#today was draining
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Today I started therapy again for first time in a few years.
Immediately after I took a nap and played the 2.5 HSR patch….
Now I’m just laying on my bed, feeling like whatever this emotion is:
Spoilers kinda?
HSR Gacha System: here you go, you can have the silly pink fox man!
Inky: YAY! :D
HSR Storyline: …..now SUFFER
Inky: Noooooooooo D8
Jiaoqiiiiuuuuuu 😭 whyyyyyyyy *hugs him and feeds him yummy things*
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the urge to sleep rn
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i’m finally home 🥲
#riv rambles#it took me almost an hour to get gas today#yeah#the line was that long#today was DRAINING#i want to say i’m gonna get writing done but#the reality is i’ll probably play genshin for a bit and go to sleep 😔
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ill go back to being social/interact with people on here tomorrow
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me everyday
#personal thingys#i didnt think at all today i just focused on cooking and baking and it was nice#i need more days like that where i just focus on ONE THING#and that thing shouldnt involve a laptop#i feel so drained but so amazing
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I'm ngl I think my upstairs neighbor may be a sex worker that does cam work or she just likes riding her fucking machine a lot
#in the living room no less#ev speaks#*nsfw#her vibrstor is really active#*sighs*#today was draining#i hate cooking on my meds
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i can not resist ex husband!eddie, so here is something about steve trying to parent trap you and eddie but then he just ends up fucking you both…look away and don’t perceive me
18+ — MINORS DNI
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ex husband!eddie who loves you so much he gives you the house. so ultimately he’s homeless which leads him to moving in with his dear bestie steve. steve’s got a nice house, he’s not married but he’s got a cute dog named spike and the guest room is rather cozy.
and steve doesn’t mind eddie moving in, in fact he actually loves it! the house is big and it gets lonely (hence the reason for spike) so it’s nice to have someone to talk to every night before bed.
except eddie is kind of like…going through it.
totally understandable! he’s going through a divorce for fucks sake! he’s allowed to be sad and wallow in his misery, and steve is happy that eddie feels safe enough with him to do that in steve’s home.
but after the 3 month mark it starts getting a little pathetic. eddie doesn’t leave the house. he goes to work, comes back and keeps himself holed up in his room plucking the most devastating chords on his guitar.
and, again, that’s fine.
eddie can cope however he wants to.
but steve can’t help but feel…annoyed?
the truth is, you’re a fucking catch. no— you’re better than a catch— you’re the fucking motherload. and eddie is just letting you slip away!
“she won’t talk to me steve, it doesn’t matter what i want. she fucking hates me.”
which isn’t true, considering the times steve has talked to you, you’ve asked how eddie has been dealing with “the situation”
and steve just kind of has to lie and say eddie’s doing good even though that’s not the truth.
and steve can tell you care about eddie. that you miss him. that you still love him and this separation is hurting you more than anything.
so, steve starts planning.
which is… arguably never good for anybody involved in said plan, but fuck if it doesn’t always work.
it’s a lousy plan. lots of holes and loops that leave all fingers pointing to him, but steve just wants his friends back together.
so, basically, steve’s plan is to parent trap you and eddie.
he plays telephone between you both. sees you and reports back to eddie one day then does the same to you the next. and a lot of nasty words are said— you two complain about each other like two fucking grandmothers in a home— and steve is desperately trying to put out the fire on both sides.
and eddie doesn't get it. doesn’t understand why steve keeps defending you when you broke his heart. he gets irritated with steve and snaps, “you wanna fuck my wife? is that it?”
and as much as the idea of steve wanting to fuck you should piss eddie off, he can't help but...like it? like he wants steve to fuck you.
like he wants steve to seduce you and fuck you in what used to be yours and eddie's bed just to come home smelling like you and tasting like you when eddie smears his lips across steve's mouth. humming at the taste of you when he wraps his mouth around steve's cock. dragging his tongue over the sensitive bruises you leave on steve’s pretty neck.
god, it's so fucked up!
but it's the closest eddie can get to you. and eventually you figure out what steve and eddie are doing. what steve is doing. playing fucking puppeteer with you.
and fuck, it flips something within you that you never knew was there. can't help thinking about how steve will go home and fuck your ex husband just after spending an hour between your thighs. try to come off pissed when steve tells you to imagine he’s eddie but holy fuck it’s so hot. letting you fuck him with eddie’s name rolling off your tongue. letting you give him purple bruises so he can go show your ex husband how well he fucked you.
steve is just so kind.
you’ll both be forever in steve’s debt, that’s for sure.
#stevie’s such a good friend ugh#steve after fucking reader and eddie all day ‘today drained me’#steve x reader#steve harrington x reader#eddie x reader#eddie munson x reader#ex husband!eddie#ex husband!eddie munson#eddie x reader x steve#steddie x reader#steddie x reader smut#eddie munson smut#eddie x reader smut#steve x reader smut#steve harrington smut#drabble
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It feels heavier than it seems
#depressing shit#mentally exhausted#im sad and tired#sad thoughts#mental health relapse#i relapsed today#tired of life#living with borderline#depressing quotes#emotionally drained#i want to kms#mental instability#anxi4ty#mental health#lonelly#im relapsing#addiction#being alone
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IT IS OVER!!!!! WORK IS OVER FOR THE DAY!!!!! EVERYBODY CLAP!!!! YAY END OF WORK DAY!!!
#end of workday would also be good but we will celebrate what we can#i have been part of this charity committee which we love bc its a good cause bUT IM HAPPY ITS OVER!!!!#i am so tired we have done so many team dinners / lunches/ today was the charity happy hour and tomorrow we have a lunch#i cant socialize this much. i cant. im antisocial i am so drained.#i had to drink a Yuengling at the happy hour like a straight dad and worked the door
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a doodle post, just a lil bit of my kids (except dr stone he’s old and smelli 😔🥄🥄)
A lil thing I like to think of is that no matter how large da bug muppets are, they can somehow someway find a way to discreetly sneak into ANY space despite how loud or large they are smhhhh
#D a b b s#Welcome home#welcome home mob au#welcome home oc#welcome home wally#Wally darling#robbie robs#lovelie robs#dusty bunny#Also some of these are old doodles cause I am heckin drained today for some reason smhhhh
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Hatchetfield @femslashfortnight Day 6: Protect
#some campfire confessions for yall :)#I had a very draining day today so we’re not doing long tags for this one#I have a drawing im still working on for day 4 so its gonna be a little out of order#but whatever it is what it is#I used the fun brush again for this one :D#fun fact: bears are my favorite animal#look I never said I wouldn’t ever do personal facts#also I’m too tired to go looking for facts#so there’s some Ricky lore#what’s YOUR favorite animal?#let me know in the tags if you feel like it /nf#idk yall#campfire confession#abstinence camp#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield femslash fortnight#karen chasity#girl jeri#nightmare time#Starkid#hatchetfield#team starkid#Kim Whalen#hatchetfield axe man#man- Axe Man is such a banger- it’s my favorite hatchetfield song#it’s just too good I love it#that episode has a lot of good songs#my art
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dressing room ౨ৎ⋆.˚𖦹
#i finally tired this room up today please clap#i feel so drained now but the room looks cute and i feel kinda cute so yay#me#a#also yes my drawers behind me are broken lol they’re from ikea of course they’re gonna break
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Favorite drink costumes (tea, milkshake, water bottle)
They love it.
It looks like Monsieur Neuvillette is ready to either end himself or end everyone else in the room. Which will it be? You take some Credit Coupons from the Duke and leave hurriedly, intend on never finding out.
#Halloween#Wriothesley#Neuvillette#Sigewinne#Genshin Impact#sketches#my art#just one today because I had a doctor appointment#and the anxiety has drained me off all energy#had enough left for something silly
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