#uggggghhh!
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Why did Bojan caress his face so tenderly....
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Does anyone get like secondhand embarrassment from reading fanfiction? I was just reading a Steddie fic where Steve was asking Eddie out, and I had to pause like:
What if he says no???
Then I was like:
Bitch, you're not one the asking him out. Chill.
#stranger things#eddie munson#joseph quinn#stranger things s4#eddie stranger things#eddie munson lives#steve harrington#steddie#steve x eddie#steve harrington x eddie munson#uggggghhh
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I don't believe liking immoral and downright evil characters says anything about you as a person, but I think acting like this definitely does.
"The HH fanbase will defend Valentinoto the moon and back" this and "Val is praised by a majority of the fandom" that, except said majority of the fandom fucking HATES that moth and fans have been harassed, had their art scribbled on to "fix" it, repeatedly called "rapist apologists" and "abuse romanticisers", get questioned or accused about condoning him irl, received graphic death/rape threats and are in general mistreated by the fandom. A Val cosplayer was mistreated and had a gun pulled on them IN REAL LIFE not even a year ago. Even the VA got repeatedly asked or assumed to be like the character he plays because "why else would he want to voice a rapist??" and told they deserve for choosing that role (fucking WILD btw). People that like Valentino as a character are the minority of the fandom, and even there NO ONE defends him. We all realise he's a disgusting individual whose actions shouldn't be defended in any capacity. What kinda bullshit lie is that?
I'm also in the Mouthwashing fandom, and it too has a bunch of issues. Infantilising Curly and minimising his actions, making Swansea to be better than he actually is and ignoring that he knew of the SA, people still debating or not realising that Jimmy raped Anya in the first place, shipping Jimmy and Curly (which isn't even a bad thing or a real problem but this person would see it that way), ect. But sure, conveniently don't bring that up. Anything for the Hazbin Hotel hate, right 💀
These next comments especially piss me off (nevermind how they're talking about an abuse survivor which is gross already). This might be a hot take and I don't care if that's the case, but I think people refusing to call Jimmy by name and excluding him from the cast is not show of a "good" fandom, actually. Jimmy has a lot more to him besides being a rapist. Rape culture, toxic masculinity, capitalistic exploitation, misogyny, male dominance-- there's sooo much more to explore and discuss about his character besides him being a rapist. And he's an incredibly disturbing character in a fucking horror game. If you can only refer to him by some stupid nickname (which takes away the seriousness of his character imo), ignore the significance of his role and themes in the story and the rest of his character and reduce him to a single trait that's BAD. That's not a good thing, and in fact, probably makes you worse than the people that do like his character because they can at least separate fiction and reality and not scrap well written disturbing characters for the sake of "comfort" or moral standing (again, in a horror game of all things). People shouldn't feel bad for liking Jimmy because he's a very good character, and ignoring that completely and acting like there aren't people who could like him... kinda sucks?
Moving over, Valentino is not and has NEVER been portrayed in a positive light in the show. I can't wrap my head around people that genuinely think that. Whenever I hear people say that the arguments I always see are "he shouldn't be attractive" and "he's just a cartoon villain" and "he acts silly and quirky even tho he's a rapist" among other things, and I don't think these people realise they're spouting eugenics bullshit and demonstrating that they don't know anything about his character simultaneously. No, Valentino isn't a "positive" portrayal of a rapist because he's attractive (way to tie morality to appearance btw). No, Valentino isn't a positive portrayal of a rapist because he acts goofy and funny and silly. Those traits are intentional and important to his character. Val is the Overlord of lust and depravity, hell's most famous pimp. His beauty is how he lures in unsuspecting sinners, and his personality is how he gains their trust and gets them to sell their souls for him to exploit (notice how Angel signed his soul away willingly). He's supposed to be appealing. He's supposed to be charming. He's entire persona is meant to be disarming. If he were like Jimmy or just a one-note unlikeable guy, his position in the show and his relationships with the characters wouldn't make sense, so he isn't. That doesn't make him a more positive portrayal or anything, it just means he's more fleshed out and written more complex than you want him to be. He's a very real depiction of an abuser, of their two-faced nature and how being attractive and charming to others doesn't make you less of an abusive monster to someone else. For context, I have been abused by someone extremely similar to Val, so his depiction feels very real to me and it's extremely tiring seeing a bunch of assholes who have probably not even seen the show or have been abused act like he's "romanticised" or "unrealistic" or "bad" simply because he was written by Vivziepop (who's ALSO an SA survivor like what is wrong with you 💀).
This is a broader point and not entirely related to this specific case, but we don't give people shit like this over people liking murderers and serial killers-- acting like all a sudden liking a rapist character says something negative about their writing or about the people that like them is INCREDIBLY stupid. People don't talk like this about Alastor and Vox-- who are both VERY despicable people. Both of them are also abusers among other horrible things, but they're not (or at least Alastor isn't) rapists so they're "not as bad". This is a sentiment I see all the time in both the fandom and hatedom whenever Valentino discourse comes back up, and this line of logic that rapists are a unique evil that can't be liked as characters in fiction but murderers and cannibals and serial killers are totally Ok is so dangerous and backwards. Liking evil characters says nothing about you as a person aside from the fact that you're a freak in the fun way. Liking evil characters but then going after others who do as well because you consider their character "too evil" and watering down the crimes of yours to justify liking them says a lot about you tho. Saying that the characters you like says something negative you in general does too.
We seriously need to stop bringing morality into fiction and saying that "normal" people wouldn't like certain immoral characters. We need to stop ostracising people for their "problematic" ships, proudly brag about ostracising them and justify it by calling them "weirdos". We need to stop saying villains are "badly written" because they're not written how YOU want them to be written, regardless of whether or not that opinion is valid (which in this case it isn't). We need to stop putting fandoms in some weird competition with each other about how characters are written and spit on people who actually enjoy them, are comforted by them or felt seen by them (gestures at the whole Angel dust situation barely a week ago). And honestly we need to stop giving attention to people like this, who spread a false narrative and kick others down for being fans of a media they don't like or know squat about for whatever reason. Who spread lies about the media or fandom in question in way that's blatantly in bad faith.
This crappy post is sitting a 17k while I'm typing this. The way people can just say ANYTHING about Hazbin Hotel and its fandom-- doesn't matter if it's valid or true or if they watched the show or know anything about the fandom at all, it just has to be negative-- and others will eat it up no questions asked needs to be studied at this point. We saw that in the months the show first aired. We saw that with the Angel Dust video. We're seeing this again here. I don't think we should be harassing anybody over fiction and in general (and needless to say don't harass any of these people) but calling out bad actors who pull shit like this more often and making it uncool to shittalk Hazbin Hotel and its fandom (and any fandom from unapologetically dark media where the people deal with enough bullshit already) for no reason and in bad faith is a change I'd be down with. Like, wash your mouth of its name and disappear into the shadow realm, goddamnit.
#hazbin hotel#mouthwashing#hazbin hotel valentino#jimmy mouthwashing#hazbin hotel angel dust#fandom discourse#fandom discussion#head in my fucking hands#on that note this is the straw that breaks the camel's back for me i'm going private and then on a blocking spree again#i'm so sick of seeing these people whenever their posts blow up like go away and stay gone#“hh fans defend val” “angel dust is bad rep” “the rape is just a fetish” shut the FUCK up oh my god just shut up all of you 💀#i'm so sick and tired of seeing that all the time if you can't fucking read for shit then say so stop making stuff up#i'm sorry for being so harsh kinda but i've seen 1000 too many people repeating that stupid drivel#what upsets me even more is that almost every val fan i've encountered is an abuse survivor themselves and they already treated so horribly#so seeing people who aren't even in the fandom lie that they “defend” his actions and making it easier to be shitty to them is... uggggghhh#ugh it's so gross and i hate how people just agree with them because it's hazbin hotel specifically like uugghh#i woke up to this my page and my tired ass felt petty enough to write this down as a response cuz actually fuck that noise#especially seeing the comments on that post like god i know i should love my neighbour but said neighbours are making it so difficult#does any of this even make sense i wrote this on the fly without planning it beforehand#whatever i'm really tired so pardon any grammar mistake i'll get them later maybe#momento rambles
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lowkey still crying about this kaishin fanart ;-;
#teto-sama i love you sm ;-;#im sorry i keep camping on your replies but i cant stop the replies to spilling out your art just evokes so much feral emotion in me#;-;#i love kaishin sm ueeeeee#look at kaito's happy smile!!!!!#and shinichi giving him the softest and fondest look UGGGGGHHH#im gon cry shut up i love kaishin sm#dc prattles
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I'm sorry the fucking soda joint is playing "It's Not Unusual" has me dying.
#foxyreacts to dead boy detectives#yeah actually thats too long#frdbd#that's gross#uggggghhh#foxyreacts to dbd#so much has happened in the time it took to write these tags jfc
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just finished the first 2 chapters of my His Choice Laurance version fic
(i’m sobbing)
Edit: THEYRE UP MWAHAHAH
#pls i am not well#I WROTE IT#and it’s still making me emotional#UGGGGGHHH#aphmau#minecraft diaries#mcd#aphmau fandom#i don’t support aphmau#minecraft diaries aphmau#mcd aphmau#aphmau mcyt#mcyt#aphblr#aphverse#laurance zvahl#laurence zvahl#aphmau laurence#aphmau laurance#aphmau fanfic#mcd au#mcd rewrite#aphmau au#aphmau rewrite#mcd laurance
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why does everyone in this house act like im completely unaware of my surroundings. ‘ your waters boiling’ I FUCKING KNOW I CAN HEAR IT
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guhhh
#feel like shit#Have to go eat some stupid food so I can take my stupid meds for my stupid ear infection without throwing up#Then I should probably clean my room because it's becoming a bit of a depression den#uggggghhh#I need to find a therapist#Like one who actually has spots open that aren't in the middle of when I'm working#Why is it so hard to not kill yourself
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the stuff ppl do to fem Mahito should be studied. everyone hates him but all the men think the schoolgirl Mahito is sooooo fuckable. Coincidentally schoolgirl Mahito is reduced down to extremely stereotypically button nosed anime girl with tight clothes and none of Mahito’s facial features. you guys know he keeps his facial features in that juju stroll right?? and of course his scars being skimmed down to be less noticeable and his whole face and body being changed to be more stereotypical attractive,,, death. death. Death penalty
#let him keep his chin and jawline#let him keep his nose and eyebrows#sobs#uggggghhh#that is NOT mahito atp#he’s only recognizable in those arts because of the stitches!!#mappa wasn’t afraid to draw girl mahitoe with weird evil faces…#you should be not afraid too.#kat meows#jjk
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I’ve had such a rough week I can’t tell if having a hard time concentrating/expressing my thoughts into words had to do with not being able to mask effectively like other days or if it’s the other way around
#either way I felt incompetent and bad at my job this week but at least school work days are over till the next one uggggghhh#I don’t feel like babysitting tomorrow I just need a full day of complete isolation
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Gosh I've missed the regular suspense of doing COVID tests. Oh no wait, I hate it.
#day 3 of the plague house here#second night on the couch while mr this isolates#uggggghhh i hate this#negative yay
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@hismentor said: holds out a peach towards him. “ want one ? “
He stares at it silently... eventually taking it... " ... Y'know they're not my favorite.. "
#✘ — lets see how fast you can run! ( ic. )#✘ — stick around ‘cause i’m about to show you. ( inbox. )#✘ — this is life until death. ( main verse. )#hismentor#uggggghhh
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HERE I GO I'M DOING MY JOB. just gonna Do My Work now guys. don't mind me just working on my job. doing things at my work.
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TRANSportation
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I have to go on to work at 3am tomorrow and then I have to go to church after and I'm being sososo brave about it
#uggggghhh. it's fine#like genuinely it's fine it just also sucks a little#the 3am is normal. that's when our trucks come. it's just usually on a monday#and we actually go back down to 1 truck a week this week instead of the 2 we've had for the last couple months because of seasonal load#so that's good!#and I have thursday off so it's not like I'm working extra#it's just fucking up my schedule :( and I don't wanna :(#but it's fine! it's fine!#I will continue to be brave about it and I will not give into dramatic despair and I will get through tomorrow and then it will be done!!!
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