#trying very very very very hard not to get obsessive or overdo it

[bombusbombus]

ohh I did not even think about how OCD would play into the tattoo healing process

[sunshine-for-serotonin]

I was wondering how Erik would react to his Beloved while ovulating or being clingy ect due to lack of sleep? (You don’t have to that’s totally up to you!!)

Headcannons, let’s go~ TMI, but it’s my ovulation week so that’s what you’re getting :) but don’t worry, you’re both clingy afterwards.

Oh boy, poor, poor Erik-

While Erik is a true polymath and has extensive knowledge on anatomy and science, he’s never actually had a partner to know what ovulation is like first hand.

However, as true as that may be, he’s going to be all over you as soon as you make any implication of having a need, whether that be to make love to him or even for just some chocolates or cuddle time.

You’ll find him nervously hovering over you, his hands flitting about as though scared to touch you until they come to gently hold your hands for about five seconds before he starts fussing again.

He’s so, so, so incredibly sweet, fretting over you, your needs, and your comfort obsessively. Sometimes you have to put on that tone of voice and tell him to sit back and relax for a bit. Maybe you sit by him on his organ bench as he writes music and plays the keys to try and help calm him down.

Erik is incredibly desperate to please, but you may find that he is one of this partners who’s very like “it’s not uteri, it’s uterus”, so expect him to match your horny levels as best he can. (Keep in mind he’s older and doesn’t have nearly as much stamina, you’ll have to kind of pace things throughout the day if you want to pull more than four orgasms from him).

You know that white goopy stuff that gets mixed in with your normal discharge? Don’t expect any fear of it from him. Erik knows it’s natural, and will still gladly go down on you like you’re his favorite meal anytime, any day. (Because, let’s be real now, you very much are).

He actually finds the difference in your taste fascinating, and you’ll find that he eats you out much more voraciously when you’re ovulating.

Expect Erik to extremely in tune with how you’re feeling physically. If your breasts are a bit tender or sore, you can expect that this will be one of the only times you can really keep him from latching. Of course, even if you can’t handle him nursing, he’s more than happy to gently cup your breasts and massage them for you. He’d actually probably explode though if you asked him to use lotion or anything.

As mentioned previously, Erik is overly eager to please and down to tend to your every need. He has absolutely no problem getting on top and doing classic missionary or something similar, rutting into you as the most musical little whines and moans leave his malformed lips.

You do have to remind him he can’t come inside during this week though. He’s normally very good at respecting that rule, but on occasion he finds himself getting so overwhelmed that he cums out of nowhere, thick hot ropes of white spurting inside of you and filling you to the brim as he keens and tears wind down his ruined cheeks.

Of course, you must have pity on him. He won’t be anywhere near able to keep up with you, and you really have to hammer it into his skull that it’s necessary for him to tell you when he needs a break and that you realize you’re borderline insatiable in this state so he needn’t overdo himself.

Of course he’s going to try to anyway though.

Please reassure him that he’s adequate enough and that anyone would be hard pressed to keep up with you in this state, he really does feel horrible for feeling like he can’t make you come or please you enough.

This and when you’re on your monthly are occasions where he simply won’t budge on handling aftercare duties, and he’ll wail if you try to take care of him instead of you letting him take care of you for once.

Erik goes for the full works. Bath, chocolates, he makes you your favorite meals throughout the week and always makes excess in case you find your appetite increased. He even pulls out a stunning nightgown made of the most comfortable material money can buy that he literally made from scratch for when you just want to be comfy or are getting ready for sleep.

And of course once you’re properly taken care of and sated, Erik loves nothing more than to lay down in your arms, curled up against your chest as you both drift off with the dreams of seeing each other tomorrow all over again.

[sagigirlie]

Astro observations pt.6

Venus-Jupiter Can be pretty Lucky, attracts wealth, positive and socially magnetic, usually well liked, charismatic. can be promiscuous as they like to try and experience and love to be loved, good sense of humor, adventures, loves food and the good things in life. can be addicted/obsess or overdo things that make them feel good like food, sex, shopping, partying and drinking/ doing drugs.

Venus-Neptune- very dreamy . Likely to have a crush on tv/movie characters. Very giving in love. Be Careful not to be taken advantage of bc of that.

Virgo placements- super professionals. Great workers. Good work ethic. workaholics. Somehow always gives fox-like look or the ones to look like an animal the most for some reason haha

It’s true, cancer placements (especially sun moon & ascendant) in girls gives round big boobs lol. I noticed cancer sun/moon/rising females also tend to have skinnier (& sometimes longer) legs & wider stomach with big boobs and roundish face or fuller cheeks. *(note: I’ve noticed if cancer females don’t have beautiful round boobs they’ll have very small boobs. No in-between- no shade here though haha)

Cancer placements in men are usually tender, cute & sweet and have a vulnerability about them that provokes the mom instincts in female lmao. Might want u to mommy them. But don’t get them mad cause they might not be as innocent as they may look. Likes more feminine girls in looks & behavior. Also they’ll usually be good at handling ur emotions and make u feel accepted & understood. Might like more emotionally complexed partners. Can be attracted to deepness & vulnerability as well.

Aquarius sun man and capricorn sun females will likely attract each other but not workout in the long haul. Marriage will be harder to manage for these two for some reason from what I’ve seen. I think it’s cause Aquarius are more flighty and living in their own world and fantasies, they might even be delusional at times as their more idealistic and are not the most manly as the Capricorn female looks for a more hard working grounded stable and realistic man for most.

Virgo females can be serous bullies & mean girls when they want. There. I said it. (Although they might look innocent).

Leo-cancer influence in a chart can make you want lots of attention and especially emotional attention & they are the more likely to use manipulation and deceit to get what they want. Leo-libra are more likely to want physical attention (also about their looks). they’ll do it mostly by trying to look fire lol.

Aries moon females are psychotic u can’t tell me otherwise lol. Talked about it before but they can be very very selfish, jealous and paranoid and/or self absorbed. Seen it time after time. Can have a very bad tamper and be rude and impulsive when upset or when something doesn’t go the way they want. Can be bossy & demanding. Can literally black out when mad. They can’t control it.

Pisces females might have a thing with girls tryna steal their man ? Not sure but seen it a few times. Or they’ll try to steal your man. Especially Pisces & Aries influence in a chart together. They can be attracted to unavailable or taken man. Seen it happen a lot. Careful cause some of them won’t stop at a red light. They can go after your man still. Maybe it’s hot to them ? Or makes them feel better about themselves especially with the competitive Aries influence and the unavailability that Pisces can be attracted to.

Aquarius mars can really be attracted (sexually or not) to individualism and uniqueness in people. More than looks that’s what will drive them to u. Just watched drake say that and he’s an Aqua mars (like me). The more real and different u are the better (but not too crazy lol). You need to pop outta the crowd for them to notice u more. They can like cool calm & collected people that have a cynical/clever or different sense of humor. The ones that won’t necessarily try to shine (unlike Leo’s- the opposite of aqua). Maybe even the more loner type vibes. Sexy mysterious guy/girl in the corner that sticks out without trying. They themselves can be that person too haha. love funny & intelligent people that can hold a conversation.

I feel like Aquarius & scorpio in a chart can give vampire vibes to a person (maybe looks or energy). Also they might like all that vampire shit like twilight or vampire diaries haha (me lmao). (Also Ian somerholder has that combo)

Capricorn venus can be very insecure. They need to learn to love and accept themselves truly. Stop self-sabotaging urself and/or ur relationships.

[theyanderespecialist]

Sera's Darling (Headcanons) Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Reader (Hazbin Hotel)

[Hello, My Sexy Muffins! I am here with a new chapter, and this one is the headcanons with Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Reader! Enjoy this!] 

(Disclaimer: Autism is a spectrum, and not all people who are autistic act the same. These are traits that I asked my viewers on YouTube about what they would like to see! This is not how all autistic people act! Thanks!  Disclaimer: Sera is not Yandere in canon! This is just for fun and not to be taken seriously at all! Simping for fictional characters and yanderes is fine! Just do not be illegal or gross about it! You know who you are! You Dirty, Flaky, Biscuits! Yanderes are not ideal partners to have in real life! Also, remember to separate fiction from reality and headcanon from canon! Thank you!)  -Yandere Headcanons With Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Reader From Hazbin Hote- 

.Sera is a woman and archangel who falls head over heels in love with you. 

.She fell in love with a fellow angel and how you were once human and how you are now in heaven. 

.You have done well in your life, allowing you to get into heaven. She was obsessed with you and quickly romanced you to be her partner. 

.Now, you were her partner, and she knew that you were autistic, and she does her best to take care of you and help you live a whole life and make things easy for you. 

.She is one of the most understanding of your autism and that she loves to be there for you when you need it the most. 

.Unfortunately, she puts a lot of the stress of being there for you on her. 

.She is a perfectionist and wants to be there for you and to make sure your life is as easy as possible so that you do not get hurt. 

.So much so she might end up overdoing her understanding and that she is overdoing the being there for you. 

.She is just trying to do her best to take care of you and be the girlfriend you need. 

.She is the type of yandere that makes the hard choices to take care of you and would make sure that you are taken care of. 

.She would do this for your own good and so that she can protect you and take care of you. 

.She knows you love certain textures and that you love touching your own and her wings. 

.She teaches you how to groom wings so that you can play with hers and your wings even more. 

.She loves the intimate feeling of you grooming her angel wings. It is very intimate in her eyes. 

.She also knows that when you are upset, you become the blanket lump with a plushie to hold under a large blanket. 

.She, of course, knows this happens, and she is there to comfort you with your favorite music to help you calm down as well as bringing your your favorite snacks. 

.She does the autistic bag of comfort, first she has things that have textures you like, for the sense of touch, as well as your favorite perfumes and candles for sense of smell, and favorite music and such for sense of hearing, with favorite snacks with various textures you like and all your favorite comfort foods, and of course, your favorite books and or video games for sight. These are your five senses, and the comfort bag is made to comfort you when you are over-stressed and need to destress.  (Side note This is a thing in behavior therapy where you have a comfort basket or bag with you in your home or on stressful trips to bring comfort to anxiety, depression, autism, adhd, panic attacks and more, using these item for your five senses actually can help from having a panic or anxiety attack! I speak from experience! But I am not a doctor!)

.She also has noticed that you do pattern walking or flying, as you will fly or walk in the same pattern when you are anxious or thinking about something. 

.She does not bother you when you do this, knowing you need to have space to think and to get the anxious feeling to go away. 

.But she does keep an eye on it to make sure if she has to step in and make sure that you are okay. 

.She also loves the little bird and other animal sounds that you make. She finds it so adorable how you make these small little noises, and she adores it when you do them with her. 

.She can tell when you are trying to show her that you are nervous, scared, anxious, as well as happy, loving, and even turned on with these noises. 

.It is like a secret language with you that she has, and she adores it. 

.You also had issues with really loud noises, which did not help with Adam, as Sera did NOT like Adam or Lute around you, and Adam seemed to not care about your anxiety with your autism. 

.Such as, Adam would try and force you to look him in the eyes even though you had very little good skills with eye contact. 

.Sera is a protective yandere of you and would not stand for Adam being near you like that and would put her foot down with Adam trying to mess with you. 

.She does not tolerate people messing with you or making fun of you because you are autistic. Now, she does not let that fly at all! 

.She does not force you to look into her eyes and is accommodating of various issues you have because of that. 

.Since she is very much one of the head angels, she can make sure that Adam does not mess with you too much and that you have a lot of perks and freedoms that a lot of the angels in heaven do not have. 

.She made the best clothes for you, because one time she bought you a top and you wore it because she got it, but you hated it and she saw this. 

.So now she knows that you have issues with certain clothes touching your skin, and she can make sure your clothes are made out of materials that you like. 

.She also cuts out any tags, takes the time to mend your clothes when she needs to. 

.The done side of yandere Sera is that she over worries about, and that she is such a protective yandere. 

.She knows that people like Adam are not nice and that she does not want you to be hurt by anyone. 

.So sometimes she can somothering and that tends to get worse when she over does her care for taking care of you.

.For you, it can be a bit much sometimes, but it is never done in malice; it is always done with love and care for you, so you would feel bad for being upset about it. 

.Sera can be a bit controlling and a tiny bit manipulative too, and she is pulling the strings to keep you by her side. 

.She does everything she does because of her love for you, and she will always show you her love. 

.She will also deal with rivals, maybe even casting them out of heaven if they try and get to you, as you belong to her and no one else. 

.What is true is a yandere of you were an autistic darling, she would do whatever it took to love you and keep you by her side. 

.Even keeping you from falling to hell, locking you up if she has to. 

[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, another chapter is done! I hope that you all enjoyed this chapter here, and please stay sexy, all my sexy muffins!] 

[wtfisgoingonirl]

Why leaving ship is not an option

Seeing A with L at the Boss event was disappointing for a lot of us. The reason is obvious. Either he hid A for several month while she was playing the silly picture game (which doesn’t look good on either of them) or he still has to fulfill an obligation for wanting to stay private with N. Both options are kind of weird, while preferring the second one is mandatory.

First possibility would mean he is not able to stand his ground. Even if you get hate from trolls it is very strange to hide your gf for months, while she obviously wanted desperately to be linked to you. Then presenting her in such an awkward way on a red carpet… I still shrug by thinking of the videos from the boss event. What was that? If ‚cringe‘ is still a thing… Let’s not even get into the posted link with the black heart.

Okay, A is just a young women, but please, trying to get recognition by being related to a guy? Have some self respect! I simply can not feel sympathy for her. Sorry, she should be better than that and work on her career as a dancer or whatever she wants to be.

Our beloved N on the other hand is the opposite. She literally said that she wants recognition for her achievements and that is why ppl shouldn’t make it about her relationship. She worked long and hard for fame, is an independent woman and should be an example for anyone out there.

Second possibility means we won’t get any confirmation from N and L in the near future. They want to stay private. Of course that would be so much better than option one, but also means fans and shippers were so intrusive that N and L felt the need to put on a show for not getting their private life revealed. 

Uh, tough message to us: Now is the time to back up and stop the obsession.

Only time will tell what the reason for L bringing A to the Boss event was. On Wednesday we will hopefully get further clues of what is actually going on. This sh*t is interesting! And as long as we stay in this little corner of the net, tone it down and do not overdo it with the theories, shipping is still alright.

Until further notice I will stay on the ship. Lower decks is cosy when the sea is rough! Maybe another storm is coming in.

Stay strong. Peace ✌️

[ozzy-boy]

You kind of implied Cole, Volks and Scale either dont get drunk or are not allowed to get drunk anymore in your last hedcannon. Buuutt what if they did? Drunk or high?

hehehehehehe i was born for posts like this. this one is already getting kind of long so i'll do a part two with them high ;P

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Scale:

-The Order has an alcohol ban on Scale for their work parties because he gets MESSY when he's drunk.

-He doesn't drink often so he has a crazy low tolerance for alcohol. Which means it takes a lot less for him to get fucked up.

-He has fun when he's drunk, but he doesn't like to drink too often because he doesn't like feeling like he can't operate. What if he's too inebriated to pull off his sick ninja maneuvers and someone attacks you?????

-He'll usually save it for special occasions, but with a little prodding he'll agree to drink with you.

-He doesn't really like the taste of alcohol so he prefers drinks where you can't really taste it. (This does nothing to help how drunk he gets) But he'll kind of tolerate anything.

-I could see him being a whiteclaw guy somewhere down the line.

-He also likes fruity, sweet drinks but he's a little embarrassed to get them because they're not 'manly' drinks.

-Laughs a lot while drunk. EVERYTHING is funny to him. Also be prepared to pull him down from doing stupid shit because the alcohol makes him waaay too confident.

-There will be at least one time where he's trying to get up onto a table, insisting that he's perfectly sober enough to do a backflip (he isn't)

-He's also very honest when he's drunk. Be prepared for some messy kisses and some slurring about how much he loves you that he's gonna be really embarrassed to remember later.

-Please take care of him. He'll be a complete baby the whole next day if he ends up with a hangover. If you want to have a good time though, Scale is a good choice to drink with if you can convince him.

Volks:

-I think Volks just doesn't particularly enjoy drinking. Not enough that he seeks out opportunities to do it, at least.

-Although, if you insist then he'll drink with you. He likes dark liquors like bourbon and whiskey, but he paces himself and doesn't really let himself get fucked up.

-Volks hates loud places, so sorry but bars, clubs, and parties are off the table. If you want to drink quietly at home or at a nice restaurant then that's fine. Good LUCK trying to get his ass in the clubbbb

-PLUS, Volks' face turns red when he drinks a lot and he thinks it's embarrassing. He doesn't like people other than you seeing him like that.

-If you do get him to indulge with you, you'll get to watch his face slowly get pinker. He also gets really smiley and soft.

-Volks will inevitably reach a point where he gets caught on some deep tangent about life. It's super cute watching him ramble though, especially since he's normally on the quiet side.

-He doesn't get much hangover in the first place- he's lucky like that- and he's especially fine considering he's responsible and does stuff like 'pace himself' and 'drink water' 🙄

-He'll chastise you for overdoing it and getting a hangover but he'll still take care of you.

Cole:

-Again, Cole appreciates nice alcohol like wine, but he prefers not to get fully drunk. A little tipsy is fine but he doesn't often let himself get truly hammered.

-He is the type of guy to drink a bloody mary or mimosa at like 9 am though lol.

-Cole likes to maintain a certain level of... control. Especially around you. A level of control that is difficult to keep up when he's drunk.

-I want you to envision Cole on a normal day, and how clingy he is already. Now multiply that clinginess by 2. That's Cole when he drinks.

-If you convince him to drink with you, he will be glued to your side the whole time.

-Hugging, squeezing, pressing his face into your neck and shoulder.

-His lips get a little loose when he's drunk, too... He tries not to outright say how obsessed with you he is, but it becomes hard when he's inebriated.

-He's halfway into a rambling about how pretty you'd look tied up or inside a little cage before he remembers that- oh yeah, that's kinda weird to tell someone out of nowhere.

-(Although if you're dating him at all, chances are you're into his freakiness anyway.)

-He'll reach a point where he's just hanging onto you and slurring to himself about something you can't quite make out.

-Somehow doesn't get hungover. At all. It's super annoying. He's so smug about it.

[sommerregenjuniluft]

lune!!!

i was rereading ant pile yesterday and i’m acc losing it over them. i was wondering if you have any hc’s / story’s you couldn’t fit into the fic or j wanna share (i love them sm, they have a pintrest board all for themselves) <33

oh i do i do!! first of all that means so much royal im smooching you so hard

there’s already another b-side planned but i haven’t gotten around to writing it but basically it’s inspired by dom’s song Bodies (so basically about barty’s slut behavior and evan being a jealous capricorn) so one time when they’re having sex they kind of get on the topic for some reason and at some point barty randomly blurts that a few months/year back (previous to them figuring their shit out) he had the thought of just getting evan pregnant so that they could maybe try themselves at a relationship. like a twisted way of barty locking evan down to him with the measure of being his baby daddy…… which is. just so deranged T-T. evan sputters immediately and hits b real hard on the shoulder but also Blushes profusely so that’s how they figure out barty’s breeding kink and evan’s daddy kink but only in the way of barty being his baby daddy. (they’re so stupid)

and for general hcs (and something i plan on incorporating in another b-side possibly) is that at some age probably around the time rose started talking to evan about finding a summer job at 13/14 barty realizes that he’s in fact from a much wealthier upbringing (they’re not exactly Rich people but his dad is a fancy judge and all) and that he’s basically costing the rosiers a lot of money by having meals with them and living there half the time. he’s very sneaky about his plan to pay them back. at first it’s leaving change around all the time, coins and crumpled bills that rose just assumes must be evan’s so she puts them in his money jar in the kitchen. at like 15/16 the washing machine breaks and barty pays the guy bringing and installing it. rose thinks she flirted her way out of paying and has an incredible self confident boost from it too, acting all silly and haughty about how gorgeous must be to evade such a high bill with pretty privilege lmao. barty starts filling up evan’s gas tank randomly, always finding an excuse to be the one to by snacks. he goes grocery shopping with evan’s mom and insists on paying because she’s already doing the work of cooking and all (he can’t overdo that one tho or she will get suspicious). ofc evan figured it out at some point (timeline wise it’s after the first kiss in Ant Pile (from the second chapter) and after the b-side but before they get together) and he pins barty to the door of his room. demanding an explanation and that he stops because they don’t need pity money. barty simply replies that they’re his Family and that’s what they do, they take care of each other. it makes evan so warm and dizzy he actually kisses barty for it

some time early high school they both bleach each other’s hair and they totally ruin evan’s curl pattern with it completely frying his hair and also they both just look Yellow and then rose comes home takes one look and tells them to not move a single finger and turns back around to buy toner. when she comes back she helps them fix it and it actually does look pretty badass. once it’s past half grown out rose cuts evan’s hair all short again. he lets it grow from then on and it gets all big and curly again and barty is violently obsessed with it

[mageofseven]

Hello! I saw your match-ups were open and I wanted to submit one! For starters, I'd like all the boys to be inn consideration.

Now, I'm gender fluid and demi romantic, though I typically just say MLM! I tend to present more femininely, but I have my days. I have a head canon that I'd just use magic to present super masc as I wanted too, because it'd be fucking hilarious.

I'm an ENFP, more of an Ambivert really, and I'm a Virgo Sun, Taurus Moon, Scorpio Rising, and Leo Venus. I was born in September!

Now, I'm very excitable, and have a tendency to overreact. It's due to my ADHD and Bipolar Disorder. Though, I'm seen as a really happy person. I'm very kind, and polite! I see myself as a caring and nurturing person who sometimes gets a little weird... but my friends nicknames for me consist mainly of old-man freak! So. I have a tendency to go a little overboard when talking to people I'm comfortable with. I'm also very insecure of my weight and such.

I am absolutely obsessed with yoga. I attend classes and such. I also like to go to the gym, mainly for lifting and cardio. I'm very strong! I also have a huge thing for cooking! I prefer to make meat products due to the overdoing things, as I over season non-meat things sometimes. I also really like baking, I just have a hard time eating so many sweets. Listening to music or trash TV while I do this is so much fun.

I adore kids! Not liking kids would absolutely be a deal breaker for me... I don't want a HUGE family, but I want more than 2 kids! I'm studying to be a teacher as well.

When I get insecure, I tend to absorb mylaef into my interests. I like reading a lot, and I love movies. I'm a huge movie buff, and watch many nostalgic movies! Little Monsters, Drop Dead Fred, ect. I'm not an 80s' kid, but I was raised by my aunt, who was. I watch my comfort shows, my comfort movies, and read my favorite books. Or, I watch a good movie and read the book it's based off! Right now I'm reading The Count of Monte Cristo because I watched the movie! I also tend to be into childish things, like cartoon movies.

I dress in a variety of styles, and always try and make it fun. Sometimes, I can be wearing purple spandex shorts and 7 inch sparkly pink platforms with heart buckles, the next I'm running through the woods with no shoes on, and a flowy brown skirt with a orange crop top. I've been described as a Golden Retriever friend, and a free spirt. Many people think I'm stupid, but I'm actually really smart... and I'm terribly jealous of my younger sister because she's everything I'm not.

Sorry if this is a lot! I just really like obey me-

Omg!!!! You actually know your venus!! Thank you for that 🥰🤭💕

So your Venus in Leo tells me you are very lively, devoted, and passionate. When you're in love, you give all of yourself to your lover and expect the same in return.

Your Taurus Moon tells you are very compassionate and determined, but also aren't a big fan of change.

Your Scorpio Rising tells me that you can often find your guard up with new people to some degree, but when lowered, people see just how charming, passionate, and loyal you are. There is so much about you that others have to invest time in to see and it's always worth it.

Your Virgo Sun tells me you are also very practical and want to be helpful to those around you.

The rest of your information tells me you are very family oriented, keep active, and love nostalgia (then again, who doesn't lol)

With all of this in mind, three of the Boys pop up as potential choices, two being Diavolo and Asmodeus. However,

I pair you with...

Beelzebub

He is the ultimate family man. Like, as soon you feel you're ready for it, make this man a Daddy right away! He has so much love to give and he can tell you do too. Even before you two have kids, I can imagine him being so soft and cuddly with you, nuzzling your cheek or neck before whispering in your ear about how beautiful your heart is and that you'd be an amazing parent and how he just can't wait for that day 🥺😭💕💕💕

Outside of that cutesy parent stuff, I can see you two going to the gym together and Beel would even try yoga with you! He'd be pretty clumsy at it in the beginning, but I can see him enjoying it and keeping at it so it can be another activity that you two can do together.

You being such a lively and passionate person with him always brings a smile to his face, causing him to want to express just as much passion back at you 🥰

Beel will be just as devoted to you as you are to him and I can really see you two being this cute, healthy couple whose always taking caring of one another💕💕💕

But seriously, make this man a Daddy. It's practically a crime that he isn't one already lol

[nadiuu]

10, 36 and 41 for the writing meme POR FAVOR ♡

How could I say no if you asked me with a 'por favor'? kdjsbfajksdfbh XDD (THANKS FOR ASKING EZ♡)

10. How do you decide what to write?

Divine inspiration, my friend (nah, but kinda yeah, but nah askfanhxfbas)

Honestly, I have no idea, at least not with one-shots. Something just sparks in my brain, and suddenly there’s a concept that I can tie to whatever characters I’m currently obsessed with. From there, it kinda develops on its own. I find a theme, then something to start and end the piece with, and before I know it, I’ve got 2k words written hahahha

I usually stick to canon because a lot of what I write is just me filling in the gaps the creators left behind. Figuring out the justifications is a fun challenge (yes, I’m a masochist), and I love letting my imagination run wild. If it ends up being believable (no matter how fantastical the universes I write about are), even better ;P

For multi-chapter fics, I try to have at least a general idea of where the story is going. Every long fic I’ve written (or am writing) was (or is) already fully developed in my head with key moments that serve as turning points in the plot. I might not always know exactly what happens between those points, but I make sure to keep track of the things I need to develop before I get there. I also reread previous chapters so I don’t forget anything I’ve already set up. This usually means I always have (in very chaotic notes) two or three chapters prepared ahead of the one I’m currently writing, with all the topics I need to cover or conclude, along with any scenes I want to add in between (for character or relationship development).

36. Do you visualize what you read/write?

When it comes to writing, yes. The thing is, I hate descriptions, so sometimes they turn out a bit weak... XDD Some people have told me that reading what I write feels like watching a movie, very cinematic, with the camera focusing here and there, capturing different shots, and I guess that reflects how I imagine and see everything in my mind hahahha

As for reading, first of all, I must admit that I don’t read much. I know I should, to improve my writing, but I’m very picky, and it’s hard for me to find a book that truly hooks me. My biggest requirement when reading is, precisely, that the author doesn’t overdo it with descriptions. I prefer a rich way of expressing things rather than a million detailed descriptions forcing the author’s vision on me. I like what isn’t explicitly stated, what’s left implicit, you know... doing magic with words. If that’s done well, I can see the scene in my head in my own way. What I mean is that the more I’m forced to see something in a particular way, the less I can actually picture it... So, when it comes to reading, I guess my answer is: it depends on the author XD

41. Link a fic that made you think, “Wow, I want to write like that.”

This one's tough. Most fics I read are in English, and English is a language I can’t fully appreciate... I think the only author who has ever made me feel that way is Kami del Antro (yeah, in Spanish, my dear ez, sorry XD♡) I’m linking her author profile on FFN, where she used to publish. I read her stuff when I was like 13 or 14 (when I first discovered the fandom), and I admired her so much. I dreamed of writing like her hahaha Now that years have passed, I can definitely say I’ve improved a lot, but I still admire her just as much! I can’t pick just one fic, and I haven’t read all of them yet (it’s on my to-do list), but every time I read one, I always find some hidden gem.

[cuubism]

Just wanted to say that you are a very good writer. <3 Big fan of your stormlight fics. Love them more because of not overdoing the sex scene. Too explicit scenes kind of make me uncomfortable from many otherwise very good fics. :-D That is my problem though.

thank you! I have more stormlight fics coming because I'm just truly sooo deep in it, I'm obsessed with my own little canon-divergent universe now. I'll continue as far as the obsession carries me...

as for sex scenes, I'll do ones that are very explicit or ones that are not, the tone just needs to match the rest of the fic. as long as the style and tone of smut arises organically from the characterization, scenario, and feeling that the rest of the story establishes, then it will work--otherwise it will be jarring. a complaint I see circulating sometimes is when a story establishes that the characters are kind of new to their relationship and hesitant with each other but then the smut immediately has them like professional porn stars 😂 there has to be internal consistency or it's gonna feel like random porn just dropped in the middle of the story

stormlight archive is also hard to write smut for because it's a really sexless book series, it's just not erotic at all 😂 (except kaladin and leshwi trying to kill each other, that was erotic though i'm not sure brandon meant it to be). and it doesn't have to be erotic! that's not a criticism, it just makes it hard to get the characters to that place because the starting point is so far away. it's taken me bingewriting like 30000+ words of setup before i got them to a place where I felt I could realistic write something that was actually, like... horny instead of only romantic.

smut is best when it's also a narrative tool to convey characterization and relationship development and overall story themes, that's what I want to play with more than anything :]

[zaruba-needslove]

Well, I din say that boys can't be a Beroba but most Beroba prolly are girls. Just like how a girl may be a Zinn but most Zinns are probably boys. The Ziins/Berobas may only just be into BL or GL, or both. Kyuuns prolly just stick to het ships... the Kekeras tho? Hmmmm....

Also just because I listed out several points under each supporter it din mean one need to have all the criterias to be one 😃 A fan could have a bit of Kekera or Beroba or Ziin or Kyuun or a purist 😃

And I feel like each supporters gonna have two different interpretations/ behaviour since all four of them behave differently before and after knowing their oshi personally.

A Kekera could be a very supportive, loving and wholesome fan (and might go as far as excessively give gifts to their oshis) but may turn into an anti-fan if they felt that their oshis don't reciprocate their love the way they did. (But they may go back to their old loving self if their oshi showed some signs that they to appreciate them.) I feel that bit about Kyuun fit better for Kekera, like as much as Kyuun's words to Neon was harsh at the beginning.... it's more of Kyuun not being able to convey his thoughts proper. Cos Kekera did react extremely when Keiwa openly did smth that's not what they expect Keiwa to do.

While Kyuun can be very sasaeng-like, Kyuun wasn't the type to turn on his oshi like Kekera. Like as much as a Kyuun may not like it if their oshi get married or smth, if they saw that their oshi is happy they'll do everything to support them. Or at least, they're less harsh than Kekera.

A Ziin may become an obsessive fan (just like Kyuun) to want to know everything about their oshi but they prolly won't be too sasaeng-ish. But both (Ziin/Kyuun) may try to tone down on their fannish behaviour if their oshi aren't comfortable about it. The Kyuuns probably will get the hint quick (and struggling to do it and get misunderstood instead) but the Ziins might be slower in the uptake and only realise that they're overdoing it when their oshi get hurt (like how Ziin din expect digging into Mitsume would lead to them finding out some not so nice things. Oh wait, in this aspect... Kyuun wasn't really that far off cos as much as Kyuun din overdo it when he wanna find out more about Neon to get more ppl to love her, but his actions did led to Beroba finding out Neon's secrets?)

Ficwriter Ziin and Kyuun most likely have different ideas about how they like their fics written (esp on their ideas on what qualifies as a good end or wholesome/good content), but both would would obsessed on 'canon-accuracy' with different tolerance with regards to OOC.

Ziins' OOC tendencies are more directed to their oshi... they may intentionally (or unconsciously) overlook their oshi's flaw or exaggerate their oshi's 'fine' qualities to always portray them in a 'perfect' way. Like i feel a lot of Buff stans are like this. Kyuuns' OOC tendencies are more generalized (and it wouldn't just be focused on just their oshis). They may overdo it just to make their fics be the cutest, fluffiest thing ever. Like as much as I'm Beroba-ish as a writer, I'm a bit Kyuun-ish in that aspect.

Ficwriter Berobas most definitely be into BDSM lol and as much as they love bad boys, they get turned off easily if their bad boys were actually not what they thought they were/pretentious pricks. But still it's hard to move on from their ex-faves... Berobas are strangely loyalist in a weird way.

They would bemoan if their idol is put into therapy and be happy.

Kekeras are just stuck in toxic m/patriarchy, power male/female fantasies or archetypes. They think seeking help (with therapy or love) is weak and ppl should just toughen it up. They'll think that Batman is the example of the ideal hero - no, Batman can't do all those love things Batman don't do sex, Batman don't act merciful to their repenting enemies, heroes should always be brooding about justice and how evil is unending #eh

lol idk either, everyone had very subjective ideas about things 😂😂😂

Like personally I feel like as much as the four act differently to their oshis, a lot of their behaviours do still overlap... even if their extremities went on a different direction. Like Ziin to some extent do bear some kind of idealised opinions about Ace, but not to Kekera's extent of trying to directly change Keiwa when he thinks Keiwa veered away from his set 'template'. Or like how Beroba may act like she gave up on Michi when the guy went 'rainbow' no longer bad boy... but she still don't quite wanna let go. She's oddly tsundere about why she like Michi. But unlike Kyuun who's actually more deredere than tsun, Beroba's more tsun yet portray herself as yandere. At least, that's how I view it (Not that Kyuun don't still have a bit of tsun in him or Beroba don't have actual yandere traits, they do... but it's not always so clear cut)

@zaruba-needslove We need to spread the use of "Beroba", "Kekera", "Ziin", and "Kyuun" as fan categories in other fandoms... I think the chaos it'll create would be neat lol.

[patrickshwavy]

.•⭐astrology observations⭐•.

Take what resonates, you can do whatever you want with this post idc 🥱

●I noticed sag mars or mars heavily aspecting Jupiter can experience extremes in their work ethic,

3 sag mars i know were very ambitious, but they worked so hard for a long period of time like TOO much , that they completely burnt out and now they lost motivation.

The thing with Jupiter is that it can make you extreme

      Jupiter : extreme     mars: ambition

Key word with Jupiter placements is ☆balance☆ try not to overdo whatever theme of that planet or aspect is 👏👏

●I know 4 people who get obsessed with working out and eating healthy whenever their lives are falling apart ,

And guess what? the 4 of them have virgo mars 🙊!!

Also virgo mars harshly aspecting Pluto can give you health issues related to repressed anger :(

Guys please let your anger out it's for your own good 😭🙏

●i noticed Aquarius sun & scorpio mars combination in someone can make them VERY successful and very very hardworking.

Which now mentioning,

●Saturn and pluto mixed together is an incredibly powerful combination.

If you have both aspecting a planet big aspects( conjunctions, oppositions,squares..), that planet is a powerhouse.

● An underdeveloped sun sign can express the negative traits of it's sister sign🤔

Ex; an underdeveloped libra can be very rude and selfish

● one way south node in the 1st can manifest is someone who is very sure of their identity, one very strong in their belief of themselves that people's opinions don't effect them much

( Ofcourse unless more sensitive placements are present, this can change)

●having your mars in someone's 2nd house can make you find their voices really attractive 🥵🥵🔥

● if you notice someone's resting face being sad and disgusted chances are, they're a capricorn rising 😭

•That's it ! Thank you for reading and let me know if anything resonated

[writingforatwistedworld]

ooh do you think you could do the "reacting to being the players favorite" headcanons with ace, jamil, and cater?

Self aware au

I do not take any responsebility for you reading this no matter which age group you are from!

WARNINGS: Yandere themes, obsessive behavior, unhealthy mindset

Ace/Jamil/Cater-Being your favorite one

The last braincell he shares with Deuce just died

Not because your attention is bad but rather that he is so happy that he throws the last bit of logic out of the window

Brags about it to everyone

He always thought that he wasn’t really special in any way so when he noticed your (obvious) affection he is baffled

He blushes like crazy behind closed doors

Do NOT say when he is on the screen that another character also looks good

He will be furious

And sad

And disappointed

Most of all disappointed

But if you play by the rules and are a good little player everything will be fine

He gets used to the affection quickly and wants more and more

So after a while you can’t meet those standards anymore

He becomes annoying when he doesn’t get as much attention as he wants to

Were his comments always so mean?

But if you don’t give him as much attention as he wants the bar of normal amount of attention lowers in his head once more

Just don’t overdo it with the compliments and grinding for his cards and you are safe

Jamil isn’t used to get praise

It‘s expected of him to be the perfect servant so he alway has to act like he is below Kalim

So if he is your favorite he can’t believe it at first

You are just acting like that to make fun of him right?

Keep at it and after a (long) time he will start to believe you

He doesn’t tell anyone and if someone even hints at the fact that the one that controls all suddenly seems way too distracted from the others he is doing everything he can so that the person saying that is coming to the conclusion that they are wrong

You are his!

There is no one in this or any other world that cares about him like you do

There is no way he is giving up on that warm feeling

He can‘t really go against his family and their strict following of the Al-Asim family but he searches for loopholes

Kalim doesn’t understand this part of his homework and you are watching? He does it for him and Kalim.

See? He is better than his dorm leader!

It‘s sad watching him trying so bad to impress you and the coding of the game also makes it seem like he is just doing some unimportant work…

Just please gush about him when he is on the screen

He deserves some affection

A lot of affection actually

It‘s safe to give him as much as you want because of his family always putting him in second place to another person that isn’t even part of his family

This one is already searching everywhere for all the attention that he can get

Have you seen his social media?!

Ok no the game won’t show us but you know what I mean

Surprisingly he doesn’t tell anyone what he had found out

It feels good to have someone’s attention for himself

Especially since it‘s you

But he does hint at it

“Today a very special person told me they liked that I…“ or “They complimented me on…“

Do NOT stop giving him attention

He basically lives on it

He is that weird mix of not telling anybody about something but also taking everything that he can from it

Be happy that you two are not on the same level of existence

He would be around you 24/7

Whenever you get a new card of him he is overjoyed

You worked so hard for that and it’s about him

He behaves like he is experiencing his first crush all over again whenever you say that you like him so much and more

Give him as much attention as you want but never too little, he might think you start to like someone else more than him

[gumnut-logic]

Dear Mr Tracy... (Part 2)

Sweetapple | Part 1 | Part 2

@flyboytracy​, @amistrio​ and @onereyofstarlight​​  you asked for it, so you get to suffer more :D

Many thanks to @katblu42​ for the read through and patience with all my crazy questions.

Well, a weekend deprived of digital connections and a muse that fled due to circumstances being very unrelaxed has led me to writing this part all in one day today. Like wow, I hope it makes sense because my brain is fried at the moment.

Quite a bit of exposition in this one, please bear with me :D

And yep, still @flyboytracy​‘s fault :D

I hope you enjoy this.

-o-o-o-

Alex didn’t get a reply to his email, because the next day Jeff Tracy returned from the dead.

It was the oddest feeling. You know, one of those ‘where were you when that happened’ moments.

Alex was in the bath.

It had been a horribly long day with the final work prepping for the first of Siliwrap’s real world testing. No matter what Erica said about not working too hard, he couldn’t help but apply himself.

He was a bit of a perfectionist.

It took her yelling, this time. Called in their supervisor, Tia, of all people, and laid down her case.

Apparently, Alex was overdoing it and needed to rest.

His glare had zero effect and Tia sent him home. There was time, she said.

Yes, he had time, but what of those who could be saved by Siliwrap?

Perhaps he was idolising International Rescue a little too much. It wasn’t as if he was a hero like the Tracy brothers. But he did have his own skill set and he wanted this project live as soon as possible, though not without skipping the necessary testing protocols.

He was pedantic.

And not a little obsessed, if he could admit it to himself.

But then it was the slightly crazy people in the world who made changes for the better.

But in any case, he was sent home and he took the opportunity to try and relax.

A bubblebath and aromatics might just be enough to flush away the question of whether Mr Tracy was going to reply to his email or not.

He set up his tablet beside the bath and had it playing music as he settled into the hot water, exhaling to let all the pressures of needing to get stuff done wash away.

Only to have the feed be interrupted by Erica, of all people.

“Alex, you there?”

“Erry, I’m doing the relax thing you wanted me-“

“He’s alive, Alex. Jeff Tracy is alive!”

“What?” He sat up in the bath and hit the vid button with soapy hands.

Erica stared at him a moment, frowning at the suds in his hair no doubt, but rambled on regardless. “International Rescue saved him! Found him in the Oort cloud, of all places. Eight years in space, my god, do you think he will be okay? It’s just amazing. You have to see this!” She threw him the holosignal and suddenly Thunderbird Two was projected above his bath, VTOL flaring as she landed outside a hospital. The feed flickered to an announcer and a much-used photo of the patriarch of the Tracy family standing proud in his uniform. Blurred video of IR uniforms rushing a prone figure through hospital emergency doors. It wasn’t until then that Alex realised, it wasn’t a usual hospital, but one of those GDF installations. The news banner scrolling across the bottom claimed it was the GDF base west of Auckland.

Jeff Tracy was here? On the same Island of Aotearoa as he?

“Where did you get this?”

“Alex, wake up! It’s all over the nets. The GDF are about to make a statement.”

Alex stared dumbfounded as the feed flickered again, to be replaced by a stern looking, dark haired woman in full dress uniform. She radiated command and Alex found himself scooting backwards in the bath.

Her words were short and succinct. Yes, Jeff Tracy had been rescued from the depths of space. No, International Rescue was not ready to give a statement. Mr Tracy’s condition was serious, but stable.

And he was with his family.

The blurry scene of the cluster of IR operatives was shown again, this time in slower motion.

Alex stared as he counted the dark hair of Mr Scott Tracy on one side of the stretcher and opposite him, the even darker hair of a blue and green uniformed figure that just had to be Virgil Tracy.

There were more uniformed operatives, a red head and a couple of blonds and two women, one older and the other dark and alert.

But he could see little before they all disappeared inside again.

His heart lurched. He had met three of those men. Men who did so much. Their hunched concern over the prone body on the stretcher was obvious as he watched it replayed again.

They flashed up a picture of Mr Scott Tracy, dressed in his perfect suit, a soft smile on his face and babbled about his conduct and achievements in the last eight years.

Eight years!

Questions were asked of what happened now the billionaire had returned.

Quick interviews on the street, obviously made because no one else was talking, only threw more questions, even conspiracy theories to the wind.

 Alex found his mouth open and the half of his body up out of the water now shivering.

It was one of those moments.

A moment when the world changes.

Jeff Tracy was alive.

-o-o-o-

What followed that day was curiosity and a little fear. All the staff of Tracy Industries had different reactions.

You had the positives like Fireman Fred - who had actually burst into tears when he was told. Nothing like a giant sobbing red-haired Scotsman on the loose. Everyone heard about it, because everyone heard it.

The man was simply loud.

Erica was all excitement herself. For all her concern about Alex’s obsessions, she certainly had her own and gossip was one of them.

Not the nasty gossip, more the curious discovery talk, finding things out and marvelling. And boy, did she marvel at Jeff Tracy.

As more news reports rolled in and eventually the Tracy family themselves stepped up to the podium, she was the avid spectator digging every crumb of information out of every syllable spoken and analysing the situation to death.

She was also known to go feral on anyone who suggested anything nasty within earshot.

Tracy Industries employees verged on cult status when it came to the Tracy family, but a big thing like this did bring out the uncertainties and the possibility of change.

No one really likes change and everyone hates uncertainty. The unknown of whether things would continue as usual or if Mr Tracy Senior would be taking back the reins off Mr Tracy, now Junior. Factions grew. Some supported the Senior, some felt the Junior had done a lot of work. Queries were made to older staff members who had been there when Mr Tracy Senior was in charge. People like Fireman Fred extolled the virtues of Jeff Tracy. While others adored the apparently softer, more approachable Scott Tracy.

There were words, and although anyone by the name of Tracy was pretty much worth a sainthood in these parts, humanity is what it is and people worried.

But there was more. Outside of Tracy Industries, there were bigger questions.

The revelations of what saving Jeff Tracy from the Oort Cloud actually meant to humanity.

Can we now travel faster than the speed of light?

Who owns that technology? The Thunderbirds are amazing, yes, but this was a step for humanity itself. This is power that needs control.

The world was in an uproar.

It was change that enveloped everything.

But Alex found himself returning to the same thoughts. Behind the big things, behind the money and the accomplishments, and the debates, there was a family, some of whom he had had the privilege to meet, that had found a long-lost parent, who was now ill in hospital having endured what had to have been an unimaginably horrible experience.

How were they? Would their father survive?

The world, of course, sent flowers and sympathies and best wishes for a fast recovery. But Alex did none of that. He just kept the family in his thoughts and hopes.

If he was caught on one or two chilly nights staring up into the star-filled sky wishing on a couple of them, so be it.

In the meantime, there was work and Alex threw himself into it, his email to Virgil Tracy forgotten as the project progressed from atmospheric testing with success after success.

He let the world worry about things he had no control over and kept his focus on what the Tracys would want it to be - on the job at hand.

-o-o-o-

 Alan Tracy was tired when he finally made it home.

He had stayed in space with John to dismantle the Zero XL.

Five was the first to leave the conglomeration of Thunderbirds that made up the huge spaceship. Alan had then had to lower the XL into the atmosphere close enough to release One and Two, protecting them from re-entry heat and stress. Both ‘birds tore off to Tracy Island to complete the family reunion. Alan hated that he couldn’t be there, wanting to cling to the father he had missed for so long, but there were still necessary tasks to be done.

And he was a Tracy.

Once his brothers had left, Alan, with Brains still on board, had accelerated enough to breach Earth’s gravity well again. It was a push from this angle, but Alan had managed worse.

The XL’s great thrusters combined with Three’s strength pushed them back up out of the atmosphere to align and dock with Five.

Alan had to smile.

John had deployed her solar array and her familiar shape had been restored.

He manoeuvred the XL into a clean dock with the tail end of the station, then disengaged Three from the shell of the lightspeed engines and docked her more familiarly with her gravity ring.

Moments later, John climbed aboard and they were all rushing home in order to catch up with the rest of their family.

That had been days ago.

Alan had been in Auckland ever since, bouncing between the house in Parnell and the GDF base where his Dad lay slowly recovering.

The list of ailments was downright horrifying. Alan had been on the verge of dragging his father back up into space to save him from the pain.

It had only been quiet words from Scott that had calmed his beating heart.

God, it hurt to watch his Dad suffering.

Sure, Alan was an experienced emergency responder, he had seen the nasty reality of what space could do to a body on far too many occasions.

But this?

Eight long years.

They had saved Dad. But had they?

When Scott ran out of words, Virgil took over. He had more medical training than Alan, but Alan had enough to be terrified.

Virgil himself was obsessed and barely left Dad’s side. So it was Grandma who finally calmed Alan down enough to see sense.

Dad was sick, yes. Very sick. But there was a chance. They were Tracys, they played chance every day and won far more often than they lost.

Dad was home. First challenge met. They would meet all the coming challenges the same way.

Together.

Alone in his bedroom, Alan let out a shaky sigh.

Grandma had sent him home with Gordon, mostly for some downtime, a night at home, away from the hospital and the heartache.

When he asked why he had to leave, Grandma said carers had to look after themselves in order to look after those who needed their care.

When Alan protested that Scott and Virgil were looking as bad as Dad, Grandma’s lips had thinned and Alan had been shocked at how old and tired she had looked in that moment.

Gordon had intervened, his eyes on their grandmother, his voice quiet, and the two brothers hadn’t said much the entire flight home.

They were to gather some of Dad’s things and bring them back to the hospital after a good night’s sleep.

Alan stood staring at his room as if it was an alien environment.

The last time he had slept here, he had been an orphan.

Now…

The tears came from nowhere but they were ever so needed.

Everything that had happened in the last few days just welled up inside and threw him to his knees.

Perhaps it was a good thing that only he and Gordon were on the Island. He could crack up in peace.

He cried for a while and despite it being exhausting he did find it a bit of a release. So much before the launch, the crux of the mission on his shoulders as pilot, and then meeting Dad.

He swallowed down another sob. He had been so happy to see his father, he hadn’t thought-

“Allie? You okay?”

Suddenly, he was wrapped in a pair of strong arms that could only belong to his fish brother and for once in his life, Alan didn’t pull away.

Those arms tightened and tugged Alan’s head to a gold-covered shoulder.

He sat there and listened to his big brother’s swimmer’s lungs as they drew in and let out air.

They sat there for a while. Gordon didn’t seem to be in a hurry to leave and honestly, they had been kicked back to the Island to rest, so what the hell.

Alan was just tired.

Maybe Grandma was right.

“You want to talk about it?”

Alan blinked. Did he?

“Not really.”

“Okay.”

Those arms managed to get just a little tighter in the moment of silence after that.

“You know Dad is going to be okay, don’t you?”

“Yeah.” Maybe. Should be. Did they really know?

“Because he is.”

And Alan was suddenly reminded of another severely ill family member. He pulled away and looked up at his brother.

Gordon was a little pale in the room’s lighting and his expression was more worry than the generally positive, bouncing blob of energy it usually was. But his skin was still tanned and healthy. Alan knew there were scars under that shirt that had hurt so much.

But Gordon was here now. Still his adorable big brother. Strong despite the injuries and the long-term issues.

And so…Gordon.

A moment and he was suddenly hugging his brother, overwhelmed yet again.

“Hey, hey…” But Gordon hugged him back as Alan screwed up his face on his brother’s shoulder.

“It’s gonna be alright, Allie.”

“Yeah.” It was the only word he could get out.

So he clung.

-o-o-o-

After a while Allie relaxed a bit and the two of them separated. There was embarrassment on Alan’s part, but Gordon didn’t seem to care.

They sat on the floor with their backs leaning against Alan’s bed talking.

About Dad.

About Scott and Virgil and John.

About Grandma.

About their family.

What had been a moment of exhaustion morphed into one of catharsis and relief. Perhaps Grandma knew he had to get away from the family to properly crack up.

He shouldn’t be surprised. Grandma really did know everything.

Well, except how to cook.

“When was the last time you checked your phone?”

Alan blinked sticky eyes and realised Gordon was poking at a phone. Alan’s phone.

It had a rocket phone case, of course.

“What the hell? Whatcha doing?” He swiped at the phone and missed.

“You do realise you have two hundred odd unread emails in here?”

“Gordon, give me my phone.”

“Oooh, you have fan mail.”

“Give it to me!”

But his brother was suddenly frowning. “Since when do you drink coffee with Alex Sweetapple?”

“Who?” Alan was the one frowning now, but this time he did manage to swipe the phone out of his brother’s hand as the man was actually trying to read his email.

So much for all that brotherly love a moment ago.

“Do you even drink coffee? I thought Scott banned you from that after the last time you went super soldier on the stuff.”

“I am an adult, you know. I can drink coffee any time I like.”

“Sure. You dealing Thunderbird Two’s coffee machine to the employees?”

“What the hell are you talking about?”

“Alex Sweetapple, number one fan of Virgil’s coffee.” He made an attempt to grab the phone back and failed as Alan skittered away a bit and held the phone at length.

“Don’t know him, but it sounds like he has good taste. Even you like Thunderbird Two Brew.”

“Then why is he emailing you?”

“I don’t know. I haven’t even seen it yet, thanks to certain annoyance.” He glared at Gordon.

Gordon smirked at him, lopsided.

Alan grunted and poked at his phone. Sure enough, there was an email from an Alex Sweetapple with the subject heading of Coffee.

He opened it to discover that whoever they were, they were begging to get a hold of how Virgil made his coffee. “He wants the recipe.”

“For coffee?”

“Uh-huh. Who is he anyway?”

“One of Virgil’s engineers at Māhia. He’s got this cool product in development. Virg took me down there a few months back to check it out. It has some great applications underwater.” A frown. “In fact, if I remember correctly, he should be ready for testing soon.”

Alan stared at his fish brother. It shouldn’t, but it always did surprise Alan when Gordon talked science. It was so easy to forget that his lampooning sibling was as qualified in his fields as the rest of them.

They were just different fields.

“So why would he email me?”

“Can I see the email?” Gordon held out his hand.

Alan held up the phone instead, not willing to give up possession as, yes, there was fan mail on there, authorised by Thunderbird Five that he hadn’t yet had a chance to read.

He did so love reading his fan mail.

Not so much Gordon reading it.

The fish rolled his eyes and play-acted squinting up at the text. For some reason his mouth had to be half open to see things clearly.

“He wants Virgil’s coffee recipe.”

“That’s what I said.”

Gordon paused and looked away thinking. “You know him and Virgil had a really long chat that day. I ended up wandering off because I couldn’t suffer the engineerese any longer. I reckon if we hadn’t been called out, that the chat would have gone on longer.” A smile crept over Gordon’s face. “You know, they’d make a lovely couple.”

Alan wrinkled his nose and pulled the phone away. “What?”

“Virg does need a distraction.”

“You steal him away from Dad for a stupid reason and you’re dead.”

Gordon held up a hand. “Hey, I know what I’m doing. Been playing with older brother brains for a lot longer than you.”

Alan grumbled. Been playing with a younger brother’s brain as well, obviously. Mentioning the six-year gap between them was dirty pool.

“I’m not a kid, Gordon.”

“Never said you were.” The expression on his brother’s face was all ‘The Thinker’, possibly ‘The Conspirator’. Alan had the sudden impression that he was going to be dragged into something he wasn’t sure he was going to like.

“What are you thinking?”

“I’m thinking that our older brothers need a break as much as we do.”

“Gordon-“

He held up his hand again and a smile curved his lips. “Trust me.”

Alan sighed inside.

He did.

That was the problem.

-o-o-o-

TBC

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Sera's Darling (Headcanons) Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Reader (Hazbin Hotel)

[Hello, My Sexy Muffins! I am here with a new chapter, and this one is the headcanons with Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Reader! Enjoy this!] 

(Disclaimer: Autism is a spectrum, and not all people who are autistic act the same. These are traits that I asked my viewers on YouTube about what they would like to see! This is not how all autistic people act! Thanks!  Disclaimer: Sera is not Yandere in canon! This is just for fun and not to be taken seriously at all! Simping for fictional characters and yanderes is fine! Just do not be illegal or gross about it! You know who you are! You Dirty, Flaky, Biscuits! Yanderes are not ideal partners to have in real life! Also, remember to separate fiction from reality and headcanon from canon! Thank you!)  -Yandere Headcanons With Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Reader From Hazbin Hote- 

.Sera is a woman and archangel who falls head over heels in love with you. 

.She fell in love with a fellow angel and how you were once human and how you are now in heaven. 

.You have done well in your life, allowing you to get into heaven. She was obsessed with you and quickly romanced you to be her partner. 

.Now, you were her partner, and she knew that you were autistic, and she does her best to take care of you and help you live a whole life and make things easy for you. 

.She is one of the most understanding of your autism and that she loves to be there for you when you need it the most. 

.Unfortunately, she puts a lot of the stress of being there for you on her. 

.She is a perfectionist and wants to be there for you and to make sure your life is as easy as possible so that you do not get hurt. 

.So much so she might end up overdoing her understanding and that she is overdoing the being there for you. 

.She is just trying to do her best to take care of you and be the girlfriend you need. 

.She is the type of yandere that makes the hard choices to take care of you and would make sure that you are taken care of. 

.She would do this for your own good and so that she can protect you and take care of you. 

.She knows you love certain textures and that you love touching your own and her wings. 

.She teaches you how to groom wings so that you can play with hers and your wings even more. 

.She loves the intimate feeling of you grooming her angel wings. It is very intimate in her eyes. 

.She also knows that when you are upset, you become the blanket lump with a plushie to hold under a large blanket. 

.She, of course, knows this happens, and she is there to comfort you with your favorite music to help you calm down as well as bringing your your favorite snacks. 

.She does the autistic bag of comfort, first she has things that have textures you like, for the sense of touch, as well as your favorite perfumes and candles for sense of smell, and favorite music and such for sense of hearing, with favorite snacks with various textures you like and all your favorite comfort foods, and of course, your favorite books and or video games for sight. These are your five senses, and the comfort bag is made to comfort you when you are over-stressed and need to destress.  (Side note This is a thing in behavior therapy where you have a comfort basket or bag with you in your home or on stressful trips to bring comfort to anxiety, depression, autism, adhd, panic attacks and more, using these item for your five senses actually can help from having a panic or anxiety attack! I speak from experience! But I am not a doctor!)

.She also has noticed that you do pattern walking or flying, as you will fly or walk in the same pattern when you are anxious or thinking about something. 

.She does not bother you when you do this, knowing you need to have space to think and to get the anxious feeling to go away. 

.But she does keep an eye on it to make sure if she has to step in and make sure that you are okay. 

.She also loves the little bird and other animal sounds that you make. She finds it so adorable how you make these small little noises, and she adores it when you do them with her. 

.She can tell when you are trying to show her that you are nervous, scared, anxious, as well as happy, loving, and even turned on with these noises. 

.It is like a secret language with you that she has, and she adores it. 

.You also had issues with really loud noises, which did not help with Adam, as Sera did NOT like Adam or Lute around you, and Adam seemed to not care about your anxiety with your autism. 

.Such as, Adam would try and force you to look him in the eyes even though you had very little good skills with eye contact. 

.Sera is a protective yandere of you and would not stand for Adam being near you like that and would put her foot down with Adam trying to mess with you. 

.She does not tolerate people messing with you or making fun of you because you are autistic. Now, she does not let that fly at all! 

.She does not force you to look into her eyes and is accommodating of various issues you have because of that. 

.Since she is very much one of the head angels, she can make sure that Adam does not mess with you too much and that you have a lot of perks and freedoms that a lot of the angels in heaven do not have. 

.She made the best clothes for you, because one time she bought you a top and you wore it because she got it, but you hated it and she saw this. 

.So now she knows that you have issues with certain clothes touching your skin, and she can make sure your clothes are made out of materials that you like. 

.She also cuts out any tags, takes the time to mend your clothes when she needs to. 

.The done side of yandere Sera is that she over worries about, and that she is such a protective yandere. 

.She knows that people like Adam are not nice and that she does not want you to be hurt by anyone. 

.So sometimes she can somothering and that tends to get worse when she over does her care for taking care of you.

.For you, it can be a bit much sometimes, but it is never done in malice; it is always done with love and care for you, so you would feel bad for being upset about it. 

.Sera can be a bit controlling and a tiny bit manipulative too, and she is pulling the strings to keep you by her side. 

.She does everything she does because of her love for you, and she will always show you her love. 

.She will also deal with rivals, maybe even casting them out of heaven if they try and get to you, as you belong to her and no one else. 

.What is true is a yandere of you were an autistic darling, she would do whatever it took to love you and keep you by her side. 

.Even keeping you from falling to hell, locking you up if she has to. 

[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, another chapter is done! I hope that you all enjoyed this chapter here, and please stay sexy, all my sexy muffins!] 

Happy (LATE) Autism Awareness Day🪽♾😇Yandere Sera X Gender Neutral Autistic Listener (Hazbin Hotel)

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Haikyuu Boys: You Flinch

Pt 2

@silver-argent​ :  Hii! I super looooove the way you wrote Haikyuu Boys: You flinch, perfect amount of angst to fluff! Are you taking requests? If you are, will you please do a Sakusa and Kenma? the you flinch. It's okay if you don't tho! I'll still look forward to your works!❤❤

tysm for the encouraging words!! my requests are open and im more than happy to do Sakusa and Kenma jewbjkew. i hope you enjoy. i'm literally so tired and just wanted to finally get this out <3

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-sakusa

-kenma

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Sakusa

Dating Sakusa was the last thing you ever thought would happen to you. He filled your days and nights with such love and passion. You had broken through his stoic and cold shell and had seen him for who he truly was deep inside- a loving partner through and through.

Of course, old habits die hard. Since he had spent years of his life being a reserved person, only putting up with his family and teammates, he still was very hesitant when it came to affection. Sometimes all he wanted to do was to be alone with his thoughts and nothing else. It hurt to see him like that, knowing that no matter what, you couldn’t help him, but you understood and gave him the time he needed.

Five months into yours and his relationship had lead to a few disputes, but nothing too serious. He was a prideful, headstrong man which lead to you having to bite your tongue during arguments and keep your snarky words to yourself, refusing to let them slip off the tip of your tongue. If they did, the argument would escalate. 

You loved Sakusa for everything he was, bad parts and good, but sometimes he was too much. 

And, that’s how you were here, biting your lip harshly as you stare at him, refusing to let your anger get the best of you. 

Sakusa had been coming home quite late due to volleyball practise, but it got to the stage where you were scared that he was doing to overwork himself and injure himself. Instead of letting it slide, you confronted him about it and suggested that he should take some time to let his body heal from the strenuous training regimen that he was doing. It seemed that Sakusa wasn’t in the best of moods and had snapped at you, shooting abhorrent words towards you as if you were nothing but a pile of shit, accusing you of restricting him from reaching his full potential and trying to turn him away from volleyball because you were too clingy for his liking. 

“Fucking hell (Y/N), you’re so fucking clingy! Just because you’re an attention whore and want me to worship you doesn’t mean you can try and take me away from what I love doing. You’re so fucking obsessive it’s driving me crazy!” Sakusa bellowed and clenched his hands together, his nails digging into his hands. 

Taking a deep breath to keep yourself as calm as possible, you spoke in a soft tone, “Omi, I’m not trying to keep you from anything. I just think you should rest your body before you overwork yourself and become ill or injure yourself. I know you want to improve but that can happen gradually over time. I doesn’t need to happen all at once.” You murmured and gently placed a hand on his, trying to reassure him.

Letting out a deep, angered growl, Sakusa pulled away from your grip harshly and pushed your hand away, “don’t fucking touch me! You’re fucking disgusting! All you do is hold me down and try and control my life, you obsessive pest!” He hollered out.

His words ripped open your chest and stabbed you in the heart repeatedly. You felt like you were choking on your own heartbeat. It hurt knowing that your lover found you disgusting. A strong feeling of rage surged through your veins. “How fucking dare you, Sakusa! I’ve done nothing but tried to help you and all you do is treat me like shit. Every time we argue I have to bite my tongue because I know that if I retaliate, you’ll just get even more angry. I can’t express how I feel to you anymore and I feel as if I don’t matter in this relationship. If you want to overwork yourself and injure yourself then fine, go ahead, but don’t blame me for saying I told you so after it’s happened!”

His eyes narrowing at your words, Sakusa swiftly turned to glare at you and raised his fist, poking your chest aggressively, “Fine, I will then because I’m not letting you control me anym-” He paused mid sentence, his eyes widening when he noticed you flinching when he raised his hand. Slowly, he lowered his hand and dropped them at his sides. Your shaking figure made his heart clench painfully tight. “(Y/N) I-”

“I can’t do this anymore, Sakusa.” You voice whispered, barely loud enough for him to hear. Tears rolled down your cheeks and you sniffled quietly. “I can’t handle this pain anymore. I can’t handle feeling like I’m walking on egg shells with you. I can’t handle being afraid of how you’ll react when I speak about how I feel. I just can’t do this anymore.” You voice got quieter and quieter the more you spoke. Looking up at Sakusa, you swallowed thickly. “I can’t do us anymore.” 

Sakusa was frozen, watching you carefully. It was deathly silent. The only sound he could hear was the sound of his heartbeat beating rapidly. 

“I’ll pick up my things tomorrow. I’m going to stay at Atsumu’s for the night.” You whispered and turned away, heading towards the front door. 

A small, almost whine-like noise left Kiyoomi’s mouth. He reached out and clasped your hand gently, tears forming in the corner’s of his eyes. “Please.” He begged quietly.

Looking back at the man you loved, your heart shattered into small pieces when you noticed his dampened eyes. Never had you seen him cry before. “What is it?” You asked quietly, biting the inside of your cheek.

Sakusa pulled you in tightly for a hug and pressed his lips against your cheek gently. “Please don’t leave. Please please please… I’m so so sorry (Y/N).. I didn’t mean anything I said. I love you and I’m grateful for everything you do for me. I’ve just had a really bad day. Please I love you. Please don’t leave. You’re my baby... “ He pleaded softly and held you tightly, as if afraid that you’d disappear if he let go. 

Letting out a sigh, you caved in. You were still mad at him but at the end of the day, you loved Kiyoomi more than anything else. You would give up everything for his happiness. “Kiyoomi...” You whispered softly and then turned around so you were face to face with him. Gently cupping his cheeks, you sighed, “I love you so so much Kiyoomi... But you can’t say stuff like that to me even if you’ve had a bad day. You really really hurt me even though I was just trying to look out for you.” You explained and frowned softly, kissing his tears that resided in the corner of his eyes. 

Pressing his lips softly against your hands that rested on his face, he let out a shaky breath that he didn’t realise he was holding, “I know... I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me. I promise I’ll do better..” He whispered gently and pressed his nose into your hair lovingly. “I love you so much...”

Leaning in closer to Sakusa, you inhaled his scent, “I love you too, Omi..”

He never wanted to see you flinch like that again.

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Kenma

Kenma was an erudite genius when it came to the art of strategy. His deep understanding of the game and the unspoken pledge to win is what drove him forward and kept him reaching, grasping, clutching for new strategic idea that would leave his opponents breathless.

For days, maybe even weeks, on end, Kenma would be researching, training, and repeating the process until he felt confident in his methodology that would be used in a game. Thus, led to a breakdown. After weeks of undereating, lack of sleep, training beyond his physical capabilities, and his mental strain thinking of ways to defeat the opposing team, Kenma was at his wits’ end. 

As his partner, you immediately noticed the changes in his personality. Of course, concern was your initial reaction and you were somewhat frightened of irritating him more, but you knew you had to confront him about his lack of self care. Seeing him train during lunch and falling asleep in lessons led you to realise how hard he was working himself. 

So, after school you managed to pull him to one side before he proceeded to train at the club. A frown was present on your lips and you took a deep breath. Looking at him now hurt a lot: his eyebags had considerably increased since the last time you saw him; you could now see physically where he had lost weight from undereating for weeks; his eyes seemed a lot duller; his body slouched over slightly, as if it was begging for a break. It was agony to see your partner slowly harm his body and mind like this.

"Kenma, just know I love you so much and I understand that volleyball means a lot to you right now since it's your final year with your team as you know it with Kuroo as captain, but look at yourself. You're not taking care of yourself at all. You aren't helping you or your teammates by undereating and not sleeeping." You murmured gently, taking Kenma's hands in your own. You knew that you had to be careful and not push your boyfriend, but you couldn't let it continue.

Kenma simply frowned at your words and pulled his hand away from yours, "(Y/N), I don't need your lecturing. I'm perfectly fine taking care of myself. I don't need you." He hissed out and turned his back on you, proceeding to head to practise. He had no time to waste on pointless conversations.

(Y/N) grinded their teeth together, their heart aching slightly at the harsh words, "I'm not lecturing you, Kenma! I'm doing what a s/o should do and I'm looking out for you! Please just take a small break before you overdo it!" You hallooed, as if that would make the words sink in.

Vexed, Kenma turned around with a deep scowl on his face, "Why don't you just back off, (Y/N)!? I don't care about you right now, all I care about is me and my teammates winning this game!" He shrieked, which caused you to trip back and swallow thickly.

A small whimper escape your lips and tears formed in the corners of your eyes as you flinched. You were normally fine with Kenma's salty attitude, but he never usually shouted at you. Taking a shaky breath, you looked at your boyfriend dead in the eyes, "fine! Do what you want to do! Since you don't care about me I won't bother anymore! Don't you fucking dare come running to me when you overwork yourself and can't handle it anymore!" You retorted and turned away.

Kenma's eyes widened slightly at your words as he watched you turn away. "Wait...." He whispered out, his hand reaching towards yours. Lightly, he grasped your wrist and sighed, pulling you close and burying his head in your shoulder. "'M sorry... I'm just so stressed..." Tears brimmed his eyes and he sniffled softly. "I didn't mean it..."

Letting out a soft sigh, your shoulders relaxed and you pulled your lover in for a cuddle. "I know you didn't mean it baby... But remember your health comes first, volleyball after." You whispered and gently stroked his hair. He simply nodded in response and hugged you tighter.

Maybe you both could work things out. You just need to learn to communicate more.