#trust me my dms are only open in the servers i want them to be open in

[randamir]

seeing a lot of like, i wanna talk to people but im shy/don't want to bother anyone/etc. type posts lately and like. you could pretty much start a conversation with me about anything, but if ya really don't know how, it's totally fine to start with anything i've posted/reblogged. sometimes the hashtags are too small for my thoughts...

[ you can reblog if it's cool for people to start talking to you about the things you post! ]

[hatoheart]

hey so I’ve said before I prefer to keep my blog a drama free place but

Oh well. It’s my blog and I can break my own rules as I see fit lol.

My background with Lily Orchard: I had been a fan since about summer 2019 (20 years old, I was born December 12, 1998) and had heard her talk about the various abuse she claims to have gone through throughout her life. With no reason to believe otherwise, I just accepted this. I bought into everything she said when allegations came out against her because I had already anchored my beliefs to things she’d said. It’s hard to dismantle beliefs that are so ingrained in you.

In June 2024 I made a tumblr post asking for actual evidence, and to be fair, I had plenty of people come to me in good faith. Unfortunately, I was unwilling to believe a lot of what I was sent, parroting the same excuses for them I’d heard Lily use. I like to think of myself as someone who’s objective and looks at things from every side, and yeah, I’ll fully admit I was not doing that at all here. I got dunked on a bit, rightfully so.

I was a member of Lily’s Patreon server from June-September 2024 (I only just joined Patreon itself in June 2024). I started as a $1 Patron before bumping up to a $5 Patron for access to the Patron chat. I wouldn’t say I was especially close to Lily, I certainly wasn’t part of her “inner circle”, and got reprimanded by her a few times for various minor things, but ultimately she trusted me enough to let me into the private “server regulars” chat she implemented a week or so before I left.

The first major crack came when she used me venting in her stream chat about my beef with KP as an excuse to drop her and Sai’s full names. I did not at all endorse that and was actually quite pissed at her for doing that. I value my privacy a lot, and I try to extend that courtesy to everyone else I come across online. I’ve got plenty of good friends online and I couldn’t tell you the real-life names of about 90% of them.

Ultimately, the incest game folder was the major incident that got me thinking. She did her best to debunk it, but it was just… such a flimsy excuse? It seemed like she was desperate to cover it up. I don’t know, I’d bought into plenty of things she’d said in the past, but this seemed… unbelievable. So after spending a few days conflicted, I looked back into the evidence I’d been given months prior. And it was… a lot. I lashed out at some people trying to help me during this time, and blocked someone who’d been very cordial to me in DMs. I was stuck. I didn’t know what to believe. I suppose you could say this was my breaking point.

Ultimately the evidence did prove overwhelming, so on September 13th, 2024, I quietly left Lily’s community. No big statement, no fuss, just quietly retracted my Patreon sub, unfollowed on tumblr, and unsubscribed on YouTube. I’ve been quiet for the past month, give or take.

And man, has hindsight been 20/20.

She frames everything as “my boundaries tho” so that she can excuse being rude to her fans. She consistently denies Tara Callie/Stockholm and other wrongdoings without any proof to back up her claims.

I’ve watched KP and Courtney’s videos. I’ve looked at Britt’s evidence. I’ve privately made amends with all three of them.

I had already planned on watching Joon the King’s video when it released. I was a fan of his prior and figured if he was covering Lily… then there must be something I was ignoring.

Part of the reason it can be so difficult to look into Lily’s past is because the resources aren’t neatly gathered in one place. Joon’s video does just that. An easily digestible resource for people to get the gist of who she is.

And I’m sorry to anyone I may have hurt on her behalf. I am not claiming to be innocent here, I knowingly dug my heels in while claiming to want evidence, and then refused to look at it. I’m sorry for the rancid shit I’ve said and done to people in defense of Lily.

But I’ve opened my eyes. I’ve stopped hiding from the truth.

I’m not going to discuss this further, as I’ve said I prefer to keep my blog a fairly lighthearted place for me to hyperfixate and shitpost. I’m not interested in dunking on Lily or harassing her (please don’t harass her), but just being transparent and letting everyone know where I stand as of right now. This needed to be said eventually.

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

this feels so childish, but i really dont know what to do. this is not a very serious situation as it isnt a big deal but i still have mixed feelings about it. warning: this is very chronically online lol

i have a discord server with only me and close friends, we all have categories with channels. i (she/her) really like deftones, my friend (he/him) who we will call S really likes the smiths. theres a song by the smiths and a cover by deftones, im biased towards the deftones version and hes biased towards the version by the smiths, everytime its brought up S gets REALLY defensive about the smiths

in my server i sent a link to a tiktok where it mixed both versions of the songs and i made a joke saying that this was the superior version, S has his own channels but when he saw that he sent messages talking about how i need to shut up about the smiths and how i always insult them (i introduced him to the smiths??) and ended it with calling me a bitch (i wont go into detail but he knows i have trauma with being called a bitch)

this really upset me and i tried to tell him that he didnt NEED to look at my channel or open the link and he couldve just ignored it since he'll shit talk my interests in his channels/our dms and i usually just ignore it

that happened about a month ago, and i tried to bring it up again because i really wanted to know why he called me a bitch and he just ignores me when i try to talk about it. im wondering if i am an asshole for sending that video in the server because i did know that the topic upset him and i just assumed he would ignore it

reading it back it does read like i left things out but trust me i tried to make it as detailed as possible, i cant think of anything else i could add other than S is a trans male so him calling me bitch wasnt him being misogynistic (i think at least). i just really want to know if i should apologize or keep trying to get him to apologize

What are these acronyms?

[whumpy-wyrms]

🎃🍂🦇Masterpost🦇🍂🎃

Welcome to my whump blog! I’m Jay :) and here is where I’ll post my whump series, writing, art, and more! my g/t blog is @tiny-wyrms :3 !! Read my whumptroduction (whump introduction) for more info about me and my favorite whump tropes and squicks! There will never be any nsfw here.

All my art and writing is tagged with #my art and #my writing, my general whump prompts/drabbles are tagged with #wyrms whumps, and all my whump art is tagged with #my whump art! I also have a discord server!! Feel free to join!

My inbox is always open for questions or anything else! (sometimes I hold onto asks for a while, I’m not ignoring you, I’m most likely just busy or forgot lol). Feel free to ask questions directly to my characters or interact with them too! My DMs are always open, though I get nervous talking to people sometimes so I might not respond right away.

if you make fanart or fanfiction of my ocs i will literally love you (platonically) forever!!! but i only ask three things: nothing sexual, no hate speech, and don’t whitewash. thanks!

My Writing:

🧪 The Last Lab Rat: Dew's relatively uneventful and ordinary life changed when he was kidnapped by a mad scientist named Anton, who planned to use Dew as his new human test subject for experimentation. Dew, who is scared out of his mind, now has to try gaining his captor's trust while he slowly plans his escape, all while enduring experiments that make him not quite human anymore.

Also here’s the TLLR AU masterlist for extra content (CYOAs, crossover AUs, borrower!Basil, and more!)

🩸Blood Runs Cold: Silas, an eccentric but alluring vampire with a hunger for human flesh and blood, feeds from the corpses that are sent to his morgue. Aspen, a strange but friendly human, dies and wakes up in that cold morgue, alive and well, as if he never died in the first place. Silas, now with access to an infinite source of fresh, delicious blood, decides to keep this immortal human as his bloodbag. But Aspen isn't willing to accept his new life, not without solving the mystery of his death first.

Let me know if you want to be added to a taglist for anything!

Finally, please read my DNI list (under the read more) before following me.

Do NOT interact:

bigots of any kind (anti-lgbt, transphobes, TERFs, homophobes, xenophobes, racists, antisemites, sexists, ableists, fatphobes, etc.)

ped0philes or z00philes

if you sexualize/romanticize ped0philia, incest, beast!ality etc. (i.e. proshippers). fiction or not, it makes me extremely uncomfortable and i’d rather not interact with these people for my own personal comfort.

if you support/make/use generative AI “art” or “writing”

nsfw/porn/kink blogs are free to follow me but please do not interact with any of my tllr content as it being interpreted or sexualized in that way makes me very uncomfortable

[damn-it-not-again]

18+ Proship Youtuber RPF Discord Server

i posted an interest post for this on my old blog, but that got nu*ked, so im putting it up here again:

I have an 18+ proship youtuber rpf discord server!

we work with an honor system in the fact that we trust you to be honest with the fact that you are over the age of 18. You don't need to disclose your actual age if you don't want to, but you do have to be over 18 to join. We have a strict set of rules that we expect to be followed.

Here are the rules:

1. Fiction =/= Reality This should go without saying but harassment or judgement based on someone's art or fantasies won't be tolerated. On the other side of this, do not share real abuse or illegal material.

2. Be A Decent Fucking Person Thoughtcrime isn't real and everyone is welcome here as long as they don't actively harm real people, full stop. No identity discoursing, no fakeclaiming. You don't have to understand someone to treat them with respect.

3. Adults Only This server is strictly open to users 18+ and as such allows NSFW content to be posted freely. We will not be implementing a blacklist. We expect you to be mature enough to avoid your triggers and mute channels surrounding topics you don't like or that make you uncomfortable. NSFW images (that includes gory and violent images as well as sexual ones) should be spoilered as a courtesy, but text is entirely up to your own discretion.

4. Anonymity While you must be 18+ to join, you are not obligated to share more information about yourself than you want to. You do not have to share any of your social media, your exact age, or any other information past the confirmation that you are over 18. Users found to be sharing the private information of others will be banned and messages containing this information deleted. If you wish to introduce yourself, however, you may do so in the intros channel.

Venting/Bitching And Complaing

Please only put these things in the serious chats. If found doing this in any other chat you will be timed out.

6. Reporting And Member Issues

If you have an issue with any member of the server please report it to the mods and we will handle it. It has to be a real issue of real life abuse, harassment, racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, stalking, violation of server rules, or other offense for it to be considered an actual issue. No action will be taken if it is petty online drama of cheating (video games or relationships (not in cases of abuse)), not liking someone else's ship, or other petty drama.

7.Content Creator Support

We allow the support of cancelled creators (buying merch, going to creator events, etc) here; with the exception of creators who have been convicted in a court of law as, or personally admitted to being, a sex offender or violent criminal. Creators that are openly bigoted or hateful are also not allowed (this does not include those who have genuinely apologised and changed their behavior). If it is unclear if support of a specific creator is allowed here please ask about it in the suggestions-and-questins channel, a mod will tell you if they are allowed as soon as one is available to do so. Refrain from posting about said creator until you receive an answer.

We know that these rules are strict, but they are that way for a reason. We want everyone to have fun in our server, and that cannot be done without rules.

That being said: All you have to do to join is like this post or DM me for the invite. I hope to see some new people joining the server very soon!

(I am only putting this in the main tags for reach. this is the only thing I will post in these tags.)

[shipcestroleplay]

Welcome to ShipcestRoleplay!

We are a roleplay ad blog specifically for incestuous ships, where you can submit a roleplay ad and find a roleplay partner! Run by @microcest / @macrocest!

Navigation:

/ask - ask a question or submit without a tumblr account #shipcest ask - our frequently asked questions /submit - submit a rp ad #shipcest roleplay ad - our rp ads #roleplay tips - resources and tips for roleplayers

Guidelines/FAQs:

You can submit a rp ad by doing one of the below:

Through the submit button

Through the ask button if you want to do it without a Tumblr account or "anonymously" (you should still provide a way to contact you)

By tagging us in your Tumblr post and we will reblog it.

What should a rp ad include?

When you submit your rp ad, a set of guidelines should show up, but here is a copy:

Roleplay ads can be very broad to very specific. A lot of things can be decided after you connect, but some helpful things to consider adding into your roleplay ad are:

1. How to get ahold of you (e.g. "dm on tumblr for my discord")

2. Fandom(s)

3. Pairings (optionally you can emphasize the character you prefer to play, aka your muse, in some way. E.g. "sokka x *kataka*")

4. Where you like to RP (Tumblr DMs, Discord server, email, etc.)

5. Style you prefer/What you are looking for (e.g. "prefer partners 25+, looking for 2 partners")

6. Style you prefer (e.g. semi lit, quick responses, playing multiple characters)

7. What kinds of plots are you open to? (Fluff, Angst, Dark/Dead Dove, Smut, etc.)

8. A little bit about you! (e.g. "I love to make moodboards and playlists! I work 9-5 in UTC+01:00 timezone so I only rp in the evenings.")

Do all of my pairings have to be shipcest?

No, they don't! At least one pairing should be, but not all of them have to be. In fact, you might just find a roleplay partner that has similar interests and that you feel comfortable with and play a non-related pairing! This blog is a safe space for proshippers and shipcesters to find and chill with each other.

Some tips & considerations:

Don't assume anything is "obvious" (e.g. "I'm okay with anything except the obvious" trust me, it is not obvious)

Remember that the more specific you get, the narrower your pool of candidates

Be friendly and open! You are not looking for a bot, you are looking for another human to connect with

Check your DM settings so they are open to more than just mutuals

Check your DMs routinely so you don't miss a message, Tumblr can be buggy so just message back as soon as you are able

Not everyone will match up perfectly and that's okay! You can either find where you do match up or decide to move on. Either way, be kind.

[sams-venting]

Hi it’s the anon who made the post everyone is mad about and first off holy fuck I am so sorry I didn’t mean to offend or invalidate anyone’s experiences, I think this has been a very skewed misunderstanding.

I interpreted the “mocking” as in relation to a situation that went down recently, because a group of blogs got together to harass and slander a handful of some very influential blogs in the fandom for over a month. Those people are the reason the VAs made those statements, because the friends of their friends were being attacked.

Especially Alex who took the majority of the abuse from the group just because he had received recognition from the VAs for their work in the fandom. I literally can’t think of any other reason why he would be involved because these guys beef was with solarmoon shippers and Alex is very vocal that he doesn’t ship solarmoon, but yet she took the brunt of the harassment anyway. So it looked like jealousy to me ngl.

Of the people that were attacking the blogs a few of them claimed to be victims of the gore anons, which is what I meant by that statement. I guess it was kind of crude of me to just assume everyone knew the drama that went down to cause the VAs to lash out at the fandom like that.

Basically to wrap it up it got to the point two people overdosed from the harassment, and they decided fuck this, made a doc compiling all of the harassment (without commentary) and tried to wash their hands of the situation. The same day they posted the doc, one of the VAs friends and a moderator in the official fan server gave the VAs the link to the doc and they exploded more or less.

I think they had such a visceral reaction because this isn’t the first time they’ve had to explicitly tell people to stop harassing other members in the fandom because of previous harassment these specific blogs had gotten (lots of mutual connections). I know it was literally just a few weeks before those tweets that Davis made an announcement on Twitch about it because Alex was being harassed over a rumor that he would end up on the team of show writers, so I can imagine the exasperation.

I still don’t think it’s right to blame the VAs for the harassment people are getting when they’ve been very clear they don’t support harassment in any way shape or form. They can’t control what people do with their story, they can only tell it. They don’t get involved in the fandom because every time they do there’s backlash like this, even when they’re doing a helpful thing.

There are ways to use and enjoy tumblr while keeping yourself safe. You can turn off media asks so people can’t send images. Never open a link you get in anon or from someone you don’t know because it may be a phishing scam to hack you account, and if you don’t trust unknown links you won’t be exposed to gore that way either. You can turn off anon if you’re getting violent threats, leave it off for a few weeks and they should leave you alone. You can turn DMs to people you follow only, so they can’t message you. I know it sucks and it’s hard but if you do this you should be safe overall. You don’t need to go into hiding if you just take the steps you need to protect yourself.

And you *can* reach out to people. I know several people in the fandom who want to help with the gore anon situation and make it easier for victims of harassment to return to normal online activity. Alex just finished a whole month of internet safety posts, which are worth reading if you’re ever struggling with an online situation like this. I don’t know Alex personally, and I don’t want to sound parasocial, but I know they have their messages open and good connections in the fandom, and they’d probably be willing to help if you’re dealing with harassment.

Again, I’m so sorry my words came off that way, I assumed that the prior post before mine was malicious due to watching the whole trainwreck of June and August.

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[callibones]

uhhh hh ..... hello! this is the same anon who sent in that ask about object camps. the camps you suggested sound really interesting! im a little too scared to join them for now haha but they sound really cool. they will rotate in my mind for a while i think HGFDSFGHJGFDSDFGH other than that .. 1 . i came across the wiki camp two and it looked so creative and interesting to me! i dont program in css that often anymore but the site makes me wanna go over and put in a bunch of pages. problem is.. i don't know how to Apply? or Do Anything? rn the site is locked for voting but just in general i tried reading the rules but still couldn't understand how it worked. if you knew anything about it that'd be nice. it also seems to have a discord server..? again im scared to check myself but if youre in it i wanna know whether it's a nice space to be in.

2 . uhhghgfdghj i peered through the rest of the blog and found the shelled one blaseball fic you posted ? and i think im really Normal about it. So after reading that i now trust your fanfic opinions. are there any other blaseball fics you'd strongly recommend? and uh general.. uh, evil mind controlly fics would be really nice too (the book of bill is also sort of ruining me along with this so i am truly looking for ANYTHING and like omg hbdxszexrdcfdsxrctvdxszaf) and thats all i wanted to ask you! sorry this is getting REALLY LONG i wish you well and i am So Sorry for bothering you!

HELLO AGAIN! not botherin me at all. :-] i was hopin youd find that answer.... i made sure to answer it at the same time u sent the question so you'd have a MAXIMUM CHANCE of findin it, and u Did! so Yay! welcome back. im going to tag my answers to your Post's with 🩸🟪 so we Never Get Separated Again. but i want you to know.... i don't bite! i literally can't on account of my face is a monitor. so if you wanna chat, feel free to dm me! you seem like a really fun person and we clearly have a lotta interest's in common so Consider That: An Option.

ANYHOO.

1) the wiki camp 2 is ABSOLUTELY a welcoming community. in fact, check this out: here's an index of plainly written explanations of various community in-jokes, to ensure nobody's left confused! while i'm not super active on the discord due to hyperfixating on single spaces at a time like some sort of cryptid, i have a lot of wonderful friends in the community and i'd wholeheartedly call it nice.

you don't have to apply to write, either! while i don't think there's an ETA yet on when the wiki's re-opening, whenever it does you'll be able to make an account for free and start creating to your heart's content! sometimes people who do that even get roped into the camp due to Token Shenanigans....

2) look. i get it. how much do i get it? the post you're talking about was written by my bill cipher fictive. and guess what book made me pick THAT thing up? we're in the same boat. i'm (RELATIVELY) normal 'round these parts, but if you do end up dropping me a line, maybe you'll happen upon some of my stuff? just sayin'. but as for what i can do for ya at the desk here...

thing is, i actually haven't read that much blaseball fanfic. i know! i WANT to. i have a list, which i'll reblog with your special tag right after this. but my brain doesn't let me read a lotta long stuff these days, which is SUCKS! i might poke around some tags and see what i can find, but that spectacular shelled one fic's the only one of its kind i know.

if you wanna read something Long and Serious and Really Really Good that's haunted me for years, put your eyes on Oil and Water, the shoe thieves disaster marriage classic about grief and autism and family and other such things.

then read everything else that catches your fancy, and send me your picks! and hey. if anyone reading this wants to help a cute anon out and knows some fics (or wrote some fics) that fit the Bill i mean the bill, PLEASE lemme know!! i Understand wanting more evil mind control. it's kind of my whole thing. PLUS i'm literally the shelled one's favorite

[greyjjoys]

jcink rper here - i read your callout. it paints you in a bad light, honestly, the whole thing comes off as friends having a falling out and you airing dms that should have stayed private. towards the end it was clear you were writing your messages for the benefit of an audience, because you knew you were going to screenshot that convo to hell and back. so you ran this person out of your community, fine. can't you give a person room to grow and change? if you don't like or trust them, just block them and move on.

this ask is in reference to this post

meant to answer this sooner but i went to bed and then i was out all day. if this was a falling out ONLY there would not be at least 20 people she has affected. when i wrote that doc i was really pissed off and petty, as a lot of us were but i had many people come to me with similar experiences which i think is telling. they can come forward and share theirs in their own posts or the replies on this one but i also respect if they don't want to out themselves to possibly be harassed or to have to rehash their traumas. this is my experience and i'm not going to share others without permission. if i sounded like a whiney little bitch in my doc or my screenshots then whatever. i was valid in my feelings. i'm always here to give a person room to grow and change but how can you grow and change from something you won't acknowledge ?? growing and changing would mean apologizing and acknowledging your wrongs because that shows evolution of character. i never asked for castor to get death threats, i never wished ill upon her but running away instead of owning up to the bad shit you did is not showing any type of character development. we are all in this community to literally write characters and it seems like most of us can understand that in that context but not in the context of us interacting with each other out of character. as for me wanting an audience, i don't know where you got that from. when i approached castor initially about how she was acting i had already spoken to several people who felt the same. that she inserting herself where she didn't belong and being very hyper-focused on only things that would benefit her or give her attention on top of the insurmountable attention she already got from her followers, members of her servers and the people who paid to access her content. i have like 40 followers on this blog because it's a newer one. anyone that knows me knows i usually make a whole new blog every 1-2 years because it inevitably gets cluttered. i couldn't give less of a damn about followers or any type of audience. i reblog musings and character shit here, thats pretty much it. as for me taking a shitload of screenshots ?? absolutely i do. i've been in this community for 10+ years. i need to be able to back myself up and compile evidence if needed. that's not a crime. i've ran rps, i've adminned, i've modded, i've had people stalk me, share my personal information and turn people on me for no reason other than me cutting them for my own mental health and wellbeing. i've never wished them ill, i've usually left the door open for apologies or for genuine asks for help. i was friends with castor for like two years and we talked every day, she wasn't like this when i met her but that's how it always is when you meet people. they usually seem fine but when you get to know them and they start to get comfortable around you they start to show their true colors. vetting everyone you meet shouldn't have to be a trait that's ingrained into you and it wasn't so thats why i didn't vet her when i met her. again, i shouldn't have to. we should believe we can give people the benefit of the doubt to not be horrible but clearly we cannot.

this was longer than i meant for it to be but i could just block her and move on but i feel like if i can try to shield people in any way from her behavior, then, i should. so again, this is simply a warning. everyone can do whatever they want, i'm not telling anyone what to do. it's only advice.

this ask and one more will be all i'll be posting in the tags regarding this because i won't want to clutter the tags with it.

[twstanon]

Anon report from Az's server.

I made a Tumblr for this, I'm not saying who I am because I don't want to risk being attacked myself. But I was actually on Az's server for some time, and I'm sick at seeing how these people are treating Az. I wasn't on the VA server, nor was I around when apparently there was drama with another server so I can't comment on that. But, I was around for a while, and interacted some. For the most part, Az's server was warm and inviting. It was one of the few places I felt comfortable talking and I was sad and slightly distressed to see it go. I went looking for why and was shocked to find the document and people trying to attack Az. From what I saw, Az was usually encouraging, though sometimes blunt, and I can see how Az might rub some people the wrong way, but nothing like what was described in the document. What I can say is that both Bon and Retro often referred to the server as their "Comfort server" and they all seemed to have pretty good camaraderie. Especially Retro, who Az even handed the server over to for a while. I don’t think you’d do that if you didn’t trust the person. I was there the night the VA server was created, though I only lurked in that channel because I wasn't a part of it, and I was on the night that Bon came in upset about what had happened on her server. I actually happened to think that it was incredibly rude of her to do so.

Personally, I think the reason Bon and Retro were made to feel guilty, is because they were guilty. Az stated the truth, what Bon was complaining about was exactly what she had done. If your feelings are affected by someone being open and honest with you, then thats on you. Its no excuse to attack the person who made you feel that way. I’m also flabbergasted at many of the other accusations in the document. They do not line up with my experiences at all. Poor mental health was a common topic on the server, but that was because many of us suffered from mental health issues and tried to comfort each other.  Some of her darker subject matter is what attracted me to Az’s writing in the first place. Many of us readers would find comfort in those stories. It was also something Retro frequently wrote about. 

I do remember when Bon was made a mod, and then within a day no longer one. I didn’t know what caused it, but didn't want to pry. I know Az was struggling at the time, because almost immediately after they left the server themselves. I think holding a mental breakdown that severe against someone is terrible. I saw Az's post talking about how they were suicidal at the time, and I wish they'd spoke up more. I don't know what went on in DMs (I find it sus Az is willing to release them and Retro is against it.) But I cannot believe that Az would ever encourage her to do anything bad. They were clearly suffering themselves and didn't need to take anything from someone else. As far as the accusations of being racist and transphobic, I never got that vibe from Az. It's not racist to like the characters the way they are in the game, and there were otherwise constant racial edits posted to the server it seemed like, and the edits were never deleted or taken down. I was not around/active at the time any of it happened, but I know Az often said she was rules oriented like Riddle, and liked to stick close to canon. This is all speculation but from my semi outside perspective, Everyone involved sound like a bunch of jealous teenagers throwing a fit because they didn't get their way. They screwed up and rather than deal with it, they tried to destroy someone.

[mix31h3artz16]

INTRO [DO NOT LIKE, REBLOG, OR REPLY, PLEASE!]

Basic information:

Name: Lunar (But u can call me Gox for short)

Gender: Trans masc

Sexuality: Pan

Pronouns: Xe/any/all

Disorder(s): Autism (professional diagnosed) PSTD (professionally diagnosed) ADHD (self diagnosed), depression and anger issues (self diagnosed), and Bipolar (self diagnosed)

Age: private (but I’ll give you a hint, I’m a MINOR!)

Nationality: American/Puerto Rican

Country: US

Gen: Gen Z

Religion: Christian

Birthday: June 13th 

Zodiac: Gemini 

Element: Air

Chinese zodiac: Dragon 

Birthstone: Pearl, Alexandrite, Moonstone

Favorite color: Green (i’m not 100% sure yet)

Occupation: artist, animator, voice actor (some what), editor, singer, gamer, and therian 

Skin color: White 

Programs I use: Procreate (sometimes), ibs paint, CapCut, alight motion, and FlipaClip premium

Eye color: brown 

Random fact: I’m also a rare pair, Muti shipper, and some what cross shipper!

Fandoms/media I like

Colored or bold = mostly/main

Mixels

Stickn around 

The Nickcheezy show

Dandy’s world (Note: I do not support Rex or any of his actions. /vsrs)

Joe and jack

Mr*der drones

Jam elementary (Note: I don’t support Luce nor the things she did to me. /vsrs)

TADC

Sclumpains 

Goanimate (no, i’m not one of “those” users)

Mixels LRIU

Mokey show

Cup head

BabyFirstTV (don’t harass me for that I swear)

ASDFMovie (I remember watching it somewhere in 2018 and 2019)

Unlisted because I’m very lazy..

Please do not interact with me if:

-you have “(R)” or “photos” in your name (seriously, I have been seeing these type of people liking my posts, and if I see one more of those accounts, like one of my post, one more freaking time, I WILL block them! /vsrs)

-you are a groomer

-you are a NSFW or k1nk acc (even tho I’m hypers3xusal)

-you support Luce (the main dev of jam elementary)

-you support Rex (the co-owner of Dandy’s world)

-you are against Rare pairs

-you block ppl on tumblr for having 0 posts (sorry, but if they have a cool blog, I’ll let them pass)

-you don’t stand for Palestine (the people there are in danger! /vsrs)

-you are against furries/therians 

-you bring up peoples pasts

-you have “Minors DNI” in ur bio (unless there is 18+ content)

-you bully your friends for “being themselves”

-you hate on baby shows/channels (such as PBS Kids, babyFirstTV, Nature cat, etc)

-you support splat kid (he literally made something creepy and unbelievable out something so sad)

-you are ANYONE from Professor toots server (I don’t want to remember what I “did”)

If you are any of those, AND you interact with me, you will be blocked. /Vsrs

TW: sometimes my content will contain the following:

Eyestrain

Blood

Gore

Mentions of horrible things (such as NSFW, grooming, etc)

Rare pairs

Shipping

INANIMATE TF AND TF TG SH-

And OTHER stuff

Art status:

Requests: open

Art trades: open

Commissions: open (however, if it’s for a relative, a friend, etc, then it’s free!)

Gifts: for friends, ppl I look up to, etc

Collaborations: open (feel free to dm)

Role plays: open! (But only in discord and/or tumblr DMs + I prefer Mixel, crossover, and TF TG RPs)

Friend request: Only if I know/trust you!

Important note:

Please only use the “ask” button to send me art requests and/or questions (seriously, I’m not against Palestine or anything, but I keep getting messages from people telling me about Palestine, so if you want to inform me about Palestine, please use the message feature. It’s not that hard /srs 😭)

Finally to end things off, here links to my link tree! (+ my discord username is Sharxflash!)

Ye ya later!

[lost13th]

ELENDIRA THE CRIMSONNAIL (TRIGUN MAXIMUM) PERMANENT PLOTTER/AD

As I am insane about Trigun in general, let's actually make a permanent plotter for Elendira, too.

In general, I take these as a "I can reach out to you, you can reach out to me" kinda thing, and assume that one of the categories below is something that piques your interest! Although I will say my DMs are always open, and I'm definitely approachable in the isola discord server.

General content warnings for this character include: Misanthropy, violence, hallucinations, general villainry, mentions of nuclear fallout.

I read rules before I write starters, but I think that it's important to consider personal comfort with characters when discussing collaborative writing!

SHORT CHARACTER SUMMARY

Elendira the Crimsonnail, the Lost Number Thirteen of the Gung-Ho Guns, one of Millions Knives most trusted fighters and one of the most powerful people in Noman's Land. Dedicated to Knives to a fault, she not only has no issues having followed his plans to destroy humanity, but was perfectly happy to come up with a back-up plan herself in case he failed because she also kind of wants to destroy humanity. Misanthropic to the bitter end, Elendira would rather live as herself for a brief moment before destruction than spend a long life living a lie.

GENERAL PLOTTING GUIDELINES

Making friends with Elendira is going to be...complicated at best. Even if she comes across as 'polite' - or at least not openly violent - she's very likely bored or thinking poorly of the conversation. She enjoys combat, and wishes to engage with people who she views as able to stand up to her onslaught. She enjoys making people writhe in fear and discomfort with her abilities, and, well, I mean, she's an antagonist, a villain. She definitely was 100% down to destroy humanity so befriending her, especially as a human, is not going to be the simplest thing. And really, you don't want to see how she treats her frenemies.

RELATIONSHIP GUIDELINES

Platonic

Extremely difficult to accomplish if your name is not Millions Knives. Even the people she's on decent terms with who aren't her master (or his adorable counterpart) she'd happily turn on and/or attack in a heartbeat. Platonic almost reads better as 'indifferent', for the most part, as in, she doesn't hold an interest in having an antagonistic relationship with you.

Antagonistic

This is very easy! Elendira is a misanthrope, hates humanity, and believes it'd be fine if they all perished! She views most people as completely boring to her, and hardly wants to interact with people she finds really dull. Luckily, this does put most people on the neutral side of antagonistic with her unless they don't respond well to a beautiful woman telling them how boring and weak they are.

Romantic

This is a bit of a toughie - her interest in pretty much any individual is down to how interesting she finds them. And usually interesting equates to dangerous, someone who she can view as her equal in combat. As mentioned before she is, will, a misanthropist, and generally has very little interest in 99% of humans. Her ideal match would likely be a non-human who wants to commit as many atrocities as she does! She's also much nicer to femme people than masc ones as a whole.

PLOT IDEAS (Updated 9/17/2024)

Honestly anything that ends up engaging her in combat she's fine with

She is also fine with general crimes, might just file her nails while she watches (fingers and the giant stakes)

Encounter her shopping, she does enjoy doing that.

Lost in the Land of Burnt Umber

[nicesteverforever]

Lurkers and e-drama. Not a worthy read, essentially an open letter to someone that's been stalking me for the past year.

I don't think there's much validation to gain from men when I sit here and I therapy them in DMs every other day. I have one man telling me about how he fucked up for making another woman wait too long for him, another man with an anxious attachment style asking me for reassurance and thoughts, another man having panic attacks and waking me up in the middle of the night over them, and another man sending me shit about his paranoid-schizoprehnia. Like, I'm not the one getting anything out of these conversations with them, I'm just a friend.

So bizarre to me when another woman is trying to call me a pick-me of sorts just because men confide in me and trust some level of rationality from me. I don't LIKE it, but I've known these men for years now and consider them friends, so I'll suck it up.

And hearing a claim that I'm doing it for validation from a woman that would DM men about made-up stories for pity so they'd jerk off with her. Like, you're still messaging my friends and begging them to hang out with you somewhere else after a year. I'm not begging any man to stay friends with me or talk to me.

I hate to be the person to say something like this, but there seems to be a genuine jealousy and unhinged obsession with me and my interpersonal relationships after all this time. I truly pity the loneliness and insecurity from a person to be so obsessively attached to me after a year of us almost mutually breaking things off.

Like, I am truly sorry you couldn't move on, but I did, and it's only annoying for you to keep coming back, involving yourself in my relationships and their drama for no reason other than lonely obsession, and throwing weird and baseless accusations at me all the time. And the worst part is that I KNOW you're going to read this too and probably fume over it, but I am being so fucking genuine when I say I wish your life was better so you'd have an easier time moving on and focusing on new friends you should've already made by now.

For a second, it almost seemed like you were trying to be genuine and just warn me about certain things or whatever, but you got so mad when I pointed out the hypocrisy from you and the weird attachment to shit that happened a year ago.

Genuinely seek fucking therapy or pick up new hobbies or something, make new friends IRL or online, and try to focus on something other than me and what's going on in my and my friends' lives these days when nothing involves you whatsoever anymore.

You cannot try to call me the obsessive one for talking about you when you literally keep seeking me out, bringing up old shit, insulting me and all my friends, and sending me fucking anonymous messages on Tumblr while you have an alt in some stupid Discord server of mine. 😭 Girl, you're literally begging me to keep talking about you when you do all that shit. I haven't sought you or your friends out once, anyone that joins and mentions you is immediately banned from my server because I don't WANT to know about what's going on with you these days. I don't ask questions or talk to anyone about you that wasn't around when we had that falling out.

I do not want to be the God of your mind anymore. Seek something new.

But you probably WON'T! Because you haven't changed at all since we last spoke, aside from growing even more fucking bitter and pathetic. You still carry the same victim mentality, you lack perspective, and you still exaggerate shit and lie for attention.

You know, plenty of people have sent me screenshots of what you and Juniper have been saying about me or are up to these days, and I never ask for it, nor do I seek you out afterwards.

People talk, and I expected that, and you should too. This genuine level of obsession is literally not healthy for you and indicates a real sadness and loneliness in your real life, like, to a fucking manly, incel degree. I'm not even trying to be too mean, just honest with you for a moment. I don't know what to tell you that will make you get over something that happened a year ago.

Like, I'm sorry about things I did after, but I was hurt when you valued stupid shit over a genuine issue I had just experienced in my personal life. I was stressed, annoyed, and felt betrayed, so I acted out childishly and tried to make you feel as vulnerable and hurt as I felt. It's really not something I'd do again these days. I'd definitely take my actions back, not only if it meant you'd finally fuck off already, but also because it was cruel of me and embarrassing to think back on now. You have to try to see my perspective at the time, I had just come out of a fucking traumatizing situation, and it felt like you and Juni didn't give a fuck and were actively betraying me through your actions as well.

I'm trying to grow up already and stay out of stupid shit these days. I have shit to do IRL, I have friends, family, and a home to keep up. Shit's different for me now, and I wish it was for you too.

I am sorry for what I did, whether you believe that or not. But I haven't done anything else to the either of you since. It's just you with a vengeance still, a year later. No, I haven't sought either of you out or saved anything from whatever public pages either of you might have, not even ONCE since I banned the both of you in the first place. I'm genuinely just sticking to my circle of friends and staying out of yours. You should try doing the same. Literally for yourself and your own fucking sanity.

[megamindsupremacy]

Anyways, some things I've noticed about introduction messages specifically, all of which are STRESSING ME OUT. I have also been the 15 year old in this situation so Dear Teenagers Following Me, tell me if this post is condescending or if I'm missing something that I haven't been exposed to due to Not Being In High School Anymore, I swear I am open ears/willing to be argued with.

-Stop saying your exact age in #introductions! At MOST, list yourself as 16+, 18+, 30+, etc if your server has the roles for it. I always just said "minor" and then dropped more information as I got to know the people of the server better. "High school, high school freshman, my birthday is soon," etc

-PLEASE dear GOD don't say your birthday in intros. Birth month, birth date, ANYTHING. Again, I would drop an "it's my birthday!" selectively in servers of people i trusted, and I don't think I ever started announcing it until I was 16? Definitely never right off the bat though.

-...don't list out all your phobias/triggers/mental illnesses. I understand the reasoning behind it. I do. But there are people on the internet who can take your "Autism/scocophobia/pls spoiler for teeth+gore etc" lists and use it to fuck with you badly. The rule of thumb is, can someone take the information you've provided it, and use it to violate the boundaries you've so helpfully listed out for them? Along with a description of how badly it will effect you when these boundaries are violated? If it can be used against you, don't just throw it out there in the first five minutes of joining a server.

-That being said, if you DO really want/have to list things like that, don't say anything more than you have to! Putting "Don't DM/Ping me" in your intro is MILES better than "ive had some shitty experiences with people stalking and harassing me online and if you DM me i'll have a panic attack " The second example is TOO MUCH INFORMATION!

-Only link to socials that don't have your face/private information! Holy god please don't put your personal instagram in your introduction I am so stressed

-I'm probably missing some stuff but honestly this all just boils down to a) be smart, b) don't say anything more than you have to, and c) anything you do say should never lead back to your irl identity.

And just some general stuff from my own experience as a teenager on the internet that's more "take it or leave it" advice

-I was always suuuuper wary of people DMing me if we weren't already close (CLOSE) friends in a public space. obv this is a case-by-case thing so use your best judgement

-I am looking y'all in the eyes and tenderly holding your hands. Don't start the Discord relationship. It won't work. No, it really won't. I'm so sorry dude. It won't work.

-The mods aren't always right. It's not always worth it to fight them about it, though.

-Everyone loves pet photos, when in doubt show your cat and spam about how cute he is. 100% success rate with this one

-All of this is advice I have for public servers. I had plenty of friend group servers where our intros included our full legal name and class schedule or whatever, but I trust yall to use your own judgement when creating discord servers with IRL friends.

ive joined a couple of new gravity falls servers that are something like 95% minors each and I'm coming to the frankly terrifying realization that these kiddos do not know internet safety like at all

[freyanistics]

Alright this is going to be a very different post, more serious based. This would probably be the second time I have to bring to light to a situation with someone who’s problematic, only difference is it’s in regards to a now ex friend

In regards of @/arwenson who was one of the main re8 writers on here, they were found out to be lying about their age. They are a minor, 15 to be exact.

I found out early today by my friend Max who showed me a screenshot of her admitting it in a discord server. To clarify I was not in the discord server, from my understanding it was 18+.

Now arwen has deactivated apparently, they claim they were going to tell everyone, I’m not sure if they did. I would assume not but I could be wrong.

Now to first address why this an issue with a minor posting nsfw content. It’s not only dangerous but also can get adults in legal trouble.

It’s dangerous because there are so many disgusting people and predators on the internet who likes taking advantage of minors. I speak from experience of this, I was groomed on the internet. I had adults take advantage of my naivety and how sexual I use to be online. And it can lead to minors getting sex trafficked, kidnapped, or killed. Look at how many cases of children getting snatch and not being found again. It’s a very serious thing, especially if you’re posting 18+ content.

On top of the fact when you lie about your age and get in adult spaces you can also put those adults in trouble. The stuff Arwen and a good majority of our mutuals who are adults could have been plastered as sex offenders had their parents saw what was going on. I literally paid Arwen to write explicit sex scenes of my character with Lady D, and I could have gotten in trouble for that.

“Oh but It’s not a big deal.” It is, people have gotten in trouble for that. And I’m very active of not wanting minors to fall into that trap from gross adults, I try not to be too explicit on here to prevent exposing minors to content. Whenever I post nsfw I tag it and now with this new update from tumblr I can switch the audience from general to mature. I don’t want to expose minors to stuff I got exposed to growing up.

It hurts me especially to find out my friend was lying about their age and willingly putting adults in possible trouble. It’s a trust that has been broken, and it really hurts. I’m not really mad, I’m more disappointed in them. I do hope they learn from this and to never ever do something like this again.

I know my other mutuals who were affected by this are just as hurting and to them I say my dms are always open if you need to vent or whatever.

I do want to also add in that a few mutuals are also mad at my other friend who told me about this in the first place. I want to say I understand that y’all are angry at them, you have every right to be. But I also think we should also hear their side of the story. I’m not going to go into grave detail because that’s not my story to tell, it’s his. However he told me that Arwen threaten to deny anything when he originally wanted to say something. And he had no evidence to back him up so she could have easily deny it and make up a wild story to make him out to be the bad guy. While yes, he should have told everyone with no proof it was their word against hers. I think we should all listen to his side of the story before we throw him out as just as guilty. But that’s just me

Anyway that’s all I have to say on the matter. I hope things get better for the people who were involved and that’s it. Be safe everyone

Edit: They still have 20 in their bio on twitter. I was also blocked by them (I never said anything to them)

[immortalwanderers]

Today, Immortal Wanderers would like to join the community in celebrating an appreciation day towards all the talented fanfiction writers. 

Writers of fanfiction are one of the many backbones of any fandom, sharing multiple ideas and worlds starring some of our favourite characters from all forms of media, and doing so for free. It is often a project of passion and love towards the original work itself, and much joy is shared with readers who read these stories.

To celebrate, Immortal Wanderers has invited some of those in our discord server to share either recent works they have enjoyed or which have become fond favourites over time, as well as allowing some of the talented writers in this community to share one of their works and talk a little bit about it. We hope you will join us in these celebrations, and share some love towards these works and their authors 💖 ⛰️

These recommendations come from across all three stories; both the original novels Qi Ye and Tian Ya Ke, as well as the drama Word of Honor.

AUTHORS SHOWCASE

@MINNARR

Calling us home across the open yards → Word of Honor fic

Summary:

Deciding to get married doesn’t involve anything dramatic, but Zishu stares at the earliest draft of the guest list with a sinking stomach. There’s a name that isn’t there, and he suddenly wants it to be with a desperate, yearning hunger. They haven’t spoken in years, but…

Well, Zishu’s been learning how to want things. How to make the things he wants reality.

“I want Jiuxiao there,” he says.

Authors Comments:

This piece was born from excited brainstorming in DMs with a friend and is part of a whole little headcanon universe, but even without that context I am just so fond of this fic. A slightly softer universe for our faves, plus sooo many Zhou Zishu & Qin Jiuxiao feelings, and I like the way it let me organically lay out all these pieces of a life Zhou Zishu has built with his chosen family, where he's working to be happy.

@MYRO

Unvarnished → Qi Ye fic

Summary:

“Zishu? I know you’re in there. Liang Jiuxiao told me what happened. We need to talk. I’ve brought wine and dinner, too.”

Zhou Zishu goes still when he realizes who it is. Jing Beiyuan is, at least, one of the few people who knows some of his secrets. Not all, of course, not even most—but the things he doesn’t know are unlikely to shock or anger the man. He’s also, however, the most ruthless person Zhou Zishu knows, and if Zhou Zishu can barely endure himself in this state, Jing Beiyuan is unlikely to be willing to do so either.

So that means he’s come...well.

Zhou Zishu takes a deep breath. He could flee, or fight—Jing Beiyuan is no match for him, physically—but he won’t. Because the thing is, Jing Beiyuan is just doing what he would, if their positions were reversed. And...it’s probably the right thing to do, if there really is no cure.

(In which Jing Beiyuan learns he can trust this life's version of Zhou Zishu.)

Authors Comments:

This is still one of my favorite Qiye fics that I've written. It started out with a discussion about how truth spells/serums in fics normally lead to characters divulging their secret crushes, but if ZZS in Qiye-era got hit with one it would be...much much worse. And then I had to write it...

@THEYILINGLAOZUS

In Every One Of Us Shines The Light Of Love → Word of Honor fic

Summary:

A few years have passed since that fateful moment in which Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu became immortals together, and Zhou Zishu is thankful for every new day he wakes to the infinite life they now share with one another.

The days are only made more special when their young family is able to visit them.

Authors Comments:

This came from me having finished writing two previous parts to this series and thinking ‘hey. What’s an average day like for Wen Kexing and Zhou Zishu after they’ve settled into their immortality more?’ I wanted to create a piece which was an inside look into one day in their lives, while also considering subjects like the passing of time for the mortals they surround themselves with, how some ghosts of their past linger, as well as how a future with endless possibilities is open for them now. I had a lot of fun working on this, even if it did take me roughly three months to do so!

@NEIL

tease your mouth with kisses → Tian Ya Ke fic

Summary:

Before leaving, Wu Xi gave Wen Kexing a long list of ingredients and salves. The first was for him to cook, and the second was to be given to Zhou Zishu in case he experienced any pain during his recovery. He told Wen Kexing to mind Zhou Zishu’s recovery and to be good to him.

He didn’t have to be told. Wen Kexing might not be a good man, but he would be good to Zhou Zishu, just like Zhou Zishu was good to him. There was nothing else Wen Kexing would rather do now.

After everything, Wen Kexing takes care of his husband.

Authors Comments:

I wrote this for TYK Week, and I'm still super happy with this fic! I think a lot about post-canon Wenzhou and how they deal with Zishu's recovery, so I decided to write a fic about it. I'm particularly very happy with how I wrote Wen Kexing's headspace in this! His bland of obsessive and adoring is just so, so fun.

@NAD

I’ll always be there by your side → Qi Ye fic 

Summary:

When Jing Beiyuan decides he has had enough with the Helian family and goes away, he meets a handsome stranger named Wu Xi.

Is Wu Xi really who he says he is? Or is he hiding something?

Now that Jing Beiyuan has established his own company, how will he face Helian Yi?

AU, where the Helians have a firm and Jing Beiyuan helps them. Jing Beiyuan goes away and creates his own company with the help of Wu Xi and Ping An. Apparently, Wu Xi is just an ordinary person, a secretary, but is he?

Authors Comments:

This is my first and only (for the moment) Qi Ye fic. As our fandom is quite small, it doesn't really get noticed :( It's my first work, and certainly not by best, but I'd always appreciate the feedback, and it even includes some pics at the end <3 thank you in advance if you decide to read it :)

@ALISA ​

Field Research → Qi Ye fic

Summary:

Helian Yi has given Zhou Zishu an assignment that will require some highly specialized knowledge.

Jing Beiyuan is a very enthusiastic tutor. (Zhou Zishu is an unexpectedly eager student.)

Authors Comments:

Anyone who has ever spoken to me about this fandom knows how obsessed I am with Jing Beiyuan and Zhou Zishu's relationship. From JBY's first life to post-SHL/TYK, from platonic soulmates, to friends with benefits, to shockingly tender lovers, I love it allllll. I love THEM and I love sharing them with you all. (I especially love sharing them with each other.) And this fic, I think, is some of my best work, showcasing the care and love they hold for each other, the tenderness with which they treat each other, and how that bond is rock-solid, even knowing they both have soulmates waiting for them down the line. (Allllllllssoooooo I'm really, really into the sex in this one.) Let these lonely boys care for each other! They both need it so much!!!!  

READERS RECOMMENDATIONS

@CARMINE-SUNLIGHT

there’s a special providence in the fall of a heron → written by beansprout → Word of Honor fic

Summary:

In the outside world, there was a rumor about the Qingya mountains. It was said to be one of the holy places, auspiciously positioned for healing and favored by the celestials, who often descended amongst the people to perform miracles.

For Zhou Zishu, here was how things had played out: he wanted a way out of his service at court, the Emperor wanted immortality, and Jin-wang alone found a way to connect the dots.

Zhou Zishu had a theory. There must be a secret sect of healers who lived somewhere in the mountains of Qingya, the kind of sect who focused on learning solely for the sake of knowledge, with very strict rules against the ‘distractions’ of the outside world.

To solve the mystery, a certain white-clothed traveling doctor was the key.

Or: mythology AU. zzs is undercover in Qingya village as a woodcutter to investigate rumors of celestials who grant immortality. during his mission, he finds himself hopelessly tangled with a nosy, persistent traveling doctor who has a knack for getting past his guard.

Readers Comments:

Each time this fic updated I'd forget about my real life problems and went to the most magical place. The writing is so evocative and the plot is full of amazing twists, I love it so much!

long life and promise → written by Katharija → Tian Ya Ke fic

Summary:

On a summer evening, two men are watching the falling stars.

Readers Comments:

I read this fic recenly and it made my day instantly better. The atmosphere was spot-on, and there were so many tender moments that made my heart flutter. Such a lovely look into Wenzhou's future.

@MYRO

Like Pieces into Place → written by ghostybreads → Qi Ye fic

Summary:

“Hmm… How about this? I won’t stay mad, if I can have this for a few days,” Jing Beiyuan offered, stopping in his tracks and picking the sable up by its scruff. It gawked in surprise, before its expression soured into a glare, scrunching its nose up at him. Jing Beiyuan was a swindler and a cheat. It didn’t really mind if it could do something to help, but he worried Master so much! Wasn’t this just taking advantage?

Wu Xi hesitated. “Alright.”

The sable blinked.

// OR; Qi Ye and its characters, through the eyes of a sable.

Readers Comments:

This is essentially Qiye told from the sable's pov, but honestly it is so much more than that. It nails and is incredibly perceptive about all the main relationships involved (by which I mean those involving Jing Beiyuan, Wu Xi, Zhou Zishu, Helian Yi, Liang Jiuxiao), but also has gorgeous parts about Ashinlae and Nuahuar and Ping An and others.

experiments → written by sunbathing → Qi Ye / Word of Honor fic

Summary:

Zhou Zishu tries to see if the pleasure aspect of drunk life dream death works well. With Beiyuan. At a brothel.

(sometimes, you just need to get high and fuck your best friend)

Readers Comments:

This is a ZZS/JBY fic where the two of them hook up while testing drunk like a dream formulas. Besides being sexy, it just gets the dynamic of their relationship so well and I love it.

@THEYILINGLAOZUS ​

在天涯犹有未归人; those left at the edge of the sky → written by yiqie → Tian Ya Ke fic    

Summary:

“Why would you inflict a Wen Kexing who has lost you,” asked Jing Beiyuan, “upon this world?”

Reader Comments:

This fic is beautiful, honestly. Set during Zhou Zishu’s three-month recovery period toward the end of the novel and told through Jing Beiyuan’s perspective, he watches as Wen Kexing slowly looses more and more hope for his beloved ever waking. And it is heartwrenching. Everything about this story is perfect in my eyes.

Five Moons → written by yicityslut → Qi Ye / Tian Ya Ke fic   

Summary:

For five whole months, Jing Beiyuan and Wu Xi are staying on the icy mountain to help Zhou Zishu heal.

In those five months, new friendships are formed, old memories are revisited and plans for the future are made.

Reader Comments:

Okay, I admit. I may hold some bias towards this piece as it was a fill written for me for last years Qi Ye Exchange event, but my god. My own love does not take away how incredible this piece is, as this story is such a delight. The author somehow filled every request I had (even the ones I didn’t expect, such as the sable having an apperance!) and they did so beautifully. The voice of all the characters is incredibly on point, and this is another interpretation of how I can easily see Wu Xi, Jing Beiyuan and Wen Kexing being whilst Zhou Zishu recovers. Plus the slowly building friendships that are shown is this are just ((chefs kiss)) I couldn’t recommend this piece more, and often find myself re-reading and grinning into my hands like a small child at how in love with it I am.

@NAD​ 

Begin again → written by seaprincess90 → Qi Ye fic

Summary:

Jing Beiyuan has walked his entire life alongside Helian Yi. He admires him more than anyone, he knows that his future is with him, that all the goals in their lives include the other, that there is no way that destiny can be rewritten. But then his life takes an unexpected turn when someone new appears in the life of the one he considers his eternal and one true love. Beiyuan will have to sort out if it is time to forget or if he must hasten his conquest, while a boy who has just arrived in everyone's lives, Wuxi, little by little tries to be part of his heart.

Reader Comments:

There are no words to describe how much I love this fic!! It deserves so many more kudos, comments and hits! The pacing is immaculate and you can really understand and feel what the characters are going through!

La joya de Da Qing → written by alone_in_the_moondust → Qi Ye fic

Summary:

Jing Beiyuan recibe una visita inesperada de Helian Yi mientras Wu Xi está en su habitación.

Una cosa lleva a la otra y Helian Yi se convierte en el ruido blanco para el intercambio de fluidos entre Jing Beiyuan y Wu Xi.

Reader Comments:

Despite it being in Spanish, i really encourage you to read this even if it's with Google translate. I consider this one to be one of the GOATs of Spanish, or even in general, short Qi Ye fics. There is not one day me and my bestie don't talk about it!

@LU

Possession → written by bluemorningsoup, art by mtkay13 → Tian Ya Ke fic

Summary:

In which it became unsure whether a ghost was possessing a body or a body was possessing a ghost.

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This was not about relief. This was not about violence. This was different. Wen Kexing was not fucking Zhou Zishu as much as he was filling him up. Zhou Zishu was not being fucked by Wen Kexing as much as he was taking him in, showing Wen Kexing the hollowed, gouged parts of him, empty chambers that Wen Kexing was all too eager to filll.

Reader Comments:

a very intense journey through devotion and hunger, and how both exist within the other. the hunger to be possessed, the devotion to possess, and how it gets lost in the way who is the one possessing who. i wish i had words to explain how beautiful this writing is. plus, it's about fisting.

Written in the Red and the Green → written by Gileonnen → Tian Ya Ke fic

Summary:

Wen Kexing wins a duel and claims the right to top. Zhou Zishu is more than happy to let him.

Reader Comments:

theres mixed nastiness and gentleness between them in this fic thats very satisfying, they really are freaks who love each other so deeply, fitting together with pain and pleasure like pieces of a puzzle. and i adore every piece of fanwork that showcases zzs wrist bite scars haha..

@ALISA ​

Which to Cut and Which to Pull → written by sideB_track2 → Word of Honor fic

Summary:

A golden slice of light cutting through the night. A forbidden flash of pale limb glimpsed in passing. Impossible, surely, not to peek through a crack in the door to learn more of the secret transpiring within…

Dangerous things, secrets, to hold and to happen upon. Ye Baiyi almost wished he’d kept walking.

Reader Comments:

YeXie is always an achy, bittersweet sort of love story. This was, I think, the first YeXie story I ever read, and it *haunts me,* I swear, I think about it all the damn time. It's hard to verbalize why, but like... the alchemy between the characters here is so, so good. There's something about the way these two lonely, traumatized boys find comfort and healing in each other, and this story does a magnificent job of showing that warmth and care without losing the characters' sharp edges and claws that are so essential to their authenticity. Gosh, the romance... It's captivating and immersive and it is absolutely the fic that sold me on this pairing and I swear I could re-read it once a week and never get tired of it!

with inexplicable fondness → written by noelia_g → Word of Honor fic

Summary:

Wen Kexing is aware of the following things.

One, Han Ying would die for Zhou Zishu - and Wen Kexing likes that in a man. Two, upon their first meeting Han Ying dropped to his knees before A-Xu the moment Wen Kexing let go of his throat - and that is simply just interesting. Three, Han Ying is A-Xu's in a way no one else is anymore.

That last part, he could find an issue with. Or, he could use it for the best - he is not called Philanthropist Wen for nothing, after all.

Reader Comments:

Okay, so lots of people say "this fic changed my life," but, like, this one actually did. NOT ONLY because Jo is a staggeringly talented writer, and not only because this is one of the hottest threesome fics I've ever encountered in any fandom, ever, in my entire life, but because this fic and my resulting interest in HanWenZhou as a dynamic led me directly to meet a handful of magnificently unhinged people whom I now cannot imagine my life without. (I talk to them every day! Also... um... also we've written some of the most depraved porn I've ever had the joy of coauthoring.) Even if polyships aren't usually your thing I'd urge you to check this story out. You would not BELIEVE how much yearning and devotion and passion and filth and kink and SHEER UNHINGED ROMANCE Jo has managed to cram into less than 18k. It's truly next level and I cannot possibly recommend a story more highly.