#trans-ponder

[kirmolybdenum]

[dinoserious]

happy trans day of visibility to all

[microwavedman]

Pros and Cons of Testosterone

Pros :

you will have the drive to fuck like a brick shit house with a clit as wide as you are tall with balls to match.

Cons:

The obelisk

[citizen-saint]

people who call pre t/transition trans men twinks regardless of if they identify that way or not should be shot in the street i think

[sage-writes-n-coins-mogai]

What radicalised me into the youth liberation were my parents. 

They smacked me, took away my possessions, threatened to destroy said possessions, emotionally neglected and abused me, ignored my declining mental health, ignored my autism and ADHD symptoms, had my thoughts, feelings and opinions dismissed because “I’m just a kid”, called me lazy and selfish because I just wanted to rest because I’ve been on my feet for the past four hours looking after my baby sibling, told that my pain doesn’t matter because “it could be worse”, taught that my emotions don’t matter, taught that I can only rely on myself even when I clearly need help, taught that what’s between my legs is much more important to them than what’s between my ears etc. etc.

Because of all this, I’m both terrified and resentful of my parents especially my step father, who’s an ignorant Gen X cishet white man who has admitted that he believes he’s better than everyone when in reality he’s just surrounded by mentally ill/disabled people and literal children who are still learning how to be people. 

I’m not joking when I say that I that I’m glad I’m moving out, but I’m really worried that I’m going to “mess up” somehow and my parents will chose keep me home longer. They hold so much power over me, even more than they know, they’re capable of absolutely destroying my life and I would be incapable of stopping them because we live in the middle of bush and it’s a three hour walk out.

And I bet you my bottom dollar if my parents knew how I really felt about them they would punish me in someway because hating the people who traumatised you is crime apparently :/

[fanvoidkeith]

i'm kinda debating on whether or not to take testosterone. like, if i could afford it and convince doctors that i really do want to take it

since my body isn't... masculine, and i hate having my period because it makes me want to stop existing, and i don't like having boobs, and i have dysphoria about my voice being so high pitched (my voice is usually the reason that people misgender me), i probably would feel better if i went on t. but i also don't like change (autism & anxiety), and i'd rather have no genitalia at all than... uh, different genitalia. i'd rather have None Junk than Different Junk, but i don't think that's humanly possible, which sucks.

it makes me feel confused. plenty of transmasc people have gone on t- i know at least one person irl who is on t, and he's happy with the changes. but even though i don't really like my current body, i don't know if transitioning would make me happier.

i know it's my body and therefore my decision, but i'm really struggling to figure out if i would actually feel better about myself if i made the decision to go on testosterone. i feel happy when people gender me as a man (transmasc), but i also feel happy when people gender me as a person (nonbinary).

does anyone... have advice, on this? i just feel really lost right now about this stuff. and i don't know a lot of people who have transitioned/are transitioning, and asking people i know about their personal experiences with transitioning seems way too personal, because i don't know them very well and feel awkward about asking them things. and though several of my closer friends are also nonbinary, none of them have hormonally/physically transitioned, so i can't ask them about this stuff.

it's just something i think about a lot, in the back of my head, and i wonder if it's... the right decision, for me.

[restlesscrustacean]

t boy bf x simon who loves every single little change

simon who wakes up loving the smell of his bf's sweat he now wakes up with since starting T

simon who loves the happy trail forming on his bf, tracing his finger along the middle of his stomach and down

simon loving the way T makes his bf's voice crack, teasing him about it every chance he gets

simon who always says when he notices his bf's voice getting deeper, complimenting it almost every time he speaks

simon who helps his bf with his injections and always drawing a little heart on the bandaid

or simon helping his bf put on his t gel when hes feeling extra tired and doesnt wanna deal with the texture of his hands after

whatever i can hope

[chimerakeys]

Being non-binary transmasc is my biggest struggle because what if I wanted to date a butch and she said no because I call myself a guy

[icarianlibrary]

”Neopronouns are unprofessional and will never work in the work place” MOST USERS OF NEOPRONOUNS ARE NEURODIVERGENT MINORS EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. LEAVE THEM ALONEEE. HOW DOES IT EFFECT YOU IF IT’S UNPROFESSIONAL?? IF YOU’RE A BOSS, THEN JUST DON’T HIRE THEM IF YOU HAVE SUCH AN ISSUE WITH IT (Even though that is wrong to not high someone just based on their identity)???

And no: It does not harm me as a transgender man (He/Him) that people use Neopronouns, transphobes are gonna be transphobes bro

As long as someone is not hurting themselves of others, MIND YOUR BUISNESS. 🫶🫶

[hooid]

Something that keeps coming to haunt me is that not only do I have to go through the harrowing journey of coming out to a religious family AND get hrt (with the possibility of getting a doctor that doesnt fucking know anything about trans healthcare, meaning ill have to do the research myself) is that then I have to wait for idk how many years to see actual changes, and then learn stuff like how to do my makeup, or take care of my skin, learn how to stylize and dress pretty and voice train and everything else

Like, I know these things will make me happy and will absolutely help with my really really bad dysphoria, but it just seems like so much fucking WORK.

I want to do all of these things so bad but years and years of waiting for what? More waiting but a little less painful maybe? Why do I have to wait for so long to feel like I even AM myself?

It just fucking tears my soul... It kills my will to improve and move on and try and laugh and live and be myself

I can't see the end of the tunnel. I don't know if there is one, even. There's only darkness and a slither of hope that I will see a distant light one day that will give me some strength, whatever that entails.

[menlove]

SCREAM got blocked & vagued by someone for making john estrogen jokes but the entire vibe of the blog is giving crypto terf energy beyond belief which just makes it 100000% funnier. calls ur favorite male rockstars trans and there's absolutely not a thing you can do about it

[grim-arachnidz]

Wanna know how to quit feeling dysphoric? Ponder your of8.

[in-pride-i-dont-believe-the-hype]

Heteronormativity and not knowing thats being trans is an option truly made me have an odd childhood

Like I thought I had a crush on Fucking Donatello from the damn Nickelodeon TMNT show

This is because I thought if I was girl who liked a male character that meant I had to have a raging boner for em or something

[sage-writes-n-coins-mogai]

What’s so “sinister” about a child knowing their rights? Being freaked out by doctor-patient confidentiality is not showing concern, you just want to control your kid because you view children as not deserving of privacy and autonomy. There are plenty of reasons why a 12-13 year would want to speak to their doctor without their caregivers present:

They could have questions about their growing body that they’re too embarrassed/scared to ask their parents because FUN FACT! Not all parents are safe to people to talk to!

Someone in their life could be abusing in some way them and either their parents don’t believe them or they’re too scared/ashamed to talk to anyone else about it and the doctor-patient confidentiality could make them feel safe enough to speak up!

Their parents are sex negative/strict Christians and the child wants to expriment sexually but don’t want to get pregnant, get someone else pregnant or get STI/Ds, their doctor can provide ways to avoid just that, like contraceptives, because GUESS WHAT?? Teenagers are going to have sex with each other whether you approve of it or not!

Their parents could be an anti vaxxers and the child doesn’t want to get polio or some other illness that can be prevented!

Their parents could be controlling T3RF/GC cunts (just like the user who wrote the tweet above!) and wants to transition because FUCKING NEWS FLASH: Your children aren’t property and they’re autonomous beings, who deserve to make medical choices for themselves!

If your teenage child is desperate enough, they will try and go behind your back to transition or at the very least prevent going through a puberty that will make their dysphoria worse until they’re old enough to go on HRT.

If you think allowing a 13+ year old to have a say on who gets to be in the doctor’s office with them is “sinister” then maybe you need to ask yourself why you’re willing to deny your 13+ year old child privacy and bodily autonomy so you can ensure that only YOU get to decide what YOU want to happen to your teenager’s body!

[fanvoidkeith]

it's been recommended to me, by people that i know, that people do not think i have used my chance to rename myself something else well, since Keith is a "normal" name and not a "cool" name. and to them, i wish i could say, "okay, well, i want to be treated like a normal guy. i want, for once in my life, for my name to NOT be special or exotic or a big deal, like my deadname seems to be. i want a normal name because it's the first name i've had that makes me NOT immediately stand out for people to judge as different, because people pay more attention to me when i'm [DEADNAME] than when i'm Keith. it takes the spotlight off of how 'weird' and 'strange' i am, at least for a little while. and no, i don't want any of my chosen names to relate to my deadname at all, because i personally would rather it be DEAD, at least when it refers to me. other people can have it, and wear it well; it's just that my deadname is a shirt i've outgrown that is too tight to put on anymore, no matter how many pieces i cut off of it."

[unhingedlesbear]

I might have to change my name. Making my formal apology to the lesbian community. *pulls out ukelele*

Sorry lesbians. Another was lost. I might be a guy. Sadly this means I will likely not be able to participate in your lesbian apocalypse and stuff. Y'all have fun tho!