#trauma lol

[idkdema]

Beany who's control by evil Dema ò ó

o o

WHAAT-

You mean that scary person that looks like me? ó o’

[adeckofspades]

fuzzy octo?!

the first one was drawn today, and the second is a doodle i made a few weeks ago as concept that i was referencing while making the first

originally they were going to be saying a lyric from "Animal" by The Living Tombstone but ill just save that for an animatic i wanna work on with em instead

[freyapoststhings]

Why are all my favorite characters either traumatized child soldiers or sadistic criminals.

[mycomputerthinksimgay]

sometimes you remember all the abuse you went through and how everyone around you excused it (and continue to do so) and you get such a rage in the pit of your stomach knowing there's nothing you can do about it without appearing as the aggressor who is overacting to "stuff that happened years ago" even though it still affects you every single fucking day and actively ruins your life in many ways

[shiobhanroys]

Lorde knows that shit !

[just1sokk]

Mini vent comic! mild SH/body horror (unsure) ahead, proceed with caution.

[des-no9]

Sorry for being a social nothing and so untalkative lol hyper focused on my cosplay And exhausted from that and insomnia and now the heat and humidity god. I'll catch up to DMs soon

[yutamayo]

When I tell my friends a funny story about my childhood-

[cloud-based-and-rainpilled]

Crowley is so repressed-memory C-PTSD coded 💅 Yes girl take that Ambilify ® and still feel sad

[the-indescribable-system]

literally no one gets it

[frogs-n-bleach]

“The intimacy of abuse” (TW - Sexual abuse implications)

His waist was curved

in the way it was waiting for my hips.

his heart was begging for more,

the way he kissed my neck dripped of desperation.

as if this will make him love me.

his spit stained my skin,

a longing for more

he wanted,

between my legs

and I wanted

a kiss on the cheek.

there’s something so romantic

about being that close.

Ferrel and twisted

mouth foaming

clothes ripped by teeth,

I learned

far too young

that sex,

is not love.

It will just leave you needing more

from a man

who can not give it to you.

[loloslounge]

ignore

finally working towards getting a therapist. i thought i’d be okay with just my doctor but the whole situation with * messed me up so badly. i used to be so sweet to everyone. my love language wasn’t being mean but ever since that happened i’ve just turned to bullying as a way of showing affection and that’s not okay.

ever since * i’ve been so scared that if i’m nice to my friends they’ll think i have a crush on them and then they’ll tell me they find me ugly, annoying, etc and block me just like * did. but i didn’t ever have a crush on them. i was just being nice:/

it’s been like this for over two years now. but it’s so hard when i opened up so much to * and then one day they decided “um you’re nice so you like me and i don’t like that so bye”. they knew so much about me, more than anyone else did.

i don’t want to be mean. i don’t want to make those mean comments or “bully” my friends. i want to be the comfort person i used to be for people before * fucked everything up:)

[idllyastuff]

Had a fight with my father lmao. Ended up crying while mom came in my room and explained to me "he has fever that's why he's screaming"

Well, at this rate I might get a fever too, mumma. Will I be allowed to scream at everyone too?

[lightlysaltedtaters]

Just got a tarot reading. When I finished drawing my cards the lady said “Well that’s a lot of shit to unpack” 😀

[thehumanbardthatgoeshard]

I need intense therapy 😃

[cripple-woe]

I cannot live through another flood I am so much less mobile than I was as a child. Idk if anyone who follows me has been in a flood or other similar event but man I just need to be pet on the head and told I’ll be okay. It’ll probably not flood but I’m still so anxious and scared I can’t see everything get destroyed again.

Disabled people die in disasters. I’m disabled now, I wasn’t then.