#today is my day off work but i still half woke up at 6am bc of my roommate getting rdy for school
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enden-k · 1 year ago
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good morning, perceive my cat
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kuraitsune · 2 years ago
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could i have a vox x reader x shu poly 😋 i never see people talk about poly relationships and i love them both so much 😭
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PARiNGS - ...Vox Akuma x GN!reader x Shu Yamino
MENTiONS - ...no one else!
SUMMARY - ...waking early really isn't great, and sometimes food is just the right thing to fix the day up!
READER'S PROFiLE - ...you are you!
DiSCLAiMERS - this fic is written by my friend, then I edited it! please know that these writings are a work of fiction and are the appearance and persona of the character! not the person behind the screen.
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"[name]~…[name]~…[name]!" a very disturbing shaking of your body woke you up, turns out it was Vox trying to get you awake. Opening your eyes slightly, you see Shu still asleep, just snoring on the other side.
"What…? It's so early in the morning… can't we sleep longer?" you turn to see it's 6AM on your phone, the contrast from the dark and light almost blinding your eyes.
"Look I know it's really early, but I was thinking…maybe~ we could go and get some food soon. Me, personally, I'm really hungry," the voice demon continued trying to get you to get out of bed.
"Let…Us sleep…" Shu shuffled around, mumbling in his sleep, only slightly aware of what's happening.
"Come onnnn… I forgot to eat last night when I came home, I saw you guys sleeping and thought 'Oh! Why not go and sleep with them?' So I forgot to eat… pleaseeeeee…" you rolled your eyes, though eventually agreeing to the whines of the darker haired man.
After a while of laying in bed and trying to fall back asleep, Vox eventually wakes the two of you up, picking you up bridal style to the bathroom. "I just started your shower, just how you like it. So I'll leave you to do your stuff, don't be long dear."
He carefully shut the door, leaving you to stare at the mirror to wake up for a second. Finally, you finally decide to get in the shower and start to shower.
A loud pounding sound rang through the bathroom, the voice of the sorcerer getting picked up by your ears, "[name]! Hurry up! We've been waiting and you've been in there for 40 minutes now!"
"I’m almost done! Don't be such a prick!" you responded, a bit ticked off. You quickly ran out of the shower to get into clothes. Just as you went to open up the door and meet them, Vox froze in place, about to knock on the door again.
"Oh, at least I don't have to ask again. Shu's trying his hardest to stay awake waiting, he'd probably fall asleep again if you didn't finish up in the next minute," you softly laughed at his half-jokingly sarcasm, and headed out to the car. They ended up at a nice breakfast court to eat at last.
"[nickname], can I sit next to you today? Vox sat next to you last time we went out, so…?" Shu begged you, as you confusedly looked at him.
"Hey, we already share the same bed! Why can't we share them like normal?" Vox popped into the conversation, crossing his arms and furrowing his eyebrows at the shorter sorcerer.
"What about you two sit next to each other and I'll sit on the other side, so I don't have to worry about anything?" you giggled, just admiring the two.
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NOTE - hi, kura here! as it was said before, this fic is made my lovely friend who would like to stay anonymous. i hope that was fine for the anon who requested this! (the reason why i let my friend write this was bc i've been extremely busy of the late! with other reqs & my own life)
hope you enjoyed this fic~
DO NOT: repost or copy any of @kuraitsune's works! sharing is fine with credits.
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extremelyblackandwhite · 4 years ago
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august
pairing: sheriff lee bodecker x younger! reader
warnings: cheating, age gap
a/n: i wanted to write this chapter to show how y/n’s and lee’s affair began and to show how y/n shaped lee or his point of view. this song is mostly based off august from taylor swift (bc we all know at this point that i’ll just write fanfics based of any folklore/evermore songs) and war of hearts from ruelle. this one is not smut, the next one (illicit affairs) is gonna be.  additionally, i’ve come to the conclusion that knockemstiff y/n dressed like betty draper and after-knockemstiff y/n dresses likes meg draper and that is canon. btw if you’re interested in what she’s wearing in this chapter here [x] p.s.: lee’s not captain yet in this chapter
> ILLICIT AFFAIRS
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Salt air and the rust on your door, I never needed anything more. Whispers of are you sure? Never have I ever before. But I can see us lost in the memory, August slipped away into a moment in time ‘cause it was never mine
August was an odd month this year; the godless and sunless town was going through the biggest heatwave anyone could remember. Most habitants were in the parks and outside their homes in plastic chairs enjoying the heat, however, in Y/N’s house, they were baking apple pies with the apples leftover from the little apple tree farm they had a bit south from the town centre. Y/N had suggested they just gave away the apples but her grandmother, ever the traditional woman, believed the best way to show appreciation would be to bake something. “It shows you care, Y/N” as if she cared about anyone in this god forbidden town. She couldn’t wait to pack her bags and go to the big city where she can be something other than a trophy wife. Besides, it wasn’t like there were any available suitable husband options around. 
She wiped the flour out of her forehead as she placed the last pie in the oven. 24 pies, surely that would account for a high electricity bill at the end of the month. Not that it mattered anyway, her grandmother could more than afford it after all she was the woman right now sat at the kitchen table, giving out plates as if they cost nothing. 
     - Y/N, sweetheart, can you go and deliver the pie on the living room. It’s already cold and I don’t want it to go stale.
     - Yeah, sure. 
     - To Captain Bodecker’s house. Promised Jane I’d send her one. 
     - Captain Bodecker’s? But that’s in town. - she scratched her elbows. She’d rather not go to Captain Bodecker’s house yet again he probably wasn’t even around, always busy in the station. - Can I take the car?
     - It’s a 20 minute walk, it’s sunny outside and you’re young. Save on gas.
     - But ...
     - Y/N, you better be outside with that pie in 5 seconds or we’ll have a problem. - she interrupted.
Y/N sighed, unlacing the back of her apron and placing it on the hook. Just great, that’s all she needed today, to walk to the town centre to deliver one of the pies she had just spent the whole morning preparing. She guessed it could’ve been worse, she could’ve had to go deliver it to the police station then Captain Bodecker would’ve definitely been there. It wasn’t that she disliked him, quite the opposite. Back when she volunteered at the precinct he was the only one who was nice to her or at least the only one who wouldn’t try to put his hand under her skirt. He’d even memorised her name which not even the Sheriff who had hired her knew, to this day whenever he saw her he still called her Bella. He was nice to her and she couldn’t say she hadn’t developed a little school girl crush on him, despite the fact he was married. He’d even stood up for her when her manager started screaming at her. Nevertheless, she couldn’t stand being in his presence, feeling like whatever she said would get her in trouble. His wife wasn’t someone she enjoyed either; Jane Bodecker was known for having quite the sharp gossiping tongue. Most of her friends commented their “men friends” would comment how she used to have quite the reputation while at high school and whenever she saw her at the shop, she’d always call her Little Miss Perfect or make some side comment about how she was occupying a job that someone else needed. Still, Y/N could deal with Jane, a little smile, a nod and she was ready to deal with the devil.
The sun scorched her skin as she walked her last minutes til the Bodecker residence. It was a nice home, recently painted with some nice flowers in the front garden yet there were rumours of Captain Bodecker wanting to move to Brewer Heights. Y/N didn’t know how she’d react if during her morning walks she passed by him, so she counted it only as rumours. Standing in front of the red door, she held the pie in one hand and knocked against it with the other one. She stood there waiting for someone to come in until footsteps made her wake up from her dream-like state and prepare to deal with Jane. However, as the door open, a familiar silhouette had her heart racing. 
    - Y/N, what brings you here? - she watched him dressed in casual clothing, something she barely saw if she had ever seen; jeans and a white t-shirt. 
   - Captain Bodecker ... I ... I was looking for your wife. My grandmother sent this. - she held up the pie in front of her.  - She said Mrs. Bodecker wanted one. 
   - Jane’s ... out. Come in. - he opened the door wider for her but she remained in the same place like a statue. - Come on, it’s too hot out. Don’t want no fainting lass complains on my day off. ‘Sides, don’t you want a slice of pie?
   - I really shouldn’t.
   - You can say no if you want to. No need to be afraid of me, Y/N. - he leaned against the doorframe. - Thank you for the pie, though. 
   - I guess I can stay a bit. - she tucked a bit of hair behind her ear. Lee couldn’t help but shamelessly check her out as she walked inside his home. It was no secret she was a beautiful woman, heck, Lee thought her to be the prettiest little thing to ever arrive into town, with her sunny smile and pretty dresses. This one was no different, lavender which complimented her so well with a little white rope tied around her waist into a bow, like a little present. Nevertheless, he kept it under wraps he was a married man besides every man in town shamelessly harassed her, despite the side eye he gave them.
He watched as the fabric of her dress swung with the movement of her hips. Lee surely didn’t expect such a pretty girl to walk into his home, had he known he would’ve made an effort to fix the mess that was his house. Normally Jane tended to keep that sorted as he usually spent the day and night at work, but with her staying with her mother after their last fight. It wasn’t anything new, she always did that whenever they fought and then would return after Lee made a fool of himself by begging her to return and that he was wrong during the fight. Still, she placed the pie on his kitchen table with a gentleness and posture which mirrored her privileged upbringing. He couldn’t lie and say his mind hadn’t wandered around how she would look when she eventually got married, after all that was the future of all Knockemstiff women. He also couldn’t lie and say he hadn’t wondered how she would look as his wife. She was sweet, with a sharp mind which definitely had not been appreciated in the precinct. Despite this, productivity seemed to raise whenever she called out any officers who had their feet on top of their desks instead of doing paperwork. He still remembered having to always keep an eye on her, were any officers to get too rowdy with her. Yet, she didn’t care and she held herself and believed herself to deserve the same respect as every working man in Knockemstiff. Although he imagined how she would be as a wife, he had to admit he couldn’t see her ever being some Knockemstiff’s man’s wife and with the example from her grandmother, she was surely on the path to be a rebellion starter. 
    - Big fan of apple pie, Y/N?
    - My grandmother refuses to sell the apples so instead I woke up at 6AM and have been baking apple pies nonstop. She says it shows I care. 
     - Never thought you to be found of Knockemstiff residents. 
     - And I am not. - she spoke as if the mere thought of it offended her.  - She said she promised Jane one. 
     - Don’t think Jane will be back for a while. - he leaned against the kitchen door, watching her place the pie onto his kitchen table. - You can take half that pie, if you want.
    - Trust me, I have my share of apple pie at home. - she folded her hands on top of her stomach. - Uhm ... Do you want me to cut you a slice of pie? I normally take mine with a bit of vanilla ice cream on top. It’s gorgeous, the warmth of the pie and the cold of the ice cream. You should try it?
    - You’re just full of ideas, aren’t ya? - he sat on the wooden chair as she sliced the pie to the best of her abilities. - Shouldn’t you be at university, or someth’ng? 
    - Well, grandma had the stroke and she’s not as motile as she used to be. I’ve been taking some classes at Ohio University but it’s not the same, it’s ...
    - It’s not the big city, ain’t it? - he added. 
    - It’s not that I dislike Knockemstiff, Captain ...
    - Yeah you do. - he interrupted her. - Just don’t let the Sheriff hear it. He already ain’t too found of ya. 
    - Nobody in that precinct liked me. - she rolled her eyes. - Well, they did but I did not like them in that way. 
    - I liked ya. Whenever you screamed at Leroy it always made my day. 
    - Leroy’s the most incompetent person I know. All he does is pimp girls out as if he discovered prostitution. I feel sorry for the girls. 
    - He does a good service.
    - Of course you’d know. - she pushed her hair away from her shoulders, feeling the sweat roll down her neck. God it was, too hot. Lee furrowed his brown, laying the fork onto the porcelain plate. She caught his look, brow raising over in a playful, smug kind of way, before she laid her hands on the table. - I’ve seen it before. 
     - You’ve seen it before?
     - Don’t worry, I didn’t see IT, but I saw Jenny get in the car with you just after graduation. I know what she does, she would call me all the time whenever Leroy was being an ass. 
     - Oh ...
     - Don’t worry, I’m not gonna say anything. Everyone in this town cheats, mostly because everyone in this town marries someone just because they think that will save them from Hell. No one is saved if they’re born in Knockemstiff, not even me. 
     - You mean to tell me you’ve done bad things, Y/N? ‘Cause I don’t believe it.
     - I’ve never done it but I’ve thought bad things. All the time. - her gaze lowered from his face to his waist before returning back to his eyes. It was a millisecond gaze, something she herself knew but he didn’t notice, no matter how observant he was. There were no perfect men in Knockemstiff, but in Y/N’s mind he was her perfect man. After all, there are no perfect men anywhere, even Saints sin and then die heroically to get into heaven. Y/N would rather sin than die for people who would’ve had her accidentally killed many times if it weren’t for her grandmother’s name and status in town. What’s the fun in being good? Every time she was good she got yelled at, someone put her hand under her skirt or tried to pin her against a wall. She was good, she would just rather sin so people wouldn’t taint her goodness. It’s a question of self preservation, at least that’s what she told herself. 
    - That doesn’t make you bad. If so there wouldn’t be good people.
    - There are no good people. - she added, ever the negative person she was, something she had inherited from her mother and which everyone who knew her could trace back to. - All people are born so they could be buried. Everything you do ... in a 100 years they won’t remember everything and all that be left of you is your burial site. That’s your legacy. 
    - Such negative views for someone who wants out of Knockemstiff. I thought you’d have a better outlook on things.
    - I’m never getting out of here. - she sighed, almost used to the idea that she was going to stay no matter how long she fought it. - I’m gonna die here. 
    - Dying ain’t so bad. - he leaned against his chair. Y/N smiled at him, looking around his home. It was messy yes but it was still a good home yet that wasn’t what she noticed. Looking out the window, she saw a built in pool. She didn’t remember hearing the Captain had a pool. Sure, he had a the better salary compared to everyone else in town except for the Sheriff, Mayor, and her grandmother. Yet she had never heard of him having a pool, not even she had one. 
    - You have a pool? 
    - Yeah, built it back when Sandy used to come over to wind up from the dinner job. She’s married now so I don’t think she wants a pool at her big brother’s home anymore. 
   - I don’t think anyone in town has a pool. - she rose from her chair and walked to the window in a lavender rush. - It’s gorgeous.
   - You can come over whenever you want, Y/N. 
   - Can I go now? - she looked over her shoulder to him. The idea of being able to swim while the boiling august heat continued to shine down onto the hellish town. Somehow it made sense yet it didn’t. Lee cocked his head to the side, wondering if he’d misheard her words or if she was really considering swimming into his pool. Unwanted feeling stirred south of him and he punished himself mentally for imagining the lavender flower girl in such ways.
    - Well, uh ... you don’t have a swimming costume. - he babbled like a confused, stunned child.
    - I can swim on my undergarments. It’s pretty much a lace embroidered swimming costume. - Lee merely nodded, not knowing exactly what to do but knowing he was flirting with sin, looking at an abysses and seeming not to fear that he was going straight into it. 
Y/N walked from the window up to the kitchen door which led over to the garden. The once white door had withered with time, turning slightly yellowish with rust on the borders, the glass of the small see through windows cracked yet remaining its shape. The door seemed to be a small reminder of what was still wrong in the Captain’s life but she chose not to dwell over it, no to think about it. She felt the cobblestones against her feet covered by an old pair of white ballerina slips as her mirrored image became clear in the crystalline pool water. 
Lee on the other hand watched like a hawk, from the rusted door he’d broken so many bottles of liquor against, as her lavender fabric fell to the dirty cobblestones. The contrast of the prim expensive dress against the cobblestones which had aged as badly as he had done was telling. At least it was telling enough for him and he wondered if this was a gift from God or if the devil was toying with him. The devil is in the details, his mother used to say, yet as she emerged from the water, hands pulling down her hair, he was almost entirely sure the devil was the girl in his pool, the same girl who had worn white dresses until her 18th birthday. Yet again, the devil was once an angel and to him, she was closer to becoming a fallen one than continuing to wear shades of white. 
    - You don’t swim, captain? - she asked as she swam to the border of the pool. 
    - I don’t enjoy doing it. - he stayed glued to the door, a good distance from her to ensure he didn’t get tempted. - You gonna just swim around like a mermaid, huh?
    - It’s better in the water than on the cobblestones, I tell ya. - she dipped into the water once again only to return to the surface, water droplets rolling down from her plump skin. - Come on, captain. You’re gonna leave me swimming by my lonesome? During the hottest day in Knockemstiff?
    - You’re a trouble stirrer. 
    - Maybe I’m just bored. - she smiled at him. He knew she wasn’t tempting him, he knew Y/N. She liked to tease around, she enjoyed the freedoms which she imposed onto herself and as such she was much different from the women he knew. Not that he knew any women outside of Knockemstiff. He’d been born and raised here and all the women he saw from out of Knockemstiff were on his television screen. - Come on, Captain. It’s your pool. 
    - I don’t want you to see my belly.
   - I don’t care, besides, if it’s that bad then come into your clothing. - her arms rested upon the pool border, wondering eyes tempting even the saint of all saints. Lee looked at the cold water reflecting the afternoon sunlight beams, trying to avoid the thoughts that crossed his mind before turning around. He let his jean trousers pool to the ground along with his shoes before entering the water using the ladder. He was almost sure he’d make her laugh if he were to jump into the water. 
The water was cold and dripped from his skin in crystal like drops. Y/N offered him a playful smile, swimming close to him with that wide eye child naughty fun look only she managed to still hold intact. She held her hands slightly back before pushing the water towards him. 
    - You tellin’ me you invited me in for a water fight? - he chuckled at her actions. 
    - Afraid I’ll win?
    - Kid, you’re much too tiny to win against me. 
    - Wanna bet? - she threw water again at him, swimming closer and closer to him before anchoring herself against him, hands on his shoulders. - I bet you as many apple pies as you want. 
    - Yeah, I’m trying not to gain any more weight, kid.
    - You have beautiful eyes, I’ve never noticed. - she made eye contact with him, seeing her own reflection in his light blue eyes. Maybe she’d never notice because the uniform was so dark blue his eyes reflected it like mirrors, yet they were light. - They’re gorgeous. 
    - Trying to make me blush, kid? 
    - Just never noticed. 
    - Well huh ... - he could listen to his heart beating and drumming against his chest along with the soft movement of the water. All his eyes could see was her, her hands holding onto his shoulders and her angelic face looking at him. - Thanks, you have nice eyes too.
    - You can’t take a compliment, Captain. - she teased.
    - I don’t think I’m deserving of any, specially coming from you, kid.
    - What is that supposed to mean?
    - You know what the men say in town. They think you’re the prettiest thing in a skirt to ever pace around here. Pretty sure they’ll kill each other trying to get your favour.
    - My favour? Is that what you think I’m good for?
    - No ... I ... That’s not what I meant. - his face creased. - I’m just telling you what I hear. 
    - You seem to know a lot of gossip about me, captain. If I didn’t know better, I’d think you’ve been asking around.
    - What if I have? - Lee watched for the first time her mouth shut close. She didn’t know what to say next, eyebrows furrowed together as she inspected his face, slow blinking. Her eyes left his to look at the water back at him. - Just looking out for you ... not a lot of people like you ‘round town. 
He hands gripped his shoulder as she swam closer to him. Her intention was to hug him thank you. Of course she didn’t expect no one to look out for her, she didn’t care about what a bunch of housewives and hopeless alcoholics thought of her. She knew he didn’t inspire adoration in them other. As she got closed to him, he leaned down, capturing her lips into his. Her hands slide from her shoulders to his chest, almost as if she wanted to be the good one and push him away. He was married after all. However, as his lips moved against hers she found herself incapable of pushing him away, hands relaxing just resting against his chest as she found herself acting on her sinful thoughts for the first time. 
So much for summer love, for saying us, ‘cause you weren’t mine to lose.
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tequila-clifford · 6 years ago
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Not the anon from that question, bu still lowkey curious about your NYC story?
Lorddddd, here we go, okay. SO Kortni and I are from Maryland, Amanda (@angelbabycal) is from Philadelphia, obviously a lot closer to NYC; 3 days before the show, Kort and I went to stay with Amanda. 
7/20/2014 We had been running errands all day in preparation for the trip: Getting waters and snacks to put in our backpacks and getting what we needed to make our posters for the show. We finally got back to Amanda’s house and after eating dinner, we immediately started working on our signs (I will include photos of them at the end of this post) Let’s estimate and say we started working on them around 5pm??
7/21/2014 We worked straight through until 6am (about 18 hours without sleep at this point), at that point we were taking turns to shower and packing up our bags, whoever wasn’t in the shower was using a hair dryer on the signs. We were being picked up at 7am and taken to the train station in Trenton, NJ. When we got to the station, Kortni was in charge of getting the tickets, WELL, she accidentally got the amtrak (or however tf you spell it) tickets which were like $200 EACH so that was STRESSFUL. I think we had like an hour until our train got there, so we were sitting, waiting. Then I started to feel sooooooo sick ( probably wasn’t the best idea to have been drinking all night while making our posters) I made approximately 27 trips to the bathroom in the span of an hour and I was FREAKING OUT bc we were about to get on a train to NYC and I was sick as fuck, but I was NOT about to bitch out and not go to this fucking concert. When our train arrived, I was finally starting to feel a little better; I went right back to stressing when the 3 of us got separated on the train bc there was so many people. We made it to Penn Station (and reunited) around 9:15am, I think? We had never been to NYC, none of us, so we found a map and made our way to Rockefeller Center (around 10 am?) to get our wristbands. When we finally got there, there was no one in giving out bands, but it was impossible to miss all of the other people from 5sos Fam, (when Luke tweeted about the fam literally taking over the city, he wasn’t lying) so we asked around and found out where to go. We finally found the line with other fans to get wristbands (10:30ish), and idk security I guess(?) was putting people into cages barricades. LET. ME. TELL. YOU. these barricades each had 25+ girls and they couldn't have been larger than the size of a parking space, we sat for OVER 3 HOURS. IN THE SUN. IN THE MIDDLE OF JULY. We had been awake for about 25 hours when we FINALLY got our bands and were released from band jail, but not before being told that we could NOT wait in Rockefeller center for the show, and that if we came back before 6:30am the following morning, we would be escorted away by the police. Oh, I failed to mention, WE HAD NOWHERE TO STAY BC WE HAVE VV GOOD IDEAS WITH VV BAD PLANNING. So, we had about 16 hours to kill before they opened the barricades back up for the show the following morning. So, we essentially walked around the city the entire time; which’ is not a v smart thing to do when A. you’re wearing vans and B. you have thick thighs. (y’all KNOW what I’m talking about). Later in the afternoon, the 3 of us went to Build-A-Bear to make ourselves Ninja Turtles: Michelangelo for me, bc Michael. Donatello for Amanda, bc Cal. Leonardo for Kortni, bc Luke. And we made Raphael for Guro, bc Ash. So now, on top of our backpacks, we were also 3 dumb asses carrying around stuffed Ninja Turtles. Like I said, v bad planning. Throughout the day, we met tons of people from the Fam which was AMAZING, even stuck together as a big group for awhile walking around the city and to what we thought was the boys hotel (but i’m not about all that stalker shit so we only stood across the street for maybe 20 minutes before we went our seperate ways) At this point it was probably close to 10 pm, we had been awake since noon the day before and we were running on adrenaline. We decided we needed to go change into the clothes we’d brought for the show and to clean up however we could. We walked for about 45 minutes to Grand Central (taking our time bc we had hours to kill still) to use their bathrooms and freshen up then we sat on the floor there for probably close to an hour charging our phones and trying to get even a little bit of rest.We didn’t want to get in trouble for being there so we eventually left and slowly made our way back towards Rockefeller Plaza. These places are not that far apart, but i’m telling you, after walking nonstop all day, it felt like hours. 
7/22/2014 It was 1 or 2am when we finally got to a place we could sit down, of course as soon as we did, we started dozing off and CAN’T DO THAT IN NYC we were told by police that we had to move, so up we were again with another like 2 and a half hours before the barricades would be opened So we walked some more until we decided to stop and finish getting ready; obviously it was still dark outside, so us getting ready consisted of one of us holding the flashlight on our phone and one of us holding a front facing camera while the other did their makeup. When we were just about finished, we saw people RUNNING towards the plaza. IT WASN’T EVEN 5:30AM AND THEY HAD STARTED LETTING PEOPLE INTO THE BARRICADES. OUT. OF. ORDER. So the wristbands that we had with numbers in the 100′s (meaning we should have been in the second group) now meant absolutely nothing AND bc we were told the barricades wouldn’t be open until 6:30am, we were now in the second to last group. We sat in those cages barricades until they finally started letting people in, and when I saw them letting in every single group ahead of us, I was literally fighting back tears. The Today Show is 100% GA so we were packed in tight, and I have been to GA shows before so when I tell you tight, I mean TIGHT.  We stood for about 35 minutes before the boys came out for their soundcheck and fans behind us immediately started trying to push their way forward (like where tf you think you’re gonna go? We are literally in the Azkaban of concert seating rn) . We were so far back that we could hardly see the tops of their heads. The 3 of us literally felt like we were dying, I don’t know if you’ve experienced like 40 hours of no sleep, (plus walking 80% of those 40 hours) but it really fucking hurts. Amanda and I were leaning against one another to literally keep from collapsing, our legs felt like jello and we were dizzy from exhaustion. THEN the girl standing behind me NOT ONLY started kicking my legs AND “accidentally” pulling my hair, SHE WAS TRYING TO STEAL MY NINJA TURTLE FROM MY BACKPACK. Now if this had been under normal circumstances, I would have given her a warning before literally beating her ass for putting her hands on me, but, I was in no condition to start and altercation. The boys finshed their soundcheck, which I now have zero recollection of, and we tried to hold out until they came back on. After about 30 minutes (if that, honestly this part is pretty fuzzy bc i was half dead) we physically could not stand anymore, we flagged down the nearest security guard and asked if he could let us out. They had the streets blocked off a 1/4 mile in each direction surrounding the plaza, he told us that we had to be outside of the perimeter once we left the barricades. We were devastated but the alternative was to be carried out by medics bc there was NO WAY IN HELL we would have lasted in that crowd. Let me tell you, when you work that hard to see your favorite band, when you’re so fucking close and then it doesn't happen, it’s awful. When you work that hard to see your favorite band, and they start their set, the second you’re outside of the 1/4 mile radius, it is soul crushing. I’m pretty sure we cried the entire way to Penn Station. It was barely 8am and our train back home didn’t come in until 4pm. We finally made it there and slept in the chair all day. refusing to speak of anything that had happened, and then slept on the train home. We walked back into Amanda’s house without peeping a word about “How was it?!” and we passed out on her floor for 16 straight hours, woke up to pee and eat, then crashed for another 12.
 I am telling you, that entire New York experience remains one of the most disheartening things I’ve ever gone through,  It made me lose hope that I would ever meet them or even see them again. I had spent so long defending them to everyone who made fun of me for loving them so much, then to go through that, I like mentally shut down. I know that sounds dramatic, but that makes it no less accurate. I became inactive on my blog and essentially gave up, I tried to move on from 5sos and I regret it so fucking much. Now I’m 23 and loving them more than ever because I finally realized how much they got me through and that no ones opinion of them matters but mine. 
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My poster front and back
I’m sorry this was hella crazy long btw 😅 but yeah. That's my NYC story.
Ask is always open!
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byul-bit-arae · 7 years ago
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Astro Coffee Shop AU
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Astro drabble inspired by @alternateastro ’s coffee shop au 
Um hi 
So you are this struggling college freshman 
It’s just your first year but you already learned that caffeine is your friend
And that’s probably the main reason you got excited when you heard a new coffee shop opened on the way to the bus stop you usually board from to college
The coffee shop is really cute and has a welcoming feel to it
Also it opens as early as 6am so it’s perfect for grabbing a cup of cappuccino while waiting for your bus that takes off at seven
A tall decent young man that is around your age is always there, a warm smile on his face as he serves you, probably his only customer at that early time since the shop isn’t that popular yet nor is in a remarkable place 
Cha Eunwoo, his name tag says
Eunwoo is quite friendly for a barista whose shift starts at six in the morning and even bothers to start small conversations with you as you sip on your cappuccino by the counter
About two weeks in and you’re addicted to their coffee
You didn’t know if it was just you, or that it had some really special taste to it 
There was just something about it that you couldn’t get enough of, and most importantly, couldn’t go on your day without
Waking up at five thirty, getting ready, leaving your house and passing by the ‘Dream Store’ to have a cup of coffee and a small chat with an ever so energetic Eunwoo became a part of your routine
Until you ‘accidentally’ wake up late one day 
Maybe your alarm went off by itself, maybe it really rang and you turned it off and went back to sleep, maybe you didn’t even set it in the first place, what mattered the most is that it was a quarter past six and you were still in your pjs
You jump off your bed and quickly wash your face before grabbing the first combination of clothing that looked reasonable.
Smashing a bit of makeup on your face, you decided there was no time for more than a natural look for today, 
a bb cushion, brown eyeliner pencil, transparent mascara and and a warm orange gradient lip was the best you could achieve 
Throwing on your hood over your ‘whatever’ looking hair you grabbed your bag and sprinted your way out
You glanced at your hand watch to check if you had atleast a few spare minutes to order a coffee for take out but then you stopped at your tracks 
Because it was freaking 5:40 in the freaking morning aka an hour early 
The Dream store wasnt even opened yet and you felt like an idiot because your shitty clock was probably running out of battery and was showing the wrong time 
Groaning you glanced again at the cafe to see that the roller shutter of the front door was half rolled up
And that meant that atleast someone was inside
Looking around you one more time you figured out there was no other safe place for a lonely nineteen year old girl to stay in while waiting 
So you just decided to sneak inside and just hope it was Eunwoo getting ready to open the shop
You weren’t really that close to him but you just thought he wouldn’t be that freaked out if he saw you at such an hour 
Entering the shop you quietly muttered a “hello” as you heard faint sounds coming from the staff area 
“Eunwoo shi are you here” you dumbly murmured then figured out it was better to just take a seat and wait for whoever was there to appear
But you kind of accidentally doze off over the table because you woke up in such a hurry that you were feeling a bit drowsy by that time
Rocky takes off his sailor moon apron and hangs it after finishing with decorating the pastries and cleaning the kitchen
He leaves the kitchen and checks the café since he heard some sounds coming from there 
“Eunwoo hyung you’re here earl–”
He sees you sleeping on one of the tables and sort of just-
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–For a second but not enough for you to wake up then purses his lips, not knowing what to do
Rocky always disappears so early in the morning after he’s done with his work so he doesn’t get to interact with any customers, and even when he comes in the afternoon to test out new recipes with Bin, he doesn’t leave the kitchen. 
So he gets so frustrated seeing you there bc um help what am I supposed to do with this creature it looks like a human
Luckily Eunwoo comes in just at the right time and is rather confused as of why rocky is still there 
Also why is he standing still like a statue 
“Good morning minhyuk, what are you still doi–”
Eunwoo looks at the same direction as rocky and takes a step back in surprise
But he soon recognizes your sleeping figure and is way more confused now but decides to wake you up anyway
You slowly open your eyes and find none other than the most beautiful angel you’ve ever seen in front of your eyes that you can’t help but yelp bc are you already dead and is this heaven 
You blink for a few seconds and look around the place then at Eunwoo and the other guy 
“…w-welcome to Dream sh-shop !!!!” Rocky says in a super nervous tone that his voice cracks as he tries to sound the brightest he could “is that how you do it” he whispers to Eunwoo bc he honestly had no idea how things went outside the kitchen
Then Eunwoo kindly introduces you to Rocky to break the awkward atmosphere
And hey Rocky is quite cute and hyper 
And that’s how you start meeting the boys one by one 
And you just have to embarrass yourself each time 
Like that other time you were soooo sleepy that you were walking with your eyes closed
Maybe bc you had so much work and didn’t get enough sleep 
But that didn’t really matter bc you knew the way too well that you could manage 
You instinctively make a turn to the left to enter the coffee shop
But then you just bump into the glass door like an idiot
Bc it’s usually always open
Truth is Bin came earlier than usual that day 
And usually whenever he comes he always closes the door
Since he claims it’s way too cold in the morning
And Eunwoo is like uhh ok nvm 
And since Bin always comes later you never really saw the door closed 
Being still as sleepy as heck you groan as you lazily push the door open with literally your whole body, pouting since it was too early for embarrassing yourself yet here you are
You enter the shop to see an ever so amused Bin holding his laugh 
“Welcome” he says quietly and you awkwardly smile with half closed eyes 
And wth wth wth why are all the ppl working here so cute 
And that other time you got dismissed early in the afternoon so you decided to pass by 
And you go up to the counter only to be faced by like a giant five year old 
And you’re like “uhh excuse me where’s the one in charge here?”
And Sanha just blinks for a second before blurting “it’s me!” 
And you’re like “but you look so young ??????”
And Sanha just smiles cutely then takes your order
And from that day you always stop by whenever you have time in the afternoon
Bc Sanha is just too adorable and his smile gives you so much energy to go on with your day
And that OTHER time the Dream Store was having that spring cleaning thing and there was actually a notice on the front door but you’re too reckless to realize that and just legit barge in to JinJin dancing with a broom to Plz don’t be sad by Highlight while singing with a really, really High pitched voice
And you never felt this attacked honestly
JinJin is caught off guard and immediately restrains himself 
“My apologies. How can I help you? I’m Park Jinwoo, the Dream Store manager”
And you’re like ????? Okay ????
AND THAT OTHER TIME you were with this senior of yours in art school 
He’s reaaaally kind and cheerful and you’re actually good friends
So one day he invites for coffee in what he claimed to be his store
And you’re shook af on the way bc uhh isn’t this the way to Dream Store?
You two enter and everyone, legit every single member of the staff (aka astro) stops wtv they’re doing and 
“Y/N iS MJ hYunG’s gF ????!!!!?!!!”
And you’re like um wat 
And this is how you get to know all of them
And you never felt happier tbh 
Bc they are all so lovely 
Also bc you get to prank them 
You figured pranks were a thing after getting to know them all 
Sometimes you drop by to do your assignments there
Bc your house is too boring
And as an art student you need a lot of inspiration
Also bc MJ is there and is always ready to help you with studies
Other times you help them with serving bc the shop is getting more popular by the time bc of the quality of the food and the hostility of the staff
Also you’re prolly the only one Rocky allows to touch the pastries
He lets your help him with the decorations and even keeps your suggestions of new desserts in mind
JinJin seeks your and MJ’s help before making any changes in the store’s decor or theme 
You secretly help JinJin to become faster with the drinks 
And ofc you help with advertising the store 
Like you legit tell everyone you meet about it 
You’re basically just really happy you got to meet these cuties bc your life would 794261% be hella boring without them
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iridescent-ren · 8 years ago
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Tag games~
I have a lot to catch up on so i’m gonna just do a bunch and you guys can do whatever you feel like :D HALF OF THESE HAVE BEEN LEFT FOR LIKE A YEAR IM SORRY
Basically if u tagged me in one of these u can do any of the others, and anyone can do anything :’D Thankyou so much for tagging me aaaaa
10/10! Tagged by @naluloverforever thankyou!!! 
Rules: List ten of your favorite characters from ten different fandoms and tag ten others.
Kuro - Servamp Juvia - Fairy tail Kageyama - Haikyuu!! Nishimiya - Koe no katachi 707 - Mystic Messenger Natsukage - 1bitheart Tokaku - Akuma no riddle Jisoo - Blackpink Tzuyu - Twice Bungou stray dogs - Dazai
Music playlist tag! Tagged by @mizu-sakuya-ocd Thankyou so much!! I’m sorry its beens years :’D
Rules: Put your playlist on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that play, then tag ten mutuals
1. Set it off - plastic promises  2. Twice - headphones 3. Bts - Boy in luv 4. Twice - Cheer up 5. Blackpink - Whistle 6. Set it off - wolf in sheeps clothing 7. Twice - Signal 8. 3OH!3 - Don’t trust me 9. Icon for hire - You can’t kill us 10. Hollywood undead - Believe
A-Z Tag game!! Tagged by @memekoe and @catslab thankyou!!!! :D
A - Age: 14 B - Biggest fear(s): probably inconveniencing people i love C - Current time: 6.40pm o: D - Drink you last had: i think it was coke :,) E - Everyday starts with: Me waking up and checking skype :,) F - Favourite song: Stay by twice !! G - Ghosts, are they real?: I’d like to think so H - Hometown: Ryde! I - In love with: my gf jedjkdke eeee J - Jealous of: Everyone p much K - Killed someone: not irl XD  L - Last time you cried: pretty recently bc of test stress actually M - Middle name: Alexandria N - Number of sibling(s): 1 brother and 2 step brothers o: O - One wish: I want to be good looking i guess P - Person I last called/texted: My mum Q - Questions you’re always asked: ISNT IT TOO HOT TO BE WEARING THAT??? NO FUCK YOU I WEAR WHAT I WANT ITS COMFY R - Reason to smile: My friends! <3 S - Song last sang: I cant sing XD T - Time you woke up: 6am U - Underwear colour: grey???? V - Vacation destination: BRISBANE SO I CAN MEET MAHI :DD W - Worst habit: complains abt being tired too much X - X-rays you had: dont remember o: Y - Your favorite food: Subway probably lol or nuggets
Z - Zodiac: Pisces!
20/20 Tag game! Tagged by @lawlicht4eva aAAA THANK UUUU <33
Name: Astra!
Nicknames: Satan
Zodiac sign: Pisces
Height: dont know :,) tall
Orientation: GAYYYYYYY
Nationality: Australian
Favourite Fruit: mangos o:
Favourite season: spring :D
Favourite Book: UH DOES FANFIC COUNT : , D 
Favourite flower: ?????
Favourite scent: instant noodles
Favourite Colour: blue o:
Favourite Animal: Snakess
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: hot chocolate o:
Average amount of sleep: 5 or so hours o:
Cat or dog: uh both :,)
Favourite Fictional Character: Kuro :, )
Number of blankets you sleep with: 1 
Dream trip: MY BED
Blog created:2015 sometime :,)
Number of followers: can’t remembe
Bold what applied to you! Tagged by @nukanell thank u nelelel 
APPEARANCE:I am 5′7″ or taller
I wear glasses I have at least one tattoo I have at least one piercing. I have blonde hair I have brown eyes I have short hair My abs are at least somewhat defined I have or have had braces There is something I would change about the way I look PERSONALITY:My Hogwarts house is: Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw, Slytherin I am an introvert I like meeting new people People tell me that I’m funny Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me I enjoy physical challenges I enjoy mental challenges I’m playfully rude with people I know well I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it There is something I would change about my personality ABILITY:I can sing I can play an instrument I can do over 30 pushups without stopping I’m a fast runner I can draw well I have a good memory I’m good at doing math in my head I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch I know how to throw a proper punch HOBBIES:I enjoy playing sports I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else I have learned a new song in the past week I work out at least once a week I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months I have drawn something in the past month I enjoy writing Fandoms are my #1 passion I do or have done martial arts EXPERIENCES:I have had my first kiss I have had alcohol I have scored the winning goal in a sports game I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting I have been at an overnight event I have been in a taxi I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year I have beaten a video game in one day I have visited another country I have been to one of my favourite band’s concerts RELATIONSHIP:I’m in a relationship I have a celebrity crush I have a crush on someone I know I have been in at least 3 relationships I have never been in a relationship I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them I get crushes easily I have had a crush on someone for over a year I have been in a relationship for at least a year I have had feelings for a friend MY LIFE:I have at least one person I consider a “best friend” I live close to my school My parents are still together I have at least one sibling I live in the United States There is snow right now where I live I have hung out with a friend outside of school in the past month I have a smartphone I have at least 15 CDs I share my room with someone RANDOM SHIT:I have breakdanced I know a person named Jamie I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce I have dyed my hair I’m listening to one song on repeat right now I have punched someone in the past week I know someone who has gone to jail I have broken a bone I have eaten a waffle today I know what I want to do with my life I speak at least 2 languages fluently I have made a new friend in the past year
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needyourlight · 7 years ago
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blah blah keto life blah blah
i fell off the keto train soooo hard thursday night and getting back on is gonna be the death of me.
- thursday night, i saw third eye blind in providence and i planned on drinking... a couple of weeks ago, i had 2 gin and tonics and was FUCKED UP because i didn’t eat enough. so i said whatever, ate a burrito (with rice) thursday afternoon and was like ok. i went up to like maybe 90 carbs for one day. it’ll be fine, considering what i used to ingest in a day. USED. key word.
- we then go out to a bar that HANDMAKES THEIR PRETZELS TO ORDER. i, of course, was like fuck yeah i already cheated today, gonna keep it up!! i’ve been really good for 100 days!! and had this huge cinnamon sugar pretzel with frosting to dip it in... oh my god. so good. SO FUCKIN GOOD. no regrets, but maybe a few regrets.
- this is prob a good time to say that i think i have a mild gluten intolerance (obv never stopped me before) so my body has been super happy for 3+ months and then.... womp womp womp.
- third eye blind was alright. what wasn’t okay was the hangover i woke up with friday morning BECAUSE CARBS. i only has one gin and tonic and it wasn’t strong at all so yknow. don’t doubt the fine folks on the internet, the carb hangover is REAL AS FUCK.
- i’ve had a met-rx peanut butter protein bar like every day since friday and it’s been a dream but the sugar alcohols in them kinda mess me up sometimes but it’s okay! whenever i go the slightest bit over 25-30 net carbs, my body goes nuts the next day and i feel constantly hungry, so at least i has these to curve that issue a little.
- ANYWAY SELF HOW YOU DOIN i’m still dying thanks for asking
- saturday, i tried mcdonald’s new chicken strips because i fit them into my macros and they were awful so it was a waste but yolo.
- it’s currently 4:42 on a sunday afternoon and i’m dead bc i worked an overnight, 10pm saturday til 6am this morning and my food log is all over the place and i’m just trying to have a heavy protein day to kinda get rid of the foggy feeling in my head. also, i’m potentially dying of exhaustion. tbd.
- life’s a struggle but AT LEAST IM DONE WORKING OVERTIME AT WORK considering since march, i’ve fit in literally 7.8 weeks worth of extra working hours in... significant others of reddit, don’t break your foot bc your other half will need to work to pay your half of the bills and it will put them into an early grave.
here’s to this week possibly not killing me bc i have so much to do this month and i can’t afford to constantly feel like i’m dying!
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vietvacay · 8 years ago
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Danang: Day 3
I woke up at 6am, so I slept in?  My body still isn’t used to the time change.  Kim, Chau, Lin (Kim’s husband), and I went for breakfast around 7:30a. Today, Lin borrowed his brother’s car. Car’s a extremely expensive in Vietnam. Everyone drives scooters because they’re much cheaper here.  Lin’s brother owns a very successful hair salon and can afford a car.  We started off breakfast with quail eggs as an appetizer. Surprisingly, I have had quail eggs previous to my trip to Vietnam.  I was maybe 5 at the time and thought they were disgusting.  Fast forward to now and I quite enjoyed hard boiled quail eggs.  
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They tasted the same as chicken eggs.  They’re just smaller.  We followed up the quail eggs with…you guessed it, pho.  Crab pho to be exact.
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I really enjoyed this one. The crab was perfect.  Breakfast for 4 people was $7!  Super cheap!
After breakfast, we journeyed through the outskirts of town to go up the Truong Som Mountains.  Along the way, we passed by the countryside and made a few stops along the way.
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When Kim saw this fruit, she immediately made Lin stop the car.  Apparently, it’s pretty rare to find in the city, but out in the country we saw maybe 2 or 3 vendors selling it by the roadside.  Chau called it Star-apple fruit.
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When you cut it in half, the fruit has a star like pattern on the inside.  Kim said the literal translation of the Vietnamese name means milky boobs, which is hilarious!  Before eating, you roll it around in your hands to soften it (like boobs) and then you poke a hole in it to suck out the juice, which is white (like milk).  It was delicious.  It’s hard to describe bc it doesn’t taste like any other fruit. Unlike an apple though, you don’t eat the peel.  You only eat the inside and spit out the pit.
We also stopped to buy a humongous jackfruit.  Whole Foods aint got nothin on these jackfruits.  All of them were larger than 2 times the size of my head, which is large enough to fit my superior brain.
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I don’t know how Chau and Kim chose the ripest one, but the one cut that sucker open with finesse. We tried it and it tasted pretty good, but it left my hands pretty smelly.  We made one last stop before our destination to pick up some guava, which I’ve had before.  
Driving up the windy mountain road made for some beautiful scenery.
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After beautiful views and some cows in the road, we made it to the mountain spa.  It’s a commercial place trying to monopolize on the mountain aesthetic.  Instead of paying for overpriced spa services, we decided to walk the adjacent trails.  We were rewarded with the view below:
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It was peaceful on the mountain.  The gentle sound of the waterfall, fresh mountain air, and vibrant colors of the flowers and trees left me feeling just as relaxed as if I would have gotten the massage.  
After the short hike, we went back to Chau’s house as he had to work.  I, on the other hand, took a 1.5 hour nap.  Chau’s nieces woke me up in a fury of giggles.  Kim informed me that most of the family was coming over to celebrate Nyim’s, Chau’s cousin, 5th birthday.  After about 10 minutes, aunts, sisters, nieces, cousins, and Chau’s mom were stuffed in Chau’s small bedroom.  Chau’s dad was travelling to another province the next day and had to wake up early.  Whilst cramming into the room, we ate food that Chau’s sister, Naa, made.  They socialized and asked me to speak English with the kids.  All the parents want their children to speak English.  The oldest, Tini, is about 12 and speaks English fairly well.  She understood the most out of everyone and explained to me that they all go to a private school where English classes are offered.  
After 2 hours, everyone left to go home to get kids ready for sleep.  Kim and I got ready to go to a club.  Unsure of what to wear, I just threw on a dress and some sandals bc I didn’t really know what to expect.
This club, was crayzay. It was like a warehouse house.  We got there early around 9:45p and Kim’s friend met us there.  It was nice to get there early, so I could see the entirety of the club with the lights dimmed.  Since we got there early, the staff was milling about bc there weren’t that many people there.  Around 10:30p, we the lights were turned down and the club started to fill up.
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People started dancing and they changed to an awesome DJ.  Every 15-20 minutes there was a ‘show.’  The first show was of about 8 girls dancing on a pole and doing tricks, but without taking their clothes off.  It was interesting and I didn’t get any good photos.  They’re all shit quality.
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After that show, there was about a 30-minute break and then these white girls came out on the stage portion of the club and started dancing.  I thought it was weird that they were white.  Literally everyone else in the club was Vietnamese besides me and a group of about 6 Aussies.  Anyway, these girls were the opening act for the most fabulous man.  He had an amazing outfit and was just busting moves.
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Then, patrons danced more.  Kim & I went to dance on the stage with a bunch of other people that were up there.  No, not on the poles.  I don’t have the upper body strength for that.  Then, everything started again.  The shot girls went back up to dance, another break, and the white girls and the dude actually pole danced.  
It was actually a super fun night.  The cherry on top was that our table was next to the VIP section.  Kim pointed out the owner and her husband.  She explained that they live in Ho Chi Minh City and are pretty rich.  
At the end of the night, I got a selfie with our server bc he was cute and did a good job.
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We walked home from the club instead of taking a taxi bc it was a short walk.  On the way, a taxi pulled up to us and offered us something grey. We had no idea what it was, but he explained to Kim that we had taken his taxi to the club and I left my compact in his car.  It was SO nice of him to find us and return my compact.  I tipped him and thanked him 1000 times.  
Twas a fun day and successful night.  
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