#tsumi post

[fabas-failed-science-projects]

Have any of y'all seen a Tornadus hybrid around? About yae tall, got all the bits and bobs that a Tornadus has. Don't worry if ya haven't, though

nnnnope not at all. in fact the only other hybrids I've seen lately is just us

Yep, haven't seen anyone like that at all.

[doodles-in-sand]

happy valentines day @74n5n !!! my piece for you for the @milgram-valentines-exchange :D

theyre having a nice chat

+ og sketches i threw out under the cut...they werent working how i wanted them to. hope you like the piece though, and have a good day!!!!

[redlight-academia]

When will god release me from these somno ideas it's not fair

But until he does:

The idea of April inviting Donnie over for a stay at home date. Pulling out all the stops; she gets take-out from the place he likes, pulls out all the nice plates to set everything up, romantic atmosphere, the works, and Donnie's looking forward to it all day. They're both busy, Donnie with his hidden city/tech/hero stuff, April with her college courses, her internship and other side hustles. They're supposed to spend time together, catch up finally, and maybe — just maybe — they could end the night tangling her bedsheets.

But when he gets there, poor April's fallen asleep on the couch. Dressed up all nice in a silky, lacey deep plum colored dress that usually drives Donnie crazy.

He considers waking her, the food is probably cold but he would still enjoy it with her after all, but decides against it. Instead, he plans to move her to her bed, leave a note to schedule a rain check, put the food away and spend the night.

And then he stops to just look at her. She's laying on her back, the bottom of her dress rising to her high thighs, the sweetheart, low collar slipping enough for him to know she's not wearing a bra, and her lips still shiny with gloss despite the little bit of saliva clinging to the corners.

And Donnie thinks, a kiss — a small kiss — couldn't hurt, right? Boyfriends tended to kiss their girlfriends while they sleep, right? And he grants himself that rational. Except, this isn't a small kiss. This is a kiss where he climbs on top of her, parts her legs with his hips, and holds her head in place as he kisses the lipstick off of her. Where he holds open her jaw so he can get a taste of her as his hips start to grind against her. Where he quickly attaches his lips to her neck when she begins to let out small, unrestrained mewls in her sleep as he angles his growing hard on against her center, becoming more brutish with each roll — each breathy, need gasp April let's out.

Donnie swears when her hips chases his in her sleep, buries his head in her chest as he messily covers the surface with hickeys, and he breathlessly tells her how he needs her, wants her, how he wants to be buried inside her, all the works; churrs and growls escaping his chest when April's shaky hands grab at him, calling his name in shock as she's finally, finally, coming to consciousness.

And, of course, she asks him to take her as much as he needs. And who is he to say no?

[good-beans]

HI @rainbowghostcat and @boxx-sama -- I have been enabled so I'm here to ramble a bit about my faves >:3 Top three are definitely Fuuta, Mahiru, and Yuno! Good taste gang !!🤝✨✨✨

It's a mix of enjoying their songs, genuinely getting into their stories, and relating to them just enough to go a little crazy asdfsd :') Shidou comes in at a close 4th, I love him a lot but I'm not as insane as I am about these guys lmao.

I was holding onto these asks to ramble when I had the time/energy but uuuuhhh I didn't mean to go on for so long sorry 😭 Woe, 03 06 02 thoughts be upon ye...

Starting with Fuuta!! His character has everything – He’s cool, he’s lame, he’s terrifying, he’s tragic, he’s funny, he’s unbearably real, he’s my silly little guy, he makes me cry, etc. The core of his character that always gets me is how normal he is. How he’s probably closest to the majority of the audience – he (and Kazui) are the only ones who did not have murder on their mind at all. He anticipated harm, but the thought of someone dying never once crossed his mind. He’s right around teens/early twenties. He engages with the online world a lot. So many milgram fans are in that age range, on the internet a lot (in order to enjoy the project and its fanbase), feel a strong sense of justice (since they’re so engaged in a project about morality), and aren’t in any situation dramatic enough that they expect anyone to die. He’s so much like all of us. 

Continuing on that, his heart really is in the right place to start. He cares deeply about people and society, which is why he wants to fix it. His vision is a bit small, focusing on petty issues rather than huge social issues, but the point is he cares. He attacks Es because he’s trying to be the brave representative after hearing Haruka and Yuno were attacked. He yells at Kazui and Mahiru because they’re not helping the others. He takes care of Haruka. He gives Mahiru a birthday gift even when he has nothing to give. 

His biggest issue is, he doesn’t belong. I’ve written up a whole analysis on how he’s written very neurodivergent: he misses social cues, he’s on the outskirts of friendships and groups. It’s more clear in characters like Haruka and Muu, but Fuuta is just as incredibly desperate for attention. For love. For that feeling of belonging in a group. His knightly fantasies aren’t ones of violence and weapons – they’re mostly scenes of him surrounded by a close-knit party of adventurers who are cheering him on. 

All of this together is what makes him so compelling and so tragic to me. All the characters are human and real, but he’s the closest to a lot of viewers (myself included). He let the attention get to his head for just a bit too long, let himself get swept away in finally having friends. He got distracted thinking that the focus of being a hero was defeating, and not protecting. And all it took was a brief time of getting drunk on this attention, and now he has a little girl’s blood on his hands. It makes me absolutely insane.

I also think he’s such a cool special case because he truly got a taste of his own medicine. The other characters are being judged in an unfamiliar way, but he is being scrutinized in the Exact same way that Fuuta pried open others’ privacy. He was attacked and almost died because of Es’ judgment, just as his victim was attacked because of his judgment. The process of Milgram is putting him in his victim’s shoes, and it’s so cool to see.

Aaaaand on a lighter note – he’s just so fun!! He’s my little skrunkly fr!!! I love his shit-eating grin. I love his ridiculous laugh. I love his crooked teeth. I love the knight theme, and the fire symbolism. It’s pretty standard, but it suits him perfectly. He’s got such cool, badass songs! I’m obsessed with his voice, both his singing and vd performances are incredible. His vds are the only ones I’ll listen to often and out of the blue – Arthur Lounsbery uses such an interesting and fun voice for him ;--; His design is so fun (apparently I have a Type for redhead characters…), and his t2 development and design were amazing! There has been no other Milgram character that I want to reach through the screen and shake violently by the shoulders and also hug so badly 😂

I’m so obsessed with her theme of ‘being so kind that it causes harm’!! Because it’s very easy to dismiss the other characters as unforgivable when you look at the harm they wanted to cause their victim, or disregard they had for their victim’s feelings. But Mahiru… she doesn’t want to cause any harm. At all. She took her boyfriend’s feelings into consideration so much so that she didn’t stop him when she definitely should have. She doesn’t have a mean bone in her body and yet she fucked up big time!! It’s such a unique type of murder!! The other characters need to be sat down and told “don’t hurt innocents, don’t seek revenge, don’t be selfish, etc” and then Mahiru is over here like “don’t be… nice to people.” Because it’s not about being nice per se – it’s about not being a doormat. 

(I know her story is still a bit mysterious – my running theory is that her bf had health issues completely separate from their relationship. They started getting bad and he started to consider suicide. Instead of stopping him, Mahiru combined her need to copy her lover (as seen a lot in TIHTBILWY), her ideas that lovers do everything together, and her belief that one should do anything they set their mind to (as seen in her comments about Es/Kotoko and the attack). She says she’ll join him, make it a lovers’ suicide, but doesn’t follow through at the last second.)

She (and Mikoto) have really interesting themes of how not caring for yourself can actually hurt others. They put all their efforts into giving back to others, to society, fitting into the norms and expectations, not questioning others, and it backfires catastrophically. If she had stood up for herself and her relationship, she would not have assumed anyone deserved to die. She would have known that it wasn’t up to her alone to deal with her bf’s mental issues. She obviously wasn’t handling it correctly (rats….) but she didn’t need to! She should have pointed him to professionals instead of deciding she deserved to die along with him! But she was so poisoned by society’s expectations of being the perfect girlfriend and being considerate of others…

She’s just such a tragic case because the power of love is supposed to be perfect. She’s been taught her whole life that it’s wonderful and magical and pure. Who can kill with the power of love, after all? I can completely understand her denial of the situation, because I also wouldn’t picture a terrifying, dark scene if I knew I was only being nice for my whole life! 

And her crime aside – she’s super fun :3 She has The Most Fun songs, she’s full of energy and excitement and enthusiasm! (out of the various english covers I like, hers is the one I jam out to most often hehe). She’s the most stunning character there! I’m a sucker for sunshine-coded characters 🌻🌻🌻I think she has the best symbols out of everyone, between the birdcage and the carousel. The fact that both Mahiru and her bf could be the bird and the cage. The two symbols representing beautiful things that can be trapping. Representing cycles. Representing relationships. I know the hourglass is a popular one but I think this is Yamanaka's finest set of symbols. I am unwell about it. So yeah, rather than give her a good shake I want to yank her right out of there – Get in loser we’re gonna get you some self-love!!!!

And a slightly shorter rant on Yuno because that was a lot adfsdf. Ad I'm aware of the irony that one of my points is that it kinda sucks how most rants on Yuno are cut short :( The thing is, she’s been very honest about her crime, and most people have considered her issue in a context outside of Milgram so they already have a pretty good idea on where their vote stands. Despite being the “obvious” innocent one, she really is the most emotionally charged character imo. It’s easy to relate to the other characters and feel knee-jerk reaction, but none have been so widely discussed as abortion and sex work. I can talk openly about everyone else and get into a nice discussion on morals and emotions, but Yuno is the one character I have to talk very, very carefully around. Whether I’m rambling about Milgram to my family or interacting with new fans, I never know what’s acceptable to say without falling into a whole debate on politics.

So, if it’s made me into someone who keeps quiet and skirts around things, I shudder to imagine the amount of lying/masking Yuno herself must do on a daily basis. I can easily avoid the topic if I choose to – she was dealing with that debate long before coming to Milgram, and is currently dealing with debates and judgements and insults and pity surrounding it. She’s naturally strong so I think fans often forget all the shit that this 18yo is dealing with on a daily basis, and how effortless she’s making it look <3

[coffee-without-anesthetics]

so. we know how milgram tries to alter our perception of characters through the MVs to make us vote Guilty? lyrics are, of course, a part of that until recently I haven't tried checking out if the MVs provide any other language, and would you look at that, with Trial 2 progressing on they've hired more translators, one of them doing it into French!

and you know me, i'm a translator myself who speaks french too, so I took it upon myself to check how much do the official english lyrics overlap with those french ones. as i found out, very little!

therefore i present to you, All Knowing And All Agony, from japanese to french back to english! translated by yours truly

in order to shorten this post, only lyrics different enough from the english ones are included.

if you want to use this translation anywhere, i wish to be credited!

Don’t leave me alone, don’t leave me -> Don't leave me, I want to stay with you

You never called me by my name Instead you kept calling me “hopeless" -> [unchanged] (though now written in present tense) -> Calling me a "disappointment", it became your habit

You were always comparing me to someone else You were always generous, except towards me -> You were comparing me to someone else -> You were always kind, except towards me

I will definitely make you love me again -> I'll do anything to regain your love (for me)

I wasn’t wrong, I wasn’t wrong Please don’t say that I am a loser Hug me again as you once did -> I'm not an error, I'm not an error -> Please don't laugh while treating me like a loser [1] -> Take me into your arms (hug me) like you did before

I just wanted to be your good boy Why am I crying again? -> I didn't want to disappoint [2] -> Who's responsable for these tears?

If with one click, and I can reset everything Can I be your favorite this time? -> If, by clicking on a button, I could be reborn -> Could I become your child prodigy this time?

Don’t wipe me out, don’t wipe me out I just want to be your good boy I will keep on killing to be a good boy -> I don't want to die, I don't want to die -> Even in this unjust life, my dreams will survive -> Even if I have to steal it, I'll obtain it [3]

I can’t stop, I can’t stop -> It's all I have, it's all I can do

Mommy, look, I’ve done great “There there, my good boy!” I promise to make my dreaMU come true -> Mom, look, you see I'm so strong! [4] -> "Come hug me, my good boy!" -> Even if it's far (from becoming real), I promise to you I'll realize my dream [5]

Don’t leave me alone, don’t leave me Why was I born to be me? Why does it hurt so much? -> Don't leave me, I want to stay with you -> Why have I become what I am now? Why does it hurt so much?

I wasn’t wrong, I wasn’t wrong -> I was right, I was right [6]

If with one click, and I can reset everything I want to be your favorite next -> If, by clicking on a button, I could be reborn -> Could I become your child prodigy next time?

and here come all the notes

the word I'm translating as "loser" (un raté) here, were I the most direct possible, would be more along the lines of "the failed one" or "the failure"

should be noted that the verb "to disappoint" and "to deceive" are the same in french

i am uncertain as to what the "it" here references. it can't be "love" because in french, that's a masculine noun and the "it" is feminine. it's just a side observation, but the word jewelry (bijouterie) and affection are feminine though

sounds weird in english, but the essence is "im super strong, i'm so cool! look at how great i am!"

they maintained the dreaMU joke if you're wondering, though the word they changed isn't "dream" but "my" (mon -> MUn)

this is more of a derailment, but "to be right" in french is, literally, "to have reason"

[muichirolover14]

Ramble :(

I don't know why but I feel like if I don't post this I'll continue to feel depressed. So when celebrating my brother's birthday, it was fun but when going home my mom berated me and my siblings for some family issues and for the first time, I thought about actually hurting myself. So that's something to add on my life but I'm feeling kinda better, kinda empty I guess. But overall, I just want a therapist again. Also if you go to my blog and read my description, you'll see some quotes that I make myself, and it expresses how I feel.

[sirenspells]

I think it would be quite silly for them to interact

Tsumi to Batsu au by @misty-wisp! This is based on an ask I sent them a while ago

[iqmmir]

I need to make a list for reasons,, who is fine with getting random asks

[fabas-failed-science-projects]

Attempt #1: Jax W̶̡̮̑̉̓̈́i̸͙͙̪̠̐̆̒ñ̷̫̭̝͍̈́̈́̿͘ͅs̶͖̈̽͑̿t̸̢̠̟͉͒͊͛͝r̷͖̒͝a̸̬̩̩̟̋͌t̶͎̞͈̙͌̂̓̍̀ͅȅ̶̇͌ (@jax-and-winstrate)

hi, I'm Jax and I'm a Mew hybrid! I'm a psychic/normal

Attempt #2: Felix Winstrate

hello, i’m felix! arceus hybrid, normal type

Attempt #3: Nowaki Winstrate

hey, uh. i’m nowaki. …ursaluna hybrid. yeah. ground/normal

Attempt #4: Atlas Bailey (@spitefulfoxx)

hi, i’m atlas. hisuian zoroark hybrid, normal/ghost

Attempt #5: Tsumetai Kanashimi or Tsumi Winstrate

Hello, I'm Tsumi. I don't remember my actual name, so I shortened the name in my file. I'm a Froslass hyrbid and I'm an ice/ghost type.

Attempt #8: Mercury (no last name)

where are 6 and 7? ahem. hi. Mercury. minun hybrid, electric/electric type yes, my file apparently said that. legal name is different, but that one kind of sucked. so. new name. yay '_'👍

Attempt #9: Zephyr Aeolus

Hi! My name's Zephyr and I'm a Tornadus hybrid (Flying-type!) Nice to meet you! :D

ooc info

hello everyone! this is a shared blog! @cooperblr and @half-or-nothing are running this!

I, @half-or-nothing , use Jax and Tsumi, and posts with the tags #jax post and #tsumi post are posted by me and if there are any ooc posts then I'll use #mod half

hello! i, @cooperblr, use felix, atlas, and nowaki! posts by them will be tagged #felix post, #atlas post, and #nowaki post. if i make any ooc posts they will be tagged #mod coopblr ^^

hi :3 i ( @phantom-freak ) use mercury n zephyr. their posts are #mercury post and #zephyr post. ooc posts are #mod fish :D

[fma03anniversary]

Another clip from FMA Episode 0.

The host has a short discussion with Nana Kitade about Kesenai Tsumi. She does a great job keeping a straight face with our eccentric mad scientist host.

Raw JP, no subs.

[redlight-academia]

taking time to post some old art that I still can't believe turned out so well

[nerosdayinanime]

5 song SabiGiyuu playlist GO.

Gladly~

Welcome Home (radical face)

Soul Meets Body (death cab for a cutie)

Eyes (rogue wave)

Stand My Ground (bob bradley) <yt link

Mountains (message to bears)

[coffee-without-anesthetics]

who around here feels detached enough from their name that i can. snatch it away. pleaes.

[altblock-tm]

OC Fact #50

I dunno I'm having gender thoughts. So here's the gender of almost all the characters in Ambivalent Souls

Maroon: he/they, Doesn't really want to use a specific label.

Zerie: he/they/she, Demiboy

Krystll: she/her, Cis

Hare: Gender? Um, yeah, he has one. He's...not sure what it is. He goes by he/him pronouns but using other pronouns for him makes him happy

Midnight: She/they, Demigirl (just like me fr)

Xosi: They/she/he, Genderfluid

Feil: They/zey, Agender

Nova: He/him...I dunno all eldritch beings just kinda decided their gender when they were first formed. Not really cis but he is in his mind. Cis+ but if stargender is a thing he'll get really excited about that

Thirio: He/they. What do you mean people have names for what gender they are.

Attakai: She/her but she's okay if you accidentally use the wrong pronouns for her.

Tsumi: He/they. Leaning more toward a genderfluid label. Doesn't quite understand what gender is but yeah, they have gender. No, they are gender.

Vipsi: They/she/he. Gender? What's that? Who cares? Yeah they have pronouns. Do they care which ones you use? Absolutely not.

Epithymia: They/them, somewhere in the questionable Agender spectrum.

[iqmmir]

? Why is tumbl giving me notification now??

[fabas-failed-science-projects]

you five should get group therapy

Never again.

Jax doesn't really seem to like the idea of therapy...