#turninganewleaf

[tarza98]

Everyone must take time to sit and watch the leaves turn

#thisisus #thisisme #thisiswhoiam #thisiswhoiwonnabe #memyselfandi #livinglife #turninganewleaf #leaves #bepatient #yourtimewillcome #derbylass #auntumvibes

[chaoticstarlightstories]

The Adventures of the Bad Luck Bandits, Part 1

Zenny jolted up from his bedroll, sweating and panting, waking up from his slumber. Although slumber was perhaps too good a word for what he had been doing. Even calling it sleep would be an overstatement. It felt more like closing his eyes, lying, and waiting. And he didn’t wait for time to pass, although it did. He waited for the images in his mind that inevitably came to the forefront of his consciousness. Images of a man, a man who Zenny had looked up to. Zenny found it ironic, that in this man’s final moment, Zenny had literally looked up to him. He was flying, it must have been an amazing feeling. At least for a split second, until the beams of fire incinerated him. His two black boots with brown laces, were the only thing left of him, and they fell to the ground. Ash filled the air where his body had once been, and it fell like snow. Zenny’s stomach turned at the smell of burned and blackened meat. The horrible dream wasn’t always the same. Sometimes he was the one being incinerated, other times it was him watching, helpless and unable to do anything. Watching his role model and best friend, Trevor, being wiped from this world in an instant. But that wasn’t the worst part. Not really. Mostly because he had seen it so many times, it was the waiting that really wrecked him. And a thought, a thought that maybe this time, it would end differently. Of course, it never did, even though the dream differed from time to time, the ending was always the same. The image of that dirty blue-eyed face smirking at him and his red-brown hair blowing in the wind, and the same six words echoing through his mind.

Don’t fuck with the mighty nine.

           Zenny took a swig from his waterskin as he got up from his bedroll. He took on his jacket and started putting on his boots. He tied the brown, old and slightly charred laces, shook his head, and got out of the tent. The fresh cold air filled his lungs as he walked towards where he knew Bork was standing guard. He didn’t bother looking up at the skies to gage the time, he knew the sun would rise in about a half-hour or so. The dream always came at that time, a dream he really should have been calling a nightmare, or a night terror. That’s what the old Zenny would have called it anyways, always complaining and making excuses. But he had decided to turn over a new leaf, and he had promised the purple tiefling to make something of himself. He hadn’t said it to him directly, because at the time he was busy being robbed and pissing himself in terror, but a promise was a promise. And the new Zenny didn’t break promises. The new Zenny also tried to look on the bright side. That meant that the dream, who should have been called a nightmare, was actually just a wake-up bell, his own personal wake-up bell, and that could come in handy when hunting animals and selling pelts. While he walked through the forest, Zenny wondered why the motley crew that incinerated Trevor had called themselves the mighty nine. He had never seen more than seven of them at a time. When Zenny came up the hill however, Bork’s usual morning grin interrupted what thoughts he might have had on the number, and name, of that maniacal group.

“Good morning boss” Bork said.

“It’s a morning at least” Zenny said, forgetting his vow of no-complaining for a second. “What’s the status on our traps, please tell me some good news”.

“Eeh well that depends on what you think is good news” Bork’s grin had changed to a look of worry and guilt

“What? Are our traps empty? Did you scare the animals off with your stupid humming again?” Zenny said, annoyingly rubbing his thumbs together.

“No nothing like that, we caught something alright. It’s big, I’ve never seen anything like it, and uuhm, how do I say this. It’s, it’s still alive. Ah best if I just show you, come with me”

Bork trotted nervously towards one of the traps they had prepared and laid out last week as the sun crept up from the horizon. In the distant, one could see something, something was dangling from the tree. Zenny squinted his eyes but could only make out a shadow. The sunlight hit the top of the tallest trees at first, and then slowly descended, luminating the rest of the forest. The thing that hang in their trap, was being lit up slowly by the sunlight. Zenny’s jaw dropped as he realized what he was looking at. Only one word came to his mind as he stared.

FUCK.

[arohemzi]

Closing my 2019 with a BANG!

So i’m creating my tumblr account since my previous account was so old and i can no longer remember my emails and stuff.

This year I feel that i was at the bottom of my life.

I’m not a good story teller good thing is no one will read this, i just want to express all my feeling and start my 2020 with a new life fresh perspective in life.

I ended my contract with my previous employer last Nov 2018, after 4 years of working for different companies I felt that I needed a break. So for the start of 2019 I just enjoyed my life playing computer games, watching movies and TV Series. Although I was trying to apply to some companies where when I was invited to an interview I just wing it and answer on the spot.

By around the month of April i’ve been to some countless job interview and I’ve prepared a lot for it, however I still can’t get a job, and then it hit me! maybe I wasn’t competent enough for the position I’m applying? Should I change my career? Should I just accept any rank and file job so I won’t be a burden to my family? Btw, I was an IT Project Manager so normally they only hire 1 person for the position and it is a tough competition I have to outsmart someone who has far more knowledge and far more experience than me.

Continuing this path, I’m not sure regarding the date or month. I broke up with my girlfriend. I don’t know the real reason but i believe we don’t have a good closure but for me the reason is I felt that she doesn’t have any support or belief in me. She’s pressuring me to apply for a job where in fact that is what I’m trying to do but sadly I can’t enter the market. Instead of telling me that “Babe you can do better next time! I believe in you” She uses the words “What the fck are you doing with your life? can’t you do anything better with your life, Go just play your stupid games, be with your friends who are also wasting their life” and I also felt that she’s constantly lying to me so that’s really what I hate in people.

Next issue in my 2019 where it almost push me to the edge I almost committed suicide is when the time my father sent a wrong message to his mistress in our family group chat. I knew way back that he has a mistress and i’ve accepted the fact, however what I can’t take was he is so fckng stupid to send it to a wrong messenger where my mother, younger brother and sisters are involve. Because I don’t know how are they going to accept those kind of facts. That’s where I was so thankful that I have my friends around. If they didn’t respond to my call that night I’ll be dead by then. I also felt the power of the Bro Code Article 1: Bro’s before Ho’s.

Last December 26, I was able to express my true feeling to the one person I love the most, I’ve been in love with her since I believe it was around 2011, I also think that she is one of the reason for all my failed relationships. Because when things gets too serious i’m always thinking of her, why this seriousness is not being with her, she is always at the back of my mind and heart. Although she appreciate my confession she turned me down. It is heartbreaking that someone you loved for all those years doesn’t see or feel the  same way. It is a good closer for all my problem in this decade so I can start a new decade with a new life and in the future if I ever loved someone I can love her faithfully, but first I have to move on and erase my feelings with her, it will be hard since I’ve been inlove with her for a long time.

The reason I created this post is all those problem I’ve faced I never thought I was able to rally, I never thought my life would be just a stuck up loser. Just this December 27. I received a good news I got accepted as an Assistant Project Manager, although it is a demotion from my previous position and the salary is low I accept it because it will be the starting point of my life and closing this decade of hardship and problems.

So this coming 2020 I’ll be strong and focus on healing and repairing myself!

Wish me luck who ever get‘s to stumble on this post.

P.S. I’m not good at English so please excuse my typo and I was also drunk

[chicasstyle]

Maximizing time together ♥️ #muñequitodemami #bedtine #mamiandbabytime #turninganewleaf #clarity #gratitude https://www.instagram.com/p/CagLIO_MR2GPqlbwVZ7Rm_A0yz7aOw9ylU8Jz40/?utm_medium=tumblr

[wdcgardener]

A few pics from the recent field trip held at Woodend Sanctuary as part of the Turning a New Leaf Conference. Looking at the sustainable landscape and recent upgrades. Will share more in the January 2022 issue of Washington Gardener Magazine. #gardendc #dmv #cclc #turninganewleaf #sustainablelandscaping #fall #picoftheday #nofilter #baysafe (at Woodend Sanctuary & Mansion) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXykgqZrlED/?utm_medium=tumblr

[msnickyfitness]

Guess who’s ready to grill? Vegetarians can grill too! Sweet! * * * * #vegetariannewbie #vegetariansgrilltoo #thismightbeeasierthanithought #turninganewleaf #goodeating #veggielife https://www.instagram.com/p/CCPj2_mlBhN/?igshid=1gxymb8u3ebfh

[wanderingaffect]

When you’ve been eating far too many sweets, this is what you get for dinner 🍃#turninganewleaf #🍃#christmaspregame #watercress #veganbyhappenstance https://www.instagram.com/p/B6cN-nPBzTNELpO-CIs9coPkp8VTuTu7tEQOLE0/?igshid=1ahquclhb3qws

[rockin-outwithmy-cockout]

Take me back to no where

[supinternets]

Talk about synchronicity. This art I did as a going away gift for Bailey, they were wearing the same everything. I guess I got my research right. I love working at The Center. #myartes #twins #thecenter #illustration #femaleillustrator #retroillustration #tallahasseeartist #bicycling #turninganewleaf #artistsoninstagram (at FSU Center for Leadership & Social Change) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxDhIrhFLIe/?igshid=osuj3o44maub

[famofbandb]

Roses🌹, one of our favorite flowers 💐here at @b_plus_b_fam so much so that every time we go to the market we have to stop by and smell them🌺🌷. Then we further dream of a time we can have a garden full! 🌸🌼🌻 What flowers do you like? If so what color? Do they have a story? Ours do, so stop by our next post to check it out!! . . #naturallight #naturallightphoto #tobeextraordinaryistobeincomparable #B+B #wearewhoweare #moody #moodywarm #texas #flowers #turninganewleaf #flowerpower #smells #memories #roses #decorations #bestflowers #bestflowerpics #detailshots (at Texas, Usa) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwWzArnjsFP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lfuwzewytndd

[karlyhaugh-blog]

Starting the New Year Early

I've ever been the kind of person who posts there thoughts, questions, or day to day things on the internet before. So I thought I’d turn a new leaf sense I'm gonna be entering my twenties and do a year in the life of something completely out of my comfort zone. Which is talking about health and fitness goals, learning how to be on my own, problems I face on a daily basis, learning new things. I don't know how many people are going to see this or if anyone is even going to at all, but if you do I hope you enjoy every moment with me.  

[viancamercedes-blog]

Happy first day of FALL🍃🍂🍁 Get the look👇 www.viancamercedes.etsy.com • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •• • • #happyfallyall #happyfall #happyautumn #happyfriday #tgif #etsyshop #etsy #handmadeinbrooklyn #gift #meetthemakers #etsyseller #jewellery #fashionblogger #fashionpost #turninganewleaf (at Brooklyn, New York)

[nisiverum]

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Lastly, I found myself #turninganewleaf in November... although I feel like this cycle hits every 3-6 weeks or so 😂 being #healthy is supa hard. I actually just started this #healthylifestyle trek all over again on Friday. Let's see how far I can go!

[quiet-littlelove]

Relating to this on a deep level this week👇 . . . Recently, I have been encouraged to look deeply at my beliefs and values; at what I have, what I want, what I need and what I don't need. Simply put, it has been both incredibly uncomfortable and unexpectedly rewarding. I may have my work cut out for me but doing some of the mental work has already allowed me to reached a level of calm I have never experienced🌿 . . . #turninganewleaf #personalgrowth #mindfulness #maximumwork #maximumresults #physicalhealth #mentalhealth #relationships #health #nutrition

[snipewilliamz]

...And at that point you realize you been sailing an empty ship... #ForTheBirds #TurningANewLeaf #NoPressure #ImAllTheWay⬆️ //// BACK 2 DA #GRIND !!!

[spacecadet00]

Last current update before I pop back to catching up. After dealing with a busted up back-facing camera (the picture on the left. Literally all pictures with that camera looked like that because the camera's motor or something vibrated when it tried to focus) for many months, I FINALLY GOT A NEW PHONE!!! Not only was the camera fucked, but I got a (thankfully) small crack in the front and it was quite slow and glitchy at times from being full. Had the Apple iPhone 6S+, decided to go with the Apple iPhone 8+. So God damned stoked. I am LOVING it. #newphonewhodis #apple #iphone #6splus #8plus #appleiphonesixsplus #appleiphoneeightplus #upgradeasfuck #newchapter #turninganewleaf🍃 #turningtheothercheek #howtheturntables #andallthat (at Ammon, Idaho)