#trevor 'alucard' belmont

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Gabriel becoming Archangel Gabriel and Dracul is a Lord of Shadow in the end of the DLC of LoS1, only to also make Trevor a Lord of Shadow as well on accident in MoF, in this essay I will-

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Me? Venting through Gabriel? Nah...

Gabriel watched the scene in the home through the eyes of his rats. Trevor, Victor, Victor's family, the Belnades, Toymaker, and Chupacabra were all under the same roof, causing a ruckus. He often dreamed of this scenario, as a child, laying awake in the bed in the Brotherhood orphanage. A large family, busting the house from the seams. But.... He couldn't feel happy. He felt next to nothing.

These people shouldn't be here. He shouldn't be here. He was a shadow looking over their happiness. The scars he's given most of the people here will never fully fade. Toymaker flinches if he raises his voice. Chupacabra flinches when his fist is raised. Trevor reaches instinctively for his sword when Gabriel is even remotely tapped into his power. The humans would rather not interact with him one-on-one, and avoid him as a whole, unless Victor or Trevor is there.

Why does his chest hurt? He thought, laying on the stone floor.

He watches the scene further, scurrying to a new watching spot. He can see some of the Belnades kids play wrestling with the Belmont kids. These kids were so carefree. He wished to join them, show them that he wasn't a threat to them. But he stopped himself. He would only hurt them in the end. They knew, even at their young age to never trust a being of darkness like him.

Oh, he trembles in the cold of the room. The pain was bad.

He moves again, this time watching Toymaker do puppet shows with the youngest children. Gabriel had not given this man so much as a second thought when he was still a lord. Even now, Toymaker was scared and nervous to be around him, watching his words as to not anger his former master. Gabriel knew he would never be truly invited to one of these shows. He was fine with that. It was only a little bit he could do, to pay back for everything he put Toymaker under.

He gasps and reaches for his chest. Oh it hurts so much.

He watched the Chupacabra teleport around, causing small mischief. He felt awful for locking the creature up for so long. Nothing as free as the Chupacabra deserves that type of punishment, no matter what it did to him. He left holy relics around for it to 'Discover'. It was small, but it was penance for what he had done to the creature in the past. Yes it was annoying, but it was a simple being, that only wanted to play with him. It knew he was immortal, like it was, so of course it would come to Gabriel. It desired companionship. Just as he had. Yet all he did was abuse it, and punish it for simply existing. He did not deserve its forgiveness.

He started clawing at his chest. This beating heart did not belong to him.

He stepped over to Trevor's and Victor's spot. He was listening, only partially, to them. His rat eyes were trained into the spot where he had staked Trevor. He ripped his son's humanity from him. Hell, he killed Sypha! What man killed his son's wife? Gabriel deserved every drop of venom and hatred from Simon and Trevor. He deserved to be sealed away. He deserved this tortured existence. Trevor is innocent. Trevor deserved to have lived a full life with Sypha, and maybe he would've given Simon some siblings. Gabriel often wondered if Trevor had a similar dream of having a large family, as Gabriel had.

He could feel the skin and meat and muscle give way under his claws, but he was nowhere close to the beating.

He looked over at Victor. This man nearly died because of him. He brought an innocent man into his fight. A man who had a family. How he found it inside him to forgive a wretch like Gabriel, he never could understand. Gabriel had waited for Trevor and Victor to seal him away. To put a permanent end to Dracul. To Gabriel. But they didn't, they let him live. Allowed him to exist within the families they had made.

Marie was there... His love. His life. His heart. She was laughing alongside Victor's partner, her laugh still as beautiful as he always remembered it being. He wants to go over to her and hug her. To ensure she was actually alive and not another hopeless illusion. Illusion? Or hallucination? He didn't know the difference. The yearning inside him begged him to go over and hold her. To remember that war was over and he could finally rest. But it wasn't that easy. His eyes looked at her gown. Back when he was human, he would have never thought twice about the collar on her gown, and how far it came up. But they weren't human, and haven't been in a long time. She only wore them to cover up her scar when he had beheaded her.

Flesh and blood and bile covered the stones beneath him. This wasn't his skin, his blood, his bones. This wasn't his heart inside him. It beat with an unnatural speed and rhythm. It wasn't his, wasn't his, wasn't his, wasn't his, wasn't-

Dracul ran from the scene, he needed air. He needed space. He traveled to the upper layers of the strange building Zobek had made of his once beloved Castle.

Beloved? No. That Castle hurt him-

The Castle loved Dracul in the way he deserved to be loved. He deserved everything the Castle did. It protected him. It loved him, loved him. We love you, my Prince. Please come back to us. We are your true family.

He never told them that the voices of the Castle never truly left. It served as reminder at just how temporary this living arrangement was. This happiness was temporary, but its love was forever, and it would follow Dracul anywhere to stay with him and only him.

Dracul's skin itched. It wasn't his. This wasn't his skin. It was a punishment. He needed the itching to stop!

As soon as he got to the upper level, Dracul left the rats and started scratching his skin. His nails effortlessly dug into his chest. His neck. His abdomen. He dug and dug until he no longer felt the itch. Flesh and muscle and tissue made a grotesque portrait on the floor.

Dracul breathed in deeply when the itching stopped. The heart was still beating. His heart? He didn't have a heart. With a growl, he forces his heart to stop. It had no right to beat

"No. No, no, no." His eyes widen. He failed. He failed Trevor again. His body burned as it repaired itself. His face burned as his tears dripped down. In his right mind, he knew he needed to tell Trevor about this, but in his current state, he didn't want to burden his son more than he already had.

But as he was cleaning up the mess, Trevor came in with a knowing look on his face. He took the supplies and ushers Dracul to sit in an arm chair. He didn't fight his son, there was no point. Trevor was just like his mother. Once his mind was set on something, he would stubbornly see it through.

"Father, you're like that too." Trevor's voice startled Dracul. Oh, right. The telepathic bond they shared. That's how Trevor knew.

"I'm sorry... You and Marie shouldn't have to take care of me." Dracul says softly instead. That made Trevor pause, so Dracul continues, "I broke the promise I made to not hurt myself anymore, and now you're sitting here cleaning up my mess."

"Father, it's no big deal-"

He pauses to angrily rub away at his tears. Why was he crying?! He was Dracul! Prince of Darkness! Dracul doesn't cry!

"But it is!" Dracul was quick to interrupt Trevor. "I hurt so many people here, and instead of hurting me in return, they forgave me! Despite everything I've done to try and prove myself a valuable ally, they still don't trust me! They reek of fear and disgust when I step into the room!" Once the words and tears started, Dracul couldn't stop them, "I am a monster Trevor! Toymaker and Chupacabra are still scared of me! Victor's family still shy away from me when I try to interact with them! You and Marie freeze up when I lift my hands! I don't fit in with the human population and have to be locked away in the house just to avoid harm to your reputation, because I can't go even a month without tearing myself apart!"

"Gabriel does." When did Trevor get close enough to grip his hands? "Gabriel is scared and lost and confused. He doesn't know what's going on in a world that continued without him." Dracul couldn't look at Trevor. His son deserved so much better. His wife deserved better. Everyone in this building deserved better.

"And you don't? Do you not think you deserve better than what had been forced upon you?" Trevor asks. Dracul's silence was telling. Trevor sighs, "father. You deserved better."

Gabriel hugs his son. He couldn't stop himself, everything felt like it was crashing down on him.

"Trevor, I would never hurt you and Marie."

"I know father. We both know."

"I never wanted to hurt either of you to begin with."

"We know. I love you father."

Gabriel pauses. Trevor had never told him... "You... You love me? Despite everything I've done to you?"

Trevor chuckles and nods, "yes, I love you father. Forgive me for how long it took me to say it." Gabriel grips him tighter.

"I love you too Trevor." He says back. Marie's perfume filled the room suddenly. It smelt like sweet peas and peonies. She said nothing as she stepped into the room and over to the men in the chair. Wrapping her arms around both of their heads, she pulls them close and hugs them.

"Victor was asking about both of you, so I came up to check-in." She explains before they could ask her anything. Trevor eventually moved away from the hug, and politely excused himself, leaving his parents to talk with each other.

"Marie, i-." She quickly cuts him off with a kiss. A kiss that felt like forgiveness.

"My love," She starts as she pulls away, "I know. I heard the tail end of what you said." She holds his face in her hands. Her hands were calloused from her needlework, but they were so comforting for him. "I love you. I love you so much. You have no idea how much I blame myself for everything that happened. My decision to give up Trevor to Volpe was the catalyst to everything. But here we are. We get a second chance for the life we were denied. I don't know the full extent of what happened to you on Earth... But I know enough."

Oh...Oh...

He couldn't get words out as tears flowed again. She had seen what the Castle had done to him.

"And you still love me?"

"With every fiber of my being."

They held each other for a while longer, both of them shedding tears that they had held back originally.

Eventually, they calmed down. With some soft words, Gabriel stands up from the chair, and lets Marie lead him back to the chaos downstairs. As he gets down the stairs, he can see how the little ones get excited to see him. He gets one moment to squeeze Marie's hand, before getting surrounded by the younger kids. Marie lets go of his hand, only for the kids to eagerly lead him to the area David was doing his puppet shows.

Everything was going to be fine. He was healing, and he was loved. Gabriel finally had the family he always dreamed of.

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💖Trevor goes full on bird dancing on Sypha💖

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Sypha just lives snuggled up between them at all times

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Obsessed with the idea of Castlevania from Alucard's perspective 'cause like. Imagine your dad is one of the most dangerous people on the planet but you keep forgetting about it because he's also hopelessly and pathetically devoted to your mother to the point of borderline neglecting you which kind of sucks but y'know whatever. And then your mom is brutally and publicly murdered so you head out for your dad's estate already presuming he's cooking up some pretty chill, sweet revenge, only to find out he's actually Actively Planning A Genocide against your own mother's people, of which you're also still technically a part of. So you try telling your dad that's actually Not Chill and he just fucking lunges at you, permanently scarring you and leaving you in a year long coma so now you have to kill your weirdo loser dad which sucks hard cuz y'know. You really don't have anyone else but ok.

But you're still in a coma so then you're woken up by a random mage girl who thinks you're Jesus Christ Reborn and a loser homeless boy who immediately (and homoerotically) tries to fight you and he actually manages to stab you in the gut but you think that's sexy and you ask them if they wanna help you kill your dad and now suddenly you're part of a murder polycule. So like. What I'm trying to say is 10/10 the character of all time

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Do you think a depressed person could make these??

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This is the correct order! ❤️

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For the ask: Trevorcard, Hector and Isaac :P

Trevorcard!

1. favorite thing about them: Trevorcard's devotion to his family, but also to his own humanity. He worked his ass off to get his father to see he's worthy of redemption, while also never succumbing to the vampire curse.

2. least favorite thing about them: The fact he never told Simon who he really was. I get why he didn't, but it doesn't make me happy about it.

3. favorite line: "You'll pay for what you did to me and my mother!" Specifically as young Trevor in the Castle portions of LoS2. It seems like a strange quote, but this is the first thing Trevor said to Dracul before their first battle, so it's how Trevorcard gets Gabriel to see the young boy is him.

4. brOTP: Trevorcard and Victor. Honestly, not much is known of their relationship, but I'd like to think they were pretty close.

5. OTP: Trethias (Trevorcard x Mathias) and Trevorcard x Sypha. (Gavor)

6. nOTP: Satan x Trevorcard. Listen Satan. Possessing the body of your crush's son, is not how you get your crush to like you back.

7. random headcanon: Trevorcard watches over the Belnades after he became a vampire. It's one thing he could do as atonement for causing his wife's death, but also because of the changing political stance on them. After the Belmonts split from the original Brotherhood of Light (another headcanon), he begins to watch over them too.

8. unpopular opinion: I think he's the coolest looking Alucard, and I like how they show that he refuses to give into the curse by perpetually starving himself of blood, which shows on his actual character model.

9. song i associate with them: uhhh....

Animal by Disturbed.

10. favorite picture of them: have some baby Trevorcard, ft. Dracul's hand.

Hector!

1. Favorite thing about them: The fact he broke away from Dracula and Isaac, finding his own place in the world, free from their toxicity.

2. Least favorite thing about them: Hector, honey, maybe don't try to the woman helping you. (I hope I'm remembering that panel of the manga correctly)

3. Favorite line: "Damn him! So be it. I must descend into darkness and reclaim that accursed power once more... Heed my words. I will hunt you down like the beast you are. I will have my revenge!" Like? My guy? That goes so fucking hard.

4. brOTP: Alucard and Hector. Weird adopted brothers, who are each other's only sanctuary.

5. OTP: Hectaly, Isaactor, and Mactor

6. nOTP: can I put N!Isaactor? I'm putting that.

7. Random headcanon: I really like the ones that portray Hector treating his Innocent Devils as like little pets/children.

8. Unpopular opinion: honestly? I don't think I have one.

9. Song I associate with them: Uhhh... Maybe..

The Death of Peace of Mind by Bad Omen

10. Favorite picture of them: I know he's barely visible, but like, the size difference between him and Dracula? *Chef's kiss*

Isaac!

1. Favorite thing about them: unhinged bastard man, causing death and destruction in his wake. What's not to love about that?

2. Least favorite thing about them: Maybe don't burn your adopted brother/ex lover's wife at the stake? And expect him to like you still?

3. Favorite line: "I've been waiting quite a long time to plot my revenge. Not only did my Lord die because of you -- you stripped me of my pride, my home. Now I shall make you suffer as I suffered. You shall die a most painful, gruesome death." Isaac, honey. Like, this line is painful, but it shows so much about Isaac and his mentality around Dracula and the Castle.

4. brOTP: Joachim and Isaac. I just can't visualize them being in a relationship.

5. OTP: Isaactor, Isaastle, and Gabsaac/Isabriel? Basically Isaac x Gabriel.

6. nOTP: same as Hector. N!Isaactor

7. Random headcanon: I think Isaac could play a few instruments. I don't know... He seems like the type to have, like, a bass or, like, a steel guitar.

8. Unpopular opinion: Isaac is perfect as he is. He is chaos and depravity, and I love him for that. He's so unapologetically awful in every way, and I love that in a character.

9. Song I associate with them: Sick Like Me by In This Moment

10. Favorite picture of them: This is just a fantastic image of Isaac.

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