#ttcafterloss

[ttc-24]

I made a tiktok if anyone is interested

[rainbowinthemaking]

Here We Go!!

Final consent appointment is done! We have officially signed our lives away to the process and got our official IVF start date!

In about a week I start my oral medication (estrace) to prep me for our egg retrieval mid March! I am at moderate risk for ovarian hyperstimulation syndrome (OHSS) so depending on how I progress, we will either do a fresh embryo transfer that month or a frozen one the following month (April).

[catladywantsababy-blog]

We have been ttc since last March. We got pregnant at the end of May and miscarried in July at 7 weeks. We had a chemical pregnancy last month.

Matt is my husband. We met in May of 2015 and got married this August. We decided on a whim to NTNP before the wedding just in case it took us a while. We kicked it into high gear when my husband lost his parents 7 weeks apart last December and February. 

There are a couple of 4 legged creatures in our little house. We have a golden retriever named Boomer and Mookie our kitty. Both are obsessed with treats and cuddles. 

[yojfull]

My depression is like a gray hole, where the saturation and brightness of the world have been turned down, and 40 pounds of lead strapped to my chest. I become nihlist, not suicidal: ceasing to exist would be fine, but I'm not going to put any effort into it.

After a year of trying, I remain barren. My first due date has come and gone, and we're still trying. And I've started to question how life decisions would have been made differently without the hope of a family. But it is harder for the uncertainty of it all. Maybe this month it will work. Probably it won't.

Maybe the doctor will have answers, but can we afford the solution? My insurance covers no infertility treatments at all. Some of the diagnostic testing, only because of co-morbidity. Maybe I'm just too fat.

Seeing pregnant women hurts. Seeing my friends new babies absolutely rips my heart out. And I am just so angry about anyone who accidentally concieves.

Yet somehow I'm supposed to just keep going, like my body hasn't utterly betrayed me. Like every month isn't a brutal reminder of loss. And no one notices, and no one cares. Maybe I'm just too good a liar. But the irony is that I am the strong, supportive "Mom" friend, not the one who ever needs help.

[countrymoontarot]

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[mommafriendly]

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[hopingforbabyblog]

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[kittyminks]

Yes mom, I want you to call me up and tell me someone you just met has an appointment with my midwife. Who I should have been able to call for my own appointment. But can't, because, you know, I had a miscarriage two and a half weeks ago?! Thanks...

Oh.... and you already told me this earlier today....

[kixcereal]

This is an open letter to anyone recovering physically, mentally emotionally, hormonally or spiritually from their loss in hopes that my diagnosis might help you find yours! The last 9 months have been absolute hell for Victor and I, we've been grieving our two angels in very different ways and it has been a challenge to learn to respect and acknowledge each other's different ways of healing. While he is afraid and weary of the doctors, I am afraid as well but a hopeful kind of afraid. A few weeks ago I finally had all my blood work done in hopes of some answers to help us make sense of the pain we've had to endure. Overall I'm in a healthy place, the last miscarriage caused me to develop #endometritis which I'm now taking antibiotics for (DO NOT take on an empty stomach!) Aside from that I got some difficult but also in a fucked up way reliving news. I tested positive for #LupusAnticoagulant and was diagnosed with #AntiphospholipidSyndrome. While it isn't necessarily life threatening to me it was what ultimately ended up stealing my babies from right underneath me... Essentially the #LA antibodies create tiny blood clots that just swim inside me and slowly disolve but for an embryo at 6-8 weeks the size of these blood clots is so significant that it will basically clot near implantation site and slowly cut off the blood supply and deprive the baby of blood causing the heart to stop. I tried so hard not to cry at the doctor's office as she described this... But like I said, this was at least positive news... Now we know how to treat the thing that has been causing the losses. With the help of #heparin and baby aspirin I can cut my MC rate from 70% (the odds of untreated APS) way down to 15%. So that is where I've been these last few months patiently waiting for my body to heal and trying to get some answers. It was a hard pill for us to swallow. To think that my MC were kind of technically preventable.. however we didn't know what we didn't know. We've got answers now though and I hope all my #ttcsisters get answers as well. #BabyDust to you all for your #rainbowbabies 🌈 #ttcafterloss #missedmiscarriage #tellmewhy #miscarriageawareness #ttc #APS https://www.instagram.com/p/B2x8iI7hTml/?igshid=1e48ts6qsmgwq

[love-mom17]

08.23.17

I'm a little scared... and worried...

My husband has to do a sperm count test... I'm afraid to find out of what the outcome may be

[ttc-24]

Where are all the other angel mamas at 😞

Preferably who are still ttc their first, feeling alone

[rainbowinthemaking]

Waiting

Today is CD 28 and I am so impatiently waiting for CD1. 

Estradiol has me feeling like utter crap. I know the end goal is so worth it, but it makes me worried to start the rest of the medications. AM I going to feel worse than I already do? If that’s the case the sooner I can get it over with, the better, as far as I am concerned. 

I’ve just gotta keep telling myself that all of this is bringing us closer to our rainbow. It will all be worth it. 

[iviesnroses-blog]

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[sedavis79]

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