#tw// suicide mention

[xyztrio721]

Hey everyone

It’s like 5 A.M as of me writing this, and I’m just… so tired.

I know I haven’t posted in a while. I just don’t know what to do with this blog, but that’s not important right now.

What is important is this: after the whole situation with Chuggaccnory over the past few days… I need help. Serious help.

I can’t handle being betrayed like this. I’ve been a fan of Chugga since 2018, but a few years before that, I enjoyed his content until I was like… 10 or so. I got back into TheRunawayGuys and his content as a whole when I was 16, and I’ve been a fan ever since.

Well, if you know what he’s been accused of over the past few days… yeah.

My childhood. My teenagehood. My adulthood. All three of these have been ruined by this drama and the allegations.

I just… I need help. And yes, I’m being serious.

Who do I turn to now? How am I supposed to cope with all of this? How do I stop myself from wanting to commit suicide?

I think I need to contact a crisis helpline, this is just too much for me to handle…

I doubt anyone will see this or care, but if you do… I hope you will be able to provide some help. I desperately need it.

[greenteaandtattoos]

What to Say When You Don't Like Something, A Manual to Fandom Etiquette:

Do:

I don't like [blank] ✔️

I respectively disagree ✔️

I appreciate your opinion ✔️

I understand your perspective ✔️

I’m sorry, it just squicks me out ✔️

The fan content of this is amazing ✔️

Don’t:

And you shouldn't either ❌

Kill yourself ❌

I will kms if I see [blank] ❌

You just don't understand why it's bad ❌

Nice art but I don't like [blank] ❌

Stop dickriding the creator ❌

You just can’t take criticism ❌

[Blank] is bad because [insert some moral argument] ❌

You must hate [insert marginalized/oppressed community] ❌

If you support [blank] you’re a bad person ❌

[Blank] is better ❌

The Most Advisable Course of Action:

Do not engage with content you do not like/agree with 👍🏻

Conduct and Behavior When Engaging With Content:

Remain respectful 👍🏻

Use tone indicators if needbe 👍🏻

If in a debate, present your arguments/evidence in a civil manner 👍🏻

If upset/agitated, remove yourself from the discussion 👍🏻

Go into the discussion with an open mind 👍🏻

Do not make accusations, assumptions, or insinuations 👎🏻

Do not move the goalpost 👎🏻

Do not strawman 👎🏻

Do not insult other parties in the discussion 👎🏻

Do not insult the integrity of the creators of the source media 👎🏻

Do not present bad faith arguments 👎🏻

If you have a media platform, do not send your followers to harass the other parties 👎🏻

Do not get hostile/aggressive/passive-aggressive/condescending 👎🏻

[whiteartblood]

So how did punk and brick meet?!

well what really happened was that Brick was feeling absolutely down. Like really down. He didn't want to live anymore. He had nothing happy going on in his life. So he put down a date on when he wanted to do it at first, then realized that he still had concert tickets to the Napstaton show. He had to do a lot to get those tickets. So he decided to change the date to it being after he went to see the concert. End it after doing something fun for once. Well when the day arrived and Brick got there he tried his best to keep himself from standing out. He was known as Maul's (Gaster) son and Saber's brother. He could easily be a target for anyone to harass if they wanted to. Well as he was enjoying the concert when it went into a thirty minute break time some monsters had noticed Brick finally. They then proceeded to chase the poor skeleton in an attempt to wanting to beat him up. Luckily Brick managed to lose them by hiding in between some of the big potted bushes in the lobby. Brick couldnt help but sit there, curled up, and just cry. Well during that time, Punk came out to the lobby cause they wanted to get a quick drink to freshen up their throat for the next song. At that moment they noticed Brick in the corner of their eye. Punk was a bit confused cause they never really see that many monsters crying out in public. But they wanted to see what was up. Though instead of really going in front of Brick, they sat down on the opposite side of the plant so brick wouldn't be able to see them and began to talk to Brick. At first the skeleton was shocked cause like who would be talking to him. He didn't see who it was though, just sat there and let the other person talk. Once Brick had calmed down, he began to chat back. It was nice, a nice conversation for once with someone. When the thirty minutes were almost up on getting ready for the next song, Punk quickly asked if Brick wanted their number so they could talk more. Of course the skeleton said yes and let Punk give him their number, and Brick gave his number to them. Brick still didn't know who Punk really was, but that was okay with him, he had made a friend. So the two didnt exactly fully meet, but that is technically how they met. They did not start dating until much later

[ozzybutweirdthistime]

hellooooooo guess who got into mouthwashing

[patroclusdefencesquad]

no one does it like him any more

[vampirepiss]

i'm gonna (remembers suicide jokes are no good for my mental health) go higher. I'M PISSING ON THE MOON

[i-am-a-fish]

I'm very sorry to ask something like this, I've really been struggling with this question, and I wanted to ask the combined wisdom of the people on this site

I would like to know why you keep going, and what drives you to keep living. I know there are a lot of reasons to stay alive and enjoy life, I can think of a few that personally resonate with me, but I really want to know what your reasons are

You do not have to comment on this if that's too big of an ask, and I'm very sorry for asking something like this, I really need someone's help, I feel like I don't have much purpose

Also if I may ask, please don't post any suicidal ideation in the comments of this post, I really can't handle something like that right now

[hellmandraws]

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[paintedcrows]

Some Gravity Falls comics I'm working on rn!

[incognitopolls]

We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.

[cuppajj]

has this been done yet sorry

[todaysbird]

the way my jaw actually dropped when i heard someone in our work zoom meeting refer to a customer who had sadly committed suicide as ‘unaliving himself’…we need to stop this…do you truly think this is the best way to address situations like this

[wolfertinger666]

I'm kinda tired I didn't get any sleep at all, I'm kinda stupid so I apologize if I sound incoherent but I'm just stupid for going back to the website that's the source of all my trauma and have people lie and call me every bad thing under the fucking sun for shit that is either a non issue, a genuine mistake, or something blown out of proportion, TO THE POINT WHERE PEOPLE ARE DISCREDITING ME AS A TRANS MAN(he's only trans to fetishsize trans people) DO YOUR HEAR YOURSELF???? literally nuclear level transphobic take. It makes me angry that people use the excuse of my actions as a teenager to harass the fuck out of me and like I said discredit myself and my identity. it's like I'm not even a living being to these people I'm just a cartoon villain and I'm tired of being quiet about.

the same website that harassed me to the point where I formed delusions over myself and my sense of identity and overall made me highly psychotic and suicidal. I was only 18-19 when this mass harassment callout bullshit on me has been happening. im not a saint either like I said I was an extremely toxic person but to go through these lengths to not only pedojacket me and call me a zoophile over a fucking pokemon with boobs, but to say I'm faking being trans to hurt other trans people makes my blood BOIL. this is not wanting someone to improve and take accountability it's just killing their sense of safety and community over shit that happened years ago which are HALF TRUTHS!!!!

[frownyalfred]

hurt/comfort superbat fic where Bruce occasionally has to chase Clark down when he's being a little more Kryptonian/Eldritch-y than normal (it's fine, he has the resources/ships/etc). when Clark's happy, he's in orbit outside of the Watchtower, floating and absorbing the sun. but when he's down or depressed? he avoids the sun. because the sun means energy, it's a reminder of his powers, of everything he's lost, a reminder of difference down at the very cellular level.

that's all to say, sometimes I think Clark goes down instead of up and hides away from the sun the only place he can: deep, deep underwater. somewhere maybe even Arthur only goes sparingly, deep in a trench where the water isn't oxygenated or habitable. and he just floats down there, trying to block it all out and failing miserably.

[martyr-inthedark]

Make your Whumpee tired.

Whumpees that have been deprived of sleep by Whumper, so much so that they don't remember how to walk in a straight line and can't figure out whether the recent appearance of little black bugs in their cell are real or a hallucination.

Whumpees that can't get a full night's rest. They doze off, only to be jolted awake by their own anxiety of not knowing when Whumper would come back. Perhaps they are awakened by phlegm-coated coughs induced by their illness. They are awakened by nightmares, or by Caregiver who is worried they may succumb to hypothermia, or by a thunderstorm, or the rough blanket scratching their open wounds, or so on.

Whumpees who pull all nighters to protect their friends or lovers.

Whumpees whose eyes burn when they finally can close their eyes. Whumpees whose muscles twitch, who can't stop yawning no matter how hard they try to stifle it. Whumpees with dark, glassy eyes. Whumpees who are slow to react or have a hard time keeping up with the conversation. Whumpees with throbbing headaches. Whumpees with brain fog and memory loss.

Whumpees who have been on the run and have over exhausted their bodies. Their muscles and joints continue to scream long after its over. Whumpees with extensive blood loss. Whumpees who are malnourished.

Whumpees whose survivor's guilt keeps them awake, wondering what they might have done differently, whether it was all their fault, or why they were the ones to live.

Whumpees whose bodies are in chronic pain or illness and who have to hide it, causing muscle and mental fatigue. They keep going with a smile until they collapse or pass out.

Whumpees who break down in tears, begging to be left alone so they can rest. Whumpees who sob when they are told that the bed in front of them is theirs to use whenever they want.

[v0idwraith]

the vibes on this election day