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#life continuously feels less real the longer time goes on#the older I get and the more people I lose the more disconnected from this earthly plane I become#and it's extra spicy right now#I have so many regrets about the way I've been distant from people I care about#I will NEVER get the chance to get to know my little cousin as an adult because he's gone#I will never get to experience sitting on the trampoline and talking to him ever again and I only got to do it once#summer is going to come and I'm going to remember all over again that when I go home to visit he won't be there#he'll never be there again#and my other cousin#she hates family socializing#but she lives so far away now#and my family never gets together anymore#too many missing faces#too little laughter#too few smiles#I'm sorry#I have such a great and terrible grief sloshing around in my chest#and it doesn't get any better because every year a new grief comes and I'm afraid I'm going to drown in it
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anyone else get cuteness aggression whenever they see james mcavoys charles….. like i have to pace around the room everytime i see him (your art is not helping. /pos)
i can think of one (1) mate who also gets cuteness aggression
#xmen#xmen movies#charles xavier#cherik#professor x#erik lehnsherr#magneto#snap sketches#i am moderately tipsy so idk if this looks right. he looks right to me right now i think yeah he looks good ill post it#ANYWAY tahnk you:) i hope my art contributes to Not Being Normal about charles in any capacity#ask earlier about erik's face getting oevrshadowed reminded me i can draw one of my fave things for film erik too#drawing this did make me wanna rewatch first class tho ... 'snap how many times have you rewatched first class'#its a new month ok im allowed to rewatch it five times if i want to#i never draw fc charles .. i miss him sometimes mcavoy in general's fun to doodle#when speak no evil came out i was too stupid excited to doodle paddy after watchin the movie but this aint about him. we're MOVING ON#im gonna go start doodlin somethin goofy bye bye ill be back Whenever
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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guess who just read the secret crusade :(
#assassin's creed#ac1#altair ibn la'ahad#so many altair thoughts#altair grounding himself after waking up from a nightmare#by touching his scar and missing finger and pulling the familiar hood over his face#and a lot more was put into this comic i’m too lazy to type it all out#please talk to me abt him i’m going insane
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Tommy Kinard, old school enforcer in his last year before retirement gets traded to a team looking to make a cup run before their window starts to close.
Top D-Pair Buckley and Diaz, constantly getting knocked around by the Lightning and the Utah Existential Dread (this is my AU im not calling them whatever CO team name they end up stealing from one of our other majors I'm just not doing that) absolutely glomming on to this big ole dork of a man who will beat a man to hell with a smile on his face for so much as looking at them funny and then teach the whole locker room a TikTok dance the social media manager showed him the other morning during optional practice.
The dance is Not Optional. Even the thinly veiled Nathan MacKinnon stand-in I created for this fic is not immune to Tommy when he snaps his fingers and grins at everyone.
#i miss macdermid man#i miss him so fucking much#he had twenty minutes of ice time a year and i miss his face and his right hook and the way the entire fucking team#nearly got a too many men every time he scored a goal#bucktommy hockey au when#bucktommy
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August 19th - Happy (belated) Birthday Kiryu
(with one Kiryu from almost every chapter he appears in)
#wind breaker#mitsuki kiryu#my edits#oops. i have not memorized everyone's bdays yet & only realized it was his bday the day of. i did start this right as i got#home and literally finished right at midnight..but i was tired. so apologies for posting a day late. wanted to wait & make sure#everything looked okay considering i sped through this. so the chances of me missing any ch is likely too. but i promise that i#adore this boy so very much! i love his design with all the piercings and his many fun shirts. nice hair too especially when he#gets all serious and lets it down..ohh myy. he's gorgeous. no doubt in my top three for this series. AAH and his cute little faces!!#god he's literally so precious. makes me smile so damn much. i cant wait to see him more in future seasons. he's perfection.
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Opened paint tool sai for the first time in 5 years immediately drew yuri
#couldnt for the life of me draw shizukus face jeezus. turned out ok#I LOVE SAIS BRUSHES I MISSED THEM!!!!!! BRUSH TOOL MY BELOVED!!!!!!!!!#art tag#prsk#pjsk#read all main stories reading through the early events rn. fun#might skip to the recent niigo events tho bc that looks crazy#wont be as good without the build up of the other events but....... mafuyu........#wannna do that thing thats like fav character from each group for prsk.... and maybe bandori/enstars/twst too. but prob not.#aneeway. these two. wehehhehehwhehehw#shizuku hinomori#airi momoi#project sekai#shizuai#almost didnt tag their ship my bad#okie this tagging this is so hard theres so many. can we decide on if its prsk or pjsk#uhm thays all. gootbye#going back to hiding in my literal closet to record audio for an assignment#OH DONT LOOK AT AIRIS HAND I FORGOT TO FIX IT EHHE. MY BAD. UGH
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no one asked for it but i brought some very crunched mizunene
#hi. is there anyone to hear me#thyed be so cute n silly n explore gender in so many ways n also hack n pirate tons of stuff#w rui. she will join them too i just had very limited time#sorry for my nene favoritism it looks like it would be one sided but theyd equally admire each other in so many ways do u guys hear me#n theyd share their interests... n learn many new artistic ways of expression through it..... peace and love...#blacks out falls face down dead on the floor. i swing between breakdowns bc i dont have enough time to finish all assignments#n doing this in one of the few evenings when im not dead tired instead of some homework. ok#nene kusanagi#mizuki akiyama#honami mochizuki#minori hanasato#mizunene#project sekai#project sekai fanart#pjsk fa#komashkart#i missed them sm#also also like robonene. it links them sm. the costume. the fact that she way faster hacks n finds info#mzk n nene both bullying their haters online. can u imagine the power theyd have combined. GAHHHHH
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AshtonIrwin: Rice hearts are my love language
#oh i was not ready to have FEELINGS on this fine Friday morning#5sos#5 seconds of summer#ashton irwin#ashton#ai ig#Instagram#kh4f post#i have MISSED YOUR FACE SIR#he could not possibly be cuter#smooch#S M O O C H#also arm#also thighs 🫦#I AM HAVING TOO MANY FEELINGS FOR 10AM#and he just tweeted too#and there's a drum vid in this post#and a green couch sighting#what a post what a day what a man#I'm fine
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SOMEHOW FINISHED (kinda) MY GORDON COSPLAY!!!! If you see a certain someone at ctcon please say hi :D
#i will post real pics with the gloves on and such later. also hid my face because i was So Sweaty#half life#ctcon#connecticon#gordon freeman#cosplay#hlvrai#ive talked with so many ppl already its so fun. many have shouted 'HELLO GORDON' at me too which is a good sign#there are some details missing and i wanna make an undersuit eventually but Somehow It Is Coherent#half life 2#gordon feetman#ctcon 2024#connecticon 2024#hl
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sorry tohri [also version with no cape]
#hatoful boyfriend#tohri nishikikouji#kal art#i was hit with the triple whammy of pain#rare album out of stock; hato rp blogs not being active for 3+ years; tohri wikia images breaking for me. today is certainly a day LOL#he can family guy death pose as a treat#not counting how many times i drew his face for the expression meme too LOL. will share that when its done#uhm ah. i certainly miss rping but i am a poor writer
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"i don’t care if you want to act happy-go-lucky, but if you, the man who is above me, ever shows weakness, next time, the one leaving the crew will be me!" — "if the first words coming from usopp are a sincere apology, then we’re all good. otherwise, there’s no place here for him to come back to.”
i am ill, i am diseased; zoro shouldering the role of being the voice of reason, pulling rank as the first mate and reminding the rest of the crew that luffy, as easy going as he may be, is still their captain, is one to be respected, because a crew without respect and a leader who doesn't demand it is destined to fail. and you know it's serious when sanji agrees with zoro. they can't just welcome usopp back with open arms because he challenged the captain, lost, and left and “we’re not little kids playing pirates.”
#OR NEXT TIME IT'S GOING TO BE ME WHO LEAVES#HOLLERING#hollering holler hollering#i have soooooo many thoughts#imagining how much this stings for luffy and how much it does for zoro#especially because you know how important loyalty is to zoro#and like!! he misses his friend too!! but usopp LEFT. he MADE that choice (challenging luffy) and must deal with the consequences#and for any of them to welcome him back like nothing is a spit in the face and complete lack of respect#because they AREN'T playing pirates -- this is real with real consequences#there are those who have killed for less#godddd i have a lot of thoughts hang on i had to write them down#you're getting them in all of their stream of consciousness glory#kate watches op#enies lobby
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Let's go back home now.
Transcript:
Noemí, Erick, and Ángel: Dulce!!
Noemí: Mija, you did wonderful.
Erick: You were amazing.
Erick: Look at our baby girl.
Noemí: You must be so tired after all that! Let’s go home.
Dulce: Amá, Dad, how can you guys be so happy right now? I didn’t win.
Noemí: Dulce, that doesn’t matter. We’re glad you got to experience this wonderful opportunity. You came and gave it your all, so of course we’re beaming with pride.
Erick: [Gets down at Dulce’s eye-level] Sweetie, look at me. I know you’re upset, but it’s like what your mother said: This was an amazing opportunity. Not everyone got accepted, but you did. They saw something in you, and who wouldn’t? My daughter is phenomenal.
Dulce: I guess so.. huh? Thank you, everyone.
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?: Excuse me, I don’t mean to interrupt.
Mia: Hello Mrs. and Mr. Alegria. I‘m Mia D‘Angelo-Ramirez, the main judge of Diced Junior. Your daughter is quite remarkable. Can I please have a quick word with her?
Noemí: Oh! Yes, please, go ahead.
Dulce: Oh, are you here to give me more advice?
Mia: No, only words of encouragement. I don’t want you to think we only said that nice stuff for the cameras. I snuck away from the table just now to let you know that I truly believe you’ll make it big in this industry.
Mia: I’ll be watching your career closely. Don’t let me down, alright? Be smart with your choices. I have to head back now.
Dulce: You got it.
#noemi alegria#erick wade#angel alegria#dulce alegria#mia d'angelo ramirez#matchalovertrait#alegria legacy#tjolc gen 1#tjolc#NOEMIIII I MISSED SEEING YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE FOR 2 WEEKS 😔😔😔😔😭😭😭😭😭#for you guys it was 1 week but for me it was 2#also sorry guys i'm always switching up my editing LMAOO#i'm tryna find something more permanent. these kind of posts with text @ the bottom won't be common tho. they'll be for more serious posts#i just wanted my slice of life posts to match my serious posts a lil more#and according to google the “league gothic” font pairs nicely with the “chewy” font idk#these moodlets might stay actually. i like how @windslar's psds look so crisp and i wanted something like that :o#if these are too hard to read lmk. open to the constructive criticism :)#white and yellow will be the main colors for posts like these. it's just that there are so many ppl in this post lol
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It feels like getting pulled underwater—the sharp sideways tug, the slight drag of resistance, then falling, falling, till the waves close over his head. But Logan can breathe when he rights himself again, even if the light has a watery filter to it and the voices have a distant echo. // Sometimes Logan gets a glimpse of guys who've been long gone from the teal, clustered at the far end of the bench or sitting in the box across the ice. He heard Jason's voice in the hallway loud and clear, that infectious laugh. And he could have sworn he saw Raffi fucking Torres getting out of a car in the players' lot. Something tells him not to look up the rosters.
Commissioned @impmakesart to make a painting based on the Sharks' Cali Fin hype reel + the flip side by frausorge. Imp was amazing to work with and I could not be more emotional about this piece and so, so pleased with how it turned out!! 🙇🏻♂️🙇🏻♂️ Commission him here. Thank you Imp!
#as i am sure has been very obvious i have been incredibly unwell this year for a variety of reasons#and i read that fic right after my uncle died suddenly and unexpectedly so i was thinking a lot about hospice while i was reading it#and i was going to about 8 million sharkuda games per week to just not be at home bc everything has fallen apart there#(also for a variety of reasons. but there is a lot of intense grief over my stepsister's death involved)#so today having signed a lease on an apartment on the entire other side of the country to be closer to career stuff and#get a fresh start and a hopefully happier and more stable life (even if a huge move and a career change makes me nervous)#while also the first thing said to me is that another family member had passed this morning (expectedly) and a relative#who became very sick recently (unexpectedly) and who due to advanced age does not have a great prognosis#it became a uniquely precious gift to have this completed and sent to me by imp this afternoon.#the fic + the ensuing games of seeing that reel hit a very tender part of me that has dealt with death and instability my entire life#and it is amazing to see an image of logan's similar loss and instability so perfectly realized!!#his troubled face!! the way it feels both underwater and in another world!! the lights all around that could be anything!!#looking up at the indistinct faces of his teammates who could be so so many people at this point but who he misses nonetheless!!#also PLEASE zoom in on the mist - the texturing and color gradients are SO cool. and the reflection on his helmet is so sick#the color scheme in this is freaking amazing and i just love it all so much man!!!#anyway i don't have a concluding thought. i was going to make this into a puzzle (i'm back on my bullshit)#but i will probably get it printed and framed too#if any of u come visit me know. know that your chances of seeing haunted logan couture are non-zero#and he could be ANYWHERE#art#san jose sharks#logan couture
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thinking about frank and sex (in a sad way)
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#not as in about sex with him but like how hes portrayed in relation to it in the comics if that makes sense#hes just always so deeply uninterested not just in the women but the act itself too like#so many times hes like. not pressured thats the wrong word but like i can think of at least two times i saw#where the women just kinda. walk themselves into his bed. and hes like 'eh idk about this' but then just kinda does it anyway#like i imagine the writers intended for this to be like a cool guy thing yk like ah he gets so much action and he DOESNT CARE cuz hes COOL#but ME personally i cant help but read it like. god idk i dont want to say him letting himself get used and using them in turn#theres this expression 'going through the motions' that kind of feels right here but idk how to explain it#hes just so weird about it. every time. in my mind i cant imagine him ever really wanting it very much#like maybe to feel good sometimes but its never. idk am i making sense am i just saying shit#is he gay asexual missing his dead wife or just so so fucking traumatized and dead on the inside that his body is just an object now#so many fun ways to interpret this#<guy who is not having fun interpreting this#wish i could just project my thoughts into your heads so youd see exactly what i mean cuz i dont feel im verbalizing this well enough#god take a shot every time i say 'like' or 'just'. youll be off your face from this post only#i may be making shit up tbh idk the thought struck me out of nowhere while i was looking at the ceiling
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the adrenaline is fading a little from finishing the episode and im like . hmmmmmm. i liked that episode, but it just needed so much more time to be fleshed out, like ideally that would have been a 3 parter. imo it kind of felt like a rushed flux???? it was almost the same concept too w the death of most of the universe, and we got to see the world and the consequences fleshed out and explored there whereas 15 kind of had to be rushed through each scene :(
#dw#doctor who spoilers#rambles#ncuti and millie were amaaaaaaaazing and bonnie was really good too#ncuti's beautiful expressive face and the raw emotions he can show on it destroy me#but everything was so rushed#i'm not mad about ruby's mother being ordinary bc i love the concept of people imbuing things with material power through belief#but i feel like they set up too many things going on w her for that to be entirely satisfying#sutekh getting dogwalked by the tardis and disintegrating in2 the timevortex was a sick concept but i felt like the execution was missed to#alas#i loved the character tho moments like i said. 15 and that woman who gave him a spoon? waow
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