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BURNOUT SUUUUUUUUUUUCKSalso haaiiiiiiiiii 2 of my fav idv skins as THEM!!!
#marikin online 4#marikinonline#mo4#marikinonline4#bachikin#sigkin#idv#identity v#candy girl idv#wail idv#idv skins#MY FAVS!!!#i wish i had them both#burnout#art block#havent drawn anything complete in like 2 months#trying to find motivation#waaaaahhhh#IF YOU HAVE A WAIL ACCOUNT YOU BETTER HMU.
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Possible wip with color or black and white? not sure. Sketching randomly to see which drawing will inspire me to continue.
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why is writing hard
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There's a version of the "don't go grocery shopping while hungry" rule specifically for writers where you should never under any circumstances be allowed to touch your draft within 3 hours of reading a really good story. Because sometimes when you read something great your head goes "fuck this is so much better than my stuff I should make that more like THIS instead!" Look at me. That's the devil talking and you should close the document NOW.
#you will make superficial edits that do not gell well with the rest of your work#and won't actually capture what you thought was so good about that story#close the doc. sit down. think about it for a while. inspiration is fine. getting a 'eureka' moment from another story is fine#but if you find yourself comparing your work one to one with someone else's and taking any differences to be flaws on your part then STOP#you will never write good stuff by trying to make it look less like you wrote it#writing#writing advice#guess who just had to go into her google doc history and undo a bunch of panic-induced edits#because she read a fic about the same characters she's writing for?#meeee. they aged badly within just a few hours of hindsight. learn from my mistakes#self-hatred is not a good motivation for creation#fic writing
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it's been one of those weeks, pass the hualian
#life's been crazy but what's a forever constant is their love for each other#don't tell anyone but i'm trying to find the motivation to make a comic of hc w a prosthetic eye and xl helping with it#and a thousand other things i want to do with these two NOT ENOUGH TIME!!!#pray for me. atleast it's almost winter... and kafka says it's time to “sleep sleep sleep”#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#hua cheng#xie lian#hualian
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the dream team!!!! (prints)
#the amount of 'wind down' pieces i've done recently because i am.....tired adkfjgh#anyhoo trying to find my footing with motivation and ted lasso ROCKED MY SOCKS so#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#my art#dani rojas#jamie tartt#roy kent#sam obisanya#fanart#illustration#procreate#football is life
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[WIP] captive
#bazpangoart#WIP#lawlight#death note#truly having the worst bout of art block in some time#haven’t felt less motivated to draw since the spring#I guess starting a new job will do that to ya#: /#some fluff that was gonna be a comic but I’m not sure how much steam I have in me lately !!!#finding lately that the more I try to go from sketch ➡️ proper drawing with like#pretty colours and lighting is where it all falls apart#I reaaaaaaally want to get better at rendering this year#and loosening up in general
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Before and after Harvey doodles + a version with newspaper clippings that I didn't really bother finishing, lmao.
#This kind of a lazy drawing to start the New Year with. Sorry. Lmao.#Still trying to find motivation again.#harvey dent#two face#doodles#fanart#dc comics#reginalususart
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i think the idea of v finding uzis last name hilarious is a really funny one
#uzi can't even make fun of her back cause she doesn't have a last name#unless you count elliot#which i. do#so uhh ignore everything i just said#n doesn't make fun of her#and j doesn't care#but anyways yeah i had this drawn for like 3 days i just needed the motivation to digitalize it#im trying to find a way to stylize the headband so it isn't just pure yellow but im struggling#also creating the effect of her slamming her arm.#i dont know how to do that so i just did my best#sorry if it looks like dogshit#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones v#serial designation v#im sure ill find an error somewhere within 5 minutes after posting and hate myself for it
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YOU KNOWE ITS BEEN A LOOOOT OF TIME SINCE IVE WORKED ON THIS new year POSTAL COMIC SO I GUESS ITS WORTH TO errrrhh SHOW YOU WHAT IVE DONE SO FAR RIGHT?
#im trying mt best to find motivation to keep working#its like. 6 out of 72 pages done#anyway one day ill be done. i hope this day will cpme soon#youhgghghgh homelander gif#postal#postal dude#redswa draws
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Charles' thing is that he wants to feel alive and that's part of the reason why he decided to never move on to the afterlife right? Meanwhile Edwin thinks Charles will move on and that he'll be alone again because 'he isn't good with people'.
But then when the Night Nurse shows up a second time Charles is ready to go wherever -including Hell- as long as Edwin shouldn't have to go back there, meanwhile Edwin refuses that they be split up, and both are okay with being sent together to the Lost and Found Department to be sorted out later as long as they're together-
#does this make sense#like#charles -> stay on earth#then charles is like -> fuck earth edwin n°1#edwin -> stay out of hell and wander alone ig#then edwin -> stay with charles#although you can argue that charles wanted to stick around the one dude that was nice to him since the start but like#idk how to explain it#he'd rather argue for edwin's case than argue to stay on earth#edwin not going back to hell is his main goal in the discussion#meanwhile edwin's goal is that they stay together + that he doesn't go back to hell#i do wonder what it would've looked like if they'd gone to the lost and found department#do they try to escape it#does charles find out where he was headed#anyways another day of being very normal about this show#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#paynland#payneland#i know that charles' whole motivation isn't just that he wishes he were still alive and that he wish he hadn't had his life stolen from him#but my thoughts are not coherent enough for any type of deep character analysis essay and i would probably mischaracterize him horribly#wonder what was edwin's plan when he came out of hell cuz he went back to his highschool so was he just doing a bit of visiting#“oh hello place where i died”
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tried drawing them from dc super hero girls (left) and justice league action (right)
then I mixed and match from all the references I have. it wasn't my intention to make bruce look so... hmm... pouty?? I like how clark turned out tho!
#clark kent#bruce wayne#superbat#foolie's art#just me trying to find out how to draw them#maybe i'll finally have motivation to draw more superbat in the future :')
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witches brew ???!!
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#mochi#lime#coco#oscar#pom#gang#art#ocs#original#(gang) is gonna be my tag from now on for when all of them (or a lot of them) appear#this was in my drafts for a few days i couldnt find the motivation to finish it..#there may be some errors but ph weel.... not checking it anymore...#anyway IT ACTUALLY DOES TASTE FINE but she has a hard time making anything that doesnt look like it was made by a witch#oscar: oh...i just ate lunch...too bad...#lime would try it after minor hesitation#(i would stomach some food poisoning to make her feel like she didnt waste her time...i think...)#and it actually tastes fine#it probably has some potion buffing effects but its just normal food for lime#SHES SO 👉👈 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#pls dont disappoint her guys she worked hard on that
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Introducing to you - made over the course of a few months - a visual guide to cybertronian pedipalps and proboscis!
The general gist and inspiration for such being of course the episode Thirst and the fact that, up until that point, dark energon did not have any mutagenic properties only (in the show) being utilitised to revive the dead. What if, instead of being a side effect of dark synth energon, dark energon just... reactivated dormant pedipalps (remnants of a more buggy pre-metamorphosis sparkling/protoform lifestage)?
A more comprehensive look is down below- and don't mind how it's exclusively 'Cons lmao :P
Starting off, I referenced CYLAS' canonical pedipalps to try and understand the shapes being used which resembles a lapping type mouth that bees have (so considering there is a tranformers character named Bumblebee it feels appropriate but he ISN'T HERE), let alone the flexible proboscis which I just made as a siphoning type from butterflies which; this is the wikipedia image I used to understand mouth parts :P
Breakdown himself wouldn't need to open his whole face in order to consume energon, given that he has an opening and closing jaw in addition to having the dexterity and power of limbs and a neck to not require lapping, but energon is still drunk through the proboscis like a straw.
Continuing onto characters that would NEED their pedipalps, vehicons and other faceless cold constructs (whether you have the belief every cold construct is faceless or they recently shifted to facelessness to save on costs) by technically did not metamorphose like forged mecha and thus their mouth parts have not gone dormant. Instead, their construction means they have not known anything other than pedipalps and proboscis, having no experience at all with facial expressions and thus not susceptible to phantom sensations.
Though their jaws do not have joints or at least do not have an opening to function like an enclosed mouth, vehicons still do have one on the basis of having a neck and a location to store their coiled proboscis when not in use.
Unlike other cybertronians - forged or constructed - empurata survivors have their heads and/or faces completely remolded and restructured where they do not have a functioning jaw. They have in it's stead a reconstruction of the original pedipalps formatted appropriately to the new head mould.
Monoptics like Shockwave do not have enough room in their helms to have a mouth-like structure at all, instead the neck is reconstructed to open with the pedipalps; the proboscis when fully extended appears longer in monoptics but that is due to the fact the opening is lower and closer to it's base. Nulloptics like Soundwave have their entire face replaced by their mouth, often covered up in seamless panels that give the appearance of a screen, up until the nulloptic actually replaces the panels to include the electronics necessary to protect and display visuals.
In average adult cybertronians however, the pedipalps remain dormant - at least in their use for eating - and are instead used to produce vocalisations alongside the proboscis (which still remains in use by function of the liquid energon diet), in addition to being used in expression in conjuction with the many servos operating within the faceplate. The reason why, despite the variety of things pedipalps can do now that they aren't being used to consume fuel, that empuratas and constructs cannot re/gain a face with the same ability and level of complexity of the average cybertronian is because of the hyperactive function of those very pedipalps.
Vehicons can - if they so choose - express visually through the exclusive use of their pedipalps, but factoring in a faceplate with all of it's own complicated servos intricately woven into each other, the faceplate lacks the ability to split along the seams of the pedipalps and would restrain their mobility and prevent the cold construct from refueling. Empurata have a similar issue with the addition of their lack of functioning jaws and their modified head structure preventing the synergy of a faceplate. Nulloptics' heads are functionally all mouth so the corresponding faceplate cannot have features for optics or ridges, and monoptics' pedipalp expression is on their neck and thus a faceplate that matches where the mouth in their case would be a very bizarre choker-
And that's all folks, hope you love my cybertronian pedipalps post :P
#cybertronian#breakdown#tfp breakdown#vehicon#tfp vehicon#shockwave#tfp shockwave#soundwave#tfp soundwave#transformers#tfp#maccadam#fanart#xenobiology#this took months in between trying to find motivation to draw more examples#because i couldn't have just one breakdown example that'd be unfair#but also because i was unable to draw for a bit :P#i could have drawn airachnid for more examples but breakdown was the example of 'forged bot with pedipalps reactivated by dark energon'#so i felt i didn't need to have her present#i guess maybe i could've had her present in the 'average adult cybertronian' section but i wanted it to be a generic design#since the main point of that display was to show you the layers#barring the actual network of servos in the faceplate that actually move every twitching expression but lmao#i have no idea if empurata have official types btw i just came up with monoptic (one eye/camera heads) and nulloptic (screen heads)#since i didn't want to say one eye/camera heads and screen heads for what was essentially a study i guess#it's so hard to try and find hd sources for tfp i was working with 300x150ish pixels ghk#welp- i did it :P
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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my brainrot about these two can be measured in liters
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#ex bandmates#trolls oc#hed#les#my art#this drawing is very old already but i really wanted to write a oneshot to go with it#because i have story in my mind that led to this particular moment#but ALAS. no motivation for writing#lets just say he had a shit class meeting about their end of elementary school prom where he got singled out and everyone collectively...#...decided that he can't participate in the traditional dance because he's too short (unless. an asshole classmate proposed. he finds...#..a dancing partner in like the 2nd grade. and the class teacher looked thoughtful instead of reprimanding that student.)#basically no one not even his friends stood up for him and it made him feel like a class nuisance they were trying to sweep under the rug#living in vibe city made him such an outcast in general. he did a lot of crying over wanting to be a funk troll and fit in :((#and of course les would blame himself for every one of his problems#ughuguguhugh#i have shed physical tears thinking about these two idiots who can't let go of resentment for each other but also love each other so so muc#fuck i'm crying again#someone put me out of my misery#hedley#leslie
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