#tw birth truma

[pampersbarbie]

Hi Tiny tots names ash✨

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[goddessofroyalty]

That new parent Vanco ask got me thinkin. I'm a sucker for drama/angst and the thought of soon to be new parents Vander and Silco, two revolutionaries, about to bring a new person into the world, the stress.

I mean, Viktor had his kid in a piltie hospital (or home. Ya know, somewhere clean) and silco didn't. (Which is great to hold over his son's head when he's older).

So I don’t think their Revolution had really started to gain momentum when Viktor was born. But it was definitively still the fledgling phase where they had the ideas and were starting to do small actions to undermine Enforcers/build Zaun power.

And it isn’t just their revolutionary activities that would have them stressed. Like I mentioned in the previous post they were a lot younger and a lot less established generally when they had Viktor. They are also so stressed about what kind of life they can provide for their child generally. Hell, the fact they’re probably aware that they are living in an environment where they are constantly consuming toxic air/water/food and that their child will be as well is something they are painfully aware of. They are trying their best but Viktor misses out on a lot of things just because they can’t give it to him.

In some ways having a child probably drives them even further into their revolution. This isn’t the world they want their child to live in and they are going to do something about it both for their family and everyone else in Zaun.

Also I respond to the second paragraph and talk about birth trauma and shit under the cut.

Oh I can make it even worse. I mentioned in the notes of one of the posts in this verse that for this verse I think every single one of Silco's pregnancy should have been C-sections but were not (because Zaun + general time period sitting right on the cusp of medical advancement). And for Viktor’s birth that’s because Viktor was a breach birth (feet first) and that in this verse part of the reason Viktor’s knee is damaged is because it got dislocated during birth (plus general lower bone density caused by the toxic everything that Silco was consuming while pregnant and lack of access to good medical care meaning it causes permanent damage that is then exacerbated as he gets older). Silco had basically nothing for the pain (because they’re still young and poor at this point so it’s not even like they can fork out for the things they have available in even Zaun) and while they understand they have to keep things as clean as possible they only have like... soap and vodka and fire to do it.

Meanwhile, when Viktor has his kid he’s in Piltover (+ 20+ years time of medical advancement) so is not being exposed to anything too toxic while he’s pregnant (anything they know to be toxic at least), has much better pre-natal care generally (with some fairly advanced imaging capability), C-section being on the table should there be any signs of anything of concern (with that fancy imaging capability able to identify), and also yeah a cleaner environment to give birth in (and tools sterilised in an autoclave) and access to at least some kind of effective pain management.

Even just their pregnancies were different. Like Viktor has bad morning sickness? Cool take this medication it will help. Silco has really bad morning sickness? He’s hurled in every alley in Zaun and always has a bucket with him when indoors.

Their experiences are quite frankly worlds apart. And I do think it has Silco slightly seething about the inequality of the two halves of the city even if he is glad his child personally had a much better time than he did.

[goddessofroyalty]

So I'm a little afraid to ask but what did you mean by the 'drug them until they start hallucinating so they're not aware' tag about childbirth?

So that was slightly exagerated for the point of the tag not everyone would hallucinate but... under the cut because we're talking about... traumatic birth pratices of our past.

So what I'm referring to there is what was called the 'Twilight Sleep' method of giving birth. I've linked to a webpage that goes into more detail.

But basically they gave the pregnant person a mixture of morphene and scopolamine to make it so they wouldn't remember the birth afterwards (and somewhat help with the pain it was mostly to block the memories though). Now if you don't know what scopolamine is off the top of your head that's okay - it's one of the key ingredients they used to make the real life zombies (it’s what blocked the memories). But funnily enough that wasn't the problem. Well it was the problem in terms that it increased the risk of complication. But its the morphene that causes halucinations in (some) people.

Of course when the two were used ideally they did what they were supposed to - dulled the senses and removed the memory entirely (which is still fucked up but you know I can see why people might want that option). But you have to be PRECISE with the dosage to have it work ideally and... that didn't always happen. So memories slipped though and because they had the logic that 'oh the mother won't remember this anyway' they basically had a free-for-all in terms of fucked up birth practices (restraining them to a bed, blocking their ears so they wouldn't hear, using every single kind of interventive birthing practice available to them even if it wasn't necessary, that kind of thing). So for some you had a mixture of halucinations with being physically restrained and in the worst pain of your life (because they tended to stop giving/decrease the dosage of the morphene because they won't remember this anyway) and... yeah... it as apparently exactly as unpleasant as that sounds. Also some people died from wrong dosages so bad on all fronts.

You have to remember though that this was only accessible to the Upper Class and people either living in/near a city or able to travel to one. The average person was still having a midwife come to their house and having basically 'gas' as the only pain relief available (it wasn't until after the World Wars that most babies were born in hospitals).

Funnily enough one of the things they were using previous and within the lower classes (nitrous oxide gas) is still used in childbirth to this day as a pain management option alternative to an epidural.

If you want a (super brief) history of pain relief in childbirth read the abstract of this paper (that I WILL be reading in full tomorrow night).