#tsumi post

[fabas-failed-science-projects]

Have any of y'all seen a Tornadus hybrid around? About yae tall, got all the bits and bobs that a Tornadus has. Don't worry if ya haven't, though

nnnnope not at all. in fact the only other hybrids I've seen lately is just us

Yep, haven't seen anyone like that at all.

[doodles-in-sand]

happy valentines day @74n5n !!! my piece for you for the @milgram-valentines-exchange :D

theyre having a nice chat

+ og sketches i threw out under the cut...they werent working how i wanted them to. hope you like the piece though, and have a good day!!!!

[redlight-academia]

When will god release me from these somno ideas it's not fair

But until he does:

The idea of April inviting Donnie over for a stay at home date. Pulling out all the stops; she gets take-out from the place he likes, pulls out all the nice plates to set everything up, romantic atmosphere, the works, and Donnie's looking forward to it all day. They're both busy, Donnie with his hidden city/tech/hero stuff, April with her college courses, her internship and other side hustles. They're supposed to spend time together, catch up finally, and maybe — just maybe — they could end the night tangling her bedsheets.

But when he gets there, poor April's fallen asleep on the couch. Dressed up all nice in a silky, lacey deep plum colored dress that usually drives Donnie crazy.

He considers waking her, the food is probably cold but he would still enjoy it with her after all, but decides against it. Instead, he plans to move her to her bed, leave a note to schedule a rain check, put the food away and spend the night.

And then he stops to just look at her. She's laying on her back, the bottom of her dress rising to her high thighs, the sweetheart, low collar slipping enough for him to know she's not wearing a bra, and her lips still shiny with gloss despite the little bit of saliva clinging to the corners.

And Donnie thinks, a kiss — a small kiss — couldn't hurt, right? Boyfriends tended to kiss their girlfriends while they sleep, right? And he grants himself that rational. Except, this isn't a small kiss. This is a kiss where he climbs on top of her, parts her legs with his hips, and holds her head in place as he kisses the lipstick off of her. Where he holds open her jaw so he can get a taste of her as his hips start to grind against her. Where he quickly attaches his lips to her neck when she begins to let out small, unrestrained mewls in her sleep as he angles his growing hard on against her center, becoming more brutish with each roll — each breathy, need gasp April let's out.

Donnie swears when her hips chases his in her sleep, buries his head in her chest as he messily covers the surface with hickeys, and he breathlessly tells her how he needs her, wants her, how he wants to be buried inside her, all the works; churrs and growls escaping his chest when April's shaky hands grab at him, calling his name in shock as she's finally, finally, coming to consciousness.

And, of course, she asks him to take her as much as he needs. And who is he to say no?

[good-beans]

HI @rainbowghostcat and @boxx-sama -- I have been enabled so I'm here to ramble a bit about my faves >:3 Top three are definitely Fuuta, Mahiru, and Yuno! Good taste gang !!🤝✨✨✨

It's a mix of enjoying their songs, genuinely getting into their stories, and relating to them just enough to go a little crazy asdfsd :') Shidou comes in at a close 4th, I love him a lot but I'm not as insane as I am about these guys lmao.

I was holding onto these asks to ramble when I had the time/energy but uuuuhhh I didn't mean to go on for so long sorry 😭 Woe, 03 06 02 thoughts be upon ye...

Starting with Fuuta!! His character has everything – He’s cool, he’s lame, he’s terrifying, he’s tragic, he’s funny, he’s unbearably real, he’s my silly little guy, he makes me cry, etc. The core of his character that always gets me is how normal he is. How he’s probably closest to the majority of the audience – he (and Kazui) are the only ones who did not have murder on their mind at all. He anticipated harm, but the thought of someone dying never once crossed his mind. He’s right around teens/early twenties. He engages with the online world a lot. So many milgram fans are in that age range, on the internet a lot (in order to enjoy the project and its fanbase), feel a strong sense of justice (since they’re so engaged in a project about morality), and aren’t in any situation dramatic enough that they expect anyone to die. He’s so much like all of us. 

Continuing on that, his heart really is in the right place to start. He cares deeply about people and society, which is why he wants to fix it. His vision is a bit small, focusing on petty issues rather than huge social issues, but the point is he cares. He attacks Es because he’s trying to be the brave representative after hearing Haruka and Yuno were attacked. He yells at Kazui and Mahiru because they’re not helping the others. He takes care of Haruka. He gives Mahiru a birthday gift even when he has nothing to give. 

His biggest issue is, he doesn’t belong. I’ve written up a whole analysis on how he’s written very neurodivergent: he misses social cues, he’s on the outskirts of friendships and groups. It’s more clear in characters like Haruka and Muu, but Fuuta is just as incredibly desperate for attention. For love. For that feeling of belonging in a group. His knightly fantasies aren’t ones of violence and weapons – they’re mostly scenes of him surrounded by a close-knit party of adventurers who are cheering him on. 

All of this together is what makes him so compelling and so tragic to me. All the characters are human and real, but he’s the closest to a lot of viewers (myself included). He let the attention get to his head for just a bit too long, let himself get swept away in finally having friends. He got distracted thinking that the focus of being a hero was defeating, and not protecting. And all it took was a brief time of getting drunk on this attention, and now he has a little girl’s blood on his hands. It makes me absolutely insane.

I also think he’s such a cool special case because he truly got a taste of his own medicine. The other characters are being judged in an unfamiliar way, but he is being scrutinized in the Exact same way that Fuuta pried open others’ privacy. He was attacked and almost died because of Es’ judgment, just as his victim was attacked because of his judgment. The process of Milgram is putting him in his victim’s shoes, and it’s so cool to see.

Aaaaand on a lighter note – he’s just so fun!! He’s my little skrunkly fr!!! I love his shit-eating grin. I love his ridiculous laugh. I love his crooked teeth. I love the knight theme, and the fire symbolism. It’s pretty standard, but it suits him perfectly. He’s got such cool, badass songs! I’m obsessed with his voice, both his singing and vd performances are incredible. His vds are the only ones I’ll listen to often and out of the blue – Arthur Lounsbery uses such an interesting and fun voice for him ;--; His design is so fun (apparently I have a Type for redhead characters…), and his t2 development and design were amazing! There has been no other Milgram character that I want to reach through the screen and shake violently by the shoulders and also hug so badly 😂

I’m so obsessed with her theme of ‘being so kind that it causes harm’!! Because it’s very easy to dismiss the other characters as unforgivable when you look at the harm they wanted to cause their victim, or disregard they had for their victim’s feelings. But Mahiru… she doesn’t want to cause any harm. At all. She took her boyfriend’s feelings into consideration so much so that she didn’t stop him when she definitely should have. She doesn’t have a mean bone in her body and yet she fucked up big time!! It’s such a unique type of murder!! The other characters need to be sat down and told “don’t hurt innocents, don’t seek revenge, don’t be selfish, etc” and then Mahiru is over here like “don’t be… nice to people.” Because it’s not about being nice per se – it’s about not being a doormat. 

(I know her story is still a bit mysterious – my running theory is that her bf had health issues completely separate from their relationship. They started getting bad and he started to consider suicide. Instead of stopping him, Mahiru combined her need to copy her lover (as seen a lot in TIHTBILWY), her ideas that lovers do everything together, and her belief that one should do anything they set their mind to (as seen in her comments about Es/Kotoko and the attack). She says she’ll join him, make it a lovers’ suicide, but doesn’t follow through at the last second.)

She (and Mikoto) have really interesting themes of how not caring for yourself can actually hurt others. They put all their efforts into giving back to others, to society, fitting into the norms and expectations, not questioning others, and it backfires catastrophically. If she had stood up for herself and her relationship, she would not have assumed anyone deserved to die. She would have known that it wasn’t up to her alone to deal with her bf’s mental issues. She obviously wasn’t handling it correctly (rats….) but she didn’t need to! She should have pointed him to professionals instead of deciding she deserved to die along with him! But she was so poisoned by society’s expectations of being the perfect girlfriend and being considerate of others…

She’s just such a tragic case because the power of love is supposed to be perfect. She’s been taught her whole life that it’s wonderful and magical and pure. Who can kill with the power of love, after all? I can completely understand her denial of the situation, because I also wouldn’t picture a terrifying, dark scene if I knew I was only being nice for my whole life! 

And her crime aside – she’s super fun :3 She has The Most Fun songs, she’s full of energy and excitement and enthusiasm! (out of the various english covers I like, hers is the one I jam out to most often hehe). She’s the most stunning character there! I’m a sucker for sunshine-coded characters 🌻🌻🌻I think she has the best symbols out of everyone, between the birdcage and the carousel. The fact that both Mahiru and her bf could be the bird and the cage. The two symbols representing beautiful things that can be trapping. Representing cycles. Representing relationships. I know the hourglass is a popular one but I think this is Yamanaka's finest set of symbols. I am unwell about it. So yeah, rather than give her a good shake I want to yank her right out of there – Get in loser we’re gonna get you some self-love!!!!

And a slightly shorter rant on Yuno because that was a lot adfsdf. Ad I'm aware of the irony that one of my points is that it kinda sucks how most rants on Yuno are cut short :( The thing is, she’s been very honest about her crime, and most people have considered her issue in a context outside of Milgram so they already have a pretty good idea on where their vote stands. Despite being the “obvious” innocent one, she really is the most emotionally charged character imo. It’s easy to relate to the other characters and feel knee-jerk reaction, but none have been so widely discussed as abortion and sex work. I can talk openly about everyone else and get into a nice discussion on morals and emotions, but Yuno is the one character I have to talk very, very carefully around. Whether I’m rambling about Milgram to my family or interacting with new fans, I never know what’s acceptable to say without falling into a whole debate on politics.

So, if it’s made me into someone who keeps quiet and skirts around things, I shudder to imagine the amount of lying/masking Yuno herself must do on a daily basis. I can easily avoid the topic if I choose to – she was dealing with that debate long before coming to Milgram, and is currently dealing with debates and judgements and insults and pity surrounding it. She’s naturally strong so I think fans often forget all the shit that this 18yo is dealing with on a daily basis, and how effortless she’s making it look <3

[muichirolover14]

Ramble :(

I don't know why but I feel like if I don't post this I'll continue to feel depressed. So when celebrating my brother's birthday, it was fun but when going home my mom berated me and my siblings for some family issues and for the first time, I thought about actually hurting myself. So that's something to add on my life but I'm feeling kinda better, kinda empty I guess. But overall, I just want a therapist again. Also if you go to my blog and read my description, you'll see some quotes that I make myself, and it expresses how I feel.

[sirenspells]

I think it would be quite silly for them to interact

Tsumi to Batsu au by @misty-wisp! This is based on an ask I sent them a while ago

[iqmmir]

I need to make a list for reasons,, who is fine with getting random asks

[fma03anniversary]

Another clip from FMA Episode 0.

The host has a short discussion with Nana Kitade about Kesenai Tsumi. She does a great job keeping a straight face with our eccentric mad scientist host.

Raw JP, no subs.

[swirlbeatz]

SCREW IT HERE'S SOME PROJECT SAKURA CHARACTER INFORMATION:

Project Sakura, my little story (not that little actually, there's stories from Project Sakura 1 to Project Sakura 7) that has many characters that are mine and my friends' alike, and I am now here to share some of them with you >:3

SEND ASKS IF YOU WANT! THE BOX IS OPEN!! Swirl Sakura: The protagonist! Our silly girl known as the Hero of Humanity. My OCSona, determined to fight until the very end. Daughter of the Goddess of Light and Life and the King of Hell (making her a Nephilim). Same sexuality/MBTI as me, of course!

Spiral Sakura: Swirl's (older by a minute) twin sister. Raised by her father to be a weapon, but now lives (mostly) peacefully with her sister. Was cursed to use only her demonic powers, but recently gained a magical grimoire from her mother that allowed her to use angelic spells. Lesbian, INFJ, and probably very sexist. Used to have INCREDIBLE IMPULSE ANGER ISSUES from her hellish upbringing.

Ceri Huntress: Short for Cerise! Swirl's girlfriend from a parallel world who was granted entry to the current one. A former mercenary with incredible skills and abilities. Over time, I accidentally just kinda pushed all of the things I find attractive onto her character- (she can ride motorcycles, play guitar, and speak multiple languages...oops). Grateful to Swirl for giving her a new life and a person to love forever.

Kels Opheus: Short for Kelsey! Spiral's girlfriend since freshman year of high school. A literal angel from heaven who, with the rest of her family, follows Lynette Sakura. Very skilled with a bow and arrow, and also volleyball (she's been playing since kindergarten!). Used to dye her hair to a neon cyan like BF from FNF, but changed it back once she felt less self-conscious.

Rizu (R12U): An automaton created by the Hero Association for reasons she doesn't quite know about yet. Known to keep secrets and be a kind pillar that all can turn to when they need help! She's favored by most of my friends (especially my friend Craalfy, who will go so far as to call her her daughter) because of her sweet behavior. Her role could basically be compared to Fuuka/Rise/Futaba from the Persona series.

Makura Tsumi: Daughter of the Goddess of Blood and Death, Emi Tsumi. Swirl's "Big Ex-Girlfriend" who works for the Assassins Order and would stop at no cost just to watch her die. Expressionless and cold to others due to her traumatic experiences (which I'll probably dive into in a later post) and the fact that she was killed before getting brought back to life by her boss. Deep down, she wishes that Swirl would save her from her terrible fate.

[fabas-failed-science-projects]

Attempt #1: Jax W̶̡̮̑̉̓̈́i̸͙͙̪̠̐̆̒ñ̷̫̭̝͍̈́̈́̿͘ͅs̶͖̈̽͑̿t̸̢̠̟͉͒͊͛͝r̷͖̒͝a̸̬̩̩̟̋͌t̶͎̞͈̙͌̂̓̍̀ͅȅ̶̇͌ (@jax-and-winstrate)

hi, I'm Jax and I'm a Mew hybrid! I'm a psychic/normal

Attempt #2: Felix Winstrate

hello, i’m felix! arceus hybrid, normal type

Attempt #3: Nowaki Winstrate

hey, uh. i’m nowaki. …ursaluna hybrid. yeah. ground/normal

Attempt #4: Atlas Bailey (@spitefulfoxx)

hi, i’m atlas. hisuian zoroark hybrid, normal/ghost

Attempt #5: Tsumetai Kanashimi or Tsumi Winstrate

Hello, I'm Tsumi. I don't remember my actual name, so I shortened the name in my file. I'm a Froslass hyrbid and I'm an ice/ghost type.

Attempt #8: Mercury (no last name)

where are 6 and 7? ahem. hi. Mercury. minun hybrid, electric/electric type yes, my file apparently said that. legal name is different, but that one kind of sucked. so. new name. yay '_'👍

Attempt #9: Zephyr Aeolus

Hi! My name's Zephyr and I'm a Tornadus hybrid (Flying-type!) Nice to meet you! :D

ooc info

hello everyone! this is a shared blog! @cooperblr and @half-or-nothing are running this!

I, @half-or-nothing , use Jax and Tsumi, and posts with the tags #jax post and #tsumi post are posted by me and if there are any ooc posts then I'll use #mod half

hello! i, @cooperblr, use felix, atlas, and nowaki! posts by them will be tagged #felix post, #atlas post, and #nowaki post. if i make any ooc posts they will be tagged #mod coopblr ^^

hi :3 i ( @phantom-freak ) use mercury n zephyr. their posts are #mercury post and #zephyr post. ooc posts are #mod fish :D

[altblock-tm]

OC Fact #50

I dunno I'm having gender thoughts. So here's the gender of almost all the characters in Ambivalent Souls

Maroon: he/they, Doesn't really want to use a specific label.

Zerie: he/they/she, Demiboy

Krystll: she/her, Cis

Hare: Gender? Um, yeah, he has one. He's...not sure what it is. He goes by he/him pronouns but using other pronouns for him makes him happy

Midnight: She/they, Demigirl (just like me fr)

Xosi: They/she/he, Genderfluid

Feil: They/zey, Agender

Nova: He/him...I dunno all eldritch beings just kinda decided their gender when they were first formed. Not really cis but he is in his mind. Cis+ but if stargender is a thing he'll get really excited about that

Thirio: He/they. What do you mean people have names for what gender they are.

Attakai: She/her but she's okay if you accidentally use the wrong pronouns for her.

Tsumi: He/they. Leaning more toward a genderfluid label. Doesn't quite understand what gender is but yeah, they have gender. No, they are gender.

Vipsi: They/she/he. Gender? What's that? Who cares? Yeah they have pronouns. Do they care which ones you use? Absolutely not.

Epithymia: They/them, somewhere in the questionable Agender spectrum.

[misty-wisp]

this is what happened in chapter 12 right

[redlight-academia]

taking time to post some old art that I still can't believe turned out so well

[strongbabe2907]

Here’s a little review of Zepp Haneda - Dir en grey Who is this hell for tour 2024

In the morning i took a wrong train and almost ended in Yokohama, lmao. In the end i was there around 10:40 and we got the merch tickets.

After that we met up with a few people and had some food. The cafe/bar we went too was blasting Dir all day and played their pvs inside too, it was surreal but very cute.

Visnu brought the art books and it was so cool to see them irl before she put them in the gift box🥰 everyone worked so hard!! Go check out #SilverCoinProject if you haven’t! I’m not an artist i send in some pictures hehe. There’s also a picture in there of my gifts.. maybe i’ll post them later on social media now i have given them.

So we walked around a bit and went to the torii my friend recommended, but they were doing construction work right around it so it was a bit noisy.

When it was time for merch we found out todays sticker was Kaoru!! I hoped a shiny but unfortunately just normal ones. Still cute.

I bought more merch for friends and some standees, did some trading with other japanese fans and some gift exchange 🥰 honestly everyone has been so nice and sweet.

We god dinner before the show and i started to get nervous again.. we split up waiting because we had different numbers and i was very focused on the counting haha.

I had 235 for vip which got me… 6th row maybe? Second barrier in zepp. Which was.. i had hoped for a bit closer but it is what it is.

Again i was between Kaoru and Kyo and looked at them most. Shinya wore his white outfit, Die also wore a white outfit. I think Toshiya was all black? He wore the shorts with something on top and dramatic separate sleeves.

Kaoru looked amazing! He was in all black. Black dress shirt with big collar. Wearing a small, wide black tie. His waistcoat thing and trousers/shorts were the same texture/print. The waistcoat was much more wide/baggy and shorter in the front and longer in the back. I think it had 2 rows of 3 buttons on it. The shorts were just passed his knees and veryy wide with big pockets on the sides. He wore black leggings with them again. Black dr martens and i think socks?

His hair was pulled back in a little ponytail and he had two strands loose in the front. One behind his ear and one just loose. He had the usual make up, little fangs, eyeliner and dark shading especially around his head. He was the only one that didn’t change for the encore.

Kyo wore the same simple outfit. I still couldn’t make out the tat very well, but thought i could discern some points to it.. Visnu later mentioned she thinks it’s either like a little star or a cross?

He wore low black doc martens this time.

His voice was just 💯from the start. They seemed more energetic/relaxed than the first show (which was still really good btw). He did some dancing (god he’s so tiny..) and moved around and took his earpieces out to listen to the crowd sing/shout. Closer to the end he pointed at two people, one right ahead of me. I think one of them had made a tattoo like him and he was smiling? Cute.

Also HELLOOO obscure was so awesome. It was the more recent version which i personally prefer. It was so cool!! And i mentioned this on twitter already but Kaoru didnt do much wahwah but he did grunt along with tsumi no kisei and was doing tough guy act to the crowd and singing along with a song (sorry cant remember which) for a long but, it was really cute. They switched sides once i think. My friends said there was almost a twin towers collision but i didnt see.

After the last song (Eddie), Kyo did a big smile and said ‘bye bye’ and he was off.

Shinya’s drumstick landed right next to my foot but i was busy looking at Kaoru😭😂🙈(he was also throwing stuff). Then girl next to me notices a tiny but before me and bend down to grab it, but it was fine i mosty found it funny i missed it cos i was going 👁️ at Kao.

Everyone but Kyo also threw a tour towel.. maybe shinya didnt? Im not sure. Toshiya was smiling and put his face in it before tossing it in the crowd lol. Kaoru also threw it near the front and Die tied a knot in it again and pitched it to the back of the venue lol.

So good live! Girls around me were lively but i was standing at a bit of a dead area in the crowd?? I liked both citta and zepp even though the vibes were different. (Citta was def more intense)

After the show we got the vip bags! They’re very cute. And now i try and recover a little before heading to Kyoto.

[iqmmir]

? Why is tumbl giving me notification now??

[kitashousewife]

be mine

an: heehee happy valentines day! there is still more to come so don't worry i'm not stopping here

pairings: timeskip!atsumu x fem!reader

warnings: little angst, lots of fluff, lots of pet names, confessions of feelings

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the steady drum of volleyballs hitting the hardwood floor distracts atsumu's thoughts for a while. soles squeaking, teammates shouting, and the tune of the coach's whistle bouncing off of the walls. he's finally out of his head.

but, as always, the regular discussions in the locker room pull him right back in.

"how long has it been? three months? and you still haven't asked her out?"

atsumu hums, shutting his locker and giving hinata an exhausted look. "yeah, since before christmas."

"what's the hold-up?" bokuto pats atsumu on the back with wiggling eyebrows. "is little 'tsumie afraid?"

that makes him irritated. he knows he should have made things official weeks ago. the badgering isn't helping, though.

"shut up," he huffs and hides a frown with the hoodie that's pulled over his head. "until ya get a girlfriend kotaro, i don't wanna hear shit."

bokuto whistles. "okay, okay. but seriously, what's the issue?"

atsumu thinks for a second. he's honestly not really sure. he's been meaning to, he just can't find the right time.

but, he's pretty sure that's just an excuse.

"you don't have an excuse miya," sakusa smirks as they walk towards the parking lot. "i agree kotaro, i think he's scared."

"no!" atsumu quips, a little quickly. "i mean, i don't know. i really don't know. i want to, i just...can't."

"is it her? does she want to? are you getting mixed signals?" hinata rests against the hood of his car.

"no, she's always happy to talk to me. she gets excited to see me, buys me dinner, and responds immediately. she's perfect."

"soooo," sakusa raises his eyebrows. atsumu sighs.

"i just don't want to disappoint her."

his stomach flips. he's thought about it for months at this point. he wanted to make you his before the first date was over. but, his past got in the way, clouding his confidence just a touch.

past girls using him for the little money he makes. some girls accusing him of spending too much time at volleyball, and not providing enough attention. others just in it for attention, lusting after the instagram posts and twitter updates with their faces in them.

atsumu wants you to be his, and he doesn't want you to leave.

"atsumu, it's been three months. i think she knows you by now. besides, if she was interested in you for the wrong reasons, wouldn't she have left by now?" bokuto's words help atsumu to relax a little.

"yeah, yer right. god, what do i even do? i feel like a fuckin' high schooler," he whines, throwing his bag into his car.

"you're in luck. valentine's day is tomorrow, which means you have the perfect reason," sakusa slides into his car. "c'mon miya, where's your romantic side?"

atsumu thinks about that the entire drive home. he doesn't know what to do. he considers taking you out to a nice dinner, somewhere fancy and luxurious. but, reservations have probably been booked for months. he thinks about using a card, but that's lame. really, he wants to call you for advice, just like he does with everything, but that won't work.

he throws himself on his bed with a sigh.

maybe he'll never ask.

little does he know, you're in the same boat.

sitting cross-legged in the middle of your bedroom floor, you look like an art project gone wrong. glue sticks, markers, and different shades of pink cardstock litter the ground hiding the failed cards and notes from before. you sigh, putting the finishing touches on what you hope to be the final product.

a small, pink card with a bumble bee and hearts with the words bee mine in shaky cursive underneath. you're still deciding what to fill the inside with.

you don't want to say too much, but you also want to make sure you get your feelings out. it's been almost six weeks, and atsumu still hasn't made things official with you. you see him at least three times a week, he takes you to dinner but never calls them dates. he invites you to parties, event dinners, and even took you to his cousin's wedding last weekend.

what's taking him so long?

as soon as you see the clock on the wall, you groan. atsumu should be here any minute, and you haven't written a word on his card yet. he asked you if he could come over tonight, saying he was dying to see ya. since it's the night before valentines, you decide this may be your only shot. you quickly scribble something down, hearing his footsteps through the thin walls of your apartment. quick hands shove the evidence into a garbage bag before you scurry to wash up.

"honey, i'm home!" atsumu sings as he opens the door. "wait! close yer eyes!"

"why should i listen to someone who just entered my home without permission?" you say, eyes firmly closed from your spot on the couch.

"yet, ya listened anyway huh?" he teases when you flip him off from the couch. "keep em' closed pretty. i'm not ready yet."

your heart beats a little quicker. "o-okay, but i have to tell you something."

"alright sweetheart. just a second," he grunts, tripping over the strings of the five heart balloons that he holds in his left hand. he shuffles over to you at sets down a container of chocolate-covered strawberries (that he had to beg osamu to make), and a dozen roses. you smile when you hear the crinkle of cellophane.

atsumu's stomach is doing flips, but he can't do this anymore.

"okay, you can open." his voice sounds a lot more nervous than he would've liked. when you open them, he can't quite read your face.

"atsumu," you breathe. you aren't sure where to look.

"i know, it's a lot, but listen," he flops down next to you, grabbing your hands in his. "i didn't want to be lame but, i just wanted to tell you."

"okay," you ease him on. he takes a deep breath, before smiling wide.

"i think that ya have got to be the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in my life," he looks at you with hearts in his eyes. "from the moment i met ya, i wanted to make ya mine. i want to be the one ya come home to after a long day, i want to see ya in the stands during my games with my jersey on," his cheeks get a little pink.

"i want ya to be mine. my girlfriend."

"atsumu," you breathe, just like before. this time is a little more shaky, but with a bigger smile. "i want to be yours. i want you to be mine."

he laughs running his hand through his hair. "really?"

you nod, holding his face in your hands.

"really," you smile, pulling him in for a kiss. atsumu doesn't pull away until he absolutely has to, wanting to drown in this moment and keep it forever.

"baby, i don't think ya know how happy i am right now," he really can't stop smiling, no matter how hard he tries. he feels like a weight has been lifted off of his chest, amazed at the instant relief he feels after telling you.

"you didn't have to do all of this!" you pull at the balloons, watching them bounce off of one another.

"yes i did! plus, ya gotta try one of these. my brother made 'em and they're amazin'." you reach down to grab one, but he stops you.

"let me grab one!" you giggle, but he smirks.

"what's in your hand?"

you freeze, forgetting all about the card that rests between your fingertips.

"nothing."

"oh c'mon angel, lemme see!"

you shake your head, but he persists.

"why not!"

"because it's stupid, especially compared to all of this!" you gesture towards the flowers and berries.

"please," he begs, giving you a large pout. you roll your eyes.

"fine, but save the comments for yourself. i worked really hard on it."

atsumu pulls the card from it's envelope slowly before giving a quiet gasp.

"i know, i know, it looks like a preschooler did it. just give it back and-"

"are ya kidding me?" he practically shrieks. "this is goin' straight on my locker. 'gonna tape it right to the front."

"are you serious?"

"mhm," he hums, smirking when he reads the inside of the card.

happy valentine's day atsumu. you're the most handsome man i've ever met, and the funniest too. i hope that you will "bee mine" once and for all.

"what's so funny?"

"nothin', i'm just thinkin' that you might have a crush on me."

you roll your eyes, scooching a little closer to him on the couch. he wraps his arms around you and plants a kiss on top of your head.

"for the record, i have a crush on ya too. a huge one."