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#life continuously feels less real the longer time goes on#the older I get and the more people I lose the more disconnected from this earthly plane I become#and it's extra spicy right now#I have so many regrets about the way I've been distant from people I care about#I will NEVER get the chance to get to know my little cousin as an adult because he's gone#I will never get to experience sitting on the trampoline and talking to him ever again and I only got to do it once#summer is going to come and I'm going to remember all over again that when I go home to visit he won't be there#he'll never be there again#and my other cousin#she hates family socializing#but she lives so far away now#and my family never gets together anymore#too many missing faces#too little laughter#too few smiles#I'm sorry#I have such a great and terrible grief sloshing around in my chest#and it doesn't get any better because every year a new grief comes and I'm afraid I'm going to drown in it
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anyone else get cuteness aggression whenever they see james mcavoys charles….. like i have to pace around the room everytime i see him (your art is not helping. /pos)
i can think of one (1) mate who also gets cuteness aggression
#xmen#xmen movies#charles xavier#cherik#professor x#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#i am moderately tipsy so idk if this looks right. he looks right to me right now i think yeah he looks good ill post it#ANYWAY tahnk you:) i hope my art contributes to Not Being Normal about charles in any capacity#ask earlier about erik's face getting oevrshadowed reminded me i can draw one of my fave things for film erik too#drawing this did make me wanna rewatch first class tho ... 'snap how many times have you rewatched first class'#its a new month ok im allowed to rewatch it five times if i want to#i never draw fc charles .. i miss him sometimes mcavoy in general's fun to doodle#when speak no evil came out i was too stupid excited to doodle paddy after watchin the movie but this aint about him. we're MOVING ON#im gonna go start doodlin somethin goofy bye bye ill be back Whenever
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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Severance s2e3 Painting Scene "Inclusively Recanonicalized"
#severance#inclusively recanonicalized#severance season 2#severance spoilers#seth milchick#natalie kalen#Sydney Cole Alexander#Tramell Tillman#color says shit#y'all this scene has me breathless istg it's so tense and so anxious#how to maintain a straight face as your cult/company hands you a microaggression#the way he turns his whole body to face her after the call and her face breaks as she works to keep smiling#the quiet “oh” as he first sees the top painting#I'm just so enthralled with this whole show so far I was worried s2 would drop in quality like so many others do but it's been amazing#eternal thanks to the people blogging about it I saw your posts and decided I would love this show and I have.#also sorry no description or alt text. I do for images but I really can't for video. I'm too high right now to type out an entire video des#also plzzzzz tell me if I missed any tags I think I tagged everything right but I'm worried I missed something
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Tommy Kinard, old school enforcer in his last year before retirement gets traded to a team looking to make a cup run before their window starts to close.
Top D-Pair Buckley and Diaz, constantly getting knocked around by the Lightning and the Utah Existential Dread (this is my AU im not calling them whatever CO team name they end up stealing from one of our other majors I'm just not doing that) absolutely glomming on to this big ole dork of a man who will beat a man to hell with a smile on his face for so much as looking at them funny and then teach the whole locker room a TikTok dance the social media manager showed him the other morning during optional practice.
The dance is Not Optional. Even the thinly veiled Nathan MacKinnon stand-in I created for this fic is not immune to Tommy when he snaps his fingers and grins at everyone.
#i miss macdermid man#i miss him so fucking much#he had twenty minutes of ice time a year and i miss his face and his right hook and the way the entire fucking team#nearly got a too many men every time he scored a goal#bucktommy hockey au when#bucktommy
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August 19th - Happy (belated) Birthday Kiryu
(with one Kiryu from almost every chapter he appears in)
#wind breaker#mitsuki kiryu#my edits#oops. i have not memorized everyone's bdays yet & only realized it was his bday the day of. i did start this right as i got#home and literally finished right at midnight..but i was tired. so apologies for posting a day late. wanted to wait & make sure#everything looked okay considering i sped through this. so the chances of me missing any ch is likely too. but i promise that i#adore this boy so very much! i love his design with all the piercings and his many fun shirts. nice hair too especially when he#gets all serious and lets it down..ohh myy. he's gorgeous. no doubt in my top three for this series. AAH and his cute little faces!!#god he's literally so precious. makes me smile so damn much. i cant wait to see him more in future seasons. he's perfection.
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Opened paint tool sai for the first time in 5 years immediately drew yuri
#couldnt for the life of me draw shizukus face jeezus. turned out ok#I LOVE SAIS BRUSHES I MISSED THEM!!!!!! BRUSH TOOL MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!!#art tag#prsk#pjsk#read all main stories reading through the early events rn. fun#might skip to the recent niigo events tho bc that looks crazy#wont be as good without the build up of the other events but....... mafuyu........#wannna do that thing thats like fav character from each group for prsk.... and maybe bandori/enstars/twst too. but prob not.#aneeway. these two. wehehhehehwhehehw#shizuku hinomori#airi momoi#project sekai#shizuai#almost didnt tag their ship my bad#okie this tagging this is so hard theres so many. can we decide on if its prsk or pjsk#uhm thays all. gootbye#going back to hiding in my literal closet to record audio for an assignment#OH DONT LOOK AT AIRIS HAND I FORGOT TO FIX IT EHHE. MY BAD. UGH
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no one asked for it but i brought some very crunched mizunene
#hi. is there anyone to hear me#thyed be so cute n silly n explore gender in so many ways n also hack n pirate tons of stuff#w rui. she will join them too i just had very limited time#sorry for my nene favoritism it looks like it would be one sided but theyd equally admire each other in so many ways do u guys hear me#n theyd share their interests... n learn many new artistic ways of expression through it..... peace and love...#blacks out falls face down dead on the floor. i swing between breakdowns bc i dont have enough time to finish all assignments#n doing this in one of the few evenings when im not dead tired instead of some homework. ok#nene kusanagi#mizuki akiyama#honami mochizuki#minori hanasato#mizunene#project sekai#project sekai fanart#pjsk fa#komashkart#i missed them sm#also also like robonene. it links them sm. the costume. the fact that she way faster hacks n finds info#mzk n nene both bullying their haters online. can u imagine the power theyd have combined. GAHHHHH
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sorry tohri [also version with no cape]
#hatoful boyfriend#tohri nishikikouji#kal art#i was hit with the triple whammy of pain#rare album out of stock; hato rp blogs not being active for 3+ years; tohri wikia images breaking for me. today is certainly a day LOL#he can family guy death pose as a treat#not counting how many times i drew his face for the expression meme too LOL. will share that when its done#uhm ah. i certainly miss rping but i am a poor writer
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Did I hit my head? Or did Lisa Swain actually admit she has feelings for me?

#the answer? Yes#This is the face of a woman who has no idea what is going on anymore#What is even real if this tiny blonde pocket rocket of a heartbreaker is suddenly sitting in front of you and confessing her feelings#because apparently she HAS those ones FOR HER?!#The utter bewilderment of it all#Where is the joker?#She's still waiting for something else to happen#Carla Connor is precious#swarla#I'm never going to get over this#So here I am shouting into the echochamber#Because I feel too many feelings about their feelings- ye feel me?#wlw#Exhausted in all of the ways 😪#It's been one whole day since they happened- are we all alive?#missing scene of Carla waking up the next day#Convinced it was all just a dream#Until she wakes up to a good morning text from DS Swoon WITH EMOJIS#And that's what tips her off to her new reality
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thinking about frank and sex (in a sad way)
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#not as in about sex with him but like how hes portrayed in relation to it in the comics if that makes sense#hes just always so deeply uninterested not just in the women but the act itself too like#so many times hes like. not pressured thats the wrong word but like i can think of at least two times i saw#where the women just kinda. walk themselves into his bed. and hes like 'eh idk about this' but then just kinda does it anyway#like i imagine the writers intended for this to be like a cool guy thing yk like ah he gets so much action and he DOESNT CARE cuz hes COOL#but ME personally i cant help but read it like. god idk i dont want to say him letting himself get used and using them in turn#theres this expression 'going through the motions' that kind of feels right here but idk how to explain it#hes just so weird about it. every time. in my mind i cant imagine him ever really wanting it very much#like maybe to feel good sometimes but its never. idk am i making sense am i just saying shit#is he gay asexual missing his dead wife or just so so fucking traumatized and dead on the inside that his body is just an object now#so many fun ways to interpret this#<guy who is not having fun interpreting this#wish i could just project my thoughts into your heads so youd see exactly what i mean cuz i dont feel im verbalizing this well enough#god take a shot every time i say 'like' or 'just'. youll be off your face from this post only#i may be making shit up tbh idk the thought struck me out of nowhere while i was looking at the ceiling
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the adrenaline is fading a little from finishing the episode and im like . hmmmmmm. i liked that episode, but it just needed so much more time to be fleshed out, like ideally that would have been a 3 parter. imo it kind of felt like a rushed flux???? it was almost the same concept too w the death of most of the universe, and we got to see the world and the consequences fleshed out and explored there whereas 15 kind of had to be rushed through each scene :(
#dw#doctor who spoilers#rambles#ncuti and millie were amaaaaaaaazing and bonnie was really good too#ncuti's beautiful expressive face and the raw emotions he can show on it destroy me#but everything was so rushed#i'm not mad about ruby's mother being ordinary bc i love the concept of people imbuing things with material power through belief#but i feel like they set up too many things going on w her for that to be entirely satisfying#sutekh getting dogwalked by the tardis and disintegrating in2 the timevortex was a sick concept but i felt like the execution was missed to#alas#i loved the character tho moments like i said. 15 and that woman who gave him a spoon? waow
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Crazy how most of my intrusive thoughts come from the want to be wanted
#or the want to be interacted with/the want to draw a reaction from a crowd#the want to be observed#i don't get many intrusive thoughts. at least not ones that stick#ones ive had were being like “drop off the face of the earth so they can miss you” immediately conflicted by “but ill miss them too”#physical intrusive thoughts are the opposite. i dont want to do something very very badly#yk when you're holding a pencil and it goes flying bc you held it wrong? i fear doing that with my phone into a lake#<- standing on the other side of the road#anyways I don't know if I am normal (my brain activity is quite mellow. i have no memories. but im still pretty smart)#thinking about how everyone wants to label themselves to fit into a group and how it has correlation to playing the victim#anyway im going to go bathe
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭
• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭
• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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i missed you so much hong seunghan.
#just saw the news about his aparent solo debut … very confused. very frustrated. and feeling way too much all at once. but …#if one things for sure … i missed seeing his face SO MUCH. i missed him In General so much …#i just really miss him.#seunghan#hong seunghan#and … for one final time … i guess? i’ll tag this post as:#riize#wonbiinz.posts#… man … honestly a little unsure of what to do with this blog … i guess i’ll decide a little later …#once more things unfold about … just … This Entire Situation As A Whole … ugh.#i have so many thoughts and feelings. and have no clue how to phrase them or express them properly.#yes i am sad. and frustrated … but i must admit - seeing new photos of him brough quite the smile to my face … my bubble boy ❤️🩹
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Necro, who was the kindest person in your life? And what was the hardest sacrifice you've made— literally or figuratively?
Apple Core, what was your most challenging experience as a Sensei?
Prince, O lord of fashion, which if your fits and/or forms is your absolute favorite?
Magomon, what's your opinion on Tamers in general?
Officer, my good sir, what was the toughest case you've helped or had to solve? Any solo cases?
UT, what are your favorite holiday traditions in the Underground and Surface world?
🩸: "There hasn't been a sacrifice thats been that hard for me to perform. The only thing I truly regret sacrificing is my ability to smell normal ever again. Seriously, I tried bathing multiple times and used every single perfume, cologne, all the scent products... AND I STILL CANT GET RID OF THE ROITING CORPSE SMELL!!
As for who's the kindest person I know? Well... the obvious answer would be Kirby... but there's also this snowman that has been helping me with my research, perhaps I could talk about them some other time."
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🍏: "Most challenging things as a sensei? Well, to perfectly honest, it's the students that are, and I mean this in the nicest way possible, require a lot of patience from me. For example; I have this one student who is just, again I mean this in the nicest way possible, a stubborn wanna-be-cool-guy.
Don't get me wrong, he does have a lot of potential to be a Skylander and I can see him becoming one in the future... BUT he's just has a really bad habit of wanting to do things all by himself because he's 'so cool' with his high running speeds and cool dragon sword, only to get his ass handed to him one way or the other. I thought Blades' cockiness when he became a Skylander was bad, that student takes the cake!!!"
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👑: "Favorite outfit? My goodness!! That's like picking between my own children!! But... if I had to pick just one.... like, you holding a knife to my back and forcing me to pick just one, then I'm gonna pick the robes I wore to my wedding. They were so sparkly and beautiful, I truly felt special on my special day~! As for forms, the Prince Form is my favorite. I like the height boost, elegance, and a sense of power in that form, hehehe~"
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🎩: "My thoughts on Tamers? Well, I have said before that there have been tales and legends of humans being involved with digimon. I've always found it fascinating, as those legends have told of humans granting digimon power they could never get on their own. I kinda wished to see something like that happen one day... Little did I know that I was gonna get a human myself, hehe!!
Susie has been lots of fun to travel with, and the power she grants me and Marxamon has been incredible (tho I wish evolving into Crownedmon wasn't so mentally scaring and painful)!! I could have never asked for a better human partner!! Me and Marxamon are her 'goodiest boys'!! 'Goodiest' is not a grammatically correct word, but I let it slide because she gives me hugs and pets!♡♡♡"
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🚔: "Funnily enough, my toughest case was actually my first solo case!! The case of Artie Flopshark, a poker guru that was supposed to be dead, as he was killed by Flint Paper. According to some of the records, Artie's bank account was still active, depositing and withdrawing money regularly as if he was alive. And there had been reports of Artie being near abandoned graveyards across the country. Flint Paper couldn't track him down for the life of him, so he assumed it had been some kind of 'witchcraft' that made this guy untraceable. So Flint gave the case to me since I'm a mage and stuff (witchcraft and my magic are obviously two different things, but I let it slide). Sam and Max had a lot of faith that I could handle this on my own, so I took on the challenge just to make them proud. The weeks of trying to find this guy felt like the longest weeks of my life! But I was able to find him.
Long Story Short; It turned out Artie Flopshark was revived as a zombie like monster by a bunch of teenage wizards that were messing around with dark arts (kinda sounds familiar). When the wizards successfully revived him, they freaked out and left him behind. Artie was able to get a hold on that dark arts book that they coincidently dropped and used it to get around the county's graveyards. He was hosting nightly poker nights to get his funds back for his new undead life, inviting all sorts of creeps and ghouls to play games of Texas Hold'em. In fear of being killed again by Flint, Artie used magic to keep himself untrackable from any living being on earth. Which I was able to work around the effects because I'm not from earth, hehe~!!
I felt kinda bad for him since even mentioning Flint Paper made him scream in panic, so did Artie a favor and helped him get a restraining order on Flint. I got my paycheck and a celebration surprise from Sam and Max that they planned for me for completing my first solo case, a VIP trip to The Inventory for drinks, dinner, and poker."
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💙: "Well damn, ol' gunner boy spoke in whole paragraphs! Ok, favorite holiday.... I gotta give it to Halloween, dude. Monsters seem to enjoy Halloween a lot, and I can see why, as my best memories here are sometimes related to Halloween. Like on our first trick-or-treating, Frisk dressed up as a witch and made me their little 'black cat' by dressing me in a black cat onesie. I was carried around in their backpack as we went around the neighborhood. And when I got my monster form perfected, me and Frisk did even cooler matching costumes! Mario and Luigi, Dipper and Mabel, Steven and Amethyst, Freddy and Bonnie, heck we even Sans and Papyrus a few times! (which the bros really liked)
Even though I moved out of Toriel's house after I got married, Frisk and I still go trick-or-treating together every Halloween with our matching costumes. And Frisk hasn't grown out of trick-or-treating just yet, so we'll be continuing this little tradition of ours for a few more years! And I'll be enjoying every moment."
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🦋: "Man I sure do love being involved!" -he said to no one.
(Congratulations Blaze, you changed my QnA formatting just for this ask! Eff you and have a nice day!)
#magolor aus qna#this took DAYS for me to come up with an answer for all of them! DAMN YOU BLAZE!#Good lord I put too much effort into this ask wtf#If you need me I'll be in the corner steaming like a fried computer after running too many minecraft mods#If there is ANY spelling mistakes in this that I missed you can just slap me in the face
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