#todorki family

[bibibbon]

Finished chapter 4 for besties and it was easier making it (hahaha let's ignore the grammar) but making Yumi rejecting her lifelong dream of Endy magically became better is powerful. Why? If am is a bad father...what's the point?

I kind feel she would be sort of an am hater and would brew some resement towards heroes, maybe not all. But a good number of them.

(I feel the line "heroes only hurt their families" that stans swear is deep, IS NOT, WORKS much better with Yumi. Hell, could see she looking a bit more on Stain. Yes, he is a serial killer but the idea heroes aren't perfect will finally kick in)

(I felt bad for Yumi...her family is always messed up. She tried so hard but you can't fix this! Which sort paralels with Izumi.)

And god...Izumi is not used to be treated decently...or maybe even the decency is seen as smth outwardly...no one in A1 cares but B1 is noticing. Vlad takes one look at her and can sense smth is off....why? Bc her trauma is visible (her abuser also isn't smart)

My question here is: how else should have a different view on heroes? Yumi is in the list, Izumi is on the list as well...but who else?

Hi @mikeellee 👋

It's great to hear that you already finished chapter 4 I will make sure to beta read it soon!

I like the idea you have of making fuyumi reject and put down her life-long dream of having a perfect family, but why would she do it? For me, it's quite hard to believe that just because she thinks that all might is an abusive and bad father to izumi, she would ditch her dream just like that. I would agree and say that all might turning out to be a bad father could be a catalyst and could contribute to her ditching that life-long dream she had, but I don't think she would just ditch the dream like that.

Fuyumi's desire for a functional and loving family affects her character all around. The reason she has such a dream isn't just because of the human desire to be loved by both parents but also the desire for both normality and conformity. Fuyumi doesn't want to be anything special. She is happy to fit in, to have what every other average character should have. She wants love, she wants care and she wants a family. Yes, she has family members that she very much loves and is close to like natsou, but her desire isn't just for family but for conformity and normality. Her dream is your basic overglorifed nuclear family, and that's exactly what she kept up the outside image as for decades.

Fuyumi (not as much as her other family members) does probably glorify all Might. She, within her wish and desire for normality and conformity, adapts to be likeable and to share the same opinions as the general public. Due to this desire and fake image that she has intraculety crafted for this amazing outside persona, a part of it seeps to her true self. This includes her admiration for all might. She believes that he is what's good with society. To her, there is that devil of a father and an angle of society carrying and promising good for all. Yes, this would have dimmed over the years as she is stripped of her naivety little by little. Little by little hope and optimism in being magically saved by the man who promises comfort for all drizzles down the drain. Yet even now, when she is all fully grown, a part of her subconsciously clings to that fairytale dream all of that until the all might incident/scandal when All Might is revealed to be a bad father.

Like I said, all mights reveal is a catalyst for fuyumi. It sends her spiralling. She knows that people aren't who they seem to be, heck she isn't who she pretends to be, her father is the devil in disguise and as a teacher she has been trained and quickly learnt the quick disguses and images that parents put up to paint themselves as perfect along with their children. She has seen it all, she already knows it all so why is she so disappointed?

She has read various psychology books, and she has a degree in education where she has minored in psychology, yet she is left hollow, numb. The incident sends her digging and digging she does. It seems like she can't escape it every turn she sees an article of the incident or of another hero being outed out for being an abuser a monster in disguise. These are the people that she was taught to trust. People like her father devil's cosplaying angels. First, it's Endeavour, her father. Second, it's all Might. Third, it's another hero and then another and another all until they become numbers on a page, and it drives fuyumi nuts.

It's a ticking slow and painful realisation, but "all heroes do is hurt their family.'

Enji hurt his family

All Might hurt his family

They aren't worthy of being heroes. Digging and digging, she finds a certain someone who shares her views, a vigilante serial killer arrested a while back by enji: Stain, the hero killer.

A part of her agrees with Stain (parallel with dabi) she believes that he has information that he knows which heroes are good and bad, so she looks at his kills and sees if it adds up. She finds varying results some good some bad. Yet she clings to hope (well, until she meets dabi and he breaks the news to her) or when shoto tells her about what Stain did to him and his friends.

All of this build up, fuyumi feels like she is going to explode so she opens up to natsou who reveals to her that he was also involved in the situation and tells her his prespective which for matter could solidify her reasoning or not.

Days pass, and natsou like her is still in disbelief. The abuse comparisons between all Might and enji don't fall on death ears but further reinforce fuyumi's spiralling.

"Heroes only hurt their families." It's true she has seen it. She has lived it, and she has experienced it.

All of this bitter boiling anger leads to her slowly becoming detached from that dream of hers as she would rather live with natosu, shoto, and her mother then have that monster be apart of her family.

Maybe during her spiral fuyumi could think of wanting to kill enji which would parallel with dabi and izumi.

[jillflame]

The fact that the Todoroki family storyline is a tragedy.

The fact that the manga ends with every single one of the Todoroki children remaining irreversibly damaged.

The fact that sometimes hurt is just hurt and there isn't a higher reason for it.

The fact that despite taking different approches, none of the Todoroki children are judged by the narritive for their choices in moving forward and finding their own peace.

The fact that Horikoshi didnt set out to write a story of justice in his superhero comic, but instead wrote a realistic take on how abuse survivors actually get treated by the world we live in.

[heartkaji]

★ TARANTULA GIRL !

(n) — dabi only likes girls who are more bite than bark note : written for @seneon, everyone’s fave goth gf <3

touya swears she sips souls for dinner.

he’s not sure how he came to that conclusion but the signs are glaring : her knuckles are white as ghosts as they bend around wine stem & bruise like wet graveyards. she drinks blood like it’s grape juice—it stains her lips a barberry hue & now touya’s walking towards her without even realizing it.

“fancy seeing you here.”

“you again.”

cherry-blood dribbles down her chin but she makes no effort to wipe it away. she presses the glass to her lips for yet another sip. “haven’t you harassed me enough this week ?”

“this is only the fourth time i’ve come talk to you.”

“it’s only tuesday, dabi.”

touya swallows the blood creeping up his throat & watches you swallow yours. your adam’s apple bobs as you take yet another sip, ( dabi wonders how you aren’t drunk yet, he knows this is far from your first glass ) plum coke kisses staining the rim. it’s been two minutes or three since he took a seat beside you & you haven’t even bothered to turn to look at him & fuck you’re so annoying.

but you’re so fucking pretty.

& so fucking bitchy too. dabi doesn’t test the waters. he knows they’ll swallow him whole through sore jaw & shark teeth but he might as well dive in anyways. he pokes at your knee, earning him a side eye before brushing a thumb over the berry-bruised skin. you don’t rip out his throat & eat it so he takes that as a good sign. he shifts his seat a little closer to yours.

“i’ll bite you.”

“no you won’t.”

he knows you won’t because he rubs at your knee & you let him touch you like a good girl. he draws silly shapes on your flesh—a rose, a bubble, a gun—& you let it all happen, you always do. you’re looking at him from the corner of your eyes like you want to split his teeth & bruise his chin but you’re pliant under his touch & pretend it doesn’t rot you. you’re a brat & a bitch but when it comes to dabi you can’t help but role play as something more sugary. sweeter. he bites back a grin.

“you’re awfully obedient today.”

“don’t test my limits.”

he chuckles, lazy fingers dragging deeper between your thighs. you set your wine glass on the counter & dabi takes it up in his own, taking a sip of the contents. you eye him before relaxing in your seat, his nails digging into the flesh of your thighs. his hold tightens as he sets the cup at the counter. “wanna ditch?”

“isn’t this tomura’s party ?”

“he’ll understand,” he hums, offering a hand. you take it like it’s instinct & dabi pulls you to your feet, palm resting at the small of your back. for the first time tonight you’re looking dabi straight in the eyes (other times it was through them) so dabi can’t ignore the tug in his throat. your eyes are glossed & heavy & maybe it’s the alcohol but he swears your cheeks are flushed too. he can almost hear heavy breaths leaving semi-parted lips. he’s staring so you blink, “hello ?”

“hello, beautiful.”

it’s cheesy & corny & it makes you want to throw up but all that’s in your stomach is butterflies. dabi’s grip is tight as ever as he guides you through drunken bodies & wasted youths. his legs are long so it’s hard to keep up & you reach for his arm instead. you wrap your arms around his bicep & dabi prays for angels to kill him now.

“are your feet sore ? you can take off your heels in the car.”

you shake your head. “no need for that. you wont be seeing my feet that easily, touya.”

“ah, you caught me there.”

you smile a bit & you’re the prettiest thing he’s ever seen but your lips quickly tighten into their usual bored expression. you scan the night as dabi leads you once again & stops you at his s63 coupe. the color seems to melt into midnight darkness.

“haven’t been in this thing in ages.”

“haven’t fucked you here in ages, too”

“touya.”

dabi laughs and it’s a boyish chuckle, never ceasing even when you slap his arm to. your cheeks are drenched a poppy red but you tell yourself it’s the alcohol & fasten your seat belt. dabi has one hand trailing up your thigh & you try to swallow the butterflies flapping up your throat. he grabs at your palms & rubs circles on your knuckles & now the flapping in your throat is akin to clawing. you pull your hand away.

dabi furrows a brow, eyes never leaving the road. “now you wanna be a brat ? and you were being so good f’me too.”

“i’m literally gonna get out right now.”

dabi suppresses a smile. “you look pretty tonight.”

“you can do better than that.”

“that dress makes you look extra fuckable.”

“alright, that’s enough.”

dabi is laughing again but your heart rings in your ears. you and dabi aren’t friends with benefits. hell, you aren’t even friends. so why do you sit in the passenger’s seat of his car, his palm on your thigh as he parks in the middle of nowhere ?

“where are we ?”

“come sit.”

“touya.”

“please.”

it’s a whiny whimper & you’d be the devil to resist him when he looks at you so longingly, so lovingly it makes your teeth rot & heart ache. you unfasten your seat belt & climb into his lap while dabi guides you by your thighs. his scars are as ragged as ever.

“missed you,” he coos.

the bass of his voice tugs at your heart. his fingers move hair out of your face before tracing your jaw / chin / everywhere. dabi’s touch is butterfly wings flapping against rose petals. you close your eyes & it’s easy to forget he’s even there.

“let me kiss you.”

“isn’t it too early for that ?”

“isn’t it too early for that ?” he mocks, pulling you in by the chin. your lips taste like mulled peach & they’re colored dimmauve & your gloss is sticky and fuck it’s been forever since he’s had you like this & heaven knows how you drive him insane.

he squeezes your hips & you let out a whine & your strangled voice is the prettiest thing he’s ever heard. his palms trace lines down your backless dress, sparks stinging through rosebud fingertips. you whine a little more & it drives dabi on edge. he wishes you’d whine his name instead.

you grip at his shoulder & dabi lets you go for air. spit dribbles down your chin & your bottom lip is swollen but hell if you aren’t the prettiest thing he’s ever seen. you’re glossy eyes & rose tipped nose & peach jam cheeks that swell with matte blush. he wipes at your mouth & cradles your chin.

“have i ever told you i could kiss you all day ?”

you nod your head & kiss him again with teeth that bite like tarantulas.

© ─ heartkaji ; do not steal, copy, edit, translate or reupload

[ghost-the-writer]

NO ONE TALK OR TOUCH ME TOUYA/DABI’S FAVORITE FOOD IS SOBA

I AM NOT OK

[cozzzynook]

If the todoroki family hadn’t gone through such pain I believe they would’ve won over everyone with how loving and sweet their family could’ve been.

The ‘what ifs’ of it all hurt the most when thinking of how good their life could’ve been.

Touya could’ve been the older brother who terrorized his siblings for fun and Shouto would’ve matched him every step of the way. Those two would’ve been so close and had such a special bond.

Fuyumi could’ve gotten her dad in princess dresses and had tea parties with him proudly holding the tiny cup in hand and doing whatever she asked while Natsuo could’ve been playing soccer with his mom watching him from the front lawn knowing she’ll be carrying him to bed when he’s all tired out from playing.

They could’ve had it all.

[cvnt4him]

you listened to me pookie good job

doing a handstand and splitting on it (thank you for tolerating my rampant horniness)

You got it babes you don't deserve to be treated shitty js bc of something you can't control🫶🏽🫶🏽

[That first picture is mine now I'm never gonna stop using it ever]

Help bc tell me why on time I was on tiktok n some said they'd give natsuo the n word pass LOL

I kinda have an obsession w the todorkis😞

porn w no plot w natsuo todoroki<3

Meeting natsuos family as his official girlfriend was nothing but amazing. Him calling you his girlfriend was so heartwarming it literally.made you gush.

"god yes-- fuck! c'mon babe ride my dick just like that--- yes!"

He moaned while throwing his back, you rode his cock for all he was worth. Bouncing and grinding into his cock, his hands on your waist guiding you up and down on him. He bit his lip while struggling to stare up at you, the pleasure you granted him was far too good for him to wrap his mind around.

You couldn't even comprehend what he was saying too busy in your own little daze, fucking him for all he can give. You wanted his cum inside of you seeping and reaching the deepest depths of you. Him bucking his hips up to reach you Everytime you bounced up was just adorable.

He was such a a laid-back guy, who knew he actually like being laid back and fucked? In his childhood room nonetheless. His father, younger brother, and eldest sister had gone out so you had all to yourself. It was holiday break so getting to meet his family AND fuck him? Yeah this was heaven.

There's no way you can wait any longer, you feel like you're going to go insane if you don't feel him cum deep inside of you. He's immediately hit with jolts of pleasure and a shiver runs through his whole body. You move down to his face and plant little kisses all over his cheek, he's so adorable the way his face scrunches up in blissful pleasure. The way he moans is practically inhumane, pornstars should be envious.

"Ahh...babe....that feels amazing" hearing his low moan excites you, he's such a sweet guy all the time he deserves to cum inside of someone who loves him unconditionally.

The way his eyes were completely glossed say he's been completely taken over with lust. There are small beads of sweat forming on his forehead and his face is completely flushed red. He looks so pretty like this and you fall in love with him all over again. You can't comprehend how you got him but you did and you weren't going to let him go until you felt his warm cum spurting and seeping deep inside of you. Reaching every unclaimed part.

He gripped your hips and slammed you down on his cock one final time as he spilled his cum inside of you, shooting long ropes of cum deep in your cunt, he hadn't pulled out just yet, assuring all of it was inside of you.

He lets out a breathy moan and pulls you into him. Lying your head down on his sweaty chest, he kissed your forehead and smiles down at you.

A low knock comes at his door and the sound of someone clearing their throat is heard.

"uhm... Natsuo, could you come down, please son."

Fuck. Had his dad heard you two? Shit he was never gonna live this down. You hold back a stifled laugh, snorting into your hand as you try not to make him even more embarrassed.

"yeah sure whatever!"

He yelled sitting up and groaning lowly.

[just-a-random-bakugo-stan]

Finally. My hero academia is over. To say this was a roller coaster would be an understatement. To think I started this shit because I needed a comfort anime 💀.

Shigaraki is dead. Toga is dead. Dabi is dying but Touya can spend his remaining time with his family. The todorki family chapter ends with Dabi/Touya currently dying, Natsuo going no contact, Shouto moving on and Fuyumi and Rei picking up the pieces and Endevor bearing the weight of his sin by spending time with his eldest. Izuku becomes a teacher. Bakugo becoming a pro hero and spending most of his paycheck for the last 8 years funding Izuku support gear so he can still become a hero. Shoji gets the recognition he deserves. Every student graduated and became pro heroes.

It may not be perfect. There is still some stuff I wish were done differently. But nonetheless, thank Horikoshi for the years of happiness, tears, anger and euphoria.

Now what do we say in unison ?

Thank you Horikoshi

[black-is-iconic]

Sweet Sweet Apathy

"Are you going to save my brother?" Those words gave you pause and made your stomach twist uncomfortably. "Um" you muttered scratching your cheek as you gaze down at the boys heterochromia eyes, "I'll certainly try" the words felt….wrong on your tongue.

You always tried to stray away from saying something along the lines of, yeah I'll save them guaranteed don't worry because that's not always the case.

There's been at least five people, so lost and twisted in their own minds that your words weren't able to pierce the protective barrier they built up, and as a result….they died….and the families were left grieving and heartbroken.

But the media never put a spotlight on that, no doctor miracle or whatever they call you's fuck ups are always carefully hidden under wraps and swept under the rug.

"You seem tense" Ms. Rei Himura spoke softly brown eyes gazing at you so gently yet her smile was strained with worry.

"I know I should be used to it, but the weight of someone's life in my hands always just" the words die on your tongue as a cold chill slips down your spine and you gaze off into nothingness with a pensive stare. "…makes things harder"

Ms. Himura says softly her voice full of sympathy, "but you will bring him back to us, right? You're Doctor Divine saving people on death row is like your whole stick" one of her children…Fuyumi asked hands balled into tightly clenched fist.

"I know he was a criminal" she spoke rubbing her arm anxiously, "a-a pretty bad one….but he just got mixed in with the wrong crowd…..that's all…..somewhere under all that loathing and hurt….is Toya" her voice cracked under the weight of her tears as she gently clung to the coat of your jacket

. "S-So please save him" she asked staring up at you expectantly. The tears spilling down her precious pale cheeks plucked at the strings of your heart, your anxiety sky rocketed and your hands trembled in your pockets.

They all looked at you with hopeful gazes, and it hurt that you couldn't give them a clear concrete answer, "you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink, I can only fix what he allows me to" you whispered grimly but truthfully.

Eyes downcast so you wouldn't have to see their faces, "but I'll certainly try" said hopefully with a little more conviction.

"I will try my hardest to bring your brother back, but nothings guaranteed" the Todorki family looked a bit glum but Rei smiled exhaling deeply "yeah that's fair".

With the more pressing matters out of the way you let out a deep breath of relief as Enji Todorki drove you to where you'd be living for the next two years where you would try and fix the damage he caused, the drive was silent.

Not a word spoken, only thick silence filled the air, and the only thing filling your ears was the heavy hum of the car engine, the screech of wheels against the pavement, and the sound of your own breathing. As the car slowed, stopping in front of a lavish condo complex you swallowed nervously again.

Somehow word got out about that the famous Doctor Divine would be making an appearance, and so the side walk was flooded with people clamoring against each other to get a glance at you or maybe even a chance to speak with you, flashes from cameras overwhelmed you and you slunk deeper into your seat.

As the door was opened by an attendant the light came poor in and the sound of a thousand voices morphed into one loud cacophony. It was impossible to tell who the voice belonged to, and it made it hard to focus with so much noise competing for your attention.

Your eyes stayed glue to the floor as you walked towards the condo, trying to tune out all the citizens calling for you, as you reached the condo you breathe a sigh of relief as the noise became muffled behind closed doors.

Resting your hand on your chest, you took in your surroundings. The lobby was lavish, a modern sleek look with rich black carpet, and large mahogany desk set, white walls, and glass windows that overlooked Musutafu.

A gentle touch to your shoulder spooked you from your thoughts, your hands instantly latching onto the wrist person who startled you and glared at the perpetrator. "Sorry Doc" a charming voice chimed in and your eyes squinted, a handsome young man stood before you grinning widely.

"I suggest you keep your hands to yourself" you murmur before letting his wrist go, "sorry sorry I just wanted to introduce myself, you can call me Hawks"

His eyes like golden embers stared deep into your irises and you averted your gaze "and why are you here hawks" you asked skeptically readjusting your coat the man smirked down at you "well I'm going to be your body guard for the next two years - starting now" he said with a cheerful smile.

You sighed heavily at the thought of being tailed for two years but you simply nodded "okay" you said smacking your lips and turning to reach for your things, "oh no let me" Hawks said snatching all of your bags and walking towards the front door.

"Where are you going?" You asked confused throwing a thumb at the clearly empty and available elevator Hawks simply smiled and shrugged "oh you're staying in the pent house, and the elevators slow give me a sec and I'll be back for you gorgeous",

He clucked his tongue and winked at you before flying off you huffed already exasperated.

Deciding to take the elevator, you walked inside through the glass doors and pressed the p button as the elevator slowly ascended you pulled out your phone scrolling through text tomorrowwould be a day

[zugarcubes]

What a happy lil family! Love them sm :3

Charolette Durand (bottom right) is the daughter of Dai and Araignée Durand. She transferred to UA from a private school in France.

Her Mother, Araignée, is a rescue hero named Loomara. Her quirk is called Orb-Weaver. She can practically go anything an Orb-Weaver spider can, but cooler. Part of her quirk allows her to create special clothing by merging a users DNA with her spider silk. She uses this power to create clothes for heroes, children, and her daughter, who have a hard time controlling their quirks.

Her father, Dai, is the former known as Undo. His quirk is called cancel, which means any powers used on him won’t work. (This also includes any quirks that involve healing people.) This does not apply to people who are already strong without powers. He lost his arm and ear in one of his last duals. Araignée was the hero who saved him, and also put him behind bars. Turns out, Undo never wanted to actually be a convict. He was placed between a rock and a hard place, and villain work was his easiest way out. After many years of counseling, and flirting, he was eventually freed under the circumstances that Araignée would watch over him.

Charolette was born with a heteromorph quirk that gave her four eyes, which everyone assumed would mean she would take after her mother. However, when she was around 7, she developed the quirk called nullification. Those within a certain radius of her will temporarily have their quirk nullified. The backside to this quirk was that it would cause her severe migraines. The stronger the quirk, the stronger the migraine. Her mother custom makes her clothes and uniform so that she doesn’t feel overwhelmed all the time. She did Gymnastics, Fencing, and Savate growing up.

Transferring to UA was hard for her. She also only got in because Inasa chose to not enroll to school there. She had a hard time learning Japanese and had a heavy French accent. Luckily, Aoyama was able to help her out. She’s enrolled in Vlad King’s class though, which means she doesn’t spend a lot of time with him. Her least favorite students in the hero course are Monoma, Tetsutetsu, Bakugo, and Kirishima. She finds that their personalities are too loud and dreads being around them. Her favorite students are Honenuki, Yanagi, Todorki, and Ojiro.

More art of her bc I love her hehehe ^^

I’ll be posting info about my oc Hayahiko Yoshido later!! But they’re both tolerant of each other hehehe.

I’m still working on her hero costume tho

[chaoticorganizedmess]

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Crimson Winged Villain: Hawks/Takami Keigo x Female Todorki Reader

A secret rendezvous with the villain on the roof of your family's estate.

Warnings: Sexual content💋; Praising; Slight Degradation; Fingering; Barebacking; Creampie

"We always long for the forbidden things, and desire what is denied us." - Francois Rabelais

The twinkling night sky laid over you like a glittery blanket as you sat on the roof of your family's sprawling home. One thing it was good for was that no one would probably notice if you were gone for a while. No one would come looking. Well, except for Touya. He always noticed you gone. Always noticed everything and anything about you. You figure that's to be expected when you two have the closest relationship. One forged the day you were born the baby sister and Touya being the oldest brother. The eldest sibling.

Thankfully he had to take on an extra patrol tonight. Couldn't say no when a colleague decided to cash in on a favor your Nii-san owed. If you were still up here when he got back and checked on you then Touya would definitely hoist himself up the tree outside your bedroom window and follow your path to come get you off the roof. He never minded you coming up; knew sometimes you needed some space.

Touya knew you weren't doing anything silly like sneaking up to smoke cigarettes or something like that. Not that he could do anything if you chose to, especially not now that you were grown. Nowadays you found yourself up here more often when you couldn't sleep. Especially after your twin brother was now in medical school and you...well, weren't.

Yet another Todoroki accomplishing things while you felt inadequate. With an almost bruising grip on your own wrist you had each arm locked around your legs that were tucked against your chest; your hold tightened as your mind wandered. Your brothers knew you came up here to try and clear your mind. Let your worries and insecurities drift away into the night air.

They didn't know there was another reason for you to sit up there, though. It was obvious because it would've been a full-on shit show if they had and no fiery confrontations had come to you yet. You prayed Touya had a safe patrol, but also that he'd be out of the house long enough. You hoped a certain interaction you wished to have up here tonight would happen sooner rather than later.

Just like that, as if on cue, the sound of wing beats hit your ears. Your body immediately relaxed at the noise. Now accompanied with the familiar sensation of butterflies rattling against your ribcage. Happened every single time. After a few moments of the sound growing louder you finally heard the crunch of boots on the debris among the top of the house. A few steps along the roof plates could be heard before you were engulfed by the shadow of the looming presence behind you.

"You shouldn't be here.", you quipped. Of course there was no real urgency behind it. He knew that too. A quiet exhale of a laugh was heard before he replied. "Saw your guard dog patrolling downtown a little bit ago. Think I'll be alright." He was right. Of course. Touya was gone for now and your old man would never come up here. You still hadn't spared a glance at him at all. At least for now you could articulate what few words you said. The same probably couldn't be said when you looked at his beautiful face.

He had a similar thought. As much as he ached to look at your gorgeous face, into your beautiful eyes, he had to hold onto some semblance of keeping it together. He wasn't weak. Anyone that's ever called him such things are most likely long dead right now. However when it comes to you, he is weak. Pathetic even. How do you do it? How to you take someone with so much power and reduce them to nothing?

"Where've ya been?" There was a hint of bite in the inquiry. You wanted to know, but at the same time, you didn't. Well aware of what he does with his life, seeing as though he's one of the most wanted villains in Japan, it was more that you didn't want him to admit the answer could've involved a 'who'.

It only amused him. Somehow you still hadn't realized that he only had eyes for you, especially after the two of you finally started getting together. It's been a good two years at least since he's touched anyone else. You were the only person in his life that showed him unconditional love and acceptance. He realized long ago that he's loved you since the first day he laid eyes on you as kids.

Since the start of his life his father had beaten into his head, sometimes literally, that humans would use him because of his wings. Or worse. The man convinced him to stay hidden from the world. Not just his wings but what they can do. So when their shack was raided and his father arrested that day, Takami Keigo took to the sky and fled. He lived on the streets and survived however he could.

That led him to sitting in Endeavor's agency around 11 years old, awaiting being sent to an orphanage after being arrested for shoplifting something to eat. The man himself was behind the large doors that led to his office. Keigo was fidgeting in his chair as the boredom set in when a boy around his age came walking up. He had white hair and turquoise eyes and held the hand of a little girl who had some similarities.

He instructed her to sit in one of the chairs grouped with Keigo's and she obediently complied. That's when he learned the boy was her "nii-san". Keigo watched as he gave him a look of warning before turning and going through those giant doors. His eyes remained fixed in that direction, trying to see the giant inside, until your voice brought his attention to you. "Your wings are really pretty.", you commented with a big smile. He didn't know what to do but blink at you. It was the first time he was complemented on anything about him, let alone his wings; he felt an unfamiliar warmth inside.

When your brother came out he mentioned that "Papa" was busy. "Come on, little mouse." Keigo watched him start to lead you away. Of course you said goodbye to him, with a big wave and even bigger smile, while your older brother gave him a dirty look. So when he figured out where you lived he would sneakily visit your bedroom window. You'd welcome him every single time ever since then, even when you knew he did less than savory things.

Keigo had run away from the orphange right away and ended up working for the organization that his father had done jobs for. The last few years found him a high ranking member in the League of Villains. He was cocky but knew he wasn't untouchable. He wasn't just driven by the desire to not get caught, but to be able to see you again. Not that many people could go up against the Crimson Winged Villain: Hawks.

He shouldn't be anywhere near you. This isn't 'Romeo & Juliet'. It's a different kind of tragedy. He's Icarus and you are the sun. He can't help it but to bask in your glorious rays. To soak up your warmth. It's a dark life being a villain, but it was nothing new to him. No real adjusent needed. His life already had a darkness surrounding it. It had no light until you, and he decided long ago that he couldn't resist flying as close to you as he could. Even if that meant his downfall one day.

"Jus' takin' care of business as usual.", he replied nonchalantly. That's when Hawks plopped down on his butt behind you, scooting up to sit against your back. He brought his wings forward to surround you. Blocking out the nighttime breeze. Most people would be afraid right now. Should be afraid. He was extremely dangerous, just not to you. Not only that, but your father and oldest brother are top Heroes in the country. It's more than likely a PR nightmare, as well as explosive family drama, to find that you were gallivanting around with the villain. Fraternizing with your brother's sworn enemy.

You just couldn't find it in you to care. Never did.

Keigo wrapped his arms around your middle, hugging you close. His lips ghosted a few kisses along your neck and you shuttered a bit. Gladly tilting your head to give him the space to. Finally he lightly rested his chin on your right shoulder. After a few moments in comfortable silence just listening to each other's breathing, you finally turned a bit to look back at him.

You let your gaze roam over his handsome face. Golden eyes, striking and fierce. For some they instilled fear, knowing they'll be the last thing they see before meeting their maker. You find nothing but warmth in them, however. A long scar from years ago runs diagonally across his nose. A few smaller ones around the edges of his face.

At the bottom of his left cheek is the start of his burn scar. Finally heeled after his last battle. It can't be seen under his white shirt and black leather jacket, but you know full well it stretches down his neck and onto his shoulder. Down his back where his wings were also burned, fortunately almost back to their original glory now.

His hair is still shorter than it used to be. The long strands that would hang down front now just short pieces over his forehead. The ends of his hairstyle before were singed and had to be cut after that last major fight not so long ago. He kept it short lest he find himself in a situation like that again. The one that caused his scarring. When you almost lost him in a sea of blue flames. When he found himself going up against his rival, the Incineration Hero: Blaze. Also known as Todoroki Touya: your big brother.

Sometimes he couldn't take the look of pure adoration on your face. Just for him only, of all people. "Is it true I'll have another Todoroki to worry about?", he inquired in a soft voice. "Yep.", you replied as you popped the 'p' at the end before sighing. He knew you felt a certain way about your brothers' achievements, but he'd spend the rest of his life showing you how special you are if he had to. "Shouto's in UA now." Hawks let out an amused snort. "Well shit." You couldn't help let out a short, quiet laugh.

Now he studies you for a moment as you now sit in comfortable silence. Your eyes, your features. His expression is unreadable. After a few long moments, he finally reaches out, sliding his rough palm gently over your soft cheek. Hawks cards his fingers into your hair, resting his hand on the back of your head and pulls you towards him. His lips crashing down in a fierce kiss.

You reciprocate, of course. You always do. This kiss isn't one of your feverish and passionate one, but it's slow and sensual. The two of you finally pull apart but still remain inches away. "Did ya know that I've always found you fascinating?", he whispers. His voice low and husky. You raise an eyebrow curiously.

Hawks has always told you how he's felt about you. How beautiful you are. All the things he loves about you. All the times you were being a pain in the ass. Somehow this sounded...new. "Oh yeah? Why's that?", you question and Hawks chuckles. Fingertips tracing the line of your jaw.

"You're not like the others. Never were. Not afraid to challenge me, to stand up to me." He flashes you one of the fondest smiles you've seen him give you. "Always settin' me straight or never afraid to tell me off. For me it was, I dunno, kinda refreshing I guess."

You could feel heat creep up your cheeks, but never looked away. Never wavered. Knew he loved that about you. Instead just leaning into his touch. Your heart pounding in your chest even harder. Not new to the feeling of your heart racing because of him. That also carried over into your other shared "activities".

Being together intimately was also nothing knew. So Keigo took in that reaction and couldn't resist anymore. Before you knew it, his other hand was sliding up your thigh. His fingers tracing invisible lines into your night shorts until he reached the fabric of your panties.

You gasped, letting out a shaky breath. Your body tensing as he teased your sensitive skin. His touch light and feathery. Hawks closed his eyes and bumped the tip of his nose gently against yours. "You seem excited.", he murmured with his voice in a low and dangerous tone. "Do ya want me, Babygirl?"

Your heart swelled at the nickname and you nodded. Unable to find your voice, or any words for that matter. You definitely wanted him. You always wanted him. It was a long time since you could remember wanting anyone or anything else more.

That was if you ever really wanted anyone else at all to begin with.

Keigo growls soft and low. He finds the lining along the edge of your panties. Giving them a light tug. "Spread your legs." he commanded. Voice rough with desire. You obeyed, of course. Your legs falling open wide.

He smirked, his fingers sliding beneath the undergarment. You were always such a good girl for him. His good girl. He'd die, or surrender, before letting you become anyone else's. Hawks reconciled with that decision already long ago. You moaned as he found your clit. His touch sending waves of pleasure through her body as he traced light circles over your pearl.

His fingers also felt your wetness, soaked and dripping because of him, and he groaned in satisfaction. "You're so wet f'r me.", he commented as his fingertips kept circling your clit. You moaned again, your hips bucking up to meet his touch.

Keigo started to finger you, sliding in and out of your core with ease. "You like that, don't cha?", he growls with his lips pressed against the shell of your ear. "Ya like it when I fuck you with my fingers like this."

You nod again. Your eyes screwing shut in pleasure.

"Oh, fuck.", you whisper. Your head falling back onto his shoulder as he continues his ministrations. "Keigo..." Hawks chortles, knowing you can't think straight enough to say anything other than his name. His fingers pumping in and out of you.

You gasp, your body trembling with pleasure. "Fuck, you're so tight.", he groans. His fingers never stopping. Feeling every inch inside of you. "Ya like bein' my naughty little slut?" he growls, his fingers moving faster. "What would your old man say? Hm? Knowing ya got your cherry popped by a disgusting villain?"

You let out a scoff that only came out as a shaky breath. "You're not disgusting." Hawks nearly stopped his movements at the sincerity of your voice. Even if it was nothing new. The cutest mewl escaped from you as he added another finger into your wet core. "What about your brothers? What would they do? Knowin' ya liked someone so deplorable being knuckles deep in your cunt?"

The moan you let out at that was nothing short of sinful. "Fuck, you're perfect.", he breathed against your neck. "You're mine. All fucking mine." His words only served to turn you on more. "You deserve a treat for bein' my good girl."

You only nodded, unable to speak, and Hawks grinned. His fingers moving even faster. You could feel the first orgasm building inside you. Your body tensing as he brought you closer to the precipice. His fingers working your wet, aching core.

You moaned again, your hips still bucking as Hawks’ fingers worked their magic. You felt yourself getting closer and closer to the edge. Your body trembling with the need to cum all over his digits. “Keigo, I'm...I'm goin' to-" You gasp aloud again, your fingers digging into his strong arm. “I’m going to-”

You didn’t get to finish the sentence as he sent you flying over the edge. You cried out, body shaking as wave after wave of pleasure washed over you. Your mouth hangs open with your tongue practically lolling out. Hawks chuckles softly, his fingers slowing down. "That's it, baby," he murmurs, his lips still pressed against your ear. "Let go f'r me."

You obeyed with convulsions as you came hard. Hawks smiled in contentment as he guided you down from the high.

"Good girl.", he praises as his fingers slide out of you. You let out a sigh full of satisfaction. Your body still humming and shuddering with pleasure after you just came apart in his arms.

Hawks watches on, his strong arms holding you as you finish riding out the waves of the first orgasm to hit you. When you finally come down from your high, and your hazy mind clears, you open your eyes to find Keigo watching you with a smug smirk on his face.

"There she is.”, he says and this time you can't help but look away. “Thanks.", you mumble out. Hawks laughs as he pulls his hand away and begins to rotate you in his lap. "Welcome," he says as he changes your position to face him as you straddle his hips, “but I ain't done with you yet.”

You shiver with delight as he stares deeply into your eyes. Your hands reaching up to tangle in his hair. Keigo leans forward, his lips capturing yours in another passionate kiss. His tongue explored your mouth, tasting and teasing you until you were breathless.

His lips were firm and demanding, and you found yourself melting against him as you have countless times before. You wrapped your arms around his neck, moaning as he deepened the kiss. When you broke apart again, his eyes were glazed over with intense yearning and glinting with want.

“Ride me.”, he commanded as he watched you bite your plush bottom lip while you grinded your pussy against his hard dick in his pants. The friction now sending waves of pleasure through both of you as he kissed you deeply again. You mewled into his mouth as soon as you felt his hard length pressed against you. Your body already aching for more.

Hawks pulled back, his golden eyes darker than ever with desire. "I want you.", he growled, his hands roaming over your body. "Now." You grabbed at his belt, unlatching it as fast as you could, so you could get to his pants and undo them. He lifted his hips to help slide them down low enough before laying back. His crimson wings spread outward at each side of him.

You raised up onto your knees and pulled your shorts and dampened panties to the side. That's when you slid down onto his cock, taking him all in one swift movement. He cried out, a vulnerable sound as his head fell back as you started to ride him.

Now as you watched him weaken beneath you it pumped up your confidence. "You like that?", you purred. Your hands finding purchase on his chest. He nodded, his eyes glazed over with lust as his mind grew hazy. "Fuck, yes. You feel fuckin' amazing." You grinned ear to ear.

Feeling a sense of satisfaction, seeing how good you made him feel, you started to move faster. Your hips rolling as you rode him. "So good.", he mumbles. You gave a sly smile, knowing you had him hooked. "Shut up and fuck me already.", you tell him.

He laughs, but doesn't argue. Keigo pulls you down onto his lap hard. His cock slamming into that one sweet spot that sends you reeling before he flips you over to be on top. Not disconnecting from you at all. He keeps his wings under you. A down feather blanket to protect against the rough rooftop.

You gasp at the action. Your body stretching to accommodate him as he now rolls his hips. Fucking you the best like he always has. He's so big, so hard, you can feel every inch of him as he begins to move inside you.

"Fuck yes, Keigo. Give me more!", you begged. Hawks scrunched his face in concentration as his cock slid in and out of you. Not wanting to blow his load too soon. "Fuck." he groans, his fingers digging into your thighs as he held your legs. "You feel so good. You're so good, Babygirl."

You moan, your head falling back as he begins to thrust harder and harder. You can feel another orgasm building inside your body. Knowing it's going to be even more intense than the first. "You gon- gonna cum?", he stammered out as best he could.

It felt incredible being with him. Having him give you his attention and affection. You didn't care that he was a villain, that he had done terrible things. All you cared about was the way he made you feel. The way he made her body come alive.

You nod emphatically as your body moved in time with his. "Yes!", you moan in response as your own fingers dug into his shoulders. "Yes, Keigo. Come on Baby, fuck me harder." He does as you ask, just like he always does. His hips snapping upward with a force that sends waves of intense pleasure crashing through your body.

Your body felt like it was on fire with need. A need to cum on his cock. A need to have him fill you up. It was then you shrieked when Hawks lifted you up, his hands on your hips. You wrapped your legs around his waist, your pussy still squeezing his hard cock inside you.

Hawks grinned, his hands moving to your ass. Squeezing and kneading your ass cheeks. Fingers holding onto the plush curve of your ass. "Fuck, you're so tight. Gotta tell ya, I ain't gonna last.", he groaned. You hummed in response since you could feel yourself getting even closer and closer to the edge now. Knowing you're not going to be able to hold back much longer either.

"Cum with me, Sweetheart.", he commands, his thumb finding your clit. Rubbing tender circles as he helps bring you to the precipice of your next orgasm. "Cum with me right now."

You comply as soon as he gives the order. Your body shuddering with pleasure as you fall apart in his arms. Your lashes fluttering and your eyes rolling back in your head. He follows you over the edge right after with a strained grunt. His cock twitching inside as he fills you with his seed.

Hawks slows down the speed in which he brings you down onto his cock. Both of you are winded and trying to steady your breathing after such exertion. His knees felt wobbly, as if they'd buckle from the intensity in which he just came. "You okay?", he questions quietly. His gaze moving over your face as if searching for any signs of discomfort.

You nodded, feeling such a sense of contentment and belonging. You had never felt so connected to anyone before, and she never wanted it to end. Not just the sex, but the relationship in general. He carefully pulls out as you both shiver from the stimulation and he rests you down onto your feet to stand.

You fix your clothes and hair while Hawks pulls up his pants and adjusts himself. While you stand there looking out over the darkness and whatever the moonlight illuminates you let out a yawn as you stretch. Hawks suddenly wraps his arms around your middle, hugging you from behind. "You're so beautiful," he whispers as you spin in his arms and he rests his forehead against yours. "So perfect."

"You're amazin'.", he murmurs as his hands stroke your back. You smiled, feeling loved and appreciated. You both knew that what you were doing was wrong. That there was a large chance it could never last and what the two of you had could be gone one day. For now though, you were both happy and would make the most of it.

You looked into his eyes, your gaze filled with love. "I love you.", you whisper and he smiled, his eyes softening. "I love you too, Baby. Always have, always will." With that you both remained standing there, wrapped in each other's arms. The night sky keeping vigil over you as the two of you reveled in your love.

You aren't sure how much time goes by when Keigo's head suddenly snaps to the side. Giving undivided attention to something you aren't aware of just yet. "Looks like I gotta fly.", he says in a melancholy tone. Hawks hated leaving you. He never wanted to be apart from you. Unfortunately there were times, just like now, that he had to do just that or risk your life going straight to Hell.

"I know.", you reply. You understood, you truly did. You knew he would never, ever just stop by for a quickie(unless you were up for it) or to take some sort of advantage of you whenever he wanted. If he said he had to go, then he really did.

You hold each other's gaze a moment before he steps closer and wraps his arms around you, lifting you up and spinning slowly as you two share a tender kiss on the lips. You both hated saying 'goodbye', because Keigo always swore it would never be goodbye for him.

"Until next time.", he says and you repeat the sentiment as he begins to step backwards. Each of you holding onto one of the other's hands until the last possible second. Hawks finally turns and lifts off of the roof as he takes to the sky. His beautiful crimson wings making him soar majestically as he ascends into the blackened heavens.

Your skilled lover. Your generous partner. Your nefarious villain.

Your true love.

You watched his form shrink to nothing as he disappeared into the horizon. As you stood there the familiar rustling of the tree was heard before a head of white hair popped up in your periphery. "Hey Little Mouse.", Touya greeted with a wide smile. When you looked at him you knew he was tired; instead of going right to bed he came looking for you. "Hi Touya-nii. How was patrol?"

Now standing fully on the roof, he shrugged as he slid his hands into his jean pockets. "Boring, actually." He almost seemed disappointed. "Was hopin' to get a crack at someone but never saw them." You gave him a nod and accompanying hum in response. As much as they tried to shield you from the ugliness of the Hero business, you knew who he was talking about. Knew the villain couldn't be found because he was here.

Balls deep in you.

"Sorry to hear." You weren't. As much as you didn't want your brother's Hero record to lack achievements, you never wanted him to catch your love. "Don't be.", he says as he steps over to you. No argument there.

Touya wraps his arm around your shoulders and gently guides you over to the roof's edge. "Let's go down 'n grab our late night snack." You agree and he helps you climb back down and into the house.

What you don't know is that you were being watched. Sharp golden eyes piercing through the moonlight. You never knew he always circled back to see even more of you. As much as he possibly could. Hidden like a coward, but he could care less. Keigo always watched you for as long as he could, even in mundane moments.

Until he was able to be with you once again.

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I just read 426 officially, the todoroki family Endeavor congratulations selection sounded so forced.

"You've also been punished already... Can't you just stop now?" The f*ck? Objectively that's not true, the law hasn't punished him at all.

Many stories have cases of child abusers avoiding jail time (usually being disconnected from the family but whatever). But MHA puts a lot of effort telling the audience that Endeavor is well.. putting the effort and bearing a cross. So, when the obvious case of jail time is never brought up, the context of the dialogue sounds stupid. Especially when most of the chapter is in a jail.

Completely agree anon!!

I have said this before but i will say it again I completely hate how the todoroki family arc was handled and I wholeheartedly believe that enji todoroki shouldn't of gotten either a redemption or an atonement arc at all.

Enji todoroki doesn't actually end up getting any concequences legally speaking that is when he 100% should of gotten them. Enji should of probably ended up in jail at the end of this arc for his history with child abuse and implied marital 🍇 however that isn't the case and he is simply allowed to do whatever Scott free in a retirement home. It also seems that the public don't actually mind enji and may tolerate heck even accept him even after what he did. This probably has something to do with him stepping up and doing his job as a hero so people may of let it slide which ISNT OKAY!!

In the end all that enji receives is karma and no actual punishments at all. Sure his family leaves him but he is free to do whatever and go visit touya which in my opinion is something that he shouldn't be allowed to do.

I have already said this but my preferred route for enji is to have him never be redeemed. I would of liked for him to die as a worthless and abusive father who never got to realise that maybe he should of changed as his own actions have caught up to him in the form of his own son touya. Enjis death in the first war arc would of ended up serving many plot points justice including his and this is by:

Having there be actual pressure for heroes and anyone in the hero industry that there is no number one and that they're all in danger

Give more focus to the todorokis

Give enji what he deserved by having him taste his own medicine (dying by touyas flames would of been ironic)

Also drive the touya and shoto role because when enji dies there will probably be mixed reactions and some would glorify his last actions

Allow for characters to get more agency that was suppressed to humanise enji like the Rei and hawks

Parallel his arc with bakugo which would make bakugos redemption more impactful (if bks redemption is done right that is)

But yeah it's such a shame that a big plot point in the series ended like this and to be honest I feel bad for touya who just has to slowly suffer and die at least Shigaraki had the mercy of a quick death (I still hate both their endings and hori flopped so badly)

[jotatetsuken]

Commitment Phobia

features: levi ackerman x gn!reader | WC: 3400

summary: due to many personal events, and events happening around you, you had started feeling wary of committing yourself to a relationship, until you met a certain someone.

warnings: dark content pretty much (so minors DNI), mention of abusive relationships, molestation attempts, divorce, death, trauma, injuries, self- indulgent AF, spoilers if you have not watched the anime or the OVA “No Regrets”

a/n: I’m backkkkk! Also, a belated happy birthday to humanity’s strongest soldier (it was on the 25th)!! yes yes i’m very late in posting but, i’m glad i’m getting this out fnfndndnd. i first saw him in a fanart reel, after which i learned that some of my friends were watching it. then, when i started watching, what got me attracted to him, was not his looks, not his battle skills, not the laurels he’s achieved, but the way he’s learned from his childhood and has become stronger in his mind. this chapter is based on a real-life experience i’m going through and writing about it keeping levi in mind really helped me. also i am crossposting this from quotev.

Tagging: @akaashi-todorki @bmthevick @sookisaurus @wakatshi @ofallthingswhythis @25-30-03 @romiyaro @whinestonecowgirl (taglist form)

It was just another day where you were undergoing training as a part of the Special Operations Squad of the Survey Corps under the leadership of Commander Erwin Smith and Squad Captain Levi Ackerman. All of you were preparing for the closing of Wall Rose with the secret weapon: Eren Yeager, in his Titan form. Unexpected, right? 

When you lived in Shiganshina inside the Wall Maria in the past, you had become friends with Eren Yeager, Mikasa Ackerman, and Armin Arlert despite being 11 years older than them. You considered them to be your children and treasured them. Aside from being intelligent like Armin, brave like Eren, and skilled like Mikasa, you were also extroverted. It was clear that you did not hold back when it came to expressing your feelings. Your goal, like Armin’s, was to discover what life was like outside the walls. In your mind, this desire was a way to escape the harsh reality of your family situation. 

Having just started living in Shiganshina after moving from The Underground, your father started working in the coal trading business, your mother teaching history in one of the best schools in the Stohess District of Wall Sina, and your sister was a professional artist despite having undergone physical abuse from her previous marriage, the life you were living wasn’t a bed full of roses, but you liked to think it was because you could have it all, being the youngest child. 

There was one thing that kept bugging you, however. If you were to marry in the future, would your marriage last? In a world where your life could disappear in the blink of an eye, and you could lose people far sooner than you think, what’s to say that you’d be able to live a happy life with someone you loved?

Despite your parents’ disagreements, they eventually made up and became a stronger couple, but the experience still caused you to wince at confrontations in relationships. Also, because you lived in The Underground, you were subject to mockery from the elite, and different merchants frequently attempted to molest you, but you kicked them in their sensitive areas and ran, unaware they were looking for you, only to be killed the next day. Although you were compassionate with everyone, these thoughts clouded your head, making it difficult for you to fall in love. 

You didn’t have time to think of anything else though, because you witnessed Carla Yaeger being eaten alive by the Smiling Titan, as Hannes, one of the unit captains of the Garrison, dragged you along with Eren and Mikasa. It broke your heart to lose Carla, who you were close to because you were neighbors. But you ran back to the houses, leaving Hannes’ hand, to check on your family, who were in danger, except for your mother who was in Wall Sina, but she called to check in on all of you. You seemed to have lost your father, as you didn’t know where he was.

Your sister’s feet and hands were crushed by the crumbling walls, so you called Hannes, who introduced you to Rico Brzenska, one of the Garrison's team leaders, who led you to Grisha Yeager, Eren's father, who was a doctor. While he treated your sister’s wounds, he was unable to save her feet and certain fingers. In addition to bandaging them and giving her some medical supplies that would have normally been expensive for free, Grisha advised her to move to Wall Sina to be with her mother so she could recover more quickly. Despite your sister’s concern, you promised her that you would fight for your family’s safety, and that you would find your father's location, and you kissed your sister goodbye, telling her you would see her later.

Like Eren, you joined the Survey Corps to kill every one of the Titans, but you somehow had a hunch before that the Titans seemed humanlike so killing them mercilessly wouldn’t make sense, so you’d search around for the meaning behind the deaths of many. Having joined the Special Operations Squad of the 104th Survey Corps, you were amongst the quickest to learn, and you had the natural leadership skills, having later earned the trust of Erwin Smith, the Commander, and Levi Ackerman, the Squad Captain. 

You were also good at cooking, making sure that Sasha Blouse, one of your fellow cadets, got her first serving so that she wouldn't go hungry, and you were quick to control the commotion despite being one of the loudest. There was also something else that you made sure of. You told everyone to clean your quarters, telling them there’d be surprise inspections from the leadership team (usually just a lie to make sure the rooms were clean), failing which they’d receive punishment from the captain, and you’d have to keep an eye out for the troublemakers, Sasha, Connie Springer, and Jean Kirstein, to do their job well, even bribing Sasha with a delicious meal once she was done.

And the best part? You were hoping to catch Levi’s attention, not that you were doing all of this for him. It was your hope that he'd notice you at all, not only on a professional level, but also on a personal level, since you developed an infatuation for him when you saw him for the first time coming back from the 56th Expedition.

While everyone was looking at the Corps in awe and some with disgust when you first looked at Levi’s eyes, you saw pain, and your heart reached out to him. You saw him turn to you, noticing that you looked at him differently, with warmth in your eyes, and he left a small smile at you, indirectly thanking you for understanding him for what he was going through. 

Even though you were a cadet, you were close with Levi, Erwin, and Hange Zoë, one of the other Squad Leaders, having been able to tame your fellow soldiers and an innate desire to learn about the secrets like Erwin, to research stuff and be a crackhead like Hange, and mature and understanding like Levi. Like Levi, you had your fair share of a high number of solo kills. That was only because the need to kill the Titans drove you as they endangered your family and killed Carla and, later on, Grisha. You later learn that another Titan killed your father, but had sent multiple letters to your family in Wall Sina, leaving them with provisions and fortune enough to carry forward with their lives. 

The trust earned made Erwin promote you to a fellow Squad Captain along with Levi, who honestly was very delighted. He seemed to have an infatuation for you the moment he first saw you when he was coming back from the expedition, and even though you hung out with Hange a lot, researching the reason for the existence of the Titans, whenever she’d go overboard, you knew when to control her, reminding her to not put other soldiers’ lives at risk, causing Levi’s feelings to deepen over time. Although there was something that he could never understand about you. Why was it that, despite you being friendly with everyone, you looked like you had skeletons in your closet? Levi could trust you, so why couldn’t you trust him?

All those doubts were going to go away, when in the evening after the training session, you called Levi and told him to come to the rooftop of their headquarters for some tea. At nightfall, you were closing your eyes, praying to a God different from that of the Wallists, asking him to help you lay down the walls in your heart and open up to Levi, when you hear someone clearing their throat, revealing themselves to be Levi. He noticed that you’d prepared black tea for him, especially because he liked it. You also told him you liked your black tea with milk because that’s what you grew up drinking. That’s when you heard the most annoying response from Levi.

Levi snickers, clicking his tongue, “Tch. Black tea with milk. Why do you have to be so annoying with tea?” You respond, “Excuse me,” and playfully hit his arm. “It’s the one thing my parents loved to drink growing up. My father used to tell me stories of who he was before being sentenced to the Underground.” Levi, perplexed, inquired further, “What do you mean, who he was?” You responded, “My father’s not an Eldian by birth, but by marriage to my mother. He was not from Marley, either. He was somewhere from the Oriental.” Raising an eyebrow, he questioned, “Was he a part of the Azumabito clan?” You nervously chuckle, “Oh, no-no. But he lived nearby. That’s where he grew up drinking black tea with milk and now, I can’t drink it any other way.” You gave a soft smile, remembering the laughter that echoed in your house, only to now have been a distant memory. “Oh, boy,” Levi shook his head in disappointment. He saw you looking at the moon with sad eyes, and while with one hand, he was drinking tea, he put his other hand on yours. You left him a small smile, holding his hands after some time. 

A comfortable silence lingered between the two of you, which he broke by inquiring, “You miss them?” “Hmm?” Breaking out of your reverie, you turned to him, causing him to question, “Your family. Do you miss them?” Sighing, you respond, “Yes, Levi. I do. My mother and my sister are all I’ve got. I was closer to my father, though. His demise is still hurting me.” As Levi came a bit closer, he put his head on your lap, with his face turned to you, and said, “Well, I never had a father, per se. But I miss my mother. She may have done a lot of wrong things, but I’m grateful that she gave birth to me.” You then put the tea set to a side, subconsciously patting Levi’s head and then humming a tune that you grew up listening to.

���Are you, are you comin’ to the tree

Where I told you to run so we’d both be free?

Strange things did happen here, no stranger would it be

If we met at midnight in the hanging tree..”

You were ruffling Levi’s hair and humming in the presence of a full moon. You didn’t know why you were feeling this way for him. What started as an infatuation developed into a sense of respect and, eventually, love for him. While you were jealous of Petra following him around, you knew that his eyes were on you alone. You constantly worried about his safety, especially whether he’d make it back to you or not after every expedition, and whenever he came back, he would give you a pat on his head with a soft smile telling you, “I told you I’ll be back.”

In the blink of an eye, Levi felt something damp on his cheeks, and when he turned around, he saw you crying and looking at the moon. “Oi, brat,” he said as he turned his head to look up at you while his head was still lying on your lap. “Did some dust fall into your eyes or something? Your eyes are watering.” You attempt to wipe the tears from the corner of your eye, when you snapped jokingly, “Shut up, Levi. Sometimes you can be dense, you know.” Scoffing, he responded, “Me? Dense? Huh, please. All I was trying to do was lighten the mood." Levi and you softly smile at each other, as the soft wind blowing against your faces felt so calming when it was just the two of you. The squad captain then broke the silence by speaking to you softly, “What’s up, brat? Please talk to me.” You continue to tear up while silently holding his hands and looking at the moon. “I’m scared, Levi.” With a confused glance, he inquired, “Of what?”

You sighed and then responded, “Losing people. Letting them enter my life, only to lose them again. I don’t think it’s an extroverted or introverted thing at all. It’s just, the feeling is scary. I’m ready to give up my life if it means saving my family, my close friends,” then looking at Levi, “or you. You mean a lot, you know?” Levi’s eyes widened. He didn’t think that you felt strongly for anyone, let alone him. “Levi, I-”

“Shh,” he places a finger on your lips, interrupting you. He then gets up, with his back facing the moon and him facing you, and after wiping the tears off your face, he holds your hands, sighing. “I fear letting people in as well, brat, only to lose them, too. When Kenny abandoned me, that’s when I thought I wasn’t good enough. For anyone. For my mother, for Kenny, Farlan, Isabel, Erwin, Hange, or-”

“Me?” you completed his sentence, looking into Levi’s eyes, as he was stunned by the fact that you remembered. “I remember you telling me about how Farlan and Isabel passed away. It must have been really heartbreaking.” For a moment, he looked down on the ground and shook his head in dejection. “You do not know how I felt, (Y/N). It seemed like a wave of anger consumed me when I saw them. They were all I had. They made me feel special. Now, Erwin does, and you do, but I fear losing you more than Erwin. Is it wrong for me to feel this way?” You then cup his cheeks with your hands and tell him, “crazy, yes. But wrong, I’m not sure. I fear letting you in, even though I’m so irrevocably in..”

“Love with me? So am I, with you, I mean.” Levi’s confession shocks you, this was not how you expected the conversation to go. “I mean it, brat. Yes, you’re loud, you can be obnoxious, you’re like Four Eyes,” he rolled his eyes, causing you to giggle a bit, and he softly smiles, “but I adore you more, for many reasons. You’re unafraid to call out on people’s actions, although you’re close to Eren, Mikasa, and Armin and you feel the need to protect them, yet you choose me over them if I’m saying something that makes sense. But…” You sensed that he was going to ask you something so you completed it for him, “But? If this is about me not talking about my past, it’s not that I don’t want to talk about it. I just find it futile to relive the hurt, the pain, the creepy touches…” As you shudder in fear reminiscing the painful memories, the calmness in his eyes turned to anger as he pressed your hand hard as if he was going to crush it. “Did those bastards at The Underground try to…”

“Take advantage of me?” You nodded, “Yes. But I’d kick them and run away, only to find them being killed the next day instead. I still don’t know who did so, but I wanna thank them, you know?” Levi threw a knowing smile, not just because he noticed you seemed freer than before, but that you were finally going to learn the truth. “You can thank me for sure. I didn’t know that you were the one these merchants were hurting, but when I learned of the news, I felt I should take justice in my hands, and so I stole from them before killing them.” You were shocked and didn’t know what to say. Appalled at the lengths Levi went to protect people, it scared you he may turn into a ruthless soldier devoid of any feelings if he killed those merchants. 

You got up off the ledge of the roof, walking back, carefully passing the tea set beside you, and Levi was walking towards you, then looking at the tea set, with a surprised gaze, as if he’s seen the set somewhere before. He then was told to sit down and you continued to talk to him while he was looking at the tea set. “Levi, I remember meeting your mum around the time my family was in The Underground not knowing you were her son. She was very kind to me, and always brought me food to eat despite her having gone hungry on a couple of occasions. She may have looked sickly, but she’d sworn to look after you in any way possible. It was sad that what job she ended up taking was one of the most painful jobs ever. She’d given me this tea set to hold on to and said to give it to her son when he ends up getting to know me. Was your mother’s name Kuchel by any chance?”

Tears streamed down his cheeks, realizing that his mother will always be with him no matter what. Levi then looks at you and nods his head in agreement. You then hold his hands and talk to him, “Oh poor Levi. I’m so sorry for all the pain you went through. Both of us have had different backgrounds, but the pain is pain. It hurts the same no matter what.” He agreed with you, heaving a sigh of relief knowing that there was someone out there who loved him despite him carrying all this baggage.  “You know something? I’m afraid of committing myself to someone. What if they just love me for how I look and not for who I am? What if they just love me for how I perform in the training and in the battle and nothing more? What if I’m not good enough for them?”

Levi again places a finger on your lips, giving you permission to wipe his tears off his cheeks. He then cups your cheeks with his hands, brings them forwards, and gently kisses you. You can tell that he’s been wanting to kiss you, wantonly for eons now, but he’s taking his time, enveloping your lips with his, expressing his sheer love and desire to be with you, regardless of what the circumstances may seem. After what seemed like an eternity, both of you pull back and press your foreheads against each other, where Levi confesses, “why don’t you get it? You’re good enough for me. You don’t have to reveal everything about your life to me right now, but when I’m with you, I feel like I’ve known you for ages. I want you. I don’t say it all, because I’m scared of my feelings, but with you, it feels easy. I want you, brat. I’m so in love with you, that I need you to be by my side when we’re fighting the Titans. I’ve always been a loner, but ever since I met you, I don’t ever want to be alone again.”

Those gray eyes conveyed a level of honesty you hadn't seen for quite some time. Your mind raced as you tried to recall the last time someone expressed their love to you. His words seemed like a balm to the aching wounds of your heart. “Levi,” you softly called out, as he held your right hand and his other hand cupped your left cheek. “I’m not perfect. I’m not done going back to my family yet. I’m not done avenging my father’s demise yet. I can’t do this alone. If you really do love me…”

“(Y/N),” he softly calls out to you, “nothing’s going to stop me from loving you the way you are. I understand there are walls around your heart and I have them too. But, we’re going to have to work together to overcome them. I… love you. I hope you know that. Now that I know that you love me too, I’m going to tell you and show you all the more. Okay?” Both of you then end up in a warm embrace, for somewhere longer than twenty seconds, which, according to science, was enough, to build trust between the people hugging. You may have not known what the future brought, but you were certain that it brought with you someone that you’d hold close with all your might and that you’d give your best to not let him out of your sight. That’s when you decided to let him in your heart by saying, “Okay, my love.”

© Shyna 2022

[ghost-the-writer]

“ Why was my life worth only half of his ?”

- Touya questioning why Shouto was loved so much more

I’m not sad ur sad

[cozzzynook]

For Shouto’s birthday Dabi gets him a tea set with udon so they can all sit and enjoy a meal together like family.

✨Trauma✨ with love 🫶🏽

What more could Shouto ask for? 🥰

[findyourrp]

Long term writing partner desired. 21+ story, nsfw, angst and all the good stuff.

OOC banter welcomed, I love to discuss plots, aesthetics and headcanons and gush about the characters we have!

Searching for a m&f pairing (myself as the female role, i play lots of characters including ocs) the following roles desired:

▪︎ Adrien Agreste/ Cat Noir (Miraculous)

▪︎Megumi Fushiguro/Yuji Itadori (Jujutsu Kaisen)

▪︎ Katsuki Bakugo / Shoto Todorki / Kirishima Eijirou/ Izuku Midoriya (My Hero Academia)

▪︎ Tanjiro Kamado , Inosuke - any really (Demon Slayer)

▪︎ Loid (Spy Family)

▪︎ Angeldust (Hazbin)

▪︎ Zuko / Sokka (Last Airbender)

I know there's many roles here required, but I am just after a stable writing partner that won't disappear and ghost. It's a big ask. Communication is key, and well enjoyed stories that we write together.

Discord only, paragraph + literate please.

Please like this post and I will reach out 👀❤️

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[abla-soso]

One of Hori's strengths as a writer is his earnest ability to turn a cliche trope into a genuinely heavy emotional moment. The "Todorki family intervention" sounds really cheesy on paper. I've seen this "family/friends intervention" trope play out countless times in different stories across different genres, and I can't remember a time when I was really moved by it. But this is one of the very few times where the execution of a cliche trope was amazingly well-written that it deeply affected me instead of making me yawn or cringe.