#touta matsuda kin

[hazyaltcare]

An L Lawliet x Touta Matsuda (Death Note) moodboard.

Mod Haze (👑Jake)

[kincalling]

hi! im a touta matsuda (death note) introject, im a traumagenic sys and im bodily almost 16 also i dont support endo systems. i have very different memories from my source which is the dn anime, but they aren't potential differences as far as i know. i really miss L and misa since we were very close in my memories. please only int if you're 16+! :]

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[would-they-listen-to-that]

kin playlist for matsuda from death note?

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Sweet Hibiscus Tea - Penelope Scott

Be Nice to Me - The Front Bottoms

First Love/Late Spring - Mitski

My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls

The Adults are Talking - The Strokes

I Can't Handle Change - Roar

Mr. Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

Francis Forever - Mitski

Coffee - Jack Stauber's Micropop

the WORLD - Nightmare

thanks for dialing in!

[catboymettaton]

heaven is a place on earth 💖🍓

Misa and Matsuda friendship, 3.5k words, rated T. read on ao3 Valentine's Day 2011: Misa jumps from a building, hoping to reunite with Light. And then wakes up, still alive.

Tokyo looks so small from up here. Misa reaches out a gloved hand, traces the line of the street below. Cars honking, people scurrying, everyone in such a rush to go somewhere, to do something.

Misa is in no such hurry. 

A man below is carrying flowers, so many they spill out of his arms. Another man has just emerged from a chocolate shop, bursting bag in tow. Women giggle as they pass by.

It is Misa’s second Valentine’s Day alone. It will also be her last. 

She still can’t understand what the men kept saying. Light, her Light, couldn’t possibly be a killer. He loved her. He loved her so much. He would never lie to her, he would never put her in danger, he would never do anything to harm her. Light loved her. 

And she still loves his ghost. 

Perhaps, by the end of the day, she won’t be alone any longer. 

She hikes her skirt up and clambers over the barrier. Her dress is awkward and makes it hard to move but that doesn’t matter because it makes her pretty. Misa is pretty. Light always told her that. It was okay when he was too busy to touch her, because he made sure she knew she was still pretty. 

She’s wearing her contacts today. It’s the first time in a while, since she quit acting to be with him. He never even had the chance to give her a ring. 

She touches her cross necklace. She’s never believed in that god, especially not since learning Shinigami were real. But she hopes all the same that heaven is just how it’s described in the books. 

Misa is hungry, she realizes. She doesn’t know when she last ate. But it doesn’t matter, because heaven or not, soon her body will no longer need to be fed.

She’s craving apples.

She’s drawing this out too long. If it were Light up here, he’d have a grand speech to make for the world. He’d go out beautifully and gracefully and powerfully. 

She declined to see the photographs. Couldn’t stand the thought of seeing her beloved all torn and bloody. Better to imagine him dignified and elegant, all poised on a crucifix.

The sun is beginning to dip below the horizon. It’s time.

Misa realizes, now, that she never planned her last words. Not that it matters, since no one will be close enough to hear. But with another moment’s thought, it becomes obvious.

She shuts her eyes. “I love you, Light.”

And she jumps.

…

Everything hurts and everything is bright and everything is so, so loud. This can’t be heaven at all. 

Under the aches, she feels her heart beating away. Her chest rises and falls, with spikes of pain on every inhale. There’s no doubt about it: somehow, she’s alive. 

I’m sorry, Light.

Her vision is blurred with pain, but she can make out machines beeping next to her. There’s tubes in her arm, and a tube down her throat, and maybe if she can knock one machine out of place then everything will go quiet and dark again, the way it’s supposed to be.

She reaches forward and the pain jolts all the way up her arm. She lets out a scream.

A nurse is there. “Oh, Miss Amane, you’re finally awake! I’m so glad to see you’ve pulled through. Here, let me help you with that pain.”

She reaches for a button. Misa wants to cry out, to beg her to end this, but she finds herself unable to speak.

The nurse pauses. “We were trying to find your next of kin, but we couldn’t locate any living relatives in the country. Is there a friend you’d like us to call?”

A name slips from her lips. It’s not a name she expected, or one she would have thought of if it weren’t for the drugs, surely.

“Touta Matsuda.”

The painkillers carry her away once more.

…

The next time she comes to, he’s hovering just inches from her face. She yelps in shock and then again in pain.

“I’m sorry, Misa-Misa! I didn’t mean to scare you! I just wanted to make sure you were still breathing, is all!”

Misa shuts her eyes. “Matsu… you came.”

“Of course I came! I was so worried when I saw the caller ID… I’m so glad you’re okay.”

“Everything hurts,” she slurs.

“The nurses said it was a pretty nasty fall. You’re lucky you made it.”

“Lucky, huh…”

He places his hand over hers, gently, trying his best not to hurt her. 

Light and Ryuzaki always called him an idiot. Called him the stupid one. But somehow, he seemed to know what to do when no one else did. 

And he’s made it longer than both of them, hasn’t he?

“Misa.” His tone is serious this time. “Misa, when you get out of here, will you come home with me?”

Her eyes shoot open. “Um, you’re way too old for me and I-”

“No, no, that’s not what I meant at all!” He looks ashamed. “I just - I don’t want you to be alone, okay? They told me you don’t have any family, and with Li - I just think you must be pretty lonely now and I don’t want you to be lonely, okay?”

To not be lonely…

Misa has nearly forgotten what it was like to not be lonely. 

Even when she and Light were living together, he was so busy, and she saw so little of him, and she knows he loves her but it was still hard to not miss him and she misses him so much and she was so lonely and he was so tired after work and he barely touched her at all and he loved her. He loves her! She knows he loves her!

But. 

But she was still so lonely. Is so lonely. 

She had friends before all this, but they’ve moved on, grown up, gotten married, settled down, had kids, stopped caring about ghost stories, stopped getting dressed up all fancy just to go get groceries, stopped caring about pop stars like Misa-Misa. 

It would be nice to have a friend again.

“Okay,” she murmurs.

The nurse comes back. She sleeps again.

…

Her hospital stay is a blur. She can’t tell how long she’s been there, when one day ends and another begins. She’s fed through a tube and she pees into a bedpan, which is so yucky but she knows she can’t stand.

And Matsuda is there by her side day in and day out.

“You don’t have to stay,” she mumbles. “Go back to the police. They’ll call you when I’m all better.”

He shakes his head. “No, Misa. I - I want to know you’re okay. I need to know you’re okay.”

So he stays. 

After some time, she can sit up. They take the feeding tube out while she’s asleep and Matsuda feeds her congee, one spoonful at a time. It’s all plain and kinda gross but the doctors say she needs to be gentle with her stomach. 

Matsuda watches the nurses transfer her to a wheelchair so she can pee in a real toilet. It feels good. 

In the evenings, he brushes her hair. It’s gotten horribly knotted from all the lying around, but he does his best to tease out the knots. 

“Maybe I should just cut this all off,” Misa muses. “Would make it a lot easier for you.”

“But it’s so pretty.” He eases a comb through the back of her head.

“I’m not gonna be pretty with all these bruises anyway.” Misa thinks it over, and decides. “I want you to cut it off.”

The nurses provide scissors, and Misa’s bleach-blond crown falls to her feet. She wonders how far her roots have grown out now. She hasn’t been brunette since her parents were alive. 

She gets stronger. She’s allowed to eat eggs again, and then even some sweets.

She thinks about Ryuzaki and his cake. She can tell Matsuda does too. Neither of them brings it up.

Finally, Misa is discharged. She can walk a little, but needs crutches. Matsuda takes her home to his apartment, where he’s set up his spare room for her. The bed is lush with comfy pillows, there’s a table next to it just how she likes it. She realizes he must have remembered from Task Force Headquarters. 

Six years ago feels like a different lifetime.

…

She’s been living at his place for a week when he brings it up over breakfast.

“Misa,” he begins. “I know this is really hard to talk about. But I need to know.”

She takes a bite of her rice and nods. She already knows what’s coming.

“It was Valentine’s Day. You climbed over the railing. You were trying to die, weren’t you?”

“Yes.” She’s not upset. She feels numb to it, actually. “It was Valentine’s Day. I wanted to spend it with my Light.”

Matsuda shuts his eyes and takes a deep breath.

“It’s just not fair,” she continues. She knows her voice is whiny and it’s not cute when a grown woman is whiny when she isn’t an idol anymore but she can’t help it. She misses him and everything hurts. “It’s not fair that he’s gone, and I’m still here, and I just wanted to see him again. I was supposed to see him again.”

“Misa. I know how you felt about Light. I know you want to believe he was good, but -”

“But he loves me! Loved me. He loved me so much. And I loved him too and I loved him so much, more than anyone else in the world so you’re wrong you can’t possibly know how I feel.”

His voice is shaking. “Misa, I loved him too.”

There are many ways to love. You can love your friends, you can love your family, you can love the color pink and pretty dresses.

But the way he said it can only mean one type of love.

She squints at him, trying to detect if this is some weird joke. “But you - but -”

“I fell in love with Light Yagami years ago. Of course I didn’t tell anyone. I don’t even think he knew. But… I trusted him. I thought he was honest, I thought he was righteous. He wasn’t scared to call Kira evil.” He takes a breath, trying to steady himself. He’s looking down at his bowl, not meeting her eyes.  

“I - I had my doubts, you know? Not about him. About Kira, I - he stopped wars. He stopped crime. And that was good, I couldn’t convince myself that it wasn’t. And he didn’t get mad at me for that, and I thought it was because he was being gentle with me. But he wasn’t.”

He looks up at her, and she can tell it hurts. “Misa, Light was a very cruel man. Even if we both loved him.”

“But he loves me! He loves me! He could never do all the things they said he did.” She’s had this conversation before, with her reflection. She’s had it many times, and it always goes the same. “I know my Light, he would never do anything to hurt other people, and he definitely wouldn’t do all that killing!”

“He confessed it all to us before he died. He thought he’d won.” He’s starting to cry now. It’s his fault for bringing it up, so she doesn’t feel bad. “His plan was to kill us all. We were the last thing in his way, that’s all he ever thought of us.” 

His voice is breaking, his words are barely coming out clearly. “I thought - I don’t know what I thought, but - I thought he cared about me, I - of course he didn’t feel the same but I thought we were friends. He was my best friend, Misa. He was my best friend.

“He was my best friend and I - I was just - I was just another pawn, I -  He - he wanted me to be his little attack dog, he wanted me to - to shoot -” He loses his composure completely here and Misa averts her eyes.

“No.” She stumbles to her feet, clutches her crutches. “No, you can’t - he couldn’t have. He wasn’t -”

She trips and he catches her. “Misa. I’m sorry.”

…

Misa looks in the mirror. Her deep brown hair has grown just enough that she can run her fingers through it.

It occurs to her that soon it’ll look like Light’s.

Her chest aches whenever she thinks of him, and she’s sure it isn’t because of her fractured ribs. 

Nothing Matsuda says makes sense, except it makes perfect sense, horrifying sense, at the same time, and she doesn’t want to believe it, she can’t believe it, except - 

There are things she can’t ignore. Pieces that don’t quite fit together.

He says Light took her memories away to keep him safe. Her memories of being Kira. He says she helped him as Kira, that she killed people.

She wants to deny it. She wants to say no, Misa-Misa is a good girl, Misa-Misa wouldn’t kill. 

But she remembers. She remembers how good it felt to see her parents’ murderer’s name and body on the news. She remembers her passion growing as Kira’s kills ramped up further and further.

Of course, she was young and dumb and she has grown up since then. Light dedicated his life to catching Kira, and nothing was more important than making Light happy, so that meant catching Kira was a good thing. She realized it was wrong to idolize a murderer, that Kira was evil, that Kira had to be stopped. She realized that killing was bad and murder wasn’t justice at all.

But Light didn’t believe any of that.

She’d restructured her mind around a total lie. Light didn’t go to America to catch Kira, he went to protect himself. 

Her memories of their overseas stay are fractured. She remembers sleeping alone in a big hotel bed. She remembers coming home from her Hollywood shoot to an empty room, not even a note. And there are stretches of time she can’t remember, which is normal because it’s been three years, except she cherished every minute she had with Light, so why can’t she remember half of their conversations? 

He had gotten colder and colder as time went on. In the beginning, they made love nearly every night, but they hadn’t slept together in three months by the end. 

He must have been too busy with Kiyomi.

He told her Kiyomi was just another part of the investigation. That the feelings weren’t real at all. 

But if he was on Kira’s side after all, then - he had lied about that. It wasn’t part of the investigation. And did he lie about the feelings? 

Did he lie about loving her?

She tries to focus on the beginning, when everything was good. Wasn’t everything good? She remembers finally leaving confinement, finally being able to rest in his arms, back where she belonged.

He had said something then, something that bothered her. What was it?

He said… he said that she wouldn’t leave him alone. But that didn’t make any sense. Why wouldn’t he want to spend time with his girlfriend? Why would he want her to leave him alone? 

She tried not to think about it. She tried to focus on after they got out, when they moved into their apartment and finally got to have a normal romance. Finally got rid of that creep Ryuzaki.

But if he really lied about wanting to catch Kira, if he really lied about all of that - 

But he told her he loved her so much. He told her he loved her all the time.

If he didn’t love her, then what was she doing these past six years? 

If he didn’t love her, then why did she jump?

…

“When did you fall in love with Light?”

She can walk with a cane now, and Matsuda takes her out to the park on weekends. He’s gone back to work, now that he trusts her to make it through eight hours alone. He doesn’t talk about it and she doesn’t ask.

He looks away from her, breathes a heavy sigh. They try not to talk about Light, but his ghost hangs heavy in the air.

“I met him as a teenager. He was brilliant for his age, but of course I saw him as a kid. During the investigation, once he took control -” His voice breaks a bit. “It - it felt so wrong, he was like a little brother, but… I saw his confidence, his competence, his brilliance. He was so damn charismatic.”

Misa knows. Misa understands completely.

“And then when we were alone in LA… he trusted me… and I trusted him too. He seemed so committed.” He swallows. “And - he was so handsome in that damn turtleneck.”

Misa nods. She also liked the turtleneck.

He sighs. “But it was all an act. All of it. He called his father a loser and a fool in the end. His father, his hero.” 

Light loved his father. Light loved his father so much. Light was devastated when he died.

“He called you an idiot.”

He’d said it to her face before too, but it didn’t matter. It didn’t matter because he loved her.

Didn’t he love her?

He said he loved her. He told her she was cute. He told her she was a great girlfriend. He’d even asked her to quit acting to marry him. 

He was such a sweet talker. 

But had he ever really looked at her? Had he ever touched her without her reaching out first? Had he ever asked her about how her shoots were going, or taken her somewhere nice without her asking? 

He hadn’t even remembered her 25th birthday. 25 on December 25th, a big number, and he’d been too busy hunting down Kira.

Not hunting down Kira. Hunting down the people trying to stop Kira. 

Hunting down the people trying to stop him.

Would he have turned on Misa, too, if he’d lived?

She reaches for Matsuda with her free hand. His arm fits nicely in her palm. They walk together in silence a little longer. 

…

Misa’s bangs get in her face. She cuts half of them off so she looks like Matsuda. Matsuda puts his hair up in tiny pigtails. 

Misa swims in Matsuda’s suit jacket. Matsuda’s shoulders strain against Misa’s shirt.

They look at each other like clowns in a funhouse mirror. They touch their palms together.

In each other, they see that cursed love for Light Yagami.

They change back. Misa shaves that side of her head.

Somehow, life goes on.

…

On Valentine’s Day in 2012, Misa bakes a cake.

Matsuda offered to take the day off, in case it was too hard, but Misa insisted she was fine, and she is. And she wanted to surprise him.

Misa is an awful cook. She always has been, and she’s accepted that she always will be. But baking seems straightforward. If she reads carefully, measures slowly, everything will be okay.

It’s messy. She spills flour all over the counter. She has to start over when she puts in too much salt. She hopes Matsuda didn’t need all that sugar.

She’s never going to act again. She can walk mostly fine, but she can’t run or jump or push herself too hard. She’ll never model again, with the scars that haven’t quite healed. 

She’s gotten into writing ghost stories. She posts them anonymously. Her blog isn’t popular, but that’s okay. It gives her something to do. 

Matsuda is nice to her. He seems to care about her in a way that Light never did. They aren’t in love, not romantically, but they fit together well. He reads her blog and he likes her stories. He thanks her when she cleans the house. And he remembered her birthday, and took her to a Christmas market so she could pick out her own gift. 

She stirs the batter. She realizes she forgot to preheat the oven and rushes to set it. Matsuda says preheating is very important. 

She thinks about how small the city looked. She thinks about her last fleeting thoughts of heaven. She touches her cross necklace; that’s one thing that hasn’t changed. The dress was wrecked, but that’s okay. She’s okay.

Maybe she was looking for heaven in the wrong place. Maybe heaven doesn’t come after death. Maybe heaven is now, in this little kitchen, where she’s still breathing and her heart is still beating. 

When Matsuda comes home, she’s just finished icing the cake. It’s bright pink for the holiday (and because it’s Misa’s favorite). She cuts them each a slice even though they haven’t had dinner yet. 

She got it just right. It’s the best strawberry cake she’s ever had.

[earthb0und-sp1r1t]

--☆ main @sw33t-oubliette. new kin blog since the other one was really unorganized

-- ☆ main kins right now are the heart acoustic [#🫀], L lawliet [#⚖️], mihael keehl [#🍫], touta matsuda [#☀️], withers sweetmeat [#🥩], jedidiah martin [tag undecided], teru mikami [#🖋️]. just use any of my kinnames here (only call me lawliet and mihael if we're friends. if not, then L and mello). he/it

--☆ sourcemates encouraged to interact! im okay with doubles. kff can interact but youre on thin ice. always feel free to ask me about my canons btw!

--☆ tags!: #☆originals; my posts. #☆reblogs; self explanatory. #☆answers; asks. #☆personal; vents/negative stuff, feel free to block this one

[hells-kitchen-kinhelp]

Touta Matsuda aesthetic for anon

I hope you like it!

-Mod Hawks (Luca shift)

[swampcreature]

picks up L in my mouth and shakes him around like a dog with a chew toy

[missedkinnection-moved]

aesthetic for touta matsuda who feels he was useless and annoying in his canon for anon !! aa hope you dont mind i made this more positive !! sorry its late too !!!! -mod gundham

[ratz-r-us]

anyways it’s time for my random kin list fix/drop. There’s a lot going on here so I’ll list each character shown, going from the left.

Yuri Plisetsky. Tooru Mutsuki. Floch Forster. Tooru Oikawa. Toono Hiyori. Kai Chisaki. Sing Soo Ling. Shun Hashimoto. Cherry. Touta Matsuda. Shoya Ishida. Viral. Yotasuke Takahashi. Cain. Mad Dog. Neito Monoma. Seidou Takizawa.

There might be four or five not pictured because I forgot, ran out of room, or think they’re rather low at the moment.

Twice{MHA}

YUT LUNG {BANANA FISH} MASSIVELY I just forgot to add him

Tadashi {sk8}

Yuki Rurikawa {A3!}

Italy and Romano {Hetalia}

Sasaki {Sasaki and Miyano}

and VERY slightly, Near {death note)

Yuga Aoyama {MHA}

SO. Questions, comments, concerns? ☺️

[dearestones]

Death Note Matchup: Matsuda Touta

Warnings: Fluff.

@romanovvass Request: hi!! can i please het a romantic matchup for death note? im bisexual & use she/her pronouns! im 5’2, have long brown hair, brown doe eyes, a button nose, and a beauty above my lip. i also have a summer tan and am built like mitsuri kanroji from demon slayer, if that helps! i also have her as one of my highest kins andndjdjf. my hobbies include gardening, yoga, baking, shopping, walking, & reading. im fairly interested in a lot things like true crime and cryptids. horror movie nights are amazing but i always watch cartoons after since i get scared ajdheknr. ive been told i don’t look like what im interest in op!

five best qualities: im caring (especially to my friends and to animals, i love them), loving, creative, bubbly, & energetic!!

five worst qualities: childish, stubborn, impatient, moody (occasionally, im trying to be better), & too critical of myself

please and thank you!! hope you have a nice day :)

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After going through the information given, I believe that you pair well with Matsuda Touta!

The moment Touta sees you, he’ll definitely be enamored, if not fall in love with you at first sight. It’s childish and cliche for sure, but it’s the combination of all your physical traits that has his heart beating in time to a rapid drum. He's a sucker for beauty marks and if you’ll let him, he’ll definitely try kissing it to tease you in the future once you’ve settled into your relationship. 

He’s also in love with your figure and thinks that you’re absolutely glowing with your tan! He thinks that you look utterly adorable and he’ll absolutely love hugging you whenever he has the chance. You’re so soft and cute, he can’t resist your inherent beauty. 

Touta is very engrossed in his work, but whenever he’s free from whatever investigations he has, he’ll try to help you with your hobbies! He’s especially willing to go the extra mile to learn how to garden and bake for you. However, he’s not doing it just for learning how to do new things, but rather, it’s because he gets to spend these new learning experiences with you. Despite what his coworkers may say, he can be a fast learner and his eagerness to learn makes him an entertaining partner. 

If you like, you can always ask him about the cases he investigates. Why listen to true crime podcasts when you talk to him about the Kira Investigation? Or his past assignments when he was just a rookie detective? You’ll find yourself enamored with his storytelling and you’ll laugh at all the mistakes that he made. However, you might find yourself wondering at how much heartbreak and stress that he had to go through as a detective—so many victims from dark stories and criminals falling through the cracks of what was supposed to be a perfect system. 

Don’t worry about horror movie nights, Touta is just as scared as you and is more than willing to turn the channel or switch to a website to stream your favorite cartoons. He’ll try to convince you to switch to cartoons once the first thirty minutes starts because he’s weak for jump scares. Sometimes, it’s out of jest and to make the atmosphere more bearable, but other times, he’s hiding his head into the crook of your neck. 

Touta cares about you, no matter how big or small your perceived imperfections may be. He enjoys the fact that you’re so loving and caring with a bubbliness to match! He’s a family man through and through. He’ll enjoy meeting your family and he’ll take great pleasure in introducing his to you as well. In a way, you remind him of why he chose to be a part of law enforcement and why he continues to serve. 

And since he has had his fair share of dealing with coworkers and bosses who were far too demanding and unrelenting in their own ways, he’ll be more than well equipped with dealing with your moods. Of course, he appreciates the fact that you’re trying to be better, and he’ll more than encourage you to improve yourself! He’ll also tell you to believe in yourself, that trying your best is what matters in the end. Please don’t be too hard on yourself, it hurts Touta to know that you could be hurting yourself with such negativity. 

Overall, you two will have such a sweet relationship! The both of you will engage in a lot of skinship, inside jokes that make absolutely no sense to anyone else, and in deep, emotional conversations that will have both of you looking bashful and sweet. 

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DEATH NOTE MASTERLIST

[chihirolovebot]

updating tha kin list:

shinji ikari, yamaguchi tadashi, edgar allan poe, eijirou kirishima, shuichi saihara, chiaki nanami, kakyoin noriaki, nao egokoro, matsuda touta, jean kirschtein, armin arlert.

on a scale from 1 to 10 how mentally i’ll am i 🫥

[nightintheboilingisles]

here are some of my kins even tho no one cares

luz noceda - the owl house

touta matsuda - death note

scorpia- she ra

janna ordonia- star vs the forces of evil

emma - the promised neverland

sokka - avatar the last air bender

richie tozier - IT

// so yeah basically any loud and outgoing character

[kikis-edits]

hii!! i was hoping if you could do a kin matchup for me 🙈 (preferably male characters and from my hero academia or haikyuu if possible, if not any source is fine!!) im pretty energetic but i like need my space sometimes! i am also golden-retriever loyal unless you do something that is too out of place. i love helping others out and i absolutely love learning new things especially if my friends like them. im pretty insecure tho, i tend to compare myself to like everyone and bottle up my feelings cause i dont like dealing with them and bothering people with them. i get pretty anxious around things im not familiar with oops. i also am pretty harsh on myself and tend to get upset if something doesnt go my way (working on that tho) uhh i love extreme sports! i would say im pretty creative also! i love music and writing, i can play the guitar *decently* eheheh and im also an infp-t and a 6w7 if that helps!! thank you so much and have a great day :D

hi anon !! im so sorry this took so long and i could only think of 4, but i hope theyre okay !

none from haikyuu or bnha because i dont know enough, but im pretty happy with the characters ive thought of !

bow from she-ra and the princesses of power, touta matsuda from death note, josuke higashikata from jojos bizarre adventure (also, to a lesser extent, koichi hirose), ryota suzui from kakegurui

bow is very loyal and creative !! he wants things to go his way and can get anxious quickly when he doesnt know whats going on / not familiar with it. touta matsuda is extremely loyal and always ready to help ! he doesnt think too highly of himself or his skills, but he still tries his best. hes often underestimated / pushed to the side. josuke higashikata is loyal !! mad when things dont go his way but hes very friendly. he doesnt want to cause trouble for others. he has high expectations for himself and is very energetic. will do almost anything for his friends. ryota suzui is energetic but needs space sometimes. hes loyal (sometimes to a fault) he can be anxious and doesnt like going out of his comfort zone unless its for a friend.

i hope at least some of these you can relate to, thank you for the request !! i hope you have a great day as well <33

~ mod kiki

[ashcanunot]

Canon Call

Hey this is a call to any Touta Matsuda kins who are looking for their L. I remember being really close to Matsuda in my canon and we’d often go to a cafe/bakery shop for a break from the Kira case. Light kins please do not interact...

[deathnotebf]

f/o list

folks who share f/o’s or are kin/fictives of these characters are welcome to interact.

- touta matsuda

- matt (mail jeevas)

- near (nate rivers)

- fushiguro megumi

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positivity for touta matsuda

your positivity is under the cut, matsuda !!

matsuda, im sure you werent annoying or useless !! havent seen death note, but from what mod maki told me, what you were tasked with doing must have been hard !! you tried your best and helped as much as you could, i know it !!

it was probably hard, but you did your best !!! i hope you feel better, sorry this was so late !!! ill get your aesthetic done asap !! -mod gundham