#tw:toxic relationship

[inkykeiji]

say you’ll love me to death, cause i will

character: todoroki touya | dabi x fem!reader

genre: smut

notes: alright, so we’ve discussed how touya-nii would react to encountering the man who took your virginity, but let's talk about how you would respond to running into the woman who took touya’s. set in my touya-nii au! as always please heed the warnings and stay safe! | title credit: RUNRUNRUN by dutch melrose

warnings: 18+ minors do not interact, pseudocest (stepcest), public sex, minimal prep, extreme jealousy, toxic relationship

words: 4.7k

synopsis:

“Well, that’s alright! How long have you two been together?”  And, oh, the giggle that bubbles past your lips is downright sinister, fucking caustic, burning your tongue and eroding your teeth.  No, you’re not his girlfriend, or his partner, or his significant other.  You’re something so much better. 

You’re off minding your own business, legs swinging idly on a bar stool as you wait for your designated reservation time, when it happens, when she appears. 

“Touya?”

The name cuts through the blurred noise of the restaurant, both yours and Touya’s attention snapping to the source: a woman, late twenties or so, waving a little in indication on the other side of the bar. 

She’s snaking through the patchy crowd, busy unfastening her hair from the intricate bun its been woven into—a requisite for all the waitresses at this establishment—eyes bright, smile brighter. 

You don’t even know who she is; not technically, anyway, had never thought to press the issue any further than a simple how’d it happen, had never cared enough to try—especially not when he had been sleeping with so many others right in front of you. 

It hadn’t seemed to matter much then. Not the way it matters now.

But she exists, because she must, because somebody would’ve had to take it, would’ve had to be the first, one way or another.

Doesn’t mean you have to like it. 

She’s pretty, but you wouldn’t expect any less. Touya stands as she reaches the two of you, pulling your body up with him.

But then Touya greets her, a name you’ve heard kicked around every now and then, and it all fully, finally clicks. 

Touya’s first. 

“Oh my God,” she’s gushing, “I haven’t seen you in—What’s it been now? Over ten years?” 

“Just about,” he responds easily, readjusting his grasp reassuringly on your hip as you cling to him, large palm flattening against your abdomen and hugging you closer to his side, tucked protectively beneath his arm.

“What are the chances! You look...” her eyes scan his body once, from the top of his head to the tips of his toes, then back up again, and your fingers flex, coiled and rigid in the material of his shirt, stiff joints already aching. “Wow, incredible!”

“Thanks,” Touya says, an awkward lull in the conversation when he doesn’t repay the compliment. 

Their discussion meanders for a little bit—how have you been, what are you doing now, remember when...?—most of it muddled by the blood roaring in your ears and jealousy burning in your throat. 

But then her fingertip is just barely grazing his forearm as she points in indication at the ink etched into his skin, and your ears tune into their frequency again, white-hot fury slicing through hazy envy.

“I remember when you started this one,” she’s reminiscing. “You finally finished all of the pieces,” she says with another appreciative glance, and you grip him tighter, the skin of your knuckles pulled so taut it’s starting to hurt. “It’s so breathtaking to see them all come together.”

And you hate the way she speaks to him with a certain type of familiarity; an old friend, effortless and full of laughs, someone who knew him long before you did, when you were only in grade school.  

God, how rude of her not to introduce herself, she’s telling you as she finally turns toward you, finally takes notice of you, rooted in Touya’s side; a growth he planted there himself, shoved between his ribs and engrained in his soul, roots so tangled you’re both irremovable, inseparable, now.

She holds out her hand in greeting, but you only clutch Touya more firmly, nails scraping against starched cashmere, face half-hidden in his chest, childish and petulant. 

The woman’s smile drops from her face, a slow drooping of her mouth as her forehead crinkles, confusion bleeding through her features.

“She’s shy,” Touya says as way of explanation, but that wolfish smile is stretched sharply across his cheeks, teeth gleaming in the dim light.

“I see,” she says, almost hesitantly, her eyes lingering on you for a moment longer before they flit back to Touya’s face, expression brightening again. “Well, that’s alright! How long have you two been together?” 

And, oh, the giggle that bubbles past your lips is downright sinister, fucking caustic, burning your tongue and eroding your teeth. 

No, you’re not his girlfriend, or his partner, or his significant other. 

You’re something so much better. 

“Oh, we’re not a couple. This is my little sister.” 

And, oh, how this is always your favourite part.  

You know that it’s his favourite part, too. 

Because the way that shock and disgust eats through their confusion, fucking devours any other emotion on their face, is better than anything else in the entire world. The way their expression churns into something twisted and repulsed sends sordid little thrills racing through your veins, blood buzzing with adrenaline.

The two of you must be such a fucking sight, expressions handcrafted by the Devil himself,  with glowing eyes—gluttonous gazes gobbling up every little expression, two pairs wide and  frantic as they glide across her face—and smug little smirks, points of your mouths so sharp they could pierce the flesh of a fingertip if touched. 

Her voice sputters a little, snagging in her throat as she struggles to find the proper words, blinking rapidly, as if trying to clear the scene in front of her. 

“I—Uh, I didn’t know you had another little sister?” 

It’s phrased as a question, her voice beginning to tremble, unnerved as her stare swaps between your faces.

“My mom remarried,” Touya says simply. “This one came packaged with the deal.” 

He jostles you in his arms a little—showing off his favourite, precious, most coveted prize—and you cuddle into him, burrowing into his chest a little, fingers flexing in his dress shirt as you clutch him tighter, gathering healthy handfuls of cashmere in your scrunched palms, buttons beginning to strain beneath the strength of your grip. 

And he states it proudly, as if he’s glad to own you, to be your big brother, to call you his, staring down at you with so much fondness it melts his hard eyes, sapphire turned to something thick and gooey.

“Oh,” the woman responds, but her voice wavers through a wobbly smile on her face, lips unsure if they want to grin or grimace. “That’s cool.” 

��Yeah,” Touya responds, though his eyes do not leave yours, voice softening. “I got pretty fuckin’ lucky. Don’t think I could’ve asked for anything better.” 

You can feel the sick, sadistic glee radiating off of him in dense waves—something heavy, something intoxicating—and, if this girl knows him well enough, you’re sure she can, too. 

It’s so thick it’s nearly suffocating, but you breathe it in readily, greedily, draw it into your lungs and let it marinate in your tissues—infect, consume, decay. 

“We should go for drinks sometime!” her unnaturally chipper tone snaps the trance, draws both of your gazes back to her. “You know, to catch up and all that.”  

A noise shudders your ribs, something between a growl and a whine, and Touya laughs as if it’s so fucking cute, looking back down at you with so much adoration in his eyes it’s nearly spilling past his lashes.  

“Nah, I’m good,” he says, but his stare never breaks yours. “Thanks for the offer, though.” 

“Mr. Todoroki?” a smooth voice floats above the indistinct murmur of the venue. “Your table is ready.” 

“Ah, that’s us,” Touya says to you. 

“It was nice—”

But you’re already turning away, a single entity in the way you move, think, breathe, be. 

“I don’t like her,” you’re grumbling as Touya guides you toward the hostess, not caring that she’s still very clearly in earshot, the confession spilling from your mouth almost subconsciously, having pried past your lips, desperate to be heard. 

“I can tell, baby,” Touya snorts, though the smile on his face is soft. 

“I—I don’t even wanna eat here anymore,” you sulk, feet starting to drag, words filtered through a deep pout. “And I don’t ever want to see her again!” 

It comes out as a demand, a little harsher and firmer than you had intended, uncharacteristically surly, and Touya stops. 

Blinking down at you, Touya’s face falls, features suddenly serious, all mirth evaporated from his expression in an instant. 

His head dips, voice dropped to a low, dire murmur—something secret, something just for you.

“You want me to kill her for you? Huh, princess? Does niichan need to get rid of her?” 

And, oh, how your heart soars, swells, swoops then nearly bursts from your ribs, desperate to claw its way from your chest and into the palms of its owner. Tears rush to cloud your eyes, vision thick and bleary, and two large hands cup your jaw, tilting your face to his.

“I’ll do it, baby, I swear to God. All you gotta do is say the word.” 

He will. You know he will. You love that he will.

“I love you,” you nearly whimper, hands pawing at him urgently, the words a garbled mess in your mouth, weighted with spit and tears. “I love you so much.” 

“I love you, too, sweetheart,” he laughs a little, but concern is warping his features, eyes sweeping across your face in search of an answer.

His hand squeezes your jaw gently, callouses decorating the pad of his palm scuffing your soft skin as he holds you in place. 

“Just tell niichan what he needs to do to make this better.”

Your gaze holds his for a moment, heavy and unblinking.

“Fuck me,” you finally say. “Remind me who I belong to, remind me who you belong to, remind the whole fucking world who we belong to.”

Sapphire turns to navy, lips spreading into something sinful. 

He can do that.

The parking lot is sparsely populated, rows of cars jagged and gapped like knocked out teeth. A small cluster of people hover outside the restaurant’s golden doors, encased in a hazy cloud of smoke and murmuring quietly amongst themselves, and a few people are scattered throughout the lot, just arriving or preparing to leave, but for the most part, you are alone. 

The Audi is parked near the back, narrowly missing a pool of white light from one of the tall lampposts. 

A chuckle is huffed from tattooed lips, shining eyes trained on your profile as you march toward the car, his long legs easily keeping up with your own. 

His baby is on a mission tonight. 

“You know, it’s really cute,” he’s saying as he presses you up against the driver’s door, “to see to see you so fucking determined.”

“Want everyone to know you belong to me,” you whine a little, forehead scrunching as your pout deepens. 

“Is that so?” 

“That is so.” 

“And how would you like to show everyone that niichan is yours?” he murmurs into your flesh, lips tracing the curve of your neck.

“Want—Want you to fuck me, right here.” 

“Right here?” his hips shove against yours in emphasis. “In the car?” 

“No,” your hips push back into his, back arching, already so needy for him. “Right here, in the parking lot. I want that bitch to see.”

And for once, you do not get scolded for such foul language. 

“Yeah?” Touya’s breathing into your mouth, hands already rucking up your little cocktail dress. “All out in the open where everyone can see how much of a little whore you are for your big brother?” 

“Right here, right here,” you’re nodding, words cracking with desperation. “Right now.” 

“So greedy, my little sister is.” 

“I don’t care,” you gasp. “Show them, Touya-nii, show them all.” 

And he’s so fucking hard you swear you can feel his cock throbbing with each rush of blood, each of your little pleads and dirty words sending another bout of it southward, swear you can feel it twitching and gorging with lust. 

“You don’t care, huh?” Hardened fingertips sink into the plush flesh of your ass, kneading a little as his hips gyrate in pitiful little circles, more teasing than anything else.

“No, no,” you’re shaking your head. “I want it now!” 

A palm collides with your flesh, hard and sharp, the sound echoing out among the space, chased by your resounding yelp. It draws a handful of glances from the throngs of people loitering around the restaurant’s entrance, but doesn’t keep their attention for long.

“Don’t be impatient, now,” Touya warns, but the glint in his eyes begs you to keep misbehaving. “Get my cock wet first.”

Your face falls as your fight fades, a small frown on your lips. 

“Wh-What?”

“You want my cock so badly, baby? Get it fucking wet, then.”

He pauses, watching you closely, smirk growing into something sinister when you freeze in hesitation.

“Aw, what’s wrong?” he pouts, and it’s so condescending it scathes your cheeks. “Not so bold and brave now? I thought you wanted everyone to know; I thought you wanted to show everyone who I belong to,” his tongue tuts, head shaking in mock disappointment, “and you can’t even take my cock down your throat?”

“I do,” you nearly growl, eyes flashing with sudden jealousy, uncharacteristically fierce. 

His expression softens, that sharp glint in his eye dulled to a smoldering glow, full of fondness. 

“Then get niichan’s cock wet,” he says, hips shoving against yours in emphasis again, “so he can fuck you properly.”

And although it is still very much a demand, a direct order, his voice is tender, his edges worn down by years of affection.

Sliding down his body, your fingers furl in the waistband of his suit pants and tug a little, pulling his hips closer to your face. The buckle of his belt clanks heavily as you tug it undone, the button on his trousers pops easily, and then you’re yanking them halfway down his thighs, freeing his cock.

It’s so fucking pretty, dusty pink from base to tip and smoother than the most expensive velvet, and you just can’t help but nuzzle your cheek into the head with a cute little hum, smearing a thick stroke of pearlescent pre-cum across your skin. 

But you know that Touya doesn’t like that, no matter how beautiful you look with his pre-cum slathered all over your face, that Touya can’t stand anything he deems even remotely teasing, and you’re quick to wrap a hand around the shaft as the beginnings of a growl rumble against his ribs, feeding him to yourself. 

“S’it, there you go,” he praises as you gorge on him, stuffing him down your throat in a single swallow, reflexive tears burning your eyes. 

Lashes flutter quickly, desperate to clear your vision, little drops of crystal collecting in the wispy strands. 

It’s pathetic, really, how much your heart soars with such bland praise. But it doesn’t matter, you don’t care, willing to soak up any scraps he’ll afford you, an addict endlessly chasing a fix.

You force your mouth open wider, hinges of your jaw stretching, straining, your tongue curling around the underside as you suck him in further, viscous globs of drool already beginning to collect at the corners of your lips. 

“Yeah, yeah, swallow me whole, baby,” he breathes, gaping pupils glittering with a thin ring of cobalt. “God, you’re so fucking gorgeous like this.”

A choked little whine, muted by his cockhead grinding itself into your throat, vibrates, evoking a cracked little moan of his own, hips twitching involuntarily, an instinctual reaction, searching for more.

The asphalt is rough against your knees, skinning them with superficial little scrapes as Touya fucks your mouth a few times; first slowly, breath huffed out through spit-slicked lips as he glides in steadily, inch by inch, voracious eyes watching as your wet mouth puckers around his shaft, coating it in thick, gleaming saliva.

He whimpers a little as the tip of your nose scrunches so cutely as he presses it to his pubic bone, holds it for a breath and savours the way your throat flutters with hiccups and gags before pulling nearly all the way from your mouth, repeating the process as he gains momentum; then faster, harder, cockhead rubbing against the back of your tongue, each quick stroke leaving bitter streaks of pre-cum.

And you hate how his palms are pressed against your ears, muffling every sweet sound you manage to elicit from him as he holds your head still, his thumbs pressing into your cheekbones, nails biting shallow crescents into the skin as they dig deeper, grasp tightening as your face becomes slippery with tears, cascading over his knuckles. 

Even so, his grip isn’t enough to keep the back of your skull from banging off the door of the Audi, each thrust procuring a dull thud of flesh against metal.

And, Christ, what a beautiful symphony it all creates; the rhythmic sound of your head thwacking against his car, the dainty jingle of his belt buckle, hanging heavy and undone and bouncing between your chin and his thigh, those precious gags and gurgles and sniffles and hiccups that he loves so much, choked off and snuffed out as his cock rams them back into your chest, the half-stifled sounds that keep shattering to pieces on his tongue, shards swallowed down with difficulty, scraping against the walls of his throat and leaving his voice ragged and raw. 

“Alright, alright, that’s enough,” he’s panting as his fingers thread through your hair, fisting at the roots and dragging you off of him. “S’a shame, because you look so pretty,” a rough thumb skims over your swollen, glossy lip, his gaze following its trajectory. “But I wanna cum in your cunt, not your throat.” 

And then he’s pulling you back up from the ground, strong arms wedged beneath your own and hoisting you into the air, your legs instinctually wrapping around his waist, locked securely at the ankles as they hook together at the base of his spine, thighs squeezing around his hips in anticipation. 

He pins you to the metal of the Audi, one palm securely cupping your ass as the other wraps around the base of his cock, hips inching back just enough to find your hole.

The head, now slicked with your spit, glides over your clit twice—a cheeky little tease, just to hear you whine his name again, all stringy and petulant through a swollen pout—then down your slit until it catches on your hole. 

It stings as he forces himself into you, always does no matter how wet you are, no matter how much you’ve slobbered all over his shaft, because Touya routinely refuses to prep you at all—not that you would’ve let him, not tonight—because he loves it, too, he loves it just as much as you do. 

He loves the sharp little hiss pushed through the gaps of your teeth by your tongue, he loves the gentle fluttering of your cunt as your most delicate skin stretches, splits itself open for him, to suck him in and swallow him down, he loves that sweet sigh that melts from your mouth as he bottoms out, slathered over his own huff of breath, conjoined relief. 

“Touya-nii, Touya-nii,” you’re whimpering out, fingers curling against his shoulders.

“M’here, baby, m’here,” he pants out, forehead pushing against your own, eyes slipped shut. 

And for a moment everything is still, breath held stagnant in swelling lungs as you both savour this feeling—of fullness, of closeness, of wholeness—appreciation unhindered by noisy exhales or slapping skin.

Then his hips are moving, gyrating in little circles that gain speed with each completed motion, cockhead grinding into your cervix.

He can’t exactly fuck you properly like this, can’t exactly fuck you like he wants to, like he normally would, not all out in the open like this.

But he manages to make do, the pace quick right from the start, shallow fast snaps of his hips that have the buckle of his belt is clanging against his car, leaving superficial little scratches just below the door handle.

It’s all still so fucking hot, though, his forehead pressed tightly to yours as he exhales nicotine-tinged breath across your face, each one pushed from his chest with the rapid little ruts of his hips. 

It’s all so fucking naughty, fucking out in the open where anyone who’s paying more than a shred of attention can see, his movements just barely hidden by the flesh of your thighs, cushioning his hips. 

The thought that anyone could be watching, touching themselves, filming you has your muscles tightening and your stomachs fluttering, the dirty, illicit nature inspiring another rush of adrenaline to taint your blood.

Your mouth drops open, starved for more of him—never satisfied, are you, greedy lil thing—welcoming his huffs onto your tongue, spicy and sweet as hickory. Your tongue unfurls from your mouth, dumb and lazy and so fucking messy, licking at his lips in quick, uneven strokes, sopping up any remnants of his essence.

The tip slithers between his parted lips, kittenishly lapping at the edges of his teeth, tracing the sharp ridges one by one, and he laughs, warm and airy. 

His own tongue shoves against yours, pushing it from his mouth and back into it’s rightful home before he flattens the slick muscle against your face and drags it, slow and steady, from the point of you chin to the tip of your nose, leaving behind a thick, fat trail of cooling saliva painted across your face.

The action has you squealing, scrunching up your nose as you involuntarily suck your bottom lip between your teeth and suck it clean.

His scent is strong, now saturating your skin as it dries, tight and hard, on your face, sealed by the breathless little giggle he exhales across your cheeks. 

And, Christ, he’s so fucking gorgeous, strands of alabaster plastered to his forehead and stuck to his temples in scraggly strings, clumped into damp little tufts that curl up at the base of his neck, drops of sweat balancing precariously on the points. 

His rough, quick movements have them breaking free, glistening drops of sweat rolling down his puckered skin, tracing the curve of his neck, streaking ink and ivory with glimmering little trails. They pool in the dips of his collarbones and soak into the collar of his shirt, turning cashmere translucent. 

The sleek muscles in his forearms flex beneath inked skin, gliding as he readjusts his grip, holds you closer, hugs you tighter, fucks you harder. 

His whole body is covered in a sheen layer of sweat, urgently chasing that high that only his little sister can gift him, sharp pistons of his hips keeping you pinned to the car while he uses you as his personal little toy, his favourite little toy, forcing you to just take it. 

And yet, despite it all, his eyes are bright, his lips molded into a brilliant smile, a sick sort of love stained with exhilaration—the thrill of getting caught: fucking all out in the open, fucking your family—brimming in his gaze.

He’s such a fucking pro, knows you and your body better than anyone else ever has, ever could, ever will, angling his hips so they fuck you just right, each stroke of his cock an upward curve, dragging against that puffy spot buried deep within your cunt, head swiping against your cervix with each draw back.

Across the lot, that girl is fiddling with the keys to her shitty little car, rooting around for something in her bag, and Touya laughs—a loud, booming sound, heavy with deranged delight that echoes throughout the space, garnering the attention of a smattering of bystanders. 

“Look,” he nudges his head to the right, your gaze following his own, slippery cheeks pressed flush together. “She’s watching. She can see you, sweetheart—can see us, can see you’re mine and I’m yours.” 

Good. If she hadn’t already figured it out before, it should be abundantly fucking obvious now, who he belongs to. 

“She—She looks disgusted,” you snicker. 

Even from several meters away, she does, you can tell, face twisted up somewhere between horror and shock, eyes wide and unblinking as they scan your conjoined forms, brow scrunched and chest beginning to heave.

She looks like she’s going to be sick.

You hope she is.

“Oh, she doesn’t even know—fuck—the half of it, does she?” Touya keens, hips faltering for just a moment before regaining their momentum. “Why don’t we give her something to really be repulsed by?” 

Yes, yes, yes, you’re nodding your head, little mewls of affirmation spilling from your throat.

“Give your big brother a kiss, then.” 

And oh, how eager you are, ever his good girl, ever his best girl, arms tightening around his neck as you pull yourself closer, smashing your lips to his. Dainty fingers thread through the hair at the back of his scalp, soaked with salt, and tug harshly, enough to have a reactionary hiss slipping through his teeth. 

Using the opportunity, you suck his bottom lip into your mouth between your teeth, clamp down hard and yank backwards, so hard his lip stretches like shimmering, pink bubblegum, gums beginning to strain until it finally slides free of your hold, teeth scraping against flesh. He spits out a curse, muddled and chased by a laugh, tongue laving over the indents you left, now weeping copper.

“Niichan’s gonna get you back for that one,” he says, sadistic glee shimmering in his eyes almost as pretty as the crimson glazing his mouth. 

You’re sure he will, too, later tonight, with that cherished knife you gifted him last year.

The giggle that pours past your lips is fucking raucous, leaves your tongue sticky and tingling, so wicked it rivals your brother. 

“I wanna show her, niichan,” you’re panting out, voice fading into a whine. “I want to show her that you’re mine.” 

“Do it, baby,” he breathes. “Show the whole world how fucking gorgeous you look cumming for your big brother.”

Three more rapid pumps of his hips and you’re convulsing around him, cunt clenching almost viciously around his cock as your heat gushes down his shaft, sticky and messy and so much, so much it pools in the folds of his heavy balls, so much it streams down his taut thighs and soaks the waistband of his trousers, so much it dribbles down the metal of the Audi, smeared across the door in sloppy strokes.

“Mi-Mine,” you growl, thighs squeezing around him as if you’re attempting to milk more juices from yourself, trying to stain him with you and stake your claim. 

“Yeah,” he nearly moans, hips beginning to stutter. “Yours, baby, niichan’s yours. Tell him again.” 

“You’re mine!” you sob out, nails gripping the sleek muscle of his shoulders with such strength the joints of your fingers crack and ache, clawing at him as if you’re trying to gorge every part of you on him, eat up every piece of him you can, stuff every bit of you as full of him as physically possible. 

“Fu-Fuck,” he keens, the curse shattering in his throat. “That’sa—That’s my good girl.”

He’s close now, you can tell; can hear it in the way his words keep splintering on his tongue, can feel it in the way his thrusts have gone from precise and particular to loose and sloppy, an urgent, uneven rutting of his hips.

“Fill me, fill me, fill me with your cock, niichan,” you’re gasping out, scrabbling at his neck, scraping skin and sweat beneath your nails. “Fill me with your cum, fill me so much, fill me until I can’t take anymore and it starts le-leaking out, all—all over the place.” 

And, well, he’s never been one to deny his precious baby sister what she wants. 

Because then he’s complying, hips stammering to a halt and pressed flush to your ass as his cock throbs, stuffing you full of thick, burning cream. 

“More! More, more,” you’re gasping out as you try to fuck yourself on his twitching cock, desperate to pump him for everything he’s got to give, eliciting a breathless, broken little laugh falling from his lips. 

“S’all yours,” he manages to slur out, slumping a little against his car, knees beginning to quiver as his cock strives to please you, giving another weak spurt of cum. “S’all yours, princess, always.” 

[smilessssss]

𝕰𝖞𝖊𝖘 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖆 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝕭𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖞 𝕷𝖔𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖘 𝖝 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗

Tw:Toxic relationships, cheater!Billy, Y!Billy, unhealthy obsession, possessive behavior.

You knew he was cheating on you. He had made it quite obvious. He always acted like the boyfriend of Sidney Prescott which he was. You couldn’t blame her she didn’t know that you were originally his partner.

You didn’t know how to tell her would she get mad? I bet she would, if she had knew he had slept with other women. You were definitely not over that.

You didn’t know if anyone would believe you. If the whole group would go against you then the whole school. Since many girls liked Billy and would probably believe anything that came out of his mouth.

So you didn’t say anything. For a little while Billy would taunt you in a way by bringing girls over at your place. Saying that you were nothing to him. Telling you that he only used you for your body (you never fucked) basically slut shaming you for sharing nude pictures of yourself.

You only sent him those because he had practically manipulated you into doing it. Saying how he’ll break up with you or it’ll make him sad if you don’t.

He also scared you back then. He had anger issues still has. But you were scared of him going into an anger outburst worrying that he would hurt you.

He would never in reality.

You could never understand him one day he would be all loving on you then the next go cheat on you. It also reminded you about the times you we’re together alone it was just silence with Billy ignoring you existence not even alone. When you were out in public at school he would act like you weren’t even there. In front of everyone. Even when you gave him a lot of attention. Fuck you had gave him small gifts you thought he’d like. You were there during his darkest time and this is want he fucking does. Of course you weren’t expecting anything of it but you wouldn’t think he would do this. Well you had enough, realizing that the relationship you were in was unhealthy and awful. you broke up with him. You had sadly wasted your life.

At first he could careless. You were nothing to him only something he could use for his own pleasure.

Soon he felt empty. He didn’t feel the same like he did with you. He tried his best to shake it off but he couldn’t. When he was with random girls or Sidney. He doesn’t feel anything. It doesn’t help that you stopped hanging out with the group. He couldn’t even see your face anymore. He didn’t know what came over him but he needed your affection. Once you left he felt like his whole world was gone. He never felt complete or comfortable. He knew you didn’t want to see him again. After everything he had done.

But his ego was stopping him from apologizing. So he tried his best to forget you. But he couldn’t. It didn’t help that he had some of your stuff those photos, the gifts that he dug up. Since he had carelessly thrown those to the side not caring about the thought you had put into them. He was just starting to realize that he undermined everything you had done for him. He missed it. It didn’t help that you we’re finding comfort in different friends. It made his made his blood boil when he saw you hanging out with other guys.

He didn’t care for the context he felt heart broken that you had moved on that easily. He wished that he could kill everyone one of those guys who dared to speak to you.

You felt more happier then you ever did. You questioned why you never broke up sooner. You felt more free. But you never would have thought the roles would be reversed.

It was soon Billy constantly calling you wanting to get back together. Leaving gifts in your locker. You didn’t know what could have gotten into him. Suddenly he was sweet with you. Was he just manipulating you? So he could do it all over again if you get back with him.

Billy is always cornering trying to get you to talk to him. You don’t say anything though but shove him away each time. He doesn’t get why you don’t want to be with him. He shown he’s sorry, and doing so much for you. Aren’t you able to forgive him a bit.

But he crossed the line a little. One day he hugged you from behind whispering sweet nothings to you in your ear. Venting his frustrations about you talking to other guys. Then telling you something you won’t forget.

“I won’t ever let you go”

*I’m sorry for not posting in a while. And sorry if the end seems rushed it was this was also a little test for something I want to know if you would want me to go more in depth for this.

[anti-katsuki-lounge]

Y'know... I wish people would understand that fiction is just that- fiction- and you're allowed to engage with it and enjoy it as you see fit (with certain boundaries, of course.) You're allowed to enjoy evil characters, taboo topics, disgustingly rotten premises as you see fit in fiction because it is just that- fiction. It's a safe way to experiment with something because it doesn't actually involve you. Enjoying disturbing media does not mean that you condone those actions IRL. At. All.

That's why tags and trigger warnings exist. That's why tags like "tw:toxic relationship" or "tw:abuse" or more explicit tags exist.

The difference between fans who enjoy and peruse such media and toxic bkg stans (specifically the toxic ones or just the naive ones, shh) is that the former are aware of the situation and their involvement, but the latter are either very naive and/or delusional tbh.

Stans like the latter firmly believe that bkg is genuinely means the people around him no harm and cares deep down inside. They are completely convinced by what is told to them instead of what is shown. It's people like these that genuinely believe bkdk is canon, that hori will make it happen and will align the fucking stars with their bare hands and hold your unborn children hostage in an attempt to convince you that it's a healthy relationship. It's not. It's not. It's really not.

bkg is a bully. He is crass, he is rude, he's downright cruel and insanely selfish. He's borderline narcissistic (I don't like to throw around that word and diminish it, but it's the truth.) He hurt Izuku with the intention of hurting Izuku. He found pleasure in it. He found pleasure in it, god. Hurting Izuku made him happy. Hurting Izuku made him feel confident, superior. Would you do that to your loved ones lmao?

I've met bkdks who go "yeah that's fucked up but I kinda like it" and?? That's so cool?? If you saw him irl you'd bury him, you understand that it's toxic but you enjoy the spice and that's okay! It's great that you understand that boundary!

And then I've met bkdks like dekachhan lmfaoo 😭

I swear they're a hivemind, this one person argued with me for four hours even though I told them I didn't want to engage any further within the first twenty minutes. When I blocked them on one acc they literally contacted me with another. And a third. A third. Who DOES that 💀

Who has the patience for that shit? And all to tell me bkdk is healthy?

When I compared the fuck to endeavour they defended him too because Rei apparently tripped?? What the fuck is going on?? I'm genuinely so confused

I say this sincerely- if you like toxic characters and are down bad for them, that is entirely, entirely your prerogative! Read that smut, write those fics, peruse all those tags. Discuss those things with other people who feel the same way you do as long as they're not too young and they consent to it- genuinely, if you wanna fuck endy bkg, fantasize all you want. Do it in fiction. You wanna write dreadfully toxic fics? Do it! Your prerogative!

Just stay in your fucking lane, your goddamn tags and don't harass people. You're h*rny, that's fine, stop making it everyone else's problem, sheesh.

All of this. Like I’ve said before, if you like a character for whatever reason, that’s completely valid. There are toxic and evil characters I like. The issue is when you try to force your beliefs onto other people or are so disillusioned by your headcanons that you can’t tell the difference between canon and fiction.

[sera8273]

Pt 2: TW:Toxic Marriage, Abandonment issues, Toxic and abusive relationships. Self blame

When it comes down to relationship in general. It’s clear that while Stolas doesn’t know what love truly is or how to love, Blitzø is scared of love and denies it multiple times.

Paimon, despite trying to be a good parent, only did it for his own image. It wasn’t about Stolas but more about how he would be viewed in the public. A good father. A good King.

And Stella was, as we’ve seen, is Emotionally abusive and Physically abusive, to an extent, to Stolas. She yells, talks down on him and berates him every chance she’ll get. It’s the only reason she’ll stay, to make his life misrable.

Some owls only fall in love once in their whole lifespan, but Stolas doesn’t know what true love is or how to even get that. It’s most likely why he’s so needy and horny for affection. It’s why it’s so hard for Blitzø to give him that closure because he’s scared of that same love Stolas craves for.

Bucko didn’t think of him as a son. He saw a burden, a failure, a mistake who would die alone with no one around him. Didn’t mean that Blitzø didn’t have love in the first place.

He had his Mum, His Twin, his childhood friend and crush Fizz, he even had Verosika and Stolas. But in his own eyes he killed his own mom, he ruined the relationship he had with Barbie and he practically ruined his friends life! He didn’t mean to do it but he still did it. Nothing would change that.

It’s why he looks over to M&M’S relationship, it’s because he’s trying to figure out what he’s doing wrong. How to fix it. How to please someone so that they’ll stay longer.

[inkyclive]

⇀ tags + warnings!

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common triggering topics you may come across on my blog include (but are not limited to):

—𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬

dubcon/noncon ⋆ #tw:dubcon, tw:noncon

somnophilia ⋆ #tw:somnophilia

dacryphilia ⋆ #tw:dacryphilia

degradation/dumbification ⋆ #tw:degradation, #tw:dumbification

daddy kink (sometimes with a ddlg type dynamic (aka a condescending caregiver type vibe) ⋆ #tw:daddy kink

spanking ⋆ #tw:spanking

marking (bruises, hickeys, scratches, bites) ⋆ #tw:marking

size kink/size difference ⋆ #tw:size kink

rough sex ⋆ #tw:rough sex

minimal prep ⋆ #tw:minimal prep

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murder ⋆ #tw:murder

yandere ⋆ #tw:yandere

toxic relationships (manipulation, possessiveness, jealousy, patronization/condescension, extreme control, etc) ⋆ #tw:toxic relationship

age gaps between consenting adults ⋆ #tw:age gap

pseudocest (aka incest between adopted siblings, big brother x little sister ONLY) ⋆ #tw:pseudocest

organized crime ⋆ #tw:organized crime

drugs/drug addiction ⋆ #tw:drugs

cheating ⋆ #tw:cheating

blood ⋆ #tw:blood

if any of the topics mentioned above make you uncomfortable or upset, please filter the appropriate tags or block me! your safety and enjoyment should be of utmost concern, and it is your responsibility to curate your online space and online experience accordingly. stay safe <3

with that being said, here is a list of 𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐬 𝐢 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞:

anal | pegging | ass eating

femdom | mommy kink | dom reader

pedophilia | underage

beastiality

pet play | hybrids

age play

lactation

water sports | scat | vomit

eating disorders

vore

full blood incest | any incest that isn’t big bro x lil sis (dad x daughter, uncle x niece, etc)

[recareels]

i’m gonna sleep cause you live in my daydreams

character: alhaitham

genre: smut with a sprinkle of fluff

notes: eee first alhaitham piece!!! please heed the warnings for this piece; reader is quite bratty and avid in her quest to get alhaitham to pay attention to her! this technically isn’t written in canon (aka it would be considered a modern!au) but this is hardly noticeable since there’s no mention of visions or canon events etc within the piece | title credit: take a slice by glass animals

warnings: 18+ minors do not interact, slight dubcon, minimal prep, sex gets rougher near the end, size kink/size difference, reader is a Brat with a capital B, daddy kink, one instance of name calling (slut), alhaitham is very clearly a professor in this although it isn’t explicitly mentioned, cock sucking, cock riding, a tiny bit of crying, dom/sub power dynamics, praise, reader is female, hints of a toxic relationship

words: 4.5k

synopsis:

It’s horribly selfish, you know it is, and on most days you can control yourself, can render yourself content with the fragments of attention he affords you, cradling them in your hands, savouring them like precious candies, hesitant to put them in the heat of your mouth lest they melt too quickly. But he’s been gone so often lately, busy with papers to grade and applications to reject and lectures to teach, and you just miss him so much.

And today, you can’t control yourself.

But trying to get your Daddy to take notice of you when he’s preoccupied, absorbed in the pages of his book or sucked into the writings of his dense work, is no easy feat.

Luckily, you’re a pro at it.

The late afternoon sun streams through the stained glass in large, lazy strokes, painting the room a glowing gold-tinged green. Motes of dust shimmer in the beams, floating aimlessly in their warm light, your eyes trailing their movement halfheartedly. A gust of wind wanders through the open window, slow and careless, dispersing the specks, and you sigh.

It’s Sunday.

You hate Sundays.

Because Sundays are the days before Mondays, and Mondays are the day Daddy goes back to work, and Daddy likes to spend Sundays doing nothing—which, in Alhaitham speak, translates to spending the whole day lounging around and reading.

It’s fine for the first little while, laying with your head in Daddy’s lap as his headphones cup your ears and sing you into a state of semi-consciousness, the fingers of his free hand brushing across your scalp, mindlessly tracing along the curve of your cheek, the line of your jaw, the shell of your ear, then repeating the routine in an endlessly loop as aqua eyes fly across the pages of his book.

And, sure, that’s nice, feels nice, just basking in the company of one another, coexisting in an easy, peaceful, almost languid sense, but you only have a mere shard of his attention; a sliver, hardly sustainable for the entire day—and you, being the greedy little thing you are, want more.

It’s horribly selfish, you know it is, and on most days you can control yourself, can render yourself content with the fragments of attention he affords you, cradling them in your hands, savouring them like precious candies, hesitant to put them in the heat of your mouth lest they melt too quickly. But he’s been gone so often lately, busy with papers to grade and applications to reject and lectures to teach, and you just miss him so much.

And today, you can’t control yourself.

But trying to get your Daddy to take notice of you when he’s preoccupied, absorbed in the pages of his book or sucked into the writings of his dense work, is no easy feat.

Luckily, you’re a pro at it.

It starts slow, almost unobtrusive in a way, as it usually does on days such as these.

Turning your head, you scatter a few kisses along his inner thigh, dangerously close to his cock, nose nuzzling against black denim; needy, clingy.

Teal eyes flick down, sparing you a millisecond glance, lips quirking up into the breath of a smile and snorting before going back to his book.

Alright, that’s fine, you can do better.

Nosing at the outline of his cock, you smirk as you feel it begin to fill with life, your tongue unfurling from your mouth to flatten against the half-hard lump and curl, lips closing around it a moment later and sucking. Drool begins to collect at the corners of your stretched mouth, quickly drenching the material as you grind your tongue over his cock in slow, hard, repetitive motions, the denim rough against your sensitive skin, leaving behind tiny burning tingles.

This time, he doesn’t even bother looking at you, doesn’t bother going through the trouble, the only indication he’s even affected at all the slight hitch in his breath and how quickly he hardened beneath your lips.

“Are you misbehaving?”

“Maybe,” a cross between a purr and a pout. “What are you gonna do about it?”

“Absolutely nothing.”

An indignant huff leaves your mouth in a whoosh, uncontrollable and automatic, features crunching under the force of your pout as it deepens.

“You can act like a little slut if you want to,” his voice is passive, dismissive, though there’s a ghost of a smirk on his face, one corner of his lips twitching and tugging upward.  “But you’ve got another thing coming if you think I’m going to bother entertaining such behaviour. Brats don't deserve Daddy’s attention.”

His words spark a fierceness behind your ribs, bright and blazing, and you swallow against the urge to grin. You can tell from his word choice alone that he’s game, player two rising to his rightful place and ready to play, his claim a prompt, a challenge, a puzzle for you to solve, for you to win.  

Grumbling under your breath, you turn over with more force than strictly necessary, purposefully jostling his body, clothing rustling against the leather of the couch, and sink your teeth into his thigh, teeth scraping against denim. His cock, pressed tight to your neck now, twitches once.

Squirming a little, you flip yourself onto your stomach and tuck your knees beneath you, back arched, ass in the air. Dainty fingers find his belt buckle, undoing it with a practiced carelessness, movements vague and loose.

He chuckles—nothing more than a patronizing little snicker, gurgled at the back of his tongue—but keeps his gaze averted, arms raising to make room for your body as you adjust your position, elbow resting on your lower back, fingers flicking the next page.

His cock, massive and leaking, strains against the soft cotton of his briefs, material sticky and wet from your copious amount of spit, clinging to him, outlining the smooth shaft and the ridges of the head.

Pre-cum dribbles through the fabric, a pretty jewel shimmering near the elastic waistband, garnishing the head.

It’s such a pretty sight, tongue peeking out from between your lips to lap it up, giggling a little as more instantly oozes through the cotton, another dewdrop of arousal assembling in it’s previous place.

The taste lingers on your tongue, bitter and strong like his favourite roast of coffee, searing itself into your tastebuds. Your mouth waters, nerves tingling for more of his essence, desperation collecting in the dips and crevices beneath your tongue and along your gums, thick and staved.

It’s quiet as your fingers curl in the waistband and tug, but he lifts his hips, silently aiding you in your venture, and you smirk up at him, eyes burning into his face, a flare of pride igniting in your chest when you see his gaze still, staring motionlessly at the page, abstaining from the temptation to meet your own.  

But for now, that’s enough—enough of a reaction to fuel you further, to feed that hunger just enough to keep it wanting more—and your eyes refocus on the task at hand, jeans and briefs yanked haphazardly halfway down his thighs.

His cock is monstrous, gorgeous, all straight lines and velvet skin and gleaming with smeared dewdrops of pre-cum steadily accumulating in the slit, a singular thick vein ivied along the underside—your favourite vein, the one that pulses eagerly, the one that rushes with new bouts of blood with each upward pull of your mouth—and you use a palm to steady yourself, gripping his thigh as your lips part, little pants of breath hot against his skin.

With a hand firmly wrapped around the base, you feed him to yourself, taking him inch by inch down your throat, leisurely and teasing just the way you know he hates it, jaw stretching wider and wider the further you gorge yourself on him.

You make it about three quarters of the way—never can fit him completely in your mouth without a little bit of his help—before you drag your mouth back up, lips leaving the prettiest shimmer of spit, a thin film coating his cock, aiding your hand in its slide.

It’s slow but deep, each stroke of your mouth ramming his cock down your throat as best you can, tongue curling almost possessively around the shaft as cheeks hollow on the pull back up, that big vein throbbing against your flesh.

His blood must be fucking buzzing, because you can feel it, the sudden influx that courses almost violently through his cock with each tug of your mouth upwards, procuring another surge of blood teeming with fizz.

It has your own thighs clenching, knees pressed tightly together, body shifting only slightly as you squirm—though you do not kid yourself into thinking that he doesn’t notice it, those minuscule mannerisms, that faint wiggle—a torrent of heat flooding the apex of your thighs, clit throbbing hungrily.

It’s difficult to glance up at him from this angle, head turning just enough to catch a glimpse of his mostly indifferent profile, the only change in his demeanour the flexing of his set, strong jaw as his molars grind together.

But that’s just not good enough, is it?

It’s getting messy now, just the way you know he likes it, lips glittering with your own drool, dollops of it running down his shaft in thick streams, pooling on his heavy balls. Saliva has soaked your own hand already, too, cumulating in the gaps of your fisted fingers and outlining your nailbeds, aiding you palm in slick strokes as it follows the trajectory of your mouth, viscous ropes keeping the two connected.

It dribbles off your jaw in big, fat globs, and you tug your mouth, almost reluctantly so, off his cock to lick at his balls with a certain voraciousness, avid in your quest not to waste a single drop of your combined fluids, chin glazed with your essence (because you know how Daddy hates waste).

Using this as an opportunity, you look up again, heart hardening into cold platinum when you discover that barely anything has changed, his eyes still flying across the pages of his stupid book, albeit a little slower now, tracing and then re-tracing certain lines as your tongue laves over his balls in flat, fat strokes. His own tongue darts out to glide along his bottom lip, drawing into his mouth and biting down on it, fast and hard, before releasing it.

With a petulant little mewl, you nuzzle your face against his bare thigh, nose brushing his drenched cock, and he swallows thickly, defined Adam’s apple bobbing with the motion, tongue curling around his teeth and sucking on them, eyes pausing for a mere moment before resuming their reading, gaze dragging across the words with a cultivated concentration.

A cute grumble rattles around in your chest, features chiseled in a tight, deep pout—brows knitted, nose scrunched, chin puckered—and you resume sucking him off with renewed vigour, desperate to garner his full attention, desperate for him to snap.

Because the tiny cracks in his mask of passivity are not enough. You want it to shatter into sharp shards, you want him to spare you more than a moment of recognition, you want him to pay attention to you!

Obscenity fills the room, your slurping vulgar as you slobber all over him, the rhythmic squelching of your hand as it pumps the shaft crude, filthy, voice muffled as you whine, high and pitchy and needy, around his cock.

But if the noise bothers him, he refrains from saying anything, readjusting his grip on his book, as if grasping it tighter will help him fine tune his focus.

It isn’t until you’re choking yourself on him—head bobbing hard and fast as rough coughs tangle in your throat, routinely shoved back down by the head of his cock; tears streaming down your cheeks, leaving glistening trails in their wake and spiking your fluttering lashes; chest hitching with suppressed little sobs that twitch your nose and tremble your chin, sprouting claws as they tear at your ribs, desperate to be released from their cage—that he finally acknowledges you.

“It’s difficult for Daddy to concentrate with his cock shoved down your throat,” he warns, words straining just a touch. A large hand threads itself through the hair at the back of your skull, tugging you off his cock with unexpected tenderness.

“Really?” you ask, unable to quell the brattiness frothing viciously in your chest, voice wrecked and ruined, another cough strangling itself on the back of your tongue as you stubbornly fight past it. “It wasn’t such a difficult feat for you in the past, what changed?”

His nostrils flare as he exhales, breath sharp and hard and heavy, jaw clenching twice and stare never straying from his book, though his eyes have stopped moving again, gaze unfocused and hazy.  

Your tongue slithers out from between a haughty little smirk, tip trailing around the head of his cock in an unhurried loop before digging into the slit, daring.

“Why are you lying to me, Daddy?”

“Why are you being bad, baby?” he answers your question with another, finally looking down at you fully, hand with the book sagging just a touch. His eyes are considerate, curious, concerned, notes of genuine worry infusing his tone.

Sudden guilt swamps your stomach, thick and sticky as it sinks into your gut and solidifies, and you swallow against the sour sludge staining the back of your tongue. Are you being bad? Have you blurred the boundaries between playful brattiness and real brattiness without even realizing?

“I—I—” the word hitches, but you push through. “I’m sorry,” you whimper, and you really do sound regretful, eyes shining as you look up at him, neck bent at an uncomfortable angle.

“What’s going on with my girl, huh? What’s got my little princess acting up like this?” his gaze searches your face, slow, scrutinizing, as if he can decipher the answer through your features alone. “It’s become clear that this is more than your usual coltish brattiness,” he says carefully. “You aren’t usually this…aggressive.”

“I just—” you begin, heat seeping into your cheeks, nails digging into your palms as you resist the urge to hide, to bury your face in his tummy and whine, feeling exceptionally childish and chastised. “I want your attention, that’s all. I miss you.”

“Miss me?” he blinks, brow furrowing with confusion. “I’m right here, sweetheart.”

“Are you, though?”

The question is fragile, wobbly as if you may cry, words leaving your lips before you can even assess them, and he frowns, placing the book face down and open on his thigh, muscles holding his place.

A film of memories glazes his eyes—a look he gets when he recollects and categorizes important information, and you swear you can almost see him shuffling through that big brain of his, analyzing, dissecting, concluding—before his features soften, melting under a sudden realization, and he tuts his tongue, tugging you into a sitting position and tenderly removing his headphones from your ears.

How can he scold you for behaving in such a way, when he’s been neglecting you, failing to recognize the cues—all of the signs and the symptoms; the way you twined yourself up in him on Monday night, reluctant to let go even for a moment, reluctant to go to bed on your own; the way you insisted on curling up in his lap on Wednesday while he did his marking, even though it was an absolute waste of time for you, drifting between napping on his chest and idly scrolling through your phone; and now, today, on one of his only days off, borderline ignoring you as you practically begged for him to pay you a few shreds of notice—failing to recognize what you need.

“Daddy’s been neglecting you, hasn’t he,” he sighs gently.

“Well, it’s—”

“No, no, he has,” Alhaitham cuts you off, voice stern. “Sundays are meant to be for both of us, aren’t they? For us to enjoy together, no? Especially after such a stuffed week.”

“I guess so,” you mumble, picking at a loose thread on his sweater, eyes focused on your fingers. “But it was rude of me to interrupt your reading like that. I—” Shame burns in your throat, achy and stinging. “I know better than to do such a thing.”

“It was, and you do,” he agrees with you, even and pragmatic. “You should have just communicated with Daddy instead of trying to provoke him. You’re a big girl, you’re capable of using your words.”

“You’re right, Daddy, I—”

“But,” he continues, speaking over you. “I should’ve picked up on the signs, too. I’m not a mind reader, and honest, open communication is important in any relationship, but I should’ve noticed something was wrong sooner and pressed the issue instead of dismissing it in favour of work, irregardless of how busy I was. That’s a Daddy’s duty.”

Tears prick your eyes, a heaviness you hadn’t realized you had been holding instantly eradicated, the platinum encasing your heart dissolving into sparkles of silver—light, sweet, happy.

“Hey, look at me, princess,” a thumb and forefinger grasp your chin, nudging your head up. “If Daddy lets you ride his cock, will you behave? Then can Daddy read?”

A compromise.

“Okay,” you’re whispering with a tiny nod, his hands finding your hips and hauling you toward him, into his lap. “Yeah, okay.”

A palm wraps around the base of his cock as you hover above it, holding it steady. He’s still soaked from your spit, your cunt slick from sucking his cock, enabling you to sink down easily enough, cute little hole stinging with the sudden stretch.

“Ah,” you whimper, eyes squeezed shut tightly, forehead pressed to his. “Hurts, Daddy.”

“I know, sweetheart,” he pacifies, slightly breathless. “But I know you can take it for me, right? Show Daddy how you can take his cock.”

Of course you can take it for him, will always take it for him. He’s so fucking big, though, both girth and length well above average, but you were too impatient to be properly prepped, and he was too impatient to insist on it, the fingertips prodding your cunt deeming you wet enough to ride him.

He reaches for his book just as you bottom out, cockhead pressed snugly to your cervix, tiny spears of pain slicing through your gut, cunt spasming as it attempts to accommodate him.

A satisfied sigh slips from your parted lips, body molding into his—chests pressed flush against one another, sharp hipbones digging into plush inner thighs, face nuzzling into the junction of his neck. His chin rests on your shoulder as he resumes his reading, allowing you to wiggle around in his lap a little, getting used to the feeling of being stuffed full.

“That better, baby?” he asks, the question barely more than a wisp of breath, curling enticingly around your ear.

“Much,” you breathe, head nodding in slow, languid movements. “Thank you, Daddy.”

His lips press a kiss to your temple in response, distracted, already drowning in the pages of his book again as you begin to move.

It doesn’t take long before you’re whimpering into his shoulder with each uneven rut of your hips, small puffs of Daddy hot against his skin, letters of his designation humid and sticky. Silver hair twines around your fingers as you toy with the tufts at the base of his skull, hands laced lazily behind his neck.

It’s a little pathetic, a little desperate, how you aimlessly hump away at him—not chasing anything, just enjoying the sensation, enjoying being close with him—slick coating your inner thighs and staining his jeans, thick puddles of it seeping through the material and dampening his flesh.

But it’s so good, cords of drool drivelling from your mouth and onto his sweater, leaving tiny gleaming pools, eyes half-lidded and rolling, each brush of his cock against your favourite spot pushing another sweet little sound from your lips.

It’s all so languid, all so easy, just as Sundays should be, your cheek smushed against his shoulder as you drift between dreamy states of pleasure, forehead pressed to his neck, babbling out nonsense, his title tied into a knotty thread on your tongue.

“Daddy, Daddy, DaddyDaddyDaddy,”

“You’re doing so well, princess,” he murmurs, attention straying from his book for a moment to nose along your jaw. “Keep riding Daddy’s cock like that.”

You nod, stupid and giddy and so, so warm, drawing a deep inhale as if you’re attempting to breathe him in, to suck him down, to store him in your lungs forever—cedarwood and mint with just a hint of smoke—copious amounts of saliva gathering beneath your tongue.  

Pulling back slightly, you lick at his skin, dragging your tongue up the curve of his neck in long, wide strokes, gathering him in your mouth. A delicate shiver jolts through his body as your breath hits the trails of gleaming spit left in your tongue’s wake, and you giggle a little, kittenishly licking at his skin again, watching through glassy eyes as chills erupt across his flesh.

Clearing his throat roughly, he gargles the beginnings of a curse, the hand on your hip flexing, blunt nails sowing his name into your skin.

“Does that feel good, Daddy?”

“You always feel good,” he responds steadily, but his voice is husky, the edges of his words raspy and ragged with lust.

Another giggle pries its way past your lips, burrowing back into his shoulder as the rocking of your hips becomes more vigorous, vengeful, almost, relishing in his resulting smothered gasp.

Oh, how you love it when he gets like this, when he engages in this game with you, puzzles and challenges back on again after establishing some new ground rules. Because you know he gets off on this, too; on pretending to ignore you, pretending to be unaffected. But you can feel it, the micro-movements of his hips as they rut against you, or the gentle catch of his breath on his sternum, or the occasional soft grunt that manages to slip off his tongue.

He loves it just as much as you do.

It procures little sparks in your belly, sprouts tiny flames across your flesh nourished by every tiny yet colossal reaction you manage to elicit from him. They blaze brighter, brilliant, with each swipe of your slick clit on his pubic bone, a string of airy moans leaking from your mouth.

“That’s it, baby,” he encourages, a touch of patronization imbuing his tone. “Use Daddy’s cock to get yourself off.”

Your hips speed up with his encouragement, gyrating in fast, tight little circles, fingers readjusting their grip on his neck and nails taking root in his flesh, carving tiny constellations into him.

That book is still in his hand, pages crinkling under the strength of his grip, but he is no longer looking at it, oceanic gaze enraptured by you.

He’s so fucking pretty, tufts of silver hair clumped with salt, tips wet and sticking to his sheen temples and neck. Azure eyes practically glow as they devour you—all of your precious little expressions; the crumple of your brow and the dancing of your lashes and the quiver of your mouth—pupils gaping and gluttonous. His breath wafts over your skin in quick, harsh, hard little pants, but his voice stays relatively steady.

“Look at my baby, so good for her Daddy,”  

A whimper spills from your throat, forehead knocking against his own as slippery hands readjust their position, twining together behind his neck. Those tiny blazes have bloomed into a single inferno, flames licking at the walls of your insides, cinders seeping through your flesh and bubbling your blood, chased by another collection of sparks sent searing through your body with each bounce on his cock.

“You gonna cum?” he asks, breathless words tapering off into a whine, his nose nudging against yours, sweet, soft. “Daddy wants you to cum for him, baby,”

“But I—ah—I want your cum, too, Daddy!” you cry, pulling back to look at him with beseeching eyes, searching his face in an almost frantic manner. “Please, Daddy, please stuff me full of your cum, please, Daddy, I—I wanna be so full that I can’t take it anymore, until it’s too much for my little cunt and it starts leaking out and—”

“Fuck,” he groans, the word deep and dark as his book falls from his hands, clattering to the floor.

Large hands curl around your waist, eager and urgent as they halt your movements, his own hips snapping up half a second later as they begin to jackhammer into you, cockhead pounding against your sore cervix.

It jostles your entire body, limp and pliable and weightless between his palms as he fucks you.

He’s ruthless in his pursuit to give you what you want, grip so tight it’s a marvel he doesn’t crush your bones beneath his fingers, blotches of grey and violet flowering across your skin, planted by blood vessels as they break.  

The pain only works to complement the pleasure, head falling forward again as you mewl out his name, eyes roiling in your skull, shrouded by a thick haze of passion.

“There you go, baby, there you go,” he pants out, forcing your hips to move faster, harder, practically bouncing you in his lap. “Don’t stop, you got it,”

The illusion of choice has another moan barreling up your throat—you couldn’t stop even if you wanted to, Alhaitham now entirely in control—but you nod your head anyway, playing along, thighs burning as the muscles strain, trying to aid him.

He’s close, you can tell, gorgeous little grunts streaming from his lips, steadily pushed from deep in his chest with every buck into you and peppered with gasps. His brow is drawn, unblinking eyes intent on your face, that well-worn mask of passivity completely evaporated, features tinged with smoldering desire.

It’s all so incredible, that inferno raging inside of you furling into a tight ball of fire, a seed in the beginning stages of florescence, nurtured by one, two, three slams of his cock before it blossoms in the most beautiful way; a brilliant blaze, a carnivorous thing that swallows you whole, engulfs you in its flames and draws you into its center, sweet little cunt clenching around him as it gushes torrents of heat, making a mess all over his thighs.

“Christ,” he nearly whines, the fingers splayed on your hips gouging into flesh, forcing you to fuck yourself on his cock twice more before he’s cumming, too, with a soft gasp of your name, breath shattering on his tongue.

Thick cum stuffs you to the hilt as his cock throbs violently, warm and comforting as it fills your insides, and you sigh dreamily, body melting between his hands, slumped against his heaving chest.

“Feeling better now?” he murmurs softly, knuckles stroking your hair, your responding hum and lethargic nodding causing him to chuckle, the sound vibrating against your cheek. “Good.”

He leans down to pick up his forgotten novel, one strong arm wrapped around your waist keeping you clung to him as he does, and a few dollops of cooling cum ooze from your raw cunt, whining a little at the loss. You can feel them, dribbling out of you at a slow but steady pace, down your Daddy’s balls and onto the couch. Kaveh is going to kill you for that.

“Now rest, baby,” Alhaitham’s instructing as he sits back up, planting a kiss on the crown of your head before flipping through the pages in an attempt to find his previous spot. “Daddy has one more chapter he wants to finish before dinner.”  

[tteokdoroki]

scorpios sleep with the devil | m.chifuyu ʚ !! ɞ

❧ ;  SYNOPSIS. he’s loyal and you play games, he loves you and you’re too afraid. you’re polar opposites and yet neither of you can stay away.

❧ ; cpu characters. chifuyu matsuno x fem!reader.

❧ ; word count. 4.4k.

❧ ; genre + rating. fwb!au, angst, smut, 18+, minors do not interact !!

❧ ; game warnings. - proceed with caution !! characters are in their twenties, heavy smut, angst, toxic relationships, mentions of weed, mentions of blood, high sex, unprotected sex, oral sex ( fem!receiving ) fingering, choking, marking, spanking.

❧ ; streamer commentary. waa this is super late but this is my contribution to @keizos / @ineuii ‘s scorpio season collab. i hope i managed to do it justice and i had a lot of fun writing fuyu !! <3 m.list.  + tip jar.

there’s a song on the radio that you seem to know, ruby lined lips wrapped around a rolled joint hum along to the slow roll of R&B that purrs through the speakers of chifuyu’s bmw— he doesn’t know it, the song, nor does he care to, hyper fixated on the heat of your presence by his side and the softness of your voice as you exhale lyrics intertwined with smoke into his car.

the bass vibrates against his spine through expensive leather seats and he can’t tell if it’s the cause of his heart rattling around in the cavity of his chest or if it’s you you and the slow drags you take whatever it is you smoke and the o-shape of your lips as a puffy cloud fills the air. chifuyu doesn’t know the song, but it’s what you like and it’s always about what you like.

never him. never him and what he likes.

tongue running over your lips, you hold the joint out to the dark haired man— amused. chifuyu almost wishes he never took it, but he needs something to take his mind off of you, letting his body tingle with his first hit, letting the drugs or whatever’s laced into your cheap weed, pocket the memories of you and scramble him up till he’s dizzy. he leans his head against the steering wheel, not daring to look at you, knowing he’ll fall apart if he does.

it’s raining outside, the haze of the drugs in his system making the shine from street lamps and and tail lights blur with the droplets of water running down the car windows— chifuyu had parked behind the house you were staying in, the one belonging to whichever rich man you’d decided to mooch off of in your time apart and fuck just the idea of it makes him feel sick. rolling his head across the steering will, he wants to shake image of you sleeping with someone else from his mind, the image of you crying out for another lover— taking them the way he makes you take him.

it’s not fair.

how you bend the poor man at his will, take away his freedom and choices and make him trail after you like a lost fucking dog. chifuyu had been warned; his heart gets wrapped up and he gets in too deep. he’s loyal, he’d go to the ends of the earth for the people he cares about and you just so happen to be at the top of the list. you don’t deserve it, his friends, even takemichi tells him—the way he loves you like you’re the only woman to have ever walked the earth. the way he chases you in circles trying to get an ounce of feeling back from you— you’re toxic and it’s breaking him, drowning him in black tar and choking chifuyu from the inside out. you don’t deserve him.

“so... i can’t get a text back?” matsuno asks keeping his voice steady despite the thick black in his lungs and the sides of his throat that stop him from talking to you like you’re not breaking his heart. aquamarine eyes stay following a trail of raindrops on the mirror on the driver's side, two fat drops racing— the man beside you waiting with baited breath until they stop fighting each other and become one.

“do you need one?”

your laughter is light, airy and evil as you turn in your seat to set your prowling gaze on him. everything about you, your relaxed demeanour— shoulders back, head tilted upwards and the latest drag of your joint blown in his direction— it tells chifuyu that you don’t care, that you’re ready to tug at the yarn ball strings wrapped around his heart and play another game of cat and mouse.

he doesn’t look at you, sucking in a gentle breath before his next words, tasting your perfume poison on his tongue. “no.” he says shortly. he does, chifuyu needs to hear from you so badly, like a man needs air and fish need water and the leaves on trees need sun. he needs you. he wants the ‘good morning,’ texts and ‘hope you get home safe,’ calls—craves the ‘stop getting into fights, or i’ll fucking leave you...but not really,’ moments in the bathroom at your apartment, where you tenderly wipe the blood from his brow and chifuyu’s head tilts up to press his lips against yours even though his own are bruised and battered from taking a fist to the face.

chifuyu matsuno wants so much from you but you’re the type of girl who gives so little, without a care in the world and it fucking sucks to have you throw it back in his face and laugh.

laugh at how goddamn whipped you have him.

“do you deserve one?” the question on your weed tainted lips confuses him, brows furrowed and lips pursed as chifuyu shifts his aqua lined gaze towards you; the unspoken words of ‘tell me what i did.’ dancing between their darkened flecks. “keep fuckin’ around with bitches on the street ‘n see where it gets you, fuyu. you know i don’t like that,”

he doesn’t get you. you’re an enigma, a puzzle with a piece that went missing a long time ago that no ones ever found— one that he’s determined to look for. you cause yourself pain, believe the whispers on the streets even though you know with just one look at the black haired male, you’ll come to realise they’re not true. you’re broken and matsuno still doesn’t get it, even when he picks up shards of your glass, reflecting a scared little girl— a girl who’s scared of losing it all so tosses it away before it has the chance to destroy her— he doesn’t understand, he only has eyes for you. you’re the one he wants. why can’t you just see that?

maybe it’s the lies that you believe that keep the poor guy tied down to you, some righteous will inside of him burning bright to make you see that you’re more than just a cheap fuck to him. that you’ve got every square inch of chifuyu matsuno’s body signed under your name. he’s too good for this fight, to prove to himself to you ( a girl who doesn’t give him the time of day )— but maybe like the devil’s green on your tongue he’s addicted. just maybe it’s that. “i wasn’t—“ he starts to say, feeling the words fizzle out on the tip of his tongue as you bat your eyelashes up at him, eyeliner and mascara smudged from the rain before you curl a finger in the raven locks flopped over his eyes— blowing smoke into his face and chifuyu is reminded, you’ll always have him playing this game and he’ll always beg you to keep him by your side until the next round. “let me make it up to you.”

a beat of silence echoes between two doped up lovers with sober and aching hearts. you raise a brow. “how?”

“like this,” he breathes, lips against yours in a heartbeat, thumping along to the bass of the song sounding through the speakers. chifuyu can taste the smoke in your mouth, earthy and setting alight his lungs as if everything will crash and burn and turn to ash when you lock lips like this. your mouths slot together hotly, tongues freckled with weed and lust swiping over one another in wet motions while you breathe more smoke into him, breathe life and lust and pain into him as you shotgun the hit from your joint.

these days, fucking in fuyu’s expensive cars comes easy to you both— tongue down your throat you’re leaning over the gears and pushing off clothes like they’re worth nothing, discarding layers until you’re bare to the bone and whenever his hands move they’re brushing the softness of your tummy and the warmth of your flesh and for a second your eyes speak vulnerability— fear even...but the rest of you stays sultry calm and collected.

somehow you end up in matsuno’s lap, chair reeled back and legs either side of his— spread open for his fingers to play with the innocent blossom between your thighs as the rough pads of said fingers draw lazy patterns into your sticky clit and your teeth sink into his fleshy bottom lip enough to draw blood. “you’re crazy,” he says dazed, blue eyes turned cherry red under street lamps as they search your sweaty face— both of you swaying and under the influence.

“y’ like me like that,” you try to sound assertive, dominate him like you always do, to boss him around as you usually would without any care in the world but you can’t— not when chifuyu plays with you like you’re malleable clay and moulds you into the woman that he wishes you were, one that loves him and doesn’t toss him aside as his finger tips brush the sensitive spots along your essence soaked walls. the crown of your head pushes into the man’s shoulder— his free hand digging into the fat of your ass to keep you spread open for him, letting you ooze wetness over his custom leather seats each time he hits that gummy spot deep inside of you. “l-like that!”

a knowing smirk curls against his lips, fingers working their magic and sending you into a fit of trembles. knees weak and breath hot against his milky skin— chifuyu man spreads and laughs airily when you stumble over his lap, running away from fingers jackhammering inside of you. “like that, huh?” you can hear the smile in his voice as he takes over you, strong feelings of his lust and appreciation for you lapping at you like waves on a shore— drowning you in the gold that you don’t deserve. at least not from him. “just like that baby, you like it when i’m touching you like this. doin’ so good for me,”

the gentle praise matsuno gives you shouldn’t make you feel like this, good inside and warm like you’re loved— because that's not what this is. it’s just sex. it’s just sex is what you tell yourself despite your body saying otherwise, for with every drag of his fingers against your plush, sticky insides your hole flutters and the rest of you gushes. “you’re so good baby, fuck, so pretty. you good for me baby?” cooed into your ear, his words are so sweet they make you feel sick, licking at the wounds of your broken heart as you do your best not to fall apart.

you fight the wobble in your voice but not the shake in your thighs as chifuyu’s fingers twist deep within your leaky hole. “n-no,” you say, determined but on the verge of tears as knot builds tightly in your lower tummy and your pelvis burns as you keep yourself up in your lover’s lap. “‘m not...n-not for you!”

“no?” chifuyu frowns but he’s still being soft with you, no matter how much you fight him off. fingers pull from between your sloppy folds— decorated by your inner need for him, shining under the yellow street lamps against his skin. “but this pussy says otherwise, baby. you don’t want me? don’t want me making you feel like this?” condescending and still so sweet, you can't help the wet whimper that bubbles on your lips— a sob of his name, matsuno, like a sin falling from your mouth. you’re like a broken angel on top of him, a mess on his fingers with blackened wings as if you’ve fallen straight from heaven. chifuyu wants to break you more, in different ways to the men that shattered your hopeful shimmering vase before...so he shows you his slicked up fingers, the string of your arousal that connects them together and makes you watch as he sucks them clean.

you don’t want to want him. you don’t want to need him— but god, does he pull you in. maybe it’s the drugs or maybe it’s the pretty shimmer to his aqua eyes as they read deep into your soul, knowing that behind the brave girl facade you put on, there’s someone that craves real love.

so when he manhandles you the way he wants— turning you around and forcing you to lean over the dashboard, all you can do is drunkenly whine his name. fuyu. you say this time, drunk on the heat of his body against yours, black hair tickling your back as the man sucks dark bruises against your sweat and salt licked shoulder blades— you’re high as a kite on the sparks of pleasure he ignites against your skin while his hands act as a flint and stone— you don’t want to need chifuyu but as always your body gives it away that you really do. “s’too bad princess, was willin’ to give you everything,” chifuyu sighs, breath laced with the smoke of the devil’s lair warm as it trickles down your bare back. he takes your fleshy ass between large hands, smacking your cheeks and grunting in amusement as they bounce for him. “always give you everythin’ and this is how you repay me,”

“fuyu,” your mind is too fucked up, too hazy to register the sound of a belt clanking and a zipper being undone— it doesn’t help that chifuyu’s lips graze the scars and freckles and marks along your shoulders. you don’t even register his hot and heavy cock between the pillows of your thighs until his dribbling tip is pushing its way into your barely-used cunt. “please, ‘m not ready— h-haven’t cum yet! too big—!” it seems you’re the one begging for him this time, pathetically calling his name as the burn of his dick makes your body hotter than the blazing sun, the air tremors with the scent of sex and weed and taints your skin. “won’t fit!”

you feel pathetic like this, vulnerable where you can’t see his face and the trusting look he always gives you when you’re spread open on his dick like this— but matsuno will always think you look beautiful, until the day he dies he can only ever think highly of you and hopes one day he can make you see that. he shifts, cock pushing deeper into your sensitive hole, squelching sounds filling the car as you flutter and struggle to take just his tip despite how much precum oozes from it to help him along.

“yeah it will. you can take it, can’t you princess?” chifuyu whines and mouths wetly at your shoulder— hips not even slowing to give you time to adjust, desperate to fill you up. “don’t need to cum to take this cock, you’ve done it before. c’mon baby, be a good girl f’me…”

but you’re not good, you never have been— at least not to him. you don’t treat chifuyu the way he deserves, you take the flame in his heart and his cock in your tight cunt and ruin a good man, letting him bully his way into your lush, soaked insides—the weight of his girth stretching you open as it’s forked and blue-purple vein pushes right up against pleasure spots only he’s marked out and discovered inside of you.

if he shifts, moves so much as an inch— chifuyu would be nicely nestled against your g-spot and he knows that, stilling his hips with just under half of his cock to go before he’s fully sheathed inside of you, keeping you right in the edge of blinding euphoria. he dangles the feeling of bliss right in front of you— taunting you like you do him during your games of cat and mouse, smiling cruelly against the constellations on your back as you let out weak pleads of ‘m-more! need all of it!’ and ‘fuyu, don’t stop!’

“do you deserve it?” matsuno mocks, using your words from earlier as his skilled fingers snake towards the front of your body, pressing down on your clit once between your thighs to hear your salacious moans as you lose your cool. you sniff and he loses it, hips jumping up on their own and thick dick breaching your drooling you entrance, you cry from both ends— tears hot on your face from being teased by the man you run circles around. “oh baby don’t cry, it’s not so nice when it’s the other way around, is it?”

he bottoms out before you can say another word, fucking up into you with a pace that barely gives you time to adjust while his free hand sits comfortably around the base of your throat to pull you back onto his thrusts. you’re so full, in every way that you can think— mind full of him and heavy fog of weed, cunt raw and ravished by his fat sticky dick as it grows creamier and creamier the more your skin slaps together. chifuyu fucks you like he hates you, ramming his hips so hard into your body that you jolt up the dashboard and the car begins to shake from the force of his thrusts. but he praises you like he loves you, words written into the blossoming bruises between your shoulder blades or his tongue against yours while he pulls your head back to kiss you.

your bodies are so close you can feel the flame of his heart burning against you— branding you. you feel chifuyu’s love and affecting seeping from his pores and lapping over your skin like soft waves which are a sharp contrast to his hips brutally cantering into yours from behind, his balls that are heavy with cum slap hard against your swollen and sore clit— sticky sounds echoing through the hotboxed car as your sexes froth and slick up every time they meet.

“chifuyu! f-fuyu...o-oh my fucking god, please!” you babble brainlessly— barely able to think with the way his dick jams up against your cervix, shaping you into the perfect sleeve for his cock and ruining you for all the other men trying to flag you down. “please, please...f-fucking please! fuyu!”

the man scoffs, slowing the roll of his hips to torture you— dick pulsing within your creamy pussy, white frothing at the base of his cock. “fuyu, fuyu...fuyu!” matsuno mocks you, moans the words huskily before he grips your throat tightly and pounds you harder from behind. “it’s getting old sweetheart, all this begging...all these pleases but you haven’t even told me whatcha want yet...shit baby, tell me what i can do to fix that?” tell me what i can do to fix you. is what chifuyu really thinks while your sweet hole and it’s ridges cling to the veins on his cock as they drag against your insides. i can fix her. he believes— i can put her heart back together, make her the girl she once was. even when his own heart bleeds and tears into unmendable pieces. but at matsuno’s words, you clench down around him, making his thrusts stutter and breath hitch. “f-fuck baby, c’mon, c’mon...tell me what’cha need.”

you’re both beyond repair, two barely together people fucking away the cruel reality of their world. you suck him down eagerly, barely breathing and eyes rolling back while you throw your ass back down on chifuyu’s cock— becoming a drooling mess, wetness running down your thighs and ruining the rough material of his pants as they brush against the backs of your doughy thighs. “p-please lemme cum, i need’ta cum! please matsuno!” you slur over the saliva heavy on your tongue, clawing at the dashboard desperately as your body jolts further up the car from the pace of his thrusts brutally snapping into yours. “g-god! your dick is s’good, s’fucking good! makes m-me feel it s-so much!”

“yeah? it’s the only one going inside you. c’mon baby, tell me i'm the only one, t-then i’ll fuckin’ let you cum,” chifuyu rasps, cock slipping and sliding through your tight hole, pleasure tingling at the tips of your fingers and right down to your toes. he knows you’ll try not to say it, you practically can’t— choking on pleading moans with your mind racing a mile a minute, thoughts laced with weed. his dick is toxic, you’re both toxic and somehow still addicted. “f-fuckin’ say it!”

a hand comes down on your fleshy ass that trembles with the rapid pace of chifuyu’s cantering hips, cock plunging in and out of you wetly. “i—“ you bleat weakly, overcome with desire as tears spill from your eyes. “i-i c-can’t! please! wanna cum!”

you can’t? more like you won’t. because if you say those words, for once in your life you’ll have to commit to something bigger than yourself— and your heart is too weak, too torn to do that for you and for matsuno chifuyu.

“say it.” chifuyu repeats, ramming into you at a speed so fast you can no longer tell what’s up or down, he throws his hips forward into you— continually pressing down on your g-spot and you’re so close, so fucking close that you can taste the mind blowing orgasm you’re about to have, intertwined with the salt from your tears weighty on your tongue.

you can’t help but sob, out of the pleasure shocking your every nerve ending or the pain you feel for breaking fuyu’s heart— you don’t know. “y-you’re the only one!”

that’s all it takes to send him over the edge, his cock ripped from the warmth of your cunt as matsuno jerks himself off over your ass— the dam built up in his lower tummy finally bursts, thick ropes of his hot and potent seed landing against your back and adding flames to your skin. “f-fuck! sweetheart, damn,” he shudders above you, a wrecked and ruined man who watches you writhe and listens to you whimper while he cums and cums and cums all for fucking you and never for anyone else. chifuyu sees new colours he’s never seen before— shades he’s name after you, as his orgasm tears through him, hips only gently bucking forward as he thumbs his tip and milks his cock for all its worth— squeezing it and tapping it against your ass until it dribbles pathetically, strings of his seed dripping down between your cheeks and over your swollen, fluttering mound. “turn over, now.”

he’s not done with you yet, your body shakily following your command as you sit on the edge of your own high. you sit with your back to the dashboard while chifuyu hikes your legs up over his shoulders and the back of the seat, large hands settled on your waist before he leans forward to bury his face into your puffy, wet cunt. “f-fuyu, chi...do i get to cum now?” the way you ask him is so sweet, tender like you’re too shy to ask him now that you both can see each other— aqua eyes locked on yours and reading deep into your now timid soul. you’re soaked with arousal, marked up with his cum and still the most beautiful think he’s ever seen— no matter how bad for him you are, he can’t help but think of you highly.

“always with me, baby,” he whispers the words against your swollen folds, nose nudging your clit which makes you gasp and tangle your fingers into the sweaty mop of his black hair, matted to his forehead. chifuyu glistens between your legs, illuminated by street lights like an angel, not even deterred by your darkness. his tongue languidly slides through your sex, collecting your juices mixed with his cum and slurps at them before they’re waisted on the flooring of his car— moving against you until your hips are twitching forward on their own for more.

matsuno eats his cum from your pussy until you’re twitching and seeing the high gates of heaven even though you’ve spent your life in your own personal hell. he bites at your clit, thrusts his tongue in and out of your puckered hole and curls it against your plush insides— anything to make you feel good, to make you cling onto him for dear life and make sure you know that he’s all you’ll ever need.

“‘m there! right there!” you squeal over the sloppy sounds of chifuyu making out with your sinful, sticky pussy— not wasting a drop of your mixed arousals and working you with his tongue until you’re chanting his name throughout the car, to the point where no one can tell where the prayer ends and the prayer begins. “f-fuckin’ cummin’!” you’d been close before, but the spank to your clit as he swirls his tongue inside you is what sends you over the edge, body shaking and thighs locking around chifyu’s head as you reach your high— release flooding the black haired man’s mouth, making him groan into your cunt as you cum in waves, white flashing behind your eyes.

“did so good for me baby, always so fuckin’ good. always for me. only me.” a trail of spit and slick connects matsuno’s mouth to you after he guides you through your high and pulls away, gulping down your essence as he smiles up at you. you’re passed ruined, destroyed even as he lets you fall back into his lap, both of you a hot and high mess. you barely respond, already reaching into your bag for another joint, to calm the butterflies he gives you, to stop yourself from falling for him.

chifuyu finds a lighter in the glovebox, leaning forward until your eyes meet so he can set the roll alight and you only look away, drawing a heart shape in the fogged up mirror before taking a hit and blowing the smoke back into his smirking face to hide it from you.

you’re a wreck on the inside, no longer the sly fox you were at the start of the night— for chifuyu is the calm one, the collected one, the one who really has all the control in this toxic, fucked up game you have going on.

no matter what you say, no matter how bad you try to hurt matsuno chifuyu to push him away— your cunt will always betray you and you’ll always be loyal to him.

[kingkatsuki]

JO not to interrupt baby talk lmao but I just saw a tiktok where a singer confessed to her guy best friend by playing a song she wrote for him and he kissed her when he figured it out and it was very cute BUT THATS NOT WHAT THIS IS ABOUT

My first thought was “aww 🥰 but this is why The Straights(tm) think all guy-girl best friends are secretly in love with each other”

My second thought was picturing best friend Bakugo hearing me say that and being thoroughly offended 💀 “The fuck d’ya mean ya aren’t secretly in love with me??”

Oh my GOD! But imagine Bakugou hearing you say that, being personally offended and then doing anything and everything in his power to break you both up so he can have you all for himself.

I’m taking doctored social media posts, spreading fake rumours online, creating fake accounts pretending to be women, telling you directly that he doesn’t trust this guy and he only wants what’s best for you.

Who else are you going to cry to except your best friend Bakugou, right?

[thewinterwaifu]

if it's alright with you, would you please do yandere fugo's reaction to his s/o trying to escape? idc if it's headcanons or a scenario, do whatever is easier for u!! thank

Hey!Thank you for the request!

Friendly reminder I don't condone yandere stuff irl

And of course, tw for unhealthy relationships

•It's quite hard to escape from Fugo, so it's no wonder they failed really. He is extremely smart and has thought about every possible scenario

•Fugo is known for his wrath, and a situation such as this is obviously not an exception. The anger is quite obvious on his expression.

•"What exactly were you trying?!?!" He yells with a frown "Why would you want to run away from me...?!Can't you see I love you like no other?!"

•He doesn't hurt them though,unlike what you might have assumed. To him, his darling is completely precious and made out of glass. He would hate himself if he broke her in any way. He has a punching bag or something similar in his room that he uses to take out his anger on.

•If they got close to escaping, he actually starts to worry his plans might fail and he will tighten up the security more, maybe even tie them up

•He scolds them, hoping this failure will prove as a lesson not to try anything fine. "Y/N...I really thought you were smarter than that.

•"Think about it this way...I love you so much, and you know I give you everything you need and more...Why would you want to leave...?"

•He is actually really hurt...He really, really wants his darling to love him back. They are the only thing he has...

[minjoonrecs]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Kim Namjoon | RM/Park Jimin, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope/Min Yoongi | Suga Characters: Kim Namjoon | RM, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Taehyung | V, Jeon Jungkook Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Neighbors, Abusive Relationships, That's Not Namjoon and Jimin's Relationship Don't Worry, Insecurity, Book References, Florist Jimin, Teacher Namjoon, Laundromat Sessions, Deep Conversations, LGBTQ Themes, Pining, Hugs and Cuddles, And There's Only One Bed, Slow Burn Summary:

Jimin and Namjoon are neighbors. They meet at the laundromat, where, week after week, Namjoon discovers Jimin's stuck in a shitty relationship. He's there for him, lends him books to help him feel less lonely and gives him strength to get away from his abusive relationship as he slowly falls in love with him.

[inkykeiji]

random question but what goes through tomura and touya's minds when theyre mean to their reader? for example tomura snapping at his reader about the candy. is it well I bascially own her and I know best so I can be mean? do they ever feel somewhat bad about snapping on them?

omg a very good question!!! that’s pretty much exactly what it is—you belong to me, and i hold more power and authority over you because you belong to me and i know best, so how dare you demonstrate any sort of ‘disrespect’ toward me (and, of course, their definition of ‘disrespect’ is extremely skewed and varies widely from the true definition). they are both very good at twisting situations into their own favour, and they both have a superb talent for justifying their own actions, no matter the situation or circumstances. they can always find a reason for why they’re right, and you’re wrong, and they’re better, and you’re stupid.

as such, they rarely feel any sort of guilt for snapping or being mean and cruel. as long as they can justify it, then they feel justified in that behaviour. the only time either of them would ever feel bad would be if they genuinely mistakenly accused (and subsequently berated) you for a transgression you quite literally did not commit (though, as i’ve mentioned before, touya in particular is extremely skilled in manipulating situations to his own advantage, and he can almost always find a ‘reason’ to punish if he really wants to).

[pheita]

I just got a shock thanks to Instagram putting the toxic friend I cut ties with a year ago in my suggestions for who to follow.

She uses a different nickname now but her narcissistic behavior keeps her posting selfies en mass so it was easy to recognize her. The strange thing is it proved me right about how much she lied to me all those years after I clicked on the latest pictures to see when and from where they were posted.

After it confirmed what I already thought I blocked her and searched her new nickname on other social media to see if I have to block her there as well. Thankfully it turned out a little bit paranoid but yeah, you never can't be sure.

What really angers me is that I reacted with a panic attack to see her in my Instagram suggestions. There is still a long road ahead of me to get over it.

[just-keep-this-between-us]

A not so quick poem

To my teacher for block 1A: yes, I look like the girl who once spoke her mind and joked at 8 in the morning two years prior, but she's long since moved, the mind she spoke from has been cluded and ripped by poison

To my 2A Teacher, yes I am the quiet kid from last year, but now I have people who have known me much longer than you have around me. They cannot be aloud to see the poison

To my 3A teacher, I'm no genius, I simply have much to say, paper is now the only place to put it

To my 4A teacher, I was in fact once a leader, I know you can see her skeleton, 1A can as well

To my 1B teacher yes I am funny, the poison has an odd effect on my behavior when I am derectly breathing in it's fumes of words

To my 2B teacher, yes I am failing, I don't learn this lamguage like I used to

To my 3B teacher, I know I should've gone for the solo, but the poison believes my vocal cords must be smothered and burnt

To my 4B teacher, the girl next to me did once attack me, I have long since forgiven, she is now the girl I will share my tears with and I shall dry hers, because we have shared pain unknowingly with one another, perhaps we can save each other

An open letter to those who are still yourself: even dainty flowers may very well be poisonous. many fields can and will hide snakes. dreams can twist to nightmares.

Quick note: usually I will try to upload a story or something every weekend, but I am very busy at the moment

[odionxabadi]

[ RAMI MALEK, CISMALE, HE/HIM ] Oh look, there’s ODION ABADI the THIRTY-FOUR year old HIGH SCHOOL HISTORY TEACHER heading into the Dixie Stop. You know, I heard whispers that they can be pretty darn AWKWARD and ATTENTIVE and they kinda remind me of BIKE RIDES, BUTTON-UPS, VINTAGE LOVE SONGS.

tw: mental disorder, toxic relationship i guess, suicide mention

hello all!! i’m anya and i very rarely bring a whole new character to a group but that’s what i’m doing w odion so watch him grow with me!!! also i haven’t written in like half a year so pls be gentle

he’s a local history teacher at the high school, he teaches mostly juniors and seniors so general history, holocaust, civics, stuff like that

he’s one of those teachers that doesn’t understand the kids but enjoys being on their level. u need him to fortnite dance for a viral tiktok? he’s ur guy. he will do anything to get on the kids good side but they don’t even take advantage of him he’s just Good Energy

he’s such an old dude on the inside. he listens to music that isn’t even on vinyl (while yes he does sometimes) he mostly listens to the kind of music that was on 8TRACKS like he’s such an old dude. it’s just v nostalgic for him he adores it

he’s a v minimalistic kind of dude like the inside of his apartment? all white and minimal he’s v modern and vintage at the same time

he’s also as green as can be because he <3′s the earth but he’s also wiccan!!!! he ain’t good at it, he’s just learning about it so he isn’t v open about it because he wants to learn way more before being self-proclaimed or any of that

he bikes everywhere like he’s that guy

he probably has never touched a weed

maybe gotten drunk three times in his life

his students like love him because he will try to look into anything they like. he don’t like sports but he’ll spend hours to DAYS reading up on the history of the seattle seahawks if a kid tells him he likes them. he’s one of the teachers u get that remembers every detail and really looks at u as a person

he’s also helped a lo of kids out mentally because they trust him because he’s such a good listener. he literally leaves his door wide open during his free periods for people to come in and complain. he’s like the most unlicensed therapist

he’s like the guy to talk to the trouble kids who get into fights because he can get through to them

he’s v sentimentalist he has his mom’s childhood bear and her wedding ring not to propose with but just to keep her around since her passing <3 mama’s boi

ON A SIDE NOTE even though he’s a lovely lil angel he’s like exhausted every day because he’s trying so hard to better himself.

in his mid to late twenties he was in a relationship with a girl he loved, but he was v bpd (i have bpd don’t worry i won’t be disrespectful about it) he wasn’t taking care of himself; took himself out of therapy because he thought he was doing great, got off meds because he was doing great without it (hc: he has a slight twitch when he’s upset bc effexor fucked me up like that so it’ll fuck him up too lol)

she and him were great a lot of the time they were like best friends and she was his first and they were perfect and all that, but she cheated on him. kinda a lot. like she did the sob story every time and he forgave her (literally heart of gold) and it’d be fine for a few months and then he’d find out she did it again, etc. fucked with his head a lot and his self worth, he nearly went back to his teenage depression ways (i’ll explain in his bio that i’m writing) but he decided against it for her. in a good episode for them and a bad mental episode for him, he was at an all time low. he called her, telling her he wanted to end his life and she didn’t help much. she said the typical ‘i don’t want you to hurt yourself, you need to call someone’ but in the Borderline Personality Spirit it wasn’t enough for him. his brain twisted it to feel like she should’ve threatened her life too if he was threatening his. clearly she didn’t love him as much as he thought she did because she wouldn’t kill herself if he did?

it caused a bit of a tension between them, they were awkward for a few days where he couldn’t stop apologizing and she said it was okay but it didn’t feel okay. in another low out of desperation, in the kitchen he did it again. he told her he wanted to die and she didn’t reciprocate. he pulled a knife out (not on her) and told her she should go down with him, that’s what two people in love would do. even though she hurt him again and again and again with the cheating, she got the last laugh and left him for that. can’t blame her he was terrible for her but yeesh U KNOW

after that he took his mental health much more seriously, keeping track of his meds and going to therapy. but he’s too ashamed of the bpd side of him, so he just says he has depression. it doesn’t excuse the intense feelings he has and the dissociation because of the bpd, but no one has to know about those lmao whip emoji

ON THAT MCFREAKING NOTE he also has an older sister lina and a niece who he loves more than anything her name is riza (YES after his mother what a little love) she doesn’t visit often because they’re back home in washington but u know..... when she comes by it’s like his whole life is PURE

i’ll think of more i just rly wanna PLOT so if u like this i will message u or just message me whatever works!!!

[recareels]

feels like forever, even if forever’s tonight

characters: thoma, kamisato ayato

genre: smut

notes: aaaaah my first (finished) genshin piece!!! i had such a blast writing this hehehe i just love this dynamic so! much! reader is female, and this is mostly written from thoma’s point of view. in my mind, this is absolutely a crime family AU, but you’re welcome to think of it in terms of canon if you’d like! please heed the warnings and stay safe! | title cred: mine by bazzi | this piece was originally posted on my main blog.

warnings: 18+ minors do not interact, dubcon, manipulation/coercion, daddy kink, toxic relationships, size kink/size difference, belly bulge, cuckolding kinda (ayato watches thoma fuck his girlfriend), praise, reader is quite flexible, a hint of dumbification/degradation, rough sex, overstimulation + mentioned orgasm denial as punishment, dacryphilia, power play/power dynamics, thoma is a sub-leaning switch in this, interchangeable use of the words my lord/master

words: 5.7k

synopsis:

Everything feels raw, exposed, Thoma’s nails scraping against the thin material of his pants, fingers scrabbling for something to do under such an intense stare. That glitter in Ayato’s eyes seems to shine bright and burning as Thoma squirms beneath it, the ghost of a smirk brushing against his lips.

It’s as though his master’s gaze is stripping him bare—stripping the clothes from his skin and the flesh from his bones, prying open his rib cage and peering into his very soul itself. It’s all so invasive, yet Thoma bares it all to him anyway, almost voluntarily, begging his lord for some instruction, some guidance, some rules to follow and obey and be praised for, eliminating any room for error or overstepping of boundaries, desperate to be told what to do and how to do it so he can satisfy everyone and do it well, do it right, do it the very best.

The walls of the Kamisato Estate are intentionally thick, tasked with concealing centuries of secrets within their wooden embrace. Many important words—deals, negotiations, threats—are spoken throughout these halls, many promises made within these rooms, and such precious, confidential sentiments must be protected at all costs.

So, of course, when Thoma hears the distinct murmuring of that low baritone vibrating through the hardwood floor from below Ayato’s home office, he thinks nothing of it. This isn’t out of the ordinary—Ayato often works late, after all, and it isn’t uncommon for him to be busy sifting through documents and conducting phone calls long after Thoma has turned in for the night.  

It’s common courtesy for Thoma to let his superiors know when he’s done for the day, and common respect to bid them a good night before he finally retreats back to his own quarters, the action so ingrained in his daily routine it’s become almost instinctual at this point.

Those dense manilla walls keep Ayato’s words muffled and unintelligible, even as Thoma nears the room they’re being spoken from, and he thinks nothing of sliding that heavy wooden door open just enough for his slim body to slip through the crack, as he’s done a million times before.

But the scene he’s met tonight with is unlike anything he’s ever stumbled upon, tongue gone heavy and sluggish in his mouth, saliva gathering in suffocating pools at the back of his throat, so much so that it gurgles with his sharp gasp of surprise and he chokes, coughing around the stinging breath tangled in threads of spit.

Various documents and expensive paperweights litter the floor, evidently knocked to the ground by your writhing limbs, naked body sprawled across the surface of Ayato’s long, low desk, one hand curled around the sharp edge of the dark mahogany wood, the other fisted in Ayato’s expensive dress shirt.

Kneeling between your spread legs, a fully clothed Ayato leans over your body, murmuring out a condescending croon as one strong hand catches the trembling ankle hitched on his shoulder, mindlessly readjusting it.

“Poor thing,” he sighs out with a touch of indifference embedded in his tone. “You’ve completely lost control of your body, haven’t you?”

You’re babbling out a string of unintelligible words, letters welded together with spit on your tongue, head nodding in slow, sluggish, stupid movements.

“Well, that’s okay,” Ayato coos, voice silk and syrup. “You don’t need to do anything when Daddy’s here do to it for you, do you?”

You aren’t afforded a moment to answer, though, the hand buried between your thighs twisting, pumping, curling, two—or three, Thoma can’t really tell from this angle—fingers deep in your glistening cunt, motions yanking a cracked whine from your throat.

“You don’t need to talk,” he grunts in time with the thrusting of his hand. “You don’t need to move,” another grunt, another thrust. “You don’t even need to think at all, isn’t that right, princess?”

You don’t answer, and Thoma isn’t sure if it’s because you’re not supposed to, or if it’s because you can’t, fragmented mewls being torn to shreds by hitched little gasps.

“Thus,” Ayato continues, calmly, coldly, serenely, as if he is completely unfazed by the current situation. “Next time, when Daddy tells you to not talk to a client and to stay put during his meeting, you will obey, correct?”

A moan vaguely reminiscent of an affirmation falls from your lips, head nodding in quicker motions now, short and sharp.

Thoma should leave. This isn’t right, staying to watch something so intimate, hiding in the shadows like a fucking pervert; this is—this is morally reprehensible, this is disgusting, this is a very private matter he should’ve never been privy to.

Yes, Thoma should most definitely leave. Anyone with common sense, with half a mind, with any sort of respect for their superiors at all, would’ve already left.

And yet, his heavy legs won’t fucking move, feet filled with concrete and weighted to the floor, hard cock throbbing, begging, him to stay just a little longer.

But then your misty eyes, half-lidded and unfocused and lolling around in your head like a pair of loosely secured marbles, graze over Thoma’s shrouded figure, and your gaze snaps to his face, shock and terror eradicating that drowsy, dopey haze in an instant.

“Daddy—”

“Hmm?” Ayato hums, the curling of his fingers turned vicious. “Didn’t Daddy just tell you that you don’t need to speak?”

“No—” you gasp, the word trembling, wide eyes stuck to Thoma’s face.

“No?” he seems surprised, a touch of amusement in his tone, and Thoma can practically hear him raising an eyebrow—a question, a challenge. “You’re telling Daddy no, after all of that punishment you just endured?”

“Wa-Wait, Da—”

“Oh,” he clicks his tongue, as if it’s such a pity, and Thoma doesn’t need to see his expression to know his forehead’s crinkling and mouth’s tugging downward, features saturated with mocking disappointment. “And you were doing so well.”

“I just—”

“I was going to allow you to cum, too,” he continues in that solemn tone, mourning your lost orgasm that Thoma’s sure you worked so hard to achieve. “Shame.”

“Daddy!” you squeal, the honorific practically fucked out of you by Ayato’s fingers, face contorting as you force the second name from your mouth. “Thoma!”

And, for a moment, everything stops, your whines gone silent, Ayato’s voracious fingers halting their ministrations. Thoma’s blood turns to sharp ice in his veins, his heart freezing in his chest, his breath gone frigid in his lungs.

“Oh,” Ayato says after a moment of realization, following your watery gaze over his shoulder and staring up at his subordinate. “Thoma, hello.”

Shuffling a little on his knees, Ayato turns to face Thoma fully, a pleasant little smile plastered across his face.  

“I—I—” Thoma begins, head shaking in jerky, rigid movements, body thawing enough for him to start backing up, spine whacking painfully against the corner of the wall. “I shouldn’t have—I’m so sorry, my lord—This was—I really just—” his lungs shrivel in his chest as he runs out of air, inhaling harshly to revive them only to choke on his own breath as his eyes involuntarily scan his master’s body, focusing on the shimmering patch of slick staining his trousers, massive cock outlined by the wet fabric clinging to it as it strains against the material.

You’ve soaked him all the way through.

The whimper that sounds at the back of Thoma’s throat as he arrives at such a realization is downright mortifying—automatic, animalistic, pathetic—and he presses his lips together firmly in a futile attempt to silence it.

“Please, relax,” Ayato instructs, calm voice drawing Thoma’s attention back to his face. “You are not in trouble, Thoma,”

And although his voice is ridden with concern, Thoma can see it, that special little twinkle glittering in those periwinkle eyes, the one Thoma’s witnessed a million times before during deals and threats and negotiations, the one Ayato gets just before he strikes.

“I’m so sorry,” Thoma says again, the apology nothing more than a rush of breath from his mouth, elbows bumping against the wall as he raises his hands in surrender. “I was only—”

“Would you like to stay a while?”

Thoma stops.

Stay?

His cock twitches eagerly in his trousers at the prospect, his throat going dry, gummy walls sticking together as he attempts to swallow.

“Uh—Wh-What?”

“You’re welcome to continue watching, if you’d like to,” Ayato continues without a hitch, pleasant and cordial.

“I—” Yes. Yes, he would very much like to. “No, I really should be going. I’m sorry, my lord, I really shouldn’t have stayed—that was so gross of me—please forgive me for such disrespect, I’ll take my leave now—”

“Nonsense,” Ayato dismisses, eyes traveling down Thoma’s quivering body, halting their trajectory at his erection and pausing for a moment before trailing back up. “You are more than welcome to stay if you’d like to. And,” violet eyes flick down to his crotch again, a smug smirk molding to Ayato’s lips. “It seems like you’d like to.”

Of course he’d like to, Thoma’s features crinkle a little in self-deprecating confusion. Who wouldn’t like to?

From behind Ayato’s broad shoulder, you peak out, arms wrapped loosely around your torso, shoulders curved inward in a poor imitation of a shield. You look unsure—unsettled, almost—and Thoma feels that thick, tarry guilt unfurl in the pit of his stomach, spreading to engulf his surrounding organs in its sticky, suffocating embrace, snuffing out his spark of hope in an instant.

What a fucking sicko he is for even considering it, for even deriving the smallest amount of perverse pleasure from such voyeuristic endeavours, for memorizing your expressions and sounds, burning them into the tissues of his brain for later use.

He should’ve never invaded on something so personal, so precious, in the first place.

“I’m not sure she’d like me to.”

He doesn’t mean for it to come out as utterly disappointed as it does, whole face crumpling with bitter embarrassment. Eyes scrunched shut tightly, he attempts to clarify himself.

“I just mean—I don’t want to upset—offend—her any further,”

“There are no such worries to be had,” Ayato reassures lightly as he turns back to look at you, a hand reaching out to cup your jaw, long fingers tracing the curve of your cheek, the bow of your lips. “Right, sweetheart? You don’t mind if Thoma stays to watch, do you? Wouldn’t you like to show him how pretty you look when you cum on Daddy’s cock?”

Another one of those sinful whimpers claws at the back of Thoma’s tongue, but your eyes have gone glassy, glittery, glazed over with sheer want, lips parting a little as you nod.

“See?” Ayato says, but his eyes do not stray from yours, his head quirking slightly, voice gone soft. “She doesn’t mind one bit.”

Microscopic shards of ice prick through his skin, and Thoma shivers.

“Are you sure?” he whispers, wincing with the words.

“Absolutely positive,” Ayato responds with an amicable smile, finally moving to face him again. “But the choice is yours, Thoma.”

Swallowing thickly, Thoma’s eyes shift from Ayato’s face to yours, and then back again, tongue running along this top teeth and sucking as he contemplates. He wants to, of course he wants to, god does he ever want to, but—

“Stay,” you offer quietly, chin tucked cutely to your chest, gazing at him through your lashes. “Please, stay.”

And so, he does.

There’s something so taboo about it all, something so wrong, so bad about watching his boss fuck his most precious treasure, cinders of desire flickering in Thoma’s tummy as he settles down on the floor only a few feet away from your tangled bodies, legs tucked beneath him.

The hunger in Ayato’s eyes is fierce enough to swallow you whole, pupils blown and insatiable as they glide over your body, soaking up every expression, sucking down every sound, his face a heady blend of admiration and ardor.

But Thoma can’t blame him; you look breathtakingly beautiful. Skin sweat-drenched and sparkling, lips bitten raw and puffy, tiny crystal teardrops still clinging stubbornly to your clumped lashes, the devotion in your stare so strong it’s nearly crushing. Paired with the symphony of your soft mewls and sweet whimpers, you’re a living, breathing masterpiece all on your own.

He isn’t sure what, exactly, he was expecting Ayato’s style of fucking to consist of, but the healthy mix of slow, hard, sensual thrusts—filled with murmured out teases and lots of biting, licking, kissing—followed by bouts of fast, rough pistons of his hips—filled with sharp, mocking sentiments and cruel little laughs, all still managing to sound elegant in Ayato’s dignified lilt despite their callous nature—is really fucking hot.

Blunt nails carve crescents into his flesh as his fists clench tighter, thin skin stretched taut over his knuckles.

His cock is aching, but he’s unsure if he’s allowed to touch it. Would rubbing the heal of his palm against it be considered rude, or would Ayato see it as silly constraint? What if he took it out? Does he even want to take it out? Is it weird if he does? Is it weird if he doesn’t?

“Thoma,” his lord calls out in a singsong scold, stilling his hips and snapping Thoma from his thread of thoughts. “I can hear you thinking.”

“Sorry, my lord,” he responds immediately, hands uncurling and palms laid flat against his tensed thighs. “I just, uh, I...I don’t really know what to do.”

Heat scalds his cheeks at the mumbled confession, and he resists the urge to shut his eyes against the mirth his humiliation has painted across his boss’s face.

“You can do whatever you’d like,” Ayato responds, as if it’s that easy, that obvious. Amethyst eyes seach his face, and Thoma forces his spine to straighten, avoiding the temptation to hunch in on himself in a futile attempt to protect himself from his lord’s vying, prying gaze.

Everything feels raw, exposed, Thoma’s nails scraping against the thin material of his pants, fingers scrabbling for something to do under such an intense stare. That glitter in Ayato’s eyes seems to shine bright and burning as Thoma squirms beneath it, the ghost of a smirk brushing against his lips.

It’s as though his master’s gaze is stripping him bare—stripping the clothes from his skin and the flesh from his bones, prying open his rib cage and peering into his very soul itself. It’s all so invasive, yet Thoma bares it all to him anyway, almost voluntarily, begging his lord for some instruction, some guidance, some rules to follow and obey and be praised for, eliminating any room for error or overstepping of boundaries, desperate to be told what to do and how to do it so he can satisfy everyone and do it well, do it right, do it the very best.

“My,” Ayato finally says. “I’ve hardly begun, yet you’re so hard you’re leaking through your pants. It’s...incredible.”

Thoma’s eyebrows knit in confusion, head shaking a little to indicate that he doesn’t understand. Incredible? It’s ignominious, is what it is.

But Ayato’s still observing him with that inquisitive gaze, eyes darting to your heaving body for a moment, still impaled by his cock and trying your best to keep from wiggling impatiently, before returning to Thoma’s face.

“Thoma,” he begins conversationally, and Thoma’s heart begins to pound, ribs rattling with the force. “Would you like a turn? I think it’s awfully selfish of me to keep her all to myself tonight, wouldn’t you agree?”

“I’m sorry?” Thoma sputters as the question tangles on his tongue, eyes blinking rapidly with incredulity, head nudged forward as if he’s sure he’s just misheard his lord.

“I’m asking if you’d like to fuck her,” Ayato chuckles—a patronizing little sound that plays at the back of his throat, as if Thoma’s uncertainty is so cute—and Thoma flinches. It’s always so jarring to hear such a vile curse fall from the lips of such an elegant man.

“I—No, no, my lord, I could never, she—she’s yours, and—”

“You are, by all accounts, our guest this evening. I have invited you to stay, and I think it’d be rude of me not to offer you a turn,” he explains. “You don’t have to if you aren’t comfortable with it,” Ayato adds at Thoma’s hesitance. “I am merely extending the invitation, should you wish to take it. But if you are content with just watching, that is perfectly fine, too.”

“I...Want to,” he slowly exhales the confession from his mouth after a stretch of ringing silence, eyes finding yours. “But...I—Is it alright?”

Mutely, you look towards your Daddy, something akin to distress saturating your features. Ayato frowns, shaking his head a little, and your lips mimic his own, eyebrows raising with incentive.

“Show her your cock,” Ayato demands after a moment of unspoken conversation.

The order startles Thoma, and he coughs around his response. “I, um—”

“Go on,” Ayato urges gently, violet eyes kind and trusting, disarming, that terrifying twinkle Ayato had never dared to turn on Thoma before tonight now replaced with that comforting familiarity his direct commands bring. “Show her your cock, and I promise you, she’ll say yes.”

It’s an odd request, and Thoma doesn’t fully understand it’s implications, but he obeys anyway.

Nodding to himself, Thoma shuffles closer to you, trembling hands fumbling with the waistband of his pants, gracelessly shoving at it until it yields, allowing his cock to spring free.

It glistens in the dim glow of the lamplight, head smeared with precum and steadily drooling out pearlets, shaft pretty and pink and oh-so-perfect. You murmur something, soft and awe-stricken, and Thoma’s gaze snaps to your face.

“Hmm?”

“I said it’s really pretty,” you repeat, seemingly captivated, fingers flexing, as if you wish to touch. “It’s almost as pretty as Daddy’s.”

“Oh! Uh,” heat crawls up the back of his neck and he resists the urge to scratch at it, forcing his eyes to stay trained on your profile. “Thanks,”

“You like it, baby?” Ayato coos, brushing back a few strands of sweat-soaked hair from your temple. “You want it?”

“Yes,” you breathe, gazing up at Ayato before shifting your stare to Thoma, head nodding in dreamy little movements. “Yes, please.”

“Are you sure?” Thoma asks for what seems like the umpteenth time tonight, powerless to keep the question from leaving his mouth, urgently requiring that explicit confirmation that this is real, that this is happening.

“Yeah,” you stare up at him with shimmering eyes, tongue sucking your bottom lip between your teeth and speaking around it. “Please, can I have it?”

Thoma’s body is moving the moment the bashful request tumbles from your lips, body gracefully replacing Ayato’s—who resigns himself to sitting near your head—and hips finding a snug place between your spread thighs, his cock bobbing with enthusiasm.

“So polite, my darling,” Ayato murmurs, and while the timbre in his voice is mocking, his eyes are soft, the pads of his fingertips trailing along your jaw, down the curve of your neck.

A quiet noise of contentment vibrates at the back of your throat, and you lean into your Daddy’s touch, gaze filled to the brim with adoration, begging for more of his sugary approval.

The moment feels too intimate, and Thoma averts his eyes. The head of his cock bumps against your cute little hole a second later, selfishly drawing your attention back to him, and you whine a little, hips twitching downward in desperation.

“She hasn’t been allowed to cum on a cock in a while,” Ayato explains, still gazing at you with melted affection in his eyes, palm stroking your damp forehead. “I’m quite sure she’s exceptionally excited to have you inside her,”

For a moment, such a thought instils in Thoma a bold confidence, sparks of it zipping up his spine, straightening each vertebra as they pass.

But they fizzle just as fast as they ignited, leaving behind a special type of terror, an icy dread that seeps into his bones and submerges his brain.

What if he isn’t good enough?

While his cock is considerably thick—possibly slightly thicker than what you’re used to—he definitely isn’t as big as Ayato. Will he even be able to satisfy you at all, or will he only leave you with the sourness of disappointment and regret? Is he merely here to make an utter fool of himself by cumming so hard, so fast it’s piteous? It’s been an embarrassingly long time since the last time he’s had sex, what if—

“Thoma? What are you waiting for?”

Ayato’s voice yanks him from the snare of his own thoughts once again, his eyes flashing to his superior, worry written into the creases of his forehead. Frowning, Ayato blinks twice, imploring him to speak what’s currently infecting his mind.

“What’s wrong?”

And, oh, it’s so fucking embarrassing to have to say it aloud, to admit to all of his timorous thoughts of being wholly inadequate, eyes downcast as he mumbles out his concerns.

Unsurprisingly, Ayato laughs—something that isn’t quite nice, but isn’t quite mean, either, like candied condescension—and leans forward to clap a reassuring hand on Thoma’s shoulder.

“That is entirely okay,” he says, and Thoma’s brow furrows. “She doesn’t have to cum. You can just use her, if you’d like; she’d be happy with that, too,” he pauses, violet eyes flitting to your own and eliciting an obedient nod, as if to prove his point. “And then I’ll take care of the rest. Just enjoy yourself, Thoma.”

”But...But I—” Thoma’s nose wrinkles in distaste, and Ayato’s frown deepens. Reaching out, he takes the younger man’s chin between his thumb and forefinger, tilting it up to face him and holding it firmly in place.

Outwardly, Ayato appears as calm as the smooth, cool surface of an ice-glazed lake, but Thoma knows better. Thoma can see the impatience, the irritation, beginning to simmer just beneath that layer of polished frost; the blazing periwinkle that demands Thoma spit it out already, the infinitesimal flexing of his jaw, methodically pulsing in time with his even breaths; one, two, three, tense, hold, relax, one, two, three.

Clearing his throat, Thoma continues, ignoring the slight tremor sewn into his voice. “But I want to satisfy her, my lord.”

It’s hard not to grimace as the confession hangs thickly in the air between them, Ayato’s eyes clouding over with something undecipherable, something Thoma’s never experienced before. The look makes his skin crawl, little spikes of sweat erupting from his pores as he’s forced to hold his superior’s scalding gaze.

“Alright,” Ayato says after a moment of consideration, finally releasing Thoma’s chin. “I’ll show you how, briefly, and then we can get on with this. Sound reasonable?”

Thoma’s head is nodding, but Ayato doesn’t wait for an answer, moving towards the slighter man and taking Thoma’s hand between his large one, palm molding to the back as he pushes two of Thoma’s fingers down.

“It doesn’t take much,” Ayato’s saying, voice turned professional as he wraps his own fingers over Thoma’s folded ones, bringing their mess of hands to your fluttering cunt and beginning to insert them.

“Daddy!” you gasp, eyes squeezing shut as your delicate flesh yields to the four fingers.

Ignoring you, Ayato continues in the same matter-of-fact lilt. “Her favourite spot is right here,” he curls his fingers, forcing Thoma’s to curl in conjunction, pressing their knuckles into a rough, swollen patch of tissue.

A loud, sharp cry rips itself from your chest, eyes springing open only to fall shut again as Ayato massages the spot, your hips instinctually grinding downward, desperate for more.

“If you can, try to rub your cock against it, like this,” Ayato folds their fingers halfway, forcing them to dig into your silky walls and move in long, slow strokes, each pass over that spot sending a borderline violent shudder rippling through your body.

“It’s very sensitive.” Ayato nudges the spot once more—a demonstration of sorts—before gently removing their fingers. “I trust that now that you know it’s location, you’ll have no trouble angling your hips to ensure your cockhead hits it, yes?”

If he doesn’t cum in the first ten seconds, maybe.

He has several additional questions—what type of thrusts do you enjoy most? Is there a particular pace you like the best?—but Ayato is done teaching.

You seem to be getting restless, too, Thoma’s name falling from your lips in the sweetest little whimpers. “Thoma, Thoma, please, give me your cock, please,”

You sound so fucking needy, almost bordering on bratty as you reach for him, hips wiggling, thighs straining as they spread wider. Cavernous pupils shine in the low light, eyes glazed over with sugared desire and half-lidded with lust.

And finally, finally, Thoma snaps.

His body’s moving before he’s even made the conscious decision to, primal instinct surging through his blood, overwhelming his body and overriding his mind, and he growls, using his sharp hips to keep your thighs spread wide.

It’s all automatic impulse now, rational thought drowned by animalistic urges and sheer desire, that burning need he had been so desperately attempting to suppress, to control, finally erupting, flames of it burning through his veins, incinerating all previous trepidation.

And then he’s shoving his cock into you, moaning at the way your flesh yields to him, submits to him, opens up for him, stretching and splitting to accommodate his girth.

Just one swift, sharp thrust is all it takes to have him buried to the hilt, cockhead pressed snugly against your sensitive cervix. His hips shove forward further, knocking a gasp from your throat, cockhead grinding in slow, hard circles against the mound of tissue.

“Th-Thoma!” you nearly wheeze, little fingers tangling in the cotton of his t-shirt, nails piercing through the thin material and leaving fine, ragged lines of red in the muscles of his back. “Hurts!”

“Oh, you can take it,” Ayato chastises lightly, speaking over the deep growl rumbling in Thoma’s chest. It’s incredible, how calm his lord sounds, how entirely unaffected he seems to be, tone kept conversational, as if none of this matters in the slightest.

But Thoma’s barely listening; Thoma barely cares at this point, ears buzzing and vision blurred by pure lust, this insatiable craving he had tried so hard to deny, to erase, to restrain, so fierce it has dulled all of his senses to anything other than you.

Leaning back slightly, he hooks a hand under each of your knees and pushes up, up, up until your knees nudge your shoulders, legs folded up on either side of your body.

“Be a—Be a good girl and hold yourself open for me, yeah?”

It’s supposed to be an instruction, a demand, but it comes out whiny and full of yearning, voice already wrecked and mangled in his throat. If he were in his right mind, he’d be horrified by how eager, how utterly desperate he sounds. Yet he doesn’t pay it any mind at all, the breathy plead that practically dribbled from his lips like dollops of thick honey, too focused on fucking you for it to be of any importance.

With a singular, shaky exhale, his hips draw back, slow and steady, the smooth sculpted muscles in his arms flexing with the strain as he hovers above you, stilling for just a moment before he’s fucking back into you, his thrust harsh enough to send your entire body skidding against the wood beneath you, setting a ruthless pace from the start.

Each pound of his hips is more brutal than the last, each ramming fractured sobs and pitched mewls of his name from your chest, each forceful enough to shove Ayato’s heavy desk a few inches forward with every plunge into you, mahogany wood scraping against the floorboards.

It must be hurtful for you, each slam of his cockhead against your cervix, each drag of his shaft against that spot, your features twisted in the perfect mix of pain and pleasure; eyebrows scrunched and eyes squeezed shut, mouth lolling open and tongue flopping about, lips slicked sheen with spit, drool oozing from the corners of your mouth to drip in viscous beads along your jaw.

It’s fucking beautiful, the most immaculate piece of art Thoma has ever witnessed, experienced, had a hand in creating.

“You like that, huh?” he’s nearly spitting at you, words sandwiched between ragged pants. “It’s good?”

“Yes, yes, yes,” you’re chanting, head nodding in quick little motions as your eyes drift back, eyelashes fluttering prettily.

“Tell me,” he keens, voice shattered by his razored breaths. “Tell me how much you like my cock,”

And although his tone borders on begging, his eyes are sharp and blazing with ardor, his chest heaving with exertion, strands of golden hair saturated in sweat and clinging to his forehead, his temples, his neck.  

“Your cock is so good, Thoma,” you nearly wail. “I love it—I-I love it s’much!”

A groan vibrates in his chest, his eyes shutting tightly before springing open again, shuddering out a breathy little, “Yeah?” in time with the next drive forward of his hips.

“Uh—Uh-huh, so big, fills me up so good, can feel you in my tummy, Thoma,”

The resulting whine that catches in his throat, pitched high and desperate, is absolutely pathetic—though you don’t seem to think so, cute little cunt pulsing around his cock in response.

“Lemme feel, baby—ah, fuck—lemme feel,”

A large hand splays itself on your gut, his hips never once faltering as he presses down, a loud cry falling from his lips as the tip of his cock nudges his palm through your flesh.

“God,” he breathes. “That’s so fucking hot.”

Your dainty hand lays itself atop of his, soft palm pressing down harder, forcing him to feel the bulge of his cock buried inside of you again, a choked moan strangling itself in his throat as the arm supporting his weight begins to quiver.

He can tell that you’re getting close now, whole body beginning to tremble beneath his own, little fingers digging into the flesh of your thighs as you force yourself open wider for him.

Ayato can tell, too.

“Are you going to cum, sweetheart?” he asks, the pet name drenched in saccharine condescension. “Are you going to show Thoma how very pretty you look, creaming all over his cock?”

You can barely speak, too fucked out to manage anything other than the stammered stream of Yes, Daddy’s and Can I, please Daddy?’s flowing steadily from your mouth.

Ayato gives you his murmured permission—a gentle Go ahead, princess—and then you’re complying, convulsing cunt gushing all over Thoma’s cock, a tangle of his name and your Daddy’s jumbled on your tongue, a mess of letters so intertwined that they’ve become one unintelligible word.

“Good girl,” Ayato breathes, and that’s the first time Thoma has heard him sound affected by anything all night.

Thoma’s thrusts are getting sloppy now, devolved into frantic and uneven jackhammering that gains more speed with each snap forward, the aftershocks of your orgasm still coursing through your veins, vibrations spiking with each pump of his hips.

He can feel his own orgasm simmering in the pit of his stomach, rising higher and higher with every weak throb of your over-sensitive cunt, growing hotter and hotter with every noise he manages to fuck out of you until it’s finally boiling over, up his throat and out his mouth and—

“Oh, oh god, oh, Aya—my lord, I—I’m gonna—Can I—Can I—” And, truthfully, Thoma isn’t sure whether he’s asking if he can cum, or if he can cum inside his master’s favourite plaything.

But he doesn’t have to decide; Ayato does that for him.

Humming in contemplation, amethyst eyes shift from Thoma to you, Ayato’s head tilting slightly. “Would you like his cum, princess?”

Your response is immediate, bleary eyes snapping to Ayato’s face, head nodding enthusiastically. “Oh gosh, Daddy, yes, yes, I want his cum, yes!”

“F-Fuck,” Thoma whimpers, hips stuttering with the shudder of his breath.

“You can cum inside, Thoma,” Ayato grants him permission, voice soft as a silk blanket that envelopes him, caressing his cheek as it drapes itself across his shoulders—a warm, familiar embrace of encouragement, of praise, of approval.

“Th-Thank you, my lord,”

“I want it, Thoma,” you’re whimpering beneath him, blinking up at him with filmy eyes, words drowning in muddled pools of spit collecting in the dips and crevices of your mouth. “I want it, I-I want it, give it to me,”

“Greedy girl,” Ayato scolds with a disapproving click of his tongue, demeanour changed in an instant. “Ask nicely,”

Turning your glassy gaze back on Thoma, you stare up at him like he’s some sort of fucking god, eyes glistening with potent want, an indescribable craving that manifests as pleads spilling from your mouth.

“Thoma, Thoma, please give me your cum, please, fill me up with it, stuff me full of it, I want it so bad, Thoma, pretty please!” you practically cough out, the sentiment fractured by hiccups and gurgled together at the back of your throat, words flowing in one continuous sob.

It’s so fucking hot, so fucking wrong, so fucking delicious, and the whine that claws it’s way past his lips and rips through his gasping breaths is nothing short of gorgeous, pitched high and cracked with pleasure, with desire.

“Give my princess what she wants, Thoma,” Ayato says, and although it’s phrased as a statement, it’s clearly an order, and Thoma’s good at following those.

Three more pistons of his hips and he’s obeying his master. It’s vicious, the shudder that tears through Thoma’s body as his cock throbs, filling you to the brim with scalding, thick cum, so much so that it’s begun to leak out of your cunt, smeared all over Thoma’s cock and your inner thighs, pearly glops of it drooling down your ass to collect in a puddle on Ayato’s desk.

Black darkens the edges of his vision, a pair of strong hands catching him just before he collapses on top of you, Ayato leaning Thoma against his chest, his cheek snug against the crook of his lord’s neck, exhaling uneven little pants of breath against his skin.

Everything feels hazy, like time has slowed, seconds dripping by as if they were hours, the gentle, repetitive rhythm of Ayato’s fingers through Thoma’s hair keeping him grounded in this reality.

“Come here, baby,” Ayato murmurs, holding his free arm out towards you and inviting you to crawl sluggishly towards him. You allow yourself to be wrapped up in your Daddy’s embrace, head finding purchase on Thoma’s damp chest, clinging to the both of them.

“You did so well,” Ayato whispers, punctuating his praise with chaste kisses to the crown of your head. “You both did so well, I’m so proud of you. You were both so good for me.”

And, well, all either of you ever want to be is good for him.

[cottoncandyjester]

i might love riot but imma give him so spice and make him suffer for a bit

tw:toxic ex relationship, mentions of throwing up, riot’s ex being a fucking asshole in general

— — — — —

Just five minutes ago Riot could have sworn himself to be the happiest man alive. He had woken up so the faint sun rays clashing through the blinds and a sweet warmth enveloped him under the sheets. To his side black loose hair was sprawled over the pillows and strong arms circled his torso, keeping him close.

Jumping happily off the bed he mentally noted his thoughts for the day — grabbed his phone — maybe he could first lay out clothes for both Antonio and him and organize a bit the room, since Antonio liked everything scheduled he could put some effort into making his morning easier, plus he’ll receive praise and likely a kiss.

He stopped dead in his tracks when opening his phone; 26 messages, all from the same number, one he didn’t have in his contacts. He opened the app whilst trotting to the bathroom, — it couldn’t be him — maybe he could just ignore the messages — he found me — he’s not chickening out because some texts, he looked down at the screen — no no nono.

unknown number: hey [2:36 am]

He immediately recognized the digits on his phone, a lump formed on his throat and he leaned on the wall beside the cabinet.

unknow number: i saw you with someone yesterday [2:36 am]

Fuck fuck, okay calm down. Maybe he could just block him and pretend none of this happened. But something pulled him on, to keep scrolling and reading those texts. He only payed attention to the last few of them.

unknow number: please answer me, i miss you [4:12 am]

unknown number: do you enjoy seeing me crawl back to you? you’re suck a fucking joke [4:12 am]

unknow number: answer me already, this is the last chance im giving you, you ungrateful shit, better take it before i make you. last time you pulled the same act and came back running, stop playing hard to get, it isn’t fucking cute [4:15 am]

Riot could feel a sob starting to build up in his throat, tears close to falling and his legs were losing stability. He bend down on top of the toilet, opening the top and watched his reflection on the surface of the dirty water. The was no way that he could have found him so out of the blue, it had been three years since they lost contact, he had three fucking years, WHY WOULD HE HAVE TO APPEAR WHEN HE HAD ALREADY FORGOTTEN ABOUT HIM.

He could feel himself pulling his hair out of anger, tears falling down but no sound came out of him, and after three years he started to remember, not everything but just the first things he could recall.

He met him on an outing with friends of a friends, he didn’t knew anyone there but he welcomed him with open arms, fully tatted arms, pierced lips and a sweet tongue that would whisper loving words in his ears,at that time he had thought that he was the coolest person he had met. It was almost like a dream; when he asked him out, he was freshly turned 20 and Riot was weeks away from 18, but he said that two years made no difference. He should have seen it coming when on their first date he tried to pull his pants down, and got mad when Riot said that he wanted to wait until he was 18 before they could do any of that. On the day of his birthday he took him on an innocent outing to the cinema, Riot expecting to hold hands and maybe go as far as making out in the last row of the theater, but not half an hour of the movie had passed when he dragged Riot to the bathroom and finished what he started that day at his house.

After that he left him alone in the cinema with excuse that he had other plans, Riot had to stand all alone in the freezing cold for one hour until the taxi came, trying his hardest not to cry from the pain in his lower back, when he came back home there was blood coming out. He only came back five days later, dismissing what had happened and saying that Riot shouldn’t be so demanding of his time, it was clingy and pathetic.

unknown number: dont leave me on read [8:54 am]

As soon as he heard the ding from his phone Riot felt like the thing in his throat was puke, it fell out not long after, leaving him dizzy.

Ring Ring Ring Ring

Calling. He was fucking calling. With what was left of his courage he looked aside to the phone on the floor and saw the calling screen, he raised his hand and pressed the red button. Call declined.

One minute of silence, he rubbed of the tears and grabbed the phone again to block his number.

unknown number: Samuel, answer the fucking phone. [9:01 am]

Riot dropped the phone on the ground again, he didn’t remember the last time someone had called him by that name, he did remember the way he said it, so sugar coated and full of love, full of fucking lies.

He couldn’t take it anymore, all of the sounds that could leave him earlier bawled out right that moment, screaming and crying, dropping down on the floor and kicking all over the place. He heard the sound of footsteps towards the bathroom and hurried to close the door, he couldn’t lock it in time, now having a pushing competition with Antonio, who was trying to open the door.

“Riot? Open the door please.” he was pushing with all his might, he knew he was stronger than Riot but Riot was also trying his best to prevent him from seeing him like this.

“NO! IF I OPEN THE DOOR HE WILL FIND ME” Antonio couldn’t almost understand him since his sobbing made it difficult to talk.

He finally managed to open the door, the sight of Riot curled up on the floor like a ball, shaking and crying like a small child, silently pleading that he wouldn’t find him and also screaming about how everything was so much better. He calmed down a bit when he cradled him in his arms, the exhaustion making him fall asleep there. The only hint of whatever happened laying on the floor, cracked but still functioning.

Ping.

unknown number: you’ve reached my limit [9:06 am]

Okay..OUCH! Poor baby! We both know Antonio would happily get rid of riot’s ex for him at the drop of a hat though especially after seeing his baby cry like that.