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the-nameless-dude · 9 months ago
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I love their relationship like. I'm sure at one point they would be besties. Just look at them
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batvillainz · 6 months ago
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I genuinely can't believe we're still doing the transmisandry/transandwhatever thing it's so on the face reactionary. If you remove "trans" from your post and it sounds like MRA talking points you should like. Reconsider if that's the kind of guy you want to be. And also piss glass.
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lvnleah · 1 month ago
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Hey!! Saw ur open for RQs just wondering Would u fancy writing this request?
Leah and y/n ended their relashionship a year ago when the transfers window came in which caused reader to go abroad but yknow previously playing for arsenal y/n was also really close freinds with Alex Scott and got the invite to her party on New Year’s Eve which led to a very nauseating moment when reader came face to face with Leah haven’t not seen her in such a long time but the more drinks that were being handed around the more it made Leah brave enough and finally gave Leah the courage to pull you away from your group of freinds up to the top of the balcony terrace where you both have a teary eyed heart to heart conversation followed by a kiss full of emotion and the promise of a fresh beginning xx
back to you | leah williamson.
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The music was loud, the drinks were flowing, and the atmosphere at Alex Scott’s New Year’s Eve party was everything you’d hoped for—until it wasn’t.
You hadn’t been back in London for more than a week, and even though you knew the risks of running into Leah at Alex’s party, you’d convinced yourself it would be fine. But the moment you saw her across the room, all the air left your lungs.
She looked just like you remembered—sharp in a tailored suit, her blonde hair tied back loosely, and her signature smirk that made your chest ache. For a moment, her eyes met yours, and the smirk faltered, replaced by something softer, almost hesitant. You quickly turned away, gripping your glass tighter.
“Are you alright?” Alex asked, nudging you playfully.
“Yeah,” you said, forcing a smile. “Just tired.”
You spent most of the night avoiding her, sticking close to Alex and a few familiar faces. But Leah seemed to be everywhere—her laugh carrying over the music, her presence in every corner of the room. And with each drink that passed, your carefully built composure started to crack.
When you glanced over your shoulder and saw Leah approaching, your heart dropped.
“Y/N,” she said softly, her voice almost drowned out by the music.
You turned, bracing yourself. “Leah.”
She looked at you for a long moment, her hands stuffed into her pockets. “Can we talk?”
“Now?” you asked, glancing at the group of friends you’d been chatting with.
“Please,” she said, her voice almost pleading.
You hesitated but eventually nodded, following her up a narrow staircase to the terrace. The cold night air hit you immediately, a sharp contrast to the warmth of the party below. Leah leaned on the railing, staring out at the city lights, and you joined her, leaving a careful amount of space between you.
Neither of you spoke for a moment, the distant sound of fireworks filling the silence.
“I didn’t think you’d come,” Leah said finally, her voice barely above a whisper.
“Alex invited me,” you replied, your tone guarded.
She nodded, running a hand through her hair. “I… I didn’t know if I’d ever see you again.”
You swallowed hard, your chest tightening. “That was kind of the point, wasn’t it? We broke up because I went abroad, Leah. You stayed here. That was the deal.”
Her head dropped, and when she turned to look at you, her eyes were glassy. “I know, but… I thought it’d get easier. That I’d move on, or you would, and we’d both be fine. But I’m not fine, Y/N. I haven’t been fine since the day you left.”
Your breath hitched, and you looked away, blinking back tears. “Leah, don’t do this. It’s been a year. We’ve both…” You trailed off, unable to finish the sentence.
“Have we?” she asked, her voice breaking slightly. “Because I haven’t. I still think about you every single day. And seeing you tonight—” She paused, wiping at her eyes. “It made me realize I can’t keep pretending I’m okay without you.”
You closed your eyes, the weight of her words crashing over you. “You think I don’t miss you? That it wasn’t the hardest thing I’ve ever done to leave? But we made that choice for a reason, Leah. We were chasing different things.”
“I don’t care about that anymore,” she said, stepping closer. “I’d give it all up if it meant having you back.”
Your resolve cracked, a tear slipping down your cheek. “Don’t say things like that. You don’t mean it.”
“I do,” she insisted, her voice steady despite the emotion in her eyes. “I love you, Y/N. I never stopped.”
The fireworks started in the distance, lighting up the sky, but all you could focus on was Leah—the raw honesty in her expression, the way her hands trembled slightly as she reached for you.
“I don’t know if we can fix this,” you whispered, your voice shaking.
“We can,” she said, her tone filled with quiet determination. “If you’re willing to try, I’ll do whatever it takes.”
You stared at her for a long moment before finally letting out a shaky breath. “I missed you so much,” you admitted, your voice breaking.
Her face crumpled, and she closed the distance between you, pulling you into a tight embrace. The moment her arms wrapped around you, the dam broke, and you clung to her as tears streamed down your face.
When you finally pulled back, her hands cupped your face, her thumbs gently brushing away your tears. She leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull away, but you didn’t. When her lips met yours, it was soft but filled with the kind of emotion that only came from heartbreak and longing.
As you pulled apart, she rested her forehead against yours, her breath warm against your skin. “This can be our fresh start,” she murmured.
“Okay,” you whispered, your heart pounding as the fireworks continued to explode in the sky above. “Let’s try.”
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petew21-blog · 9 months ago
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Family fun
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"Hi, I'm Simon and I'm an alcoholic." Haha. I'm just kidding. I'm just a normal nineteen year old kid still living with his widowed father and his three brothers. Today I was suppose to go on a trip with my 4 friends - Michael, Nathan, Daniel and Connor. I was ready to leave, but suddenly my - always happy and kind dad - started screaming about me not doing enough for our family, not doing chores and he banned me to go on the trip. I texted my friends, but only Connor replied:"Better luck next time. C ya". Then my dad even took my phone from me. I have no idea what I have done, but I didn't question him right now. Maybe later when he cools off.
My brother Alex came downstairs and offered me to go with him to the store. He acted different. I can't tell why, but he kept teasing me, which he usually doesn't. He is the quiet one.
We got into the store. I went to get some vegetable and when I got back to him. He was standing there completely naked
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"What the hell are you doing?"
"Hurry. Give my some clothes!!! I lost them!"
"How can you just loose your clothes you're wearing?!?"
"Doesn't matter. Give me something."
I gave him my jeans, my shirt, leaving me only with my socks, sweatshirt in my hand and my boxers. He put on the rest and then laughed as he took the sweatshirt from my hands and ran away.
I was standing in a storeonly in my underwear. How embarassing. Alex was standing outside of the store with a phone in his hand already recording and laughing
"What the hell is wrong with you today?"
"Haha. Nothing. Just... enjoying life."
We returned back home. Alex went to show my other two brothers how he humiliated me. I went upstairs to find my father in my bathroom completely naked. He held my phone in his hands and tried to take a nude.
"DAD! What are you doing?!"
He wasn't even shocked and kept trying to get a good photo.
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"Oh hey, I was going through your phone and I found this Grindr app where most of the profiles had pictures like this. I thought that maybe it is a dating website and I might have a chance. Maybe I'll find someone there."
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING
"Dad, please. Go away. And don't install that app. I'll explain that to you later."
He checked himself out again and then winked at me
"Don't act like this isn't the dick that made you. You owe me for that, you know"
Has everyone gone crazy this morning or what the fuck is happening?
I went downstairs, ready for some more weird stuff. But fortunately my two brothers - Joe and Kyle fought. Thank god. The most normal thing in our family that could be happening right now. I sat outside on the porch just briefly watching them fight.
But suddenly the fight turned into this
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They made out passionately as many couples in love do. But THEY ARE MY BROTHERS!!!
"STOP! SOMEBODY EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!!!"
All four of the stared at each other back and forth. My dad was the first one who started laughing, then the rest did too.
"What's so funny? Have you all lost your mind?"
"Oh come ooooon. It's just a prank, BRO" said my father
"Besides, would your brother that you secretly have a crush on let you do this?" Alex came to me and placed my hand on his abs, just going up and down and finally going down.
"How... Connor?"
"BINGO! You figured it out. We swapped bodies with everyone in your family just to mess with you. We discovered we could do that last night when we arrived at the campsite, but we decided to surprise you. So, what do you think?"
"Wait. What about my dad and my brothers? Where are they?"
"In the campsite hopefully. But they keep calling your phone, so that's why we took it from you. Seems like we might have some explaining to do. So, until we give these bodies back and might never use them again?" All four of them smiled.
I couldn't believe how perverted my freinds are. And I couldn't believe I didn't really protest.
A story from the inbox: Hello! I love your stories😍😍😍 can u write a story about some friends are doing prank by body swapping with his male family members?
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dronebiscuitbat · 4 months ago
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Give me a Reason: Chapter 19 - "Best Freind"
N: U sure ur okay?
Uzi sighed as she crashed into her mattress, body feeling sore and head full of cotton balls. Tessa had just pulled out of the driveway and N was already texting her.
She wasn't sure when they'd actually become friends, maybe somewhere between ghost hunting and getting kicked in the gut she'd somehow made that connection. But she was absolutely not used to someone being this worried.
He'd incessantly asked what had happened for her to get so injured. And she'd incessantly deflected, either saying that it was nothing serious- which was bullshit, it hurt like hell. Or, at the cost of her ego- she lied and said it was an accident.
She just wasn't sure how he'd react to the truth, he'd probably be even more worried then, knowing that someone did this to her on purpose.
Or… he'd laugh at her. Because she was weak, because she'd put herself in a vulnerable position and then couldn't take a little pain an-
N: You can talk to me.
N: No pressure.
N: Just worried about you :(
The new messages stopped that train of thought. No. He wouldn't laugh. Even her chronic cynicism couldn't convince her of that.
Finally, instead of staring at his messages, she responded.
Uzi: Promise you won't say anything? Or laugh.
N: Promise
She sighed, here goes nothing…
Uzi: I got kicked in the stomach, u know how I seemed upset that I knew someone in my math class? It was them.
The reply actually took a minute to come back.
And that was because N had all of air knocked out of him at that reply. She'd been hit? Purposefully? And hard enough to give her a serious injury? Why? She was so nice! And cool!
N: Who?
Uzi: Lizzy, she's a teachers aid now, but she was in my class last year.
Uzi: It's not the first time she's thrown a punch, just caught me off gaurd this time.
Once again, N was floored, a teachers aid!?
N: I'd never laugh at you. But you should report her, she shouldn't be working with students if she thinks that's okay.
Uzi huffed through her nose, a half-laugh that was drenched in a depressing kind of acceptance.
Uzi: It's not like they'd believe me. I'm not exactly a model student.
She sat her phone down and shucked off her jacket and beanie, hissing as her side throbbed dully. This had been such a day…
Her hand instinctually reached for her stash drawer before she even realized, and in another, she was looking at it's false bottom.
As tempting as it was- and it was very tempting. Drug mixing wasn't smart even if one of them was just an over-the-counter pain reliever, and adding a bad trip on an already shitty day didn't sound fun.
So instead she wrapped herself in the biggest, comfiest shirt she could find and grabbed her laptop, maybe she could distract herself with YouTube.
N: What do you mean by that?
Oh right, she'd never mentioned the fact she'd been held back to him, whoops.
Uzi: I was held back a year. I'm 19.
N: Oh wow! You're older then me!
N: Still it can't have been that bad. Failing a class isn't a reason to not belive you.
Uzi smirked, fingers clicking on the keys of her laptop as she tried to find something to watch- settling on an analysis video of one of the shows she was watching.
Uzi: I was high in class and a teacher called the campus police.
It took nearly twenty minutes for him to respond to that.
N:Sorry, got home and had to get up to my room.
N:You were WHAT?!
N: That's a crime!
Uzi: And so is trespassing on JCJenson private property to ghost hunt.
N blushed, now laying on his bed in a grey pajama shirt and pants with dogs printed on them, he held his phone close to his face as he grumbled, she had him there, but that hadn't really felt like a crime at the time…
N: I think you're a bad influence.
N: Also you're deflecting, drugs are bad! And unhealthy!
Uzi rolled her eyes at that, he wasn't the first person to tell her that. But you know what was worse? Dealing with herself unmedicated, without her stash, her head just got fuzzier and fuzzier, and before she knew it… she'd be having a full mental meltdown at the slightest provocation. Which she hated, she never felt like herself during those…
Uzi: Probably. But you see why they won't believe me over miss perfect.
N: Yeah okay, now I'm gonna be worried tho. I don't want you being hurt.
She smiled at that, this boy was so endlessly empathetic, and thankfully, her unloading some not-so-great facts about herself didn't seem to put him off either.
Uzi: Ew, don't worry over me. That's gay.
And yet she couldn't help but make a joke over it.
N: ???
N: how?
N: how does my worry make me gay?
Uzi: It's not manly.
Uzi: Empathy is a girly emotion.
She was snickering to herself, she didn't actually believe that of course, but she could almost see his reaction to it. That stupid, confused and amused smile that he wore when she made a particularly dumb joke.
N: Guess I'm gay then.
N: Cause I'm always going to worry. You're my freind.
N:Best Freind?
Her heart fluttered full of butterflies at that. Is that what he wanted? From her? She was so convinced he'd find someone else to hang out with but here he was, asking to continue this…
Whatever this was.
Uzi: Always knew I'd end up with a gay best freind.
Uzi: u can't borrow my makeup.
N: Awww, but it would look so good on me!
Uzi thought about that for a moment, imagining N with dark eyeshadow, lipstick, and black nails, and she about choked, she wasn't sure if it was funny or weirdly attractive.
Uzi: Dude that mental image.
Uzi: It's so cursed, I about choked.
N: Blursed
N: It's Blessed and Cursed
The conversation continued, the fuzz in her head slowly dissipating even without the assistance of her stash, and it continued late into the night… up until she heard Khan pull onto the driveway at 2am.
Uzi: Oh god, it's 2am. We need to sleep.
N: I didn't realize! We're gonna be zombies…
Uzi: More of a zombie u mean?
N: Yeh. U still in pain? Are u going to sleep ohay?
N: Okay* oof, sleepy fingers.
Even while about to pass out. He was still worried…
Uzi: I'm okay, pain isn't bad. U need sleep N
N: Ok, text you tmmrow, Uzi. Goodnight.
Uzi: Night N.
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gayerthanevertbh · 2 years ago
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angry individual.
pairings: older!natasha romanoff x fem!reader
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summary: natasha isn’t always a jealous person, until she sees her sister flirting with what’s hers.
anon request: can u write a one shot of like freinds to lovers kinda troupe with gp tasha but yelena also has a thing for y/n but nat is crazy about y/n and gets super jealous at one of starks party seeing yelena and y/n together so she storms off and reader goes to look for her and nat is so angry and slams y/n against the wall and is being so controlling saying reader shouldnt be near yelena then it leads to nat telling y/n how much she wants her and then its angry sex
warnings: angry sex (kind of?), g!p natasha, breeding kink, daddy kink, pet names, dirty talking, slapping, natasha just being mean, face paiting - 18+ MINORS DNI.
word count: 3.5k
author’s note: hopefully this is okay with you, anon! also, will be closing my requests again BUT i’ll be doing the requests that you guys have sent me. enjoy this one for now!
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“Mmph,” Natasha moaned into your mouth as she cradled you in her lap, her hardening appendage visible through her sweatpants. She pulls away from your lips, gasping as she feels your warm, covered core on her lap. “I could feel you from here; are you that desperate for me?”
“If you wouldn’t stop making out with me I wouldn’t be this wet,” you smirked at her.
“My, my,” she whispers with a sultry voice as she chases for your lips, her hands slipping through your shirt as she scratches your back. “You are so naughty, aren’t you?”
Natasha continues to assault your bruised lips as she grips onto your waist, causing you to roll your hips to feel her hard cock through her sweatpants. What’s even funnier is that you were in the compound’s living room, out in the open where everyone could see you making out with your girlfriend. But neither of you cared, you were desperate for one another. It’s almost as if you were obsessed with her as much as she was obsessed with you, and honestly it turned you on more.
As she continues to lather her tongue onto the roof of your mouth, her sister Yelena comes onto the scene with a snicker coming out of her mouth. Instead, you quickly turned over your shoulder as you removed yourself from Natasha’s lap, sitting beside the older woman with a reddish look evident on your face.
"You know this is a public space, right?" the younger assassin inquired, munching on her banana in peace. Natasha rolled her eyes, wrapping her arm around your shoulder and closing her legs to control her erection.
“Yelena, no one’s here except you.”
“Steve is just in another room while Tony is probably somewhere,” said Yelena with a smirk on her face. “Did I disrupt your sexy times?”
“Please don’t ever say that,” the older assassin asked pleadingly. You chuckled lightly and kissed her right cheek. “We’ll just go back to our room then–”
“You must really love my sister, huh Y/n?”
“O-Of course,” you replied with a stutter, along with a small nod. “I love her very much.”
“If I came along sooner you might’ve fell for me,” she quirked back, her voice seemed to be a little flirtatious as you noticed. “Natasha back then was a sex addict, she could fuck anyone and leave them the next day. I wouldn’t do that to you, Y/n. I could never hurt you like that.”
“This is getting a little insensitive,” Natasha murmured, noticing that her voice was a little on edge. “I’m different now, Lena. Y/n is good for me.”
“Sure, sure. But I’m just saying, I could treat her better.” she responded back with a chuckle, causing your face to turn red even more.
Yelena was a beautiful woman who was your age, so the two of you clicked immediately. Natasha didn't expect you two to get along at the time, but knowing that her partner was getting close to her sister made her heart happy. Everything seemed platonic and friendly at first. Until Natasha became more needy and refused to leave your side, Yelena began to be a little flirtatious from time to time, which you didn't like. Of course, you were flattered, but you knew your heart belonged to Natasha.
“Don’t listen to her,” murmured by your girlfriend against your ear as she squeezes your thigh gently. “She’s just playing with you.”
"Are you going to drink tonight, pretty?" Yelena inquired, with a small smile on her face. You could hear Natasha grumbling as she breathed, which you never expected a response like that from her. She wasn’t typically a jealous person, causing your relationship with her to go smoothly, but you couldn’t help but enjoy the feeling of her being envious over her sister.
“I guess so, why?”
“Nothing, I just want to see you there that’s all.”
"You're flirting with my girlfriend, Yelena." Natasha pointed out, her face expressionless as she stared at her sister.
Yelena rolled her eyes and walked away, mumbling, "Possessive bitch," as she passed you two by. You could hear Natasha sighing with relief.
"I'm sorry about that," Natasha apologized, bringing your hand to her lips and kissing it. “She’s just a loser.”
"I think it's cute," you said. Natasha raised an eyebrow as you lightly hit her upper arm, softly laughing. "I'm kidding, but I'm sure she's just being nice."
“That’s not nice,” she grumbled. “That’s called flirting.”
“Everyone flirts these days, including yourself.”
"But only with you," she sighs, kissing a sliver of skin on your neck. “Never with anyone.”
While the sun was setting, you and Natasha continued to watch a movie. While your girlfriend was enthralled by a particular scene, you were perplexed as to why Yelena was flirting with you. Did she like you as much as Natasha does? Why are you here in the first place? Maybe she was just being polite, you reasoned. But months passed, and Yelena's actions became increasingly out of control, to the point where Natasha became concerned. You sighed quietly to yourself as you rested your head against Natasha's shoulder.
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You began to feel anxious as the floor began to fill up with more people you didn't know. You don't do well at parties, so Natasha was always by your side, especially when you had to drink alcohol - which you both know you can't ever recover from. Natasha was serving drinks to the other Avengers when you sat a few feet away on the barstool. You had a margarita in your hand because you didn't like vodka, and you sipped it occasionally while watching other people talk to other people. Tony was on his couch with a group of ladies, Steve was in the corner talking to Bruce, and you were alone with Peter, who was babbling about his web shooter.
“I asked Mr. Stark if he could help me to fix it, but he kept telling me he’s busy,” he sighed, shaking his head. “Do you think he hates me?”
“I don’t think so,” you said. “Maybe he’s just busy.”
“Maybe,” he replied quietly, sipping on his scotch. “By the way, Ms. Black Widow makes the best drinks ever. I love her for that.”
“Ms. Black Widow?” you giggled, causing him to nod vigorously.
“She is the Black Widow!” he exclaimed happily as the alcohol consumed through his body, which you could tell from afar. “You’re lucky, Y/n.”
“I am,” you agreed, looking at your girlfriend solemnly while she serves another drink for a man. “I am very lucky.”
“How about me?” you turned around to see Yelena interject from your conversation with Peter, smiling at you. “Do you think it’s luck that we both met?”
You sheepishly smile at her as you give her a hug. “Hey, Yelena. I thought you weren’t going to join.”
“Sorry about that, I was a little late.”
“From errands?”
She shook her head. “No, I was with Kate Bishop, helping her move furniture in her new apartment.”
“Ah,” you clicked your tongue, dragging the glass near your lips as you take another sip. “How is she doing? Why isn’t she here?”
“She’s too lazy,” she chuckled, placing her hand onto your knee as she squeezed it. You looked down briefly to see what she was doing, and you knew your girlfriend was right. She was, in fact, flirting with you. And you didn’t know how to respond to that. “Are you okay there, sweetheart?”
Natasha looks in your direction and notices her sister touching you, causing her veins boil with anger and jealousy. Jealous? Why would I feel jealous towards my own sister? Natasha thought crudely in her head. She’s just being nice, she’s just being…
"Y-Yeah," you laugh as she takes another step closer to you, her face a few inches away from yours. Natasha was even more envious because she was away from you and saw her sister flirt with the girl she loves. Somewhere deep within her, she felt possessive of you. You might not notice, but every time someone flirted with you, Natasha felt compelled to own you or something - which she knew wasn't healthy at first, but she couldn't help but feel that way. She cleans the last glass from the counter and walks away slowly, her gaze fixed on you.
“I wish we’ve met sooner,” Yelena said, sighing through her nose. “I would’ve been good for you.”
"I don't think Natasha would appreciate what you're saying right now, Yelena." you responded, feeling a little uneasy about the conversation and where it's going. Yelena only smiled, and you couldn't tell if it was a flirtatious or genuine smile.
"She's not here," the younger assassin said, looking to the left to right. “See? I could flirt with you all I want, and one day you'll fall in love with me. I know it.”
Natasha could hear what she was saying as her hand balled into a fist and her throat bobbed with pure rage. Jealousy begins to seep out of her, and she wonders if anyone else will notice. She takes a glass of vodka and dunks it down her throat, not even flinching at the bitter taste. She keeps an eye on your movements, wondering how you'll react to her.
“I should probably find her,” you stood up from the stool and gave Yelena a pat on her shoulder. “Hopefully you’ll find someone to flirt with here, Yels. Just not me.”
You were on your way to the compound's corridors when you suddenly felt your body turn as the woman behold you was staring at you angrily through her eyes. You gulped in fear and excitement.
“N-Nat!” you let out a trembling breath as you tried to kiss her cheek, but she flinched away from you. “W-What–”
"Shut the fuck up," she snarled, her voice venomous. She grips your wrist tightly in her rough hands as she leads you to her bedroom, closing and locking the door. Natasha slammed you against the wall, her nostrils flaring and her face inches away from yours, before you could ask what was going on. You closed your eyes but were forced to open them when Natasha's lips touched your neck and bit into your skin.
“I’m so angry at you right now,” she grumbles, slipping her hand through your skirt as you feel her cold fingers on your thigh, causing you to whine pitifully. “I said shut up! You did this to yourself, and you knew the consequences. Tell me, did you like the way she flirts with you?”
“N-No, of course not!”
“Then what did I see there?!” she exclaimed with rage, her hand wrapping around your throat as she squeezed it, not giving much care when you could feel yourself losing air from your lungs.
“Nat,” you begged, trying to push yourself away from her body. “P-Please–”
“It’s Daddy, little girl,” she whispered close to your face, spitting on your mouth. “Fucking lick it all up before I spank you so hard you might have to run to the police.”
You swallowed her spit, biting your lower lip as you were aroused by the way she was staring down at you with so much possession roaring out of her – it’s almost as if you find it intriguing, which it was. You were lying if you say this didn’t turn you on, because it was. And when you try to move away from her, her grasp on your waist gets tighter and tighter until you feel like you are pinned by the wall.
"Are you trying to get away from me?" you felt her hand grab the back of your head as she yanked it, exposing your neck for her pleasure. She sighs deeply as she leans down to smell you. "You have no idea how badly I want you, Y/n. How much you want me to move the world for you, to give everything up. You think Yelena is a better person for you? You're wrong, little girl. You're too stupid for her, and especially for me."
Before you could say anything, you felt her hand on your underwear, dragging it down from your legs to your ankles. She leans in for a hard kiss, moaning as her tongue slips inside your mouth and she feels your warm breath against hers. You two kiss each other harshly and slowly, battling for dominance with both of your tongues. But she was stronger, and you could feel her tongue in the back of your throat.
"D-Daddy," you yanked away, both your lips smacking, moaning as you felt her fingers rubbing your clit hard. “P-Please, I’m sorry!”
"Shh, give your body to Daddy," Natasha says as she pushes your silk tank top against her hand through your bra, gasping at your hardened nipple. “You want this, don’t you? Do you want Daddy to hurt you this badly?”
"Ah!" you felt her finger thrust inside your cunt, crying with an insane amount of pleasure seeping through your body, but Natasha didn't want you to have all of that pleasure - she wanted her own pleasure for herself. So, as you continue to moan in ecstasy, she slaps the inside of your thigh loudly.
"You don't get pleasure," she growls onto your lips, kissing your lips hard once more. She slaps your thigh again before unzipping her pants, her cock springing out as the head hits your covered abdomen. "Only I am capable of that."
"I'm sorry-"”
"Shut up," the woman mumbled, turning you around with your back to the wall. You tried to look over your shoulder, but you felt her hand pushing your face against the cold concrete. You began to cry, unsure whether out of pain or pleasure, but you didn't care. "I'm going to beat this pussy up until it's the shape of my cock if you make too much noise, got it?"
You nodded ruthlessly, and she grinned evilly back.
“Good, now open up for me, slut.”
Natasha spreads your pussy lips open as she grabs the tip of her cock, bringing it to your entrance and teasing it, moaning to herself. She has been wanting this all night, her head filled with naughty thoughts of you being submissive to her. She could feel herself growing another inch, since you were this wet for her. God, she could just break you in without any restriction.
You felt the older woman slipping inside of you within a minute, causing you to scream with delight. When she heard this, you felt a pair of hands cover your mouth tightly as she pushed you against the wall until your ass was pressed against her pubic bone. You could hear her whispering, "Fucking hell," as she felt your warmth around her cock, your walls gripping her so tightly that she could barely move.
“You like my cock inside of you, baby?” she whispers, her breath trembling as she pulls back and pushes back in with a harsh thrust, your body hitting the wall once again. “You like Daddy fucking you like this? Huh? You’re such a whore, flirting with my sister as if I don’t mean anything to you.”
This was completely false. It's all jealousy talk. You weren't flirting with Yelena; you were simply being nice to her. Natasha, on the other hand, saw it differently. You tried to speak, but her dick kept thrusting back into you, until your inner walls were bruised by the shape of her penis.
She expertly rolls her hips against you while roaming her other hand across your stomach, reaching for your other breast and squeezing it so hard that you almost think it's going to bruise. "You feel every inch of my cock inside of you?" mumbles the older woman, kissing your neck with such desperation within her. “Huh? You feel me, little girl? Do you feel Daddy filling you up this much? Oh, fuck… I want you so much.”
I want you more, Daddy.
Natasha moves at a brisk pace, her cock thrusting inside of you while she uses you as a fleshlight, her cock barely slipping out of you. She throws her head back as she feels her tip graze your cervix with each pounding. She licks your neck again, desperately rutting into you, unable to let go. You could hear her grunting with each hard thrust into you, and you realized you were having an orgasm sooner than you thought.
"Y-you say you're sorry, but you're not," she snaps at you, biting your skin so hard you could feel blood drawing from your body. “Defiling me, aren’t you? Kotenok, you look so good... So fucking good. So fucking tight.”
She didn't slow down. Instead, she was ruthlessly thrusting inside of you, as if she were a wild animal. Your wet skins were slapping each other, filling the entire room as the thick air swirled around your bodies. She clutched you tightly, as if she wouldn't let you go in a second. You could barely speak because every inch of her dick was thrusting wildly into you. You were moaning into her hand, wishing she'd slow down a little, but she didn't care because she needed this more than you.
"I'm so close," she grumbled, ripping your tank top with her strong hands while kneeling both of your covered breasts into her hands and rolling her hips into you. "You're going to make me fucking cum, Ugh... "Oh my god, my little doll, you're gripping me so tightly..."
You struggled to breathe every time she jackhammered into your pussy, almost passing out from the insane amount of pleasure both of you were experiencing. Natasha gives your neck kitten licks, but every now and then she ends up kissing your skin with her open mouth, smirking to herself when there's a dark purplish spot on your neck - knowing she did it. She pulls away from you and turns you around, pushing you up against the wall and easily slipping inside of you.
"Please kiss me," you begged. "Kiss me, please. I'm sorry, Daddy. It will never happen again."
"I know," she said, grabbing your neck and kissing you hard, her tongue slipping inside your mouth as she mumbled, "Now shut up and give yourself to Daddy."
"Fuckin' slut," she growls as she thrusts up into your cunt, her ass clenching with each hit. She ruts into you, faster than you could’ve ever imagined, until you hear her say: “Gonna explode into you, get you pregnant with my babies, and let Yelena know that you’re fucking mine!”
"Daddy-No!" you screamed, attempting to push her hips away, but she slaps you across the face, bringing you closer to your orgasm. "D-Do not do it, please-"”
“Fine, then I’ll just cum over your face then.”
She pulls out a little, the head of her penis inside of you, as she jerks herself off. “You’re mine,” she whispers. “You’re all mine, no one could have you except me. Remember that, or else I’ll kill them. I’ll kill them all.”
She pushes you down onto the floor and locks your head between her thighs, throwing her head back as she slaps the head of her cock onto your forehead, rubbing her length against your face, before you can even respond. She humps your face while holding your neck, moaning each time your mouth was pressed against her tight balls, begging for its release.
“Gonna cum,” she mumbled with a high pitched moan, grabbing her long thick penis as she jerks herself faster, you both could hear the fapping sound coming from her appendage. “Daddy’s gonna cum all over your face, you’re gonna be so ruined for me…”
A minute later, she brings your face close to hers as she pours thick white milk all over your face. "Oh, my baby! Fuck..." She leans against the wall as her penis continues to spurt cum, mostly coating your lips and face. She presses her hand against the base of her cock, then pulls her hand back up to extract more sperm from the tip. "Open your mouth," she commands, and you gladly comply. Two more strings of cum landed on your tongue as she placed her cockhead on it and slipped her length into your mouth.
“Suck it,” she commanded with a low voice, still jerking herself off but slowly this time. “Suck all of my fucking cum, you bitch.”
You suck hard on her tip, your cheeks hollowing out. As you move your head up and down, she licks her lips, continuing to swallow all of her excess. She then slowly pulls your head back and watches her penis flaccid. Finally, after what seemed like hours, she raises your hand and allows you to touch her cock, chuckling when you couldn't.
“Gone dumb for me?”
You nodded and smiled quickly. While your hand was still touching her dick, she lifts you up and kisses your lips. You two kiss in her room as the music from the party area begins to blast. Even though it was muffled, you two were not disturbed.
"You're mine," she says softly, licking your cheek. “Okay? You're completely mine, doll. Yelena could never have you.”
"And she won't," you said, your voice becoming dry. She only laughs softly and pulls you to the edge of the bed, where you automatically sit on her lap. “I’m all yours, Tasha Bear.”
“Good.”
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how do we like this one lol
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tohisprettyc00l · 1 year ago
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Hii u just found your blog and I live your writing!!
Could I request a raine x Ed’s x reader type thing if you write that sort of thing
Where the reader find them self in the booing Isles as a team and become freinds with rain and Eda but they one day just stoped showing up.
Move forward and luz brings them back wanting to show it to them and it’s a cute sad and romantic ending for the three :)
Have a good day and remember to look after yourself:))
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You have been with Eda and Raine for a few years now. It was like a dream. But all dreams had to end. You were with Luz and the rest of the hexsquad (plus King) on The Day of Unity. You were there for adult supervision. Also so that the kids have adult moral support. But things went awry pretty quickly. King got separated from the group and Luz was taken to Belos.
In other words both your adoptive kids were gone, one could be in mortal danger the other one was 100% in danger. Great.
And by the time King and Luz returned the draining spell had already done massive amounts of damage. You were kind of in a haze during the whole thing. You could tell what was happening but didn't fully compare it. And before you knew it you lost King, Eda, and Raine and were stuck in the human realm.
You were holding up as well as the kids, which might sound bad considering you are an adult. But the kids were weirdly strong for the situation. So you were holding up stronger than most people would be after randomly being separated from your family not knowing if they were even alive or not. And the kids were holding up 50x better than they should be able to.
But only a few months later you found a way to get back. Granted it came with Belos possessing Hunter and killing Flapjack but you were back. And after only a few hours of being there and only seeing a glimpse of King and no sign of your partners you were turned into a puppet. You were very barely there when you were turned into a puppet. You could feel everything but couldn't really tell what was going on.
When you were fully back you were welcomed by two people hugging you.  Eda and Raine to be exact. Tears pooled in your eyes when you realized. "I love you both!" Was all you could manage before breaking out into happy sobs. Eda peppered you both with kisses. "Do-do you guys know where King is?" You asked. Almost as if on cue the little Titan tackled you in a hug. You were with your family again and it was nice
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mrs-monaghan · 1 year ago
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Actually anon is kinda right. I dont care how he parties or what she wear lol. Or even Tae is dating her. But there was a reddit thread of people who attended their coachella performance. And they overheard some staffs laughing about her and her friends. They told she doesn't speak to anyone except her freinds, not not staffs or security. They told she seems so entitled and you know basic princess attitude. And her best friends Simi and Haze, I think.. is known for being rude. You know basically Pick me attitude. They asked fre staffs do you know who I'm and staff were laughing at their attitude later.
I've seen blinks saying she basically has 2 main attitude one, all happy jennie who slays so hard during performance and try to interact with fans. Other so moody, ignorant Jennie who just want to get out of there. And the concert will depend on what type of Jennie is coming on stage. She literally don't give af about fans who pays thousands to watch her concert. She's infamous for being lazy and very much underperforming. Again not hating her because she's dating Tae, but if you watch her fancams the lack of professionalism is very clear. Thousands of fans have raised their disappointment and felt like they were scammed because she didn't put a single effort for thousands of dollars they spend.
Even the movie she debuted THE IDOL is having a controversial story and look at her lyrics she wrote for the OST, idk how a so called kind and nice woman can write and sing that. So I don't really belive the facade she's putting on cam or the persona YG assigned to her but at the end of the day I don't care if she's rude or ignorant and dating Tae because I don't stan her nor care who Tae dates 🤷‍♀️
(Ask is quite ancient so forgive me coz idk what ask this anon is referring to ;))
I do not know about any of this since I'm not a BP fan and I only use to know Lisa before all this. Now I know Jennie coz of V. So I can neither confirm nor deny that that's her personality like u say.
But you're right, it is none of our business. As long as she treats V right which we can assume she does seeing as they've lasted this long, and as long as V loves her it's all that really matters, innit?
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legobatjoker · 2 years ago
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OKAYY ITS NEARLY 1AM !! and i wanna get some sleep some restt omfg im so tired and i need to not be falling asleep during the haircut omgg !!! DFHDFHD so ya this may b short bc of thee time but i really do just want to say before i get to sleep that !!! i really do just love you so so very much dearest !! like you really are just such such an amazing and precious part of my life like just you really are such an amazing and incredible freind to me love youre soso understanding and kind and thoughtful and loving and sweet and just good to me love and ik that youre here for me though everything and that just really does just make me feel so so loved and cared for and safe and warm with you dearest i rally really does and i hoe you know that just knowing you and having you in my life brings me soos much joy and light and comfort and you really are just so so wonderful to me love and i hope you know there whenever you need me in whatever way ill be here for you in every that i can, you really do just mean the wolrd to me and i love you so so very much luce, i hope your days been good and that you sleep well, gnight <3 !!!! 💕💗💞💌🥭🐞🦋💗💕✨✨✨✨
!!! not theee 1ammmm sucha reall problemmmmmm!!! but yah i hope u can get some sleep and aghhhhhhhh im so excited to see theee haricuttt !!!!!!! and yah omgg i love you so much tooooo you also really are suchhhh a precious important wonderful part of my life and such an amazing frienddd and im sososooo glad i can be the same for you and i rlly am glad i can be here for u esp since you really are for me as well and j bcuz im so glad to be and !!! you u bring smmm joy to my lifeee and u rlly so mean sm to me and i love you sooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! mwahmwah ilu!!!!💗💗🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💕💕💗💗💕💕🫶🏻🫶🏻💕💗💗💗🫶🏻💗
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stormco0l · 2 months ago
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how do u develop ocs + come up with ideas for em?
honestly a lot of the proscess is Vibes for me. and they also tend to just appear in my mind and set up shop..hiwever! there is some prosees to it, seen below
so first i start with an idea that comes from. somewhere. anywhere. usually with some kind of outside influence like a freind sugesting we work on a story together or. a dream
next step is to figure out a couple things about the world its set in so i know what kind of situations i can put characters that exist in said world in.
at tgus point thw characters have started forming .like a star [start with a loose gathering of ideas and then that slowly gains gravity and drags enough in tostart glowing and set events in orbit around them
now. put those characters in Situations and based on the ideas ive got around them warch how they react.
give them freidns. people they love. and then put those they care about in situations and figure out how theyd react to that
aand at this point the star has proba ly dragged me into orbit to and i am but a vessel for the story.
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eilantra · 9 months ago
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Hi new freind!
welcome to Tumblr.
Anyway, what are ur interests? I see u like art and anime!
Mind sharing?
I would love to get to know u more!
do u like reading? what kind of anime do u like? do u play anime games?
whos ur fav artsist? do u like movies? what r ur thoughts on the MHA fandom? have u ever cosplayed?
anyway, here's a few starters! I hope u enjoy ur time here. I promise itll be fun
Hai hai!
I dooooo like art and anime very much! Most of my time is spent working on different art pieces, and watching art streams! (I am new to watching streams too)
I stream all my art on twitch!!
I do enjoy reading but have mostly been reading Chainsaw Man as of late! I love fantasy/action anime! And I play some anime games but would love recommendations! So far I have been playing Code Vein!
My fave artist art wise would be a friend of mines Cwervo!! They are amazing! But i dont think they have Tumblr. The MHA Fandom seems dedicated and earnest!!
I have cosplayed as Ramona Flowers once at a con!
Thank you so much for reaching out this was fun!!
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15ktherapy · 1 year ago
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”ethdubs” I AM GOING TO KILL YOU. ethubs. it is ethubs. you ding dong. it rolls off the tongue so well why must you Insult Me Like This? that aside actually the art that was tagged on was so grrrrrrr. maybe not grrrrr but I COULDNT GET IT RIGHT!!!!!!!! but I kind of hyped it so I didn’t want to have nothing. SO I SETTLED FOR MID. bad idea. it annoys me. whatever I’ll get back on it and do it the justice I think it deserves one day. me when I draw something like This Is Not Right but then I color it like an incubus comp album cover and I’m like Fine. I love that incubus album cover with the angler fish holy ahiiiit. light grenades is iconic but I saw the anglerfish like a few weeks ago and had the flashback of a lifetime. album cover that has been in my head since I was like eight. crazy. ummmm no one gets me it’s so sad. well this lizard guy gets me a little and the coolest guy ever who literally went “RPF IN THE TAGGGGG!!!! MY INFLUENCE” her name is Cora she is the only one I respect in My Other Place. she is so cool……. I “animated” a little something earlier like half of it maybe I’ll show u guys bc I dont think I could show it to anyone else I think it would be. unethical a little. to them. but it is funny so whatever. someone must get me (it will be you guys. my darlings. my sweet cheeses.) only you…. oh my god wait you know what is so sad there is this Ship Of All Time that literally had a dramatic finale last week but I don’t think anyone going to touch it because they’re STUPID and it’s not GAY. it’s a straight ship of all time though. me and my lonely throne…… king of scearl. no subjects just me but it’s okay because scearl is a Beautiful thing. if only I get it. Fine. I’m an artists I can make my own content fuck these guys BLEH!!!!!! I have a joel thing I’m working on but idk how to frame it yet but I do now I’m Los Camping him. get my favorite lyric from them ever’d idiot. he was so awesome by the way in a finale of one united faction becoming two once more, as they’re the only ones left, with respective reluctant leaders who beg each other to come to their own respective side, we have Joel who’s like fuck this gay ahit and throws the first stone. he just wants to fight. I respect that in a man. oh my god I have to go to my mothers boyfriends house this year for crimbo FOR WHATEVER GOD FOR FUCKING SAKEN REASON. dear LORD and apparently we’re going to be spending the night or some shit?????????? so me, paranoid anxious freak of all time, will be spending the night A FEW TOWNS OVER. IN A HOUSE I HAVE NEVER BEEN TO BEFORE, A HOUSE OF A MAN I DESPISE. i will sleep NONE. like there were times I spent the night with my siblings at my dads house, A HOUSE I GREW UP IN. THAT I LIVED THE MAJORITY OF MY LIFE IN. and because I had started living in another house for a few years at that point just. Nope! Nope! mikaaaa you silly goober I, your brain, do not care if this is our childhood home and very familar, I DO NOT CARE ^_^ it is not our current home so you will not sleep ^_^ your welcome ^_^
So I will
not be sleeping in that guys house. I also have to make my cloak slash blanket so it’s like what no this is a weird article of clothing WRONG!!! also a blanket. at least I will have SOMETHING when I sleep in the strange place. you want me to sleep with blankets and pillows supplied by some fucking guy??? no! wrong! I sneak in my own shit GETAWAY FROM MEEEEE. grrrr. what else can I ramble about here. hmmmmm. I’m not sure. oh Wait ummm there’s this friend I have who’s back in town I need freinds and shit again so I’ve considered asking her if she wants to hang out or something. idk
I bought this dress a while ago that I was told would be a good New Year’s Eve dress or something so maybe I should try to find myself at one of those? but then again drssses aren’t something I usually find myself comfortable in. it’s more something I have as a Just In Case than am I WANT TO WEAR THIS ASAP ^_^ ummm im
tired I think I will be eeping now
wiat we’re doing a ramblies of whatever bc we’re so back and this is so less stressful i can hang out again
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doexoeyes · 3 years ago
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Hiiiii ! ✨
My Name's Aya, it's sooo nice to stumble upon ur blog !
I, well wanted to make a request (If u could take one ofc) cause obviously i like ur writing or else I wouldn't be here hehe...
Well, I've been thinking, How 'bout a tasm! College Peter x reader, where she owns a flower shop (she kinda stopped college bcz she dosen't have enough money to continue)
She meets peter when he came once to buy flower for his aunt and they get to y'know, joke arround and get to know each other and laugh (he's nervous, but she's cocky and funny so he gets more comfortable with her within sec) (maybe he gets interested about which flowers to pic and she helps him) (I say "she" but could also be a Gn reader no prob) and they became freind and all and she opens up to him ? Maybe he even saves her as spiderman, then she caught feeling for him, but he told her once that he have a crush on gwen so she's always here to help him pick her flowers and all (reader and gwen could be freinds or not) but basically she believes he would be happy with gwen more than he will with her because she's just stuck in her small world without money or freind.
Butt, she's also super optimistic, strong and funny so that's why he fell for her, she also is a great fan of spider-man and have theory's about his identity every time.
Anyways, so if they end up together or not that's up to you darlin' but a story like this one would be veeeeeery wholesome and cute to read ✨
Also sorry this is suuuuper long, I tried ma best to visulize the idea I have in my mind and it turns out that it's soo long sorryyy, hope you liked it though but not sure if you would like to write about it, but if u do, I would really appreciate it, have a good day/Night 💕
hello aya ! ✨ you are absolutely lovely, thank you so much for being so kind & sending a request. it’s actually my first one & I really love this idea ! the details you gave made it exciting to write so I hope I did it justice & thank u for taking the time to send this in 🤧🤍
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Pairing: Tasm!Peter x Gn!reader
Warnings: None.
Aunt May has finally graduated from nursing school and Peter wants to get her something special so he decides on a nice bouquet of flowers from a local shop near his apartment.
That local shop just so happens to be yours.
When he enters, he’s nervous in typical Peter fashion, not really knowing what to do or what to ask for so he’s a rambling mess at first.
“Yeah, I’m sorry it’s just..I wanted to get a nice bouquet for someone. I didn’t want to get those pre-made ones from the grocery store though, cause they just feel like not personal, you know? And most of the time the flowers are wilted or sad looking and today’s a big day for her so I wanted to get something really special ‘cause she deserves that and you probably don’t have to know all that and I’m so sorry,” he says, avoiding your gaze as he lets out a nervous chuckle.
Thankfully you’re nice and understanding and he’s incredibly grateful that you don’t make him feel like an idiot and instead help him pick out a stunning bouquet of peach peonies, white dahlias and sprigs of baby’s breath sprinkled throughout.
He’s impressed and ecstatic and his excitement warms your heart because there’s nothing cuter than a guy being giddy over flowers.
You crack some jokes as you wrap them up and he becomes much more relaxed as the conversation progresses.
So much so that he realizes he’s actually seen you before…
“Hey. Don’t you go to Empire State? I think we had English Lit together last year?”
You purse your lips as you finish tying a white bow at the base of the bouquet.
“I used to, actually. Yeah. You’re Peter, right?”
You notice his face light up at your recognition.
“Y-yeah. Peter Parker. I haven’t seen you around campus again though. Did you transfer schools?”
“Nah. I dropped out,” you say plainly and you notice the way his eyes slightly widen before he tries to play it off.
“Turns out running a business while juggling classes and pulling all nighters for finals is an impossible task. I don’t recommend it.”
“You own this store? That’s really cool. Congrats” he says as he looks around in awe.
“Actually, it belongs to my mom. But she umm..she got really sick so she can’t work anymore. And with my dad being out of the picture and no relatives willingly to step up to the plate, I kinda had no choice but to take up the family business. It’s a good thing I like flowers,” you say with a snort.
Peter’s staring at you with a mix of pity and sympathy and although you know he means well, it makes you slightly uncomfortable because you didn’t mean to overshare so much personal information with him.
“Sorry. Can you tell that I do nothing but talk to plants all day? My social skills are literally non existent. Anyways, these are beautiful and I hope that special someone you're going to give them to likes them.”
He chuckles at this and when you respond with a raised brow, he clarifies.
“These are for my Aunt May. She just graduated from nursing school.”
You remember Peter fairly well from school. He used to sit in the row ahead of you in your Statistics class, and one day when you had overslept and showed up late, Peter handed you his notes for you to keep so you wouldn’t be completely lost.
It was a simple gesture, but it was sweet and you appreciated it till this day. So his clarification that the flowers weren’t intended for a significant other sends butterflies fluttering throughout your stomach.
Until he continues.
“There’s no special person in my life. Well, at least, not yet. There is one girl though…her name is Gwen and…I don’t know,” he says with a shrug but his love sick expression says it all and you’re ready to puke.
“That’s great. I wish you luck with her then. And maybe the next time you’re buying flowers, it’ll be for that special someone,” you say with a teasing smile.
You remember Gwen from school as well. She was great. Beautiful, smart, nice. You completely understood why Peter was head over heels.
It still didn’t change the fact that you were a little disappointed though.
After you hand him the flowers, he’s out the door for what you assume was the last time.
But you assumed wrong.
Peter comes back the following week, and then the next, and the next, and soon he visits during your lunch break with take away containers or coffees in hand and sometimes keeps you company when you're closing up the shop.
You bond over your shared love for the same music and movies and sense of humor, but one thing that surprisingly brings you together is your love for Spider-Man.
“He’s the absolute coolest person on the planet. I mean, come on! Spider powers? Swinging around the city, web slinging the bad guys out of the way? A total badass!”
Your praise for the masked vigilante feeds Peter’s ego of course, but he just thinks it’s really cute how your eyes light up in excitement whenever you talk about your favorite ‘superhero’. Especially when your favorite topic comes to play.
“These are my prime suspects for Spidey’s true identity. I’ve been working on this for a while now, and if you make fun of me or make a smart ass comment about it, I will ban you from the store. Like with a picture on the wall and everything.”
Peter’s staring at the opened up folder you plopped in front of him on the register counter. He snorts, eyes taking in the pictures of your ‘suspects’ along with the lengthy notes you have paper clipped to them. Your ‘extra-ness’ was something he genuinely adored.
“Wait, Flash Thompson? Really? You think he’s Spider-Man?” he asks after coming across the sheet, appalled.
“Oh totally, he’s like my number one guess honestly. I mean, he’s fit, he’s tall, and he has an obsession with the guy even more than I do. That seems to me like the perfect way to get people off his trail; pretending to be Spidey’s number one fan. Well I see straight through that bullshit,” you say matter of factly.
Peter looks at you silently for a moment, clearly amused, before shaking his head. “Well, looks like you have your work cut out for you detective.”
“Look, you can tease me all you want, but one day I’m going to figure out who he is and when I do, I won’t even tell you.”
He raises a brow at you, playfully. “Oh yeah? And how do you know I don’t already know?”
“Pfft, oh please Parker. You wish,” you say with a roll of your eyes, turning around to go tend to the work that had to be done.
Peter watches you disappear into the back room with a small, affectionate smile before looking back down at the file.
His picture isn’t in it.
The first time you hang outside of work is at Peter’s suggestion, when he enters the shop one day and slides two tickets over the counter to you.
“So I know you’re busy saving the world one bouquet at a time, but they’re having a special screening at the theatre around the block and they’re playing ‘Little Shop of Horrors’,” he says, leaning on the register counter, brows wiggling as a small smirk places itself on his lips.
“Are you assuming that I like ‘Little Shop of Horrors’ because I own a flower shop?”
He looks at you with a squint, silently daring you to deny it, but the smirk is still intact because he knows that he is, indeed, absolutely right.
You head to the movies after you close the shop early and once you get there you’re both a little too excited about being the only ones at the showing because that means you get to sing along with the songs at the top of your lungs.
You have the best time shouting the lyrics together, especially when it comes to ‘Suddenly Seymour’, thanks to Peter’s dramatic hand gestures towards you. It’s all perfect until his hand bumps into yours when you reach for the popcorn at the same time.
Your stomach does a stupid little flip and you’re now hyper aware of your closeness and the way he turns to look at you throughout the movie.
Oh no….
You like Peter Parker.
You are so screwed.
Peter’s crush on Gwen is still prominent, him coming to you with updates and questions due to your new ‘best friend’ status.
You’re not even sure when it happens but you end up going over to Peter’s house most nights where May makes you her famous lasagna and shows you baby pictures of Peter despite his protest. You also hangout at the park where you watch him skate and the local record shop and the movies and eventually he even gifts you a friendship bracelet when you joke about getting matching ones due to how attached at the hip you two have become.
You’ve never had a friend like this and you’re grateful that it’s with Peter.
But of course, talking about crushes comes with the package, and Peter spills his feelings to you about lovely lovely Gwen Stacy.
And you’re supportive, of course, because at the end of the day you know that Gwen is the best possible person for Peter.
Having Gwen by his side would make him feel like a million bucks.
You on the other hand barely even had a dollar to spare on most days.
You’ll never be anything more than the owner of the little flower shop at Queens that hangs by a thread every single day.
Yet, you can feel it fester inside of you, the pain and envy that came with knowing that Peter would never be yours the way you wished he would be.
Truth was, you loved him, and you were happy to have him in your life any way you could.
But you’d be lying if you said you didn’t wish you were the Gwen Stacy in his life.
“You wouldn’t want to go back?” Peter asks one day, sitting on your work station table, peering over you as you worked on a floral arrangement for a wedding.
“Hmm..I mean, yeah, I guess. But that’s never going to happen.”
“Why not?” he asks, and you look up at him, noticing how focused he is on you and your work.
“Because it’s not like I have anyone else to run this shop. Come on, you know that.”
“Yeah, but..I just think that you really want to go back, and I’m sure there’s a way to do that while also having enough time to run the shop without over exerting yourself.”
You don’t know why, but his response irritates you the slightest bit, so you roll your eyes and look at him with a frown.
“Oh really, is there? Do enlighten me with this fabulous solution of yours, Pete. Given that you know everything, of course.”
You see a flicker of annoyance in his own eyes, and though part of you really wants to wave the white flag before anything begins to escalate, a larger part of you craves to push his buttons some more.
The same part that internally yells at him for never realizing how much it hurts to hear him talk about Gwen.
“Funny. I’m just trying to help you.”
“Even funnier because I don’t remember asking for your help. Ha. Guess we’re starring in a comedy today.”
“You do understand that you have your own life right? That you should do something with it? You know, like something you actually want to do?”
His tone is getting lower and the usual light in his eyes has completely disappeared, but this does nothing to stop you from continuing on.
“I’m sorry, are you seriously lecturing me right now? Oh hey dad, I’m so glad you came back after 10 years. That cigarette break sure took forever.”
“Can you not make a joke out of something for once?”
“No, because this is a joke. A huge one. The fact that you think you know what I want is hilarious to me, because clearly you’re the most ignorant one here.”
“What? Where is this even coming from?”
“It’s coming from the fact that you don’t know a damn thing about me, Peter. And-and I’m getting really tired of you acting like you do. You have no idea what I want. Trust me.”
The argument escalates, and though it hurts to speak to Peter the way you did, your unrequited feelings hurt you way more. It ends with him storming out, the jingle of the bell above the door taunting you as he slips out.
You feel a mixture of anger and sadness and you wish you could scream in frustration, but a man immediately comes in through the door right after, asking for roses for his anniversary dinner.
It’s closing time when the guilt starts to eat at you. You’re so used to having Peter around most nights when you close, especially on Saturday’s when the streets are the busiest.
You’re counting the register when you hear the bell over the door ring, making you to realize that you forgot to lock it.
When you look up, you realize there’s a man with a hood in front of you, and before you can react, he lifts up a pistol and directs it towards you.
“Give me the money or I’ll shoot.”
You feel like everything’s moving in slow motion, a ringing beginning to sound off in your ears, suffocatingly terrified.
You follow the instructions given, handing him all the cash in your register, but despite this, the man doesn’t flee.
“Please. I gave you the money, now please just-“
“Shut the fuck up! I‘ll leave when I want to leave. Now walk over here and get on your knees.”
You're a trembling mess but you do as you're told, tears sliding down your cheeks despite trying your best to keep your composure.
Just as your knees hit the floor, you hear the jingle of the door once more and the man is suddenly pulled away from you.
With wide eyes you realize Spider-Man has webbed the man from behind, pulling him away from you before tossing him out the door. You watch through the window as he quickly shoots webs at his ankles and wrists, immobilizing him, and can hear the man scream before Spider-Man webs his mouth closed, the screams now muffled.
After ensuring the man was dealt with and not running away anytime soon, Spider-Man walks back in, standing awkwardly in the middle of your shop.
“Are you ok ma’m?” he asks, and your eyes are wide, staring at him with a dropped jaw, only managing a little nod.
“You..you used my front door?” you say after a moment, because you’re still in shock and that’s the first thing you could think of to say.
He looks behind him at the door, the muffled screams of the thief still playing in the background from the outside. “Well yeah. You’re a small business, right? I don’t know if you have insurance that can cover the damages of a shattered door,” he responds simply, as if all super heroes thought about the capabilities of a small shop before jumping into action.
“I..I don’t have insurance,”
“You see? That would have really sucked then if I just crashed in.”
The entire situation has you completely dazed. Not only were you almost robbed, but Spider-Man came to your rescue and is standing right in front of you.
You’re pretty sure you’re gonna pass out.
“Hey, it’s ok. You’re safe, I promise. The cops should be on the way and they’ll get this asshole off the streets and you’ll have nothing to worry about. I’m sorry this happened to you,” he states, keeping his distance from you.
As much as Peter is trying his hardest to keep his cool for the sake of his identity, all he really wants to do is wrap his arms around you and apologize.
Because, if it wasn’t for him storming out, he would have kept you company during closing like he did most nights, and that dick head most likely wouldn’t have stepped into the store.
He’s just thankful he had enough mind to pass by the shop as he was doing his rounds around the city.
Even more thankful that he got there in time.
He leaves after making sure you’re okay and trying to keep you from hyper ventalating (you’re starstruck, of course, and Peter has to use all of his self restraint not to laugh or call you cute because god you’re so adorable when your face flushes and your eyes look at him like he’s the greatest person to ever walk the earth).
His mind starts to wonder if you’d still look at him that way if you found out he was actually Spider-Man.
Then he thinks about the way you looked at him when he was just plain old Peter, and he feels his heart speed up when he realizes that it’s not that different actually…
And that’s when he it finally clicks for him.
“You have no idea what I want. Trust me.”
….
How can he be so stupid??
Seriously, a scientific genius that can figure out a cure for lizard people and he couldn’t realize that you liked him?
He’s embarrassed and irritated with himself to say the least.
Especially given all the times he would talk to you about Gwen.
He’s on his way home, swinging, and he actually groans at the thought.
He’s totally kicking himself right now.
Thinking about it now, Peter realizes that, despite the times he would talk to you about her, he didn’t ever seriously think about Gwen that way after he met you.
Every day his crush on Gwen got less serious. He wouldn’t ask her to hang out anymore. He always much rather preferred spending time with you.
He guesses he was too distracted to realize that he was starting to feel the way he felt for Gwen, for you.
‘Good job Parker. Now you totally messed this up for the both of us.’
The next day, Peter comes bursting into your shop, apology at the ready as he fires out every word that’s on his mind.
“I’m sorry. You’re right, I don’t know what you want and I shouldn’t act like I do. I didn’t mean to make you upset, I just care for you so much and you’ve become someone so important to me and all I want is for you to be happy. You deserve to be inexplicably happy and if the flower shop makes you happy, then do it. But if school makes you happy, then I can help you with that. I thought about it and you can take classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays on my off days, and I can totally cover your shift and run the shop and trust me, I’ve watched you enough so I know I can do it, and if anything I can watch you some more and I can tutor you if you need help in math cause I know that’s not your strong suit cause you told me but you’re so smart and you can do it and you can totally graduate and I’ll help you and you can come over for dinner every night if you’re too exhausted to cook and-are you crying?”
Peter’s staring at you in horror as tears flow freely down your cheeks. He’s starting to think he messed up again but you begin to shake your head as a smile breaks out on your face and he sees in your eyes that you’re looking at him in that way and he feels a fluttering in his chest.
“It’s just that….you’re absolutely amazing Peter, and I’m so thankful that you’re in my life. Thank you for that, really. And I’m sorry, too. I wasn’t actually mad at you because of what you said, I know you’re just trying to help. I’m just stupid and frustrated and I took that out on you. But…just…thank you for being so…” and you let out a light, watery laugh and shrug because the words aren’t enough.
And he understands, completely, because words could never properly explain how much he loves you.
“Oh, and I’m actually not just here to loiter today. I would like to buy some flowers,” he states proudly.
At this, your eyes widen.“Really? For who?”
“You remember the first time I came in here? You said that the next time I buy flowers it would be for my special someone?”
“Y-yeah,” you say, the slight confusion and wariness evident in your tone.
“Well, today’s the day.”
Your stomach drops at this but you make sure your face shows no sign of it. You love Peter and you’re beyond happy for him that he’s finally taking that step with Gwen. So when he requests you to make a bouquet that’s full of your personal favorites, you do so with a smile.
You hand them to him and Peter thanks you with a grateful smile and you watch the door jingle close as he walks out, taking a small shaky breath in before letting it out.
Acceptance.
…..
….
..
A few seconds later, you see Peter make his way back to the store and you watch him with furrowed brows as he enters and approaches you at the counter once again.
He hands you the flowers silently and your eyes flicker back and forth to them and him, genuinely confused.
“W-what happened? Is there something wrong with them?” you ask, concern laced in your tone.
“No, they’re perfect. It’s just that they’re for you.”
You look at him silently for a moment, stunned.
“W-what…?” and it finally hits you.
When he sees the realization in your eyes, he smiles adoringly at you, warm eyes softening.
“I’m sorry I didn’t realize it sooner. I don’t know if you noticed, but i’m not as sharp as I seem. I get really distracted and miss out on what’s in front of me, even when it’s undeniably perfect. But, I really, really like you and I promise, my feelings for you are genuine. It just took me a bit to realize what they were, but..I would love it if you could be my special someone.”
You watch him in complete disbelief.
Did Peter just confess his feelings for you?
“I…” your mouth keeps opening and closing and Peter’s sure you’re short circuiting.
“Hey, it’s ok, I get it. This is sudden and unexpected and I understand completely. I just wanted to let you know before I went off on patrol right now. But if you find yourself free with nothing to do tonight, send me a text and I’ll swing by because I would really like to take you out on a date. Oh, and leave your window open, I’ll just go in through there if that’s ok.”
Your eyes are as wide as saucers, a mixture of giddyness and confusion and every other emotion known to man due to everything that Peter was saying.
You noticed however that some of the things he was saying didn’t exactly make any sense…
“Patrol? W-what? And my..my window? Peter, I live on the 12th floor.”
“It’s okay, I’ve climbed higher,” he states as he retreats back to the door, opening it but turning back to you before heading out.
“Oh, and one more thing?”
He stretches his arm out, a web shooting out as it attaches to the folder you always had near your register.
He pulls the folder towards him and grabs it quickly before any papers fly out.
“I’m a little offended that you didn’t put me on your list of suspects,” he says with a wink, and just like that he’s out the door.
There’s no words to describe how shocked you are. You can’t even move let alone breathe.
Till finally you start to regain feeling in your body again and you’re pretty sure he can still hear you as he’s walking down the block.
“NO FUCKING WAY!!”
He does, in fact, hear you, and he’s chuckling to himself as he turns a corner to switch into his spidey suit.
He can’t wait for tonight.
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spadecentral · 2 years ago
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#5
Weird Places MC has Been Caught Sleeping In
- The railing of RAD. Next to the spiral staircase. Like just balancing in the banister
- The trunk of Mammon’s precious car
- Taped to Lucifer’s ceiling because they were supposed to be doing a prank
- On Levi’s PC. It was warm.
- Three feet in the air, hanging by a shoelace
- The stage of RAD during an award ceremony
- Almost the oven. Twice.
- On Diavolo’s shoulders, surprisingly
- On a stretcher. Don’t ask. You don’t wanna know.
- A blackjack table. Mammons fault not mine.
- A ladder in Satan’s library
- NOT THEIR BED.
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#4
Everyone is Staring at Yuu
Anon asked: dude imagine the first years walking around campus and everyone just staring at them bc yuu is freinds with someone from savannaclaw and disonmia(i know i spt that wrong) and its even weirder bc yuu is magicaless
"Dude..." Ace whispered to Deuce. "Everyone's looking at us really weirdly."
"Watcha lookin' at, huh?!" Epel sneered, sizing up a Octavinelle student.
"U-uh, nothing! Not you, of course!" They said in a rush. "Not that you're not worth looking at just uh-"
"Really now?" Epel seethed.
"Epel, let it go," Jack said, sighing. "C'mon."
"It is highly unprofessional of you to start a fight with another student!" Sebek yelled over at Epel.
"I'll show you professional when I shove my foot up your as-"
"Epel!" Jack pulled back the boy by his collar. "Sebek, disregard him."
The Diasomnia student scoffed. "Such a small threat wouldn't phase me. I am Waka-sama's personal guard, after all."
"I don't think they're looking at us..." Deuce whispered back, looking at the students staring.
In the middle of the group was Yuu, with Grim perched on their shoulder. The prefect was chewing on some jerky that they had on them, occasionally giving a piece to Grim.
"...I think they're looking at Yuu." Deuce completed his sentence.
"Woah, you're actually being smart for once?!" Ace exclaimed on an intentionally loud volume.
"It's not like you're much better, Ace." Yuu smirked, handing Grim a piece of jerky. "You're an idiot. But you're one of my idiots, so don't worry, heh."
Ace blushed a little before turning around and huffing. "Where are we going anyway?"
"I would like to know that as well! I can not slack off on my duty to protect Waka-sama! I should be back soon!" Sebek agreed.
"Oh just down to Sam's! I need some stuff and I've been saving tokens for weeks." Yuu replied. "And why do I feel so many eyes on me? Like this is creepy."
Grim looked up from his piece of jerky around at the people Yuu seemed to be talking about. "I dunno... Hey! Why are you starin' at us?!"
"U-uh... Nothing, nevermind." The called-out student stammered.
"It's alright, don't mind Grim." Yuu motioned for the student to come over with their hands. "C'mon."
Nervously, the student shuffled their way over to Yuu and the other first-years.
"Well?"
"Uhm... see... you're ...aquaintances? I don't know if that's the right word... but you seem to be familiar with the dorm head of both Savanahclaw and Diasomnia," They said, staring at the floor. "And no one's really ever talked with either so much as once, so you're kind of a... celebrity, I suppose."
"Me, a celebrity? Hah!" Yuu laughed. "I mean it is true that I'm friends with Leona and Tsunotarou, but surely more than I have talked to them."
"I wouldn't be too sure, Yuu." Jack nudged them.
"Yeah... the Diasomnia dormleader is kind of... scary."
"How dare you call Waka-sama scary!" Sebek yelled.
"Sebek, calm down. I don't think Tsunotarou minds." Yuu sighs. "You can go now."
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#3
If you don't mind or if you're requests are open can I request for a GEN Z MC?
Ofc :D
Gen Z!MC in the Devildom
This is so funny to me
Probably wouldn’t be surprised
“Huh, so the Karen’s were right.”
The demons would probably be extremely confused why you’re addressing a group of people with the name ’Karen’
You were pretty tame before learning that Lucifer picked you on an off-chance
That’s when you decided to make their lives hellish
Or well…
YOU GET THE POINT
Expect a lot of AC/DC and loud music to be blasting in your room
And then Mitski turns on because your playlist is a rollercoaster and you roll on the floor crying 🗿
And then it goes to hyperpop 💀
No one in that house will be getting any decent sleep
Don’t play uno
It wasn’t banned at one point
That was until you told Mammon about it
Why would you do that 😭
Broski made betting pools
Don’t do that again
Anywho
[SCENARIO]
You walk into the dining room in the morning
Most of the demon brothers are already there
You had stayed up most of the night watching TikTok’s on your smuggled human-world phone
You half yawning say, “So someone tried to bring back eating tide pods… like puhlease that was so 2015.”
You’re most definitely getting bombarded with questions
“MC… WHAT?!?” ⁃ “Tide… pods?”
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385 notes - Posted June 23, 2022
#2
Smart AF Yuu
@theheavilyindulgentgoat asked: Umm… May I have a scenario where MC gets straight As in every single of their classes? And ever since they came to twst they've scored higher than both Riddle and Azul in every single class? I just….. really want to see how they'd react, especially since they can't really score higher than 100… Oh my gosh!!! And imagine… If Riddle n Azul manage to score higher than MC cause MCs grades are usually in the high 90s to 100s… But when they brag or tease MC about it they're just unfazed!!! Sorry if this is long. I was just struck with the irresistible urge to be better than the love of my life Riddle and academic rival Azul. Thank you, and have a lovely day.
Yuu. The Ramshackle prefect. The smartest bitch in the godforsaken NRC. The person that two students absolutely despise.
Azul and Riddle, who used to always fight each other for the top spot, now share a common enemy. Yuu.
Yuu's grades are... perfect. The Perfect Prefect. Shut up.
The lowest grade Yuu had gotten was a 97. A NINETY-FUCKING-SEVEN.
Riddle is seething. His year is ruined. His life is ruined. Yuu ruined his life.
Azul might cry. He's stressed. Mountains of paper were on different parts of his room.
They both hated Yuu. They wanted to punch the smug look off of Yuu's face.
During the big test where the Adeuce duo + Grim gain anemones on their heads, both housewardens beat Yuu by a couple measly points.
When they go up to rub it in their face, what Yuu says inrages them even more.
"It's bound to happen, after all; I've been in this world for far less of a time than you were. Congratulations of your 98's, both of you!" They clap a few times before walking away, going to find their idiots.
Azul and Riddle hate Yuu.
Yuu has got to go.
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Hi um I consider u as a bit of a Loki expert nd I just wanna no what kind of relationship do Sif nd Loki originally have like say in the comics bc I always though Sif hated Loki bc he was not the normal asgardian nd thought les of him bc diff nd she upholds asgardiajs beliefs nd such but idk the show made it seem like they were freinds bc I don’t see any other reason for Loki to not just have atleast attacked sif once they said he’s a villain for the whole show but he Didn’t even defend himself
Hi! Thank you! :) But I actually don't know much about Loki's and Sif's history in comics. @worstloki can probably help you better with this. As far as I know, the story of Loki cutting off all of Sif's hair happened in comics. Loki then for a time possess Sif's body after Asgardians were reborn. And Sif later threatened to kill kid Loki. They generally hate each other, but I remember in Agent of Asgard, Sif was the only person who kind of gave Loki the benefit of the doubt and said he wasn't the same person she knew.
In MCU, Sif was portrayed as someone who doesn't think highly of Loki. She dismissed his opinions on Thor's personality as nothing but jealousy despite them being true. She was ready to attack Loki even though he was their king. And in TDW she was the only person who threatened him with a weapon. It's possible that they were actually friends at some point but we haven't seen the proof of it.
The scene in the show simply doesn't make sense. First because it wasn't even in character for Loki to hurt Sif like that just because he thought it's funny to cut her hair. I can see him not defending himself the first time if he was guilty though. But in the time loop, it was ooc imo that he did nothing. I think he should have at least defended himself in other times and not let her hit him all the time.
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let's hear that rant
the reason I didn't just post the rant and said I have one is bc am struggling to phrase it properly... but idk I was just thinking about how I literally do not understand why people keep perceiving me as "innocent"... they always have, and maybe I get it a little bit why it was like that before, but even then we were all children and nerdy and naïve, but I was always especially picked out for being "innocent". I understand why it was like that when I was 12, because I had this thing in my life where I pretended pretended know nothing about sex or romance at school cause i realised it got me attention(even tho it was just lowkey bullying)... so I kept playing innocent when everyone was discovering sex, even tho I knew more about porn, sex and romance than anything of them ever could cause i discovered porn on my dad's phone where weird uncles had chats where they shared porn which he was more or less unwillingly a part of... and i obsessively watched it every night by stealing his phone at night... but then I eventually removed that perception by having a reputation for making scandalous jokes, especially after i moved!!! I started afresh, but still people keep perceiving me as innocent?? even when I was super loud with cusswords, sexual remarks everything... I think amoung my freinds I wasnt the innocent one but still one of the "child like"?? they never patronized me but idk. but ofc in my grade, I was the innocent one, people would always get shocked when when would talk talk me. m in a new environment AGAIN, in fucking uni and for some reason that reputation still have gotten ahold of me again? everyone gets shocked when they discover me smoking or drinking, like they weren't expecting me to do that,, they get shocked if I say I have sucked a dick (which may have to do more with my ugliness than innocence so that's ok but they get shocked to know I know about like kinky sex like wtf)? they get shocked if I wear a dress, of I go clubbing, when they discover that am really good at life advice and social situations and relationships... like idk what the fuck contributes to it? i look unconventional but not nerdy? I wonder if it's the specks? but then am thinking of other people who aren't perceived like that and it really crosses out anything from my appearance from the list of reasons. with my piercings and I show off skin I don't get what it is uk that keeps making people alienate me like this... m considering if it's my super open and naïve behavior, the fact I trust too easily, or that I carry myself like a child, but that doesn't make much sense to me in many cases because some of the people who make those assumptions they don't know me, I haven't held any conversations with them to display my naivety or something... is it just the fact that am kind? that I dont have 2 faces? I was talking to my friend right whose all into all this social politics and playing double games not being genuine etc etc and she was telling me how am like "good" and how no one else in the uni is like that. and she told me about how this other person is probably playing me, and am not getting it... and i realsied that that person was and I thought they were like genuine but ig they are not and they always treat me with like care and a bit of a a patronizing attitude but I let them cause they are like 3 years older than me but now am wondering if it's cause they think of innocent and need to be protected cause people keep doing that... I dont get it, I don't understand how to get rid of this. do I have to be rude to people, and have that thing in my eye that indicates am not genuine or open, that u need to eb vary of me? do I have to start having that obviously fake smile? like every basic bitch does? I can't do genuine, kind, open?? I probably need to shut the fuck up I guess? but m thinking that's so fucked up? m confused all over, I dont even know what am saying and if it makes any sense but yeah
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