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I know a lot of people interpret Scully's reaction to Mulder's love confession in 'Triangle' as her assuming that he is drugged up and talking nonsense.
There is another (worse) option, though.
"Oh brother" is definitely not what you respond if you're taking it seriously, we can probably agree on that, but i don't think potential drugs are the reasons here.
Let's look back a little. I'm working with the assumption that 'Folie a Deux' is set in May of 1998 with FtF taking place in August. 'The Beginning' happens sometime in September of the same year. If we use this as our timeline, we have a total of around five months during which a LOT of shit happens.
'Folie a Deux' is important because this is the "original" drugged up love confession Scully hears when Mulder is in the psychward. It gets to her, she thinks he is being genuine and does what he asked her to do.
More important than the act itself is what he tells her. I assume most of us have that conversation memorized, but just as a reminder:
"Scully, you have to believe me. Nobody else on this whole damn planet does or ever will. You're my one in five billion."
Even from our point of view, this makes complete sense—she IS the only one he trusts.
Except that it's a lie. I don't expect Mulder to think of Diana in that moment, and it wouldn't have been an issue at all if it weren't for the events of 'The End', which happen about 2-3 weeks later.
Suddenly, there is a person from his past that he trusts unconditionally to the point of stupidity, and he not only doesn't talk to Scully about any of it, he stops talking to her period. It's as if she has been a placeholder for Diana, and now that she's back, there is no use for her anymore.
Mulder works the case with Diana, Scully is dragging herself along and he does not care about her or her work until it is useful for him; he doesn't back her up when a room full of people (including Diana) belittle and mock her. He nods along, which, to Scully, is just the last puzzle piece slotting into place.
To summarize, Mulder's confession in Folie a Deux that she took seriously is revealed to be a lie—a means to an end to get her to do what he wants her to. Whether or not that's objectively true is a totally different matter because this is what Scully is confronted with.
Betrayal.
With that in mind, their argument in FtF in his hallway and Scully thinking of herself as redundant makes complete sense. We get yet another love confession, one she ALSO takes seriously, and if it weren't for that fucking bee, they'd have kissed. Maybe then, the whole mess that comes after could have been avoided, but here we are.
In "The Beginning", Scully repeats said confession back to him in an attempt to calm him and regain his trust in her/her science. Let's see what happens:
He implicitly tells her that none of what he confessed still applies, that the whole speech was, once again, nothing but a farce to get her to stay. Mulder confirms this at the end of the episode, and Scully asking him with tears in her eyes to trust her is a deeply painful contrast to his earlier declarations.
Two times, Mulder confesses his love to her.
Two times, he takes it back later and continues to use it against her.
In 'Triangle', Scully once again finds herself next to Mulder in a hospital bed and listens to him as he confesses his love for a third time. Does she think he's drugged up? Yeah, probably, but that's not the reason she cannot take him seriously.
Considering her track record with Mulder and big speeches, is it at all surprising that she no longer trusts what he tells her?
"Oh, brother," because she is forced to grapple with her many, many feelings for him and process it in a way that fits into everything else that has happened so far.
"Oh, brother," because it might be an attempt to placate her and nothing else.
"Oh, brother," because there is a chance he will twist his 'I love you' into a weapon to stab her with later. Because he says it and does not mean it.
This is not a "oh, he's drugged up" expression to me. This is Scully preparing to get hurt again.
The funniest part is that she's right. She is right. He couldn't have meant it because then he wouldn't be staring her down with apathy in his eyes and tell her not to make it "personal".
SHE is making it personal? After Mulder manipulated her by pulling on their connection like a leash to get her to do what he wants? After he confessed how much he loves and trusts her over and over just to throw it all away?
To ignore all of it in the moment it actually fucking matters?
The drug option is less angsty and kinda fun, and I do enjoy reading fics that interpret it as such, but with their history attached, it is so much more—and so much worse.
Pretending it never happened is one thing, but then actively denying it to her face and using her feelings to hurt her? Yeah, no.
Mulder fucked up and Scully has every right to reject his declarations and distance herself from him.
#alex watches x files#txf#the x files#x files#dana scully#fox mulder#scully x mulder#mulder x scully#msr#txf meta#msr meta#txf triangle#im tired so i hope all of this makes sense rip
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hey uhhhh quick poll
no nuance, no vanilla extract, but feel free to elaborate in the notes
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“I would've never seen you again. But you believed me.” // “In your dreams. Mulder, I want you to close your eyes and I want you to think to yourself ‘there's no place like home.’” // “Mmm. Hey, Scully. [Yes?] I love you.” // “Oh, brother…”
#the x files#fox mulder#dana scully#david duchovny#gillian anderson#msr#txf#txfedit#mulder x scully#mulder and scully#season six#triangle
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txf+text posts (17/?)
#txf#txf gifset#txfedit#txf edit#txf + text posts#liwl makes a gif#txf s1#txf s3#txf s4#txf s5#txf s6#txf s7#txf s9#quagmire#pilot#syzygy#je souhaite#the truth#three of a kind#triangle#redux ii
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the beginning of the x files season 6 has been giving me tonal whiplash
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#txf#txfedit#mulder x scully#msr#txf s6#06x03#triangle#best i love you ever#i am rediscovering this ship and the show#a side note#how can a show made in the 90s is a better quality than bbc merlin#i don't understand
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i cant imagine how CRAZY it’d be to be mulder in triangle. like this man has somehow been inserted in a period-piece fanfic of his life at work and here he is, talking to scully but it’s not his scully but it is but it’s not and he CHOSE TO KISS HER. he knew kissing a 1939 scully would have little to no long-term effects- “in case we never meet again”- but he loves her in any universe and he’s given the perfect opportunity to kiss a scully even if not in his universe and he takes it. and it’s still all so real and so strange when he’s back in his timeline and he’s so enamored by his own scully right in front of him and she can blame it on drugs but she doesn’t know that in a different timeline he got to kiss her. and that’s all the comfort he needs for now. an aching, bruised face has never felt more wonderful and rewarding.
#i could say so much about this episode#UGHHH#triangle#txf#txf s6#mulder x scully#scully x mulder#sculder#msr
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mom: you could not have watched this (the x-files) back when it was airing weekly
me: why?!
*also me after every episode:
#I simply lack the patience and ability to recover from waiting for another episode on television#we just finished triangle and i cried#txf#msr#dana scully#fox mulder#x files
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triangle dreamland and how the ghosts stole christmas back to back is really one hell of a triple whammy
#seriously three of the shippiest episodes all in a row is really something#i love it#x files#txf s6#triangle#dreamland#how the ghosts stole christmas#fox mulder#dana scully#mulder x scully#msr
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partly inspired by my own meta post that i wrote about it a while ago. i thought about the love confession at the end of triangle for too long and somehow managed to uh. make it hurt even worse. sure, i could have fixed it BUT i can also write the equivalent of making us all chew glass so that's what i did.
800-something words of bittersweet angsty hurt/comfort
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"Hey, Scully."
Her feet are aching and her body is screaming for rest, and yet she returns to his bedside when he calls, exactly like she always does. The day is heavy on her bones, eating away at her composure and leaving her raw, with her nerves exposed. It feels like she hasn't slept in a week, and all she wants is to go home, have a hot bath, and probably cry for a good hour or two.
Mulder pushes himself upright, and with her hands grasping the railing, she leans in closer than she probably should; she can still see him floating in the water, no matter how hard she tries to expel the memory.
"Yes?"
Scully can't say what she expected—a 'good night', maybe, or a 'thank you for saving my ass again'.
But when Mulder looks at her with an unflinching gaze and says, "I love you," she breaks. Easily and all at once, a dry twig snapping underneath her heel, a ripe peach bruising as it rolls from the kitchen counter. Her eyes flutter close, her next inhale shakes almost violently, and she falters. The white-knuckled grip she has on the plastic railing is the only thing keeping her upright.
Scully cannot look at him, can't face the determination, the hope she knows she'll find. After a minute of tense silence, she speaks with a quiet, tortured voice, and clings to the last remnants of her self control.
"Don't—don't do that to me, please. Not today."
Mulder's hand lands next to hers, and she stares at the inch of distance between them as hers begins to tremble.
"It's not drugs talking, Scully, I mean it."
I know you mean it, she doesn't say. That's the problem.
God, she's tired. She just wants to go home and forget about all of it, and now he cannot even give her that one last respite. The tears pricking in the corner of her eyes are born of overwhelmed exhaustion, and her strength fizzles and burns out as she attempts to hold them back. She does not want to cry in front of him, never has, and the hot trail running down her cheek feels like a dagger pointed at her chest.
When Mulder sits up and leans in, she squeezes her eyes shut and is about to turn away when his fingertips brush along her jaw. He slowly, hesitantly, traces the lines of her face until he cups her face with his right hand and wipes at the tears with his thumb.
It's everything she wants at the wrong time, and yet she helplessly sinks into the touch. After a few moments of her allowing the gesture, his other hand comes up, too. Mulder is close enough for her to feel his warmth against her skin and his breath ghosting over her lips.
"I'm sorry," he whispers, and she doubts either of them knows what exactly he's apologising for.
Saying it. Not saying it earlier. Saying too many things he shouldn't have. Almost getting himself killed again. All of it and more.
"I can't do this, Mulder. Not when—when you could change your mind and take it back."
She can sense him scrambling to respond, and she finally opens her eyes to stop him in his tracks. Not unkindly, she softly shakes her head.
"You will promise not to, but it already happened. You meant what you said until you didn't. You wanted me around until—well." The laugh bursting out of her throat is weak and humourless.
In a flash of panic, Mulder's grip on her face tightens, not uncomfortably so, just enough to cause her hands to shoot up and wrap around his wrists in return. Keeping him in place, pulling him away, she doesn't know. Both. Neither. He does not want her to walk away, and, deep down, she wants to stay despite knowing she can't.
"Never again," he pleads, an edge of desperation to his voice she heard once before; another missed chance hidden badly from view. "Never again, Scully, I swear."
She's shaking her head before he finishes his sentence, squeezes his wrists once, and then slowly leads his hands away from her face. Immediately missing the warmth, she lingers and keeps them in her grasp. After everything they went through, he's still Mulder, the one person in the world she knows would never willingly hurt her despite having done so before. She still trusts him, no matter how hard she tries not to.
Regret is dripping from her words, and she smiles, if only to soften the blow. She doesn't want to make the situation worse than it already is, but she can't do this. She can't. Not now. Not like this.
"I want to believe that, I really do, but it's not enough. Words aren't enough."
She slowly slides her hands upwards until she can unfurl his fists and press a kiss to his palms. Then she lets go and steps back.
"Get some sleep. I'll see you tomorrow."
Scully feels his eyes on her for days, no matter how many miles stretch between them. He does not say it again. She didn't expect him to—somehow, it still hurts.
#alex watches x files#txf#the x files#x files#dana scully#fox mulder#scully x mulder#mulder x scully#msr#txf ficlet#msr ficlet#txf triangle#txf season 6
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Triangle is so important to me cuz what the fuck do you mean they’re platonic work partners but they find each other in every universe? You thought sad boy Mulder from abduction arc was unhinged? You are not prepared for Scully when Mulder hasn’t called her in 12 hours. SHE PULLS A GUN ON SPENDER IIRC or at least threatens to, we get to see gillian anderson dressed to the 9s in 1940s fashion and then the fact that Scully canonically kisses skinner before Mulder and the poor man is just flabbergasted. And then the end, when Scully is convinced Mulder is delusional and so on drugs that he doesn’t know what he saying/doesnt mean it. OH BROTHER?!?!?
What do you think their relationship was like the few days after that episode, did Mulder remember saying that? Did Scully remember him saying that everytime she walked into his hospital room and when he walked through the door at work for their shitty season 6 background checks?
Also “I suggest you get your Nazi paws off me before you get one in the kisser.” -> “i was expecting a left.” GOLD AHH
#dana scully#fox mulder#x files#msr#the x files#msr fanfic#txf#x files fanfic#triangle#s6e3 triangle
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i love a good stupid ass x-files episode. currently watching ‘triangle’ which is peak stupid but charming x-files
#txf#bermuda triangle time travel WWII ship dream sequences… it literally has it all#plus as always mulder is a damsel in distress who whoopsied himself into the past#i say all of this with complete adoration i love this show and it’s so sincerely good
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“I suggest you get your Nazi paws off me before you get one in the kisser.”
#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#david duchovny#gillian anderson#msr#txf#txfedit#triangle#season six#mulder x scully#mulder and scully
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txf + text posts (5/?)
#very s6 heavy and i make no apologies#txf#txf gifset#txfedit#txf edit#txf + text posts#liwl makes a gif#triangle#the truth#how the ghosts stole christmas#sein und zeit#milagro#dead alive#fight the future#txf s6#txf s8#txf s9#txf s4#demons
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#*holds up blurry picture of triangle* come on scully you know you wannnnnaaaaaa#Dana Scully#Fox Mulder#The X Files#txfedit#txf#thexfilesedit#msr#mulder x scully#1990s#tv gifs#gillian anderson
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This is how the episode went, right
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