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me on a random Wednesday
4:09 PM 4:07 PM
#im sorry changbin#txt#skz#beomgyu#changbin#stray kids#meme#day 6#why was he so sad :(#but the meme template just offered itself#today was so fucking awful#i walked (!!) because the bus didnt come#just on foot along a fucking big ass road while crying and having a mental breakdown#cant remember the last time i cried this hard#me a grown woman walking to my mum's place to get a hug and cry bec i couldnt handle it anymore
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my favorite necklace fell and cracked, I think I’m allowed to kill myself now
#lemon man talks#Today was so fucking awful#it was supposed to be good#edm release!!!#BUT IT WAS SO FUCKING BAD#AND it was a four leaf clover necklace. fucking hell#This is a sign#I’m usually not superstitious but I have my reasons to interpret this as A Sign#I’m doing so bad I just wanna curl up and cry
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the mourn watch background gives you such a GIFT in having other characters notice and call out on-screen that rook code switches like a motherfucker. the whiplash of hearing my snarky 'heeey I'm just a little guy! :>' funnyman rook speak the heightened ritualized phrases of the mourn watch with perfect seriousness and gravity completely naturally and/or break into an academic tone that can keep up with emmrich at the drop of a hat never stops giving me such endless delight. truly their real mind is a riddle wrapped in a mystery inside some hideous mourn watch casual wear
#that last one was just for comedic purposes rye would NEVER wear the mourn watch casual wear willingly#he hated the new livery so much he hoarded every pair of the older watcher robes he could hunt down so they'd tide him over#in the hopes that the next uniform design would be less awful. he is a fancyboy at heart. he should be wearing so many earrings#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#A Watcher's work is never done#rye's whole deal is half built on the feeling of 'we've had a lot of fun here today folks. but at the end of the day I have given my oath#and I mean to fulfil it. so either help me do that or get out of my fucking way' that sort of naturally rises out of this contrast#and everyone who has for a moment doubted his complete seriousness and sincerity about it so far has ended up much deeper#than six feet under by the end of it all haha#I've found I've actually been able to build a really good sense of character here (with some reloading to see different options#to be sure lol I am a control freak) -- mixing in a stoic response in certain situations for example can inform so much with so little#and the contrast works out to be so much greater.#just this sense of a layer of levity and awkwardness on top of an immense and unflinching seriousness#that sometimes shines through. it's uh. it's been really good for me
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drawing gojo every day as stupid pet memes until THE shibuya incident: day 42
he doesnt know whats about to happen to him
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#I had a test in both english and history today#I think I did awful in english test AND I WAS SO SURE OF MYSELF TOO#FUCK CONDITIONALS!
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Me: aaagh I have so much shit to do Sunday. Need to make sure I stay on track.
Me approximately 2 hours later: made a guy.
Made a snail yesterday too actually. Turns out it's very easy to make a terrible snail. His name is Snorbert (short for Snail Norbert, of course).
The sheep's name is southdown, for anyone curious, due to incredible resemblance between him and the southdown in my Fleece and Fiber Sourcebook.
Some baby pictures.
#snorberts a fucking mess ngl#handspun yarn#knitting#knit plushie#not done a single thing i need to do today before you ask#blocking him rn#my sister says he needs sninsides (snail insides) but sounds like an awful lot of work#the stuffing is just some rolags i hated and will never spin#actually a really good use for such wool#i have so much good nice wool and in the process have also acquired some garbage wool#so this guy is made of habdspun scrap and garbage wool
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GOD YOU GUYS . WHAT AN EPISODE !!!!!
#I AM YELLING SO MUCH FUCKING HAPPENED#im incredibly emotional about normal rn . GOD . the pride layer was everything#ALSO TAYLOR AND LINC FRIENDSHIP SO REALLLL THEIR MATH ROASTS 😭😭😭#also lincoln li Wilson kill shot today . get ‘em king#FUCK SUCH A GOOD EP#dndads#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies#lincoln li wilson#normal oak#oakworthy#scary marlowe#i love her guys . I missed her im so glad she’s back and being awful <33 my girl#Taylor swift dndads#hermie unworthy#hermie the unworthy#jodie foster dndads#sorry this is a bit late i was trapped in the academic system (3 hour college class)
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who is shardasol who is eriware i am interested in hearing about this :0 no pressure of course
to give a simple answer; it's not a "proper" plurality if you're worried about categorizing that sort of thing, but they're pretty much eridan and sollux's respective introjects of each other! it's all erisolsprites fault <3
for context, the premise of the au is that eridan has decided to self isolate on earth c, and erisolsprite has managed to end up with him due to sprite bullshit to make sure he doesnt do any Extremely stupid shit-- which blows up in his face when hes the reason eridan (and later sollux) end up getting an extra person in their brains
so then THERE is where we get shardasol and eriware :) their entire gimmick is that they're formed from extra memories of eridan and sollux that erisolsprite put in their opposite heads, and they borrowed bits of their host's personality traits, interests, and perspectives of their other to grow into the people they are. they are their own people at the end of the day! even if they like to say they're like a manifestation of eridan and sollux's heart for the other-- which is. yknow. how i've ended up with four different versions of erisol in this damn au LOL.
#tmos opens mail#elderflowerprince#eridan ampora#sollux captor#erisol#erisolsprite#they DO get proper bodies to use outside of being headmates later! but ive already drawn so much today LOL#anyways god. erisol. sharderi. solware. shardware. sharderi is my favorite im ngl its so fucking funny. shardasols so whipped#'yeah hey if sollux doesnt want you hes stupid beyond help. will literally kick his ass if he cant see how perfect you are' YOU ARE GAY!!!#and you know erisolsprite is forever suffering from all this shit#his personality donors are already dancing around each other and now theres twice as many of them being stupid#uugh desperately trying not to spoil plot beats i have mapped out vs wanting to be like LOOK AT THEMMM lmfaoo#anyways. shout out to that one user who was like 'aw they introjected each other <3' on my fanart ages ago it snowballed this into motion
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neuvillette's lore is actually insane. we all took one look at him and went "haha dragon🫵" but i significantly underestimated how big of a role he would play. he's the incarnation of the original hydro sovereign. he took back his rule right under the heavenly principles' nose. he's the one handing out hydro visions now (not even because he has to, he doesn't, he just grew so fond of humanity that he chooses to). he gave away the hydro gnosis bc he straight up doesn't need it. he's planning to DETHRONE ALL OF THE ARCHONS (in a few hundred years, when the traveler's not around to see it, so it won't be awkward for them). he's kind and soft-spoken. he's full of vengeful rage. he's a father to hundreds. he found his purpose after feeling lost for 500 years. skirk pulled him aside for a super-secret convo and when he saw us again he immediately spilled the tea. as far as i can tell, he spawned into existence fully formed. no other character can fucking compare
#neuvillette#genshin impact#4.2#genshin spoilers#aphelion.txt#SORRY BUT I FINALLY FINISHED THE AQs TODAY AND IM IN MY FUCKING FEELS#by all rights he should've hated focalors- the thief of the hydro sovereignty- the most.#he cried when she sacrificed herself in front of him.#he is so gentle. i think he does feel genuine indignance and anger over what happened to the dragons#but he mostly talks about the eventual judgment as if it's something he must do out of obligation and duty#i loved him in 4.0 but he honestly shot up the ranks now to being one of my favorite genshin characters of all time#i'm still in awe at how he and focalors completely defied the heavenly principles and WON.#barring some big plot twist in future updates they fucking WON.#any victory against the heavenly principles that we've seen in the story so far has been pyrrhic at best#this is the sort of thing i'd think would usually cause them to nuke fontaine with a heavenly needle#(lol that would be a devastating one-off fanfic for someone to write)#but anyway focalors most bamf god of teyvat fr#and neuvi her accomplice my special guy
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forgive me making them so fluff and in love u_u
#i feel so fucking awful today had to sketch them being sweethearts bleh they make me sick#hojodegger#ffvii#ff7#professor hojo#heidegger#shinra#sketch#artists on tumblr#old man yaoi#have to start tagging them like that#my creepy art
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would anyone who's got the graphic novel be willing to send me the pdf for $5 and/or free art. today's been shit and idk if i can wait til bloody February
#bygone talks#this is a genuine offer#today has been so fucking bad and awful and i just need one win in this mf#sleep token teeth of god#teeth of god graphic novel
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nrc is full of people who need to be studied under a microscope
#twst#twisted wonderland#twst meme#twisted wonderland meme#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#cater diamond#floyd leech#img post#these are so fun easy and genuinely kind of addicting to make#i will never get over the fact that silvers least favorite food is lilias cooking#literally the funniest fucking piece of information ever#(silver) please father im begging you please can we get takeout today#(lilia) aw but i just made garlic stew! your favorite. seasoned with crushed ibuprofen to keep away any strange ailments humans tend to get
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maybe this will get rocks thrown at me but i kinda hate when people call the 18+ prisoners "grown adults" as insults and ways to like... shut down any sympathy with them. how because they are "grown adults", they "should have known better". this has just always bothered me. i see it and i have to sit and stare at the wall for 10 minutes.
like. idk. being an adult does not automatically give you skills like Emotional Regulation, Impulse Control, Ability To Learn From Consequences, Ability To Plan For The Future, Critical Thinking, Interpersonal Skills, etc etc. you have to be Taught these things no matter how old you are. if you are not taught these things, and you are not supported in an environment that helps you further develop these things... you just. Aren't gonna be able to do them well.
adults just, typically, have accumulated enough experiences in life to have been able to learn these things. but not every adult has had that privilege. or some adults have had to just shut off the parts of their brain that would allow them to learn these things to be able to function at a basic level.
#milgram meta#when i see someone use the phrase ''grown adult'' in a derogatory way i just. can no longer even listen to them mfkfmsdf#me when no matter how hard i try i cant be a functional adult and then i just get insulted and dismissed instead of helped.#only leading me further into my pit of Despair#like. listen. i get this is a fictional piece of media. and at the end of the day i genuinely dont care That much. but also.#the way ppl think and talk about these things. even if its fictional. usually (but not always. im aware!) still reflects how they think irl#so Thats why i feel genuinely hurt when i see people talk like this.#but alas. i Am a grown adult so maybe i should just suck it up--#i simply should have utilized my DBT skills instead of allowing myself to develop mental illness /lhj#i did not have a good therapy session today (in fact it was fucking awful lol) so now i must Post Online#if you dont see me for a month. its because my traumas and mental illnesses unionized
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Had my boobs squished in a machine today
#aka had a mammogram lol#it was so fucking humid in Boston today it was awful#and my walk was longer than normal bc they were working on the subway#my shirt was basically soaked through#thankfully it wasn’t as bad on the way back but ugggggh#I’m so exhausted#about to eat some pizza and take a nap#shut up rian#self#me#face
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Trying to take a step back and find out all about this Max and George drama.
If I’m right, we have Max coming and saying that he was surprised of George’s behaviour in the stewarding room, especially as they were ok in post race media. We then have Christian coming out and saying that George was hysterical all weekend, another article comes out implying that Max actively threatened George in the meeting room, with George himself saying he expected Max to crash into him on purpose if he hadn’t had such a bad start. Now we journalists coming out and saying that all drivers call George Georgina because he moans a lot.
Wow, oh wow. All that over a penalty? A penalty that resulted in Max losing one grid place, which he gained back at the start of the race and went on to win, and this is after he wrapped up the championship? And of course all it’s done is make people pile on George yet again.
There's a lot of stupid drama in F1, but this one really is a new low in terms of inconsequential bullshit being used to make journalists look busy.
Merc are really dropping the fucking ball by not coming out with a rebuttal quicker because they're just letting it pile up if they wait until Thursday - and the fact is they're probably not rushing to say anything because they know its stupid too, but you know what the snowball effect is like when people are bored and have nothing to talk about.
I'd love to get in to how F1 has a real identity politics problem. How they want drivers to be human, but crucify them the second they don't fit inside a neat little box, but we've been over it so many times and none of it changes.
If he'd done something quantifiable bad, I'd get it, but he literally just pushed for a soft penalty which he is not the first driver to do by any means. All the other personal insults and tying this in to his GPDA role are irrelevant noise.
#I'm sick and had an awful hospital appointment y'day so I'm extra grumpy today#People have been fucking weird about george ever since he cried#And they absolutely ARE related which makes it even worse
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i'm fucking shaking and sobbing i have a fever of 39°C.
#random thoughts#i don't actually know how bad that is so i am going to look it up.#BUT NOW I CAN'T DO MY FUCKING EXAM TODAY. AND I CAN'T DO THE ONE TOMORROW EITHER#BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY A SERIOUS AND IMPORTANT EXAM THAT REQUIRES AN INVITATION AND ID.#fuck.......#i am crying real tears. this is awful.
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To this day I don't understand how Ghostbusters Frozen Empire had the budget to hire all of these absolutely incredible actors, a surprisingly excellent cinematographer, a SFX team that's second to none, AND a phenomenal composer (HE WROTE THE 2005 PRIDE AND PREJUDICE SOUNDTRACK FOR FUCK'S SAKE)- and yet STILL couldn't manage to hire even semi-decent writers (this also applies to Ghostbusters Afterlife actually)
(whoever came up with the Phoebe/Melody plot goated tho)
#it's time for my actual dislike for these films purely from a critical standpoint to come out again lmao#I might write an essay about why frozen empire ended up being a perfect mess#kind of terrible but with characters so good and so well played I obsessed over them for months lmao#god I love these characters so much. and Checkmatch plot ilysm#but I genuinely dislike these two films in about 80% of aspects otherwise lmao#again maybe I should write an essay on this#why the script was fucking shite but the film still sort of slayed in a weird sort of way#I'm sorry to bring negativity here but I feel like a bit of an imposter sometimes in this fandom as someone who actually didn't like-#-the films 😭#not that I didn't enjoy them to a degree they're just ...#not great objectively#like I said terrible terrible awful script and these characters deserved so much better#and also from a franchise perspective...#okay I'll shut up now anyhow#I was thinking about this today anyways#HOW could they not hire good writers 😭#such good everything else....#cass thinks ab stuff#ghostbusters#ghostbusters frozen empire#ghostbusters afterlife
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