#trying to stay on a high but anyway.
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It would be a little funny if I broke my toe when I stubbed it this morning (didn’t put my glasses on before going to the bathroom and there was a chair leg :() (I’m being a bit dramatic I think I’m going to be fine but alas)
But it’s so. December. I don’t even really want to go to a specific cafe just for one little treat I’ve wanted to try (it’s over an hour just to do that and I kinda want to catch the earlier transport home). I’m kinda tired still.
Also I’m dressed for the outdoors so I am SWEATING indoors rn and I hate that.
#shatters’ fragments#I mean. more seriously. I have laundry to do#and I have to get my project work out of my sister’s room before she comes back home for the winter break.#and I really wish I got to spend more time with my friend here :(#and right now food is REALLY hard and I didn’t even enjoy my onigiri :(#and I didn’t get a seasonal drink bc the cafe I went to DOESNT HAVE ANY?!? (technically some but they’re there all year round this yr )#but whatever.#trying to stay on a high but anyway.#I’m sleepy#(I slept last night. like a full night. but my body is just crashing a bit now that I have a bit of a break I think)
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can i just say how much i adore how Nao-chan's gender is treated so casually in skip to loafer
like, as a white cis woman who is also quite tall and havent read the manga i didnt even realize she was trans until this scene in ep2:
and i didnt even have the time to get nervous how they would handle this as they already moved on, ignoring the comments (just like queer people learn to do so) except for Mitsumi's comforting touch (implying she also heard the comments):
and there were no sad words or anything about this either, it was just handled so.... normally. which should not be something worth highlighting, but, well, you know. also on that note, special shoutout to P.A. Works for casting a woman as her voice actor as well.
she's shown being the supportive and lively aunt and like seconds later in this scene she's back to being her usual self again:
in conclusion
#im an anime only so i pray this post wont age like milk but i honestly dont think it will#maybe they will discuss something about it when/if mitsumi will be asking for an advice at some point but#judging by Theatre Kid in high heels not being ridiculed i think they will stay respectful and chill#i wish i could say more and in a better way but alas. i hope this will suffice#i just havent seen any posts about it in the tags and i was eager to rb something on it#anyway give this anime a try if you can <33#skip to loafer#skip and loafer#trans#EDIT: i have been informed in the notes that this post will NOT age like milk. godbless <3
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i am wide awake thinking about that post canon jb au again when I should be sleeping …!!! such is the nature of the jbrainrot…
#the whole setting is jb hanging out in the rock post war#and tyrion became lord of the westerlands / the rock is his but he’s off doing stuff in kingslanding and jaime is just filling in for him#atm . but after tyrion comes back his original plan WAS he’ll get married to brienne right away and they can move back to tarth or be#travelling hedge knights together or whatever brienne wants to do he’s down for it. but the important thing is that he wants to stay with#her .. so he’s using the time they have together currently to court her bc she deserves that at least !!#so jaime goes off trying to court and woo brienne but she just thinks they’re hanging out bc they got relatively close in the war#so jaime being touchy feely isn’t anything new. jaime making innuendos and being kinda flirty isn’t anything new either#but this time he means it LOL he’s like I want to kiss you SO badly and brienne will be like lol silly jaime (:#I was also thinking they’d help rebuild lannisport just bc it’s a time for healing now and it would be good for the people to get to know#jaime and the lannisters in general bc of how they would just used to sit high above the rock looking down on everyone#but now jaime is like. actively helping and being known and being with the people rather than just being that absent distant lord#also he’s thinking he might as well try and foster some relationship with the commoners to his house bc it’s for tyrion anyway#so he’s off doing that and brienne is tagging along bc she does not want to go home yet#she wants to stay with him and she’s helping out as an excuse to stay a little longer but she doesn’t exactly want to leave him#but how do you tell someone that and ignore the big glaring part that she’s actually in love with him and the fact that they both survived#the war is getting her hopeful???? u want her to admit that?? like a normal person??? no..!!#so she’s just staying and helping out bc a) it’s the sensible thing to do b) so she can bask on the sun that is Jaime Lannister#for like a few more days. weeks. maybe a month bc the weather is soooo bad in the stormlands rn 🙄😳#anyway jb hanging out! and everything is going well and good but jaime is now getting popular w the people and he’s also looking quite#rugged and handsome post war now that he’s thirty flirty and thriving and he also has a new scar across his lip that makes his#smirks even more ! rogueish … ! and he looks quite nice with the greying hair 👀 so now there’s gossips around him#not to mention he’s single too and I think if you were one of the heroes who helped win the war they’ll forget the kingslaying#man with no honor business so lo and behold brienne eavesdrops a group of ladies bc she’s a chismosa at heart and they’re talking about a#potential marriage for a lord lannister (!!!) and there’s going to be a big tourney held in Kingslanding for it (!!!)#and brienne remembers jaime mentioning the ought to go to Kingslanding in the next few weeks (!!!) and now she’s remembering jaime IS a#lord though not theee lord of the westerlands STILL a lord from one of the seven houses and he’s single and very eligible for marriage rn#and now she’s realising everything is returning back the way it was before the war where society rules matters and she has her own role as#now the evenstar bc rip selwyn and jaime has his own role too and the court is a whole different battlefield#one that she isn’t equipped in and even though she had found some new confidence in herself bc killing a bunch of ice invisible zombies#with your own magic sword will do that for you she doesn’t think (and she’s being objective not negative) she stands a chance in THAT
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where did the year go lol
#miu draws#art summary#started off the year on an lnds high and that died down but then got on a mrs high instead#i was /insanely/ motivated to draw this year SDFKGH#like i had times where i was art blocked too but also i can't believe the pieces i drew this year#i even made a whole azz tegaki video#wild#plus starting watercolor n those traditional drawings too#ALSO JUN NUIS....#also the difference between the first half and second half of my summary is so funny#tho honestly for as long as i've listened to their music i didn't expect to draw mrs fanart mainly bc drawing irl ppl is just Not my forte#but idk when other fans' fanart of them started showin up on my fyp on twt i was just like oh...love that.....wanna try th........#anyways as always thanks to everyone who stuck around and also new ppl who followed hope you enjoy the stay#i honestly for the most part gave up on posting art on main twt regardless of all the bs n whatnot there (tho i am on priv n mrs side twt)#i have a bsky too but deactivated it atm bc the more ppl that moved there the more it was just becoming main twt to me mentally#i just feel most comfortable posting art here than anywhere else lol
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So normal about them <33
#Kristen’s taller because she’s grown over the summer#cassandra stayed looking like sophomore year Kristen#because they’ve been left behind in sophomore year etc etc OUGHAGAJAG#they’re tragic to me#idk what happens yet obv but I feel like Cassandra is rly hanging onto sophomore Kristen#while Kristen’s trying to grow and change and such idk is this anything#to be created in the image of your only follower only for them to grow and change while you struggle with it#idk is this anything bc to me it’s everything#OH YEA I GOT DROP OUT BTW!!!! I WATCHED JUNIOR YEAR FIRST EP TODAY HENCE THE ART#FIRT JUNIOR YEAR FANART LETS GOOO#I am so unbelievably excited#IDK WHAT 2 WATCH NEXT… DECIDING BETWEEN BURROWS END AND THE SEVEN#anyways#cassandra fantasy high#kristen applebees#fantasy high#dimension 20#dimension 20 fantasy high#bug taffy’s art
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bought a nice corset/stays for ren fair and for cosplay (agnea) reasons and like. holy shit. a) who the fuck thought it was a good idea to switch from this (supports the bust/torso evenly) to bras (tight band around your ribs bearing the entire weight of your bust) and b) I might need. to invest in a back brace. bc holy shit my spine is so happy
#the ‘you can’t breathe in a corset’ myth needs to DIE#I’ve been dealing with horrible horrible rib pain since high school to the point where I can’t wear proper bras anymore#talk about restricted breathing try burning muscle spasms across your entire rib cage#and THIS is not restricting my breathing holy shit. my ribs are just like. vibing#I can’t bend over super well but maybe that’s a good thing lol since hypermobility seems to be the root of most of my issues#HEAR THAT VERTEBRAE?? YOU WILL NOW STAY IN ALIGNMENT!!!#delete later#I got it from a shop on Etsy where if you don’t fit their sizing they make it to your measurements#for no extra charge bc they aren’t premade they make them for every order anyway#and like. holy shit. I know there’s a lot that’s been said about modern fast fashion so I don’t need to add anything#but like. goddamn. well constructed sturdy clothing that FITS? my BODY???? UNREAL
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sorry but the speed at which thistle goes from wanting to blast laios to hell dragon-style to granting him the "honor" of joining his perfect fairytale within the span of, what, an hour tops? is convincing me that he absolutely split on this guy sunshine-ways after realizing he was trying to help
don't try to tell me this was a backstabber move because this irradiated piece of clown kibble was being 100% sincere. he was planning to do the same to delgal! also is this the face of a two-timer to you?
look at him. he made a helpful new friend :) he's feeding a stray
#he's so so so funny but i get him i really do#if i had his mental illness and whos to say i don't well i'll tell you#i'm trying to protect my loved ones? dummy comes in and outsmarts me and heals my shoulder and feeds me so-so home cooking and#gives me premium advice on buffing up my high security prison?#i'd go from KILL THIS MOTHERFUCKER to OMG BESTIE so fast you wouldn't believe#and i have. several times. minus the forcefeeding#in thistle's pov he isn't shoving a thing of goop down laios' throat he's holding a bottle of milk to a wee little kitten's mouth#who's a good smart boy huh. you are yes you are!!! delgal look at my new puppy!!!#anyway love u thistle stay real bby <3#thistle#thistle dungeon meshi#laios#laios & thistle#dunmeshi#dmposting#dm spoilers#bebisel#roomba media#frn#txt#sc
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Another year passed....!! A pretty relaxed one art-wise, so feeling ready to venture more out of my comfort zone huhu. See you in 2025!!!
#recently I realized a lot of my high effort stuff have bright/neon colors#but I like the cmyk palettes too so I'll go for it anyway :'D#another goal of mine next year is to try at least one art market#I think a lot of that will be original art and for now I'd like to keep that separate from this handle#but wish me luck regardless!!#more than anything I'm really excited to engage with art people irl!! raaaaaaaaah!!!!#also#I know I already said it above#but with everything happening especially lately#hope everyone's taking care#and staying close to community where you can find it#and celebrating what's important to you!#OK ENOUGH RAMBLING catch ya on the flipside!!!!#etc etc
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That FAILED stamp on tbe qjaiden poster in the jail was so fucked before and its STILL fucked but theres like. a level of Get Fucked to it, now. before, it was like- you do all of That to her, cucurucho, and you fucking dare to label her a failure? an experiment that just didnt turn out? didnt act how you wanted?
but now its like Get Fucked. it doesnt matter how much work you put into her, into hurting her, into making her into whatever ~success~ you were planning. she isnt yours and you dont get to keep her. she left you. she never would have chose to stay on that island if bobby were around and you failed to replace bobby and you and your stupid games could have never made her go home. get fucked.
#suicide#qsmp jaiden#qsmp cucurucho#suicide is never a triumphant thing the fact that she chose to stay is HORRIFYING#but the very specific fact that cucurucho failed and lost all those hours it put into her#because ultimately it Could Not replace her son#and even attempting to do so made her Worse and this outcome more likely#theres something about that#and she fucking. She knew she was being manipulated#and she had gone along with it all before#but when it comes to the choice to stay with it or try to follow bobby#she followed bobby#get FUCKED cucurucho the loss of qjaiden is a loss for everyone but its v specifically a huge L for cucurucho#and its stupid machinations too#note that i do adore cucurucho and its stupid machinations#but i LOVE that the FAILED stamp isnt an indicator of jaiden- it’s an indicator of cucurucho#anyway fly high queen i hope you get to use your wings in whatever the canonical cubito afterlife is
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Thinking plotting scheming of pt, but make it diceyd/ungeons. I think it fits so well; the plot of dd is so cute and its easy to smush existing characters into that universe.
Peppino wishes for his debt to be cleared and for his shop to be successful. Pman wants him and his art to be famous and revered beyond his wildest dreams. Vigi wants Justice or whatever (but hes actually here to be nosy about the ins and outs of the show itself). Noise wants MONEY and FAME. Mysterious man who looks like peppino wants his own shop :). All the pt bosses are dd bosses before going ‘hey, u know what? This gig kinda sucks ass. If u think u can take on the big cheese im jumpin onboard w you’.
Thats all i got LOL i am debating if i still want lady luck to be the boss or let pizzaface be the big bad and just remove the existing dd characters entirely. Pizzahead would always be the jester, and therefore, always be your last die/teammate, which i think is cute heehee hes tired of being a silly little guy no one takes seriously! Hes got silly dreams too!!!! Hes a silly guy w dreams!!!
#chattin#much to think about :)#this is bc i was playing sts and i remembered i made a mockup of his cards and stats#(UNFINISHED; i dont have anything to show im so sorry 😭)#peppino would fit SO well as a modded character in dd too#hed be a brute w shielding mechanics i think#or maybe weaken ? 🤔#hes not complex like thief hes just gets dice and works w what he has which i think is very fitting#low rolls for weaken; high rolls for damage. very basic#or maybe try to implement his speed by having lots of dice and lots of low roll options for equipment?? i dunno#weh#anyway#cute game#i love it sm and the ending is silly#putting peppino in situations is my favorite pasttime#any kind of roguelite or survival game fits him so well#this is also why i think he would fit PERFECTLY in dont starve#he doesnt want to be broke and he wants to keep his shop in business?? what if i show u the path to riches….#and now hes like dammit. now im eating bunnies and weird berries to stay alove >:(#ALIVE. my phone made me type alove like eight times and i still fucked it up lmao
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Crafting update: I had the day off work, so I ran some errands and overdid it enough that my heart rate was acting up, so I decided it was a "sit and crochet" kind of day, except I overdid that too so now I have an almost-finished crocheted cauldron and a blister attempting to form on my finger, so no more crochet for me for a few days lol
#the person behind the yarn#crafting update#when I am sitting still I am mostly fine#but when I stand up my heart rate is in the high 140s#and gets in the 150s if I try to do such ambitious things as “walking” or “lift my computer”#this is not abnormal for me (POTS and salt wasting syndrome like to cheer each other on) but is inconvenient#I wore my compression socks doing errands and everything! I took salt pills before and after!#but it was one store too many and by the end I had to steal the shopping cart from my dad to lean on#oh well. sometimes you learn your limits the hard way#and this wasn't the worst way I could have learned I didn't pass out or even get close!#my new meds don't fix my health problems exactly but they do mean on days like this my blood pressure stays functional#like. my heart rate may be in the 150s but my bp is still >100/>60!!#which is a huge improvement on what used to happen on flare up days!#and I got a cheap paint by numbers kit from five below to try out#it is not good quality but that's okay I don't know what I'm doing anyway lol
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🗡 mad cowboy disease....
#‡ ooc#high noon tbt.#thinking of Them while walking to the shops... on my own little quest...#there may be typos but ignore them#listened through mars hn yone playlist i loved watching the 2 hr movie in my head#listening through my hn playlost now maybe ill make tals a spotofy thing too for easier listening....#got so many little scenes in my head#talon munching any lil bug/lizard critter they catch. whether they actually Need to eat is unspecified#but you know. probably. anyway thinking evilly at how i can describe their meals as either tantalising or DISGusting#talon being afraid of ending up an almalgam of feathers and sludge but ove talked abt that before#need to write more talon monologues or story times#reminiscing now. will add more later#talon trying their best to get through a Normal Human interaction on a bar or smth tryong to hide what they are and keep their hat low but-#and theres always a but- someone either catches a glimpse of theor face n compliments them or gets in theor way like 'hey-' or they catch#a glance at feathers or brimstone....#talon getting chased to be put in one of those carnie 'strange encounters' shows... they either do get caught or...#get rid of their would-be captors#time for more thoughts. i need to design talons demonic form and maybe even what their gradual corruption looked like 🤔#i also need to decide on a few factors abt how im treating their cape as tendrils instead... like if they naturally had 5 or lost one...#and how much control over individual segments they have#thinkin abt talon getting in trouble but not like. threat of death danger maybe a malevolent third party who wants them for something else#be it their blood or feathers or smth like that. maybe even after REDACTED and they get a bounty set by the sulfur king for REDACTED reason#to be brought back alive and hunters go after em......#oh. who can a demon slash half angel turn to in these trying times... 🥺😔 not that they want to rely on anyone#talon would rather die than rely on another creature for help. im kidding. :] or am i#thinking abt the thing i said to mars like. after their travels together talon tries to keep their distance from rell and yone but.#fate or something worse keeps bringing them back together. i said it better beforehand but anyway.#if its during this time of being hunted and they cross ways i can imagine talon not staying long at all or just turning 180 at the sight#part the fear the other two will join this hunt as well. the other part is that theyll be in danger if talon asks for help...#nor do they want to owe a debt to these two ough 😒
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Thinking of how quiet and hesitant peter was when rocket asked about nebula and how bloodthirsty he was on the High Evolutionary’s ship when the guy started blowing it up and thinking how peter probably assumed nebula was still on planet when it was blown up and the usual talkative starlord being unable to finish his sentence to rocket but then the absolute relief in his face and voice when he sees nebula’s code and hears her voice over comm
just thinking about how far they’ve come from since the beginning 🙃🥲
#starbula#marvel#that moment always sticks out to me#like he had to have assumed nebula had been one of the ppl killed on planet#its prob why he was extra bloodthirsty against the high evolutionary plus yhe rest#yes he was getting revenge for what that asshole did to rocket but it wasnt until the place started blowing up he was like ‘ok kill em all’#and he prob thought drax and mantis were fine on yhe ship too with gamora since thats where he told them to stay#and also thinking about how he didny give a shit why she was on the ship in gotg2 and how almost indignant he was#vs the absolute tension and emotions on hearing her voice and that she was alive (and trying to SAVE. HIM. SOMETHING SHE NEVER WOULDVE DONE#BEFORE)#anyways yea#thoughts and feelings lol
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oh my GOD i made the ventilation holes too low, nope nope absolutely NOT i have taped those up right now-
i went to go admire my new clowns and i saw a tiny one OUTSIDE THE ENCLOSURE FLAILING ABOUT 😭 rescued it in time obviously. but now i know, they can absolutely climb high enough and some are indeed small enough to fit through those holes
#mine#isoposting#i made sure no moss touched the holes in the lid#i don't think they could climb upside down. they struggle to get too high up on smooth plastic anyways#but the sides are staying taped closed until i get some sort of mesh to glue over them instead#the top should have mesh too tbh to keep the fucking GNATS OUT#WHY IS MY GNAT TRAP NOT CATCHING ANYTHING THEY ARE LITERALLY ON MY LAPTOP SCREEN RN#...i need to try that candle thing-
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hey will be off tumblr for the rest of the week - things are Happening again and my head feels ready to explode.........would really appreciate prayer again. I'm constantly feeling like I'm on the brink of something (I don't KNOW what) terrible and I need to figure things out without before my body really DOES decide to shut down from the stress and the strange depressive dread that has been very difficult to shake this month. I would like to not feel like crying or throwing up at certain points in the day and also would like to not be so exhausted in the heart and mind area so that I can actually deal with these things. Especially since finals are looming ahead
#wish i had my support network but what with all my friends being so busy#with school work engagements marriage pregnancies housing issues#and my priests both up to their ears in work and all my older sister figures#having issues and more important things to deal with and my family being one of the sources of high stress#i dont have anyone to talk to or go to at the moment#so i need to figure that out before i have another health crisis because my body's starting to give up on me#(again)#on top of that there needs to be planning in place for the summer and next fall and graduation#i just want to stick my head in the ground like an ostrich and stay there!!!! instead of wading through this mess during midterm season#and having to start finals the WEEK after midterms end#complaining again sorry#i am so tired and trying to be cheerful/distracting myself only lasts a few hours#im trying. i promise im trying. but the world seems rather bleak right now#and it is very hard not to feel so very alone#anyway i love you all and i'll see you soon
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man speaking of connverse fankids i really do need to like. draw them eventually. they're relevant in my post canon OC riddled storyline, and all lmao. i even have names picked out for them already
Jason Quinn, Aanya, and Riya
Jason's the firstborn- they both choose the first name, and the middle name was Steven's idea. At first he was envisioning like... starting a 'Q' middle name tradition, but then in practice he and Connie both realized what a mouthful this kiddo's name is with their last names hyphenated, and. Because of that, the next kids don't have middle names at all.
Aanya and Riya, identical twins, come next- and are named after distant family members on Connie's side.
I like to imagine Jason as the very ordinary, straight laced one who ultimately grows up to have the most Ordinary Human life ever. Like. He ends up being an architect, or whatever. Idk. (There's some Internal Conflict with him, re: being the absolutely ordinary kid of two very extraordinary parents, I might delve into later, though.)
Whereas Aanya and Riya both end up pressing more towards the extraterrestrial aspects of their heritage, in various ways. Aanya ends up doing engineering work for humanity's leading space agency, and Riya is the pioneering researcher on the theoretics of post-gestation human-Gem hybridization.
#it probably says a lot about me that i Don't in fact want to think too much about fan kids As Kids#and instead am 'heRE'S WHAT FIELDS THEY GO INTO AS ADULTS'#but i do for sure know that in my heart aanya and riya were chaos agents as kids#and that there was probably once an incident where they stranded themselves on an alien planet with a warp whistle and#steven and all their aunties (the gems) had to go on high alert trying to find them#whoops!!#and i have defo decided that jason is a skateboarder#pretty damn good in fact#jen rambles#anyways!!! this is the indulgent jen headcanon night please enjoy your stay#or don't ufjkshdbnfjhg this is all personal hc#take it as one will
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