

Peony: What was your first job?

if you don’t wanna count working w my mom as a florist, target was my first job back in 2016. i found my name tag the other day , actually

Petunia: If you’re in a relationship, how did you meet your partner(s)? If you’re not in a relationship, how did you meet your crush/how do you hope to meet your future partner(s), if you want any?

WELL, i know you followed me on here first. and then twitter?? but we didn’t really start talking until stranger things 3 came out (thank u stranger things) PHYSICALLY, we didn’t meet until fursonacon (haha. i remember when u texted me that u got to the hotel and i came down to help n i saw u unloading yr car and it was then that my brain was like OH NOOOOOOOO and my heart was like OH YEEEEAAAAAAAH)

Pincushion: How do you deal with pain?

physical, mental, or emotional? i play a video game or listen to loud music

Pink: Where is home?[

somewhere in appalachia i can feel it in my stupid soul

Plantain Lilies: If you could go back in time, what is one thing you would stop/change?

idk man i’m pretty content w where i’m at now so

Prairie Gentian: Who is someone you look up to? Describe them.

chester bennington

Primrose: Describe your ideal life.

i have a waife and we have many great pets and we live in a log cabin in the mountains or in a nice victorian in a small town or something IDK but we’re happy and that’s all that matters

Rhodendron: What is something you used to believe in as a child?

God

Ricinus: Who’s the most important in your life?

my mom, me best friends, my girlfriend

Rose: What’s your favorite sound?

my girlfriend’s laugh because it’s THE cutest shit and then when she giggles??? oh my heart

Rosemallows: What’s your favorite memory?

oct 23rd, 2005, we brought Fat Boy Zack home !!!!

Sage: What’s your least favorite memory?

July 22nd, 2016. i was 2200 miles away

Snapdragon: At this moment, what do you want?

to be holding my girlfriend >:(

St. John’s Wort: Is it easy or difficult for you to express how you feel about things?

hhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Sunflower: What is something you don’t want to imagine life without?

those i hold dear

Sweet Pea: How much sleep did you get last night?

enough, i guess?

Tickseed: What’s your main reason to get up every morning?

my girlfriend

Touch-Me-Not: How do you feel about your current job?

it’s fucking BORING and TOO EASY and they don’t pay me ENOUGH but i can get away with so much shit there so ima still go, ima still go

Transvaal Daisy: What’s your favorite item of clothing?

all of the flannels currently in my possession

Tropical White Morning Glory: Describe your aesthetic.

mountains, woods, forests, cabins, autumn, cryptic, occult, victorian, edwardian

Tulip: What would be the best present to get you?

if someone gets me a gift i’m legally required to execute them

Vervain: What’s stressing you out most right now?

this 40hr workweek i got coming up

Wisteria: How many books have you read in the past few months? What were they called?

i have not read in So Long

Wolf’s Bane: Where do you want to be in life this time next year?

Moved out away from here lol, we’ll see

Yarrow: Do you know what vore is?

Zinnia: Give a random fact about yourself.

i’m a furry

that was SO LONG im sorry i also put you through that but THANK YOU ENJOY READING ILU

#littlecation #ask #long post

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cosmiicorvid · 6 years ago

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All of them

The meaning behind my url:About two years ago I was looking through Jack’s posts on his blog and I saw one of his responses for a piece of fan art, he said “that is one spicy spedicey!” and I immediately thought ‘that would be a great blog url… but someone probably already took it’ so i didn’t do anything about it. I had that as my name on discord and everyone loved it so i decided to try to change my url on here and it worked! so uhhh…. yeet

A picture of me:auuhh i can’t add a picture on desktop but,,, y’all have seen me already sksksks,,, but i’ll reblog this with a pic maybe

How many tattoos i have and what they are:I don’t have any tattoos!

Last time i cried and why:I cried while watching Ralph Breaks the Internet… it was sad bro

Piercings i have:I used to have my ears pierced but i didn’t wear them enough so they closed

Favorite band:my favourite band is Set it Off! Either them or Linkin Park

Biggest turn offs: friendship-wise anyone who has manipulative tendencies

Top 5 (insert subject):Top five animals! Bats, raccoons, corgis, snakes, cheetahs

Tattoos i want:I want a semicolon on my wrist and a PMA tattoo somewhere

Biggest turn ons:uuahhh…. friendship-wise would be… comedic

Age:eighteen

Ideas of a perfect date:That’s a tough one. I’d have to say April 25th. Because it’s not too hot, not too cold, all you need is a light jacket.

Life goal: to,,, survive?? meet my online friends,,,

Piercings i want:I would love a nose piercing

Relationship status:single uwu

Favorite movie:Now You See Me (listen, it has a great cast AND it’s about magic what more could i ask for)

A fact about my life:I have six siblings

Phobia:the dark…. or as i said earlier, the fear of what’s hiding there

Middle name:Nicholas!

Height:5′

Are you a virgin?*cough*

What’s your shoe size?i don’t even know at this point. just small

What’s your sexual orientation?I’m a trans guy and i’m panromantic

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs?I have not smoked a cigarette, but i do drink and do weed occasionally

Someone you miss:Ethan

What’s one thing you regret?Coming out to my dad

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive:Sean William McLoughlin

Favorite ice cream?Birthday cake

One insecurity:sometime it bugs me how short I actually am. only occasionally, but it does get to me

What my last text message says:“ok enough of this christmas party i wanna go home cunts” (sent by @cyanacity)

Have you ever taken a picture naked?Yea

Have you ever painted your room?yep, painted a tree on it and it was special paint so you could use chalk on it

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex?Y e a p

Have you ever slept naked?Yeyeeyeyeye

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror?Of course I have, who hasn’t??

Have you ever had a crush?Yes, a lot,,,,

Have you ever been dumped?Yea

Have you ever stole money from a friend?Yeah,,,, but I payed them back! cause i felt really bad

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met?Yes I have, even went on a camping trip with them

Have you ever been in a fist fight?No, but i once slapped a bitch so hard that he fell down

Have you ever snuck out of your house?I almost did a few times as a kid but i never actually did it ftgyhuj

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?hhhhhhhyeah……

Have you ever been arrested?Nope! the law can’t hold me down though

Have you ever made out with a stranger?Nnnnope

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?no but i met up with someone of the same sex

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents?Yes, many times because i am an A D U L T

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor?i’ve never met my neighbors, so by process of elimination the answer is no

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun?All the time babey

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?Yeeyeyeyeyeyeye

Have you ever seen someone die?I saw my dog die, if that counts

Have you ever been on a plane?Yes, i fly at least 6 times a year

Have you ever kissed a picture?Yes, who hasn’t

Have you ever slept in until 3?I actually did that today

Have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now?Yes

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?yesss, it’s a fun thing to do on a nice day

Have you ever made a snow angel?yeah, i used to make them all the time when i was a kid but it doesn’t snow much where i live now so, rip

Have you ever played dress up?hell yeah my dude

Have you ever cheated while playing a game?definitely, cause i suck at them so i have to at least make it seem like i’m good

Have you ever been lonely?All the time man, feelin it right now *whip*

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school?I’ve fallen asleep at school maybe 3 times?

Have you ever been to a club?idk what you mean by club so no

Have you ever felt an earthquake?Nope! never have

Have you ever touched a snake?Yes i have, i love the danger noodles

Have you ever ran a red light?haha, no

Have you ever been suspended from school?Maybe??? when i was in elementary school

Have you ever had detention?I think so??? but it was like,,, lunch detention or somethin

Have you ever been in a car accident?Luckily, no. But i have been close.

Have you ever hated the way you look?oh hell yeah babey all the time

Have you ever witnessed a crime?Maybe, idk gyhnj

Have you ever pole danced?No but i want to

Have you ever been lost?i’m lost right now, i don’t who’s house i’m in

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country?Ye! it was fun uwu

Have you ever felt like dying?ehhhh??? yeah

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?yeah..,.,.,.,.

Have you ever sang karaoke?i don’t think i have tbh, but i’ve seen people do it at a bar once

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?Yeah,,,, weed

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?No actually, surprisingly

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger?nooopeee

Have you ever kissed in the rain?noep

Have you ever sang in the shower?every heckin time

Have you ever made out in a park?nope

Have you ever dream that you married someone?maybe

Have you ever glued your hand to something?I once accidentally superglued my hands together

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?No, but i have licked a few

Have you ever gone to school partially naked?nnoooo??? i don’t udnerstand this question gyusi

Have you ever been a cheerleader?No fuck that sorry

Have you ever sat on a roof top?Yes! it’s quite fun actually

Have you ever brushed your teeth?I sure hope so

Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?all the time sksksksk

Have you ever played chicken?I used to play it at the bus stop every day

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?i think it’s happened like 4 times probably

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?Yeah,,, it was w e i r d ???

Have you ever broken a bone?I’ve broken both my arms and my thumb

Have you ever been easily amused?I laughed at a picture of Mark with the quote ‘fuck’ once, so I would say yes

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?yes, especially when i’m on a voice call with my friends

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone?nope, actually

Have you ever cheated on a test?hellyeea

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name?I’m bad with names so it’s easy for me to forget them

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real?Myself

Give us one thing about you that no one knows.my credit card info:6969 6969 6969 69684/20666@nachosforfree @xtracheesy

#long post #(o hes neat: emmit)#(im not the android: connor)

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ratandphilgames · 6 years ago

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Our Lives Don’t Collide

{chapter 4: in too deep}

summary: Shit hits the fan when famous actor!Phil is caught smooching a boy in an alleyway. Only problem? He’s not out and what’s worse? The boy he was smooching was a journalist who set it all up to get a quick picture and now Phil is royally screwed. The only answer Phils management can come up with is a fake relationship to try and do damage control and famous actor!Dan is the perfect candidate.

chapter word count: 2478

total word count: 9936

rating: t

note: super thanks to everyone who likes/ reblogs/ sends me a message! the support has been amazing! also huge thanks to all the babes in the writing gc for motivating me to write! ily!

updates on thursdays!

{read on ao3}

{read from the beginning}

{next chapter}

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The 2 boys ended up playing video games for an hour after they decided they’d become friends, which went surprisingly well. They were really just big nerds too tall for their own good, and it showed when they played video games.

Conversation flowed easily, bants were abundant, and afterwhile they both forgot they were there because of their fake relationship, it just felt like hanging out. It’d been a long time since Dan had just hung out with someone who was genuine and didn’t want something from him. At least with Phil he was upfront with what he wanted from Dan, it was all in contract form to keep it clear.

“Wotch your back Daniel, I’m creeping up on you.” Phil yelled as he gripped his controller more intensely.

In any other setting Dan would’ve been frightened by this sentence, but seeing as it was because Dan was currently in first place in an intense game of mario kart 8, it was rather acceptable. They were on the first lap of the animal crossing track, season: autumn, and Dan had already pulled ahead as he spent far too much time playing mario kart in his free time. When you don’t know who you can trust, mario kart will always be there for you.

“Oh are you? ARE YOU?” Dan had a bad habit of getting way too loud when it came to competitions. He was howling in a way that could be deemed offensive had he been playing with a different person, Phil however, just laughed at him as he attempted to catch up.

“Yes! You’re going down!” Phil shrieked, and before Dan even knew what was happening he was hit with a blue shell, effectively knocking him out of his first place position and letting Phil take the lead.

“YOU LITTLE SON OF A PFFT PSH PFT.” Dan was trying not to swear too much, as to leave a good first impression on his fake boyfriend, but goddamn it was hard. He ended up just making random exhales of air as he tried to earn back his spot in first place.

Phil found so much joy in that little blue shell moment, his eyes were lit up and he was laughing like a maniac and just a little part of Dan felt that it was worth letting him win if he got to see him being so happy. The rest of Dan wanted to crush all his hopes and dreams as he destroyed him at mario kart.

They kept up the back and forth game of going between 1rst and 2nd until the third lap when Dan had pretty much established himself as winner in his own eyes. That was until the biggest upset in the history or time when Phil got the bullet on the last corner and won by a very small margin. Needless to say Dan threw his controller and Phil laughed so hard he was snorting.

“I won! Take that, Danny boi!” Phil had stood up on his couch and stared down at Dan in victory.

“Danny boi? Oh god this is embarrassing. Losing mario kart in my own home, to a noob.” Phil was hardly a noob, but Dan liked to tease. He glossed over the fact that he’d earned himself a new nickname, one he’d surprisingly never heard before. After his high school experience with gems such as ‘dick loving dan’ and ‘homo howell’ he’d have thought he’d heard every variation of his name possible, but Phil was constantly coming up with new ways to surprise him.

Mid gloat Phil’s phone started buzzing nonstop and he put a pause on his victory chant to reach down and grab the vibrating device. Phil plopped himself back down onto a seated position as he checked his phone to see who his caller was, as Dan started deciding on the next track they should play.

“Oh, uh, I’ve got to take this, it’s my manager.”

Dan barely looked up as he waved him off to allow him to go answer his phone. As Phil exited the room he could hear a greeting being exchanged and then some whispering. If he tried he could make out the words, but that was wrong, right? Eavesdropping was bad and he shouldn’t do it. Dan maintained that idea until he heard his name spoken and then curiosity got the better of him. He crept quietly, almost spy like towards the entryway of his living room, just far enough that he could better hear, but not too far that it would be unnatural if Phil were to walk back in and see him. Dan was just hanging out on the edge of the couch, nothing weird about that.

“It’s going okay, Liam. He seems cool, everything will be fine.” Phil was pacing back and forth through the hallway, making parts of his sentence quieter than the rest, but the message Dan received was loud and clear in his ears. Phil Lester thought he was cool.

Suddenly all those fanboy feelings Dan had been repressing through the time they spent together were resurfacing as he played those words over and over and over again in his head. All that mumbo jumbo about Phil being just a regular guy flew out the window as Dan heard himself being complimented by one of the most iconic actors of the recent era (and not to mention overall attractive man).

Phil Lester thinks you’re cool.

That was one hell of a confidence booster.

Dan zoned out and missed the rest of the convo because goddamnit he was cool. Shans advice really worked, he played it cool and it payed off in the end.

As Dan’s brain was still processing the idea that he was cool, he heard Phil’s footsteps and realized he must’ve hung up the phone and was headed back towards the lounge, back to Dan. As this truly hit Dan, he scrambled to seem casual, natural, and cool.

“Hey, I think I’m going to head off soon, manager called my car already.” Phil said as he made his reappearance, seemingly not noticing Dan’s less than usual behavior.

“Okay, cool.”

Fucking hell don’t say cool, that makes it seem like you were eavesdropping.

Dan had been eavesdropping but he didn’t want Phil to know he’d been listening in. Already feeling the effects of guilt for being a sneaky little shit, Dan made sure to avoid meeting Phil’s gaze, although that probably just made him seem even more sketchy.

“Yeah, so, thanks for having me over, and for the whole- ya know, fake boyfriend stuff. Really saved me there.” Phil was fidgeting with his fingers as he stood awkwardly by the lounge entrance, having yet to step back into the room as he knew he’d be leaving soon.

“Oh yeah, sure. No problem, should be fun. Speaking of which, what’s the next thing we need to do?” Dan asked, unsure how to about this thing. They needed to be spotted together a lot to be seen a realistic couple, and with paparazzi swarming the both of them at the moment, it wouldn’t be hard to strike up buzz.

“Uhhh probably just more social media stuff, get people hooked. We’re ‘like a drug’ to the fans according to my agent.” Phil shifted uncomfortably as he quoted his agent, clearly as uneasy about the way it sounded as Dan was. A drug? What did that even mean?

“Sooooooooooooo should we hang out like this again sometime? Soon?” Maybe Dan was just hoping he could spend more time with Phil, but he could paint it as part of the deal and nobody would ever have to know the difference.

“Yeah, I’ll text you.” Dan simply stared at Phil because how in the hell did he have his number? Did his publicist give it to him? This whole goddamn time they could’ve been texting each other? And they weren’t?

“That was a hint for you to give me your phone so I can put my number in it.” Phil said with a chuckle.

Oh.

Dan grabbed his cell off the little coffee table, the place he’d set it down when they first started playing mario kart, and stood to hand it to Phil, trying to keep his head down so his blush wasn’t too apparent.

Of course he wants your number, you have to communicate somehow. Don’t read too much into this, don’t read too much into this, don’t read too much-

“We still need to take that picture, ya know, to make us instagram official.” Phil said, startling Dan out of his thoughts and handing him back his phone. Phil really typed fast.

“Yeah, Shannon- er my manager- will kill me if we forget. Like actually behead me, like hide the guillotine.”

Phil just laughed at his weird attempt at humor, bless his little heart.

“Alright well let’s do this thing, I’d rather like you to keep your head attached to your body.”

Dan tapped around on his phone a little bit and pulled up the camera and both boys positioned themselves so that the lighting was okay and they could both be seen effectively.

They took a few of them together, smiles bright with Phil peeking over Dans shoulder.

And then Phil did something unexpected.

He reached his long neck over and planted a soft lil kiss onto Dan’s cheek, right over his dimple and Dan, unsure of how to react, just kept snapping pictures. And once Phil felt they had a sufficient amount to pick from with the cheek kisses, he snuggled his face into Dan’s neck and Dan just kept taking those pics, his body wanting him to have a completely different reaction.

Holy fuck.

Just as fast as Phil had attached to himself Dan he was backed away, the smile not leaving his face though.

“Sorry, hope that wasn’t awkward.”

“Oh, no, you’re fine, we’re both actors right? Totally fine. I’ll go through and find the good ones and post them later. Gotta call my mum first or she’ll be livid, ya know how it is.”

Dan was rambling, trying to make the situation seem casual when really his insides were ready to explode out of his ass.

“I haven’t even told my mom about the whole gay thing. I’m not quite sure how she’ll take it, so I just kind of… put it off.”

All Dan wanted to do was hug the guy, all the dumb crush feelings forgotten as he remembered how rough things actually were for Phil right now. Publicly outed, not even getting a chance to tell his family. It sounded like hell, yet he was handling it like a champ. Almost too well.

“That’s no good. You’ve gotta talk to your mum, call her up. Throw down the facts. If she doesn’t like it then I’ll be your mum from now on, simple as that.”

Phil laughed a little at that last part, but overall seemed uncomfortable with the idea. Dan could definitely see why, it was terrifying to think that the one person that’s supposed to love you unconditionally could turn you away simply for being true to yourself, but he also knew that finding out your son was gay from the internet was 100 times worse than hearing it from him.

“We’ll see.”

“Call me up if you need emotional support, I know a thing or two about this whole ‘coming out’ bullshit.” It had been a daunting process for Dan, no one in his family understood what being bisexual even meant, he was constantly being asked if he was sure he wasn’t just gay or just straight but in time they learned and now’s in a pretty good place with his family.

“Thanks, I might take you up on that offer. Maybe.”

“You can’t run away from your problems.”

“I can try.” Phil said with a shrug.

“You’re a mess Lester.”

“Well when you get your shit together and post on instagram, I’ll officially be your mess.”

That stopped Dan in his tracks, unable to think of a witty remark to keep up their little game because surely that was flirting. This wasn’t just Dan making up little things in his head, anyone would interpret that as flirting, right? If this was just for the public Phil wouldn’t have said that inside the confidence of Dan’s home, where nobody was around to hear them.

Lucky for Dan, the buzzer went off moments later, covering his ass.

Dan quickly moved from the lounge, where they were standing, to his little foyer, and over to the intercom.

“Hello.” Dan said into the little microphone, realizing Phil had followed him into the room only after he felt a little tickle of breath on his neck.

“I’m here to pick up Phil Lester, and no sir, this isn’t a prank.”

Dan felt just a little embarrassed as he typed in the password to open the gate. He had only been asking if he was being pranked because he’d been told the wrong day, it was a valid question at the time, now it just felt a little silly.

“Alright, well, I’ll see you later I guess.” Dan said.

“Yeah, I’ll be looking out for your instagram post.”

“You better turn on notifications.”

“Oh, I will.”

Again, Dan had a blush on his face because of Phil.

The doorbell began ringing and before he opened the door, Dan looked over at Phil and said “don’t forget about your mum, Phil,”

“Yeah, yeah.”

Dan smiled at him and Phil smiled back and then Dan opened up the door and stepped out of the way so that Phil could get through. Standing there, outside, was the same muscular man that had been with him when Phil was left at Dan’s home less than 2 hours ago.

It didn’t feel like that little of time had passed, yet it truly had been less than 2 hours. Dan waved as Phil got into his car, making it seem like a bigger thing than it was for all the people with cameras lined up behind his iron gate which he was certain were taking pictures like mad.

After Phil’s car had pulled away, Dan went back inside and immediately flopped down onto the couch and clicked the tv off from when they were playing mario kart earlier.

Dan was in deep. So incredibly deep.

This little rendezvous only furthered Dan’s suspicion that he liked Phil, like a lot. He was just as fantastic in real life as Dan had imagined which was really just a big problem.

What’s one to do when they like their fake boyfriend? That’s just a whole new level of complicated that Dan didn’t want to delve into just yet. So he just put it off, the exact thing he’d advised Phil against doing.

God, he was in so so deep.

#our lives dont collide #phanfiction #phan #dnp #dan and phil #phandom #please like/ reblog if you enjoyed!

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fanficksandimagines · 7 years ago

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Pacify Her-G.D (Pt.2)

Song: Pacify her by Melanie Martinez.

Twin: Grayson

A/N: Uhhh It got a little steamy… Enjoy!

part 1: - https://dolantwinsareawesomedealwithit.tumblr.com/post/166858285935/pacify-her-gd-pt1

Tired, blue boy walks my way

Holding a girls hand

That basic bitch leaves finally

Now I can take her man

Someone told me stay away from things that aren’t yours

But was he yours, if he wanted me so bad?

Pacify her

She’s getting on my nerves

You don’t love her

Stop lying with those words

Ethan and I arrived at Nicolas house. The music was blasting loudly and you could hear it down the street. It was past 9, so the streets were already dark. Ethan had told me the base of his plan on getting Grayson out of the mud he had walked in. We agreed that there should be a line which we won’t pass, as we’re just best friends and I have feelings for his brother. “Okay, ready?” E asked while we were walking up to her door. “Well, there is no way back now, right?” I asked rhetorically. Ethan rang the doorbell and surprisingly someone had heard it. Harrison opened the door, looked at us up and down and turned his head to the side. “Nikki?” he shouted over the music. A few seconds later the monstrosity herself came to the door. “Hi, Ethan!” She said in a flirty way while I rolled my eyes. He gestured for him to go inside, he took a step forward and I did the same, but a hand stopped me. “It’s invites only, sorry honey.” Nicole said with the fakest sorry ever. “Grayson said I can bring a date.” Ethan said standing beside her. “She’s my date.” He gave her a confident smirk. The fake frown that was placed on her face disappeared as she cleared her throat and took a step to the side so I could get in. Ethan reached his hand my way gesturing for me to take it and I did. He had been in this house before so he knew where he was going. We walked in the kitchen where the alcohol was. “Shots?” he asked me holding up a bottle of vodka. “Hell yeah.” I said knowing that the alcohol would make me less tense.

After we both had a couple of shots, Ethan took my hand and leaded me to the backyard. As we walked through a hallway some guys whistled at me and complimented my outfit. I was gaining a lot of confidence. When we stepped outside I saw some of the lacrosse players sitting around with drinks in their hands. “What’s up Ethan!” Jackson said standing up and walking to us. “Hey man!” E answered. “Grayson said that you wouldn’t come.” The conversation kept going. “Yeah, well I changed my mind. Had to show of someone here.” He smiled pointing at me. I gave my best fake smile, as I felt my cheeks reddening. “Interesting… interesting. Hey Y/n!” Jackson said smiling at me. I gave him a small wave. “Do you know where Grayson is?” Ethan decided to go straight to the point. “He’s probably in the living room. Nicole said that she wanted to dance.” Jack explained. We thanked him and Ethan led me to the room. We walked there and saw Nicole and Grayson grinding on each other. “Come here.” Ethan said taking my hand and dragging me on the dance floor. We started to dance together, near Gray and Nicole, making sure that Grayson would be able to see us.

As the night went on, we kept going with the flow, being half as drunk as others. I started to give up on the thought that Ethans plan would ever work, since Nicole never left Grays side. Also, some people started to get suspicions over mine and Ethans ‘relationship’. We were sitting outside by the bonfire when they started to speak about it. “You’ve both been here the whole night, and haven’t even kissed once.” Lizzie said. Kissing was one of the things we agreed not to do, it was behind the border. “Yeah. You two haven’t even kissed.” Grayson added his voice full of poison. Ethan looked at me I could see the question ‘what do we do now?’ in his eyes. I squeezed his hand lightly as giving him a sign to follow my lead. I stood up and sat in his lap facing him. ‘What are you doing?” he quietly whispered slightly shocked. I had enough alcohol in my body to give me the confidence. I leaned in and kissed him as passionately as I could, trying to tell myself that it was Grayson I was kissing. He kissed back going with the flow. I knew we were breaking the rules we had set, and we were over the line, but maybe, just maybe, it could work. I broke the kiss to get some air. Lizzies mouth was now shut. I kept sitting in Ethans lap, when suddenly Nicole stood up. “I’ll go smoke, anyone wants to come with me?” she asked and almost everyone who was sitting with us walked away. It was just me, Ethan and Grayson left. “Ah-em” Grayson said clearing his throat. I stood up from Ethans lap and sat back down in my seat. “I’ll go get some drinks.” Ethan said standing up. “Okay, babe.” I smiled at him, as the words left my mouth I took a glance over at Grayson, who was close to exploding from anger. When Ethan walked inside and the door closed Grayson stood up. “What was all that?” he asked his fists clenched, knuckles turning white. “What exactly?” I asked playing clueless. I was starting to enjoy the game as it had finally started. Grayson walked over to me and grabbed me by my wrist. He dragged me through the house, somewhere upstairs, into a room. “What is your problem?” I asked when he closed the door. He didn’t say anything. His breath was heavy, anger boiling in his veins. He was mad. Oh, he was so mad… and I enjoyed it. How’s the taste of your own medicine? “Ethan, huh?” he asked still mad, but trying cover it up. I nodded smirking. “You both kissing out there won’t make me believe that. Why are you acting?” he asked his fists still tensed. “Let’s just say… I uncovered your game, and decided to play it. But, with my own rules.” I said walking closer to him, the confidence never leaving me. His muscles were tensed up even more now. “What game? What are you talking about?” he foolishly and terribly lied. “Oh, you know what I mean.” I said placing my finger on his chest and dragging it down over his torso. His breaths grew even more uneven. “Out of every girl, you picked Nicole?” I asked taking my hand away, disappointment clear in my voice. “I don’t love her.” He mumbled clear enough. “I know.” I said simply. His eyes shoot up. “I just don’t get why the whole scene? Going out with her to make me jealous?” I asked turning on my heals away from him, just to be dragged back. He took my wrist and pulled me close. His lips crashed with mine, the kiss aggressive yet full of passion. “You know your girlfriend? She told me to stay away from you.” I said not done playing the game. Our faces still close, his heavy breaths hitting my face. “She said that I should stay away from things that aren’t mine. But the question is, are you really hers?” I asked teasingly, a grin on my face. He seemed to be thinking as he searched my face with his eyes. He placed his hands on my waist and pulled me close kissing me again. There was kiss after a kiss, and many more of them. “Jump.” He whispered against my lips out of breath. I obeyed and jumped in his arms wrapping my legs around his torso. His hands on my ass, we continued to make out. He walked us to the bed that was placed in the room and laid me down. His hands traveled my body, pushing my crop top up. “I was never hers. Only yours.” He said against my skin as he left a trail of kisses down my chest. I smiled in satisfaction. I pushed his head away from my body and sat up, I kissed his lips pulling his bottom lip between my teeth. “Prove it.” I said simply, impatient to get his body back on mine. He was about to kiss me once again, but the door swung open. “I can’t believe you Grayson!” Nicolas voice rang through the room. I groaned laying back down on the bed. So close. “What are you talking about?” Grayson acted clueless. “You’re cheating on me?” her voice pitched making my head ache. “Gray, can you calm your ‘girlfriend’ down, she’s giving me a headache.” I said with air quotes not caring that I might have sounded like a bitch. “You said you loved me.” She shouted her voice as fake as it could ever be. “I did.” He said simply. ‘Gray, pacify her.’ Was all I thought to myself. “I mean I did say that, but I didn’t mean it.” He shrugged so simply, it made me laugh. “And don’t act like you meant it ether. I know that you were making out with Harrison under the bleachers yesterday, and you made out with Flinch on Monday. I could go on, but I’m kinda busy proving to the girl of my dreams that I don’t give a shit about you. So if you wouldn’t mind, take a few steps back, and close the door behind you.” He made it clear for her. “No!” she refused. “Well in that case,” he stood up reaching out his hand for me, “We’re leaving.” He announced with a smile. A grin of victory placed on my face, I followed Grayson to his car. I quickly texted Ethan ‘We won’ before getting in. “We can go to my house. No one is at home.” I informed as he turned on the engine. “Good. Wouldn’t like to wake up your parents.” He said driving out of the front yard. “We wouldn’t wake them, if we were quiet enough.” I added looking at him. “Oh, you won’t be quiet tonight.”

#grayson dolan #ethan dolan #imagine #melanie martinez #pacify her #grayson bailey dolan #grayson dolan imagine #ethan and grayson dolan #hot stuff #hot #party #drinks #jealousy #song imagine #song

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nivks · 7 years ago

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gryles 2017 for vee @ladsfm

okay ah vee wanted this UPDATED!!! to add the start of the year too so! edited again!

heres a basic recap i guess but uhhh

harry nd nick literally spent xmas together aGAIN and they mention it casually as fUCK

they started off their year domestic and shit how fucking adorable #netflixnchillncurry

okay so we didnt even KNOw this happened until they talked bout it in the sott premiere but! they literally spent a whole goddamn day together just dedicated to listening to ?? sott?? hs1?? i feel like they listened to the whole fucking album but im also pretty sure nick was like ‘no i didnt hear the album before!! this is all new!!’ when harry went on for the hs1 premiere but whatever nicks a fuckin liar we all kno it

im dying it was one album song like IT TAKES LESS THAN AN HOUR and they met up in the MORNING and didnt listen till afterNOON whatthe FUCK they literally spent all DAY together cos they were so NERVOUS what fools

then we have: ladzfm 2.0 aka sott premiere aka: “I feel lucky to be playing my first song with one of my best friends.” aka our collective death

we got a lot of good shit in this interview im actualy crying rereading it all what the fuck HMM SO WE GOT #fontchat, nick talking about trying to cook a roast for harry with remi IN LA, nick admitting that harry was one of 4 people nick told about getting breakfast (two being his parents FUCK), #ronniewoodchat??? nicks life is so weird, OH POST BRITS CHAT FUCK!, confirmed that nick and anne text on the reg, dog collar chat #legendsonly, #tbt to when they saw rita at G-A-Y , other cute shit

THANKS FOR HAVING ME. LOVE YOU. H.

also this like idk how to describe it but nick and harry are BOTH the sun for eachother and they literlly light each other up

nick being adorable about it on insta too

okay now its the original post but i fixed those links you told me were wrong

okay i feel like u know that nick flew to america to take his mum on a holiday then like also watch harry debut on snl but i feel like revisiting so

there was ANNE that fucked us up to begin with

then when nick turned up at the snl studios??

like we were waiting for it but we never fucking expected it to actually happen what the fuck

nick looked so good when he was there fuck me

harry smiling and waving at his lil home party of 2

him and eileen going to the afterparty and chillin with jimmy whatshisface, eileen partying till the am?

uhh hardly important but idk

nick looks so fkin good even hungover as fuck after partying all night and celebrating (marrying) harry

MOVING ON FROM THEIR AMERICAN MARRIAGE

the tweet got deleted ugh but nick was spotted at harrys graham norton performance! love a supportive husband!

harry came on the show for an hour for his album release party and? it was LIVE

started with nick complimenting harry on his outfit made outta tea towels

harry saves the audios that nick sends him when harry was sharing album clips and nick sung his own versions #confirmed

omg notebook chat was in this interview ugh

jonna just posted this like last week and im still crying

MOVING ON FROM LADZFM TO: MALLORCA

okay first off nick looks fit as fuck in mallorca so

nick went to both the hens party and the stag do what a fuckin loser

hun! oh HUN

okay i think we got like ppl rumouring that harry was in mallorca but EMILY CAME THRU for us and posted this

the girls lookd so lovely at the wedding tho ahhh

this is what harry married i love Him

nick and harry musta been sharin a room cos nick was wearin his clothes aww

so basically nick blasted the hell outta wild thoughts on this holiday and put green hearts on fuckin everything so i did this mess

okay mallorcas over rip back to ldn life

nick got emo again idk

whatever they went out for LUNCH

what the fuck how domestic

OH A GOOD DAY HERE

nick went to see dunkirk by himself cos he couldnt make the premiere etc etc

completely by himself im dyin

then we were all like HEY I HOPE HE STILL MAKES THE PREMIERE cos liek we didnt know he was busy so when he rocked up to host this car gig or whatever we were all like hmm proud of u host grimshaw but also hun :/

and also the bleach makeup launch was on that night so like a lot of harrys close ldn crew pals missed the ldn premiere too and we were all like awww poor harry

BUT THEN

both HARRY and NICK rocked up at the bleach party!

they both looked fit as everyloving FUCK this night too

N I C E

fucked up we never got an actual HQ pic of nick and harry together but you can see nicks arm in this on the right omg

im still gellz

OKAY MOVING ONTO HARRY COMING ONTO THE SHOW FOR LADZFM 4.0 to talk about DUNKIRK

unfortch it was prerecorded but like still

nick looked amazing (and harry took those pics and u cant tell me otherwise)

uhh some good quotes one two three four five

they look lovely im stressed

(nick in glasses lookin like a doctor)

OKAY MOVING ON TO NICKS BDAY

harry was MIA? for nicks actual bday SO INSTEAD they celebrated together (with harry lambert) a couple day early!!

nice lil lunch <3

SHOPPING WITH BAE

nick looks rly fit

i cant beleive harry brought him the goddamn shoes

i cant belvie how much nick loves them

like full on 100% loves them

(harry has rly similar shoes too goddamn matchy matchy kids)

fast forward to later augugst where

NICK AND HARRY GONNA DO A BBC SPECIAL TOGETHER

aka Harry Styles at the BBC

then like FIVE DAYS AFTER IT WAS ANNOUNCED nick andharry were already up north filming one two three

NICK N HARRY LOOKED ADORBALE TOGEHTER

nick tweeted about being off air for 3 days and jeff liked it :)

in the actual recording harry wears his usual florals yeh nick actually fucking posted that to his own instagram story what thte fuck i love 2017

nick? murder me?

ahhh

ALSO ANNE AND EILEEN SAT TOGETHER IN THE AUDIENCE HOW FUJCING SWEET WTF

and THATS basically it for the past couple of months? there was this mention the other day but apart from that!

EDIT: I FUCKING FORGOT TO ADD THAT HARRY COVERED WILD THOUGHTS IN THE BBC RADIO ONE LIVE LOUNGE which: what the Fuck

anyway I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU IM SORRY THIS IS A MESS HOPE UR DOIN OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#me: exposing myself #thanks vee #gryles #*

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motiveandthemeans · 7 years ago

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Jughead was never one for silly love quotes, but he now understood the whole ‘when you’re in love you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams’ thing. From the minute he woke up to the minute he fell asleep and all the restless hours in between his only thoughts were Betty, Betty, Betty.

It had been a week since he’d had pizza at Betty’s and they’d fallen into a semi-routine. Each morning he’d text her good morning and wish her a good day at work, around lunch time they’d text a bit back and forth, make plans for the evening.

Monday they’d grabbed dinner at Pop’s and then made out in his truck for three hours. He had to admit, it never got old making out with a cheerleader in his truck.

Tuesday, Betty had the day off. They’d spent hours in her garage working on her grandfather’s old truck. She looked so cute in her overalls and converse Jughead couldn’t help but kiss her fervently on the tailgate of the Ford jalopy.

She’d had Wednesday off too, they’d gone to a double feature at the Bijou and well, considering they were the only two in the whole theater...they readily took advantage.

Thursday, Betty cooked them dinner after work (a mouthwatering pot pie) and they took Huck for a long walk. By the time they’d returned to her house, eaten, and opened a bottle of wine, Betty passed out halfway through Spider-Man. He’d gently laid her in her bed, kissing her forehead and left a note on her bedside table informing her that he’d call her tomorrow. And that she was cute when she snored.

Friday night, Betty got off work and met him at Zigler’s to watch The Oriole’s and The Red Sock’s game. Betty had worn black scrubs that day with the Oriole’s emblem on the left breast. Needless to say, she was sour when they lost.

And now today: Saturday. Betty was off for the day, but he knew she had promised to take the twins to a kite festival in Greendale.

‘Good morning, Betts. Try not to make anyone cry kite fighting this morning.’

He smirked sending it. Two minutes later, she’d responded.

‘I make no promises, the twins watched a YouTube video on it and I’ll admit to being that paranoid aunt.’

‘Make sure to send me pictures. Still on for tonight?’

‘What did you have in mind?’

‘I mean obviously yes. Just curious is all.’ She added the little upside down smiley face.

The bashful grin just would not leave his face.

‘I don’t know, nothing as exhilarating as kite flying that’s for sure.’

‘Ohhhhh I don’t know about that, I’m sure we can come up with some creative ways to entertain ourselves.’

Jughead smirked.

‘Now Betts, tread carefully. I’m a man of action.’

‘So Clue or Scrabble?’

The Serpent King let out a loud laugh.

‘You don’t stand a chance at beating me in Scrabble.’

‘The game is on, Juggie. Got to go, twins have spotted funnel cakes and I’m bound by a promise I made to always buy them pastries.’

Oh man, he was in deep. Way deep.

By 11:00 Jughead wanted to put his head through a wall.

“What do you mean you fucked up the deal?” He snapped at the four Serpents before him. “It was a simple deliver and collect. You take the iPhones to the cellphone store and get the money. How can you fuck this up?”

“The Ghoulie’s were everywhere, Jug!” Sack defended.

“They’d already shown up and delivered on a laptop bust they made-“

“I don’t care.” He said emphatically. “Find another buyer, I want those iPhones gone by the end of business today.”

The four nodded, slinking away and out the door. Jughead turned to Joaquin. “What about the weed?”

“All good, sold like hot cakes over at the local college.” Joaquin said. “Also some rich Northside dude, Hiram Lodge, asked to have a sit down. Said he has a business opportunity for us.”

“Lodge? What’s a big wig like him want?” Sweet Pea asked.

“Probably the usual: beat up the guy that’s shagging his old lady behind his back.”

“How much did he offer?”

“Gave us $30,000 up front.”

Tall Boy let out a whistle. “I reckon that merits a sit down.”

Jughead nodded in agreement. “Get me a file on him, I want to know everything.”

Jug’s phone pinged: Betty

It was a picture of Betty and two red heads about 10 years old (obviously Madison and Mason) floating in a hot air balloon. They all looked excited, though the boy looked a bit green but was obviously putting on a brave face.

‘We got bored of kites’ she tagged it.

Jug let a smile slip on his face.

‘Like I said, adrenaline junkie.’

“Ahhhhh, I know that face.” Sweet Pea chided, shoving his shoulder playfully. “Nurse Betty strikes again.”

“Shut up.” He replied, though he was still smiling.

“Serious about this girl, huh?” Tall Boy said. “That’s good. ‘Bout time you settled in.”

“Yeah, a Doctor no less.” Joaquin teased. “I don’t get it, how has a guy who’s never had a serious girlfriend land a Doctor of Nursing Practice and I’m still banging closeted Northside dad’s in khaki’s.”

“Because he has self-respect?” Sweet Pea offered. Joaquin lunges across the bar smacking his head in jest.

“So when are you bringing her back around man? Are you ashamed of us?” Joaquin continued. “I mean, she knows everything, right?”

“...She doesn’t ask.” The leader replied, running his hands through his hair. “Which...is fine.”

“She’s not ignorant, Jug. She’s gonna figure it out.”

“I know, I know...”

“Well, the good news is she’s only here for a few more weeks anyway so you don’t have to worry about it for too long.”

“Wait, what? What are you talking about?” Jughead interjected.

“Betty, her contract is up in like 10 weeks or something.” Joaquin said. “What did you forget she’s a travel nurse?”

Jughead sighed. “Uhhh...Yeah. I guess I did.”

“Hiram Lodge, President and CEO of Lodge industries. Originally from Brazil, educated at Oxford, married to a smokin hot mamacita named Hermione, parents are from Mexico but she’s a natural born citizen of the U.S., she grew up in Riverdale and moved to New York after graduating high school with honors she moved to the Big Apple. They met at a restaurant she was working at in Brooklyn. She attended City College and got a degree in business. They have one daughter, Veronica, who came to Riverdale in her sophomore year of high school after her father was incarcerated for a few months for running a Ponzi Scheme. There, the heiress met her now fiancé Archibald Andrews. She attended NYU, he went to Julliard-“

“Wait, Archibald Andrews?” Sweet Pea interrupted. “As in Archie Andrews? I love that guy! He’s going to perform at the VMA’s this year. Think Hiram will get us tickets?”

“I think fucking not.” Tall Boy guffawed.

“I’m not sure it’s smart to mix business and family dynamics.” Jughead resolved.

“Errr, well, you see Boss...this is where it gets...sticky.” Joaquin sputtered.

“What?” Jughead groaned in exasperation.

“Veronica Briseda Lodge is Elizabeth Jane Cooper’s best friend.” Joaquin explained. “Betty grew up next door to Archie Andrews. In fact, according to the engagement announcement her parents had posted in The Register, Betty and the Sherrif’s kid were the one’s that set them up. She’s the maid of honor and some guy named Reggie Mantle is the best man.”

“Veronica. Betts talks about a girl named Ronnie, she sometimes calls her V. Well...fuck.”

“Hey I know that guy, Mantle!” Guy, a prospective new Serpent exclaimed. “He was QB for Riverdale High, dude was a tool if I ever met one. I remember that Andrews kid being cool though. Doesn’t his dad own a construction company?”

“Yeah, Andrew’s Contacting or something.” Tall Boy said, turning his gaze to Jughead. “Your old man used to work with him back in the day.”

“Huh, small world.” Sweet Pea mused.

“Small fucking town is more like it.” He growled in response.

He could make it work. Jughead was confident that he could find a way to date Betty without disclosing that her best friend’s father’s illicit activities with the Serpents

He could also work with the fact that she’s leaving in January. No biggie. They would figure out, live in the moment until they did.

What he was positive he couldn’t hide was the black eyes, busted lip, and bruised ribs he’d gotten in a brawl with Ghoulies.

And the fact that he was seven hours late for dinner at Betty’s.

The rival gang attempted to crash the meeting with Lodge, a flamboyant way of trying to prove they were the one’s to be doing business with.

Malachi had sucker punched him out of nowhere and after that it was all a blur of fist and kicks till the Serpents were victorious.

He sat in his office at the Whyte Wyrm, using a pack of peas in lieu of an ice pack and scrolled through his phone.

Two missed calls and three texts from Betty.

‘Dinner’s ready!’ Read the first at 6:47

‘Jughead it’s getting pretty late. Are you still coming?’ 9:40

‘Night.’ 11:30.

Well, there was no escaping it now. The honeymoon bubble had officially burst. Reality had set in and Jughead needed to face the music like a man.

He didn’t feel that guilty showing up to her house at a quarter till two knowing she had Sunday’s off for Brunch with friends and dinner with her family.

He rang her phone as his truck pulled into her driveway.

One ring. Two rings. Three rings. Four-

“Hmmm, h...ello? This is B-Betty (yawn) Cooper.”

Even in her sleep she answered the phone as if she were at work.

“Betts, it’s me. Jug.”

“Jug? W-what time is it?” She asked pulling her phone from her face. “Christ it’s nearly 2 a.m.”

He winced. “I know, look, I’m outside your house. Can we talk, please?”

He could sense her pursing her lips in thought.

“Please, Betts. I can explain. I’m sorry about tonight, so so sorry.”

“Alright, Alright.” She sighed into the phone. “It’s better this be done in person anyway, I suppose.”

Jughead jumped from the truck, racing to the door where he waited patiently for ire of a scorned Betty Cooper.

And he’d grovel till dawn if that’s what it took to keep her.

#riverdale #Betts #betty x jughead #Betty is a nurse #betty cooper #bughead #jughead jones #juggie #jug is serpent leader

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earnian · 7 years ago

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Uneven numbers!

(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?

It’s literally always open :9. There’s no doors on them

(3) Can You Whistle?

Yes

(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?

Yellow. I love yellow, it’s so happy :).

(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?

2 C outside right now, 20 in the house.

(9) How Many Followers?

169, but I’m 90% sure, that 140 of them are just porn bots.

(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?

Hazel-Grey.

(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?

Depends on the day, and where my shower thoughts bring me.

(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14

“Abra can’t actually attack, but when you can escape bullies this easily, why bother?” -The official Pokemon handbook 1999

(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?

My best friend, Briar.

(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?

I didn’t eat today cause it’s only 4:20am, but yesterday I had a mixture where I made myself spaghetti, once cooked, I made some chicken noodle soup, put real chicken in with it, some peppers, mushroom, and some garlic powder, when fully cooked, I pour it on top of the spaghetti. Eat with fork and spoon. It un-dry’s the spaghetti, and gives it the chicken noodle flavour. Makes pasta less boring in my opinion :).

(21) Favourite Animal?

Ferret.

(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?

I have an unfit schedule, but I try my absolute best to sleep between the times of midnight and 2am.

(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?

Pool, I’m afraid of beds of water.

(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?

Honestly, as long as the tap water is proven safe and fine, either or. Depends on the taste to be honest.(I’m a picky water drinker.)

(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.

(31) Dogs Or Cats?

Animals

(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.

I’m a nintendo boy, but honestly, I’ve played much more playstation than xbox. I also enjoy a lot more playstation games over the years.

(35) Do You Believe In Magic?

Show me some. I’ve never seen magic IRL.

(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?

Like flip your tongue over? I can flip it in every direction, haha. I can also do something really gross with it, but that’s another story ;-).

(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?

Actually, no.

(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?

I haven’t cause I heard that if you touch a butterfly’s wings, they can die from it :(. (Might of been a moth, but I don’t want to risk it.)

(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?

Literally everyday. Man, if someone asked me what type of dream I had everyday, I’d probably be one of those weird blogs that gets blocked LOL. My dreams are messed up.

(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.

8 Below, My dog skip, Hachi,

(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?

I’d just honestly be happy that you chose me to go to a concert with.

(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?

Very heavy to an extent.

(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?

Uhh, I love writing to people who what I write might influence or inspire them. I love reading things that show people care.

(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?

Wrap presents, cause it’s for someone else.

(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)

Snow, Winter, Christmas.

(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.

I think that’s what it’s asking for. The 2 new followers are porn blogs if you’re curious, haha :9.

(59) Coffee Or Tea?

Teaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

(61) What Is Your Sexuality?

I really don’t like labels, I find people should just love whatever they love. But I do like all males.

(63) Favourite Pokemon?

Caterpie.

(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?

I don’t use instagram much at all, I don’t really know what it is. I don’t find I look good enough for an instagram.

(67) Are You A Virgin?

Yes

(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?

Isn’t sleeping in your car illegal? Can’t you get a fine for doing that. I’d probably find a motel.

(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?

Deadpool 2? I don’t watch a lot of movies. The most recent movie I’ve wanted to watch and am excited for is “Thelma”, but I can’t find anywhere to watch/Download it.

(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?

“Whoever threw that paper, ya mom’s a hoe.” -Vine- (My roommate is a bad influence, haha.)

(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?

YES. Almost every time I see a swing set, I yell “SWING.” and start swinging. If I move from my house, I hope there’s a swing set nearby.

(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?

Sudoku. I’m an old fart, hehe.

(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?

5 hours? 50 hours? Who’s counting, I’m on it to waste time ;-).

(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?

I actually do, sure it’s scary, and I hate how I don’t know the person, so I’ll never know their judgement on me. But meeting a new person that might build into someone is what I like. I actually wouldn’t mind meeting new people. Just having people around.

(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?

Depends on the day, sometimes yes, sometimes no. It makes no difference with me. I’m getting myself to be open to as many things as possible, so if I ever one day meet someone, I wont have troubles adjusting. :).

(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?

Depends on the day, Sometimes I sleep in just my boxers, sometimes PJ’s,

(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?

Both honestly, if someone is willing to hang out with me, no time is a bad time :).

(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.

OH BOY, I’ll just tell a short one for now. Once I had a dream where I was being chased by this fox, The whole town had been run down by a bunch of bandits and everyone including my parents were slaughtered. I ran into the forest where the fox spotted me alone and scared and just chased me headstrong. I was quickly running low on stamina and started slowing down. The fox realized this and started circling, getting closer and closer. Eventually I dropped from the adrenaline stopping and the fox was pretty much next to me, sniffing me. I wailed my arms to try to shoo it away, but every time I wailed, I heard the snipping of the fox’ mouth trying for my arm, so I stopped. A short distance from behind me, I heard a growl, a husky low toned growl. the fox continued to playfully jump, as if it was joyful. Toying with it’s prey. Then a whimper’d thunk came from the direction of the fox, and I hear tumbling a short distance away. I look up and this giant ass bear is standing in front of me. I cover my neck and drop my head back down, but the bear bit his teeth into my head and started violently shaking it. I woke up in a panic where my head was shaking like crazy, felt like I was having a seizure.

(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?

I absolutely love the sound of other people’s voices. I just LOVE it. it makes me so happy to hear another person’s voice and range. ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE

(93) How Do You Look Right Now?

Like someone who lost something, and looks happy on the outside though, but you know there’s still something wrong with them.

(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?

Never really wanted a tattoo.

Thank you so much for playing! And in case this was the same person and just wanted the odd of the same post I did before, The answer to those are underneath. Sorry everyone for making a long post, :(.

1: What are you wearing?

PJ’s and Socks

3: Ever had a terrible breakup?

No, but I did have to end a relation with someone cause they thought we were dating and I told them I was gay. :(

5: How much do you weigh?

... 99-109 pounds...

7: Any piercings that you want?

One on the eyebrow, but I think that’s it.

9: Favorite Show?

I wont include anime in this, so favorite show would have to be Over the Garden Wall? I watch it every year during halloween time.

11: Something you miss?

Hanging out with people without it having to do with video games.

13: How old are you?

15: Hair Color?

Brown highlighted, Natural.

17: Favorite singer?

Uhhh, I’m not much for listening to music with vocals, but I LOVE amy lee’s voice.

19: Loud music or soft?

Either or. No preference.

21: How long does it take you to shower?

Depends on how long my brain wants me to process conversations I’ll never have.

23: Ever been in a physical fight?

Been in one? No, I’ve seen one in front of my eyes though... the anxiety is terrifying.

25: Turn off?

Hypocrisy.

27: Fears?

Being alone

29: Last time you cried?

1 month ago actually.

31: Last book you read?

The Official Pokemon handbook

33: Last show you watched?

I’m currently watching The Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt.

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?

It’s my mom B).

37: Place you want to visit?

I’ve never really been outside of the small area I live in, so I never actually put thought in this. The world is large and scary, I don’t know to be honest.

39: Do you have a crush?

6 of them, in the fridge B).

41: Last time you were insulted and what was it?

3 months ago. Briar told me to fuck off.

43: What color shirt are you wearing?

Skin colour. Heh

45: Wearing any bracelets?

Yes actually, my mom made me it. And I love it :). I wear it everyday. I also have 2 hairbands, always.

47: Last song you sang?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eu2OYcgr4rM Me and my friend love the part where it goes “WaterWaterWaterWaterWaterWaterWaterWater” Besides that we hate the song LOL.

49: Last time you hung out with anyone?

Yresterday? I played Tales of Berseria with Briar.

Thank you so much for playing

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runyousillydetective · 7 years ago

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Answer all the top 3s 🤗

1: Top 3 ice cream flavors

Chocolate chip mint

Raspberry chocolate chip

Coffee

2: Top 3 disney movies

Mulan

Pocohontas

Lion King

3: Top 3 vacation destinations

Venice, Italy

Tokyo, Japan

Everywhere

4: Top 3 places to shop

Rue21

Amazon

JCPenny

5: Top 3 school subjects (I’m assuming high school favorites so that’s what I’m going with here)

English Literature

Band

Chorus

6: Top 3 make up products

Elf lip color

Burts Bees chapstick

I… don’t use make up enough to have real favorites so I basically buy what is cheap

7: Top 3 music artists (Oh god this is hard)

P!nk

Demi Lovato

Amy Lee

8: Top 3 spices/herbs (I have never once thought about this)

Parsley

Oregano

Garlic

9: Top 3 drinks

White Zinfandel

Cream soda and fireball

Peach Schnapps

10: Top 3 apps to use

Snapchat

Netflix

11: Top 3 months of the year

January

April

October

12: Top 3 clothing items

Demi Lovato tour shirt

Dark wash skinny jeans

Black converse

Bonus: Oversized maroon IUP hoodie

13: Top 3 tv shows

Gilmore Girls

Grey’s Anatomy

Sense8

14: Top 3 romantic dates

Coffee shop and talking

Home cooked meal and candles

Movie and you surprise me with flowers

15: Top 3 kinds of flower

Sunflowers

Daisies

Pansies

16: Top 3 christmas movies

A Christmas Story

The Muppets’ a Christmas Carol

How the Grinch Stole Christmas

17: Top 3 OTPs

Drarry (Harry Potter)

Zutara (Avatar: the Last Airbender)

Rory and Jessie (Gilmore Girls)

18: Top 3 quotes to describe your life

“She was savage and superb, wild-eyed and magnificent; there was something ominous and stately in her deliberate progress.” -Heart of Darkness

“The world is before you and you need not take it or leave it as it was when you came into it.” -James Baldwin

“The trouble with life isn’t that there is no answer, it’s that there are so many answers.” -Ruth Benedict

19: Top 3 characteristics you love about yourself

My smile/kindness/caring

My ability to think deeply and critically about most subjects, especially social issues.

My open mindedness.

20: Top 3 kinds of candy

Snickers

Milkyway

Skittles

21: Top 3 ways to exercise/ be active

Kayaking

Running (A good run hurts like hell but leaves me feeling on top of the world.)

Hiking

22: Top 3 spirit animals

Uhm. No. I will not engage in spirit animal talk. That’s a thing I will not do.

23: Top 3 pet names

Uh? This just confuses me so I’m skipping it.

24: Top 3 books

Fun Home by Alison Bechdel

Terrier by Tamora Pierce

The entire Protector of the Small series by Tamora Pierce

25: Top 3 most used websites

Tumblr

Facebook (unfortunately)

AO3

26: Top 3 people you last texted

@justlivingforthemoment (My #1)

@aceincorporated

And my mom

27: Top 3 hashtags you use

#Me

#Gay

Uhhh… I don’t tag enough things XD

28: Top 3 instagram accounts you follow

Alexa_McCoog

Other than that I really don’t do Insta so I don’t have favorites

29: Top 3 guilty pleasures

See, that implies I feel guilty about my pleasures which I most certainly do not

30: Top 3 summer activities

Laying in the shade

Reading on the porch

Enjoying the woods

31: Top 3 things to draw

Flowers

Calligraphy

….more flowers?

32: Top 3 aesthetics

Faded/desaturated polaroid photos

Hazy summer light through streaming in through a window

Piles of fall leaves

33: Top 3 things you’d buy if you gained three million dollars

An open-airy condo (for some reason the idea of a house just doesn’t appeal the same way that an apartment in the city does)

A new car!!!!!!

A dog and all the necessary things

34: Top 3 ways to treat yourself

Indiana or Chinese food

A bath

Splurging on some really cute piece of clothing

35: Top 3 celebrity crushes

Kristen Stewart

Demi Lovato

Kate McKinnon

36: Top 3 books from your childhood

Are You My Mother? by Dr. Suess

All the Tamora Pierce books

The Magic Treehouse books

37: Top 3 accents to hear

English

Irish

German

38: Top 3 scents

Hazelnut

Old Spice

Barbeque

39: Top 3 “friends” quotes

Ross: Wow, you guys sure have a lot of books about being a lesbian.Susan: Well, you know, you have to take a course. Otherwise they don’t let you do it.

Joey: It’s a moo point. It’s like a cow’s opinion; it doesn’t matter. It’s moo.

Joey: JOEY DOESN’T SHARE FOOD!

40: Top 3 cupcake flavors

Chocolate

Red Velvet (which I realize is still chocolate. Shut up.)

Strawberry

41: Top 3 fruits

Mango

Peaches

Banana

42: Top 3 places you’ve had amazing pizza from

Laska’s

Pizza Town

California Pizza Kitchen

Bonus: I want to go to Mystic and get pizza from Mystic Pizza

43: Top 3 sports teams to watch

ew sports

44: Top 3 crayola colors

Middle Green

Cornflower

Daffodil

45: Top 3 things you hope to accomplish in college

Meet somebody amazing

Make at least one useful connection

Find out how to make a difference

46: Top 3 fanfictions you’ve read

The Man Who Lived by @e-sebastian

Enslaved by Sharkflip

Open for Repairs by FeelsForBreakfast

Bonus: I am Groot by Sherlocksmyth

47: Top 3 people you miss right now

@justlivingforthemoment

48: Top 3 fears

Being wrong (it is the whole super-smart-kid-is-now-average-and-has-a-crippling-fear-of-being-seen-as-anything-but-smart problem)

Authority figures

I don’t know…. I’m not scared of much

49: Top 3 favorite literary devices

Allusion

Foreshadowing

Foil characters

50: Top 3 pet peeves

Being talked over

SLOW WALKERS OH MY GOD

When people don’t uSE THEIR BLINKERS

Bonus: Mansplaining

51: Top 3 physical things you find attractive

A smirk or sideways smile

Collarbones

Hip bones

52: Top 3 bad habits

Easily distracted when in a conversation

Procrastination big time

The painfully introverted habit of cancelling plans I was originally excited about because doing things/seeing people suddenly seems like a terrible idea

53: Top 3 pets you’ve had/wish to have

Dog

Cat

Snake

54: Top 3 types of foreign food

Indian

Chinese

Korean

55: Top 3 things you want to say to someone in your lifetime

“This is my wife.”

“I have my doctorate in educational anthropology.”

“This is my book.”

56: Top 3 dog breeds

Pit bull

Beagle

Basset Hound

57: Top 3 cheesy romance movies

Maid in Manhattan

A Walk to Remember

The Wedding Planner

58: Top 3 languages you speak/wish to speak

Italian

Korean

Swahili

59: Top 3 series (book, movie, television)

Anne of Green Gables

Protector of the Small series

Gilmore Girls

60: Top 3 pizza toppings

Pepperoni

Ham

Pineapple

61: Top 3 youtubers you’re subscribed to

JessiMew

Jacksepticeye

Boho Berry

62: Top 3 tattoo/piercing ideas

A tattoo on my side that says, “She was savage and superb, wild-eyed and magnificent.”

I already pierced my nipples so that idea is done.

Helix piercings

63: Top 3 awards you want to win

??????????????

64: Top 3 emojis

65: Top 3 cars you dream of owning

Ford Fairlane

Chevy Bel Air

A car that runs

66: Top 3 authors

Tamora Pierce

Octavia Butler

James Baldwin

67: Top 3 historical figures

Jackie Hormona, Marsha Johnson, Zasou Nova

Katherine Johnson, Dorothy Vaughn, Mary Jackson

Margaret Mead

68: Top 3 baby names

????

69: Top 3 DIYs

????

70: Top 3 smoothie combos/flavors

Strawberry Banana

Mixed Berry

71: Top 3 songs of this month

Cheap Thrills, Sia

No Promises, Cheat Codes ft. Demi Lovato

Sober II (Melodrama), Lorde

72: Top 3 questions of this post you want to be asked

I don’t even know anymoreeee

73: Top 3 villains

Moriarty

Megamind

Crowley

74: Top 3 Cities you want to see

New York City

Rome

Venice

75: Top 3 recipes you want to try

I mean, okay, I can’t give a top three because when I want to cook I just go on Pinterest but I don’t have anything that I really want to make, ya know?

76: Top 3 dream jobs

LGBT+ Student Advocacy Researcher

Student belonging consultant

Field researcher

77: Top 3 lucky items

My ninja pencil

I don’t have anything else anymore. I had stuff in the past but those are gone now so….

78: Top 3 traditions you have

Christmas presents at exactly 12:00am on Christmas

Friendsgiving

Summer camping trip with my friends

79: Top 3 things you miss about being a kid

NO BILLS

NO JOB

NO SLEEP ISSUES

80: Top 3 harry potter characters

Draco Malfoy

Remus Lupin

Luna Lovegood

81: Top 3 lies you were told

Shit, I can’t think of any major lies I’ve been told.

82: Top 3 pictures in your camera roll right now

Uhm, my phone has no memory so I have no pictures…. Ooops

83: Top 3 turn ons

Lip biting

Pin me against a wall

Tell me what you want

84: Top 3 turn offs

Dudes

Dicks

85: Top 3 magazines/news papers/ journals to read

The Onion

Al Jazeera

86: Top 3 things you wish you had known earlier

Start working on your credit early.

Don’t just save for an immediate goal, save for the things you don’t see.

Being unapologetically yourself is such a turn on and the only way to ensure that the people around you will love you for you.

87: Top 3 spongebob episodes

Patty Hype

The Nasty Patty

Ripped Pants

88: Top 3 places to be in the world

My bed

Sleeping

An all you can eat buffet

89: Top 3 things you’d do differently

Not leaving my job before I have another one

Save more of my money

Leaving when I first noticed things were wrong and I was being mistreated

90: Top 3 TV shows from your childhood

Dragon Tales

Out of the Box

Maggie and the Ferocious Beast

Bonus: Stanley’s Great Big Book of Everything

91: Top 3 meals you love

My mom’s chicken noodle soup and sweet drop biscuits

Stir fry

Creamy tortellini and sweet potatoes

92: Top 3 kinds of tea

Lady Grey

Peppermint

Sweet Iced Tea

93: Top 3 embarrassing moments

Uhm, the time a big tough marine made me admit that I had been laughing at myself because I was choking on my spit in front of my whole class

Other things… I don’t really know because I either blocked them out or they were minor things that I got over as soon as they happened.

94: Top 3 holidays to celebrate

Thanksgiving

Halloween

ALL of Pride Month

95: Top 3 things to do in the rain

Splash in puddles

Run

Stand on the porch and listen to the rain on the roof

96: Top 3 things to do in the snow

Wear boots

Sledding

Try not to die because snow is the worst shit ever

97: Top 3 items you can’t leave the house w/o

Phone

Keys

Water bottle

98: Top 3 movies you’d like to see

Wonder Woman

Beauty and the Beast

The Age of Adeline

99: Top 3 art mediums

Oil paints

Textiles

Casted metals

100: Top 3 museums you’ve been to

The National Postal Museum

I haven’t been to all that many good museums but I have plans to!

101: Top 3 school memories

The whole of my high school band trip to Disney

My first trip to Cruze

Sitting on my best friend’s floor after my high school graduation, wearing my honor cords, and bouncing a bouncy ball back and forth

102: Top 3 things you don’t/Won’t miss

High school in general

Forum discussion posts

Riding the school bus

103: Top 3 pick up lines

I…. have 0 game. I’ve gotten all of my people by just being myself and being straightforward. I don’t got time for games.

104: Top 3 sports to watch

Gymnastics

DCI

High jump

105: Top 3 taylor swift songs

I knew you were trouble

Blank space

Our song (okay it is adorable and made an impression at a young age)

#personal #ask me #top 3 #this nearly killed me #justlivingforthemoment

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cronagorgon · 7 years ago

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Identity asks...oh shit. Do all 30!!!

damn damn ok

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?damn lemme think….. i mean i guess just reading keter scp pages would be a start.. there’s a few i LOVE though like 093 and 2264.. then just, LOTS of mcelroy content and scary game squad videos (on jesse cox’s youtube channel)

2. have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?have i ever found a what…. no… not really

3. list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.http://drakenlong.tumblr.com/shipsi identify at least a little bit with anyone from the “partners” list really, but i especially identify with crona gorgon from soul eater + lapis lazuli from steven universe

4. do you like your name? is there another name you think would fit you better?yeah i mean.. no i guess i don’t like my ““real”““ name but the name i have now, drake, i picked because it fits me (though i wouldn’t mind being called any variation of “dragon” in any language. its all the same)

5. do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?oh doing for sure. i don’t feel real like.. even a little bit. just a meat machine accidentally affecting others’ lives

6. are you religious/spiritual?i guess. i don’t worship any…..thing, but i believe in a natural energy that flows within everything, that’s higher than us + even this one dimension

7. do you care about your ethnicity?i’m white, so no, not really. if i knew where i came from though, (which i suspect may have been in or near italy) yeah i’d be more into it

8. what musical artists have you most felt connected to over your lifetime?ehhhh not a lot? imogen heap is one just by her song “hide and seek” (i know nothing of the actual artist). i don’t know what it means really or if it has a concrete meaning but it’s been a favorite of mine for years. more recently though i heard “self” by ANIMA! and it too is relatable, though i can’t really speak for their other music

9. are you an artist?i like to think so. i draw stuff sometimes so thats like, a start. is it good though, or meaningful? i can’t really say

10. do you have a creed?i don’t really know what a creed is so i googled it, and going by the definition that it’s a set of steadfast beliefs then… hell no

11. describe your ideal day.going somewhere new to eat, miraculously liking the food (therefore discovering something new i like), going shopping in antique + gem/new age stores & finding something unique, old, haunted, or just the sort of thing i never knew i wanted, then coming home & making a favorite meal that turns out perfect, then eating it while watching a video or new episode i’ve been wanting to see

12. dog person or cat person?dogs.. cats are really cute but i’m allergic ):

13. inside or outdoors?inside but there are times and places outdoors that i adore, like quiet gardens in early morning.. just a little warm, with the sound of a bubbling stream

14. are you a musician?absolutely not. i can play instruments and i guess i can make shit up but i never really found any real interest in making music

15. five most influential books over your lifetime.(trying + failing to even come up with 5 books ive read in my whole life) haha yeah totally. anyway books ive loved: here there be dragons (james a. owen); the last dragon (silvana de mari); half world (hiromi goto); moribito, guardian of the spirit (nahoko uehashi); how to train your dragon (cressida cowell); the dragonet prophecy (tui t. sutherland); deltora quest series..es (jennifer rowe); and guardians of ga’hoole series (kathryn lasky). i know thats more than 5 but these are pretty much the only books ive ever read other than some school assigned stuff.. some short stories by ray bradbury (all very good).. i remember reading the guardians of ga'hoole, deltora quest, + how to train your dragon serieses? series? when i was really young + i loved every book. they were fantastic. could not tell you if they were any good today but u know what? thats ok. im keepin the nostalgia as it is. the other books i read more recently.. half world + moribito were VERY good bc they were.. unique. stories i didn’t often see in my school library. i remember feeling incredibly sad having to return moribito specifically, and i remember it went on the bottom shelf of the library, and that it was not a month after id graduated that the school flooded with about a foot of water and i thought that it must’ve ruined it ):

16. if you’d grown up in a different environment, do you think you’d have turned out the same?absolutely. i grew up one of the most deadly environments for someone like me and yet here i am. perhaps id be more successful, id be flourishing, id be doing the things ive always wanted to do, but i think i’d still be the way i am now personality-wise

17. would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?uhhhh random shit that dont make sense? maybe so

18. what’s your patronus?i think there’s like a test for this but i’m not gonna take it. if i had to pick an animal as my patronus i figure it’d be a dragon. i’ve always been really close to dragons and more recently discovered that i’m dragon kin, so i don’t see why not

19. which Harry Potter house would you be in? or are you a muggle?i don’t know. sometimes i think i’d be in ravenclaw, but other times i figure i might fit better in slytherin or maybe ….. none? they’re all a little bit relatable but none are really “me” you know

20. would you rather be in Middle Earth, Narnia, Hogwarts, or somewhere else?literally anywhere other than here would be fantastic and of course my hyperfixation is always fluctuating and i could just name what i’m into right now but honestly? it’d be great to live in beach city. nobody has to pay for anything or do anything particularly difficult, everyone’s friends, nobody gets mad when you come out as gay. its good stuff all around

21. do you love easily?yes and no? i get attached to stuff easily but i feel like i can just as easily get over anything at the drop of a hat. there are only a few things that really make me tear up and many of them are things i never personally interacted with.. and one is a toy i used to have?

22. list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.uhh fuckin sleeping, eating?, sitting, watchin videos, fuckin drawing, typing. thats 6? whatever

23. how often would you want to see your family every year?never. 0 times. fuckin absolutely not

24. have you ever felt like you had a “mind-meld” with someone?a what. no. i’ve never connected with another human person in my entire life

25. could you live as a hermit?Hell Yeah babey

26. how would you describe your gender/sexuality?its unbelievable how badly i wanted to just post a meme or like, a picture of my favorite character + thats it but also that would break my theme of text only and no pictures so i guess i gotta describe it for real. i’m agender but masc presenting (whether that’s to distance myself from being a girl as quickly as possible or just because of trauma + fear of being a cis girl, i’ll never know) + my sexuality is complicated but im polyamorous and at least grey-asexual + panromantic with a strong preference for boys (with this combination i sometimes refer to myself as mlm)

27. do you feel like your outside appearance is a fair representation of the “real you”?yeah i think so. id like to be taller but beggars cant be choosers ig. i’m a good mixture of “kinda ok, pretty sharp, weird but in a way i cant describe (its because my face is VERY asymmetrical but you cant tell unless you edit a picture of me lmao)” so thats like, a good aesthetic i guess

28. on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?uhhh about a 1. maybe a 0.5. but i don’t usually express this, because then i’d be picking fights withhhh everybody. does that technically put it at a 10 then? who knows

29. three songs that you connect with right now.i guess i already said this but right NOW…. self, the bleeding of mercy, and down down? or maybe grace kelly (down down is very feminine even if it is a Mood)

30. pick one of your favorite quotes.well i have a few but the first one that popped into my head was: “All Alone!Whether you like it or not,Alone will be somethingyou’ll be quite a lot.” -Dr. Seuss, Oh the Places You’ll Go

#x #replies #anonymous #about me

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