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hotluncheddie · 1 year ago
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I was thinking about how Steve would deal with his sexuality crisis and how when he's tryna figure everything out he maybe has this moment of panic because he thought he'd stopped lying to himself and trying to be someone he's not but maybe that's not the case at all and he hasn't stopped pretending at all. And he just starts spiralling and it makes him want to stop thinking about pretend it isn't there so he just shoves it into a proverbial box so he can ignore it
:( sad stevie baby hours for us then anon?
sad sad self sabotaging steve. my dude. my wet little guy.
the idea that he though he was doing better, being himself, not lying to anyone not even when he’s alone. maybe he doesn’t like change and he’s hanging on to fragments more closely now, gripping things tightly in his palms. where he used just let it wash over him, no point giving it thought, things don’t change anyway. but then everything did, right? everything changed and so did he and now he has all this stuff. all this stuff attached directly to his heart strings.
and then he likes boys.
he likes girls but he likes boys. has liked boys. wants boys, too.
now there's boys and he starts to shut down.
Just that feeling of 'i'm doing better' but then it kinda turn into 'okay i'm tired lets just get though it' then it keeps going 'just one more week, just one more day' and then you look around and it feels like everything you've built in crumbling away around you. and that person you built up and thought you created was actually formed on a mudslide, your foundations were never gonna hold. it's all fallen apart without you really noticing
he doesn't have the words to describe how. there's a war happening between what he thinks he should feel, what maybe he does feel and who he thinks he is. who he was and who he wants to be are there somewhere too. but it's lost in the soup of his head.
but he has robin right? with her bright light and unconditional love. but this thing, this new thing. he's always been that right? this boy girl thing. so, he's a liar then. he never told her so he lied. lied to bright, beautiful robin. how could he have done that?
and there's eddie. eddie so much a part of this boy girl thing. eddie who feels like he could be his. feels like summer rain on his skin, feels like citrus tang on his tongue. but eddie knows who he is, think so deeply and is so true, so distinctly and explosively himself. and steve doesn't even know one bit about who he is. not really. not now. after this thing. its torn it all down. everything changed again but this time the cracks aren't through the town they're in his skin, at his roots.
can't bring eddie into that. can't let robin risk falling in.
but then maybe they jump through those cracks, start hiding things in the crevices. little beams of starlight and greenery. start helping him see that those cracks are quite pretty, maybe they let you see a little more of his skin. that this mud slide he's on feels a lot like grounding. like barefeet on grass and leaves turning with the sun. that maybe this boy girl thing is new, and old, and its so so steve. that maybe he can be okay again, build something new and live a little differently. but still true. because its always been true right? all those feeling, all those smaller him's and things locked away. they're peeking out of the cracks now. peaking out into this thing. this thing he can be. always be and always play with. even if it takes along time, that okay, it'll take all his life, maybe. to figure out he likes oranges, likes daisies the most, likes girls, like boys, likes this trying to be himself.
and maybe those hidden crevices start to shine a little brighter, the plants start to bloom. maybe robin never left and never will, find him a bathroom floor all his own. sees that always and right now are sisters and she can take his heart and keep it next to her own, until he's ready to have it back again, hold it real safe this time.
and eddie keeps turning up on his tongue, keeps dripping all over his skin. becomes his eddie. bis boy. his one. his new side of the boy girl thing. a this boy thing and love thing. romance on the mudslide. kisses under starlight.
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chloesimaginationthings · 6 months ago
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HBEBEBEBEBEB UR WILLIAM DESIGN IS SO SILLYYYYY THAT SKRUNKLY OLD MAN IS GETTING THE CHAIR <3333
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The worst man ever 💜
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demonic0angel · 2 months ago
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(Second part of Jazz the Babysitter)
"Hello, Damian." Jazz greeted in her usual calm tone.
"Big Fenton…" Damian nonchalantly acknowledged the older Fenton, much to her annoyance.
"What's with the sudden change in tone?!" Jazz yelled.
She booped him on the nose with a teasing glare and he exploded.
“I have had enough of this!” He shouted. “You— You—!! You treat me too nicely!!”
At first, there was a flash of hurt on Jazz’s face, but then she relaxed and smiled as he continued speaking. She giggled and then coughed to cover it up. Damian glared at her with a flush on his cheeks as Jazz then knelt before him, bringing her monstrous height down to his level.
“Is that so? Why do you think I’m being too nice to you?” She asked gently, and her look of open affection made Damian scowl at her.
“Your tricks won’t work on me any longer! You are too nice, too accommodating, and too soft! I will not accept this behavior anymore, Big Fenton!”
Jazz chuckled and then said, “I’m just treating you with respect. I’m not treating you any different from anyone else, Damian. Well, maybe a little, but we��re friends, aren’t we? Aren’t I allowed to treat you nicely?”
She smiled and Damian flushed furiously. “Y-Y-You witch! Don’t look at me like how Richard does!”
Then he stormed off. There was a pause, and just as expected, she followed after him, keeping up pace with him easily. They walked in silence, but he could feel her stare into his back and he blushed even further.
“Where are we going?” She asked, her tone sounding playful.
Damian harrumphed. “To my room.”
“Oh! Are you going to show me your art? I’d like to see it. Can I?”
“Tch. Fine! But only because I know you’ll keep bothering me otherwise!” (But he was secretly pleased anyways.)
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forecast0ctopus · 4 months ago
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Hi hi!! First off I gotta let you know you're easily one of my favourite artists on Tumblr and I'm pretty sure you're single handedly pulling me back into the star trek obsession with your art (I love the shapes and colours they are very special to me. Also the way you draw bones....love that old man)
But if you don't mind me asking!! How do you go about drawing legs/arms? It's one of the things I'm struggling most with at the moment but I LOVE the way you draw em. No pressure to answer tho ofc!!
Hope you're having a nice day :)
THANK YOU i'm sorry iit took me uhh two and a half months to get to this but i really appreciate it!! I really wanted to give some kind of answer for you but that took a while to get to oops anyways here's how i personally approach arms/legs:
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nothings suuuper concrete because of course things can always change with body type, weight, or how muscley a character is. i just kind of look at everything from an anatomy perspective, simplify and exaggerate for readability, and uhh also i like shapes and pointy things :]
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deoidesign · 3 months ago
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Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between
#to be or not to be. that is the question#ty adam for being my model for dramatic vampire moment#musings on the thinkings about:#when to live you are required to hurt others. you must repeatedly ask yourself what the value of your life is#To sleep... perchance to dream...#ah. THERES THE RUB.#ok I actually couldnt come up with too many thoughts. I had a lot more while I was drawing this but I guess I put them in the painting LOL#reading that soliloquy and being like damn this is just like vampires#the reality of course is that the soliloquy is a debate over suicide and ultimately making the choice to live#even if just out of fear of the unknown#and vampires are about dying and then in undeath choosing to continue to live#despite the fear of eternity and loneliness and hurting others#theyre not the same. but like let me thiiink come onnnn I'm allowed to thiiink and have incomplete thoughts#I would have to write like a proper essay about this to organize my thoughts. this is the tags on a tumblr post.#anyways finished episode 79#working on patreon stickers for this month (and next month soon)#and working on book 4. taking a pause from episodes cause I've got 3 weeks of buffer now... UGH#I'm so mad that they changed it. it would have been 5 weeks before but it's fine it's whatever#anyways yeah taking a break from episodes to make my book now!#its good stuff.#and this painting is good stuff#banger after banger from me tbh#this was a little relaxing giving myself a couple hours to muse#it's necessary for my health and I always forget that til I do a painting...#I loved doing the little landscape in the background too I should do that more! I love how plants are just like whatever shape you want#like you can make up any plant you want and not only does that plant PROBABLY exist somewhere#a weirder plant exists somewhere too. so. literally whatever you want#ok bye again for a few days while I get back to work
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doktorventure · 2 months ago
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A little something for @depressedhatakekakashi ! If you’d like something similar you can find my ko-fi HERE
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kenobihater · 9 months ago
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reblog for a bigger sample size of former angry, creative, and/or highly dramatic children
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shepscapades · 11 months ago
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WELL THAT WAS AN UNEXPECTED RESPONSE :( /pos
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rebisrot · 10 months ago
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maybe Hoody/Brian reading a book?
I go back to school tomorrow morning and I'm losing my mind
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my hot take of the day is that brian would like the catcher in the rye
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divorcedwife · 2 months ago
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hear me out: emelin with THAT chappell roan dress.
(idk it was very sleeping beauty but in a deadly way)
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i would never deny your call
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cloudabserk · 5 months ago
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are there any outfits you have in your closet that naruto and sasuke would wear? 💝
YES omg i feel like naruto would love my closet
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all things i own and wear (except the orange headband) plus some hairstyles i’ve had semi recently i think he’d rock
sasuke on the other hand… would probably not be as enthused about my haphazard style
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keikobubs · 18 days ago
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Would you draw transfem!Abed perhaps?
this has been sitting in my inbox for a while because school has been kicking me repeatedly, but YES absolutely!! these were quite fun to draw ^_^
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chrliekclly · 7 months ago
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i’m on my knees begging you to post art. i don’t even care what it is i just need more of your art RIGHT MEOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i offer this unfinished doodle
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fallen-jpg · 20 days ago
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god ur backgrounds are so gorgeous they're singlehandedly making me want to practice drawing some too just so I can get as good as u one day!! just ur lighting and colors are jusr *chefs kiss* 🤌🤌
(any tips and advice would be awesome but no pressure!! I just wanted to gush about ur bgs a bit<33)
tysm!!! would love to see more bgs so i hope i come across your work if you do practice bgs!!
i answered an ask here about perspective that might help but as for more tips maybe i have two
im a strong believer that you can use any colors you want as long as your values work. value goes together with lighting. you can check your values if you grayscale your work
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i find that it's best if important things still read clearly in b&w. if things are getting lost, try brightening or darkening them or the bg. when i'm stuck on a piece, checking values usually instantly un-stucks me.
the 2nd is to deeply consider reflective light/color. reflective light helps blend everything together and makes colors interesting
i usually figure out the dominant colors of my bgs first before going into characters and props - because the bg will tint everything, if that makes sense? example, green and brown for this drawing:
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actually whenever anything is put together, they will affect each others color. like damian's shirt above, a white shirt that is affected by damian's skin. and also -
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green of gotham on jason's jacket and helmet
red of the sofa on the curtains and tim's clothing
pink of bludhaven on dick's suit
...tbh i should think about reflective light more. i just went back to past pieces and was like ig i did do that. ty past-me for thinking about it
hoping some of this helps!!
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devxoid · 1 year ago
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dirk warmup sketches + requests
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triona-tribblescore · 1 year ago
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Hello there, skeleton annon here,
Was reading your pirate au and was wondering, Leo was raised by big mama right? Then how do the others know him? Were they also big mamas kids? Or is it a separated au where they were raised by splinter without him?
Can't wait for the next update!! :D
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totally accurate recreation of how they met-
HI!! TY FOR THE ASK :DD
boutta info dump a lil-
OKAY SO! Yes!! Leo was raised by big mama, and the others, by Splinter~ So I suppose I'd consider it a separated AU! :)
Not gonna reveal toooo much on Splinter atm cause I actually have a bit of a whole mini-arc thing for him planned, he may be filling in his role of absent father once more guys im sorry- /lh
The others were told to get some of their own experience out at sea, But obviously, the only knowledge they have of it is through what stories Splinter has shared with them and the minimal training he's taught em. very bare-bones stuff. So they are kinda just out there wandering with no real goal or idea of what to actually do
Until they find leo that is!!
Despite finding him, the uh, the guys... don't actually know that leo..is their brother...YET!! YET!
And vice versa, Leo just saw these guys and was like
"Oh, this lot looks cool~ and i am desperate for a crew and im alone out here and kinda sad and ihavenoideawhatimdoingOHGOD- so uh, join me? :)"
totally unbeknownst to him that they are his bro's/that he even HAS brothers. As IF big mama would ever give him that type of hope yk? ;)
the three already know April too, she joins later on after the ship pulls into a shipping port and finds her trying to pick a fight with a rouge mayhem who stole her boot.
AH- ANYWAY TY FOR THE ASK!!!! Hope that clears it up a lil :))
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