#trevor moran imagine

[user-needs-new-hyperfixation]

Can we get some Sherlock headcanons if you havent done them in the past 👉👈

I did do a few, but I can keep going!

The Stradivarius was a gift from someone important. Maybe a parent, maybe a client from a case that meant a lot to him. Maybe Victor Trevor. It and the skull ring are the only items Sherlock really places any significant value on (at least pre-TFP).

The memento mori ring itself is something he bought for himself when he left uni; a reminder that life is fleeting and must be both enjoyed and used well. For all his silliness and sometimes selfishness, he does have goals and ways he wants to change the world (even though the anime cut them out RIP). The ring is a reminder of those goals.

He really likes to doze with his head in Liam's lap while Liam reads to him.

He soaks up information like a sponge when he's interested in a topic, and he's a note-taker, but a very messy one. The first time he and Liam attend some academic lecture together Liam kind of wants to cry when he looks over and sees something like this.

He's quite a good artist, because it often comes in handy to both his work and his hobbies. He drew little doodles on the back of that math exam and Liam kept it tucked into a book in his study from then on.

He likes Louis, and slowly works at weaseling his way into his heart post-timeskip.

He kinda hates Moran though (they're competing for who gets to be William's favourite dog.)

Speaking of, he likes dogs. I always imagine post-canon Sherliam having like three dogs on their country beekeeping estate.

At some point along the way, he started kind of accidentally composing music inspired by the Lord of Crime; jaunty, exciting pieces with dips into sadness and longing. Once, John stood in the doorway and listened to him play -- watched the expressions playing across his face, heard the ups and downs of the music -- and wondered to himself, "Could Sherlock Holmes be in love?"

Thank you for the ask!! 😊

[ao3feed-jimlock]

The Sound of Snow

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Xxvd5nA by AlienBlueFox Last year of college. Sherlock is a drug addict who frequently ends up in the Emergency Room. There, he meets John Watson, a surgeon. The only one who can save him from Moriarty. His mouth is dry, his throat burns, and his eyes sting. But they only sting when he’s not there. Only when he’s gone. In those moments, Sherlock lets his body shiver, lets himself cry… and then he imagines. He imagines the snow, its soft flakes falling to the ground .The snow becomes him. It smells like him, looks like him, and even speaks like him.   It becomes John.   Maybe he misses him. Or maybe he just needs something—someone—from that other life. But in the darkness of his cell, he always reaches out into the void and dreams of touching his fingers. Words: 8248, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con Categories: M/M Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Jim Moriarty, Sebastian Moran, Mary Morstan, Greg Lestrade, Molly Hooper, Victor Trevor Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes/Jim Moriarty Additional Tags: POV Sherlock Holmes, Past Sherlock Holmes/Victor Trevor, Jim Moriarty is a Little Shit, Sebastian Moran Being an Asshole, Minor Sebastian Moran/Jim Moriarty, Hurt Sherlock Holmes, Sexual Abuse, Sherlock Holmes and Drug Use, Developing Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Sherlock Holmes Loves John Watson, Alternate Universe - College/University, POV John Watson, Angst and Feels, Angst with a Happy Ending, The Author Regrets Everything read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/Xxvd5nA

[laurels-blog]

Daily Imagines

Here’s what’s going to go down.

I am going to update Harry Potter and the Cursed Sister once a week. (Follow me for updates!!)

I will post an imagine or something of the sort at least once a day, starting in September.

I will be taking imagine or something of the sort requests and I’ll post them when I can. When requesting please remember:

Tell me who you want it with. This can be ANYONE. Even if I’m not sure who they are, I’ll research them and make it the best I can.

If you have a specific idea you want, include it!!

I take pride in my writing, so it may take time for me to come up with the perfect story.

Feedback is always welcome, but make it constructive criticism if needed.

Remember, I am writing for you guys just as much as myself. So if you see something I can work on or any ideas of what I should write about, please suggest it!!

[loveddolan]

Holy fuck Grayson looks SO GOOD I'm so glad he lost lol. I hope he keeps the nose ring!!! (but on the flip side, I wonder what would've happened to Ethan if he lost?)

[onthecrosslook]

A Comprehensive Guide to Sherlockian Abbreviations

It has come to my attention that some of you poor lads have no idea what us Sherlockians are referring to.

So, I’m going to do my best to explain! I’ll start simple, so don’t worry.

~

Johnlock: A fictional ship between John Watson and Sherlock Holmes. If you don’t know what this is, I don’t know if I can help you.

Mystrade: A fictional ship between Mycroft Holmes and Greg Lestrade. Even though, well, they’ve barely shared a single scene together.

Adlock: A fictional ship between Irene Adler and Sherlock Holmes. Irene is canonically a lesbian, but you do you, I suppose.

Sheriarty: A fictional ship between Sherlock Holmes and Jim Moriarty. Referenced in TEH as a possible canon solution to Sherlock’s faked death. Also known as ‘Jimlock’.

Sherlolly: A fictional ship between Sherlock Holmes and Molly Hooper. She’s honestly way too good for him.

Warstan: A (sadly) canonical ship between John Watson and Mary Morstan. It’s…okay at the best of times. Dunno what Moftiss was thinking. Also, the ship name is quite awful.

Moftiss: An amalgamation of the names Mark Gatiss and Steven Moffat. Used to refer to the writers of BBC Sherlock in unison.

Sherlock Meta: A theory based on careful analysis of an episode/scene of BBC Sherlock. Fan-made.

TJLC: The Johnlock Conspiracy. It’s a giant conspiracy theory involving thousands of metas and such about people who are convinced that Johnlock is the endgame of the show.

TRMoJaS: This reminds me of John and Sherlock. Used by fans when stumbling upon a piece of media that triggers a recollection of the titular characters.

The Secret Episode: A supposedly filmed but unreleased episode of Series Four (?). Highly unreliable, likely a figment of hopeful imaginations.

The Purple Shirt of Sex: A purple button-up that is sinfully tight and parodied, as a result of the buttons always looking like they’re about to pop off. Seriously, go look up Ben in a purple shirt. You won’t regret it.

Tarmac Hell: A scene from His Last Vow in which Sherlock aborts a supposed love confession to John to instead tell him that ‘Sherlock is actually a girl’s name’. Hell for everyone involved.

ACD Canon: Events that happened in the Original Sir Arthur Conan Doyle publications of ‘The Adventures of Sherlock Holmes’. Often referenced in metas.

The Elephant in the Room: A supposed euphemism for Johnlock. Also a popular meta in which elephants are referenced throughout the series of BBC Sherlock.

Character Mirror: A minor or major character meant to simulate another character in actions to recall a certain scene for the audience. (Ex. Sholto/Sherlock, Irene/Sherlock, etc.)

[Sebastian] Moran: A sniper (originally from ACD Canon) referenced often in Sherlock metas, and Moriarty’s right hand man. John mirror. Not included in BBC Sherlock, but a popular part of fandom culture. Often depicted as in an unhealthy relationship with his boss, Jim Moriarty.

The Gay Bar Scene: A deleted scene from BBC Sherlock. John and Sherlock go to a gay bar for entirely heterosexual reasons.

Harriet ‘Harry’ [Watson]: An alcoholic, and also John’s elder sister. Referenced in BBC Sherlock. Often portrayed as being either divorced or married to her wife, Clara.

Victor [Trevor]: Sherlock’s childhood best friend who was murdered by his sister, Eurus. Revealed in TFP. Alternative name is ‘Redbeard’.

TPLoSH: Short for ‘The Private Life of Sherlock Holmes’. It’s a movie in which Sherlock Holmes is canonically gay. It’s often talked about by Moftiss.

Granada Holmes: A seven season Sherlock Holmes TV show starring Jeremy Brett. Many find that Holmes and Watson are essentially married in this series, so a few fans have made the fandom switch to this show.

Richie Verse: The unfinished Holmes and Watson movie trilogy starring Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law. The titular pair in these films are undeniably in love, and (according to a popular source) may have the first Johnlock canon in cinematic history.

Bisexual Lighting: In which John Watson is bathed in purple, pink, and blue lighting while in a bar. Questionable music plays.

The Gay Pilot: The original unaired pilot of BBC Sherlock. Called the ‘Gay Pilot’ for being incredibly homoerotic, and also for the set looking like a 70s p*rn shoot. Runtime was only an hour, and there were a few notable cast changes, including Angelo and Sally Donovan.

ASiP: A Study in Pink. Episode one, series one of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Jeff Hope and Moriarty.

TBB: The Blind Banker. Episode two, series one of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Shan and M.

TGG: The Great Game. Episode three, series one of BBC Sherlock. Villain is Jim Moriarty.

ASiB: A Scandal in Belgravia. Episode one, series two of BBC Sherlock. Villain is Irene Adler.

THoB: The Hounds of Baskerville. Episode two, series two of BBC Sherlock. Villain is Dr. Bob Frankland.

TRF: The Reichenbach Fall. Episode three, series two of BBC Sherlock. Villain is Jim Moriarty.

TEH: The Empty Hearse. Episode one, series three of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Lord Moran and C.A.M.

TSoT: The Sign of Three. Episode two, series three of BBC Sherlock. Villains are C.A.M., Mayfly Man, and (in my opinion) Mary.

The Stag Night: A sub-class of TSoT. In which Sherlock and John do unspeakably homoerotic things that reek of unresolved sexual tension. The tension is not relieved. They get arrested. Villains are the writers, for queerbaiting their fans.

HLV: His Last Vow. Episode three, series three of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Charles Augustus Magnussen and Mary Watson (Morstan? Rosamund Mary?).

TAB: The Abominable Bride. Episode four, series three of BBC Sherlock. (Originally aired as a TV movie that won a Primetime Emmy.) Also known as the ‘Gay Victorian Fever Dream’ to avid fans. Villains are Emelia Ricoletti, Sir Eustace Carmichael, Jim Moriarty, Mary Watson (Morstan? Rosamund Mary?).

TST: The Six Thatchers. Episode one, series four of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Vivian Norbury, Ajay, and Mary Watson (Morstan? Rosamund Mary?).

TLD: The Lying Detective. Episode two, series four of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Culverton Smith and John Watson.

TFP: The Final Problem. Episode three, series four of BBC Sherlock. Villains are Eurus Holmes, Mycroft Holmes, Jim Moriarty, and Moftiss.

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[Will add more if necessary or requested.]

Hope this helped any confused fans/users!

[troye-and-connor-sivan]

let’s chat ! // dms are open

doing a q&a! ask me anythinggg and i’ll (try to) answer you! it doesn’t have to JUST be about this amount! it can be anything from advice to what’s my favorite color :)

[metronn]

TOTAL BOPS

[fangirlsovertoomanythings]

An Unecessarily Long Post About Unecessary Headcannons on Music about Sherlock Holmes characters Because I Am an Hyperfixated Bitch

Sherlock Holmes listens to indie folk and knows a bunch of unknown songwritters, his favorite songs are probably from Keaton Henson

John Watson listens to Of Monster and Men like it is the gospel and knows a bunch of emo songs by heart because that's how he copes

Mycroft Holmes doesn't listen to music because they distract him and probably wants to throw hands with whoever wrote Hey Soul Sister because he can't take it out of his head

Irene Adler Norton listens to Eros Ramazotti and Andrea Boccelli; in fact, she wish her marriage would have one of their songs as she walked in a church but it never happened :( she also listens to Marina and the Diamonds

Mrs. Hudson refuses to listen to anything that isn't The Beatles and Queen

Inspector Lestrade isn't picky about music, he listens to literally anything except for K-POP and eletronic music

Wiggins listens to Avicii, Backstreet Boys and Coldplay and wants Sherlock Holmes to learn how to play Viva la Vida on the violin because of that; he also headbangs to anime OPs

Victor Trevor listens to The Front Bottoms and is deeply disappointed with the whole McCafferty drama because he has breakdowns while listening to Scotland

Isa Whitney listens to Happy Pills as a way to cope with his opium addiction; his wife can't take it anymore

Mary Morstan Watson likes J-POP groups but doesn't mind listening to her husband's comfort music

Mr. Woodley is a little too into Unhealthy Obsession

Professor Moriarty listens to Mother Mother and his favorite song is Infinitesimal

Sebastian Moran is secretly into AC/DC but is too busy pretending he is into classical music instead

Violet Hunter likes Melanie Martinez and listening to Dollhouse gives her vietnam flashbacks to that one time she was working as a housekeeper to this Rucastle dude

Sir Henry Baskerville's favorite song is Bruno is Orange

Mary Sutherland is a simple woman, she sees Katy Perry's Teenage Dream in the title she clicks

Stamford is into Imagine Dragons and Fall Out Boys

McMurdo's favorite song is Mundian to Bach Ke Rahim for no other reason than this song being a bop to put in the BG of fight scenes

Thurston, Watson's club friend, sings Poker Face with such passion he even tries to autotune his own voice

Helen Stoner cries to Because of You by Kelly Clarkson. Because FUCK her stepdad.

Charles Augustus Milverton doesn't know the name of the song, but he keeps singing on his head "Got a secret, can you keep it? Swear this one you'll save, better lock it on your pocket, taking this one to the grave".

[k-ia-n]

Kians crab face, love it 🙌🏻😂❤️

[ao3feed-johnlock]

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/3gmrfkv

by ImpossibleElement

Something made the rebel pause, once John turned the card meant for his future the shadow that passed across the girl’s face made Sherlock’s insides curdle; her smirk was completely wiped now.

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 With Moriarty’s warning in mind, Sherlock desperately looks for a way to protect that which he loves, Not knowing the enemy scheming to destroy the kingdom and all it stands for is closer than any of them imagined.

 SEQUEL TO THE ROTTEN APPLE AND THE FORGOTTEN OCEAN

Words: 1831, Chapters: 1/12, Language: English

Series: Part 4 of The Dragon's Spell

Fandoms: Sherlock (TV)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen, M/M

Characters: Sherlock Holmes, John Watson, Irene Adler (Sherlock Holmes), Greg Lestrade, Mycroft Holmes, Molly Hooper, Mary Morstan, Eurus Holmes, Jim Moriarty, Mrs. Hudson (Sherlock Holmes), Original Characters, Philip Anderson, Sally Donovan, Sebastian Moran, Sebastian Wilkes, Victor Trevor, Charles Augustus Magnussen, Janine (Sherlock), Culverton Smith

Relationships: Sherlock Holmes/John Watson, Molly Hooper/Greg Lestrade

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Magic, Romance, Fantasy, Mystery, Movie: Descendants 3, Drama, POV Alternating, Right and Wrong, Villains, Heroes & Heroines, Teenlock, Dragons, Johnlock Roulette, Pirates, Dreams, The Rotten Apple, The Forgotten Ocean, John is Perfect, What else is new?, Sherlock Being Sherlock, Sherlock Holmes Loves John Watson, Sherlock is a Mess, Sherlock is a Brat, it's possible to be both

August 02, 2020 at 07:39PM

[fernwehbookworm]

(via https://open.spotify.com/playlist/383VPV3dX3TZCqKunEYzfu?si=vN63TciqQDC0HXCTMaHRBA)

Here is my playlist for this fic if anyone is interested.

I obviously didn’t use all of them and it’s not really in order. But hopefully, it helps you get in my head a little bit.

For those who don’t have Spotify here is a text list:

Temporary Bliss- The Cab

Dollhouse- Melanie Martinez

Teenagers- My Chemical Romance

Don’t Threaten Me with a Good Time- Panic! At the Disco

Mad Hatter- Melanie Martinez

Sit Still, Look Pretty- Daya

Girls Like Girls- Hayley Kiyoko

Something's Gotta Give- All Time Low

Let’s Roll- Trevor Moran

Champion- Fall Out Boy

Victorious- Panic! At the Disco

Moments- Tove Lo

Love Myself- Hailee Steinfeld

Hold Me Down- Halsey

Wilson (Expensive Mistakes)- Fall Out Boy

Gasoline- Halsey

Better- OneRepublic

Control- Halsey

Habits (Stay High)- Tove Lo

Heavy (feat. Kiiara)- Linkin Park

Honest- The Chainsmokers

I said Hi- Amy Shark

All Alright- fun.

Flaws- Bastille

Blood / / Water- grandson

2/14 - The Band CAMINO

My Thoughts on You- The Band CAMINO

Start Over- Imagine Dragons

Angel With A Shotgun- The Cab

Black Butterflies and Deja Vu- The Maine

Numbers- The Cab

Woke THe F*ck Up- Jon Bellion

Cardiac Arrest- Bad Suns

Sight of the Sun- fun.

Woman Woman- AWOLNATION

Overwhelming- Jon Bellion

I’m Yours- Alessia Cara

While You Count Sheep- Jon Bellion

Next to Me- Imagine Dragons

The Last of the Real Ones- Fall Out Boy

New Religion (Acoustic)- THe Heydaze

Natural- Imagine Dragons

Made 2 Love U- Johnny Balik

Born to Be Yours- Kygo, Imagine Dragons

Battle Scars- Guy Sebastion, Lupe Fiasco

Halls- Andrew McMahon

Nobody- Todrick Hall, Jade Novah

Take It All Back 2.0- Judah & the Lion

These are the Lies- The Cab

Chills- Down With Webster

Mine- Jayesslee

No Place- Backstreet Boys

Normal- Sasha Sloan

Hurts 2B Human- P!nk, Khalid

Don’t Leave- Snakeships, MO

Religion- Colton Avery

[teendotcom]

I have been dealing with a lot of mental health issues recently... It feels good to finally get some help. Life is such a precious thing. I’m learning how to appreciate it more & soak up each moment day by day.

Trevor Moran on getting help for mental health issues x

[pastelbatfandoms]

Mostly pop playlist (but not really)

1. Song Title:

USS-Freakquency

Do you know the words to this song? I don’t know all of them but I know most <<Same

2. Song Title: Labrinth-Let it be

What’s your favorite line from this song? I’mma go out fighting and leave My scars.

3. Song Title: Beyonce-Crazy in Love (cover)

How does this song make you feel? ummm I mean just listen to the song... ;) 50 Shades has the best soundtrack even though the Movies and Books suck.

4. Song Title: Fear The Fever-Digital Daggers

What genre of music is this song? Indie Pop

5. Song Title: SYML-Where’s My Love

Favourite instrument in this song? The Acoustic Guitar

6. Song Title: Billie Eilish-You should see me in a crown

Have you ever heard this song in the car on the radio? First time I heard it was on The Snow White and The Huntsman but I’m sure it’s been on the radio before. 

7. Song Title: Lana Del Rey-Old Money

How many times have you listened to this song? Not many,mainly when I write one of My WWE Shane Mcmahon or Triple H Smuts lol

8. Song Title: Miike Snow-Genghis Khan

Would you consider this song to be underground, overplayed, mainstream or rarely heard of? I wouldn’t consider it mainstream,I’ve only heard on You Tube lol But I don’t really listen to the radio so I wouldn’t know if it’s over played or not. 

9. Song Title: Demi Lavoto- Give your heart a break

Was this song on a movie? Maybe??

10. Song Title: Gotye-Somebody that I used to know

Is this song in English? Yes

11. Song Title: Ke$ha-Supernatural

Where is the band from? She’s from The US. LA.

12. Song Title: Trevor Moran-The Dark Side

Would you have this song as a ringback tone? Probably not, I don’t listen to it that much

13. Song Title: Chase Atlantic-Church

How did you first discover this song? I heard it first on a MV on YT forgot all about it and heard it again later on in a Cheryl Blossom x Billy Hargrove MV. Then I watched the official Music Video,totally didn’t expect them to look so Emo lol

14. Song Title: Michael Jackson-Fall Again

Best dance move to do to this song? A Slow Dance for sure

15. Song Title: Zayde Wolf-Born Ready

Is this a remake of another song? Surprisingly No

16. Song Title: Digital Daggers-Beneath The Flames

Can you play this song on any instrument? I probably could but I never have.

17. Song Title: PVRIS-You and I

Which line in the song describes you? I know it’s warmer where you are and it’s safer by your side.

18. Song Title: Billie Eilish & Khalid-Lovely

Which of your friends reminds you most of this song? It reminds me of a few people I don’t talk to anymore but I still really like it.

19. Song Title: Heaven Help Me- Raign

Does this song describe a period of time in your life? I suppose a few low times in my life but this song is pretty religious so no not really. 

20. Song Title: Marina and The Diamonds-True Colors (Cover)

Do you have a t-shirt supporting the singer/band of this song? No,I don’t think I have any Band shirts anymore.

21. Song Title: Maroon 5- Girls Like you

Is this your best friend’s favorite song? lol No

22. Song Title: Bebe Rexha-Small Doses

If this song played at a dance, what would you do? Probably dance to it

23. Song Title: Zara Larson-Never Forget you

What’s the best sounding instrument in this song? The Piano

24. Song Title: PVRIS-Eyelids

Does your favorite band sing this song? I like there songs but they are Nowhere near my fave,I know nothing about them or her. 

25. Song Title: Nightcore-Dark Believer (Mashup)

Is this appropriate to be played at a funeral? lol no maybe if it was by NightWish.

26. Song Title: Lana Del Rey-Hit and Run

Have you ever heard this song live in concert? No :(

27. Song Title: Lana Del Rey-Blue Velvet

Great sex song or not? It can be,if you’re into Girls or a guy who likes Lana. 

28. Song Title: Hurts-Illuminated

What comes to mind when you hear this song? because most of these are for My Fics I’d say it reminds me of The Wizarding World or Dr Strange or Magick in General. 

29. Song Title: Michael Jackson-The lady in My Life

Is this one of those songs you hate but have anyway? I love this song,it’s very Romantic.

30. Song Title: Imagine Dragons-Natural

Does your ex like this song? Probably,depends on which Ex. The one I dated for 8 Months probably does.

31. Song Title: The Pretty Reckless-If he loves you

Could this song be considered for a “fight scene”? No, but it’s a great Bad Boy song

32. Song Title: 30 Seconds to Mars-Love is Madness

Is this song recent or old? Recent as of last year (such a Harley and Joker song)

33. Song Title: Lana Del Rey-Million Dollar Man

Do your parents know this song? I doubt it

34. Song Title: Apocolyptica-Broken Pieces Is this song a guilty pleasure/Are you ashamed to have it? Definitely not,I love this song and Band.

[thepatricktreestump]

pride month asks!

some questions and answers about my experience with LGBTQ+

1.       What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? 

I identify as bisexual and genderfluid, so my pronouns regularly change from she/her to he/him.

2.      How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story?

I have always been a huge ally to the LGBTQ+ community, but one day I was stepping out of the shower, and kind of thinking to myself what the difference between having sex with a guy and having sex with a girl was. After contemplation, I thought to myself that they really weren’t all that different to me, and I’d probably enjoy having sex with a girl just as much as having sex with a guy. I researched online a little bit, and I figured out that yeah, I’m probably bi. Especially after I fell in love with both Brendon Urie and his wife Sarah, I was pretty damn sure I was bi.

3.      Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it?

Sometimes I do, but it honestly doesn’t bother me too much because I come from a very conservative, religious, small town background. I grew up in a private Catholic school where everyone is Republican and nobody even knows what being gay is, much less a different gender. So I’m kind of used to putting up a façade for others. As I graduated and moved away from my hometown, things have been much better, and by politely correcting others, I’m able to be confident in who I am as well as educate the people around me.

4.      Who was the first person you told, how did they react?

Oh god, haha. I distinctly remember that night when I knew I was going to tell my best friend I was genderfluid. I was so nervous and scared, I just sort of blurted it out over text, in all caps, like “I’M GENDERFLUID” and then I kind of panicked, so I proceeded to send her about a hundred Hamilton gifs to cover up what I had typed out and sent. Although it was awkward in the moment, we both laugh about it to this day, and she’s been so accepting and kind to me ever since that moment.

5.      Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel?

For my friends, it was a lot of anxiety and doubt. For my parents, fear and chaos. My friends didn’t understand, they thought it was a disease of some sort, and actually a lot of them stopped talking to me. Again, conservative religious background, but still, no excuse. I grew up in a very abusive household, and it wasn’t my choice to come out. My therapist had forced me to tell my parents in a session and it was an absolute mess. Coming out wasn’t the best experience, especially as a freshman in high school.

6.      If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react?

I kind of explained above, but basically not so well. My dad went absolutely off on me, and said some of the most horrible things I have ever been told in my life. He said that I was dragging everyone I knew towards hell, that what I was is unmoral, unnatural, and unnormal, acted like I was some sort of monster, said it was extremely difficult to even be related to me, and that I was corrupting his family and disrespecting his household. It was a miserable time for me, but through music, I was able to write a song about it that helped me cope.

7.      What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality?

A lot of people assume that because I’m bisexual, I’m some sort of fetish they can use to fulfill their dirty fantasies. I’m always asked to be a part of a couple’s threesome. I am told that the only reason I’m bi is because I want double the opportunities to have sex. It’s ridiculous and disgusting. I’m bi because I like people. Not because I like sex.

8.     Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear.

I really fucking love beanies! Most of the time I read that’s the essential clothing item for all genderfluid people, which makes me laugh, because it’s true. Combat boots or converse, black jeans, a band t-shirt, a sports bra or binder, a jean jacket, and a beanie is always my go-to outfit. So much so, to the point my sister told me that every time I go out in public I’m always wearing the same thing, which kind of makes me laugh.

9.      Who are your favourite lgbt+ ships?

I don’t know if you’ve ever read the magna, Tamen de Gushi, but I absolutely love it! That lesbian couple is everything! I also really love Shane Dawson and Ryland Adams, of course. Captain Holt from Brooklyn Nine Nine and his husband is amazing. Elijah Daniels and Sam also make me super fucking happy.

10.  What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any?

Growing up as a theater kid, I’ve always seen makeup as accentuated and over the top. I only ever wore makeup on stage, and even then, it was special effects type stuff, zombies and clowns and shit. Once I hit puberty though, my mom would force me to wear makeup because she said it would make me beautiful. I hated it. She would force me to put on makeup before I left the door and it made me have horrible self image issues. As I grew older, I found a love for makeup through beauty gurus and drag queens, and I sometimes dabble in it either for fun or for special events like prom or fancy dinners. I always prefer no makeup though, I feel like to me, wearing it is just hiding behind a mask.

11.   Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you?

ALL THE GODDAMN FUCKING TIME. Since I’ve gotten my haircut, a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. Wearing a binder also helps so much! However, I still really want to start T and I think that will help a lot. Dysphoria affects me in so many ways, whether my self confidence or my body image, my anxiety and my mood, etc., a lot of it depends on how comfortable I am in my own skin.

12.  What is the stupidest thing you’ve heard said about the lgbt+ community?

Homophobic people are probably the stupidest people I’ve ever met in my life, to be honest. I’ve heard thousands of dumb things come from their mouths. I think the most outrageous myth I’ve heard is probably that being gay is a disease, and that simply being around another gay person will make you gay. Like who the fuck comes up with this shit? Smh.

13.  What’s your favourite thing about the lgbt+ community?

How creative we are. We’re resilient and outspoken and passionate, but most of all, so talented. The queer community is full of inventors, politicians, emperors, artists, directors, actors, musicians, and more. It’s gorgeous just how much we are capable of.

14.  What’s your least favourite thing about the lgbt+ community?

The discrimination breaks my heart. The fact that we are terrified to so much as hold hands with the one we love in public. To be beaten, tortured, and killed simply for who we are. That is what hurts me the most.

15.  Have you ever been to your cities pride event? Why or why not?

No, I find it sort of ironic every time there is a pride event I happen to have a concert on that day. Once, a Panic! concert, which honestly is sort of the equivalent of Pride. We went and there were so many LGTBQ+ flags and people and it was so gorgeous. I have attended pride prom once though, and it was probably the most fun I had ever had in a really long time.

16.  Who is your favourite lgbt+ Icon/Advocate/Celebrity?

I absolutely adore Miles McKenna. He has helped me so much in finding myself and accepting who I am. He’s such a huge spokesperson for the community and I am so grateful to have him in my life.

17.   Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet?

I’ve been in several relationships, surprisingly, through parties and discussions and friends. My s.o. right now I met through high school, which was crazy in itself, but we’ve been dating for almost two years now and I love them to death.

18.  What is your favourite lgbt+ book?

Beautiful Music for Ugly Children is one of my favorite books ever and it’s about being FTM trans and I love it so much wow.

19.  Have you ever faced discrimination? What happened?

So very much. After coming out to one of my best friends, she stared at me, disgusted and went “well don’t try to have sex with me or anything” and then proceeded to never talk to me again. I’ve received dirty looks and glares, been misgendered on purpose, and even received death threats. It’s horrible.

20. Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show?

I love American Horror Story so much because of just how much representation it gives our community and how natural they make it seem! And of course, “Love, Simon” was an amazing movie that made me cry like a baby.

21.  Who are some of your favourite lgbt+ bloggers?

I don’t really know about bloggers, but definitely Youtubers! Shane Dawson, Miles Chronicles, Thomas Sanders, Ally Hills, Anthony Amorim, Elijah Daniels, Elle Mills, Garrett Watts, Sam Collins, Todrick Hall, and Trevor Moran are a couple of my favorites.

22. Which lgbt+ slur do you want to reclaim?

I don’t think queer should be a slur. I think queer is a form of self expression and an umbrella term for the community, and I believe many other LGBTQ+ members agree. It’s a word that we take great pride in rather than shame or discrimination.

23. Have you ever gone to a gay bar, or a drag show, how was it?

No, but god I would love to.

24. How do you self-identify your gender, and what does that mean to you?

For me, it’s simply just a part of who I am. Just like the weather, my gender simply changes and I adapt to it. It makes me comfortable in my own skin and proud of who I am. I wouldn’t change being genderfluid for the world.

25. Are you interested in having children? Why or why not?

I fucking hate the idea of pushing a human being out of my vagina, and I would probably want anything else in the entire world other than giving birth. Being pregnant for nine months sounds absolutely miserable and dysphoric, and I cannot even imagine going through labor. However, I would like to have kids, just simply through foster care or adoption, never like my own biological children. There are more than enough kids who need good homes who already exist and I’m more than happy to give it to them.

26. What identity advice would you give your younger self?

You aren’t alone and there are so many people just like you. Your parents do not own you and cannot tell you who you are supposed to be. You are you.

27.  What do you think of gender roles in relationships?

Gender roles are complete bullshit. Let a guy be a stay at home dad. Let a woman be the working one. Everyone should have responsibilities regardless of their gender. If there’s dirty dishes, do the fucking dishes, don’t wait for your spouse to get home to do them. It’s absolutely ridiculous, really. Just do your part in the relationship.

28. Anything else you want to share about your experience with gender?

It breaks my heart how much pain and suffering one has to go through just to be themselves, especially for women and trans people. It’s horrible.

29. What is something you wish people know about being lgbt+?

It’s natural! It’s comfortable! And it’s normal! Being oneself is just part of life, there’s no need to have shame or guilt about it. Respect someone the way you wish you would be accepted and loved.

30. Why are proud to be lgbt+?

We have worked so fucking hard to be recognized for who we are. There’s still so much we need to do though, and we aren’t ever going to stop until every single one of our siblings gain the love and respect they deserve.

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"the d word" hahahaha he doesn't want to say dad/daddy bc he knows he'll get swamped with little girls being nasty

[amelia-hyacinth-vale]

Personal Info

GENERAL

Amelia H. Vale // female (she/her) // 21 y/o // May 8, 1997 // Taurus // demisexual/romantic // asexual/romantic // Writing // Photography // Reading // Enamel Pin Collecting // Hufflepuff

CURRENT FAVES

Soda: Root Beer

Candy: Candy Corn

Book: The Three Musketeers

Song: Fire on Fire - Sam Smith // The Cure - Lady Gaga

Movie: Jurassic Park

M/M Ship: Jeddy

W/W Ship: Korrasami

M/W Ship: Remadora

OC: Carter Florian

Hogwarts House: Slytherin

OTHER WEBSITES:

Fandom Tumblr - @theprodigypenguin (my blog for Harry Potter and Voltron stuff)

Wattpad - Amelia_Vale (features full length original novels and random PJO fanfictions)

DeviantArt - no-white-knights (where I find artists to commission)

Ao3 - amelia_vale_official (currently home to all my VLD and Harry Potter fanfics)

Instagram - no_white_knights (private account, only for Tumblr mutuals & Wattpad followers)

Twitter - ameliahvale (not currently active)

FANDOM OTPS

Sheith (Shiro/Keith)

Jeith/Jaith (James/Keith)

Heith (Hunk/Keith)

Adashi (Adam/Shiro)

Healia (Heath/Krolia)

Solangelo (Will/Nico)

Jercy (Jason/Percy)

Jasico (Jason/Nico)

Valgrace (Jason/Leo)

Apothus (Apollo/Hyacinthus)

Beckengard (Charles/Silena)

Theyna (Thalia/Reyna)

Odazai (Odasaku/Dazai)

Stucky (Steve/Bucky)

Scorbus (Scorpius/Albus)

Jeddy (James Sirius Potter/Teddy Lupin)

Wolfstar (Remus Lupin/Sirius Black)

Remadora (Remus Lupin/Nymphadora Tonks)

Jegulus (Regulus Black/James Potter)

NOTPS

Klance // Percico // Jasper // Caleo // Stony // Drarry // Ereri // Scorose

MOST ACTIVE FANDOMS

Marvel // Voltron: Legendary Defender // Riordanverse // Harry Potter // The Cursed Child // Fantastic Beasts

MOVIES/TV SHOWS (+Netflix)

MCU // Spirited Away // Princess Mononoke // Howl’s Moving Castle // Jurassic Park/World Saga // The Hobbit Trilogy // Fantastic Beasts Franchise // El Dorado // Treasure Planet // The 10 Year Plan // Boondock Saints // Atlantis: The Lost Empire // Speed Racer // 4th Man Out // Stargate SG-1 // Avatar the Last Airbender // Legend of Korra // Danny Phantom // Grimm // Voltron: Legendary Defender // Trollhunters: Tales of Arcadia // Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Cat Noir // Supernatural // Parks and Recreation // Sherlock // Glitch

ANIME

Bungou Stray Dogs // One Piece // Saiyuki // Ouran Highschool Host Club // Magi: The Labyrinth of Magic // Magi: The Kingdom of Magic // Magi: Adventure of Sinbad // Durarara //Arslan Senki // Arslan Senki: Fuujin Ranbu // No.6 // Nabari No Ou // Sket Dance // Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun // Hetalia

MUSIC

Fall Out Boy // Demi Lovato // Adam Lambert // James Blunt // Sia // Panic! At The Disco // Starset // Niall Horan // Owl City // Ellie Goulding // Halsey // Avril Lavigne // Avicii // Zedd // Maroon 5 // Phillip Phillips // Get Scared // Kygo // Studio Killers // The Chainsmokers // Imagine Dragons // Ariana Grande // Rise Against // Five Finger Death Punch // Train // Clean Bandit // Coldplay // We The Kings // OneRepublic // The Script // Of Monsters and Men // Shinedown // Arrows to Athens // Linkin Park // Flogging Molly // Hollywood Undead // Louis Tomlinson // Taylor Swift // Ke$ha // P!nk // Lady Gaga // Troye Sivan // ONE OK ROCK // Us the Duo // Trevor Moran // He is We // All Time Low // Bastille // Jon Bellion // American Authors // The Cab