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Is anyone else a little troubled by how the Epic fandom is dealing with issues surrounding consent?
Like Iâve seen some weird takes regarding Antinous and even Calypso and Circe. And then there was this whole controversy on TikTok about shipping Antinous x Telemachus in an AUâŠ
Idk, maybe this is just an impression bc quite familiar with the source material.
#epic#epic the musical#tw consent issues#tw consent#maybe itâs just my personal experiences coming to the forefront here
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how is free use different than cnc? /g
Trigger Warning: Speaking about consent/lack of!
Thank you for using a tone indicator! I really am starting to appreciate those cause I never know when people are being curious or trying to be an asshole, lol.
It truly depends on each individual person's boundaries, so don't take my answer as final. What works for me might not be okay for someone else, you need to talk to your scene partner for their limits :)
For me personally, the difference between "free use" and CNC is the enthusiasm. I like the thought of taking my partner at the most random of times, imagine they're doing the laundry and I'm just like "nope, c'mere" and start playing with them whilst they're busy. So it's unplanned/unprompted, but my partner is still down for that to happen between us.
What I consider CNC is someone agreeing to act out the idea of being taken against their will, with fighting/protesting/begging against the act. That personally grosses me out.
I like to do things at random, but with the partner always enthusiastic about it and enjoying it. I can't imagine even consensually taking my partner and having them fighting and crying and begging me to stop, that makes me feel sick to my stomach.
That's the difference for me, I guess. I might get a "Jesus Christ, Babe, keep it in your pants for 10 seconds, would ya?!" before my partner then is really into what I'm doing and encouraging it, but the joking around can be part of the fun. I don't want someone to be actively defying me, that makes me uncomfortable.
It shouldn't have to be said, but I'll say it anyway: Consent can be revoked at ANY second and MUST be respected. If my partner uses a safeword in any scenario, the scenario stops. I don't care how turned on I am, or how far along we are in the process, no means no.
Mutual safety, comfort and respect is the first priority, always.
#trigger warning: abuse#trigger warning: sex#trigger warning: consent#tw abuse#tw consent#tw sex abuse#Eddie Munson#anonymous#answered
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â ( N/A / 32 / cis female / she, her ) â did you see PALMER MCGARRETT wandering around the island today? they kind of look like ELIZABETH OLSEN from certain angles? i heard around town that the JOURNALIST is OBSERVANT, and TENACIOUS, but also SARCASTIC, and JADED. people say that they remind them of 6AM MORNING JOGS TO SILENCE EXTRANEOUS THOUGHTS, AN EMPTY REFRIGERATOR ASIDE FROM TWO DAY OLD TAKEOUT AND EXPIRED YOGHURT, and LATE NIGHTS STARING AT THE GLOW OF A LAPTOP SCREEN, and THIS IS ME TRYING by TAYLOR SWIFT is definitely their theme song. they seem like a nice enough person, but we all know how hard it is to keep a pristine reputation in a small town.
character inspos: cristina yang ( greyâs anatomy ) , chandler bing ( friends ) , jesse mariano ( gilmore girls ), spencer hastings ( pretty little liars ) .
trigger warnings : gaslighting , mentions of alcoholism and drug use , sexual pressure / ignoring of consent .
as the eldest mcgarrett sibling, there came the usual pressure to be perfection personified, not only to provide a shining example to your younger siblings, but to be able to be a golden example your mother could parade around to bolster her reputation as a senator woman and mother. you were the accomplished younger mirror image of your mother. advanced classes, extracurriculars filling your timetable â tennis, cello, horseriding, debate club. there was no time you pencil in to decide whether any of those things were actually what you wanted.
high school especially was the time to exceed. your future is in your hands your mother constantly reminded you. this is the time to put your best foot forward. in lamens terms â donât screw up. you were the head cheerleader type with actually being one, cheer wasnât your thing, your nose was busy buried in books, outdoors doing various competitive sports and using your gift with words to excel in defeating others and leading them. you planned all the school socials, brought pride to your school that would rival peopleâs patriotism and were popular with people.
you liked to think your intelligence and hard work were the main factors in why you were so popular and were praised when excelled in things. you had it in your head for a time that you were almost better than everyone â not that you would ever utter than aloud. but a small kgnawing part of you knew that nothing worked better than the fact that you were a senatorâs daughter. the golden girl, the it girl. rich, popular, smart. you couldnât escape the the frame you were placed in, not that you wanted to flee, right?
you were well on your way to your dream school of columbia, your high school sweetheart had his aspirations of becoming a lawyer, while you had fallen in love with journalism. it was perfect, almost too good to be true â and it was. life had apparently been going too well for you. prom night was approaching and for the fiftieth time, xander assumed and continued to brush off her reservations about it being the night. it wasnât as though you was scared, but you werenât sure you loved him. how were you to know? you were only seventeen.
 taking such an important step, meant something to you. you wanted to care about the person and you wanted to know giving a part of yourself meant trusting the other with a piece of you. it was a shame that it turned out you couldnât. perhaps you knew for awhile now.  â a torn dress, awkward fumblings and after a final slap, you broke up with him and defiantly decided to walk home as he idled the car next you. it had been an eye opening experience, a part of you closed off to the world after that night. trust would be harder to earn from you.
you eventually gave yourself to a woman. youâd had your first drink at twenty one, she was beautiful and you enjoyed the attention she garnered onto you. high on the buzz you danced the night away, she showed you what it meant to have fun and let your hair down. she told you of her dreams for her band and it was romantic. staring up at the stars, smoking cigarettes on her balcony â it had felt right.
half way through your degree you met a man who would become your future fiancĂ©e. she had a boyish grin, made you laugh and had similar interests. you chatted for hours about the same books youâd read and debated the topic of politics. he seemed to be your perfect match in every way. he was patient and kind and the way he looked at you made your heart flutter. once again you were conned. you had caught him at the house talking to your mother when your tennis practice was cut short because you sprained an ankle. it had all been a set up.
it was then that you realized that all your life you had been controlled. you were perfect, but it still wasnât enough. you needed to maintain perfection and it needed to be the definition your mother expected, it was in her image you needed to uphold. you broke, fled to london, dyed your hair, dabbled in too much booze and recreational drugs. you decided to flee thousands of miles away from your parents the mcgarrett name, ( you kept in touch with your siblings, the only family you acknowledged ) the expectations and what you thought you wanted. you went to find yourself.
wanted connections: best friend / ride or die , people sheâs met / roomed with in nyc or london , childhood friends / neighbour , past flings / hookups . iâm up for literally anything, please hmu guys ! will set up a connections page v soon !
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Apple Of Their Eye
part two here
PAIRING: Dark! Aegon Targaryen X sister!reader X Dark!Aemond Targaryen
CONTENT WARNING: smut (18+, mdni) incestuous relationship, dark!targaryen brothers, innocent virgin!reader, dubcon, alcohol consumption, unprotected sex, handjob, riding, breeding, threesome, kissing, possessive behaviour, nipple play, throat fucking, drunk reader, praise, pretty much the targaryen brothers giving their sister sex lessons and claiming her as theirs.
SYNOPSIS: Being close to both your Targaryen brothers had its own perks. Drinking wine together, going horse riding and reading books. It was all a dream but when Aegon heard the talk of your betrothal, he decided it was finally time to taint you. What you didnât expect was Aemond walking in on you indulging in your older brotherâs sickly pleasures.
Giggles erupted from your lips when your sweet brother, Aegon made a weird face to encourage sweet giggles out of you. His favorite sound in the world, as he liked to address it. Your bond with both your brothers was something never seen before among house Targaryen. Fiercely loyal to each other, defensive and protective. You were the perfect trio of destruction â well, with a honeyed touch of peace.
That was your vital role.
To calm down the blood of the dragons.
You had grown so attached to one another that both your brothers denied the responsibilities of the throne, wishing to spend time with you.
You had to convince Aegon to sit upon the throne and he agreed in one go when his little sister asked for it. How could he not? You were looking up at him with such hopeful, glimmering eyes, those long lashes of yours coating the apple of your cheeks.
He often wondered if his bridled desires would break out of control one moon and find way to you?
Aemond entered the room, hand resting atop his sword as he analyzed the room, which was in shambles. You and Aegon again had enjoyed a pillow fight â pieces of feathers and cotton everywhere in the room. Pale sheets on the floor and wine spilled everywhere.
He was the youngest, yet he felt as though he was the oldest amongst you three. You and Aegon behaved like little children, even when you were younglings. Aegon and you would disturb the council members and pull hilarious pranks on them meanwhile Aemond paid them no mind.
âYou two.â His voice put a hold to your giggles, your attention diverting to your brother. Your silky strands â similar to Aemondâs â were a mess. They reached your hips, only at such a young age and Aemond couldn't keep his one eye off the loose strap of your dress over your creamy shoulder.
Aegon smirked to himself, knowing well him and his brother shared their feelings about you.
You smiled at Aemond, a big grin of excitement adorning your soft, delicate features. âAemond! Come here, have wine with us.â
He shook his head. âI have duties to tend to, sister. You carry on.â
Your lips formed a frown. âBut Aemond, I miss you. You rarely ever spend time with Aegon and I. Do we bore you now, do you seek fun in planning war and those boring councils?â
Aegon nodded in agreement and Aemond shook his head, walking closer and taking a seat on the bed with you. Aegon had his head on your lap, staring at you with love sick eyes of a puppy. Your flushed state and rosette cheeks were a vision for Aemond â his callous hands aching to touch you.
âAemond how can you neglect our beautiful sister here?â Aegon taunted, reaching out to wrap a finger around a strand of your silver hair and curl it. You smiled at him, cheeks round and Aemond swallowed. âI am not neglecting her, I am merely occupied with tending to my duties since no one else will.â
He diverted his one eye to Aegon and the older brother groaned, tugging on the single strand of your hair. You whimpered at the pain, lips puckering into a pout. âAegon, stop it.â
âYou shouldn't trust Aegon so much, sweet sister. He is all but a twat,â Aemondâs words made you turn to him and he looked away from you, not wanting his gaze to linger somewhere below where he was allowed. His own reluctance at being around you proved that he too struggled with the same demons his older brother did.
Aegon sat up now, eyes boring into Aemondâs. âAnd why shouldn't she? I pay her more mind, more attention than you ever would.â
âI trust him, brother. You should too, he's our king and he cares for me.â You softly spoke.
Your soft soothing voice was like the sun against their cold words. Aemond pondered late at night how their monstrous house got blessed with such a sweet little thing? Repentance was not something that came to house Targaryen â so why were they bestowed with you?
Your kindness, to the maids â the highborn ladies and even the members of the small council made you quite the perfect candidate for queen, especially when the realm loved and adored you. The sweet daughter of Viserys Targaryen, left behind to bring prosperity and love.
âYeah, she trusts me.â Aegon said, scooting behind you. His chin nestled over the small cup of your shoulder, staring straight ahead with mischief in his gaze. âDon't you, sweet sister?â
You nodded, coyly.
He was almost taunting Aemond, being able to stay this close to you while he was busy with preparing for war. It was not fair, definitely to Aemond it was not. He inhaled a sharp breath as Aegon buried his face in the crook of your neck, accidentally pressing a kiss to your exposed skin. Your body shuddered and you quickly pulled away from him, staring at him in confusion.
Aemond felt a lump form in his throat.
Fuck, you were so innocent. Oblivious to the sick desires of both your brothers.
âBe careful, sister.â Aemond said to you, gesturing towards the other Targaryen brother. âYou're too innocent for your own good.â
Then he got up, parting from your chambers, hoping that the next time he enters, he finds you all alone and not with that foolish brother of his. He did not harbor resentment towards Aegon necessarily, but ever since they were children, they fought. For a dragon, for toys and for your attention. It had been a constant battle of who'd bring you the prettiest flower first, who would be first to dance with you at feasts, who's horse you'd sit on and ride.
For everyone else it was draining but you relished the attention you got from your brothers. Enjoying each and every bit of the fight going on for you â only you didn't knew it went beyond the walls of brotherly love and they were horrifyingly obsessed with you.
Aemond had turned down every marriage alliance, not interested in securing the future of the realm if it came at the expense of being far from you. A woman would only act as a wall between the two of you and Aemond did not want any walls. He would gladly crush them, with or without the help of Vhagar.
You prepared another cup of wine to drink but Aegon was called to the council â arranged by the dowager Queen. Crestfallen, you let your brother go as he fixed his attire and departed from your chambers, after leaving a sweet kiss on your forehead.
As soon as Aegon entered the council room, he's greeted with everyone there. Each member and with a scowl on his face, he takes his seat. Evidently upset by having to leave his sister, even though he could go back to her at anytime.
âYour Grace.â Everyone greeted him, standing up and heads low. Aegon gestured them to sit and they obliged, following into their comfortable seats.
Alicent looked at the council members, knowing that the discussion they had come to would eventually upset the King. Everyone was hesitant and Aegon noticed that. He raised a brow, confused. âAre we here to stare at one another? If we are, do excuse me. I have pressing matters to attend to.â
Everyone knew pressing matters meant giving his undivided attention to his little sister.
âIn order to secure house frey and gain access and control to the passage in riverrun, we think it would be best to form a marriage alliance with them.â Alicentâs words didn't actually hit Aegon how they were supposed to, as he grinned. âWe cannot offer a dragon, we can offer a dragon.â
Assuming the marriage alliance was for Aemond, his younger brother not his little sister. âGreat, it is about time Aemond finds himself a pretty bird too.â
He was cheerful. If Aemond was married, he would have your attention all to himself and he became overjoyed with that, a little too fast. Alicent swallowed, exchanging glances with the master of coin and the maester. Her hesitance was in existence because she did not know how maturely her son would handle to the news of sending his only sister away from him.
âYour Grace, the marriage alliance is for your sister, the Princess. House frey has suitors available and the Princess gets to choose with whom she wishes to maââ
Aegonâs palms slammed down against the wooden table, rising up from the table. His gaze searing and his lips quivering from the sheer courage of Tyland Lannisterâs, to marry his sister off without even inquiring him about it. The fact that they even thought of doing that filled him with a rage so overwhelming, he felt like burning the whole small council to the ground.
âThat is my sister you're speaking of.â He reminded them. âI will have your fucking tongue for even suggesting to get her married off in the first place.â
The whole council flinched at the Kingâs outburst. Alicent had expected it to be a tantrum but this was more than a childish tantrum. The room was elevated with tension as Aegon panted, his body quivering from the rage coursing through his veins.
Alicent took a deep breath. âIt is for the best, my King. You need to win this war and the Freys are demanding a dragon which we cannot provide.â
âSo you give them my sister, like some fucking piece of coin?â He snapped, turning to her. âShe is the princess of house Targaryen, my sister. I will not have you subject her to the same fate as all the other women.â
Aegon dismissed the council, walking out of there. Alicent sighed, holding onto tethered pieces of hope that maybe talking to Aemond about it would be better, since Aegon did consider him his closest blood and best sword. Little did she know she would be riling up another dragon and awakening it.
The next few hours were unbearable for Aegon. He had visited your chambers but you were nowhere to be found and when he asked your maids, he was told you'd gone out to collect flowers for the vase in your room. Countless times both your brothers had told you to either tell them or command the servants to bring you flowers â still you did what you felt.
Upon your return, you found your chambers not deserted. Aegon was there, situated on your bed. Hair a mess, tunic unbuttoned revealing his pale chest. Your brother was disheveled and you couldn't recall the time you two spent together being the cause of this.
So what had happened?
Worried and upset, you dropped the basket filled with flowers by the side of your door and walked over to him. Your purple dress, a match to your purple eyes, flowing behind like the waves of the sea. You sat next to your brother, small hands reaching out to cup his face in them.
âBrother, is everything alright? You seem upset.â You inquired and when Aegon raised his head, you saw just how devasted he appeared.
Devasted and drunk.
Your eyes noticed the cup in his hand, as well as the pitcher on the floor. Something happened at the small council, that much you figured out. But what had happened, now that was for Aegon to tell you.
Though your brother only stared at you, bringing the cup to your lips. âDrink, for me.â
You were in no mood for wine but you still obliged him, parting your lips and consuming the wine. The crimson tainting your lips red as you swallowed it, gulp after gulp. Even for you that was a lot and when you were finished, Aegon refilled the empty cup.
âDrink more.â It was a command.
You frowned. âDid I do something wrong, brother? Is this your way of reprimanding me?â
He stared at you, eyes droopy and full of glimmering lust for you â unbeknownst to you. âI want us to be drunk together, like old times. Please.â
You heard the plea in his voice and nodded, softening at the disheveled state your brother was in. You parted your lips to take sips as Aegon held the cup for you. He pushed it, more and more until the wine had overwhelmed you and drops spilled over your dress, trailing down your chin.
The red had absorbed into the purple but you finished your glass, staring at Aegon after the glass had been tore from your lips.
Aegon moved further into your soft bed, veiled by pellucid pale curtain and you followed, laying next to him. His head found comfort on your chest, a frown so evidently ceasing his features. Confusion had clouded your senses â hoping that your brother might tell you the cause of his distress.
But all he did was lay silently on your chest, feeling the soft plush of your breasts against his cheek.
Aegon swallowed the urge to press his mouth over your pebbles and suck them, burying his face deeper into your breasts. He was a mess and he knew that his mother would go against him, to secure more power and alliances with the other lords.
He could not let it happen.
He mouthed lazily at the chiffon, attempting to take a nipple of yours into his mouth. The purple fabric absorbed the saturation of his saliva, as your brother crossed all the limits between the two of you.
As if there were any to begin with.
âA-Aegon, what are you doing?â You whispered in a breathy gasp when he sucked on your peaked nipple through the cotton, his other hand moving to provide your other breast with attention.
Your back arched slightly and your breath quickened as your brotherâs hands moved down to the laces which held your dress together. As drunk as you were, you still knew this was wrong yet had no control whatsoever of the situation. Once your laces were loosened enough, Aegon tugged at the sleeve of your dress and unveiled your breast.
âBrother, this is inappropriate. You're under the influence of wine, we should notââ
Aegon looked up at you with the softest look on his face, akin to a puppy. He switched his attention to the unattended breast of yours which he had uncovered, suckling on the nipple, fingers rolling the soaked one in between them. Your soft lips were parted and made the prettiest little sounds of pleasure foreign to you.
âI'm your brother, sister. If I don't deserve to have you like this when who does? Those fucking house frey suitors?â He snapped, voice fallen to a few octaves. Your breath hitched in your throat at his words, not being able to understand what he was insinuating with his words.
Your brows scrunched and your crinkles formed on your nose. âH-House frey, Aegon?â
He chose silence.
Aegon moved to lean up against the bed, his unbuttoned tunic revealing his bare chest beneath his small clothes. You watched him, your silver hair a mess â cascading beautifully down your shoulders and narrow back. Aegon patted his lap, a silent order for you to sit on it but you could only blink innocently.
Having no regards of such matters.
âCrawl to me, sister.â
You nodded, as puzzled as you were, slithering to settle yourself over your brother's lap. Both hands on his chest as your thighs sat over each side of his waist, looking down at him. This was all new to you but you were not complaining.
His hand extended to grasp your chin, pulling your face closer to him. He could see everything, all the subtle features which made you all the more beautiful. The mole neath your left eye, the way your pupils enlarged whenever you locked eyes with him, how your pretty lips quivered. âToday I will teach you how to make your brothers the happiest. You wish to learn, don't you sister?â
You eagerly nodded.
Aegon grinned. âKiss me, my little dove.â
You obliged, pressing a kiss to his cheek and Aegon released a chuckle. In complete awe of the naivety you possessed. âHere, sister. This will make me and Aemond the happiest.â
You were hesitant with it but still leaned your head, pressing a subtle, feather light kiss to Aegonâs lips. His hunger was far from satiated as he stared at you with a hooded gaze, his blood heating up at the feel of your lips against his. He was over the moon with only a peck, he could only imagine the power of a proper liplock.
âDid I do good? Was that okay, brother?â
Aegon shook his head. âNo, little dove. You have to do more, kiss more of my lips. Try to suck on them, yeah?â
You puffed out your cheeks, irritated at your own incompetence at making your brother happy. Still, you kissed him once more but this time like a baby bird trying to eat it's food with untrained beaks, you tried to suck on Aegonâs lips. Closing them around his upper lip, your saliva glossing his lips. Aegonâs cock stirred awake in his breeches at how inexperienced you truly were. An innocent girl getting ruined by her brother.
You closed your eyes, focusing at the task at hand. Aegon reached for your nape, locking it in place as he finally kissed you back. Soft kiss of yours evolved into something harsher, something more passionate and you whimpered, your endeavor to retreat declined by your brother. Your small hands nestled over his chest â trying to push him but it only strengthened the kiss, Aegon trying to drown in the sweet nectar.
âOpen your mouth, little dove.â Your endeavor to speak was mistaken as consent by your brother, his tongue running over the edge of your perfect teeth â making way to your tongue. He wrapped around the wet muscle and began to suck on it, the saliva dripping from your mouth and slipping into his. Light headed you had become due to the vigorous kiss and how your brother dominated your mouth with his tongue.
Aegon soon broke the kiss and allowed you a few moments of air, staring at how swollen your lips had become. He had tasted you and it only fuelled his desire more for you. To claim you and never let anyone else's sight fall upon you. Heart fluttering at being the first man ever to put his cock inside you.
âThis is what good sisters do for their brothers.â He said to you, his hands rested on your thighs and thumbs swiping across the pale skin. âYou're such a good girl, my Princess. You'd do anything for your King, won't you?â
You nodded your head impatiently, doe eyes looking into your brother's purple ones. Chest falling and rising, sharp intakes of breath breaking through the silence. Aegon smiled and that was the biggest achievement for you, ever. He lifted one hand from your thigh, taking your small hand into his. Aegon loved how your petite hand disappeared into his â a perfect size you were for him.
He wondered in that very moment how you'd look taking Aemondâs cock into your small mouth, considering he was bigger than the both of you. Taller, toned from the constant training of wielding a sword. The thought of both of them taking you at once riled him up like nothing else.
Aegon brought your hand to his crotch, laying it over it. Your coy eyes widened. âB-Brother.â
âUnlace my trousers, sister.â Albeit it was an order, his tone was soft. You had never seen such a dark look in your sweet brother's eyes, violets always glimmering with excitement and happiness.
You were hesitant at first, reluctance dripping from the way your shivering fingers pulled at the soft laces which tightened his trousers. Aegon watched with a curious gaze, knowing very well he was about to defile his little sister and ruin the innocence she so wholeheartedly showcased. It almost made him sad but this was necessary, to wed you to him. Or even Aemond.
He couldn't care less who you married as long as it was one of them.
With bated breath, you loosened his trousers and then looked at him for further instructions.
âPull out my cock, sister. You should feel something hard, that is my cock.â Your silver lashes fluttered, fingers getting to work. The second you felt something hard, skin but rigid â you grasped it to free it. Aegon hissed upon your cold touch and you retreated, feeling bad.
He was quick to reach for you. âNo, no. Do not worry, for I am fine. You shall continue.â
So you did, given the reassurance, your gaze focusing on the unclothed cock of your sweet brother. Aegon reached for your hand and wrapped it around his own cock with your neath it. âI need you to move your hand, sister. Pursue my actions, this will truly please me.â
Aegon began to move his hand in slow, sensual strokes and you followed. The more you touched him, the more he lost his composure. Little sounds falling from his parted lips and his hand fell to the side over his thigh â letting you take the lead. You picked up your pace, hand undulating over his throbbing length.
Palm stained with his precum, you used it to slick his twitching cock and then moved your fingers up. A shuddered gasp of fulfillment slipping from Aegonâs mouth upon that accident. You smiled, in victory and pressed the pad of your thumb deeper into his little hole. Watching as more of the pale liquid spurted out.
The more you stared at it, the prettier you found it â shade darker than the rest of him and cock head the same pink as his agape lips. Varicose veins, a deeper hue of purple than the ones of your irises embedded in neath the flesh.
Eyes sparkling at the thought of touching Aemond in the same way, getting to see such an intimate part of him. You wished he was here, to be able to do this for him would be a great blessing.
Your mouth watered the more you gazed at your brother's glistening cock head. Without paying much mind to it, you leaned lower and closed your lips around it. Aegonâs eyes immediately snapped open when he felt the warmth your mouth provided and stared down at you.
âOh, Gods.â He groaned, almost a whine. âWho taught you this, my sister? Have you engaged in such acts before?â
You quickly backed away, shaking your head with a guilt ridden face. âNo, Aegon. I am so very sorry if this was something I was not supposed to do. I promise I have never done this before, I promise. I sweaââ
âHey,â Aegon whispered, caressing your face with his large hand. âI believe you. You see I do not wish for you to get involved like this with someone else. It is only right if you do it with me, and Aemond.â
You nodded your head understandingly. âI would love for you to continue, my little dove but right now I need something more. Could you give it to me, my sweet girl?â
âYes, brother. Anything my King wants.â You smiled, lips shimmering with his residual and Aegonâs cock twitched.
He pulled you on his lap once more, hands on your waist. Then the pair dropped lower to your bare thighs and Aegon bunched up your dress, revealing your unclothed, bare pink cunt. You were never too fond of wearing small clothes under your dresses â summer of Westeros unbearable for a delicate thing like you.
He licked his lips deliciously.
âJust as you touched me, I have the full right to touch you too. You understand?â You nodded like an obedient student, stomach churning in anticipation for your brother's next move.
Aegon pulled you closer rather harshly by your thighs and your shoulders went slumped, feeling his head brush against your pearl. Your eyes widening at the electrifying contact. âI need to do this in order to make my cock fit inside you, so be a good girl and let me, okay?â
âYes, brother.â You whispered, stomach fluttering in anticipation.
Aegonâs fingers moved to your cunt, running in the center of your soaked folds. He found it amusing how you had no idea of the pleasures taken between a man and a woman yet your body had reacted like this, cunt drenched and wet. He knew your maidenhead was still intact, after all he rarely ever let you be in the presence of someone else.
If Aegon was occupied, it would be Aemond who would linger around you like a new born shadow.
They knew how innocent you were, how fucking naive and monsters lurked in the red keep. You needed their protection more than the people of the realm. Careless they were about the iron throne, Aegon wished to fuck you on it before properly ascending it.
âOh.â Your eyes slightly rolled back at the way your brother caressed your folds, pinching your pink pearl. âYou've got such a beautiful cunt, my sister. I am sure you will put it to good use to make your brothers happy, won't you, little dove?â
Eager you were to please them.
They had brought you everything, anything your heart had ever desired. Allowed you to ride their dragons with them, brought you the most beautiful gifts from the north and drowned you in lannister gold. Both brothers even went as far as getting you jewelry from Dorne since Aemond caught you complimenting a dornish necklace.
Aemonâs thumb prodded at your bud, swirling it around, watching how your face contorted in pleasure. Lids fluttering shut and head thrown back, fingernails digging into your brother's chest. You were a fucking sight, all disheveled. With his other hand, he entered a finger into you and your pleasure-clad face evolved into one of pain.
âOw,â you complained at the sting of being stretched out. âAegon, that hurts.â
âI know, my Princess but you mustn't rush. I will bring you pleasure soon, it is a promise.â
You believed him, waiting out the sting as Aegon fully sunk his finger into you. Driving it in and out of you, all the while rubbing your swollen attention seeking bud. Your expressions were the prettiest, the most breathtaking and he questioned himself why did he not do this earlier?
Just what was stopping him back?
He was the fucking King, goddamnit. He could have you whenever he wanted and you would give yourself up to him, everytime. Just like right now how you were serving yourself up to him on a silver platter like those animals during feasts.
âBrother, oh my god. This feels weird, I feel weird.â You whimpered, hips moving on their own accord over your brother's fingers and Aegon licked his lips, furthermore sinking his canines into his lower lip.
Aegon added another without warning and you whined out, a loud one which made him reach over and press his palm over your lips, sealing them shut. âAs much as I absolutely adore your sounds, we should not let anyone find out.â
You nodded, and Aegon removed his hand, letting you breathe. You decided to keep it blow but everytime Aegon would move his finger inside you and you would feel it run at your gummy unclaimed walls, little whimpers would escape you. Feeling his fingers curve up and rotate, hitting into a spongy spot of whichâs existence you too were unaware of, you cried out.
Aegon smiled.
That was enough preparing.
Aegon pulled out and you gasped when he brought his lips to his mouth, sucking on your sweet arousal.
He wanted to take you on your back but that was how he took his whores. He would never let them sit on top of his thighs and look at him like this â all dolled up yet disheveled. You were his sister, the apple of his fucking eye and Aegon was not going to take you like some whores.
They existed to keep his sick desires for you at bay, but he knew after this, he would not be needing them anymore.
âThis is going to hurt, sister but worry not, I assure you I am right here. It shall feel better soon, just like with my fingers.â His comforting words and soft tone helped with your trepidation â allowing your brother to raise your hips and align his cock with your drenched hole.
Aegon allowed you to sink down on him and when his head breached your entrance, a sting worse than before spread like a virus, consuming your whole being. Your eyes welled up with tears and your lips quivered, a brusque tremor awakening in your petite hands. He was quick to come to your rescue, holding both your hands and leading the pair to his nape, making you latch onto him for support.
âHere, hold me. As tight as you can, my little dove and carefully slide down. Be careful and gentle, alright? No rush here.â He continuously comforted, guiding you and you nodded, inhaling a deep and brief breath.
Then you sunk more, his girth expanding your hole. Little movement and reassuring words from your brother helped you take the entirety of his cock and when your ass finally met his thighs, Aegon groaned. You felt his cock twitch inside you and your hold around his nape tightened. The pain was throbbing and hot â consuming your whole being but the fact you were so full with your brother's cock, contempt, you let out a drunk giggle.
Short on breath but still, you smiled at Aegon.
While you two descended deeper into forbidden pleasures, Aemond had gotten free time to come see you.
After intense sword training and back and forth of sharing strategies of the war with Ser Criston Cole, Aemond had found his feet switching route â bringing you to the hallway where your chambers were located. As he walked, with each step, he felt extreme excitement build up in his stomach. Finally having enough time to spare you a visit and get drunk, bask in your presence.
He hoped that Aegon would not be there as he wanted you all to himself, especially for tonight.
Upon opening the door to your chambers, the view before him left him astonished and there were rarely many things that left Aemond Targaryen astonished. He was quick to close the doors, not wishing for anyone to come across the Princessâ bed chambers and witness such sin.
His hands formed into fists â how you sat on top of Aegon, hips oscillating in a sensual manner. Too sensual for someone as innocent as you and he knew Aegon had managed to ruin and defile the only pure thing about house Targaryen. Yet fucking again. You two were so indulged and far gone in your pleasures that Aemondâs presence was barely noticed.
But then Aegon caught his brother's tall figure by the door.
âOh brother, welcome.â He called out, although it was more of a moan and you turned to look at Aemond.
Your cunt tightened at Aegon when gaze laid over your brother, the one you missed the most since he barely had time to spare. Aegon let out a hoarse chuckle, shaking his head at his brother. âYou will not fucking believe it but our sister's cunt became more tight upon seeing you.â
Aemondâs teeth gritted. âMittys, that is our sister.â (Fool)
âDo not pretend as if you have not wished to do this more than I have.â He voiced it out, hand pressing into your waist. You whimpered as Aegon made you move on his cock and by now the pain had subsided, pleasure coming in to take control. You began to roll your hips over his thighs, eyes locked with Aemond.
You needed him too, your eyes screamed for him to come closer and as if you had telepathically communicated, Aemond sauntered towards the bed.
You whined when Aegon pushed his hips up, breaching furthermore of your cunt. âAemond.â
Aegon was inside you but you were moaning for Aemond and the older brother did not even find it upsetting. Rather his cock hardened even more â if possible, hearing you whine and ache for your younger brother with such need. He did not mind sharing you with Aemond, as long as he could have his fill of you too.
âA-Aegon said I could make you both happier like this. I want to, I love you. You're my brothers.â You expressed your profound love for them, nodding your head as Aemond slipped of his leather gloves. He tossed them aside and reached for your hair, taking a strand and curling it around his finger. His nose catching a whiff of the perfumes and oils you were basking in, yet the natural scent of roses was enough to drive him fucking crazy.
He leaned forward, pressing a chaste kiss to your bare shoulder. Eye following the stretch mark trailing down to your breasts and the stretched flesh made him realize that you had grown. You were not a little girl anymore but you were still their little sister. Your rosy nipples were peaked â demanding attention and Aemond hissed.
His own cock bulging against his leather slacks and Aegon saw it.
Aegon moved inside you, thrusting up and you lost composure. Lips breaking apart to let out the most feminine sounds, silver strands glued on a perspired forehead as Aemond watched you bounce on his brother's cock with vigor. Your fingernails had dug into Aegonâs nape and tears sat beautifully like pearls in your waterline.
It was evident that you were sensitive, nothing like the common whores.
âDoes she not look fucking beautiful, bouncing on her big brother's cock like that?â
Aemond wanted to punch Aegon but he was not wrong. You did look celestial, out of this world with how you bounced up and down on his cock, trying to desperately please him.
Aegon rolled his eyes at Aemond. âAre you only going to just watch? I have taught her things, with her hand and mouth. Be a dear and show him, sister.â
Like a trained puppy, you were quick to oblige, hands extended to work gracefully over Aemondâs leather slacks. You undid them, pulling at the leather and he watched how eager and desperate you were. Hands moving with a significant tremor.
âAemond,â he raised his eye from your hands to your face. âmay I please have you in my mouth?â
If the offer had crawled to him on its fucking fours with the most precious doe eyes, who was he to deny? He, too was a man at the end and had perpetually craved you the same as Aegon. Only he was subtle with his desires.
âYes, my sweet sister.â Aemond whispered, staring at you. His consent made you flourish like the moonlight, bright and glowing right in his face.
Aegon decided it would be better to switch positions and he pulled out, bringing you on all your fours and giving space to Aemond against the bed headboard. He shifted, sprawled out before you, leather slacks and small clothes long gone. In the process, Aegon had stripped himself bare too but the brothers wanted you to not remove the dress.
Just how easily they had access to you despite the dress, it enticed them.
With Aemondâs cock in your hand, you came to a conclusion that his was the prettiest. It was longer than Aegonâs but had almost the same girth. Protruding veins embedded inside the pale skin, his balls hot and throbbing with an ache. You looked up at him and smiled and all Aemond could do was return it and fucking melt.
âAemond, remove your eye patch. I want to see you whole.â You voiced out your desires and he reached for the eye patch, sliding it off and tossing it aside. The sapphire sparkled like crazy in his eye and you had always found it to be the most coolest and breathtaking thing about Aemond.
Having less of a part than the others did not make him less human too.
Though he appeared more like a god. The fire from the fireplace casting a soft golden glow over both brothers, leaving them heated with pent up desires.
Aegon had already pummeled his cock back into you, not after witnessing the blood staining his length. Testament of your chasity staining him fully and his wanton for you only grew more. You pressed a little kiss to Aemondâs tip â watching him with your deer like purple eyes and he hissed, hand moving to interview with your silver strands.
Eventually you wrapped your lips around his head, slowly taking him deeper and deeper into your mouth while using your hand to stroke the rest which failed to fit. All while Aegon drove himself deeper inside your sweet, innocent cunt, drawing pathetic little whines out of you.
Aemond groaned, fingers tightening around your roots when the vibrations from your moans sent waves of electricity straight into his loins. You choked when he breached your throat, sputtering around him. Drool and cum glistening around your mouth. Your younger brother sighed pleasure, primary focus of his one eye.
âMessy little girl,â he taunted, the fluids dripping from your chin.
Aegon nestled his cock over and over into your sweet spot, urging you to reach your peak and unravel. âL-Look at her. So fucking obedient and pliant. I want to watch her stomach swell up with my babe. That way mother won't try to marry her off to someone else, some fucking riverrun lord.â
Aemondâs attention snapped to his brother's words, and Aegon only nodded. Letting him know that they were close to losing their sister but not anymore. The sweet dove was tainted, used and claimed. Even if their mother tried to marry her off, she was already tainted by her brothers and no lord would want her. That pleased both Aemond and Aegon.
âGods, what a blessing you are.â Aemond praised you, highly, palm pressing deeper on your head, encouraging you to take him deeper and you did. His head sliding into the confines of your tight, wet throat. âPerfect little girl, a cocksleeve.â
With each thrust from Aegon, your body moved forward against Aemondâs. A sweaty mess of pleasure and bodied you three were but that did not matter. Aegon felt his peak near, tethering onto it and soon he finished inside you after delivering harsh, potent stutters of hips into you. Your cunt tightened, sucking him in, like a vice.
âOh fuck,â he groaned. âLike that, little dove, take me in, all of me. Milk me fucking dry, let me breed you so you carry my silver haired children.â
Aemond didn't mind his brother having you first and defiling you, since he pretty sure had your throat first. You were theirs and that's all that mattered. Gagging sounds reverberated in the room along with strong sounds of skin slapping against skin. Your peak danced around too, and when Aemond fucked his cock harshly into your throat, you squeezed around Aegonâs cock and came all over. Tears splurging out, making a mess on your face.
Your whole body twitching from the intense climax. Thighs shaking and sensitivity heightened. Followed by your release, Aemond pursued. Release spurts of white into your mouth, spending fully inside you. Yet he did not unhand you, holding your head in place to fuck his hot load into your mouth.
Once he was done, he pulled out and grasped your chin, peeking inside. âSwallow it whole, Princess.â
And you did. Gulping down the remnants of his spend.
Your head, tired from being in one position, laid right on Aemondâs bare thigh. Aegon was still inside you and when he pulled out, he saw your gaping hole spurt out his white residual. Parts that failed to reach your womb but it did not matter. He would breed you over and over again until you were to end up with his child.
Or Aemondâs.
As long as it was a silver haired babe.
âA-Are you happy now?â You asked, a question for both of your brothers and Aemond nodded his head, running his slim fingers in your hair.
Aegon crawled upto you, laying next to Aemond. A subtle smile playing at his lips, eyes hooded and body weary from all the hard work. âVery happy, little dove. We could not have asked for a better sister.â
Your pale flushed skin reddened as Aemond moved you, bringing you closer to his chest and wrapping his arms around you. Aegon admired the two of you, pleased with the fucked up dynamics of his family. This was a pleasure he could not have found or ever would find in the bed of a whore. You were the apple of their eye and they could not let you go, even if it meant restoring to such methods.
Your hands cupped your younger brother's face, leaning in to press a kiss to his lips.
Aemond had expected it to be a gentle peck but it grew needy and hasty, exactly how Aegon had taught you. Your lips suckling on his like a babe, trying to pry his mouth open and meet your tongue with his. You seemed addicted, desperate to kiss your younger brother the same way you had kissed your older. The kiss grew heated as Aemond opened his lips, finally taking control and dominating your mouth.
You whimpered, and Aemond could taste the residual of his orgasm. It did not phase him as he continued relishing in the sweet kiss, feeling your cunt beginning to rut against his already hardening cock.
When you broke the kiss, Aemond admired you before shifting his attention to Aegon who had a nasty grin on his face. âYou're responsible for this.â
âProudly. Only had to teach her once and look at how she's already sucking on your lips like it's a fucking cock.â He cheered, reaching over to pinch your cheeks. You giggled and hugged your younger brother, resting your head in the crook of his neck.
The three of you did not leave your chambers that night while the whole of red keep searched endlessly for the sword, the King and the maiden.
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Raider! Joel Miller x Female Reader
*moodboard is for aesthetic purposes only. no mention of readerâs race or skin tone.
summary: When youâre given the chance to run from your captor, you donât take it.
warnings/tags: 18+ ONLY, MINORS DNI. RAIDER ERA. DARK!JOEL. DUBCON. MENTIONS PREVIOUS NONCON. UNSPECIFIED AGE GAP (reader is in her 20âs and Joel is 50). reader is described washing her hair (the exact length is not specified) and she wears a dress. she is also shorter than Joel. violence, kidnapping, reader has major stockholm syndrome, Joel is fairly soft for her but HE IS STILL NOT A GOOD MAN, brief mention of Tess and Joel being involved with each other, Tess seems like the villain but she might actually be the only one of these three who is not totally fucked up in the head. SMUT. daddy kink. size difference (no description of readerâs body type, Joel is just a big guy with a big dick, enjoy it). oral sex (female receiving), super risky unprotected p in v sex (mention of reader ovulating, Joel pulls out, donât be be like these two, practice safe sex), creampie (yeah he doesnât give a fuck the second time around). many, many pet names (baby, baby girl, honey, angel, sweetheart, little girl). um i think thatâs it. oh, and they fuck in the dirt.
PLEASE HEED ALL WARNINGS.
word count: 8.6k
a/n: one thing about me is i WILL soften up EVERY version of Joel Miller to my little heartâs content. HUGE HUGE thank you to @endlessthxxghts and @joelsdagger for lending me their eyes and beta-ing this fic for me last night. <33 i love and appreciate you guys SO MUCH. i loved seeing you both in the doc at the same exact time lmao. this can be read as a standalone, but it is considered part of the captive universe.
Everyone in the group has a job. Except for you.
Or at least, thatâs what you hear them say.
That bitch doesnât do shit.
She never has to lift a fucking finger.
She should work for her mealâjust like the rest of us.
Bitterness laces their tones when they talk about you.
Insults grow a little bolder when heâs not around.
Useless.
Freeloader.
Leech.
You might not be out there with a rifle in hand hunting game or invading camps and spilling blood for suppliesâbut you do in fact have a job, and that job is to make Joel Miller happy. It is your responsibility, your duty, to please him, and to keep him satisfied. Because keeping him satisfied keeps him in a good mood, and one thing youâve come to learn about your captor is, where there is a good mood, often there is mercy.
Hell, youâre doing them a favor by keeping their violent, fearsome leader in a good mood. Because youâve seen what he does to them when heâs not. He can be just as brutal towards his own people as he is to strangers.
It doesnât make a difference, though. They still see you as nothing more than his coddled little whore.
âFuck, thatâs it.â
He groans, his thick, callused fingers digging harshly into the softness of your flesh as he holds you firmly in place underneath him. âOh fuck, baby girl,â Joel curses through gritted teeth, his hands gripping your hips as he uses his own weight against you, pressing you down into the old mattress until you feel every uncomfortable lump, each creaking spring.
While he isnât fucking you as roughly as he has on other occasions, heâs hardly being gentle. Itâs hard, fast.
Loud.
Joel couldnât care less about the rest of the group, the men and women on the other side of the wall, forced to listen to the sounds coming from the single bedroom of the cabin he decided they would hunker down in for the remainder of the summer season. Strings of curses and brutish grunts that came rumbling from deep within his chest, pleading gasps and whimpers that fell from your swollen, bitten lips. If anything, knowing they were listening only spurred him onâit didnât hurt to remind them, especially the men with wandering eyes, that you were his special girl.
His good girl.
You certainly did your job, and you did it so, so well.
âChrist, sweetheart. Mâso fuckinâ closeââ Joel picks up speed, his hips snapping even harder, faster, the front of his thighs slapping against the backs of yours. Each thrust causes the bedâs rusted, iron headboard to slam violently against the wood panel wall.
You clutch fistfuls of the single, stale, yellowing sheet beneath you, each stroke he delivers knocking the wind out of your lungs, making it harder to breathe. He is so heavy on top of you, this big, broad, bulk of a man who makes you feel swallowed, smothered, and small. Joel takes up so much room inside of you, and itâs a wonder how you could possibly have any space left to spare.
Itâs a fullness you canât seem to get enough of.
Itâs a craving, a need.
Worst of all, itâs slowly becoming a want.
âDaddy,â you choke out, fisting the sheet tighter, your skin stretching taut over your knuckles. Can the others also hear the squelch of your drenched cunt around his cock as it begs him for more?
âFuck. Youâre doinâ so fuckinâ good for me, baby,â Joel croons his praise. His hands abandon your hips and he hunches over you, his thrusts momentarily ceasing. He crushes his chest against your sweaty, quivering back and leans forward even further, bracing his large hands on either side of you. Then, his lips move to the shell of your ear and he speaks, his breath blazing hot on your skin. âYâtake me so well, honey. Yâtake Daddyâs cock so fuckinâ well. This pretty little pussy was fuckinâ made for me. She was made jusâ for meâainât that right, angel?â
Heâs right.
Oh, how you fucking hated that he was right.
It was made for him. Your cunt. Your body. You.
Every part of you was made for him, and only for him.
All you can do is nod dumbly in agreement.
âSay it,â Joel whispers his firm command. âWanna hear you say it. Be a good girl and use your words. Say it, say this pussy is made for me.â
âYes, Daddy,â you moan obediently, prompting him to grin against your ear. âMy pussy is made for you, justâjust for you. No oneâno one else. Only you.â Could this really be the same voice that would break, grow hoarse from screaming for him to stop? The same voice that would beg and plead for him to set you free?
Jutting his hips forward, Joel buries himself to the hilt, eliciting a noise from you, something caught between a pained whimper and a contented sigh. His balls, heavy and full for you, rest on your clit, which is still sensitive to the touch after heâd spent a majority of the morning with his head buried in between your legs. Desiring yet another release, you try wriggling around beneath him in a silent plea for more. More, more, more.
Please, Daddy. More.
Joelâs grin widens. He places one of his hands on your soft lower belly, fingers dragging down the slope of it until he finds the slick swell of your seam between your legs where his girth splits you open. âReady, baby?â
Nodding, you open your mouth to answer him, but the sound of your own groan cuts you off when his fingers firmly circle around your throbbing, swollen bud. âOh,â you breathe, instantly sinking right into his touch. Your eyes screw shut tightly in pleasure, and you throw your head back onto his shoulder. The scruff of his beard is rough on your cheek, and it burns, the same way it had burned the tender flesh of your inner thighs.
His hips find their rhythm as you rub against his handâyouâre almost there. He knows this, you can tell by the chuckle that thunders in his chest and against your back. But youâre too busy chasing your pleasure to be embarrassed.
Heâs made you a needy, greedy girl.
âDaddy,â you mewl, trying your hardest to move under him, to work your cunt up and down on his cock. âIâm gonna comeââ You gasp, back arching as Joel strokes in and out, his fingers rubbing your clit with urgency.
Joel plants a sloppy, wet kiss on your cheek. âGive it to me, baby,â he grunts. âCâmon. Lemme feel her squeeze me.â
Feeling how close he is too, you try to hold on for just a little bit longer, at least long enough to finish with him, but Joelâs relentless, and youâre forced off of the ledge youâre both standing on first.
Crying out, your walls spasm around him, asking to be filled until heâs made a complete mess out of you, until white leaks, and it slowly dribbles down the insides of your trembling thighs.
âFuckinâ Christ,â Joel rasps. He lifts himself off you and he pulls out, taking his throbbing cock in his hand. His chest heaves as he fists himself, the wet sound of your slick in his palm filling the room. âDown,â he grits, and you obey him, lowering down yourself on the mattress until youâre lying almost completely flat before him. He gives himself one final stroke just as you look over your shoulder at him, the gentle flutter of your eyelashes the last push he needs. âFuck! Fuck, fuckââ Joel spills his load, shooting thick ropes of warm cum along the soft curve of your spine.
You rest your cheek on your folded arms, biting back a small sigh.
Heâs left behind an acheâyou feel painfully empty.
But it was Tess, who had been given the task of helping you track your menstrual cycle, that had given him the warning earlier that morning. âSheâs ovulating. Donât be a fucking idiot, Joel. Last thing we need is for her toââ
âRelax,â heâd gruffed in response. âI fuckinâ know.â
Spent, Joel hunches over you once more and he lightly kisses the top of your head before burying his nose into your hair. âGood girl,â he murmurs. Affection that once was unwelcome and unwanted, that once made you feel sick to your fucking stomach, now makes you feel something else entirely. Youâre not quite sure what it is, only that itâs warm. Comforting. âYâdid so well for me, sweetheart. Always do.â
Your lips curl into a faint, tired smile he doesnât see.
A while later, you find yourself perched on the bed with the sheet wrapped around you, quietly watching as he gets dressed. âDaddy?â you say tentatively as he drops into a nearby chair to pull on his boots.
âWhat is it, baby girl?â
âDo youâdo you think we can go to the creek today?â
Joel finishes lacing his boots and looks up at you.
âIâd really like to wash up,â you admit, softly. That, and you would like to see the light of day. Heâd boarded up the windows with slabs of woodâsometimes, if youâre lucky, you get some decent light seeping through the teeny gaps.
âNot today, honey. Iâve got some things to take care of. Supplies are low, we gotta do a run. Donât have the time to take you.â He stands and picks up his rifle, slinging the strap of it over his shoulder. Noticing the crestfallen expression on your face, Joelâs eyes soften. He walks over and gingerly cups the side of your face in his palm. His thumb strokes your cheek. âPromise Iâll take you to the creek tomorrow, sweetheart. First thing. Alright?â
Nodding, your eyes fall to your hands in your lap.
âOkay.â
Joel kisses your forehead, then leaves the room.
He makes sure to lock the door from the outside, and you canât help but wonder if he knows locking you in is no longer necessary.
âI can take her.â
Joelâs dark eyes remain focused on the state map laid out on the table in front of him. âWhat the fuck are you talkinâ about, Tess?â He sees her in his periphery, but is too busy figuring out the groupâs best route to look her way.
âI heard her asking you to take her to the creek so she can bathe,â she tells him. âI can take her.â
Finally, his head snaps up and he turns to her. âWhat?â
Tess leans her hip against the table, crossing her arms over her chest. âYou and Tommy can take the group, go and take care of what you have to take care of. Iâll stay behind and take her down to the creek,â she suggests casually, as if sheâs not asking him to trust her with his most prized possessionâthe only damn thing on what was left of this fucking earth Joel Miller actually gives a shit about. âOnce sheâs washed up, Iâll bring her back to the cabin and put her back into the room. Easy.â
Joel stares at her, bewildered. âWhat makes you think Iâd fuckinâ allow somethinâ like that?â
âOh, come on.â She huffs and rolls her eyes. âAnytime I bitch about having to do something for that girl, youâre on my fucking case about it, and now that Iâm offering to do something for her, you donât wanna let me?â
He shakes his head and lowers his voice. âYouâre talkinâ about takinâ her outside, Tess. Without me.â
âThe creekâs just a mile away,â Tess reminds him. âIâm pretty sure I can handle getting her there and back with no trouble, Joel.â When he says nothing, she cocks her head to the side and scoffs. âWhat? You donât trust me enough to take her under my wing for a couple hours?â
Joelâs lips pull into a tight line.Â
Of course he does. Tess was his right hand woman, his second in command.
He trusted her more than his own fucking brother. She had never given him any reason not to, had never given him a reason to doubt her loyalty to him. No, his lack of trust has nothing to do with Tessâbut everything to do with you. He doesnât trust you. He will never trust you.
âWhat if she tries toâ?â He canât even say it.
âTries to what?â She pauses. âRun?â
His throat goes dry and he gives her a subtle nod.
Joel Miller was a bad man who did bad things, but you were his good. Youâve brought back some meaning into this wretched life of his, gave him something that felt a lot like a sense of purpose. You were something for him to take care of, to keep safe and protect.
Tess raises an eyebrow at him. âYou think Iâd even give her the chance? Besides, the girlâs not that stupid, Joel. She knows better than to try anything. She knows she wouldnât get very fucking far.â
âTessââ
âIâm just trying to do something nice for her. Besides, I think it might do her some good to be in the company of someone else for onceâthe company of a woman.â
Joel peers at her, taking a minute to think it over in his mind before asking, âYouâll have her back in the room before I get back to the cabin?â
âLong before then,â she swears. âAll in one piece.â
He hesitates. Heâs still not sure.
Itâs then that he remembers that disappointed look on your sweet, pretty little face. âAlright,â he relents with a deep sigh. âI trust you, Tess.â
It always feels a bit strange to be outside.
But being outside without Joel?
It feels even stranger.
When heâd walked back into the room and told you Tess was willing to take you to the creek, the news had taken you by complete surprise. When he said he was willing to let her take you, that you almost couldnât believe. It hadnât even sunk in until the three of you stood outside the cabin and he was kissing your forehead sweetly in a temporary goodbye before turning to Tess.
âNever take your eyes off her,â heâd instructed her.
âSheâll behave.â She had smiled at you as she pulled her pistol from the waistband of her jeans, the gleam of the silver barrel catching your eye. âIsnât that right?â
Swallowing dryly, you had answered with a strained, âOf course.â
Sheâs the last fucking person you wanted to cross. She was almost as terrifying as Joel, if not more.
âTess? W-Where are we going?â you ask as you trudge along behind her, hoping you donât sound as winded as you feel. Although you had no way to keep track of the time, it felt like youâd been trekking for at least an hour. Your feet are starting to hurt in your shoesâold, worn, yellow canvas sneakers that certainly werenât made for hiking. âI donât remember the creek being this far from the cabin.â
Tess snorts. âDonât tell me youâre tired already.â
âItâs justâweâve been walking for a really long time.â
She glances over her shoulder at you. âHere I thought you would be a little fucking grateful to be out getting some fresh air,â she chuckles, shaking her head before turning her attention back to the path ahead.
âI am,â you squeak, stumbling over a fallen branch.
Silence falls over the both of you.
âWeâre not going to the creek,â Tess finally speaks after a minute. âIâm taking you somewhere else. Somewhere even better. Just trust me, kid. Now hurry up.â
It takes another hour before you reach your destination, and you hear it before you can even see it, a humming sound that turns into buzzing the closer you get. Then, you feel it, a vibration in the rocks beneath your feet. âIs that aâ?â Stepping around her, your mouth falls open in absolute awe at the sight before you.
The waterfall is nestled right in between the trees and surges over the rocky mountain, throwing up bubbles of spray as it plunges into the lake at the bottom, and from there, it foams into a thick, white lather at the base. On the bank, where you stand, you spot different types of vegetation you couldnât identify even if you triedâall you know is that itâs green, and itâs beautiful.
âThis is incredible,â you gasp.
âWay better than some little creek, huh?â Tess tucks her pistol into the waistband of her jeans and shrugs off her pack. She digs around in the front pocket and pulls out something wrapped in a piece of crumpled brown tissue paper. She hands it to you. âHere.â
âWhatâs this?â
âWell, if youâd fucking open it, you would know,â Tess rolls her eyes. âItâs my last piece of soap. Itâs all yours.â
Her kind generosity comes as a surpriseâusually, Tess wanted nothing to do with you. But you donât question it, and you certainly donât turn the rare luxury down.
âThanks,â you say, shooting her a grateful look.
Tess nods towards the body of water. âAlright, then. Go on and get to it.â
You take the piece of soap out the tissue. The scent of lavender is faint, but still very much there. Joel will like the smell of it on your skin tonight, you think.
As you start to pull the strap of your cotton blue dress down your shoulder, you feel her gaze fixed intently on you. Heat rushes to your cheeks. âUh, arenât you going to turn around?â
âFor fuckâs sake,â she scoffs. âIâve got what youâve got. Now hurry up, we donât have all fucking day.â
Nodding, you peel off your dress and underwear, your face on fire as the older womanâs eyes slowly drag over your naked body. Carefully, you step off the bank and wade into the water. Itâs so clear that you can count the pebbles underneath your feet.
Leaning against a nearby tree, Tess calls out, âYou have ten minutes! And stay out of the waterfall! Last thing I need is for you to fucking drown.â
As she lights a cigarette, you canât help but stare at her. Her features, though worn down after the hell she had been through trying to survive the post outbreak world, are beautiful. Big, dark green eyes, a perfect nose, and full, pouty lips. Thereâs never been a doubt in your mind that she and Joel have been involved with one another, and lately, the mere thought of anything between them made you uncomfortable.
Itâs an odd sensation deep in your gutâjealousy?
But what were you jealous of? Her having had him first?
It shouldnât matter to you, but it does. Insecurities you have never in your life felt before seep into your bones.
âAnyone ever tell you itâs fucking rude to stare?â Tess quips, raising an eyebrow at you. She shoves her lighter into the back pocket of her jeans.
Nervously, you sink lower into the water, nibbling the inside of your cheek. âTess? Can I ask you something?â
âWhat could you possibly fucking want to ask me?â
You hesitate.
âHowâhow long have you known each other?â
âWho?â Tess plucks the cigarette from between her lips and flicks the ashes. âMe and Joel?â
You nod. âYeah.â
She shrugs. âDonât know. Six, seven years?â
âHow did you two meet?â
âLong story thatâs none of your fucking business.â
You ask your next question before you lose your nerve. âHave you two everâ?â Unsure of how to phrase it, you stop and clamp your mouth shut in instant regret.
âHave we ever what?â Tess studies your face, and she quickly realizes what youâre trying to ask her. âYouâre seriously asking me if me and Joel have ever fucked?â
Biting your bottom lip, you glance down into the water at your feet. You honestly donât expect her to answer, so when she does, you look back up at her in surprise.
âYeah.â She takes a long drag from her cigarette, then adds, âFew times.â
Something unpleasant claws at your insides. âYou two were together? Like a couple?â
âSomething like that,â Tess mutters, flicking her ashes once more.
âWhat happened?â
She looks at you, pausing before answering, âYou.â
Oh.
Before you can utter another word, Tess snaps, âQuit asking so many goddamn fucking questions and finish up washing. Youâve got eight minutes left.â
Not wanting to push your luck further than you already have, you do as she tells you in complete silence.
You lather up the soap in your hands, washing your hair first, and then your face and body, using your hands to scrub yourself as best as you can. Between the calming scent of the soap, the soothing sound of the waterfall, and the warm afternoon sun, you find yourself relaxing. You try to clear your mind, live in this peaceful moment which you very well may never get again, but your mind begins to wander.
And it wanders straight to Joel.
Closing your eyes, you canât help but picture him here, standing behind you in the lake. You can almost feel his hands on you, long, thick fingers lathered with lavender soap, sliding down your body. His lips at your neck, he cups your breasts in his hands, rolling his thumbs over your hardened nipples until your head lulls, falling back onto his shoulder. Joel drags his hands further down, over your stomach, going lower and lower towards the place where you need them the most. âYeah, baby?â he murmurs into your neck, dipping one of them between your legs until you are, quite literally, in the palm of his hand. âThis where yâneed me?â
Breathless, you respond, âItâs where I want you.â
Suddenly, your eyes snap open.
There is a wetness between your thighs, one that has nothing to do with the fact that youâre standing waist-deep in the middle of a lake. You shake those thoughts away and finish washing yourself.
âTimeâs up,â Tess calls. She meets you on the bank with a dry rag. âHere.â
The rag doesnât exactly cover much surface area, but you dry yourself off as best you can before tugging on your underwear and slipping on your dress. Just as you crouch down to slip your shoes on, she tosses her pack and it lands in front of you with a soft thud.
Confused, you glance up at her.
âThereâs about a weekâs worth of jerky in there. Longer, if you know how to ration,â Tess explains, calmly. âAnd a canteen for water. I also packed you a flashlight and a pocket knife. Itâs not much, butââ
Frowning, you rise to your feet. âWhat are you talking about, Tess? Whatâs going on? Why are you giving me your pack?â
âBecause Iâm giving you a chance, kid.â
A feeling of dread pools in the pit of your stomach.
âA chance to what?â
âRun.â
Your heart stutters a beat. âRun?â
âHeâll come looking for you. You need to get as far away from here as possible. Run away, as far as you can, and donât fucking look back.â
All you can do is stare at her in shocked silence.
âI can help you get a head start,â Tess offers, quietly. âI can show you which direction to go in and put you on a path leading to the closest state highwayââ
âBut what if I donât want to run?â
Tess places her hands on her hips, and she exhales an incredulous laugh. âJesus,â she breathes, shaking her head in pity. âHeâs really got you fucking brainwashed, doesnât he?â
You glare at her. âI am not brainwashed, Tess.â
âYouâve gotta be if youâre telling me you wanna go back to him.â
âTessââ
She cuts you off. âHe gave the order to raid your camp and kill your people,â she reminds you. âHe fucking slit your fatherâs throat right in front of you, then took you as his prisoner. He made you his fucking sex slave.â
âHe takes care of me! He feeds me, makes sure I have a bed to sleep in no matter where we are. He keeps me safe. Heâhe cares about me.â You will your voice not to tremble as you stand your ground. âNo. Iâm not running away, Tess. I want to go back.â
Tess sighs. âYouâre really not gonna make this easy, are you?â
âTake me back,â you all but demand, your hands curled into the least menacing little fists she had ever seen in her life at your sides. âTake me back to the cabinâtake me back to him, Tess. I mean it.â
Amused, she huffs through her nose. âOr else what?â
âYou canât make me run away, Tess.â As you take a step towards her, she reaches behind her and swiftly whips out her pistol from the waistband of her jeans. You halt, freezing in fear when she aims the barrel of the gun at your chest.
âActually, I can,â she says, her finger hovering over the trigger. âSo hereâs how this is gonna go. Iâm gonna walk away now. And if you even think about following me, or trying to find your way back to the group, you will die.â She tosses you a tiny, wry smile. âBelieve it or not, Iâm doing you a real big favor, kid. Problem is, heâs got you so fucked in the head that you canât see it.â
âTess, please,â you plead. âDonât do this to me!â
She begins to back away. âRemember when youâd say that to him? How youâd beg him not to do those things to you every night? Beg him to let you go?â
âPlease, just take me back to him!â
You start to follow her.
âYou take one more fucking step and Iâll shoot you,â she threatens, her eyes darkening. âDonât think I wonât.â
Tess keeps her pistol pointed at you until she slips into the trees and disappears, abandoning you in the middle of the forest.
Heâs furious. Livid.
Joel paces back and forth on the porch.
âWhere the fuck are they?â
The old, rotting wood that wraps all the way around the cabin creaks, and certain softer spots bend and buckle, threatening to give way beneath his heavy boots. Joelâs younger brother leans against the railing, which is just as fragile, an unlit cigarette dangling from the corner of his mouth.
âChrist, Joel. Can you fuckinâ relax?â Tommy grumbles, fishing around in his back pocket for his lighter. âYouâre gonna bring the whole damn cabin down if ya donât cut that shit out.â He sparks a flame and lights the filtered end of the cigarette. He takes a long drag, and exhales the smoke through his nose. âYouâre gettinâ worked up over nothinâ, brother.â
âSâalmost sundown, and theyâre still not fuckinâ back.â Joel shakes his head. âFuckinâ knew I shouldnât have let Tess take her. Somethinâ happened, Tommy. I just know it.â He lifts his shirt and reaches for his pistol, pulling it from the waistband of his jeans. âMâgonna head to the creek myself to find âem. Ainât gonna sit around on my goddamn hands and wait for it to get fuckinâ dark.â
âSheâs with Tess. Mâsure the girlâs fineââ Tommy stops, his eyes widening slightly. âWell, hell.â
âWhat?â
Tommy jerks his chin over Joelâs shoulder before taking another slow, casual drag of his cigarette. He savors the last few seconds of peace before shit inevitably hits the fan and his brother unleashes his wrath on anything, or anyone, in his path.
Joel whips around and his stomach sinks, his blood ice in his veins when he sees Tess approaching the cabin. Alone.
Both his mind and body go numb. Itâs a jarring shock to his nervous system, and it takes him a minute or two to fully process the fact that youâre not with her.
âJoel,â Tess says his name carefully as he descends the porch steps and walks towards her. âI need you to take a breath, alright?â
âWhereâwhere is she?â His voice breaks, his weakness momentarily slipping through the cracks.
Not that Tess didnât already know you were Joel Millerâs weakness, his soft white underbelly, the only vulnerable part of his hardened self that could be penetratedâyou would have been his downfall. As much as sheâd like to say she did what she did solely for your own good, she also did it for his, and for the sake of the group as a whole.
It needed to be done.
He stands in front of her, a ticking time bomb about to go off.
Prepared to face whatever consequences of the choice she had made, Tess tucks her gun away and sighs. âYou need to take a breathââ
Joel snatches her arm, his fingers digging into the flesh above her elbow. His emotions hit him all at once.
Fear, worry, anger. Itâs the third that takes precedence, and before Tess can utter another word, Joel yanks her forward. She crashes against his chest so hard that it knocks the wind out of her. âWhere the fuck is she?â He leans down, his nostrils flaring as he brings their faces the closest they have been in almost a year.
âJoel, take a fucking breathââ
âWhere. Is. She.â His grip on her arm tightens with each word he bites out through his teeth. Heâs vaguely aware the others have piled out of the cabin, gathering on the porch to watch the altercation.
âShe ran,â Tess explains, calmly. She doesnât falter, not even as his fingers sink deeper into her skin, promising her painful bruises which will take days to fade away. If he decided to let her live. âShe ran away, Joel. I turned my back for one fucking second and she was gone. She even took my fucking pack. I tried going after her, but it was no use. She was too fast.â
Behind him, Tommy snorts. âShe outran you?â
Her eyes momentarily flicker to him. âHer knees are a lot younger than mine,â she replies, flatly.
âWhich direction did she go in?â Joel demands. When Tess doesnât immediately respond, he shouts, âWhich fucking direction!â
Tess manages to snatch her arm out of his grasp. She glowers at him, hissing, âWhat the hell does it matter which direction she went? You wonât fucking find her.â
His eyes meet hers, and he sees it. Feels it.
Sheâs lying to him.
âTess.â Joelâs voice drops dangerously low. He studies her face, his brows creasing with suspicion. âWhat did you do?â
âI didnât do shit, Joel. She fucking ran away.â
Without warning, Joel takes her by her throat. His other hand brings his pistol to her head, shoving the barrel of it against her temple. His nose touches hers. âNow, tell me why I have the feelinâ youâre not tellinâ me the whole truth?â
Tess lifts her chin. She searches his eyes, a sharp ache shooting through her. After everything, all the hell they had been through togetherâhe would end her life, put a bullet in her because of you? Did she mean that little to him?
Or maybe sheâd never meant anything to him at all?
Sheâs not sure which stings more.
âBecause youâve fucking deluded yourself into thinking that she willingly wants anything to do with you,â Tess finally answers. âThatâs why.â
He ignores the burn of her scorching words.
âWhere the fuck is she, Tess?â
âIf sheâs smart, sheâs far away from here by now,â she hisses. âI did everyone a fucking favor, Joel. That girl is just another fucking mouth to feed. And what if you get her pregnant? Thatâll be another one. Not to mention, a crying baby could draw unwanted attention and get us all killed. Ever thought about that? Sheâs not an asset to the group, sheâs a fucking liability. Besides, I think I can speak for everyone when I say weâre all fucking tired of hearing you raââ
Joel digs the barrel harder into her temple, his finger hovering over the trigger. âListen to me. Youâve got ten seconds to tell me where she is, yâunderstand me?â
âOr what? Youâll blow my brains out?â Foolishly, Tess chooses to call his bluff despite not knowing for certain whether or not heâll actually pull the trigger. âGo ahead, then. Kill me, Joel.â
His finger twitches over the trigger, but he doesnât pull it. He canât fucking pull it. Not on her. Not on Tess.
Still in his hands, she sags slightly in relief.
Swallowing harshly, Joel Miller lowers his gun and does something sheâs never seen him do before. He begs.
âTess, tell me where she is,â he whispers. His pleading is subtle, and only she can hear it. âPleaseâjust fuckinâ tell me where my girl is.â
Tess stands her ground and says nothing.
Releasing her, Joel shoves her aside and with nothing but his gun in his hand, he sets off to find you.
âOw, fuck!â
You gasp, quickly lifting your bare foot off the ground.
Youâd stepped on something sharpâa stick, or maybe a rock?
In a desperate attempt to try and keep up with Tessâ tracks, you had stupidly left behind your shoes back at the waterfall. But the mere seconds you had spared by not stopping to put your shoes on hadnât given you the advantage you thought it would. She had moved much too fast, and within minutes, youâd become helplessly, hopelessly lost. Every tree and every bush, they all look exactly the same, and for all you know, youâve probably been going around in fucking circles for the past couple of hours in your search for her footprints in the dirt.
Sagging against the trunk of a nearby tree, you take a minute to try and catch your breath, to give your poor little feet a break from hiking over fallen branches and jagged stones.
Your head falls back, eyes gazing through the canopy of trees. Dusk has settled in, and nightfall is on its heels. It was foolish of you to leave behind your shoes, but even more so to leave behind the pack she had given youâin the pack were all the things meant to help you survive. Knife, flashlight, food.
Sure, you can survive a night out here in the wilderness without any of those thingsâbut then what? Come dawn, what do you do? Where do you go? Do you just stumble around in the woods and hope for the best? Pray youâll make it onto a highway with signs that will point you to a quarantine zone?
Hell, maybe youâre overestimating yourself. Maybe you wouldnât survive long enough to worry about your next move. Howls in the distance remind you thereâs wildlife out here, dangerous predators that come out after dark in search of their next meal. Or what about infected? It wasnât unheard of for them to veer off the highway and lose themselves in the trees.
You recall your first few weeks in Joel Millerâs hands.
Escaping them was all you could ever think about, even though the chances of you surviving alone were slim to none, just like they are now. Never having been on your own, death would have been inevitableâbut back then, in your darkest moments in captivity, you wished for it. Youâd welcomed the idea of starving, freezing, or being torn apart limb from limb by an entire hoard of clickers. At least then, youâd die with your freedom.
Almost a year later, that wish has been granted.
Youâre free.
You may very well die, but you would die free.
Closing your eyes, you think about Joel. His arms, that once held you downâheld you stillâas he did all those things to you without your consent, are arms your heart yearns to have wrapped around you, holding you close.
âJesus,â you grit, a tear rolling down your cheek.
Maybe Tess had been right. Maybe he really does have you fucked in the head.
Joel was a monster. He had taken everything from you, including your innocence. Heâd defiled you in ways you hadnât known were possible. He was a terrible, terrible man.
A terrible, terrible man who kept you fed.
A terrible, terrible man who kept you warm.
A terrible, terrible man who kept you safe.
Another tear slides down the side of your face. What is fucking wrong with you?
You donât know. But what you do know is, the thought of never seeing Joel again is somehow more terrifying to you than the thought of dying even the most brutal of deaths.
A loud rustling sound brings your train of thought to an immediate, sudden halt, and your eyes wrench open.
Itâs darker now, but you manage to catch a movement in the shrubs, only mere feet in front of you. Panic flares in your chest, it rattles you to your very core, and even though every nerve in your body is urging you to move, you freeze, your back flush against the tree trunk. Your fingernails dig painfully into the bark as you watch the shrubs part down the middle, and a tall, hulking figure emerges with a heavy grunt.
At first, you think itâs just a figment of your imagination showing you what you wanted to seeâa hallucination. Blinking furiously, you lightly shake your head, and then take another look at him. Your breath hitches when you realize itâs Joel.
He stares at you in the same manner, as if heâs trying to figure out if youâre real, or if his mind is playing a cruel, cruel trick on him. Feet cemented to the forest floor, he watches you take a small, tentative step towards him.
Once adamant that youâd never look him in the eye, you find your gaze locking directly with his as you carefully take another step closer. Then another, and another.
âJoel?â Itâs the first time youâve ever uttered his name.
He seems as taken aback hearing it as you are saying it.
âJoel.â It rolls off your tongue smoother, and with more ease the second time around.
It sparks a flame somewhere deep, deep inside of him, a fire that burns differently than those ignited by carnal desires.
No, this is something else entirely, and you feel it too.
âBaby?â he whispers hoarsely. âSâthat really you?â
âJoel!â you cry, hurling yourself into his arms.
Joelâs gun falls from his hand and he curls them around you. Burying his nose into your hair, he inhales deeply. The scent of you, the feel of youâyouâre fucking real.
Shuddering with sobs of relief, your arms wrap around his waist, and you cling to him as if youâre clinging onto dear, precious life itself.
âHush now, sâalright,â Joel soothes, cradling the back of your head in one hand, while the rubs soft, calming circles into your back. âIâve got you, honey. Mâhere.â
âI swear I didnât want to run away,â you explain through your tears. âI begged her to take me back to you, Joel, I really did! But she left me out hereâshe said she would shoot me if I tried following her back. Please, you have to believe me, you just have to believe me!â
He squeezes you harder against his chest. âI do, baby. I do believe you,â he assures you. Pulling away, he takes a step backward and takes your face between his palms, peering at you in concern. âYâhurt, sweetheart?â
âNo,â you hiccup, curling your hands around his wrists. Your lower lip trembles. âIâI thought Iâd never see you again. I was scared I wouldnât,â you admit, softly.
Joelâs thumb wipes away a fresh tear. âMâhere now,â he murmurs. âYouâre with me, baby. Youâre safe, alright?â As a late evening breeze passes through, he lets you go and shrugs out of his brown jacket. He goes to drape it around your shoulders, but you snatch it right out of his hands, then toss it aside.
Something in you snaps. You take fistfuls of his flannel, pulling him down towards you to do yet something else that takes you both by surpriseâyou initiate a kiss. You lean forward and press your lips to his, a little swipe of your tongue across his bottom lip as you clutch tighter at his shirt, holding him in place. Groaning, Joel opens his mouth more, his tongue brushing yours.
Liquid heat pools in your belly, and before you realize it, youâve grown frantic, kissing him with fervor. Releasing his shirt, you slide your hands down his chest, over his stomach, lower and lower until you find his belt buckle. Desperate, you clumsily fumble with it, and thatâs when Joel tears away from you, his breath hitching.
Youâre begging before he can even say a word. âPlease. I need youâI want you. Right now.â
You cup him through his jeans, and he exhales sharply.
âFuck.â Without giving it a second thought, his hands reach for the straps of your dress, pushing them off of your shoulders. He roughly tugs at the material, letting it slip down your body until it falls around your feet. In a tangle of limbs and tongues, you both sink to the forest floor. Your hands brush his buckle, and he catches your wrists. âNot yet, baby girl. Mâstill in charge, alright?â
Sheepishly, you nod.
âSay it.â His command is firm, but somehow still gentle.
âYouâreâyouâre in charge.â
âGood girl.â Joel guides you onto your back. Heâs over you in a second, swelling your lips with a hard, hungry kiss that leaves you dizzy and breathless. He moves his mouth, teeth scraping over your cheek and jaw, down to your neck where he nips at the tender, delicate flesh over your pulse point. Then, he bites his way over your collarbone and to your shoulder. âBet sheâs already wet for me,â he mumbles into your skin. âAinât she, baby?â
Pushing himself back onto his knees, he slides a finger over your clothed cunt, eliciting a small gasp from you. Hooking his fingers under the elastic waistband of your cotton underwear, he yanks the fabric down your legs. It catches on your foot, your wetness smearing against the inside of your ankle.
Youâre drenched.
âCâmere,â Joel grunts, sliding his hands under your ass and pulling your hips over his thighs. He leans over you once more, your bare, throbbing cunt rubbing against the crotch of his jeans. He tuts lightly into your neck as you buck against him. âSuch a fuckinâ needy little girl.â
Desperate, you try rolling your hips into his. âJoel.â
âKinda like it when yâsay my name.â He starts making his way down the length of your body. âThink Iâll like it even better when youâre screaminâ it. Wonât I, baby?â
Your stomach tightens as he nibbles his way down your neck again, teeth scraping over your clavicle and down your chest to your heaving tits. Taking one in his hand, the other goes into his mouthâhis tongue is scorching hot over your nipple. He licks the pebbled flesh, sucks it and bites it while he rolls the other peak in between his thumb and index finger. âOh fuck,â you gasp.
Releasing your breast with a wet pop, Joel sinks further down your body. He plants hot, open-mouthed kisses along the curve of your tummy, leaving behind a trail of fire in their wake. He stops over your mound and hovers for a fraction of a second before pressing his nose into the silky soft curls there. Inhaling deeply, Joel picks up the subtle, herbal scent of the lavender soap you had washed yourself with. âFuck, yâsmell so fuckinâ good.â
He pushes your thighs open, pinning one to the ground with his hand while the other goes over his shoulder. Your foot slides down his back, toes curling despite the fact that he hasnât even reached the spot where youâre aching to have him most. Heart thundering, your blood rushes, roaring in your ears.
Joel turns his head, his lips brushing your inner thigh in another kiss. âSâthis where yâwant me, honey?â he asks you. Goosebumps erupt over every inch of your skin as he draws closer, his breath like steam on your core. He glances up at you, his cock twitching against his zipper at the sight of you laying naked before him on the floor of the forest. Willing. Wanting. âHm? Right here?â
âYes,â you breathe. âPlease, Joel.â
Thankfully, you only have to ask him once, and then his face is buried between your legs, and he is giving you what you want.
âFuck!â you cry out. Back arching, your head tilts back until the crown of it meets the ground, leaves and twigs finding their way into your clean hair.
Joelâs tongue flattens over your cunt in a broad stroke, then dips between your folds, collecting your slick with a harsh groan, one that sends a bone-rattling vibration throughout your entire body, from head to curled toes. His mouth opens widerâa starving, greedy man trying to eat you whole. Sliding his tongue over your clit, Joel seals his lips around it, sucking the sensitive bundle of nerves until it swells in his mouth.
High-pitched little cries and whines spill from your lips. Your hands shoot down, fingers tangling themselves in his dark, graying curls, eliciting a grunt from him when you tug at his roots. âJoel, fuck,â you choke, your nails scraping against his scalp. He slurps and swallows your wetness, the sounds drowning out those of the nightâthe chirping of crickets, the croaking of frogs, the soft hooting of owls are washed away until all you can hear is him devouring your pussy.
Your body starts to tremble, and you know youâre close. Joel does, too. He feels your thighs twitch, threatening to close around his head, but he wrenches them further apart with a muffled but firm, âNo.â He drapes his arm over your pelvis, his large hand splayed on your belly.
Relentless, he sucks your clit, gliding his tongue over it, again and again until the muscles in your lower tummy tighten and you burst at the seams, unraveling into his mouth. Warm slick gushes out of you, a sweet mess he licks clean. You choke back sobs of pleasure, your body tensing, vision blurring with every stroke of his tongue, each scrape of his teeth over your clit.
Joel lifts himself onto his knees with a grunt and gazes down at youâhis good girl, sweet and pliant and ready to be fucked full of his cock. His hands slide his belt out of its brass buckle, eyes still trained on you as he pops the button of his jeans and yanks down his zipper.
Your mind is fuzzy, still syrupy and drippingâit doesnât fully register what heâs doing, not until he climbs back over you and you his hard cock brushes your thigh, hot velvet that sears the inside of your leg. Precum smears your flesh.
âYâfeel that? Feel what you fuckinâ do to me?â
âJoel.â Hands shaking, you reach for the buttons of his shirt, desperate to feel more of his skin on yours. You whine when he catches both of your wrists in one hand, pinning them above your head. âYour clothesââ
âStay on.â Ducking his head, he nips at your pulse point and mumbles, âTell me what yâwant, pretty girl.â
Joel shifts over you, his cock now resting on your lower belly, thick and heavy and leaking.
You squirm under him, hips coming off the ground, that hollow thing inside of you begging to be filled.
âUse your words, sweetheart. Tell me what yâwant.â
âYou, JoelâI want you. Please, please, pleaseââ
He hushes you.
âIâve you, baby. Iâve got you,â Joel promises. He wraps his other hand around himself, dragging the head of his cock along the seam of your puffy folds, up and downâhe elicits a ragged little gasp from you when he grazes your clit and his fingers tighten around your wrists. He coats himself in your slippery slick until heâs glistening with it, and then he gives a slow roll of his hips, working himself into you.
Your mouth falls open. No words come out, no pleas for moreâonly jerky breaths, pathetic little pants for air as you take it.
Joelâs cock throbs, pulses like a heartbeat as your cunt welcomes him home. He presses his forehead to yours. âSheâs always so fuckinâ sweet to me.â His voice is low, rough gravel. His eyes meet yours in the dark blue glow of the forest, and he savors the last moments of seeing your pretty face before the last traces of dusk are gone. Brushing his lips to the corner of your mouth, he feeds you his cock inch by inch, murmuring, âThatâs it, honey. Good fuckinâ girl.â
You melt around him at his praise.
Releasing your wrists, he moves his hand, placing it on the crown of your head. âAinât ever lettinâ you out of my sight again,â he swears. âAlright? Never gonna be apart from me again, baby girl. Never. Yâunderstand me?â He curls his other hand firmly around your jaw, his fingers sticky with you and him. âDo you understand me?â
âNever,â you repeat, softly.
Joel kisses you, deep and slow, almost sweet. Tender. He breaks away, his lips hovering right over yours as he pushes his hips forward, bottoming out inside you.
Moaning, your hands grasp at his shoulders. Your legs widen further to accommodate the breadth of his hips.
âThere yâgo.â Joel presses deep within, until your belly feels hot and full. âThatâs it, baby. Good girl,â he coos, drawing his hips back, then rolling them right back into you. He takes one of your ankles and tosses it over his shoulder, giving himself a better angle to fuck into you.
A loud cry tears from the back of your throat. âJoel!â
He grins in the darkness. He knew heâd like hearing you scream his name.
Joelâs hand settles on your leg thatâs over his shoulder, your thigh already shaking. âYâgonna be a real good girl nâ give me another one?â
You try to answer him, you really do, but your mind falls further and further away.
His fingertips sink into your thigh. He strokes in and out of you, never retreating more than inches at a time so he keeps you full. Stuffed. âChrist. Takinâ it so fuckinâ well,â he croons, moving your leg off of his shoulder so they are both wrapped around his waist. Hunching over you, he bears down hard, using most of his weight. He almost chuckles at the little oof that puffs out of you.
Rocks and twigs dig painfully into your back, but all you can do is feel him. How close he is.
Youâre right there with him.
âJoelâfuck, Iâm gonna coââ
Youâre cut off by your own sharp gasp.
âThatâs it. Câmon, honey.â Joel slips his hand between your thighs, his fingers firmly rubbing your clit. âCâmon, baby. Be a good girl and come on my cockââ
It rips through you like an electric current, a shockwave that has you clawing at the dirt. You come crying Joelâs name, crumbling into a whimpering, quivering mess.
Within seconds, heâs swept away by the same tide.
âBaby,â he groans, dropping his head into the hollow of your neck. He goes still and lets your tight cunt clench at him, gripping his cock as it throbs, pulses, empties into you. After a minute, he brushes a kiss to your neck before mumbling, âMy sweet girl.â
Joel makes no move to pull out of you. Wrapping your arms around his shoulders, your soiled fingers toy with the soft curls at the nape of his neck, shattered breaths slowing and piecing back together.
You gaze up through the trees at the night sky, feeling the safest youâve ever been with the earth at your back and your whole world on top of you, his cock buried in your cunt.
Tess is right. Joel Miller really does have you fucked in the head.
Youâre certain of it when you make the realization with a smile.
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napping on pervy boyfriend!könig ⊠heâs surprised you fell asleep with how fast his heart was thumping against your ear, your head pressed to his chest as you watched a movie. he was too distracted by the feeling of your soft body against his hard muscles to even recall the plot, and heâs relieved that he can finally stop pretending to pay attention when he registers your breathing begin to slow, soft snores slipping from your slightly agape mouth.
youâre so cute like this, all pliant, relaxed, and vulnerable. one of your legs hiked up his broad lap, where his cock is quickly starting to fill in his pants. heâs hyperaware of every sensation from you â the feeling of your supple breasts and puffy nipples pressed to his stomach through your shirt nearly forces a whine from his throat. his hands, awkwardly gripping the couch, itch to feel you. he grazes his calloused fingers gingerly along the smooth skin of your bare leg, testing the waters. once he reaches the trim of your thin, skimpy, sleep shorts, he curses under his breath, uncomfortable from how hard his cock is.
slowly, he lays a hand over your ass, struggling to refrain from bucking into the heat of your thighs. he canât help himself, though, guilt churning in his stomach as he slips a hand inside the waistband of your shorts, shocked to feel your ass completely bare of any panties. you make it so easy for him, liebling, itâs like you planned thisâŠ
he checks that youâre still sleeping before he reaches in further, his fingers featherlight against the fat, puffy folds of your cute mound. fuck, youâre so wet, even in your sleep :( thatâs the last straw for him, shamelessly rutting his solid boner against your pudgy thigh as his fingers spread your pussy lips and bare your glossy hole to his eyes, gritting his teeth so his moans donât wake you up. youâre making content little noises in your slumber, which only further pushes him off the edge. he cums embarrassingly quickly, making a sticky, pearly mess in his pants.
heâs about to pull his hand out in shame, only to be stopped by your syrupy, sleepy voice. âkeep going.â
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I feel like that Jorge is being extra careful with the wording when it comes to Calypso in order to avoid incurring in the consent issues present in the Odyssey on this part.
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Stepdad!König taking a call from your mother while sheâs at work - and while heâs brutalizing your sweet pussy in your room, his hand clasped over your mouth to muffle your moans as he speaks to your mother over the phone like normal đ
Phone cw: p in v, DUB-CON/NON-CON, STEPCEST, smut, rough sex, creampie, exhibitionism?, tell me if I missed any.
Your heart jumped out of you chest when his phone rang, you panicked, but König looked unbothered, reaching over to pick it up as he kept up his pace, driving his hips forward roughly and ruthlessly. He chuckled lowly, showing you the caller: your mother. Your breath hitched, teary eyes widening and mouth agape with drool rolling down the corner of your lips, you struggled against him, begging for him to ignore the call or to stop if he wanted to answer it.
âYou can keep quiet, canât you, Schatz?â
âNo no- please-!â
His hand came down on your mouth, muffling your cries and whimpers, pleading for him to adhere to common sense. Despite your cries, he answered the phone, clicking on speaker - to antagonize you - and your motherâs voice rang out in the room. He greeted her with a normal hi, his tone calm even through the strenuous session, rocking into you, his thick girth and throbbing cock milking your cunt of the load he left this morning after she left.
âIâm sorry for calling so suddenly, hun,â she sounded tired, spending the day working until 7pm.
âItâs okay,â König hummed, placing the phone down beside your head, beside your covered mouth and tear-streaked cheeks. âWhatâs wrong?â
âIâll be home later than usually,â she sighed, oblivious to your muffled whines. âIâm going to swing by that Italian place, do you want anything?â
Unlike your choked mewls and breathless keens, your stepdad was still, chest puffing up and pressing down on you, shifting your legs over his shoulders as he drove himself deeper. He was rough, thrusts hard and words degrading, cooing in your ear harsh, degrading names. Telling you what a slut you were for you stepdad, how you were a bitch for whoring around him and Horangi in skimpy shorts and baggy shirts, and how your sweet pussy was so wet and loud for him.
âCould you ask (Name) about supper?â
âGive me a second, ja?â
He flashed you a mean grin, putting the call on mute for better acting, playing the scene of him walking towards your room or where ever you were. His hand moved down to your neck, giving you a hard grip and holding you down, folding you in half, knees bent to your shoulders and feet jerking over his head. Seeming satisfied with his manhandling, the wet slaps of his hips hitting your thighs louder and the head of his cock ramming your spongy cervix, he picked up the phone, unmuting it and pressing it to your ear.
âDear?â
âH-hi mom-â you gasped, the heavy curve of his cock and the bulging veins rubbing your back wall, you spasmed around him, teeth biting down on your lower lip to stop the moan that threatened to slip.
âYou remember that Italian place we went last week?â
âYe-ah-yeah.â
She paused, her silence ringing louder than every slap that made your stomach bulge. You feared that she heard your slip up, the high-pitched mewl and pants you let out; you feared that crooked grin on his scarred lips and that proud and scheming gleam in his eyes. He changed his fast and rough pace for a deep and precise one, repeatedly aiming for that spot that made your eyes roll and back arch, finger thumbing your engorged clit.
âAre you okay?â You hated the worried tone mixed with that exhaustion, it picked at your heart.
âYes-!â It came out harsher than you intended, pearly tears slipping from your squinted eyes.
Königâs manhandling and pointed hits made your walls clench around him, the coil in your navel tightening to a delirious amount, making your head spin and mind dumb.
âOkay⊠Do you want anything for tonight?â
âRo-rosĂ©, please.â
âAll right, Iâll see you tonight then.â
Any later and she would have heard you scream your mind off, you let moans roll off your tongue without restraint, nails digging into his back and back arched upward. He lowered your legs to his elbows, opening your legs to watch you come, your cunt swallowing him to the base, pumping in and then back out with a white ring around is cock from your shared pleasure. He made a sound of satisfaction, hands wandering down to grip your hips, riding out his pleasure leisurely and yours a fiery white blaze that burned through your body.
âYou heard her, ja? Looks like we have more time to play.â
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WARNINGS: NON-CON/DUB-CON, STEPCEST, INTOXICATION, SOMNOPHILLIA. DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT.
to write about stepbrother's johnny, kyle and simon...
all of them being so perverted, yet so predictable. :(
you can't wear a short dress around simon, otherwise he'll bombard you with questions, asking where you think you're going whilst dressed like a hooker! believe him, he's just looking out for you... but, when you come home drunk, attempting to hide in your room, simon is already convincing and coercing you into his bedroom, where he'll demand you to suck him off and let him fuck your tight, little asshole. gripping your soft tits over your short dress, rolled up around your waist as he begins to thrust and grind deep into your swollen, puffy and glistening folds.
you can't wear shorts around johnny because it drives him crazy. even your other stepbrothers will tell you to cover up, because johnny's acting depraved; palming himself in front of everyone, and eyeing you up like a feast. if you do, he'll be humping you constantly, trying to get you to bend over so he can get a nice view of your ass... you may even wake up to johnny rubbing his hard boner over your clothed ass, all drowsy and conditioned, tip soaking your skimpy pajama shorts, thick and milky cum oozing from the head of his achingly hard cock, while he apologises profusely, telling you to go back to sleep, that he'll be quick...
you can't wear anything revealing around kyle, nothing whatsoever, he'll find a way to sexualise you somehow. when you're wearing a low cut top, one that reveals too much cleavage, he can't resist. he'll grope you and kiss your breasts, telling you it's alright for a stepbrother to touch you like this because it's done with protectiveness, making sure you're safe in his arms, the perverted bastard lying straight to your face and being so touchy and perverted.
wearing bikinis? it's like you're asking to be fucked like a whore... :( during a pool party, he'll corner you in the bathroom and have his way with you, fucking your sweet pussy while you tell him it's not alright for a stepbrother to be so depraved with his stepsister!
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innocent!commoner reader who diligently gathers berries in the forest every day for the village children. innocent!commoner reader who happens to stumble upon a wounded soul along their customary route through the woods. innocent!commoner reader whose pure heart and selfless nature guides them to tend to him. innocent!commoner reader who prattles to the unconscious man every day when they check up on him. innocent!commoner reader who ought to be frightened of the monstrous being. innocent!commoner reader who should've just left him there. Ëâ Ë
injured!minotaur who wakes up to the sight of a tiny human nestled at his hip, sleep. injured!minotaur who accidentally startles you awake with a pained rumble. injured!minotaur who thanks you begrudgingly for tending to his injuries. injured!minotaur who gradually becomes accustomed to your presence and your chatter as the days pass while he waits for a full recovery. injured!minotaur who finds your naivety cute. injured!minotaur who suddenly finds himself wanting to corrupt you in every possible way. injured!minotaur who mischievously tells you that the only way for him to get better is by using your body. injured!minotaur who forcefully removes your clothing despite your whiny protests. injured!minotaur who promises he'll be all better after using your tiny human hole. injured!minotaur who groans as you willingly part your legs for him, with wide, innocent, tear-filled eyes. "i-if you're sure it'll help." Ëá”Ë
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vampire gaz that likes to sit you on his lap when he feeds from you. hands on your hips, thumbs rubbing softly over the skin he finds there. nose in the crook of your neck, intoxicated by the smell of your blood lingering just beneath the thin stretch of skin. your body knows he's a predator, knows you should run. but you're nothing but a fawn in his grasp, teeth at your neck, and you're addicted to the way it feels when he sinks them into your flesh, splits you open with fire and venom, makes you warm and pliant in his hold. you never thought being fed from would feel so good, a certain sort of calm overtaking you as he drinks, slipping deeper into him the more he takes from you. you let him, fingers curling weakly into the fabric of his shirt, trusting he knows his limits.
you don't even realize you've fallen unconscious until you wake in his bed, blood smearing his mouth as he unlatches from where he bit into your thigh. the throb of the mark is nothing compared to the embarrassing need between your legs, wet and warm and wanting. he smirks like the devil as he crawls over your body on one hand, the other going to his belt as he settles between your legs.
"don't worry, darling," he rasps, throat thick with your blood and eyes dark as the night, "i'll take care of you next."
#tw noncon#maybe? tagging just in case bc reader isn't verbally giving consent?#inkbybambi#kyle garrick#gaz#vampire gaz#vampire kyle garrick#kyle garrick imagine#gaz imagine#kyle garrick x you#kyle garrick x reader#gaz x you#gaz x reader#cod x you#cod x reader#happy halloween !!#modern warfare imagine
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Logan Howlett x fem!reader
summary: Logan has fun punishing you ;)
warnings: hard kink (don't like, don't read!), kinda dub-con (maybe?), unprotected sex, humiliation, rough sex, degradation, mean!logan, dacryphilia, crying, slight dumbification, spanking, creampie
~ last kinktober!! happy halloween! ~
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You're a sobbing mess, face pressed against the couch cushions, your arm flailing around, clutching onto anything you can hold onto. Logan's back is pressed against yours, warm and hard, as he thrusts into you. He's feral like an animal and you can feel his cock stretch you painfully wide.Â
"Loâlo," you whimper, voice small, "Can't do this anymore," you sob, tasting the saltiness of your tears as your poor pussy is abused. Logan's hands fist your hair, pushing down as he grunts.Â
"Can't take it, hm? Yes, you can. You're a slut remember. This is what you wanted, isn't it? This is what you fucking begged for when you were on your knees. Huh, you remember? Licking up my cock, staring up at me with those doe-eyes of yours," he pauses, growling, "What was it you said? You can handle it? Well, handle it then, honey."
You catch your breath, barely able to breathe as he fucks you hard. You're sobbing, unable to focus. Logan grins wolfishly, pulling you up by your hair as he leans in. His lips hit your ear and he whispers hoarsely, "We're gonna play a game now, can you do that for me?"
When you don't answer him he thrusts particularly hard.
"Yes, Logan, yesâ" you whine, eyes blurry from your tears. You're staring at the wall now, trying your hardest to be good for him. His laugh in your ear makes you shiver.Â
"I want you to count every thrust into your soaked pussy." You can hear his grin, "And if you miss one, I'll go even harder, do you understand me?"
You choke on a cry, not understanding why he's punishing you. You hadn't been that bratty. Logan just seems like he likes this; mocking you and making you squirm for him. He thrusts hard, hitting your cervix and you gasp.Â
Apparently, the game had started because he slaps your ass. "One!" you cry, moaning loudly. You're slightly afraid your neighbors might hear you but Logan doesn't seem to care. He continues fucking into you, whispering dirty things in your ear and you struggle to count all his thrusts. He's so fast. His stamina is intense.Â
"Fourâahâfive, six, s-sevenâ"
"Louder. I want everyone to know how much of a slut you are."Â
You cry, your body feels weak and you're happy he's holding you up because you couldn't do it yourself. Your mind goes hazy as you try and count. "thirteen, fourteen, ahâfifteen, s-sixteenâLoganâI- I can't," you sob, completely losing track and his thrusts become harder to the point that it's burning. You accept the pain, moaning louder.Â
Logan's hand wraps around your jaw, groaning in your ear. "Filthy girl. Can't even listen. What am I gonna do with you? I have to teach you a lesson, huh? One your stupid little brain will understand."Â
Your skin burns with embarrassment as tears prickle your eyes. His other hand roughly cups your breast and tortures your nipples. This is humiliating, being so powerless against him. You just cry softly, coming around him, body convulsing. You couldn't hold it anymore.
It just happened. Â
Logan smirks. He doesn't care that you didn't ask for permission. After all, it gives him more ammunition.Â
"Couldn't control yourself, honey?"Â
You shake your head, tears streaming down onto his hand. He wipes his hand around your face, smearing your tears around and messing up your mascara. He chuckles.
"Pleaseât-too much."
Hearing your words, Logan grunts, spilling himself into your womb. He lets go, watching you fall forward again, and digs his nails into your hips. His thrusts slow, catching his breath and looking down at you. You're a complete mess; tears and snot coating your face as you lay there, completely used. Logan smirks to himself, pulling out and then plugging his cum inside you with his fingers. You whimper, too weak to squirm.Â
"Keep it all in. Lose a drop and I'll make this worse for you," Logan says. The threat is empty considering he can see you're done. He's pushed you to your limit and you took it so well. Soothingly, he runs his other hand over your back. Once he's satisfied that you're keeping his cum inside, he walks over and caresses your cheek, truly wiping your tears away this time.Â
"Shh," he says, kneeling next to you. You blink, eyes still hazy. He's still naked and he chuckles when you see your eyes wander downwards.
"Want more?" he teases.
You shake your head, whining. Logan laughs and kisses your head. "I know, honey. You're okay. You did so well for me," he says and strokes your hair. You sigh, relaxing in his arms as he praises you. You hum, needing more praise. Logan knows you do and he will happily oblige.
"Good girl," he whispers, kissing right next to your lips, smiling into your skin.Â
You're always his good girl.
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your roommate never knew when to keep his hands off, even when you were asleep
cw: dubcon, somno, dark!jj
jj knew what he was doing was disgusting, he knew that it was pervy and creepy and gross and every name under the sun for just straight up wrong. itâs not that he didnât feel bad but the pleasure and satisfaction he gained every night, jerking off into his hand with the image of you naked, with the pellets of water trickling down you wore greater than his conscious
when youâd moved in,a couple months ago, there was a silent reminder in his head to not scare you away or push any boundaries but he couldnât help but have a slight inkling that you wanted him to prey, you wanted him to push and play to his limit. the way you would leave your panties laying out on the floor, it was like you wanted him to pick them up and fist them around his dick, inevitably cumming into them
or how youâd shower with the door open just enough so he could see the outline of your tits through the foggy shower door. he knew he sounded like a perv when ranting on about it to the brunette boy, hands flailing about, mumbling about how âsheâs gotta be doing it on purposeâŠi mean - wh-why elseâ earning a questionable stare from john b who scoffs out about him being a full on classic creep
it was so so conflicting, he knew he shouldnât - you were probably just being naive, your usual sweet mindset blurring the sultryness within your actions but he couldnât help but use your actions as justification for what he was doing. you wouldâve said something by now id it bothered you, right?
but it wasnât always weird,there were quiet domestic moments aswell, like tonight.
the loud rumble of thunder was enough to make you squeal eliciting a soft laugh from the blonde in front of you, who continued to stuff food in his mouth âjayyyâ the slight tease in your whine was impossible to miss as the word left your mouth âlets sleep together tonightâ you ask, eyes opened wide and focused on him, leaving him to struggle to understand the meaning behind the question
âwhatâ the blonde in front deadpans, ears in disbelief of what heâs hearing - mind already rushing to the stickiest of ickys
âjust hate storms and mâgonna not be able to sleepâ you respond and as the words fall from your mouth, his figure visibly relaxes as soon as he hears the nonchalance in your voice in your words - god he has to get his head out of the gutter!
âright-rightâŠuhh yeah- i mean i donât mindâ he rambles, struggling to hide the rising pink in his cheek aswell as the rising boner in his pants. it was going to be so so so hard to behave well when youâd be right next to him, your pretty pussy just a couple inches away, how was he supposed to resist himself
âthanks jayâ make sure not to kickâ you giggle before pressing a light kiss to the side of his cheek, continuing to walk off towards the bathroom. he couldnât describe the feeling in his stomach as he watched you, excitement? guilt? shame? whatever it was, it had to be pushed down until the late night dawned upon the both of you - when heâll find out how bad he can really be
the sight of you softly snoring in his bed, arms tucked beneath your head as you curled away from the wall, would have been cute if it wasnât for the raging boner that poked through his boxers. youâd hit the sack quite early leaving jj and his twisted mind alone, jerking off in the shower of all the lewd fantasies stored in his head.
he wouldnât. he couldnât. thatâs what the blonde repeated in his head as he rest beside you, keeping some distance between the two of you, trying to close his eyes and sleep - hoping his mind could clear before the morning. his large figure slowly relaxed, slowly drifting to sleep. and thatâs when he felt it your leg carelessly shifting underneath the covers, grazing against his dick, making it jump.
he was convinced. you were doing it on purpose, you had to be. but when he saw your limp body, pressed against the bed, dead to the world around you, he couldnât help but groan. what if you were truly so naive that all your actions were done out of pure thoughtlessness, heâd be disgusting- youâd probably never want to speak to him again
but it was getting impossibly hard to ignore your foot dancing around his already hard cock leading a soft groan from him. the call of your name from him falls on deaf ears as you continue to sleep, not aware of the turmoil youâre causing him. âgod mâgoing to hellâ he whispers to himself as he shifts closer, forehead hovering over yours
he wished he could blame it on something like heâd drunk to much or that he was high out of his mind, but he wasnât - the only drug that consumed him was the presence of you, clouding his every thought and action. the long strand of blonde that kissed his forehead now grazed against yours as his fingers traced down the length of your body, dipping between your legs, rubbing against your clothed mound.
the heat between your legs was enough to warm him on the unseasonably cold night, thumb stroking against your clit causing you to shift. he panicked for a second, taking your stirring as a sign of you waking up but he was wrong. you were moving because you liked it - he watched as your mouth parted softly, a soft whimper filling the air as you continued to squirm beneath him
it didnât take long before he slipped your panties off, throwing them to some corner of the room - careful not to wake you. he watched as you writhed at the feel of the cool air breezing against your bare pussy, fingers having a mind of their own as they pushed into you. god you were so tight, he could feel the ache in his pants as he continued to thrust his finger into you. he couldnât help but watch your eyebrows raise, mouth opening to let out an inaudible moan âmâsorry so so sorryâ he heaved out, before adding another finger, watching you hiss at the intrusion.
you were making a mess on his hand and between your legs with each thrust of his and all he could think was how good you were taking it, wondering what noises youâd be making if you were awake - would you grab at his wrist and make him slow down if he went too fast? would you reach down and rub your aching clit?would you whine at him to stop?
he felt a sudden urge, he wanted to kiss you. he wanted to feel your lips against his as he curled his fingers that were wedged deep inside you. he moved even closer, dipping his head down, pressing a sloppy kiss against your lips as he thrust his fingers harshly in you making you all putty in his arms
it was rough the way he pulled out, fingers resting against your thighs but he was desperate, his cock had been painfully poking against the fabric of his shorts waiting for some sort of stimulation. it was bad, it was so so bad but what was worse was that he stopped caring,it was a need to feel your gummy walls sucking you in, to watch your face contort into a mixture of pain and pleasure as he slams into you
youâd understand right? i mean you had to with the way youâd tortured him for so long, how youâd walk around wearing next to nothing or how youâd rub up against him. he remembers wanting nothing more than to bend you over the nearest surface and dick you down like the good little whore you were but how could he, you werenât a whore - far from it actually, you were his sweet little angel that he wanted to corrupt, the little lamb that the big bad wolf wanted to bite into
he spent every minute trying to savour this moment, slowly pulling of his boxers throwing them next to your panties - making a mental note to take them later. he wished he couldâve been gentle and soft and sweet but he didnât have it in him that night, he wanted you to feel the ache heâs been feeling.
the whine that left your mouth was loud as the blonde slammed into you, stilling with his movement - soaking in the feel of your velvety walls wrapped around him that left him wanting to paint your insides with his cum.shocked at your still state, deep sleeper he thought- who knows maybe he can have more fun
for a minute he stayed stilled feeling every pulse or clench of your little pussy, he was disgusting! but he didnât care, what he cared about was how your face would look like when you cum? how youâd look like when you wake and see the pool of white between your legs? that was enough for him to begin drilling his cock into you, the once silent room being filled with his low groans and the sound of skin slapping
âso good fâme⊠huh?â he breathed out âwanna cum so-fuck so-deep inside youâŠ.fill you with all my babiesâ his pace didnât falter as youâd tossed against him, body shocked by the harsh and sudden intrusion. his right hand travelled down from the side of your hips to your bright red clit, pinching it softly causing your brows to furrow
âsorry babyâŠ. just needed to do thatâ he laughed out, head falling down to the dip in your neck, breathing against the skin âfuck-â the blonde could feel his high coming close, he fastens his face getting ready to empty himself inside of you âfuck fuck fuck mâcomingâ the blonde curses, eyes screwed tightly as he spurts out a fat load inside you, moaning with every slight movement. he watched as you spasmed around him, your own high being provoked by his - he couldnât miss the way your back slightly arched, heâd bet you were in heaven right now - well atleast he was
following a few sloppy thrusts, he flops against your sleeping body, looking up to see your face, god you looked so innocent! you hadnât even known the way heâd violated you yet and something in him ached for you to find out, for you to wake up to the feel of his morning wood, throbbing inside of you and feel the sticky pool of cum that formed beneath you. and he couldnât help but thrust deeper inside of you, chin resting against your head - slowly feeling his eyes close, heâll deal with the aftermath in the morning but for now he wanted to sleep wedged inside you, sweaty bodies pressed together
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Omfg pervy roommate König!!! And his poor little roommate is none the wiser to how he abuses her poor cunt every night. He does such a good job fucking his load into her that she confides in him as a friend that sheâs pregnant and is super shocked!! But thatâs okay, heâll always be there for her. Now sheâll never be able to leave him. <3
Cw: forced pregnancy, NON-CON/CUB-CON, DARKFIC, pervy!önig, perverted behaviour, somnophilia, dacryphilia, breeding kink, possessive behaviour, pregnancy, drugging, tell me if I missed any.
Youâre blissfully unaware of his advances, or his nightly excursions into, pumping his cum into your already filled womb and putting a baby into you. He liked how disoriented and confused you look the day after, waking up pantieless, your bedsheets crusty and dried cum sticking to your thighs. You always come to him for advice, wanting to know why you came all over yourself, leaving you covered in your own slick and cheeks burning with shame when you told him, oblivious of his gleeful eyes narrowed down at you with a hidden grin.
It goes on for a while, he feeds sleeping pills - the ones from his prescribed-bottle for his insomnia - breaking half a pill down to a fine powder and spike your bedtime drink, waiting for you to doze off, sleeping so deeply that even an earthquake wouldnât wake you up, and he fucks you. He, sometimes, takes his time, thrusting slowly, enjoying the slow and romantic pace, feeling you wrapped around him. Other times, he goes feral, pounding and bruising you, hands manhandling you into the prettiest position to let him fuck you deeper, the head of his red, angry cock kissing your cervix brutally.
You donât take pills or any contraceptives, letting your monthly cycle roll over and deal with the cramps with painkillers. So heâs not surprised when you come crying to him about being pregnant after going to see your doctor about your daily nausea and stomach pains. He expected you to be pregnant after so many nights of filling you up, pushing load after load of fertile cum - he takes supplements to make him more virile - into your young womb, what he didnât put into account was the long time it took to finally knock you up, the months he spent waiting and biting the skin off his thumb until it bled to have you round and plump with his child.
You had the prettiest face when you cried, eyes puffy and lips pouty, it made his cock stir, throbbing in his pants. It drove him wild, seeing you cry and whine about not being ready to be a mother, still so young and oblivious to who the father was âyou didnât even remember the last time you fucked anyone. König spent the day comforting you, wiping your swollen eyes with high-quality cashmere tissues he bought just for you, whispering sweet lullabies to you until your tears stop - much to his chagrin - and cradled you in his lap, fingers thumbing the soft fat of your thighs, running soothing circles with his calloused thumb.
Heâll wait until the babyâs born to tell you heâs the father, he might not be patient enough to sit around and wait, but he is patient enough to know when he should and when he shouldnât wait. Heâll care of you until you come to term. He has the money to buy you whatever you need, KorTac is the best paying PMC and he was a colonel in the past, racking up a large sum of money before he signed a contract. Your cravings, your needs, your wants and whatever else you ask, your roommate - your soon-to-be-husband - König will take care of everything.
What a nice roommate you have, no?
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