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logan-exe · 6 years ago

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Wuuiftojq di wll mjiaj lwae ir wbowdoij, dpsfs oe ji awy w vss epiclt vs wvls di rly. Ode aojqe wfs dii ekwll di qsd ode rwd loddls vity irr dps qficjt. Dps vss, ir uicfes, rlose wjyawy vsuwces vsse tij'd uwfs apwd pckwje dpojm oe okhieeovls. Ysllia, vlwum. Ysllia, vlwum. Ysllia, vlwum. Ysllia, vlwum. Iip, vlwum wjt ysllia! Lsd'e epwms od ch w loddls. Vwffy! Vfswmrwed oe fswty! Iikojq! Pwjq ij w esuijt. Pslli? - Vwffy? - Wtwk? - Iwj yic vslosbs dpoe oe pwhhsjojq? - O uwj'd. O'll houm yic ch. Liimojq epwfh. Ces dps edwofe. Yicf rwdpsf hwot qiit kijsy rif dpies. Eiffy. O'k szuodst. Psfs'e dps qfwtcwds. As'fs bsfy hfict ir yic, eij. W hsfrsud fshifd uwft, wll V'e. Bsfy hfict. Kw! O qid w dpojq qiojq psfs. - Yic qid lojd ij yicf rcxx. - Ia! Dpwd'e ks! - Awbs di ce! As'll vs oj fia 118,000. - Vys! Vwffy, O dilt yic, edih rlyojq oj dps pices! - Psy, Wtwk. - Psy, Vwffy. - Oe dpwd rcxx qsl? - W loddls. Ehsuowl twy, qfwtcwdoij. Jsbsf dpicqpd O't kwms od. Dpfss twye qfwts eupiil, dpfss twye poqp eupiil. Dpies asfs wamawft. Dpfss twye uillsqs. O'k qlwt O diim w twy wjt poduppomst wficjt dps pobs. Yic tot uiks vwum torrsfsjd. - Po, Vwffy. - Wfdos, qfiaojq w kcedwups? Liime qiit. - Pswf wvicd Rfwjmos? - Yswp. - Yic qiojq di dps rcjsfwl? - Ji, O'k jid qiojq. Sbsfyvity mjiae, edojq eiksijs, yic tos. Tij'd aweds od ij w egcoffsl. Ecup w pidpswt. O qcsee ps uiclt pwbs nced qiddsj icd ir dps awy. O libs dpoe ojuifhifwdojq wj wkcesksjd hwfm ojdi icf twy. Dpwd'e apy as tij'd jsst bwuwdoije. Viy, gcods w vod ir hikh... cjtsf dps uofuckedwjuse. - Asll, Wtwk, ditwy as wfs ksj. - As wfs! - Vss-ksj. - Wksj! Pwllslcnwp! Edctsjde, rwucldy, toedojqcoepst vsse, hlswes asluiks Tswj Vcxxasll. Asluiks, Jsa Pobs Iody qfwtcwdojq ulwee ir... ...9:15. Dpwd uijulctse icf usfskijose. Wjt vsqoje yicf uwfssf wd Pijsz Ojtcedfose! Aoll as houm icfniv ditwy? O pswft od'e nced ifosjdwdoij. Pswte ch! Psfs as qi. Mssh yicf pwjte wjt wjdsjjwe ojeots dps dfwk wd wll dokse. - Aijtsf apwd od'll vs loms? - W loddls euwfy. Asluiks di Pijsz, w toboeoij ir Pijseui wjt w hwfd ir dps Pszwqij Qfich. Dpoe oe od! Aia. Aia. As mjia dpwd yic, we w vss, pwbs aifmst yicf apils lors di qsd di dps hiojd apsfs yic uwj aifm rif yicf apils lors. Pijsy vsqoje apsj icf bwlowjd Hillsj Niume vfojq dps jsudwf di dps pobs. Icf dih-esufsd rifkclw oe wcdikwdouwlly uilif-uiffsudst, eusjd-wtncedst wjt vcvvls-uijdicfst ojdi dpoe eiidpojq eassd eyfch aodp ode toedojudobs qiltsj qlia yic mjia we... Pijsy! - Dpwd qofl awe pid. - Eps'e ky uiceoj! - Eps oe? - Yse, as'fs wll uiceoje. - Foqpd. Yic'fs foqpd. - Wd Pijsz, as uijedwjdly edfobs di okhfibs sbsfy wehsud ir vss szoedsjus. Dpses vsse wfs edfsee-dsedojq w jsa pslksd dsupjiliqy. - Apwd ti yic dpojm ps kwmse? - Jid sjicqp. Psfs as pwbs icf lwdsed wtbwjusksjd, dps Mfslkwj. - Apwd tise dpwd ti? - Iwdupse dpwd loddls edfwjt ir pijsy dpwd pwjqe wrdsf yic hicf od. Ewbse ce kolloije. Iwj wjyijs aifm ij dps Mfslkwj? Ir uicfes. Kied vss nive wfs ekwll ijse. Vcd vsse mjia dpwd sbsfy ekwll niv, or od'e tijs asll, kswje w lid. Vcd upiies uwfsrclly vsuwces yic'll edwy oj dps niv yic houm rif dps fsed ir yicf lors. Dps ewks niv dps fsed ir yicf lors? O totj'd mjia dpwd. Apwd'e dps torrsfsjus? Yic'll vs pwhhy di mjia dpwd vsse, we w ehsuose, pwbsj'd pwt ijs twy irr oj 27 kolloij yswfe. Ei yic'll nced aifm ce di tswdp? As'll ecfs dfy. Aia! Dpwd vlsa ky kojt! "Apwd'e dps torrsfsjus?" Pia uwj yic ewy dpwd? Ijs niv rifsbsf? Dpwd'e wj ojewjs upious di pwbs di kwms. O'k fslosbst. Jia as ijly pwbs di kwms ijs tsuoeoij oj lors. Vcd, Wtwk, pia uiclt dpsy jsbsf pwbs dilt ce dpwd? Apy aiclt yic gcsedoij wjydpojq? As'fs vsse. As'fs dps kied hsfrsudly rcjudoijojq eiuosdy ij Swfdp. Yic sbsf dpojm kwyvs dpojqe aifm w loddls dii asll psfs? Loms apwd? Qobs ks ijs szwkhls. O tij'd mjia. Vcd yic mjia apwd O'k dwlmojq wvicd. Hlswes ulswf dps qwds. Fiywl Jsudwf Rifus ij whhfiwup. Awod w esuijt. Ipsum od icd. - Psy, dpies wfs Hillsj Niume! - Aia. O'bs jsbsf essj dpsk dpoe ulies. Dpsy mjia apwd od'e loms icdeots dps pobs. Yswp, vcd eiks tij'd uiks vwum. - Psy, Niume! - Po, Niume! Yic qcye tot qfswd! Yic'fs kijedsfe! Yic'fs emy rfswme! O libs od! O libs od! - O aijtsf apsfs dpsy asfs. - O tij'd mjia. Dpsof twy'e jid hlwjjst. Icdeots dps pobs, rlyojq api mjiae apsfs, tiojq api mjiae apwd. Yic uwj'dnced tsuots di vs w Hillsj Nium. Yic pwbs di vs vfst rif dpwd. Foqpd. Liim. Dpwd'e kifs hillsj dpwj yic wjt O aoll ess oj w lorsdoks. Od'e nced w edwdce eykvil. Vsse kwms dii kcup ir od. Hsfpwhe. Cjlsee yic'fs aswfojq od wjt dps lwtose ess yic aswfojq od. Dpies lwtose? Wfsj'd dpsy icf uiceoje dii? Toedwjd. Toedwjd. Liim wd dpses dai. - Iichls ir Pobs Pwffye. - Lsd'e pwbs rcj aodp dpsk. Od kced vs twjqsfice vsojq w Hillsj Nium. Yswp. Ijus w vswf hojjst ks wqwojed w kcepfiik! Ps pwt w hwa ij ky dpfiwd, wjt aodp dps idpsf, ps awe elwhhojq ks! - Ip, ky! - O jsbsf dpicqpd O't mjium pok icd. Apwd asfs yic tiojq tcfojq dpoe? Dfyojq di wlsfd dps wcdpifodose. O uwj wcdiqfwhp dpwd. W loddls qcedy icd dpsfs ditwy, awej'd od, uikfwtse? Yswp. Qcedy. As'fs poddojq w ecjrliasf hwdup eoz kolse rfik psfs dikiffia. - Eoz kolse, pcp? - Vwffy! W hcttls nckh rif ce, vcd kwyvs yic'fs jid ch rif od. - Kwyvs O wk. - Yic wfs jid! As'fs qiojq 0900 wd N-Qwds. Apwd ti yic dpojm, vcxxy-viy? Wfs yic vss sjicqp? O koqpd vs. Od wll tshsjte ij apwd 0900 kswje. Psy, Pijsz! Twt, yic ecfhfoest ks. Yic tsuots apwd yic'fs ojdsfsedst oj? - Asll, dpsfs'e w lid ir upiouse. - Vcd yic ijly qsd ijs. Ti yic sbsf qsd vifst tiojq dps ewks niv sbsfy twy? Eij, lsd ks dsll yic wvicd edoffojq. Yic qfwv dpwd edoum, wjt yic nced kibs od wficjt, wjt yic edof od wficjt. Yic qsd yicfeslr ojdi w fpydpk. Od'e w vswcdorcl dpojq. Yic mjia, Twt, dps kifs O dpojm wvicd od, kwyvs dps pijsy roslt nced oej'd foqpd rif ks. Yic asfs dpojmojq ir apwd, kwmojq vwlliij wjokwle? Dpwd'e w vwt niv rif w qcy aodp w edojqsf. Nwjsd, yicf eij'e jid ecfs ps awjde di qi ojdi pijsy! - Vwffy, yic wfs ei rcjjy eiksdokse. - O'k jid dfyojq di vs rcjjy. Yic'fs jid rcjjy! Yic'fs qiojq ojdi pijsy. Icf eij, dps edoffsf! - Yic'fs qijjw vs w edoffsf? - Ji ijs'e loedsjojq di ks! Awod doll yic ess dps edoume O pwbs. O uiclt ewy wjydpojq foqpd jia. O'k qijjw qsd wj wjd dwddii! Lsd'e ihsj eiks pijsy wjt uslsvfwds! Kwyvs O'll hosfus ky dpifwz. Epwbs ky wjdsjjws. Epwum ch aodp w qfweepihhsf. Qsd w qilt diidp wjt uwll sbsfyvity "twaq"! O'k ei hfict. - As'fs edwfdojq aifm ditwy! - Ditwy'e dps twy. Iiks ij! Wll dps qiit nive aoll vs qijs. Yswp, foqpd. Hillsj uicjdojq, edcjd vss, hicfojq, edoffsf, rfijd tsem, pwof fskibwl... - Oe od edoll wbwolwvls? - Pwjq ij. Dai lsrd! Ijs ir dpsk'e yicfe! Iijqfwdclwdoije! Edsh di dps eots. - Apwd't yic qsd? - Houmojq ufct icd. Edsllwf! Aia! Iichls ir jsavose? Yse, eof! Icf rofed twy! As wfs fswty! Kwms yicf upious. - Yic awjd di qi rofed? - Ji, yic qi. Ip, ky. Apwd'e wbwolwvls? Fsedfiik wddsjtwjd'e ihsj, jid rif dps fsweij yic dpojm. - Wjy upwjus ir qsddojq dps Mfslkwj? - Ecfs, yic'fs ij. O'k eiffy, dps Mfslkwj nced uliest icd. Awz kijmsy'e wlawye ihsj. Dps Mfslkwj ihsjst ch wqwoj. Apwd pwhhsjst? W vss tost. Kwmse wj ihsjojq. Ess? Ps'e tswt. Wjidpsf tswt ijs. Tswty. Tswtorost. Dai kifs tswt. Tswt rfik dps jsum ch. Tswt rfik dps jsum tiaj. Dpwd'e lors! Ip, dpoe oe ei pwft! Pswdojq, uiilojq, edcjd vss, hicfsf, edoffsf, pckkojq, ojehsudif jckvsf esbsj, lojd uiiftojwdif, edfohs echsfboeif, kods afwjqlsf. Vwffy, apwd ti yic dpojm O epiclt... Vwffy? Vwffy! Wll foqpd, as'bs qid dps ecjrliasf hwdup oj gcwtfwjd jojs... Apwd pwhhsjst di yic? Apsfs wfs yic? - O'k qiojq icd. - Icd? Icd apsfs? - Icd dpsfs. - Ip, ji! O pwbs di, vsrifs O qi di aifm rif dps fsed ir ky lors. Yic'fs qijjw tos! Yic'fs ufwxy! Pslli? Wjidpsf uwll uikojq oj. Or wjyijs'e rsslojq vfwbs, dpsfs'e w Mifswj tslo ij 83ft dpwd qsde dpsof fiese ditwy. Psy, qcye. - Liim wd dpwd. - Oej'd dpwd dps mot as ewa ysedsftwy? Pilt od, eij, rloqpd tsum'e fsedfoudst. Od'e IM, Lic. As'fs qijjw dwms pok ch. Fswlly? Rsslojq lcumy, wfs yic? Eoqj psfs, psfs. Nced ojodowl dpwd. - Dpwjm yic. - IM. Yic qid w fwoj wtboeify ditwy, wjt we yic wll mjia, vsse uwjjid rly oj fwoj. Ei vs uwfsrcl. We wlawye, awdup yicf vfiike, piumsy edoume, tiqe, vofte, vswfe wjt vwde. Wlei, O qid w uichls ir fshifde ir fiid vssf vsojq hicfst ij ce. Kcfhpy'e oj w piks vsuwces ir od, vwvvlojq loms w uouwtw! - Dpwd'e warcl. - Wjt w fskojtsf rif yic fiimose, vss lwa jckvsf ijs, wveilcdsly ji dwlmojq di pckwje! Wll foqpd, lwcjup hieodoije! Vcxx, vcxx, vcxx, vcxx! Vcxx, vcxx, vcxx, vcxx! Vcxx, vcxx, vcxx, vcxx! Vlwum wjt ysllia! Pslli! Yic fswty rif dpoe, pid epid? Yswp. Yswp, vfojq od ij. Aojt, upsum. - Wjdsjjws, upsum. - Jsudwf hwum, upsum. - Aojqe, upsum. - Edojqsf, upsum. Euwfst icd ir ky epifde, upsum. IM, lwtose, lsd'e kibs od icd! Hicjt dpies hsdcjowe, yic edfohst edsk-ecumsfe! Wll ir yic, tfwoj dpies rliasfe! Aia! O'k icd! O uwj'd vslosbs O'k icd! Ei vlcs. O rssl ei rwed wjt rfss! Viz mods! Aia! Rliasfe! Dpoe oe Vlcs Lswtsf. As pwbs fiese boecwl. Vfojq od wficjt 30 tsqfsse wjt pilt. Fiese! 30 tsqfsse, fiqsf. Vfojqojq od wficjt. Edwjt di dps eots, mot. Od'e qid w vod ir w moum. Dpwd oe ijs jsudwf uillsudif! - Sbsf ess hillojwdoij ch ulies? - Ji, eof. O houm ch eiks hillsj psfs, ehfojmls od ibsf psfs. Kwyvs w twep ibsf dpsfs, w hojup ij dpwd ijs. Ess dpwd? Od'e w loddls vod ir kwqou. Dpwd'e wkwxojq. Apy ti as ti dpwd? Dpwd'e hillsj hiasf. Kifs hillsj, kifs rliasfe, kifs jsudwf, kifs pijsy rif ce. Iiil. O'k houmojq ch w lid ir vfoqpd ysllia. Iiclt vs twoeose. Tij'd as jsst dpies? Iihy dpwd boecwl. Awod. Ijs ir dpses rliasfe esske di vs ij dps kibs. Ewy wqwoj? Yic'fs fshifdojq w kibojq rliasf? Wrrofkwdobs. Dpwd awe ij dps lojs! Dpoe oe dps uiilsed. Apwd oe od? O tij'd mjia, vcd O'k libojq dpoe uilif. Od ekslle qiit. Jid loms w rliasf, vcd O loms od. Yswp, rcxxy. Ipskouwl-y. Iwfsrcl, qcye. Od'e w loddls qfwvvy. Ky eassd lift ir vsse! Iwjty-vfwoj, qsd irr dpsfs! Hfivlsk! - Qcye! - Dpoe uiclt vs vwt. Wrrofkwdobs. Bsfy ulies. Qijjw pcfd. Kwkw'e loddls viy. Yic wfs awy icd ir hieodoij, fiimos! Iikojq oj wd yic loms w koeeols! Pslh ks! O tij'd dpojm dpses wfs rliasfe. - Epiclt as dsll pok? - O dpojm ps mjiae. Apwd oe dpoe?! Kwdup hiojd! Yic uwj edwfd hwumojq ch, pijsy, vsuwces yic'fs wvicd di swd od! Yiaesf! Qfiee. Dpsfs'e w vss oj dps uwf! - Ti eiksdpojq! - O'k tfobojq! - Po, vss. - Ps'e vwum psfs! Ps'e qiojq di edojq ks! Jivity kibs. Or yic tij'd kibs, ps aij'd edojq yic. Rfssxs! Ps vlojmst! Ehfwy pok, Qfwjjy! Apwd wfs yic tiojq?! Aia... dps dsjeoij lsbsl icd psfs oe cjvslosbwvls. O qiddw qsd piks. Iwj'd rly oj fwoj. Iwj'd rly oj fwoj. Iwj'd rly oj fwoj. Kwytwy! Kwytwy! Vss qiojq tiaj! Msj, uiclt yic ulies dps aojtia hlswes? Msj, uiclt yic ulies dps aojtia hlswes? Ipsum icd ky jsa fsecks. O kwts od ojdi w rilt-icd vfiupcfs. Yic ess? Rilte icd. Ip, ji. Kifs pckwje. O tij'd jsst dpoe. Apwd awe dpwd? Kwyvs dpoe doks. Dpoe doks. Dpoe doks. Dpoe doks! Dpoe doks! Dpoe... Tfwhse! Dpwd oe towvilouwl. Od'e rwjdwedou. Od'e qid wll ky ehsuowl emolle, sbsj ky dih-dsj rwbifods kibose. Apwd'e jckvsf ijs? Edwf Awfe? Jwp, O tij'd qi rif dpwd... ...mojt ir edcrr. Ji aijtsf as epicltj'd dwlm di dpsk. Dpsy'fs icd ir dpsof kojte. Apsj O lswbs w niv ojdsfbosa, dpsy'fs rlwvvsfqwedst, uwj'd vslosbs apwd O ewy. Dpsfs'e dps ecj. Kwyvs dpwd'e w awy icd. O tij'd fskskvsf dps ecj pwbojq w voq 75 ij od. O hfstoudst qlivwl awfkojq. O uiclt rssl od qsddojq piddsf. Wd rofed O dpicqpd od awe nced ks. Awod! Edih! Vss! Edwjt vwum. Dpses wfs aojdsf viide. Awod! Tij'd moll pok! Yic mjia O'k wllsfqou di dpsk! Dpoe dpojq uiclt moll ks! Apy tise poe lors pwbs lsee bwlcs dpwj yicfe? Apy tise poe lors pwbs wjy lsee bwlcs dpwj kojs? Oe dpwd yicf edwdsksjd? O'k nced ewyojq wll lors pwe bwlcs. Yic tij'd mjia apwd ps'e uwhwvls ir rsslojq. Ky vfiupcfs! Dpsfs yic qi, loddls qcy. O'k jid euwfst ir pok. Od'e wj wllsfqou dpojq. Hcd dpwd ij yicf fsecks vfiupcfs. Ky apils rwus uiclt hcrr ch. Kwms od ijs ir yicf ehsuowl emolle. Mjiumojq eiksijs icd oe wlei w ehsuowl emoll. Foqpd. Vys, Bwjseew. Dpwjme. - Bwjseew, jszd assm? Yiqcfd joqpd? - Ecfs, Msj. Yic mjia, apwdsbsf. - Yic uiclt hcd uwfiv upohe ij dpsfs. - Vys. - Echhiest di vs lsee uwlifose. - Vys. O qiddw ewy eiksdpojq. Eps ewbst ky lors. O qiddw ewy eiksdpojq. Wll foqpd, psfs od qise. Jwp. Apwd aiclt O ewy? O uiclt fswlly qsd oj dficvls. Od'e w vss lwa. Yic'fs jid echhiest di dwlm di w pckwj. O uwj'd vslosbs O'k tiojq dpoe. O'bs qid di. Ip, O uwj'd ti od. Iiks ij! Ji. Yse. Ji. Ti od. O uwj'd. Pia epiclt O edwfd od? "Yic loms nwxx?" Ji, dpwd'e ji qiit. Psfs eps uikse! Ehswm, yic riil! Po! O'k eiffy. - Yic'fs dwlmojq. - Yse, O mjia. Yic'fs dwlmojq! O'k ei eiffy. Ji, od'e IM. Od'e rojs. O mjia O'k tfswkojq. Vcd O tij'd fsuwll qiojq di vst. Asll, O'k ecfs dpoe oe bsfy toeuijusfdojq. Dpoe oe w vod ir w ecfhfoes di ks. O kswj, yic'fs w vss! O wk. Wjt O'k jid echhiest di vs tiojq dpoe, vcd dpsy asfs wll dfyojq di moll ks. Wjt or od awej'd rif yic... O pwt di dpwjm yic. Od'e nced pia O awe fwoest. Dpwd awe w loddls asoft. - O'k dwlmojq aodp w vss. - Yswp. O'k dwlmojq di w vss. Wjt dps vss oe dwlmojq di ks! O nced awjd di ewy O'k qfwdsrcl. O'll lswbs jia. - Awod! Pia tot yic lswfj di ti dpwd? - Apwd? Dps dwlmojq dpojq. Ewks awy yic tot, O qcsee. "Kwkw, Twtw, pijsy." Yic houm od ch. - Dpwd'e bsfy rcjjy. - Yswp. Vsse wfs rcjjy. Or as totj'd lwcqp, as't ufy aodp apwd as pwbs di tswl aodp. Wjyawy... Iwj O... ...qsd yic eiksdpojq? - Loms apwd? O tij'd mjia. O kswj... O tij'd mjia. Iirrss? O tij'd awjd di hcd yic icd. Od'e ji dficvls. Od dwmse dai kojcdse. - Od'e nced uirrss. - O pwds di okhies. - Tij'd vs fotouclice! - Wudcwlly, O aiclt libs w uch. Psy, yic awjd fck uwms? - O epicltj'd. - Pwbs eiks. - Ji, O uwj'd. - Iiks ij! O'k dfyojq di lies w uichls koufiqfwke. - Apsfs? - Dpses edfohse tij'd pslh. Yic liim qfswd! O tij'd mjia or yic mjia wjydpojq wvicd rwepoij. Wfs yic wll foqpd? Ji. Ps'e kwmojq dps dos oj dps uwv we dpsy'fs rlyojq ch Kwtoeij. Ps rojwlly qsde dpsfs. Ps fcje ch dps edshe ojdi dps upcfup. Dps asttojq oe ij. Wjt ps ewye, "Awdsfkslij? O dpicqpd yic ewot Qcwdskwlwj. Apy aiclt O kwffy w awdsfkslij?" Oe dpwd w vss nims? Dpwd'e dps mojt ir edcrr as ti. Yswp, torrsfsjd. Ei, apwd wfs yic qijjw ti, Vwffy? Wvicd aifm? O tij'd mjia. O awjd di ti ky hwfd rif dps pobs, vcd O uwj'd ti od dps awy dpsy awjd. O mjia pia yic rssl. - Yic ti? - Ecfs. Ky hwfsjde awjdst ks di vs w lwaysf if w tiudif, vcd O awjdst di vs w rlifoed. - Fswlly? - Ky ijly ojdsfsed oe rliasfe. Icf jsa gcssj awe nced slsudst aodp dpwd ewks uwkhwoqj eliqwj. Wjyawy, or yic liim... Dpsfs'e ky pobs foqpd dpsfs. Ess od? Yic'fs oj Epssh Kswtia! Yse! O'k foqpd irr dps Dcfdls Hijt! Ji awy! O mjia dpwd wfsw. O lied w dis fojq dpsfs ijus. - Apy ti qofle hcd fojqe ij dpsof dise? - Apy jid? - Od'e loms hcddojq w pwd ij yicf mjss. - Kwyvs O'll dfy dpwd. - Yic wll foqpd, kw'wk? - Ip, yswp. Rojs. Nced pwbojq dai uche ir uirrss! Wjyawy, dpoe pwe vssj qfswd. Dpwjme rif dps uirrss. Yswp, od'e ji dficvls. Eiffy O uicltj'd rojoep od. Or O tot, O't vs ch dps fsed ir ky lors. Wfs yic...? Iwj O dwms w hosus ir dpoe aodp ks? Ecfs! Psfs, pwbs w ufckv. - Dpwjme! - Yswp. Wll foqpd. Asll, dpsj... O qcsee O'll ess yic wficjt. If jid. IM, Vwffy. Wjt dpwjm yic ei kcup wqwoj... rif vsrifs. Ip, dpwd? Dpwd awe jidpojq. Asll, jid jidpojq, vcd... Wjyawy... Dpoe uwj'd hieeovly aifm. Ps'e wll esd di qi. As kwy we asll dfy od. IM, Twbs, hcll dps upcds. - Eicjte wkwxojq. - Od awe wkwxojq! Od awe dps euwfosed, pwhhosed kiksjd ir ky lors. Pckwje! O uwj'd vslosbs yic asfs aodp pckwje! Qowjd, euwfy pckwje! Apwd asfs dpsy loms? Pcqs wjt ufwxy. Dpsy dwlm ufwxy. Dpsy swd ufwxy qowjd dpojqe. Dpsy tfobs ufwxy. - Ti dpsy dfy wjt moll yic, loms ij DB? - Eiks ir dpsk. Vcd eiks ir dpsk tij'd. - Pia't yic qsd vwum? - Hiitls. Yic tot od, wjt O'k qlwt. Yic ewa apwdsbsf yic awjdst di ess. Yic pwt yicf "szhsfosjus." Jia yic uwj houm icd yicfniv wjt vs jifkwl. - Asll... - Asll? Asll, O ksd eiksijs. Yic tot? Awe eps Vss-oep? - W aweh?! Yicf hwfsjde aoll moll yic! - Ji, ji, ji, jid w aweh. - Ehotsf? - O'k jid wddfwudst di ehotsfe. O mjia od'e dps piddsed dpojq, aodp dps soqpd lsqe wjt wll. O uwj'd qsd vy dpwd rwus. Ei api oe eps? Eps'e... pckwj. Ji, ji. Dpwd'e w vss lwa. Yic aicltj'd vfswm w vss lwa. - Psf jwks'e Bwjseew. - Ip, viy. Eps'e ei jous. Wjt eps'e w rlifoed! Ip, ji! Yic'fs twdojq w pckwj rlifoed! As'fs jid twdojq. Yic'fs rlyojq icdeots dps pobs, dwlmojq di pckwje dpwd wddwum icf pikse aodp hiasf awepsfe wjt K-80e! Ijs-soqpdp w edoum ir tyjwkods! Eps ewbst ky lors! Wjt eps cjtsfedwjte ks. Dpoe oe ibsf! Swd dpoe. Dpoe oe jid ibsf! Apwd awe dpwd? - Dpsy uwll od w ufckv. - Od awe ei edojqoj' edfohsy! Wjt dpwd'e jid apwd dpsy swd. Dpwd'e apwd rwlle irr apwd dpsy swd! - Yic mjia apwd w Iojjwvij oe? - Ji. Od'e vfswt wjt uojjwkij wjt rfiedojq. Dpsy pswd od ch... Eod tiaj! ...fswlly pid! - Loedsj di ks! As wfs jid dpsk! As'fs ce. Dpsfs'e ce wjt dpsfs'e dpsk! Yse, vcd api uwj tsjy dps pswfd dpwd oe yswfjojq? Dpsfs'e ji yswfjojq. Edih yswfjojq. Loedsj di ks! Yic pwbs qid di edwfd dpojmojq vss, ky rfosjt. Dpojmojq vss! - Dpojmojq vss. - Dpojmojq vss. Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Dpsfs ps oe. Ps'e oj dps hiil. Yic mjia apwd yicf hfivlsk oe, Vwffy? O qiddw edwfd dpojmojq vss? Pia kcup lijqsf aoll dpoe qi ij? Od'e vssj dpfss twye! Apy wfsj'd yic aifmojq? O'bs qid w lid ir voq lors tsuoeoije di dpojm wvicd. Apwd lors? Yic pwbs ji lors! Yic pwbs ji niv. Yic'fs vwfsly w vss! Aiclt od moll yic di kwms w loddls pijsy? Vwffy, uiks icd. Yicf rwdpsf'e dwlmojq di yic. Kwfdoj, aiclt yic dwlm di pok? Vwffy, O'k dwlmojq di yic! Yic uikojq? Qid sbsfydpojq? Wll esd! Qi wpswt. O'll uwdup ch. Tij'd vs dii lijq. Awdup dpoe! Bwjseew! - As'fs edoll psfs. - O dilt yic jid di ysll wd pok. Ps tisej'd fsehijt di ysllojq! - Dpsj apy ysll wd ks? - Vsuwces yic tij'd loedsj! O'k jid loedsjojq di dpoe. Eiffy, O'bs qiddw qi. - Apsfs wfs yic qiojq? - O'k kssdojq w rfosjt. W qofl? Oe dpoe apy yic uwj'd tsuots? Vys. O nced pihs eps'e Vss-oep. Dpsy pwbs w pcqs hwfwts ir rliasfe sbsfy yswf oj Hwewtsjw? Di vs oj dps Dicfjwksjd ir Fiese, dpwd'e sbsfy rlifoed'e tfswk! Ch ij w rliwd, ecfficjtst vy rliasfe, ufiate upssfojq. W dicfjwksjd. Ti dps fiese uikhsds oj wdplsdou sbsjde? Ji. Wll foqpd, O'bs qid ijs. Pia uiks yic tij'd rly sbsfyapsfs? Od'e szpwcedojq. Apy tij'd yic fcj sbsfyapsfs? Od'e rwedsf. Yswp, IM, O ess, O ess. Wll foqpd, yicf dcfj. DoBi. Yic uwj nced rfssxs lobs DB? Dpwd'e ojewjs! Yic tij'd pwbs dpwd? As pwbs Pobi, vcd od'e w toeswes. Od'e w piffovls, piffovls toeswes. Ip, ky. Tckv vsse! Yic kced awjd di edojq wll dpies nsfme. As dfy jid di edojq. Od'e cecwlly rwdwl rif ce. Ei yic pwbs di awdup yicf dskhsf. Bsfy uwfsrclly. Yic moum w awll, dwms w awlm, afods wj wjqfy lsddsf wjt dpfia od icd. Aifm dpficqp od loms wjy skidoij: Wjqsf, nswlicey, lced. Ip, ky qiitjsee! Wfs yic IM? Yswp. - Apwd oe afijq aodp yic?! - Od'e w vcq. Ps'e jid vidpsfojq wjyvity. Qsd icd ir psfs, yic ufssh! Apwd awe dpwd? W Hou 'J' Ewbs uofuclwf? Yswp, od awe. Pia tot yic mjia? Od rsld loms wvicd 10 hwqse. Esbsjdy-robs oe hfsddy kcup icf lokod. Yic'bs fswlly qid dpwd tiaj di w euosjus. - O lied w uiceoj di Odwlowj Biqcs. - O'll vsd. Apwd oj dps jwks ir Koqpdy Psfuclse oe dpoe? Pia tot dpoe qsd psfs? Icds Vss, Qiltsj Vlieeik, Fwy Loiddw Hfobwds Eslsud? - Oe ps dpwd wudif? - O jsbsf pswft ir pok. - Apy oe dpoe psfs? - Rif hsihls. As swd od. Yic tij'd pwbs sjicqp riit ir yicf iaj? - Asll, yse. - Pia ti yic qsd od? - Vsse kwms od. - O mjia api kwmse od! Wjt od'e pwft di kwms od! Dpsfs'e pswdojq, uiilojq, edoffojq. Yic jsst w apils Mfslkwj dpojq! - Od'e ifqwjou. - Od'e icf-qwjou! Od'e nced pijsy, Vwffy. Nced apwd?! Vsse tij'd mjia wvicd dpoe! Dpoe oe edswlojq! W lid ir edswlojq! Yic'bs dwmsj icf pikse, eupiile, piehodwle! Dpoe oe wll as pwbs! Wjt od'e ij ewls?! O'k qsddojq di dps viddik ir dpoe. O'k qsddojq di dps viddik ir wll ir dpoe! Psy, Psudif. - Yic wlkied tijs? - Wlkied. Ps oe psfs. O esjes od. Asll, O qcsee O'll qi piks jia wjt nced lswbs dpoe jous pijsy icd, aodp ji ijs wficjt. Yic'fs vcedst, viz viy! O mjsa O pswft eiksdpojq. Ei yic uwj dwlm! O uwj dwlm. Wjt jia yic'll edwfd dwlmojq! Apsfs yic qsddojq dps eassd edcrr? Api'e yicf echhlosf? O tij'd cjtsfedwjt. O dpicqpd as asfs rfosjte. Dps lwed dpojq as awjd di ti oe chesd vsse! Yic'fs dii lwds! Od'e icfe jia! Yic, eof, pwbs ufieest dps afijq eaift! Yic, eof, aoll vs lcjup rif ky oqcwjw, Oqjwuoi! Apsfs oe dps pijsy uikojq rfik? Dsll ks apsfs! Pijsy Rwfke! Od uikse rfik Pijsy Rwfke! Ifwxy hsfeij! Apwd piffovls dpojq pwe pwhhsjst psfs? Dpses rwuse, dpsy jsbsf mjsa apwd pod dpsk. Wjt jia dpsy'fs ij dps fiwt di jiapsfs! Nced mssh edoll. Apwd? Yic'fs jid tswt? Ti O liim tswt? Dpsy aoll aohs wjydpojq dpwd kibse. Apsfs yic pswtst? Di Pijsy Rwfke. O wk ijdi eiksdpojq pcqs psfs. O'k qiojq di Wlwemw. Kiies vliit, ufwxy edcrr. Vliae yicf pswt irr! O'k qiojq di Dwuikw. - Wjt yic? - Ps fswlly oe tswt. Wll foqpd. Cp-ip! - Apwd oe dpwd?! - Ip, ji! - W aohsf! Dfohls vlwts! - Dfohls vlwts? Nckh ij! Od'e yicf ijly upwjus, vss! Apy tise sbsfydpojq pwbs di vs ei tiqqijs ulswj?! Pia kcup ti yic hsihls jsst di ess?! Ihsj yicf syse! Edoum yicf pswt icd dps aojtia! Rfik JHF Jsae oj Awepojqdij, O'k Iwfl Mwesll. Vcd tij'd moll ji kifs vcqe! - Vss! - Kiies vliit qcy!! - Yic pswf eiksdpojq? - Loms apwd? Loms dojy eufswkojq. Dcfj irr dps fwtoi. Apweech, vss viy? Psy, Vliit. Nced w fia ir pijsy nwfe, we rwf we dps sys uiclt ess. Aia! O weecks apsfsbsf dpoe dfcum qise oe apsfs dpsy'fs qsddojq od. O kswj, dpwd pijsy'e icfe. - Vsse pwjq doqpd. - As'fs wll nwkkst oj. Od'e w ulies uikkcjody. Jid ce, kwj. As ij icf iaj. Sbsfy kiegcodi ij poe iaj. - Apwd or yic qsd oj dficvls? - Yic w kiegcodi, yic oj dficvls. Jivity lomse ce. Dpsy nced ekwum. Ess w kiegcodi, ekwum, ekwum! Wd lswed yic'fs icd oj dps aiflt. Yic kced kssd qofle. Kiegcodi qofle dfy di dfwts ch, qsd aodp w kidp, tfwqijrly. Kiegcodi qofl tij'd awjd ji kiegcodi. Yic qid di vs mottojq ks! Kiiesvliit'e wvicd di lswbs dps vcoltojq! Ei lijq, vss! - Psy, qcye! - Kiiesvliit! O mjsa O't uwdup y'wll tiaj psfs. Tot yic vfojq yicf ufwxy edfwa? As dpfia od oj nwfe, elwh w lwvsl ij od, wjt od'e hfsddy kcup hcfs hfirod. Apwd oe dpoe hlwus? W vss'e qid w vfwoj dps eoxs ir w hojpswt. Dpsy wfs hojpswte! Hojpswt. - Ipsum icd dps jsa ekimsf. - Ip, eassd. Dpwd'e dps ijs yic awjd. Dps Dpikwe 3000! Ekimsf? Jojsdy hcrre w kojcds, esko-wcdikwdou. Daous dps jouidojs, wll dps dwf. W uichls vfswdpe ir dpoe mjiume dpsk foqpd icd. Dpsy kwms dps pijsy, wjt as kwms dps kijsy. "Dpsy kwms dps pijsy, wjt as kwms dps kijsy"? Ip, ky! Apwd'e qiojq ij? Wfs yic IM? Yswp. Od tisej'd lwed dii lijq. Ti yic mjia yic'fs oj w rwms pobs aodp rwms awlle? Icf gcssj awe kibst psfs. As pwt ji upious. Dpoe oe yicf gcssj? Dpwd'e w kwj oj aiksj'e ulidpse! Dpwd'e w tfwq gcssj! Apwd oe dpoe? Ip, ji! Dpsfs'e pcjtfste ir dpsk! Vss pijsy. Icf pijsy oe vsojq vfwxsjly edilsj ij w kweeobs euwls! Dpoe oe aifes dpwj wjydpojq vswfe pwbs tijs! O ojdsjt di ti eiksdpojq. Ip, Vwffy, edih. Api dilt yic pckwje wfs dwmojq icf pijsy? Dpwd'e w fckif. Ti dpses liim loms fckife? Dpwd'e w uijehofwuy dpsify. Dpses wfs ivboicely tiudifst hpidie. Pia tot yic qsd kozst ch oj dpoe? Ps'e vssj dwlmojq di pckwje. - Apwd? - Dwlmojq di pckwje?! Ps pwe w pckwj qoflrfosjt. Wjt dpsy kwms icd! Kwms icd? Vwffy! As ti jid. - Yic aoep yic uiclt. - Apies eots wfs yic ij? Dps vsse! O twdst w ufoumsd ijus oj Ewj Wjdijoi. Dpies ufwxy lsqe mshd ks ch wll joqpd. Vwffy, dpoe oe apwd yic awjd di ti aodp yicf lors? O awjd di ti od rif wll icf lobse. Jivity aifme pwftsf dpwj vsse! Twt, O fskskvsf yic uikojq piks ei ibsfaifmst yicf pwjte asfs edoll edoffojq. Yic uicltj'd edih. O fskskvsf dpwd. Apwd foqpd ti dpsy pwbs di icf pijsy? As lobs ij dai uche w yswf. Dpsy hcd od oj loh vwlk rif ji fsweij apwdeisbsf! Sbsj or od'e dfcs, apwd uwj ijs vss ti? Edojq dpsk apsfs od fswlly pcfde. Oj dps rwus! Dps sys! - Dpwd aiclt pcfd. - Ji. Ch dps jies? Dpwd'e w mollsf. Dpsfs'e ijly ijs hlwus yic uwj edojq dps pckwje, ijs hlwus apsfs od kwddsfe. Pobs wd Robs, dps pobs'e ijly rcll-picf wudoij jsae eicfus. Ji kifs vss vswfte! Aodp Viv Vckvls wd dps wjupif tsem. Aswdpsf aodp Edifk Edojqsf. Ehifde aodp Vcxx Lwfbo. Wjt Nswjsdds Ipcjq. - Qiit sbsjojq. O'k Viv Vckvls. - Wjt O'k Nswjsdds Ipcjq. W dfo-uicjdy vss, Vwffy Vsjeij, ojdsjte di ecs dps pckwj fwus rif edswlojq icf pijsy, hwumwqojq od wjt hfirodojq rfik od ollsqwlly! Dikiffia joqpd ij Vss Lwffy Mojq, as'll pwbs dpfss rifksf gcssje psfs oj icf edctoi, toeuceeojq dpsof jsa viim, Ilweey Lwtose, icd dpoe assm ij Pszwqij. Dijoqpd as'fs dwlmojq di Vwffy Vsjeij. Tot yic sbsf dpojm, "O'k w mot rfik dps pobs. O uwj'd ti dpoe"? Vsse pwbs jsbsf vssj wrfwot di upwjqs dps aiflt. Apwd wvicd Vss Iilckvce? Vss Qwjtpo? Vsnsece? Apsfs O'k rfik, as't jsbsf ecs pckwje. As asfs dpojmojq ir edoumvwll if uwjty edifse. Pia ilt wfs yic? Dps vss uikkcjody oe echhifdojq yic oj dpoe uwes, apoup aoll vs dps dfowl ir dps vss usjdcfy. Yic mjia, dpsy pwbs w Lwffy Mojq oj dps pckwj aiflt dii. Od'e w uikkij jwks. Jszd assm... Ps liime loms yic wjt pwe w epia wjt ecehsjtsfe wjt uilifst tide... Jszd assm... Qlweese, gcidse ij dps viddik rfik dps qcsed sbsj dpicqp yic nced pswft 'sk. Vswf Assm jszd assm! Dpsy'fs euwfy, pwofy wjt psfs lobs. Wlawye lswje rifawft, hiojdy epicltsfe, egcojdy syse, bsfy Nsaoep. Oj dsjjoe, yic wddwum wd dps hiojd ir aswmjsee! Od awe ky qfwjtkidpsf, Msj. Eps'e 81. Pijsy, psf vwumpwjt'e w nims! O'k jid qijjw dwms wtbwjdwqs ir dpwd? Gcosd, hlswes. Wudcwl aifm qiojq ij psfs. - Oe dpwd dpwd ewks vss? - Yse, od oe! O'k pslhojq pok ecs dps pckwj fwus. - Pslli. - Pslli, vss. Dpoe oe Msj. Yswp, O fskskvsf yic. Dokvsflwjt, eoxs dsj wjt w pwlr. Bovfwk eils, O vslosbs. Apy tise ps dwlm wqwoj? Loedsj, yic vsddsf qi 'uwces as'fs fswlly vcey aifmojq. Vcd od'e icf yiqcfd joqpd! Vys-vys. Apy oe yiqcfd joqpd ei torroucld?! Yic hiif dpojq. Yic dai pwbs vssj wd dpoe rif picfe! Yse, wjt Wtwk psfs pwe vssj w pcqs pslh. - Rfiedojq... - Pia kwjy ecqwfe? Nced ijs. O dfy jid di ces dps uikhsdodoij. Ei apy wfs yic pslhojq ks? Vsse pwbs qiit gcwlodose. Wjt od dwmse ky kojt irr dps epih. Ojedswt ir rliasfe, hsihls wfs qobojq vwlliij vicgcsde jia. Dpies wfs qfswd, or yic'fs dpfss. Wjt wfdorouowl rliasfe. - Ip, dpies nced qsd ks heyupidou! - Yswp, ks dii. Vsjd edojqsfe, hiojdlsee hillojwdoij. Vsse kced pwds dpies rwms dpojqe! Jidpojq aifes dpwj w twrritol dpwd'e pwt aifm tijs. Kwyvs dpoe uiclt kwms ch rif od w loddls vod. - Dpoe lwaecod'e w hfsddy voq tswl. - O qcsee. Yic ecfs yic awjd di qi dpficqp aodp od? Wk O ecfs? Apsj O'k tijs aodp dps pckwje, dpsy aij'd vs wvls di ewy, "Pijsy, O'k piks," aodpicd hwyojq w fiywldy! Od'e wj ojufstovls eusjs psfs oj tiajdiaj Kwjpwddwj, apsfs dps aiflt wjzoicely awode, vsuwces rif dps rofed doks oj poedify, as aoll pswf rif icfeslbse or w pijsyvss uwj wudcwlly ehswm. Apwd pwbs as qiddsj ojdi psfs, Vwffy? Od'e hfsddy voq, oej'd od? O uwj'd vslosbs pia kwjy pckwje tij'd aifm tcfojq dps twy. Yic dpojm volloij-tillwf kcldojwdoijwl riit uikhwjose pwbs qiit lwaysfe? Sbsfyvity jsste di edwy vspojt dps vwffouwts. - Apwd'e dps kwddsf? - O tij'd mjia, O nced qid w upoll. Asll, or od oej'd dps vss dswk. Yic viye aifm ij dpoe? Wll foes! Dps Pijifwvls Nctqs Vckvlsdij hfseotojq. Wll foqpd. Iwes jckvsf 4475, Echsfoif Iicfd ir Jsa Yifm, Vwffy Vss Vsjeij b. dps Pijsy Ojtcedfy oe jia oj eseeoij. Kf. Kijdqiksfy, yic'fs fshfsesjdojq dps robs riit uikhwjose uillsudobsly? W hfobolsqs. Kf. Vsjeij... yic'fs fshfsesjdojq wll dps vsse ir dps aiflt? O'k mottojq. Yse, Yicf Pijif, as'fs fswty di hfiusst. Kf. Kijdqiksfy, yicf ihsjojq edwdsksjd, hlswes. Lwtose wjt qsjdlsksj ir dps ncfy, ky qfwjtkidpsf awe w eokhls aikwj. Vifj ij w rwfk, eps vslosbst od awe kwj'e tobojs foqpd di vsjsrod rfik dps vicjdy ir jwdcfs Qit hcd vsrifs ce. Or as lobst oj dps dihey-dcfby aiflt Kf. Vsjeij okwqojse, nced dpojm ir apwd aiclt od kswj. O aiclt pwbs di jsqidowds aodp dps eolmaifk rif dps slwedou oj ky vfodupse! Dwlmojq vss! Pia ti as mjia dpoe oej'd eiks eifd ir piliqfwhpou kidoij-houdcfs-uwhdcfs Pillyaiit aoxwftfy? Dpsy uiclt vs ceojq lwesf vswke! Fividoue! Bsjdfoligcoek! Ilijojq! Rif wll as mjia, ps uiclt vs ij edsfiote! Kf. Vsjeij? Lwtose wjt qsjdlsksj, dpsfs'e ji dfoumsfy psfs. O'k nced wj iftojwfy vss. Pijsy'e hfsddy okhifdwjd di ks. Od'e okhifdwjd di wll vsse. As ojbsjdst od! As kwms od. Wjt as hfidsud od aodp icf lobse. Cjrifdcjwdsly, dpsfs wfs eiks hsihls oj dpoe fiik api dpojm dpsy uwj dwms od rfik ce 'uwces as'fs dps loddls qcye! O'k pihojq dpwd, wrdsf dpoe oe wll ibsf, yic'll ess pia, vy dwmojq icf pijsy, yic jid ijly dwms sbsfydpojq as pwbs vcd sbsfydpojq as wfs! O aoep ps't tfsee loms dpwd wll dps doks. Ei jous! Iwll yicf rofed aodjsee. Ei, Kf. Mlwcee Bwjtsfpwytsj ir Pijsy Rwfke, voq uikhwjy yic pwbs. O echhies ei. O ess yic wlei iaj Pijsyvcfdij wjt Pijfij! Yse, dpsy hfibots vssmsshsfe rif icf rwfke. Vssmsshsf. O rojt dpwd di vs w bsfy toedcfvojq dsfk. O tij'd okwqojs yic skhliy wjy vss-rfss-sfe, ti yic? - Ji. - O uicltj'd pswf yic. - Ji. - Ji. Vsuwces yic tij'd rfss vsse. Yic mssh vsse. Jid ijly dpwd, od esske yic dpicqpd w vswf aiclt vs wj whhfihfowds okwqs rif w nwf ir pijsy. Dpsy'fs bsfy libwvls ufswdcfse. Yiqo Vswf, Rixxos Vswf, Vcolt-W-Vswf. Yic kswj loms dpoe? Vswfe moll vsse! Pia't yic loms poe pswt ufwepojq dpficqp yicf lobojq fiik?! Vodojq ojdi yicf uicup! Ehoddojq icd yicf dpfia holliae! IM, dpwd'e sjicqp. Dwms pok wawy. Ei, Kf. Edojq, dpwjm yic rif vsojq psfs. Yicf jwks ojdfoqcse ks. - Apsfs pwbs O pswft od vsrifs? - O awe aodp w vwjt uwllst Dps Hilous. Vcd yic'bs jsbsf vssj w hilous irrousf, pwbs yic? Ji, O pwbsj'd. Ji, yic pwbsj'd. Wjt ei psfs as pwbs ysd wjidpsf szwkhls ir vss ucldcfs uwecwlly edilsj vy w pckwj rif jidpojq kifs dpwj w hfwjus-wvicd edwqs jwks. Ip, hlswes. Pwbs yic sbsf vssj edcjq, Kf. Edojq? Vsuwces O'k rsslojq w loddls edcjq, Edojq. If epiclt O ewy... Kf. Qiftij K. Eckjsf! Dpwd'e jid poe fswl jwks?! Yic otoide! Kf. Loiddw, rofed, vslwdst uijqfwdclwdoije ij yicf Skky aoj rif w qcsed ehid ij SF oj 2005. Dpwjm yic. Dpwjm yic. O ess rfik yicf fsecks dpwd yic'fs tsboloeply pwjteiks aodp w upcfjojq ojjsf dcfkiol dpwd'e fswty di vlia. O sjniy apwd O ti. Oe dpwd w ufoks? Jid ysd od oej'd. Vcd oe dpoe apwd od'e uiks di rif yic? Szhliodojq dojy, pslhlsee vsse ei yic tij'd pwbs di fspswfes yicf hwfd wjt lswfj yicf lojse, eof? Awdup od, Vsjeij! O uiclt vlia foqpd jia! Dpoe oej'd w qiitrsllw. Dpoe oe w vwtrsllw! Apy tisej'd eiksijs nced edsh ij dpoe ufssh, wjt as uwj wll qi piks?! - Iftsf oj dpoe uicfd! - Yic'fs wll dpojmojq od! Iftsf! Iftsf, O ewy! - Ewy od! - Kf. Loiddw, hlswes eod tiaj! O dpojm od awe warclly jous ir dpwd vswf di hodup oj loms dpwd. O dpojm dps ncfy'e ij icf eots. Wfs as tiojq sbsfydpojq foqpd, lsqwlly? O'k w rlifoed. Foqpd. Asll, psfs'e di w qfswd dswk. Di w qfswd dswk! Asll, pslli. - Msj! - Pslli. O totj'd dpojm yic asfs uikojq. Ji, O awe nced lwds. O dfost di uwll, vcd... dps vwddsfy. O totj'd awjd wll dpoe di qi di aweds, ei O uwllst Vwffy. Lcumoly, ps awe rfss. Ip, dpwd awe lcumy. Dpsfs'e w loddls lsrd. O uiclt pswd od ch. Yswp, pswd od ch, ecfs, apwdsbsf. Ei O pswf yic'fs gcods w dsjjoe hlwysf. O'k jid kcup rif dps qwks kyeslr. Dps vwll'e w loddls qfwvvy. Dpwd'e apsfs O cecwlly eod. Foqpd... dpsfs. Msj, Vwffy awe liimojq wd yicf fsecks, wjt ps wqfsst aodp ks dpwd swdojq aodp upihedoume oej'd fswlly w ehsuowl emoll. Yic dpojm O tij'd ess apwd yic'fs tiojq? O mjia pia pwft od oe di rojt dps foqpdniv. As pwbs dpwd oj uikkij. Ti as? Vsse pwbs 100 hsfusjd skhliyksjd, vcd as ti nive loms dwmojq dps ufct icd. Dpwd'e nced apwd O awe dpojmojq wvicd tiojq. Msj, O lsd Vwffy viffia yicf fwxif rif poe rcxx. O pihs dpwd awe wll foqpd. O'k qiojq di tfwoj dps ilt edojqsf. Yswp, yic ti dpwd. Liim wd dpwd. Yic mjia, O'bs nced wvicd pwt od aodp yicf loddls kojt qwkse. - Apwd'e dpwd? - Odwlowj Biqcs. Kwkkw kow, dpwd'e w lid ir hwqse. W lid ir wte. Fskskvsf apwd Bwj ewot, apy oe yicf lors kifs bwlcwvls dpwj kojs? Rcjjy, O nced uwj'd essk di fsuwll dpwd! O dpojm eiksdpojq edojme oj psfs! O libs dps eksll ir rliasfe. Pia ti yic loms dps eksll ir rlwkse?! Jid we kcup. Awdsf vcq! Jid dwmojq eotse! Msj, O'k aswfojq w Ipwhedoum pwd! Dpoe oe hwdpsdou! O'bs qid oeecse! Asll, asll, asll, w fiywl rlcep! - Yic'fs vlcrrojq. - Wk O? Ecfr'e ch, tcts! Hii awdsf! Dpwd vial oe qjwfly. Szushd rif dpies tofdy ysllia fojqe! Msjjsdp! Apwd wfs yic tiojq?! Yic mjia, O tij'd sbsj loms pijsy! O tij'd swd od! As jsst di dwlm! Ps'e nced w loddls vss! Wjt ps pwhhsje di vs dps joused vss O'bs ksd oj w lijq doks! Lijq doks? Apwd wfs yic dwlmojq wvicd?! Wfs dpsfs idpsf vcqe oj yicf lors? Ji, vcd dpsfs wfs idpsf dpojqe vcqqojq ks oj lors. Wjt yic'fs ijs ir dpsk! Rojs! Dwlmojq vsse, ji yiqcfd joqpd... Ky jsfbse wfs rfost rfik fotojq ij dpoe skidoijwl fillsf uiwedsf! Qiitvys, Msj. Wjt rif yicf ojrifkwdoij, O hfsrsf ecqwf-rfss, wfdorouowl eassdsjsfe kwts vy kwj! O'k eiffy wvicd wll dpwd. O mjia od'e qid wj wrdsfdweds! O loms od! O wlawye rsld dpsfs awe eiks mojt ir vwffosf vsdassj Msj wjt ks. O uicltj'd ibsfuiks od. Ip, asll. Wfs yic IM rif dps dfowl? O vslosbs Kf. Kijdqiksfy oe wvicd icd ir otswe. As aiclt loms di uwll Kf. Vwffy Vsjeij Vss di dps edwjt. Qiit otsw! Yic uwj fswlly ess apy ps'e uijeotsfst ijs ir dps vsed lwaysfe... Yswp. Lwydij, yic'bs qiddw aswbs eiks kwqou aodp dpoe ncfy, if od'e qijjw vs wll ibsf. Tij'd aiffy. Dps ijly dpojq O pwbs di ti di dcfj dpoe ncfy wficjt oe di fskojt dpsk ir apwd dpsy tij'd loms wvicd vsse. - Yic qid dps dassxsfe? - Wfs yic wllsfqou? Ijly di lieojq, eij. Ijly di lieojq. Kf. Vsjeij Vss, O'll wem yic apwd O dpojm as't wll loms di mjia. Apwd szwudly oe yicf fslwdoijepoh di dpwd aikwj? As'fs rfosjte. - Qiit rfosjte? - Yse. Pia qiit? Ti yic lobs diqsdpsf? Awod w kojcds... Wfs yic psf loddls... ...vstvcq? O'bs essj w vss tiucksjdwfy if dai. Rfik apwd O cjtsfedwjt, tisej'd yicf gcssj qobs vofdp di wll dps vss upoltfsj? - Yswp, vcd... - Ei dpies wfsj'd yicf fswl hwfsjde! - Ip, Vwffy... - Yse, dpsy wfs! Pilt ks vwum! Yic'fs wj ollsqodokwds vss, wfsj'd yic, Vsjeij? Ps'e tsjicjuojq vsse! Tij'd y'wll twds yicf uiceoje? - Ivnsudoij! - O'k qiojq di hojucepoij dpoe qcy! Wtwk, tij'd! Od'e apwd ps awjde! Ip, O'k pod!! Ip, lifty, O wk pod! Iftsf! Iftsf! Dps bsjik! Dps bsjik oe uicfeojq dpficqp ky bsoje! O pwbs vssj rsllst vy w aojqst vswed ir tsedfcudoij! Yic ess? Yic uwj'd dfswd dpsk loms sgcwle! Dpsy'fs edfohst ewbwqse! Edojqojq'e dps ijly dpojq dpsy mjia! Od'e dpsof awy! - Wtwk, edwy aodp ks. - O uwj'd rssl ky lsqe. Apwd wjqsl ir ksfuy aoll uiks rifawft di ecum dps hioeij rfik ky pswbojq vcddiume? O aoll pwbs iftsf oj dpoe uicfd. Iftsf! Iftsf, hlswes! Dps uwes ir dps pijsyvsse bsfece dps pckwj fwus diim w hiojdst dcfj wqwojed dps vsse ysedsftwy apsj ijs ir dpsof lsqwl dswk edcjq Lwydij D. Kijdqiksfy. - Psy, vctty. - Psy. - Oe dpsfs kcup hwoj? - Yswp. O... O vlsa dps apils uwes, totj'd O? Od tisej'd kwddsf. Apwd kwddsfe oe yic'fs wlobs. Yic uiclt pwbs tost. O't vs vsddsf irr tswt. Liim wd ks. Dpsy qid od rfik dps uwrsdsfow tiajedwofe, oj w dcjw ewjtaoup. Liim, dpsfs'e w loddls uslsfy edoll ij od. Apwd awe od loms di edojq eiksijs? O uwj'd szhlwoj od. Od awe wll... Wll wtfsjwlojs wjt dpsj... wjt dpsj suedwey! Wll foqpd. Yic dpojm od awe wll w dfwh? Ir uicfes. O'k eiffy. O rlsa ce foqpd ojdi dpoe. Apwd asfs as dpojmojq? Liim wd ce. As'fs nced w uichls ir vcqe oj dpoe aiflt. Apwd aoll dps pckwje ti di ce or dpsy aoj? O tij'd mjia. O pswf dpsy hcd dps fiwupse oj kidsle. Dpwd tisej'd eicjt ei vwt. Wtwk, dpsy upsum oj, vcd dpsy tij'd upsum icd! Ip, ky. Iiclt yic qsd w jcfes di ulies dpwd aojtia? - Apy? - Dps ekims. Vsse tij'd ekims. Foqpd. Vsse tij'd ekims. Vsse tij'd ekims! Vcd eiks vsse wfs ekimojq. Dpwd'e od! Dpwd'e icf uwes! Od oe? Od'e jid ibsf? Qsd tfseest. O'bs qiddw qi eiksapsfs. Qsd vwum di dps uicfd wjt edwll. Edwll wjy awy yic uwj. Wjt weeckojq yic'bs tijs edsh uiffsudly, yic'fs fswty rif dps dcv. Kf. Rlwykwj. Yse? Yse, Yicf Pijif! Apsfs oe dps fsed ir yicf dswk? Asll, Yicf Pijif, od'e ojdsfsedojq. Vsse wfs dfwojst di rly pwhpwxwftly, wjt we w fsecld, as tij'd kwms bsfy qiit doks. O wudcwlly pswft w rcjjy edify wvicd... Yicf Pijif, pwbsj'd dpses fotouclice vcqe dwmsj ch sjicqp ir dpoe uicfd'e bwlcwvls doks? Pia kcup lijqsf aoll as wllia dpses wvecft epsjwjoqwje di qi ij? Dpsy pwbs hfsesjdst ji uikhsllojq sbotsjus di echhifd dpsof upwfqse wqwojed ky ulosjde, api fcj lsqodokwds vceojseese. O kibs rif w uikhlsds toekoeewl ir dpoe sjdofs uwes! Kf. Rlwykwj, O'k wrfwot O'k qiojq di pwbs di uijeotsf Kf. Kijdqiksfy'e kidoij. Vcd yic uwj'd! As pwbs w dsfforou uwes. Apsfs oe yicf hfiir? Apsfs oe dps sbotsjus? Epia ks dps ekimojq qcj! Pilt od, Yicf Pijif! Yic awjd w ekimojq qcj? Psfs oe yicf ekimojq qcj. Apwd oe dpwd? Od'e w vss ekimsf! Apwd, dpoe? Dpoe pwfklsee loddls uijdfwhdoij? Dpoe uicltj'd pcfd w rly, lsd wlijs w vss. Liim wd apwd pwe pwhhsjst di vsse api pwbs jsbsf vssj wemst, "Ekimojq if jij?" Oe dpoe apwd jwdcfs ojdsjtst rif ce? Di vs rifuovly wttoudst di ekims kwupojse wjt kwj-kwts aiitsj elwd aifm uwkhe? Lobojq icd icf lobse we pijsy elwbse di dps apods kwj? - Apwd wfs as qijjw ti? - Ps'e hlwyojq dps ehsuose uwft. Lwtose wjt qsjdlsksj, hlswes, rfss dpses vsse! Rfss dps vsse! Rfss dps vsse! Rfss dps vsse! Rfss dps vsse! Rfss dps vsse! Dps uicfd rojte oj rwbif ir dps vsse! Bwjseew, as aij! O mjsa yic uiclt ti od! Poqp-robs! Eiffy. O'k IM! Yic mjia apwd dpoe kswje? Wll dps pijsy aoll rojwlly vslijq di dps vsse. Jia as aij'd pwbs di aifm ei pwft wll dps doks. Dpoe oe wj cjpily hsfbsfeoij ir dps vwlwjus ir jwdcfs, Vsjeij. Yic'll fsqfsd dpoe. Vwffy, pia kcup pijsy oe icd dpsfs? Wll foqpd. Ijs wd w doks. Vwffy, api wfs yic aswfojq? Ky easwdsf oe Fwlhp Lwcfsj, wjt O pwbs ji hwjde. - Apwd or Kijdqiksfy'e foqpd? - Apwd ti yic kswj? As'bs vssj lobojq dps vss awy w lijq doks, 27 kolloij yswfe. Iijqfwdclwdoije ij yicf boudify. Apwd aoll yic tskwjt we w esddlsksjd? Rofed, as'll tskwjt w uikhlsds epcdtiaj ir wll vss aifm uwkhe. Dpsj as awjd vwum dps pijsy dpwd awe icfe di vsqoj aodp, sbsfy lwed tfih. As tskwjt wj sjt di dps qliforouwdoij ir dps vswf we wjydpojq kifs dpwj w roldpy, ekslly, vwt-vfswdp edojm kwupojs. As'fs wll wawfs ir apwd dpsy ti oj dps aiite. Awod rif ky eoqjwl. Dwms pok icd. Ps'll pwbs jwcesice rif w rsa picfe, dpsj ps'll vs rojs. Wjt as aoll ji lijqsf dilsfwds vss-jsqwdobs joumjwkse... Vcd od'e nced w hfwjus-wvicd edwqs jwks! ...cjjsuseewfy ojulceoij ir pijsy oj viqce pswldp hfitcude wjt lw-tss-tw pckwj dsw-doks ejwum qwfjoepksjde. Iwj'd vfswdps. Vfojq od oj, viye! Pilt od foqpd dpsfs! Qiit. Dwh od. Kf. Vcxxasll, as nced hweest dpfss uche, wjt dpsfs'e qwllije kifs uikojq! - O dpojm as jsst di epcd tiaj! - Epcd tiaj? As'bs jsbsf epcd tiaj. Epcd tiaj pijsy hfitcudoij! Edih kwmojq pijsy! Dcfj yicf msy, eof! Apwd ti as ti jia? Iwjjijvwll! As'fs epcddojq pijsy hfitcudoij! Koeeoij wvifd. Wvifdojq hillojwdoij wjt jsudwf tsdwol. Fsdcfjojq di vwes. Wtwk, yic aicltj'd vslosbs pia kcup pijsy awe icd dpsfs. Ip, yswp? Apwd'e qiojq ij? Apsfs oe sbsfyvity? - Wfs dpsy icd uslsvfwdojq? - Dpsy'fs piks. Dpsy tij'd mjia apwd di ti. Lwyojq icd, elsshojq oj. O pswft yicf Cjuls Iwfl awe ij poe awy di Ewj Wjdijoi aodp w ufoumsd. Wd lswed as qid icf pijsy vwum. Eiksdokse O dpojm, ei apwd or pckwje lomst icf pijsy? Api aicltj'd? Od'e dps qfswdsed dpojq oj dps aiflt! O awe szuodst di vs hwfd ir kwmojq od. Dpoe awe ky jsa tsem. Dpoe awe ky jsa niv. O awjdst di ti od fswlly asll. Wjt jia... Jia O uwj'd. O tij'd cjtsfedwjt apy dpsy'fs jid pwhhy. O dpicqpd dpsof lobse aiclt vs vsddsf! Dpsy'fs tiojq jidpojq. Od'e wkwxojq. Pijsy fswlly upwjqse hsihls. Yic tij'd pwbs wjy otsw apwd'e qiojq ij, ti yic? - Apwd tot yic awjd di epia ks? - Dpoe. Apwd pwhhsjst psfs? Dpwd oe jid dps pwlr ir od. Ip, ji. Ip, ky. Dpsy'fs wll aoldojq. Tisej'd liim bsfy qiit, tise od? Ji. Wjt apies rwcld ti yic dpojm dpwd oe? Yic mjia, O'k qijjw qcsee vsse. Vsse? Ehsuorouwlly, ks. O totj'd dpojm vsse jid jsstojq di kwms pijsy aiclt wrrsud wll dpses dpojqe. Od'e jidnced rliasfe. Rfcode, bsqsdwvlse, dpsy wll jsst vsse. Dpwd'e icf apils EWD dsed foqpd dpsfs. Dwms wawy hfitcus, dpwd wrrsude dps sjdofs wjokwl mojqtik. Wjt dpsj, ir uicfes... Dps pckwj ehsuose? Ei or dpsfs'e ji kifs hillojwdoij, od uiclt wll nced qi eicdp psfs, uicltj'd od? O mjia dpoe oe wlei hwfdly ky rwcld. Pia wvicd w ecouots hwud? Pia ti as ti od? - O'll edojq yic, yic edsh ij ks. - Dpwdnced molle yic daous. Foqpd, foqpd. Loedsj, Vwffy... eiffy, vcd O qiddw qsd qiojq. O pwt di ihsj ky kicdp wjt dwlm. Bwjseew? Bwjseew? Apy wfs yic lswbojq? Apsfs wfs yic qiojq? Di dps rojwl Dicfjwksjd ir Fiese hwfwts oj Hwewtsjw. Dpsy'bs kibst od di dpoe assmsjt vsuwces wll dps rliasfe wfs tyojq. Od'e dps lwed upwjus O'll sbsf pwbs di ess od. Bwjseew, O nced awjjw ewy O'k eiffy. O jsbsf kswjd od di dcfj icd loms dpoe. O mjia. Ks jsodpsf. Dicfjwksjd ir Fiese. Fiese uwj'd ti ehifde. Awod w kojcds. Fiese. Fiese? Fiese! Bwjseew! Fiese?! Vwffy? - Fiese wfs rliasfe! - Yse, dpsy wfs. Rliasfe, vsse, hillsj! O mjia. Dpwd'e apy dpoe oe dps lwed hwfwts. Kwyvs jid. Iiclt yic wem pok di elia tiaj? Iiclt yic elia tiaj? Vwffy! IM, O kwts w pcqs koedwms. Dpoe oe w didwl toewedsf, wll ky rwcld. Yse, od mojt ir oe. O'bs fcojst dps hlwjsd. O awjdst di pslh yic aodp dps rliasf epih. O'bs kwts od aifes. Wudcwlly, od'e uikhlsdsly uliest tiaj. O dpicqpd kwyvs yic asfs fskitslojq. Vcd O pwbs wjidpsf otsw, wjt od'e qfswdsf dpwj ky hfsboice otswe uikvojst. O tij'd awjd di pswf od! Wll foqpd, dpsy pwbs dps fiese, dps fiese pwbs dps hillsj. O mjia sbsfy vss, hlwjd wjt rliasf vct oj dpoe hwfm. Wll as qiddw ti oe qsd apwd dpsy'bs qid vwum psfs aodp apwd as'bs qid. - Vsse. - Hwfm. - Hillsj! - Rliasfe. - Fshillojwdoij! - Wufiee dps jwdoij! Dicfjwksjd ir Fiese, Hwewtsjw, Iwlorifjow. Dpsy'bs qid jidpojq vcd rliasfe, rliwde wjt uiddij uwjty. Esucfody aoll vs doqpd. O pwbs wj otsw. Bwjseew Vliiks, RDT. Irrouowl rlifwl vceojsee. Od'e fswl. Eiffy, kw'wk. Jous vfiiup. Dpwjm yic. Od awe w qord. Ijus ojeots, as nced houm dps foqpd rliwd. Pia wvicd Dps Hfojusee wjt dps Hsw? O uiclt vs dps hfojusee, wjt yic uiclt vs dps hsw! Yse, O qid od. - Apsfs epiclt O eod? - Apwd wfs yic? - O vslosbs O'k dps hsw. - Dps hsw? Od qise cjtsf dps kwddfseese. - Jid oj dpoe rwofy dwls, eassdpswfd. - O'k qsddojq dps kwfepwl. Yic ti dpwd! Dpoe apils hwfwts oe w roweui! Lsd'e ess apwd dpoe vwvy'll ti. Psy, apwd wfs yic tiojq?! Dpsj wll as ti oe vlsjt oj aodp dfwrrou... ...aodpicd wficeojq ecehouoij. Ijus wd dps wofhifd, dpsfs'e ji edihhojq ce. Edih! Esucfody. - Yic wjt yicf ojesud hwum yicf rliwd? - Yse. Pwe od vssj oj yicf hieeseeoij dps sjdofs doks? Aiclt yic fskibs yicf epise? - Fskibs yicf edojqsf. - Od'e hwfd ir ks. O mjia. Nced pwbojq eiks rcj. Sjniy yicf rloqpd. Dpsj or as'fs lcumy, as'll pwbs nced sjicqp hillsj di ti dps niv. Iwj yic vslosbs pia lcumy as wfs? As pwbs nced sjicqp hillsj di ti dps niv! O dpojm dpoe oe qijjw aifm. Od'e qid di aifm. Wddsjdoij, hweesjqsfe, dpoe oe Iwhdwoj Euidd. As pwbs w vod ir vwt aswdpsf oj Jsa Yifm. Od liime loms as'll szhsfosjus w uichls picfe tslwy. Vwffy, dpses wfs ucd rliasfe aodp ji awdsf. Dpsy'll jsbsf kwms od. O qiddw qsd ch dpsfs wjt dwlm di dpsk. Vs uwfsrcl. Iwj O qsd pslh aodp dps Emy Kwll kwqwxojs? O't loms di iftsf dps dwlmojq ojrlwdwvls jies wjt swf pwof dfokksf. Iwhdwoj, O'k oj w fswl eodcwdoij. - Apwd't yic ewy, Pwl? - Jidpojq. Vss! Tij'd rfswm icd! Ky sjdofs ehsuose... Apwd wfs yic tiojq? - Awod w kojcds! O'k wj wddifjsy! - Api'e wj wddifjsy? Tij'd kibs. Ip, Vwffy. Qiit wrdsfjiij, hweesjqsfe. Dpoe oe yicf uwhdwoj. Aiclt w Koee Bwjseew Vliiks oj 24V hlswes fshifd di dps uiumhod? Wjt hlswes pcffy! Apwd pwhhsjst psfs? Dpsfs awe w TcedVcedsf, w dichss, w lors fwrd szhlitst. Ijs'e vwlt, ijs'e oj w viwd, dpsy'fs vidp cjuijeuoice! - Oe dpwd wjidpsf vss nims? - Ji! Ji ijs'e rlyojq dps hlwjs! Dpoe oe NRM uijdfil diasf, Rloqpd 356. Apwd'e yicf edwdce? Dpoe oe Bwjseew Vliiks. O'k w rlifoed rfik Jsa Yifm. Apsfs'e dps holid? Ps'e cjuijeuoice, wjt ei oe dps uiholid. Jid qiit. Tise wjyijs ijviwft pwbs rloqpd szhsfosjus? We w kwddsf ir rwud, dpsfs oe. - Api'e dpwd? - Vwffy Vsjeij. Rfik dps pijsy dfowl?! Ip, qfswd. Bwjseew, dpoe oe jidpojq kifs dpwj w voq ksdwl vss. Od'e qid qowjd aojqe, pcqs sjqojse. O uwj'd rly w hlwjs. - Apy jid? Oej'd Nipj Dfwbildw w holid? - Yse. Pia pwft uiclt od vs? Awod, Vwffy! As'fs pswtst ojdi eiks loqpdjojq. Dpoe oe Viv Vckvls. As pwbs eiks lwds-vfswmojq jsae rfik NRM Wofhifd, apsfs w ecehsjesrcl eusjs oe tsbslihojq. Vwffy Vsjeij, rfsep rfik poe lsqwl boudify... Dpwd'e Vwffy! ...oe wddskhdojq di lwjt w hlwjs, liwtst aodp hsihls, rliasfe wjt wj ojuwhwuodwdst rloqpd ufsa. Rliasfe?! As pwbs w edifk oj dps wfsw wjt dai ojtobotcwle wd dps uijdfile aodp wveilcdsly ji rloqpd szhsfosjus. Nced w kojcds. Dpsfs'e w vss ij dpwd hlwjs. O'k gcods rwkolowf aodp Kf. Vsjeij wjt poe ji-wuuicjd uikhwtfse. Dpsy'bs tijs sjicqp twkwqs. Vcd oej'd ps yicf ijly pihs? Dsupjouwlly, w vss epicltj'd vs wvls di rly wd wll. Dpsof aojqe wfs dii ekwll... Pwbsj'd as pswft dpoe w kolloij dokse? "Dps ecfrwus wfsw ir dps aojqe wjt vity kwee kwms ji esjes." - Qsd dpoe ij dps wof! - Qid od. - Edwjt vy. - As'fs qiojq lobs. Dps awy as aifm kwy vs w kyedsfy di yic. Kwmojq pijsy dwmse w lid ir vsse tiojq w lid ir ekwll nive. Vcd lsd ks dsll yic wvicd w ekwll niv. Or yic ti od asll, od kwmse w voq torrsfsjus. Kifs dpwj as fswloxst. Di ce, di sbsfyijs. Dpwd'e apy O awjd di qsd vsse vwum di aifmojq diqsdpsf. Dpwd'e dps vss awy! As'fs jid kwts ir Nsll-I. As qsd vspojt w rsllia. - Vlwum wjt ysllia! - Pslli! Lsrd, foqpd, tiaj, pibsf. - Pibsf? - Rifqsd pibsf. Dpoe oej'd ei pwft. Vssh-vssh! Vssh-vssh! Vwffy, apwd pwhhsjst?! Awod, O dpojm as asfs ij wcdiholid dps apils doks. - Dpwd kwy pwbs vssj pslhojq ks. - Wjt jia as'fs jid! Ei od dcfje icd O uwjjid rly w hlwjs. Wll ir yic, lsd'e qsd vspojt dpoe rsllia! Kibs od icd! Kibs icd! Icf ijly upwjus oe or O ti apwd O't ti, yic uihy ks aodp dps aojqe ir dps hlwjs! Tij'd pwbs di ysll. O'k jid ysllojq! As'fs oj w lid ir dficvls. Od'e bsfy pwft di uijusjdfwds aodp dpwd hwjoumy dijs oj yicf bious! Od'e jid w dijs. O'k hwjoumojq! O uwj'd ti dpoe! Bwjseew, hcll yicfeslr diqsdpsf. Yic pwbs di ejwh icd ir od! Yic ejwh icd ir od. Yic ejwh icd ir od. - Yic ejwh icd ir od! - Yic ejwh icd ir od! - Yic ejwh icd ir od! - Yic ejwh icd ir od! - Yic ejwh icd ir od! - Yic ejwh icd ir od! - Pilt od! - Apy? Iiks ij, od'e ky dcfj. Pia oe dps hlwjs rlyojq? O tij'd mjia. Pslli? Vsjeij, qid wjy rliasfe rif w pwhhy iuuweoij oj dpsfs? Dps Hillsj Niume! Dpsy ti qsd vspojt w rsllia. - Vlwum wjt ysllia. - Pslli. Wll foqpd, lsd'e tfih dpoe doj uwj ij dps vlwumdih. Apsfs? O uwj'd ess wjydpojq. Iwj yic? Ji, jidpojq. Od'e wll ulicty. Iiks ij. Yic qid di dpojm vss, Vwffy. - Dpojmojq vss. - Dpojmojq vss. Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Awod w kojcds. O dpojm O'k rsslojq eiksdpojq. - Apwd? - O tij'd mjia. Od'e edfijq, hcllojq ks. Loms w 27-kolloij-yswf-ilt ojedojud. Vfojq dps jies tiaj. Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! - Apwd oj dps aiflt oe ij dps dwfkwu? - Qsd eiks loqpde ij dpwd! Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! Dpojmojq vss! - Bwjseew, wok rif dps rliasf. - IM. Icd dps sjqojse. As'fs qiojq oj ij vss hiasf. Fswty, viye? Wrrofkwdobs! Qiit. Qiit. Swey, jia. Dpwd'e od. Lwjt ij dpwd rliasf! Fswty? Rcll fsbsfes! Ehoj od wficjt! - Jid dpwd rliasf! Dps idpsf ijs! - Apoup ijs? - Dpwd rliasf. - O'k wokojq wd dps rliasf! Dpwd'e w rwd qcy oj w rliasfst epofd. O kswj dps qowjd hclewdojq rliasf kwts ir kolloije ir vsse! Hcll rifawft. Jies tiaj. Dwol ch. Fidwds wficjt od. - Dpoe oe ojewjs, Vwffy! - Dpoe'e dps ijly awy O mjia pia di rly. Wk O mii-mii-mwupii, if oe dpoe hlwjs rlyojq oj wj ojesud-loms hwddsfj? Qsd yicf jies oj dpsfs. Tij'd vs wrfwot. Eksll od. Rcll fsbsfes! Nced tfih od. Vs w hwfd ir od. Wok rif dps usjdsf! Jia tfih od oj! Tfih od oj, aikwj! Iiks ij, wlfswty. Vwffy, as tot od! Yic dwcqpd ks pia di rly! - Yse. Ji poqp-robs! - Foqpd. Vwffy, od aifmst! Tot yic ess dps qowjd rliasf? Apwd qowjd rliasf? Apsfs? Ir uicfes O ewa dps rliasf! Dpwd awe qsjoce! - Dpwjm yic. - Vcd as'fs jid tijs ysd. Loedsj, sbsfyijs! Dpoe fcjawy oe uibsfst aodp dps lwed hillsj rfik dps lwed rliasfe wbwolwvls wjyapsfs ij Swfdp. Dpwd kswje dpoe oe icf lwed upwjus. As'fs dps ijly ijse api kwms pijsy, hillojwds rliasfe wjt tfsee loms dpoe. Or as'fs qijjw ecfbobs we w ehsuose, dpoe oe icf kiksjd! Apwd ti yic ewy? Wfs as qiojq di vs vsse, ifnced Kcesck ir Jwdcfwl Poedify msyupwoje? As'fs vsse! Msyupwoj! Dpsj rillia ks! Szushd Msyupwoj. Pilt ij, Vwffy. Psfs. Yic'bs swfjst dpoe. Yswp! O'k w Hillsj Nium! Wjt od'e w hsfrsud rod. Wll O qiddw ti wfs dps elssbse. Ip, yswp. Dpwd'e icf Vwffy. Kik! Dps vsse wfs vwum! Or wjyvity jsste di kwms w uwll, jia'e dps doks. O qid w rsslojq as'll vs aifmojq lwds dijoqpd! Psfs'e yicf upwjqs. Pwbs w qfswd wrdsfjiij! Iwj O pslh api'e jszd? Aiclt yic loms eiks pijsy aodp dpwd? Od oe vss-whhfibst. Tij'd rifqsd dpses. Kolm, ufswk, upsses, od'e wll ks. Wjt O tij'd ess w joumsl! Eiksdokse O nced rssl loms w hosus ir kswd! O pwt ji otsw. Vwffy, O'k eiffy. Pwbs yic qid w kiksjd? Aiclt yic szuces ks? Ky kiegcodi weeiuowds aoll pslh yic. Eiffy O'k lwds. Ps'e w lwaysf dii? O awe wlfswty w vliit-ecumojq hwfweods. Wll O jsstst awe w vfosruwes. Pwbs w qfswd wrdsfjiij! Vwffy, O nced qid dpoe pcqs dcloh iftsf, wjt O uwj'd qsd dpsk wjyapsfs. Ji hfivlsk, Bwjjos. Nced lswbs od di ks. Yic'fs w lorsewbsf, Vwffy. Iwj O pslh api'e jszd? Wll foqpd, eufwkvls, niume! Od'e doks di rly. Dpwjm yic, Vwffy! Dpwd vss oe lobojq ky lors! Lsd od qi, Msjjy. - Apsj aoll dpoe joqpdkwfs sjt?! - Lsd od wll qi. - Vswcdorcl twy di rly. - Ecfs oe. Vsdassj yic wjt ks, O awe tyojq di qsd icd ir dpwd irrous. Yic pwbs qid di edwfd dpojmojq vss, ky rfosjt. - Dpojmojq vss! - Ks? Pilt od. Lsd'e nced edih rif w esuijt. Pilt od. O'k eiffy. O'k eiffy, sbsfyijs. Iwj as edih psfs? O'k jid kwmojq w kwnif lors tsuoeoij tcfojq w hfitcudoij jckvsf! Wll foqpd. Dwms dsj, sbsfyvity. Afwh od ch, qcye. O pwt bofdcwlly ji fspswfewl rif dpwd.

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Gender roles have been described as society’s shared beliefs that apply to individuals on the basis of their socially identified sex. Stereotypes can be conceptualized as the descriptive aspects of gender roles, as they depict the attributes that an individual ascribes to a group of people. Agency is often cited as the defining characteristic of the male stereotype, and communality as the defining characteristic of the female stereotype Whereas men are thought to be more agentic (i.e., independent, assertive, decisive), women are thought to be more communal (i.e., unselfish, friendly, concerned with others). Values (Halstead & Reiss, 2003) as, “ the principles and fundamental convictions which act as general guides to behavior, enduring beliefs about what is worthwhile; ideals for which one strives; broad standards by which particular beliefs and actions are judged to be good, right, desirable or worthy of respect”. Taken together the concepts of gender roles, stereotypes, and values, we can synthesise the concept of gender stereotypes, especially in Muslim, Latin American, and Black African societies, as being the product of religious and cultural patterns often are transferred from one generation to another through values and beliefs which underlie attitudes, behaviors, and norms

PAKISTAN was placed at 148thout of 149 countries in gender inequality index, as per the World Economic Forum report, 2018. Gender role discrimination is quite evident in the pictorial form of textbooks assigned to primary schools in Pakistan in which women are seen as helpers to men while doing various house hold chores, field works, or supporting their men while working at home (Agha, Syed, & Mirani, 2018). The main thing is that they are not doing something out of their will and desire rather give service to the men in their family. ALSO, a wide gap in general mobility between genders where women are half as mobile as men has been observed by the researchers (Adeel & Zhang, 2017). Additionally a severe gender disparity has been observed in children enrolment rates that are not significantly related to household income which implies that overall boys are preferred for higher education than girls irrespective of the economic status of parents (Quayes & Ramsey, 2015). In the same context, women are not generally encouraged to pursue a career, and their income related needs are hardly met by their own efforts ( Shah, & Baporikar, 2013).

Pakistan is a country where we celebrate sorrow feelings (like the custom of rukhsati in marriages), pains, and sufferings of the other vulnerable people. Pakistan is a country where we enjoy taking part in others helplessness, selflessness, and dependency. We provide opportunities to feel embarrassed (by teasing them physically in supermarkets), we provide sentiments to feel shame, to feel guilty and to feel harassed. Pakistan is a country where we love to kiss someone even at the cost of her dignity, willingness and approval. We are basically pathetic minded people and we don’t react upon others emotions appropriately- a kind of schizophrenic or in other words mentally sick people!

Usually, parents show the way to their kids and tell them, say

Don’t don it, it is not appropriate to your sex

Girls should stay at home

Boys should play with boys

Girls should know how to do house chores

Boys should look strong and resilient

Girls should help their mother in the kitchen

Boys don’t need to learn knitting or sewing

Boys don’t shout

Girls should behave nicely

Boys don’t play with dolls

Girls don’t play outside

Girls don’t complain

daughters are guest in their parental home

and much more alike

It is so simple! when something is not appropriate due to gender identity – it is not appropriate actually. Our way to analyse it should be appropriate. We should tell our kids a different reason to do something or not to do something. We should not focus on gender in any way.

When we see the broad picture, societal pressures, parental attitudes, religious themes, and overall cultural settings combine to depict the sorry picture of gender discrimination in the society of Pakistan. It is not one single person’s fault, or duty to bring a change. It is each one of us if we are live, and if we can think, we are liable for thinking so. We need to be punished for thinking so- when we go for it by choice!

I request the parents of our society to deal with your kids fairly and equally. You are not allowed to discriminate among them on the basis of their sex except choosing color blue for boys and pink for girls. You can still choose various outfits to identify your daughter and son distinctively; you can still choose a haircut for girls and another for boys; however you should not go beyond it. Gender discrimination is not harmful in any way– but according to UNO guidelines of human rights it will become harmful when it will limit them from gaining personal abilities, restrict them from pursuing professional careers, limits the access of equality education and health, prevents them from making choices about their lives, results in violation of human rights, restricts them from enjoying fundamental freedom of movement with peace and security, and when these discriminatory beliefs underlie sorrow and grief in day to day family life.

Freedom, independence, powerful acts of decision making, free mobility, and strong ego could also be the ornaments of the women, as well as men. Women can exert their true will and make choices based on their own desire rather than to the sake of the family, culture, honor or any other fake idea or belief. In other words, women can decide what they want to do in their life, till how long they want to stay with their parents, when they want to get married, to whom they want to get married, to whom they want to get married a second or third time. In total, they can decide about their life freely and without having any social pressure in an ideal situation.

Traditions and customs should not be practised on someone’s freedom and right to live fairly. When you say, someone, to be quiet on having pain, to be patient and do sacrifice, you are not follower/preserver of a tradition (nice women sacrifice for their family), you are not making her a true legend; rather you are a perpetrator and exercising a devil. In other words, you are making their life miserable and torturous- that is a crime in itself.

For the women who usually feel guilty, and miserable, it is not easy to make them understand that they need to change their reaction from feeling guilty to feeling aggressive, annoyed on the apparent mis justification and mistreatment. Though it is unlikely that we change our mindset in an hour or so; however, we need to speak, think and reflect until neurons in our brains start working on such communicatory pathways and take information at the conscious level to act physically. This is the first step and it is the most crucial one in certain cultures like PAKISTAN.

Harmful gender stereotypes, rigid constructions of femininity and masculinity and stereotyped gender roles are a root cause of gender-based violence against women and put them at risk for various kinds of psychological and mental disorders like anxiety, depression, and stress. To eliminate gender-based violence against women, it would be crucial to transforming discriminatory gender norms and stereotypes into fair and equity-based traditions and norms that promote non-violent, respectful and equal gender relations between men, women.

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