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mrsnegan · 4 years ago

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Trapped

[Disclaimer: This was my first Negan fic ever, originally posted to AO3, my name's LadyMiddlefinger there. I wanted to share this with you here too, so enjoy this smut fest, haha. 😁]

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„Great. Just fucking great!“ I stomped loudly with my foot, unable to stop myself from making no sound. This situation was so fucked up, I just couldn’t believe I got myself into this kind of hell.

„Are you fucking crazy? Stop the damn noise or you’re gonna kill us,“ Negan said through gritted teeth. I could tell he was furious with me. In another situation I would've been afraid of him. But now, well, now I was just mad. At myself. At him. At the damn dead fucks outside of our hiding place. An abandoned gas station, or better said, the back room of it. Secured by a heavy locker Negan had knocked over.

I tried hard to calm myself down, I really did. My breathing was so loud I couldn’t form a coherent thought. We had been on a raid, Negan, myself and a few other Saviors. We had looked for food, gas and other supplies, exploring the area south from the usual route. And then those walkers, a big fucking horde of them, crossed our way. I had no idea how many of us were alive still. I was lucky enough that Negan grabbed my hand and dragged me with him, inside of this place. But now we were trapped. And I wasn’t so sure I really wanted to be trapped with the big bad wolf. Even if I liked working for Negan, he most of the time scared the shit out of me.

„Are you getting off or why do you breath so fucking loud?“ I heard him whisper. I bet Negan had one of those arrogant smirks painted across his face. It was so dark in this room, no window, no light, so I couldn’t see him in all his cocky glory. I rolled my eyes at this thought and his comment alike.

„No, damn you, I’m in panic because we’re stuck here, surrounded by death itself. And it’s fucking dark.“

I heard his leather jacket rustle with his movement. He seemed to make a few steps in my direction, I could make out his frame if I concentrated enough.

„OK doll, so here’s the deal. I will hold you for a bit so you can calm down. And you won’t kill us by freaking the fuck out. The only thing you have to do is shut the fuck up. And don’t tell a soul I hugged you. Understood?“

His voice was deep, bearly above a whisper. Was he serious? Big bad Negan hugging me so I could calm down? This must be a joke of him.

„No shit here, I’m as serious as it gets. I won’t ask again“, he added. I heard him put Lucille down and waited a few more seconds before I whispered a shaky „OK“.

Without hesitation, Negan stepped forward some more, closing his strong arms around me. I hugged him back, inhaling his musky smell of blood, sweat, leather and his usual cologne. He was warm, his heart seemed to beat just a tad faster than usual. He calmed me instantly, I was surprised myself.

We stood there for long moments, breathing in, breathing out. As my heartbeat felt steady enough to speak again. „I never thought you would be a soft guy deep down“, I murmured into his chest.

Immediately he let go of me, though his hands remained on my shoulder, squeezing a bit harder than necessary.

„Excuse the shit outta me? Damn it, I wanted to be a decent guy and you make fun of me. Not cool, sweetheart. Besides…I’m anything but a soft guy. Deep. Down“, Negan whispered back though gritted teeth, emphasizing his words with shallow thrusts of his hips. Damn, since when did this situation turn into…this direction?

I swallowed heavily before speaking again.

„Calm down, Negan. This was meant as a compliment. I liked you hugging me.“ My voice trembled a bit and gave away what I felt. Deep. Down.

„Yeah, I bet you did. You always love to be near me, yeah? Shit, why would you even volunteer in the first place to come with us?“

My eyes, finally used to the dark in this damn locked room, roamed over his face. He looked mischievous, his famous smirk on point, eyes darker than usual. I felt my cheeks turn redder while he stared at me.

„I… I wanted to help, not just sit around like your stupid wives do.“ Shit, this sounded bitter, jealous even. The last thing I wanted him to think of me.

His fingers loosened the grip on my shoulders a bit while he tried to suppress a hearty laugh.

„You are shit at lying, you know that, right? So, Miss Jealous Mealous, why don’t we get this“, he gestured with his hands between us in the air, „out of the way? We need to hide some more until those dead fucks have vanished. If you promise me to keep quiet, I could definitely proof to you how hard our little banter got me. And I bet you’re fucking wet for me, am I right, sweetheart? I can practically smell you. You need to get out of your tight pants and onto my cock, hmm?“

I gasped at his dirty words, he left me speechless. And not only because I wasn’t used to his attention. Also because he was right and I hated myself for getting this turned on this fast.

„Oho, I‘m right, I always am. That’s why I’m the boss.“

„Shut up, Negan.“

„Make me.“

This was enough. I snapped, crashing my body against his strong frame. I needed to get on my tip toes to reach his lips, but when I finally kissed him, God, it was with need I haven’t felt in such a long time. He kissed me back with equal fervor, fighting for the upper hand, nipping at my lower lip. He kissed so sensual and dominant, my knees got weak in an instant. My arms slid around his neck, pressing him down some more while my fingers tried to grab at his leather jacket. And his hands, well…they slid down, down, down, over my ass, up again, before settling on my hips with a possive grip, pulling my center into his crotch.

„Yeah, that’s all for you“, he teased, breathing in some well needed air. „Do you want to touch me, darling? Suck me? Or do you need a hand first…or my mouth? I’m in for all of it.“

With that, his lips descended to nibble at my pulse point, eliciting a low moan out of my throat.

„Touch me“, I whispered, breath hitching when he bit down slightly.

„What was that? I didn’t hear you.“

That bastard…

„I said, touch me, Negan, like you mean it.“

He still didn’t do more than drive me crazy with his mouth and tongue on my neck, so I moaned again and added a desperate „please“.

„That’s what I like to hear“, Negan rasped and backed me into the desk that was located behind me. I sat down immediately and he stepped between my legs.

„Tell me, sweetheart, do you like it vanilla or kinky? I don’t wanna scare the shit outta you, if you know what I mean.“

„For fuck’s sake, do I look like a doll or what?“

That’s when he couldn’t suppress a raspy laugh, getting rid of my trousers simultaneously.

„Yeah, more like a wild cat, ready to swallow me whole“, he winked, pulling my trousers over my legs.

Ugh, I hated his bad jokes. Why did he always have to be so sly?

„I will scratch you if you don’t let go of those sly comments“, I taunted.

„Please do, I can handle getting rough.“

„Do you? Or do you just have a big mouth?“

„Oh, you don’t know what you’re asking for.“

Negan grinned, gripping for my underwear and tearing it off in one swift motion.

I gasped at his boldness and moaned shortly afterwards when his fingers dipped through my folds.

„My oh my, like I’ve said, you’re wet as hell for big old Negan.“

His fingers played with my wetness, teasing me with light touches. Finally he relented and stroked my clit in tight circles, making me buck against his hand.

„So responsive, fuck. That’s so hot.“

It took only moments for him to use his long middle finger to sink into my heat, followed by a second one.

„Oh God“, I moaned, apparently a bit too loud for Negan’s taste. His fingers were gone again in an instant.

„What did I tell you? Be quiet or this little freaky deaky won’t be happening.“

I nodded, unable to say a word.

„Good girl“. He fleshed his teeth and continued his ministrations. He drove me insane with his fingers which he curled in a perfect manner, in and out, faster when I bucked against him, deeper when my eyes closed out if pure bliss.

Only a few precise thrusts later, I tipped over the edge. My moans were swallowed by his hot mouth while his fingers fucked me through my orgasm.

Then they were gone and I opened my eyes again…to the unmistakable dirty image of him licking them clean with a sinister smirk plastered on his lips.

„Oh girl, I need to get a taste from the source real soon. But now I think it’s time for you to thank me for that mind-blowing orgasm of yours, don’t you think?“

„Well, thank you then“, I breathlessly reply.

„That won’t do, no, no. You have to thank me properly.“

My eyes burned a hole into his face, though I couldn’t deny how needy I still was for him.

So I slid down from the desk, well aware of the fact that his eyes followed my movements. I stepped forward and lowered myself to my knees right in front of him. His belts were undone one by one, I made sure to do it slowly and hoped to drive him insane too. Two can play this game.

When his trousers were down his legs, his rock hard cock sprung free. My mouth watered despite my efforts to keep as desinterested as possible.

I grapped him at the base, lightly, before I placed a soft kiss to the head. That was when I heard him moan above me and felt his hand in my hair.

„If you keep torturing me like this I will have to fuck your pretty mouth. So what’s it going to be?“

The head of his cock slipped into my mouth and I began to suck, still not passionate enough for him to find satisfaction.

„Alright, I did warn ya.“

With that he pushed his hips forward, entering my mouth with one swift thrust. I slightly gagged at the intrusion but, and that’s what really disturbed me the most, I got even wetter by being used this way.

„Uhh, darling, relax around me, let me fuck your throat like the dirty girl you are.“

I moaned around him which let him grow harder still. His hand in my hair guided me up and down while his hips kept a steady pace. I bobbed my head too, maybe to show him how needy I was, maybe to gain back a bit more control. I enjoyed this treatment nonetheless.

„Yeah. Just like that, swallow around me.“

I did as he said, looking up to see his eyes glued to my face, mouth hanging open slightly. I couldn’t help but whine around him, not used to being this turned on.

He pulled out then, leaving me gasping for air. One single strand of salvia connected his cock with my lips and just this little detail made me so damn wet.

„Up. Now“, he commanded and I happily obliged.

He stripped himself off his jacket and shirt. His boots were next before he stepped out of his trousers.

I drank him in from head to toe, pulling my own shirt over my head and getting rid of my bra. I wanted to feel his skin against mine.

„You have gorgeous tits, do you know that?“ His voice sounded raw and made me feel all tingly and warm.

He stepped towards me, grabbing both my breasts with his hands, kneeding them. I couldn’t hold back my moan when he pinched my nipples, his mouth claiming mine in a heated kiss.

We tumbled back to the desk, but this time he turned me around and bent me over.

In anticipation of what he had in store I spread my legs for him, waiting for him to enter me. And enter me he did. His cock slid into my cunt in one swift motion and stretched me to the edge.

„Fuckity fuck, you are so incredibly tight“, he commented. I didn’t know if I wanted him to shut the fuck up or continue to torment me with his foul mouth.

His first thrusts were controlled, precise movements which drove me crazy and seemed to push all the right buttons.

„Ohh…fffuck“, I moaned when he suddenly increased the pace and drove into me harder and faster than before. My heart felt like bursting at any moment. I could hear our skin slapping with each movement, I could smell my wetness, his musky sweat. His little grunts drove me mad with lust while his hands on my hips pulled me against him with every forward motions. I had no other choice than to brace myself against the desk and try to match his torturous pace.

„Ahh shit, I need to look at your pretty face“, he exclaimed and pulled out.

The sudden emptiness felt strange, so I whined while he turned me around again, positioning me on the desk. He kissed me like a starving man while he pushed into me again. We moaned into each other’s mouths, continuing where we left off, foreheads pressed against each other.

After a while I couldn’t keep up the upright position, so I layed back, giving Negan full control.

„Beautiful. You look like a fucking piece of art“, he complimented me.

His right hand wandered to my breasts again, squeezing, pinching, kneeding. Then I felt his fingers dancing around my clit, applying some pressure, circling it, pinching it lightly. I completely lost it when I felt his middle finger joining his cock, stretching me further and further. He pumped his finger in tune with his cock in and out of my cunt while his thumb drew tight circles around my clit.

„Oh fuck, Negan…“

„Shh, be quiet“, he taunted. He leaned towards me some more so he could press his left hand over my mouth.

My hands clawed at his arms as his movements turned rougher above me. I couldn’t keep my eyes open as this blissful wave began to build inside of me. I had no other choice than to moan into his hand while he fucked me into oblivion.

„Fucking look at me, look at me while you cum…and… don’t you dare…closing your eyes.“

My eyes shot open in an instant and I lost myself in his gaze. Negan drove himself furiously into me, reaching all the right spots with his forceful thrusts while his finger did the same, stretching me, fucking me. It took a few more seconds before I couldn‘t take the building tension anymore and came around his cock. I screamed into his hand as my eyes were fixed on his.

„Fucking…shit…“, he exclaimed in a low voice and pulled out shortly afterwards. He pumped himself to completion and came with low grunts on my lower stomach and cunt.

It was so hot in this damn room, particularly after our coupling, so we tried to calm and cool us down by leaning against each other, not moving, just breathing.

„Hell, sweetheart, who knew you had such a delicious…“

„Don’t you dare saying it, Negan“, I taunted but he wouldn’t listen. Of course not. He was Negan.

„…pussy.“ His grin spread over his handsome face. He looked relaxed and absolutely glorious with that sweat across his muscular body.

„The next time something like this happens, I will let you pay, you smug bastard“, I retorted with a smile on my face.

„Oh I can’t wait, sweetheart. I can’t fucking wait. But for now, let’s get outta here and bash in some walker‘s heads.“

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ssvgawara · 4 years ago

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Haikyuu boys and some oddly specific crime they’d commit

a/n: I come back and the first thing I write is a shitpost!! enjoy </3 tw for drugs, murder, alcohol and general crime committing xoxo

Karasuno

Daichi- he’s a cop sorry that’s all there is to it man

Suga- Suga has multiple charges of 1st-degree murder against him but they can’t seem to find his identity so he continues committing murder and will continue until he gets caught or ends up murdering enough people to be put in a position of power

Asahi- everyone is probably like “Oh Asahi is innocent” NO. He has learned that his slightly scary face will let him get away with a lot, he is buying alcohol illegally because he looks old enough to, and he’s buying so much other shit and just getting away with it

Nishinoya- This man gives fucking pimp vibes I can just see him in the big leopard print fur coat with a pretty girl in his lap and he calls himself big poppa but no one else will

Tanaka- Drug dealer vibes, probably runs an entire fucking drug ring with his sister and not just a Lil weed these mfkas have the hard shit too like you could probably buy meth from them, he’s not using it but it’s good business

Ennoshita, Kinoshita, and Narita- They literally rob a bank they have an entire scheme and get away with multiple bank robberies and this goes on for MONTHS

Kageyama- We know he’s volleyball smart but otherwise he’s so mfing stupid and I love him for it but he is a chronic shoplifter. Just picks something up and takes it, has walked out of a store without paying for an entire bed set once and got away with it somehow so idk props to him

Hinata- He is the little guy in any heist situation, he fits anywhere so he can sneak in and out the best, he gave himself the stupid ass code name tiny giant but everyone goes with it because somehow he is the best

Tsukishima- armed robbery, but he doesn’t have a gun just a knife like he’s tall and as an attitude, a knife will get him whatever he needs he doesn’t need the gun

Yamaguchi- He runs a catfishing scheme where he pretends to be a naive girl, scams old men out of their money, and then ghosts them and I think it’s what he deserves let him carry on especially because no one would believe it’s him. Also not really like a crime crime but still a crime in a way

Kiyoko- She kills men and I know it, Queen Kiyoko ending the patriarchy one shitty man at a time like she only kills men who deserve it bc some have rights.

Yachi- She’s too anxious to commit an in-person crime so she does a lot of cybercrime, hacking government databases and releasing info to the people, truly the anonymous we deserve

Saeko- She’s running that drug ring with Tanaka, and she loves it because there’s a thrill to it even though yknow she’s dealing literal meth but like its fine plus she loves rocking people’s shit when they get too handsy, which bring me to my next point underground MMA Saeko, like the illegal one with no rules yeah <3

Ukai- this man probably sells all kinda shit to minors that he shouldn’t he is so unbothered a 7-year-old could probably walk in ask for a pack of camels and get them and leave before he noticed what was going on.

Takeda- Did y’all see how scared Hinata was when Takeda gave him that lecture? This dude could kidnap someone and scare them into giving all the information he needed, a legend truly

Aoba Johsai

Oikawa- took steroids one time. And of course in sports, that’s not allowed. But he only did it once and regretted it for months afterward. Never told anyone and was just relieved he didn’t have to piss in a cup and have someone find out.

Matsukawa- Without hesitation, I know this man takes dead people’s bones and sells them on the internet. Has dubbed himself the bone man and he feels so much power when someone buys a femur or sumn. It’s kinda funny honestly he has a hoard of bones to sell, his fave is the pelvis.

Hanamaki- He’s in between jobs because he stole money from his last job, like he said he was sorry he just needed a little extra for gas but was sad to find out that’s a literal crime and he was laundering money.

Iwaizumi- he’s a street racer, like the fast and furious style and it’s so sexy of him like late-night races ugh to be in an expensive fast car with him where he has one hand on my thigh okay that’s enough of that.

Kunimi- Look me in the eye and tell me he does not do drugs. He does and if you don’t believe me you are wrong and I will fight you on this one.

Kyotani- If there is a crime he will commit it for fun. Like he will do it with no hesitation. He has a record longer than twilight and I’m not sure how he is not in prison actually nvm he escaped and is a wanted criminal lol

Shiritorizawa

Ushijima- Assault, he just reeks of getting into bar fights when he’s absolutely wasted. Like he most likely didn’t start it but he will be finishing it

Tendou- grave robbing, he just goes into the cemetery picked the oldest plots, and gets to digging. Has made thousands on dead people jewelry and probably won’t get caught, like besides the groundskeeper there’s no security he will never stop.

Semi- he breaks copyright laws on the daily. He’s sampling music in his all the time but he’s doing it so sneakily it’s fine its what deserves stream his band on Spotify right now,

Shirabu- His bangs are criminal enough. No, but he has stolen drugs from the hospital before he just wanted to try the Xanax, and yeah he could just write himself a prescription for it nut like it’s so easy to just go get some and no report it so that’s what he did.

Goshiki- y’all want me to say arson don’t you?? Fine. He commits arson multiple times and kills 7 people with fire before getting arrested and he doesn’t even feel bad so in prison he probably fucking runs a gang he is crazy.

Nekoma

Kuroo- he is a capitalist and class traitor and that’s crime enough I don’t care is he’s attractive or rich, He commits crimes daily by just existing but I still love him anyway.

Kai- Could not commit a crime he just wants to garden and live his life. Jk there’s at minimum one body in that garden let him kill a man he deserves it just let him have one dead body

Yaku- he keyed someone’s car once just because they pissed him off. Was it kuroo? Yes. But that’s fine because he also keyed Lev’s car but blamed lev for keying kuroo’s and Kuroo for keying Lev’s. He just wants to watch the world burn.

Kenma- cyberbullying but man he is mean. Like no bars held we will dig into every insecurity he can and that shit hurts and he doesn’t even feel bad about it he will just be as mean as he can if you’re not careful

Lev- his crime is being tall and dumb also doesn’t understand the economy and prints counterfeit money because why can’t we print more money? The government should get on that.

Inuoka- He released all the animals from a zoo, like snuck in one night and just let them all free, I’m surprised the tiger didn’t eat him but hey the animals are free, there’s still some missing uh oh he’s very proud of himself for it. After the rush, he starts sneaking into shelters and freeing all the dogs and cats

Yamamoto and Fukunaga- Have egged a house before, it was Kuroo’s he deserves all this bullying and you can’t stop me.

Date Tech

Aone- Criminal Conspiracy, sure he had an entire foolproof plan to get away with the perfect crime but someone found out, and now his plans are ruined, damn </3 and no one ever suspects the quiet guy either.

Futakuchi- Having a prostitute, he just wanted some company like mans is lonely so he paid a girl to just spend a Lil time with him it’s all good.

Fukurodani

Bokuto- I know we all haha funny laugh at tax evader bokuto and sure maybe he evades his taxes but he’s also committed vehicular manslaughter, he cannot drive and has killed someone with his car maybe even multiple someones but he always drives off in a panic because he doesn’t know what else to do.

Akaashi- Hasn’t actively committed a crime but has been an accomplice in every vehicular manslaughter Bokuto has committed why the fuck does he keep letting bokuto drive? He really needs to stop that.

Konoha- A master scammer he is so convincing everyone gives him money even if they’re a little sus because he’s just that good each scheme is so convincing.

Inarizaki

Kita- He grows weed, you can’t tell me those rice fields are just for rice he’s got all this space he is growing marijuana and selling it, let him do it I want him to be my plug.

Atsumu- "What is my perfect crime? I break into Tiffany's at midnight. Do I go for the vault? No, I go for the chandelier. It's priceless. As I'm taking it down, a woman catches me. She tells me to stop. It's her father's business. She's Tiffany. I say no. We make love all night. In the morning, the cops come and I escape in one of their uniforms. I tell her to meet me in Mexico, but I go to Canada. I don't trust her. Besides, I like the cold. Thirty years later, I get a postcard. I have a son and he's the chief of police. This is where the story gets interesting. I tell Tiffany to meet me in Paris by the Trocadero. She's been waiting for me all these years. She's never taken another lover. I don't care. I don't show up. I go to Berlin. That's where I stashed the chandelier."

Osamu- resisting arrest. He just said no and ran. Granted he shouldn’t have punched the cop in the first place to have to be arrested but like that’s not the point here.

Aran- accidental child abandonment, like he just forgot he was babysitting and left the kid alone for like a day. He felt terrible but he still forgot the kid and now is fearful of parenthood

Suna- owns an illegal weapon, like he just never registered it and keeps it around and would use it if needed Suna please just point the weapon at me maybe

Others

Terushima- Graffiti, he loves painting on the walls of buildings and tagging them, has so much spraypaint and his day isn’t complete if he doesn’t tag at least one building or train car.

Daishou- Public intoxication- he got a little too fucked up and stripped on the street he will forever have to live with everyone knowing he has an ass tattoo like damn bruh

Sakusa- Perjury he simply wanted to get out of court so he said some shit so he could leave granted he lied under oath but whatever, did they ever find out? No, so he’s fine and he’d do it again if it meant he could leave faster. Like sure he was a witness to a murder but bruh he pretends he does not see.

Hoshihumi- driving without a license he simply thought you didn’t need one because why do you need a piece of plastic to say you can drive a car like??? Just know how to drive it.

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grumpy-zane · 4 years ago

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((Had a ninjago fan season idea that takes place after s13 and semi centers around Kai ninjago. This seasons theme: Vacation gone wrong! I have segmented it into episodes for convenience. I uh, may or may not dedicate some time to drawing content for this thing, so I apologize in advance. ((also it is. a long post.

Episode 1 - Answering machine going off and its’ Ronins voice over the machine: 'Looks like I’m gonna run late.. ugh this whole thing is falling apart isn't it. But we'll make it work. I got you a ferry to take you there, one of the cruise ships. It was the least I could do for now... I'll meet you there, I promise.' >Cuts to Dareth on the boat, taking him and the rest of the people to ‘Aves Isle’. >While everyone is getting off, Dareth helps a naga lady with carrying some of her stuff because Dareth ninjago. >Naga ladys' name is 'Olive', she is a semi native. She starts talking about the islands' history. 'there used to be a temple but we don't know what happened to it, but it sunk into the ground. >two investigate the area because Dareth has time to wait on Ronin. >Upon finding whats’ left of the area and entering, the atmosphere changes and inflicts a weird curse or whatever. >Dareth starts getting progressively more pushy Episode 2 - After s13 Wu wants to do more adventures so the bounty is just flying wherever the wind takes it I guess w/e {{Also realized I didn’t write much for Wu this entire rest of the story so I am assuming he’s having a grand ol’ time being on vacation}} >wow it is night time, the bounty is flying in >The crew ask where they are and Zane starts to go on his normal informative spiel before getting cut off. >Oh there’s a thing on the radar. What the heck is that thing flying towards us OH GOD THAT’S A BIG ANGRY DRAGON >Bounty has two smaller 'runner' boats? I guess? marketing. Two of the ninja hop on those and fly off. >Zane and Jay distract the dragon so the bounty can safely land but it turns out there are two dragons and Jay gets taken down first. Yay soft landing. >Bounty makes it safely over the fences that are on the island >Zane gets taken out. >Cuts back to Dareth and Olive still rooting around. activates something and wow a lava fountain. the ground is glowing in weird markings! >Dareth snaps at Olive and she wells up and runs away and Dareth snaps out of it temporarily like 'oh crud why did I do that I didn't mean to be so bossy' and goes after her >Olive gets overtaken and now: pointy. >Dareth tries to stop her but she jumps into the portal lava whatever? hole?? not sure. >He, of course, jumps in after. >Fire Dareth. >Random golden-looking platform chained to the bottom of the hole they are in. ominous voice: hey how about you get these locks free and we'll rebuild the temple? nice. >Temple platform rises >Zane gets tossed into an area? park? fenced in something or another?? >oh hi Jay >oh community service sorting trash from recyclables? can do.

Episode 3 - The remaining ninja visit the two who are in 'time out' before deciding to have a look around the island. >They take a nice walk down the beach Cole reminisces about the time Kai was extremely afraid of water >Kai frowns as a laugh track is played. Claims he has gotten better at it but screams when Nya splashes him. >Zane and Jay are done with service and its like 'okay how about we try to get out again?’ >Zane suggests doing it in the broad daylight since the dragons went out at night and may be nocturnal >they try >they get taken out again >another round of community service >sees another aircraft fall out of the sky >guard: wow more property damage. >sundown. lloyd notices that something strange is happening with some of the residents randomly getting more nippy and then not. strange. (Ninja get into an arguments with the locals or whatever) >Stop by community service area >Jay is now frustrated >rest recuperate at where they parked the bounty >Nya: well nothing is really going on here we can probably leave once the two are done breaking the law >Ronin shows up to the area and is greeted sourly by Jay ninjago

Episode 4 - The ninja are ready to leave when they notice a weird ominous structure that wasn't there before. >Crew investigate >oh its hot. you can go in, Kai ninjago >kai enters >oh frick fire dareth >kai ninjago, walking out and is krispy: there is a problem. >three get out of service >ronin asks if the little runner ships are 'truly' important >hekcin steals their engine or whatever >regroup at the bouty >Kai: hey uhh, Dareth is peeved haha, I don't get it though he and I hang out every now and then. >Ronin, internally: oh god he's really mad I didn't follow plans to a T- >the ninja exchange awkward glances of guilt >decide it'd be best to talk to him tomorrow, or try to. Also, more people are randomly getting upsetti, Jay is still frustrated.

Episode 5 - jay still has a bad attitude. lloyd is also starting to get upset. Cole tries to diffuse the situation but it causes the two to point their noses up at each other in silent anger. great. >Kai enters in the temple again, which is even more built than it was before. >Dareth being snarky >kai apologizes and tells him he wasn't aware of it, and that he thought the two were good friends, reminding him of the times they hung out outside of mission things. >Dareth calms down a bit >finds a reason to be mad again. >Ronin shows up >'ronin?' >''Told you I'd meet you here, what didn't you believe me? not really much of a vacation. How about we get some fresh air?" >Dareth approaches >oh no he's really hot. >cheek caress with the robotic arm. gae. >two head out. Room is no longer unbearably hot. good! >squad enters in. goes into one of the inner chambers >oh look the towns people overtaken by rage are building. nice. >oh no jay and lloyd are fighting again. >grabs attention of workers. >the ninja get their butts handed to themselves, and lose Jay and lloyd in the process. nice >cuts to Ronin and Dareth walking on the beach. >Ronin smooth talking, normal Ronin behvior >Flames and whatever fade from Dareth and he snaps out of it completely and immediately starts pouring out how he feels bad about being rude to Olive and whatever the bad guy is and what the plans of the temple are. >Ronin: maybe we should tell the ninja. I don't want us to get involved anymore.

Episode 6 - Ronin informs the ninja of what's up. >Nya: oh no we gotta stop this ! >Dareth: I want to help. >Ronin: no we are on vacation we shouldn't have to; leave it up to them. >Dareth: no I started this, this is my fault, I have to make it up to Olive and everyone <:( >Ronin: :/ >Zane: we should focus on. not making the locals angry because that seems to draw them towards the temple. >Ninja proceed to do good deeds, while part of them break off to do research >learn about the bad guy dunn dun dunn!

episode 7 - Kai ninjago somehow is the one keeping the most level head out of everyone here and things get tense again. is it potentially out of character? Well he's mad that lloyd and jay are overtaken but he's doing a good job at self control. >cuts to lloyd and Jay >lloyd: this is dumb! why are we helping!? We're supposed to be stopping this! >Jay: we're helping because YOU dragged us into this with your plan! >argue. great >bad guy laughing or whatever, oh the voice has a physical form that's manifesting from the heat of the temple. 'Good, soon I will be reborn and reclaim the island!' >Olive inform him that Dareth has broken the spell >bad guy furious and confused but is also like 'whatever we have a lot more important things to worry about' >Nya and Zane are stepping on each others' toes. >ronin and Dareth relay what they learned. >kai sitting in the bounty looking disheveled >'Human pinata makes the kids happy'. Horrifying. >story about how the bad guy was dispersed after 'other beings' landed on the island and taught he locals the importance of peace and not war or whatever. It was probably some Oni and dragons chillin. >Cole: oh! I mean we have two 'other beings' and those are the dragons, but they seem really angry and territorial >Kai: maybe they want something and just haven't gotten it? ((Id have to mention one of the festivals known as the 'laughing dragon' festival or whatever but it's fallen into obscurity due to the dragons not being happy. Mention that sometime during episode 3)) >investigation time part 3. >learn that there's a fruit that the dragons like, but the recipee was lost on how to make the disk for them >well gang, time to get cooking! thank goodness Zane is on our- >just kidding Zane and Nya are gone now because they got too angry at each other and went to 'get space' but they're probably at the temple now.

Episode 8 - Gotta do the cookin by the book! >the ingredients are gathered. >Dareth insists that they used a very speicific brand of exctact. >Cole has no idea how to cook well >Kai starts putting things together. >Cole: when did you learn to cook? >Kai: Well I had to take care of my sister buutt.. I dunno I think being the master of fire, cooking comes easy. ;) >Cole: if there's any way I can help just let me know. >kai: oh, yeah, bust open those things. >Cole literally smashes open the fruit sending bits everywhere >good ol happy comedic moment. >first try >Cole: . looks. uh. strange. >Ronin: I am afraid to taste it. >Dareth: oh I'm sure it can’t be- -face scrunch- >Kai: <:) >Dareth: well... I swallowed it.. at least.. >cuts to temple again >bad guy is like 'we need more people how come everyone stopped coming?? someone needs to go out and start beating people up >:(' >Olive reports that the ninja were gathering ingredients for something or another >Bad guy is like 'okay send some people there and stop them'

episode 9 - after the 5th attempt it's much more palatable so they make a larger batch and stick it in a boat all fancied up and now have to deliver it >oh god angry people >why are they looking at us hhh >fite >Kai: we legit cannot let any of this spill otherwise I'm going to scream. >only way to get it away from the people is to go by ocean >Ronin: we'll do what we can but you gotta do this kai. You're tough. >kai: ahaha I still don't like water but! >boat on water >gets to the part outside of the gate >oddly silent. >kai proceeds to put it on the beach and starts calling out for the dragons and starts making noise or whatever. "im gonna kick your sand! haha! what are you going to do about it??' >Dragons emerge, ready to fight >sees the offering. Kai: it's okay it's okay, this is for you. >backs away from the boat >lets the dragons have it. >the smaller one is curious about him and approaches him after >good ol’ kai dragon interaction. yay confidence!

Episode 10 - wow I sure do hate this sorting plant by now, thinks Ronin ninjago. >tossed in the sorting plant Cole: this isn't too bad. Dareth: yeah I thought we were going to be burned by the stake, haha! Ronin: oh you'll hate it soon enough. >Dareth and cole exchange glances. Cole: oh I know, how about we do a song, get a beat going? I'm sure kai has things under control! Dareth: good idea! Keep the spirits high, huh? >Olive informs that the offering made it out into the ocean >bad guy says 'no fear the ocean probably will swallow it', both unaware that kai was on the boat. >temple is nearing completion. >the angry ninja attempt yet again, to try to make a plan to stop him. >everyone has a different idea >they don't work together and go do their own plans. >lloyd tries to go after him directly >jay attempts to use his powers to get the workers to stop and go after him >nya yells at jay >Zane attempts to take out Olive, with mild success, kicks her out of the temple. >olive decides to visit in on the captives >glares at Dareth >Dareth proceeds to apologize profusely >Olive is stunned and snaps out of it, sorta. moment of clarity >apologizes for stopping their plan about the dragons. gives more detail about the situation inside the temple before getting ready to head back. >ronin. heckin. kidnaps her w/e He wants answers, and also doesn't want her relaying the information she gathered back to the bad guy. Dareth: oh my GOD did you KILL her?? Ronin: :B no messengers.

Episode 11 - The dragons fly overhead and do their little dance and show and yaay, the people are happy! >people working on the temple stop and notice in awe and decide to go outside to have a look. >bad guy takes notice and a n g r y, number of the workers stop and go enjoy the show. Some even going to their work areas and getting snacks and things like a festival. Bad guy: where is my messenger?! How did this happen?! steppin out. that's it, I'll deal with this personally. >bad guy stands on his temple top whatever. Starts blasting fire balls. >kai ninjago shooting fireballs back to deflect Locals: wow firework show! >even more stop their progress. >lloyd notices >the rest of the ninja notice. lloyd: woah kai ninjago..! Nya: I don't know how long he can last doing that.. Zane: the power comes from the temple.. Jay: so we have to sink the temple! >sink time >as the temple starts to submerge again the fire balls become weaker >bad guy adverts his attention to the ninja and decide to try to take them out >Kai ninjago shows up and they have a fire bending battle not ripped from avatar at all Jay: kai you gotta get outta there the temple is collapsing! Kai: I will give me a minute! >This is sparta kicks the dude into the portal thingy lava(?) and gets the heck outta there before everything falls in again. >yaay, we won! >mini celebration that's more like we gotta recover

Episode 12 - partially filler episode? w/e >actual festival held >good ol relaxing for real this time. >Dareth: that was fun! >Ronin: so much for a vacation, seems like trouble is always following you around. >Dareth: thank god I have you to protect me from it all, huh? >Ronin: wow gay >Dareth: also why did you run late? >Ronin: weeeeeell... that's a long story. B) I'll tell you on the flight back. >Olive: how did you find the recipe for the thing? >kai: I didn't I just... I mean, Well, when you have flare like me you tend to know how to make a good dish B) >Cole: he guessed and messed up 5 times. >Olive: oh- >kai: >:( c o l e >the ninja can actually leave now >FFIV victory fanfare

#ninjago #Mun rambles #will post the art separately for the sake of sanity #Aves Isle

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6umiko · 5 years ago

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Secret Ending 1 ~ Ep 1

I’m simply logging both SE1 & 2 for my own personal reasons. Mainly for dialogue. The dialogue will only include MC’s. Rika: Do you believe in the afterworld? This is what V and I believe. Well, it’s actually more like I believe what V thinks... It’s a bit different from what my religion tells me. When my body dies... my soul becomes free and can go anywhere. It can go across dimensions to a world where anything is possible. What should I call that place? Heaven... maybe? And... when I go to heaven, I can meet other souls that have lived with me, and visit my friends on earth. But... because there is no body, the souls can’t feel or touch each other. My friends on earth won’t be able to feel or touch me either. So when you meet another soul in heaven and fall in love, it becomes painful. So they make a promise to each other. To have a body on earth and experience love together. V and I... might have been two souls that met in heaven. Because I feel it... It was fate.

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Saeyoung: Saeran... We’re almost here.

Saeyoung: I’m sure that’s because he doesn’t want anyone to lose their lives like Rika... Saeyoung: MC, we’re almost here. Vanderwood will be waiting for us. Saeyoung: Yeah... I’m so afraid that I’ll lose Saeran again. MC, you know the plan, right? Don’t forget where the gun is in the car. If something happens, use it. You have to.

---------- Saeran: ...that car... Vanderwood: Boss, I see his car. Stand by... stand by. Over. Saeran: Teaming up with the agency to get rid of Luciel si too cliche... But I don’t care as long as Luciel is gone. Vanderwood, you won’t be safe either. I can tell your boss was lying when he said he’ll forgive your mistake if you just take care of this. Vanderwood: Shut up... you’re a hostage. Shouldn’t you worry about your own life right now? Who knew 707 had a twin... My damn luck! Saeran: I knew it! Luciel never mentioned me. He just forgot all about me and focused on obeying V and having all those parties. Vanderwood: You’re his twin, but you two are nothing alike. He isn’t serious like you. Come to think of it, he did crazy things as if he only had a day to live. Oh... he’s getting out of the car. Vanderwood: Boss, he’s on his way towards us, over. Saeran: I never thought this is how I’d see his end... but this isn’t the worst scenario. Vanderwood: That woman over there... she’s the one who lived in that apartment. I knew they were in love. Well, looks like she’ll have to go down too. Unfortunate, but no other option. Vanderwood: Agent 707!! This way. Saeyoung: Ms.Vanderwood! Long time no see! You missed me? Vanderwood: Can you still joke in a situation like this? Fine, do what you want. Where’s the info you brought? Saeyoung: I turned it on in the car. Vanderwood: I have to see that the info is destroyed first. And then I will safely return your hostage. Saeyoung: You can just go check inside the car. I have to check that your hostage is safe. Vanderwood: Do as you please. Check him right now. I didn’t touch a single hair just like you said. Saeyoung: ....Saeran. I’m glad you don’t seem hurt... I checked the hostage. I accessed the server with my laptop in the car. Check it and delete it yourself. I’ll wait here. Vanderwood: No, you come with me to the car. Saeyoung: Hmm... why can’t you trust me? Vanderwood: How can you ask that right now? MC: Go to the car with me. Vanderwood: Hmm... Saeyoung: MC... Are you sure? No, I’ll just go! Vanderwood: No, I’ll take her. You know what happens to hurt if you do something, right Agent 707? Saeyoung: I know but Vanderwood... if you do something to her, I’m going to blow this whole place up, got it? Vanderwood: You’re threatening me too? What... did you bring a bomb or something? Saeyoung: As you can see, I have nothing on me. I don’t have anything to hide so just hurry. Saeran: ... What is he up to? Vanderwood: I’ll just have to trust him for now. Then let’s go, lady. Saeyoung: ... They’re gone. Saeran, don’t worry. We’re going to get out of here safely. Saeran: Say what you want. I have nothing more to say to you. Saeyoung: There are agents here, right? Do you know how many? Saeran: Are you asking me? How could you be so stupid? Don’t think I’m on your side. Saeyoung: You don’t have to be on my side. I just want to make sure you’re alive. You can live and then get your revenge... for now, just think about getting out of here. Saeran: Whether I live or die... I’ll never get your help. Saeyoung: We don’t have much time. It’s better to get out of here together than to just die. Be logical. Saeran: Why should I listen to you? Saeyoung: Fine... I guess I have no choice. Please forgive me. Saeran: What? ... Ugh! Saeyoung: ...I’m only having you sleep for a little while. ---------- Vanderwood: Hmm... this seems to be everything... how can I trust him? MC: *turns on the radio* Vanderwood: What are you doing!? You didn’t implant some funny device in the car, did you!? Radio: Vanderwood. It’s me, Agent 707. Vanderwood: ...Why is his voice coming out of the radio!? Radio: Don’t even think about holding the person next to you hostage. If you even touch her, I will make sure you disappear from the face of this earth so watch it. I’m serious. Vanderwood: ...This was all a part of your plan? What are you planning? Radio: I don’t know what deal you made with the agency. I’m sure they said they’ll put you in the high ranks or promised you a fabulous life one this taken care of. But oh no. To them, you’re just a person who knows too much If you’re smart... you should already know that they’ll just get rid of you once this is over. You just came this far because there wasn’t any way out. Vanderwood: Don’t talk as if you know everything... Radio: I will give you a chance to run away right here. If you open the glove box, you’ll find your new identification forms. You’re already listed in the national registry. If you just accept it, we can make sure that the agency never finds us.

Vanderwood: Identification...? ...You hacked into the national registry? Are you insane? Radio: ...Right now, I’ve left the person most important to me in your hands. This is the only chance for you to live. The Vanderwood I know wouldn’t refuse this. If you understand, tell your boss everything is okay, and then drive the car towards me. Vanderwood: ...Damn it. Radio: This car is bulletproof. Then you see you later. MC: Hurry and make the decision. Vanderwood: Damn... Shit... Boss, it’s Vanderwood. I encountered a security lock while deleting the data in the car. Requesting permission to approach Agent 707, over. Vanderwood: Yes, sir. On my way towards him, over. Vanderwood: I have no other choice now. It’s life or death now...! I guess... this will be a less painful way to die. Saeyoung: Vanderwood!! Take him in! Hurry!! Vanderwood: What? Why is he, unconscious?! Saeyoung: Hurry!! *gun shots*

Saeyoung: Ugh! Vanderwood: Are you just gonna stand there!? Saeyoung: Take Saeran in! Hurry!! Vanderwood: Hey lady! Drive! Saeyoung: MC!!! Lower your head so you don’t get hurt! Vanderwood: Just take care of your own life!!! Saeyoung: Done!! Vanderwood: Step on it! Hurry!! ---------- 707 has entered the chatroom. 707: We saved Saeran... 707: Jumin, 707: don’t do anything yet. 707: I’ll come back with more details later. ---------- Saeyoung: Ugh... damn it. Vanderwood: You’re still alive. This is a miracle. Thank god the bullet just brushed you. Don’t you have that powerful guy in the RFA? Shouldn’t you contact him first? Saeyoung: We have to stall a bit more here. If we move, the agency will find us. Vanderwood: I know, but shouldn’t we take that risk? Or just spread info about the agency online. Let them self-destruct. Saeyoung: Then everyone in the agency including the innocent ones will be sacrificed. Vanderwood: If you damage your shoulders for good, you’ll never be able to type again! Since when did you care about them? Saeyoung: I’m keeping the info... I can go see a doctor once we’re safe. Vanderwood: I can’t believe you right now... Saeyoung: Well... now I have two people to protect... haha. Vanderwood: How can you laugh right now? And I guess I don’t count in that two. Saeyoung: Thank you for deciding to get us out, Vanderwood. We’d all have been dead without you... Vanderwood: No need to thank me. I didn’t do it for you... I trust this ID is real. Saeyoung: Of course, who do you think I am? I’ll tell you the code so type it in for me. The agency just changed the algorithm. I need to hack in but I can’t type right now... Vanderwood: Okay, go ahead. Saeran: ...Ugh... where...?

Vanderwood: He’s awake. Saeyoung: Saeran..! Ow... Vanderwood: I get that it’s an emotional reunion, but don’t strain yourself. Saeran: Where... where am I? Vanderwood: Are you awake? You wake up and find that you’re rescued. So lucky, no? Saeran: Why are you two together!? What happened? Vanderwood: Oh... I betrayed the agency and ran away with your brother and sister-in-law. We’re still on the run. Saeyoung: Sister-in-law? Nice. Saeran: ...You two are on the same team? God... where are my things? Vanderwood: Probably with the agency. Saeyoung: Saeran... Vanderwood: Hey, why do you tear up every time you see your brother? I was kind of touched when you took that bullet earlier. Never knew you had that in you. I talked with your brother a bit when I kidnapped him... but he is seriously furious with you. What the hell did you guys fight about? I mean, he seemed to think of you as his arch-enemy or something. Saeyoung: There was a misunderstanding. Saeran: Ha... my computer, my computer... isn’t here. Vanderwood: Why? What do you want to do? Saeran: ... Saeyoung: Saeran, can we talk? Saeran: ...I have nothing to say to you. Saeyoung: Saeran... Saeran: Hey, kidnapper. I feel like I’m suffocating... I need some fresh air... Vanderwood: Did you just call me kidnapper? Saeyoung: It’s still dangerous outside. Vanderwood: He can’t go out! What if he runs away? Saeyoung: Even if he goes out, he won’t be able to do anything. Right, Saeran? Vanderwood: Well... I guess. Oh, just don’t go further than the tree in front of the cabin. The satellite will be able to sense you if you go further. Saeran: I’ll just stay right outside. Give me a cig. Vanderwood: Here... Saeyoung: Saeran... Saeran: ... Vanderwood: He left. It’s obvious he doesn’t want to talk to you. Just leave him. At least you can see him, right? What time is it right now... Did you see my phone? Forgot where I put it. Saeyoung: Let’s hack into the agency first. This is more important. Vanderwood: Okay. ---------- Saeran: ....God. I’ll just pretend this phone is mine right now. Turn on the GPS... checking location... and then phone call... Hurry... pick up. The coordinates are 16.27352, 21.26592. I am with Luciel, his assistant... and that new woman. If we get rid of these three, Mint Eye will be safe. Please send back up. I will stall for time until the morning. Saeran: ...Turning GPS and service off again... Luciel... You will have to pay your life for tricking me. And your assistant and that woman... those two will be invited to heaven.

---------- Saeyoung: Do you have all your things? MC: Yes, but I don’t feel good about this... Saeyoung: You don’t? Saeyoung: Then I should check my weapons again. Robot cat, switch to battery saving mode. Vanderwood: Let’s check our schedule again. Saeyoung: You remember the log you saw yesterday? The agency is tracking us like crazy. And they are upgrading their whole security system. You read that document saying that the update will start in the next hour sharp and last for two hours, right? Vanderwood: Yeah, it had the chief’s signature, so it’s real. Saeyoung: Meanwhile, we’re going to get out of here and go to Jumin. Vanderwood: Okay. So we have to leave... around 28 minutes from now.

Saeyoung: Yes. Vanderwood: ...Alright. Your brother hasn’t been saying anything. You sure we can just take him? Saeyoung: ...I don’t really know how I can approach him right now. Vanderwood: I wouldn’t even want to talk to him if I were you. You both are strange. No wonder you’re brothers. Saeran: ... Saeyoung: Saeran... are you hurt anywhere? Saeran: Just leave me alone. Saeyoung: I know you’re misunderstanding things about me. Some day you’ll know the truth... You’ll know that it was V and not me all along... Saeran: You always like to give excuses, so that you’re never the one to blame. Vanderwood: Guess he’s answering now. Saeyoung: I would never have left you if I knew this would happen... Never. Now that I’m finally with you again, I don’t want to ever let you go. I’m going to stay with you and explain everything. I won’t give up. I know that we can go back to how things were... We got through so many things relying on each other. Saeran: ...I don’t want to hear anymore. Just shut up. Saeyoung: Saeran... ugh... Vanderwood: Hey... is your arm okay? It’s not bleeding...but you should get out of here and go to the hospital. Thank God the bullet just grazed you. Saeyoung: Yeah... Vanderwood: Wh...what!? Who’s knocking!? Saeyoung: ...Who is it? Vanderwood: It must be someone from the agency. Are you sure you can run? Saeyoung: We have to. First... get your weapons out. MC, come behind me. Ugh... Vanderwood: Don’t hold anything with that arm...! What do we do? Should I just start shooting? Saeyoung: We can’t have anyone die here... Saeran: ...Move over. Vanderwood: Hey! Stay still! Saeyoung: Saeran!? What are you doing? Saeran: Back off, traitors! Vanderwood: Damn it...! You don’t think...! Saeran: ...You’re just in time. What... Why are you here!? Vanderwood: Isn’t he... one of yours? V: ...Saeyoung.

#mystic messenger #saeyoung choi #saeran choi #cheritz #jihyun kim #mary vanderwood 3rd #mint eye #rfa #secret ending

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pynkhues · 5 years ago

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During 2x07 when he was yelling at her for going back to the crackhouse do you think he was only mad that she could have messed things up or do you think there was a part of him that was worried/mad for willingly putting herself in danger? You think he was aware of and acting on his feelings for her here?

You know, anon, the further we get into the hiatus, the more I honestly think 2.07 might just be one of my favourite episodes of the entire series. I love it, and it ticks so, so many of my boxes - between all the great snark, to Beth throwing herself blindly into a dangerous situation and then bullshitting her way out, to Beth being outraged at Dean over Rio, to Rio and Beth fighting and having the closest thing to an honest conversation they’ve ever had, to the dubby. Ugh, I love it.

Of course, that’s not what you’re asking, haha.

I definitely think that Rio was worried about her! I think Rio’s very deliberately kept Beth, Ruby and Annie far removed from the actual criminal underbelly as it exists on the show - hell, he seems to make a point of meeting either on Beth’s turf or on neutral ground, and sure, I think that decision is partially because he’s all too aware of their ability as a trio to send everything belly up, haha, but I also think he knows exactly how vulnerable and naive all three of them are.

And in a lot of ways that’s his fault! He’s kind of shot himself in the foot - 2.06 proved Beth knows that he won’t actually hurt her (which is why I’m very curious to see the ways that changes in the aftermath of 2.13 - not that I think he’d ever hurt her physically, but I wonder how much less consideration he’ll have for her privacy and compartmentalisation), and we saw in 2.07 that while I think she knows academically that Rio is the exception not the rule in that, I don’t think she knows it emotionally at all. Beyond even that, I think that confrontation made it pretty clear that Rio had specifically told her not to go into the houses, and that feels significant in terms of ensuring that Beth remains both faceless to these guys, and also out of their reach.

And I’ve said it before, but I think Rio is fairly honest with himself, so I think he probably did know by that point that he felt something for her (even if I don’t think he realised exactly how much until they were kissing in 2.09). As for acting on his feelings? I think going and collecting the dubby certainly was (although I’m still pretty sure he went back on the off-chance Beth was right and Jane was there, especially since Beth never told him what it was of Jane’s that got left behind), but I think the fight was too impulsive for that? I think he was genuinely furious at her in the moment of it, and I think her naivety had surprised him, but you know there’s no way in hell he didn’t stay up thinking about it, just like Beth did the second she unpacked that dubby, haha.

#gg 2.07 #beth x rio #nbc good girls #beth boland #rio #gg 2.09 #i honestly could talk about the dubby ep all day #i love it #sue me #i rewatched it the other day purely researching all beth's stuff in the foyer for i could be your welcome #and just #i got so distracted by how much i love the ep haha #welcome to my ama #catching feelings #dis/honesty #gg 2.13 #gg 2.06 #gg season 2 #jane boland

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randxmthxughts · 7 years ago

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“I’m not mad, I’m furious”

AU w/ Shawn Mendes

Genre: Angst, but also fluff?

Word count: 1613

Short description: Shawn gets very angry and jealous of you so he storms off in the car. The conversation really heats up and you can’t help yourself but snap back at him.

Author’s note: There are a few curse words but besides that I find this work to be kind of funny. If you enjoy seeing mad and jealous Shawn then definitely read this. I am putting this up before going to sleep so I can wake up to some likes or reposts. I hope to see some by the morning, tbh, haha.

(the gif has nothing to do with the text, I just love it)

I can feel Shawn trying so hard to keep his anger inside, but he can never have his feelings go unnoticed. He quickly opens the front door of the car for me and patiently waits until I get in, to close the door. A few seconds later I hear the slam of the driver’s door, and he is in the car putting his seatbelt on with one hand while starting the car. I decide to remain silent for a few minutes to give him time to cool off before saying anything. Angry Shawn is the worst Shawn. If he snaps, then everybody should just run as far as they can. Nobody can calm him down. Usually, his mom, dad, Aaliyah or I don’t affect him, but others just make him angrier. The last time he was this mad Andrew tried to talk him down by getting mad back at him; tried out a new technique, but it didn’t work out, and everything ended up with Shawn leaving the studio and not coming back until the midnight. The guys working in the studio didn’t know how to react; they have never seen the happy ray of sunshine, nicest guy on the planet, to steam up this much and even be rude to Andrew. Nobody knew whether to leave the studio or wait for Shawn to come back. At first, I thought Shawn had anger issues, but in reality, he is just a very positive person, and he likes to keep bad do himself. Most of the times those bad things either make him sad or very rarely come out as anger, but oh boy, when they do, it is not good. Although he can be silent hours, if somebody says something provoking, he is gonna have a terrible comeback at the person. He cursed Andrew pretty harshly last time.

I kind of had an idea why he is mad, but I didn’t expect him to get this angry. To be honest, the idea of him driving right now freaked me out a little. As the minutes passed by I was trying to formulate a correct sentence in my mind. Shawn was grabbing onto the wheel with all of his ten fingers, fingernails digging into the material. He was completely focused on the road, jawline, and cheekbones defined as ever. He looked hot, but he also had a hot head. And in case I forgot to mention, hot-headed Shawn is an actual madman.

“Shawn?” I begin and notice him clenching his jaw.

No reply. I breathe in and continue.

“Is something bothering you? Did I do anything to make you mad?”

Again. No reply. His fingers tighten around the wheel.

“Can you at least say something so I can make sure you are hearing?”

He doesn’t react, and I can imagine him boiling up even more inside. I reach out to his right hand and lightly touch it with my fingertips, to make sure that he still allows me to touch him. I have never dealt with an angry Shawn in a place which he can’t just leave. He doesn’t move, so I take it as a “yes” and take his right hand off the wheel and quickly slide my palm into his, lacing up our fingers. He still doesn’t move, eyes concentrated on the road, perfectly operating the wheel with his left hand.

“When are you gonna stop being angry?”

“I’m not angry” he quickly replies not giving me any sort of attention.

“Rude,” I say referring to his tone.

“I’m furious,” he says looking at me for a second, taking my breath away.

“Stop, you’re making me scared.”

He ignores me and clenches his jaws one more time. He also tries to let go of my hand, but I don’t let it happen and tighten up my grip. I then slightly take his hand near to my face and kiss the back of his hand and his knuckles.

“You’re kinda hot when you’re furious, FYI” I smirk at him and see his immediate reaction; his eyebrows raise up, the mouth opens up a little, and he turns to look at me in a complete confusion focusing on my face for a few seconds.

“Hey! Watch the road” I say, and he quickly draws his eyes back to the road, which is pretty much empty.

“So where were you? Are you still being furious?” I ask him letting go of his hand.

Shawn doesn’t move at all. His hand remains hanging down; he doesn’t even put it back on the wheel. We don’t talk for a few more minutes.

“Are you actually going to tease me after flirting with that douche?” he suddenly turns to me and pulls off the car on the side of the road.

“Are you kidding me? What are you doing?”

“Answer.”

“You’re out of your mind, Shawn, if you think I was flirting with him,” I say with a slight offense.

“I am not blind!” he leans closer to me, making my heart race a little.

“Then you’re fucking dumb” I breath out.

“I thought you were different.”

“You actually being serious right now?” now it’s my turn to get mad “You really gonna be jealous of me showing fucking directions to a random guy?” I raise up my tone.

“You weren’t just showing him directions, but also joking with him in a flirtatious way. I saw everything, don’t you dare to lie to me” he gets back to his seat and grabs the wheel with his hands again.

“You know nothing, Shawn. Stop jumping to conclusions. So what? Am I not allowed to laugh at a joke anymore?” I turn my body completely to my left to face him better.

“You don’t just laugh that hard at a joke that a stranger makes until you’re interested in him.”

“So just to know, should I also get this mad as you are now when you’re smiling whenever you see a girl come up to you and ask for a pho-?” I burst out.

“That’s different!” he cuts me, “These girls don’t hit on me as that douche did! And I never let myself to hit back on them.”

“You fucking idiot!” I breath out “Do you actually think that the girl yesterday who came up to you, completely ignored me and asked for a picture kissing you on the cheek, wasn’t hitting on you? Or that time we were in the Starbucks and a group of girls started complimenting your biceps?”

I see Shawn defeated and he looks at me in awe. I did it. I won over Shawn Mendes.

“Ugh...I mean, they are my fans. Some of them might not only like my music but also like me. Isn’t that possible for them to find me attractive?” he says slightly offended still keeping his voice higher than usual, which drives me insane.

“Isn’t that possible for other guys to find me attractive too?” I come back at him with the most sarcastic voice.

“But you don’t see the difference!” he says letting go of the wheel “You’re flirting back, I am not” he claps his hands as if stating his sentence as a fact.

“No, you don’t see it! When a fan or whoever comes up to you and compliments you or jokes with you, you’re not rude to them. You will say “thank you” for whatever nice thing they say, and you will laugh if the joke they make is funny. I would have never made this much drama out of a situation like this” I say this time lowering my tone, trying to keep myself calm.

“So you’re saying you laughed at his joke just because it was funny?” he replies sarcastically.

“Exactly, you idiot! Why would I ever hit on another guy when I am dating you?”

He can’t help himself but smile, so he turns his head away from me not to let me see his face anymore.

“The most talented and coolest guy who also happens to be attractive? I mean...”

I hear him wheezing and continue.

“And he is also so hot, even though he is dumb as fuck.”

“That’s it, stop offending me” he looks back at me slightly annoyed.

“Are you gonna be mad here while I am complimenting the hell out of you? After all this drama you made?” I cross my arms and lean back into my seat.

“Okay, I am sorry” he suddenly says and reaches out for my hand taking it into his.

“You’re not” I rale.

“I am sorry. And now you’ve said it; I get it. And yes you can and should laugh at the jokes you find funny. I was behaving like a-”

“Like a douche?” I ask ironically.

“Ugh, okay, like a douche, yes” he rolls his eyes, and I can’t help myself but giggle.

“Why wouldn’t you just trust me, Shawn? I trust you, although I don’t see you as much and I know how many girls and boys are out there for you.”

“Because I could never love anybody else” he takes my other hand into his and looks down at our hands in his lap.

“And I could never love anybody else but you, Shawn,” I say seriously to make him understand that I mean it.

“I’m sorry for being this mad” he slightly shakes his hand looking at me.

“That’s okay; you’re a human too. You can’t always keep everything inside” I nod to him and lean closer to his face “Just don’t be this jealous in the future, I am never going to give you up for somebody else, okay?”

“Okay,” he smiles and kisses me.

MASTERLIST

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manifestoonmoralmanlove · 6 years ago

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Jealousy Rant

Hello you Rotten Folks,

Due to real life stuff I have been posting less frequently but in particular that long-form stuff. So have this big olde rant on jealousy in BL I may or may not edit more, and may or may not make into audio.

Triggers: for discussion on abusive behavior including physical violence, stalking, controlling behavior, and sexual assault.

Why jealousy is a bad trope:

1.) It’s toxic

2.) It’s non-conflict

3.) It doesn’t actually deal with the roots of jealousy

Are you a fan of Fap’s furious fujoshi fumes, but want a meta-analysis of the genre as a whole instead of specific titles?

Oh no it seems literally no one is asking for that…no one except Faps and FUCK YOU I DO WHAT I WANT HAHA!

So that brings me to “Trouble with Tropes” or heh heh TROUPLES!

Anybody who’s ANY fan of romance has had to stare into the unrelenting green eyes of this trouple. I speak of no other than Jealousy. While I think some of what I’m going to say will resonate with how jealousy is used in fiction on a whole, I’m going to focus on how it’s used in BL…which I feel is a very potent and distilled version of it. Also heaven forbid I read about anything beyond nasty gay tonguings.

What better place to start than What IS jealousy?

Jealousy can cover a variety of topics but in the case of romance here I will be talking specifically about romantic and sexual jealousy.

Dictionary.com states that - feeling or showing suspicion of someone's unfaithfulness in a relationship.

Seems to be the one best suited for a romance but I’d argue that the definition that suits BL’s brand of jealousy is more like

fiercely protective or vigilant of one's rights or possessions.

Why do I say this?

Well because sometimes they literally say their partner is a possession. And even if not outright stated, it is heavily implied in the script.

(examples: Cute Devil + lamb project + Radical blood monster + Others)

There’s also the fact that very rarely is infidelity even considered a legitimate thing that would occur. As I said, the jealousy in BL is very, very POTENT and therefore has escalated beyond a suspicion of COULD BE UNFAITHFUL to a PERSON IS MY PROPERTY AND MY PROPERTY IS NOT ALLOWED TO INTERACT WITH OTHER HUMANS!

Getting real

Before I start ripping through this topic like a repressed teenage boy rips through a heavily populated street in Grand theft Auto… allow me to say that jealousy is a valid emotion to experience. When I rip on this trope it is not my intention to invalidate people who do struggle with jealousy in their relationships. However if you experience an emotion it doesn’t give you carte blanche to behave in any way you please. It’s the same as regular old anger. It’s normal to be angry if a partner forgets to let the dog out so the dog pees on the rug. However beating the shit out of that partner is NOT the right way to handle the forgetfulness or your own anger. Same with jealousy, it’s not unusual to get jealous of someone close to their partner. However that person responding to that with physically removing them, and screaming threats at them is SUPER NOT OKAY! Yet that is not uncommon in BL.

One must also maintain an acceptable amount of jealousy in order to maintain a healthy relationship. It’s not wrong to feel really angry or sad when you’re jealous…but if you get these feelings ALL THE TIME and due to things that are not a threat to your relationship, then that’s something to manage rather than something to blame on your partner. Capice?

TOXIC

The main problem is that the jealousy that is common in BL is HELLA TOXIC! Jealousy is regularly tied to deeper issues of personal insecurity yet the fact there is any kind of insecurity is very rarely mentioned in the text or even subtext of the story. Instead of this becoming a problem that one has to deal with on a personal level, it becomes a problem of the other having to obtain unrealistic standards. Sometimes the source of the jealousy is not a feasible such as a TODDLER NEPHEW or the fact that strangers GLANCE AT THEM when in public and sometimes the source of the jealousy isn’t even human. I have seen characters throw jealousy tantrums over pets, work (school or career orientated), and even the vague concept of a SPORT! So if you’re trying to avoid jealousy in a BL make sure you don’t go to school, don’t have a job, don’t own pets, don’t have family, don’t go out in public, and DEAR GOD don’t have hobbies either! Woah faps those things aren’t humans so it’s not like romantic or sexual jealousy. That’s a fair point…but the thing is the romantic/sexual jealousy functions the exact same way in those non-sexual/romantic scenarios. HOW COULD THAT BE???? Well the jealousy that we see here is in part about being left out when a partner does other things but is in large part about dominance. You got no other man to posture against? Well then just posture at a child, a puppy, or at a basketball why not?

Not only does jealousy crop up to unreasonable situations, an unreasonable amount of time (I’d estimate it occurs in 80% of BL mangas) but the way it’s handled is usually problematic as well.

The most common response I’ve seen to jealousy is the seme grabbing the uke by the wrist, dragging him away from the source of jealousy, pinning him to a wall, explaining that the source of jealousy is bad for the uke or that the uke is behaving poorly/stupidly by simply interacting with the source of jealousy, and they a fit of forceful jealousy induced make-outs or sex occurs that range from consensual to downright very non-consensual. Sometimes the uke will protest this treatment or the characterization of the jealousy fodder but this is pointless because it doesn’t become a conversation. It is simply about the seme controlling the uke and asserting his dominance.

Stalking is also extremely common if there is suspected jealousy. Troubling jealousy behavior can range from as tame as going through someone’s phone without permission to drugging, kidnapping, and nearly killing a partner for one of these trespasses.

HEY HEY HEY NOW! You man-hater! Ukes can be super creepy jealous too! …but ukes are men too… THAT’S NOT THE POINT! You’re acting as if only dominant partners experience jealousy!

No, no, no, you’re right. Ukes get jealous too and sometimes to the same batty degree. Yet, as a whole, uke jealousy tends to be less common and less destructive than jealousy of the seme variety. The most common situation where an uke gets jealous of what a seme is doing is, the uke is pushed into a corner to admit he’s jealous. The seme will reassure the uke he’s misunderstood and they make up. On one hand you can argue that this is a much healthier way to settle a jealousy problem. On another hand you may view this as something of a double standard.

If the uke’s jealous…it’s the uke’s fault and it’s nothing to worry about. If the seme’s jealous...it’s the uke’s fault and it’s deadly serious.

This double standard even extends into how we view violent reactions for either side. If a seme hits an uke for a trespass it will usually be framed as serious and scary. If the uke hits the seme for a trespass it will usually be framed as a silly, and harmless outburst of tsundereness.

…Yes that’s right, the patriarchal set up of the seme/uke dynamic doesn’t just take a shit on ukes….though 9 times out of 10 it’s the ukes that do get the short end of the stick here.

Okay but let’s get the root of the problem…why is jealousy used?

If you’re a person who is not a bitter feminist killjoy who says aggravating SJW shit like, “TOXIC MONOGOMY CULTURE OPRRESSES MY GENDER NEUTRAL GENITLES” you may argue that jealousy is romantic. I personally don’t think it is, but you’re fully allowed to view jealousy, as a concept, as a touching display of vulnerability and investment in a relationship.

However if you’re a cynical over-thinking fujoshi brimming with resentment to the genre you’ve mistakeningly dedicated your free time to, you may say the frequent use of jealousy is simply because it’s EASY WRITING!

It’s handy throw-away drama you can use in an established relationship that won’t have deeper ramifications for the relationship even if it’s on-going. You can solve this pretty easily at any given point or decide to reintroduce it despite it previously being wrapped up. You can use this almost TOTALLY regardless of either of the characters’ personalities or back stories. It’s good for a quick antagonist, or to tantalize fans with a different flavor of sexual tension. This is usually dependent on the gender of the jealousy fodder.

Ugh I’ve heard you use the term ~jealousy fodder~ like a billion times. Why do you call it that?

Because these characters rarely have anything going for them besides the fact they’re the conflict du-jour. You’d be hard pressed to learn an interest of the fodder’s outside of “TRYING TO BANG PROTAG!” and they rarely do anything else in the story besides create this shallow drama. Sometimes the jealousy drama is totally auxiliary to the main conflict of the story to boot. If you’re lucky and ONLY if you’re lucky the fodder will be shuffled into another couple. Sometimes you won’t even see this jealousy used in a love triangle way. It’s usually pretty obvious from the beginning that the protag is going to choose even if the other option is an objectively better person and choice for them.

In my years of reading BL I have only encountered 2 instances of a character being jealous and the other character ACTUALLY cheats on him. (Zetsuai Bronze and Totally Captivated.) Now people have different standards of what “cheating” is. Some goes so far as to say that “Thinking about cheating” is CHEATING. Even by that (pretty ridged standard) I would still say only the above.

Despite this low, low number, I see jealousy used in manga 80% of the time. Are you picking up what I’m putting down here? A breach of actual trust is not actually going to happen…99.99% of the time. Oh but what if the jealousy is something a character has to work through to feel less anxious? Excellent idea! I’ve seen that approach FUCKING ONCE! (Café Latte Rhapsody) So if there is no actual threat of trust breaching and it’s not something either of them has to work through on a mental or emotional level….WHAT KIND OF CONFLICT IS THAT?

NON-FUCKING-CONFLICT IS WHAT!

I’d be much more entertained by staring into my own fucking bellybutton….but faps obviously you would since you navel-gaze as if you have a gemstone there. IF I BELIEVE HARD ENOUGH I’LL BECOME I CRYSTAL GEM OKAY!?!?!?!?

Eh-hem!

But you will see jealousy commonly used in one instance of actually plot important drama. And that is the ever, important, cementing of a couple’s relationship. I call the use of jealousy in this instance:

TOY TRUCK CONSUMATION

Da fuck is that? Toy truck consummation is a character will only realize he truly cares romantically for someone because he experiences jealousy. He didn’t want that toy truck until somebody else was going to play with it. Thankfully I don’t see this often outside of high school settings. A grown-ass man who is that fucking blind to his own feelings and childish enough to throw a tantrum out of it, can fuck RIGHT OFF! ….Though honestly teenagers behaving that way is still deeply shitty.

This is not an auspicious beginning to a loving relationship, if it’s formulated over single-mindedly hating a 3rd party, a 3rd party that is typically on good-terms with the target of affection. So, a relationship we’re supposed to root for is predicated on a dude swooping in and ripping a valued person away from them for entirely selfish reasons. I wouldn’t consider it dreamy if a seme threw an uke’s beloved play station 4 out the window because it holds the ukes attention sometimes. I consider it even less dreamy when it’s something even more valued like yanno a friend. (Though of course this can happen from the uke to the seme as well.) While sometimes, this individual is romantically interested in one of our leads…I’d say a good half the time if not more…they’re not at all.

“Why are you losing your mind over someone, you’re not dating, hanging out with their friend? Even if the friend very obviously has 0 romantic or sexual interest in them? Is it because you’re an anal fungus that causes people to shit their pants for no reason? It’s probably because you’re a parasitic ass mushroom that makes people poop uncontrollably”

This, also, is pretty damn lazy. Writing someone coming to grips with a difficult emotion is hard in itself. Writers will usually use 3rd parties to help bounce information back to a struggling individual to help give them insight. And that can be used in this case as well! Interacting with another couple, talking to someone who’s an out LGBTQ person, or even just a friend or relative that can relate! However all of that is harder to pull off as melodramatically as a petty fuck-lord gut-punching a jealousy fodder out of the blue. Hoo boy sonny! We should have a parade in his honor cause golly isn’t that the way to handle your problems!

But what if the jealousy fodder was really after them?

Then I would say the story may feature the trope….

Irrational jealousy magiced into rational jealousy!

What I mean is that there is a dominant that appears to be irrationally jealous. There is no indication in the text the jealousy fodder is not on the up and up and the dominant is not privy to classified documents that make him secretly suspicious. However turns out the harmless friend, acquaintance, co-worker, boss, mail man etc is actually a heartless rapist just trying to lower the submissive’s guard.

This trope makes me foam at the mouth because not only is it cheap, cliché, and annoying but it justifies abusive behavior. It states that No matter what crazy shit that lunatic boyfriend of yours spouts he’s fucking infallible. If he tells you that the atmosphere has become poisonous to you and the only breathable air is in his testicles, you better clamp down on that cocktail wiener like a pit-bull because any damn self-serving nonsense he spews must be followed to the fucking letter. Why? Because he is a mind-reader, a genius, and a clairvoyant with flawless judgment by nature of being born a DOMINANT MAN! TA-DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!

May I just add this is not a trope specific to BL but a trope that makes me want to drink into a stupor each time I see it.

Well if you’re so fucking relationship savy, how would you handle jealousy in stories huh!?

…By actually tackling the causes of jealousy which are very rarely acknowledged in BL. As far as I can tell there are 3 major roots of jealousy.

1.) Insecurity – I am not a good enough partner so my significant other is going to drop me as soon as they find somebody better.

2.) Distrust – My partner does not respect our monogamous agreement and will sleep with other people if they can get away with it.

3.) Missing out - I feel left out if my partner is doing something without me.

I have seen all three roots play a role in fictional jealousy outbursts and they’re usually tied intimately together. However the 1st two are the keys here.

Mistrust is an interesting situation because 99% of the time the mistrust is not that the partner will sleep around given the chance. However the mistrust is shown as more of a, “I cannot trust my partner to avoid situations where they’ll be sexually assaulted.”

While this is framed as a jealousy issue at times, I don’t think it should. Why? If a character is sexually assaulted it is NOT the victims fault. But haha welcome to the 50 foot deep pit of backwards sexual politics that is BL. YOU’RE WELCOME!

Insecurity plays a large role in BL jealousy…but I have only seen it addressed directly as a failing of personal confidence once. (Café Latte Rhapsody)

Most of the time characters that are subtextualy highly insecure are portrayed as powerful and that their jealousy tantrums is just ~how strong men act~ rather than ~they obviously hate themselves and fear their partner would find someone better.~

I’ll be quite frank, a lot of the time…they’re correct the uke could do a lot better than the jerkass seme they’re saddled with. However, instead of changing their negative behavior for the better they just control the uke’s every movements which is yanno not doing the uke OR the seme any favors. Sometimes this functions realistically in a story like in Space Between where Riki is an unwilling sex slave and Iason keeps him under his thumb. However the majority of them treat this like a normal and healthy relationship…but

Wouldn’t it be better if one is not constantly wracked with fear over their partner leaving them?

Wouldn’t it be better if the other can have friends and leave the house?

I’m not saying the two can’t struggle with issues of jealousy…but I mean…can’t we treat jealousy like something they work on together instead of just,

“I can’t believe you talked to them! I DIDN’T MEAN TO!”

That sound clip? Just play it on loop

“WELP LET’S HAVE THIS SAME EXACT PISSING CONTEST FOR THE 90TH FUCKING TIME! IT’S NOT GOING TO BE DIFFERENT NEXT TIME BECAUSE WE’RE NOT GOING TO TREAT IT LIKE ADULTS WOULD!”

So the problem with jealousy as a trope in romance and BL fiction is thus:

1.) It’s toxic, doesn’t treat it as toxic, and sometimes justifies the toxicity.

2.) It’s pathetic, cliché, non-conflict

3.) It doesn’t really even understand what jealousy is.

#trouples #trouble with tropes #rant #my rant #jealousy

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justjen523 · 7 years ago

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Chapter 4

More Than Friends

Book 1 of the God’s Children Series

Alexandros/Elliana/Icarus

WARNING: This chapter contains material unsuitable for those under 18 years of age.

She led me deep enough into the water that the tips of her toes barely touched the bottom before turning to me.

“Look, over there!” She pointed to a tiny little section of land protruding out of the water near the falls. Upon it were dozens of flowers growing wildly all around. A myriad of colors rose up making it look like a scene from a painting.

“Can you even swim in the deep water?” I chastised her though I already damn well knew the answer. Without a word she gave me the “look” I can never say no to and subsequently, I sighed in frustration.

“Alright pain in my ass, hop on but don’t squirm all over or I might drop you.” Smiling excitedly, she did a little cheer before climbing onto my back. I regretted my decision immediately when I felt her naked skin pressed against my back. It was then that I realized, this woman was almost certainly trying to kill me.

As I swam toward the little island I could feel her heart speed up at the sight before her. She was genuinely excited to see a bunch of flowers. Why did she always have to be so….frick’n adorable? I set her down gently and she crawled over to the flora breathing each one in.

“Ohhh! These smell, mmm so wonderful! They are unlike anything I’ve ever come across in the Heaven’s Alex!”

“Uh-huh.”

“What?” I was smirking at her which always drove her nuts.

“This is what you made me carry your naked ass half-way across the lake for? To smell some pretty flowers….unbelievable.” She returned a smirk of her own and smartly chose not to reply. She simply went back to smelling the damn flowers. This woman. Running a hand through my hair as I shook my head she looked up at me with those long lashes that made me putty. The rest of her face was hidden behind the flower in her hand making me lose my shit. Not wanting her to see what she was doing to me, I dove into the water and swam underneath letting my head cool. When I finally resurfaced she was smiling suspiciously. Once again my Dad’s words ran through my head only this time, it actually sunk in. Ellie….she already knows damn well how I feel doesn’t she? She knows I’m in love with her.

“You…..”

“Me what?”

“Don’t play stupid, you know what.”

“I have no idea wha-“

“-how long have you known?” She stared at me convincingly for almost an entire minute before that innocent expression morphed into something else entirely.

“Alex.”

“Seriously, how long?”

“I’ve always known. Probably before you even realized it.” You’ve gotta be kiddn’ me. My Dad was right. Women are the root of all evil.

“So, all this time you mean to tell me you knew exactly how I felt yet you knowingly got naked in front of me?” She blushed, looking momentarily demure but that irrepressible fire inside came boiling to the surface quickly in its place.

“Hey, you knew it too when we came here yet you never said a word to me about it. In fact, you actually lied to me about what you discussed with my Father!”

“What?!”

“Gee Alex, do you really think I’m that stupid?” Well this was certainly a turn of events. I didn’t expect it to come to this but seeing as we are both impossibly stubborn, I decided to teach her a lesson. I made my way back toward the shore. Alone.

“U-Umm? Excuse me?” She shouted to me as I was getting out of the water.

“What? I thought you weren’t stupid, I’m sure you can figure this one out on your own, right?” The death glare. The one look you never wanted to be on the receiving end of. Thankfully for me, there was a barrier currently preventing her wrath from reaching me. At least, for the time being. I wasn’t stupid either, I knew she’d be mad, but it wouldn’t be fun if I didn’t let her sit there and cool off a bit first.

I know, I know, but Alex, can’t she just snap her fingers and transport herself back? Haha, nope. The Minister, knowing his daughter, took extra precautions to prevent her from doing anything that would cause him trouble. He temporarily removed her powers making her solely dependent on me to keep her safe. A fact she was unforgivably angry about, but that thankfully had nothing to do with me. I’m sure Zyglavis knows well how to handle his daughter. At least I hope so, for his sake.

“Okay fine, you win.”

“Oh I’m sorry, what was that? I couldn’t quite hear you.”

“I said you win asshole!” Hahaha! It wouldn’t be a complete victory if an insult wasn’t attached. Smiling smugly the entire way, I returned to the little island she was pouting on.

“Wipe that stupid grin off your face.”

“My my, aren’t we touchy.”

“Don’t push my buttons any further, I’m warning you.”

“You know, that might have actually sounded somewhat convincing…if you weren’t naked.”

“Oh that’s it!” She got to her feet in a fighting stance making me laugh.

“Pffft, bring it on cupcake.” She launched herself at me giving me everything she had. If it had been any other god, they’d have been in serious trouble. Elliana was not holding anything back. She also knew however, that my special ability as a god was unrivaled strength. For her, punching or kicking me was like punching or kicking a cement wall. Not that that stopped her, no, not one bit. She was furious with me and seeing her this angry? Well I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t sexy as all hell.

“Are you done?”

“I’m just getting started!”

“Alright well, hurry it up. I’d like to dry off before the sun sets.”

“UGH!” Oh wow….I don’t think I’ve ever seen her this truly angry. She was wailing on me like there should be nothing left and I couldn’t help myself, I did the worst possible thing in a situation like this. I laughed.

“You could at least PRETEND to fight me!”

“Would that make you feel better?” The anger growing ever hotter made me do my job and extinguish the flames. Her next swing I caught her hand in mine and firmly held it there causing all of her actions to come to a halt. When her expression showed no signs of forfeiting I did what I always did, soothed her with words. Only this time, for the first time ever, they didn’t seem to reach her. She wasn’t simply angry, I realized she was also hurt making me regret pushing things so far in the first place.

“Ellie, I’m sorry.”

“No you’re not! Not even close! You….you’re such….an asshole Alex!” Fuck, now what have I done? I made her cry.

“Yes, I am. I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to make you cry woman.”

“Ha! Like I believe you. I h-“

“-don’t. Don’t you dare ever say that to me.”

“I do. I ha-“

“-I’m warn’n you, don’t fucking say it.”

“I. Hate. You.”

“Godammit woman! I frick’n warned you!” I firmly cupped her face in my hands and pressed my lips against hers. I didn’t care what happened next, but I needed her to never say those words to me again. Not ever.

When I pulled away, her eyes were wide and she was panting. She touched her fingers to her lips still staring at me in disbelief.

“Ellie….I-“ Before I could even finish my sentence her lips were on mine, kissing me hungrily and I couldn’t help myself any longer. Her arms wrapped around my neck and I pulled her naked form against my body returning her ever deepening kisses. Our tongues touched and further fueled the sexual tension burning between us.

“More.” She breathed into my mouth as her fingers pulled their way down my chest, over my naval and hooked into my boxers.

“Ellie….a-are you sure this is what you want? You can’t take this back. Do you really wanna waste it on me?” A tender smile filled her face as she brought one hand to my cheek caressing it gently.

“Of course I’m sure. Nothing shared with you is ever a waste Alex. I love you.” Her words broke me, any remaining self-restraint evaporating the moment she said them.

“Ell, you….I…I love you so much.” With that I kissed her more slowly this time but with the same intensity. Her hands tugged at my boxers until they pooled at my ankles making me as naked as she was. She gasped a moment when she felt my erection pressed firmly against her.

“Hey, I won’t hurt you. Let’s just take this slow. Okay?” She nodded and wrapped her arms around my neck once more. We lied down among her precious flowers and as I crawled atop her the beauty of her face rendered me speechless a moment. I think I may have momentarily stopped breathing.

“Goddamn woman.”

“W-What?”

“…you are so incredibly beautiful.” She looked on the verge of tears as I buried my face in her neck, breathing her in. I loved how intoxicating this woman always smelled. As I slowly dragged my lips along her neck and jaw, my name breathily spilled from hers. My hand made its way between her legs and as soon as I caressed her she leaned into my touch. She was more than ready for me but this was our first time and I wanted to savor every moment of it.

It didn’t take long before she was grinding against my hand desperate for more. When I slid a finger inside of her she immediately stopped moving as she exhaled and tensed around my finger.

“D-Did I hurt you?”

“N-No. I was just…surprised, that’s all.” She wasn’t being completely honest. I could always tell. She was trying to put on a brave face in front of me.

“Ellie there’s no rush, we can always-“

“N-No! I’m ready. Really. Just….go really slow and stop if I say stop okay?”

“Of course. Are you sure?”

“Y-Yeah. I trust you.”

“Good.” I smiled before claiming her lips once again as I positioned myself above her. I could feel her body tremble as I slowly lowered my body against hers but the way she was kissing me said it was for all the right reasons. She hesitated a moment when she felt me press against her entrance but took a deep breath and nodded.

“Ready?”

“Y-Yeah, I’m ready.” Elliana was a virgin and for a girl I knew that this experience was a mixture of pleasure and pain. I wanted to make it as painless as possible but I quickly learned it was inevitable. I slowly pushed inside her letting her call the shots but goddamn this felt incredible. She was so hot inside I could barely contain my desire. She winced before scrunching her eyes together making me stop immediately.

“Ell am I hurting you?”

“It’s okay…just…keep going okay?”

“A-Are you sure? I don’t wanna hurt you.”

“I-I know. You’re not….really. T-This is just part of the process so…please…don’t stop.” I felt bad as I stared at the discomfort on her face but she was insistent.

“G-Go a little faster, please.” At her request I pushed a little faster and thankfully made it all the way in. Tears dripped from the corners of her eyes but she was laughing and crying at the same time. I will never understand women.

“A-Alex…I…I love you.”

“I love you too Ell, more than you will ever know.”

#scm #Star-Crossed Myth #scm fanfic #scm second generation #Elliana #Alexandros

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battleust · 7 years ago

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GOT S7E6 REVIEW ( AS I WATCHED ) BELOW :

* jorah suggesting jon will have kids ?? with whomst ,,, * i had forgotten abt gendry having leeches stuck on him , ew . * arya talkin abt her dad n then accusing sansa of helping the lannisters kill ned ??? did she not remember sansa’s screams when her father was being murdered ?? the abuse sansa is taking is gross . SHE WAS JUST A CHILD . SHE WAS SCARED OMG ARYA CHILL . even cersei didn’t think goffrey would kill ned ... the boy was sick beyond belief . * “ you wouldn’t have survived what i’ve gone through ” nooooo sansa * “ gingers are beautiful !! ” “ ah , dick !! i like it. ” “ you’re with brienne of fucking tarth ?? ” I’M DYING . THIS WHOLE CONVERSATION . * this guy with the eyepatch was brought back 6 times . i forgot abt this . * jon’s coat looks like that denim patch outfit britney spears & katy perry wore to the AMA’S . * it’s enough to defend the people that can’t defend themselves . what pures . * “ i suppose he stares at u ( dany ) longingly because he’s hoping for a war alliance !! ” “ he’s too little for me !! ” SORRY NOT EVERYONE IS 6′4″ LIKE DROGO . * when have i lost my temper ?????? lol girl . * like u are losing your temper as tyrion speaks to u about succession . * ok shots fired abt dorne & highgarden . * THIS BLIZZARD FUCK . wht is that . a polar bear ?? oh no are those spoliers coming true . it’s a wight bear . who just died ??? OMG OMG OMG . JON MY BABY NO OMG WHO IS THAT OMG . FUCK BURN THE BEAR . BURNNNNNNNN OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG WHY AREN”T THEY USING WEAPONS MADE OF DRAGON GLASS . IM SO SAD RN . * how did that sword stay on fire . who is the other guy that died im so confused i can’t see shit . * little finger: “ IDK where she got that paper !! ” u liar u lil bitch i hate u . it disgusts me that he is that close to her . he betrayed the shit of of ned . * wait what did peytr just suggest . * wights terrify me idc . if the wildling who likes brienne and dick dies , im gonna sue . * HHAHAHA THEY’RE JUST GONNA RUN IN LIKE THAT . OMG JORHA IS DYING . * BYE BYE HO YEAH FUCK U WIGHT WALKER KING DUDE . how is one alive n the rest are all dead idgi . ew lol he ripped off its skin . it’s calling to its friends i am freaking out they aren’t gonna get away with this . * here they come fuck me . u really gonna send gendry by himself without a hammer ???? u really gonna ask dancy for help first ??? U REALLY GONNA STAND ON ICE WHILE THEY ALL RUN AT YOU I AM PEEING MYSELF . * IM HAING A HEART ATTACK * no no no put him out of his misery please nooooooooooo ok they all went down . OM FUCK THEY’RE CORNERED . * poor gendry running in the show he’s never seen before . running by himself when the sun is setting . ok he’s at the wall fuck . they’re all just standing there until the water freezes ans this dead dude is just biting at his head sack . NO GENDRY GET UP BABE OMG NOOOOO . ok thank THE gods pls save him . * aw the nice guy died :(( at least he died from the cold . and they get to burn him so he doesn’t turn into a nastie . * how many wight walker kings are up there lol FIVE ??? HAHA FUCK . * me , nodding my head and sayin “whats up” to the wights staring at the boys . * brienne is smart lol . leave podrick . sansa stop u do need to be watched . StOp . why do i feel like sansa just sent brienne to her death . * ugh the dragons . babies . dany what are u wearing . ugh tyrion worrying about dany . :(((( i feel sick i know some terrible shit is about to go down :((( * oh fuck is right the hound u stupid asshole they didn’t even notice that the ground wasn’t still UNFROZEN UNTIL U THREW THE DAMNED ROCK U BITCH . * *heavy breathing* omg omg omg omg omg omg omg og omg omg omg GUYS U NEED FIRE WHAT ARE U DOING . OMG WHY AR YOUR DRAGON GLASS WEAPONS SO SMALL . NO N NO NO NO THE WILDLING . OMG JOHN . NO NO NO NOT THE WILDLING NO WATIT IS THAT THE HOUND IDK IM NOT OKAY NO NO NO NO NO IM SUING . THE WILDING IS BEING EATEN HE’S BEING DRAGGED DOWN THANK U THE HOUND U DID SOMETHING RIGHT FUCCKKKK . WORK TOGETHER BOY S !!!!! * NO WHO JUST DIED . THIS MUSIC IS SO SAD STOP I AM SO SAD * IM SHAKING . jon is looking around like this is it :’’’’’( * FUCK YEAH IM CRYING OMG I AM SOBBING DRAGONS BITCH DRAGONS * DANY BELIEVES HIM NOW . * I ALREADY KNOW a dragon dies bc i saw spoilers I dont wanna watch this . FUCKKKK THEY’RE GONNA THROW THAT SPEAR . JON U GOTTA G O JON . JON . JONNY BOY . JON . NO . THE DRAGON NOOOOOOOOOOO * IM SOBBING IM CRYING SO MUCH ............... WHICH ONE WAS THAT STOP THIS . NOT ANOTHER ONEE . JORAH JORAH OMG HOLD ON DUDE . JON JON SAVE JON PLS WHAT ABOUT JON . DANY U LEFT JON . * JON OMG THANK FUCK . let it bw known that i love jon snow . no stop don’t u turn around u mother fuckers . U DEAD ASS MOTHER FUCKS . * he’s so cold my poor baby :( IS THAT BENJEN . YEAHHHHHHH BENJEN . * ugh benjen is gonna die :( how much pain u gotta put jon snow through !!!! APPARENTLY TONS . * the dragons are sad : (( what is dany waiting for does she think jon is gonna come around ??? :))))) WHY AM I SUDDENLY HAPPY THAT DANY CARES ABOUT JON THEY’RE AUNT N NEPHEW UGH * she saw the scars from when the north treated him like julius ceasar . NOW SHE KNOW HE REALLY DID GET STABBED IN THE HEART . * sansa found arya’s faces . is she threatening HER OWN FUCKIN SISTER . “ MY FACES ” U PSYCHO LEAVE SANSA ALONE . * WHY IN JON’S NAM E IS SHE BEING SUCH A FREAK . * this situation sickens and pains me to watch . SHE’S PICKING UP A KNIFE TO THREATEN HER SISTER FUCK THIS . FUCK THAT . WHAT IS ..... ....... i’m furious . * surprise , it’s dany at your bedside . HE IS SAYING SORRY FOR HER DRAGON . THEY’RE HOLDING HANDS . HE’S SAYING HE WISHES THEY’D NEVER GONE . why are u telling jon that the only children ... “we’ll do it together” DANY HE CALLED HER DANY . HE’S GONNA BEND THE FUCKIN KNEE . YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHE TAKES HIS HAND BACK FUCK YEAH . * SHE’S CRYING BECAUSE SHE TRUSTS IN JON AND HIS PEOPLE AND KNOWS HE DIED FOR THEM AND HOW GOOD HE IS UGH . * “ he’s too small for me ” my ass . * i knew this part was coming too . they’re gonna make that dragon a whight . WHAT IF the dragon becomes a wight and its siblings don’t attack it ?? THIS ISN’T GOOD . * i need the next episode now goodbye . i have died . this episode was so fucking good . best show .

#got spoilers

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randxmthxughts · 7 years ago

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At the end of the day, it’s MY song

AU w/ Shawn Mendes

Genre: Some angst, some fluff

Word count: 1512

Short description: Yourself and Andrew have a little fight with Shawn because he wants to announce that his new song is about you.

Author’s note: I threw a few pun/references there, haha. Hope you’ll like this one, I think it’s too cheesy though.

(the gif has nothing to do with the text, I just love it)

“Can I tell them?” Shawn looks at me already knowing the answer.

I swear, this boy will drive me, Andrew and everybody else in his team crazy one day.

“Absolutely, no,” I reply crossing my arms.

“Andrew, can I tell them?” he turns his head to his manager sitting next to him on the couch.

“You’ve heard her," Andrew shrugs his shoulders.

“I swear to God,” Shawn rolls his eyes and looks back at me “Can I tell them? Just say yes.”

“No,” I reply one more time.

“Babe,” he looks at me begging with his eyes.

“She already told you, Shawn,” Andrew cuts in.

“Ugh, for God’s sake! Why am I even listening to you two? I can do whatever I want to, at the end of the day it is MY song.” Shawn steams up raising from the couch and starts to walk in circles.

“Yeah, but your song is about her," Andrew adds up, and Shawn stops for a second to give him the most annoyed look.

“Thus, I get to say a word in this decision. And I am saying no." I also stand up walking up to him.

“Why don’t you let me just tell them? Don’t you like the song?” he looks at me with a confused expression on his face.

“No, Shawn, it’s not about…” I start, but he interrupts me.

“Be honest. Don’t you like the song? Or don’t you like the lyrics? Maybe some of the lines” he says and pauses waiting for my answer.

“I love the song” I breath out and see a wave of relief appearing on his face, “but I don’t want anyone to know it’s about me.”

“What do you mean? People already know we’re dating, what’s to hide?” he raises his eyebrows a little.

“It won’t end up good, Shawn,” I say quietly looking down at my feet.

“I don’t get it” he waits for my reply, but I remain silent, so he turns his head to Andrew, who’s on his phone, and continues “can anybody explain to me what’s happening?”

“She’s right, Shawn,” Andrew says without even looking at Shawn, focused on the screen, “Whatever you might say it’s gonna make your fans go crazy. The press also likes to provoke them even more by writing the most insane articles. They will end up writing something and make the situation go out of hand.”

“What? No.” he narrows his eyebrows and quickly turns to me to see my reaction. I nod in agreement with Andrew’s words, and slightly annoyed, Shawn looks back at Andrew.

“It was hard to settle them down when the rumors of you two dating first came up. The press was quicker; we didn’t even get a chance to prepare your fans. They were offended they didn’t found out it directly from you. You absolutely know why she received too much attention that time. If we can call that "attention"... Nobody liked it” Andrew says and finally puts his phone back into his pocket to look up at Shawn.

“No, no.” he refuses to agree “this time will be different. Everybody already knows about us, what’s the point of not telling them that I wrote a song about her?”

I shake my hand disappointed that he still doesn’t get it.

“You’re a dumbass, Shawn” I take a turn in the conversation not letting Andrew speak.

“What do you mean?” he storms off looking back at me, crossing his arms over his chest.

“I mean that they wouldn’t want to hear that a song like that is written about me. Just imagine this situation if you just find out that your favorite artist whom you have admired and think of as an honest, talented person doesn’t trust you, his fan, enough to tell you about his girlfriend. Then imagine that when you finally start to get used to this thought, out of nowhere comes out a song about him confessing his feelings to her. And it’s not like the song is just about something light but has such a deep lyrics. Shawn, this song is not just a catchy melody with dumb words.”

“Yeah, but the fans already settled down. They are used to the thought of me not being single anymore.”

“Don’t be so quick, Shawn” Andrew speaks up “Only a month passed by. Many are still upset. We cannot release a song like that with a big announcement you wanna make right now. It’s a love confession song, and it is an excellent song. We can’t make it work if you’re gonna jump in with announcements. Gonna sound like you’re faking it. I don’t think they will like that.”

Shawn remains silent for a few seconds proceeding Andrew’s words. By the look in his eyes, I can tell that he starts to realize what we were telling him for the past two days.

“Okay, I get it.” he nods admitting his defeat.

“Thank God” Andrew, and I let out a sigh of relief.

“Just tell me when?” Shawn asks immediately.

“When what?” I reply confused and look at Andrew who has the same confused expression on his face as I do.

“When can I tell them that the song is actually about my current relationships, not imaginary ones,” he says with a sarcastic tone.

I sigh and return to the armchair I was sitting in. Andrew thinks for a few seconds before giving him an answer.

“When the album comes out.”

“What? No. It is too far from the song’s release date.”

“By the time the album comes out your relationships will be more public, and people will get used to it. Besides, you’ll have to give interviews for promo anyway; you might as well tell them that the song is about her” he looks at me and then continues “it’s gonna bring more attention to the album. Which is good for-”

“I am not doing this for promo, Andrew” Shawn cuts him.

“I know, Shawn, but that’s the best time. Everyone could benefit. We just need to wait for a few more months.”

“For God’s Sake-”

“Shawn, it’s fine” I interrupt him and grab his attention back, “I know that you only have good intentions, and I love the song. But you cannot always do whatever is on your mind.”

“But I wanna tell them now. I don’t care if it’s gonna bring more attention to the album if I tell them a few months later. I don’t care if anybody will get mad, I wanna tell everybody that I love you and I wanna share my song” he storms off again.

We remain silent for a bit until calms down a little and bites his cheek not breaking the eye contact with me.

“Honey, but your career and fans also matter, and you gotta include that too. Just let’s wait, okay?” I slightly nod to reassure him in the newly-settling thought in his mind.

“Okay, I’ll wait, babe,” he breathes out, and a smile appears on my face.

“And it only took us 40 hours to get you to agree, God, I love my job so much,” Andrew sighs getting up from the couch and walking to the doorway past Shawn.

Shawn jokingly hits him in the arm and Andrew just sighs one more time. I could feel how annoyed he was, but he also was happy that we won over Shawn. It was hard to make this Canadian dumbass understand the complicated things unavailable to his mind, but we somehow succeeded. I knew that he wanted to tell everybody that the song was about me. He was proud of it, to be honest, the song made me tear up. It was great, what’s to hide? However, he has thrown some serious words in there. Words like “I love you” and “I’ll never get over it if you break my heart.”

“Now, come here,” I say opening my arms to him.

Shawn quickly walks over to me and sits down on his knees right in front of my armchair.

“You know, that I wrote the song absolutely truthfully, right?” he says.

“I know, I love you too, Shawn” I smile at him.

“You do?” he asks “in the beginning I thought I was coming at you too strong and that is why you didn’t want me to tell them that song is about you and-”

“I love you, Shawn” I repeat one more time.

He looks at me with the most loving eyes and makes my heart beat twice as harder. I cannot help myself but hold him for a few seconds before leaning back to see his beautiful face one more time. I think about the song for a bit, and the idea that he meant every single word in that lyrics makes me a little dizzy. I still don’t get how I managed to make this boy love me.

“God, you’re gorgeous” he breathes out as if answering my question, and his face lightens up with a big smile showing off his white teeth. I’m a lucky girl.

MASTERLIST

My recent works:

“I’m not mad, I’m furious”

“We’re keeping it”

“Babe, you’re bleeding”

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