#transfem juniper wheeler

[barclaysangel]

(I found this and thought It was funny😭)

This Is one of the medical papers Leo gets after he has his top surgery and him, Juniper, Jake, and Jules all laugh their asses off at It for ten minutes😭

They were just laughing hysterically for so long. When they managed to stop, Juniper said that she couldn't wait to get hospitalized for transgender too and then they all bursted out laughing again XD

[barclaysangel]

Oooh, lemme redo the list and add them to the rank!

Andy

Glen

Glenda

Leo

Jake

Jules

Devon

Nica

Lexy

Kyle

Coraline

Transfem Juniper Wheeler AU

Order of people Juniper came out to in the Final Family AU (yes I’m including Glen and Glenda, they’re a part of this too)

Andy

Glen

Glenda

Leo

Jake

Devon

Nica

Lexy

Kyle

Aweeee! I honestly don't blame her for Jake being lower on the list because they're still working on their relationship. However, I am wondering where Jules & Coraline rank on this list🤔

[fairchilds-glasses]

Transfem Juniper Wheeler living with Miss Fairchild AU? Transfem Juniper Wheeler living with Miss Fairchild AU I’m in a Juniper mood shhhh

Juniper ended up coming out to Rachel a couple weeks after she, Jake, Devon, and Lexy moved in with her. The others had already known but knew that Juniper wasn’t ready to be completely out yet, although they would slip sometimes and call her a “she” before changing it to “he” to avoid suspicion. But finally, she decided to tell Rachel.

Juniper was still very nervous to tell her and didn’t know how Rachel would react. So she just wrote it in a note, explaining how she’s trans and her new name and even mentioning how she hopes Rachel can accept her. Juniper gives her that note without saying a word and then immediately goes back to her room.

The entire time, Juniper is biting her nails nervously, terrified for the response. But when Rachel does finally go into her room, she immediately hugs her and tells her how proud she is for telling her.

Funnily enough I was thinking about this when I read your fic earlier so I’m glad we’re on the same wavelength lol.

Rachel was quite confused when Juniper initially handed her the note but once she had actually read it everything suddenly made sense. As soon as Rachel goes into Junipers room and hugs her immediately, not even giving her time to react, making sure to tell her how proud of her she is, the hug lasts for a really long time and they even end up doing that rocking thing.

[cult-of-dollbabies]

trying something new. Have a Junebug

[barclaysangel]

The Birth of Jun (transfem Juniper Wheeler AU)

I literally wrote this within about 5 hours, which is crazy. I lost sleep just to finish this to make sure it’ll be posted by morning. I’m still nervous to post it since this is my first time writing for this AU and I just hope y’all like it. If you guys do, then MAYBE I’ll write a second part where Jun gets the name Juniper. Maybe.

Anyway, this is setting in the Final Family/Chucky season 2 rewrite AU where Jun survives and lives with Andy in the middle of the woods, torturing and killing Chuckys together. Because canon does not exist to me, obviously. I’ve written drabbles/oneshots about this AU before and this is just another one but with transfem Juniper.

If you guys really do like this, pls leave comments, it insanely fuels my motivation! I thrive off it and I’ll also appreciate some feedback since this is my first time writing a trans character.

Thank you and enjoy :)

Tags: @the-carlos-cow-eyes @erasedmystic111 @streets-in-paradise

Word count: 2.5K

Warnings: Internalized transphobia, mentions of suicidal ideation, cursing

There was something wrong with Junior. 

That much she had always known, ever since she could remember. She wanted to be a princess, not a prince. A mermaid, not a merman. She wanted to be something that she could never be. 

But Junior hid it for so long, and she hid it well. She buried that part of herself so deep down that no one would ever suspect it growing up. She became the perfect “masculine, traditional son” that her father wanted. She destroyed every single part of herself and burnt it all to the ground just to please him. 

And even though she killed her own father, she still would have done it all over again. 

Gods, she was pathetic. Pathetic and stupid and dirty and broken. 

Despite Junior’s efforts to hide her dirty little secret from the world, she still had moments where it would bubble and come up again. The dysphoria with her short hair, flat chest, and other features that just didn’t feel right. It would be bad enough at times where she wanted to curl into a ball and cry all the fucking time. 

But she would have no choice but to pull herself together and keep up the act, just like she always did. 

However, this moment wasn’t like the other moments with her father. It wasn’t him she had to worry about, but Andy. 

Andy wasn’t like her father at all. He was patient, understanding, and kind. Her father would be ashamed if Junior ever cried in front of him and tell him to “Stop being a pussy and pull yourself together, you’re a man!”, but Andy would hold her in his arms and comfort her. He had been there through every mental breakdown, depressive episodes, nightmares, moments of self-destructive tendencies, all of it. 

Andy stayed right by her side and never budged despite how much Junior tried to push him away. She pushed and pushed and pushed but he never stayed away through it all. 

Junior wasn’t used to that. When she pushed people away and burned bridges to the ground, it stayed that way. Just look at her relationship with Jake. But Andy refused to be pushed away and has made it very clear to her that he wasn’t planning to go anywhere. 

Yet that still didn’t reassure her for some reason. It still filled her with so much fear if Andy ever looked too hard and realized just how broken and defective she really was. 

So once again, Junior hid it. She hid her secret under lock and key and made sure to keep her masculine act on display. 

But then the dysphoric moment hit hard, harder than before, and she wanted to die. 

Junior didn’t want to leave her cot. Her appetite was long gone. She just tried to bury herself deep into her blankets and hoped that one of the Chuckys she and Andy had been torturing could escape and stab her to death, finally finishing his job that he failed to do months ago. 

Andy had been no stranger to her being depressed. They had been staying at that small cabin for almost 5 months, it was now the beginning of April. Sometimes he would give Junior some space if she truly needed it but most of the time, he would be there to offer her food and water and just an ear to listen or a shoulder to cry on. He hardly left her alone when she got like this. 

She didn’t blame him. Andy was probably worried that she would take one of his guns and end it all. 

Not like that idea wasn’t tempting. 

But right now, Junior wanted to be alone. She wanted to forget that the weather was getting warmer, which would make her have to ditch the hoodies and reveal the parts of herself that she hated. She just couldn’t bear to go through this, she would much rather hide away for hours or even days. Just as long as she would feel just slightly normal again. 

However, she never really was that lucky. 

“Junior?” She heard after the three light knocks, shuddering deeply and tearing up from the sound of her own name, like something about it was just wrong. “Can I come in?”

Curse Andy for respecting her privacy and boundaries. Logan would just barge in without a warning. Despite everything she was feeling, she still managed a small “Uh huh…” to placate him since she knew he would just be more worried if she refused. 

Andy opened the door slowly and she could smell why. Even without moving from her position under the blankets, she could smell the food that Andy was bringing in. When he stood beside her cot, Junior lowered the blankets enough to see the plate of scrambled eggs and toast in one hand and a cup of coffee in the other. Normally that would make her mouth water but this time, it made her stomach churn. 

“I know you may not feel like eating right now, but I can’t let you go the whole day without something in your system. Can you try to eat something please?” Andy spoke gently to her, placing the plate and the mug on the floor beside the cot. 

Junior merely shook her head slightly. “I’ll eat later. ‘M not hungry.” She mumbled before putting the pillow from under her head now on top of her face. 

Andy sighed quietly but instead of leaving, he sat down on the edge of the cot. “Kid, I can’t let you starve. I’m not asking you to finish off the plate, but just have a few bites with your coffee. Please?” 

She didn’t say anything this time, her silence was enough of an answer. 

“Junior, c’mon,” She shivered and squeezed her eyes shut when Andy said her name again, “I know you’re not in the mood but you’re gonna just make yourself feel worse. Remember what happened a few weeks ago?” 

She wished she couldn’t. Going nearly the entire day without eating only to almost binge afterwards, resulting in her throwing her guts up. But Andy was with her the whole time, rubbing her back and keeping an arm around her so she would stay supported rather than to fall face first into her own vomit from exhaustion along with cleaning her up afterwards once she was finished hurling and crying. 

No matter what, Andy stayed with her through everything. 

Imagine if he found out you thought you were a girl, Junior thought bitterly to herself, He’d despise you and leave you then without a doubt. 

She stiffened briefly when she felt a hand on her ankle from over the blankets before recognizing Andy’s touch, relaxing just slightly. “Do you wanna talk about it?” 

Junior quickly shook her head from under the pillow. She couldn’t, she absolutely couldn’t. For the first time, she didn’t want to ruin something good. She already felt like she was one wrong move from spilling it all. 

She just needed to keep her mouth shut and hold it all in. She could do it, she’s been doing it her entire life. She can keep going. 

Andy gave her a gentle and reassuring squeeze to her ankle. “Okay. I just want you to know that I’m here if you do want to talk. I don’t need to talk, I can just listen to as much as you need me to. Alright, Junior?” 

Junior winced and wasn’t able to swallow down the whimper this time, which immediately got Andy’s attention. 

“Hey, kiddo, what’s wrong?” She couldn’t see his face but she knew that he would be wearing that concerned frown, the one where he genuinely acted worried for her. 

Junior shook her head again, keeping her eyes closed because she knew she would break down and cry. Andy needed to leave now before she would completely lose her mind. 

The hand on her ankle moved to her back, rubbing small circles there to comfort her. “Junior?” 

“Stop…” 

Andy paused from his motions. “What?” 

“Stop…calling me that!” Junior didn’t know why but it was like something shattered inside of her, like the dam in her finally broke. 

She ripped the pillow off of her head and bolted upright, the suddenness making Andy back up slightly. “I have tried so fucking hard to be Junior! To be the perfect son Junior. The cross-country star Junior. The strong and masculine Junior. I have ripped myself to shreds and molded myself to be what everyone else wanted me to be! But for what? It’s not fucking worth it because I’m not! I’m not Junior! I’m not a boy! I’ve tried so fucking hard but I’m not, I just keep trying and trying but nothing fucking works anymore! I’m so sorry but that isn’t me, this fucking isn’t me! I’m too broken and fucked up to be Junior and to be a fucking boy!” 

Junior didn’t realize she was screaming until she finally stopped, her voice hoarse. And no one said a word. Andy stared at her with wide eyes and an unreadable expression as reality slowly settled in. 

Oh fuck…what did I just do?

She started shaking, her breathing picked up and she hid her face in her hands, sobbing. “I-I’m sorry, I d-didn’t mean it, I was l-lying, I-I-I…” for some reason, now she couldn’t even get the words out after everything from how hard she was hyperventilating. 

Congratulations, you fucking idiot. You really did it now. You ruined it. Now Andy will think you’re disgusting. He’ll hate you. He’ll throw you out and finally leave you alone, just like you deserve, you pathetic piece of sh–

Andy’s hands went around Junior’s body, pulling her closer to him carefully until her cheek was pressed to the crook of his neck, one hand now rubbing her back up and down soothingly. “Hey, hey, it’s okay, breathe. Take some deep breaths, kiddo. Just follow my breathing, okay? Breathe…” 

She was shaking through her sobs, her hands clinging onto Andy’s shirt tightly in her fists. His other hand went up to cradle the back of her head so softly as if she was something gentle and precious to him. Junior could hardly breathe but Andy kept guiding her, speaking to her kindly until she was able to finally pull in deep breaths with his help. 

They barely spoke, with Junior crying and Andy whispering reassurances to her. When she started to calm down, she didn’t move, she felt too mortified. It felt like one wrong move, and Andy would finally turn her away. 

“Kiddo?” He finally spoke, “Do you remember what I’ve always told you? About what I want for you?” 

Junior sniffled, still crying but not nearly as badly while holding onto Andy’s shirt still for dear life. “For…for me t-to be a kid…” 

“Yeah, that too. But what else?” 

She thought about it longer this time, hesitating. “…that you-you want me to be h-happy…” 

Andy moved away just slightly, making her whimper again but instead he adjusted himself to fully face Junior and hold her face in his hands. “Exactly. I care about you, kid. I’ve had since the moment you basically passed out on my doorstep. All I want is for you to be happy. And if being a boy doesn’t make you happy…then stop trying. Stop putting yourself through that pain, okay? Just…just be yourself.” 

He was looking at her so seriously yet so gently, as if all that mattered in that moment was her. Unshed tears began building up again in her eyes and Andy continued speaking. “I mean it. I will never judge you for who you are. I’m here and I’m not going anywhere just because you aren’t a boy. I swear on the River Styx.” 

That oath meant more to Junior than any other sort of promise. It was an oath from Percy Jackson, and really any kind of Greek mythology. They both knew how serious that oath was. And for that reason, it was what gave her the push that she needed to finally come out. 

“Andy…I…I’m a girl…” her voice was tiny but it was still enough for Andy to hear, starting to cry again but he pulled her back into a hug. 

“It’s okay, I’ve got you…” He reassured her and pressed a kiss to the top of her head, “I’m so fucking proud of you, kiddo. I promise I am. I know this wasn’t easy for you, I can’t even begin to imagine how long you’ve felt like this but never said anything. So thank you for telling me. I’m proud of you.” 

Junior cried a little harder at that, still not entirely used to having someone tell her that they were proud of her. But this time, the tears were more of relief and she just completely leaned against him. 

Never in her life did she ever think she’d actually come out and tell someone this secret. She just thought she had to fight the feeling down further and further until it disappeared or it just ended up killing her. 

But no. She lost it and everything spilled out. But…it didn’t end up badly like she thought it would. 

Andy accepted her. He accepted her without another thought. Strong and tough and badass Andy accepted her and told her that he was proud of her for coming out. 

This felt almost like a dream, something too good to be true for Junior. 

“So…I suppose you don’t want to be called by that name anymore, right?” Andy asked and she nodded in response, gripping onto his shirt again. “Okay. Is there…another name I can call you? It doesn’t need to be your permanent name, it could be like a…placeholder. Just something temporary until you can figure out a name that makes you feel like you.” 

She didn’t say anything for a moment, thinking long and hard before settling on something simple. “Maybe just…Jun. For now. Jun. Without an E at the end.” 

Andy nodded and lightly leaned his cheek to her head. “Jun without an E at the end, got it.” 

Jun could practically hear the smile on Andy’s face and lazily hit his side with the back of her hand. “You’re a dork…” 

“Yeah, yeah I am. But so are you, so…” Andy poked Jun’s side, making her giggle before she yawned, her dysphoric episode and breakdown now tuckering her out. 

“You tired, kiddo?” He asked and she yawned again while nodding, not moving from her position. 

“Can I just…stay here? For a bit? Please?” Jun asked quietly and almost immediately, his hand went up to her hair and stroked her hair softly, causing her to close her eyes. 

“Sure you can. And I’ll stay right here with you too. But as soon as you wake up and get hydrated, you need to eat, okay?” Andy told her, accepting his fate to have Jun fall asleep on his shoulder. 

She nodded, yawning once more as a sense of pure peace and bliss filled her. She knew she was safe now. Nothing would happen to her. 

“Thank you Andy…” Jun murmured under her breath. 

Just before she could drift off, she felt Andy kiss her forehead, one hand playing with her hair and the other being secured around her body. “Anytime. Goodnight, Jun.” 

[barclaysangel]

Transmasc Leo Wheeler AU

Order of people Leo came out to In the Final Family AU:

1. Juniper

2. Jake

3. Jules

4. Devon

5. Lexy

6. Coraline

7. Glenda

8. Glen

9. Nica

10. Andy

11. Kyle

( Oh and I think I fully decided on Joshua Basset as Leo's faceclaim!)

Yes this is perfect! I love the new fc too btw! I can understand too Andy being pretty low on the list because Leo’s had a bad experience with father figures not accepting him, he probably thought that would happen to with Andy. Honestly, that would’ve been the same case for Juniper had she not exploded and accidentally came out to him :)

[barclaysangel]

Had a dream about transfem Junior

I don’t really remember the dream but that was just the main highlight of what I remembered when I woke up. Like, Jun coming out to Chucky during season 1 episode 7, you know when the whole manipulation thing was happening for Chucky to get Jun to kill Logan. But Chucky accepted her or something. It was just a tiny snippet but the only memorable part of my dream.

Is this a sign to write transfem Juniper?

[barclaysangel]

Ok so I’m writing a oneshot where transfem Junior comes out to Andy in the Final Family/Season 2 Rewrite AU

I’m already at 1.6K words and have been working on it for about 4 hours. I’m gonna do my best to finish it tonight so I can post it tomorrow morning. I’m nervous but also excited but mostly nervous since this is my first time writing a trans character but I do love this AU.

I have shared this oneshot idea before with @streets-in-paradise and @the-carlos-cow-eyes but now I’m actually fully writing it out.

Sooooo…would anyone like to be tagged in it? Feel free to comment now and I’ll make sure to tag you :)

[barclaysangel]

Y’all remember the transfem Juniper Wheeler AU?

Ok so I kept searching and searching and searching for a proper fc for Juniper that actually looks like Teo and is Filipina. Couldn’t find anything…

…then my dumbass remembered that Teo has an older sister, Isa. I could’ve been using Isa Briones this entire time.

Like, the similarities are insane (photo credit to @the-carlos-cow-eyes )!

So this is an official post saying that Isa is Juniper’s fc for this AU :)

[barclaysangel]

Upcoming fics I’ll be writing/dropping soon, in order

Part 2 of Guardian Doll (original character that’s low key based on me when I was younger and Tiffany Valentine)

Oneshot of Andy Barclay x self-insert OC (character will have my dream job so I’m kinda excited to have that play out and hope one day I will get that job)

Part 2 of transfem Juniper Wheeler and Andy Barclay (final family AU, this one is how Juniper gets her new name)

Part 2 of the Little Junior Wheeler AU (basically how the new family dynamic plays out and exploring more of that)

Oneshot of young Tiffany Valentine x self-insert OC based on the song “Prom Queen” by Mad Tsai (will have the same name as the one for Andy’s oneshot)

A human girl and a murderous mermaid/siren falling in love oneshot/short story based on the song “Milk of the Sirens” by Melanie Martinez (original characters, a story I started writing last summer but never got around to finishing because I ran out of ideas)

A mostly original healthy sapphic Chiffany oneshot/short story based on the song “Lilith” by Halsey (original characters, one will be based on the girl playing Lexy with the chainsaw at Halloween Horror Nights in the Chucky haunted house…please ask me about her and I’ll ramble about how I fell in love despite only seeing her for less than 30 seconds)

This will probably take months, especially for the last 3 stories. But this is what I plan on writing, hopefully it will actually happen. I'm actually nervous about the last 2 stories, I've never posted an original character story on here before, but I think I will this time.

Sooooo...let me know if y'all want to be tagged for any of these stories, especially the last 2. It'd be greatly appreciated :)

[barclaysangel]

Yessss absolutely! I feel like people who first see Andy see him as someone who would be homophobic/transphobic, that’s why Juniper first panics when she comes out to him. But Andy doesn’t care, he loves his kids no matter what and will do ANYTHING to make them feel supported! ❤️

Transfem Juniper Wheeler AU (I’ve actually wrote this and shared it with my friend Lucy 4 months ago, now it shall be shared with you and the world. Also based on the Final Family/season 2 rewrite AU where Juniper lived with Andy in the middle of the woods during the events of season 2 until they get to Lord Incarnate with Lexy and Devon to get Jake out)

The first person Juniper told was Andy during their time alone together in the woods. She managed to keep everything inside for several months but suddenly began struggling with it and tried to isolate herself. Andy, thinking that she was depressed over her mother’s death, tried to talk to her but she kept trying to shut him out. When Andy continued gently pushing, Juniper snapped and everything exploded out of her. She screamed about how she wished she was a boy but she wasn’t and how much it’s been killing her. Almost 15 years of hiding everything spilled out of her and she began hyperventilating and about to spiral into a panic attack when she realized what she had done. But Andy just held her, reassuring Juniper that he wasn’t upset at all, that all he cared about in the world was her being happy. And if being a boy wasn’t making her happy, then she could be whatever she wanted. She struggled through her tears to tell him that she was a girl but Andy was more than fine with it and asked Juniper what she would like to be called instead of Junior. She didn’t have a name set yet, so she began going by “Jun”. After that, whenever Andy had to go on a shopping run, he made sure to buy her more feminine clothes and let Juniper grow out her hair. He sees how happy it makes her to finally be herself, so he’s more than okay with spending all his money on Juniper. 

Aweeeee!! This Is so cute!! We love supportive Andy In this household😌🫶

[barclaysangel]

Fiona is gonna be working with Isa!

I saw this!! I’m so excited for them both!!

No this isn’t making my brain spiral because in my transfem Juniper Wheeler AU, her fc is Isa Briones, which means Juniper and Nica interacting content, no definitely not what

[barclaysangel]

Transfem Juniper and Jake headcanon

Jake used to suspect that Juniper wasn’t a boy.

Whenever they’d play pretend when they were kids, Juniper would insist on being the princess and Jake the prince, or want to play “mermaids” but Juniper would never say “mermen” since they were both boys. But Logan often chastised and scolded Juniper for trying to act more feminine and she slowly stopped until she became the “traditional masculine son” that Logan wanted.

Then their friendship ended and Jake basically forgot about it until the cousins reunited.

He saw how uncomfortable Juniper was in the boys uniform she was forced to wear at the catholic school, how she stiffened and flinched every time someone called her “sir” or “young man”, especially if it was from Father Bryce. He even noticed Juniper staring at Lexy and Nadine’s skirts from their girls uniforms with a strange look, almost like she wanted to have it.

Jake strongly believed then that Juniper wasn’t cisgender but still didn’t know how to talk to her since they were just barely making amends and rebuilding their friendship. The most he could do at the time was just to silently be there for her until Juniper was finally ready to tell him.

[barclaysangel]

Transfem Junior (Jun) dressed up as Poison Ivy and Lexy dressed up as Harley Quinn for Halloween

That’s it. That’s the post. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.

[barclaysangel]

Jules knows that it says something when Juniper personally asks him if she could paint his nails. It shows that she does trust him and is opening up her more feminine side to him. After everything, when his nails are dry, Jules just hugs Juniper and tells her that he’s so proud of her 😭

Transfem Juniper Wheeler AU

Jules basically knows whenever Juniper is having body dysphoria. It’s like a sixth sense or big brother natural instinct that goes off, even if he doesn’t see her and she’s just taking a little longer than usual coming down for breakfast, he knows something’s up. Juniper struggles a lot with body dysphoria when she first starts transitioning, she doesn’t look as feminine as she wants to and it gets bad enough that she refuses to get out of bed because she doesn’t want to look at herself. That’s when Jules does everything he can to make her feel better, he’ll even recruit Lexy to help do Juniper’s hair and makeup and paint her nails. Juniper will start feeling better enough that she’ll ask Jules if she could paint his nails too and do some of his makeup. Jules immediately agrees because there’s no way he’s saying no to his little sister just as she’s starting to feel better.

No, because Jules would 100% agree to let Juniper paint his nails, because that's a thing he already does on his own free time. As for the makeup, he's honored that Juniper would even want to do It for him😭

[barclaysangel]

No thoughts, head empty, just thinking about Lexy letting transfem Junior (Juniper) wear her clothes. Lexy gives her a bunch of skirts and dresses and crop tops for her to wear and Juniper loves them, especially when Lexy begins complimenting Juniper and calling her “pretty girl”. 

That’s it. 

That’s the post.