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WE STAY FUCKIG SILLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#DEATHLESS GEB RUN LETS GOOOOOOOOO#roland and john fuckig GOT her they did such a good job#it was like m y third attempt of the day ijust got stupid unlucky th first two#but then she just decided. on half health. to charge directly into th department i was hiding all my idle employees in#so well um uh. attacka#piktalk#projmoon#chesed is next then a day 1 loop so i can recoup djfgkdjfg
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story of a red-rose tyrant
mother, where art thou?
where did I go wrong?
tell me mother, what should I do
to make this pain go away?
please fly your hand towards
the smiling edge of my face
on the slightest bit of tart
please cover my ears, eyes
on what should have been and should not
perhaps that way, I would not be in wrath
and within your grasp shall I become
inside you again, amidst the sanctuary
where you let me suffer grew and prosper
petite servings and books
scheduled down to seconds
living on bits and pieces, I live on another day
thinking it was all for the best,
after all, that’s what you said
as you sculpted me to your heart’s desire
mother, oh mother
tell me, where did I go wrong?
why does the world turned against me?
I was always enduring, patient, obedient
following all your rules and whims
so tell me, dear mother
why wouldn’t they do the same?
why do they raise their voice, their thoughts, their hands
against me?
mother, mother, mother
please do enlighten
am I in the wrong?
was I at fault for following your every orders?
for abiding, for not rebelling, for staying dutiful?
or is it perhaps
were you the ones in the wrong?
#tw // implied abuse#sorry if the format looks off#i usually just post my writings in twt privs where no one cld see cz uh#anw enjoy!! my first published poem#miè writes ✍️#miè's poems#twst#twisted wonderland#riddle rosehearts#riddle rosehearts my beloved#pls enjoy ths humble offering sweetheart#update: IVE JUST TESTED HOW IT LOOKS ON LIGHT MODE N IT LOOKS HORRIBLE#oh well#onto the next!!
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'kay so I doodled another thing before bed, just to test the tool further. I wanted to see what I could do if I went beyond just a sketch with a bit of color slapped onto it. Not gonna lie after fiddling witth the brushes further I was a bit dissapointed - they're not unworkable, but the limitations are frustrating nonetheless. I ended up doing the lineart as though I was working with a mechanical pencil - set the brush size to being as thin as possible(i worked on a 800x600 pixel canvas here, for the record) and then just sorta went over the parts I wanted to be bolder several times. It didn't turn out great but that's more of a skill issue on my part.
All this isn't to say that's it's bad, for the record, the main goal of the people making this was clearly to make something for people to have fun together with and not a perfect clone of [insert your preffered drawing program here]. If I experimented further I could definitely figure out plenty of interesting things that can be done with just the free features, I just don't have the time or the patience tonight.
#this has been uh. a review i suppose#hm.#my anatomy skills leave much to be desired#but i man did i not feel like using a refference#also hey remember back in 2019 when i doodled a character that sorta reminded me of duck#and then i ended up sorta going with the self indulgent flow without really thinking about it much#and then i drew her like thrice#and then i spent some months ponderign the implications of the worldbuilding and parenthood and also the fact th#that i decided for her to be a very young mom and now i am the age where i decided shed supposedly have had her kid#and also now i've had some time and space to consider the effect that has both on the parent and child#and now instead of a purely self indulgent oc i spat out randomly during a time when#i pinned a lot of my self esteem on the validation i got for running this blog#this is like. someone i can potentially tell an interesting story with?#idk ive been pondering family ties here and there. now and then.#i wanna write stories abou that i think#but oh man i am not at all well practiced story teller#still id like to try#anyway uuuuuh#bertha#my art#fate.txt#this has been. a review and a ramble
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#i need to stop doomscrolling its four in the morning im so exhausted i technically have school shit i needed to finish and i have to get up#to go to class in a few hours too#it helps nothing either. its horrible to look and its horrible to look away and they both do absolutely nothing past a point just like w th#other endless amount of absolutely horrible things going on in the world rn#theres no new information now either. just the fallout and seeing what comes next#this and no other horrible thing going on in the world is abt us and how it affects us emotionally obviously like that's just specs of dust#on the thing itself#but. yeah. i. i dont think the human mind copes well w going from locally based ape empathy to exposure to every horrible thing everywhere#....... russia has bombed more apartments and civilian buildings too :( ppl caught under the rubble and dead#just. dear god.. i just keep thinking that. i just keep saying that to myself. dear god#dear god oh lord of duamne ya allah yarabbi whatever variation its most of what goes through my mind on loop#while my mind runs through so much of it. palestina and all the videos of dead and murdered and the children the videos from last week of#that tourist girl in israel the war in ukraina whats happening in kosovo armenia the uyghurs and china all the conflict in india and#pakistan the state of afghanistan yamen civilians being tortured by gangs in south america torture in general and the prisons around the#world and the slavery and the torture and the killing and the starvation and the pain and the million other things going on i don't even#know about and the fucking climate jesus christ the climate change???#and my mind just doesnt stop. it goes through so much shit it maps out this horrible web of pain and pain and pain throughout the entire#world ;;_;;#i uh. i desperately need to take more time in my life and for years on end ive needed to tske more time in my life to think#of the good things happening in ths world too. small things big things anything just anything good anything getting better anything thats#working any proof of humanity in this species#i just. .#.#i go through the full range of human emotion from rage to numbness and dissociation to bitterness to shock to nothing shocks me to endless#sorrow to disgust and i end up at the end#feeling like the same kid who wants to cry and ask why can't we just be nicer to each other please. as if its that simple. j wish it was.#god. i wish
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i just happened to be doing other things not related to the heart killers today when i thought about this line in particular:
where fadel tells bison that he's selective and not easy like his brother, and that could mean many things. maybe they are talking about a person that betrayed bison's trust somehow, maybe he was cheated on by a past lover, maybe he just wears his heart on his sleeve.
but here here i am, praying to the jojo gods that i'll finally get my playboy khaotung. i've been waiting for him to kiss as many lips as he possible can since only friends when he was nominated as the resident fuck boy, and then he proceeded to only manage to kiss mew and get into a situationship with sand for the most part of the show.
and yes, i know the kantbison thing will probably start happening very early on, but maybe, in a round of introduction of the characters we can see him "being easy unlike his brother who's a lot more guarded", yk.
#:: babbling bibs#th: the heart killers#people are going around saying uh kantfadel should kiss#WHAT ABOUT STYLEBISON#style looks like the most flirtatious annoying little shit i bet he'll get along well bison#they can annoy fadel together#and kiss too bc why not#also just saying but every fanfic writer has been using bi as a nickname for bison#and in my head he's bisexual until the show comes out to prove me wrong#and also disclaimer just bc i don't want people @ me telling me i'm wrong i'm just playing around with the very little info we have#it's for fun
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#bakuspeech#uh. slots have sold out#fksjhfdjk no email has come in yet so! its not 100% set yet but. currently it will say 'sold out' on the. thing#mmm. I. that is in fact. faster than last round. well#hey. thanks guys. genuinely that is kinda fucked up. I need to lay down and process this for a second#thank u. I am holding ur hand. hope ur having a good day. enjoy whatever ur doing ok? have a good night. th
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i feel like my tumblr is this really distinguished place like a nice restaurant with good food
and my twitter is just a fucking circus that's on fire
#it's the uh. it's th#i'm deranged honestly#i've been hiding it so well (i haven't been) i'm actually unhinged#newsflash!! i've been unhinged the entire time
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Just saw shitfaced Shakespeare for the first time oh my god I'm going another million times it was BRILLIANT
#romeo was the shitfaced one and he was so funny#he kept trying to get off with the friar and running off th stage and up the asiles#and he kept going on at mercutio about personal space and when he died they yelled at him that hed made his bed snd he could lie in it#when he came in and found juliet on the bed he was like NOOO JULIET!! ok im gonna take this poison vut before i do in just gonna make sureee#and then kept trying to get her to wake up and eventually she did and he was like AYYY SHES ALIVE and then the friar wnf the dad came in#and the dad was like what the fuck juliet why is romeo here and romeo was like look mate im. uh. me andjuliet and the friar were a throuple#and pulled the friar overto the bed with him and juliet and the dad was just kinda like well if a man of god is involved its gotta b ok#and they all lived happily ever after the end#shitfaced Shakespeare#wet floor sign
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lying in my bed and falling asleep to the tune of thor dies of radiation poisoning and bruce finds out and then quietly and calmly kills himself <3
#there is something wrong with me lmao#don't worry this isn't the ending to the comic lol. well............. uh. not the main ending anyways. i won't spoil 🤫#suicide cw#whump#i know they're both immortal fuck you i twist the canon for pain purposes#should i put this in the th*rbruce tag. no I'm not THAT evil
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the art of the nowhere king reminded me of how sick the taurnado song was. god.
#banebabbles#thinks about it thinks about it#i kinda wish centaurworld had a biiiit more stuff like That bc uh#when they went more dark and creepy and haunting and sad IT WORKED. REALLY WELL#i know the point is the juxtaposition of all that w the silly goofy dumb stuff and that's part of The Theme of the show#but also....................................................................... more. more of th. it was cool
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three people have rb'd that indulgent au post with various of prev?? curiosity . and . a) thank you! b) aaauuuug i dont even know where to begin man
#mermaid au is kinda disingenuous because only akira is a mermaid#ive not fully fleshed it out but its a world where supernatural creatures are around but like. only in the ocean with various levels of#intergration. like sirens being in close proximity with many oceanside settlements and friendly with humans#whereas others [like leviathans] are revered as hostile beasts due to their mystic n rare nature#uh. thats not the plot sorry i have a lot of pointless worldbuilding for seagods and various types of merms anyway th#the plot is .#uh well . th.#hm. good question#i have two different variations. one where wakaba lives and one where she dies#living one is about akira reconciling with wakaba after he felt abandoned by her long ago and the dies one i actually#forget? i havent thought abput it in a while because im obsessed with the first concept mire#wakaba. shaking a child merm: SOJIRO! LOOK AT HIM HE'S NOT NORMAL! sojiro:#sorry ive not shared anything useful <- stalling out of embarassment
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4 for Roland?
oh man this is a hard one actually uhhhhh. hmmm... actually yknow whatd be really funny. put this man in kirby. plucky game specific supporting character who ends up going off the deep end in a weirdly genre dissonant but still coherent plotline about him losing quite literally everything and trying to find some way to get revenge for it. maybe hes the sole survivor from another world, displaced on planet popstar, and is just. horrifically out of place in terms of attitude but hes hiding it very well. nobody pays attention because its a kirby game, except the designated kirby likers who all share a look. this can be twisted hand in hand into a look at change and hope, submitting to the way things Should be because its all you know vs tearing the grip of the past away from you in favor of something else. something brighter, this time. yknow. kirby's Designated Friend effect. local grieving man slowly genre shifted from tragedy allegory to Domesticated Unwittingly Via Power Of Friendship. im imagining him also like a puffball beastie but also itd be Really Funny (and maybe Kind Of Mean) if he was still kinda humanish like adeleine is. for. lore reasons. i wont explain bc i cant remember that well. ur just gonna have to trust me.
#pikasks#projmoon#ask game#im also gonna vouch oneshot in a way i cant explain rn but that could Also be really compelling#UH im not explaining myself as well as i wanna but. the thread right? you can see it?#kirbys tendency to be Kirby all the way up till the end where it kicks you in the shins but it does it while still keeping th kirbiness.#like. especially after forgottenland. god.#ANYWAY. YEAH. ITD BE FUNNY. (riffs for several paragraphs abt narrative weight)
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The captain of the titanic was called Murdoch if I recall which is just— 💀
WAIT FORREAL??? HELPPP i hope they actually go there oh my fucking god
#sry it took this long to answer this i was uh. well evidently i am going through things. at the moment. th.#i got mail!#but no yeah please do a titanic plot that'd be so funnyyy#murdoch mysteries
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google how do we subtly tell our dad that we think he has adhd also google how to eviscerate all mosquitoes in a 50 foot vicinity they are EATING US ALIVE
#we are LAYING HERE trying to DRAW ART and these MOTHERFUCKERS KEEP LANDING ON OUR ARMS IM GONNA START COMMITTING ATROCITIES I SWEAR TO GOD!!#💥#[air pats hackles] sorry bud :']#💫#ah yes. our irl mom has recommended the classic asian remedy of ''tiger balm cures everything ever" well okay :|#now we smell like if the word ''sharp'' was a scent. highly unpleasant. our overstimulation meter is steadily ticking upward.#🪶#but its not up there yet babie!! >:D th. the headache is. getting to us tho hkjgh :'] but we STAY SILLY!!!!!!#anyway our irl father has like. so many adhd symptoms but he also doesn't. believe in mental health issues so. uh. well!!#like hey dude not to armchair diagnose u but we sure got it from SOMEWHERE and im PRETTY SURE its from you my man hkjgh?#he is describing executive dysfunction to a T. we should know we wrote a college paper on it hkjhg#🪡#okay the headache is getting pretty bad actually hkjhg peace out for now ✌️
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over here creating an extended web (hehe) of japan-based tma ocs bc of the fucking. entities as jfashion styles post.
#the thought process went that post > wow i should draw that so ppl would better understand it > i should include bonus details abt the diff#avatars if i do draw it though or it'll just be fashion illustrations w entities tacked on > wow it's late i should shower. sury this is th#train of thought i want to take w me in there > uh oh i have an oc > idk what to do w her though. ooh what if i made fanstatements for each#entity set here then i can figure her out > yay i can evoke my fave type of horror media (being gay in a conservative japanese small town#sucks but there are also monsters so now we get to explore how those two are allegorically connected) > i should use this time stuck hiding#from the rain to write notes > this thunder is loud as fuck. mike crew moment. > wait hold on. she's vast aligned i Do know what to do w he#> i kinda want her and my small town extinction girlie i came up w in the meantime to be connected somehow but they seem like they'd be oil#and water so i've got no real way to force them to meet. guess i'll use the other entities to fill the gap > still researching my extinctio#girlie. some of what i'd like to include here abt this fictional town is kinda giving more end than extinction > i'll just put my end#statement in the same town. guess it has a lot of fucked up shit going on. > oh my god i've created hilltop road... 2! > i need to dedicate#a significant portion of this to this fucking town > waittt but then i'd have to neglect my vast girlie > well if i explore her more#city-centric plotline i won't have enough room for this town and it'll end up just like the og hilltop road. neglected and w unanswered#questions and abandoned plotlines. > I Am Going To Make More Than 15 Of These#romeo.txt
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n y does a teeeeen have 2 b th most put 2getger
#jkjk keeeepie was here < bad nickname dont do that but its funny#but uhm fr. crazy 2 b th afaik th most composed rn lmfao ok uhm well buddies toooo#bloodletting#.2 secondsss after posting actually uh i dont feel so good... lame
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