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[WIP] captive
#bazpangoart#WIP#lawlight#death note#truly having the worst bout of art block in some time#haven’t felt less motivated to draw since the spring#I guess starting a new job will do that to ya#: /#some fluff that was gonna be a comic but I’m not sure how much steam I have in me lately !!!#finding lately that the more I try to go from sketch ➡️ proper drawing with like#pretty colours and lighting is where it all falls apart#I reaaaaaaally want to get better at rendering this year#and loosening up in general
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Sketchy sketches. Old followers on here know I’ve always been a rogue person. 😤
#captain boomerang#George digger Harkness#the mad hatter#jervis tetch#the riddler#Edward nygma#the scarecrow#Jonathan crane#suicide squad#suicide squad kill the justice league#suicide squad ktjl#dc comics#my art#all these damn tags for a sketch doodle lmao#I do miss them#dc is that fandom I keep coming back to every once in a while#boomie is probably the only non batsy rogue I keep track off#or as much as I keep track in dc comics in general cos it gets messy so fast#anyway just a sketch cos my hand is funky and I needed to loosen it up#dork squad is per my designs#cos I can’t really settle on a canon one ahaha
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Supervillains from an old story idea I'd scrapped a while ago that's come back to haunt me.
Haven't figured out all the details, but she is very fun to draw. I call her Ada. The guy with her doesn't have a name yet lol
She's partially inspired by Mrs. Time made by @sm-baby, but instead of being married to Time, Ada is married to the Night. She's also inspired by this song.
Also, I've successfully made someone fall in love with her on discord :3
(Image Description and Taglist under the cut)
[ID: A collections of drawings of a woman in a black, strapless dress, black gloves covering most of her arms, and a sash on her arms and behind her back. The first five being traditional art, while the rest are digital. The first image is a full body drawing of her with her hands on her hips. The second is of her sitting on a blanket at night drinking wine. The third is drawn from the hips up, with her back to the viewer and her hand raised as if holding the moon. The fourth is drawn from the hips up, with her hand in the air as she casts a spell. The fifth is of her in a straitjacket, smiling at the viewer. Next to her is text saying "Experiment #90271" which is crossed out has "Ada" written above it. Next is a digital drawing of Ada with a purple background. After that is a two-panel comic of her and another man, who is wearing black dress pants and a vest over a white button-up shirt, and is holding his jacket over his shoulder. Their conversation is as follows:
Man: You wouldn't hesitate to kill me if it'd benefit you...
Ada: We all need to make sacrifices from time to time, my friend~
Man: I can't trust you.
Ada: And yet, here you are, asking me for help. Good to know you've finally come to your senses, dear.
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#traditional art#digital art#art#art in general#krita#ozzy's doodles#oc#artists on tumblr#original character#villain oc#oc: Ada#looking at it now i don't think the dialogue in the second panel makes much sense#basically she's happy he's finally willing to listen to her#context is that she's generally more chaotic than he is so she's glad he's willing to loosen up a little#also Pine if you're reading this yes the guy is that same oc who's 'an evil villain but a good dad' from a few years ago
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#23.05.22#2997#see this calls back to that other recent one about constantly feeling so bad at my job#im sure it probably doesn't help feeling relaxed on a daily basis when i generally always feel like if there's any attention twards me then#that's GOT to be because i'm so late or did so bad and someone's coming to be pissed about it and get rid of me#( i still believe im not great at a lot of things but i should probably loosen up a lil )
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showers are a much-needed step for basic self-care, but damn do they come at a cost when you're chronically ill/disabled
#anyone who tells me to take colder showers is being treated to a spa day on the sun#it takes the heat of a thousand suns to loosen up these tense muscles#also being too cold makes me pass out#also they're just uncomfy in general#hashtag HotShowersForever#chronic illness#disability#i was hoping to do it later in the day when I got more chores done but a trash bag fell on my head when hoisting it into the big dumpster#so I needed one right after#mind I was already going to change my clothes and scrub my hands and arms anyway but I Didn't Want To Exist with trash hair#so now I'm unsure if the rest of the things I need to do around the apartment are going to get done#sigh
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afterthoughts
#pokemon rejuvenation#oc bracket#mona#mona's first run#art#this has been sitting in my files since may and ive slowly chipped at it till now. my god.#im like. half happy with it. i enjoyed making it and put a lot of thought. however.#the passage of time. i loathed not finishing this sooner.#god its hard writing mona's dialogue. the main takeaway relies on how they face the After when paragon is complete. this is given that#everyone lives including Ren.#and the general unanswered question if they remain as the interceptor after xenpurgis. or if they're left to live. is the world still#dictated by Karma? who knows! i don't know shit! so their dialogue was made with that in question.#i want to give mona an eventual talking style. i have it in my head but writing it doesn't come out right.#this dialogue was a while ago but somewhat still accurate so i kept it for the most part.#a lot of internal thinking in them. thats smth huge i put down for them. rabbit heart rabbit brain#goes a mile a minute. craves the day where they don't have to worry about running. etc.#i hope to get dialogue down. someday.#anyways. i love the shenanigans i put down here.#the lost camp kids are not the same ones in canon i added new ones for funsies.#and mona's crush is not. rlly shown. but it is present. i like to think the obvious point for them crushing isn't rlly nervousness#but loosening up a lot more. especially facial expressions.#and renmona goes out on a shopping trip. i hope i added character to make mona unique... im v worried about that. enough of that though#anyways. had many breakdowns. suffered many art blocks. bon appetite.
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tbh in retrospect belladonna as a ship is really interesting like . okay . you have flower husbands which was like one of four total ships in the empires tag for the longest time . then you have jausage which like was the biggest e1 "rare"pair id say but i only call it that because people were Barely Writing Other Ships . then theres fwhimmy which was just below jausage at this point, right before their big s2 explosion . then theres scwhip which was just BARELY coming into being at the time and SCOSAGE which, since this obviously predates alsmp, was almost EXCLUSIVELY portrayed in venus flytrap husbands . and then wither husbands which NO ONE talks about to this DAY
#and re: wither husbands i get it wrablings is my main hc too but also these people were ON TO SOMETHING like !!#anyways yeah . god e1 will always fascinate me#thank god people loosened up on shipping (generally) by s2#wild stuff#babbleeng#empires smp
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Random Togami Headcanon 13
TL;DR - Byakuya's bettered himself but he still has a long road of healing. Also, heads up. This one's not happy like most of the others. Gets a bit hopeful at the end but there's still a lot of sad topics here. Viewer discretion is advised. Now that he feels more empathy for others and possesses some capability for putting himself in another's shoes, thoughts he used to have about the lower class make him feel... off. Perhaps guilt or discomfort with himself. It doesn't help though looking at his classmates every school day and being reminded of the mindset he was raised with. It especially doesn't help when he looks at Makoto who helped him. Makoto being the commoner of all commoner's also hurts. He appreciates what Makoto's done to help him but it unintentionally stabs him hard within his chest that he needed someone's help to get to this point and the someone being a commoner he once wrote off. Next, with this empathy, the heir feels better with his life and happiness but fundamentally worse. It's as if he deteriorated though, logically, he knows it's not the case. He knows that the illogical side of his brain covers itself in the hides of reason and rationale. Essentially, Byakuya ends up having a grueling struggle with dealing with these emotions that, for the majority of his life, he buried and repressed. Emotions that both make him feel more fulfilled in life but that tear him apart inside. Bouts where he feels either extremely content with how he's turned out or that dread and despair that he's slipping back into his old ways. In fact, at times, it becomes overwhelming for him to handle which he especially hates. Being overwhelmed is yet another thing he once viewed as a weakness and, to some extent, he still does. Sometimes, to cope, jokes to himself on whether existing itself is something he feels is a weakness. However, though he has a lot of emotions and thoughts that upset him now as a bettered person, one big thing that pains him is that he has the capability and the intelligence to notice all of this. It's the acknowledgment that stings. The heir notices that he has a problem, that he probably needs help, maybe even therapy, but then he spirals more because of that realization. Why should HE need HELP for these problems of his?! He's an independent person! He should logically be able to handle this himself. He's always handled his problems on his own! Why should he now need someone or just a support system of people to aid in his path of healing? He feels gross for that support system being the classmates who he once adamantly despised with such vitriol. With the added empathy, he also feels shame as he doesn't want to hurt any more people in his life now. He has the hindsight to know this now. He questions himself. Is the situation he's in even that big of a deal and should he keep searching for answers on the "why" and "how"? Is it worth it? Comparisons to the peasants he used to once adamantly demonize also do not escape him. He feels worse because, while he's breaking at the seams, countless of other commoners have similar thoughts too. He's not unique and a bit of that stings his lingering superiority. Then, there is the fact that Byakuya feels even worse about this BECAUSE commoners can handle stuff like this and yet, he keeps saying that he can't due to his mental spirals. Either that or the older thoughts of hating commoners bites back by making him feel like he's "acting like one". He knows by this point that he's actively tearing himself down and that he needs to escape this cycle of mental abuse. He feels shame in himself though. He feels humiliated. Pathetic. Overly emotional in ways he's never felt before. He still has that hope though. The hope that he can get through his. The heir's already delt with so much whether canon, non-despair, or an au of some kind. He's continued on despite it all. And, though long ago, he would have pushed some of this hope off for it being too optimistic, he's grown to care less about that sort of thought anymore. Byakuya can do this.
#danganronpa#danganronpa headcanons#danganronpa byakuya#byakuya togami#togami headcanon series#text sector#basically he's in a state where he knows he can get better but it takes a toll on him at times cus he's hard on himself#knowing that it's okay to rely on others and reaching out is hard just in general and it's def the case for him cus he usually relies on hi#he has to basically get out of a mindset he's had all his life which is a difficult thing to do because it can take so many years#which is why it pains him cus he kinda wishes the could just get it fixed right away but he knows it's impossible#hope this wasn't too vent-y and it's okay if one cannot get through all of this as it's quite a lot to handle#i find this aspect of his character interesting though#one can question how he'd handle this change of his over time and if it takes a toll in some regards due to this being different for him#he's been wired with a certain way of thinking both in terms of viewing the lower class badly and trying to be as smart as he can#also does not help that he's still young but has acted like he's an adult his whole life or at least the expectation of what adults are#loosening up from that stress and pressure he has on himself both due to the environment he was born in and his own standards is hard#he hates it being “hard” though#he's the togami heir so having things be “difficult” for him “isn't supposed to happen”#also stings cus he thinks so highly of himself and what he's meant to achieve or what he's expected to achieve#just another one of my interpretations of his character though#i could/would have added more but there's a word limit i think??? might have missed stuff i wanted to talk about too#there's a lot to say and dive into and it's especially the case for me cus i care a lot about his character and analyzing him the best i ca#if i found a way to write more without it saying that it can't save my draft i would not have so many of these tags T-T#dunno if it's cus i use my computer to type these or if it's just the site or if i'd have to pay for something???#not sure ;-;
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I want to draw tsukasa massively touch-starved but so incredibly adamant she isn't until she gets wrapped up in one of Sanae's info-dumps in which results in the Miko tracing along Tsukasa's tail absent-mindedly to stim and Tsukasa finally admits she maybe sorta has a problem
#pk.text#oil fire#sanakasa#tsukasa kudamaki#sanae kochiya#touhou project#tsukasa is a prideful person for the wrong reasons#its not that she thinks shes too epic to have desires#she just thinks being vulnerable is stupid cus why should she give anyone easy access to her heart#but over the months living with sanae and being virtually babysat by the girl#shes is slowly letting her guard down and letting herself accept some forms of emotional fulfillment#and i think thats fun to explore#yeah Tsukasa is a bit of a menace and generally dubious#but i don't think her loosening up is her flaws being fixed so much as her letting some traits be louder instead#i try and be careful in conveying that tsukasa doesn't need to change for the better to be worthy#but at the same time that doesn't mean she can't make positive strides bc of her newly stable and average circumstances#idk lots to think about
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another GH screenshot redraw for the furry AU, this time of cody and sasha lol
#pentadraws#art#fanart#general hospital#GH animal print AU#sasha gilmore#cody bell#mojo dojo casha house#i don't remember what the context of this pic was lol. at least these two finally seem to be getting closer again yeah?#csp correction layers my beloved <3#been experimenting with my style slightly. trying to loosen up my linework and give my art more of a 'comic' feel
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in an effort to take care of and style my hair in a way that actually looks good i have, after showering and applying my leave-in, put my hair in twists then wrapped it in a t-shirt wrapped around my head and i gotta say. i feel really stupid rn.
#how does this help the drying process i feel like i am just trapping the water in my hair#would straight up air drying not work better#still in the twists#really interested to see what it looks like when i let those down#the idea is to loosen my curls a bit because the current curl pattern is wayyyy too tight for the haircut i got#so i've actually just. the entire routine is new#got a different shampoo/conditioner. general moisturizing instead of beign specifically for curls#different leave in but that's mostly because cvs doesn't have my usual and i'm too lazy to find another place#or order online#and i ran out of it yesterday#so. my hair's about to look either really good or really really bad#we shall see#this has been a post
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“hey so there’s been a bunch of exposures recently but we’re gonna have the volunteer party this week bc it’s outdoors so we’ll be fine. yeah it’s a bunch of people all talking maskless face to face in relatively close proximity but we’re outside so any transmission would of course be impossible” be so fucking for real
#i love this place i love volunteering there. they have air purifiers around the center and tell people in no other words that if they’re#feeling unwell in the slightest they shouldn’t come in. they’re offering free tests to anyone exposed. they’re doing so much more than so#many other places and a lot of times it’s a place im able to relax a bit#but im just. exhausted. a week from tomorrow will be the three year anniversary of my dad dying from covid so im already in a bad place#plus covid in general is a trigger for me because. yknow. i watched it slowly strangle the life from my father until he was a grey#breathless husk who couldn’t walk three steps or say three words without panting. and that was when we made him go to the hospital#and then the next time he came home it was just his ashes in a bag#but it’s been four years. five if you count the early cases that popped up in 2019. and we’re still dealing with this shit#im just tired of it. im too exhausted to have a full sobbing shaking breakdown so ive gone to the other end of the spectrum and just feel#heavy and hollow. i should probably have a big cry but i don’t have the tears or energy#vent tw#im just hoping my n95 and the air purifiers were enough to keep me from contracting it at all. the worry is the n95 could’ve been loose and#sometimes the metal on the nose loosens slightly but the mask was pretty new overall so im hoping it worked to its full capacity and kept#out any covid molecules so that i didn’t contract any#only time will tell i suppose. in the mean time#im just praying a lot bc that’s the only control i have. i will be saying the shema whenever i get too stressed about it
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speaking of which, i need to do much more reading on specifically music copyright law in general before i can get a really good grasp on it but am i crazy or is like. music copyright (at least in north america) like kinda built on racism. well most laws in the US are like built on antiblackness it seems but specifically i remember like a decade ago looking into public domain music and noticing how in the US it was mostly classical stuff and then a big gap of time and then there was like a LOT of blues tracks. and like part of that is because of the US's pre-1920 public domain situation (sometimes US public domain laws make my head hurt....) but you know. i can also put two and two together about why a lot of music from a predominantly black genre from the 20s-30s wasn't always able to easily access a copyright office to file for legal protections
#talk to me again in like a week i need to build like an annotated bibliography over this#and i do wonder about sampling. i think sampling is wonderful and the basis of a lot of my favourite genres#its also the basis of quite a few modern black music traditions from the past like 50 years#so i cant help but find any tightening on the practice to have some basis in racism#racism and classism and the intersections between. also i think sampling laws need to loosen in general#and also copyright laws in general to loosen. sorry i keep bringing this up but im so so upset at canada moving from#50 years after death to 70. what kind of mickey mouse bullshit is that
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not to be shockingly heterosexual on here but grossnasty rogueish guy x stuck up prissy bitch is one of the funnest dynamics of all time to ME
#thetalogs#especially if the relationship makes the GUY noticeably soften#bc its always the woman loosening up but i looove when the guy does it too#tfw youre generally emotionally detached and disconnected and then life gives you the rudest awakening ever <3#just married couple-isms <3#yknow theyre not who i was initially thinking of but this IS making me think about starmora#OUGH etc etc
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I hate a person who’s miserable no matter whatttt.
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don’t wanna be mean but esp now that casual is going through her tiktok renaissance (smash that like if u were there the first time) i see people being like tch… i guess THIS was just so casual to this person.. and it’s like well the thing is babe friends can just do those affectionate things i’m afraid you’ll have to communicate or respect yourself enough to not go thru that if you know it’s not for u and if you can’t do either then well yeah ig it is time for u to start crying on the internet publicly idfk what the point of this post was gonna be. basically pussy up a little..
#no i’m not for people who take advantage of esp young women. i’m refusing to automatically associate these vids#with ppl dating men i just don’t think u should use chappell for that. but anyway i digress. regardless#i just love being a contrarian. some of you could do with loosening up and not relying entirely on someone else’s attention to define ur#self worth. and maybe stop listening to little bitch baby high school music when some gives u a hug and u get too in ur head abt it#GIRL WHO HURT U CALM DOWN.#ok sorry.#i’m one to talk sure. but you know. i realize some of these ppl are even younger than me at my ripe age of 21#but i once again feel trapped in a generation where all over the spectrum of dating people are just stupid and immature and annoying#<3#abby talks#someone*#** i am not saying that about chappells music btw fill it in as u will
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