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Any thoughts about the Saja boys with a Deaf reader? I can imagine them not understanding what hearing aids are or not understanding KSL, except maybe Mystery (thats mostly because I headcannon him as selectively mute.)
Some loose thoughts and HCs for this, pardon if this isn’t super clean!
I feel like the eras where they had been alive and human it was extremely rare to have come across someone who was deaf or someone who wasn’t “normal” - heavy on the quotations
Their time as demons maybe theyd come across one or two deaf demons, a lot of mute ones, but maybe not as many known deaf ones bc telepathy was a thing so some demons didnt talk using their vocal cords anyway so it wasnt uncommon for someone to never talk or have an uncommon way of speaking
I also believe in selectively mute Mystery, but I dont think he knows that KSL exists - Im thinking of some of your first interactions is you being a little confused on him not even mouthing words; a way you had been taught to understand people was to lip read and subconsciously your mouth would make the same shapes even though the sound would be inaccurate - so you communicate with the tiny notepad you bring around or with your phone, scribbling down what you wanted to say or typing it out and showing him
Out of all the guys I think Mystery or Romance are the fastest to learn KSL, mystery because it ended up a useful tool for him to communicate and Romance bc.. i just picture him as someone who would care enough to do so
There’d be a day where Romance surprises you as he speaks to you and signs at the same time, revelling in the way your eyes light up and you happily sign back at him your signs a little messy with your shock and he teases you that maybe you should work on your signing bc he couldnt understand you, you’d playfully smacked his shoulder after that
Jinu was confused, that was for sure - saw you fiddling with your hearing aids and was confused on why you were wearing a strange looking in ear, were you an idol or performer? But then he realises that when he spoke out to you, your eyes were laser focussed on the way his mouth moved and he would unintentionally slow his speech which lead you to huff at him like ‘how dare you, im not dumb’ - you’d signed it at him rapidly, voice making little incomprehensible protests as well and then it clicks to him that the hand gestures you were making had meaning with the emphasis you put on some motions
Honestly can imagine Jinu going to a public library and trying to learn about it but not knowing what exactly he was trying to learn, so he pesters Rumi about it til she breaks and teaches him the basics of it (HC is the girls had learned at least basic KSL bc they seem like the type who want to be able to communicate with all of their fans)
Abby my sweet bulky man, has absolutely no clue how you exist bc i highly believe in the era he lived in , it was you HAD to be the strongest to survive so hes surprised youve lived until adult hood with being deaf and unable to be majorly alert with your surroundings especially sound
You’d have given him a brief explanation on how much your can hear - maybe it varies where youre able to hear a little clearer with the assistance of your hearing aids but theres still a noticeable ‘sound’ in the way you talk with your voice and hands that would make them all realise that you were deaf: tries his best to learn KSL or is more mindful of the way he talks or moves his mouth so that its easier to lip read
I feel like out of all of them, Abby struggles the most to learn KSL but he puts in some of the most effort bc he’s starting to be able to understand you - just his execution is clumsy so he signed a cuss word at you once and you were laughing soundlessly at him to the point of tears and hes confused and flustered
Baby was perceptive, probably clocks the fact youre deaf the fastest aside from Mystery and he notices that sometimes youre furrowing your brows at him when he talks because his voice had gone too low that your hearing aids had actually struggled to pick it up - the way his mouth is usually in some kind of smug smile didnt help either because it warped the shape of his mouth and you looked a little upset at yourself for struggling to understand him
He’d pluck your phone from you to type what he said, or if your little notepad was in your hand he’d gesture for you to give it to him and he writes what he said instead - though he does become more mindful as well on his annunciation of words instead of being a little lazy in how he speaks
Highkey.. i dont think Baby learns KSL in full or even most of the basics but he does absorb the common signs you use so hes able to understand you at least, maybe a little more bc he likes the way your eyes twinkle when his hands sign along with some of the common words he uses
I am a believer that Baby would he the type to check what cuss words existed in KSL and refuse to believe anything else
#kpop demon hunters x reader#saja boys x reader#huntrix x reader#bin yaps#kpdh x reader#jinu x reader#abs saja x reader#baby saja x reader#mystery x reader#romance x reader
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˚₊ · »-♡→ dating toki wartooth !
⟢ havent written in yearss so im rusty, sorry if theyre ooc!! please reblog, like and comment if you enjoyed it really helps me! :)
(also accepting requests! sfw & nsfw so send them my way)
ps. these are LONG! under the cut <3
⟢ expect cuddles whenever physically possible - i mean this guy is the type of bf to hold your hand while youre on the toilet just bc he misses you
⟢ toki's also incredibly generous, forgiving and loving, showering you with sweet and innocent gifts and always excited to suggest cute dates together!
⟢ he loves to treat you with plushies of your favourite shows and games as well as special candy (maybe his favourite Norwegian candy so you two can bond over it?!)
⟢ at mordhaus expect board games, DDR battles and taking the lunchables away from toki before his dumbass burns them on the stove again. oh and getting super sloppy drunk in the hot tub
⟢ outside, he loves shopping with you, visiting the zoo and hanging out at yours watching shows together!
⟢ OBVIOUSLY you get free tickets to every show and has the kloketeers get you anything you want; a comfier seat? snacks? merch? booze? on it!
⟢ youll be introduced to the rest of dethklok (if you dont already know each other!) early on, about a month in - yes its intense but the man loves you and knows youre the one for him! he wants his family to love you too!
⟢ you two are definitely cheesy and theres no escaping the allegations. nathan thinks its cute and deep down just wants the little guy to be happy, murderface has to hold in his throw up and skwisgaar as already thrown up from cringe like three times. get away from skwisgaar yous twos
⟢ lets face it you two have lockets with each others pictures inside
⟢ toki is absolutely a hopeless romantic and it may have negative consequences but he definitely over romanticises relationships in a very naive way
⟢ but that doesn't mean he isn't extremely loving and caring! toki is so much so it could be considered overwhelming;
⟢ he feels safe with you so expect to see him vulnerable; you may be the person he confides in the most out of anyone he knows- this can be both good and bad! let me explain:
whenever he experiences night terrors youre the first to know, whatever is on his mind he'll bring straight to you! hes not afraid to cry on your shoulder or ask you to pet and brush his hair when he feels anxious. But because youre his no.1 confidant this also means there might be times where he unloads a lot of intense feelings onto you because he doesn't know what to do when he's experiencing side effects of trauma and stress. he doesn't do it maliciously but he doesn't see how this potentially could be overwhelming and exhausting
⟢ on the plus side, he's an amazing listener because of this. i think out of everyone in the band (besides nathan, who i'd say he's on par with), toki is least likely to get defensive or argue whenever you two disagree or need to communicate- he takes everything on board seriously because he wants to please you and make things work (hes not in this for a short time, hes in it for life)
⟢ at his core he is insanely dedicated; youll never worry about being outshined by groupies or fangirls, matter of fact once youre in the picture toki can barely tolerate touchy fans because all other people pale in comparison to his beautiful wonderful amazing partner!!
⟢ as busy and troubled as he is, hell always make time for you! if you also struggle with your health (physical or mental) hell help as much as he can. therapy? paid for. comfort items? he got them for you. your favourite/safe foods? ALWAYS stocked up in the kitchen!! need a hug? you dont even need to ask
⟢ and last but not least, he loves playing with your hair and LOOOVES when you do the same! play with his mustache, he gets so giggly. he adores how cute you are together. if you ever do his hair or corpse paint he'll never want to take it off
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thank you for reading! im thinking of making a part 2 because i love toki sm and i have so many ideas <3
#toki wartooth#dethklok#metalocalypse#toki wartooth x reader#headcanons#mtl fandom#mtl x reader#metalocalypse x reader
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HIII I read some of your fics and I am proud to say I will not jump and giggle everytime you post. You've gained a very excited fan!! :p
Okay ahem ahem, may I perchance request a fic with male!reader and Jalim, where the reader is really friendly and just looks kind, but then when it comes to music his taste does a COMPLETE 180° and it's either straight up metal / rock music, or it's songs with some rather unsettling themes (i.e mind brand, the lost child and the fox spirit and insert like nearly every other Vocaloid song) okay bye please don't turn into confetti!!! (◍•ᴗ•◍)
Metal taste
ft: Kalim al-Asim & Jamil Viper
A/N: Didnt know if u wanted this romantic or platonic sorhis is a more friendly platonic fic, so i apologize if u wanted romantic!! i hope everything looks ok..
cw?: Male reader. So he/him pronouns are used!
Reader is not Yuu, its really slow paced and doesn't go a-lot into the Jamil until the end ish, i forgot i was writing for him until halfway so im really sorry!! so its a bit rushed
Request?: Yep!!! thanks for sending this in anon! and dont worry!! i haven't turned into confetti ye– ouch! hey.. hey!! AHH—🎉

You were a nice guy most people thought, always offering to help with homework, cleaning up after lunch and so on. A kind soul. So it's safe to say you got along with Kalim– housewarden of Scarabia– pretty well! You and him were like two peas in a pod it seemed. Everyone was either super happy or annoyed when you two came around, depending on Kalims energy levels that day.
You two were currently chatting it up in Scarabias lounge. Saying whatever was on your minds that day. "Oh Oh!!!! Today we played a new song in the light music club!! It was something Lilia recommended!" "Ooooh do tell Kalim!!" Kalim nodded and continued– "It was something that was kind of eerie and spooky but it sounded so awesome! Like it tickled my bone in just the right ways...!" He frantically searched for his phone before remembering- "Oh crap! Jammmill!!" Kalim whines, making Jamil look up from his homework while cocking an eyebrow. "I think i left my phone in the classroom! Can we go get it? I wanna show him the song we played today!"
Jamil started getting up but then you interrupted with, "Its alright for now, we can go get it later, besides it will be a distraction when we start doing homework. Here, just my phone Kalim!" Kalim nods fast and grabs your phone when you hand it to him. "Whats your password!!!!" "Oh sevens give it back to me you big baby." You say as you glance back to Jamil, seeing he's eyeing you. Ooookay then..
Once your password is in, you go to open the music app you have and search the song. Kalim grabs your phone before you can even get to the search bar and aggressively starts tagging on your phone screen. "Careful Kalim!" You tease "Dont wanna break my phone now do you?" "Well even if I do, I can just buy you one hundred more!!!" He's so happy to have you around, Jamil thinks it's ok to let his guard down a little bit. Kalim finishes searching the song. Then looks even more happy if thats even possible. "Hey it says you've liked the song already!!! I didn't know you liked this type of music!" Kalim looks at you with wide eyes and smiles happily. Jamil is now looking concerned. Just what is this music..
Kalim plays the song and turns up your phone to max volume, for the ultimate affect! Jamil has to cover his ears because its so loud. But he sees you and Kalim banging your heads the the rhythm, and then when the vocals come on? On sevens save Jamils sour soul.. It sounds like the most demonic thing ever is Jamils eyes.. ears? But it does sound good. He cant deny that. He slowly uncovers his ears and hears you and Kalim singing to the music. As he listens he actually is able ti start and hear the lyrics behind the dark snd strangled vocals. And the lyrics sound.. relatable.. realistic and harsh. They hit his soul in a way music hasn't before.
The song ends and you and Kalim are gasping for air. "No I– love that songg!! Haah.. Its been in my like for- awhile.." You say, catching your breath. "Lilia just showed it to me and Cater today!! It sounds awesome! I think i might start listening ti this artist more!" Kalim shouts, seemingly having caught his breath already? You continue to heave for a bit before composing yourself and looking at Jamil. He is awestruck. His eyes wide and glossy. "Jami, you okay man?" Jamil stares.. then blinks.. the coughs and composes himself. "Yes yes.. I am okay dont worry hek" He coughs again, hoping you wont notice the slip up.
You eye him for a moment more before going back to Kalim, who started rambling again about the type of music hes getting into.
Soon enough, homework is somehow done and you're getting reader to leave back to your dorm. Kalim waves you off with Jamil behind him. Looking at the ground like it's the most interesting thing since magic.
You hear Kalim walking back to the dorm when you feel a tap on your shoulder. You turn and see Jamil with his head deep in his hoodie. Eyes peeking out from at you. "Uhm hey.." This is awkward... "Hi Jamil.. Do you need something? Sorry if I gave you the wrong impression of me." "No no it's not that uh, it's actually umhhh.." He squirms. Like hes not used to asking people things which is odd for him.. Eh.. "What was that songs name.." He finally gets out. You blink, and he sinks deeper into his hoodie. "Oh! Of course sorry! I can send you the link if you want, its kind of hard to spell.. Whats your number?" Jamil looks at you unexpectedly, and pulls out his phone for you. He should be more weary than this.. why is he just giving this to you so easy.. You insert your number into his phone and then send the song to him. He thanks you and then walks back to Scarabia. But before you can go you hear– "Thanks.." you smile back at him and continue on through the mirror.
Its been a couple weeks and you and Jamil have been sharing songs you like together. He was shocked at first, someone like you– so bright and kind, liking such brutal metal music. Then, he got used to it. No one is as they seem. Hell, Kalim isn't all sunshine and rainbows he knows it, but it still catches him off guard sometimes when you send him such an unsettling song..
Safe to now saw, you are friends with Scarabias house and vice housewarden. One for matching energy. And the other for matching music taste.
And, you could have sworn you saw Jamil with a hoodie to your favorite band....
A/N: Hi welcome!!! Might make a part 2 with a romance aspect! i like this trope between reader and jamil actually so yeah!! dont hold me two it though...
Thanks for reading! <3
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Nick Valentine the type of guy to say "he's right behind me isn't he"
#type of guy to say “dont mind if i do”#fallout 4#nick valentine#i need him so badly its not even funny
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Atlus. Atlus. Atlus are you listening? Are you here with me Atlus. Atlus come closer. There's just one thing. Just one thing I need you to do for me Atlus. In P4R you are going to give Teddie a better translation. Okay Atlus? You are going to make it clearer when he's parroting stuff you are going to let him reference manzai just once. You are going to change 'scoring' to something more accurate. Atlus are you listening? Atlus- Atlus come back- ATLUS. ATLUS COME BACK ATLUS---
#persona 4#p4#p4r#p4g#persona teddie#ATLUS YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE TRANSLATE TEDDIE BETTER FOR ME OK ATLUS#i wish i did not care anymore after all these years but this fuckign guy was my hyperfixation for. basically my entire teenage years#and the idea that hes once again going to be taken as a mineta type character is killing me inside#you hate teddie because hes a creep. i hate atlus because they took the once character with a crippling fear of abandonment and an intense#need for people to like him. but is also SO bad at understanding social cues and norms hes sabotaging himself. and THEN ONLY USED THAT#AS AN EXCUSE TO MAKE CREEPY JOKES ABOUT THE GIRLS!!! AGHH#AND IN ENGLISH ITS NOT EVEN CLEAR HE DOESNT KNOW WTF HES TALKIGN ABT!! WAAAAAAAHHHH#hes not understanding the girls are actually mad at him he thinks theyre doing a MANZAI ROUTINE HES TAKEN HIS SOCIAL CUES FROM#A BUNCH OF TEENAGERS. THEIR SHADOWS. AND TV PROGRAMS!#SOBBING. reliving the actual hell it was to have THIS GUY as the one i related to the most#BECAUSE SAYING THAT TO SOMEONE WITH NO FURTHER CONTEXT YOU ARE GOING TO SOUND INSANE !!!!#in my dreams you would have him make stupid comments.a nd then get an actual scene SITTING HIM DOWN AND EXPLAINIGN THINGS TO HIM#because the misunderstanding of how social norms n honestly just conversations in general work is so fucking. mood buddy. i dont need them#to just fuly take that out. not at all! but please dont just use it for jokes. TALK TO HIM GIVE THIS STUPID BEAR A CHANCE. WEHHH#i never mention teddie because 1 the reasons above. his english translation is the worst you will sound insane. n 2. the fandom is um Bad#but god he still spins around in my mind daily. i am so worried about p4r. be kind to my stupid bear son atlus i am on my knees
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Quick piece of @luluyamofficial 's character Lucelia + a 30 second speedpaint!
#my art#digital art#gift art#artists on tumblr#i hope you dont mind being mentioned!#stretches#anyway theres something that clicks in me with these characters#It feels tricky to describe#Because these characters are so personal and symbolic to the artist and I've only recently begun looking into them#I cant claim to fully know and understand them#I feel some sort of odd way saying something like that#but I do love is seeing this way of expression through characters that align in ways that are similar to how I operate with my own#These stories and characters crafted to be reflective of the artist's life and experiences and self perception#I love to see these little pieces- the glimpses of understanding for whats being conveyed#I love understanding and there are things I believe I do understand in some ways as they pertain to mental health and the relationship#to the self#but Understanding is secondary to enjoying seeing the expression of lived experience#coughs#anywhey. i hope you like the piece!#I've been turning these guys around in my head for a few days and have felt compelled to show appreciation for what I see#the general genre and type of work isnt what I've found myself drawn to in the past so ive been enjoying the Brain Expansion#bugs#roaches#cockroaches
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ok tell me some basic gen 5 facts
victini was designed with the intention of appealing to female players
#also those bunny apple snack thingies#i only had this one on my mind because i was thinking about it the other day but i can have facts sometimes 🔗💥🔗#<- thats supposed to be the guy breaking his chains image#asks#vgpony-mk2#also no matter how you turn the klink lines body it always appears to have a face. i learned this one today !#frillish wasnt supposed to be a ghost type (love to share that one)#cofagrigus and runerigus share...idk base stats except for attack and somthing else those two are inverted ?? something like that#i dont pay attention to stat details so i dont remember that one as well#also they EAT PEOPLE*. thats just a dex entry but i like to share that tidbit. *theyre said to encase people so its probably not really#eating but like... ur most like not surviving so you might as well say they eat ppl#sorry another cofagrigus one. theyre bipedal and quadrapedal. idk if theres a word that means u do both but they do both.
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light fires at night (to fill the void) by inthesea is required reading for andreillers
#HOLD UP ✋ it's not on ao3. and if you want to read it... well i can get it to you.#BUT THE LINES IN THERE ARE INSANE. neil literally says you are a gun pointed at my head forever i cant run i cant dodge i chose this i chose#YOU#and there's so much to it. i literally keep that line in my mind at all times#its the type of line that makes you freeze up when you're in the middle of a task#the kind of line that forces you into manual mode and you have to remember how to move your body#guy who has spent his entire life dodging bullets chooses not to duck this one#and andrew also says that neil is a knife pressed against his throat#like. these guys will literally be like love is violence and then do the softest shit youve ever seen. and it is. love is violence#sigh.#do i need to sell you on it more or will you read it now.#also the fic is extraordinarily soft. its a 5+1 situation. andrew wants to say i love you to neil and he spends multiple years figuring out#how to form the words#and it's extremely in character. its the literal magnum opus of all aftg fanfic. nothing compares and nothing will ever compare#like theres fanfiction and then theres light fires at night#in my brain its fully canon. like to me this fic is literally what happens after the books.#you can find it yourself if youd like but i think it might be a little hard WHOS TO SAY. anyway#everybody NEEDS to read this fic i dont care. if i could beam it into everyones brains i would
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sick day today :-(
#usually pulling a sickie is kinda fun cuz i can like watch movies or play videogames all day but ive been feeling rl off#possibly have a uti lmao i went to a pharmacy and they gave me an antibiotic course and told me to see my gp if it gets worse#but idek if it is one i havent been having pain/burning on peeing. they said its not standard to do urine tests unless its suspected to be#complicated.. i just have like. pressure and difficulty fully emptying my bladder. they took my temp and i dont have a fever either#just really badly fatigued and struggling to think straight. maybe it is just overexertion from yesterday or like heat exhaustion#trying to stay rly hydrated and ill see how i feel after eating.. if i start taking antibiotics i have to finish the course entirely#but if i get sick from them ill have to miss my concert tomorrow :'(((#man. idk if its just anxiety from the haze of being ill and pained but i feel like the friend im going with doesnt wanna go w me anyway#i feel like hes either having a bad time of his own and not talking abt it. or ive pissed him off somehow. smths just been off lately#im not in a state of mind to play guessing games ill just work myself into a tizzy but if i have done smth i wish i knew so i could fix it#and if its his own shit going on i wish i knew as his friend like even if i cant solve it i want him to feel like he can talk to me abt it#ik hes a private guy and me too but sometimes u gotta share some of ur worldly burdens w ppl in ur life or what's the point#we dont rly get much time to properly talk cuz we're usually at work or if we call my flatmate can hear everything i say cuz thin walls#or lets be real when we call im often in a lot of pain and a bit high to cope with it so not especially conversational lmfao.#maybe thats why hes annoyed. idfk. well itd be nice to get to talk to him tmr but seems like he doesnt even wanna take the same train#and wont be much talking at the gig...maybe im being childish and stupid for wanting to spend more time with him when we already do hang#out a fair amt. i think hes less social than i am maybe. but i miss him snd i miss when our schedules were more aligned so we got to hang#more and i miss feeling like i was getting to know him and understand him better but now the walls are back up and im hitting a ceiling#im not gonna have a tantrum over it like if he wants space ill respect that. ik he was annoyed at another friend before for having kinda#unreasonal social demands of him.. i dont wanna be that person i just like him a lot and like being around him is that a crime#okay so i am being anxious but its mainly just the pain. ugh. whenever i catch feelings for ppl i get so worried im not being#respectful enough of their boundaries bc ppl have accused me of being predatory or even just needy before and it fucking stings#and its not fair to involve him in all that when he didnt even do anything im just projecting i doubt im even in the ballpark of his type#i dont knoooow i dont know anything at all. im gonna stop ruminating and drink more water and open up steam so i can have somr fun#.diaries#at least my roast chicken came out real good..letting it rest b4 i carve it up :-)
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crazy how pretty enea is like damn dude save some for the rest of us
#type of greed they talk abt in the bible. thats not true#ive been looking at the tech3 pics all day. god hes so pretty its insane to me#he looks so good 😔😔 his pink swag is crazy#HOWEVER. they killed his teeth helmet and i am hating for that. bring it back its so silly.......but hagrid on the back is cute so i live#enea in my mind's eye: 'man i have this shit on fr. those guys do NOT have that shit on'#i need to put him in my pocket. or keep a framed photo of him like hes a dear friend. hm what other insane things can i say#hes like a little bug that i wanna keep so i put him in a jar w holes in the lid. give him plants and food and sunlight and water#or like a really nice jacket#che cazzo.......è così bello...........dio......🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🙏🙏🙏💪💪💪💪💪👍👍👍🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅#i dont actually know italian. obviously#enea bastianini#yap sesh tag
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Recent-ish things ~
#photo diary#1 - love this image of Noodle.. such a weird angle that makes his head look entirely round like a puff ball or something#2 - a more recent (still from months ago) collection of my pressed flowers and 4 leaf clovers I found.#3. Being one of the only people in 2024 still going 'hee heee I've just bought a new wii game!' but.. I have. >:3#It's kind of like Wii Sports Resort but is like.. open world? so your character can actually walk around and stuff. REALLY makes me#wish I had the type of set up where I could record video from my wii and stuff like some gaming youtubers have. I think it'd be a really#fun game to play on video and to DOCUMENT it!!! I keep wishing I could screenshot my little guy walking around but I caaant..#I've literally just been taking out my phyiscal camera and photographing the screen which always looks bad.. augh..#4. Something in the froxen food aisle called 'Wellington Bites' a play on beef wellington. suprisingly good actually. but I guess anything#with like beef and mushrooms usually is. But it seems like.. oddly decent for frozen food stuff.#5 - boye looking Round again.. 6 - updated score in the wii fit minigame again. This time less than 4 seconds#for each round? which may be a record for me? 7 & 8 - fat bird in the snow. fatt bird in the SNOW!! Hoping that climate change and H5N1#don't eventually remove all trace of birds and winter weather from my life in the future... -_-#9 - ..ough... a few paltry writings.. Except for the one day of 4000 words. But for the most part I have been making soo litte progress#because of the holidays and drs appointments and such a rush of all these other mind distracting things.. Or if I'm not doing something the#I'm feeling tired from having PREVIOUSLY done something so I waste the whole day being sleepy and headachey... GRR...#the funny thing is that like many many years ago I wrote a note on my wall saying 'FOCUS! write 2hr a day or more or youre going to finish#your game in 2025!!!' - which back in 2018 when I wrote it was like unimaginably far into the future but now... ahem.. hem... I guess that#is quite literally the case LOL. To my credit I did parctically abandon it entirely since late 2019 and JUST now picked up really#trying to focus on it in mid 2024 but still... My '''ridiculous'' projection being actually likely the correct one..#10 - I just thoughtit would be silly to put a bunch of keychain things on the wii remote. imagine playing this way. getting constantly#jabbed in the hand by plastic bits. and the jingling clinking noise it would be always making lol#11 - sky.. huzzah for the sky as always. Clouds my beloved#Gr.. I just really want to wriiite. My new years hopes are to finish my game and to get stuff set up to start selling sculptures again.#AND then maybe do more game videos lol... I miss playing games. I dont think I've posted on that youtube for like 5 months#I've just had so much appointments and Things and Stuff and focusing so much on other projects. But that is the thing that really#feels relaxing and fun for me. so like.. 1. finish game 2. sell sculpture/make sculpture 3. play games 4. find more friends#and social connection and networking or whatever the hell people have to do to be successful 5. do more costume/outfits.#<( saying this all on a day where I did none of those things LOL... I got erm.. maybe 400 words done today.. >:'3c )#6 is MOVE away from the evil west coast (hot.. fires in summer. etc) but like. not happening unless I suddenly become a millionaire so. -_-
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Genuinely, I wonder if my fear of being seen as annoying by commissioning oc x canon is silly or not.
I always get so actually worried that the person I'm commissioning will think I'm weird or if it's an artist who's in the fandom with me I get all worried they probably already draw a lot of oc x canon of the character i like and maybe they're tired of it
How many times can one artist draw Wally Darling kissing a bunch of different ocs before they hate it? Dksjfjkskdjd
#text post#just rambling#IM JUST SCREAMING INTO THE VOID DONT MIND ME!!!!!#like please please i kno im cringe but i just want more art of them...holding hands#aaughfjfjsodidkbfkek#shaking myself for being a lil baby even though im always saying “Be cringe be free!!!!!” but i cant help it#like I already try and only comm people who are familiar with or in the fandom#but then i get all sorts of like “OH GOD THEY PROBABLY HATE DRAWING THIS”about it#im sure if they didnt wanna theyd just...tell me? i do ask. ya kno when i do try and buck up the courage.#“Hi sorry would you be alright with drawing my oc with this guy please its okay if not haha jk unless.” type shit gjdjfjkekdjfjeke#god im embaressing
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thinking about if i want to rb polls to the oc blogs to answer as them in the tags & it hit me wyndi is absolutely the most likely of the 3 to be into fanfic.
#theyre cursed with permanent clarity of mind theyd never get Obsessed with a series or ship#but they absolutely would find it entertaining#theyre such an aloof and unaffected guy but theyd like it i think.#iradis finding out & being like what do u mean u read even the r18 fics u dont even experience arousal#& wyndis just like idk i think its kinda funny#they might write one from time to time & they handle it with such indifference its just a way to pass time to them#but the overwhelming reaction they get for it is always 'u nailed the characterization this is so good pls pls pls write more'#wyndis the type of person their outward expression can be hard to read so half the time u dont know if theyre serious#or not until they start speaking#but even then they'll say their jokes in the same manner they say serious things#even keppi & iradis will sometimes have to take a second to be like what the fuck are u talking about#and wyndis just like. idk how to tell u its a joke. bc its usually some absurd statement to begin with
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Actually talking about dreams reminded me that i had a dream with Grim before he even had a name or was even a character of mine!! I can't believe i forgot about that the only reason i even know about it is bc i found some old text messages where i talked about it and it must have been such a defining moment i decided i must share it with someone at 03:40 am


Reporting from the future, according to past me: "the god of death visited me in my dream" and "he was very fun" and "he sang to me in latin". I also thought it was an omen but wasn't sure if it was a good or bad one. I also said "hes a trickster ofc hed love to visit you and scare you" (to friend i was messaging). Thats literally just Grim. Like all of this fits him except he looks a little different today; like his hair isn't pale blond its just white, and his eyes aren't dark but red, but i guess. They can be dark. At the same time. He visited me before he even existed and that's a little freaky tbh i hope he visits again soon
This does help answer a question thats been bothering me since the parley happened which is what language do him and his majesty speak? And auden for that matter. Bc ofc i write in English but other languages do exist still, and both grim and the lord speak most languages (so the interpreters weren't even rly needed with the humans) but that doesn't mean they just speak english bc i write in english bc that seems unfitting to me.. now ive decided they just speak latin in reality. Or some other form of lost language no one else speaks. That or if they are speaking to someone else, then they speak the language the person they are talking to speaks. Same with the Doctor actually, since it "talks" in people's thoughts, and whatever it says is interpreted in a way unique to each individual, so if its communicating with a Spanish speaking person for example then that person would hear its words in spanish bc thats what they understand and thats the filter their brain interprets things through. But it doesn't rly talk it just kinda beams its own thoughts into people, so it technically speaks all languages, but also doesn't speak any.
#Auden's story#oc grim#oc his majesty#oc doctor#dreams#whump#the language question has been bothering me for so long bc i knew they don't actually just speak english bc thats a human language#and neither of them are human and both of them are older than language itself#so their mother tongue cannot just be today's modern english that doesn't make any sense#the dream is also freaky bc i literally never dream with people i dont know#like i dont have strangers in my dreams especially not this detailed#if i do theyre just some average looking blob of unimportance#but he was so clear in my mind i remember him so clearly and he looked absolutely nothing like anyone i know#i rly just felt like i was visited by some fucking guy#but some fucking guy who knew who i was and seemed to have more personality than im usually able to imagine#like i dont just “make up guys” in my dreams they gotta come from some media or real life is what im saying#and he wasn't like that#i choose to live in a world where he exists actually thank you for understanding#i need to post more fun fact type posts about my guys they are so important to me
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TO REITERATE: I will NOT be taking any requests that are incestuous or anything that contains an adult x a child. I am NOT a proshipper nor do I support proshippers. I have tried to be polite but firm because I am a public figure here technically and I don't want to abuse any position I have or be mean.
However, that being said, I have been clear in multiple posts that I do not condone that sort of behavior or even tolerate it anywhere near me. I am no longer going to be polite.
Enough.
#crow chirps#ARENT YOU TIRED OF BEING NICE. DONT YOU WANT TO GO APE SHIT.#yes i made this because i got another inappropriate ship in my box#going to be so real i do think one of them was either the Original Guy or they were affiliated with them#this next person didnt have the exact same typing pattern but some of the wording was suspicious to me#anyways#proshippers get tf away from me challenge lol#i have been blocking people but im going to start making an example of people on top of it#basically: stop stepping on my boundaries!!!! its rude#im a person first and an artist second and i am always always going to come first#if that pisses anyone off you are free to take your leave if you so choose#not art#i do apologize for so many posts about this#ive seen friends get popular for art and people start treating them as like less than human#so im hoping that by being loud about my boundaries from the start#hopefully ppl will know to buzz off if for some reason i ever take off#i am less strict ab this with warrior cats because the source material is already completely and utterly fucked#nobody knows wtf is going on and half of thunderclan is already inbred#for warriors i'd say like. be mindful? use your judgement#but with mlp there is NO excuse
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Idk maybe it's just my perspective as an aro lesbian but I find the take that, bc the pale quadrant is defined as a type of 'romance' for trolls, all interpretations of pale ships should therefore be seen as strictly romantic and that pale pairings need to correspond directly with both characters stated sexualities to be remarkably limiting and smallminded, personally. I'm all for expanding the definition of what makes a relationship romantic but sometimes I feel like people take 'romance' a little too literally when they try to make 'romance = attraction' as opposed to approaching pale feelings as like. Their own thing. Moiraillagence being a kind of romance for trolls and also being a technically 'platonic' relationship (from a human pov, these are concepts invented by a Human to fuel fan discussion they aren't complex) with very little bearing on whether or not you feel romantic attraction to somebody are two concepts that can coexist.
#homestuck#listen i too do not like kan/kat but surely we can acknowledge that saying it wont work bc kanaya is a lesbian is a little silly#i think we need to open our minds more to the wonderful world of fuck it we ball#and also let aro/aces have fun with the quadrants instead of playing this weird exclusionary act#also people acting like the pale/pitch quadrants involve these super complex feelings that humans cannot experience is so goofy#you do know that like w guy came up w these right? you do know theyre just silly shipping tropes#right???#sorry im vaguing no hate to the people making these types of posts but im so so tired#anyways i want to see more pale rosekat weird lesbian and grumpy guy solidarity#talk tag#obviously this goes for the ashen quadrant too i just dont care as much everything is made up
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