#tw bad smell

[nwarrior777]

hospital note, tw sad

it's like i have nowhere to hide from stress

everyday life is hell with wild things happening and i need also think about money and shit and i decided to take a break and go to hospital

so i went to hospital trying to make things on pause. helped a bit but then i got a bit better, to normal mood, i realized i am in worst room and need to fight with personal for room where will be no awful smell, and i am afraid to do anything relaxing - watching and listening music, videos, because i am afraid it will stick in my mind to these events and smell. i do listen some music and watch some things, but in always "ouuugh what if this smell will come again" in mind fear

there is no calm in hospital, there is no calm at home cause i don't have home, or even house, i don't have job i don't have place to go and lay all day long, - i mean i have a kind of roof, but it is friend let me in. i wish, i * need * my place, alone. i feel lonely, same time too much everything around same time the unbelievable need of personal space which i think i never had

and i don't have money to afford that place of rest. my flat with my bed where i can just lay and breath untill i will want to get up and go. i never had money for that, and i will need to work so hard to get this, and it will be long, and i need it now-

i need rest, more than rest, i need * place * to rest but i just can't imagine where to find it. oh god it is just. exausting

[masquenoire]

Teeny tiny snupdate regarding the new ball python! He's settled in so well and has become a lovely, cuddly - even kissy snake. He was really quite shy to start off with, even handling was scary for him as even though he didn't ball up, he would flinch a lot at unexpected movements. Two months down the line, he seems to really enjoy coming out, nice long tongue flickers and wanting to check everything out. ❤️

[mushtoons]

when doing tiny little cleaning stuff to ur house actually makes u feel better like people say

[raintailed]

a litany of silly beasts!!!!!!! for part of funguary week 4!

A bantam slugcat (same species as the Tiny) based on the dewdrop bonnet! They were adopted by a friend.

The Spiked, a scugial based on the false blusher. It was adopted by a friend. It is extremely dangerous perfectly friendly :)

Spike!!!!! (any pronouns) Based on the octopus stinkhorn! Spike finally has a reference hooray! Spike was created by Whispers of Light to be a companion, and the rot is sourced from a naturalized strain called red rot. Red rot is very stinky so Spike is too, although Spike doesn't smell nearly as bad as wild red rot lol

Floop (they/them), based on blue corinopsis! They're a flicker who INSISTED on their plush body being super duper fluffy. Also they are based on a little plush creature I have irl (I bought it online). The creature has a tilted face, so Floop has a habit of tilting their head too :]

[skautism]

oh wait i didnt grow out of ed it just turned into arfid lol. i wish fresh fruit was cheaper thats always safe but like. environmental impact of always available strawberries. but its pomegranate and grapefruit season!!!!

[daintyca1s]

I wish I could have a cigarette rn 😔

[scary-narco-psychopath]

Me when I’m bored: okay chat time to make a new gaping hole in my skin

[im-friends-with-my-dolly]

ooc: I NEED SOME UNSETTLING FOX FACTS STAT!!

[coastxlwaters]

I want to throw up

[elegantcherryblossomsheep]

god help me i just used a moisuriser that smells like the embalming chemicals from dissection at uni and would now like to remove my legs

[phregnancy]

people who are weird about vapes are more corny that vaping

people are having them sign poppers let’s not get hung up on it

[dreamonminecraft]

I'm glad you all think I'm well articulated because I've had two bloody noses today, throw up in my mouth every time I get a notification, haven't left my bed in 6 hours, eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, or brushed my teeth. So. Sunshine and rainbows everybody I'm doing great.

[itswhatyougive]

I cooked off some hardboiled eggs and they taste gross!!! OH GOD WHYYYYYYYY

[ferretpup]

this is where i blog from :3c

[small-strong-bookish-butch]

A series of questions, related:

1. Do men pee their work pants?

2. Why do these pants, that are cleaned, smell strongly of pee by the zipper?

3. How are these men, who have presumably been potty trained for many years, and have societal obligations such as "work" and "being a groomsman", living like this and they're just fine with it?

4. Which is worse: holding your dick while you pee so the pee makes it in the right spot, or not seeming gay? Discuss.

5. Do these (presumed) cishet businessman men's (presumed) partners enjoy being with someone whose crotch smells regularly like urine?

6. Is this a problem in their relationship? Are they aware of this? Are they all aware that this should be a problem?

7. Why do these men get their pee-crotch pants dry cleaned, a process which notably does not wash them with water and soap the regular way?

8. Do these men know how to clean spots or stains out of their clothes? Could they perhaps, wash their pants and soak the affected areas with urine-removing cleaner or laundry soap, before sending them to the dry cleaners?

[burned0utstar]

Tw: sh

Was just thinking about cutting open my chest and stomach and seeing the blood run out of me.

Really wanted to do it but I know taht I shouldn't so I tried finding reasons not to.

I couldn't find anything and cried into my hoodie and then BAM!

I remembered that I was wearing his t-shirt and it still smells like him and I just cuddled into it and cried and tried to calm myself.

It kinda worked, I didn't relapse yet