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[ RAMI MALEK, CISMALE, HE/HIM ] Oh look, there’s ODION ABADI the THIRTY-FOUR year old HIGH SCHOOL HISTORY TEACHER heading into the Dixie Stop. You know, I heard whispers that they can be pretty darn AWKWARD and ATTENTIVE and they kinda remind me of BIKE RIDES, BUTTON-UPS, VINTAGE LOVE SONGS.

tw: mental disorder, toxic relationship i guess, suicide mention

hello all!! i’m anya and i very rarely bring a whole new character to a group but that’s what i’m doing w odion so watch him grow with me!!! also i haven’t written in like half a year so pls be gentle

he’s a local history teacher at the high school, he teaches mostly juniors and seniors so general history, holocaust, civics, stuff like that

he’s one of those teachers that doesn’t understand the kids but enjoys being on their level. u need him to fortnite dance for a viral tiktok? he’s ur guy. he will do anything to get on the kids good side but they don’t even take advantage of him he’s just Good Energy

he’s such an old dude on the inside. he listens to music that isn’t even on vinyl (while yes he does sometimes) he mostly listens to the kind of music that was on 8TRACKS like he’s such an old dude. it’s just v nostalgic for him he adores it

he’s a v minimalistic kind of dude like the inside of his apartment? all white and minimal he’s v modern and vintage at the same time

he’s also as green as can be because he <3′s the earth but he’s also wiccan!!!! he ain’t good at it, he’s just learning about it so he isn’t v open about it because he wants to learn way more before being self-proclaimed or any of that

he bikes everywhere like he’s that guy

he probably has never touched a weed

maybe gotten drunk three times in his life

his students like love him because he will try to look into anything they like. he don’t like sports but he’ll spend hours to DAYS reading up on the history of the seattle seahawks if a kid tells him he likes them. he’s one of the teachers u get that remembers every detail and really looks at u as a person

he’s also helped a lo of kids out mentally because they trust him because he’s such a good listener. he literally leaves his door wide open during his free periods for people to come in and complain. he’s like the most unlicensed therapist

he’s like the guy to talk to the trouble kids who get into fights because he can get through to them

he’s v sentimentalist he has his mom’s childhood bear and her wedding ring not to propose with but just to keep her around since her passing <3 mama’s boi

ON A SIDE NOTE even though he’s a lovely lil angel he’s like exhausted every day because he’s trying so hard to better himself.

in his mid to late twenties he was in a relationship with a girl he loved, but he was v bpd (i have bpd don’t worry i won’t be disrespectful about it) he wasn’t taking care of himself; took himself out of therapy because he thought he was doing great, got off meds because he was doing great without it (hc: he has a slight twitch when he’s upset bc effexor fucked me up like that so it’ll fuck him up too lol)

she and him were great a lot of the time they were like best friends and she was his first and they were perfect and all that, but she cheated on him. kinda a lot. like she did the sob story every time and he forgave her (literally heart of gold) and it’d be fine for a few months and then he’d find out she did it again, etc. fucked with his head a lot and his self worth, he nearly went back to his teenage depression ways (i’ll explain in his bio that i’m writing) but he decided against it for her. in a good episode for them and a bad mental episode for him, he was at an all time low. he called her, telling her he wanted to end his life and she didn’t help much. she said the typical ‘i don’t want you to hurt yourself, you need to call someone’ but in the Borderline Personality Spirit it wasn’t enough for him. his brain twisted it to feel like she should’ve threatened her life too if he was threatening his. clearly she didn’t love him as much as he thought she did because she wouldn’t kill herself if he did?

it caused a bit of a tension between them, they were awkward for a few days where he couldn’t stop apologizing and she said it was okay but it didn’t feel okay. in another low out of desperation, in the kitchen he did it again. he told her he wanted to die and she didn’t reciprocate. he pulled a knife out (not on her) and told her she should go down with him, that’s what two people in love would do. even though she hurt him again and again and again with the cheating, she got the last laugh and left him for that. can’t blame her he was terrible for her but yeesh U KNOW

after that he took his mental health much more seriously, keeping track of his meds and going to therapy. but he’s too ashamed of the bpd side of him, so he just says he has depression. it doesn’t excuse the intense feelings he has and the dissociation because of the bpd, but no one has to know about those lmao whip emoji

ON THAT MCFREAKING NOTE he also has an older sister lina and a niece who he loves more than anything her name is riza (YES after his mother what a little love) she doesn’t visit often because they’re back home in washington but u know..... when she comes by it’s like his whole life is PURE

i’ll think of more i just rly wanna PLOT so if u like this i will message u or just message me whatever works!!!

#bhqs.intro #tw: mental disorder #tw:toxic relationship #tw:suicide mention

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