#u sent this in so long ago

[crossbackpoke-check]

blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)

"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie

[radioroxx]

I saw your kerdly mini-comic thingy and I adored it and I humbly ask for more pretty please

everyone say good job berdly (he wants to interrupt sooo bad. but hes being sooo good)

[crushedsweets]

Could you do more doodles of Toby before the crash? LOL idk why I love that concept sm (Also I love ur art, I eat that shit up everytime U post 🙌🏻)

can u just imagine what things could’ve been like for them.

[silusvesuius]

WHAT IS UR INSPIRATION FOR COLORS .............. do u have any specific things you focus on while coloring or is it a fuck around and find out kind of deal. im never NOT in awe of your beautiful and interesting color combos when your art comes on my dash, SO SO COOL!! thank you sm

thank you Too, i appreciate it 🧡💗 this is what i could squeeze out of my brain at the moment, as usual, general understanding of color theory really helps. now it seems i only operate on 'i like these colors' so i don't think i follow actual logic when coloring, but maybe you'll see it, i don't though. my color choices will probably change sooner or later so we'll see what happens. also talked abt colors back in june in dis post so maybe it'll be useful as well

helpful (?) autopsy performed on my art

[starheirxero]

WE WERE RIGHT- WE WERE FUCKING RIGHT- THEY HEARED OUR PLEADS-

SOLAR WOULD'VE COME BACK WRONG- HE WOULD'VE COME BACK NOTHING MORE THAN A SHELL OF HIMSELF-

EVEN THOUGH HE LOOKS LIKE SOLAR, HE STILL WOULD'VE BEEN BLOODMOON UNDERNEATH IT ALL!!

EVEN MORE SO, HE WOULD'VE BEEN MORE LIKE THE ORIGINAL, WHO DEPENDED ON BLOOD TO LIVE- WHO NEEDED THIS-

HE WOULD'VE BEEN MORE BLOODMOON THAN V2 BLOODMOON THEMSELVES!!!

I AM GOING INSANE/POS-

This entire situation is so raw!!!

He would've been nothing more than a ghost. A ghost of someone long past, longer than himself-

And he would've been hungry. So unbearably hungry. It would've eaten him up inside, until eventually, he would've snapped. Until he would realize, he isn't Solar anymore, not really. Maybe he never was to begin with.

The way he screams at Nexus, demanding to know, why he brought him back, as his voice twists into that of the bloodied demon-

G O D THIS IS EVERYTHING!!!

And his words!

Nexus was so focused on bringing one brother back to life, on saving who he couldn't save, that he pushed his family away.

Too focused on his mistakes, too focused on fixing them, that he didn't know what he lost, until it slipped right through his fingers.

It didn't just cost him one, but two brothers!

And he didn't even cry. He didn't scream for Sun the same way he screamed for Solar. He didn't fall to his knees, begging him to wake up, grief in his voice.

Instead, he was just angry. Furious, even. Yet, not in the same way.

His anger towards Solar wasn't this raw thing, that threatened to burst. Not like it was with Ruin.

It felt more like anger at his failure, more than anything else. Instead of crying for his brother, of checking if maybe, just maybe, he's alive, he used that time to justify himself to the monster in his lost one's skin.

And he simply kills him, less anger felt and more frustrated than anything else.

He has already lost his grip, his care. Whatever has turned him into who he is now, is already there, just not as prominent, not as bloodthirsty.

OH GOD, I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS- I AM ABOUT TO BURST!!!

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH, ACTUALLY!!!

-Stardust

I'M SO LATE 2 THIS BUT YESYEHSYEHAYAHSHAHHA!!!!!!!!

THIS IS THEE MOST STRIKING "CAME BACK WRONG" SCENARIO ON TSAMS YET AND YEUAYAYAGS HE WOULDA BEEN MORE BLOODMOON THAN V2 BLOODMOON LITERALLY!!!!!!

Yesyesyes I am nodding SO FURIOUSLY AND EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID!!! Everything Solar said made my heart squeeze because of just how we never heard those sorts of tones from ever before and Nexus being honestly more ashamed or embarrassed that it all went wrong instead of grieving the loss of his two brothers..... it's just SO. ITS SO AUAGAJAGAJSHSHD

IT'S SO INHERENTLY TRAGIC ALL AROUND. THERE WAS NO OTHER WAY FOR IT TO END THE MOMENT NEXUS'S PLAN SUCCEEDED. THEY WERE FUCKINF DOOMED AAUAUAAGGGGHHHHHHH

[icewindandboringhorror]

I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

[myokk]

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SENT ME AN MC ASK🥹🫶

I have zero chill when it comes to these things and with a lot of them I read the prompt and I was like😳 ummmmm let me think of this…🤔 I KNOW the answers but sometimes hard to put it into words bc my brain gets scrambled up lots of times switching between languages so much😆 PLUS I WANT TO DO LITTLE SKETCHES WITH THEM💘

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

oughhhhhhhhh i’m reading the knight!sugu fic again……………………………. maybe . i’ve already hit my peak

[ilonacho]

glanced at my inbox and i am. so sorry

[jrueships]

guess whos not going in at all this week, actually

[heeleryuta]

tears in my eyes

[itsalwaysdark]

i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms

[eebie]

Who is this mysterious woman

[inhidingxoxo3637]

Dilf of the century

[fuckmeyer]

OKAY so I’m re-reading your fics for the idk what time, and also scrolling through your blog, and you dvd commentary here caught my attention: “he's able to rationalize that he can't keep Bella, but the more he falls in love with her, the less he wants to stand by his assertion that there is an end to all things.” Which makes me think of their whole discussion on love and whether it dies, exists beyond death, etc! Pleaseee the hints the foreshadowing help 😭😭😭

[reference]

first of all: THANK YOU for reading!!! and especially for reaching out :)

second: this ask made me viscerally feral. that's it. that's the post. i don't even know what to say to this ask without getting all up in spoiler territory. STEPHENIE MEYER THIS IS WHAT CHARACTER GROWTH LOOKS LIKE!!!!!!!!

[hexados-on-a-string]

favourite thing rn is to look at my past Musical mistakes and also taste in music and project them onto characters. for example:

spectra absolutely needed to be told the electra heart album was satire as a teenager rather than as an adult. gus and alice are avid will wood listeners no im not elaborating. dan has exclusively listened to planet of the bass unironically for a whole week. ace's entire playlist is mitchie m and it clashes with their vibe so bad. runo refused to listen to vocaloid but then listened to ohedo julia night and now her entire playlist is vocaloid and she can't live it down. jesse has tried to sing both christine's and erik's parts of phantom of the opera and lost his voice for a week, this has happened at least twice and if he is not stopped it will happen again. zenet's playlist could kill a man. so could shadow prove's tbh. julie's entire playlist is just songs from the barbie movie and shun and her know the entire choreography to dance the night. baron listens to kirby music exclusively.