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How I feel about this and next week's dungeon meshi episodes
I'm already seeing people going at it and it's gonna get SO much worse next week when The Fight™ happens. I am so tired. I just wanna stare at my and marcille's hot dragon chicken wife. Is that too much to ask?
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#toshiro nakamoto#part of me is like eh whatever at a man getting the same treatment for getting 'in the way' of a wlw ship#that girls always get for 'threatening' an mlm ship#but at the same time HE'S NOT EVEN GETTING IN THE WAY OF ANYTHING?? BFFR RN THAT MAN IS NOT A THREAT TO FARCILLE let us all calm down#also i think the conflict between laios and toshiro is one of the best written conflicts where you understand both parties#and neither is fully in the wrong or right. and both of their experiences describe something marginalized people irl can deeply relate to#(autistic trauma on one hand and wheathering microagressions without speaking up bcs you don't want to Make A Scene on the other)#and i am NOT looking forward to seeing ppl flatten it into 'shuro's evil laios good bean' LET MY DUDES HAVE NUANCE
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「Your absence」
page 13 - 14
beginning << page 11 - 12 < . > page 15 - 16 [END]
#hehehehe#:3c#i was looking forward to posting these pages HAHAHA#i hope you enjoy the plottwist haha#since the beginning i wanted it to actually be#about cxs getting some more trauma about lg almost dying on him#and wonder how he will actually act if it does happen#(+ he gets more nightmares)#also cmon guys you should know me#im not a angsty guy!#fluff is my thing#i hope the finale will heal you a bit#comic#shiguang#sgdlr#shiguang dailiren#link click#linkclick#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#dx art stuff#时光代理人#doujinshi
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Something something, parallels
#they’ve all been through it fr#totk did a lot to Wild#but he has a hopeful future#and Rune also has a hopeful future#Age is fine. at least he’s married and looking forward to having children#he just expressed his trauma a bit differently#poppy on the other hand? that poor girl has been THROUGH it#she’s very somber and quiet#doesn’t seem to get excited about things much anymore#totk#totk spoilers#king of the Gerudo#link between links#Zeldas are meeting
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walking through lucanis' mind prison. the tam lin of it all
#his mind keeps changing forms and you just have to show him you won't let go of him#it doesn't even really matter what you say to him just that you're consistently there to say it. your voice is a comfort. im in pain#I'm having so many feelings about like... rook can't be here. because of all things in the world rook means 'safe'. what if I exploded#what if I just shattered into a thousand pieces and was swept away by the wind actually#'it's better that I stay here than risk losing you' is such pitch perfect trauma logic. freeze logic specifically#on some level he seems to think he keeps rook safe like. existentially. by staying here#it's heartbreaking child magical thinking that makes me wonder like. has he basically been in a place like this inside#ever since his parents died? before that? the ossuary is just new set dressing the underlying logic is OLD. and very very sad to me#'I keep everyone safe by staying here'#(and then the perfect hilarity of having an actual demon be like 'ROOK. YOU TALK TO HIM HE NEVER LISTENS TO ME'#tfw your inner demon gets worried enough to stage an intervention and get you therapy whether you want it or not lmao)#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard#rook x lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#rookanis#rye staying mostly in gentle professional mode for this one b/c this is literally his training#('I may not be batting a hundred at being a person but I DO know how to deal with fade shenanigans! not to worry I've got you')#except in that last part with the illario mind ghost where he roundaboutly admits 'I need you I don't know how to do this without you'#in rye speak that is very big it's like. third base of his soul or something. we do not ask for things for ourselves in this house#(because we already know we will not receive anyway so that sounds both humiliating and ultimately pointless. no thank you!)#and yet. the things we'll admit for love#the feeling that some of the things varric did for rye immediately post-exile rye is paying forward with lucanis now. don't look at me
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Coffee addict Never sleeps Tim drake ❌
Solving cases in his sleep off 87 energy drinks Tim Drake ��
The coffee addict never sleeps perpetually tired Tim Drake thing is a widely accepted headcanon however that was elementary school tim but after he stayed up for a week straight subsisting entirely on coffee to decipher the bat weekly patrol schedule and how it aligns with rogue attacks/Arkham breakouts, he crashed then when he woke up it was fucking wednesday so he missed his chance to commemorate his discovery with pictures of Robin and he decided that shit would never happen again and made himself an ‘efficient’ sleep schedule so he could run around doing fuck shit, add to his robin shrine, and stay on honor roll bc he was even more pissed to see the gotham gazette had pictures of Robin with an on site interview credited to Vicki Vale (listen bowl cut tim had a one sided beef with vicki vale that included tim judging who gets better pics of the bats but she isn’t even aware that she’s competing with a whole ass child 😭 he’s sitting at the table with a mug of orange juice and looks at the newspaper snorts and goes ‘fucking amateur I could do better’)
Regularly unsupervised tiny businessman in training Tim ‘Ten hours of uninterrupted sleep?? That’s so inefficient not to mention fucking stupid’ Drake is so pissed he missed getting shots of Robin dropkicking a rogue from 6 six stories up (for absolutely no reason dick just thinks it’s fun) that he just takes at least 3 hour naps every eight hours 😭 he refuses to spend almost half a day sleeping ‘for no reason when he could be doing something productive’
And he still does this as a bat but it’s just easier to tell if he didn’t take his nap bc he has less than zero impulse control and he’s just fucking done with everything like the gcpd is terrified bc tim’s saying shit like ‘This guys a fucking moron, I could’ve done this in half the time without killing anyone fucking loser doesn’t he know if you keep them alive you can prolong the torture?’ and ‘you’re like all hysterical and for what 🤨 ‘you blew up 83% of Bristol waah’ stfu and fucking rebuild it?? It’s only rich mfs that live there, it’s just a matter of them opening their fucking wallets’ once a new recruit made the mistake of asking if robin had adult supervision regularly and Tim responded with ‘well if you’re gonna snitch to cps like a little bitch then yeah’ and that cop did snitch so tim fucking doxxed him
Yj has just accepted that sometimes they will find tim in an air vent, on the roof, in one of their closets, or something just fucking knocked out then an alarm will go off and he’ll just get up like nothing happened but for the first couple of months they were probably concerned bc ‘I’ve never seen you sleep?? wtf are you on man’ and Tim’s confused bc ‘I slept next to you this morning wdym??’ and that’s how yj discovers tim sleeps with his eyes open
But one of the worst things about Tim’s ‘time efficient sleep schedule’ nonsense is that it fucking works he’s one of the most well rested and coherent bats even after back to back Arkham breakouts however the absolute worst thing about his sleep schedule is the likelihood of going into the cave and seeing tim staring in a daze but wide eyed yet somehow never blinking at the batcomputer with 57 tabs open on top of being unresponsive and thinking he has a fucking concussion or he’s been replaced but he’s just doing case work while muttering nonsense in his fucking sleep for some reason
#Tim drake being unhinged even in his sleep and taking sleepwalking to the next level by doing reports/solving cases in his sleep#A bat hearing incoherent mumbling but no one’s nearby: 😐 he’s in the walls 😨 he’s in the goddamn walls#No one knows how or why he’s in that particular spot in the wall bc there’s isn’t a secret entrance/crawl space there#Tim also has a wall of energy drinks Bruce regularly tries to lecture him aboot#And Tim’s like ‘your eldest son has snorted sugar MULTIPLE times’#then he gestures at Jason ‘and that one looks like if he didn’t have drug related childhood trauma he’d try to snort protein powder’#bruce: tim we have to talk about your behavior#Tim: like three of your kids have basked in the blood of their enemies 🤨 I am NOT your biggest issue rn#Dick Grayson being the main reason there’s an ‘acceptable levels of force’ slide with 600+ slides & most are examples of what not to do#Stephanie 🤝🏾 Damian: being reason Bruce is adding more slides to a PowerPoint from 2 decades ago#Tim drakes idea of straight forward is how everyone else imagines jumping through hoops and fucking struggling to avoid pissing off the fae#Like wdym simple?? This plan has 97 parts and he’s like no that’s just the first page of plan 1 if it’s sunny#Rogues: I can’t catch him off guard wtf do none of these mfs sleep??#Tim ‘never let em know your next move’ Drake who’s been sleep for the past 45 minutes: 🔵➖🔵#Yj has cuddle piles in the air vents#Everyone with enhanced senses is losing bc ‘there are children in the walls’#Coffee addict babs calls tim weak when he tells her he cut coffee bc it was fucking with him before continuing to chug hot coffee#Oracle: this is the worst Tuesday ever 😔 I need more coffee before I deal with an Arkham breakout#Nightwing: but it’s sunday??#Spoiler: Maybe it’s time we switch to decaf love also just out of curiosity when was the last time you slept??#Oracle: you want the fucking location or not?#Dick: I take it back mb#Spoiler: a thousand apologies to our gracious overlord#Oracle: that’s what I thought#Bruce: you’re benched oracle#Oracle: take that bench and shove it up your ass batman#Steph 100% calls everyone mushy pet names and has since Bruce lectured her about professionalism when she was dating tim#Imagine getting your ass kicked by a sleepingwalking middle schooler#Or worse: imagine having to explain to your insurance company that a sleepwalking child blew up your home#tim drake is a menace
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Hey reminder that Jiaoqiu used to be a military doctor and being taken hostage 100% shoved him back into the traumatizing life or death militaristic lifestyle without warning (:
And on top of that it’s Jiaoqiu’s entire species’ worst enemies who have a habit of enslaving and consuming foxians.
And on top of alll of that the responsibility to keep the borison in the prison is solely placed on Jiaoqiu’s shoulders otherwise he may doom his entire species.
Oh yeah and did I mention that he failed? (:
#this man is going to be broken next patch and I look forward to it#you know he has some lingering trauma from being in action#seeing his splash art: ohhh it’s adorable!#playing through the story quest: oh it’s traumatized#Jiaoqiu#Honkai star rail#hsr#Honkai star rail spoilers#hsr spoilers
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“The humans treat you well? Did you have fun, dear brother?”
“I did, yeah. Best thing that’s ever happened to me.”
screencap redraw! experimented a little with style
#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun 98#vash the stampede#millions knives#fanart#trigun 1998 episode 26 under a sky so blue had me feeling shrimp emotions#especially for this scene in particular.#wasn't that into trigun when i started watching 98 (only watched one ep of stampede)#so it was basically my first exposure. and i liked it! i thought it was fun!#then this episode came and hit me with like a sledgehammer. and i was like oh! okay!#it's about......... coping with trauma.........and moving forward................#also btw i hate rendering and this is as far as i'll get tbh#i know i need to work on it so yknow what better way than this#but still it was not fun. and i still don't rlly like how it looks.
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it feels like they're uploading too often and it's making me stressed.
i bet they're taking a break after the tour ends
#don't get me wrong#i love when they upload#i look forward to it#but it also stresses me out for whatever reason#like#why are you uploading so often?#is it even often?#i feel like after the hiatus#even once a month is often#i'm still holding on to trauma if you can't tell#dan and phil#phan#phil lester#dan howell#dnp#amazingphil#dan#phil
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Just hit me that Mic styled his hair swooping forward as a teen, then swooped back in his twenties to early thirties, and now in the leaks, late thirties, he has it styled going directly up, barely any swoop.
So... in a way, it was a logical next step xD
#present mic#i could get deep about it fof the heck of it#like his hair coifed and style swooping forward when he was yound reflected him at that time bounding and looking forward to his future#the banana hair in his twenties reflects him stepping back and hesitating to move past his trauma#dodging facing those emotions#and the timeskip hair is balanced#somewhere in the middle#a little messy and wild cause he's still healing but he's living in the present now#i honestly prefer he's just silly and unhinged lol#hair theory#yamada hizashi#mha#bnha#hizashi yamada#the directions just made me giggle
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i understand that because of the runtime it couldn't be addressed properly but i still mourn not seeing dethklok's immediate treatment of toki post rescue. or toki's belated resentment upon realizing dethklok took way longer to save him than they should've because they were out partying while he hallucinated about them. like, that deserved at least a conversation. the mixture of relief and guilt within the other four because toki is alive and back with them but deeply scarred both physically and psychologically and maybe if they had acted faster it wouldn't be this way. them having the actual talk about toki not needing to incur to strangers for love because they do love him. and a lot. dethklok actually trying to work out the things that lead them to the current situation. i have hopes that after defeating salacia they will recover their memories and can properly heal from all that but i just. i wish we would've had a proper closure to toki's arc before rushing into the end of the world. again, i understand why it had to be this way i just. i mourn the possibilities.
#rambling#toki wartooth#idk lol i just#i was looking forward to how it'd be handled because FINALLY toki's trauma was being dealt with seriously rather than an off hand joke#and we just sped through that sigh#just wish toki could've gotten a scene where he's shown he's loved and appreciated by the band just like murderface did in aotd#even if he knows now. i wish he would've been told that. he deserved to hear it.#i rlly understand and my bitterness is towards adultswim honestly#but yeah#metalocalypse#dethklok
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#reverse 1999#reverse: 1999#reverse 1999 oc#venison#purinsu art#i cant even do proper vent art. so cryptic drawings abt venison's trauma it is#things just got worse in the span of 2 hours so here we are#not healthy enough to talk to people and not healthy enough to be left alone#and i was just told that im going to be away for a few days#in a new place i dont know with people who are going to stress me out#while im still fucking reeling from what happened two days ago#and all the plans i was looking forward to just poof. who cares. gone. idk whats gonna happen and im stressed
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Is it bad that my first thought after total shock seeing that Alicole scene was man, that'll be great to use for Rhaenicent manips?
#The Rhaenicent brainrot is real#And like#Alicole actually being intimate makes ZERO sense to me character wise#Like Criston was all torn up about breaking his vows with Rhaenyra#But he's got no problems breaking them for Alicent?#Granted he's now spent years unhealthily obsessed with Alicent. But still. I'm gonna need to see some moral wrestling from him about it#And Alicent??? She spent her early years of marriage being maritally raped#and could never understand how Rhaenyra found freedom and pleasure in sex#I'm happy for her to finally have good sex like congrats girlie#But it was still a shock to me seeing her go from 0 to 100 on experiencing pleasure and enjoying sex#I got whiplash#With all her trauma and religious beliefs I would expect it to be a long journey to get to the place we opened the episode with#And we didn't see ANY of it nothing to show how she got to that point#At the end of the episode I think she was riding Criston??? And like again. Good for her#But don't erase all the nuance she doesn't need a girlboss-ification it does her character a disservice#... All that said#I'm definitely looking forward to using that scene in a Rhaenicent manip😂#Rhaenicent#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#criston cole#Hotd#hotd spoilers#Hotd s2#hotd 2x01#house of the dragon#Mine
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Toxic yaoi except it isn't fun. It's just sad.
Click for better quality. If you want to.
#my art#billford#tw abuse#tw needle#tw needles#tw choking#tw medical#tw medical trauma#doctor au#what are you...?#some kind of....bad doctor#tw eye contact#tw scopophobia#he isn't actually looking forward#hes looking at the needle#but just in case#a background was attempted#is it good? no#but it's what I got rn#please guys#i worked so hard on this#human bill au
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Dante's Divine Comedy (Inferno, Canto VIII. trans. Robert M. Durling) / 10 December 1513 letter from Machiavelli to Francesco Vettori, trans. Alan Gilbert
#if youre going to 'well actually' abt machiavelli calling ovid a lesser poet: don't. someone else has already written abt it#italian renaissance tag#dante tag#this requires. some. uh. well! context. the context is that both dante and machiavelli are writing in exile and it's definitely#a point of trauma for them both. also machiavelli in general. my good man. the love of my life. i would love to get you on antidepressants#that said. his emotional state is deeply relatable#book club tag#comparatives tag#also many things abt history about looking back and reaching out with your hands to find someone reaching forward. btw#dante with virgil. machiavelli with dante. me with machiavelli. etc
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I have learnt things about Geto that I wish I could unlearn
#I think I'm getting about the same amount of spoilers as a few weeks ago except now I understand them#But like. I expected so much of him#Seeing gifs of that one scene in which Gojo gets distracted because of Geto almost made me watch this a year ago#Geto was actually my favourite character in that one JJK fanfic I read that I mention so often even if he had literally one scene#I know so much of the emotional turmoil and conflict in JJK and Gojo in particular depends on him#And you're telling me he's Thanos?#I learnt a few days ago that everything pretty much happens in one year. That there's one year between Geto's death and Gojo's#I thought it would be like ten years. Ten years of the act haunting him#But no? So it's not a broken teenager who has these ideas and is killed by another teenager to stop him?#It's a what? ~30yo man saying Light levels of stupidity? Even worse perhaps?#Goodness I hope this is not so. I hope this is better written than what I am seeing#Because goddammit I can't do it. It would kinda ruin every emotional scene from then on?#That one scene I was so looking forwards about patting Gojo's back or whatever. The one in which Gojo gets distracted. It just. I don't know#I won't be able to be moved if Geto doesn't work xD#I was fearing I wasn't going to like him a lot because my expectations were big but oh my god please not like this#This is way worse than I expected. Someone tell me he actually makes sense. What's the point of this whole political play#in which no one is fully wrong and no one is totally right otherwise? What is the point of the haunting. This feels just idiotic xD#And I don't care about the traumas and all that. That works for the teen not the ~30yo man#It would have worked if Gojo would have killed him like 1-2 years after everything not like a few months ago. Last winter#After like ten years a 30yo man should have realised this plan sucks.#Even if it's utilitarian. Who is going to make clothes? Buildings? Streets and railways? Bread??? Go have a talk with Nanami please#We have been told there are not a lot of jujutsu sorcerers. How are you going to fulfill all those needs out of nothing?#And even if it were little by little so the needs could be getting fulfilled little by little too#If you decimate humans won't that cause more curses? I guess he's thinking on the long run but still this plan seems like a mess#I hope it makes more sense than it's looking it will make because of my god this would truly be the last nail on the coffin xD#I am being more and more tempted to get to Utahime and then just drop this. This is breaking my heart xD#It could be soooo good and it always almost is#And then. AND THEN. Abfksbfndbfkan#Jen pick me up. Come solve this. I am scared xD#I talk too much
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