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Warning for fucked up behavior in general, Luke he's just really messed up
His name is Abell Bracken, I saw a picture of the guy who's playing bloody Ben Blackwood in hotd and I just decided to make him a Bracken boyfriend.
Abell is a fifth son of house Bracken, he's not even in the direct line of Bracken, he's lord Brackens nephew. He feels useless a lot because in his mind there's no reason for him to exist, he's not being a lord, he wouldn't be a good maester, or man of the faith as he doesn't believe in the gods. He's just really sad, he tends to trip around the north and Riverlands a lot, just looking for something to do.
He dislikes most people, he finds them infuriating because he doesn't understand them, he doesn't understand why people believe in the gods, why people believe things that are 'obviously lies', why people do things just because they are told to.
Abell hates being told what to do and does get violent if he feels to restricted in his autonomy. He carries around daggers constantly and gets extremely anxious when unarmed.
The only people he kinda likes are his mother (who is a Bolton and also majorly weird) and bloody Ben (who is his lover.)
He both loves and wants to murder Ben, and the feeling is mutual. They are constantly trying to inflict as much damage upon each other as possible. After a fight, they lie down and cuddle while trying to squeeze each other to death. Despite the fact they want each other dead, they won't let anyone else kill the other. They want to be the ones who murder each other. Also they drink each other's blood, they try to eat and bite each other a lot.
He has 'Benjicot' carved into his thigh.
Abell is a hot mess, he looks like a carriage ran over him, he's always covered in blood, dirt and he never brushes his hair, he occasionally jumps in a river so he's not completely dirty. His face is so naturally angry that even on the rare times he beams with joy, he looks angry.
He has flayed people as a bonding experience with his mother and they do it frequently together (he embraces his mothers Bolton blood) then they have tea.
Anyways I have become attached to this little rabid creature.
I haven’t read F&B yet so I know nothing about Ben, but Y’know what, I think this character sounds fun so far.
I’ve got a few GOT ocs but they’re all a bit just fancy (aside from Fuckface). So I appreciate a proper grotter
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climbing-starrs · 2 years ago
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jumpscare
he's disgusting. i want to kiss him
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ruporas · 7 months ago
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dragon meat, you, and me
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go-star-sailor · 4 months ago
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homoerotic wellness checkup
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destielmemenews · 4 months ago
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Thomas Matthew Crooks is from Bethel Park, Pennsylvania, and is a registered Republican.
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torchtour · 3 months ago
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metroland is burning
no god is here
you must start mutating
these are the rules of the game
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juiche · 10 months ago
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I would like to apologise, I was doing a perfectly normal drawing but then I thought wait, he’d definitely lick that 😂
get your own print here ❤️
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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rapidhighway · 6 months ago
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HI, i'm just gonna drop this in your lap and run actually, a future AU
Part 2
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faoluoo · 7 months ago
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ordered yaoi and got served yuri wtf
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yangjeongin · 1 month ago
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HYUNJIN | 241006 • CHK CHK BOOM (NSYNC VERSION) @ CBS AMAS
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rocketbirdie · 2 months ago
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pov: you are tifa lockhart on a pleasant walk to the sector seven train station
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barghest-land · 10 months ago
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pursued by a memory
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even-disco-baby · 2 years ago
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THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES
PROBLEM
The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?
SOLUTION
You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.
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fuckyeahchinesefashion · 2 months ago
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made me think of this (a foreigner on the street in the evening of zhongyuan festival in singapore)
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possession1981-moving · 1 year ago
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POSSESSION dir. Andrzej Żuławski, 1981
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